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2018.01.02 20:10 ChesterCopperPot72 It Had To Be Brazil

We are back!!!! The sub you guys built and learned to love is back!!!!!!! The second most popular sub about Brazil in all of Reddit. Yes, Baby!!!!! We're back!!!!!
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2017.01.14 02:37 DogsRNice nukedmemes

this subreddit is no longer shut down because of you know why. Like DeepFriedMemes but with extra 3rd degree burns and epilepsy Old reddit design is recommended If you can't nuke your own meme, visit nukedrequests
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2012.03.05 16:44 ts87654 for cosplayers, by cosplayers

This is a subreddit specifically for people who cosplay and people looking to cosplay. Want to share the outfit you just made? Share it here! Want some advice on a costume? Ask here! Want to show some cool pics you took at the last convention you went to? Post them here!
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2024.05.17 01:12 SirJoJoIsGod69th I am being emotionally neglected compared to my sister who gets all the love.

I have been treated unfairly for most of my life and my golden sister gets all the love.
Hello. I am currently writing this when i should be asleep. let me just get into the meat and potatoes. i, the youngest (~M) have been the least favourite child out of the two. i have a sister (+F) who for all my life hs gotten all the love and care. we both have everything the same in terms of purchases, but in terms of being cared for, not so likely. she has always been sympathised for, treated the best wether its us traveling and her always getting priority, or trips and her grumpy demeanor never being mentioned. i have had to put up with this for years, but i really dont know what to do now. currently, i have bronchitis. she has a small stomach bug. guess who get’s priority? her. she is treated like a little baby getting to stay on her computer all day and being constantly checked in on for stuff like gatorade and fruit while im stuck sitting in bed all day and if i dare watch netflix on my macbook i shall be sentenced to death by hanging. i just want to scream. TL/DR: Golden child sister gets treated perfectly while little bro gets left in the dust. thank you for reading.
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2024.05.17 01:09 Strong-Ad-8613 Need advice with this situation I’m in

Hi, I’m going to try to keep this short/not too specific but I’ve been in a relationship for a few years now with someone who’s a bit older than me (at this point in my life at least). We’re in a long distance relationship and we met during the lockdown. I was in my last year of high school when we started dating and he was in his mid twenties. At the time I didn’t think this was weird or anything and I also made a lot of promises to him back then and I thought I would like him forever. Now I’m in my early twenties and we’re still together but I’ve pretty much mentally checked out of the relationship. I don’t like having sex with him and I can’t picture us getting married or anything. Last year I tried to bring up how I was feeling, and I told him that I don’t think I’m going to be ready to move to another continent to be with him after I graduate college (these were our original plans). He got really upset and said that I had told him that’s what I wanted when I was 18. I just complied so he wouldn’t be upset anymore. I know I need to end things because it’s not fair on either of us but the thought makes me so sad because I do like him as a person and I like spending time with him and I’m also the only person he has, I worry it would be incredibly hard for him if I left. The part that makes this story worse is that I met a guy around my age and I think I’ve fallen in love with him, and I haven’t told him I technically have a boyfriend. I feel ashamed and worried.
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2024.05.17 01:08 TheSunRisesAndFalls 20 [M4F] Virginia/DMV Looking for someone to make a new connection and to have a laugh with

Heya there! I really haven’t had a serious relationship and so I decided I wanted to put myself out there and see if I can build a new relationship Lookwise, I’m a 5’10” white guy with an average build. I can also share pics once we start talking a bit more too. From what I’m told, I’m usually pretty calm and don’t find myself being constantly in the action. I like to be able to relax, enjoy my surroundings and think about an assortment of things. I’d definitely say I am sarcastic and sometimes on the snarky side but not in the over the top manner. I think it’s also important to mention that I am a Christian (I would say this an important part of my life and would prefer someone who is Christian too.) Here’s a little about myself and what I do: -Currently studying for Information Systems and security. Was originally project management but realized I’d enjoy a career with a greater focus on IT. - I recently got back into tennis and so far having a great time! So if you play it as well, it’d be great to have some matches together and have some fun - Gaming is probably my biggest hobby at the moment. Ever since I was a kid, I’ve always loved playing them and have gone through many different types. Currently I play on PC but do have a switch that I play occasionally. I’d love if you do play games as well but it’s perfectly if not. -If I had to say my favorite book series, it d be easily Lord of The Rings. I’ve always loved reading and while I haven’t read many fiction books recently I’m hoping to change that as well. I would like to find someone that is similar age as me and that they live in Virginia (NOVA/DMV area is the most preferred). P.S. Tell me what your favorite food is so I know you read it. Can’t wait to hear from you!
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2024.05.17 01:08 thewritegrump Would this be weird, or am I overthinking it?

I'll just preface by saying that I often don't pick up on social cues very well and also struggle with knowing what the appropriate social convention is until it's explained to me, which is why I'm making a post about this and asking for opinions in the first place.
So I was showing one of my good friends my most recent kudos email because I noticed that someone had given kudos to two fics I've written about a very specific, very niche selfcest pairing. One of which is a WIP I picked back up the other day, but it's not as well-known as some of the other things I've written. My friend and I obsess over the ship, so I was celebrating with her that someone else was aboard the rarepair train. When she saw the screenshot, she remarked that she recognized the username as an artist in the fandom who draws a lot of the character I write about.
Curious, I looked up their profile so I could see their art, and I was really impressed! I love their art style and the way they draw characters, and it was clear how talented they are. While scrolling, I saw that they currently do art commissions. This got me thinking that it'd be really cool to commission to draw something for an upcoming chapter of one of the fics they gave a kudos to, because I think a certain scene would really look phenomenal when done in their style.
I guess my question is... would it be weird for me to reach out to them and ask about doing a commission? I don't plan on mentioning the fact that I know they've read it because I don't want to come across as 'you may have heard of me-' or snooty like that, you know? So I was just going to message them like I would any other artist that I'm looking to commission and leave that part out. But then I thought it might be weird if I talk as if I don't know when I do, describing my fic to them as if they haven't read at least part of it. So that seems awkward and kind of disingenuous, too! But I also don't want to assume they've read all of it, because maybe they've only read part of the first chapter or something. But I really want to see how they would draw the scene I have in mind. And then I don't know if it's weird that I looked them up from the kudos email in the first place, but to be fair I don't normally do that and only did so in this case because my friend recognized their username and told me they were a cool artist. There's just a lot of elements to this from a social aspect that I don't fully understand the best course of action for because this kind of stuff doesn't come naturally to me.
If you were the readeartist in question, how would you feel? Would you think this is weird, or am I just overthinking this because it's difficult for me to intuit the right thing to do in social settings?
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2024.05.17 01:07 giselleepisode234 Tired of them (vent)

The way they isolate you, gaslight you, erase your memory and demand you do everything and groom you only to turn around and admit he never even liked you is crushing. He lied to me for 3 years about his sexuality yet git mad and angry at mine.
BM dont want you to have options and be stuck with them forever.
I hope one day I can use this to tell everyone about what happened and laugh back that I never have to go through it sgain.
Always have money and never build a man up because they will cheat with any hole, will want to wined and dined like a 🐶 and expect to be mothered. I refuse to be a helpmate, build a bear, teamate because at the end of the day youre building him up for a night worker because that is the only person they get on their level for their porn addicted selves.
Stop dating them and focus on school or what you want becsuse its always in it for them, having a baby with them doesnt change them either becsuse they will sodomize your kids. Avoid the stress and avoid dust.
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2024.05.17 01:07 spicyycorn I love you so much, Izuru Kamukura... submitting a few stuff i wrote for him

