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2024.05.15 10:38 SecretiveShades Turns out waters important

My lawn has never been close to as nice as many of yours. But it used to at least not be an eye sore.
Irrigation system broke halfway into last season, tried to be on top of manually watering, failed. As you may have noticed...
Finally got irrigation system fixed, probably should to start fresh with new sod, but I can't afford that.
So my plan is:
  1. Start watering
  2. Apply NuLife RiD MOSS
  3. After 10 days Apply Scotts Turf Builder Weed & Feed
  4. Hope for the best?
Any suggestions? Is my plan terrible? Do I need to thatch? Is it beyond repair?
Thanks everyone, it hurts to see my lawn like this, I really appreciate all of you.
Location: Washington
Grass Type: No Idea
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2024.05.15 10:09 Fancy_Boxx I went through my clothes over the winter...

This is a rant about my stuff.
I took everything to my ex's place, was rushed, and one bin of stuff never fully dried and I opened the bin, today. Now I have to rewash everything inside and see what's salvageable.
I want to properly do the Kon Mari method, but clothes have been such a sore issue and I'm waiting to actually fit into stuff again. I have alot of hangups around clothes I am trying to work through first while trying to consolidate my stuff from 3 locations into mainly 1 location. Also, I am in a program with personal property restrictions that I could only bring a couple of bins at a time, and the Kon Mari method says to make a pile of all of your clothes, pick your favorite things and use that as a guide to figure out what does or doesn't bring joy.
I have gotten rid of mediums and larges because I never liked how I looked in adult six small clothing and up. I was always children's sized, gained a bunch of weight (And not in a good way), then gained more weight, then gained more weigh. I know for a fact that nothing above a size small brings me joy except for 2 items worn as a set which I want to try on again and will likely give away within a year from now.
The only adult clothes above an adult small I am keeping besides maybe the 2 named items are 1 shirt which is otherwise the same as 1 I have for regular wear and can be used for crafting matching items; and I have video game swag I imagined being given away at a need event I used to attend that the host used to give away things from a friend who used to hoard as prizes, or I can sell them now that some of this stuff is limited videogame stuff you can only get if you attended a certain convention, and that's been separate this whole time.
I gained a ton of weight and lost a ton of muscle simultaneously during the pandemic which sucked. Was eating really shittily, and am finally eating 3x a day from a meal provider and I calculate about 2 lbs of weight loss per month between my work commute and work assuming my body gets used to the eating every day and makes that my baseline. Unfortunately it could take me 4 to 16 lbs to go down to my prepandemic dimensions, and I have bin of clothes I can add to mg every day wardrobe and more clothes I can try on.
All in all, I have 6 bins of clothes. 1 is work clothes, 1 is half crafting and half winter clothes I am waiting until October to give away to unhoused people (This city is sweep heavy, so it is better to hold onto the clothes and give them out when it is needed.). I regret not going through go my clothes for like months after putting stuff back in storage because I could have given the winter clothes out. Someone who does food distribution has to see people shivering with blue lips. The current season clothes I am ready to give away fit in a damaged backpack which is OK for someone to use in their tent to keep things together or separated afrer a rain, just not aesthetically pleasing. The every day clothes I have right now fit in 1 bin.
1 bin is regular casual clothes I can wear. Another is winteseasonal. 1 is adult venue suitable, and another is in a similar vein. We're at 2% positivity right now which is almost 100k total cases in my city since the only data being provided right now is the test positivity rate in the hospitals. I am waiting for the test positivity rate to go below 0.1% which is 100 cases per 100k.
Going through my stuff today, I see summer and fall stuff I am currently ready to give away, however I am waiting for the season to approach so I am giving things away when people actually want/are looking for those items. For example, I have several pool floats and I have 1 July themed 1. I don't get to swim, I don't like being around top less men cis or not, and I'm probably never going to get to go to a pool party. I have 1 pool float I am probably going to hold onto, and 2 which still hurt because I am a fighting fetishist and they make for blow up weapons.
I looked through my craft supplies and brought out a bunch of stuff I didn't know if I would never use up because I recently found myself making a bunch of pet toys put of supplies left over from last holiday season. There are alot of unhoused people with baby animals right now, and pet toys are something people can use but cannot budget for if they are poor, so I am making suff and then giving them away. And I am glad to say that I won't be hoarding ribbon and faux suede indefinitely, that much of it is actually going to get used.
Over the next year, I will probably start using up my beads in different crafts and I have a couple of specific projects coming up.
Bad news, I still have 2 full bins worth of papers I need to digitize. I am trying to NOT bother with the ex anymore because I just can't, and I have a giant box of papers in his place from when I made a huge effort to downsize my storage unit. Maybe this weekend, but I don't want to see his face or hear from him.
The good thing about spending time at his place was it allowed me to wear things I would wear for him but wouldn't wear at mine, and it allowed me to get rid of a bunch of things I would have otherwise kept holding onto. It took wearing those items regularly to realize I didn't like them after all. And one item I didn't like wound up fitting me better over time and matches something as did keep, but I might still get rid of it in a year.
I would have liked to bring more items over to wear while there, but I am finding I would much rather stay at my place now that I have an ESA and the food situation has gotten better (I am in an interim housing program which is supposed to provide 3 meals a day and accommodate my dietary restrictions. They switched food providers and now I am generally able to get 3 meals a day, but there is still no laundry services on site which is an issue.). I habe exactly 1 outfit at their place which is specifically to wear at their place because I don't mind wearing it there but would never wear it where I currently live.
Once I go down in size to prepandemic clothes, I'll have more shirts, pants, and under clothes I can wear from the bin of casual wear (Which is really like a half bin worth of clothes), but I would rather get down to the lower end of my prepandemic employed weight as those pants are not as comfortable until they're in the oversized due to sensory issues.
Good news, I went through my electronics box and I found a bunch of stuff which is his. Bad news, I still have project items for him to fix along with holiday lights which went out. Good news is he might teach me how to fix the holiday lights. Bad news, he's a dick about working on electronics and had been promising me since 2015 to work on electronics together only to never actually show me anything and get angry.
Oh, and I still have my sentimental iPad which he broke. He promised me he would replace the screen. Also, a laptop screen. I might be picking up work this year which will allow me to purchase replacement screens and get him to fix it as I seem to keep breaking my devices further when I try to fix them myself. I have a phone which is simpler to fix and breaks alot. It's enough for me to know how to fix that, I guess. Even if I tried to do the iPad and laptop repairs myself, the good thing about not being complete 0 contact right now, is I don't have to spend hundreds on repair plus parts if I fuck up.
There was more, but that's about it. My holiday stuff year round is 2 bins worth of stuff and I only have 1 designated bin. ☹️ Did I say I really like Halloween? I guess I have to wait for this holiday season to do what I can while also holding back on supplies. It ultimately comes out to a bin and a bag worth of potential keeps past this winter, though.
I have a a whole foods bags of pom poms I tried to make last holiday season, and it looks like I will be finishing and giving away pom pom garlands and/or ornaments this year because I ultimately ran out of time last year except for what I finished for a community mural. And 1 bag is technically things I will be selling. So theoretically I have a bin and a bag worth of potential keeps past this winter, so that's less daunting than it sounds.
I think I might be ready to give away my felt Halloween bags, and I am ready to give away a bunch of smaller fall items I didn't think I could let go of last year, but I am waiting for Fall when people actually want that stuff. I'm sad that St. Patrick's Day passed and I had a supplies I wanted to use but didn't because my stuff was somewhere in storage. Same with Easter stuff. Now everything is consolidated.
Also, I found a pickle plush I have been stuck with because the ex bought it for me almost a decade ago and was a huge dick. My main memory from that night was us sitting in some carnival ride feeling like crap because he was belittling me and I was wondering to myself what the point of being there was while he treated me like shit. I could wash it and give it away, or I can wash it and give it to him because he loves food themed stuff. And he can be simultaneously sentimental and cruel when it comes to objects. I don't want to see the pickle at his place, and I don't want to think about him holding onto it in some weird way for years, but I don't want to look at it, and he has a ton of food themed stuffed animals. Idk. But Mr. Pickle has to go.
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2024.05.15 08:05 Immediate_Ad1579 Really struggling lately

