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2011.08.03 22:24 Leotards
Girls in leotards and other spandex/lycra tight outfits. One-piece swimsuits, unitards, biketards, and others are welcome.
2019.07.11 17:19 Cats and Dogs being bros
Cat friend. Dog friend.
2024.05.15 07:42 WiiMote070 Let's talk best Champion themes
What's your personal favourite? For me, I'm honestly a fan of all of the themes; the only one I'd say I don't care for that much is Leon's, but that's because I haven't played SwSh at all, and haven't really listened to it much.
I'd say my favourite is probably between Blue's from FRLG and Kukui's (sorry, Elio/Selene's) from SM.
FR was the 1st game I played, so nostalgia is definitely tied to it, but I think the theme is so energised and heart-pumping that it can't be anything less than epic. The final battle to truly decide who's the better between Blue and I - it's intense, and the music really sells it, too (like, chill for a second, please!). The World Championship remix of it is really good, too (I like the Gen 5 version a bit more, though)
As for SM, most of the other themes go for this "grand finale" kind of vibe for them, and while they all do it well, something about SM's pushes it over the others for me. It really feels like "Adventure's End"; the conclusion of everything you've been through at this point. It's so grand and victorious and decisive. I think it's brilliant. It's imposing, but ultimately, still a fun and "happy" theme (if that makes sense); it's basically everything I love about the Kahuna theme repackaged as the perfect conclusion of a game I very much enjoyed personally. (The fight was really tough for me, too. I was not well prepared at all and the Stealth Rock's weren't helping either!)
Anyway, that's my gushing ramble that I call an opinion, your turn now.
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I'd say my favourite is probably between Blue's from FRLG and Kukui's (sorry, Elio/Selene's) from SM.
FR was the 1st game I played, so nostalgia is definitely tied to it, but I think the theme is so energised and heart-pumping that it can't be anything less than epic. The final battle to truly decide who's the better between Blue and I - it's intense, and the music really sells it, too (like, chill for a second, please!). The World Championship remix of it is really good, too (I like the Gen 5 version a bit more, though)
As for SM, most of the other themes go for this "grand finale" kind of vibe for them, and while they all do it well, something about SM's pushes it over the others for me. It really feels like "Adventure's End"; the conclusion of everything you've been through at this point. It's so grand and victorious and decisive. I think it's brilliant. It's imposing, but ultimately, still a fun and "happy" theme (if that makes sense); it's basically everything I love about the Kahuna theme repackaged as the perfect conclusion of a game I very much enjoyed personally. (The fight was really tough for me, too. I was not well prepared at all and the Stealth Rock's weren't helping either!)
Anyway, that's my gushing ramble that I call an opinion, your turn now.
2024.05.15 07:41 Vulpixie1998 Unsure if I should invite my uncle to my wedding
Last summer, my boyfriend and I went to my uncle's house for a BBQ. Being the only girl on that side of the family, I often feel like the black sheep, but I've always gotten along well enough with my uncle. We ended up staying until 2am talking with my uncle and his wife (everyone else had left by then). It was meaningful conversation, and in a moment of vulnerability, I decided to talk about my parent's divorce and how that impacted me. It was a big deal for me as I'd only ever told my boyfriend about that time in my life. As I shared, my boyfriend would chime in here and there, telling them how he'd seen me overcome those challenges and things like that. Neither one of us bad mouthing my parents whatsoever. We left that night and everything seemed perfectly fine.
A few weeks ago, my uncle told my dad (his brother) everything I had said, as well as things I didn't say like I thought my dad was a bad father. He also said my boyfriend was "bashing" my dad the entire conversation (in the past, my uncle's told people that he doesn't trust my bf so I'm not surprised). Things were said that night that apparently made my uncle "very uncomfortable" and he thought my dad should be aware.
My dad and I had a very emotional conversation airing everything out, and luckily, we're ok. My dad also knows my boyfriend well enough to know that he'd never bash anyone, so all good there. But it very easily could've been worse.
My uncle knows that I know he did this, but hasn't reached out to me at all. My dilemma is this - I just got engaged. Do I invite my uncle to my wedding? I know he loves me very much and not being invited would be a huge blindside to him, but after this incident, I just feel so betrayed.
TL/DR: during a heartfelt conversation, my boyfriend and I discussed how my parents' divorce impacted me with my uncle, and nearly a year later, he told my dad. Things I said and didn't say were mentioned, and the word "bashing" was used to describe my bf's contribution. I've received no apology. Do I invite my uncle to my wedding? He'll be deeply hurt if I don't because he loves me very much, but I'm deeply hurt by this whole situation.
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A few weeks ago, my uncle told my dad (his brother) everything I had said, as well as things I didn't say like I thought my dad was a bad father. He also said my boyfriend was "bashing" my dad the entire conversation (in the past, my uncle's told people that he doesn't trust my bf so I'm not surprised). Things were said that night that apparently made my uncle "very uncomfortable" and he thought my dad should be aware.
My dad and I had a very emotional conversation airing everything out, and luckily, we're ok. My dad also knows my boyfriend well enough to know that he'd never bash anyone, so all good there. But it very easily could've been worse.
My uncle knows that I know he did this, but hasn't reached out to me at all. My dilemma is this - I just got engaged. Do I invite my uncle to my wedding? I know he loves me very much and not being invited would be a huge blindside to him, but after this incident, I just feel so betrayed.
TL/DR: during a heartfelt conversation, my boyfriend and I discussed how my parents' divorce impacted me with my uncle, and nearly a year later, he told my dad. Things I said and didn't say were mentioned, and the word "bashing" was used to describe my bf's contribution. I've received no apology. Do I invite my uncle to my wedding? He'll be deeply hurt if I don't because he loves me very much, but I'm deeply hurt by this whole situation.
2024.05.15 07:40 evelange Scheduling readings for today! If you're interested read this post please, all the info here, reviews and links :)
Hello, how are you all doing? :) I'm Eve and I'm a tarot reader! I have 10 years of experience, and I've been doing online readings on Reddit for almost a year now!
I'm offering donation-based readings, scheduling to respond today starting at 2:00 PM Argentina time! The most common readings I offer are:
- Love (feelings, relationships, romantic interests, decisions, ex-partners, etc.)
- Work and economy (job opportunities, job changes, self-employment, monthly energy in the economy, improvement prospects, etc.)
- Education -studies- career (exams, university admissions, career changes, decisions, etc.)
- Messages from the universe (what you need to know now about a particular situation, or a general message; a combined reading where you receive a message from the tarot and also one from the oracle of the universe)
- Spiritual guide readings, mirror numbers, or messages from guides. Similar to the universe messages reading, but it enhances the relationship with guides and provides clarity on signals like animals, insects, repeated numbers, or colors.
- Personal energy reading (how is your energy at the moment? How can you improve? What should you pay more attention to?)
- In- depth question (basically, any question except health, demons, negative energy or magic, death, or gambling and casino). If you have a question that wasn't covered in the previous topics, it fits into this category.
How to schedule a reading for today?
If you're interested in scheduling a reading, which I'll respond to in order starting today at 2:00 PM Argentina time, you should send me a message with your name, the names of the individuals involved (if it's about a couple, a coworker, or a third party), and your donation so I can reserve a spot for you.
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Thank you very much for reading! I look forward to hearing from all of you :) Sending you all a big hug!
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I'm offering donation-based readings, scheduling to respond today starting at 2:00 PM Argentina time! The most common readings I offer are:
- Love (feelings, relationships, romantic interests, decisions, ex-partners, etc.)
- Work and economy (job opportunities, job changes, self-employment, monthly energy in the economy, improvement prospects, etc.)
- Education -studies- career (exams, university admissions, career changes, decisions, etc.)
- Messages from the universe (what you need to know now about a particular situation, or a general message; a combined reading where you receive a message from the tarot and also one from the oracle of the universe)
- Spiritual guide readings, mirror numbers, or messages from guides. Similar to the universe messages reading, but it enhances the relationship with guides and provides clarity on signals like animals, insects, repeated numbers, or colors.
- Personal energy reading (how is your energy at the moment? How can you improve? What should you pay more attention to?)
- In- depth question (basically, any question except health, demons, negative energy or magic, death, or gambling and casino). If you have a question that wasn't covered in the previous topics, it fits into this category.
How to schedule a reading for today?
If you're interested in scheduling a reading, which I'll respond to in order starting today at 2:00 PM Argentina time, you should send me a message with your name, the names of the individuals involved (if it's about a couple, a coworker, or a third party), and your donation so I can reserve a spot for you.
The reading is sent through chat, with the spread pictures and the in-depth explanation !
The question must be specific, as this ensures a more precise response to what you specifically want to know :)
Reviews
If you'd like to see my reviews and what others have to say, here's my link:
Reviews here!
Donations here:
For PayPal, my username is , or you can use this link:
Paypal :) donation jar!
