Jutros je bio neki smesan tekst, sto trideset peti u poslednjih godinu dana, o tome kako se Srbi odnose prema Rusima koji su se preselili.
Oni (Rusi) su normalni. Jasno je da je coveku veoma teško da istovremeno trazi posao, upisuje dete u vrtic, place nocu i uci jezik, ali generalno, Rusi se snalaze.
I Srbi su super momci i snalaze se (ozbiljno, u pekari moje kuce su me grdili jer se Rusi i Ukrajinci ne pozdravljaju sa prodavcima. Ja kazem: kamon, brate, uvek se pozdravim, tako sam ucen... Pa, ne znam, odgovaraju mi, po mom mišljenju, ne zele svi da se pozdrave, ne moze da rece niko 'Helo' ili 'Dobar dan').
Okej.
Ali nesta me nervira, braco. Evo ja sam Rus. Dobijem bas cesto bonuseve u kafanima: rakiju u kafanama za to što je u Rusiji čitao Mišu Selimovića i Momo Kapora, da znam za Branka Ćopića i njegovu ježevu kućicu (ozbiljno, za Branko Ćopića se svi već toliko dive na reč da ja ne mogu da shvatim gde zabrljam i grešim u rečima i gramatici – već me svi unapred hvale).
Moj macak je pobegao, trazili smo ga po celom ulazu... uzeo sam kutiju sa alatom od komšije i popravio nesto u stanu, zatim dao par flasa vina kao poklon za pomoć.. Bas cesto idemo na noćne pijace i mogu da kažem šta je bila Kraljevina SHS nekomy ruskom kolege za posao.
Imam bas dobar socialan zivot. Ali.
Zašto, dođavola, vi, dragi Srbi, ne dođete u posetu?
Imam komšija sa detetom.
Našla je moju mačku, pozvala me u posetu, imaju terrarium i zmaja sa bradom, pogledao sam terarijum, pričali smo o odmoru u Sarajevu i cenama stanova, pozvao sam njih i decu da popiju kafu i ćaskaju ako žele, dogovorili smo se određenog dana, ovog dana sam spremao hranu i skuvao kafu, bam, nema nikoga.
Siđem dole i tamo njen sin igra PlaiStation, kaže da su oni i prijatelji još u stanu, mama je otišla poslom, nema je. Dobro, ali dođavola, ja živim preko puta tebe, da li si me mogao da reci da ne dodes?
Posao! Draga prica za kolege sa posla. Pijemo sa kolegama, razgovaramo o Mađarskoj, Evropskoj uniji, fudbalu, ko hrče, i sta mozemo sa tim uraditi, neki kolega mi priča o horoskopima, blah blah. Kažem: momci, dođite za vikend, skuvaću hranu, popijemo piće, ćaskaćemo, pokazaću vam stan.
Da, naravno. Možete učiniti sa svojom ženom. Okej brate.
Ok, zvaćemo. I niko ne zove. Onda se dogovorimo da se nađemo negde posle Božića: ljudi imaju moj broj telefona, ali niko ne zove.
Dođavola s njim: imam jos odnogo prijatelja: on je ulični umetnik.
Sretali smo se, pa pričali o italijanskoj renesansi, pa se svađali šta je bolje, grafika ili slikarstvo. Predložio mi je nekoliko polovnih knjižara, kupio sam od njega sliku, onda je dao dve tek tako, vodim mu prijatelje kad dođu u grad.
Njegova žena za moju zenu je predložila društvo za šetnju po planinama. Okej, mislim, mi smo neki prijateli, svaka cast.
To je to, pitam: dođite na ručak u februaru. Znam da cesto kupujte ramove i farbe u susednoj ulici. Dođi, brate, sa svojom ženom. Hoćeš li malo votke ili ruskoj hrane?
Da, kaže, biće prilike, ući ću, napišite mi svoj broj telefona i evo moje vizit karte.
I ne ulazi, nikad ne ulazi, iako na ulici maše rukom.
Gospodo Srbi, šta vam je? Dogovarati se i nikad ne dolaziti u posetu. Da li to je neka nacionalna osobina koja mi nedostaje?

Pozdrav svima,
Najprije bih voljela dati neku pozadinu priče. Od 18-te godine vukla sam probleme s depresijom, napadima panike i anksioznošću. To je dovelo do toga da sam imala jako lošu sliku o sebi, počela udovoljavati ljudima bez obzira koliko to loše utjecalo na mene. Ostala u vezi koja je bila jako nezdrava za mene. Prije godinu dana postala sam mama i tu je situacija uz sve hormone postala jako loša. Nije prošlo par sati bez plakanja. No dijete me je guralo naprijed i u jednom trenutku imala sam onaj klik u glavi "moje dijete treba sretnu mamu". Počela sam raditi na sebi svaki dan, i dalje imam loših dana ali sve je puno puno bolje nego je bilo. I sada dolazim do pitanja, koji hobi vam se pokazao ko najbolji za opuštanje/da izbacite frustracije iz sebe? Tražim nešto da se maknem iz kuće (npr volim čitati ali uvijek netko smeta pa na kraju budem još više isfruatrirana). Nešto što mogu počet od 0. Razmišljala sam o nekoj vrsti plesa ali imam dvije lijeve noge. Boks mi se isto čini kao dobra ideja. Bilo kakav savjet je dobrodošao

Over the course of the past few months I have been working on compiling a list of my 500 favorite songs. It was sort of challenge that I gave myself and I'm super pumped with how it turned out. There were a few rules (only 5 songs per artist being the big rule, among a few others), and here's the list I came up with. Thought it was fun, so wanted to share here and see if it might spark any discussion about song placement, lack of songs/artists, or see if anyone had any similar lists. All thoughts are welcome! (and if you don't care to comb through all 500 songs for your favorite song or artist I'm more than happy to help you track 'em down)