Never posted for advice on Reddit before but in a really rough period at the moment. I'm 25 male, was a bad addict from 17-23/24 clean off opiates and meth for 18 months now, moved back across the country back to my mums because I ended up homeless on the other side of the country. Lost literally everything in 2022 to my addictions. I've lost contact with literally any friends I've ever had,feeling very lonely Im, last 8 months I've sat at home everyday, mainly because have nowhere to go and i'm physically injured badly (had a major shoulder surgery 2 months ago, had a really bad car crash about 2 years ago and it's just ruined my body( and aside from the physical stuff I feel like I'm dead inside, always exhausted, I just feel very little anymore nothing excites or brings me any joy. I don't know how to articulate it better, I feel like a shell of who I used to be, aside from feeling depressed as I feel just completely useless and so so far behind everyone else. I tried doing an electrical apprenticeship but just fucked it up and I don't know if I can go back to it now my body is so fucked and even if I do, I feel like what the fucks the point everything for the last 10 years has been fucked I don't know how and why it would get better
I don't know but thank you for reading my rant I don't have any one to speak to, I know I probably need therapy but again it's like I've already destroyed my life and pushed everyone away how would I even fix this, feels pathetic typing this but yeah thanks
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2024.05.15 06:51 Therealqueen258 Sutures

I got my sutures removed yesterday!!! Still can’t wear my dentures because I have 2 nickel size sores on the roof of my mouth so my dentist told me to leave my teeth out until they heal completely. I only put them in when I’m fixing to eat. It’s officially been a week since E-Day!
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2024.05.15 06:39 Alex98799 Optoma GT2000HDR laser projector

Optoma GT2000HDR laser projector
I was thrilled to get my hands on the new Optoma GT2000HDR laser projector with its long-lasting 30,000-hour lamp life. However, my excitement quickly faded during the first setup. The colors on screen appeared dull and lifeless. Assuming it was a setting issue, I spent a frustrating hour trying every option available, from HLG to the various picture modes. Disappointingly, nothing improved the picture quality. It remained dull and distorted. To make matters worse, the color adjustment option was completely inaccessible, greyed out on the menu!
https://preview.redd.it/tphrr2airi0d1.jpg?width=930&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=e469ff02be30bcf633cdb669e66e063585f5250b
Adding to the frustration, the included remote control was tiny, with equally small buttons. After struggling to navigate the menus, my fingers and thumb were left sore. To top it all off, there wasn't even a user manual included in the box. With no way to fix the picture quality and a cumbersome remote, I returned the projector the very next day.
https://trendyprojectors.com/optoma-gt2000hdr-projector-review/
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2024.05.15 05:55 RadishPlus666 Another "does this happen to you" post: do you ever pull something randomly, hobble around in agony for several days, and then, when the pulled or knotted muscle finally gets worked out, go into a flare?

I'm just wondering if this is a thing. It's a pattern I have noticed in my life for years, every time. I didn't know I had Fibro for a long time.
I used to think it was the diffusion of the concentrated pain and toxins into the rest of my body before it worked its way out.
The worst time it happened was last summer when I massaged and pain-creamed a really bad pulled shoulder (so bad I saw a doc), and soaked in a hot tub off and on for a day and a half. Afterward, I couldn't move. I couldn't even adjust my body watching TV, my body was insanely sore and heavy. But the shoulder was fixed.
Does this happen to anyone? Or does my diffusing toxin theory hold any weight?
I am also thinking hot tubs can help cause a flare as well.
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2024.05.15 05:08 RickyFlower Road-trip! Bellingham->San Diego

Road-trip! Bellingham->San Diego
Did a lot of prep work for this, atf drain and fill, diff drain and fill, front knuckles/wheel bearings, oil chainge, custom blinds for the camper, air compressor with 4wheel inflator, steering rack bushings, door panel clip replacements.
Glad it’s not raining, I have to reseal the camper windows already (ARE caps suck).
Don’t buy BFG ko2s, mine haven’t been balanced since I got them like 10k miles ago, had discount tire try to rebalance them twice since I got them there. I’ve replaced tie rods and a steering shaft to try to fix this. Darn wheel shakes so hard it made my right wrist swell and get sore. I’m probably gonna just try and get new tires or wheels and see if this fixes it. Not sure why they can’t just balance them. I even balanced them all once while I still worked at a Subaru dealer ship. One was 3oz off when I roadforce balanced it on a Hunter tire machine. Didn’t work for long, they start to wobble and oscillate again pretty quick.
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2024.05.15 04:57 miirshroom Examining Tolkein: Gelmir, Faroth and Beyond

Examining Tolkein: Gelmir, Faroth and Beyond
It has been said that the Lord of the Rings is the origin of the high fantasy genre. I would consider Elden Ring to be something of a deconstruction of high fantasy tropes. A very instructive step of a deconstruction (or of duplicating results) is to look at a thing and examine the elements it is made of. The more general the better - the goal is to find the things that inspired the thing:
  • The setting is inspired by research into many real world mythologies and folk tales. And Tolkein's religious beliefs as a Catholic.
  • Tolkein invented full language systems that were used to add extra significance to the names of people and places
  • The personal history and psychology of the author had an undeniable influence on the themes of the story (when Tolkein writes about the devastation of war it is from a place of sincerity - because he lived it)
So, these are the ingredients of a successful fantasy story that also apply to Elden Ring - draws parallels to previous fantasy stories including mythology, use of bespoke words and naming schemes that are internally consistent as parallel to the real world, and incorporates psychologically-driven themes (in the case of Elden Ring I believe that it is less of the psychology of a person and more about drawing on the psychology of the gaming company FromSoftware...but that is beyond the point of this post).
And regarding the influence of Tolkein there are a few more explicit parallels to be drawn. Which for legal reasons regarding the rights to adapt Tolkein's Legendarium will likely never ever be confirmed by FromSoft. But as I see it getting references under the radar of the copyright lawyers is a time honoured tradition of deconstructive fantasy stories and parodies, so I will attempt to explain these connections as I see them, regardless. Also note that I am writing from the perspective of someone who has been familiar with the Lord of the Rings but never before looked at the extended mythology.
A linguistic connection is formed in the space between two main points that I am aware of: Gelmir of Nargothrond as the possible naming inspiration for Mt. Gelmir, and geographical region "Taur-en-faroth" containing part of the name used for Fort Faroth.