Also, if you don't have PayPal, I accept Ko-Fi, and here's the link (you don't need an account, you can donate as a guest).
https://ko-fi.com/evelangemishatarot
Thank you very much for reading! I look forward to hearing from all of you :) Sending you all a big hug!
2024.05.15 07:40 evelange Scheduling readings for today! If you're interested read this post please, all the info here, reviews and links :)
Hello, how are you all doing? :) I'm Eve and I'm a tarot reader! I have 10 years of experience, and I've been doing online readings on Reddit for almost a year now!
I'm offering donation-based readings, scheduling to respond today starting at 2:00 PM Argentina time! The most common readings I offer are:
- Love (feelings, relationships, romantic interests, decisions, ex-partners, etc.)
- Work and economy (job opportunities, job changes, self-employment, monthly energy in the economy, improvement prospects, etc.)
- Education -studies- career (exams, university admissions, career changes, decisions, etc.)
- Messages from the universe (what you need to know now about a particular situation, or a general message; a combined reading where you receive a message from the tarot and also one from the oracle of the universe)
- Spiritual guide readings, mirror numbers, or messages from guides. Similar to the universe messages reading, but it enhances the relationship with guides and provides clarity on signals like animals, insects, repeated numbers, or colors.
- Personal energy reading (how is your energy at the moment? How can you improve? What should you pay more attention to?)
- In- depth question (basically, any question except health, demons, negative energy or magic, death, or gambling and casino). If you have a question that wasn't covered in the previous topics, it fits into this category.
How to schedule a reading for today?
If you're interested in scheduling a reading, which I'll respond to in order starting today at 2:00 PM Argentina time, you should send me a message with your name, the names of the individuals involved (if it's about a couple, a coworker, or a third party), and your donation so I can reserve a spot for you.
The reading is sent through chat, with the spread pictures and the in-depth explanation !
The question must be specific, as this ensures a more precise response to what you specifically want to know :)
Reviews
If you'd like to see my reviews and what others have to say, here's my link:
Reviews here!
Donations here:
For PayPal, my username is , or you can use this link:
Paypal :) donation jar!
Also, if you don't have PayPal, I accept Ko-Fi, and here's the link (you don't need an account, you can donate as a guest).
https://ko-fi.com/evelangemishatarot
Thank you very much for reading! I look forward to hearing from all of you :) Sending you all a big hug!
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I'm offering donation-based readings, scheduling to respond today starting at 2:00 PM Argentina time! The most common readings I offer are:
- Love (feelings, relationships, romantic interests, decisions, ex-partners, etc.)
- Work and economy (job opportunities, job changes, self-employment, monthly energy in the economy, improvement prospects, etc.)
- Education -studies- career (exams, university admissions, career changes, decisions, etc.)
- Messages from the universe (what you need to know now about a particular situation, or a general message; a combined reading where you receive a message from the tarot and also one from the oracle of the universe)
- Spiritual guide readings, mirror numbers, or messages from guides. Similar to the universe messages reading, but it enhances the relationship with guides and provides clarity on signals like animals, insects, repeated numbers, or colors.
- Personal energy reading (how is your energy at the moment? How can you improve? What should you pay more attention to?)
- In- depth question (basically, any question except health, demons, negative energy or magic, death, or gambling and casino). If you have a question that wasn't covered in the previous topics, it fits into this category.
How to schedule a reading for today?
If you're interested in scheduling a reading, which I'll respond to in order starting today at 2:00 PM Argentina time, you should send me a message with your name, the names of the individuals involved (if it's about a couple, a coworker, or a third party), and your donation so I can reserve a spot for you.
The reading is sent through chat, with the spread pictures and the in-depth explanation !
The question must be specific, as this ensures a more precise response to what you specifically want to know :)
Reviews
If you'd like to see my reviews and what others have to say, here's my link:
Reviews here!
Donations here:
For PayPal, my username is , or you can use this link:
Paypal :) donation jar!
Also, if you don't have PayPal, I accept Ko-Fi, and here's the link (you don't need an account, you can donate as a guest).
https://ko-fi.com/evelangemishatarot
Thank you very much for reading! I look forward to hearing from all of you :) Sending you all a big hug!
2024.05.15 07:39 Saffigato Would it be worth it to transfer here as someone pursuing Clinical Psychology?
Hi, I recently just finished my first year of college. Ultimately in high school I decided I'd commute to Carthage College (although I was accepted at Madison) because I was struggling with my mental health and afraid of ending up alone among the huge student body. I did very well and I loved my professors, classes, and while I'm not very social I made a couple very good friends.
However, I am concerned with my financial situation in the long term, as since I've been feeling better mentally I'm planning to live on-campus in the future so I can spend more time around people, and so I'll have to pay for food + room and board. Additionally, some of the aid I received for this year (which was one of the reasons I accepted, as my freshman year ended up being free) isn't renewable, so its safe to say my Bachelor's (which is unfortunately just the first step) would be cheaper if I transfer to Madison for my Junior and Senior years. I was told its better to transfer when you're 2 years in (couldn't tell you why), so that's why I'm asking about it beforehand.
I can also say with certainty that Madison's campus is several times more active, and as somebody trying to push themselves to be more social I'd have more opportunities to do so. Plus, Madison is definitely more widely prestigious / reputable, which might become important when I'm looking for schools to pursue my Master's at.
TL;DR: Sorry for the wall of text, I figured the context could be useful. Anyway, what I want to know is if this school would be worth transferring to as a Psych student. I know that it ranks highly, but I want to know from people in the program itself. Also, is it rare to get accepted as a transfer, or should I not worry about that? Thank you!
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However, I am concerned with my financial situation in the long term, as since I've been feeling better mentally I'm planning to live on-campus in the future so I can spend more time around people, and so I'll have to pay for food + room and board. Additionally, some of the aid I received for this year (which was one of the reasons I accepted, as my freshman year ended up being free) isn't renewable, so its safe to say my Bachelor's (which is unfortunately just the first step) would be cheaper if I transfer to Madison for my Junior and Senior years. I was told its better to transfer when you're 2 years in (couldn't tell you why), so that's why I'm asking about it beforehand.
I can also say with certainty that Madison's campus is several times more active, and as somebody trying to push themselves to be more social I'd have more opportunities to do so. Plus, Madison is definitely more widely prestigious / reputable, which might become important when I'm looking for schools to pursue my Master's at.
TL;DR: Sorry for the wall of text, I figured the context could be useful. Anyway, what I want to know is if this school would be worth transferring to as a Psych student. I know that it ranks highly, but I want to know from people in the program itself. Also, is it rare to get accepted as a transfer, or should I not worry about that? Thank you!
2024.05.15 07:39 Ok_Collar_7108 I wanna go to medical school but that's not looking possible, what should I do?
Idk if anyone is even gonna see this but I have hit the biggest wall in my entire life and I'm actually so annoyed rn. I'm 17, 18 soon and I'm currently sitting my A-level/CAPE for sciences and communication studies (unit 1). I was fixated on going to medical school because I was thinking "Damn, sciences are so hard and I struggle with them especially cause I have such horrible memory, but I love learning all 3 of them and I like the challenge plus I'm passing" you get me? So I was saying I wouldn't wanna do all this, put in all this hard work (to me, its probably light work to someone else but idc bout them) to just stop at being a nurse, cause everyone is in my damn ears about being a nurse nurse nurse NO!!! I wanna go down a career path that'll be worth this hard work and I think that's fair. So I did some research and saw if there were any type of doctor that I was interested in and anesthesiology caught my attention and I was interested in It, so you know I continue to do deep research surrounding anesthesiology and those stuff to just know more about what's going on and I decide aight, imma do this!!!
So now I'm looking for schools cause I plan ahead, FAR ahead. And I see my 3 options....well 2, cause 1 of them is like half way across the country. So I check out my other two options right??? So option one is UWI faculty of medicine and I'm gonna admit that schools reputation is looking mad good which is good but it's so EXPENSIVE !!!! And i know medical school won't be cheap but oh my lord, so yeah I looked into school 2 and it's CSMSJ but they're weird, I tried calling and got nothing, emailing and got nothing and the aren't frequent with their posting on social media (to give options) so I was skeptical and my mom was too so I was telling my bf about how the school is weird and he looked into and said it seems they aren't so authentic cause their reviews are AI generated so I was REALLY bummed out.
So my home country is kinda wack with how the do things, so I'd have to go overseas to further my education anyway. So I was thinking...again, why not find a school in Canada that has a M.D program, offers residency in anesthesia and so on so forth. And I was then again researching, but schools this time with a distance limit. My boyfriend lives in Winniepeg so I'd have to stay close to there cause I'd be staying with him and his family if this was gonna work right??? But oh my goodness the amount of heartbreak I went through during this process is actually unfathomable. So there's 17 and 7 don't accept international students for medicine SPECIFICALLY and ig I can understand why-ish (btw one of these schools was University of Manitoba), and the others like University of Toronto and that one in Quebec is too far but they do accept international students, and today I found out about another one; University of Calgary and I thought they accepted international studies for medicine but then I'm seeing that they don't and now I'm a bit confused about that so I just set it aside for now.
