I'm seeking objective opinions on whether I can successfully run my own practice. With over 5 y of tax experience, including at Big4, I left my job immediately after the busy season on April 15th to start my own tax practice. I have prior experience in practice management from working at a small firm where I single handedly streamlined operations to go fully paperless within the first year. Despite this background, I'm finding it challenging to remain idle this summer and have doubts about acquiring clients. I'm actively networking through various channels like chambers of commerce, talking to other CPA in the area, attending other professional networking events, but I recognize that my timing might not be ideal. I'm hopeful that I can secure a few clients just before the busy fall season and potentially more starting in January 2025. In the meantime, I'm dedicating myself to expanding my tax knowledge and developing firm templates. To those who have started their tax practices from scratch, I'd greatly appreciate any advice on staying optimistic and managing the anxiety that comes with having no billable work during the summer months.

9mm kicks like a full auto 357 mag revolver. 9mm handguns aren’t that hard to shoot, especially for our PMC who are professional gunslingers.
The 9mm handguns or ground branch are a very good template for how it should for feel. 9mm is not a powerful round, so pls don’t give it the recoil of a hand cannon.
Maybe I’m wrong because of my personal experience with shooting 9mm, what do you all think about the 9mm currently in game?

I wanted to take a few minutes to highlight a few things I think that don't get talked about a lot, things that I have picked up along the way making cocktails at home. Maybe it gives some others some good ideas, and maybe you'll chime in with your things that made cocktails easiecheapebetter.
Many of these are not original ideas per se. Not claiming credit for any, just advocating for them.

1. Fruit syrups: Whether its about using up excess fruit, making the most of some underripe/overripe/scraps, or just getting a new flavor profile - I am struck with how easy it is to just take most any fruit/berry, combine with equal weight of sugar in a mason jar, lightly muddle and leave in the fridge for 24-48 hours. Then simply strain and keep in fridge. Seems to keep without degradation for at least a week or two. Blackberries for me are always hit or miss on being delicious or bland and sour... but even the ones that don't hit the mark as fresh berries make an awesome berry syrup.
2. Orgeat: "Make and drink" 60-second orgeat from youtube is just an incredibly easy way to make top tier orgeat. It's great because it also allows you to make Macadamia or other nut orgeats with the same format. It costs about the same as 1-2 bottle from liber and co to get started, but you can make almost infinite orgeat.
3. Syrup/Superjuice storage: I love the idea of the "Crew" bottles... storing syrups and juice in Glass containers that are easily cleaned in dishwasher? Awesome. $20 a bottle? not awesome. My solution? "Mason Jar Pouring lids" or whatever they are called. Come in regular and wide: https://imgur.com/a/us7t7tb - I have and use lots of mason jars, but hate pouring from them as there are always drips and a mess on the rim. These things to me are basically everything I wanted from the Crew bottles at a fraction of the price and more versatility. Only thing I don't like is they use a silicone gasket you have to be careful not to lose - I wish they were self sealing like the plastic mason jar "Leakproof" lids. I also love that I can then choose jar size to the specific to the thing I want to store.
4. Prebatch/Portable cocktail/juice storage - Liquor bottles. I save my empties and reuse exactly once. I don't bother cleaning out the bottles - being alcohol they don't get moldy or anything, and then just fill them when needed. Once they've had the second use - I don't feel bad just tossing them in the recycling after.
5. Superjuice/Acid Adjusting - Super juice is great for lemon/limes and just getting more output, stability, etc... but maybe my favorite thing is using that format to make acid-adjusted super mandarin juice, or acid adjusting pineapple juice, etc... the fun that can be opened up by swapping in orange or pineapple for lemon/lime in cocktails is really great. Flavors can change but balance stays the same.
6. Make sugar syrups in jars: I don't like doing dishes. Coupled with the jar storage lids above, I find mason jars about the perfect vessel to make AND store the sugar syrups (I keep both turbinado and lightly processed white cane syrups on hand)... My method is simple: I put the mason jar on kitchen scale and fill about 2/3 with sugar. Then I tare scale and add 50% (2:1 Syrup) to 100% (1:1 syrup) of boiling water from the kettle. Stir with a spoon. For larger granular sugars, particularly in 2:1 ratio, I will often bump temp up again while stirring using microwave. Be careful not to boil or it makes a mess.
7. Infinity rum bottle - Great way to keep the cabinet with some room. I keep one bottle that i just dump the last 1-2oz into. The blend varies and changes over time but it has never been bad, and generally makes a great all purpose tiki/mai tai blend. If your primary spirit is something else besides rum, try it with that. I don't bother tracking or calculating what is in the bottle.
8. View recipes as templates, not specifics. This kind of combines the ideas in #5 and #1 - but have fun and experiment! Use recipes as a template but swap out ingredients to fill the roles, examples - I made an awesome "mai tai" format fall drink https://www.reddit.com/Tiki/comments/1746d9a/apple_of_my_tai/ I also have a lot of fun on a drink that is inspired by the Brazilian roasted-pineapple with cinnamon dessert: Use a daquiri as a template:

2 - Cachaca 1 - Lime-adjusted Pineapple juice .75 - Cinnamon Syrup (optionally add whipped egg white/pineapple foam)

Okay - now I hope to hear your inspiration!
Cheers.

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I work for a major metropolitan library in the U.S. Let's say my name is John. My boss assigned me to generate an email template and submit it to the team for review and feedback. One of my coworkers decided to generate her own template with ChatGPT. In response, boss says "Let's stick closer to what John worked on. John, let us know when you have a final draft." Coworker then edits her AI template seconds before I complete my final draft and says "How's this?" I throw up my hands and say "It seems like 'Sally' wants to take the lead on this, and that's fine with me."
I feel stepped on and superfluous. Am I overreacting? "Sally" says she was just "providing feedback" and that I shouldn't have taken it personally, but it would never occur to me to fully do someone's job for them, especially bringing AI into it, and call it feedback.

Basically as the title states … I still work ft while in school and I tend to try and prepare for the next semester as much as I can. I know pharm is next, and I am trying to compile a list of meds to make some “cheat sheets” with, I’m going into to template #3 to organize it as much as I can. Holy hell, this is the death of me. And my hand, cause I have to hand write everything or it doesn’t register in my noodle as fast.
More of a rant/vent, but if y’all have any suggestions I’m here for it. If not I’m just going to cry in a corner cause my adhd brain isn’t liking ANY of the formatting yet 😅

I am making a new updated post with an mysterious issue with my Load Order. I am either missing something or something is cooperating. I could use a couple extra sets of eyes to see if I have missed anything. I am trying to build a working load order for the next gen update. Currently I have removed some mods and patched some that were made aware to me to be trouble some. Yet here I am again and this time I timed the crash intervals. Its crashing exactly between 6-8 minutes. Also while walking through sanctuary I noticed trees in the background flickering in and out. This tells me somethings not working as intended.
My PC Specs are as follows:
AMD Ryzen 9 5950X at 5.6ghz
64Gb DDR4 Ram at 3600mhz
Nvidia RTX 4080 at stock settings
Samsung 970 Evo M.2 SSD
Neither my cpu or gpu hit 50% load and I'm wondering if there is a way to let the game use more cpu and gpu, if that'll help.
I have only made it to Sanctuary each time I test this and yes I create a new game each time until I get this narrowed down. I also am not sure if Bethini works properly as every time I run it I have to redo all the settings each time.