Gelmir

"J.R.R. Tolkien has become a sort of mountain, appearing in all subsequent fantasy in the way that Mt. Fuji appears so often in Japanese prints. Sometimes it's big and up close. Sometimes it's a shape on the horizon. Sometimes it's not there at all, which means that the artist either has made a deliberate decision against the mountain, which is interesting in itself, or is in fact standing on Mt. Fuji." - Terry Pratchett
First addressing Gelmir - literally the volcanic mountain is a reference to Tolkein. As clear of a declaration as possible that Elden Ring intends to stand on Mt. Fiji.
Gelmir in the "canon" version of the Legendarium was an elf of Nargothrond who was captured by the forces of Morgoth at the "Battle of Sudden Flame" which was the fourth great conflict in the War of the Jewels (the war over the 3 silmarils for which "the Silmarillion" is named). He was subsequently blinded and tortured for 17 years until his death - after having his limbs cut off to taunt his brother Gwindor into attacking recklessly - at the start of the fifth great conflict known as "The Battle of Unnumbered Tears". Gwindor himself was captured and held prisoner for an additional 17 years after this battle, before escaping at the expense of having a hand cut off and eventually dying in another battle of the war. He was in love with a golden-haired elf maiden named Finduilas (name meaning "hair of spring leaf") who he also called "Faelivrin" meaning "Gleam of the Sun on the Pools of Ivrin" ("Pools of Ivrin" being a location in the land called Beleriand). She was killed before the end of the war by being nailed to a tree with a spear.
For context, the sixth great conflict was called "The War of Wrath" and was the final one. Morgoth brought dragons to the battle to blast the battlefield with fire and lightning - which had never been done in any previous battle - and the outcomes were that Morgoth was beheaded and kicked through a portal into the void and the northwest corner of the map including almost all of Beleriand (an area equal to the size of the entire Middle Earth map at the time of the Lord of the Rings story!) sunk into the ocean.
There is a lot to work with here already - first being Gelmir's associations with flame and imprisonment and torture that are shared by both Tolkein's and Elden Ring's purposes. Blindness is noteworthy, considering how often this is a theme with Elden Ring characters and even partial blindness is enough to cause madness as indicated by the Prisoner Helmet. Taking a few lateral steps arrives at a golden haired maiden who shares the method of execution used for Marika. And her name meaning "gleam of the sun on the surface of the water" exactly describes the imagery seen in the Elden Ring item "Memory of Grace".
But there's still more to spin from this line! Because Finduilas had another lover named "Turin Turambar" who was a friend of Gwindor and whose family had been cursed by Morgoth. Turin owned a magic helm upon which was perched an image of the Golden Dragon Glaurung - similar to the style of helmet worn by Elden Ring's Banished Knights) - and which allowed him to survive dragon fire. Turin found on the grave of Finduilas a naked woman who he called "Na­niel" or "Maiden of Tears" - because she had lost her memory and was crying - and wed her with neither knowing that they were estranged brother and sister (this is based on the Finnish story of Kullervo, with which Tolkein was especially fascinated). This was revealed to them later to be a machination of Glaurung when Turin was in the midst of slaying the dragon, and subsequently both Turin and Naniel killed themselves. Before meeting his end, Turin also described himself in (probably) poetic terms as having blindness being the curse placed upon him by Morgoth, which is assumed by readers to be more a matter of tunnel vision or short sightedness rather than literal blinding. He is also apparently prophesied to return to life someday in the supplementary materials.
What this means exactly for Elden Ring is up to interpretation. A story could be spun by combining Gelmir, Gwindor, and maybe even Turin into a single character who are motivated by unrequited and/or incestuous love for Finduilas/Naniel also made into a single character - to fill in the empty spaces around the characters of Marika, Radagon, and Godfrey. Or there could be some other purpose for naming the mountain "Gelmir". There is room for more nuance here because there are the alternate Gelmir's to consider.
In one version, Gelmir was king of the gnomes, by which Tolkein was inspired by the Greek "gnome“" meaning "thought" or "intelligence". But this was dropped due to the cultural confusion with gnomes being wrinkly little creatures.
In another version Gelmir was the same character as Finwe, an elf who was born during the "Years of the Trees" that preceded the era called the "Years of the Sun". At this time, the light of the world was confined to the Lands of the Valinor (a pantheon of Creator types) in the west provided by the female golden tree named Laurelin in the south and the male silver tree Telperion in the north. Finwe's wife was a weaver named Mi­riel Therinde and his son Feanor was responsible for forging the Silmarils and jealously guarding them (And also he invented the 7 palanti­ri scrying stones + 1 master stone, and the Tengwar writing system). The grandson of Feanor and last of his line was Celebrimbor, meaning "silver fist". Celebrimbor forged the three rings for the elves (named for air, fire, and water) that were subject to the One Ring but never corrupted by it. So, it's possible that "Gelmir" is selected for being a deceptively niche character who was actually in another lifetime very closely connected to these core events of the history. The appearance of a character named "Miriel" is also interesting in the context of Elden Ring's Miriel, Pastor of Vows.
As a side note, something else of interest from this Tolkein deep dive was regarding the relationship between the silmarils and the world trees of the Valinor. The 3 Silmarils contained the remaining light of the two trees that were destroyed and had the sun and moon forged of their fruits by blacksmith Aule. When the trees were first made they were sung into existence by Yavanna and watered by the tears of Nienna (who was a teacher of the wizard Gandalf and in earlier versions of the Legendarium called "Queen of Shadow"). Nienna again wept healing tears upon the trees to grow the fruits when they were dying. Morgoth stole the Silmarils and set them into his Iron Crown, and upon his defeat the stones were pried out and the crown beaten into a collar for his neck (in the brief period of time before he was kicked into the void anyways). One Silmaril was thrown into the sky where it became the Evening Star. Another was cast into the sea. And the third was cast into a firey pit in the earth along with its possessor.
And as an addition, it is not farfetched that Morgott = Morgoth is an intended spiritual parallel. Considering that Morgoth was indirectly responsible for the blinding and killing of Gelmir (brother of Gwindor) in Tolkein's mythic history. And in Elden Ring this seems expressed in the Shattering War though Morgott pursuing Mt. Gelmir most fiercely. In a more broad sense, Morgoth was the identity taken by Melkor after he was released from the chains made to bind him by Aule, which is somewhat similar to Morgott/Margit using alternate names depending on the circumstance (and Margit's Shackle paralleling Melkor's binding chains).

Faroth

"Faroth" is a Sindarin word meaning "hunters". The "Hills of the Hunters" (Taur-en-faroth) was a location in West Beleriand, the aforementioned western part of the continent that sunk into the ocean at the end of the War of the Jewels. In these hills was hidden the secret elven city of Nargothrond on the Narog River. The same from which Gelmir of Nargothrond is associated. The city began as a Dwarven Hall for the petty dwarfs (exiled and unsociable dwarfs smaller than typical dwarfs), was conquered and ruled by the House of Finarfin (a son of Finwe), and was sacked and turned to the lair of the dragon Glaurung some time after The Battle of Unnumbered Tears. And then fell into the ocean.
At this point there are too many names, which is why I sketched a family tree of all of all these elves that is attached to this post.
Some general trends:
  1. Of the 3 family lines the middle one has significance for being the one to produce the Numenor Kings of Men
  2. The family lines at the two sides have plot significance as discussed in the Gelmir section, but then their lineages die off.
  3. Typically continuity is maintained through the male lines, with sole exception of Idril in the 3rd generation removed from Finwe. The origins of the women spouses are typically left vague (with 3 exceptions near the root of the lineage: Indis has a famous uncle, Nerdanel has a significant blacksmith father, and Earwen's extended family has some substance to it)
If a writer wanted to do a legally distinct take on this mythology while borrowing from it for whatever reason, it would be easy to condense the feats and characterization of these 3 lineages into one truncated one. Maybe fuse Finduilas with Idril - two blonde ladies with minimal character - and also fuse together their lovers and you have a Marika + Godfrey. The narratively satisfying thing about Finduilas being associated to Gwindor (who may as well be made the same character as Gelmir) is that it creates a closed loop for the whole lineage when GwindoGelmir is substituted for Finwe, which is a very attractive proposition for a story like Elden Ring where time is a wheel and return to the origin point is a principle of the Golden Order.
Also this region calls attention to the significance of the river Ringil. That word comes up as: 1) a mountain river through Taur-en-Faroth that is tributary to the Narog river, 2) a sword held by Fingolfin (another son of Finwe), and 3) as the primordial tower - sometimes made of ice - upon which sat the south lamp Ormal (an orb containing the gold light of the world in the First Age that would later pass to the gold tree Laurelin in the Second Age). In an earlier version of the writings. The blacksmith Aule created the lamps at the request of Yavanna, who was herself responsible for the growth of fruits and trees. The end of the "Days before Days" (which preceeded the "Years of the Trees") occurred with the breaking of the lamps by Melkor, after a period of time where he had poisoned the land and caused the things made by Yavanna to rot.
I will note that the early timeline was a bit difficult to follow. I gather that there are spans of time lit only by the stars between the destructions of these various sun/moon light sources, a period of time with Yavanna singing all living life to sleep due to the lack of light. The First Age is also called "The Awakening" but it appears that much of the war between Morgoth and the elves began prior to the beginning of the First Age. There is an aside in which Aule was also responsible for creating the "Seven Fathers of the Dwarves", but he made them too early and they had to go to sleep so that the elves of Iluvatar could be the first sentient mortal life. I found interesting this additional context for the lamps:
"In the middle of Arda, where the light of the lamps mingled, amid the Great Lake lay the Isle of Almaren, where the Valar dwelt." - The One Wiki to Rule them All
"In J.R.R. Tolkien's older writings (not used in the published version of The Silmarillion), the Valar sought peace with Melkor, asking his assistance with fixing the lamps upon Arda. Melkor, still envious and hateful of the rest of the Valar, agreed to give them a strong, sturdy substance. He gave Aule ice. Melkor permitted the Valar to do as they wished until the fateful day when the Lamps' light and heat finally melted the ice. The pillars crashed upon Arda, flooding it with water and darkness." - The One Wiki to Rule them All
I suppose that if I have a point here it is that Radagon's Sore Seal talisman is found at Fort Faroth, which through the winding etymology of words is tied to Mt. Gelmir. Perhaps the blind Radagon was a hunter on a fruitless quest seeking the lost light of the Golden Sun that stood on the ice pillar of Ringil from the days before days - guided by the distant memory of the reflection of it's light on the water. Perhaps there is other meaning to be found. I acknowledge that after a certain point any interpretation found through these linguistics should be cross-referenced with everything that can be learned from all other sources of information in the game.