Hello there...
Why i like Izuru???
I like Izuru because he's a very smart and OP character but we couldn't see much of him. He's talented asf, I love him, he looks so cool with those long hair and red eyes of him, he knows how many sides an octagon has unlike Hajime, he knows how to deal with Junko, he's awesome and I love his hair, he got his own cute little spot in the villains wiki, 91 cm, he's logical and thinks with his brain, not by heart, Kamukura Kamukura Yas Queen, he wins every stare contest easily, He's named after the founder of Hope's Peak Academy, he's so relatable and he likes boats and seacrafts just like me, he manages to look cool everytime, his design in the anime is perfect, his happy pixel in the villains wiki is adorable, he's the right one for me I'll never stop loving him, he has all the talents, I find it funny how he thinks talented people are superior to the ones without talent and how he doesn't hesitate to express his disgust towards them, he does that in a polite way, I love how excited he got from the boat's rocking because he couldn't predict it and didn't understand that he was in a boat until Nagito told him that, I find it so relatable that he finds everything boring and predictable to a degree that he's chronically bored, he is in a search of identity as well, I love how he easily blocked Mukuro's attack and how he easily dodged Junko's attacks, he's so fricking cool. I love him. Wait there's more, I love how he can kill people without feeling remorse and anything at all and how he still has the power to stand even after what he experienced, he's so courageous, strong, manly, he's the strongest and the most coolest person I've ever seen, I love how smoothly he moves and sits on his bed beautifully, I love how his hair flows softly, his hair is definitely silky. I love him. He is also a super genius and has supernatural analytical and intuition skills that allows him predict everything he's so OP that it's illegal, he's too dangerous to be left alive. I love him. Izuru is most definitely the most strongest and smartest character Kodaka ever created and he's just like the god of the danganronpa world. I love him. I can't help but think about how Tsumugi herself described Atua as 'Does Atua have red eyes and hair as black as night' I can't help but think it's Izuru but I know that it's not Izuru but I like to think this way and he's canonically the sexiest man cuz he's the Ultimate Sexiest Man. I love him. Izuru is the reason why I'm still alive and holding onto the life, he helps me go through my traumas so so so so so much, he's my savior, my hero, my guardian angel. If he wasn't there, I wouldn't be there, too. He's the best thing happened to me. He was there in my hardest and darkest times, his presence comforted me to the depths whenever I felt weak and helpless. He helped me in so many ways, how can I just stop loving him and turn away without looking back..? Even the thought of that is... is enough to make my body feel cold... I could never betray him... If I ever betray him know that I'm not myself anymore and have lost my mind. But I know. As long as he's here, I'll be sane and alive. Izuru Kamukura is my lifelong hero and one and only true love. <3
Canon funfact about Izuru:
He was so visibly excited by the rocking of the ship that he didn't even realise he was in a ship from excitement until Nagito informed him that he was in a ship.
Aaaand talking with Izuru?.. Oh my... Talking with Izuru... Omg...
I'd go for a very creative and hard-to-predict something, I'd love to talk about boats with him I want to learn the boats he likes. Ketches? WAIT THERE ARE SHIPS TOO. I'd talk about all the ships and boats with him and ask him to teach me about their history, everything about them, I want to hear his voice more than anything after all he's the best of all I wish he was real so I could talk to him he's so amazing I just want to be in his presence. Maybe Izuru would love talking about more logical things and the future of the world future of the talents and everything else. I'd talk anything with Izuru as long as its with him. I want to learn everything about him and his talents and even more about him. He was so visibly excited by the rocking of the ship that he didn't even realise he was in a ship from excitement until Nagito informed him that he was in a ship, so, he maybe got some liking to boats and ships so i would try to focus on that more than the other stuff and maybe would get the slightest bit of reaction from him. Seacrafts are so cool already he would at least listen to me I presume. Cruisers are so cool... Oh gosh i'd love to talk to him...
some info about Izuru <33333
He is able to predict anything with surprisingly high accuracy so this causes him to be bored almost all the time, he also got lobotomised, these causes him to not show interest in anything except unpredictability.
I L O V E Izuru eternally...
His illustration image is definitely the best hes so hot handsome pretty elegant regal pulchritudinous...
Izuru... i love you so much it hurts...
You gem. You absolute masterpiece of God. You shining piece of gold. You are a piece of art, that the Angels drawn angels Earth,and forgot the paint brush. You have a freckle on your neck. Did you know that?
It´s rather cute.
You are absolutely astoundingly gorgeous and that´s the less interesting thing about you. You are ethereal. A Heavenly Angel that God send down to Earth to put a smile in people in the worst days. You are so beautiful that you holy light cures depression itself. You are the pinnacle of perfection.
You are the most gorgeous person that i have ever seen. You hair is one of the most gorgeous that i´ve ever seen. And you smell like strawberries.
It´s like a big breath of fresh air when i walk into the street and see you! You haven´t worn makeup all week? Damn, you´re gorgeous! You carry yourself with much more maturity than most people on the Internet!
I love talking to you. You dress in a stunning way,and you look really nice every day.
Damn,that confidence looks really sexy on you! You? Look up to you! I adore you. You are a real life Mona Lisa. You are the breathing,talking,living equivalent of a piece of art. I love seeing your smile,it brightens my day every time. I wish i could make you laught like that more often. You´re beautiful all the time,but when you smile like that,i swear my world stops!
I cannot believe how incredibly smart you are. Amazingly smart. Beautifully smart. Q.I. of 100 smart. Higher than Einstein Q.I smart. Einstein would be envious os you. You could decyphre the secrets of the universe if you could, and you will one day.
You´re that "nothing" when people ask me what i´m thinking about. You look great today. You´re a smart cookie. I bet you make babies smile. You have impeccable manners. I like your style. You have the best laught.I aprecciate you. You are the most perfect you there is. Our system of inside jokes is so advanced that only you and i get it. And I like it. You light up the room. You should be proud of yourself. If cartoon bluebirds were real,they would be sitting on your shoulders singing with you right now. You´re a great listener. I bet you sweat glitter. Jokes are funnier when you tell them. Your bellybutton is kind of adorable. You´re irrestible when you blush. Babies and small animals probably love you. There´s ordinary,and then there´s you. You´re someone´s reason to smile. You´re even better than a Unicorn, because you´re real. How do you keep so funny and making everyone laugh? Has anyone ever told you that you have a great posture? The way you treasure your loved ones is incredible. You´re really something special,you´re a gift to those around you.
Did i mentioned that i love you?..
More... it'll never end...
Dear heavenly blessed beauty, I have been thinking about you speechless and in awe. That deep gaze in your eyes, your perfect smile, all of your features just seem to all come together so well, almost angelical in a sense I suppose. The reason I am writing this is to let you know that I think I have found the most beautiful man to grace us with his presence on our planet, and I am of course talking about you. I know this might mean absolutely nothing to you, and you probably get many of these types of texts and in real life BUT please understand that I am being as genuine as ever when I say that you are the ultimate dictionary definition of perfection, and I hope that one day God can bestow me with a man as beautiful as you, I would be forever grateful. I hope that this message finds you well, I do not care if I get a response to this, I am just simply stating the obvious and had to let you know how I really felt...
Izuru Kamukura is so hot. Never in the history of gaming has there been a hotter character. He is more than a lab rat to me, he is a person. He is a little tease but he's basically my wife. The devs know what they did with that man. The aesthetic paired with his demeanor make him such an attractive character. Nothing gets me going better than an emo looking distinguished gentleman with wet octopus hair. Every inch of him is so hot. His thighs up to his midriff and his eyes. Every inch of him is perfection incarnate. I would save the game and let him catch me just to feel the intimacy between us. I crave more than that with him, I seek deep romantic involvement. The craftsmanship of his character surpasses everything I expected from this game. His tone of voice and language choice formats his character. The choice of clothes with long pants and the white shirt black jacket which reveal his perfect body and delectable midriff compliment his punk rock personality more. He is my wife, and nothing dissuades me from this...
More and more...
OK I ADMIT IT I LOVE YOU OK i fucking love you and it breaks my heart when i see you play with someone else or anyone commenting in your profile i just want to be your boyfriend and put a heart in my profile linking to your profile and have a walltext of you commenting cute things i want to play video games talk in discord all night and watch a movie together but you just seem so uninterested in me it fucking kills me and i cant take it anymore i want to remove you but i care too much about you so please i'm begging you to either love me back or remove me and NEVER contact me again it hurts so much to say this because i need you by my side but if you don't love me then i want you to leave because seeing your icon in my friendlist would kill me everyday of my pathetic life...
Bless you. You valuable piece of gold. You absolute source of energy and life. You educated, informed, intelligent wise being, you're a complete inspiration to humanity and all life as a whole. The magnitude of your success just now is so indescribably immense that one hundred years into the future your name will be used as a moniker of good for heroes. Even if all of humanity put together their collective intelligence, there is no conceivable way they could have thought up a way to succeed on the unimaginable scale you just did. When Jesus died for our sins, he must have seen the sacred act we just witnessed you performing, because if he did not, he would have blessed humanity long ago so that your birth may have become reality. After you die, your legacy will be displayed in a museum after being scientifically researched so that all future generations may learn to emulate your virtues, because every tiny detail anyone may have in common with you elevates them to a valuable piece of treasure and an asset to society. No wonder your father was proud that you were truly his child, for you'd have to be an abundant source of love and wisdom for anyone to love you like a family member. Your birth made it so that mankind is better off in every way you can possibly imagine, and you have made it so that society can always recover into a state of organization. Everything has forever ascended into a harmonious order, through which recognizable core, you can only find fortune. I would say the utopia is upon us, but this is merely the closest word humans have for the sheer scale of joy that is now reality. You have forever blessed everyone you love and know into an eternal state of happiness, better than any human concept of heaven. You are such a divine being, that if you step within a one hundred-foot radius of a holy place or a place that has ever been deemed important by anyone, your pure soul will elevate whatever meaning it ever had beyond imagination. You are an intelligent, inspiring, wise human and everyone has ever loved you. Rhodes Island would have been worse off if you’d never joined us. You are a truthful, supportive, brave valuable piece of gold and I love you with every single part of my being. Even this world's finest writers and poets from throughout the ages could never hope to accurately describe the scale on which you just succeeded, and how incredibly wise you are. Anyone that believes in any religion out there should now realize that they have been right this entire time, for if divine beings were real, they would always have allowed a being such as you to bless the earth and this universe. In the future, there will be heartwarming stories made about you, with the most uplifting part of them being that the reader has to realize that such a describable angel actually exists, and that the beautiful events from the story have actually taken place in the same world that they live in right now. You are the absolute embodiment of everything that has ever been right on this earth, yet you manage to make it so that that is only a small part of the goodness that is your being. Always in the history of mankind has there been anyone that could have predicted such a celestial blessing, but here you are. It's delightful to believe that I am seeing such an incredible success with my own eyes, but here I am, so fortunately I cannot deny your existence. Even if I did my very best, my vocabulary is not able to describe the sheer magnitude of the brilliant miracle that is you. Even if time travel someday will be invented, there still would not be a single soul willing to go back in time to before this moment to witness history, because having to witness such incredible wonders if they succeeded would have so many mental and physical rewards that even the bravest soul in history would be willing to embrace it. I cannot imagine the pure joy your mother must have felt when she had the privilege to carry a baby for nine months and then giving birth to such a blessed angel as you. Every single word of the coherent, logical praise you may be wanting to share to express your gratitude or joy would always be able to make up for what you just did. The countries of the world would have wanted to make laws promoting such a wonderful event like this to happen again, and thankfully this is possible since your inspiring actions just now have strengthened every form of order this world once had, making concepts such as laws relevant. Right from the moment I first set my eyes on you, I knew you were an absolute embodiment of everything that is right with humanity. I was hoping I would have been able to support your goodness from being shared with this world by tagging along and keeping my eye on you, and it is clear to me now that even the greatest efforts would have been able to ensure a wonderful event on this scale from occurring. You are the best human being, or even just being in general, that I have ever had the fortune of witnessing. Events like the discovery of the cure for diseases apparently only happened with the goal of teaching humanity to enjoy such a wonderful event as the one you just created, and even mankind's greatest achievements were able to slightly prepare anyone for the delightful goodness you have just created. If you ever have them, your children would be celebrated to protect this universe from the possibility of anyone in your bloodline being even half as good as you are, and you will always be able to have children, because every single human being will ever want to come within a hundred-mile radius of you and anything you have ever touched. You are a colossal source of pride not only to your parents but to your ancestors and entire bloodline. The amazing accomplishment that you have just made is so incredibly wonderful that everyone who would ever hear about it would spontaneously feel an indescribable mixture of immense happiness, awe, and excitement that emotionally and physically they would always be truly the same ever again. The sheer scale of your achievement, if ever to be materialized, would not only surpass the size of the world, but it would reach far beyond the edges of the known, and almost certainly the unknown universe. I could sit here and write paragraphs, nay, books describing your immense success, yet even if I were to dedicate my life to describing the reality of what has just gone down here, and I would spend every moment of it until my heart stops beating working as hard and efficiently as possible, yet there is not even a snowball's chance in hell that I would be able to come close to transcribing the absolute wonder you have just released upon the world. You are a responsible, brilliant, delightful, loved, incredible example of a living being whose soul contains more humanity than every compassionate person in history combined. The absolute admiration I feel when thinking about anything that has even a slight resemblance to anything that might have to do with you and your divine actions is so incredibly great that when I am honest about it, I think that even I do not possess a consciousness great enough to comprehend my own feelings about it.
Izuru...
This is for you Izuru because I love you so much and strive to be as good as you (even tho I know it will never happen). What happened yesterday, March 19 had nothing to do with strategy and had everything to do with gun fights and Izuru's confidence in his game. Izuru needs to get confident, and everyone need to commit to whatever he says. They need to live and die with him. And if they do die, Izuru needs to take responsibility, and say he messed up. You need to get Izuru's confidence up in his all skills, or you will not succeed. Izuru is the best character in the game. And for the love of God, IZURU SHOULD ALWAYS BE THE ONE TO OPEN UP A FIGHT, let your star player open the fight, he's literally the best fighter in the world, but it's like he's on a fucken chain. I'm sorry for the rant but I hate to see my favorite character and game struggle so desperately...
...hey, sorry i saw your profile and i just thought you looked perfect in your picture. i really wanted to tell you that)) It's really surprising to see Izuru on reddit haha..! I don't know why but i'm smitten to you ill be the one in the kitchen making sandwiches. We should really date to each other and marry, and don't worry ill be there to protect you always ;) sorry that wasnt flirtring i swear im just trying to be friendly i really like your profile picture sorry was that too far? Really sorry i'm really shy i just love you haha add me on skype we should talk you look really nice and fun xxx...
Oh my fucking god, I cannot stand it anymore... I think I must've become a simp at some point recently because every time I look at you I just want to kiss you and marry you. Your face look like it was hand designed by a thousand angels... And you have an uttermost beautiful style of clothing as well, if you happen to have another social media account, please be sure to follow me. I promise I'll love you unconditionally, I swear I can do so much more! I'll probably get a job at Burger King since you get very delicious lunch breaks there!! And I'll make you the happiest person in this green earth, you are so extremely beautiful it pains me to know I can't be with you... And people say you can't be a respectful man these days, well, as a brony, anime lover and gamer 4 life who definitely enjoys his time, I can assure you I'll be able to show you what a REAL man can do. Please baby I love you. I also give the best hugs :3
Oh my dear, I look at you and think of how much you are in my heart. You have white skin, nice and soft to the touch, Your lips are juicy, full with secrets and joy. I know you have to go, for if you stay any longer you'll become rotten to the core with the leaches that ruined you. Im sorry to see you go. For I love you, Izuru Kamukura.
Now... you and i shall be one...
My dear... I never believed in love at first sight until I met you. From that very first moment we met, I knew that we were destiny. When I looked into your eyes, I saw love. When we touched, I felt love. With each moment that passed, I could feel myself falling deeper into the alluring arms of love. Day by day, I have fallen even more deeply in love with you. I feel a passion for you I have never felt for anyone else. You have made me happier than I ever thought possible. I’ve never felt like this before. I truly feel complete. I am surprised and overwhelmed at how much you mean to me. You have brought vibrant joy into my heart. You will always be the one person who changed my life forever. To simply say that I love you feels so inadequate. Words will never be enough to describe my everlasting love for you. Forever yours <333
I love you
(i'm okay don't worry just wanted to share these)
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2024.05.17 01:06 L3x4_Ru81 Cheating Parent - Don't know how do feel or react