Here is my newly updated load order:
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1 1 DLCRobot.esm
2 2 DLCworkshop01.esm
3 3 DLCCoast.esm
4 4 DLCworkshop02.esm
5 5 DLCworkshop03.esm
6 6 DLCNukaWorld.esm
7 7 DLCUltraHighResolution.esm
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254 FE 1b ccSBJFO4003-Grenade.esl
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254 FE 1e PPF.esm
254 FE 1f Community Fixes Merged.esp
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254 FE 23 SS2WorkshopHUDOverride.esl
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24 18 Darlene.esm
254 FE 24 StandaloneWorkbenches.esl
254 FE 25 Rebuild_SharedResources.esm
254 FE 26 DiamondCityAmbience.esl
254 FE 27 IDEKsLogisticsStation2.esl
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254 FE 29 PPF-HeavyFlamer-CR.esm
254 FE 2a PPF-NeonFlats-CR.esm
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254 FE 2c sanctuaryWG.esl
254 FE 2d Fortress Sanctuary - Copy.esl
254 FE 2e Bunker Hill Mega City.esl
254 FE 2f SetMaxSettlers.esl
254 FE 30 SimpleProstitutes.esl
254 FE 31 Vee_SS2_Chapter2_SettlersEssentialPatch.esl
254 FE 32 Vee_SS2_SettlersEssentialPatch.esl
254 FE 33 MM-Castle-HQ-By-Tarkkh-V2.6.esl
254 FE 34 Castle Minutemen HQ level 2 layout.esl
254 FE 35 Castle Minutemen HQ level 3 layout.esl
254 FE 36 VUVC-CityPlan.esl
254 FE 37 GavMan_Vault88_CityPlan.esl
254 FE 38 GavMan_Vault88_Layouts.esl
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254 FE 3b Dank_ArmorPaintExtended.esl
27 1b UneducatedReload.esm
28 1c Games.esm
29 1d BarstoolGames.esm
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254 FE 3d Enhanced Vanilla Armor and Clothing.esp
254 FE 3e Fixed Gobo Effects.esp
254 FE 3f DiamondCityBillboards.esp
254 FE 40 Wetness Shader Fix.esp
254 FE 41 FO4ParticlePatch.esp
31 1f ImmersiveGenericDialogues.esp
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33 21 CombinedArmsNV.esp
34 22 CombinedArmsEXPack.esp
254 FE 42 FallUI_CALIBER_COMPLEX_PATCH.esp
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254 FE 43 CombinedArmsIntegrationProject - Armament.esp
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37 25 3DNPC_FO4.esp
254 FE 44 3DNPC_FO4-Patch.esp
38 26 CleanMySettlement.esp
39 27 BTInteriors_Project.esp
254 FE 45 RebuildBTI Necessary Changes.esp
40 28 SimHomestead2.esp
254 FE 46 OCsUniversityPoint.esp
254 FE 47 DiverseSettlers.esp
254 FE 48 DIverseSettlersImmersionQoL.esp
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42 2a WeightlessMods.esp
43 2b WeaponModFixes-GOTY.esp
254 FE 49 MiscAnimTweaks.esp
44 2c RAW INPUT.esp
45 2d JumpFallPoseFix.esp
46 2e GrenadeCombatFixes.esp
254 FE 4a Flutter Flicker Fixer For Foliage.esp
254 FE 4b WhoIsTheGeneral.esp
254 FE 4c Keep Radiants In Commonwealth.esp
47 2f AttachPack.esp
254 FE 4d Attach Pack Modcol.esp
254 FE 4e OCsAtomCatsGarage.esp
48 30 DEEPriverV1.6.esp
49 31 BTInt_Optimization.esp
50 32 SS2Extended.esp
254 FE 4f OCsSunkenGarage.esp
254 FE 50 Rebuild_Covenant.esp
254 FE 51 3DNPC-eXoPatch.esp
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254 FE 52 Rebuild_Settlements_Previs.esp
254 FE 53 OCsFiddlersGreen.esp
254 FE 54 Dank_ArmorOverrides.esp
52 34 SuperMutantRedux.esp
53 35 WeightlessAid_BetterItemSorting.esp
54 36 DCVendorOverhaulAIO.esp
55 37 The House.esp
254 FE 55 The House - eXoPatch.esp
56 38 OutcastsAndRemnants.esp
254 FE 56 the library - eXoPatch.esp
57 39 AnimatedCandles.esp
58 3a Depravity.esp
59 3b Vault4.esp
60 3c Stm_DiamondCityExpansion.esp
254 FE 57 DiamondCityExpansion-eXoPatch.esp
254 FE 58 Vault4-eXoPatch.esp
61 3d DiamondNewVendors.esp
62 3e TrainBar.esp
63 3f Sanctuary Pre-Walled.esp
64 40 AA FusionCityRising.esp
65 41 3DNPC_FO4_DLC.esp
254 FE 59 fakeInt.esp
254 FE 5a OCsDartmouthSkyscraper.esp
66 42 BTInt_Menus.esp
254 FE 5b BG_UnderArmor_Fix.esp
67 43 W.A.T.Minutemen.esp
68 44 AmazingFollowerTweaks.esp
69 45 DCVendorClutter.esp
254 FE 5c VCM_Sanctuary_Navmesh_Update_W_Roof.esp
70 46 f4killingthebugs2.esp
254 FE 5d Dank_ArmorOverrides_DLCCoast.esp
71 47 KOTOR.esp
254 FE 5e CombinedArms_CALIBER_COMPLEX_PATCH.esp
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73 49 InstituteSettlements2.esp
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254 FE 5f 3DNPC_FO4[Previsibines].esp
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76 4c MinutemenPropaganda.esp
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78 4e MilitarizedMinutemen.esp
79 4f 3DNPC_FO4Settler.esp
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81 51 AA 50 Ways To Die.esp
254 FE 61 CutContentNPCsAiO.esp
82 52 Mercenary.esp
254 FE 62 Nova Uniques Combined Arms.esp
254 FE 63 Dank_ECO.esp
254 FE 64 Diamond City Supplements.esp
83 53 WattzLaserGun.esp
254 FE 65 Dank_WOP-WattzLaserGun.esp
254 FE 66 GoodneighborView.esp
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85 55 ProjectValkyrie.esp
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87 57 BosskCompanion.esp
254 FE 68 FiddlersGreenTftCPatch.esp
88 58 CloneTrooperCompanion_1.esp
254 FE 69 PRP-SS2-Fixes-Ch2.esp
CloneArmoryWeapons2.0.esp
89 59 SS2-Jampads2.esp
254 FE 6a Rebuild_Covenant_Previs.esp
90 5a llamaCompanionHeatherv2.esp
254 FE 6b FiddlersGreenTarberrySwap.esp
91 5b SS2WastelandVenturers.esp
92 5c [SS2 Addon] SimSettlements SuperStructures.esp
254 FE 6c TerrainUndersides.esp
93 5d FO4 NPCs Travel.esp
94 5e Cho1_SS2_Encv_Plots.esp
254 FE 6d ss2c23dnpcpatch.esp
95 5f RU556.esp
254 FE 6e OCsDartmouthSkyscraperExperimental.esp
96 60 RosieAtSomervilleAiO.esp
254 FE 6f PRP-SS2-Fixes-Ch1.esp
97 61 SigMCX.esp
98 62 Beretta92FS-SwordCutlass.esp
254 FE 70 PuddleReflectionFix.esp
99 63 Less Annoying Berry Mentats.esp
254 FE 71 Dogmeat Follow Behind.esp
100 64 EasyHacking.esp
101 65 OutlineWorkshopShader.esp
254 FE 72 M8rDisablePipboyEffects.esp
102 66 LooksMenu.esp
103 67 Complex Vendors.esp
104 68 BlockingOverhaul.esp
254 FE 73 Chemfluence AI Combat Dynamics.esp
105 69 DLC Timing.esp
254 FE 74 DLC Timing - UFO4P Patch.esp
254 FE 75 WTG - KRIC Patch.esp
106 6a dcc-molotov-nerf.esp
254 FE 76 LegendariesTheyCanUse.esp
254 FE 77 No Sneaking in Power Armor.esp
107 6b Faster Terminal Displays (20x).esp
108 6c WeightlessJunk.esp
109 6d WeightlessSpecialAmmo.esp
110 6e CarryWeight99999.esp
254 FE 78 Legendary Mutation Messages Fix.esp
254 FE 79 Gloomy Glass.esp
254 FE 7a VividFallout - AiO - BestChoice.esp
254 FE 7b Targeted Textures.esp
254 FE 7c WAVE.esp
111 6f ScopeOverlayDOF.esp
112 70 RemoveBlur.esp
113 71 dD-Enhanced Blood Basic.esp
254 FE 7d Robot_Textures_Redone.esp
114 72 ValiusHDTextures2K.esp
115 73 TrueGrass.esp
116 74 4estGimp - SuperMutantRedux4FallUI-TAGS.esp
117 75 SuperMutantRedux VIS Patch.esp
118 76 SettlementMenuManager.esp
119 77 Homemaker - Streetlights Use Passive Power.esp
120 78 Homemaker - Unlocked Institute Objects.esp
254 FE 7e SS2_DLCSettlerPatch.esp
254 FE 7f SS2Extended_OutfitInjectionPatch.esp
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123 7b Quieter Settlements - Vanilla.esp
124 7c Quieter Settlements - Wasteland Workshop.esp
125 7d Robot Home Defence - Settlement Keywords.esp
126 7e nimroutroguesyntharmorstandalone.esp
127 7f SGOWastelandExpansion.esp
128 80 Brick_By_Brick_Master.esp
129 81 AtomicRadio.esp
130 82 FunctionalDisplays-Collectibles.esp
131 83 BetterCompanions.esp
132 84 DarleneDLC.esp
254 FE 80 LiveLove - Heather_Valkyrie.esp
133 85 ImmersiveVendors.esp
134 86 KSHairdos.esp
135 87 LooksMenu Customization Compendium.esp
136 88 AzarPonytailHairstyles.esp
137 89 BetterSettlers.esp
138 8a BetterSettlersCleanFacePack.esp
139 8b WorkshopTurretsDontHarmPlayerPerk.esp
254 FE 81 DiverseSettlersFarHarbor.esp
140 8c HiPolyFaces.esp
141 8d CBBE.esp
142 8e Extended weapon mods.esp
143 8f CROSS_Cybernetics.esp
144 90 CROSS_Cybernetics_NoRobotFootStepSounds.esp
145 91 LightsaberMod.esp
254 FE 82 CROSS_CourserStrigidae.esp
146 92 Craftable Armor Size - Fix Material Requirements.esp
147 93 Craftable Armor Size.esp
148 94 ChineseStealthSuit.esp
149 95 RichMerchants.esp
150 96 LooksMirror.esp
254 FE 83 Dank_ArmorOverrides_DLCNukaWorld.esp
254 FE 84 SS2_XDI Patch.esp
254 FE 85 Attach Pack Mod Description Fixes.esp