The Rings of Power

The big brazen choice - in my opinion - was to name the big metaphysical artefact "the Elden Ring"...and then draw actual direct parallel to the Rings of Power. Not the 3 rings granted to the Elf Kings under the sky - I've yet to identify how or if those are expressed in game. Not the 9 rings granted to Kings of Men either - those are seemingly represented in the 9 Night's Cavalry (and possibly the 9 weapon talismans that each feature a ring at the top of the head) . What I find most relevant here are the 7 Great Runes matching "seven for the Dwarf-lords in their halls of stone".
The first critical part of that phrase is the reference to "stone", for I find that the shattering of Marika's Hammer equates to the shattering of the wisdom of stone. But the second point of note is that the dwarf lords of Tolkein received their own curse from holding their rings of power - obsession with gold. A similar obsession is seen in Elden Ring where all of the demigods are corrupted by their great runes and covet the grace of gold.
The arrangement of the Elden Ring also has some synergy with the arrangement of its runes - 6 of the 7 dwarf lords pair nicely through the even numbers. The Seventh Dwarf Lord was the chief among them "Durin the Deathless", who was reincarnated 7 times by being reborn as one of his own descendants. His clan also was generally known to absorb members from all other clans due to his central importance. The first Durin (one of the 7 original fathers of dwarves) built the underground city of Khazad-dum that would later be called Moria after a creature of shadow and flame that may-or-may-not have wings (a Balrog of Morgoth) was uncovered in its depths by Durin VI. Durin III was the one to receive the Ring of Power from Celebrimbor, and Durin IV was contemporary to the first rise and defeat of Sauron. Durin VII is appears to be from the timeframe of the Lord of the Rings and second defeat of Sauron, though he did not participate and seems to be known instead for reclaiming Khazad-dum from the orcs.

Why Examine Tolkein?

So what's the point of the elaborate Tolkein parallel? There may be 7 ring-shaped great runes, but there is also clearly one ring that rules them all - the Elden Ring. Examining Tolkein is one of several avenues of analysis reaching the conclusion that the ring is a dangerous object that corrupts everyone who touches it and must be destroyed. Of the six endings the only one that understands this is Ranni's Age of Stars. And in the Lord of Frenzy Flame ending the Tarnished succumbs to the power of the ring with head becoming a ring of flame matching the firey beacon on top of the Frenzy Flaming Tower - itself visually recalling a depiction of the Eye of Sauron atop the tower of Barad-dur as seen in the 2000's Lord of the Rings trilogy adaptation.
And even more, there's one ring bearer in particular who provides another piece to the puzzle of Radagon and Marika's dual identities. The dissociative identity of Gollum and Smeagol can completely describe the relationship between Marika and Radagon. Two thoughts in one body. With this lens I think that Radagon/Marika were likely not separate entities at the time of their Shattering and may have never had a separate existence. They can appear to hold conversations with each other through reflective surfaces, such as a very shatter-able mirror.
It is quite possible that another Great Rune (or more) will make an appearance in the DLC. If this does happen, I'll re-evaluate Ring of Power theory based on the nature of the added rune.
One last note which, again, is oblique enough for plausible deniability. The end of Patches questline would have the Tarnished deliver the Dancer's Castanets to Tanith, inside the volcano. If you know anything about castanets, they are typically made of hard materials such as wood or ivory (or plastic) and carved into a pear shape. Not so for the Dancer's Castanets. From a visual examination these are made of metal cast in a circular shape and with a ring shaped engraving filled with filigree. A metal ring-shaped object delivered to a volcano, echoing the One Ring delivered to Mt. Doom in the Lord of the Rings.
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2024.05.15 03:56 TheWaywardKid A dissertation on why Rocket Racing should borrow the power-up mechanics from 2010's "Blur" SPECIFICALLY

A dissertation on why Rocket Racing should borrow the power-up mechanics from 2010's

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[TL;DR – Rocket Racing's physics are neither meaty enough nor predictable enough for most hardcore racing fans, but its gameplay loop is too predictable to keep the attention of casual players. Blur's balanced approach to power-ups adds enough chaos and variety to capture the wider casual market while still being skillful enough to not feel like victory is arbitrary.]
Hello worldwide web, and thank you for attending my “clearly should touch grass” TED Talk regarding Rocket Racing, power-ups, and you! Please note that the idea of adding power-ups is intended as an additional mode rather than replacing what we have.
Chaos vs Predictability An important game design principle is the idea of the balance between skill and luck. The more predictable the game, the more you feel like your decisions matter. Too much predictability, however, can either make it feel like the game is playing itself or that the victor was already decided. Chaos can add a bit of excitement and pizzazz to a game, making each match feel unique while giving the impression that anyone has a chance. Conversely, too much chaos makes victory seem entirely random. In general, “hardcore” players tend to lean toward predictability while “casual” players lean toward chaos.
Rocket Racing's Problem Rocket Racing's gameplay, on a basic level, is a blast! Controls are slick, speeds are high, and its loose physics feel so utterly unhinged they provide a sense of exhilaration! So what gives? Why does it struggle to find an audience? I'd argue it's because its physics are unappealing to most hardcore racing players, but its predictable matches quickly wear thin for everybody else. For the hardcore, the arcade-y mechanics don't have enough “meat” to dig into (such as car parts, stats, road conditions, etc) and you never know when the game's physics are simply going to give you the middle finger and ruin a perfectly good run. For the casual, every single race relies on perfecting a single optimal route and utilizing obscure tech, while any variance in gameplay simply becomes a mistake that could cost you a match. (Jackrabbit's infamous shortcut is the perfect example: You either know the unintended route and nail it, or you lose.) When there's one right way to do a map, a map gets stale incredibly quickly. No number of new tracks will fix either of these intrinsic issues for either player-base.
Blur's Powers I won't deny that Blur had its own wide array of issues reaching even to its launch date, but in my opinion it had the single best power-up system of any racer. In Blur you can see what power you are going to pick up, and it remains that power at that location during the entire match. The spawn locations are always the same, but (except for rare locations here and there) what powers appear there are randomized between matches. Players can hold and choose between three items at a time, and can even see what others have. There is a healthbar that resets the player when destroyed, as well as a power that heals when used. The powers are balanced to be counterable by the other powers. The offensive powers have varying levels of damage, ease of countering, and amount they slow/swerve opponents. Blur's “blue shell” sends multiple columns of lightning ahead of the frontrunners to dodge, acting precisely like the glowing hazards already present in Rocket Racing when hit. (These hazards stack further and further ahead if multiple copies of the item are used.)
Why Add Them One of the biggest things Fortnite's “main” mode does so successfully is how it balances the fun of casual chaos with the skill ceiling of predictability, and it is a balance that Rocket Racing sorely lacks. Blur's visible powers – as well as the ability to hold 3 - allow players to strategize what items they think they need given the situation. Their careful balance means that those choices actually matter. Their predictability allows attentive players to know where to look during subsequent laps. Even in the case of the “blue shell”, it affects all frontrunners equally in a way that will slow them down but not outright steal their hard-fought progress. The healthbar allows power-ups to have other adverse effects besides immediately killing a players' momentum (killing momentum would be downright cheap in large sections of the maps); further, the healthbar forces players to think defensively rather than always take the fastest option possible. On the “casual/chaotic” side of things, powers would make each lineup of racers more unpredictable in their actions. The visible placement of powers would also give players more reason to explore other routes through levels rather than focus on the single fastest. The randomization of that placement would further aid in making each race feel more unique, immediately getting a ton more mileage out of every level. (Perhaps a nitro boost is on a route you normally wouldn't take, or you desperately need to heal.) This added chaos would also go a long way in making Rocket Racing's unhinged physics seem less problematic; suddenly careening off into the sunset just seems more acceptable in a race full of explosions and mayhem than it does in a highly technical race.
In summary: Blur's powers would add the variety that a wider audience craves while still being predictable enough to keep Rocket Racing more “skill-based” than a typical kart racer.
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2024.05.15 03:01 MrsCoffeeMan Day 1

