Hello, I just want to ask your opinions po hehe. To start things off I admit that I didn't really take college admissions seriously ( I only took the UPCAT and USTET and failed both (well I was reconned for UST but me and my parents didn't pursue it due to their tuition fees)) so I've recently been cramming my college applications and was able to take the TUPSTAT and the CET of our local City College (CSJDM, Bul). I took Psychology (my dream course) on our City College and took BS Environmental Sciences on the TUPSTAT.
So pros and cons po nila hehe
City College (CSJDM, Bulacan) Pros: -15 mins motor ride lang po sa bahay -marami akong friends and families na umattend/grumaduate dito so medjo familiar na Rin po ako sa place na un -dream course ko po ung andito
Cons: -mababa daw po magbigay? (Tama po ba ung term) Ung dean nila -masyado daw po mahigpit Ang guards + teachers -non LGBT friendly (bading po ako)
TUP Manila: Pros: -although not my dream course, feel ko kaya ko ung napili Kong course since may background na rin naman po ako Doon (STEM grad) -may prestige po ung school so baka po madali lang ako makahanap Ng jobs after graduation -recently allowed na po long hair sa kanila and friendly sa LGBT
Cons: -malayo po (ayaw ako ipagdorm ni papa) -wala po akong masyadong alam sa BS ES (so baka po ma regret ko lang po ung degree ko at masayang lang po hihi)
So uhm kung nakapag attend po kayo sa City College Ng San Jose Del Monte, Bulacan musta po, ok lang po ba dyan magturo ung teachers hehe. And sa mga nag TUP M po major in BS ES ano po pwede Kong maging jobs/Gawin after college hehe. Yan lang po talaga ung naghinder sakin eh, either tiisin ko ung (baka) toxic na environment Ng city college para lang sa dream course and job ko OR pumunta ako Ng Manila kahit ayaw ko Naman po sa course na un.
Un lang po thanks hehe, sana masagot, sana ma choose 🙏🥺

AITAH for ending my friendship cuz of my friend’s gf?
I(28F) have been friends with with Kevin(26M) for almost 4yrs. I’ve been with my boyfriend Daniel(24M) for 4yrs so naturally Daniel & Kevin became close like brothers. Daniel, Kevin & I have been living together for 3yrs. Kevin has been dating Natalie(22F) for less than a year.

 At first we loved having her over she was sweet,talkative, friendly and I was looking forward to having a new girl friend. Until we started to notice her toxic behavior. I’ll give some examples: she goes thru his phone, if he came to our house instead of hanging out in the living room with the rest of us she’d go to Kevin’s room and if he didn’t follow her she’d pick a fight, if he didn’t respond to her texts sometimes he did warn her ahead of time cuz he’d be busy with work, school or helping us out with something she’d blow up his phone and would cry and yell hysterically, if he had class on her day off she would sit in her car in the school’s parking lot for the 5hrs he’d be in class. What really concerned me was she went thru his posts, likes and comments on Instagram, she began to stalk and harass (a girl he actually knew not a random girl) cuz he made too many comments on her posts( long before they got together). She ended her friendship with Kevin cuz of Natalie’s harassment. After noticing this behavior we have asked him if he’s happy he admitted he isn’t but isn’t willing to give up on their relationship. We don’t want to butt in and give advice cuz we don’t think it’s our place and we don’t want her to think we’re advising him to break up with her. But later Daniel found out that she looks down on our relationship cuz of our sense of humor and how we shit talk to each other and she has called Daniel some derogatory names cuz after hanging out Kevin didn’t go to her car right away cuz he got caught up in a conversation with Daniel(not about her). She later “apologized” and claimed she said it out of anger. Then I noticed that when I would text Kevin about household related things (ie rent & chores) he wouldn’t text me but would tell Daniel the answer to my question and ask him to pass it to me. I admit I became paranoid that Natalie was stalking my social media even though she knows who I am and that I’m with Daniel but my concerns got the best of me so I blocked her. A few days after I blocked Natalie I tried to message Kevin on Facebook and it said “15 mutual friends. You and Kevin are not friends on Facebook” so I told Daniel and he questioned Kevin about it & he had no clue. It turns out that Natalie went thru his social media and unfriended me on all his accounts cuz I blocked her, she claimed she did it out of anger. I unblocked her and limited my contact with Kevin to ease her issues. But he hasn’t tried to add me back or replied to my texts but will still answer them thru Daniel, nor has she tried to apologize for going thru his social media. I felt like she put an end to our friendship so I sent him a lengthy text apologizing for blocking Natalie cuz I didn’t know it would trigger her, that I couldn’t continue being friends with him due to Natalie’s toxic behavior and me feeling unsafe & uncomfortable and I would block him to ease her issues. He replied saying that this is coming out of nowhere, how Natalie never had an issue with me, that she wasn’t stalking my social media, claimed I only blocked her after finding out what she said about Daniel, she’s never done anything to make me feel unsafe or uncomfortable and that she’s always been respectful. I haven’t responded. AITAH for ending our friendship? 

Hello mga kababayan, ngayon I kukuwento ko sainyo ang aking STE story at ang title na Ito ay ang maling akala Ito ay base sa totoong storya ko.
Ako ang gumawa ng kuwento na Ito at ngayon ay grade 7 pa lamang ako huwala ako masyadong kilala SA aking mga kaklase at wala akong kaibigan subalit noong sinubukan ko uli mag roblox nakilala ko ang pinaka kaibigan ko SA roblox at yon ay si jam(Di ko na ilalagay user for privacy reason) siya ay aking isang kaibigan SA online game na Roblox Kami ay nag lalaro halos araw araw ng pet simulator X at Kami ay laging sinusubukan lumakas sa laro na yon hanggang na kamit na namin ang aming pangarap na maging mayaman at malakas sa laro na iyon. Subalit ang lahat na iyon ay huminto nuong lumakas na Kami hindi na Kami masyadong nag lalaro dahil para samin ay tapos na ang aming pangarap at nag simulang mag labo, na kaming dalawa ay mag laro at dumating sa puntong hinde ako nag Roblox Ng matagal dahil aa online class iniwan ko muna ang online games para mag aral Ng mabuti at nuong natapos na ang 2nd quarter bumalik ako sa roblox at nakita ko siyang nag lalaro kaya sumali ako pag ka join ko agad siyang nag chat Kung bakit hinde ako nag laro ng matagal, sinabi ko sakanya ang lahat, naintindihan Naman niya at nag laro Kami Ng matagal. Ngayon punta Naman tayo SA ora's na ikinasaya at ikinasira Ng buhay ko, nuong half 3rd quarter na ang aming akademya sinubukan Kong mag seen sa aming online gc na hinde ako nag chachat, at first time ko mag chat nag hi ako tapos may mga bumati saakin don ko rin nakilala si Cedi ang aking naging unang kaibigan. Dahil ako ay may depression nuon at wala akong confidence na makipag usap kahit kanino sa aking kamagag aral. Nag bago ang aking buhay nuong sinubukan ko makipag socialize sa aking mga kaklase at duon sumaya ang aking buhay nakilala ko sina Cedi,Mark, Lawrence,Aaron. naging kaibigan ko sila, Sila ang dahilan ng pagkasaya ng aking buhay subalit ang iba ay nagdulot Ng pagkasira Ng aking buhay. Ngayon punta Naman na Tayo SA recognition day dahil wala Naman importanteng nangyari SA ibang quarter na iyon, nuong pag punta namin SA recognition day nakita ko ang aking mga kaklase at may nakita akong isang magandang babae siya ay Maputi,tahimik,maganda,at siya ay napaka tahimik akala ko nuon siya ay high standards. After ng recognition pag Ka uwi chinat ko agad si Jarsen, aking kaibigan noon. Dahil alam kong siya ang maaring makakakilala sakanya at nuong Una tinanong ko sakanya Kung sino Yong Maputing naka salamin na tahimik na babae at duon ko na nalaman na ang pangalan niya ay ******* nag Ka gusto ako sakanya nuong after Ng recognition day, at lipat naman tayo sa sept 23 7:08pm nag chat ako sakanya dahil nabuo ko na ang aking confidence at nag chat back siya, ayon nag chat kami araw araw Kami nag chachat at sinabi ko kay Sha na crush ko siya at hinde ko akalain na nuong sept 27 ni block ako ni ****, at ako ay halos laging nag papa send Kay Aaron ng mga message tulad Ng Kung ano ang dahilan Ng pag block, pag sorry ko maski wala akong kasalanan,at iba pa subalit, after ilang months ng pighati nalaman ko lang na pinagkalat pala ni Sasha na crush ko siya at nag sabi siya ng mga hinde totoong impormasyon about saakin at ang mga ibang tao ay nagbago ang pag tingin saakin dahil sa pangyayaring iyon. Inakala Ng ibang tao na, nasa gc Kung Saan kinalat ni Sha na ako ay racist,homophobic,etc. Ito ay nagbigay sakin nang masaklap na insecurities, depression, lost of confidence, etc. Ako ay nagalit ng sobra nuong araw na iyon at nag chat agad ako Kay Sha noong ona tinatanggi niya. Pero nag send ako Ng MGA proofs na kinalat niya at nuong una tinuring niyang as a joke yoong ginawa niya at wala siyang pake dahil hinde niya alam kung gaano kalaki maaapektohan ang aking buhay sa kaniyang ginawa ni block ko siya at ako ay laging nag ra-rant kila Aaron at Cedi about doon sa nangyari at tinutulungan naman nila ako. Ngayon naman ay malapit na matapos ang grade 8 subalit nuong December Kami ay nagusap uli ni **** at tumagal ito Ng mahigit tatlong buwan at muntik na kami naging magkaibigan sa personal dahil sinabi ko sakanya Kung pwede ako makipag usap sakanya sa personal sapagkat siya na lang ang aking kaklase na hinde ko pa nakakausap sa personal at siya naman ay sumang ayon na gawin ko ang itong plano ko subalit hinde ko magawa-gawa ito dahil pag sinusubukan ko na kausapin siya subalit bumabalik dila ko dahil hinde ko mabuo ang confidence na makipag usap sakanya, kaya sa chat na lamang ako nakikipag usap sakanya. Subalit nuong march 3 last ko na chat at hinde ako nag chat ng march 4 at march 5 sapagkat ito ay sabado linggo at mami ay lumabas. Nuong march 5 Ng Gabi nakita ko na unavailable na ang kayang account SA akin at ibig sabihin non ay ni block niya ako ule ako, ako ay nanahimik na lamang at hinde na ako umasa uli na ako ay I unblock or kausapin uli. Sinabi ko ito kay Aaron at siya ay nabigla ren dahil maayos naman ang aming pag kakaibigan at walang impormasyon Kung bakit ulit ako ni block. Ngayon naman ay malapit na matapos ang school year 2022-2023 at hanggang ngayon hinde ko na kinausap si ******* muli at ako ay hanggang ngayon walang confidence at balak na kausapin siya sapagkat nahihiya na ako sakanya dahil SA aking nakaraan malapit na ang recognition SA tingin niyo ba may part 2?? Sa tingin ko wala pero hinde natin malalaman ang ating kinabukasan kung hinde tayo pupunta dito. At Yan ang aking grade 8 life ako ay kasulukuyan na masaya dahil SA aking mga kaibigan at hanggang ngayon may poot parin ako kay ******* dahil sa nakaraan salamat sa iyo Kung umabot Ka dito ako ay lubos na masaya dahil na labas ko na ang aking mga nararamdaman salamat ule at paalam SA iyo kababayan. Magandang Gabi kababayan, ngayon ay ako ay nasa ika-9 na baitang na. Madaming nangyari bago matapos ang recognition Ng aming ika-8 na baitang. Bago matapos ang recognition, si Jamal II, ang dati Kong kaibigan ay biglang nag open up sakin, na siya raw ay nag kaka gusto sakin, kung di niyoko kilala, ako ay isang taong hinde alam Kung paano ang gagawin ko pag may mga sitwasyong ganito. Hinde ko na lang pinansin at nanahimik na lamang ako. Sinabi ko Kay Aaron ang nangyari at tinulungan niya akong maka lipas sa problemang Ito. Ngayong pasukan, hinde ko na pinapansin si Jamal II, sapagkat ako'y nakakaramdam ng Sama Ng loob dahil nararamdaman ko na ako ay pinipilit nuong panahong iyon na magustuhan si Jamal II. 3rd week pa lng Ng aming klase, at hanggang ngayong araw hinde ko na muli kinausap si ****, itutuloy ko iyong storya na Ito hanggat sa graduation Ng junior high school. Dito ninyo malalaman lahat Ng aking pinag dadaanan SA buhay, kung pighati ba, pag mamahal, pag kakaroon Ng sama ng loob, isyu, at iba pa. Aking babasahin lahat ng Ito pag dumating na ang tamang ora's at yon lamang sa araw na ito madaming kuwento pa ang aking ibabahagi sa inyong lahat, paalam. Akoy nag babalik ulit mga kababayan ngayon may bago akong kwento, so noong sept 23 sabado biglang nag pop up Yong acc ni Arianne sa fb tapos na curious ako Kung bat nag pop up and chineck ko tapos pag Ka check ko, WTFFFFFF di na ako naka block?????£??'? Nagulat ako Ng sobra pero hinde masaya kasi sa Wednesday eh 1 year na Yong block tapos Di pa pinaabot nagalit ako ng onti that time and parang na weirdan ako dahil bakit suddenly wala na Yong block? Pero Di ko na inalam and di ko na Lng pinansin and may na alala ako habang patulog ako na biglang gumising sakin Ng sobra. Kasi noon guys nong sa alt acc niya ako nag cha-chat may na mention siya na may nag send daw Ng proofs Ng something Kaya siya na creepyhan sakin, and yon ang curious na curious ako gusto kong alamin nang sobra Kung sino yong taong yon kung totoo man sinasabi niya at yon lamang mga kababayan paalam muli pero bago tayo mag tapos para sa isang parte ng kwento na ito may gusto akong sabihin sainyo huwag kayong umaasa pag wala na talagang pag asa di ko sinasabing gusto ko si **** pero mung mangyari man sainyo ito soon wag niyo akong gagayahin dahil masisira ang buhay niyo. Tulad Ng sinabi ni Duterte "huwag mong subukan, masisira ang buhay mo". Hello mga kababayan parehas parin na araw and may nagawa akong katarantaduhan, so mag lalaro dapat kami ni emman Ng valorant at sa maling acc ko na send, hulaan niyo Kung sino, sino pa ba kung di Kay ******* tapos ang nangyari nag react siya ng laugh sa message ☠️☠️☠️ at yon ang nangyari shocking hahahaa yon lng para sa araw na ito kababayan paalam muli saludo sainyo. Magandang Gabi mga kababayan andito muli ako para may sabihin sainyo so chineck ko Yong convo namin ni Arianne kanina dahil noon nag reply siya na Mali daw react niya tapos ginawa ko eh like sinend ko tapos sinend ko Kay franz tinanong ko siya, ano Kaya mangyayari?, tapos Sabi niya possible block ulit then yon nga naka block ulit ako hahhaha Kaka check ko kanina hahahaha, yon lamang para sa gabing Ito paalam mga kababayan. What is up mga kababyan wala pa akong kwento para sa ngayon dahil naubos na ang interesting na storya na nangyari sa buhay ko, ngunit may gusto akong sabihin. Balak kong gumawa ng panibagong mga storya na nilalaman ng mga andito ren na storya ngunit ang mga maikling storya na aking gagawin ay may mga detalye na dagdag na wala dito sa aking "Best selling Novel" HQAHAHAHAHAHA at pag natapos ko na ang itong "Best selling Novel" ay ako ay gagawa ng panigabo muling kuwento at andito ang buong kwento ng aking buhay kung paano nga ba nag simula ang aking buhay simula pagkabata hanggang grade 10 gagawin ko ang storya na iyon pag nag graduate na ako at bakasyon na. Balik tayo sa mga maikling kwento na may padagdag na detalye para sa mga kwento na andito. ang mga title na aking balak ilagay ay 8:37, M.U as magulong ugnayan, martilyo, pananalikod. at madami pang iba, pangako ko sainyo mga kababayan na hinde ako mag tatapos ng aking "Best selling Novel" sapagkat ito na rin ang daan ko upang ma ilabas ko ang aking nararamdaman sa mga bagay na hinde ko sinasabi sa iba na ako man ay, nasasaktan, kinikilig, kinagagalitan, kinaiinisan, at iba pa. ngunit since gr. 5 pa ako last nagalit sapagkat ako ay nagbago nuong nag quarantine. Ito na lamang muna para sa gabing ito paalam muli mga kababayan at ako ay mag hahanda na muna para sa ibang mga storya na aking isusulat Paalam :))))). Ako'y nag babalik mga idol parehas parin na gabi at ngayon gabi ay gusto ko lng masabi ang aking mga nararamdaman. Wala pong confession dito dahil wala naman po akong crus,h almost 1 year na po akong walang crush, pero ang timeline po ng crush mo eh biglaan na lang po ako nag kaka crush sa isang babae randomly at mostly after a few years every time ako nag kaka crus. Mga anim pa lng crush ko buong buhay ko at ni isa doon di ako nag confess dahil ako yong tipong may crush pero ayaw ma crush back dahil ayoko ng relationship, since bata pa ako at hinde ko pa alam ang sarili ko pag dating sa relasyon at mga nararamdaman ko sa mga nagugustuhan ko as a crush.... pero sa ngayon ang aking hinala eh mga senior high or collage na uli ako mag kaka crush dahil wala na akong feelings na mag ka crush ulit sa ibang tao, btw may ikuwento pa ako sainyo guys, si ******* pa lamang ang aking crush na talaga kong minahal, like as in, sa lahat ng naging crush ko siya pa lamang ang nakaramdan talaga ako ng pag mamahal papunta sakanya siya pa lamang ang aking crush na talaga akong nag ka feelings at hinde lamang dahil nagandahan ako, well sa tingin ko nangyari ito since matured na ako ngayon di tulad dati, at mas na iintindhan ko na ang relasyon since ako ay isang teenager na. grabe guys itong gabi na ito andami kong nasulat dahil pag dating talaga sa feelings ko eh hinde ko na napipigilan sarili ko mag salita kapag kinakausap ko sarili ko pag dating sa mga pag kakamali ko sa buhay..... marami akong pag kakamali, pero wala na tayong magagawa doon dahil lahat ng nangyari ay may dahilan at sa huli mo malalaman.