254 FE 86 SprintOutOfCombat.esp
151 97 DynamicOutfitting_CBBE.esp
152 98 The Eyes Of Beauty.esp
254 FE 87 aBitPrettierNWRaiders.esp
153 99 [LOUDER] PowerArmorVoiceChanger.esp
254 FE 88 DiverseMinutemen.esp
254 FE 89 WeAreTheDiverseMinutemen.esp
254 FE 8a DiverseBoS.esp
254 FE 8b DiverseDCSecurity.esp
254 FE 8c Face Fixes - All in One.esp
254 FE 8d Dank_ECO-INNR.esp
254 FE 8e Dank_ECO_DLCCoast.esp
254 FE 8f Dank_ECO_DLCNukaWorld.esp
254 FE 90 Dank_ECO_DLCRobot.esp
254 FE 91 Eli_Armour_Compendium_LIF.esp
254 FE 92 Combat AI Empowered - Tweaked Accuracy.esp
FakeIntNacXTrueStormDApatch.esp
154 9a VATSFreezeFixNextGen.esp
155 9b Vault88AreaExtension.esp
156 9c Wu9DoubleGeneratorPower.esp
254 FE 93 SS2_Addon_Favelabulous.esp
157 9d SS2_Addon_R2R.esp
158 9e SS2_ruined_simsettlement_addonpack.esp
159 9f SS2_STRA_Buildings_and_Skins.esp
160 a0 SS2_STRA_Support_Buildings.esp
161 a1 SS2ConveyorStorage.esp
162 a2 PiperOverhaul2F1E.esp
254 FE 94 SS2_MagnussonTerminalFix.esp
163 a3 BlasTech E-11.esp
254 FE 95 Lightsaber_NoLL.esp
164 a4 CW Stormtrooper.esp
165 a5 BosskBountyHunter.esp
254 FE 96 OCsAtomCatsGarageGenericAtomCats.esp
166 a6 ProjectSynth.esp
167 a7 FO4LaserBolts.esp
168 a8 CloneArmory4.0.esp
169 a9 CloneTrooperCompanionArmoryPatch.esp
170 aa Thematic and Practical.esp
171 ab Thematic and Practical - DLC.esp
172 ac JunkTownTwo.esp
173 ad GarageHomesAndSensibleSecurity.esp
174 ae BMW_ALA.esp
175 af SKKGlobalStashScrapping.esp
254 FE 97 CompanionStatus-Settings.esp
176 b0 CompanionStatus.esp
177 b1 DCE_female_body_replacer.esp
254 FE 98 DCENS.esp
254 FE 99 CBBEHR.esp
254 FE 9a CBBEHR_3DNPC.esp
254 FE 9b CBBEHR_SS2.esp
254 FE 9c CBBEHR_SS2Ch2.esp
254 FE 9d SS2-3DNPC-Settlers.esp
178 b2 SKKCompanionWeaponLL.esp
179 b3 SS2-PraRandomAddon.esp
180 b4 X12Plasmacaster.esp
254 FE 9e SigMCX_LvlListPatch.esp
254 FE 9f SigMCX_MaterialPack.esp
254 FE a0 OCsSunkenGarageGhoulSettlers.esp
254 FE a1 No More Fake Puddles - Nuka World 1-0.esp
254 FE a2 IDEKsLogisticsStation2_SS2_Patch.esp
181 b5 SS-ILS2 patch.esp
182 b6 DX_Predator.esp
254 FE a3 Eli_Armour_Compendium_Tweaks_ECO.esp
254 FE a4 CombinedArmsEX_CALIBER_COMPLEX_PATCH.esp
254 FE a5 Deliverer_CALIBER_COMPLEX_PATCH.esp
254 FE a6 DLCCoast_RadiumRifle_CALIBER_COMPLEX_PATCH.esp
FG-42 Ausf.E ParaTroop Rifle_No TR_CALIBER_COMPLEX_PATCH.esp
254 FE a7 SIGMCX_CALIBER_COMPLEX_PATCH.esp
254 FE a8 Combined Arms EX_LLI.esp
254 FE a9 Combined Arms_LLI.esp
254 FE aa Star Wars - The Lightsaber_LLI.esp
183 b7 DT_GunnerOutfitPack.esp
254 FE ab Gunner Outfit Replacer.esp
254 FE ac Rebuild_Workshop.esp
184 b8 MyCityPlans(4).esp
185 b9 Passthrough.esp
186 ba ConnectedWorkshops.esp
254 FE ad Invisible and Longer Power Lines.esp
187 bb DEEPriver NoRads.esp
188 bc SimSettlements2_AddOnPack_ApocalypticAdditions_SirLach.esp
189 bd SS2_SIMPDDDD.esp
190 be ohSIM_Sim2_Settlements_Scrappers_Addon.esp
254 FE ae SS2Addon_MS_BareEssentials.esp
254 FE af SS2AOP_VaultTecTools.esp
191 bf SS2_WastelandDefense.esp
192 c0 AutoDoors.esp
254 FE b0 Rebuild_SharedResources_AutoDoors.esp
193 c1 Faction Pack Template.esp
254 FE b1 ProjectValkyrie-SS2-Patch.esp
194 c2 RandomSettlers.esp
254 FE b2 RandomSettlers - LevelUp.esp
195 c3 SS2UI.esp
254 FE b3 WastelandResources.esp
254 FE b4 Raze My Settlement.esp
254 FE b5 Armament - Caliber Complex Patch.esp
254 FE b6 Armament-ECO_PatchUpdate.esp
196 c4 KSHairsFemsheppingRadbeetle.esp
197 c5 KSHairdos_oel.esp
198 c6 Lots More Facial Hair.esp
254 FE b7 LKsAbbot.esp
254 FE b8 LKsAllanLee.esp
254 FE b9 LKsAnnCodman.esp
254 FE ba LKsAnneHargraves.esp
254 FE bb LKsArturoRodrigues.esp
254 FE bc LKsBeckyFallon.esp
254 FE bd LKsBlakeAbernathy.esp
254 FE be LKsCarla.esp
254 FE bf LKsCathy.esp
254 FE c0 LKsClairHutchins.esp
254 FE c1 LKsConnieAbernathy.esp
254 FE c2 LKsDarcyPembroke.esp
254 FE c3 LKsDeacon.esp
254 FE c4 LKsDeb.esp
254 FE c5 LKsDesdemona.esp
254 FE c6 LKsDoctorCarrington.esp
254 FE c7 LKsDoctorDuff.esp
254 FE c8 LKsDoctorSun.esp
254 FE c9 LKsElliePerkins.esp
254 FE ca LKsFahrenheit.esp
254 FE cb LKsFather.esp
254 FE cc LKsFredAllen.esp
254 FE cd LKsGeneva.esp
254 FE ce LKsGeorgeCooper.esp
254 FE cf LKsGlory.esp
254 FE d0 LKsHarvey.esp
254 FE d1 LKsHenryCooke.esp
254 FE d2 LKsJoeSavoldi.esp
254 FE d3 LKsJohn.esp
254 FE d4 LKsJunLong.esp
254 FE d5 LKsKasumiNakano.esp
254 FE d6 LKsKay.esp
254 FE d7 LKsKellogg.esp
254 FE d8 LKsKenjiNakano.esp
254 FE d9 LKsKessler.esp
254 FE da LKsLucyAbernathy.esp
254 FE db LKsMamaMurphy.esp
254 FE dc LKsMarcyLong.esp
254 FE dd LKsMariner.esp
254 FE de LKsMarovski.esp
254 FE df LKsMaxson.esp
254 FE e0 LKsMayorMcDonough.esp
254 FE e1 LKsMoeCronin.esp
254 FE e2 LKsMyrna.esp
254 FE e3 LKsOldLongfellow.esp
254 FE e4 LKsPaladinDanse.esp
254 FE e5 LKsPastorClemens.esp
254 FE e6 LKsPaulPembroke.esp
254 FE e7 LKsPickman.esp
254 FE e8 LKsPolly.esp
254 FE e9 LKsPorterCage.esp
254 FE ea LKsPrestonGarvey.esp
254 FE eb LKsProfessorScara.esp
254 FE ec LKsReiNakano.esp
254 FE ed LKsRexGoodman.esp
254 FE ee LKsRonnieShaw.esp
254 FE ef LKsRufusRubin.esp
254 FE f0 LKsScarlett.esp
254 FE f1 LKsScribeHaylen..esp
254 FE f2 LKsSheffield.esp
254 FE f3 LKsSierraPetrovita.esp
254 FE f4 LKsSolomon.esp
254 FE f5 LKsStanSlavin.esp
254 FE f6 LKsSturges.esp
254 FE f7 LKsTinkerTom.esp
254 FE f8 LKsTonySavoldi.esp
254 FE f9 LKsTravisMiles.esp
254 FE fa LKsTrudy.esp
254 FE fb LKsVadimBobrov.esp
254 FE fc LKsVaultTecRep.esp
254 FE fd LKsWolfgang.esp
254 FE fe LKsX6-88.esp
254 FE ff LKsYefimBobrov.esp
254 FE 100 Dank_ArmorOverrides_DLCRobot.esp
254 FE 101 Dank_INNRoverride.esp
199 c7 TGF_TrueGrassFix.esp
200 c8 NPCRespawnFix.esp
254 FE 102 Dank_ECO_UneducatedReload.esp
254 FE 103 SS2_AFT.esp
254 FE 104 AFTSpouseTweaks.esp
201 c9 AFT_Alt_Names_Pack1.esp
254 FE 105 Community Fixes Merged - Weapon Mod Fixes Patch.esp
254 FE 106 MinutemenPropaganda SMM.esp
202 ca BarstoolGames_FH.esp
203 cb BarstoolGames_NW.esp
204 cc SS2_CLB_WATMPack.esp
254 FE 107 REPatch_AmericaRising2LegacyOfTheEnclave.esp
205 cd Revy_Stand_Alone_Follower.esp
206 ce AA HotC - Standalone - SE.esp
207 cf BetterSettlersCCAPack2.0.esp
208 d0 BetterSettlersMostlyFemale.esp
209 d1 BetterSettlersNoLollygagging.esp
210 d2 VaultSuitUnzipped.esp
Lacy Underwear ExtraColors.esp
CustomCombatArmor_SynthOverhaul.esp
254 FE 108 Vault4-PreVis.esp
254 FE 109 Lightweight Lighting.esp
254 FE 10a WET.esp
254 FE 10b PRP.esp
254 FE 10c 3DNPC_BTI_Optimization.esp
254 FE 10d RebuildBTIPrevisPatch.esp
254 FE 10e OCsBreakHeartBanks.esp
254 FE 10f OCsProspectPark.esp
254 FE 110 OCsLakeQ.esp
254 FE 111 PRP_IC.esp
254 FE 112 OCsCochituate.esp
254 FE 113 OCsCharlesviewAmpitheater.esp
254 FE 114 PRP-SS2.esp
254 FE 115 the library_Patch.esp
254 FE 116 The House_Patch.esp
254 FE 117 3DNPC_FO4_Patch.esp
254 FE 118 OCsV81TradeCamp.esp
254 FE 119 DiamondCity-PreVis.esp
254 FE 11a Em_Vault4_Previs.esp
254 FE 11b Em_3DNPC_FO4_Previs.esp
254 FE 11c 0_Vault120_NordhagenHaven_PRP.esp
254 FE 11d DiamondNewVendors_Patch.esp
254 FE 11e OCsV81TradeCampGrassReduced.esp
254 FE 11f OCsCochituateReducedGrass.esp
254 FE 120 OCsProspectParkEBA.esp
254 FE 121 OCsBreakheartBanksSS2QuestPatch.esp
254 FE 122 CharlesviewHappyCult.esp
254 FE 123 OCsV81TradeCampEarlyUnlock.esp
254 FE 124 OCsNukaTransitCenter.esp
211 d3 EnhancedLightsandFX.esp
254 FE 125 EnhancedLightsandFX - Automatron.esp
254 FE 126 PRP-ELFXOPC.esp
254 FE 127 ELFX-PreVis.esp
254 FE 128 ELFX-eXoPatch.esp
254 FE 129 ELFX Crash fix.esp
254 FE 12a Vault4-ELFX-PreVis.esp
254 FE 12b WorkshopFramework_ScriptOverride.esp

Alright so besides the funny title, I am making a new updated post with an mysterious issue with my Load Order. I am either missing something or something is cooperating. I could use a couple extra sets of eyes to see if I have missed anything. I am trying to build a working load order for the next gen update. Currently I have removed some mods and patched some that were made aware to me to be trouble some. Yet here I am again and this time I timed the crash intervals. Its crashing exactly between 6-8 minutes. Also while walking through sanctuary I noticed trees in the background flickering in and out. This tells me somethings not working as intended.
