Poema de baby shower

The results are in! These were the eleven top comments(not in order). You have 48 hours to vote. You vote by commenting the artist. The most commented(So not the most upvoted) song wins! Thank you!
Trenelutul- Zdob si Zdub and Advahov brothers
Rhythm inside- Loïc nottet
Nel Blu dipinto de blu- Domenico modugno
Shum- Go-a
Cha Cha Cha- Käärijä
Think about things- daoi Freyr
Spirit in the sky- Keiino
Voila- Barbara pravi
Dancing lasha tumbai- Verka
Dschingis Khan- Dschingis Khan
Rim tim tagi dim- Baby Lasagna

I have been trying to figure out how to properly care for my hair my entire life and it’s going downhill fast. I need help!!
For context I have very fine, thin-medium thickness hair that tangles easily, gets greasy on my scalp quickly & feels incredibly dry on the ends. I have wavy/straight texture that falls flat & lacks volume.
Lately I’ve noticed it’s become so much more dry & brittle with noticeable breakage despite feeling like I’m doing everything right!!!
Here are some of the hair care things I do regularly: - wash 3 times a week (every other day - every 2 days) - Double shampoo & only condition ends - Use a microfiber hair towel - Brush extremely gently only when hair is dry/damp, starting from the ends & working my way to the scalp - Moroccan argan oil on ends for day 2 hair - Brush nightly to distribute natural oils to ends - Sleep with a loose French/Dutch braid for protection - Use a scalp scrubber (gently) nightly before I braid, and in the shower to lather shampoo - Rarely use heat, if anything the dyson blow dryer on medium heat (maybe once every 2-3 weeks) - Always use heat protectant when using heat - Switched from aerosol dry shampoo to powdered dry shampoo - Rosemary oil once a week (ish) for growth & to combat thinning (I have so many more baby hairs & am seeing new growth around my hairline. I don’t think this is posing a threat to my hair health)
It feels like I’m doing so much & my hair has all of a sudden taken a turn for the worst (despite not changing much in my routine) and I have no idea what to do.
In the past week I’ve noticed my hair has been: - dryer than ever, i recently got a haircut yet I feel like all of the hair on my head is split ends. - Falling out!!! So much shedding occurs on my hair wash days… - Unmanageable! All of my go to products seem to not be working anymore…
I have religiously used the brand HASK hair products (shampoo, conditioner, argan oil) for years and use the Mielle rosemary oil.
My hair is naturally dirty blonde/light brown, I’ve been dying it darker with a box for years however I have not dyed it since November (it’s May) and don’t plan to anytime soon.
I live in the Chesapeake Bay Area for environmental context & don’t think I have noticeably hard water…. I eat a relatively clean diet with no restrictions…
Could this be hormonal? (I just recently got off birth control after 10 years but I’m only 22) Is it the products I’m using? (Yet every time I try something new it backfires…) Am I just doomed for life ?!?!?
**I added photos of my hair if that helps, day 1 clean hair!!!! Also jumpscare for the picture of all the hair that falls out in the shower sorry that’s gross pls help

So I just watched the last for eps and I have some thoughts. Feel free to share your own thoughts as well if you like :) I personally loved the drama, although I am sad of it being over seeing as nothing was resolved and it was only “the beginning”. Even when it came to the mysteries of the season I thought we would at least resolve some but it looks like not…. We never got answers/explanations on the fire incident.. only that time travelling hwan is the man in the cap. The parents past was only hinted a little bit we basically know nothing there too. The story is just left way to open for it to be a satisfying ending.. I fully expected this but it is still disappointing. I knew of the bad things to come but even knowing didn’t prepare me for how depressing and sad those last eps have been… I cried a lot especially in the last two eps. The show just fully delivers when it comes to the emotions.
And all the characters are just so good!!! -Jooan. I can’t stop praising his actor… He did such a great job with the character and his scenes always hit hard especially in the last episode when he stabs his father. The fact that in difference to the bu storyline he cares and does the most he can to help his father makes everything much more sad. He was holding on to the happy memories of their family and wanted to desperately bring it back. It truly shows how pure and innocent he is underneath all that anger (which makes sense how he developed in this abusive environment). The unfortunate truth is that he must let his father go. Bringing him to his mother,sister was a very wrong decision and he payed the price for it. Side note I would like to know how did the father end up like this?? Him being one of the parents involved in the time travel makes things more complicated.
-Cein. Even knowing what will happen couldn’t prepare me for how sad his death was. The last scene of ep11 hit me so hard. Like he just wants to be understood for who he really is but people won’t give him that chance because of his reputation…even tho he is such a nice person… It is so sad… I don’t dislike the father his problem imo is that he not an empathetic person that can emotionally connect with others. He tries to be but he is not that type of person. He has also been through a lot because of Cein. Him doubting Cein about the death of his mother was a heartbreaking moment for me… He should have had more faith in his son, unfortunately he didn’t even if it was only for a moment. And for Cein who at that point had only been pushing through for the sake of his father it was the nail in the coffin. I know a lot of people love the yoonkook duo but personally my favourite pair was Cein/hwan. And seeing how it was his death that brought hwan to start the time loop was very impactful. Also #justiceforcein He needs to put that slimey principal behind bars for whatever he did to his mom (which was most likely sa) and clear his reputation.

• Haru’s situation is just so tragic….. the boy is just broken. And it is the fault of those failures of parents. Their way of protecting him was so wrong they only worsened his condition, they were more worried about their reputation to the outside world than the emotional wellbeing of their child, they made him ashamed of himself, complicit and full of guilt in their cover up solutions, and emotionally neglected by focusing more on their own feelings, I am fuming!!! The fact that he attempted s*de just to escape them is a depressing situation all around. Him rebelling against them makes sense though being purposely stuck in that hospital is very sad. I just feel so bad for him and wish for him the best. When it comes to the kidnapper guy I have some issues…. I just don’t understand him or his motivations. Like yea he is psycho he kidnaped a boy to torture for fun. But then he decided to instead secretly watch haru for him to find him for years?? And when he did find him he had enough and decided to turn himself in?? why?? And the parents payed him to stay away? Very stupid of them to make a psycho keep any form of promises but ok.

-hwan is an interesting case… Passive as he is in a very toxic environment he lets himself get swayed by the principal and the father. It was frustrating to watch him doing what they tell him, defending the principal and all that but I can understand that it is hard to go against the authority basically in his life, especially as a young teenager. And all of it led to him saying “I’m afraid I’m gonna become like my father” and leaving for America was a development I liked. His father is also such a mystery!!!! His relationship with Cein’s mom, his time travel attempts that he forgot all about… He is a very bad person now to his son and a dirty politician with the most outrageous thing he did being trying to kill dogeon with the principal?!? But from my knowledge of the bu I can guess that he wasn’t always like that. So the question is what led him to become the way he is???
-Dogeon is actually such a nice person. Mature and forgiving who wouldn’t want him as a friend??? The amount of responsibilities he gets on his shoulders with all those jobs to provide for his family where others should have bailed. Working until exhaustion to low grade underpaid jobs when he is capable for so much more is so sad and unfair to watch. Him breaking down to his mom asking her to save him was heartbreaking. And that moment he let all his frustrations out to jooan was very understandable you can only take so much as one person and some times you have to put yourself first. It is not selfish but a necessary step for self preservation. Of course my heart broke for jooan having to hear that he is burden to the one person he thought he could rely on. The rift that was created after that between them was unfortunate but it also shows how much jooan cares about his friend that he decided to distance himself for his sake.
-Hosu: Despite all his trauma and his problems being able to maintain a positive attitude and be cheery is such an admirable trait!! Even when it comes to his mother he holds no ill towards her but just wants her to be happy?? He is just too kind! I mean it is no wonder why haru would rely to such a person so much!! Looks like he has problems in the orphanage with those bullies (that dogeon brothers is with). And he also feels guilty for what happened to haru…. Ho much can one person take? Haru and hosu just have way too many together
-jeha it’s very interesting how he is the one that found the book… and baby it is not your fault the group split up! He is so worried of people disliking him he assumes it immediately.. And all the guilt both him and Cein have after the incident is too much… I still wonder when he started tracking Cein? When and how did they meet? And how come jeha became so attached to him? I feel like we need some clarification on that cause why would someone be in a group with older people without some circumstance being involved. Unpopular opinion maybe I but I don’t dislike Jeha’s mom as much as the others.Yes she is letting him get abused by the stepfather to prevent them from getting kicked out and yea she did want to put the blame on Cein for their own benefit… but I do feel that she genuinely cares about her son and that is her way of doing “what is best for them” and I can’t hate her for that.