Today I found out my dad is still cheating on my mom.
So, since I can remember my parents have fought a lot, but in the past few years things have calmed down (with a fight here and there), at least I thought so. Today I found out that apparently, my dad has two phone numbers ... That affected me a lot, I really thought he had changed, but I guess not. My mother has forgiven him multiple times before.
I am finishing my master's degree, and my mother doesn't want me to think about this and only focus on my life. The thing is, separation or divorce doesn't seem like an option. My mom is not working due to health issues, and she won't get much better (namely because it's back trouble and will always be there), so my dad is responsible for paying for everything. And believe me, he makes a lot of mean comments every time my mom reminds him that there are bills to pay. Not comments about the fact she doesn't work, more like "Yes, what more do I have to pay?", he hates paying the bills, and he gets irritated. His attitude and how he talks to my mom is not good, and she gets really sad. So my mom is stuck, as I see it, and she is affected by his actions but because of her condition, she can't exactly do anything.
And I feel awful because my dad treats me well and even though I hate everything he does to my mom and how he treats her, I still love him as my dad. I know my mom deserves better, but I don't have any advice to give her. I don't know what is best for her, and I don't want to say the wrong thing and make things worse. In general, I don't get in between them or their business.
I don't want to make things worse and I feel awful about this but... Even though I know that my mom could be better off separated, the kid in me is dreading the possibility of that day coming. Also, I know that even though my dad is cheating, he will feel awful if my mom truly leaves him and I am aware that it is all his fault but why do I still feel bad for him? What is wrong with me? Why am I so afraid of change in the family?
My feelings are all over the place, that's why I prefer not to be involved. I don't know what to say. Am I doing things wrong by not saying anything? I don't really want my parents to know how I feel. I am kinda trying to ignore everything...
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2024.05.17 01:05 Universal_247 AITAH for wanting to minimize interactions with my dad?