Do I have bisexual or homosexual tendencies or is it just paranoia/trauma?
I've always had a block about sex, I managed to get unblocked about certain things when I started sexting online and selling content but I'm still afraid of penetration.
I am still a virgin and have been taking sertraline since 2021, I have often had attraction to unavailable boys but also some experience with boys. I had a strong attraction to a boy in 2019 and I wanted to do it with him but he didn't want to because there was no romantic involvement. Despite this, once even with him I got stuck, I felt like I froze.
Two or three more times I blocked myself and I don't know if it was because I didn't feel a certain chemistry or mental understanding or attraction or feeling or if it was because I have a phobia. I kissed a total of 4 people and had foreplay with 3 but I would have liked to have intercourse with only two.
As a teenager I had no interest in relationships and lived in my own world. I have been diagnosed with CPTSD and anxiety and depression and have been in treatment for years for various issues and traumas, I have suffered bullying, isolation and bad experiences. I was laughed at and isolated and treated badly by boys in adolescence as well as by girls but the boys really treated me like i was disgusting .
In 2014 I became obsessed with the Idea I was a lesbian and I convinced myself that I was attracted to two girls, I had intrusive anxious thoughts, I didn't want to go to school, the anxiety was killing me. I had homosexual OCD type compulsions to check the reaction to certain thoughts, read forums etc. I was very sick.
This thing was born after they spread the word that I was a lesbian (a very homophobic environment) to make fun of me and isolate me further, they told me that someone liked me to make fun of me since this individual really disgusted me. This started when this bi girl sent a message saying we could talk and get to know each other, as she could like me but she started laughing behind my back, she wanted to fuck with me for some reason and see my reaction.
Now I'm calmer but I still have sex phobia. I increased the dose of Zoloft after the appointment with the psychiatrist but I noticed that strange thoughts increased...
I've always been attracted to guys, it really excites me to show myself on cam and get guys excited, see them come etc, I also like oral sex, kinky things. My fantasies are very vast.
Since increasing the dose I've noticed that women in provocative or naked poses turn me on a little but I don't fantasize about doing anything other than touching breasts or ass. I don't like the idea of ​​kissing or other sexual acts.
It's almost a voyeuristic act, I like the woman to expose herself but this reaction on my part is rare, they don't usually excite me and I have no attraction for the female organ. Even very beautiful women don't usually attract me.
In the last few days I have also had thoughts of domination towards the man because doing it as a submissive sometimes makes me uncomfortable, I fantasize about dominating this guy I'm with but sometimes if I think about penetration I get anxious and freeze.
I remember that we did foreplay two or three times but the first few times I felt very nervous and I couldn't let go so I didn't feel very excited. The last time we smoked marijuana and I went crazy, I felt relaxed and I wanted to have intercourse.
It occurred to me that maybe I'm a lesbian but I don't think so because women are usually indifferent to me but I have a lot of problems with the opposite sex... I've never even tried. Once I entered a strip club to see how they worked and understand how the atrippers' clubs worked (if they were like in America) but they mistook me for a customer and I ran away.
Every now and then lately I see a beautiful woman in photos and videos and I feel like an attraction but has it ever happened to me in person?
Do I have tendencies or are they just paranoia?
I remember when i think of old friends i get a warm feeling i don’t get with men, but not arousal, i didn’t have many friends growing up. Also i am scared i will fall in love with a woman and my parents will hate me. I always imagined myself with a man, but now i have weird thoughts. My therapist said it may be personality ocd or latent tendencies?
I get phases where i obsess over things like my looks, certain guys or concepts or hobbies too
Growing up i had no crushes for boys except fictional men and once ot twice but they were intense in my late teens for guys i met online, was sorta limerence and fantasies. Irl i dated one guy and had very strong sexual attraction but no feelings.
I am dealing with one guy who is not totally well but it doesn’t feel as intense, i take meds which dumb down your emotions but i still missed him, wanted to talk to him, fantasies, obsessing wtc

I was recently diagnosed with Bipolar 2. During an episode, I pushed out friends and didn't respect boundaries. I had an attempt a month ago, and there was no one there to support me. After I got out of the hospital, I reached out to friends. Many said they dont care anymore, but one of my friends told me she wanted distance, but supports me. I stopped messaging her for a bit, but I started reaching out to her, hoping to talk. She blocked me, and I really don't know what to do anymore. I have no friends who want to support me. I doubt she will unblock me too because she said she wanted distance, went months without talking, and then talked at the end of the school year. I'm home for the summer with indifferent parents and now friends.

I was recently diagnosed with Bipolar 2. During an episode, I pushed out friends and didn't respect boundaries. I had an attempt a month ago, and there was no one there to support me. After I got out of the hospital, I reached out to friends. Many said they dont care anymore, but one of my friends told me she wanted distance, but supports me. I stopped messaging her for a bit, but I started reaching out to her, hoping to talk. She blocked me, and I really don't know what to do anymore. I have no friends who want to support me. I doubt she will unblock me too because she said she wanted distance, went months without talking, and then talked at the end of the school year.