I'm a full-time nursing student, managing my studies while caring for my kids with my boyfriend and the help of my mother. My boyfriend works overnight. However, I'm struggling to find time to study and just and small bit of time to myself due to the constant demands of motherhood. I can’t even shower everyday and I am fastidious with my hygiene!
Today, I juggled getting our oldest ready for school, caring for the baby, running errands, and cooking. He usually comes in as I’m leaving. Anything he asks me to do, I always do, even if I don’t want to. When I asked for a bit of help by taking the kids with him in the afternoon while he picked up his daughter so I can just have an hour to myself he refused. Because he goes to work, he doesn’t think he needs to be as hands on in the care of our children. And he said I had an attitude and I could leave.
He has time to play his video games, shower, and if the kids are too much, he can walk away to get his rest.
He asked me to watch his daughter Saturday night and while I previously said I could do it, I’m going to wait until the afternoon to tell him I won’t be doing it.
Am I the asshole for just wanting a tiny bit of time to myself?

My main source of support is my boyfriend. I remember in the beginning of the relationship he’d get super concerned and would listen intently whenever I talked about anything trauma related or would get upset about something. Now though, he just kind of zones out a lot of the time when I do either thing. Like I just finished the new show, Baby Reindeer, and I was telling him about how it really helped me figure some stuff out about myself in regard to my trauma. As happens often, he looked like he was kind of zoning out and then said something along the lines of “that’s good.” Before going back to doing what he was doing before and then going to take a shower while I was crying. I asked him last night when pretty much the exact same conversation happened that I noticed that he does this, asked if I talk about my trauma too much, and that I was concerned I was overloading him. He said no, he was just tired, he thinks I should be talking about it, and he is not overloaded. If all this is true, then why have that reaction? Has anyone else had any similar experiences? Is this just normal and what I should expect?
Three things to note: First, he is a therapist and works at the most prominent trauma therapy office in town which is a big factor in why I am concerned I am overloading him. Second, I am between therapists atm but am actively looking for one, but even so, I feel like I should be able to discuss these sorts of feelings with my boyfriend without this happening. Third, we are both autistic.

For my daughter’s baby shower this weekend, I bought small flower pots and miniature onesies that have flower seeds inside (you plant the onesie and the flowers grow). The pot/seed combo feels very light, and I am struggling to think of ideas to put in the pot. Anyone have ideas? Pot is 2 inches by 2 inches.

Before you judge, just let me explain! I (YA,M) recently got married to the love of my life (YA,F). We went on one date that ended in some amazing woohooing, but now that we're married, she's always playing chess. She really wants to advance in her career and earn three university degrees, and she's always on call at work, so I feel like I never get to see her.
Feeling lonely, one day I ran into my ex-girlfriend (YA,F) at work and decided to hook up with her. We had an incredible woohoo at the public pool in the shower, and I was on Cloud 9. She was perfect. We woohooed a few more times and she ended up pregnant. At first I wanted her to end it - I'm not ready to be a father yet - but then I realized she looked even hotter with that beautiful pregnant body. And knowing she was pregnant with MY child made it even better!
Of course, she didn't stay pregnant forever and now we have a daughter together. Our daughter lives with my ex, who now says she has no time to woohoo with me anymore because she's working hard to take care of this dumb baby.
So I'm back to being lonely again, but there are a lot of women in my town, and I know that getting them pregnant with my child would improve upon everyone's appearance. So WIBTA for impregnating these women because I'm lonely and I believe they are sexier when carrying my child?