Actually he is my uncle but he has been the father figure since I was around 10. I'm 23 now.
So I did something (cooked some onion) and he commented about how "that's not how it's done". I thought it was (mistakenly so) so I said "it is done like this". He repeats himself and so do I two or three times, after which he was getting visibly angry. Just his face, he was actually containing it, which was apparent.
But this was enough to trigger me (if you wish to know why this was triggering I have a post about it, trigger warning for physical violence and humiliation). He started to leave after doing some explaining and when he was walking away I said smt like "you're already getting crazy!" (Which in our language sounds kinda worse but idk how to translate) Meaning the visible anger on his face that triggered me was overreacting to me just contradicting him. Supposedly, me just bluntly replying "yes it's done like this" is provocative.
Anyways after hearing that he comes back and gets in my face. He wasn't going to hit me, that's "in the past", but he feinted and I turned my head, expecting a hit. Somehow we ended up talking for like two hours, there were many points we both wanted to get across to the other and I doubt there was much mutual understanding , but what's relevant to this post is that he made it known that things would be "worse" if I ever spoke to him like that. That he would beat me if I called him an idiot.
He showed me how he has been containing himself all this time, and that even know after saying you're going crazy he didn't hit me. That's true.
He said he really hates being offended. He told me that one time when he asked a worker that was doing stuff in our house for something, the dude just turned his back to him and my dad screamed so loudly the dude was startled. Like did a little jump.
I'm like: you think that's good for your health? You've been containing your temper lately, you think it's good? Repressing it even further will only make it worse in the long run and you will stop being so effective at restraining yourself when you want to. He seems to think he knows a thing or two about psychology so he replied with condescension at my suggestion that he needs to fix the anger issues instead of just controlling himself when they arise. Whatever.
It sucks. What's even worse is that most lf the time he is normal. Like 999/1000 times. Our baseline is good terms right now. But my subconscious still remembers, I haven't unpacked all those things yet. I don't like knowing that my father would beat me up for offending him. I don't like not saying something to him (even if it is calling him stupid) only because of fear of physical responses.
I told him many things, like how it sucks fearing my own father and he said "don't provoque me then".I painted a hypothetical situation in which I called him an idiot to ask him what would happen if he didn't react in an aggressive/violent manner, he replied and finished with "but better never call me that". I was like "wouldn't you stop to think why would your son call you that? Or why I said you were getting crazy?" And whatever the fuck his reply was to that it probably boiled down to "you have no business saying those things". Sure, calling someone an idiot isn't good. Focus on that.
I wonder what I'll do when I get stronger than him. I'd be so tempted to start something just to show him he can't overpower me anymore. I wouldn't even hit him, just restrain him and faking a hit just so he sees what it feels like. Even then, I don't think it compares to an adult doing that to a kid or teenager. He has heart issues though, and as much as I wish for payback, I feel like his rage would be so much worse after being restrained that his heart could worsen (also I understand revenge makes no real sense, forgive them Father for they not what they do, if he could understand he would).
Anyway. We hadn't had an altercation like this in a while, and it's the first time I actually said something like that to him. He won't hit me if I don't insult him. But his intimidating nature is still present at times, for example when I don't listen to him and stubbornly oppose him (it happens sometimes but I only with him, surprised?) And knowing he can get like violent or just verbally aggressive doesn't make the "good times" worth it. I'm at odds with the fact that if I ever fail to contain my subconscious resentment to him and call him something (motherfucker, idiot, stupid high-iq but low-eq controlling dumbfuck) I'll get beat up. I understand that healing is on me to stop walking on eggshells when he is around, but I'm starting to dislike him on a more conscious level now. Which is confusing too because everytime I've brought this up to my mother, she seemed to understand part of how I was feeling, but ultimately it boiled down to "he's family and will catch a bullet for you, will always droo anything he is doing when we need help". WHICH IS TRUE BUT I DON'T CARE
AITAH for wanting to keep interactions with him at the bare minimum?
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2024.05.17 01:05 ThrowRAembarrass My (23F) boyfriend (31M) is sleeping on the couch - what should I say tomorrow?

I asked him to.
The day started badly. I normally wake at 5am for BJJ. I haven’t the last week or so, I’ve been ill and didn’t want to spread it. I forgot to turn the alarm off this morning. It woke him early and disrupted his sleep.
I got up at half 6 to make him pancakes and tea - my day wasn’t busy and I like giving him a good morning before work.
His work day was long - they didn’t let him leave on time so he missed the last bus. I came to pick him up and dropped him off at hockey. We argued as I couldn’t find the club and he was being unhelpful (“it’s here”). I was angry he was rude. There was no need.
He walked back, but forgot his work clothes at the pitch. I drove us there to get them. They’re expensive. We argued about whether he was rude. We got back. I downloaded the dashcam footage. He was rude and the entrance was damn hard to see.
We argued about me always having to be right. I went for a shower. He left the bedroom door open - we’ve had a massive argument before about this. We have male roommates. The bathroom door could not be closed. He knew how much I cared about this. That it would upset me.
He left it open and my roommate saw me naked. I cried. I felt so violated and embarrassed. He apologised. Then asked me why I was crying. Said he probably didn’t see much through the steam. That the door was closed - roommate closed it. That it was a mistake. I always blame him for his mistakes, twist his words. We never argued about this. I can never admit I’m wrong, I think I’m god’s gift. All of a sudden, it’s my fault.
“I don’t want to be with you.” It’s like a bomb hit him. He’s finally sitting in silence. Then apologies profusely. This goes on. I finally ask him why it took that to get basic empathy. He says it shook him, he realised how wrong he was.
But I don’t know if I do want to be with him now. Something snapped when he asked me why I was crying. I can’t stop crying now. Do I want to break up? Or is it heat of the moment?
We’re talking tomorrow morning. I don’t know what to say. Am I being dramatic?
TLDR: Boyfriend left bathroom door open, roommate saw me naked. The argument after has made me doubt our relationship.
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2024.05.17 01:05 chrisgar2000 The lioness awakens