I administer HiSET/GED as my job and...
PEOPLE.
GED and HiSET are corporate products created to try to turn people into numbers. "What is the minimum we can pay this person to do a job? Oh, they have their GED. Dang. We have to pay them slightly more."
These exams are based on 8th-grade material and created by a bunch of out-of-touch corporate jerks and then sold to state DoEs for much money every year. The corporation gets paid for every subject section administered. In my state, it's $15. So assuming a student takes all 5 subjects and passes them all on the first try, PSI and ETS and all their little buddies made $75 dollars.
The test has N O T H I N G to do with how "smart" you are. What the creators of the test are calculating is how to fulfill their obligation to the government and create a test that's passable, but also as confusing as possible so that they can charge for retests.
Do you know how many times I have been asked what my score was on my GED since I earned it 15 years ago?
ZERO. I applied to college, I applied to scholarships, internships, jobs, grad school, and no one, not ONCE has anyone ever asked me my score. And it was a good score! It was a band-aid on my wretched self-esteem after dropping out of high school.
After I went to college, people even stopped asking if I had it. After I had worked for a few years, people even mostly stopped asking where I went to college/what my major was. I've only been asked about my college GPA once (by grad school.) I've been told by some of my age 30+ GED students that they've lied about having it before, and no one has checked. Especially if they have a few years work experience in whatever it is they do.
I could give several TED talks on this topic, but rest assured: I have seen some very under-educated people and some real assholes scrape through their high school equivalency tests. I also talk to the company that owns the trademarked HiSET brand at least once a week. I know them, and I don't know you. But I am 1000 percent sure that there is no way they are smarter.
You've got this.

Hello. I just joined this community and honestly I'm not sure why. Sorry in advance for my bad English. I am thinking about committing suicide. Not because I want to die, but because I want the pain to stop. And I don't see any other way. Maybe I would like to hear other people's thoughts and see some light in the darkness. Because I'm scared. I don't want to die. But even more, I don't want to continue to suffer from pain. At first glance, my life is quite normal and it would seem that I have a good family that gave me a roof over my head, food and everything necessary for existence. However, I cannot believe it myself. Constant yelling, humiliation due to academic failures, more yelling, mockery, few and rare blows on the body... All this was a part of my childhood. Demanding an ideal in studies, sports, shouting and calling names when I did not cope. Maybe this is all a small problem, but it gradually broke me. Maybe I'm just too sensitive and just looking for pity. At some point in my childhood, I simply lost all emotions. Happiness, joy, sadness, fear or something like that is gone. I felt only a huge emptiness that eats me from the inside of my chest. I spent all my time in my room, I had no friends, no one. Bullying at school and in the family due to being overweight also left a mark on me. Now I can't accept any result other than ideal, I can't accept my body no matter what it is. I consider myself disgusting and hate my body. But this is not the main problem. I learned to live with it, I came to terms with the fact that I am not attractive, I gave everything in my studies just to feel this feeling of disappointment as little as possible. However, life continued to be gray and without any emotions. Even when they continued to shout at me, I just looked at it blankly. When my grandfather died, I didn't cry. It would seem like a very close person, and he was good to me, but I felt nothing but a slight sadness. This continued until last summer. That summer I thought about ending my life. However, I met her - the most beautiful girl in my life. She loved me and I loved her (and still madly love her). She accepted me as I am, instilled in me the belief that I am worthy of love (which was also difficult to believe because previous relationships fell apart very quickly because people simply threw me out of their lives, often even without any reason). She supported me, gave me everything I could wish for. And my emotions returned with her as well. I rejoiced, cried, laughed. I even mourned my grandfather even though he died more than a year ago. It's as if she found some kind of switch in me... She wasn't perfect, no one is perfect, she had her drawbacks, because of her there were certain difficulties in relationships too. But mostly I ruined everything. I made many mistakes. I hurt her. She says I ruined her life. She says that she wants to die because of me. And blocked me everywhere. I know that she had depression, a difficult life, problems at home and until she met me. But I still made it worse with my mistakes. I hate myself every day. Because I changed but it was too late, I should have been this way from the beginning of the relationship. However, it is too late now. Before, when we broke up, she came back after one or two days, but now it's been more than 5. That's why I think I've completely lost her. And pain, guilt and self-hatred gnaw at me every day. I wanted to make her happy and as a result I became a disappointment.. But this is not the only trouble. In addition, there are my parents. So I live with them, I'm already 20, and I live with them in a mansion. I'm still studying, in the 3rd year, I don't work anywhere... I don't take money from them and use my scholarship, but I still put a lot of pressure on myself because I'm unemployed. It is difficult to find a job in my country now, especially the war affected this too. But that's not the point now. My parents. I constantly hear every day that I am somehow not like that. "Get a haircut, start exercising, put yourself in order" and dozens of other phrases. Constant questions about my personal life and even after I said that I don't want to talk about it, there are still a hundred more questions about the same thing. As if my "no" and my wishes do not exist. And when I ask not to violate my personal boundaries, I hear screams in my direction that I am ungrateful, name-calling, that there are much worse parents, that I should be grateful that I was born... It especially hurts from screams and image. I just fall into a hole and cry into my pillow. It's like I'm having seizures and I'm shaking and I can't stop it. My vision blurs and I am like a child again - helpless and disappointed. Today the fight was particularly bad and my mother actually gave up on me. I just can't stand it. I don't have anyone. I lost the only person who was on my side because of my actions. Constant self-hatred and screams from outside are killing me and I am constantly thinking about suicide. I wish I could change the past.. I would give anything for it. I want her back so badly.. But she doesn't want to be with me anymore even if I become perfect(her words). Although she says that she loves me, but only with her heart, not with her mind..(these are also her words) I also went to a psychologist before (due to the fact that I wanted to become a better partner for her and also solve childhood traumas) but it is expensive and now I don't have money to continue the therapy. That's all. This is my story.
UPDATE: She unblocked me this morning. She said how much she hates me. She said that it would be better if I had never been born. She said that I am shit and not a person. And many more similar things. She says she is going to die because of me. i want to die

Last year I suggested we move to Our Family Wizard to clean up our communication because I felt we should limit communication and stay on track. Ex agreed so I downloaded and paid for it then he said he "couldn't get it to work" and then he just plain wouldn't use it.... Ok whatever
Our kids are 11 and 16 so not much needs to be communicated other than me sending medical bills for his half of reimbursement, summer camp schedules (I register and pay 100%) , changes to DR apps, etc. I will be delighted when the kids are adults and I never have to speak with him but until then I will cordially coparent through limited communication.
2 months ago I found out him and his GF, mostly is GF called CPS, the police, went to our youngest daughters school and stated my home is unsafe and they want the kids removed. Everyone they talked to stated this is a custody disagreement and not any concern of abuse in my home. They even tried to have our youngest placed on a 72 mental health hold - the hospital also interviewed our child and said she was safe at both homes. All we have from that is a $3K bill.
Since then my ex will sporadically respond to any messages I send or not at all, but will call me when the kids are with me and be super nice and chatty. The other day he sent a text and I let him know I do not trust his motives so I will be sticking with the parenting plan and the plan from our childs therapy team. He lost it and said none of those things happened in April and he doesn't know where I heard that.
I let him know I heard it from - the principal of the schools, the police officer who spoke with them and deemed them a false report, our child's therapist who was contacted by CPS to ask if she thought our home was unsafe and the hospital I was called to meet him at and now owe $3K
So he is not speaking with me. In fact has me blocked on every channel so I can't send him camp instructions for our childs upcoming camp. I am debating with sending it to his mom since she helps with the kids during both of our parenting time but she is heading out of town. Any advice how to deal with being blocked when I try to communicate, but unblocked when the kids are with me?