Sorry it's so late this week. I'm an ex Seoul Dynasty player as well and I was a bit too busy so I kind of just listened to all for it and then got way too busy for a few days with work. Here's the loose translations for episode 5 of Overwatch University. Rush had to leave very early on due to Internet issues and Moon who was watching at the time volunteered to help as a lot of the talk was in regards to the Seoul vs Shanghai Rivalry anyways so having both POVs was insightful
Topic 1 Intros and Seoul Dynasty Season 1
Aid: Have you seen Overwatch University given you have been invited by NineK
Tobi: Not really. I've skimmed around and seen pieces of the Crusty interview and Moon interview.
Aid: We're going to go over Tobis lengthy career as we were both pros
NineK: Isn't it kind of disrespectful to Tobi for you to group him up with you?
Aid: I had a lot of talent I just got cursed with a shit Coach like you NineK right Tobi?
Tobi: True
Aid: See two instances of your failures
NineK: What does that make the people who won under me? You two must've been the problem.
Aid: (pulled up Seoul Dynasty s1 roster and Tobi just explains who all of them were) Honestly you guys didn't do amazing right?
Tobi: No we were bad we went 7-3, 7-3, 5-5, and then 3-7. Just mid
NineK: Did you feel in preseason scrims you were in trouble?
Tobi: No I didn't we did very well even in the preseason games we won everything.
Rush: There any problems we didn't know about you can tell us?
Tobi: I can tell all the potential members we could've had though. Carpe, Fury, Gesture, Jjonak
NineK: Wow you started and ended with Seoul now that I think about it.
Aid: So we heard lots of rumors about Seoul but I heard you had unique member rotations where only allowing certain players for certain stages?
Tobi: If I'm clarifying a bit the split rosters was more of a season 2 decision with an A team and B team where eventually the roster mixed together. Biggest issue was the coaches couldn't agree. So sometimes they would just take turns like coach A gets to decide today then coach B gets to decide what to do and then coach c.
NineK: I heard you basically did that with a new coach per stage.
Rush: Who was your head coach?
Tobi: 4 coaches + extras
Aid: How did you decide who played what?
Tobi: Honestly the meta was so hard locked at the time the biggest issue was the coaches disagreed how we should play and it was very confusing how we should do it. We basically went back and forth with a coach of the day deciding what we did.
NineK: Too many games too. That's how Shanghai went 0-40 cause there was way too much. Not to mention no one wanted to scrim them cause it's not like you wanted to be their first victory either.
Tobi: We scrimmed them a bit
NineK: Wow you're nice people.
Tobi: They've invited us over at times and made food for us too.
Rush: Yeah there's pictures of it.
NineK: Cause of the Korean members?
Tobi: No this was way before that
NineK: Wow so kind. Isn't it cause your results weren't good either?
Tobi: Uhhh... Where were you in season 1?
NineK: I came in late. Stage 3. Season 1 was fun though
Aid: Honestly getting dragged back and forth by your coaches must be stressful. As a player there has got to be times when you do something one way and think to yourself why the heck does he want me to do it this way instead
NineK: Also they'd probably never had that many members to work with either since they just added players to Lunatic Hai
Tobi: True. We had 11 starting members and then acquired Gambler when I was having wrist issues. Then we lost another member and went back to 11. I truly believe having 12 members was so pointless
NineK: I agree like it's good if you can make it work but if you don't it just makes people feel awful. I don't know why people insisted so much on large rosters.
Tobi: Lots of people lots of possibilities I guess?
Rush: Also this is when OWL wanted to copy traditional sports so they got a bunch of players on their rosters
Tobi: They did invest more in OWL back then
NineK: They were really the team designed to win everything weren't they?
Rush: I remember an article saying they had an 80% chance of winning
NineK: People don't get how hard this time was cause of the random Mercy meta. Honestly probably wouldn't have been this bad for Seoul if patches came out like they do now
Tobi: Meta was unfavorable sure but we just played poorly to be honest
NineK: Wow so honest very cool
Topic 2: Ryujekong
Aid: Everyone was so confused by Ryujehong on Tank I want to hear what happened
Tobi: Honestly it's been so long I don't remember this time very well. I also wasn't even scrimming or playing at the time because of my wrist. I was basically just going to the doctor. We had kuki who for reasons was having troubles so he stopped playing and then Miro was having a lot of struggles at the time as well with how the meta was playing. It's mostly because of the comms cause obviously Miro had better mechanics Jehong sucks at primaling too but he would take space well and call out commands for the team to help
Aid: How did your scrims go?
Tobi: I don't remember
NineK: He can't help but not remember there were only scrims allowed at the practice facilities at the time and kids that were ill like him straight up just didn't even go. There were set times
Aid: So this isn't Jehongs main position and he was forced to tank must have been hard.
NineK & Rush: Must be
Tobi: It absolutely was. Imagine how sorry he felt to Miro. He was a support replacing Miro. If he fails not only does he get ridiculed for it but people slander Miro for being replaced by a tank of this caliber he felt very burdened feeling sorry that Miro might get insulted more than he did
NineK: I remember at the time a lot of people said Jehong had a bad Zenyatta as well but I thought it was good
Aid: Yeah I don't really see how he was particularly bad
NineK: Honestly the way things were he was probably just getting compared to Jjonak who was a beast at the time. The flame for Jehong was insane at the time
Aid: I remember his team would just hyper pocket Jjonak and have him just frag. NYXL were so defensive and good at pocketing.
NineK: In another way of seeing things that playstyle not being meta anymore might be why NYXL couldn't hack it in finals.
(Watching VOD of Seoul vs London)
NineK: Damn Munchkin fucking sucked at Tracer
Rush: Wait why is Fleta playing Widow?
Tobi: He was really good at Widow
NineK: He was
Rush: Then what is Munchkin good at
NineK: Just Cassidy Soldier. But Widow was so broken back then
Aid: Monkey could never catch her cause of her grapple cooldown
NineK: Nearly all the monkeys sucked at primal dribbling too. If a Mercy pocketed her she never died either. Who was good then again? Carpe...
Tobi: Linkzr Surefour Pine
Aid: Wow such names from my memories
NineK: Gesture Fury were way too good at Monkey D.va. Honestly there's so much shit about London I wanna expose
Aid: Bring Profit
NineK: I'll get Rascal easily. Wow Bdosin looks so young here what the he'll.
Topic 3: End of Season 2 VOD of Jehong Tobi Crying Post Elimination to Spark
Aid: I didn't know this happened at the time but NineK mentioned this happened can you explain?
Tobi: At the time role lock got forced and doomfist hanzo reaper were good. At the time we were kind of really good in scrims but lost to a team in tournament we never lost too in scrims. Jehong was already out there crying and I didn't want to come out and Danny kept forcing me to come out even though I said I didn't want too. But I was afraid the broadcast would get delayed or ruined cause of me so I was forced to.
Ninek: At the time we were preparing for our game up right after them but our GM was so fuxking angry at the time like how could you force them to do this right after they lost he complained a lot to Blizzard. Cause just imagine, thank God you brought out two veterans and media trained players. Imagine if you brought out complete noobies if it was this hard for these 2 veterans imagine what they might let slip on a broadcast when emotions are this high. This is also right after their season ended and they were officially eliminated.
Rush: From Blizzards POV these 2 were icons of the game and they probably felt like they could really show the importance and feelings toward this game to the audience watching
NineK: But like RIGHT after they lost is insane to me. Like let them process instead of fucking ambushing them as they're coming down from the stage.
Rush: But it's important cause this is when they're at the peak of the emotions being felt so I get it.
NineK: There's actually so many players who went down that stage to the hallways down crying
Aid: Of course they work hard and it didn't work.
Tobi: When we scrimmed we only lost to 1 team ever. Shock. We beat Vancouver NYXL Spark everyone else.
NineK: Wow so strong
Tobi: But in the end we just lost to Spark
NineK: I can say this now but we scrimmed Hangzhou a lot at this time. They didn't have a coach we were their coaches. Literally they would scrim us and copy us the next day in games. Since GOATs they basically decided they couldn't beat us so they copied our opening strats positioning skill usage everything. That's why they did decent
Aid: So Seoul lost cause of you
Tobi: We regretted a lot because of some of our microplays. There was a thing when double shield was first happening where Moria sprays her heals on the tanks right? The enemy Sigmas could shoot their shield out behind the Orisa to block the heals. And we thought this was possible but went and said it wasn't going to be a difference maker and ignored it
NineK: Wait we were doing that since day 1 lol
Tobi: We lost to Spark because of that. We felt awful cause this is something we thought could happen but ignored. At the time Marvel was our Sigma and Michelle who was a traditional offtank was forced on Orisa. We had Fissure who was good at Orisa who retired so we had no Orisas.
Aid: Timings always been off for Seoul I guess
NineK: No wonder you felt so many emotions. I was so sad seeing this. Seoul was honestly so good in season 2 but always somehow was just one step short. It hurt my heart to see them.
Aid: Players don't like to cry like that so they have to have been feeling so much to cry like this
Topic 4: Seoul vs Shanghai
Aid: We had Moon and he said some stuff on this we were all in the West and we would just see the results but this May Melee where you were up 3-0 and got reverse swept... your stories about this?
Tobi: We didn't get ahead of ourselves Shanghai was always good at Gibraltr and we thought we would lose this map but win the rest for a 4-1. I'm not sure how we lost Busan though
Tobi: We won a lot with our double shield
Rush: Fearless wasn't supposed to play
Aid: Fearless told me at the time he didn't get to scrim even once and then came in and won everything
NineK: Wow
Aid: Yeah no scrims at all
NineK: Wait Tobi why us Bdosin on Brig and you on Baptiste?
Tobi: I played the Baptiste for Seoul at the time cause Bdosin fucking sucked at Bap. This mother fucker could never use his abilities properly. He must've gotten sick in the head watching Viol2t play or something cause whenever he had cooldowns he would be on some high ground alone shooting and scream "Aghhh" and die off on his own
NineK: I remember now it wasn't super locked who played what because no one had Briggitte experience at the time
Tobi: Also if this happened there would be cases where in double shield mirror your Brig had to swap to Zenyatta but at the time Gesture had too many complaints about coordinating his pulls with Bdosin
NineK: I have no idea how Seoul lost this right now
Tobi: There's no absolutes in Overwatch. But the only thing I remember is our loss in Junkertown
Aid: For Kings Row I remember the Felta carry with Widow this was probably in all of those OWL top 5 highlights. I still can't believe how far Shnghai got in Junkertown though
NineK: Wow even Fearless is playing Orisa here
Tobi: That's why we thought we would win here. It's such a double tank focused map. Fits was randomly flanked high on the left and I td him to get down but he died on our A defense.
NineK: Wow you guys got out ult cycled like crazy
Rush: The Torbjorn choice here leaves a lot to be desired
NineK: I agree
Aid: So then there is that little celebration Shanghai did how did you feel
Tobi: Can I curse?
NineK: Seoul is just so ugh... like back in season 2 they beat New York during GOATs who was supposed to be top 2 but Seould couldn't take those next steps to greatness here as well. There are those super important games that once you win you just go on a roll and Seoul never got to do it
Tobi: I really hated losing to Shanghai cause I could've been on the team.
NineK: Really?
Tobi: Yeah I received offers from them on 3 separate occasions but ended up choosing Seoul. I wanted to believe I made the right choice so I wanted to win
Topic 5: Tobi Happy. Season 3
Aid: There's this gif of you happy after a win
NineK: It's so funny you took your glasses off before cheering
Tobi: At the time we lost to Shanghai so often but then finally beat them
NineK: The thing is Seoul was lucky cause they actually shouldn't have been in the season 3 finals originally.
Rush: Washington was the biggest offender
NineK: Off memory it felt like a "everyone suffered because of COVID so everyone gets a chance" thing
Tobi: But the thing to note is we did well in the West before we were forced to go to Korea and beat Glads and Valiant. We won like all of our scrims at the time.
NineK: Fine I'll give you that
Rush: Seoul was honestly really good during the online era
Aid: What did you think of the Hog meta?
Tobi: I was a huge doubter. Like at the time it was Zarya Hog or Sigma Hog. It just had none of the fundamentals of Overwatch I was used to seeing. I just couldn't believe it.
NineK: Tobis a purist "where do you come from thinking Hog could ever be a main tank"
Tobi: His ability to take space was unreal at the time. But Gesture was really into it and Wizardhyeong pushed for it
Aid: Gesture was a really good Hog though
NineK: All the guys there had good Hogs. Gesture Super Smurf Fearless were all good at it
Rush: But Shanghai didn't play it
NineK: I don't know Shanghais reasoning but I know Shock played how they did cause Viol2t fucking sucked at Ana lol. The thing is he did win with it but his scrim results as Ana was terrible
Rush: Viol2t Ana is known in the community as weaker though
NineK: But he doesn't think so
Tobi: I heard it got to the point where Crusty said he would do better if he played than Viol2t
NineK: That's why Architect played it for a bit. They had Twilight but I have no idea why they didn't use him more. I don't know how much I should say when there's no Shock rep from the time here but as far as I Know Super wasn't supposed to play. Smurf was but he didn't fit with his playstyle and the team well enough at the time
Tobi: If I have to point out regrets in the Shock game it was not using Zenyatta on Busan
NineK: But shouldn't you playing something other than the Ashe?
Tobi: No this was when Ashe was super broken and Profit was really good at her
Aid: The more I see it the more I really feel regrets about Seouls performances
NineK: That's what I've been saying Seoul was almost never bad and had huge upside a lot for different points in time. Honestly they're Asia's Philly Fusion
Tobi: You know how it is NineK if one thing changed with your Hotba strategy or Rascal not waking the monkey
NineK: I had a team with Tobi and Carpe and caught the 2nd place curse
Tobi: Woah why are you blaming me I've won plenty.
NineK: I did too before meeting you guys
Tobi: Then it's Carpes fault
NineK: I guess it is lol
Aid: At this point we need to have Carpe on to defend himself
NineK: We're going to go watch his games this Saturday
Tobi: The Hollwood bug pissed me off too
(Vod review where Tobi popped Valkyrie in spawn and the D.va bomb from Choi killed Tobi in the respawn room) this and Viol2t living at 1 health
Aid: Wow you guys are just destined to not win that day
Tobi: It was everything against us honestly
NineK: Honestly in the regular Hog comps Seoul and Dhock were about even but Seoul couldn't beat Shocks Hog and Ball Comp
Tobi: I actually wanted to go Numbani here instead of Hollywood
NineK: I remember at this time Choihyobin was getting gapped by Hanbin a bit and all of us joked his time was over and Hanbin would replace him as the new offtank goat
NineK: I remember at this time Shock felt Bdosin was scarier. They took more maps with him. Even though they defended better with Creative
Tobi: I think at the time he wasn't getting too much scrim time so he just said to let Creative play
Topic 6 Coach Tobi
Aid: You came back after being a player for Fusion to being Head Coach of Seoul Dynasty how was that for you?
Tobi: I kind of just stopped feeling the desire to compete like "I definitely can still compete mechanically but guess it might just not work out from here"
Tobi: Was worried that newer players he hadn't yet played with wouldn't follow his leadership well
Aid: So who was the player who least listened to you
Tobi: Everyone below me followed very well
Aid: So did you work well with the other coaches given it was mentioned there were previously conflicting visions?
Tobi: Oh these people were later coaches and we had very good talks together and worked well together
NineK: Since we wanna wait for our other guest when we talk about the next topic let's move on and talk about our time together in Fusion