1. Trash Panda - Aging out of the 20th Century
   
2. Djo - Roddy
   
3. The Beatles - Don't Let Me Down
   
4. Snail Mail - Heat Wave
   
5. Phoebe Bridgers - Savior Complex
   
6. Joji - SLOW DANCING IN THE DARK
   
7. The Shins - The Fear
   
8. Talking Heads - This Must Be the Place (Naive Melody)
   
9. The Cranberries - Linger
   
10. Post Animal - Ralphie
    
11. Hop Along - Not Abel
    
12. The Beach Boys - Heroes And Villains
    
13. Electric Light Orchestra - Livin' Thing
    
14. The Monkees - As We Go Along
    
15. Blondie - Heart Of Glass
    
16. The Strokes - Oblivius
    
17. Chet Baker - It's Always You
    
18. The Beatles - Rain
    
19. Electric Light Orchestra - Telephone Line
    
20. Husbands - Must Be a Cop
    
21. Faces - Ooh La La
    
22. The Flaming Lips - Do You Realize??
    
23. Frank Ocean - Nights
    
24. Harry James - It's Been a Long, Long Time
    
25. The Turtles - Happy Together
    
26. Etta James - At Last
    
27. The Zombies - The Way I Feel Inside
    
28. The Beatles - Here, There And Everywhere
    
29. The Beach Boys - God Only Knows
    
30. Kanye West - Father Stretch My Hands Pt. 1
    
31. Briston Maroney - Sinkin'
    
32. John Lennon - Oh My Love
    
33. Herb Alpert & The Tijuana Brass - Ladyfingers
    
34. Squirrel Flower - Headlights
    
35. The Backseat Lovers - Maple Syrup
    
36. The B-52's - Rock Lobster
    
37. George Harrison - All Things Must Pass
    
38. Snail Mail - Ben Franklin
    
39. Laura Elliott - Grass Stains
    
40. Djo - Chateau (Feel Alright)
    
41. Tame Impala - Eventually
    
42. The Backseat Lovers - Snowbank Blues
    
43. Claude Debussy - Clair de Lune
    
44. The Weeknd - Save Your Tears
    
45. Talking Heads - Thank You for Sending Me an Angel
    
46. The Zombies - Time of the Season
    
47. The War On Drugs - Nothing to Find
    
48. Queen - Brighton Rock
    
49. The Dream Academy - Please, Please, Please Let Me Get What I Want
    
50. The B-52's - Strobe Light
    
51. The Cranberries - Dreams
    
52. Fugees - Killing Me Softly With His Song
    
53. Molchat Doma - Тоска
    
54. Tyler, The Creator - ARE WE STILL FRIENDS?
    
55. The Mamas & The Papas - Dream A Little Dream Of Me
    
56. The Chords - Sh-Boom
    
57. The Beatles - The Abbey Road Medley
    
58. The Ronettes - Be My Baby
    
59. The Who - Baba O'Riley
    
60. Dr. Dog - Where'd All the Time Go?
    
61. M83 - My Tears Are Becoming A Sea
    
62. Billie Eilish - everything i wanted
    
63. Outkast - Hey Ya!
    
64. Nat King Cole - Orange Colored Sky
    
65. The Notorious B.I.G. - Hypnotize
    
66. Four Tops - Reach Out I'll Be There
    
67. Foreign Air - Shut Up and Show Me
    
68. Leonard Cohen - So Long, Marianne
    
69. dodie - If I'm Being Honest
    
70. Briston Maroney - June
    
71. Post Malone - Sunflower
    
72. John Lennon - Isolation
    
73. Buddy Holly & The Crickets - Not Fade Away
    
74. Phoebe Bridgers - I Know The End
    
75. Kanye West - All Falls Down
    
76. Alvvays - Adult Diversion
    
77. John Lennon - Beautiful Boy (Darling Boy)
    
78. Clairo - Amoeba
    
79. The Beach Boys - I Know There's An Answer
    
80. Paul McCartney - Let Me Roll It
    
81. Frank Ocean - Ivy
    
82. Radiohead - Motion Picture Soundtrack
    
83. Djo - Mutual Future (Repeat)
    
84. Phoebe Bridgers - Scott Street
    
85. Childish Gambino - Me and Your Mama
    
86. Pink Floyd - Astronomy Domine
    
87. The Pied Pipers - Dream
    
88. The Beach Boys - All I Wanna Do
    
89. Djo - Change
    
90. Второй этаж поражает - Крайности
    
91. Little Richard - Lucille
    
92. King Gizzard & The Lizard Wizard - Shanghai
    
93. Chet Baker - Deep In A Dream
    
94. The Beatles - It's All Too Much
    
95. Post Animal - Dirtpicker
    
96. The B-52's - Love Shack
    
97. EDEN - foreve/over
    
98. Kanye West - Ultralight Beam
    
99. The Zombies - Going Out Of My Head
    
100. Talking Heads - Found a Job
     
101. Snail Mail - Pristine
     
102. Tom Tom Club - Genius of Love
     
103. Tears For Fears - Everybody Wants To Rule The World
     
104. WILLIS - I Think I Like When It Rains
     
105. Chet Baker - But Not For Me
     
106. Naked Eyes - Always Something There to Remind Me
     
107. Tyler, The Creator - GONE, GONE / THANK YOU
     
108. Djo - Half Life
     
109. Trash Panda - Check Please
     
110. Briston Maroney - Deep Sea Diver
     
111. Beach Fossils - This Year
     
112. Momma - Medicine
     
113. Hop Along - Prior Things
     
114. Talking Heads - Road to Nowhere
     
115. Electric Light Orchestra - Turn to Stone
     
116. Briston Maroney - It's Not My Fault
     
117. Tyler, The Creator - NEW MAGIC WAND
     
118. Snail Mail - Headlock
     
119. Phil Collins - Take Me Home
     
120. Gotye - Somebody That I Used To Know
     
121. The Beach Boys - Do It Again
     
122. Tame Impala - Breathe Deeper
     
123. Ella Fitzgerald - Misty
     
124. Phoebe Bridgers - Waiting Room
     
125. Kanye West - Runaway
     
126. Daft Punk - Get Lucky (feat. Pharrell Williams and Nile Rodgers)
     
127. Dire Straits - Money for Nothing
     
128. Kendrick Lamar - Alright
     
129. Black Country, New Road - Concorde
     
130. George Harrison - If Not for You
     
131. Harry Styles - Cherry
     
132. Ms. Lauryn Hill - Doo Wop (That Thing)
     
133. Paul McCartney - Junk
     
134. Wings - Maybe I'm Amazed [Live]
     
135. Talking Heads - Houses in Motion
     
136. Del Water Gap - Ode to a Conversation Stuck in Your Throat
     
137. Pixies - Where Is My Mind?
     
138. Queen - Seven Seas Of Rhye
     
139. Paul McCartney - Jet
     