Day 1
Got my braces put on today to fix my overbite. They estimate that I will get my lower jaw surgery in 12-18 months.
Thought they weren’t too painful but it’s starting to hit in my lower front teeth. The bite turbos are awful, so far I’m just attempting to swallow food with minimal chewing. I also already have a sore starting on my cheek. 😅
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2024.05.15 00:09 Olaarta Somehow i fixed my "chronic" ulnar nerve pain / sidepressure pain in one moment

Somehow i fixed my
Firstly im not english and i will write quite a bit, so hope what i write is understandable.
I have had pain a long time, especially felt when pushing arm sideways supinated. i know alot of people have this problem, and i thought it was chronic by now. I got diagnosed by my doctor after having an ultrasound, and i had a version of Cubital tunnel syndrome. This week i magically fixed it in a wierd way in a 10 minute timespan. it seems like my CTS was just my nerve getting stuck in a position around the insertion point of the flexor carpi muscle, and it have been reliably stuck there for a long time. I have therefore had this "achy" and "inflamed" feeling at the spot showed by the first picture, as well as alot of sidepressure pain. Even just pushing the arm a little sideways supinated has been hurting for many many months, especially flaring up every time i armwrestle.
How i magically fixed it:
Believe me, i have tried alot of things, and especially the ulnar nerve flossing, which is this variation: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ieH5q3gt3yo
But this time i sat in my office chair and just started doing the nerve flossing again(the same as in videolink) as my arm was very achy at that point. I tried looking both ways while doing the exercise, and i started feeling small "pops" while releasing and pronating / supinating the arm. i had felt this before. On my second set i felt a big "pop", but area was still achy, all though i felt some immediate relief. Afterwards i sat in the exact position shown by the second picture for 2 hours (with a computer mouse in my hand), but with arms completely straight so the load is on the elbow. I also sit abit above my table.
This of course hurts a bit when you have this pain, as many of you may know that have had this pain. I decided to do this because i know it is optimal to have straight arms, and years of computer use has probably helped to cause this(is what i thought), so i did it even thought i feel some unease in my elbow doing it. After doing this for 2 minutes i heard another weird pop while working with the mouse, and pain immedietaly went away. i was somewhat shocked so i pushed a bit down on my elbow etc to figure out of it still hurts. It now hurt a lot less, so i kept pushing it a bit at times until another now small "pop" came yet again after maybe 7-8 minutes. I felt immediate relief in my pinky and ring fingers. I then decided to just sit like this now, in this exact position (second picture) for almost 2 hours. After the two hours i took my arm up and tried pushing it sideways supinated. NO PAIN, but elbow a little bit sore.
My theory now, without having talked about it with fysio or doctor, is that the side pressure from armwrestling (in a hook in my case) can pinch the ulnar nerve with the wrist flextion tendon connecting to the elbow, or potentially other soft tissues. nevertheless I finally feel strong again, and this worked for my specific case, where the pain is at the place shown in the first picture. Many times this seems to be fixable, and it is most likely an impingement of the nerve that you have to get into the right position to let loose.
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first picture
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2024.05.14 23:34 Known-Lettuce-4666 not sure where to turn

I’ve never had perfect health but recently this all kinda started September 2023 where there was an indication that my body wasn’t working “properly” or things were wrong but I was mainly dealing with really bad facial acne/hair thinning/ and some odd lip burning/allergy. This all put me in a state of depression having to deal with all those issues , feeling self conscious and not knowing the cause or how to fix. January 13 is where everything took a turn for the worse where a sudden onset of GI issues took control of my life. I have no clue what caused this nor do I have a diagnosis. I’m not able to eat like I use to and have lost over 50lbs since. I’m also suffering from joint pain from them being unstable/lack of muscle I wake up thru night having to readjust my body or I’ll be even more sore. I’ve skipped out on some details bc there’s just too much……I’m in constant pain physically and mentally. I feel like I’m so far down a hole and struggling to accept that this is my new reality. My therapist wants me on antidepressants I’m nervous to try those as they can induce further GI problems and side effects. My mom is severely concerned for my well being and I am too. Do I get on antidepressants? I am such a loss and so so devastated this is what my life is. I had so much more to offer…
TLDR: suffering from unknown GI problems which has uprooted life/body and is causing major depression. I’m terrified of antidepressants. Do I start them? Will they help or make my problems worse? I know everyone reacts different I’m just lost and don’t know what to do..looking for advice/reassurance/idk…
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2024.05.14 23:32 AngeredFuffin Uncomfortable realisations about family, childhood, etc