My PC Specs are as follows:
AMD Ryzen 9 5950X at 5.6ghz
64Gb DDR4 Ram at 3600mhz
Nvidia RTX 4080 at stock settings
Samsung 970 Evo M.2 SSD
Neither my cpu or gpu hit 50% load and I'm wondering if there is a way to let the game use more cpu and gpu, if that'll help.
I have only made it to Sanctuary each time I test this and yes I create a new game each time until I get this narrowed down. I also am not sure if Bethini works properly as every time I run it I have to redo all the settings each time.
Here is my newly updated load order:
0 0 Fallout4.esm
1 1 DLCRobot.esm
2 2 DLCworkshop01.esm
3 3 DLCCoast.esm
4 4 DLCworkshop02.esm
5 5 DLCworkshop03.esm
6 6 DLCNukaWorld.esm
7 7 DLCUltraHighResolution.esm
254 FE 0 ccbgsfo4018-gaussrifleprototype.esl
254 FE 1 ccbgsfo4019-chinesestealtharmor.esl
254 FE 2 ccBGSFO4044-HellfirePowerArmor.esl
254 FE 3 ccfsvfo4001-modularmilitarybackpack.esl
254 FE 4 ccfsvfo4002-midcenturymodern.esl
254 FE 5 cceejfo4001-decorationpack.esl
254 FE 6 ccgcafo4003-factionws03bos.esl
254 FE 7 ccgcafo4011-factionws11vt.esl
254 FE 8 ccgcafo4013-factionas02bos.esl
254 FE 9 ccgcafo4022-factionas11vt.esl
254 FE a ccawnfo4001-brandedattire.esl
8 8 ccswkfo4001-astronautpowerarmor.esm
254 FE b ccbgsfo4055-dghusk.esl
254 FE c ccfrsfo4002-antimaterielrifle.esl
254 FE d ccbgsfo4076-pipmystery.esl
254 FE e ccgrcfo4002-pipgreenvim.esl
254 FE f ccsbjfo4001-solarflare.esl
9 9 cczsef04001-bhouse.esm
254 FE 10 ccqdrfo4001_powerarmorai.esl
254 FE 11 ccBGSFO4115-X02.esl
254 FE 12 ccrzrfo4002-disintegrate.esl
254 FE 13 ccBGSFO4116-HeavyFlamer.esl
254 FE 14 ccBGSFO4110-WS_Enclave.esl
254 FE 15 ccBGSFO4096-AS_Enclave.esl
10 a cczsefo4002-smanor.esm
254 FE 16 ccacxfo4001-vsuit.esl
254 FE 17 ccFSVFO4007-Halloween.esl
254 FE 18 ccsbjfo4002_manwellrifle.esl
11 b cctosfo4002_neonflats.esm
254 FE 19 ccbgsfo4117-capmerc.esl
254 FE 1a ccBGSFO4046-TesCan.esl
254 FE 1b ccSBJFO4003-Grenade.esl
254 FE 1c ccOTMFO4001-Remnants.esl
12 c Unofficial Fallout 4 Patch.esp
13 d HUDFramework.esm
14 e WorkshopFramework.esm
254 FE 1d BakaFramework.esm
254 FE 1e PPF.esm
254 FE 1f Community Fixes Merged.esp
254 FE 20 TMR_GlitchfinderAIO.esm
15 f SS2.esm
16 10 SS2_XPAC_Chapter2.esm
17 11 SS2_XPAC_Chapter3.esm
18 12 DiamondCity-OverridePatch.esp
19 13 AmericaRising2.esm
254 FE 21 REFramework.esm
20 14 SettlementKeywords.esm
21 15 YouAndWhatArmy2.esm
254 FE 22 RunningWithHandsAnim.esl
22 16 Homemaker.esm
254 FE 23 SS2WorkshopHUDOverride.esl
23 17 Robot Home Defence.esm
24 18 Darlene.esm
254 FE 24 StandaloneWorkbenches.esl
254 FE 25 Rebuild_SharedResources.esm
254 FE 26 DiamondCityAmbience.esl
254 FE 27 IDEKsLogisticsStation2.esl
25 19 CALIBER-COMPLEX.esm
254 FE 28 Leah's Daisy Chains.esl
254 FE 29 PPF-HeavyFlamer-CR.esm
254 FE 2a PPF-NeonFlats-CR.esm
26 1a Settlement Electricity Overhaul.esm
254 FE 2b WG City Plans Pack ESL.esl
254 FE 2c sanctuaryWG.esl
254 FE 2d Fortress Sanctuary - Copy.esl
254 FE 2e Bunker Hill Mega City.esl
254 FE 2f SetMaxSettlers.esl
254 FE 30 SimpleProstitutes.esl
254 FE 31 Vee_SS2_Chapter2_SettlersEssentialPatch.esl
254 FE 32 Vee_SS2_SettlersEssentialPatch.esl
254 FE 33 MM-Castle-HQ-By-Tarkkh-V2.6.esl
254 FE 34 Castle Minutemen HQ level 2 layout.esl
254 FE 35 Castle Minutemen HQ level 3 layout.esl
254 FE 36 VUVC-CityPlan.esl
254 FE 37 GavMan_Vault88_CityPlan.esl
254 FE 38 GavMan_Vault88_Layouts.esl
254 FE 39 CanarySaveFileMonitor.esl
254 FE 3a HiPolyFacesCompanionPlugin.esl
254 FE 3b Dank_ArmorPaintExtended.esl
27 1b UneducatedReload.esm
28 1c Games.esm
29 1d BarstoolGames.esm
254 FE 3c EssentialNPCsExpanded.esl
30 1e OVT.esp
254 FE 3d Enhanced Vanilla Armor and Clothing.esp
254 FE 3e Fixed Gobo Effects.esp
254 FE 3f DiamondCityBillboards.esp
254 FE 40 Wetness Shader Fix.esp
254 FE 41 FO4ParticlePatch.esp
31 1f ImmersiveGenericDialogues.esp
32 20 Rebuild_Settlements.esp
33 21 CombinedArmsNV.esp
34 22 CombinedArmsEXPack.esp
254 FE 42 FallUI_CALIBER_COMPLEX_PATCH.esp
35 23 Armament.esp
254 FE 43 CombinedArmsIntegrationProject - Armament.esp
36 24 ImmersiveCleaning.esp
37 25 3DNPC_FO4.esp
254 FE 44 3DNPC_FO4-Patch.esp
38 26 CleanMySettlement.esp
39 27 BTInteriors_Project.esp
254 FE 45 RebuildBTI Necessary Changes.esp
40 28 SimHomestead2.esp
254 FE 46 OCsUniversityPoint.esp
254 FE 47 DiverseSettlers.esp
254 FE 48 DIverseSettlersImmersionQoL.esp
41 29 DCGuard_Overhaul.esp
42 2a WeightlessMods.esp
43 2b WeaponModFixes-GOTY.esp
254 FE 49 MiscAnimTweaks.esp
44 2c RAW INPUT.esp
45 2d JumpFallPoseFix.esp
46 2e GrenadeCombatFixes.esp
254 FE 4a Flutter Flicker Fixer For Foliage.esp
254 FE 4b WhoIsTheGeneral.esp
254 FE 4c Keep Radiants In Commonwealth.esp
47 2f AttachPack.esp
254 FE 4d Attach Pack Modcol.esp
254 FE 4e OCsAtomCatsGarage.esp
48 30 DEEPriverV1.6.esp
49 31 BTInt_Optimization.esp
50 32 SS2Extended.esp
254 FE 4f OCsSunkenGarage.esp
254 FE 50 Rebuild_Covenant.esp
254 FE 51 3DNPC-eXoPatch.esp
51 33 the library.esp
254 FE 52 Rebuild_Settlements_Previs.esp
254 FE 53 OCsFiddlersGreen.esp
254 FE 54 Dank_ArmorOverrides.esp
52 34 SuperMutantRedux.esp
53 35 WeightlessAid_BetterItemSorting.esp
54 36 DCVendorOverhaulAIO.esp
55 37 The House.esp
254 FE 55 The House - eXoPatch.esp
56 38 OutcastsAndRemnants.esp
254 FE 56 the library - eXoPatch.esp
57 39 AnimatedCandles.esp
58 3a Depravity.esp
59 3b Vault4.esp
60 3c Stm_DiamondCityExpansion.esp
254 FE 57 DiamondCityExpansion-eXoPatch.esp
254 FE 58 Vault4-eXoPatch.esp
61 3d DiamondNewVendors.esp
62 3e TrainBar.esp
63 3f Sanctuary Pre-Walled.esp
64 40 AA FusionCityRising.esp
65 41 3DNPC_FO4_DLC.esp
254 FE 59 fakeInt.esp
254 FE 5a OCsDartmouthSkyscraper.esp
66 42 BTInt_Menus.esp
254 FE 5b BG_UnderArmor_Fix.esp
67 43 W.A.T.Minutemen.esp
68 44 AmazingFollowerTweaks.esp
69 45 DCVendorClutter.esp
254 FE 5c VCM_Sanctuary_Navmesh_Update_W_Roof.esp
70 46 f4killingthebugs2.esp
254 FE 5d Dank_ArmorOverrides_DLCCoast.esp
71 47 KOTOR.esp
254 FE 5e CombinedArms_CALIBER_COMPLEX_PATCH.esp
72 48 CheatTerminal.esp