Hi this is a throw away account just in case anyone I know finds this story, i doubt it. I apologize for the long rant, but this has been waying heavily on my heart and mind for almost a year. I (21F) was dropped and blocked by my one of best friends of over 7 years. Semi relevant information, it is suspected that I have "high functioning" autism; I have always struggled with social cues, conversations, and indirect "rules". I don't have the resources right now to get an official diagnosis and if you're thinking, she must be following a social media fad of being late diagnosed, I honestly don't know myself, it explains a lot about my life when I look back on it, my past therapist agrees with the idea, and so do a lot of people around me, but I worry that I'm not because even though I've struggled differently with living than other people, I still don't have faith in my own self diagnosis but I understand that autism is a spectrum.
Anyway I digress, for the sake of the story I'll call my old friend Ella. Me and Ella met in school after I was paired with her for a school assignment. She was very quiet and to her self and I don't think I would've noticed her much If we hadn't been paired up. I wasn't popular in fact I was the opposite, I was bullied but I still made pretty good friends as I've always prided myself on having real friends and not being friends with just anyone and everyone. We had a friend group that stuck together through the end of school, and after that everyone watched each other from a far but we still supported each other. Ella helped me through a lot, she was never rude about my quirks and we joked so much that a lot of times we were threatened to be separated by teachers. We were always giggly and happy, we invited each other to our birthdays, special life events, and more. When I went through my depression, she was right there always caring for me and giving me encouraging words. I don't think I can describe just how much we went through and how much she meant to me.
The most I could say is she was like a sister to me to the point where my parents referred to her as their child too, not that she didn't have her own family. She even surprised me by applying and getting the same job I had, I didn't know until I saw my manager showing her how to clock in and I tackled and hugged her. She was a constant in my life and the first person I told about everything, sad, happy, weird, whatever. I tried to be the same for her but she wasn't a big sharer. I don't mean that I didn't listen, but that she didn't share a lot. Just surface things. No one knew all of what she went through, her family, her other friends, or even the few boyfriends she had. Whenever she needed something, I was ready to drop everything for her. If she needed to rant, I stopped everything and answered her calls. When I could finally drive, I planned a whole bunch of stuff for us to do and have fun.
Now to the main point, as I said she didn't share much about her life. We didn't have many boundaries for our friendship, normal things like don't date our exes, call each other out for stupid stuff, etc. The first time I fucked up was when she was at my house, and her mother came to pick her up. While she was getting ready, I was talking to her mom, we were talking about our futures and college and I ended up telling her mom that she said she was going to college for the arts. I didn't know that she didn't talk to her mom about stuff like this, apparently her mom wanted her to pursue traditional career paths, like a lawyer, doctor, etc. Her mom showed no sign that she was disappointed or angry, just a little shocked, but it didn't click for me. Ella told me afterwards not to talk to her mom about those things because she doesn't talk to her mom about that stuff. Her mom isn't abusive or anything, she just has high expectations and Ella doesn't like to have conversations about her life with certain people, so she preferred to keep that between our friends. I of course apologized and noted it so that going forward I avoided those topics with her mom.
The second incident was when I talked to her older sister about a year or two after the first incident, I'll call her Ava. Me and Ava weren't as close but considering I was over Ella's place a lot, we were still friendly. We ran into each other at the store and got to talking. She asked me how life was going and at the time my only goal was to move out of my parents place, as I wanted more space. But due to my quirks, I didn't want to move with anyone but Ella, as she was the only person I could think of that wasn't loud, wasn't a party person, and wouldn't trigger my meltdowns. She was clean, organized and I felt she would've been perfect to move in with. And considering the economy, it's not realistic to move in by yourself anywhere. Ella had been considering it but when she got a boyfriend, who no one knew anything about, she decided she was going to move in with him. I told Ava about how I wanted to move in with Ella but she was going to move in with her boyfriend, I thought at least her family would've known her boyfriend, but apparently they didn't. I also expressed that I was sad about being passed over for someone no one knew and that I didn't think it was good idea because I don't believe in moving in with someone you've only known for a couple of months, but I also expressed that it's Ella's life and she has no obligation to me and to follow what I say. The most I could do was be supportive for her. I do acknowledge that it wasn't my place to express my opinion about her decisions and what she did, but it had affected me as I had to rewrite my plan of moving as we had already made a budget plan, talked about several apartment complexes and how we were going to split the bills and even decorate. When Ava went home, she told her mom, and they both grilled Ella about it. Ella got angry and fussed at me not to talk to her sister about her life or decisions. I apologized because I thought she only didn't talk to her mom, I know friends who talk to their siblings but not their parents and I thought this was the general thing. For me, I tend to think that one "rule" applies to others unless I'm told otherwise. I don't know other family dynamics, so if and when my friends would tell me theirs, it kind of expanded my own personal references. But I didn't know Ella's, and I thought was just no parents, but no now I knew, no siblings too.
The third and final strike was last year, about a month before my 21st birthday. I ran into Ava again. I remembered my previous conversation with Ella and tried to restrict my conversation, my boyfriend was even there to make sure I didn't go over board or overshare, as I tend to do. She asked how i was doing of course and talked about how she hadn't seen me in while. That was because Ella had been ditching me for a new boyfriend. For about 6 months, I had been planning days out with her. Setting aside specific days and times, planning ahead and saving money so I could spend money on her. I wanted to take her to several new restaurants I had been to, stores, activities like mini golfing, or arcades, or even seeing movies. But each time she had been ghosting me until hours after were supposed to meet and letting me know that she was unavailable because she was with her boyfriend. He lived in the state over and was driving to see her and bring her back with him and they'd be hanging out. This wasn't one or two times, it was about once to two times a month. Ella was a late texter, everyone knew this. So the last time I had tried to hang out with her, I planned something a month a head, as usually I did a week or two ahead. If I texted her on Monday, she'd respond by Wednesday or Thursday. She didn't respond to calls or if she did, she answered just to let me know she was too busy to talk and she'd text me.
This time, I planned the month ahead, texted her once a week to check that she was still down to hang, and even told her the plan. I would pick her up from work or her house, she had to let me know, then we would go eat as I figured she'd be hungry after work, then we'd go do some fun activities and I could return her home. She confirmed every week that she was still down. The day of, I texted and called her so I could know if she wanted me to pick her up from work or home, she didn't respond until almost 2 hours after she was supposed to be off work telling me she was with her boyfriend, in the state over. I cried because I was trying so hard. I let her know if she needs time and space from me that's ok, just let me know rather than ditching me and I was hurt by how much effort I was trying to put into still hanging out and it was being thrown out the window. She apologized and told me she was just busy with life and I told her just let me know when she wants to hang out rather than me reaching out, so it'd be on her terms.
I didn't tell Ava all of this, just surface stuff, like I had been planning days out and she wasn't responding or she was ghosting me. I even said that I understand that she wants to have a stable relationship, and hang out with her boyfriend, and I'm happy for her. I was just concerned because no one knows this guy, and if something ever happens I'm here for her and I just worry that he's taking her a state away, somewhere she doesn't' know. But she's grown now, and she can make her own choices, I'm not her mom, her sister or even her guardian, she's my friend and all I can do is be here if she ever needs. THAT's ALL I SAID. Then I proceeded to TMI her about my own life. I even checked in with my bf after the conversation because I was worried that I had overshared and he acknowledged, I only referenced how things affected me. Not what she was doing in deep detail and only her life. Also to note, Ava suggested that she talk to her sister about ditching me, but I told her not to as I thought it was unnecessary, we're living our own lives and she didn't have responsibility to me, I just would've preferred her letting me know that she was going to hang with her boyfriend.
Ava still went home and talked to her, I don't know what she said but Ella was furious and sent me a rant saying that I keep talking shit about her behind her back, and if I continue like this she doesn't know how we could stay friends. She said that I have no business talking about her and she doesn't need anyone looking out for her as she can handle her own. I know it may seem like I'm leaving out stuff but I honestly didn't know where this came from. I don't talk about her to anyone but my family, and it's mostly about how I miss her. I don't even talk about her to our friends. I had only seen and talked to her sister twice. It seemed completely out of left field for her to assume that I was talking shit. I showed the message to my boyfriend, my mom and even my other best friend to double check if I was missing something. I was told over and over that I was in the right. I applied her boundaries and what she told me and If I told Ava what Ella did and how it affected me, and by avoiding detail of Ella's life, I was respecting the boundaries set for me. Yes the two strikes were fair ground as I didn't know her family dynamics, but the third strike she completely changed. She blocked me from everything.
I fell into depression and stopped going out, I wasn't eating, I was crying everyday, racking my brain and replaying the conversation. I kept cursing myself out for being so dense, for my "autism", for being too much and being too clingy. I kept listing everything wrong with me, I considered trying to find therapy again but I couldn't find anyone. I canceled my birthday because I didn't want to celebrate it without her. I was rereading the text messages and tried to figure out where I went wrong. I thought maybe she was sick of me, that I was too clingy, I tried to space out hang outs so I wasn't always over her shoulder. Anyone who knew the situation tried to reassure me as they know me as one of the people they can trust, that I don't talk shit about people behind their backs, I'm very blunt and truthful, If I don't like someone I don't go out of my way to see them, hang around them or even talk to them. They say I'm selfless and even give myself a little too much to everyone. But it's been almost a year and my heart still hurts. I wanted to be able to talk to her to get closure and understanding. To understand where this new perspective of me came from, to talk about what happened as I'm not sure what her sister said, if anyone else said anything, to understand her perspective on stuff.
I've spent the past year trying to catch myself with oversharing and overtalking. I am hyperverbal and I've asked those closest to me to help steer me in conversations. To give me notes on conversations and let me know if I overstepped with opinions or advice, because I've learned that neurotypical people don't always want advice and opinions, some people just want someone to listen. But she still shows up in my dreams and when I think of her I tear up, she was like my sister. My dad still asks about her and I had to tell him to stop bringing her up. I just hope that maybe one day I run into her and she'd be willing to talk. Maybe one day she'd be willing to unblock me and talk to me.
I just wanted to get this off my chest, I doubt anyone read this far down. Hopefully no one I know finds this, I just needed to rant as reddit is cheaper than therapy. TLDR; I told my best friends family about her life choices and she cut me off.

This one’s a doozy. Just some backstory, everyone in this story was born in 2006 (except moms). I ‘18M’ have been friends with E ‘17M’ since I was in kindergarten, we had periods of little friendship, but we became really good friends once high school started. Now E and H ‘17F’ have been family friends, and ONLY friends for around the same time, but like best friends. E and Hs moms have been friends forever. E and me are part of a larger friend group of 6 people and we do everything together, we’ll call this friend group FG. I met H online 4 years ago when E introduced her and we have been close friends since then, I had a crush on her then, but nothing happened. I met H in person for the first time at the beginning of this year as she lives on the other side of a neighbouring city. H has been through hell and back, traumatizing stuff that we don’t need to get into. Here is where the story starts.
About a month ago I got tickets to prom, my mom bought one for my sister but she didn’t go because she’s not grade 12 yet. So at one point in a discord Vc with H, E and FG it came up that I had an extra ticket, so I offered it to H as she goes to a different school. She of course accepted.
Last Friday was prom, it was great. Half way through, H came to me and asked if we wanted to get pictures with just the two of us, me of course, agreed. I started picking up on hints here. The rest of the night went swell, and the dormant feelings I had had for H over the past years started surfacing.
After prom I told FG about H, (I excluded E because I didn’t know what he would say, E and H had been close friends for decades. And yes, I know this was a dumbass move, it hurt E.) they were all like “yeah she’s into you”” ask her out.” So that’s what I did. Long story short she said yes, and a day later I told E.
E seemed cool with it at first, said he was okay with it. Until he started ignoring us both, and not telling us why he was upset. Note me and H have planned to hangout this coming Sunday. I love E to death as a friend. And I’ve really started liking H. I talked to FG about it and they think that it’s my life to choose who I date, and E will have to live.
E is actually really upset with me, he feels like he doesn’t have a say in anything, and he should cause me and H are both his best friends. But he also feels terrible for not being okay with it. Me and E just had a hour long talk about it and a few things came up.
E is of course, upset. E talked to H about it and she wants to continue with our hangout on Sunday (me and h) E told his mom, now Es mom has gone into protection mode and is really mad at H and Hs mom. It’s like they are no longer friends (literally won’t even talk to them). E would rather us not date. Hs mom does not seem to care what Es mom was saying, and is fine with it. I talked to my mom and she thinks I should slow down the relationship to please everyone. FG thinks E should deal. I’m caught in the middle, yes I like H a lot, I love E too. I don’t want to be the reason A whole family friend group goes down into the drain, that would make me feel so guilty. E feels like he’s the bad guy for not wanting us to be together, I feel like the bad guy for being the reason two family’s might split apart. I’m lost and need some advice. All I want to do is make everyone happy, and stay with H ofc.

This one’s a doozy. Just some backstory, everyone in this story was born in 2006 (except moms). I ‘18M’ have been friends with E ‘17M’ since I was in kindergarten, we had periods of little friendship, but we became really good friends once high school started. Now E and H ‘17F’ have been family friends, and ONLY friends for around the same time, but like best friends. E and Hs moms have been friends forever. E and me are part of a larger friend group of 6 people and we do everything together, we’ll call this friend group FG. I met H online 4 years ago when E introduced her and we have been close friends since then, I had a crush on her then, but nothing happened. I met H in person for the first time at the beginning of this year as she lives on the other side of a neighbouring city. H has been through hell and back, traumatizing stuff that we don’t need to get into. Here is where the story starts.
About a month ago I got tickets to prom, my mom bought one for my sister but she didn’t go because she’s not grade 12 yet. So at one point in a discord Vc with H, E and FG it came up that I had an extra ticket, so I offered it to H as she goes to a different school. She of course accepted.
Last Friday was prom, it was great. Half way through, H came to me and asked if we wanted to get pictures with just the two of us, me of course, agreed. I started picking up on hints here. The rest of the night went swell, and the dormant feelings I had had for H over the past years started surfacing.
After prom I told FG about H, (I excluded E because I didn’t know what he would say, E and H had been close friends for decades. And yes, I know this was a dumbass move, it hurt E.) they were all like “yeah she’s into you”” ask her out.” So that’s what I did. Long story short she said yes, and a day later I told E.
E seemed cool with it at first, said he was okay with it. Until he started ignoring us both, and not telling us why he was upset. Note me and H have planned to hangout this coming Sunday. I love E to death as a friend. And I’ve really started liking H. I talked to FG about it and they think that it’s my life to choose who I date, and E will have to live.
E is actually really upset with me, he feels like he doesn’t have a say in anything, and he should cause me and H are both his best friends. But he also feels terrible for not being okay with it. Me and E just had a hour long talk about it and a few things came up.
E is of course, upset. E talked to H about it and she wants to continue with our hangout on Sunday (me and h) E told his mom, now Es mom has gone into protection mode and is really mad at H and Hs mom. It’s like they are no longer friends (literally won’t even talk to them). E would rather us not date. Hs mom does not seem to care what Es mom was saying, and is fine with it. I talked to my mom and she thinks I should slow down the relationship to please everyone. FG thinks E should deal. I’m caught in the middle, yes I like H a lot, I love E too. I don’t want to be the reason A whole family friend group goes down into the drain, that would make me feel so guilty. E feels like he’s the bad guy for not wanting us to be together, I feel like the bad guy for being the reason two family’s might split apart. I’m lost and need some advice. All I want to do is make everyone happy, and stay with H ofc.