140. Sufjan Stevens - Death with Dignity
     
141. A Flock Of Seagulls - I Ran (So Far Away)
     
142. Tame Impala - Let It Happen
     
143. Led Zeppelin - Whole Lotta Love
     
144. Clairo - Management
     
145. Tommy James & The Shondells - I Think We're Alone Now
     
146. Fergie - Clumsy
     
147. Childish Gambino - This Is America
     
148. Prefab Sprout - The King of Rock 'N' Roll
     
149. Joy Again - Looking Out for You
     
150. Beach House - Space Song
     
151. John Lennon - Mind Games
     
152. The Weeknd - Gasoline
     
153. Weezer - Buddy Holly
     
154. Phoebe Bridgers - Sidelines
     
155. Tame Impala - New Person, Same Old Mistakes
     
156. Lana Del Rey - A&W
     
157. The Dillards - I've Just Seen a Face
     
158. The Doors - Break on Through (To the Other Side)
     
159. Julie London - I'm Glad There Is You
     
160. 2Pac - California Love
     
161. Dean Martin - Everybody Loves Somebody
     
162. Snail Mail - Anytime
     
163. The Strokes - The Adults Are Talking
     
164. Jordana, TV Girl - Better in the Dark
     
165. Juice WRLD - Hide (feat. Seezyn)
     
166. The Wild Reeds - Get Better
     
167. Finom - Mine
     
168. Hop Along - One That Suits Me
     
169. The Killers - Mr. Brightside
     
170. Michael Cera - Clay Pigeons
     
171. Clairo - Bags
     
172. Prince - Let's Go Crazy
     
173. The Zombies - She's Not There
     
174. Blackstreet - No Diggity
     
175. Frank Sinatra - I've Got You Under My Skin
     
176. John Denver - Take Me Home, Country Roads
     
177. Harry James - I'm Beginning to See The Light
     
178. The Clash - London Calling
     
179. Charles Bradley - Changes
     
180. Buddy Holly - (Ummmm, Oh Yeah) Dearest
     
181. Eagles - Seven Bridges Road [Live]
     
182. Moxie - Honey
     
183. Faces - Stay with Me
     
184. Post Animal - How Do You Feel
     
185. New Order - Age of Consent
     
186. Natalie Imbruglia - Torn
     
187. Lana Del Rey - Doin' Time
     
188. Twin Peaks - Blue Coupe
     
189. Kanye West - Gold Digger
     
190. Fruit Bats - The Bottom of It
     
191. Frank Sinatra - Somethin' Stupid
     
192. Lorde - Perfect Places
     
193. Martha Tilton - Exactly Like You
     
194. King Crimson - 21st Century Schizoid Man
     
195. Glen Campbell - Southern Nights
     
196. Claire Rosinkranz - Frankenstein
     
197. Guillemots - Made-Up Lovesong #43
     
198. Fleetwood Mac - Say You Love Me
     
199. Frankie Valli - Can't Take My Eyes off You
     
200. The Crickets - Don't Ever Change
     
201. Paul Anka - Put Your Head On My Shoulder
     
202. George Harrison - Isn't It a Pity
     
203. Trash Panda - Off
     
204. Super Besse - Holod
     
205. Beyoncé - Hold Up
     
206. Charlie Burg - I Don't Wanna Be Okay Without You
     
207. Eagles - Peaceful Easy Feeling
     
208. Ella Fitzgerald - It's A Lovely Day Today
     
209. PERMSKY KRAY - Дорогой Человек
     
210. The Little Dippers - Forever
     
211. The B-52's - There's a Moon in the Sky (Called the Moon)
     
212. Patti Page - Old Cape Cod
     
213. Daft Punk - Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger
     
214. The Soggy Bottom Boys - I Am A Man Of Constant Sorrow
     
215. Trash Panda - Things Will Never Change
     
216. Hop Along - Well-dressed
     
217. Sixpence None The Richer - Kiss Me
     
218. TV Girl - Daughter of a Cop
     
219. LAUNDRY DAY - Jane
     
220. Tyler, The Creator - EARFQUAKE
     
221. Sigue Sigue Sputnik - Love Missile F1-11
     
222. Joji - Gimme Love
     
223. The Backseat Lovers - Pool House
     
224. The Weeknd - Take My Breath
     
225. Mild High Club - Homage
     
226. Doc Watson - Am I Born to Die?
     
227. Daniel Caesar - Streetcar
     
228. The Kinks - Sunny Afternoon
     
229. John Lennon - #9 Dream
     
230. Tame Impala - Elephant
     
231. Chuck Berry - You Never Can Tell
     
232. Pink Floyd - Wish You Were Here
     
233. KIDS SEE GHOSTS - 4th Dimension
     
234. Soft Cell - Tainted Love
     
235. The B-52's - Song for a Future Generation
     
236. Gnarls Barkley - Crazy
     
237. Lana Del Rey - Blue Jeans
     
238. Billie Eilish - Halley's Comet
     
239. Glenn Miller - In the Mood
     
240. Kid Bloom - Control
     
241. The Cinematic Orchestra - To Build A Home
     
242. Marvin Gaye - I Heard It Through The Grapevine
     
243. Brenda Lee - If You Love Me (Really Love Me)
     
244. TV Girl - Lovers Rock
     
245. Art Lown - Knew You Well
     
246. Dean Martin - Ain't That A Kick In The Head
     
247. Miniature Tigers - Like or Like Like
     
248. Electric Light Orchestra - Sweet Talkin' Woman
     
249. The Hunts - Ages
     
250. The Cars - Good Times Roll
     
251. Bill Withers - Lovely Day
     
252. Drake - God's Plan
     
253. Kansas - Point of Know Return
     
254. The Neighbourhood - Stargazing
     
255. The Clash - Rock the Casbah
     
256. Hop Along - What the Writer Meant
     
257. Briston Maroney - Under My Skin
     
258. Jack Stauber - Buttercup
     
259. King Gizzard & The Lizard Wizard - Ya Love
     
260. Ginger Root - Loretta
     
261. Thompson Twins - Hold Me Now
     
262. Frank Ocean - Pyramids
     
263. Kate Bush - Running Up That Hill (A Deal With God)
     
264. Destroy Boys - I Threw Glass at My Friend's Eyes and Now I'm on Probation
     
265. Mild High Club - Dionysian State
     
266. Franz Ferdinand - Take Me Out
     
267. Kevin Abstract - Empty
     
268. The Frights - Crust Bucket
     
269. Stealers Wheel - Stuck In The Middle With You
     
270. The Shins - Fighting in a Sack
     
271. fun. - We Are Young (feat. Janelle Monáe)
     