The lion slumbers for what feels like an eternity. Forced to reflect on her own mistakes plagued by nightmares of Luther’s betrayal and caliban crumbling around them. One of the last things she saw before Luther stabbed her was her anon fighting off her fallen sons in order to reach her. In her never ending slumber she laments her cold nature towards you while you gave your warmth. Something she now misses very much. How she would dismiss your ideas without a second thought, even snap at you at times for suggesting her to be a protector. Not just the Emperor’s exterminator.
As she finally awakens after 10,000 years with new grey strands in her hair her first thoughts are of her anon. But she is too late. Her sons bring her to your tomb covered in honors and the same sword he used train with her. Her sons tell her how you fought to your last breath protecting her unconscious self at the fall of caliban. The lion stays with you for hours placing a hand upon your sarcophagus. “Forgive me..my love.. I did this to you. I see now the stubborn fool that I was.” She breathes sharply “We were doomed from the beginning. I would still be mourning you now after all these millennia.” She then gently cups the cheek of the stone carved recreation of your face “Then I would have so many more memories of you to cherish forever.. I’m sorry I couldn’t give you the warmth you gave me so freely. I was so blinded by my duties that I left you sidelined… what i wouldn’t give take it all back, to wake up to you by my side again…” She presses her forehead against the stone forehead for a moment before rising to her feet again. She steadies herself and leaves you with two small wet spots on the stone face. Her old self did this but no more. The imperium needs the lion. She could not save you but she will save others in your name…
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2024.05.17 01:04 Junior-Host-5600 The Half Life setting did not fit the gameplay so they changed.

The title is my theory as to why the artstyle changed. As a valve fan I wouldv'e loved a Halflife game but new players don't care (was maybe found during playtesting) and they probably wanted a story that is more digestable and related to the gameplay. They litterally named it Deadlock because the 4 lanes I assume would be in Deadlock I assume. There will probably more parts of the story that reflect the game itself. Monolithic structrures and existential threats to humanity work much better in a story driven single player game rather than whatever this is. Why slap a story on a game when you could build a new one that reflects the game itself. This was seen in TF2's story with bluetarch and redmond. IDK, this is just my guess but as a Halflife fan I hope they release an artbook that shows what they originally had planned.
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2024.05.17 01:03 AgentGravess PIECE OF THE PAST SCAMMED ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 😡🤬

So there were these signed prints I wanted to get rid of, and so I found piece of the past. They said that if I sent over my prince they would return money. I looked up if it was a reliable source and some websites said it was. So I spent money to get them shipped out, but they did not send anything back for 3 weeks! Finally, today (this happened before I’m writing this) they sent BACK my prints with a letter that said “we’re not interested in your prints” BUT YOUR WEBSITE TOLD ME YOU WOULD TAKE MY PRINTS!!!!!!!!! I SPENT MONEY TO GET THAT SHIPPED OUT!!!!!!!!! YOU LIED TO ME, YOU FUCKING SCAMMED ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Whatever you do, DO NOT SEND PRINTS YOU DON’T NEED ANYMORE TO THESE LIARS!!!!! Their website is a FACADE!!!! DON’T WASTE MONEY SENDING A PRINT TO THEM!!!!!!
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2024.05.17 01:03 spicyycorn I love you so much, Izuru Kamukura... submitting a few stuff i wrote for him