I need advice if i should just move on or get back in contact with the guy i used to “talk” to. Okay so i female (17) have been off and on for about 5 months with male (18), and I know that’s really not a lot of time but throughout our time we did have together I think I really make a connection with him and I don’t want to say I feel in love with him because I don’t even really know what love is yet. Iconstantly think about him even though i never even see him anymore because school is out, and he already graduated. I think he really just moved on from me but i’m not sure. I really want to text him and just say that i miss him but is that weird or desperate, because i don’t want to come off like that again ( for some context every time we started to get back in contact it’s because I broke no contact, and also he block me on Snapchat because we kinda got into a fight and i told him off kinda so he blocked me and to make it worse at school in the hall I yelled at him unblock me and his name in so.. yeah he probably thinks I’m a bit desperate. BUT he unblocked me on Snapchat and added me back a couple weeks ago so.. maybe it is a sign? Idk i need help). But I really really liked and still like and miss him and I just want to text him and say I miss him, but I don’t know if I should. Because for the past week I’ve just been contemplating whether I should text him and say how I feel or to just move on and get over it ( because I feel like this horrible feeling of grief i guess is just limerence maybe.) I don’t know can anyone give me advice on what I should do.
P.S And sorry that this was a bit of a rant.

7 Jun Update v3: Added hongjoin on sun & one rave on sat. Ok i uploaded 7 days worth of events. Next tue i'll upload the rest.

• Reminder that 19-20 Jun DJ NEW JEANS NIM is offically cancelled

07 Jun, Fri - World Ocean Day

• B.I (Kim Han-bin) - Hype Up Tour, capitol theatre city hall, $158
• Indie Gig: CURB “benjapes” album launch, also ft Intermission, Mystique, Carpet Golf, alt rock emo, dance post-punk, crossover hc Scape Orchard (somerset), The Treetop @ L5, tix 🎟 $28
• Yeol Eum Son (KR 🇰🇷) in Recital - Singapore International Piano Festival, Victoria Concert Hall, $28
• Jazz Loft: Kersley Piron Band (MU 🇲🇺) - syncopated Mauritian Sega melodic jazz fusion, Blu Jaz L3 @ bali ln (bugis), $24
• Maduro Jazz: Sax & Soul: An Evening with Blaine Whittaker (HK 🇭🇰), ft Weixiang Tan & Ivan Lombardi, maduro @ sofitel sentosa, $38++ drink credits
• Cool Cats: Gman presents The Gman Experience! (R&B, Soul, Funk) - day 2 of 3, nco club @ 32 beach rd (esplanade), $28
• Intercontinental: Jazz & Wine with Richard Jackson (vocal jazz), Intercontinental hotel @ 80 middle rd (bugis), lobby lounge, $38
• Experimental Art Music: SPIRITUS SANCTI ft bernice gaspar (w/ Arcs of Stellar and Chris Macmorland) and Irving Paul Pereira, UltraSuperNew Gallery @ 168 Tyrwhitt Rd
• Malay Dance: S3kapur Sir3h By T3at3r Muzikal Collective - Day 1 of 2, Victoria Concert Hall, $45
• Ola Beach Club : Chill-out Live Acoustic Music By The Beach ft Paul Hutton, Hawaiian beach club at Sentosa Siloso Beach @ 46 Siloso Bch Walk
• Theatre: Who's Afraid of Virginia Woolf? Advisory: 16, Fri 7 Jun - Sun 23 Jun, KC Arts Centre - Home of STC at 20 Merbau Rd (fort canning mrt/robertson walk), $45

 

• The LION KING in Concert (G) - by Metropolitan Festival Orchestra and Symphonia Choralis - Day 1 of 2, ESPLANADE Theatre, $58
• ESPLANADE's Flipside - Circus, Physical Theatre, Comedy, Kid-friendly
• ES, Special Effects Physical Comedy: The Distraction by The Umbilical Brothers (AU 🇦🇺) - Day 1 of 2, Waterfront Theatre, 8pm , $38
• ES Artistic Circus: Flou Papagayo by Mumusic Circus (ES 🇪🇸)- Day 1 of 3, Recital Studio, 8pm , $38 soldout
• ES Modern Circus: Standing in front of the Wall by Circus D Lab (KR 🇰🇷) - Day 2 of 3, Outdoor Theatre, 7pm & 930pm , free
• ES Comedic Circus: Thingamabob by PanGottic (UK🇬🇧) - day 1 of 3, Indoor Concourse, 730pm & 9pm , free
• ES Modern Circus: Polosseum by Circus D Lab (KR 🇰🇷) - Day 2 of 3, Outdoor Theatre, 815pm , free

 

• Themed Party Zone:
• DJ, 1T1TAD with 011668, Mithril, Chou Chou (US - LA based 🇺🇸) , Mervin Wong and Godlet (SG 🇸🇬), Phil's Studio @ High Street Centre L3 (clarke quay/city hall), experimental rave , tix 🎟 $29
• DJ, Mahali Sounds - Afro Organic House ft PIPPI CIEZ (🇬🇧🇮🇩) , Andre Marc, Chirag K, Sivanesg, Mortar & Pestle - rooftop bar @ 269 South Bridge Rd (maxwell), tix 🎟 $35
• DJ, Flashback Friday On Wheels (roller skate) by UnfilteredPresents x Rollermania - 00s throwback night), The Xperience at CQ @ Clarke Quay Singapore - Roller Skating Rink, tix 🎟 from $30
• DJ, EMONIGHTSG: The B-Sides (alt rock emo pop punk), Hard Rock Cafe at cuscaden (orchard), $22
• DJ, TASTY vol. 16 (hiphop afrobeat reggaeton) - DJs SweeZy, Shai, Juk3box ft. Emcee T.Williams, Blu Jaz @ bali ln (bugis), $20
• DJ, High House: Zushan & More-ish (melodic house & techno, High House Rooftop Lounge 🗼@ 1 Raffles Place, $38
• DJ, Offtrack: Dexter Colt - leftfield house, 34 North Canal Rd (bs hong lim park, clarke quay), music gastro bar
• DJ, Potato Head: Leland (house and baeleric), 36 Keong Saik Rd, that bistro bar
• DJ, Party Singapore Bespoke Pub Crawl with After Party, from SMÖÖbar @ 44A Prinsep St, $50
• DJ, Here Kitty Kitty Lounge: FRESH Fridays - throwback hiphop rnb reggaeton, Speakeasy & Cocktail Lounge at CQ @ Clarke Quay
• Dinner Party, Gotti Italiano SG Hip-Hop High Life is back, Italian Restaurant @ 78 Amoy St
• Wellness DJ, Immersion at Marina Bay Sands - by Wild Pearl x The Conscious Festival, 630am, Marina Bay Sands Lower Promenade (outdoor bay facing area), $35
• 🏳️‍🌈 7-28 Jun: Movie & Drag party: Baby Queen LIVE, The Projector Golden Mile, $39
• 🏳️‍🌈 Drag Party, Tuckshop - Pride, 51 Neil Road (maxwell), lgbt drag bar-club
• 🏳️‍🌈 DJ, Drag Special Guest: MIRAGE - The Asia Tour (from rupaul's drag race) at Club Hell, gay lgbt club @ 113 telok ayer st, $78
  • DJ, Club Hell Afters: 7 June, 🏳️‍🌈, $30 online
• Club Zone
• DJ, BTGD: Behind The Green Door pres: A/K/A Sounds, Miss Lil, Durio, KRSTN - all female disco house garage, Behind the Green Door @ 97 Duxton Road (maxwell), $27
• DJ, Ce La Vi: Elevate - Leonard T & Fadille - house tech electronic, marina bay sands Hotel rooftop lounge 🗼
• DJ, ARK 11: Fire Friday with Nicole Lim & Kasho (Kpop & Oriental), ARK 11 Club @ Orchard Central Mall L11
  • Pride Month Bonus: Drag Performance with Opera Tang, 🏳️‍🌈
• DJ, Drip: Chambers - Hiphop & top 40s edm + Basement Project - new school hiphop rnb, Drip club @ 100 Orchard Rd Concorde Hotel (somerset)
• DJ Fate: Froggy Fridays! ft Shauhn, Risshi, Xen Kavok, asian style club @ orchard cineleisure L8 (somerset)
• DJ, Cherry: Pop Your Cherry (hiphop to top 40s edm), club @ 133 cecil st (cbd)
• DJ, Club Rich: DJs Hande, Alekto, Hyde, Marcz, asian club @ 114 middle rd (bugis), S188971
• DJ, Marquee: Knock2 (🇺🇸 bass house trap) - Richard Nakhonethap , marquee nightclub @ marina bay sands shoppes, $30
• DJ, Zouk: Zouk pres. ACRAZE (🇺🇸 tech house), zouk club clarke quay, IG 📸 $35

08 Jun, Sat

• Atif Aslam Live , Engage Theatre 2 @ Suntec City Convention Centre (esplanade mrt), $90
• Judika LIVE in Singapore, The Star Vista Theatre (buona vista mrt), $78
• 遇·见：梁文福作品音乐会 Liang Wern Fook's Composition Showcase (xinyao pioneer) x Singapore Chinese Orchestra, ESPLANADE Concert Hall, IG 📸 $28
• Concert at the Park: Veronica Fusaro (Swiss 🇨🇭 Soul Pop) at Botanic Gardens by Embassy of Switzerland , Shaw Foundation Symphony Stage at Botanic Gardens, free
• Indie Rock Gig: Trouble in 2027 Vol.2 - sarco, Sunset Curfew, Cats Among Us, Night Garde, WOOD (FKA Mourning Wood) by Dirty Window, Centre 42 @ 42 Waterloo Street, (bras basah), IG 📸 $18
• Alt-metal/Prog rock Gig SOLVANT - Servants of the Sun, Pt. 2 EP Launch Show ft Sangriento and IMPULSE., Black Box @ ITE College Central (ang mo kio), tix 🎟 $12
• Funk Soul Blues Mini Fest: Our Tampines Hub pres. Every Little Thing Music Festival - UBER Jam, Yvette Bellingham Band, Bitty, Stephen Francis, with Najip Ali, Our Tampines Hub stadium, mall, library (tampines mrt), free
• Wisma Geylang Serai: Sri Mahligai ft Sriwana - tribute to Suhaimi MD Zain (Pak Ngah), wisma geylang serai cc (paya lebar) ground floor, free
• Jazz Loft: JUNK - I'm in an odd funk (Jazz, Funk, Classical, Latin), Blu Jaz L3 @ bali ln (bugis), $24 soldout
• Maduro Jazz : BOSSA-JAZZ! by Intan Duo (brazilian portugese bossanovas, spanish salsas and jazz vibes), maduro lounge @ sofitel sentosa, $38++ drink credits,
• Cool Cats: Gman presents The Gman Experience! (R&B, Soul, Funk) - day 2 of 3, nco club @ 32 beach rd (esplanade), $28
• Intercontinental: Montunico Latin Nights, Intercontinental hotel @ 80 middle rd (bugis), lobby lounge, $38
• NUS a cappella: WILDFLOWER by NUS Resonance - day 1 of 2, NUS university cultural centre, IG 📸 $17
• Guitar Ensemble: Xposé Guitar Ensemble and Sparkle Guitar Ensemble pres: Appassionata, Aliwal Arts Centre - Hall @ 28 Aliwal St (nicoll highway, kampong glam), $15
• Project Philharmonia's Overture - chamber & ensemble - Bach, Borodin etc, MusArt Co-Create Music and Arts Academy Concert Hall @ 10 Raeburn Prk (old tanjong pagar railway area), $12
• Ashley Wass (🇬🇧) in Recital - Singapore International Piano Festival, Victoria Concert Hall, $28
  • Masterclass by Mei Yi Foo - Singapore International Piano Festival, Victoria Concert Hall Dance Studio, $20
• A Choral Extravaganza 华彩绽放歌声飞扬 - Day 1 of 2, SCCC Recital Studio @ 1 Straits Blvd (shenton way), $20

 