Mhm...so going back to my home country, I'd probably have to go to UWI cause its literally the only option now, idc if its expensive but ik who will. My parents, they had not a single penny of college funds saved up for this moment, they make very poor financial situations and now the bank accounts are running dry, so I have to think about that too. I really do not know what to do cause sure I could go there but how wouldi complete my residency? Maybe they'd (a canadian med school) accept me then cause I'd actually have some qualifications [UWI offers a Bachelor of Medicine, Bachelor of Surgery program (M.B.B.S) and its 5 years full time and I think they have a pre med too that's Bachelor of Basic Medical Sciences (BBMedSci) and its for 3 years full time]. I would look into other schools in other regions but idk anyone from the US (family member I mean probably would have to ask mom or smtg) and I have my grandma in the UK so ig I could think of there too.
I just want someone, anyone, whether with experience or not I just wanna know what to do because all I do and know is sciences, I did some business and Information Technology too but those aren't at A-level, so I would prefer to do a occupation which requires sciences. My bf was telling me maybe I just have to switch career paths bc this is a veeerryy long process that will require money that I don't even have, I'll admit I got a bit upset with him because he's basically telling me to give up now, I mean whatever I haven't actually started but I was prepared and I was ready and now it's all these different problems popping one after the other and maybe I should listen to him and just do something else apart from obtaining generational debt. Idk and I just wanna get this figured out before it eats me alive !!! Please help, what should I do???
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So now I'm looking for schools cause I plan ahead, FAR ahead. And I see my 3 options....well 2, cause 1 of them is like half way across the country. So I check out my other two options right??? So option one is UWI faculty of medicine and I'm gonna admit that schools reputation is looking mad good which is good but it's so EXPENSIVE !!!! And i know medical school won't be cheap but oh my lord, so yeah I looked into school 2 and it's CSMSJ but they're weird, I tried calling and got nothing, emailing and got nothing and the aren't frequent with their posting on social media (to give options) so I was skeptical and my mom was too so I was telling my bf about how the school is weird and he looked into and said it seems they aren't so authentic cause their reviews are AI generated so I was REALLY bummed out.
So my home country is kinda wack with how the do things, so I'd have to go overseas to further my education anyway. So I was thinking...again, why not find a school in Canada that has a M.D program, offers residency in anesthesia and so on so forth. And I was then again researching, but schools this time with a distance limit. My boyfriend lives in Winniepeg so I'd have to stay close to there cause I'd be staying with him and his family if this was gonna work right??? But oh my goodness the amount of heartbreak I went through during this process is actually unfathomable. So there's 17 and 7 don't accept international students for medicine SPECIFICALLY and ig I can understand why-ish (btw one of these schools was University of Manitoba), and the others like University of Toronto and that one in Quebec is too far but they do accept international students, and today I found out about another one; University of Calgary and I thought they accepted international studies for medicine but then I'm seeing that they don't and now I'm a bit confused about that so I just set it aside for now.
Mhm...so going back to my home country, I'd probably have to go to UWI cause its literally the only option now, idc if its expensive but ik who will. My parents, they had not a single penny of college funds saved up for this moment, they make very poor financial situations and now the bank accounts are running dry, so I have to think about that too. I really do not know what to do cause sure I could go there but how wouldi complete my residency? Maybe they'd (a canadian med school) accept me then cause I'd actually have some qualifications [UWI offers a Bachelor of Medicine, Bachelor of Surgery program (M.B.B.S) and its 5 years full time and I think they have a pre med too that's Bachelor of Basic Medical Sciences (BBMedSci) and its for 3 years full time]. I would look into other schools in other regions but idk anyone from the US (family member I mean probably would have to ask mom or smtg) and I have my grandma in the UK so ig I could think of there too.
I just want someone, anyone, whether with experience or not I just wanna know what to do because all I do and know is sciences, I did some business and Information Technology too but those aren't at A-level, so I would prefer to do a occupation which requires sciences. My bf was telling me maybe I just have to switch career paths bc this is a veeerryy long process that will require money that I don't even have, I'll admit I got a bit upset with him because he's basically telling me to give up now, I mean whatever I haven't actually started but I was prepared and I was ready and now it's all these different problems popping one after the other and maybe I should listen to him and just do something else apart from obtaining generational debt. Idk and I just wanna get this figured out before it eats me alive !!! Please help, what should I do???
2024.05.15 07:39 evelange Scheduling readings for today! If you're interested read this post please, all the info here, reviews and links :)
Hello, how are you all doing? :) I'm Eve and I'm a tarot reader! I have 10 years of experience, and I've been doing online readings on Reddit for almost a year now!
I'm offering donation-based readings, scheduling to respond today starting at 2:00 PM Argentina time! The most common readings I offer are:
- Love (feelings, relationships, romantic interests, decisions, ex-partners, etc.)
- Work and economy (job opportunities, job changes, self-employment, monthly energy in the economy, improvement prospects, etc.)
- Education -studies- career (exams, university admissions, career changes, decisions, etc.)
- Messages from the universe (what you need to know now about a particular situation, or a general message; a combined reading where you receive a message from the tarot and also one from the oracle of the universe)
- Spiritual guide readings, mirror numbers, or messages from guides. Similar to the universe messages reading, but it enhances the relationship with guides and provides clarity on signals like animals, insects, repeated numbers, or colors.
- Personal energy reading (how is your energy at the moment? How can you improve? What should you pay more attention to?)
- In- depth question (basically, any question except health, demons, negative energy or magic, death, or gambling and casino). If you have a question that wasn't covered in the previous topics, it fits into this category.
How to schedule a reading for today?
If you're interested in scheduling a reading, which I'll respond to in order starting today at 2:00 PM Argentina time, you should send me a message with your name, the names of the individuals involved (if it's about a couple, a coworker, or a third party), and your donation so I can reserve a spot for you.
The reading is sent through chat, with the spread pictures and the in-depth explanation !
The question must be specific, as this ensures a more precise response to what you specifically want to know :)
Reviews
If you'd like to see my reviews and what others have to say, here's my link:
Reviews here!
Donations here:
For PayPal, my username is , or you can use this link:
Paypal :) donation jar!
Also, if you don't have PayPal, I accept Ko-Fi, and here's the link (you don't need an account, you can donate as a guest).
https://ko-fi.com/evelangemishatarot
Thank you very much for reading! I look forward to hearing from all of you :) Sending you all a big hug!
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I'm offering donation-based readings, scheduling to respond today starting at 2:00 PM Argentina time! The most common readings I offer are:
- Love (feelings, relationships, romantic interests, decisions, ex-partners, etc.)
- Work and economy (job opportunities, job changes, self-employment, monthly energy in the economy, improvement prospects, etc.)
- Education -studies- career (exams, university admissions, career changes, decisions, etc.)
- Messages from the universe (what you need to know now about a particular situation, or a general message; a combined reading where you receive a message from the tarot and also one from the oracle of the universe)
- Spiritual guide readings, mirror numbers, or messages from guides. Similar to the universe messages reading, but it enhances the relationship with guides and provides clarity on signals like animals, insects, repeated numbers, or colors.
- Personal energy reading (how is your energy at the moment? How can you improve? What should you pay more attention to?)
- In- depth question (basically, any question except health, demons, negative energy or magic, death, or gambling and casino). If you have a question that wasn't covered in the previous topics, it fits into this category.
How to schedule a reading for today?
If you're interested in scheduling a reading, which I'll respond to in order starting today at 2:00 PM Argentina time, you should send me a message with your name, the names of the individuals involved (if it's about a couple, a coworker, or a third party), and your donation so I can reserve a spot for you.
The reading is sent through chat, with the spread pictures and the in-depth explanation !
The question must be specific, as this ensures a more precise response to what you specifically want to know :)
Reviews
If you'd like to see my reviews and what others have to say, here's my link:
Reviews here!
Donations here:
For PayPal, my username is , or you can use this link:
Paypal :) donation jar!
Also, if you don't have PayPal, I accept Ko-Fi, and here's the link (you don't need an account, you can donate as a guest).
https://ko-fi.com/evelangemishatarot
Thank you very much for reading! I look forward to hearing from all of you :) Sending you all a big hug!