Tobi: There were a lot of regrets weren't there?
NineK: The biggest problem for me was I didn't know we would be playing in Korea when I made the roster and heard it from someone from another team.
NineK: I felt sorry to Carpe for that. He's like Seoul where certain key moments not working out it feels like de-railed everything for him.
Aid: What did you think when you joined and first got to know NineK?
Tobi: When I joined I did so because I heard so much good stuff about him. Like he just knows a lot about Overwatch so I was curious about him and learned a lot. There's Crusty NineK Moon and Rush that are the coaches that are very well talked about that I was curious about. I got to meet NineK and Wow I'd never believed someone could get so angry over this game he would slam on the desk yelling while coaching. But the thing was while doing that he would always be right about what he's saying
Topic 7: Moon Joins
(Moon joins the podcast because Rush was lagging out)
NineK: So is it true you sent offers to Tobi
Moon: I guess I should say hi first. My name is Coach Moon who tried to get Tobi every year but failed.
NineK: I tried that with Fury
Aid: Is one of the reasons you wanted to beat Seoul no matter what because you didn't get to recruit Tobi?
Moon: No actually around that time I got in a lot of trouble with my wife. She said I talked to Tobi more than her. This was before we signed LeeJaeGon
Tobi: In 2020 season Shanghai actually had a lot of players I wanted to play with. Fleta Lip and such. As well as just giving a better offer out right.
NineK: Void too.
Tobi: Yeah always keeps contact with him too. But I really wanted to run it back with Ryujehong one last time because of the regrets of our last 2 seasons together to redeem ourselves. But he ended up choosing Vancouver and as I ended up wanting to go to Shanghai instead, they ended up already getting LeeJaeGon instead
Aid: Man the timing has just never worked out for Tobi
NineK: When he was on Fusion with me he used to always joke "damn if I was on Shanghai at least I could've been winning while benched"
Moon: So at the time LeeJaeGon and Tobi were my first choices but LJG told me he didn't want to join because he wanted to go to Mayhem with other Runaway members and then Tobi was looking at Seoul so I almost ended up with no one. But eventually LeeJaeGon chose us and tobi reached out the day after that.
NineK: So you regret not getting Tobi?
Moon: I mean you can't argue this given our results...
Tobi: They did so well
NineK: Tobi would've made the team fun for you though. That season was really bad for us but we had a lot of fun
Topic 8: Seoul vs Shanghai KickOff Clash
Aid: It looked like Seoul was happier beating Shanghai in winners finals than beating Philly in finals
Moon: The thing was the situation was so terrible for us at this time. We were quarantined with nothing.
Tobi: This team was the one we wanted to beat more than anyone else. It's why Profit was crying at the end of it all.
Moon: I will say their strats against us were very good they deserved the win regardless of what circumstances we had
Tobi: This gave me PTSD cause there was a moment when we were reverse swept in May Melee where Bdosin got pulsed with Rally. I told Vindsim no matter what to hold your shield up when he has it and in this one moment in the VOD he got stuck by fleta but thankfully Profit clutched
NineK: I will say when we got to the Hawaii LAN Shock picked you guys at Shanghai and I'll just say I didn't want to pick you.
Aid: Ahh it was the eternal rivals (implying Crusty chose Shanghai for revenge)
Moon: This time was really tough for us and we had a bunch of retirements after this. I think we thought more about what we would get to eat the next day or when we would be able to go to a Koreatown for the food we missed
NineK: It was so long
Moon: Honestly it was the hardest times for us.
NineK: It was really tough for us as well lockdown was so long.
Moon: I honestly don't want to hear lockdown complaints from anyone around me. If we were offline and I told you our horror stories everyone here would cry.
NineK: I mean everyone suffered but this sounds like military stories lol. Like everyone thinks they had it the hardest. Anyways Tobi tell us how you did things that led to that win.
Tobi: So you know there are things a lot of us say behind the scenes about coaches right? Like this guy is more of just a caretaker or this guy is more just strategies but I really wanted to be the coach who wouldn't have players feel bad I was their Coach. It's why I asked for a lot of help from previous coaches I worked under. I wanted all of my least favorite aspects of coaches I've seen in the past to not be things my players go through I let them all speak casually to me so they wouldn't be uncomfortable with me
NineK: Moon has the opposite take. He said his players can never act chummy with him and will always refer to him as coach
Tobi: My feelings were that I had previously worked with a lot of these players in the past so it feels okay
(VOD shows Seoul winning Kick off Clash 4-0 over Philly Fusion
NineK: Oh Carpes expression came out (literally half covered in shadows)
Aid: I didn't want to become a useless coach. Every explayer wants to be the opposite of the coaches they hated
Tobi: When I first won I was so happy to finally get a star under the Seoul Dynasty banner for Gen G.
NineK: I thought at the time though "all that for a stage win?"
Aid: We were like Wow they really are happy for a stage win
Moon: Well it was their first win of course they're happy and they beat us to do it
NineK: As coaches we can tell whether they just got lucky or actually were prepared. Poor Carpe though
Topic 9: Q & A
Aid: If you became a coach again and had to form a team which players would you want?
Moon: Wait but isn't the answer for those year very obvious?
Tobi: Yeah just erase Moons name and put me in
NineK: Then mix and match a bit
Tobi: Smurf Stalk3r Lip Chorong seems very good and then Shu
NineK: That's basically Crazy Raccoons. I'll just say this is cause he doesn't watch it
Tobi: I watched all the big games actuall
Moon: If he was really keeping up with the scene wouldn't he have picked Donghak?
Aid: If Gen G or T1 asked you to coach or team up with Ryujehong again for OWCS?
Tobi: I already got an offer to play with them and said no
Aid: Oh really why?
Tobi: Cause I knew what would happen lol. The kids nowadays level of play is so high
NineK: Just for fun I guess
Tobi: Well yeah if I streamed it and stuff sure but the team even with me or without wouldn't have done well
Moon: Honestly the player gap between the experienced old guard and the new is high right now but you'd hope it would get closer by next year
NineK: More than player gaps I'd rather be worried about the coaching level. It's really just Moon Crusty Rush again. Tobi isn't coaching anymore either... so tobi this is to say coach again please.
Tobi: I did get an offer but the timing didn't work out.
Aid: Always the timing
Tobi: Before Falcons formed I think it could've worked but Smurf was gone and all the teams were formed and then I got the call and was a decent offer. But the timing was bad.
Moon: Where the players weren't available anymore. But just swipe them from their teams
Tobi: But I didn't wanna steal players with offers of contracts
Moon: Why not?
NineK: The difference between a dirty person and clean person
Moon: But the thing is they don't have contracts
NineK: Yeah wait they definitely would want money
Moon: That's my point he could've offered stability to more players in the scene
NineK: Then you are at fault Tobi
Tobi: There was a condition though. The org really wanted to win and asked if I could form a team to win.
Moon: Oh that would be hard (smiling in Crazy Raccoons)
NineK & Aid: (dies of laughter at the humble brag)
Moon: I did work really hard to swipe the good players.
NineK: Was it a foreign org?
Tobi: Yeah it was
Moon: I wish more teams came into the space
NineK: If tobi even at least coached Genesis they would've been better
Tobi: I did get that offer but said no
NineK: Didn't want to work for bottom feeder teams?
Tobi: Well I wasn't close with any of the players either
NineK: You shouldve just gone to orga offering up super teams and swiped like Moon did.
Moon: I just had a skeleton crew formed and did mine
NineK: Whatever it was it's just kind of sad Tobi isn't coaching actively right now is all
NineK: I like this question. If Coach Tobi could speak to player Tobi of the past what would you say to them?
Tobi: Probably to be sure of yourself and confident in your play and your decision. I used to basically fly to whoever screamed for help no matter who was in a bad position trying to help. I definitely learned afterwards and worked really hard to improve my Mercy
NineK: I remember at that time Yobi worked really hard to improve his Mercy and it was really good I agree. It's sad to hear given how things went for Seoul but it is a cool answer
Aid: ProFits from friend POV to players POV
Tobi: Profit whether as a friend or player was a great and reliable friend. Fits was the hassle
Aid: How so?
Tobi: Never listening always whining just a big baby. Cute little brother while Profit was a reliable friend
(Just chatting while looking for interesting questions)
Moon: I'm saying this now but Shanghai starting at 0-40 we worked so hard to hit that 40-40 and it took so long. We won so much and still took a while
NineK: A fun thing to ask whenever we have an ex-player is have they ever felt like watching a scrim they would do better?
Tobi: I have scrimmed actually. Vindaim was ill and in the hospital so I played. We won.
Ninek: You say yes to this question if you win the scrims if you lost you would say it didn't happen
Tobi: True
Tobi: Here's one about Seoul I like. Why did you when you had LeeSooMin and Krillin make Krillin a main support? The answer is Krillin said during Washington he got to try a bunch of heroes and LeeSooMin was pretty decent at Kirik at the time. I had worked one year with Vindaim and it was good for us so I hoped for the same to happen. The initial meta was good for us too until we hit the Sombra meta
NineK: I think the only ones happy to hit the Sombra meta was Atlanta
Moon: (struggling to find a good question when smurf comments in chat) Yo Smurf don't you need to go practice right now?
Moon: Sorry that was a joke
NineK: Oh I like that one
Tobi: So there's a question about our 2023 roster and I wanted to talk about it. Right after 2022 going into 2023 was to keep Smurf Profit then get Lip who was receiving some offers at the time keep Vindaim and get Twilight. This would've been my personal choice if I had the money to form my team but everyone ran out of money. I even had back ups for everyone but like Bernar planned but everything fell through
Moon: Do you regret picking up Void?
Tobi: No I don't
NineK: What about losing to former players of yours and stuff?
Moon: Want me to call Void and ask him what it felt like losing to the Fleta Tank?
NineK: Oh my god that sounds so good
Tobi: I think he's working right now
Moon: Oh that's right he would be working right now
NineK: Man I'm so curious. I hate losing to my former players
NineK: Wanted to know if back in OW1 you had a team fully built around you who would it be and would you win?
Tobi: Honestly looking at my history I'm kind of bad at forming teams lol. Honestly I could've been on NYXL in season 1 as well.
NineK: Wow.
Moon: I can say one thing. I've literally walked to his house before. He thought a lot about it. Like I didn't think it should be this hard a decision when I was so convincing.
Tobi: I just really wanted to run it back with Jehong one last time and Fearless wasn't in the planned roster at the time either.
Moon: True it was very early on in the team formation
Tobi: Yeah it's regrettable isn't it?
NineK: Tobi does make bad choices that's why he joined Fusion under me
Tobi: Timing worked for that time period though
NineK: Alright back to the question make your super team only caveat is you can't change them and have to run them seasons 1 through 6
Tobi: To be happily teamed with them Carpe Profit Gesture Fury...
NineK: Wait a second Ryujehong isn't being brought up
Tobi: We are excluding him from this but honestly there's way too many good flex supports so I don't know. Shu was really good but Viol2t is also nah just Shu.
NineK: Shu is fun and good.
Tobi: He's good at like everything. Even since season 2 when I'd play Mercy he would shoot me so much more than everyone else as Ana
NineK: When you went game 5 against MightyAOD any players that stood out to you?
Tobi: Did we go game 5 against MightyAOD? I genuinely can't remember the Lunatic Hai games that well outside of just like finals games anymore. I'm sorry but it's been years.
Moon: Ooh how did you feel about Prophet being on your team and then once he was dropped and went to 02Blast losing to him?
Tobi: He was good but the thing is whatever we put him on just didn't fit with how the team played and the Sombra meta was at its peak as well. We were tired and he was tired cause it just wasn't the best fit for either of us. I wanted him to keep doing well so I could be confident it was just a mismatch and that my scouting ability was still good. But then the meta swapped to like Widow Hanzo.
Moon: Oh wait so once again it's a choice Tobi made he regrets...
Tobi: Well no technically in the last game versus them we did win to be fair. Honestly though when he did win damn I felt low key a little bit upset/betrayed
NineK: Did you see him do the X on the Dynasty symbol spray?
Tobi: I didn't mind that all the players do that
NineK: Hears something funny for Moon to answer. " I heard Lip purposefully made sure not to wear the Fusion skins for Asia Finals is it true"
Moon: I specifically checked his PC to make sure he wasn't wearing it "Are you wearing a Fusion skin or not? Yes or no."
NineK: Wow you check their PCs?
Moon: Yeah I made sure none of them wore Fusion skins for Asia Finals
Tobi: Carpe might need to come on here at this point
Moon: I don't believe in jinxes like this but my players do so I did it just so they don't have to think for a second there is some Fusion curse that will make them lose
Tobi: Like you don't want unnecessary factors creeping into their minds
Moon: Exactly
NineK: Did you have any of those jinxes or lucky charms as a player?
Tobi: During Lunatic Hai I would on game days only eat noodle dishes and then we would win. I'd wear the same pair of socks for all the big games as well. But then I went to the League and kept losing and none of that stuff applied anymore
Moon: Yeah I don't believe in it as a supernatural force but whatever makes people more confident the better
(Randomly scrolling for questions)
Moon: I really did wanna try coaching Dynasty once.
Tobi: Why?
Moon: You know as a Korean it was kind of sad seeing the Korean team under perform I wanted to go there after my contract with Shanghai ended and try to get them a big win
Tobi: I see
Moon: Now that I'm thinking about it I never got an offer from Seoul ever
NineK: Really? I think I got an offer from Seoul basically every year since 2019
Moon: Oh one thing I really wanted to ask was how you beat the Infernal (Dynasty vs Infernal early 2023 when Infernal scrimbux was way better than everyone else)
Tobi: Oh that? They just played poorly.
Moon: I was so curious cause they were supposed to be so good
Tobi: Yeah they must have been nervous or something we didn't win cause we were better they were just worse that day.
NineK: When Tobi first joined Fusion he actually beat Dynasty and was so happy about it. He was such a good player to have he was on the bench for quite a while initially but kept his mental up and was a very good teammate for us.
Final Words
Tobi: I'm not actually retired from coaching. I still keep up with the League and love the game. I hope Overwatch keeps growing and I want everyone to know I'm not gone just yet. If there's a chance I'm ready whenever
NineK: Honestly I will say a lot of Overwatch kids have this issue not just Tobi where they hope opportunity will fall on their laps.
Tobi: I'll agree. It was my first time doing this stuff and I had no idea what the scene was going to be like.
Moon: I was very proactive and quick about it for sure
NineK: Do you have any team you'd like to join? Quickly before we end the podcast appeal to Moon for a job
Tobi: Well if you just give me the call I'm ready
Moon: Well one thing I will note when Tobi was talking about coaches he asked for advice on being a coach he didn't contact me at all? Even though we talked for hours?
Tobi: I only contacted the people I actually worked under. I didn't want to bother everyone with my questions. It's not like I could expect other coaches that don't know me as well would divulge their secrets
Moon: I would've. I think it would have been very cool if you asked for my help
Tobi: Well to be fair before you joined I did say Crusty NineK Moon and Rush were the coaches I really wanted to try working with
NineK: It's not too late Tobi he's here now
Aid: Anyways final thoughts from you Tobi?
Tobi: It's been a while since I got to see fans of Overwatch and sit down with fellow coaches. I hope you all keep supporting Overwatch University and myself in the future.
NineK and Aid: Thank you to Moon as well for helping us last minute.
Moon: It's no problem I saw Tobis face and wanted to join right away.