• THE LION KING in Concert (G) - by Metropolitan Festival Orchestra and Symphonia Choralis - Day 2 of 2, Esplanade Theatre, 8pm. $58
• ESPLANADE's Flipside - Circus, Physical Theatre, Comedy, Kid-friendly
• ES, Special Effects Physical Comedy: The Distraction by The Umbilical Brothers (AU 🇦🇺) - Day 2 of 2, Waterfront Theatre, 8pm , $38
• ES Circus Comedy: The Annoying Circus Comedy Show by Mr Bee, Indoor Concourse, 230pm & 4pm , free
• ES Modern Circus: One Two, One Two by Circus D Lab (KR 🇰🇷), Esplanade Forecourt Garden, 5pm & 830pm , free
• ES Circus: Circus 101 by Bornfire Circus, Esplanade Courtyard, 5pm , free
• ES Modern Circus: Polosseum by Circus D Lab (KR 🇰🇷) - day 3 of 3, Outdoor Theatre, 7pm , free
• ES Improv Theatre, Comedic: pRINTiNG ERR0R!!! by Improvper Conduct, Indoor Concourse, 730pm & 9pm , free
• ES Comedic Circus: Thingamabob by PanGottic (UK🇬🇧) - day 2 of 3, Outdoor Theatre, 815pm & 930pm , free
• ES Artistic Circus: Flou Papagayo by Mumusic Circus (ES 🇪🇸)- Day 2 of 3, Recital Studio, 8pm , $38 soldout
  • ES Clown Workshop: Finding Your Funny: An Introduction to Clowning (Workshop) by Shanice Stanislaus, Esplanade Rehearsal Studio, 11am, $18
  • ES Activity: Unexpected Blooms (Craft Activity) by 7 dots and dashes, Indoor Concourse, 130pm & 430pm , free

 

• Others
• SG:SW Songwriting Workshop: SG:SW 2024 我写我的歌 - by 新加坡词曲版权协会 Composers and Authors Society of Singapore (COMPASS), SCCC - Singapore Chinese Cultural Centre @ 1 Straits Blvd (shenton way), L6 Creative Box, free RSVP
• Feng Ze 邱 鋒 澤 at Skechers Friendship Walk - 4km walk or 10km run, National Stadium OCBC Square, tix 🎟 $35
• W Singapore Sentosa Cove Woobar: Dansen John , Sentosa 21 Ocean Way
• Kids Classical: Strings & Melodies: A Family Musical Adventure ft Alexander Suptel & Alexandra Novicova by Bilingvi Russian, 36/38 Armenian Street (city hall), $37
• Cheng Ballet Academy: Révérence 2024 (G) - Day 1 of 2, NUS university cultural centre, $55
• Malay Dance: S3kapur Sir3h By T3at3r Muzikal Collective - Day 2 of 2, Victoria Concert Hall, $25
• Blackbird: The Polise - A Tribute to Sting & The Police @ 930pm onwards ft DJ Maverick, Blackbird Live Music Bar & Restaurant @ Gillman Barracks (labrador park), 7pm: USB-C

 

• Themed Party Zone
• DJ, BlackLight Rave XII: MIDNIGHT BLOOD RAVE - SUHSI (MY 🇲🇾), Microchip Terror, The Aint Rights, Falling Islands, dark alt cybergoth rave, salud bar @ 19 keong saik rd (maxwell), $33
• DJ, KUNDA 2 YEAR ANNIVERSARY PARTY - (house to afro latin deep house), Mortar & Pestle - rooftop bar @ 269 South Bridge Rd (maxwell), $24
• DJ, GROOVETOP: Pirate Material (UK Garage, grime, UK Funky, hiphop) ft. Head Of Vibes, FatCatHeartAttack & AKA Sounds, at Neon Pigeon Izakaya Cocktail Bar@ 36 Carpenter Street (clarke quay), tix 🎟, $25
• DJ, EATMEPOPTART Never Lose That Feeling : INDIE SLEAZE (indie rock, britpop, electroclash, french electro, alt dance) with KiDG & weelikeme, Projector X Golden Village Ruby Lounge @ Cineleisure Orchard L6 (somerset), $16
• DJ, 🏖AfroBeach Beach Party by Fuego Night - Afrobeats, Amapiano, Dancehall, Sand Bar 🏖 @ 53 Siloso Beach Walk, Sentosa, $30
• Kopicats Afternoon Kopitiam DJ, kopi cats Vol. 3 - at Luk Lu Eating House - DJs JUN, moonpiercer, dzorder (funk, jazzy hiphop vibe), 341 Beach Rd (bugis, nicoll highway), free
• DJ, BOLLYWOOD RAVE by Bollywood Club, Hard Rock Cafe at cuscaden (orchard), $29
• DJ, Magic Carpet; High Heels by Brwnrst - A ladies special Bollywood night, Magic Carpet Bollywood Lounge @ 7500E Beach Rd (opp. Haji Ln), free to $30
• DJ, Wallich: Caribbean Vibes - Tropical Heat Party - Dancehall, Reggaeton, Hip Hop R&B, Afrobeats, Wallich Manor Lounge @ Sofitel City Centre Hotel L6 (tg pagar), $22
• DJ, Future x Snow Rave Presents: The Official Snow Rave Pre-Party (which is on 16th, aimed at tertiary students), Rave Singapore - asian style club at Gr.ID Mall (bencoolen, dhoby), B1, $15
• DJ, Potato Head: Playground Sessions Rooftop with Ciel Social (house, italodisco) - DJs Andre Marc, Chirag K and Halis, 36 Keong Saik Rd, that bistro bar, free
  • Afterparty: Boogie Pasoh at Mandala, Mandala Club (member's club) @ 31 Bukit Pasoh Rd, outram
• DJ, Blu Jaz: Flashback Saturday - 90s & 2000s Hip Hop x RnB with DJ K x Jag, Blu Jaz @ bali ln (bugis), L2, $15
• DJ, Moonstone: Nez Senja - Ethiopian jazz, African funk, soul and hiphop!, Moonstone BAR @ 103 Amoy St
• DJ, Offtrack: Dhoby Digital x Spook Sport - leftfield house, 34 North Canal Rd (bs hong lim park, clarke quay), music gastro bar
• DJ, 🏳️‍🌈 Club Hell, Heartbreak in Hell, gay lgbt club @ 113 telok ayer st,
• Brunch Pride Party, 🏳️‍🌈The Brunch Club: PRIDE Edition @ Mandala Club, Mandala Club (member's club) @ 31 Bukit Pasoh Rd, outram
• Drag Party closing, 🏳️‍🌈 Ta-ta for now! - Garden of Secrets ft DJ SCVRPLE, Noontalk X Showco at ALICE@MEDIAPOLIS, 29 Media Cir. (one-north), $15
• 7-28 Jun: Movie & Drag party: 🏳️‍🌈 Baby Queen LIVE - singapore's first-ever film about drag + live drag show, The Projector Golden Mile - indie cinema (nicoll highway), $39
• Drag Party, 🏳️‍🌈 RIOT! SPACE 8th JUNE , hard rock cafe at uscaden (orchard), 8pm, afterwards is bollywood rave$25
• DJ, Carribean @ Stevens ft DJ LI.A and DJ Furious Styles, Novotel Singapore On Stevens, *free
• DJ, 🏖 SKYPOOL139 X LIMMY , 139 Cecil St (cbd), YSY Building ,$20
• DJ, 🏖+Twelve Beach Club: Aldrin & Kaye, Beach Club at Sentosa Palawan Beach , 54 Palawan Beach Walk,
• DJ, CÉ LA VI: 14th ANNIVERSARY PARTY: THE PURSUIT OF PLEASURE, marina bay sands hotel rooftop lounge 🗼, $38

 

• CLUB
• DJ, HighHouse, presents Sunnery James & Ryan Marciano (NL 🇳🇱 house techno tribal), High House Rooftop Lounge 🗼@ 1 Raffles Place (old 1-altitude), tix 🎟 $50
• DJ, BTGD: Newman (I Love) - 🇺🇸 organic deep house ft James Selva, Marc T, Behind the Green Door @ 97 Duxton Road (maxwell), $37
• DJ, Marquee: Marquee Astrolab , marquee nightclub @ marina bay sands shoppes, $20
• DJ, Zouk Clubs: Mainroom: Glitch hard dance, Capital Lounge: Reload EDM, Phuture: Slime Hiphop, zouk club clarke quay, from $35
• DJ, ARK 11: EDM with kasho, ARK 11 Club @ Orchard Central Mall L11,
• DJ, Tipsy Unicorn: TMO & Mad Jester, Tipsy Unicorn Beach Club 🏖 @ 36 Siloso Bch Walk (Sentosa)
• DJ, Cherry: pres. Entity (hiphop top40s edm) , club @ 133 cecil st (cbd), , $22,
• DJ, HQ: Thugshop pres. U.R.TRAX (FR 🇫🇷 - techno to dark trance), Headquarters - techno-house club @ 66A boat quay, IG preview 📸 $35
• DJ, 🏳️‍🌈FomoHomo Invites: ESTR, MR LEGUME, EMMA SS & PURELOVE, tuff club @ 138 robinson rd cbd, $21,

 

09 Jun, Sun

• 《弦续李克勤》巡回演唱会 新加坡站 Hacken Lee x Orchestra Concert - (cantopop x orchestra) in Singapore, Indoor Stadium, $108
• Musical: Hamilton - Last Show, Sands Theatre at Marina Bay Sands, $80
• A Choral Extravaganza 华彩绽放歌声飞扬 - Day 2 of 2, SCCC Recital Studio @ 1 Straits Blvd (shenton way), $20
• Mei Yi Foo (🇲🇾🇬🇧 MY-UK) in Recital - Singapore International Piano Festival, Victoria Concert Hall, $28
  • Masterclass by Ashley Wass (🇬🇧 UK) - Singapore International Piano Festival, Sun, 09 Jun 2024, Victoria Concert Hall Dance Studio, $20
• NUS a cappella: WILDFLOWER by NUS Resonance - day 2 of 2, NUS university cultural centre, IG 📸 $17
• Cheng Ballet Academy: Révérence 2024 (G) - Day 2 of 2, NUS university cultural centre, $55
• Jazz Loft: Sunday Jam Session - rachma lim trio, Blu Jaz L3 @ bali ln (bugis), free
• Drag Qabaret: Miss Nee Does Disney (encore), At Alchemy Bistro - Craft Beers @ 128 Prinsep Street (bencoolen), $45
• Candlelight Orchestra: A Tribute to Coldplay , Victoria Concert Hall, $80 (20% off code CDLORCHESTRA24)
  • PINK FEST: 🏳️‍🌈 Pasar Pink 2024, Museum of Ice Cream @ 100 Loewen Rd (dempsey area, mrt: napier )

 

• Víkingur Ólafsson (IS🇮🇸 pianist): Goldberg Variations (G), Esplanade Concert Hall, $38
• SG Bedroom Pop: Hongjoin - Everything in Between, ESPLANADE Annexe Studio, $32 soldout
• ESPLANADE's Flipside - Circus, Physical Theatre, Comedy, Kid-friendly
• ES: Circus Open Stage by Various Artists, Indoor Concourse, 230pm & 4pm , free
• ES Modern Circus: One Two, One Two by Circus D Lab (KR 🇰🇷), Esplanade Forecourt Garden, 5pm & 830pm , free
• ES Circus: Circus 101 by Bornfire Circus, Esplanade Courtyard, 5pm , free
• ES Modern Circus: Standing in front of the Wall by Circus D Lab (KR 🇰🇷) - day 3 of 3, Outdoor Theatre, 7pm , free
• ES Music: Siao Sing Songs & Friends! - Parodies , NDP songs, Broadway hits and more, Indoor Concourse, 730pm & 9pm , free
• ES Comedic Circus: Thingamabob by PanGottic (UK🇬🇧) - day 3 of 3, Outdoor Theatre, 815pm & 930pm , free
  • ES Artistic Circus: Flou Papagayo by Mumusic Circus (ES 🇪🇸)- Day 3 of 3, Recital Studio, 8pm , $38 soldout
  • ES Activity: Boing! Twist, Twirl & Turn (Craft Activity) by 7 dots and dashes, Indoor Concourse, 130pm & 430pm , free