2024.05.15 07:39 throwawayuk1998 My list (please help me<3)
Hi everyone, long time lurker here and I have no friends to talk this out with so I really need some help. I’m pretty set on the fact I have to leave my long term bf if I’m ever going to be myself and happy. I’m a list girlie so please take a look and just say what comes to your mind because I feel like I’m losing mine trying to accept it. TIA Reasons I think I’m a lesbian: -my posters on the wall were always women unless it was a gay man -always just wanted to spend every minute of every day with my best friend in school even if I had a boyfriend,making up excuses to leave my bf’s house to go be with my bsf -feeling so protective over my best friends that no man even if they were a good person was good enough for them/didn’t know them as well as I do -always buying/making gifts for my girl friends but never feeling the urge to do that for boyfriends -crying when my friends would get a boyfriend -giving my friends lap dances like all the time -feeling weird and creepy being in the same changing room as the girls -always being very passionate and emotional about gay rights/arguing with people who were homophobic or even made slightly homophobic jokes -being able to have sex with men with no attachment at all but kissing a girl and being so overwhelmed with feelings that I got scared and distanced myself from her -not crying over boyfriends breaking up with me -not even crying when my ex bf cheated on me -recurring dream of getting married to a woman since I was a teenager -finding it so easy to flirt with men but getting very nervous and flustered and blushing talking to women even in a friendly way -choosing to have crushes on guys that the girls I liked had a crush on so we could talk about it together -having sex with men just because they wanted me and it felt nice to be desired by them/out of pity/to not seem like a bitch or a prude -crying for weeks when I found out my best friend was pregnant because when she would sleepover we would kiss each other so I like loved her and I didn’t realise she was just messing around -being overly sexual around men/talking a lot about loving dick and loving having sex with men because I felt the need to convince others -trying to convince my bf to have a threesome with a woman -secretly watching lesbian shows/movies/content creators -crying every time I saw a tiktok about lesbians getting married -being scared to even open tiktok in front of my bf -getting incredibly defensive every time my bf joked about me being a lesbian -noticing and being enamoured by pretty women in public but not even noticing men at alll -having to close my eyes during sex otherwise I cry -having to be stoned to have sex and having to smoke straight after sex to decompress -not wanting to be affectionate/cuddle/show pda with my boyfriend and being called ‘cold’ when I know I’m not that person -writing this list 5 times in the past 7 years
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2024.05.15 07:39 evelange Scheduling readings for today! If you're interested read this post please, all the info here, reviews and links :)
Hello, how are you all doing? :) I'm Eve and I'm a tarot reader! I have 10 years of experience, and I've been doing online readings on Reddit for almost a year now!
I'm offering donation-based readings, scheduling to respond today starting at 2:00 PM Argentina time! The most common readings I offer are:
- Love (feelings, relationships, romantic interests, decisions, ex-partners, etc.)
- Work and economy (job opportunities, job changes, self-employment, monthly energy in the economy, improvement prospects, etc.)
- Education -studies- career (exams, university admissions, career changes, decisions, etc.)
- Messages from the universe (what you need to know now about a particular situation, or a general message; a combined reading where you receive a message from the tarot and also one from the oracle of the universe)
- Spiritual guide readings, mirror numbers, or messages from guides. Similar to the universe messages reading, but it enhances the relationship with guides and provides clarity on signals like animals, insects, repeated numbers, or colors.
- Personal energy reading (how is your energy at the moment? How can you improve? What should you pay more attention to?)
- In- depth question (basically, any question except health, demons, negative energy or magic, death, or gambling and casino). If you have a question that wasn't covered in the previous topics, it fits into this category.
How to schedule a reading for today?
If you're interested in scheduling a reading, which I'll respond to in order starting today at 2:00 PM Argentina time, you should send me a message with your name, the names of the individuals involved (if it's about a couple, a coworker, or a third party), and your donation so I can reserve a spot for you.
The reading is sent through chat, with the spread pictures and the in-depth explanation !
The question must be specific, as this ensures a more precise response to what you specifically want to know :)
Reviews
If you'd like to see my reviews and what others have to say, here's my link:
Reviews here!
Donations here:
For PayPal, my username is , or you can use this link:
Paypal :) donation jar!
Also, if you don't have PayPal, I accept Ko-Fi, and here's the link (you don't need an account, you can donate as a guest).
https://ko-fi.com/evelangemishatarot
Thank you very much for reading! I look forward to hearing from all of you :) Sending you all a big hug!
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I'm offering donation-based readings, scheduling to respond today starting at 2:00 PM Argentina time! The most common readings I offer are:
- Love (feelings, relationships, romantic interests, decisions, ex-partners, etc.)
- Work and economy (job opportunities, job changes, self-employment, monthly energy in the economy, improvement prospects, etc.)
- Education -studies- career (exams, university admissions, career changes, decisions, etc.)
- Messages from the universe (what you need to know now about a particular situation, or a general message; a combined reading where you receive a message from the tarot and also one from the oracle of the universe)
- Spiritual guide readings, mirror numbers, or messages from guides. Similar to the universe messages reading, but it enhances the relationship with guides and provides clarity on signals like animals, insects, repeated numbers, or colors.
- Personal energy reading (how is your energy at the moment? How can you improve? What should you pay more attention to?)
- In- depth question (basically, any question except health, demons, negative energy or magic, death, or gambling and casino). If you have a question that wasn't covered in the previous topics, it fits into this category.
How to schedule a reading for today?
If you're interested in scheduling a reading, which I'll respond to in order starting today at 2:00 PM Argentina time, you should send me a message with your name, the names of the individuals involved (if it's about a couple, a coworker, or a third party), and your donation so I can reserve a spot for you.
The reading is sent through chat, with the spread pictures and the in-depth explanation !
The question must be specific, as this ensures a more precise response to what you specifically want to know :)
Reviews
If you'd like to see my reviews and what others have to say, here's my link:
Reviews here!
Donations here:
For PayPal, my username is , or you can use this link:
Paypal :) donation jar!
Also, if you don't have PayPal, I accept Ko-Fi, and here's the link (you don't need an account, you can donate as a guest).
https://ko-fi.com/evelangemishatarot
Thank you very much for reading! I look forward to hearing from all of you :) Sending you all a big hug!
2024.05.15 07:38 Substantial_Term_36 I was the villain in the relationship, and I feel like a monster making them go through it.
I recently just got out of a relationship (6-7 months) I know it's not long, but we really had it going and I thought that this would be my last relationship.
I knew this girl from my freshman year of college, we were never really close or didn't have the chance to. But at the start of my sophomore year, we had the chance to smoke together. Immediately after we hung out for the first time, we both realized that our interests and hobbies are very similar, and our conversations were filled with joy and laughter. After a month of texting every day and hanging out every weekend, I started developing feelings for her. But she was the first to confess to me and I agreed. It went great for the first 3 or 4 months, but after that we started arguing over small things. Now that we are separated, and I had time to think about the relationship I realized that I always emotionally manipulated her and would always trauma dump when things didn't go the way I wanted. She would come over about 4-5 times a week, but when she wanted to go out with her friends, I would always be like "You don't love me" or "You care more about your friends than me." And when she confronted me about it, I would reply with ", But you said that you won't be texting me" or "You said that you won't update me." But in reality, she texted me so much that her friends got tired of her always going on her phone to text me back and I just wanted attention.
Later in the relationship she would create boundaries and would finally say "I won't text you when I'm out with my friends." When she said that I went psychotic and called her 33 times, sent her hundreds of messages, acted violent, and very harsh words. Note that this happened twice, in two weeks both Fridays. But this was all after I originally lost her trust. Which was around a week prior to these events. I was over at her house during spring break, and I was on twitter, she wanted to see my twitter because I never showed it. There was nothing bad on my twitter, and I said "no," and she tried to grab my phone, but I used excessive force to get it back. I was only trying to get a reaction out of her, but that was the moment she lost all trust in me. I tried showing her after it, but it was already over. The next day she tells me to meet her, and she said she doesn't see us working out in the long term, and that she wanted to break up. But I started crying and trauma dumped. After a lot of talking, she said that we can try one more time. I fully believed the statement, but I later found out that it was just to make me stop crying. And that once she starts losing feelings, she can't stop herself even if she wants to.
She has been through a lot growing up. A bad and manipulative father, self-image issues, getting all her info leaked etc,. She even had her "phase" in college, and I knew all that and wanted to change her and make her life happier. But I took everything for granted, and I regret the fact that she even had to get close to me. I wanted her to change, but never wanted to change myself even after promising to. Yes, we were both toxic to each other, and it was never meant to be. But I feel like I made her life worse. She also mentioned that she was always scared of me during the relationship.
She got into a rebound probably 3 weeks after we broke up and said that she is doing good now that I'm gone. I will move on eventually, but I still believe that I have left unerasable scars in her heart, and I feel like an asshole for doing it. I don't think I can fully forgive myself ever.
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I knew this girl from my freshman year of college, we were never really close or didn't have the chance to. But at the start of my sophomore year, we had the chance to smoke together. Immediately after we hung out for the first time, we both realized that our interests and hobbies are very similar, and our conversations were filled with joy and laughter. After a month of texting every day and hanging out every weekend, I started developing feelings for her. But she was the first to confess to me and I agreed. It went great for the first 3 or 4 months, but after that we started arguing over small things. Now that we are separated, and I had time to think about the relationship I realized that I always emotionally manipulated her and would always trauma dump when things didn't go the way I wanted. She would come over about 4-5 times a week, but when she wanted to go out with her friends, I would always be like "You don't love me" or "You care more about your friends than me." And when she confronted me about it, I would reply with ", But you said that you won't be texting me" or "You said that you won't update me." But in reality, she texted me so much that her friends got tired of her always going on her phone to text me back and I just wanted attention.