73 49 InstituteSettlements2.esp
74 4a TU3SD4Y'S Commonwealth Responders.esp
254 FE 5f 3DNPC_FO4[Previsibines].esp
75 4b Settlement_Markers.esp
76 4c MinutemenPropaganda.esp
254 FE 60 SS2_RobotMod.esp
77 4d Flashy_CrimeAndPunishment.esp
78 4e MilitarizedMinutemen.esp
79 4f 3DNPC_FO4Settler.esp
80 50 SS2_FDK_TinyLiving.esp
81 51 AA 50 Ways To Die.esp
254 FE 61 CutContentNPCsAiO.esp
82 52 Mercenary.esp
254 FE 62 Nova Uniques Combined Arms.esp
254 FE 63 Dank_ECO.esp
254 FE 64 Diamond City Supplements.esp
83 53 WattzLaserGun.esp
254 FE 65 Dank_WOP-WattzLaserGun.esp
254 FE 66 GoodneighborView.esp
84 54 0_Vault120.esp
254 FE 67 Dank_WOP-CombinedArms.esp
85 55 ProjectValkyrie.esp
86 56 Eli_Armour_Compendium.esp
87 57 BosskCompanion.esp
254 FE 68 FiddlersGreenTftCPatch.esp
88 58 CloneTrooperCompanion_1.esp
254 FE 69 PRP-SS2-Fixes-Ch2.esp
CloneArmoryWeapons2.0.esp
89 59 SS2-Jampads2.esp
254 FE 6a Rebuild_Covenant_Previs.esp
90 5a llamaCompanionHeatherv2.esp
254 FE 6b FiddlersGreenTarberrySwap.esp
91 5b SS2WastelandVenturers.esp
92 5c [SS2 Addon] SimSettlements SuperStructures.esp
254 FE 6c TerrainUndersides.esp
93 5d FO4 NPCs Travel.esp
94 5e Cho1_SS2_Encv_Plots.esp
254 FE 6d ss2c23dnpcpatch.esp
95 5f RU556.esp
254 FE 6e OCsDartmouthSkyscraperExperimental.esp
96 60 RosieAtSomervilleAiO.esp
254 FE 6f PRP-SS2-Fixes-Ch1.esp
97 61 SigMCX.esp
98 62 Beretta92FS-SwordCutlass.esp
254 FE 70 PuddleReflectionFix.esp
99 63 Less Annoying Berry Mentats.esp
254 FE 71 Dogmeat Follow Behind.esp
100 64 EasyHacking.esp
101 65 OutlineWorkshopShader.esp
254 FE 72 M8rDisablePipboyEffects.esp
102 66 LooksMenu.esp
103 67 Complex Vendors.esp
104 68 BlockingOverhaul.esp
254 FE 73 Chemfluence AI Combat Dynamics.esp
105 69 DLC Timing.esp
254 FE 74 DLC Timing - UFO4P Patch.esp
254 FE 75 WTG - KRIC Patch.esp
106 6a dcc-molotov-nerf.esp
254 FE 76 LegendariesTheyCanUse.esp
254 FE 77 No Sneaking in Power Armor.esp
107 6b Faster Terminal Displays (20x).esp
108 6c WeightlessJunk.esp
109 6d WeightlessSpecialAmmo.esp
110 6e CarryWeight99999.esp
254 FE 78 Legendary Mutation Messages Fix.esp
254 FE 79 Gloomy Glass.esp
254 FE 7a VividFallout - AiO - BestChoice.esp
254 FE 7b Targeted Textures.esp
254 FE 7c WAVE.esp
111 6f ScopeOverlayDOF.esp
112 70 RemoveBlur.esp
113 71 dD-Enhanced Blood Basic.esp
254 FE 7d Robot_Textures_Redone.esp
114 72 ValiusHDTextures2K.esp
115 73 TrueGrass.esp
116 74 4estGimp - SuperMutantRedux4FallUI-TAGS.esp
117 75 SuperMutantRedux VIS Patch.esp
118 76 SettlementMenuManager.esp
119 77 Homemaker - Streetlights Use Passive Power.esp
120 78 Homemaker - Unlocked Institute Objects.esp
254 FE 7e SS2_DLCSettlerPatch.esp
254 FE 7f SS2Extended_OutfitInjectionPatch.esp
121 79 SS2_CityPlanPack_RiseOfTheCommonwealth.esp
122 7a Quieter Settlements - Contraptions.esp
123 7b Quieter Settlements - Vanilla.esp
124 7c Quieter Settlements - Wasteland Workshop.esp
125 7d Robot Home Defence - Settlement Keywords.esp
126 7e nimroutroguesyntharmorstandalone.esp
127 7f SGOWastelandExpansion.esp
128 80 Brick_By_Brick_Master.esp
129 81 AtomicRadio.esp
130 82 FunctionalDisplays-Collectibles.esp
131 83 BetterCompanions.esp
132 84 DarleneDLC.esp
254 FE 80 LiveLove - Heather_Valkyrie.esp
133 85 ImmersiveVendors.esp
134 86 KSHairdos.esp
135 87 LooksMenu Customization Compendium.esp
136 88 AzarPonytailHairstyles.esp
137 89 BetterSettlers.esp
138 8a BetterSettlersCleanFacePack.esp
139 8b WorkshopTurretsDontHarmPlayerPerk.esp
254 FE 81 DiverseSettlersFarHarbor.esp
140 8c HiPolyFaces.esp
141 8d CBBE.esp
142 8e Extended weapon mods.esp
143 8f CROSS_Cybernetics.esp
144 90 CROSS_Cybernetics_NoRobotFootStepSounds.esp
145 91 LightsaberMod.esp
254 FE 82 CROSS_CourserStrigidae.esp
146 92 Craftable Armor Size - Fix Material Requirements.esp
147 93 Craftable Armor Size.esp
148 94 ChineseStealthSuit.esp
149 95 RichMerchants.esp
150 96 LooksMirror.esp
254 FE 83 Dank_ArmorOverrides_DLCNukaWorld.esp
254 FE 84 SS2_XDI Patch.esp
254 FE 85 Attach Pack Mod Description Fixes.esp
254 FE 86 SprintOutOfCombat.esp
151 97 DynamicOutfitting_CBBE.esp
152 98 The Eyes Of Beauty.esp
254 FE 87 aBitPrettierNWRaiders.esp
153 99 [LOUDER] PowerArmorVoiceChanger.esp
254 FE 88 DiverseMinutemen.esp
254 FE 89 WeAreTheDiverseMinutemen.esp
254 FE 8a DiverseBoS.esp
254 FE 8b DiverseDCSecurity.esp
254 FE 8c Face Fixes - All in One.esp
254 FE 8d Dank_ECO-INNR.esp
254 FE 8e Dank_ECO_DLCCoast.esp
254 FE 8f Dank_ECO_DLCNukaWorld.esp
254 FE 90 Dank_ECO_DLCRobot.esp
254 FE 91 Eli_Armour_Compendium_LIF.esp
254 FE 92 Combat AI Empowered - Tweaked Accuracy.esp
FakeIntNacXTrueStormDApatch.esp
154 9a VATSFreezeFixNextGen.esp
155 9b Vault88AreaExtension.esp
156 9c Wu9DoubleGeneratorPower.esp
254 FE 93 SS2_Addon_Favelabulous.esp
157 9d SS2_Addon_R2R.esp
158 9e SS2_ruined_simsettlement_addonpack.esp
159 9f SS2_STRA_Buildings_and_Skins.esp
160 a0 SS2_STRA_Support_Buildings.esp
161 a1 SS2ConveyorStorage.esp
162 a2 PiperOverhaul2F1E.esp
254 FE 94 SS2_MagnussonTerminalFix.esp
163 a3 BlasTech E-11.esp
254 FE 95 Lightsaber_NoLL.esp
164 a4 CW Stormtrooper.esp
165 a5 BosskBountyHunter.esp
254 FE 96 OCsAtomCatsGarageGenericAtomCats.esp
166 a6 ProjectSynth.esp
167 a7 FO4LaserBolts.esp
168 a8 CloneArmory4.0.esp
169 a9 CloneTrooperCompanionArmoryPatch.esp
170 aa Thematic and Practical.esp
171 ab Thematic and Practical - DLC.esp
172 ac JunkTownTwo.esp
173 ad GarageHomesAndSensibleSecurity.esp
174 ae BMW_ALA.esp
175 af SKKGlobalStashScrapping.esp
254 FE 97 CompanionStatus-Settings.esp
176 b0 CompanionStatus.esp
177 b1 DCE_female_body_replacer.esp
254 FE 98 DCENS.esp
254 FE 99 CBBEHR.esp
254 FE 9a CBBEHR_3DNPC.esp
254 FE 9b CBBEHR_SS2.esp
254 FE 9c CBBEHR_SS2Ch2.esp
254 FE 9d SS2-3DNPC-Settlers.esp
178 b2 SKKCompanionWeaponLL.esp
179 b3 SS2-PraRandomAddon.esp
180 b4 X12Plasmacaster.esp
254 FE 9e SigMCX_LvlListPatch.esp
254 FE 9f SigMCX_MaterialPack.esp
254 FE a0 OCsSunkenGarageGhoulSettlers.esp
254 FE a1 No More Fake Puddles - Nuka World 1-0.esp