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I just got my autism diagnosis a couple of months ago and I was also retested for ADHD. I ranked in the 99th percentile for ADHD. She said it’s the most severe score I could get.. Which explains why I stay in a constant state of upset because I NEED organization, routine and structure, but I lack the ability to do those things. My short term memory is awful and I have the hardest time breaking big tasks (like de-cluttering) down into smaller ones! My brain won’t let me see individual items, but rather one huge mess that’s so overwhelming, I feel paralyzed. I take Adderall and it helps some, but I think I need a higher dose.
Does anyone else struggle like this and is there any therapy that helps? Or does anyone have any tips to help? If I could get the Autism to override the ADHD, I would be set! I love to sort things by color and shape and size, but I somehow can’t figure out how to apply that to just decluttering and organizing my house. 🤦🏼‍♀️ I don’t know where to start and it’s pushing me further into a depression! Please help! Any advice is welcome! I’m on disability because I can’t function at a normal job, and now I’m a stay at home mom since I had my baby last June. I really wanna do better for HER sake.

I was high when I wrote this.
Like I’ve always wondered if Jill has invited the Duggars and Bates to things like the weddings, baby showers and they just don’t show up because both families are like “Not this wannabe fundie bitch again trying to invite us to her cheap dollar store, great value brand parties.” She’s never invited to anything that has to do with the Duggars and the Bates since she aired out Jinger’s wedding location when she posted the invitation on Facebook and went facebook live during Michaela’s wedding and posted pics at previous weddings of the bride before the wedding? It makes me think they don’t like her at all because of her behavior and how unbearable she is. Let’s admit it if she saw Michelle Duggar she’d try to take a selfie with her and upload it online in a heartbeat. I wonder if she ever tried setting her single courting aged daughters up with any of the single courting age Bates Boys and they just said “No” 😂