I need to get this "off my chest". Obligatory "I can't include literally everything that builds up the situation or otherwise we'd end up with a War and Peace thick post.
Me, 35M; Wife: 35F; Sperm Donor 75 M; Mom 72; Aunt 72F; Aunt 2 70s F,
I used to think my childhood and home life was idyllic and great, but as I've aged I've realised how very, very effed up it actually was. It wasn't so much that it was idyllic, it was that I'm AUDHD and was perfectly content to be alone and do my own thing. Some of these realisations have coloured how I view my parents and family and I have stopped thinking of the man who's DNA I share as "dad" and more "Sperm donor" or "his name".
I fully admit that I have a lot of "daddy issues". All I've really ever wanted was a dad to do dad things with; learning how to do things like fix cars, going fishing, learning to drive, etc. Typical sappy 'Merican "Andy Griffith Show" type crap. I know that's not reality for most people, but it's kind of a sore point for me. Because of this, I've kind of spend most of my youth chasing after older males in my life like a lost puppy hoping someone will pick me out of the box left on the side of the road. I'm lucky to have found at least one person in my life who fulfills that role for me. He's only a few years older chronologically but decades older in experience and maturity.
I've learned a lot over the last few years about how things actually were as opposed to how I saw them. Examples being:
1) My sperm donor is a "what's mine is mine and what's your's in mine too"
2) My sperm donor inflated what he actually did as a "provider" and the reality was quite different. The home we lived in was paid for out of my mother's pocket, my immediate needs (clothes, medication, snacks, activities, school needs) were paid for out of my mother's pocket, and money that had been gifted from family for me to go into a college fund "disappeared" right around the time my dad decided to buy a vintage British racing car.
3) My sperm donor has his side of the family convinced he's father and husband of the year.
4) My sperm donor is stubborn. Not in a cute way, but in a way that's resulted in thousands of dollars of home damage, refusal to repair things for decades because he refuses to call in a professional, and literally refusing to allow his spouse to undergo medical treatment for two years past when it was deemed medically necessary.
The first 10 years of my life were ok, but in my early teens my mom got "sick". To lend some context, her mother also "got sick" when she was in her mid forties. There was never a diagnosis and an autopsy of mother's mother showed only a minor stomach ulcer. Both sets of grandparents are long since dead, any family on her side is gone, and I have no one who was around during that time to give me any input or tell me what was going on at that time other than my parents who have opposing views. Mom says her mother was just a very sickly lady but would also tell me stories about how Grandma would do things like steal motorcycles, get into fights, and do all these crazy things as a younger person. SD's version of events is that Grandma always "got sick" whenever someone in their family or friend circle had an event that might not make Grandma the centre of attention. My understanding is that my mom was expected to act as a live in nurse up until she met and married SD. At which point Grandma and Grandpa dropped dead in quick succession. I am also told that Grandpa took and controlled all my mother's wages from her career up until she met my SD.
Mom "got sick" in my early teens and it was on me to be the one to look after her. I was the one who had to help her when she threw up. I was the one to have to remind her to shower, change her clothes, get her meds refilled, etc. I'd go to doctor's appts with her and try to help explain what was happening and what symptoms she was having because unfortunately, a lot of the doctors were male and dismissed her out of hand. She did end up with a fibromyalgia diagnosis, a condition I also share and understand. The majority of her symptoms are stomach issues; ie nausea, vomiting, not wanting to eat etc. When I say she's had the entire gamut of gut health testing done, I mean it's all been done. At least three times. At one point the Gastro she saw told her that he'd exhausted everything and that there is no physical reason for her symptoms and that if she did not at least try to eat, he'd send her for psychiatric evaluation and have her fitted with a feeding tube.
I need to clarify that I too have always had gastrointestinal issues and not too long ago discovered I have coeliac disease. Adhering to that diet has eliminated the majority of my issues. Despite the fact they eliminated this disease as a potential cause in my mom, I suggested trying this and an elimination diet to see if it helped, but she refused. Her diet for years has consisted of white bread and jam, grits, coca cola, and tea exclusively. Occasionally she would get sushi. This is not an exaggeration. That's all she has eaten for years.
Throughout all of this, my SD rolled his eyes and sat on his ass continuing to eat dinner or watch tv while she'd go running to the kitchen to vomit, me chasing after her to try and help. (Mom would at least appear to get faint during these vomiting instances) so I would be there to make sure she didn't pass out as she vomited in the sink, then clean out the sink after her, then help her back to the couch and bring her something to drink.
It's been 20 years of this now. My wife and I have been living in our own home for about 4 years and I am no longer there to be the one to try and clean up the messes and fill in the cracks, as it were. My family has visited us three times, even though we live maybe 45 minutes away. I have returned to my parents house probably about 15-20 times to do repairs to the home. Right now, all "repairs" have stalled out because apparently having things like a functional and safe bathroom aren't nearly as important to SD as buying military collectibles, guns, and gourmet cheeses.
This January Mom landed herself in the hospital with a bloodclot due to falling and hitting her head. My SD didn't take her to the hospital until a full week after she'd fallen and no one called me for a full 24 hours after she'd been admitted. She went back and forth amongst the ER, rehab, and hospital for about two months and the result of all that was that they discovered she has throat dysphagia but no other underlying disorders. She's now home with a G-tube, oxygen, bedside commode, and an in home nurse that visit occasionally.
Right now, what's weighing on me most strongly is that my parents now have my SD's sister living with them and she is constantly singing his praises and talking about what a wonderful and attentive husband he is. I'm honestly enraged about it, especially now that more of the extended family, who frankly couldn't be arsed to return phone calls, emails, or snail mail over the last 30 years, suddenly have opinions and are lauding him for how great he's been.
I feel like I have this Monty Python 10 tonne weight over my head, because I know that when my parents shuffle off this mortal coil there is going to be a veritable dungheap left for me to deal with in their decrepit home. I'm mad and sad and tired and I honestly just don't want to deal with it anymore. I can't stop feeling irritated that my mom has basically just given up on trying to do.... anything. And had done way before there was an "excuse". Holidays are a nightmare for me because there's nothing this woman wants or like or gets excited about. She doesn't have hobbies anymore, doesn't like doing anything, isn't interested in collecting things, doing crafts, etc, even talking. The times I've been around her for any length of time and attempted to talk to her, she just looks at me with this kind of watery eyed and vaguely befuddled expression or answers with one or two syllables. She is NOT suffering any dementia or similar issues and has been tested for such. It's like she just... doesn't care.
I've spent so long trying to make her comfortable, happy, etc. Tried to get her things she liked or get her into things that would make her happy. My wife's mother is only a few years younger and is active in her community, teaches classes, does art, goes on trip with my FIL, and visits and talks to people regularly. As do most of my peers' parents. This is really hard and I feel very sad and lonely about it. My poor wife has heard it all over and over again and I hate bothering my already stressed close friends with my rants....
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2024.05.14 22:34 insignificant_potato Ex lost his mind when I broke up with him, gave away and destroyed a lot of my things and harassed my employees and friends trying to find me for days

Okay this is in Oklahoma and a lot happened but to summarize basically I've been with this man-child for 3 years almost, I ended up breaking it off after work on Monday (mainly) because of all the issues he has but just blatantly refuses to fix. Immediately after having the discussion he flipped out, throwing things across the room and screaming at me to leave. I stayed at a friend's house that night with nothing but my bag and the clothes I had worn to work. The next day I wake up to a phone call from him where he told me not to bother going back to the apartment because he already let his mom go through all of my things. He said he told her I wanted to fight her (never said that) so she's now determined to kick my ass, and that all of her gang-banger friends now have the addresses of all my family and friends to hurt them as well (this man never remembered my phone number, no way in hell he knows anyone's address lmao but still). I have a witness to this conversation. I also was informed by one of my employees that he had come with his mother to my workplace looking for me, apparently he had been swerving through the parking lot and was acting aggressive and intoxicated. We called law enforcement out and my friend and I went back to the apartment to find it completely destroyed, multiple holes in the walls, and a lot of my furniture was torn apart across the floor, as well several paintings and art pieces that held quite a bit of sentimental value to me. I also found that my medication, makeup,some art supplies, and my medical marijuana paraphernalia has all been taken. His cat was standing on the balcony, I don't know how long she had been outside for. He was not home at the time thankfully, and we had cops standing by while I grabbed some of my things and cared for the animals. Several hours later I was at a friend's apartment on the other side of the complex after submitting the Emergency Protective order petition, id parked far down the road just in case he drove by and surprise surprise he did, I remember hearing the familiar sound of his truck before his mom knocked on the door, I was thrown in a closet to hide and dial 911 while my friend stood at the door talking to them, and thankfully he got them to leave before the police arrived. I can't imagine what might have happened if I didn't move my car down the street. I stayed with a different friend that night for my own safety. The next day went by relatively uneventful until later in the night, we got the EPO and I immediately went and made a bunch of copies before returning to my friend's house on the other side of the complex. I had been in contact with his dad who was using the tracker on his phone to keep me updated on his location, and at this point he had returned to his adoptive parents house in Oklahoma City. At around 20:45 on Wednesday we decided to head back to my apartment to take care of the animals and we found the residence occupied by a couple that none of us recognized. We quickly ran back to my friend's place and called 911, Police came out and removed them from the premesis, and they came out with bags and bags of mine and his things. The woman seemed very confused and had a baby with her, she said that my ex had given her all of it, and that I could take any of my belongings. We went through all the bags and I found several small things of mine, she claims that she was told to stay there and watch over the apartment and to pack his things for him, we got him on the phone (through his dad, I have not spoken to him at all since Tuesday morning when he called me) and he told the officers they weren't supposed to be there and that his key was stolen, and he still sounded heavily intoxicated. Finally everyone left and we went inside to find that everything had been pretty well cleaned up, but the vast majority of my belongings were missing. Adding now my PC, monitor and keyboard, a sewing machine and many yards of fabrics and notions, a cake decorating kit, a small TV and fire stick, a sweing kit from my great-great-grandmother, and a diamond necklace my mother had gotten me for my 16th birthday to the list of missing things. My jewelry box was cleaned out, anything that seemed valuable is now gone, his dad swears up and down they're going to get it all back to me but I don't think that's going to happen. We also found a bread knife with a white-powder on one side of it sitting in the living room, we suspect it to be meth or cocaine (more than likely meth, taking his mother's history and his behavior into account) but when I tried to have it tested the officer told me to just throw it out because it would just be a waste of time. That was the last big event, the last few days have been comparatively quiet aside from getting the PO amended so I can leave the apartment, and his dad texting me, begging me to drop the PO (I won't) I really want to press charges, the court Hearing for the protective order is on the 23rd and I want to be prepared for it, and I have a police report that was approved on Sunday that I have no clue what to do with.
TLDR: Crazy ex gets drunk after breakup, harasses and threatens my entire support system, destroys a bunch of my things and gives away all my valuables to his mothers meth-addicted buddies, and now is hiding behind his dad's hoping I'll drop the protective order.
Do I need an attorney? If so how do I get one? I don't have money right now as I'm trying to get a new place to live, do I still have options? I have a paper trail and witnesses to everything, what is the next step I need to take? Can I press charges for things that happened before we broke up (SA/DV??)? His parents have money and I'm afraid they won't make this an easy fight, but this man has spent his entire adult life having everything handed to him, and walking all over everyone around him. I spent 3 years trying to "fix" him and I want to make sure that after this he won't go off and hurt another girl the same way he did me. Any help is appreciated!
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2024.05.14 21:39 Hallowisp [QCrit] THE PEGASUS FARM Romantasy Adult 140k First Attempt