254 FE a2 IDEKsLogisticsStation2_SS2_Patch.esp
181 b5 SS-ILS2 patch.esp
182 b6 DX_Predator.esp
254 FE a3 Eli_Armour_Compendium_Tweaks_ECO.esp
254 FE a4 CombinedArmsEX_CALIBER_COMPLEX_PATCH.esp
254 FE a5 Deliverer_CALIBER_COMPLEX_PATCH.esp
254 FE a6 DLCCoast_RadiumRifle_CALIBER_COMPLEX_PATCH.esp
FG-42 Ausf.E ParaTroop Rifle_No TR_CALIBER_COMPLEX_PATCH.esp
254 FE a7 SIGMCX_CALIBER_COMPLEX_PATCH.esp
254 FE a8 Combined Arms EX_LLI.esp
254 FE a9 Combined Arms_LLI.esp
254 FE aa Star Wars - The Lightsaber_LLI.esp
183 b7 DT_GunnerOutfitPack.esp
254 FE ab Gunner Outfit Replacer.esp
254 FE ac Rebuild_Workshop.esp
184 b8 MyCityPlans(4).esp
185 b9 Passthrough.esp
186 ba ConnectedWorkshops.esp
254 FE ad Invisible and Longer Power Lines.esp
187 bb DEEPriver NoRads.esp
188 bc SimSettlements2_AddOnPack_ApocalypticAdditions_SirLach.esp
189 bd SS2_SIMPDDDD.esp
190 be ohSIM_Sim2_Settlements_Scrappers_Addon.esp
254 FE ae SS2Addon_MS_BareEssentials.esp
254 FE af SS2AOP_VaultTecTools.esp
191 bf SS2_WastelandDefense.esp
192 c0 AutoDoors.esp
254 FE b0 Rebuild_SharedResources_AutoDoors.esp
193 c1 Faction Pack Template.esp
254 FE b1 ProjectValkyrie-SS2-Patch.esp
194 c2 RandomSettlers.esp
254 FE b2 RandomSettlers - LevelUp.esp
195 c3 SS2UI.esp
254 FE b3 WastelandResources.esp
254 FE b4 Raze My Settlement.esp
254 FE b5 Armament - Caliber Complex Patch.esp
254 FE b6 Armament-ECO_PatchUpdate.esp
196 c4 KSHairsFemsheppingRadbeetle.esp
197 c5 KSHairdos_oel.esp
198 c6 Lots More Facial Hair.esp
254 FE b7 LKsAbbot.esp
254 FE b8 LKsAllanLee.esp
254 FE b9 LKsAnnCodman.esp
254 FE ba LKsAnneHargraves.esp
254 FE bb LKsArturoRodrigues.esp
254 FE bc LKsBeckyFallon.esp
254 FE bd LKsBlakeAbernathy.esp
254 FE be LKsCarla.esp
254 FE bf LKsCathy.esp
254 FE c0 LKsClairHutchins.esp
254 FE c1 LKsConnieAbernathy.esp
254 FE c2 LKsDarcyPembroke.esp
254 FE c3 LKsDeacon.esp
254 FE c4 LKsDeb.esp
254 FE c5 LKsDesdemona.esp
254 FE c6 LKsDoctorCarrington.esp
254 FE c7 LKsDoctorDuff.esp
254 FE c8 LKsDoctorSun.esp
254 FE c9 LKsElliePerkins.esp
254 FE ca LKsFahrenheit.esp
254 FE cb LKsFather.esp
254 FE cc LKsFredAllen.esp
254 FE cd LKsGeneva.esp
254 FE ce LKsGeorgeCooper.esp
254 FE cf LKsGlory.esp
254 FE d0 LKsHarvey.esp
254 FE d1 LKsHenryCooke.esp
254 FE d2 LKsJoeSavoldi.esp
254 FE d3 LKsJohn.esp
254 FE d4 LKsJunLong.esp
254 FE d5 LKsKasumiNakano.esp
254 FE d6 LKsKay.esp
254 FE d7 LKsKellogg.esp
254 FE d8 LKsKenjiNakano.esp
254 FE d9 LKsKessler.esp
254 FE da LKsLucyAbernathy.esp
254 FE db LKsMamaMurphy.esp
254 FE dc LKsMarcyLong.esp
254 FE dd LKsMariner.esp
254 FE de LKsMarovski.esp
254 FE df LKsMaxson.esp
254 FE e0 LKsMayorMcDonough.esp
254 FE e1 LKsMoeCronin.esp
254 FE e2 LKsMyrna.esp
254 FE e3 LKsOldLongfellow.esp
254 FE e4 LKsPaladinDanse.esp
254 FE e5 LKsPastorClemens.esp
254 FE e6 LKsPaulPembroke.esp
254 FE e7 LKsPickman.esp
254 FE e8 LKsPolly.esp
254 FE e9 LKsPorterCage.esp
254 FE ea LKsPrestonGarvey.esp
254 FE eb LKsProfessorScara.esp
254 FE ec LKsReiNakano.esp
254 FE ed LKsRexGoodman.esp
254 FE ee LKsRonnieShaw.esp
254 FE ef LKsRufusRubin.esp
254 FE f0 LKsScarlett.esp
254 FE f1 LKsScribeHaylen..esp
254 FE f2 LKsSheffield.esp
254 FE f3 LKsSierraPetrovita.esp
254 FE f4 LKsSolomon.esp
254 FE f5 LKsStanSlavin.esp
254 FE f6 LKsSturges.esp
254 FE f7 LKsTinkerTom.esp
254 FE f8 LKsTonySavoldi.esp
254 FE f9 LKsTravisMiles.esp
254 FE fa LKsTrudy.esp
254 FE fb LKsVadimBobrov.esp
254 FE fc LKsVaultTecRep.esp
254 FE fd LKsWolfgang.esp
254 FE fe LKsX6-88.esp
254 FE ff LKsYefimBobrov.esp
254 FE 100 Dank_ArmorOverrides_DLCRobot.esp
254 FE 101 Dank_INNRoverride.esp
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200 c8 NPCRespawnFix.esp
254 FE 102 Dank_ECO_UneducatedReload.esp
254 FE 103 SS2_AFT.esp
254 FE 104 AFTSpouseTweaks.esp
201 c9 AFT_Alt_Names_Pack1.esp
254 FE 105 Community Fixes Merged - Weapon Mod Fixes Patch.esp
254 FE 106 MinutemenPropaganda SMM.esp
202 ca BarstoolGames_FH.esp
203 cb BarstoolGames_NW.esp
204 cc SS2_CLB_WATMPack.esp
254 FE 107 REPatch_AmericaRising2LegacyOfTheEnclave.esp
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206 ce AA HotC - Standalone - SE.esp
207 cf BetterSettlersCCAPack2.0.esp
208 d0 BetterSettlersMostlyFemale.esp
209 d1 BetterSettlersNoLollygagging.esp
210 d2 VaultSuitUnzipped.esp
Lacy Underwear ExtraColors.esp
CustomCombatArmor_SynthOverhaul.esp
254 FE 108 Vault4-PreVis.esp
254 FE 109 Lightweight Lighting.esp
254 FE 10a WET.esp
254 FE 10b PRP.esp
254 FE 10c 3DNPC_BTI_Optimization.esp
254 FE 10d RebuildBTIPrevisPatch.esp
254 FE 10e OCsBreakHeartBanks.esp
254 FE 10f OCsProspectPark.esp
254 FE 110 OCsLakeQ.esp
254 FE 111 PRP_IC.esp
254 FE 112 OCsCochituate.esp
254 FE 113 OCsCharlesviewAmpitheater.esp
254 FE 114 PRP-SS2.esp
254 FE 115 the library_Patch.esp
254 FE 116 The House_Patch.esp
254 FE 117 3DNPC_FO4_Patch.esp
254 FE 118 OCsV81TradeCamp.esp
254 FE 119 DiamondCity-PreVis.esp
254 FE 11a Em_Vault4_Previs.esp
254 FE 11b Em_3DNPC_FO4_Previs.esp
254 FE 11c 0_Vault120_NordhagenHaven_PRP.esp
254 FE 11d DiamondNewVendors_Patch.esp
254 FE 11e OCsV81TradeCampGrassReduced.esp
254 FE 11f OCsCochituateReducedGrass.esp
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254 FE 121 OCsBreakheartBanksSS2QuestPatch.esp
254 FE 122 CharlesviewHappyCult.esp
254 FE 123 OCsV81TradeCampEarlyUnlock.esp
254 FE 124 OCsNukaTransitCenter.esp
211 d3 EnhancedLightsandFX.esp
254 FE 125 EnhancedLightsandFX - Automatron.esp
254 FE 126 PRP-ELFXOPC.esp
254 FE 127 ELFX-PreVis.esp
254 FE 128 ELFX-eXoPatch.esp
254 FE 129 ELFX Crash fix.esp
254 FE 12a Vault4-ELFX-PreVis.esp
254 FE 12b WorkshopFramework_ScriptOverride.esp
​

I am dealing with a strange issue I hope someone might have experience with. My current modlist seems very stable and has everything I want, including grass lods. However, there are certain spots where, when water transitions between LOD and full model, it disappears.
This is what it looks like if I quickly go from anywhere on the "tamriel" worldspace to this specific point.