Everything is spiraling out of control. I’m a stay at home mom with a 4 year old son and a 1 year old son… 4 year old caught the stomach flu last Sunday (almost two weeks ago). Luckily my ex and I have a good relationship and even though I was supposed to pick my son up, he kept him for the next few days to take care of him. He came home on Wednesday completely symptom-free… but I KNEW he was still contagious. A FULL week later, my 1 year old caught it. He has been v* for almost 4 days now.
I am in therapy, but still in the early stages. Not much improvement yet, and I won’t see my therapist for another week because he is on vacation. I had the worst meltdown I have ever had. I haven’t eaten in four days. Barely drinking water because I’m terrified that I touch the water bottle caps and then the virus is on the cap. I can’t really do open cups because of the baby. Any time the baby even touches my water bottle, I throw it out. Ive been trying not to leave my bed and I’ve changed the sheets 8 times now. I have been taking zofran but I try not to take it too much because it gives me bad constipation. I took Xanax two nights in a row and my fiance has had to come home from work twice, even though he still has to work from home.
I am not ok. I had a little bit of soup and bread earlier which helped a little, but now I have severe body aches. I think it may be related to the Xanax but I’m not sure… I’ve never taken Xanax before and only had it prescribed for these extreme moments. But the aches are so bad and feel very flu-like.
I feel like the world’s worst mother. I sent my 4 year old to stay with grandma, and I can barely touch my 1 year old because I am so afraid of catching what he has. I have been showering multiple times a day and my hands look like they are made out of leather and hurt so bad from how dry they are because I wash my hands any time I touch literally anything in the house.
The emotional pain is unbearable. I am failing my children. I can’t stop crying. I don’t want to take Xanax again especially if these body aches are from the Xanax.
Oh, on top of it all, my fiance spent $10,000 on a special weekend trip for just the two of us that we have been planning for an entire year (non-refundable) and I am so terrified to even leave the house because I don’t want to be away from home and all of a sudden get sick from this virus. I don’t know what to do. I’ve told him I don’t want to go but I can see the sadness in his face even when he says “Please go. It’s going to be ok, but I also want to make sure you’re ok, too.” I know he is getting so backed up with work from having to come home to take the baby from me. He is hiding his stress so well and I feel so guilty. I can barely function. I don’t know what to do. I keep telling myself “Neither of the boys’ dads got sick you and they are not obsessively washing themselves like you are, you are going to be ok.” But also, I am the one who cleans up all of the sick because I feel I am the only one who will do a thorough enough job… so really, I’m exposed to it the most. What do I do? Do I risk going on this trip? How do I get out of this emotional pain? I’ve never had an episode this bad. I am completely lost. People don’t understand the pain we go through. It’s the worst pain. It truly is.