Hi all,
I've received about 15 rejections from my querying so far, so I figured it might be time to reevaluate. I would be very grateful for any feedback you have to offer. I'm including my whole first chapter below since it's under 300 words.
Dear [AGENT NAME],
I’m seeking representation for THE PEGASUS FARM, a sapphic romantasy complete at 140,000 words. It would appeal to those who enjoyed Godkiller by Hannah Kaner and Across the Green Grass Fields by Seanan McGuire.
Althea was eight years old the first time she tasted pegasus.
Dwarda was built on the backs of magical horses called equuali. Human mages must consume horseflesh to maintain their abilities. Althea, a sweet but beleaguered alchemist, has deep compassion for the animals she uses in her craft, but has always viewed their consumption as an unfortunate necessity. And then one day, a pegasus speaks to her.
Suddenly, Althea must face a hard truth: the equuali are a sapient species. But before she can convince anyone of this, she must confront the ways in which humanity (herself included) has relied on equuali oppression. Supported by a dependable, alluring stable-master named Dulse, Althea puts aside her own dreams of an academic career to pursue an old secret that could help set the equuali free. Beyond the reach of her quixotic and demanding ex-lover for the first time in her life, Althea’s true, joyful personality begins to flower—along with her feelings for Dulse.
And throughout it all are the horses, with their bravery, wit, and charm. The more Althea learns about this miraculous society hidden in plain sight, the more she comes to accept what the equuali have always known: to fix the world, you have to break it first.
Althea was eight years old the first time she tasted pegasus.
It was nothing like the gristly noggle meat that left her jaw sore from chewing. It was soft and luscious, light as air. The sweet, buttery mouthful melted on her tongue, leaving behind smoky notes of black salt and paprika. Its magic began to trickle through her body before she’d swallowed the first bite.
The adults around the table had laughed as they watched her, but in a fond way, as if they were each remembering their first bite. Althea had been sat down still in her farm clothes, her long ivory hair tangled and her pearly white skin smudged with paddock dust, but all the embarrassment she’d been feeling fluttered away with the mouthful of pegasus. Then, all that mattered was the magic pulsing like wind down her veins. When she sat back and closed her eyes, she felt herself flying, and her heart lifted up to the clouds.
That was how Althea learned that freedom had a taste.
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2024.05.14 20:40 TheFoxOfApril Sick.

I have a sore throat/muscle soreness type virus. In bed, just waiting for it to pass.
Mexico is just how i remember it. Only some friends moved on. Everyone has gotten older. The mexican heat is a killer. Regular 90 to 95 during the day.
I Hate and love it. I remember when i left mexico. Saying how i will miss the heat. And i did. Saying that i'll be back in a second, and poof. With the snap of our fingers, years pass by.
My dads house is a mess. We have free range chickens. In the front and back yard. Like 30 in all. No organization. Shit Everywhere. Old tools, old wood, over grown grass. The house looks fine. But we have roaches. I have a game plan for everything. Now that i'm here. Me and my step mom, are planing on fixing everything. My dad might of fixed somethings. But he is working 12 hour shifts.
My 6 month vacation, i'll spent fixing the house, cleaning the town, exercising, losing weight. Need a body like jacob from twilight.
I'll have it. Gonna look like edward though, my skin is pretty pale.
Haven't seen curiosity yet. Wanted to go play chess with her dad. I was wondering what i'd say...
Nothing perhaps. She is apart of the past. Just let it go. But then what. Texas.
The new frontier. It'll be fun.
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2024.05.14 17:19 Naylamrini Mold - should i move out??

Hi everyone, i moved to my house around 4 years ago. Ever since ive experienced brain fog, dissociation, anxiety, sore throat in the morning, chronic yeast infection, chronic fatigue (exhaustion), chronic sinus infection. My sister who lives with has severe eye allergy. I have a 9 months old baby and 5 years old son.
I found some mold in my house and not sure if i should move out or not. I live in a 30 floor building so even if i fix my walls (which is soo difficult to do and also i dont trust people who are going to “fix” it) i cannot control the mold in all the building.
At the same time i moved here, i did the Covid vaccine and got corona, so not sure if its that but i doubt.
I shared some pictures and hope u can give me ur opinion. I love my house but not willing to put my kids and my self at risk.
Please check the pictures
P.S: someone came to my house an cleaned it all with All purpose cleaner which i know is the worst and im so upset
Thanks everyone :)
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2024.05.14 09:38 NeinLive Qanon killed the last remaining good pieces of my mother.

I mean she was a neglectful meth head, but when my grandfather let me see her behind my grandmothers' back she seemed to really want to foster a relationship with me.
I was already very eclectic but she introduced me to so many concepts and art and seemed to be supportive of me being openly queer in my teens.
We used to watch scary movies and go to metal shows together, dumpster diving, etc. She really should've never had a kid. She's a big kid herself and I'm not mad about that. She's always cared about animals more than herself too, often having dozens of dogs at a time that she'd find homes for.
In 2019 I let her move in with me when I still had my old home because my aunt committed probate fraud against the both of us and made her homeless. I took her and 15 dogs in because my aunt was driving back and forth past my house trying to intimidate me and I was terrified to be home alone.
My mom wasn't perfect but at least she wasn't like her mother, the conservative nut who raised me...or so I thought.
Lockdown happens and she lost it. She was already up all the time but I'd constantly hear her in these chat rooms with these weird ass men and what made it cringy was how much of a pick-me she was with them.
One time she invited one of her qanon friends over so they could roast me because I don't believe the earth is flat. She literally laughed at me and said ________ has always been ...impressionable hahaha.
She began talking shit about Trans people and started thinking everyone is actually a man. It wasn't long until she was vocal about her disdain for me being gay too. She was never so hateful before, and by her own logic she's probably a man too. She's definitely got the arms of a navy seal and the jawline of someone participating in the fellatio Olympics.
She began inviting all these other awful people to my house, and her meth dealer boyfriend who carried a cross for two years in our town. Even he gets sick of her rants on nasa, vaccines, and transwomen even though he partially agrees her.
I haven't seen her or sent a picture since before my 30th birthday. I'm 31 now and it's because everytime she calls its because she needs to borrow my ID or social security for some bs reason. She ruined my credit and it's taken me years to fix it.
I didn't bother to bring up top surgery to her because I didn't want to hear her vitriol or bronze age mythology references stating that jahovah had a "special role" for me as a "helper" to some scrote. She's already larping like that with breaking bad over there.
Not to mention She's been on the vaccines cause autism train for years, despite the fact that her brother and mother are both on the spectrum and there's a high possibility she is too. I have audhd, the adhd part most likely being from her smoking meth during pregnancy.
I think her homophobia towards me stems from her wanting to be a grandmother but best I can do is four legged cuties.
But on a lighter note I've figured out what I want to send her as a Christmas card:
Me, with my top surgery scars, holding my cat like a baby, by a 5g tower, a NASA hat and a vest that says AUTISM RULES, while I sodomize my equally genderfluid lover while they hold up our vaccine cards.
Whatcha think
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2024.05.14 08:24 anabel0999 How can get stop my rabbit from eating inappropriate things?