 

• Flying V Metal Bar: Nabil of Curtain Wax & Helluva Khai at 6pm, metal bar @ the adelphi (city hall), B1, free
• Live Band & DJ, Tipsy Unicorn: Kohsh & NationOne, Tipsy Unicorn Beach Club 🏖 @ 36 Siloso Bch Walk (Sentosa)
• DJ, 🏖SKYPOOL139 X DJ Highness (edm), 139 Cecil St (cbd), YSY Building, $20
• DJ, 🏖+Twelve Beach Club: David Carollo & Sivanesh (house vibe), Beach Club at Sentosa Palawan Beach , 54 Palawan Beach Walk,
• Party, Chooby Pizza 4TH ANNIVERSARY ft Kaye (Darker than wax) and Suncitysons band, Napoletana Style Pizza at 125 Owen Rd (farrer park)

10 Jun, Mon - Dragon Boat Dumpling Festival

• Esplanade Music: Celebrating Cultures: A Cultural Musical Journey by The Straits Ensemble, Indoor Concourse, 645pm & 745pm , free
• DJ, Xclusiv: Vina X - Vinahouse night with DJ Mimi, Lisa Vi (vietnam style edm, asian club), Xclusiv (XV) Asian Club & Restaurant (fmr. Prism) @ marina square,

11 Jun, Tue

• HÀ ANH TUẤN LIVE CONCERT - SKETCH A ROSE - Day 1 of 2, Esplanade Concert Hall, $110
• Esplanade Music: Celebrating Cultures: A Cultural Musical Journey by The Straits Ensemble - Singapore's Musical Heritage, Indoor Concourse, 645pm & 745pm , free
• Cool Cats: Homegrown Originals - Syakirah (Jazz, R&B, Classical), nco club @ 32 beach rd (esplanade), $20
• Blu Jaz: Monster Jazz Jam, Blu Jaz @ bali ln (bugis), free/table
• Simply Jazz: Amanda Lee Swingtet, simply jazz bar at CHIJMES, b1 (city hall)
• Enclave Bar: Tabula Band, 55A Neil Rd L2 (maxwell)
• 11-15 Jun : Wild Rice Theatre: REGARDLESS OF, Wild Rice @ Funan Mall (city hall), IG 📸$35

 

12 Jun, Wed

• HÀ ANH TUẤN LIVE CONCERT - SKETCH A ROSE - Day 2 o f 2, Tue, 11 Jun 2024 - Wed, 12 June 2024, Esplanade Concert Hall, $110
• Esplanade Music: Poetry & Music: Reimagining Poetry Through Sound by Benedict Koh and Andrea Cui, Indoor Concourse, 645pm & 745pm , free
• Cool Cats: Erne Castillo pres Latin Jazz , nco club @ 32 beach rd (esplanade), $20
• 12-16 Jun: Wild Rice Theatre: trans:mission (Rating : R18), 🏳️‍🌈 wild rice at funan mall (city hall), $35

 

• DJ Moonstone: KidG and A:she pres. Fascination - underrated 80s deep cuts, Moonstone BAR @ 103 Amoy St
• DJ, Potato Head: Deepak (hiphop rnb), 36 Keong Saik Rd, that bistro bar
• DJ, Zouk: TGIW Guestlist by Hazel's Guestlist, zouk club clarke quay,
• DJ, Cherry: Good Luck Have Fun (GLHF - Oriental Rave ), club @ 133 cecil st (cbd), $17
• Club Rich: Mantai 满台 - Singapore’s first mahjong themed event with metaphysical, asian club @ 114 middle rd (bugis), S188971, tix 🎟 , $20

13 Jun, Thu

• Firdhaus 菲道尔 (🇲🇾 malay mandopop) "We're Only Human" 2024 Singapore Concert - Day 1 of 2, at ESPLANADE Theatre, 8pm, $78 soldout, see day 2
• Indie Gig: Field Trip! ft Ezekiel, Lana Lajarca, MURPHY, 730BEDSIDE and The Bandquet Rejects x AKAR, rock,indie & R&B, at ESPLANADE Annexe Studio, 7pm ,IG 📸 $28
• Esplanade: Heart Beats by Likie ft Anthea Anne (EDM meets Chinese Erhu, electro-acoustic), at ESPLANADE Indoor Concourse, 645pm & 745pm , free
• Cool Cats: Mark Turner and Jessie Gordon (AU 🇦🇺🦘) pres All The Rage LP (jazz & blues) - day 1 of 3, nco club @ 32 beach rd (esplanade), $28
• Blu Jaz: Skunk Jive Blues, Blu Jaz @ bali ln (bugis), free/table
• 13-23 Jun: Kids Theatre -Bluey's Big Play (G), Marina Bay Sands, $38

 

• DJ, Offtrack: Arms1 - soul funk rare grooves, 34 North Canal Rd (bs hong lim park, clarke quay), music gastro bar
• Party, 🏳️‍🌈 GEMINI SUNZ: Two Me Harder, Baby! 🏳️‍🌈, salud cocktail bar @ 19 keong saik rd (maxwell), $30
• 7-28 Jun: Movie & Drag party: Baby Queen LIVE, 🏳️‍🌈The Projector Golden Mile, $39
• DJ, XclusiV Note: possibly Dugem Night, Xclusiv (XV) asian Club @ marina square

Other Events

• 8-9 Jun (Sat, Sun): DOKI! DOKI! ANIME MARKET SINGAPORE 2024, Suntec Singapore Convention & Exhibition Centre Hall 403, IG 📸 $6
• ARK 11 Free Entry: Dress in Pink for free entry, ARK 11 Club @ Orchard Central Mall L11
• 7 Jun: Trivia, Party, Short Film - World Oceans Day Celebration: Dahican, Projector X Golden Village Cineleisure Orchard, $15
• 7 Jun: Peggy Gou album launch gifts with purchase, choice cut records and pizza joo chiat
• 8-9 Jun: Movie - A Street Cat Named Bob - Cat Welfare Society Fundraising Tickets, Projector X Golden Village Cineleisure Orchard, $20
• 15 & 17 Jun - Christian Music: Such love 如此之爱 with Miss Lou (nanyang & shanghai style vocal jazz), Queenstown Baptist Church, free
• 15 Jun: Storytelling: Tales from the Nusantara by the Malay Heritage Centre - with Hafiz Rashid, $8 each
• Gardens by the Bay Children's Festivals till 22 Jun: Children’s Festival featuring Disney-Pixar and National Family Festival @ Gardens by the Bay
  
• i Light till 23 Jun : i Light by URA - outdoor light display art around marina bay
  
  • Food, Market, Music: Gastrobeats for i Light Singapore, Bayfront Event Space at Marina Bay Sands, pet friendly, free
  • Performers List 📝: 53a, Ctrl Chaos, Sopes, Jasper Parulan, Curry The Basil, Shirlyn & The Unexpected, Jumpstart, Tabula, Syltra Band, NationOne, Little Band Plus, Gaston Liew
• Pride Month Pink Screen at The Projector - Annual LGBTQIA+ film festival, 🏳️‍🌈 Projector cineleisure and golden mile
  
  • 8 Jun: PINK FEST: 🏳️‍🌈 Pasar Pink 2024, Museum of Ice Cream @ 100 Loewen Rd (dempsey area, mrt: napier )
  • 7-28 Jun: Movie & Drag party: Baby Queen LIVE - singapore's first-ever film about drag + live drag show, 🏳️‍🌈The Projector Golden Mile - indie cinema (nicoll highway), $39
  • 12-16 Jun: Theatre: trans:mission by Wild Rice (Rating : R18), 🏳️‍🌈 wild rice at funan mall (city hall), $35
• Theatre: Hamilton ends on 9th (sun), marina bay sands, from $80
  
  • 7-23 Jun: Theatre: Who's Afraid of Virginia Woolf? Advisory: 16, KC Arts Centre - Home of STC at 20 Merbau Rd (fort canning mrt/robertson walk), $45
  • 11-15 Jun : Theatre: REGARDLESS OF - by Wild Rice , Wild Rice @ Funan Mall (city hall), $35
  • 12 Jun: Youth Theatre:Modern Macbeth, At Evolve Arts 44 Pasir Panjang Road, Block G, $20
  • 15 Jun: “Break • Rebuild” 《破碎 • 重建》by 好久不见剧团 Long Time No See, 42 Waterloo St (bras basah),
  • 13-23 Jun: Kids - Bluey's Big Play (G), Marina Bay Sands, $38
• CHINESE THEATRE FEST Family - Till 9 Jun
  
  • 《玩：泡泡菜！》Play With: Pickles!, 54 Waterloo Street (bras basah), $42
  • 《早餐家族来咯：儿歌说故事！》Here Comes the Breakfast Kakis: Imagine Our Songs!, 54 Waterloo Street (bras basah), $34
• Comedy Section
  
  • 14 Jun: JERRY SEINFELD, indoor stadium, $142
  • 11 Jun: Comedy Masala ft. Donal Vaughan (IE 🇮🇪) & Elena Gabrielle (AU 🦘), hero's bar 69 circular rd, $25
    • 12 Jun: Elena Gabrielle (AU 🦘) Ok!? , Blu Jaz @ bali ln (bugis), $36
    • 15th Jun: Donal Vaughan (IE 🇮🇪) - science and comedy, The Lemon Stand Comedy Club (bras basah), $32
  • 18 Jun: Comedy Masala ft. ANNIE YANG (ID🇮🇩, hero's bar, 69 circular rd, $25

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After reading these confessions, my story might seem insignificant, but for me, it’s everything. A couple of weeks ago, I was contemplating asking my girlfriend to move in with me, with dreams of eventually getting married. Even though she’s been working in another country for the past five months, and I've missed her deeply and only had her on my mind. No other women. I've been eagerly anticipating her return, planning our future together, and reveling in the knowledge that she has been doing the same. I’ve been so certain, so in love, convinced that she was the one.
However, last week, something unexpected happened. I ran into my ex. We dated in high school, about six or seven years ago, for three intense years. Even though it was just high school, we were in love. Nobody could make me laugh like she did. We were so sweet together and it felt like we ruled. Our fights, while stupid and mutual, were part of our story. I've always wanted to apologize to her, to make amends for the past.
We crossed paths at a club. At first, I pretended not to recognize her, but we stopped and just stared at each other like we used to back then. Her beautiful blue eyes and the smile she gave me took me back in time. She recently got divorced after discovering her husband cheated on her. Despite the red flag of her divorce, seeing her and the way she looked at me stirred something inside me. We exchanged a few words, a very brief conversation.
My friends were with me and they remarked, “She was trying.” I brushed it off, pretending it meant nothing. Yet, two days later, she unblocked me on Instagram and added me again. Then, I added her back on LinkedIn. How romantic, right?
I don't think I'm in love with her again, but I can't keep her off my mind. I just want to talk to her, apologize, and see how she's doing. Now, I'm anxious about my girlfriend's return. How will I feel when I see her again? Will it be the same?
Thoughts have been swirling in my head, like wanting a life as tumultuous and passionate as Tony Soprano and Carmela, or Bonnie and Clyde. I’ve realized I’m not ready for marriage. This revelation hit me hard when my ex reappeared in my life. Why did this have to happen? Why do I suddenly feel like such a worthless loser?
On top of everything, somehow my ex made me realize how much I hate my job and how my life is going. I was so happy before. What happened?