272. Lil Uzi Vert - Money Longer
     
273. Miniature Tigers - Cannibal Queen
     
274. The Doors - Touch Me
     
275. Jean Dawson - Clear Bones
     
276. King Gizzard & The Lizard Wizard - Catching Smoke
     
277. Molchat Doma - Люди Надоели
     
278. The Go-Go's - Our Lips Are Sealed
     
279. Billie Eilish - ocean eyes
     
280. BOYO - Crown
     
281. The 1975 - Somebody Else
     
282. Husbands - She's a Betty
     
283. Syd Barrett - If It's In You
     
284. Trash Panda - Atlanta Girls
     
285. Frank Ocean - Godspeed
     
286. Alice Phoebe Lou - Glow
     
287. Childish Gambino - Redbone
     
288. New Order - Blue Monday
     
289. Post Animal - Schedule
     
290. Harry Styles - Fine Line
     
291. Harry James - I'll Get By (As Long As I Have You)
     
292. Depeche Mode - Never Let Me Down Again
     
293. Chet Baker - I Fall In Love Too Easily
     
294. The Cranberries - Put Me Down
     
295. John Mayer - Edge of Desire
     
296. George Harrison - All Those Years Ago
     
297. Electric Light Orchestra - The Diary of Horace Wimp
     
298. Alex Clare - Too Close
     
299. Eric B. & Rakim - Know The Ledge
     
300. Peter Frampton - Show Me The Way [Live]
     
301. Simon & Garfunkel - Mrs. Robinson
     
302. Black Eyes - Deformative
     
303. The Righteous Brothers - Unchained Melody
     
304. Bonny Light Horseman - Deep In Love
     
305. The Walker Brothers - The Sun Ain't Gonna Shine Anymore
     
306. Cage The Elephant - Cigarette Daydreams
     
307. Hot Flash Heat Wave - Raindrop
     
308. Clairo - Sofia
     
309. Kendrick Lamar - PRIDE.
     
310. Camille Saint-Saëns - The Swan
     
311. Weezer - Say It Ain't So
     
312. C418 - Sweden
     
313. Lana Del Rey - Let The Light In (feat. Father John Misty)
     
314. The Postal Service - Such Great Heights
     
315. Pickin' On Series - Those to Come
     
316. Lana Del Rey - Grandfather please stand on the shoulders of my father while he's deep-sea fishing (feat. RIOPY)
     
317. John Mayer - Moving On and Getting Over
     
318. Field Medic - POWERFUL LOVE
     
319. Cage The Elephant - Flow
     
320. Joji - Run
     
321. The Who - Won't Get Fooled Again
     
322. Boston - Peace of Mind
     
323. Ben E. King - This Magic Moment
     
324. David Bowie - Starman
     
325. Beastie Boys - Sabotage
     
326. Harry Belafonte - Banana Boat (Day-O)
     
327. Gene Krupa & His Orchestra - Rhumboogie
     
328. The Cardigans - Lovefool
     
329. The Kinks - You Really Got Me
     
330. The Zombies - She's Coming Home
     
331. Michael Jackson - Thriller
     
332. Moxie - Blue Skies
     
333. The Mamas & The Papas - Straight Shooter
     
334. Peter, Paul and Mary - Don't Think Twice, It's All Right
     
335. Green Day - Brain Stew
     
336. Dua Lipa - Levitating (feat. DaBaby)
     
337. The Police - Roxanne
     
338. Britney Spears - Toxic
     
339. Tears For Fears - Head Over Heels
     
340. Rex Orange County - Pluto Projector
     
341. The Strokes - Call It Fate, Call It Karma
     
342. Portugal. The Man - Feel It Still
     
343. The Black Crowes - Twice As Hard
     
344. Ted Nugent - Stranglehold
     
345. fun. - Some Nights
     
346. Wings - Silly Love Songs
     
347. Paramore - Still into You
     
348. Peter Frampton - Baby, I Love Your Way [Live]
     
349. The Monkees - Last Train to Clarksville
     
350. Royel Otis - Oysters In My Pocket
     
351. The Backseat Lovers - Growing/Dying
     
352. Nelly Furtado - Say It Right
     
353. Post Animal - Goggles
     
354. Erik Satie - Gymnopédie No. 1
     
355. Childish Gambino - IV. Sweatpants
     
356. Steely Dan - Dirty Work
     
357. ABBA - Lay All Your Love On Me
     
358. Still Woozy - Goodie Bag
     
359. Arlo Parks - Black Dog
     
360. Goth Babe - Weekend Friend
     
361. George & the Handsomes - Sleepy Beats
     
362. boygenius - 20
     
363. The Mills Brothers - You Always Hurt The One You Love
     
364. Travis Scott - SICKO MODE
     
365. Pinegrove - Need 2
     
366. The Backseat Lovers - Sinking Ship
     
367. Franz Schubert - Ave Maria
     
368. Zac Brown Band - Knee Deep (feat. Jimmy Buffett)
     
369. Justin Timberlake - Mirrors
     
370. Simon & Garfunkel - Cecilia
     
371. The Cranberries - Zombie
     
372. Daniel Caesar - Japanese Denim
     
373. Billie Holiday - Easy Living
     
374. ISLAND - By Your Side
     
375. Phil Collins - Tomorrow Never Knows
     
376. Bob Dylan - The Times They Are A-Changin'
     
377. The Four Freshmen - Day By Day
     
378. Fleetwood Mac - The Chain
     
379. Billy Joel - Big Shot
     
380. Billie Eilish - Happier Than Ever
     
381. Yot Club - down bad
     
382. Rihanna - Stay
     
383. Fleetwood Mac - Landslide
     
384. Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky - Swan Lake, Op. 20, Act 2: No. 10, Scene. Moderato
     