I feel like I need to get this off my chest. Potential trigger warning
My first pregnancy, one of my first symptoms was intense fear. I was scared of the dark and was convinced a demon was watching me. Sometimes I’d think I’d see something and my heart pounded throughout the night. I spent my nights going between opening and closing my eyes until finally the sun rose and I could sleep.
I struggled with suicidal thoughts as well which felt more intense during pregnancy and postpartum.
However postpartum wasn’t so bad, thankfully. However when I gave birth to my child and saw her for the first time, I wasn’t happy. I was shocked. There was no way that could’ve been my child. I smiled anyways and took her. When the doctors were gone, i asked my husband many times if he was absolutely sure this baby was the same baby that came from my body. She was and if I compare my pictures from being a child to hers, she is my exact image. For the first year, I had no bond with her. No love that I felt a parent should have. She’s 6 now though and that has changed immensely. I love her more and more the older she gets and am proud of who she is becoming.
Then I was pregnant with baby number two. Symptoms of paranoia and delusions started quickly, but I didn’t recognize them as such. I just knew I had an intense fear and conviction that someone was watching me or in my house and they were going to kill me and take my daughter. My husband worked nights and I’d lock my daughter and myself in my room until he got home. I’d stare under the door for any shadows that might pass by. When my husband got home, I’d ask him to check the house every night. Sometimes multiple times. I’d even run the shower because I figured if someone was using heat vision to see inside my house, this would throw them off. I kept my curtains closed and taped aluminum foil over the windows without curtains. This lasted my entire pregnancy and I didn’t realize this wasn’t normal. To me, this was normal.
Postpartum: when this baby was born, there was an immediate bond. I knew this was my child, without a doubt, and yet strangely he looked nothing like me. PPD depression set in during the hospital which I expected. I also expected the anxiety. I cried. A lot.
Then finally we went home.
The depression got worse and I’d have moments where I felt fine and the next I’d be crying again. I didn’t think I could take care of my kids. I begged my husband to take more time off work, and he did, unpaid, but eventually he had to go back.
While he was at work, I was having a crying episode and went to the bathroom away from my kids. Everything shifted. A voice was telling me I was alone and I knew it wasn’t my voice. Immediately afterwards, thoughts of harming myself and my children came. In my mind, I couldn’t take care of them, but if I did this, we’d all be in heaven and we’d be safe.
The thoughts became stronger and I didn’t think I could get help because I was scared of losing my children. I tried talking to a couple people about, but I was blown off.
I had delusions that someone was trying to take my children and theyd be safer not on this earth. I also had delusions that my baby was possessed and would try to take my life. At one point, I remember waking up at night, thinking I saw them in the crib next to my bed staring at me with malicious intent. But my eyes were playing tricks - the baby was sleeping.
Eventually, my husband and I made sure I was never alone. I couldn’t trust myself with my own kids. It was the scariest time of my life. He’d have friends check on me, he’d take me and the kids to his work. If he couldn’t do that, then we’d stay on the phone until he got home. Eventually the delusions went away, I even lost friends during this because they told me “something was wrong” and I wasn’t acting like myself.
The depression and anxiety lasted for the next year and a half, but eventually I was able to feel a resemblance of normal.
Now we are expecting our third and this will be our final. Mentally, I’ve been doing great until a week ago. I realized I was having minor delusions. I thought my medicine for morning sickness was slowly killing me and i had convinced myself a specific spider was going to come after me if I didn’t research into it. After losing sleep over it, I recognized that this was a delusion, albeit a minor one. I laughed at myself but I know how bad it can get. Then the other night I had a violent nightmare. In my dream, my children were possessed and it ended horribly. I had to save them in my dream but in the worst way. It reminded me of how I felt postpartum with my last child. When I woke up, I spent the entire day in a fog, wondering if free will even exists and if my children are safe with me. I hugged my children when they woke and then my husband took them out and spent the day with them while I rested.
But things are different now. I will see a doctor and I’m going to be more open about my issues. I’m going to have a plan in place in case I mentally go on a downward spiral. To say I’m scared of going through again what I did with my previous child is an understatement. I’m terrified and I’m hoping it doesn’t get like that again, but I won’t take chances.