https://imgur.com/a/nCpngLN
However, even without restarting the game. If I simply fast travel to a city, then fast travel close to the point and go there, the water appears totally normal:
https://imgur.com/a/IThMOZr
Although I've been modding my skyrim for a long time, I must admit I still use LOOT to make my load order, and I don't know better than it does. Here is my current load order:
Skyrim.esm
Update.esm
Dawnguard.esm
HearthFires.esm
Dragonborn.esm
ccasvsse001-almsivi.esm
ccBGSSSE001-Fish.esm
ccbgssse002-exoticarrows.esl
ccbgssse003-zombies.esl
ccbgssse004-ruinsedge.esl
ccbgssse005-goldbrand.esl
ccbgssse006-stendarshammer.esl
ccbgssse007-chrysamere.esl
ccbgssse010-petdwarvenarmoredmudcrab.esl
ccbgssse011-hrsarmrelvn.esl
ccbgssse012-hrsarmrstl.esl
ccbgssse014-spellpack01.esl
ccbgssse019-staffofsheogorath.esl
ccbgssse020-graycowl.esl
ccbgssse021-lordsmail.esl
ccmtysse001-knightsofthenine.esl
ccQDRSSE001-SurvivalMode.esl
cctwbsse001-puzzledungeon.esm
cceejsse001-hstead.esm
ccqdrsse002-firewood.esl
ccbgssse018-shadowrend.esl
ccbgssse035-petnhound.esl
ccfsvsse001-backpacks.esl
cceejsse002-tower.esl
ccedhsse001-norjewel.esl
ccvsvsse002-pets.esl
ccBGSSSE037-Curios.esl
ccbgssse034-mntuni.esl
ccbgssse045-hasedoki.esl
ccbgssse008-wraithguard.esl
ccbgssse036-petbwolf.esl
ccffbsse001-imperialdragon.esl
ccmtysse002-ve.esl
ccbgssse043-crosselv.esl
ccvsvsse001-winter.esl
cceejsse003-hollow.esl
ccbgssse016-umbra.esm
ccbgssse031-advcyrus.esm
ccbgssse038-bowofshadows.esl
ccbgssse040-advobgobs.esl
ccbgssse050-ba_daedric.esl
ccbgssse052-ba_iron.esl
ccbgssse054-ba_orcish.esl
ccbgssse058-ba_steel.esl
ccbgssse059-ba_dragonplate.esl
ccbgssse061-ba_dwarven.esl
ccpewsse002-armsofchaos.esl
ccbgssse041-netchleather.esl
ccedhsse002-splkntset.esl
ccbgssse064-ba_elven.esl
ccbgssse063-ba_ebony.esl
ccbgssse062-ba_dwarvenmail.esl
ccbgssse060-ba_dragonscale.esl
ccbgssse056-ba_silver.esl
ccbgssse055-ba_orcishscaled.esl
ccbgssse053-ba_leather.esl
ccbgssse051-ba_daedricmail.esl
ccbgssse057-ba_stalhrim.esl
ccbgssse066-staves.esl
ccbgssse067-daedinv.esm
ccbgssse068-bloodfall.esl
ccbgssse069-contest.esl
ccvsvsse003-necroarts.esl
ccvsvsse004-beafarmer.esl
ccBGSSSE025-AdvDSGS.esm
ccffbsse002-crossbowpack.esl
ccbgssse013-dawnfang.esl
ccrmssse001-necrohouse.esl
ccedhsse003-redguard.esl
cceejsse004-hall.esl
cceejsse005-cave.esm
cckrtsse001_altar.esl
cccbhsse001-gaunt.esl
ccafdsse001-dwesanctuary.esm
_ResourcePack.esl
Treescale.esm
Unofficial Skyrim Special Edition Patch.esp
Vanilla Script MicroOptimizations.esl
Unofficial Skyrim Modders Patch.esp
Unofficial Skyrim Creation Club Content Patch.esl
Landscape and Water Fixes.esp
MajesticMountains_Landscape.esm
LegacyoftheDragonborn.esm
Cathedral - 3D Mountain Flowers.esp
Water for ENB.esm
Natural Waterfalls.esp
Lux Via - Markarth Entrance and Farm Overhaul.esp
MajesticMountains_Moss.esp
AnimatedShips.esl
Lux Orbis - Master plugin.esm
BSAssets.esm
BSHeartland.esm
BS_DLC_patch.esp
RU_CityTreesSE_DragonBridge.esl
Ryn's Snazzy Last Vigil.esp
NoBrokenWhiterunTower.esp
JSwordsD.esm
Vigilant.esm
Natural Waterfalls - Dragonborn.esp
Lux - Master plugin.esm
Armors of the Velothi Pt2.esl
RU_CityTreesSE_Karthwasten.esl
RU_CityTreesSE_Rorikstead.esl
RU_CityTreesSE_Falkreath.esl
1Dwemer.esl
RU_CityTreesSE_Ivarstead.esl
evgSIRENROOT.esm
Markarth Outskirts - Water for ENB patch.esp
Seascale.esl
Siege at Icemoth.esp
1NDArmor.esl
1Markynaz.esl
1WR.esl
1NGarmor.esl
1YsmirArmorSE.esl
Lux - Resources.esp
Lux Via.esp
SmoothCam.esl
SimplyOptimizedScripts.esl
Vanilla Scripts Enhanced.esl
Wyrmstooth.esp
EVGAnimatedTraversal.esl
DynamicCollisionAdjustment.esl
Environs Master Plugin.esp
1Three-eyedSwallow.esl
1FlutedArmor.esl
FerrumNibenis.esl
siltstriderarmor.esl
VigilantHiResPackSE.esl
Experience.esl
Kanjs - AIO Books Patch.esl
Natural Waterfalls - Dawnguard.esp
RU_CityTreesSE_Whiterun.esl
RU_CityTreesSE_Markarth.esl
RU_CityTreesSE_Solitude.esl
TES4WaitMenu.esl
Sentinel - Distribution Framework.esp
TrueHUD.esl
NorthernIce.esp
DynDOLOD.esm
Particle Patch for ENB.esp
SkyUI_SE.esp
SMIM-SE-Merged-All.esp
Audio Overhaul Skyrim.esp
Immersive Sounds - Compendium.esp
AOS_ISC_Integration.esp
Thaumaturgy.esp
Lux Orbis.esp
JKs Skyrim.esp
Landscape Fixes For Grass Mods.esp
AI Overhaul.esp
MysticismMagic.esp
Lux Orbis - JK's Skyrim patch.esp
NAT-ENB.esp
HappyLittleTrees.esp
Lux Via - plugin.esp
Locked Chests Have Keys.esp
Adamant.esp
Apothecary.esp
Landscape and Water Fixes - Patch - LFfGM.esp
Artificer.esp
Environs - Abandoned Abodes.esp
Ryn's Standing Stones.esp
Lux Orbis - LotD patch.esp
SkyTEST-RealisticAnimals&Predators.esp
Embers XD.esp
RAEQuestRequirements.esp
Ryn's Dragon Mounds AIO.esp
RU_CityTreesSE_Rorikstead_JKSkyrimPatch.esp
WhiterunMarket.esp
Lux Via - Whiterun Market patch.esp
Unique Border Gates - Fixes.esp
Bruma Unique Border Gates Patch.esp
RU_CityTreesSE_DragonBridge_JKSkyrimPatch.esp
MajesticMountains.esp
Skoglendi - A Grass Mod.esp
NoGrassias.esp
Environs - Kolskeggr.esp
Sentinel.esp
Sentinel + CC Armors.esp
Unmarked Locations Pack.esp
JKs Skyrim - AI Overhaul Patch.esp
Environs - Shrines of Talos.esp
JK's The Bannered Mare.esp
Inigo.esp
mihailcrowsandravens.esp
Northern Scenery _Tundra.esp
Grass Patch - All CC Mods.esp
Innocence Lost - Quest Expansion.esp
Landscape For Grass Mods JK'S Skyrim.esp
DBM_Vigilant_Patch.esp
Markarth Entrance and Farm Overhaul Light Plugin.esp
Environs - Shrines of Talos - Lux Orbis and JK's Skyrim Patch.esp
Blubbos_Riften_Trees_2022_JK_Skyrim.esp
mihailhummingbird.esp
mihailchickenvariants.esp
Quick Start - SE.esp
Sorcerer.esp
Spaghetti's Faction Halls - AIO.esp
aMidianBorn_Book of Silence.esp
Lux Orbis - Ryn's Standing Stones patch.esp
Landscape and Water Fixes - Patch - Tundra Homested.esp
The Heart Of Dibella - Quest Expansion.esp
Northern Scenery_Ansilvund.esp
NorthernScenery_IronBindBarrow.esp
DBM_JKSkyrim_Patch.esp
Unmarked Locations Pack - Ryn's Dragon Mounds Collection Patch.esp
JKs Skyrim - Fishing patch.esp
Landscape and Water Fixes - Patch - Farming.esp
Environs - Greenwood Shack.esp
mihailpigeon.esp
Environs - Whiterun Watchtower.esp
PaarthurnaxQuestExpansion.esp
College Of Winterhold - Quest Expansion.esp
Reverb Interior Sounds Expansion.esp
AcousticTemplateFixes.esp
mihailhousecat.esp
Skykings Unique Signs.esp
Paragliding.esp
LeapsOfFaith.esp
Lux Orbis - Markarth Entrance and Farm overhaul patch.esp
Environs - Tundra Farmhouse.esp
Missives.esp
Markarth Outskirts - Natural Waterfalls patch.esp
Lux Orbis - JK's Whiterun Horses patch.esp
JKs The Drunken Huntsman.esp
Lux Orbis - Whiterun Market patch.esp
Sentinel + CC Netch Leather.esp
mihailmountainlion.esp
Lux Orbis - Unique Border Gates Fixes.esp
Lux Orbis - Saints and Seducers patch.esp
Lux Orbis - CC Fish patch.esp
mihailemperorpenguin.esp
LeapsOfFaith_LOTD_Patch.esp
Lux Orbis - Tundra Homestead patch.esp
The Standing Sound Stones.esp
StandingSoundStones_Ryns Patch.esp
Nilheim_MiscQuestExpansion.esp
Unmarked Locations Pack - Lux Via Patch.esp
Caught Red Handed - Quest Expansion.esp
Unmarked Locations Pack - Solstheim.esp
Northern Scenery - BleakFallBarrow.esp
Markarth Entrance and Farm Overhaul - Via patch.esp
CC Goblins Unique Border Gates Patch.esp
Lux Orbis - USSEP patch.esp
Unique Border Gates - EVG Traversal Patch.esp
DBM_JaysusSwords_Patch.esp
Lux Orbis - Wyrmstooth.esp
JELWyrmstoothCausePatch.esp
Lux Via - Wyrmstooth addon.esp
JELWyrmstoothCuriosPatch.esp
DBM_Wyrmstooth_Patch.esp
Northern Scenery_Angarvunde.esp
Lux Orbis - Farming CC patch.esp
Lux Orbis - Ryn's Dragon Mounds.esp
Environs - Hroggars House.esp
Environs - Kolskeggr - Lux Orbis Patch.esp
Spaghetti's Orc Strongholds - AIO.esp
Environs - Riften Warehouse.esp
Lux Orbis - Embers XD patch.esp
mihailwhalebones.esp