Later in the relationship she would create boundaries and would finally say "I won't text you when I'm out with my friends." When she said that I went psychotic and called her 33 times, sent her hundreds of messages, acted violent, and very harsh words. Note that this happened twice, in two weeks both Fridays. But this was all after I originally lost her trust. Which was around a week prior to these events. I was over at her house during spring break, and I was on twitter, she wanted to see my twitter because I never showed it. There was nothing bad on my twitter, and I said "no," and she tried to grab my phone, but I used excessive force to get it back. I was only trying to get a reaction out of her, but that was the moment she lost all trust in me. I tried showing her after it, but it was already over. The next day she tells me to meet her, and she said she doesn't see us working out in the long term, and that she wanted to break up. But I started crying and trauma dumped. After a lot of talking, she said that we can try one more time. I fully believed the statement, but I later found out that it was just to make me stop crying. And that once she starts losing feelings, she can't stop herself even if she wants to.
She has been through a lot growing up. A bad and manipulative father, self-image issues, getting all her info leaked etc,. She even had her "phase" in college, and I knew all that and wanted to change her and make her life happier. But I took everything for granted, and I regret the fact that she even had to get close to me. I wanted her to change, but never wanted to change myself even after promising to. Yes, we were both toxic to each other, and it was never meant to be. But I feel like I made her life worse. She also mentioned that she was always scared of me during the relationship.
She got into a rebound probably 3 weeks after we broke up and said that she is doing good now that I'm gone. I will move on eventually, but I still believe that I have left unerasable scars in her heart, and I feel like an asshole for doing it. I don't think I can fully forgive myself ever.
2024.05.15 07:38 Complex_Valuable_833 What's everybody's favourite deluxe edition Stones album?
They seemed to take different approaches for different albums when they made them into deluxe editions. Some got a lot of extra live material, some got mostly outtakes, and some a blend.
But overall, I'd have to say "Tattoo You" is my favourite for deluxe editions. I really like the unreleased stuff especially "It's A Lie" and "Fast Talking, Slow Walking", and then an entire concert from the era.
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- Get Your Yaya's Out - got just a little extra live material by the Stones, and live songs by BB King and Ike&Tina Turner
- Sticky Fingers - got just a few alternate and extended versions, and a whole bunch of live tracks
- Exile on Main St. - got a bunch of unreleased stuff and a few alternate versions; no live material
- Goats Head Soup - got some alternate versions/instrumentals, just a few unreleased songs, and a bunch of live stuff
- Some Girls - got unreleased tracks only; no live material
- Tattoo You - got a bunch of unreleased stuff, and a full live concert
But overall, I'd have to say "Tattoo You" is my favourite for deluxe editions. I really like the unreleased stuff especially "It's A Lie" and "Fast Talking, Slow Walking", and then an entire concert from the era.
2024.05.15 07:38 AnOfficeWorker The iPhone 13 camera and possibly it's default settings tainting my self awareness 👹WITH LIES!!!!! 👹
After a loved had taken a picture of me on their iPhone 13 I was repulsed, disgusted even.
I had dawned a athletic sprinter outfit on a walk with a loved one. I had worn this outfit beforehand and seen it in the mirror and was extremely infatuated .
But, on that day of the walk, when I had asked them to photograph me, it was nothing like what I saw in the mirror.
I have little to no physical insecurities besides my face. Im utterly horrified as to what people may see combined with my hair, face, eyes, and lips put together. The possibility of me staring at someone with a chance of me having a lazy eye, or a fluoride stare is sickening.
Just the thought of approaching anybody with that fills me with dread. Keep in mind this is coming from a person who thinks talking to strangers outside is fun, AND THATS THE THING!! I can't do that if I look like a oversaturated YouTube kids cartoon thumbnail with the sharpness bumped to the max dude! For chuck sakes- NO AVERAGE HUMAN IS GOING TO BE ABLE TO SEE EVEEY PORE AND DISCOLORATION ON YOUR FACE MAN!!
I take photos with a Samsung a04 and even a free phone and know to never use the cameras by themself, I always take them in the mirror and I kid you QUCKING NOT, it looked exactly like the imagery shown in real time. So I have some awareness of what I should at least know people are seeing from a glance right?
Well with that absolute cow manure of a camera it will make you think you look like a greasy individual in their mid 40's who is also probably not allowed anywhere near a school building.
For CHUCK SAKE MAN! NO AVERAGE PERSON SHOULD BE ABLE TO SEE THE GRAVEL PIT SOMEONE WOULD CALL A FACE COVERED IN THE WHAT WAS ONCE AND ALWAYS THEN SMALL UN NOTICABLE ACNE FRECKLES AND DISCOLORATION FROM 30 FEET AWAY FROM THE SCREEN PHONE SCREEN!! 👹👹👹👹
Anyway besides that what did we learn?
The iPhone 13's camera is repulsive and will send one of you guys and even the most confident of people into a existential crisis (I don't wanna say but this goes for some other cameras I have no experience with as well)
Filters and highly effected photos if unknowingly done could also cause a crisis (I have experience and really balanced knowledge in taking photos even though I rarely ever take them but still)
And 3?
I forgor 💀
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I had dawned a athletic sprinter outfit on a walk with a loved one. I had worn this outfit beforehand and seen it in the mirror and was extremely infatuated .
But, on that day of the walk, when I had asked them to photograph me, it was nothing like what I saw in the mirror.
I have little to no physical insecurities besides my face. Im utterly horrified as to what people may see combined with my hair, face, eyes, and lips put together. The possibility of me staring at someone with a chance of me having a lazy eye, or a fluoride stare is sickening.
Just the thought of approaching anybody with that fills me with dread. Keep in mind this is coming from a person who thinks talking to strangers outside is fun, AND THATS THE THING!! I can't do that if I look like a oversaturated YouTube kids cartoon thumbnail with the sharpness bumped to the max dude! For chuck sakes- NO AVERAGE HUMAN IS GOING TO BE ABLE TO SEE EVEEY PORE AND DISCOLORATION ON YOUR FACE MAN!!
I take photos with a Samsung a04 and even a free phone and know to never use the cameras by themself, I always take them in the mirror and I kid you QUCKING NOT, it looked exactly like the imagery shown in real time. So I have some awareness of what I should at least know people are seeing from a glance right?
Well with that absolute cow manure of a camera it will make you think you look like a greasy individual in their mid 40's who is also probably not allowed anywhere near a school building.
For CHUCK SAKE MAN! NO AVERAGE PERSON SHOULD BE ABLE TO SEE THE GRAVEL PIT SOMEONE WOULD CALL A FACE COVERED IN THE WHAT WAS ONCE AND ALWAYS THEN SMALL UN NOTICABLE ACNE FRECKLES AND DISCOLORATION FROM 30 FEET AWAY FROM THE SCREEN PHONE SCREEN!! 👹👹👹👹
Anyway besides that what did we learn?
The iPhone 13's camera is repulsive and will send one of you guys and even the most confident of people into a existential crisis (I don't wanna say but this goes for some other cameras I have no experience with as well)
Filters and highly effected photos if unknowingly done could also cause a crisis (I have experience and really balanced knowledge in taking photos even though I rarely ever take them but still)
And 3?
I forgor 💀
2024.05.15 07:38 friedchickensaves Marriage of convenience/marriage to satisfy a will but the MC loses the inheritance if they get divorced?
I've read marriages of conveniece novels but none where specifically there is a no-divorce stipulation (or any stipulation saying that the MC would lose his/her inheritance if he/she divorces his/her spouse). Basically I want thw inheritance stipulations to be the rigid, all-or-nothing, do-or-die kind.
What i'm looking for: - they relationship is purely transactional in the beginning but feelings inevitably develop - one of the MCs agree to the relationship because he/she is financially struggling and/or grew up neglected. He/she isn't entering the relationship for love - the other MC is rich but in order to get his inheritance he has to get married and have kids. - the rich MC can be an asshole but it's better if he/she is a genuinely nice person - the rich MC genuinely cares for the other MC and does his/her best to make the relationship equitable for the other MC - HEA only, no cheating. Contemporary romances preferred but also open to HR. - yes to light-hearted romcoms. I've read {Failure to Match by Kyra Parsi} and that book has some of the elements I want. But this time I'm looking for a book with a darker plotline?
*if you're wondering if this request is based on a TrueOffMyChest post, yes it is.
TIA!!!