385. The White Stripes - Fell In Love With a Girl
     
386. Alvvays - Easy On Your Own?
     
387. Jason Isbell and the 400 Unit - If We Were Vampires
     
388. Blackway - What's Up Danger (with Black Caviar)
     
389. Albert Hammond - It Never Rains in Southern California
     
390. Matt Maltese - Jupiter
     
391. John Denver - Mother Nature's Son
     
392. Childish Gambino - Sober
     
393. Claire Rosinkranz - Pools and Palm Trees
     
394. The Cars - Just What I Needed
     
395. The Doors - Light My Fire
     
396. Blondie - Tomorrow Never Knows
     
397. King Gizzard & The Lizard Wizard - Hell's Itch
     
398. The Japanese House - Saw You In A Dream
     
399. Franz Schubert - String Quartet No. 13 in A Minor, Op. 29 No. 1, D. 804
     
400. The Drifters - White Christmas
     
401. The 1975 - Robbers
     
402. George Harrison - Between The Devil And The Deep Blue Sea
     
403. The Frights - Tongues
     
404. Paramore - Ain't It Fun
     
405. Billy Joel - Pressure
     
406. Frank Sinatra - My Way
     
407. Art Lown - Going Back to Carolina
     
408. Bruno Mars - Just the Way You Are
     
409. Under The Rug - Lonesome & Mad
     
410. The Mamas & The Papas - Dedicated To The One I Love
     
411. Foster The People - Sit Next to Me
     
412. Weezer - Undone - The Sweater Song
     
413. Michael Jackson - Wanna Be Startin' Somethin'
     
414. Tia Blake - Plastic Jesus
     
415. Los Bravos - Bring a Little Lovin'
     
416. Lady Gaga - Bad Romance
     
417. Minnie Riperton - Les Fleurs
     
418. Billy Idol - Dancing with Myself
     
419. Cody Fry - I Hear a Symphony
     
420. Gringo Sapiens - Driver's Licence
     
421. Vacations - Relax
     
422. Glitter Party - time waits
     
423. Steve Lacy - Bad Habit
     
424. The Crystals - Then He Kissed Me
     
425. The Pied Pipers - Mairzy Doats
     
426. Mitski - Bug Like an Angel
     
427. James Ray - I've Got My Mind Set On You
     
428. Clairo - Bubble Gum
     
429. Masayoshi Takanaka - SEXY DANCE
     
430. Nat King Cole - (I Love You) For Sentimental Reasons
     
431. Sleigh Bells - Crown On the Ground
     
432. Olivia Rodrigo - favorite crime
     
433. No Doubt - Just A Girl
     
434. Foreigner - Long, Long Way from Home
     
435. Heart - Crazy On You
     
436. The Hunts - Darlin'
     
437. David Bowie - Heroes
     
438. Alice Phoebe Lou - Hammer
     
439. Thee Oh Sees - Toe Cutter - Thumb Buster
     
440. Roar - I Can't Handle Change
     
441. TV Girl - Birds Dont Sing
     
442. Laufey - From The Start
     
443. Chas McDevitt Skiffle Group - Freight Train (feat. Nancy Whiskey)
     
444. Metro Boomin - Am I Dreaming
     
445. Liana Flores - rises the moon
     
446. POP ETC - Speak Up
     
447. Jean Knight - Mr. Big Stuff
     
448. The Platters - Twilight Time
     
449. Derek & The Dominos - Layla
     
450. King Gizzard & The Lizard Wizard - Homeless Man in Adidas
     
451. Charlie Burg - Lovesong (The Way)
     
452. Hot Flash Heat Wave - Gutter Girl
     
453. ABBA - Fernando
     
454. Mitski - My Love Mine All Mine
     
455. Savannah Conley - More Than Fine
     
456. Young the Giant - Mind Over Matter
     
457. Future Crib - Yer Movin'
     
458. Bob Dylan - Like a Rolling Stone
     
459. benches - Violent
     
460. Musical Youth - Pass The Dutchie
     
461. Olivia Rodrigo - vampire
     
462. Ryan Gosling, Emma Stone - City Of Stars
     
463. Maya Hawke - Thérèse
     
464. Current Joys - A Different Age
     
465. Wayne Newton - Danke Schoen
     
466. La Roux - Bulletproof
     
467. Jason Segel, Walter - Man Or Muppet
     
468. U2 - I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For
     
469. The Raconteurs - Steady, As She Goes
     
470. The Ink Spots - Into Each Life Some Rain Must Fall
     
471. Ace of Base - The Sign
     
472. Vulfpeck - 1612
     
473. Nordista Freeze - Hey GiGi
     
474. The Chainsmokers - New York City
     
475. Suki Waterhouse - Johanna
     
476. Pete Rodriguez - I Like It Like That
     
477. Calvin Harris - Summer
     
478. The Rare Occasions - Notion
     
479. a-ha - Take on Me
     
480. Rush - Working Man
     
481. Traffic - Dear Mr. Fantasy
     
482. Starbuck - Moonlight Feels Right
     
483. Van Halen - Drop Dead Legs
     
484. The Troggs - Wild Thing
     
485. Led Zeppelin - Good Times Bad Times
     
486. The Byrds - Turn! Turn! Turn! (To Everything There Is a Season)
     
487. Cream - Sunshine Of Your Love
     
488. Justin Timberlake - SexyBack (feat. Timbaland)
     
489. David Bowie - Suffragette City
     
490. Ludwig van Beethoven - Sonata No. 14 in C-Sharp Minor, Op. 27, No. 2 "Moonlight"
     
491. Avicii - Wake Me Up
     
492. The Who - La-La-La-Lies
     
493. The Spinners - The Rubberband Man
     
494. MGMT - Time to Pretend
     
495. Hootie & The Blowfish - Only Wanna Be With You
     
496. Sheck Wes - Mo Bamba
     
497. Claire Rosinkranz - 123
     
498. Ringo Starr - Photograph
     
499. The Proclaimers - I'm Gonna Be (500 Miles)
     
500. Duran Duran - Rio
     

Pozdrav, imam 22 godine i još nisam prestala mjesečariti. Aktivno ustajem, hodam i pričam u snu. Pošto još uvijek živim sa roditeljima dešava se da njima uđem u sobu i krenem pričati o nečemu. Nekada samo sjedim u krevetu i pričam, nekada trčim i vrištim jer bježim od nekog ili nečega, nekad samo hodam. Desilo se da sam jednom rodicu pokrivala po glavi jorganom dok sam joj se smijala u facu. Trčanje niz stepenice u kući i moja mama koja me ganja jer ju je strah da ću pasti. Deranje. Pričanje ne povezanih priča. Pitanja kao što su “Šta on radi ovdje?” ili “Ko je on?”. Naravno ja se ničeg ne sjećam, bude mi rečeno naredni dan šta se desilo. Meni je to smiješno, ali mislim da je to ljudima horor neki. Moji roditelji su navikli jer ovo imam od djetinjstva, ali me bude strah da će se to desiti dok noćim negdje van svoje kuće i kako će ljudi ti oko mene reagovati. Kažu da je od stresa, ali ne osjećam se da sam pod stresom, poprilično sam smirena osoba. Mama kaže da trebam otići da mi saliju stravu. Da li bi odlazak doktoru pomogao ili ne?
Bitno je naglasiti da ne uzimam nikakvu vrstu droge, slabo i pijem alkohol. Takođe nisam vjernik.

Hola a todos, estoy ranteado desde una cuenta que no es la mia, necesito quejarme de esta situacion que me esta volviendo loco, resulta que trabajo para el gobierno de la provincia de Buenos Aires, hace casi 18 años, durante mi crecimiento profesional dentro de la institucion he visto de todo, tipos que eran compañeros mios de laburo pero que no vi en años, tejes y manejes, kioskos etc, toda mi vida me mantuve alejado de estos temas, creo tener la suficiente capacidad para crecer sin ayudin por decirlo de alguna manera, pero es verdad que el que no llora no mama porque aunque he crecido profesionalmente no veo que se me presente una oportunidad de crecimiento, mi tarea es de alto valor tecnologico, trabajo en un nicho muy acotado y muy util dentro de los procesos de administracion territorial, en este ambito me he formado y me han elegido para coordinar a las entidades nacionales que esten avocadas en esa tarea, para esto me dan tiempo y espacio de mis tareas habituales, me relaciono con gente de municipios, provincias y nacion y todos ellos tienen una buena imagen de mi, me invitan a participar de capacitaciones, para dar conferencias etc, por esto mismo me han elegido como representante de Argentina en una institucion internacional que trata sobre la tematica a la que me dedico, todo esto es verificable pero como no me quiero quemar espero que alcance con su capacidad de creerme, ademas de esto soy miembro de una asociacion civil que da apoyo a las comunidades que esten en la misma tematica profesional que yo, no soy una persona quedada, trato de aprender y hago cursos bastante seguido, ahora no tanto porque estoy deprimido y siento que no importa, mi jefe es un fenomeno me incentiva a laburar y a crecer, pero su superior es un tipo que se nota que no le caigo bien, no soy altanero, ni contestador, simpre hablo desde el respeto péro no soy de su "palo politico" y esto hace que me menosprecie seguido, mas alla de no darme bola con nada, el otro dia vinieron las autoridades y uno de los temas era mi trabajo como representante institucional para afuera en todos los niveles de gobierno, ni me nombro, no se le ocurrio decir ni mu, tengo una bronca, perdon por lo largo de esto, no tengo ganas de hablar mas con mis amigos y familia, sus respuestas son sobre que injusto es el mundo y que no me lo merezco, que me vaya a otro lado etc etc. yo no quiero guita, yo no quiero fama, quiero que me reconozcan mi laburo, el que creo venir haciendo bien desde hace tanto años... yo no soy ni mileista, ni macrista, ni cristinista, yo soy un tipo que le gusta hacer lo que hace pero que siente que todo se trata de politica de ser del palo o no, estoy en repulsas con esta sociedad de mierda y su funcionamiento pelotudo...gracias por leerme y si alguien esta en una situacion parecida, mi mas sentido pesame, creeme que me gustaria darte la respuesta que yo no puedo obtener sobre como cambiar la situacion.

Hola. Tengo 14 y voy en primero medio y en lo que llevo de clases me he dado cuenta de que mis compañeritos no son los más brillantes del mundo, además de irrespetuosos y mal hablados. No me hago el santo, yo tambien insulto pero no frente a docentes y menos soy falta de respeto, tampoco es por creerme superior. Es esto algo meramente de mi curso o somos todos de esta generación asi de weas?
Edit: para agregar también se sacan notas más malas que pegarle a la mama, uno se sacó un 1.9 en ingles y ni siquiera fue la nota más baja. Sálvame chupete suazo
Otro edit: Soy medio weon y se me olvidó contar algunas cosas, así que me voy a explicar mejor para dar más contexto
Estos locos no se callan nunca, hay como 3 grupitos ya identificados de locas que no se callan ni pagandoles
El curso está lleno de cahuines, ya tienen a una compañera sin ganas de venir
Antes de que nos vinieran a retar por ello, el liceo tiene un sistema de escaneo para almorzar donde aquellos con buena asistencia al almuerzo les dan un pase para pasar más rápido los días que hay buena comida, estos weones molestaban compañeros para que les dieran sus pases
La sala la tienen inmunda la mayoría del tiempo, tanto así que los tíos del aseo se rehusaban a pasar
En un momento hubieron 6 suspendidos en todo el curso
Ah, y mi favorita, prendieron un pito cuando no había nadie cuidandonos