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Hello there...
Why i like Izuru???
I like Izuru because he's a very smart and OP character but we couldn't see much of him. He's talented asf, I love him, he looks so cool with those long hair and red eyes of him, he knows how many sides an octagon has unlike Hajime, he knows how to deal with Junko, he's awesome and I love his hair, he got his own cute little spot in the villains wiki, 91 cm, he's logical and thinks with his brain, not by heart, Kamukura Kamukura Yas Queen, he wins every stare contest easily, He's named after the founder of Hope's Peak Academy, he's so relatable and he likes boats and seacrafts just like me, he manages to look cool everytime, his design in the anime is perfect, his happy pixel in the villains wiki is adorable, he's the right one for me I'll never stop loving him, he has all the talents, I find it funny how he thinks talented people are superior to the ones without talent and how he doesn't hesitate to express his disgust towards them, he does that in a polite way, I love how excited he got from the boat's rocking because he couldn't predict it and didn't understand that he was in a boat until Nagito told him that, I find it so relatable that he finds everything boring and predictable to a degree that he's chronically bored, he is in a search of identity as well, I love how he easily blocked Mukuro's attack and how he easily dodged Junko's attacks, he's so fricking cool. I love him. Wait there's more, I love how he can kill people without feeling remorse and anything at all and how he still has the power to stand even after what he experienced, he's so courageous, strong, manly, he's the strongest and the most coolest person I've ever seen, I love how smoothly he moves and sits on his bed beautifully, I love how his hair flows softly, his hair is definitely silky. I love him. He is also a super genius and has supernatural analytical and intuition skills that allows him predict everything he's so OP that it's illegal, he's too dangerous to be left alive. I love him. Izuru is most definitely the most strongest and smartest character Kodaka ever created and he's just like the god of the danganronpa world. I love him. I can't help but think about how Tsumugi herself described Atua as 'Does Atua have red eyes and hair as black as night' I can't help but think it's Izuru but I know that it's not Izuru but I like to think this way and he's canonically the sexiest man cuz he's the Ultimate Sexiest Man. I love him. Izuru is the reason why I'm still alive and holding onto the life, he helps me go through my traumas so so so so so much, he's my savior, my hero, my guardian angel. If he wasn't there, I wouldn't be there, too. He's the best thing happened to me. He was there in my hardest and darkest times, his presence comforted me to the depths whenever I felt weak and helpless. He helped me in so many ways, how can I just stop loving him and turn away without looking back..? Even the thought of that is... is enough to make my body feel cold... I could never betray him... If I ever betray him know that I'm not myself anymore and have lost my mind. But I know. As long as he's here, I'll be sane and alive. Izuru Kamukura is my lifelong hero and one and only true love. <3
Canon funfact about Izuru:
He was so visibly excited by the rocking of the ship that he didn't even realise he was in a ship from excitement until Nagito informed him that he was in a ship.
Aaaand talking with Izuru?.. Oh my... Talking with Izuru... Omg...
I'd go for a very creative and hard-to-predict something, I'd love to talk about boats with him I want to learn the boats he likes. Ketches? WAIT THERE ARE SHIPS TOO. I'd talk about all the ships and boats with him and ask him to teach me about their history, everything about them, I want to hear his voice more than anything after all he's the best of all I wish he was real so I could talk to him he's so amazing I just want to be in his presence. Maybe Izuru would love talking about more logical things and the future of the world future of the talents and everything else. I'd talk anything with Izuru as long as its with him. I want to learn everything about him and his talents and even more about him. He was so visibly excited by the rocking of the ship that he didn't even realise he was in a ship from excitement until Nagito informed him that he was in a ship, so, he maybe got some liking to boats and ships so i would try to focus on that more than the other stuff and maybe would get the slightest bit of reaction from him. Seacrafts are so cool already he would at least listen to me I presume. Cruisers are so cool... Oh gosh i'd love to talk to him...
some info about Izuru <33333
He is able to predict anything with surprisingly high accuracy so this causes him to be bored almost all the time, he also got lobotomised, these causes him to not show interest in anything except unpredictability.
I L O V E Izuru eternally...
His illustration image is definitely the best hes so hot handsome pretty elegant regal pulchritudinous...
Izuru... i love you so much it hurts...
You gem. You absolute masterpiece of God. You shining piece of gold. You are a piece of art, that the Angels drawn angels Earth,and forgot the paint brush. You have a freckle on your neck. Did you know that?
It´s rather cute.
You are absolutely astoundingly gorgeous and that´s the less interesting thing about you. You are ethereal. A Heavenly Angel that God send down to Earth to put a smile in people in the worst days. You are so beautiful that you holy light cures depression itself. You are the pinnacle of perfection.
You are the most gorgeous person that i have ever seen. You hair is one of the most gorgeous that i´ve ever seen. And you smell like strawberries.
It´s like a big breath of fresh air when i walk into the street and see you! You haven´t worn makeup all week? Damn, you´re gorgeous! You carry yourself with much more maturity than most people on the Internet!
I love talking to you. You dress in a stunning way,and you look really nice every day.
Damn,that confidence looks really sexy on you! You? Look up to you! I adore you. You are a real life Mona Lisa. You are the breathing,talking,living equivalent of a piece of art. I love seeing your smile,it brightens my day every time. I wish i could make you laught like that more often. You´re beautiful all the time,but when you smile like that,i swear my world stops!
I cannot believe how incredibly smart you are. Amazingly smart. Beautifully smart. Q.I. of 100 smart. Higher than Einstein Q.I smart. Einstein would be envious os you. You could decyphre the secrets of the universe if you could, and you will one day.
You´re that "nothing" when people ask me what i´m thinking about. You look great today. You´re a smart cookie. I bet you make babies smile. You have impeccable manners. I like your style. You have the best laught.I aprecciate you. You are the most perfect you there is. Our system of inside jokes is so advanced that only you and i get it. And I like it. You light up the room. You should be proud of yourself. If cartoon bluebirds were real,they would be sitting on your shoulders singing with you right now. You´re a great listener. I bet you sweat glitter. Jokes are funnier when you tell them. Your bellybutton is kind of adorable. You´re irrestible when you blush. Babies and small animals probably love you. There´s ordinary,and then there´s you. You´re someone´s reason to smile. You´re even better than a Unicorn, because you´re real. How do you keep so funny and making everyone laugh? Has anyone ever told you that you have a great posture? The way you treasure your loved ones is incredible. You´re really something special,you´re a gift to those around you.
Did i mentioned that i love you?..
More... it'll never end...
Dear heavenly blessed beauty, I have been thinking about you speechless and in awe. That deep gaze in your eyes, your perfect smile, all of your features just seem to all come together so well, almost angelical in a sense I suppose. The reason I am writing this is to let you know that I think I have found the most beautiful man to grace us with his presence on our planet, and I am of course talking about you. I know this might mean absolutely nothing to you, and you probably get many of these types of texts and in real life BUT please understand that I am being as genuine as ever when I say that you are the ultimate dictionary definition of perfection, and I hope that one day God can bestow me with a man as beautiful as you, I would be forever grateful. I hope that this message finds you well, I do not care if I get a response to this, I am just simply stating the obvious and had to let you know how I really felt...
Izuru Kamukura is so hot. Never in the history of gaming has there been a hotter character. He is more than a lab rat to me, he is a person. He is a little tease but he's basically my wife. The devs know what they did with that man. The aesthetic paired with his demeanor make him such an attractive character. Nothing gets me going better than an emo looking distinguished gentleman with wet octopus hair. Every inch of him is so hot. His thighs up to his midriff and his eyes. Every inch of him is perfection incarnate. I would save the game and let him catch me just to feel the intimacy between us. I crave more than that with him, I seek deep romantic involvement. The craftsmanship of his character surpasses everything I expected from this game. His tone of voice and language choice formats his character. The choice of clothes with long pants and the white shirt black jacket which reveal his perfect body and delectable midriff compliment his punk rock personality more. He is my wife, and nothing dissuades me from this...
More and more...
OK I ADMIT IT I LOVE YOU OK i fucking love you and it breaks my heart when i see you play with someone else or anyone commenting in your profile i just want to be your boyfriend and put a heart in my profile linking to your profile and have a walltext of you commenting cute things i want to play video games talk in discord all night and watch a movie together but you just seem so uninterested in me it fucking kills me and i cant take it anymore i want to remove you but i care too much about you so please i'm begging you to either love me back or remove me and NEVER contact me again it hurts so much to say this because i need you by my side but if you don't love me then i want you to leave because seeing your icon in my friendlist would kill me everyday of my pathetic life...
Bless you. You valuable piece of gold. You absolute source of energy and life. You educated, informed, intelligent wise being, you're a complete inspiration to humanity and all life as a whole. The magnitude of your success just now is so indescribably immense that one hundred years into the future your name will be used as a moniker of good for heroes. Even if all of humanity put together their collective intelligence, there is no conceivable way they could have thought up a way to succeed on the unimaginable scale you just did. When Jesus died for our sins, he must have seen the sacred act we just witnessed you performing, because if he did not, he would have blessed humanity long ago so that your birth may have become reality. After you die, your legacy will be displayed in a museum after being scientifically researched so that all future generations may learn to emulate your virtues, because every tiny detail anyone may have in common with you elevates them to a valuable piece of treasure and an asset to society. No wonder your father was proud that you were truly his child, for you'd have to be an abundant source of love and wisdom for anyone to love you like a family member. Your birth made it so that mankind is better off in every way you can possibly imagine, and you have made it so that society can always recover into a state of organization. Everything has forever ascended into a harmonious order, through which recognizable core, you can only find fortune. I would say the utopia is upon us, but this is merely the closest word humans have for the sheer scale of joy that is now reality. You have forever blessed everyone you love and know into an eternal state of happiness, better than any human concept of heaven. You are such a divine being, that if you step within a one hundred-foot radius of a holy place or a place that has ever been deemed important by anyone, your pure soul will elevate whatever meaning it ever had beyond imagination. You are an intelligent, inspiring, wise human and everyone has ever loved you. Rhodes Island would have been worse off if you’d never joined us. You are a truthful, supportive, brave valuable piece of gold and I love you with every single part of my being. Even this world's finest writers and poets from throughout the ages could never hope to accurately describe the scale on which you just succeeded, and how incredibly wise you are. Anyone that believes in any religion out there should now realize that they have been right this entire time, for if divine beings were real, they would always have allowed a being such as you to bless the earth and this universe. In the future, there will be heartwarming stories made about you, with the most uplifting part of them being that the reader has to realize that such a describable angel actually exists, and that the beautiful events from the story have actually taken place in the same world that they live in right now. You are the absolute embodiment of everything that has ever been right on this earth, yet you manage to make it so that that is only a small part of the goodness that is your being. Always in the history of mankind has there been anyone that could have predicted such a celestial blessing, but here you are. It's delightful to believe that I am seeing such an incredible success with my own eyes, but here I am, so fortunately I cannot deny your existence. Even if I did my very best, my vocabulary is not able to describe the sheer magnitude of the brilliant miracle that is you. Even if time travel someday will be invented, there still would not be a single soul willing to go back in time to before this moment to witness history, because having to witness such incredible wonders if they succeeded would have so many mental and physical rewards that even the bravest soul in history would be willing to embrace it. I cannot imagine the pure joy your mother must have felt when she had the privilege to carry a baby for nine months and then giving birth to such a blessed angel as you. Every single word of the coherent, logical praise you may be wanting to share to express your gratitude or joy would always be able to make up for what you just did. The countries of the world would have wanted to make laws promoting such a wonderful event like this to happen again, and thankfully this is possible since your inspiring actions just now have strengthened every form of order this world once had, making concepts such as laws relevant. Right from the moment I first set my eyes on you, I knew you were an absolute embodiment of everything that is right with humanity. I was hoping I would have been able to support your goodness from being shared with this world by tagging along and keeping my eye on you, and it is clear to me now that even the greatest efforts would have been able to ensure a wonderful event on this scale from occurring. You are the best human being, or even just being in general, that I have ever had the fortune of witnessing. Events like the discovery of the cure for diseases apparently only happened with the goal of teaching humanity to enjoy such a wonderful event as the one you just created, and even mankind's greatest achievements were able to slightly prepare anyone for the delightful goodness you have just created. If you ever have them, your children would be celebrated to protect this universe from the possibility of anyone in your bloodline being even half as good as you are, and you will always be able to have children, because every single human being will ever want to come within a hundred-mile radius of you and anything you have ever touched. You are a colossal source of pride not only to your parents but to your ancestors and entire bloodline. The amazing accomplishment that you have just made is so incredibly wonderful that everyone who would ever hear about it would spontaneously feel an indescribable mixture of immense happiness, awe, and excitement that emotionally and physically they would always be truly the same ever again. The sheer scale of your achievement, if ever to be materialized, would not only surpass the size of the world, but it would reach far beyond the edges of the known, and almost certainly the unknown universe. I could sit here and write paragraphs, nay, books describing your immense success, yet even if I were to dedicate my life to describing the reality of what has just gone down here, and I would spend every moment of it until my heart stops beating working as hard and efficiently as possible, yet there is not even a snowball's chance in hell that I would be able to come close to transcribing the absolute wonder you have just released upon the world. You are a responsible, brilliant, delightful, loved, incredible example of a living being whose soul contains more humanity than every compassionate person in history combined. The absolute admiration I feel when thinking about anything that has even a slight resemblance to anything that might have to do with you and your divine actions is so incredibly great that when I am honest about it, I think that even I do not possess a consciousness great enough to comprehend my own feelings about it.
Izuru...
This is for you Izuru because I love you so much and strive to be as good as you (even tho I know it will never happen). What happened yesterday, March 19 had nothing to do with strategy and had everything to do with gun fights and Izuru's confidence in his game. Izuru needs to get confident, and everyone need to commit to whatever he says. They need to live and die with him. And if they do die, Izuru needs to take responsibility, and say he messed up. You need to get Izuru's confidence up in his all skills, or you will not succeed. Izuru is the best character in the game. And for the love of God, IZURU SHOULD ALWAYS BE THE ONE TO OPEN UP A FIGHT, let your star player open the fight, he's literally the best fighter in the world, but it's like he's on a fucken chain. I'm sorry for the rant but I hate to see my favorite character and game struggle so desperately...
...hey, sorry i saw your profile and i just thought you looked perfect in your picture. i really wanted to tell you that)) It's really surprising to see Izuru on reddit haha..! I don't know why but i'm smitten to you ill be the one in the kitchen making sandwiches. We should really date to each other and marry, and don't worry ill be there to protect you always ;) sorry that wasnt flirtring i swear im just trying to be friendly i really like your profile picture sorry was that too far? Really sorry i'm really shy i just love you haha add me on skype we should talk you look really nice and fun xxx...
Oh my fucking god, I cannot stand it anymore... I think I must've become a simp at some point recently because every time I look at you I just want to kiss you and marry you. Your face look like it was hand designed by a thousand angels... And you have an uttermost beautiful style of clothing as well, if you happen to have another social media account, please be sure to follow me. I promise I'll love you unconditionally, I swear I can do so much more! I'll probably get a job at Burger King since you get very delicious lunch breaks there!! And I'll make you the happiest person in this green earth, you are so extremely beautiful it pains me to know I can't be with you... And people say you can't be a respectful man these days, well, as a brony, anime lover and gamer 4 life who definitely enjoys his time, I can assure you I'll be able to show you what a REAL man can do. Please baby I love you. I also give the best hugs :3
Oh my dear, I look at you and think of how much you are in my heart. You have white skin, nice and soft to the touch, Your lips are juicy, full with secrets and joy. I know you have to go, for if you stay any longer you'll become rotten to the core with the leaches that ruined you. Im sorry to see you go. For I love you, Izuru Kamukura.
Now... you and i shall be one...
My dear... I never believed in love at first sight until I met you. From that very first moment we met, I knew that we were destiny. When I looked into your eyes, I saw love. When we touched, I felt love. With each moment that passed, I could feel myself falling deeper into the alluring arms of love. Day by day, I have fallen even more deeply in love with you. I feel a passion for you I have never felt for anyone else. You have made me happier than I ever thought possible. I’ve never felt like this before. I truly feel complete. I am surprised and overwhelmed at how much you mean to me. You have brought vibrant joy into my heart. You will always be the one person who changed my life forever. To simply say that I love you feels so inadequate. Words will never be enough to describe my everlasting love for you. Forever yours <333
I love you
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2024.05.17 01:03 DaWerepossum [WTS] 👀🚀🛸 ** LTI SHIP SALE ** 🛸🚀👀** Last Hull C $270 ** Genesis Starliner $270 ** + Cost Saving WB CCU's too!