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What i'm looking for: - they relationship is purely transactional in the beginning but feelings inevitably develop - one of the MCs agree to the relationship because he/she is financially struggling and/or grew up neglected. He/she isn't entering the relationship for love - the other MC is rich but in order to get his inheritance he has to get married and have kids. - the rich MC can be an asshole but it's better if he/she is a genuinely nice person - the rich MC genuinely cares for the other MC and does his/her best to make the relationship equitable for the other MC - HEA only, no cheating. Contemporary romances preferred but also open to HR. - yes to light-hearted romcoms. I've read {Failure to Match by Kyra Parsi} and that book has some of the elements I want. But this time I'm looking for a book with a darker plotline?
*if you're wondering if this request is based on a TrueOffMyChest post, yes it is.
TIA!!!
2024.05.15 07:38 Gianna_96 Praying to Archangels questiony?
Hopefully this isnt a dumb question-So when I pray to my spiritual team (God,my ancestors, my guides and my angels) I usually include a "thank you for your protection, I love you." In my prayer or sometimes whenever i talk to them during the day, The same way id say "i love you" to my family members. So I've been doing more research on Archangel Michael and I've been asking him for protection. As I was praying i was telling him how much I appreciate him and thanked him for his energy and protection and for all of his help. I added in a "Thanks, love ya" at the end of my prayer of gratitude without even thinking. I'm still doing research on archangels but I was wondering...is that something that's okay to say to them? Or do they not mind it? Lol thanks.
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2024.05.15 07:36 m00dyandmelcholy Why do I 21f feel this odd feeling with my boyfriend 21m after a weekend together?
My boyfriend (m21) and me (f21) have been together almost a year now and have known each other well over a year. I love him, I’ve been with him through multiple surgeries and he’s been there with me through multiple life events now as well. We are there for each other and have fun together, we’ve learned to communicate well etc etc. however this past weekend we spent a few days off together at my families little getaway home about 2 hour from where we live for two days.
It was wonderful but something felt… off maybe? There were moments where it felt like normal but a lot of the time I felt super off for some reason. I don’t know what it was.
I don’t know if I was setting up expectations for the weekend or if it’s because we had just spent the past few days drinking together (school just got out)
or if it was just because we had spent so much time together in the week already together.
I also was feeling some guilt cause some of my friends are going away for a week and I didn’t get to spend a ton of time with them, and I got some weirdness about that from them (but him and I were supposed to go on a backcountry ski trip initially but avalanche danger was bad so I had been planning on being gone this time for months anyways).
Maybe I was feeling weird about just hanging out and letting the two days pass by since we were initially planning a ski trip. So lots of things going into feelings.
However, I’m nervous because I feel like your partner should be the person you feel most at ease with and be able to decompress with and I felt so tired and odd after this weekend, I’m like what if he’s not the person for me ?? I normally don’t feel this way but it’s freaking me out.
Again, we still had a lovely weekend I just can’t shake this odd feeling. It’s weird because normally I live just hanging out with him and our ability to just be together is what really drew me to him in the first place. Why do I feel this odd?
TLDR:
Can’t shake this odd feeling with my boyfriend after a weekend together
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It was wonderful but something felt… off maybe? There were moments where it felt like normal but a lot of the time I felt super off for some reason. I don’t know what it was.
I don’t know if I was setting up expectations for the weekend or if it’s because we had just spent the past few days drinking together (school just got out)
or if it was just because we had spent so much time together in the week already together.
I also was feeling some guilt cause some of my friends are going away for a week and I didn’t get to spend a ton of time with them, and I got some weirdness about that from them (but him and I were supposed to go on a backcountry ski trip initially but avalanche danger was bad so I had been planning on being gone this time for months anyways).
Maybe I was feeling weird about just hanging out and letting the two days pass by since we were initially planning a ski trip. So lots of things going into feelings.
However, I’m nervous because I feel like your partner should be the person you feel most at ease with and be able to decompress with and I felt so tired and odd after this weekend, I’m like what if he’s not the person for me ?? I normally don’t feel this way but it’s freaking me out.
Again, we still had a lovely weekend I just can’t shake this odd feeling. It’s weird because normally I live just hanging out with him and our ability to just be together is what really drew me to him in the first place. Why do I feel this odd?
TLDR:
Can’t shake this odd feeling with my boyfriend after a weekend together
2024.05.15 07:35 Odd-Hand-2026 I would never free this evil people from what they sowed for Moab they wanna be free? now that Moab duty is almost over! Destroy them Isreal where you where granted authority.. stay in truth and heaven will provide.. you see how satan works.. They ran west for freedom from the days of Joshua..
btw but racial Joshua has Nubian mother now.. white daddy.. now wanna claimed enslaved. This is a judas and straight fcking evil people that zz their fate with Moab then claim my heritage and promise as their indont have a soul my stone was broken.. they 🍊🇳🇱 “claim” they pay their own way! They claim OVO !! “They” claim they work ⚫️ (ms I only wear black) this is the REAL BULLY you have made a FAKE angel YOUr loved.. you nasty and parasitise i need Asia to understand this is the fate of white Jacob and brown Jacob . Two sides of same coin when faced with the lesser evil choose NONE! Evil is evil. A lil leaven leavens the whole lump = destruction.. They Set traps no regard not a prayer not a care for you life. They will destroy you if you let them. What they do to the least they have conspired for you.. I trust NONE of them equal enemies.. only thing you need is intelligence from the heavens to build. Because only the heavens knows how you build up.. those who have ascended.. Learn from the first Egypt the error of your ways where you went wrong and fcked up. Idk what anyone say they ugly.. where it matters most.. this a ugly witch masking as an angle 📐 Angel 👼 with the help of the AA .. no sympathy..
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2024.05.15 07:34 Aggressive_Air_4948 CPAP After COVID
After I got COVID for the first time in January, my sleep apnea got much, much worse (went from what felt pretty mild/moderate to 99 ahi by the time I got my sleep study done). So, I got a CPAP and it has completely changed my life for the best. I was so desperate to feel normal again that I took to it immediately. I was occasionally taking naps without it, but now I don't even do that. I haven't felt this alert and active in years. I would go so far as to say that I feel like myself for the first time in a very long time. I was bummed when at first I woke up wearing the mask, and I miss falling asleep reading, but now it feels like a small price to pay for all the benefits I've gotten from regular CPAP use. For the love of god, if you're even on the fence about getting a study done, DO IT!!!! It's a hard pill to swallow, but so, so worth it in the end.
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2024.05.15 07:34 URANGO25 I Megastarred Every Song Today! :D
 | This will probably get buried, but it’s an achievement I figured y’all might appreciate and I need to tell someone. submitted by URANGO25 to JustDance [link] [comments] For context, I’ve been playing the new Just Dance for about two years now. I jumped in late to 2023 for switch and bought 2024 this Christmas. I also play, and have, the plus subscription. Meaning, access to every available song that is in the current Just Dance application. Today, after a long and hard fought battle, I have achieved one of my greatest feats. Getting Megastar in not only the main game songs for 23/24, but also EVERY. SINGLE. PLUS. SONG. (Photo attached with high to low filter showing nothing under Mega). For fun, I wanted to point out some of my favorite and least favorite songs with scores. Favorites: It’s Raining Men - 13,313 Smalltown Boy - 13,296 I’m Good (Extreme) - 12,513 Bangerang (Extreme) - 12,087 HATES: She got me dancing - 12,090 Sexy and I know it - 12,064 Twist and shake it - 12,014 Miss understood - 12,033 A small rant about one of the above hates: I’ve never in my day seen a worse tracked song beyond She Got Me Dancing!!! It took me and my GF MONTHS … YEARS even! We used the phone trick, the remote tricks, and had to study a guide to barely scratch Super. To anyone who wishes to go down this path, I wish you the best of luck. This song, and the songs I listed above, are likely to give you a run for your money and time. Trust in yourself and your ability, you can do this! Overall, it’s been a blast to relive and play through most of these songs. It’s brought me closer to the community (usually a lurker) but I’m happy to finally say ITS OVER and I wanted to celebrate the occasion! Now, I can enjoy the game again haha. I’m more than happy to answer any questions, what are your faves, hates, and help if needed. Cheers to you all, and stay groovy. Much love - URANGO25 :D |
2024.05.15 07:33 Naive_Station2580 Can we reach a compromise
I grew up & lived with my mom until my elementary days while my dad is an OFW. My mom would spend whole day & night gambling, drinking, smoking, then would come home na mainit ang ulo lalo na kapag natalo sa sugal. She would spank me with hanger, sticks, walis you know the likes. Most of the time, di naman malala yung corporal punishment niya, but merong instances na umaabot na sa dumudugo na yung buong likod and kamay ko. Papasok ako sa school, duguan yung uniform ko, naawa ako sa sarili ko kasi ako lang yung ganun sa classroom namin.
She isn't around most of the time, she buys ulam sa nearby carenderia and would employ a babysitter for me lalo na if maglalakwatsa siya. The allowance she gets from my dad, she spends mostly on her vices and binibigay niya sa family side niya, leaving almost kaunti nalang for us, so sometimes wala kaming maulam and medyo picky eater ako ng bata ako so if ayaw ko kainin yung ulam, papaluin nya ulit ako.