After reading these confessions, my story might seem insignificant, but for me, it’s everything. A couple of weeks ago, I was contemplating asking my girlfriend to move in with me, with dreams of eventually getting married. Even though she’s been working in another country for the past five months, and I've missed her deeply and only had her on my mind. No other women. I've been eagerly anticipating her return, planning our future together, and reveling in the knowledge that she has been doing the same. I’ve been so certain, so in love, convinced that she was the one.
However, last week, something unexpected happened. I ran into my ex. We dated in high school, about six or seven years ago, for three intense years. Even though it was just high school, we were in love. Nobody could make me laugh like she did. We were so sweet together and it felt like we ruled. Our fights, while stupid and mutual, were part of our story. I've always wanted to apologize to her, to make amends for the past.
We crossed paths at a club. At first, I pretended not to recognize her, but we stopped and just stared at each other like we used to back then. Her beautiful blue eyes and the smile she gave me took me back in time. She recently got divorced after discovering her husband cheated on her. Despite the red flag of her divorce, seeing her and the way she looked at me stirred something inside me. We exchanged a few words, a very brief conversation.
My friends were with me and they remarked, “She was trying.” I brushed it off, pretending it meant nothing. Yet, two days later, she unblocked me on Instagram and added me again. Then, I added her back on LinkedIn. How romantic, right
I don't think I'm in love with her again, but I can't keep her off my mind. I just want to talk to her, apologize, and see how she's doing. Now, I'm anxious about my girlfriend's return. How will I feel when I see her again Will it be the same
Thoughts have been swirling in my head, like wanting a life as tumultuous and passionate as Tony Soprano and Carmela, or Bonnie and Clyde. I’ve realized I’m not ready for marriage. This revelation hit me hard when my ex reappeared in my life. Why did this have to happen. Why do I suddenly feel like such a worthless loser
On top of everything, somehow my ex made me realize how much I hate my job and how my life is going. I was so happy before. What happened

en cuestion del virus del papiloma humano lo clasifican como una
enfermedad
venerea y alli ya empezamos mal, para llegar a un resultado
benefico para muchas personas hay mucho que aclarar y destorcer
el sexo nubla la mente y no deja ver mas alla, al tratar de
hablar con medicos o expertos no puedo pasar de este punto
al mencionar al papiloma o al vph piensan en sexo y se quedan
atorados
el papiloma o vph esta mal clasificado como enfermedad
sexual
por lo menos acepten que hay verrugas que trata un dermatologo y
estas tambien son virus del papiloma humano
(Verrugas (Verruga vulgar)Por James G. H. Dinulos, MD,
Geisel School of Medicine at Dartmouth Revisado/Modificado jun. 2023)
https://www.msdmanuals.com/es-mx/professional/trastornos-dermatol%C3%B3gicos/enfermedades-cut%C3%A1neas-virales/verrugas
su clasificacion como enfermedad venerea esta mal hay mas de 150
tipos de vph solo unos 40 son de transmision sexual
existen verrugas planas, plantares, comunes, enfermedad de heck,
condiloma de butcher, condilomas acuminados, papiloma laringeo, etc
tambien se ha detectado adn de vph en los acrocordones (elsevier.es)
(https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/9640372/)
que son lesiones similares al papiloma y no son contagiosos
(talvez sea porque el sistema inmune se defendio del virus y
logro neutralizarlo pero no del todo)
cual es el punto que al clasificarlos como de transmision
sexual promueven que se evite su contagio
al ser virus TODOS los tipos de vph causan afectaciones
al ser humano
hay que establecer que hay vph de transmision sexual y no sexual
y como diria una doctora
¿y como se transmite por el aire?
no el contagio en realidad se da al contacto de piel con piel
y por fomite (objeto infectado)
(Abad, F X; R M Pintó, A. Bosch (1994-10). «Survival of enteric
viruses on environmental fomites». Applied and Environmental
Microbiology 60 (10): 3704-10. PMC 201876. PMID 7986043.
(mayo clinic Dra. Dawn Davis, Dermatología de Mayo Clinic en Rochester, Minnesota
https://newsnetwork.mayoclinic.org/es/2017/12/07/las-verrugas-pueden-transmitirse-a-otras-personas-cuando-se-dejan-sin-trata
hay que aclarar que todo lo ponen en la misma bolsa y
si, existe el vph de transmision sexual y forma lesiones en
forma de racimo en los genitales pero tambien exiten muchos
otros tipos de lesiones como las lesiones filiformes que aparecen
en el cuello que tambien son vph
estas lesiones filiformes son conocidas comunmente como verrugas
aparecen en el cuello las axilas los parpados y otras partes del
cuerpo
estas son ignoradas porque se piensa que son solo un problema
estetico pero en realidad tambien pueden ser un factor oncogenico
se sabe que el vph causa cancer cervicouterino hay una
vacuna y el dr que lo descubrio harald zur hausen recibio un
premio nobel
tambien hay multiples investigaciones que relacionan el vph
con muchos tipos de cancer
de ano
de pene
vagina
cuello
garganta
mama
boca
(Chapter 1: HPV in the etiology of human cancer
Nubia Mu˜noz a,∗, Xavier Castellsagu´e b , Amy Berrington de Gonz´alez c ,
Lutz Gissmann d a Institut Catal`a d’Oncologia (ICO), 24,
Quai Fulchiron, Lyon 69005, France b Cancer Epidemiology and
Registration Unit, IDIBELL, Institut Catal`a d’Oncologia,
L’Hospitalet de Llobregat, Barcelona, Spain c Department of
Epidemiology, Johns Hopkins Bloomberg School of Public Health,
Baltimore, MD, USA d Research Program Infection and Cancer,
German Cancer Research Center (DKFZ), Heidelberg, Germany)
hablemos del cancer de mama uno de los mas extendidos y comunes
ya establecimos que no necesariamente el vph se transmite
por via sexual, al haber muchos tipos de vph debe haber uno que
sea responsable del cancer de mama y se transmite por fomite
(objeto infectado)
cuando una mujer llega al consultorio y sospechan de cancer de mama
le preguntan si un familiar tiene o ha padecido cancer,
no lo relacionan con el vph porque implicaria contagio sexual
(el sexo les nubla la mente) si pudieran por un momento dejar
de lado el contagio sexual entonces considerarian otros tipos de
contagio como usar la misma pastilla de jabon al tomar un baño
o prestarse una blusa
todos los vph causan tumores al entrar al cuerpo bloquean la
proteina p53 que destruye los tumores en el cuerpo no necesariamente
causan cancer pero son un factor de riesgo en desarrollarlo
(Borkosky, S. S., Fassolari, M., Campos-León, K., Rossi,
A. H., Salgueiro, M., Pascuale, C. A., … & de Prat Gay, G. (2022)
. Biomolecular Condensation of the Human Papillomavirus E2
Master Regulator with p53: Implications in Viral Replication.
Journal of Molecular Biology, 167889.
https://doi.org/10.1016/j.jmb.2022.167889)
al saber que hay contagio por fomite se puede investigar
¿cuanto sobrevive el virus fuera del cuerpo?
¿como prevenir el contagio?
¿cuales son los fomites mas comunes?
¿que otras enfermedades causa el vph?
hablemos de las otras enfermedades que causa el vph
las verrugas (ya sea por papiloma o acrocordones)son causadas
por algunos tipos de virus del papiloma humano al no ser
oncogenicos y considerarse solo un problema estetico a las
llamadas verrugas se les considera inofensivas
y si les preguntas a los medicos dicen que salen solas o por
el roce de la ropa en realidad su contagio es por fomite
(objeto contaminado) o contacto con la piel y se ha detectado adn
de vph en ellos
¿que pasa cuando un virus del papiloma no oncogenico llega al
endometrio?
se forma un condiloma endometrial
el condiloma endometrial es peligroso ya que evita que la celula
fecundada se adhiera al endometrio evitando el embarazo o provoca
abortos y dificulta el parto
es dificil que un medico comparta esta informacion porque son poco
comunes, ya con esto se deveria ver a las verugas comunes o
papiloma comun de otra manera y no solo como inofensivo
los condilomas endometriales son poco comunes, talvez el sistema
inmune combata al virus y de alguna forma logra que se convierta
en un mioma por eso los condilomas endometriales son tan escasos
porque el sistema inmune no reacciono a esa infeccion
se debria investigar si hay adn de vph en los miomas
los miomas son muy comunes antes los medicos decian matriz que
no da hijos da tumores
las verrugas que son en realidad un tipo de virus del papiloma
humano son muy comunes y contagiosas y probablemente son la causa
de los miomas estos al instalarse en el aparato reproductor femenino
reciben hormonas y nutrientes que los hacen crecer, solo un
porcentaje de las mujeres que tiene miomas llegan a tener sintomas
la gran mayoria no se enteran que los tienen ya que son pequeños
hay una correspondecia estadistica entre las mujeres con miomas
y las personas que tienen verrugas comunes o acrocordones
el estilo de vida actual provoca la predominancia de los estrogenos
la progesterona y los estrogenos se balancean
los estrogenos se generan en las celulas de grasa y con el ciclo hormonal
la obesidad causa que los miomas crezcan de tamaño
se han encontrado receptores de estrogenos en los miomas
de hecho los estrogenos provocan que todos los tumores crezcan
la progesterona detiene el crecimiento de los miomas, al generarse
en grandes cantidades durante el parto detiene el crecimiento
de los miomas por esta razon las mujeres que tienen un hijo
no tienen tantos problemas de miomas como las mujeres que
no tienen hijos
al ver que la progesterona detiene el crecimiento de los miomas
que son tumores benignos tambien deben detener el crecimiento
de otros tumores pudiendo ser una terapia contra
el cancer
los ftalatos provocan el crecimiento de los miomas(y otros tumores)
estos son generados por el plastico la contaminacion por
microplasticos esta muy extendida
que se puede hacer:
promover la investigacion
comprobar la veracidad de la informacion y compartirla
si se tiene una lesion o se convive con alguien que
tiene una evitar el contagio por fomite es decir no prestarse
ropa no compartir la pastila de jabon o toalla no compartir
ropa interior, al lavar la ropa usar un desinfectante como
cloro u otros que se pueden usar en ropa de color, desinfectarse
las manos con gel antibacterial etc.
si se compra ropa usada hay que lavarla y desinfectarla
las verrugas filiformes que aparecen en el cuello o en otras partes
pueden removerse usando vinagre de manzana por la mañana y en la
noche (se debe evitar tocarlas directamente ya que pueden ser
autoinoculantes tocas una lesion y luego tocas otra parte de tu
piel y aparece otra lesion, muchos medicos niegan esto pero puedes
comprobalo directamente)
al aplicar el vinagre despues de varios dias comienzan a ponerse
mas obscuras luego de una o dos semanas se caen
acudir al dermatologo a removerse las lesiones
en el caso de los miomas la progesterona puede ayudar a detener
su crecimiento se deben evitar los substitutos artificiales ya que
causan otro tipo de problemas la crema de camote mexicano es
economica y funciona indenticamente a la progesterona natural
consulte a su medico y hagase revisiones periodicas

Hello, I am on the lookout for the following titles in G4+ condition, I would like to prioritize Canadian sellers at the moment but feel free to comment if you have any and if the price is right I will consider international shipping.
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-Complete Sets-
Air Gear 1-37 (Del Rey/Kodansha)
Vagabond 1-37 (VIZ Media)
Cromartie High School 1-12 (ADV)
Gyo 1st Edition 1-2 (Editor's Choice)(VIZ Media)
Honey and Clover 1-10 (VIZ Media)
Wandering Island 1-2 (Dark Horse)
The Five Star Stories 1-26 (Toy Press)
Mars 1-15 (Tokyopop)
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Voyeurs, Inc 1 (PULP)(VIZ Media)
Black and White 3 (PULP)(VIZ Media)
ES: Eternal Sabbath 8 (Del Rey)
Apocalypse Meow 1, 3 (ADV)
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