I've been struggling lately, as I have a 2mo who is cluster feeding, colicky and hasn't been sleeping much. My husband has already exhausted his monthly sick days so he can't be of much help. But I haven't been eating properly either because I'm just always trying to soothe the baby and then when she finally goes to sleep, I'm exhausted and food is the last thing on my mind. My home is also a wreck right now. My husband does help when he's home but typically he's only helping with the baby and neither of us are able to get to the chores aspect of things (dishes or laundry). My husband was talking to his mom about everything and she offered to come over and help with the baby so I could take a nap, shower and eat. I accepted her offer, despite me having my doubts. She has only held the baby once (has no interest). I got along with this woman BEFORE I got pregnant. But after I did get pregnant, she kind of changed. She became one of those "boy mom's" that everyone talks about. Basically trying as hard as physically possible to get my husband out of the house or like.. started buying him stupid expensive things because "you won't be able to spoil yourself for a long time so you deserve it". Like, literally bought him a $900 watch (he doesn't wear watches).
Anywho, she shows up this morning around 10am. Takes the baby and says "run along and start the laundry". Okay? So I just go do the laundry because really, it needed to be done. But then she walks in the bathroom while holding the baby, who was now screaming, and telling me how to do my husband's laundry. I get one load in and she passes the baby back to me, saying "my arms are tired". So she had the baby maybe 7 minutes. I go nurse the baby and get her down for a nap. I tell MIL I'm going to take a shower and baby is sleeping. I'm in the shower not even 3 mins before MIL straight up walks in with my baby undressed and hands her to me in the shower. Says "she woke up and figured she needs a bath anyways, she's got stinky ears" and walks out, leaving the door wide open. I finish up and go out to find her asleep sitting up on my couch. She wakes up around 2 and I'm honestly peeved because I felt like I had to be extra quiet so I didn't wake her for HOURS while I'm already struggling (she's a complete bitch when she's woken up). She takes the baby and I tell her I'm going to make myself something to eat. I don't offer her anything because she already had a sandwich.
Well, I just made myself some spicy noodles. I had just put it in the bowl when my MIL comes in to the kitchen with the baby crying and says "I can't calm her down. She needs a doctor's appointment or something." And hands her back to me. Then she quite literally takes my bowl and says "you going to eat all that?" But she took the fork and took a bite before I could even grab it back or answer. I'm absolutely repulsed at this point and pissed because I'm hungry, I was really craving the noodles AND it was my last package. I was visibly pissed. She asked what was wrong and I said "maybe the fact that you're fucking useless and have made my day ten times harder than it had to be and you just put your lips on my fucking fork. But hey, at least you ate and slept today." My husband had just come home so he heard what I had said and asked what was going on. I gave him the run down and I'm just crying at this point. She said that the day didn't play out the way I claimed and that I'm being overdramatic over a "cat nap" and her taking a "small bite" of my food and says she didn't have to help me at all. I screamed at her and said "you didn't fucking help me with anything!" And went in to my room with the baby, locking the door behind me. My husband literally texted me from the living room and said that his mother was old (62), had left crying and that I owe her an apology. AITA?

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🇲🇽 Mexican Coins 🇲🇽
12-1980 Casa De Moneda $35ea
10-1948 Cinco Peso $36 ea
9-1/4oz 2023 Libertads $17 ea
10-1/2 2023 Libertads $24 ea
1-1oz 1983 Libertads in Caps $38
2-1oz 1985 Libertards in Caps $38ea
2-1/4oz 2023 Libertad Proofs in Caps $25ea
10-1oz 2023 Libertads in caps $35 ea
10-1oz 2022 Libertads in Caps$38 ea
10- 2oz 2023 Libertads in Caps $74 ea
4-2oz 2022 Libertards in caps$100 ea
4-2oz 2021 Libertads in caps $100ea
4-5oz 2023 Libertads in Caps $184 ea
2-5oz 2016 Libertads in Caps $215 ea
**** Silver Coins and Rounds ***\*
Tube of 10-2oz BU 2023 Yale of Beaufort (20oz) $640
Tube of 20 BU Vintage 1981 Monex rounds $615
Tube of 20 BU 2022 Cook Island HMS Bounty $610
Tube of 20 BU ASE 2010 $640 (1st coin has a little toning on edge)
1 Kilo 2023 "Queen Britannia" Last Year of the Queen!! $1425 Find a better price let me know
1-10oz Queens Beast Red Dragon of Wales $435
1-10oz Queens Beast Falcon of the Plantagenets $410
1-10oz Queens Beast Unicorn of Scotland $450
1-10oz 2021 Canadian Magnificent Maple $330
2-10oz 2013 Perth Mint Koala's $315ea
8-2oz 2020 Kookaburra and Baby $67ea
1-2oz 2018 Koala and Baby $67
1-2oz 2020 Queens Beast White Lion of Mortimer $77
2-2oz 2016 Queens Beast Lion of England $65 ea
6-2oz 2018 Queens Beast Black Bull of Clarence $67ea
1-2oz 2017 Queens Beast Red Dragon $75
1-2oz 2017 Queens Beast Griffin Of Edward $78
2-2oz 2023 Tudor Beast Yale of Beaufort $64 ea
2-1.5oz Perth Mint Striped Marlin $47ea
1-1.5oz 2016 Canadian Snow Falcon $45
5-1oz 2014 Canadian Bald Eagle $34ea
4-1oz 2015 Canadian Horned Owl $34ea
4-1oz 2014 Perth Mint Saltwater Croc $34ea
🐉3-2020 1oz Canadian High Relief Lucky Dragons $37 ea🐉
4-1oz 2022 Tuvalu Black Flag "The Rising Sun" $38 ea
2-1oz 2022 Perth Mint year of the Tiger First Strike $48 ea
5-1oz 2021 Perth mint Year of the OX $36ea
7-1oz 2023 Perth Mint Year of the Rabbit w/Dragon Privy $34 ea
2-2oz 2010 Perth Mint Year of the Tiger $85 ea
2-2oz 2020 Perth Mint Year of the Mouse $80 ea
2-2oz 2021 Perth Mint Year of the OX $75ea
2-2oz 2016 Perth Mint Year of the Monkey $78ea
3-2oz 2023 Perth Mint Year of the Rabbit $73 ea
3-1oz 1981 Vintage Hoffman and Hoffman Eagle rounds $40 ea
14-1oz 2019 Scottsdale Mint Barbados Tridents $31 ea
11-1oz Vintage 1972 Universaro World trade Units in caps $31 ea
3-1oz 1984 Engelhard Rounds with eagle back in caps $35ea
4-1oz 1986 BU Engelhard Rounds with eagle back in caps $35ea
\****SILVER BARS\****
50oz Vintage Silvertowne bar <1000 Minted $1650
10.41 oz Vintage Star Metals Bar $375
5.46 oz Vintage Star Metals Bar $235
2-10oz Royal Mint Bars in Mint Wrap $310 ea
10.22oz Vintage HPM Hallmark Precious Metals Seattle $420
10.25oz Vintage TSRC Tri State Refining Company $345
5oz Vintage Engelhard Canadian Bull Privy $380
5oz Vintage Engelhard P Series $340
5oz Vintage Engelhard C Series $255
5.47oz Vintage Swiss America $245
5oz Jackson Precious Metals JPM $205
3oz 1969 WH FOSTER Days Mine Bar $130
*** GOLD **\*
1/2 oz Engelhard Eagle bar in Assay $1395
1/4 oz Vintage 1984 Seal Of California $600 (small rim ding)
4- 5gram Argor-Heraeus bars $395 ea

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