She would also pass out from binge drinking the night before, I was in grade 1, her live in boyfriend would bathe me himself kasi passed out siya.
Fast forward to today, my mom claims that she is a changed person, made better due to the teachings of a born again church. Ngayon, nasa 2nd husband na niya sya nakatira, magkalayo kami ng city. Palagi na siyang nag reconnect sa akin, clingy sa chat, gusto niya magkasama kami, palaging magbibisita siya sa akin, gusto niya akong ipagluto, magda drama kung hindi kami magkasama sa bday nya or mother's day, etc.
I am with my BF now and he said to not associate anymore with my mom since ganun nga yung ginawa sa akin before. Sa side ko naman, baka better na siya ngayon, bumabawi kasi nag improve na siya but my bf says na masyado akong soft hearted and if he was in my shoes, he'd cut off all communications.
What do you think po? Is there a middle ground or compromise for this? Nagpapa awa rin si mama ko sakin most of the time, di ko alam if sincere ba or mina manipulate ako. I love my mom despite all this di ko alam kung bakit soft hearted parin ako.
Up until a few weeks ago I thought I had a loving mother, but ngayon ko lang narerealize, child of an abusive mother pala ako
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She isn't around most of the time, she buys ulam sa nearby carenderia and would employ a babysitter for me lalo na if maglalakwatsa siya. The allowance she gets from my dad, she spends mostly on her vices and binibigay niya sa family side niya, leaving almost kaunti nalang for us, so sometimes wala kaming maulam and medyo picky eater ako ng bata ako so if ayaw ko kainin yung ulam, papaluin nya ulit ako.
She would also pass out from binge drinking the night before, I was in grade 1, her live in boyfriend would bathe me himself kasi passed out siya.
Fast forward to today, my mom claims that she is a changed person, made better due to the teachings of a born again church. Ngayon, nasa 2nd husband na niya sya nakatira, magkalayo kami ng city. Palagi na siyang nag reconnect sa akin, clingy sa chat, gusto niya magkasama kami, palaging magbibisita siya sa akin, gusto niya akong ipagluto, magda drama kung hindi kami magkasama sa bday nya or mother's day, etc.
I am with my BF now and he said to not associate anymore with my mom since ganun nga yung ginawa sa akin before. Sa side ko naman, baka better na siya ngayon, bumabawi kasi nag improve na siya but my bf says na masyado akong soft hearted and if he was in my shoes, he'd cut off all communications.
What do you think po? Is there a middle ground or compromise for this? Nagpapa awa rin si mama ko sakin most of the time, di ko alam if sincere ba or mina manipulate ako. I love my mom despite all this di ko alam kung bakit soft hearted parin ako.
Up until a few weeks ago I thought I had a loving mother, but ngayon ko lang narerealize, child of an abusive mother pala ako
2024.05.15 07:33 ImpatientDelta 10 Best Diamond Ring Shopping Apps for iPhone
 | In the digital age, diamond ring shopping has evolved with the advent of specialized mobile apps tailored to streamline the process. These apps offer a convenient platform for browsing, comparing, and purchasing diamond rings from the comfort of one's home. With features like virtual try-ons, customization options, and expert guidance, diamond ring shopping apps revolutionize the traditional brick-and-mortar experience, providing a seamless and personalized approach to finding the perfect symbol of love and commitment. submitted by ImpatientDelta to appmania [link] [comments] 1. Tanishq (A TATA Product)https://preview.redd.it/rus8as2w0j0d1.jpg?width=936&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=3666aa0c0f464ff592e5e997ba9ea57a17b2a047The Tanishq app, a product of the esteemed TATA Group, redefines the jewelry shopping experience. 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2024.05.15 07:32 Scared-Confusion1407 my letter
believe it or not, i dont want to die sad. but how does one die feeling happy? feeling at peace? i too do not know how, but i want to try to find the answer today. i want to sleep forever, now. so i want to try my best to give you a brief recap of how ive been suicidal and depressed till now.
to be honest i didnt know how it exactly started. when did i feel depressed? no, scratch that. when did i feel sad for no reason? ninth grade. i cant remember the specifics now, but i do remember trying to drown myself, my first attempt of suicide, because of my grades. i was 13, i felt hopeless, my mom got mad at me, and we didnt have the closeness of our relationship that we have now. i became more sad when i reached my senior year of high school, grades 11 and 12. i had my first heartbreak (cliche as it sounds) and i sabotaged all my friendships. i was a bad friend, i was getting into smoking and drinking--i made both of them my coping mechanism. i spent my days lying in bed, crying in the mornings before school started inside the bathroom stalls, i skipped classes and traveled on my own and smoke and drink--people believed i was 18. but i was 16. i was 16, but i felt like my inner machinery was already tarnished. i chased love but turned away the second they showed me that they liked me. i ran away from my friends and used them for my own benefit because i was 'sad' and that they should 'know' that because they were my 'friends'. but no. nobody deserves that kind of treatment. i was never saved that time, never told anyone how i truly felt. but when i did tell i immediately regretted it because they never understood my weight of emotions; i felt invalidated.
freshman year of college rolled through and i thought i was doing fine, but i wasn't. i wanted to be so much that i ended up overexerting myself. when it finally became too heavy for me i stayed out late, drank again, spent the night with my friends and didn't come home. the next day i told my mom that i had this urge to be alone, to disappear, and that my emotions were all so heavy that i was becoming more sad everyday that even i didn't know the reason. before i could say i wanted help, she told me instead the opposites of what i have been saying. 'ah, this must be what invalidation feels like' i thought, and thats when i knew that really, no one will understand what im going through. its the pandemic now, 2020 and im turning 18, the age of adulthood. funny enough months before that i told myself that i wanted to die, and that there was a bleach ready in out bathroom for me to try out. i thought back then, dying at 18 would be nice because it would spare me the pains of adulthood. my birthday came, i felt heavy when i woke up; i finally decided, you know. my mind was made up. but then i woke up and i hear my dad calling my mom on the phone and asking her if i was already awake, my mom sounded giddy, excited, and told my dad that i haven't woke up yet and that there's too much food on the table she's excited on how ill react. i cried. they were downstairs celebrating my birthday but i was stuck in bed thinking of ways to unalive myself. in the end i came down, wiped my tears, celebrated my birthday normally, posed for some pictures, and called it a day. that was the day i started dreading having to celebrate my birthday. same year, october, i called the suicide hotline with pills in my hand, ready to end it all. long story short, more shit happened. called the hotline, texted my cousin i was gonna die, she then called her parents then said parents called my mom. mom caught me, we cried so hard, i told her everything. we became closer then. she was my best friend and still is, and it pains me that im not the best daughter and friend she has. i wanted to take a break from school then, i wanted to see a shrink, but guess what, nothing happened. i went back to classes like nothing happened. my emotions werent compensated. i was doing everything with a broken mind. no one around me talked to me about what happened, only i relived it. i preferred if they talked to me about it, i preferred if i took a break for a while, it would have been nice to talk to someone about, talk about this unending sadness that im feeling; if i did then maybe i could be a tiny bit better. but no. i gave every feeling i had for free.
4 years passed and im still here. what am i now? things were good two years ago, but how about now? i still sabotaged everything, while trying to fix things aside. i tried to live life, but my anxiety just got worse; heck i didnt even have anxiety before. i had everything planned out three years ago, now im lost again. i dont have someone to talk to, i ruined the friendships i built with trust. i ruined my relationships with everyone and i act like the victim in my head. im a fucked up person and i wonder if my sadness and melancholy justifies all this. everyday i live with a weight on my shoulder. id say i want to try my best today with a lump on my throat. i tell my mom im having fun but then i turn to a socially awkward girl alone. i tell her im doing fine but i really want to jump off our unit. im becoming a threat to myself, im becoming so lost that i need something to believe in again. im so lonely, im so alone, but i pushed away everyone else. maybe this is all im meant to be, really. i dont think the blues will ever me leave me, ive been accustomed to feeling sad and hurt all the time that im scared of being happy. does it even suit me?
i need help. i really need to figure out whats wrong with me. ive always yearned for help. i gaslighted myself a year ago that i didnt need it anymore, i still do. but what will i do when no ones listening to me? when my parents care about imagery rather than my wellbeing? when they care about other people telling them that their daughters 'fucked in the head', well i am. and to the people who tells me that i am, well i am, and probably you guys are and your children feels the same too.
what will the girl who dreamed of becoming a beautician think about the girl who i am now? what will my other selves say about me? ill forever mourn the girl who i wanted to be. the writer, the poet, someone who writes for a living and just sits down in her room with a view. i could also work in a library or in a museum, where i could stare at art and write about it. i want to write. and im sorry lola that i didnt get to finish the story i was writing for you. im sorry im not becoming someone you wished to be. im sorry to everyone who i let down. to my mom, you really are my best friend and im thankful to everything youve done for me, and the little things youve done to make me feel better. to my dad, thank you for the sacrifices you made for us, for my education, despite not being there physically. but you know, i had a lot of trauma growing up and carrying them now because of you two. my social anxiety, the way im afraid to speak up, when im asked about something i dont respond, because everything feels like a wrong answer. and a wrong answer always equates to screaming and shouting and punishing me physically for discipline. but dont worry, i guess, i tried to accept it with love. love equals hate, after all. the two of you did your best, but im sorry. i just want to sleep now.