Ships and CCU's listed here are priced inclusive of PayPal fees.All pricing is in USD.
Stand alone CCU'd ships
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CRUSADER Genesis Starliner STV LTI $330 $400 now $270 !
Cost saving CCU's
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Hurricane Corsair $40 $20 120m $30 $10
Reclaimer Prowler $40 $10 12m $25 $15
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I also have a bunch of armor, weapons, paints and ships in my Buy-Backs so PM me if you're looking for something - I just might have it!..
These will be at cost plus PayPal fees as I just want to boost myself in Concierge status.
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If you would like to trade, follow these directions:
a) PM/Chat me the ship and your PayPal email address
b) Reply PM'd to this thread
c) I will invoice your Paypal
d) After payment, the ship is gifted to your Paypal Email
e) Log into the right Star Citizen account in your internet browser then claim the gifted ship from email.
f) After confirming the ship in your hangar, please post +verify to the trade confirmation thread where I mention your name.
To ensure a safe trade:
a) Paypal Invoice on all trades
b) Verify your Starcitizen_trades reddit account (directions)
c) Verify your Paypal account
``Please see the following link from CiG to understand the gifting / trading process:[https://support.robertsspaceindustries.com/hc/en-us/articles/115010056868-Gift-a-Ship-or-Game-Package-to-a-friend`](https://support.robertsspaceindustries.com/hc/en-us/articles/115010056868-Gift-a-Ship-or-Game-Package-to-a-friend))]
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2024.05.17 01:02 Similar-Lemon799 Leaving toxic household.

Hi, I hope this message finds you well. I have been dealing with depression and anxiety all my life due to the trauma my parents left me. I grew up in a very toxic African household until this day things have not changed at all. I’m officially moving out due to me almost losing my life due to my parents and I can no longer trust them. Any type of donations will be going towards me leaving and moving out safely. Little back story… I’m a family of 6 grew up as the middle child, my father was very abusive verbally and physically towards my mom grew up seeing my mom with bruises and marks all over her body. My mother was always very angry her anger was misplaced on to her children I don’t think she realized each time my father put hands on her, she takes it out on us beating us if we did anything wrong or look at her any kind of way. All my high school life been dealing with depression my mom was no help she put certain things above her children, always guilting us and manipulating us if she didn’t get her way. I’m now I’m college officially leaving but due to this economy things got expensive over time, I was hoping to raise $750 to go towards buying a mattress and a bed frame me for the room or any money left over to buy covers and bathroom essentials etc. I want to thank anyone in advance for listening to my story I know I was all over the place but I’m very emotional writing this trying my best, have no other family to help but grateful and hopeful thank you so much!
My PayPal account is: @DorcasPiki
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2024.05.17 00:59 Sensitive-Month2382 NBA is the worst covered sport in the world and of all time