How can get stop my rabbit from eating inappropriate things?
I’m a new bunny owner (even though I had a bunny before, that was years ago). My bunny a girl, I adopted her a week ago and she’s approximately 1 year old, not spayed. I will be taking her to the vet to get her fixed, also she has a bump on her foot which I suspect is a sore hock so I want to get that checked (btw does anyone know what I can do in the meantime before the appointment?). I think fixing her will make it better but so far she’s been chewing some things that can be bad for her - plushy (she made holes in it), paint on the wall corners, my plastic phone case.. etc. I worry that it might be bad for her, how can I stop her from doing it? I watch her all the time but as soon as I turn my back for one second she already has a piece of something in her mouth…and she actually eats those things not just bites them and spits it out :( is there anything I can do to make sure she will be okay?
She has plenty of toys to chew on - wooden sticks, pine cones, a wooden toy from the pet store, hay twists, carton rolls from the paper towels, carton box. And she does chew all of that but still eats the paint from walls as soon as I let her out. I also got her a tunnel and a foraging mat, nothing seems to impress her though. Also I have a problem with her not using her toilet and just peeing on her bed, as well as her not eating that much hay and fresh greens. Any tips would be appreciated.
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2024.05.14 07:49 miranicks Chicken sleeping in nest box

How do I get her back on the roost bars?
She got bumblefoot, that’s fixed and healed now. But she’s still sleeping in the nest boxes, making both her and the boxes messy. I put a piece of 4x4 in there on the ground to see if maybe her foot was still sore and jumping hurt, but no one has touched it. She seems healthy now that her foot is fixed. Not sure what else to do
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2024.05.14 07:29 BladeSeraph To kill some time, lets chatter about Desire`ables on 1.3.1 and maybe future updates~

So i only finally got my first Fully-awakened Weapon+Terminus-like+Warpath with Twen a few days ago and certainly enjoying how Proto bahamut and Behemoth runs feel alot faster, though its certainly driving home the half burn out i feel on the `grind` still, even when i only do a few runs a day.
So thought it be neat to maybe see what some others might want out of the game before they feel its a `complete` game overall.
Just to start off the list here`s a few i feel it could really need, especially would of been nice day 1 of the game: -Proud mode versions of the Primal Beasts and Tayu`itar: I spammed about it multiple times already around the reddit for this game, but I`m sure many would agree that its half a pain to get multiple copies of dread-tails, sequester manes, Tayu`itar head units and Ukar units. Problem aint present with the Avia Commanders thanks to Wolf and Veil.
-Probably over-used, but a Rogue-lite mode or a `Proper bonus reward system` might be nice, maybe to replace quick quest itself: Since i seen plenty, including myself complain there`s nothing really to justify the grind one has todo even after acquiring the `base stuff` of a good sigil combination or put all the effort into fully awakened a weapon. Plus how sparse the end game feels since its just boiled down to Proto Bahamut, then Lucy and now Behemoth, which even if the latter feels way more interactive and you dont have bosses constantly spamming either cutscenes or being out of range causing forced fixed down times of no damage or SBA generation...
...Well them doing something to FIX a problematic mode that had the intention of doing multiple quests back to back for a goodie reward would of been kind of nice, especially since many games whether triple A or not seem to want to include a Rogue-lite every since stuff like Slay the spire popularized it and it fits into many genres. So just like how Dragon Quest: Infinite Strash started right off with a rogue-like for the sake of grinding levels/materials/etc. GBF: Relink could take a page from that or even how Warframe a f2p online looter-shooter made its diviri paradox into a rogue-lite gamemode of collecting buffs and getting more and more ridiculously powerful in that mode in particular.
In GBF: Relink`s case, this could simply be done where each quick quest could add a small resource & drop rate multiplier, which could probably either reset 24 hours after you did the first one or when doing a non-quick quest, and after 3 or maybe 5 quick quests it could gurantee a gold dahlia badge and give an additional chest till maybe it caps to giving 5 additional chest rewards (after say, 15 quick quests for that `24 hour period), every quick quest past that and a gold dahlia badge every quick quest. While having multi player double the rewards instead of guranting the badge and the tickets would just let you add +1 to it period, no online requirements at all so one can stop staring at 99/99 gold tickets in storage. Very least this way when the ability to play online for GBF: Relink can`t happen anymore, it would let it still work as a stand alone game.
As for how they could push it into a rogue-like mode, well, a solo only version of quick quests might be nice that maybe trade off chain bursts and link time by giving buffs as you progress that could serve as an alternative way to get dahlia badges and maybe push players to enjoy favorites more then `meta cheesies or something.` Probably be too much to ask for at this point, but if they were to suddenly take a Xenoblade chronicles 3 approach due to game popularity, i can totally see them re-rigging some content with some basic tweaks and easily adding a dozen or two dozen new kinds of buffs you get for running thru hyper scaled up versions of particular bosses and having things like movement speed buffs, break power buffs and more could even fix some issues in particular characters, make them feel awesome like most rogue-lite modes in many games do, even when the character itself is normally `bad` in the standard gameplay loop of said game.
-Quick-scrap during Transmute/marvel screen and max capacity of Vouchers when GBF:Relink team?: Deeeefinitely one of my earliest complaints because im sure even if its to match up with the cap of 30, on multiple transmutes, it would be nice while looking at the list of pulled sigils, if i could say, press Square on my PS5 controller and immediately scrap those back to vouchers, when i `exit` the results screen, like how a number of games have with similar `pulling` systems. With of course, i think it would be nice to loop around 400~ sigils per voucher cap stock instead of going back-forth every 40, even if multi-rolls cut the spam down from 39 `rolls` to only 2, even if it might of been smoother to let us have a button to just roll as many time as we have vouchers instead.
-With just to finish things up, probably a more tuned up filter system: This is more of a minor gripe but it would be nice if i could select a specific sigil effect so i can only see sigils of that specific type. Despite the fact they have icons to SLIGHTLY differ certain effects(Too bad thats not the case with all so its a dissonance design headache with that), its still a bit of an eye-sore when i could be checking 10 or more sigils of a specific category. Especially if im say, wanting to only look at my sigils with Critical hit rate to drag out a particular combination i want to optimize-match up a build without overlap issues.
Anywho, what else do you guys think the game could use, if we are guranteed further updates, even if they will be `unplanned` after 1.3.1, which as far as im aware of, outside of impossible Lucy and Sandy, is mostly just additional character improvements and transmutation Synthesis, which we still have no idea what kind of resources it will require, if it will be locked behind defeating impossible lucy first and if it will be more unreasonable by requiring something like 10 copies of a sigil with a specific effect to `allow` you to remove the secondary effect on a sigil to replace it with the one you want from the 10 copies.
Probably wont be that extreme, but its likely not gonna be as simple as Transmarvel i would think, to force people to keep having to burn vouchers for `sigil fodder` atleast...
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2024.05.14 06:51 60_hurts Is skiing the most addictive drug in the world?

It must be. I’ve done heroin, PCP, and crystal meth, and skiing is definitely the ultimate drug. I even get withdrawals, and am completely unbearable to be around if I don’t get my fix lol
Anyone have some thoughts on this? What makes it so addictive? PLEASE HAVE SOME THOUGHTS, I HAVE TO TALK ABOUT SKIING. MY HOME MOUNTAIN IS CLOSED FOR THE SEASON AND I’M JONESIN’ SOMETHING FIERCE HERE AND DON’T KNOW HOW TO CLIMB OR MOUNTAIN-BIKE! C’MON I’LL SUCK YOUR DICK FOR A LIFT TICKET!
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