Throwaway account. I know he surfs reddit but idk if he's on here.
My coworker (let's say his name is Dan) I've been working with for about 4 months now. He's been with our company for about 3 years. I used to think was just another guy trying to get in my pants. Narcissistic, I know, but it's pretty much most guys I come across. Anytime we talked I always felt like he needed an excuse to come talk to me or something. I was dead wrong about everything about this guy. I'm a single mother with a child that has special needs and I'm nearly scrapping by.
Dan's wife came to work a couple weeks ago and i got to meet her and her son who has special needs as well (I've known about thembecause he talks about them a lot). And I took a good look and I saw a happy family. He was playing with his son a bit and talking to him and laughing together. It made me kinda hurt to see it and jealous a bit.
I got to talk to his wife and I found out that her son isn't even his. I didn't know that. So it got me wondering how she scored a guy who makes her so happy despite having a special needs kid. And she went on to tell me he just gets her and connects really well with her and her son and how he's just a perfect fit. She calls him her Champion. Just seeing this and hearing from her about him sky rocketed my jealousy because that is exactly what I want.
I dwelled on it a bit and Dan noticed that I guess I was being a little distant with him. So he pulled me aside and just asked if I was OK. I told him pretty much that I was jealous of his wife (not directly like that but he deciphered it). I'm not sure how to describe how what happened next felt but this is where I was wrong with him. Dan absolutely leveled with me, he didn't coddle my feelings or anything, he just leveled with me and we had a deep conversation. And I felt not just heard and understood, and I didn't know how to process it because I've never had someone talk to me like this.
Dan was telling me about how he grow up in a single parent household with his mom and what he learned from it and how he applied it to his wife and son. I always thought dating as a single mom is tough but he really made me look at it differently now.
I'm gonna paraphrase what he told me but here's basically what he said:
"You know growing up, my mother worked three jobs because where we lived was expensive. Mama always put me and my sister first above herself as any good parent should. Mama did go on dates, but none of them lasted. My sister and I often blamed ourselves for her boyfriends running off. Mama said that's not true, none of them were up to the task. Being a single mom doesn't make you any less a woman or a person, it just means you have a different set of standards. They aren't impossible, they're just non-negotiable and should be respected as such. When I met my wife, I didn't see her kid as an obstacle or a challenge. He's a kid, he's human. It took some time to understand her needs, her dreams and aspirations, her passions, everything that makes her tick. Same thing for him. But once I did, the rest was easy."
I didn't know what to say. I'll never forget that conversation, even my dad never talked to me like that. Like I said I felt like he gets it or at least gets me. I saw why she called Dan her champion.
But since then I've just been jealous because this guy is exactly what I want but I can't have him. Is it wrong for me to feel this way?

Okay I've been thinking about which disses were more impactful and has done/will do the most damage to his career. I feel like they both led to the inevitable fall from grace of BBL Drizzy. Pusha exposed the cracks in the armor and Kendrick delivered the final blow. Now I can't speak for the future, maybe Drake will have a longer, fruitful and respectable career and maybe he can rebound and rebrand out of this one like he did with the L he took from Pusha in 2018 but I doubt it. For the foreseeable future, we're going to be 2 stepping in the club to a song explicitly calling him a sex criminal. Everywhere he goes, he gon hear the words "A-MINORRRR" "say Drake, I hear you like them young!" "We don't wanna hear you say nigga no moorrreee". Drake has been relegated to the statuses of the R Kelly's, the Diddy's, the Dan Schneider. Maybe he'll bounce back with a hit soon but the fact is Nothing Is The Same as far as his career is concerned. But we'll see.
I will start by saying we cannot understate Pusha's impact on Drake's downfall. There is a very clear before and after Pusha arc to Drake's career and Kendrick ending it falls in the after Pusha era. That is not a coincidence. The Story Of Adidon did two things to BBL Drizzy's career that he could never recover from.

1. Sabotaged Drake's endorsement deal with Adidas. This might not be the most significant damage done to him by Pusha but it is the most immediate and had a long lasting impact. This hurt him so much monetarily because think about what he could have accomplished if that deal hadn't fell through. Think about Kanye and how his Adidas deal turned him into a capital B Billionaire. He lost it all because of his antisemitic tirades but would BBL Drizzy go on antisemitic tirades? I really don't think so. Think about what Fenty did for Rihanna. If he reached those heights he would've been teflon. Billionaires don't have to face accountability from anybody but the feds. Jay Z has been accused of doing some heinous BBL Drizzy type activities but barring a RICO, it really doesnt matter because he is untouchable. Pusha robbed BBl Drizzy of that of that. Because of Story Of Adidon, BBL Drizzy still has to make most of his money off music. He is still at least somewhat subject to the court of public opinion. He can get cancelled. Another more famous rapper could drop a song that ends his career.
   
2. Pusha exposed Drake for what he really is leading him on the trajectory of who he has become in the public eye which lead to his downfall. Think about who Drake was percieved to be before Adidon. He was safe. He was soft. He was sweet, romantic. One of the good guys. (For my ladies/gays with accepting parents) He was the type of boy you bought home to mama and daddy and told them this is the man you want to spend the rest of your life with. He would be the first to notice when you changed your hair and give you a compliment. After a long day of work he would run your bath water and light a vanilla scented candle and actually listen to you talk about the weird bitch at work.....but I digress. The point is Drake was seen as a good man and for the girls. He was one of the men who "gets it" and that is why he had such a big and loyal female fanbase. Naysayers might've called him corny, soft, not real, pussy boi, simp, lame, capable of turning sandpaper into moist toilettes(shoutout Big Ghost) any of those variations but words they were not calling him were predator, deadbeat, misogynist, abuser. He was not seen as a bad guy. There were plenty of signs he had issues(looking at you Diamonds Dancing outro) but he was always given the benefit of the doubt. That was until Pusha dropped a bomb on him. Pusha dissected his character and exposed him as a fraud who was hiding a child from the world and he impregnated a white pornstar(he was seen as very pro-black woman before this). His world was almost shattered. Drake was a deadbeat??? It was such a shock to everyone. He really wasn't the sweet loving and romantic boy of every girl's dreams. He wasn't prince charming anymore. He was a run of the mill fuckboy rapper. Everything we thought we knew about Drake was a lie. Luckily Daddy J Prince put a stop to the beef or it could've been alot worse. It also didn't really hurt his career too too much at the time because he was too big for a diss track from a purist fav underground rapper to end his career but it did have a long lasting impact that spiraled to the end of his career as we know it today. BBL Drizzy knew that he couldn't be the hopeless romantic nice guy anymore now that his baby by a pornstar was exposed by half of a legendary coke rap duo from the early 2000's. He had to rebrand and switch from lovable sweet boy to dangerous playboy. He became more brazen and bold with openly disrespecting women. He started doing more gangster talk and giving more threats. He possibly might've had a very big rap star killed, allegedly. He started doing nefarious things like openly texting popstars and actresses who were minors. I'm not saying he tried to look like a possible child molester for his image but it did add to his dangerous rebrand. He victim blamed domestic violence survivors. He almost fully exposed the mask to be the true degenerate he is and then Kendrick had to expose him even further. Now we are where we are.
   