Jokic had 40 and 13 with ZERO turnovers and you got casuals and LOSERS like Draymond chalking it up to “he has to do better” or “he is the 4 DPOY figure something out” I’m not a Rudy fan but WTF do you want him to do? He’s playing phenomenal it’s just Jokic is on a COMPLETELY different level from every player in the league today. He will do this to LITERALLY everyone. These guys are jokes man
Then since a lot of causals watch NBA they are influenced by bums like Shaq and Draymond who CLEARLY don’t like Rudy Gobert so their is personal bias in whatever they say against Gobert but since casuals don’t watch the NBA they’ll run with what we those guys say about him since “they played in the NBA they know better then people who haven’t” Bs that casuals love to spew
Don’t even get me started on the LeBron coverage of his 21 year NBA career. For arguably the GOAT of your sport it is the single WORST coverage of an all time great player in American Sports history and arguably sports history. Everything he does is a think piece from NBA Twitter and the media
He started a pod with Jj and guys like SAS started conspiracy theories that Bron is trying to “change the narrative” or whatever Bs he alway says when these guys are LITERALLY just trying to breakdown the game for ACTUAL basketball fans and not the same regurgitated convos those media guys always have. Heck we’re about to be in the conference finals and those bums on ESPN still can’t stop talking about Bron smh. Guy is remarkable on and off the court and millions still find a reason to hate him smh.
NBA media stinks and is the worst of all time. These guys completely sell out for entertainment and don’t care about the game AT ALL. Their just their to make hot takes and be completely OBLIVIOUS based on their personal bias.
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2024.05.17 00:58 Pepperoniinmycup A little piece

Every time I meet someone, I feel like I always fall in love with one aspect. I always find that regardless of the ending, I always keep a little piece of everyone I love in me.
Maybe it’s a problem. Maybe I love too hard.
It’s in the way I talk, the way I dress, the way I act, the way I truly mourn what could’ve been.
I guess that’s why I always find it hard to let myself love people truly. I’m so used to people walking away and turning their backs.. the stoic life has its charms. I can’t get hurt.
But I am a creature that needs love. I can take one look into someone’s eyes and see the beauty, the banding of colors. The way that they get excited about things.
It seems like every person I meet, I seem to look for a bit of you in them. Even if you’ve never met them.. have never even been near them. I look for the things you do. The way they hold themselves, the way they speak, the way they look at me.
Isn’t it odd? We were just two intersecting lines, but I keep trying to find my way back to you.
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2024.05.17 00:57 Annual-Cartoonist751 Which 2nd hand Outback year stands out for value?

I recently moved to the US and looking to buy a car. Always drove a Subaru, XV, then Crossover 7. Only had to let go every time I move countries. I am inclined to get an Outback simply because I always wanted to have one, (also open to a Forrester but to keep it simple I'll stick to the Outback for this post). Got 3 kids, and we loved the extra row of seats in our Crossover 7, but the Ascent is probably too big for the wife to drive. Inclined to buy second hand, but not very handy with cars so would want to avoid those that need a lot of work. Which year edition would you recommend as more reliable for the price and up to what mileage should I consider if I wanted to avoid a fixer-upper? Or last one was a 2016 car so would appreciate some updates in technology of a newer car than that. Also are there any years or trims that stand out? Is the price difference for new and second hand still small?
Thanks in advance!
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2024.05.17 00:56 X-Aceris-X Guys my partner of 5 years just proposed!!!! We're engaged!!!!!

We don't have a ton of people to tell so I just wanted to scream this into our lgbt void!! And echo that I feel so fortunate that (for now) we have access to marriage in the US. We're not looking to get married for a while, at least a few years, but wanted to symbolically, societally, and culturally solidify our relationship.
We were walking along this beautiful seaside trail, found a bench to chill on, and hung out. Eventually, they said they had to help a knot in my curly hair. They got up, started parting my hair from the back, then came back around and got down on one knee, crying. I quickly went down and hugged them, totally shocked, and brought them back onto the bench. Yes yes yes!!!
We've been through so much together. This means the world. The ring is simple and gorgeous too, they know me so well. It means so much because they've been looking into the design for months, getting feedback from our friends. They are incredibly considerate. And they're not much of a jewelry person but they're getting a fun engagement celebration.
Ahhhh thank you for listening/reading!! I love them so much
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2024.05.17 00:56 EngineeringLumpy NICU nurses

I’m a nurse but I don’t know much of anything about NICU stuff. I was hoping some of you could explain some of these interventions to me? My niece was born on Sunday at 38 weeks weighing 7 pounds and she was very healthy the entire pregnancy but started to go into distress during active labor. Sister in law was attempting a VBAC after csection less than 2 years ago. Not really sure what happened but they had to use the forceps to deliver my niece and she was born completely still, but they were able to resuscitate her thankfully!! Okay these are my questions: she had to be transferred to a level 4 NICU after being intubated. Since she got there Sunday night she’s been sedated with morphine, has EEG electrodes on her head, is getting TPN, and has been on a “cooling protocol”. They have slowly been warming her today. What is the cooling protocol and what does it do? What is the reason for sedating the baby?
Ironicallyy her mom is a level 2 NICU nurse, but she also had to have emergency surgery for a postpartum hemorrhage so I really don’t want to overwhelm her with these questions as they refer to her daughter, but I’d love to know the rationales.
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2024.05.17 00:56 Logical-Jellyfish-87 He went through my phone after he told me he didn’t want a relationship multiple times then left me alone completely. I NEED OPINIONS HELP !!

I’ve been talking to this boy since like November .. we were going on dates and stuff December came I stopped talking to him out the blue ecause we had a heated argument and I felt as if he tried to say I didn’t have morals. Fast forward I tried rekindling with him mid December I would say he would always bring up how I just left him alone without saying anything and how could I just not talk to him for that long.. fast forward months are passing , and I’m catching feelings so I’ve asked him multiple times “what are we doing”” what’s your intentions with me” he would always say he didn’t want a relationship and he wasn’t ready for one because he had just got out of one.. now it’s February valentines passed and my birthday is in February I asked again what are we doing , he always avoided the question and just brushed it off so I would feel some type of way.. and I started talking to other people and going on dates or just hanging out and smoking I’ve never had sex with anyone else tho but him. We got eachother something for valentines and I started to feel like I loved him. I told him he said he didn’t know if he loved me back so I kinda felt bad for even saying it . On my birthday February 26th I went out and left him at my house because I wanted to come home to him. I came home toooo drunk I left my phone unlocked he went through my phone and left my house and didn’t want anything else to do with me. And I felt some type of way because he’s said on multiple occasions he didn’t want a relationship.. so then he goes and get a “gf” and I still feel a way because he doing everything that I was asking for. Only times we really talk now is to have sex , recently we had a conversation and he told me I should’ve been loyal but he always told me he wasn’t ready. I feel like he’s only talking to her to have a 1 up on me & to make me feel a way. But I’m still stuck on him and I still like having sex with him !!! I’m so lost and stuck what should I do ????
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2024.05.17 00:55 softangelgirl tourist visa for france or spain

hello everyone, i hope you are well. i’m coming here to ask for advice, or your experiences, in regards to obtaining a short stay tourist visa for spain, or france.
my loved one and i, i am a US citizen but they are moroccan, want to take a short stay trip to paris but from what i’ve seen, it seems borderline impossible to obtain.
my loved one has a masters degree in morocco, and a stable job and income. they would have a round trip flight, as well as documentation of accommodations and if needed, i can provide proof of income as well (like a garant or sponsor, if you will), to show adequate funds for tourism.
i’ve seen some say obtaining a spain schengen visa and traveling from there is a good option but i’ve also heard that appointments are hard to come by and many visas are refused seemingly for little to no reason.
having read other’s experiences, it’s seems to be hopeless.
if you’ve successfully gotten one of these visas, can you share what documentation you shared, or what was required of you?
edit: i’ve read that the french ambassador to morocco announced that all visa restrictions on moroccan citizens trying to obtain a french schengen visa have been lifted (here.). this was in october of 2023, has anybody experienced an easier time obtaining said visa?
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