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to be honest i didnt know how it exactly started. when did i feel depressed? no, scratch that. when did i feel sad for no reason? ninth grade. i cant remember the specifics now, but i do remember trying to drown myself, my first attempt of suicide, because of my grades. i was 13, i felt hopeless, my mom got mad at me, and we didnt have the closeness of our relationship that we have now. i became more sad when i reached my senior year of high school, grades 11 and 12. i had my first heartbreak (cliche as it sounds) and i sabotaged all my friendships. i was a bad friend, i was getting into smoking and drinking--i made both of them my coping mechanism. i spent my days lying in bed, crying in the mornings before school started inside the bathroom stalls, i skipped classes and traveled on my own and smoke and drink--people believed i was 18. but i was 16. i was 16, but i felt like my inner machinery was already tarnished. i chased love but turned away the second they showed me that they liked me. i ran away from my friends and used them for my own benefit because i was 'sad' and that they should 'know' that because they were my 'friends'. but no. nobody deserves that kind of treatment. i was never saved that time, never told anyone how i truly felt. but when i did tell i immediately regretted it because they never understood my weight of emotions; i felt invalidated.
freshman year of college rolled through and i thought i was doing fine, but i wasn't. i wanted to be so much that i ended up overexerting myself. when it finally became too heavy for me i stayed out late, drank again, spent the night with my friends and didn't come home. the next day i told my mom that i had this urge to be alone, to disappear, and that my emotions were all so heavy that i was becoming more sad everyday that even i didn't know the reason. before i could say i wanted help, she told me instead the opposites of what i have been saying. 'ah, this must be what invalidation feels like' i thought, and thats when i knew that really, no one will understand what im going through. its the pandemic now, 2020 and im turning 18, the age of adulthood. funny enough months before that i told myself that i wanted to die, and that there was a bleach ready in out bathroom for me to try out. i thought back then, dying at 18 would be nice because it would spare me the pains of adulthood. my birthday came, i felt heavy when i woke up; i finally decided, you know. my mind was made up. but then i woke up and i hear my dad calling my mom on the phone and asking her if i was already awake, my mom sounded giddy, excited, and told my dad that i haven't woke up yet and that there's too much food on the table she's excited on how ill react. i cried. they were downstairs celebrating my birthday but i was stuck in bed thinking of ways to unalive myself. in the end i came down, wiped my tears, celebrated my birthday normally, posed for some pictures, and called it a day. that was the day i started dreading having to celebrate my birthday. same year, october, i called the suicide hotline with pills in my hand, ready to end it all. long story short, more shit happened. called the hotline, texted my cousin i was gonna die, she then called her parents then said parents called my mom. mom caught me, we cried so hard, i told her everything. we became closer then. she was my best friend and still is, and it pains me that im not the best daughter and friend she has. i wanted to take a break from school then, i wanted to see a shrink, but guess what, nothing happened. i went back to classes like nothing happened. my emotions werent compensated. i was doing everything with a broken mind. no one around me talked to me about what happened, only i relived it. i preferred if they talked to me about it, i preferred if i took a break for a while, it would have been nice to talk to someone about, talk about this unending sadness that im feeling; if i did then maybe i could be a tiny bit better. but no. i gave every feeling i had for free.
4 years passed and im still here. what am i now? things were good two years ago, but how about now? i still sabotaged everything, while trying to fix things aside. i tried to live life, but my anxiety just got worse; heck i didnt even have anxiety before. i had everything planned out three years ago, now im lost again. i dont have someone to talk to, i ruined the friendships i built with trust. i ruined my relationships with everyone and i act like the victim in my head. im a fucked up person and i wonder if my sadness and melancholy justifies all this. everyday i live with a weight on my shoulder. id say i want to try my best today with a lump on my throat. i tell my mom im having fun but then i turn to a socially awkward girl alone. i tell her im doing fine but i really want to jump off our unit. im becoming a threat to myself, im becoming so lost that i need something to believe in again. im so lonely, im so alone, but i pushed away everyone else. maybe this is all im meant to be, really. i dont think the blues will ever me leave me, ive been accustomed to feeling sad and hurt all the time that im scared of being happy. does it even suit me?
i need help. i really need to figure out whats wrong with me. ive always yearned for help. i gaslighted myself a year ago that i didnt need it anymore, i still do. but what will i do when no ones listening to me? when my parents care about imagery rather than my wellbeing? when they care about other people telling them that their daughters 'fucked in the head', well i am. and to the people who tells me that i am, well i am, and probably you guys are and your children feels the same too.
what will the girl who dreamed of becoming a beautician think about the girl who i am now? what will my other selves say about me? ill forever mourn the girl who i wanted to be. the writer, the poet, someone who writes for a living and just sits down in her room with a view. i could also work in a library or in a museum, where i could stare at art and write about it. i want to write. and im sorry lola that i didnt get to finish the story i was writing for you. im sorry im not becoming someone you wished to be. im sorry to everyone who i let down. to my mom, you really are my best friend and im thankful to everything youve done for me, and the little things youve done to make me feel better. to my dad, thank you for the sacrifices you made for us, for my education, despite not being there physically. but you know, i had a lot of trauma growing up and carrying them now because of you two. my social anxiety, the way im afraid to speak up, when im asked about something i dont respond, because everything feels like a wrong answer. and a wrong answer always equates to screaming and shouting and punishing me physically for discipline. but dont worry, i guess, i tried to accept it with love. love equals hate, after all. the two of you did your best, but im sorry. i just want to sleep now.
2024.05.15 07:31 Hunter037 Truly, Madly, Deeply by Alexandria Bellefleur - the romcom with gentle femdom you didn't know you needed
Recently we discussed femdom books and why they're not more popular… It seems there is a decent chunk of people out there who enjoy reading gentle femdom and I think there are even more who might like it, if they gave it a chance.
It's not necessarily BDSM with dominatrix in leather and whips. It doesn't have to be about the woman making all the decisions or being in charge. Case in point, I give you {Truly Madly Deeply by Alexandria Bellefleur}
For the background, this is a romcom with a dislike, to friends, to lovers plot. There's a minor “parent trap” side plot which I didn't love. The characters are both sweet and funny and have a great connection, lots of in jokes and teasing and banter. There is no third act breakup It's not full of spice, although there's a fair amount in the second half. Once they get to it, there's a lot of talk, playing and teasing during the sex, they felt like real people having fun in bed rather than orgasm machines (actually, none of the sex takes place in a bed 😂)
So what about the femdom element? Let's talk about Colin:
He's all about her pleasure
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It's not necessarily BDSM with dominatrix in leather and whips. It doesn't have to be about the woman making all the decisions or being in charge. Case in point, I give you {Truly Madly Deeply by Alexandria Bellefleur}
For the background, this is a romcom with a dislike, to friends, to lovers plot. There's a minor “parent trap” side plot which I didn't love. The characters are both sweet and funny and have a great connection, lots of in jokes and teasing and banter. There is no third act breakup It's not full of spice, although there's a fair amount in the second half. Once they get to it, there's a lot of talk, playing and teasing during the sex, they felt like real people having fun in bed rather than orgasm machines (actually, none of the sex takes place in a bed 😂)
So what about the femdom element? Let's talk about Colin:
He's all about her pleasure
“I’ll be so fucking good for you, Truly,” he promised, thumb sweeping against the front of her throat. “You want me on my knees? Say the word and I’ll eat you out until my jaw fucking locks. Tell me what you want, and I’ll do it.”and a little bit of pain
Colin: “I don't want to play nice with you”He is a little bit bratty
Truly: “Do you want me to be… mean?”
Colin “Little bit… if you want”
She pumped her fist up his length, slow, avoiding the head of his cock, teasing. “But you want to be good for me, don’t you?”And he wants to be good for her...
“What I want is for you to make me come,” he bit out
His thighs twitched and his cock jerked in her fist. “Whatever you want, just tell me what you want and I’ll do it,” he babbled. “I’ll do it. Please. Just—” He sobbed. “Want to be good for you.”... then make her pancakes the next morning.
”You fucking own me, Truly,”If it's something you're not sure about reading, maybe give it a go. There isn't a tonne of sex in this book, and there isn't any impact or pain play or heavy domination. I actually would have preferred a bit more spice in the book, but you can't have everything 😂 this is still a 5 star, highly recommended read from me.