Ik sta met mijn mond vol tanden.
Ik zag net een filmpje waarin gezegd werd dat +/- 20% van de ondervraagde managers aangeeft het wel eens meegemaakt te hebben dat een ouder meekomt naar de sollicitatie van een kind. Hierbij gaat het niet om een bijbaantje bij de Burger King (ook dan is het raar, maar goed) maar echt over de sollicitatie naar de startersfunctie.
Echt bizar. Dan ben je gewoon 23, diploma op zak. Moet je mama gewoon mee naar de sollicitatie.
Mijn vraag is dus: Gebeurt dit in Nederland ook? Hebben je ouders zich wel een bemoeid met je sollicitaties?

Hey Fools! Developer Yan here, bringing you details about this new Ship of Fools update releasing the highly anticipated endless mode along with a plethora of balance adjustments and bug fixes.
Since the game's launch, the community has eagerly requested an endless mode, allowing a successful run to continue indefinitely. So we did it! From now on, upon winning any run, you'll have the option to embark on an Endless Mode adventure, retaining your current equipment and starting anew from The Forgotten Waters.
But beware! Each time you enter a new loop, enemies receive a substantial power boost. This added challenge compounds with the modifiers provided by The Lighthouse brightness levels.
Hold on a moment... Are we suggesting that it's now feasible to duplicate any item at the High Sea’s fountain on each loop? This would theoretically allow for an infinite number of identical trinkets to be equipped simultaneously, right?
YES.
Let the crazy builds go wild and shall the fun remain endless!

v1.4.0 patch notes

New features:

• Endless mode added

Balance changes:

• Reduce owlet movement speed when charging the boat before exploding
• Increase paper plane ammunition homing force and damage

Fools balance changes:

• Quill: Missing a shot only removes 2 stacks instead of all of them. Sentry gun not hitting enemies does not count as a miss. We felt that her ability was too punishing, making her almost unplayable in certain situations. Now Quill is a strong pick while still requiring some good aiming!
• Betty: Initiate rage mode when getting hit by a regular paddle attack from another player instead of only initiating from a heavy hit. This allows for the other player to continuously initiate Betty’s rage mode while she remains shooting!
• Finley: Rework reward pool from repairs. Now when repairing, Finley has a chance of spawning:
  • Regular resource: 60%
  • Basic chest: 25%
  • Ancient chest containing an item: 5%
• Jules: All light trinkets are now included in the pool of obtainable items from his ability. Jules will now generate a trinket when defeating The Eye of the Storm. Prior to this update, activating Jules' ability upon defeating the final boss was unnecessary. However, with the introduction of Endless mode, this item now serves a purpose in subsequent loops!

Miscellaneous:

• Prevent sentry cannons from shooting an enemy with an active deflection bubble
• Barnaby and Jules ability now remove the generated item from the pool of obtainable items to make sure those items are not generated again in the same run
• Replace Mama Gull inventory image
• Replace Yoyo trinket activation keyword from “damage” to “accuracy”
• Something special added to the main menu…

Bug Fixes:

• Fix plank bundle given by the siren in The Edge cave sometimes falling in the water
• Fix achievements for completing a run not being shared with the client in an online game
• Fix some special chest encounters ending too soon
• Fix siren ship misplaced hole making it hard to repair
• Fix enemies looping sound never stopped in certain situations
• Fix projectile attack ground target sometimes not being deactivated
• Fix item transfering when switching fools not working properly as the client in an online game
• Fix paddle reach bonuses given not applied to the client in an online game
• Fix homing projectiles not being able to hit enemies that are very close to the water level
• Fix Mama Gull projectiles not hitting some boss parts
• Fix sometimes being able to open the map during sector loading soft-locking the game
• Hey Fools! Developer Dan here, bringing you details about this new Ship of Fools update releasing the highly anticipated endless mode along with a plethora of balance adjustments and bug fixes.

Edit: the update is live on Steam only

Hola!! Les queria preguntar, yo soy madre pero en mi empresa no me quieren dar el asueto porque es un call center, pero si le dieron permiso a otras mamas, queria saber si lo puedo tomar sin avisar de que voy a faltar, y por ejemplo queria saber si en algun caso me llegan a decir que me dan otro dia estoy obligada a aceptar? Gracias, me va a servir de mucho

El Día de la Madre es una ocasión especial para demostrar amor y gratitud hacia las mujeres que nos dieron vida y nos han cuidado con tanto cariño. Uno de los regalos más apreciados en esta fecha son los zapatos, ya que combinan elegancia y comodidad para acompañar a mamá en sus actividades diarias con estilo.
Cuando se trata de elegir el regalo perfecto, los zapatos se destacan por su versatilidad. Desde zapatillas deportivas para las mamás activas que disfrutan de una caminata al aire libre o una sesión de ejercicio, hasta elegantes tacones o cómodos mocasines ideales para ocasiones más formales o simplemente para lucir sofisticadas en el día a día.
Además de ser un obsequio práctico, los zapatos también tienen un significado simbólico. Representan el paso firme y seguro que las madres dan en su labor diaria de cuidar y proteger a sus hijos.
Referencias:
https://zapateriafratello.com/collections/regalos-para-mama-10-de-mayo

Pozdravljeni.
Sem 26-letni fant in prihajam iz Dolenjske regije in "trpim" za depresijo za katero jemljem tudi zdravilo, ki se imenuje Alventa v obliki 150 miligramskih in 75 miligramskih kapsul.
Vse se je začelo s smrtjo očeta julija poleti leta 2014 in poslabšalo, ko sem opustil redno šolanje ter mislim, da leta 2021 (leta, ko smo bili primorani biti doma) nadaljevalo oz. po mojem mnenju doseglo dno s ponesrečenim poskusom samomora. To se je zgodilo pozimi februarja meseca in s tem dejanjem sem si prislužil enomesečni "dopust" v ljubljanski univerzitetni psihiatrični kliniki oz. CMZ-ju, ki pa spada pod prej omenjeno ustanovo.
Ker se še vedno nisem pomiril sem samomor poskušal storiti enkrat ali dvakrat po prvem poskusu. Zato sem bil hospitaliziran še enkrat in sicer skoraj celotno poletje '21. Tudi tokrat v Ljubljana Polje. Naj povem, da nisem tako hud primer ampak prihajam iz Novega mesta, kjer (takrat) ni bilo ustreznih nastanitvenih prostorov za psihiatrično oskrbo.
Ob odpustu so mi "zrihtali" kontrolne preglede pri zdravnici v mojem domačem kraju, kar mi je takrat zelo odleglo, ker ne vozim, živim pa dovolj blizu, da lahko pridem peš. Od takrat imam tudi redno terapijo, ki jo jemljem vsak dan zjutraj in katero sva s psihiatrinjo postopoma ukinjala oz. zmanjševala, ker se mi je stanje postopoma izboljševalo.
No, da še malo "pljunem" po našem zdravstvu. Psihiatrinja je bila "od dol" in je kmalu zamenjala delovno okolje jaz pa sem si moral poiskati novega zdravnika h kateremu bi hodil na kontrole. Za opustitev le teh še nisem bil zrel.
To sem tudi storil in ga. psihiatrinja mi je predlagala mladega zdravnika, ki specializira to področje in dela v alkohološki ambulanti tak-isto v Ljubljani. Sprva me je tja vozila mama (voz. izpita še danes nimam opravljenega), potem pa me je doktor spodbudil, da na preglede s pomočjo javnega prevoza začnem prihajati sam. Tako hodim še danes, ko to pišem.
Torej, nekaj let se že "ubadam" z osebnimi težavami duševne narave in to je moja zgodba, do sedaj.
Ker berem, da nekateri imate podobne težave pa ne morete do zdravnika me lahko tudi kaj vprašate in bom z veseljem odgovoril, če sem komu lahko v pomoč. Lahko pa tudi kaj napišete v inbox ali pa spodaj pod komentarje.
Svojo izkušnjo bi opisal takole: Pred poskusom samomora in prvo hospitalizacijo sem na materino pobudo obiskal psihiatra in sem bil zelo razočaran nad seboj, da sem pristal na tej točki v življenju, ko drugi mislijo, da ga potrebujem (sam nisem bil tega mnenja, da rabim pomoč). Na zaprtem oddelku nisem bil, samo na sprejemnem, kjer so nekateri ljudje z večjimi težavami in zadeva res spominja na "norišnico" kot si jo nas večina - preden imamo izkušnjo iz prve ali druge roke - predstavlja. Situacija je precej drugačna na odprtem oddelku, kjer se proces zdravljenja šele zares prične. V to spadajo terapije (2-krat do 3x na dan zdravila in razne delavnice). Delavnice kot so muzikoterapija, risanje/ustvarjanje, možgančkanje. V poštev pridejo tudi sprehodi, razgibavanje in po dogovoru izhodi.
Vse to vodi skupina med. sester in delovnih terapevtev pod okriljem dodeljenega psihiatra/psihiatrinje. Vse to je skupinsko, ampak naj povem, da so tukaj ostali pacienti in pacientke z veliko manj resnimi težavami ali pa prihajajo le dnevno. Z nekaterimi sem še danes v stiku preko družbenih omrežij.
PREDOLGO, NISEM PREBRAL: Smrt v družini -> depresija -> ponavljanje letnika -> 2x resen poskus samomora -> 2x hospitalizacija v LJ Polje -> Konrole -> Okrevanje -> Stanje in počutje danes -> Deljenje moje izkušnje zadnjih let.
Se vidimo v komentarjih te ali pa drugih objav. In ja, sirena me je zbudila.

Les doy un pequeno discurso un dia... a unos pendejos.
"Por ejemplo para llevar la metrica de un newsletter de alguna cuestion que ustedes esten comercializando y necesiten medir la audiencia del mismo... se hace de la siguiente manera...
Dentro de todas las imagenes, hacen una pequenita imagen de 1px x 1px... un cuadrito chiquitito... pero ese cuadrito, cuando es recuperado por el newsletter, inmediatamente lo que hace es que envia una requisicion PHP con el numero de ID de la base de datos de email, para que posteriormente, la filtren, y hacen una grafica... las tablas que quieran... y asi se dan cuenta que su email fue visto, y toda la informacion... por su propia cuenta..."
Por logica, cualquier persona, que no esta subscrito a un email, recibe un email con algun grafico, que s personal, muy muy poca gente lo abre...
Enrique Nieto... y que dice que un grafico... pura verga... ya hasta me los imagino... "Como.. que otro negro... mi hija... en Londres..." "Ayuda! por favor! Policiaaaa!" ya escucho hasta aca, ya gente que quedo muy traumatizada... la mama del puto ese de TvAzteca...
No te preocupes... "Que tenga el Bitcoin... para que asi tenga tienda... ya con la tienda... pues por logica, las tiendas se promocionan..." dijo Merkel... "Una prostituta..." yo me quede impactado... comoo... que una prostituta... ni las muchachas, con que me relacione en italia, en ningun lado, ningunas prostitutas... este era un pendejo Argentino...
Puta su madre la mas puta de todas las putas... todos los desmadres, nadie es mi familiar directo, todas son puras pinches mamadas, estilo la tia de Luis Miguel... mira como habla la vibora esa... mama... nonono asi hay gente, maligna... y como le permiten hablar todo eso... es que le pagan dinero porque LM no le da... entonces, para sobrevivir, la vieja esa a eso se dedica... ya hubieran llegado a inyectarle el medicamento... "Para que nunca se le ocurra..." "Con eso... nadie... ni el mas valiente de los valientes..." sigue con esto todavia... "Manden el TORO... ahi todos encuerandose..." "Para que se eduque pinche vieja cara de verga...", es una curacion... solo los que estaban locos... "Tenemos el TORO ya mecanico..." "No quiere venir... eso no va a ser problema..." Por pasados de verga..., yo era el unico, que podia COMER, fuera de la mesa...
Nonono... la verdad todo es mentira... ya con el "Telefono". ya va a dar las ordenes de General... ya no va a necesitar... ninguna tienda... nada... ningun ni efectivo... trae un mozo, con una mochila... en la camioneta... "Tengan hijos de dios!" pero solo si ahorita aqui se arma la pachanga... rapido los tambores... miren como esto hace milagros...
Han visto los simpsons... miren como se estan matando a vergazos... los dos candidatos... para ahorita mismo se solucione todo esto... ahora avientenles los punales... que protejan su patria, su pais...
Querian andar de putos... aqui tengo miren, las grabaciones de lo que hacian... "Punales, es poco..." "Martillos!" grita un anciano... cual gritar... se los avientan... en la rueda... POR PUTOS Y CULEROS... 2 ADJETIVOS.. 00 QUE TAL ESA MIERDA, SABE A SANGUIACETILFENIL...
Ahora viene la lucha de las viejas...

Emma'a - Miso Mibale - feat Jungeli (paroles/lyrics)

Paroles
Ils nous ont pointé du doigt tellement j'ai blessé au début Et qui ne te tente rien n'a rien Donc j'ai serré la ceinture, j'ai pris les coups Maintenant, ils me félicitent Après avoir souhaité la mort (yeah) J'ai dit maintenant, ils me félicitent Après avoir souhaité la mort Et c'est biso mibale, oh Ils ont trop parlé Le gars, là m'a mis dans la bouteille Biso mibale, oh C'est biso mibale Ils ont trop parlé Le gars, là m'a mis dans la bouteille C'est biso mibale Ne me demande pas pourquoi, je l'aime comme ça Ne me demande pas pourquoi, je l'aime comme ça Ne me demande pas pourquoi (ne demande pas) je l'aime comme ça Ne me demande pas pourquoi (ne demande pas) je l'aime comme ça Oh mama, y a bana motema epona kaka yo Ils ont voulu parlé de nous Mais mon bébé écoute pas les autres J'irai cherché ton cœur, dis-moi c'est quoi son adresse La femme de mes rêves je ne veux pas quitter mon sommeil Si je sens que c'est plus bon J'irai voir ta mama oh, j'irai voir ta mère Et si ça les dérange j'irai voir ton papa Oh, j'irai voir ton père Et c'est biso mibale, oh Ils ont trop parlé Le gars, là m'a mis dans la bouteille Biso mibale, oh C'est biso mibale Ils ont trop parlé Le gars, là m'a mis dans la bouteille C'est biso mibale Ne me demande pas pourquoi, je l'aime comme ça Ne me demande pas pourquoi, je l'aime comme ça Ne me demande pas pourquoi, je l'aime comme ça Ne me demande pas pourquoi, je l'aime comme ça Ne me demande pas pourquoi, je l'aime comme ça Ne me demande pas pourquoi, je l'aime comme ça Me demande pas Me demande pas
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