Majestic Mountains - Creation Club Landscape Patch.esp
BS Bruma - MM Patch.esp
RU_CityTreesSE_Whiterun_Addon0.esp
BSHeartland - No Custom Map Markers.esp
Abyss.esp
DBM_Missives_Patch.esp
USMP - LOTD patch.esp
Whiterun Market - JK skyrim patch.esp
Spaghetti's Faction Halls - AIO - USSEP Patch.esp
Eli_InigoBloodchillPatch.esp
RU_CityTreesSE_Solitude_Addon0.esp
Eli_Landscape Fixes Hendraheim Patch.esp
Environs - Western Watchtower - Lux Orbis Patch.esp
Natural Waterfalls - SLaWF Patch.esp
Lux Via - Ryn's Standing Stones patch.esp
Lux Orbis - Arms of Chaos CC.esp
Markarth Entrance and Farm Overhaul - USSEP patch.esp
Spaghetti's Solstheim - AIO.esp
Armors of the Velothi.esp
Lux Orbis - USMP Patch.esp
Environs - Hroggars House - Lux Orbis Patch.esp
Unmarked Locations Pack - Fixes.esp
Landscape and Water Fixes - Patch - Alternative Armors - Elven Hunter.esp
VolkiharSoundscapeOverhaul.esp
Lux Via - JK's Skyrim Patch.esp
MBW Dragon Souls to Perk Points.esp
1FlutedArmor - Shield and Broadsword by Xtudo.esp
LOTD Unique Border Gates Patch.esp
RU_CityTreesSE_Markarth_Addon0.esp
MCMHelper.esp
QuickLootEE.esp
BetterThirdPersonSelection.esp
SkyHUD.esp
UntarnishedUI_Blur.esp
UntarnishedUI_Subtitle.esp
MoonsAndStars.esp
ENB Light.esp
Lux Via - Blended Roads Bridges Texture sets.esp
Lux Orbis - Bow of Shadow CC.esp
Lux Orbis - Lord's Mail CC.esp
Lux Orbis - Saturalia CC.esp
Lux Orbis - Spell Knight Armor CC.esp
Natural Waterfalls - LFfGM Patch.esp
Landscape and Water Fixes - Patch - Hendraheim.esp
Lux Orbis - Environs - Greenwood Shack Patch.esp
Lux Via - CC Farming Patch.esp
Embers XD - Patch - Goldenhills Plantation.esp
Embers XD - Fire Magick Add-On.esp
NAT - Patch - Rudy ENB.esp
TrueDirectionalMovement.esp
Precision.esp
SkyClimb.esp
ArtificerXav.esp
Eli_SMIM-Hendraheim-Patch.esp
Simplicity of Snow - Dwemer Sanctuary Patch.esp
Simplicity of Snow.esp
CBBE.esp
DynamicDungeonLoot.esp
ValhallaCombat.esp
HandtoHand.esp
Arena.esp
Additional Dremora Faces.esp
Vigilant Voiced.esp
Inigo Riding Patch.esp
Horse Whistle Key Lite.esp
AcousticTemplateFixes_CC_Farming.esp
AcousticTemplateFixes_CC_Seducers.esp
AcousticTemplateFixes_ReverbInteriorSounds.esp
Reverb Interior Sounds Expansion_VolumeSlider_Rain.esp
Reverb Interior Sounds Expansion_VolumeSlider_Thunder.esp
DeadlySpellImpacts.esp
DeadlySpellImpacts Transparency Fix.esp
RaceMenu.esp
RaceMenuPlugin.esp
RichMerchantsSkyrim_x10.esp
Rielle Objects Secured.esp
ChillwindDephts.esp
evgSIRENROOTthecausepatch.esp
evgSIRENROOTtraversalpatch.esp
Bandit Lines Expansion.esp
Civil War Lines Expansion.esp
Forsworn and Thalmor Lines Expansion.esp
Vampire Lines Expansion.esp
Brawl Lines Expansion.esp
Additional Dremora Faces - CC The Cause Patch.esp
Additional Dremora Faces - Mysticism Patch.esp
Dremora Lines Expansion.esp
TimingIsEverything.esp
NARC SE for Vanilla.esp
Stamina of Steeds.esp
EnchantableSpecialItemFix_Gaunt.esp
EnchantableSpecialItemFix_USSEP.esp
Extended Guard Dialogue.esp
Eli_HomeinaHat.esp
Apothecary - Fishing Patch.esp
Apothecary - Rare Curios Patch.esp
Apothecary - Saints & Seducers Patch.esp
SmoothJumpINISettings.esp
Abyss - Adamant Patch.esp
Bloodmoon.esp
Ascension.esp
Desecration.esp
Stellaris.esp
Stellaris - Adamant Patch.esp
EVGConditionalIdles.esp
Lunaris.esp
Arclight.esp
Flames of Coldharbour.esp
Flames of Coldharbour - Adamant Patch.esp
Reanimated Detector.esp
Keytrace.esp
FNIS.esp
TKDodgeSE sound.esp
dD - Enhanced Blood Main.esp
Dynamic Impact - Slash Effects X.esp
Dynamic Impact - Slash Effects X-03EBT_ISC.esp
AOS_EBT Patch.esp
dD-Larger Splatter Size.esp
The Whispering Door - Quest Expansion.esp
The Whispering Door QE - USSEP Patch.esp
Belethor's Sister.esp
CRH_USSEP Patch.esp
The Whispering Door QE - EVGAT Patch.esp
Innocence Lost QE - USSEP Patch.esp
NPCs React To Invisibility.esp
NPCs React To Invisibility - Bow of Shadows Patch.esp
CarriageAndStableDialogues.esp
Wild Horses - Dialogues.esp
Animals Swim.esp
Sleeping Expanded.esp
Use Those Blankets.esp
NPCs React To Necromancy.esp
NPCs React To Necromancy - No Consequences.esp
NPCs_Wear_Amulets_Of_Mara.esp
Immersive Rejections.esp
JustBlood.esp
SunAffectsNPCVampires.esp
SunAffectsNPCVampires - ExcludeFriendlies.esp
DynamicMercenaryFees.esp
StoreDoorbells.esp
Whiterun Watchtower Doesnt Start Broken - Siberpunks Cut.esp
TheEyesOfBeauty.esp
The Eyes Of Beauty - Elves Edition.esp
Chest Variants.esp
Spaghetti's Palaces - AIO.esp
Shaders of Solstheim.esp
XPMSE.esp
FSMPM - The FSMP MCM.esp
_Fuse00_ArmorRaven.esp
Vampire Armor Expansion.esp
Armors of the Velothi - Ashlander Seer And Indoril Wayfarer Crafting.esp
AOTV_Beast_Helms.esp
blendedshrooms.esp
Dynamic Things Alternative.esp
RadiantRequirements.esp
Apothecary - Wyrmstooth Patch.esp
Apothecary - Bruma Patch.esp
Simplicity of Snow - BSBruma Patch.esp
Water for ENB - Patch - Beyond Skyrim.esp
Water for ENB - Patch - Wyrmstooth.esp
DBM_Adamant_Patch.esp
DBM_DDL_Patch.esp
DBM_ISC_Patch.esp
DBM_SMIM_Patch.esp
Lore Weapon Expansion.esp
Leveling Freedom.esp
UniqueDragonPriests_XB.esp
ForswornRetexture Unique Armor of the Old Gods.esp
ReadingIsGood.esp
NPCsReactToFrenzy.esp
evgmodularSMPhair.esp
Shrubbery Symphony Enhanced Greenery.esp
Rally's Common Furniture.esp
JS Dragon Claws - Wyrmstooth Patch.esp
Skyking Soul Gems.esp
Unmarked Locations Pack - Sovngarde.esp
Unmarked Locations Pack - Forgotten Vale.esp
Unmarked Locations Pack - Soul Cairn.esp
WIZ_FoscsF.esp
GDOS - Splendid Mechanized Dwemer Door.esp
Origins Of Forest - 3D Forest Grass.esp
Rudy Nordic Pottery SSE.esp
RallysAnimMarket.esp
Diverse Campfires BOS.esp
BlendedRoads.esp
Skoglendi Tweaks.esp
HYORFishing&SurvivalPatch.esp
DBM_SkyTEST_Patch.esp
Fluffworks.esp
JKs Skyrim - Gray Cowl Patch.esp
MurderOfSongbirds.esp
WhalesOffTheCoast.esp
Stones of Solitude.esp
Fluffworks - CC Pets of Skyrim Patch.esp
Fluffworks - CC Wild Horse Patch.esp
WildwoodEchoes.esp
Lux Orbis - LotD JK's Skyrim patch.esp
GDOS - Glorious Solitude Door - Rotation Fix.esp
USMP - AI Overhaul patch.esp
USMP - Timing is Everything patch.esp
USMP - USCCCP patch.esp
JKs Bannered Mare - Immersion Patch.esp
JKs Drunken Huntsman - Civil War Champions Patch.esp
JKs Drunken Huntsman - USSEP Patch.esp
Ryn's Snazzy Last Vigil - Ebony Warrior Overhaul.esp
NPCs Take Cover.esp
DBM_JKBannered_Patch.esp
Water for ENB - Patch - JKs Bannered Mare.esp
SOS MM.esp
BlackreachEerieAmbience.esp
DistantDragonRoars.esp
Embers XD - Patch - Beyond Skyrim - Bruma.esp
Lunaris - Adamant Patch.esp
Desecration - Adamant Patch.esp
Rally's Crates.esp
Vigilant CBBE Patch.esp
Rally's Nord War Horns - Unique Torygg's Horn.esp
DBM_JKDrunken_Patch.esp
CaravansDialogueExpansion.esp
Nordic Winds.esp
WindhelmDialogueExpansion.esp
Arclight - Adamant Patch.esp
Skyking Signs - Bruma.esp
Extended Bandit Dialogue.esp
Lux Orbis - Goblins CC.esp
Lux Orbis - JK's Drunken Huntsman patch.esp
Lux Orbis - JK's Bannered Mare patch.esp
The Royal Seat - BOS Color Variance.esp
Sentinel - Unique Stormcloak Meshes.esp
Sentinel - Unique Skyforge Meshes.esp
Sentinel - Unique Guard Meshes.esp
Sentinel - Imperial Crafting.esp
1Dwemer.esp
1FlutedArmor.esp
1Markynaz.esp
Sentinel + BS Bruma.esp
Sentinel + CC Backpacks.esp
Sentinel + CC Fearsome Fists.esp
Sentinel + CC Ghosts of the Tribunal.esp
Sentinel - Adamant Patch.esp
Sentinel - USSEP Patch.esp
RibbitRemix.esp
SRP Additional Landscape Parallax.esp
Happy Little Trees - Ivy on Trees.esp
Solitude Braziers.esp
TMDWinery.esp
Water for ENB (Shades of Skyrim).esp
Water for ENB - Patch - Landscape Fixes for Grass Mods.esp
Markarth Outskirts - Water for ENB (Shades of Skyrim) patch.esp
Natural Waterfalls - Water for ENB Patch (Shades of Skyrim).esp
Lux.esp
LUX - Apocrypha Patch - Rudy ENB NAT.esp
Ryn's Snazzy Last Vigil - Lux Patch.esp
Environs - Hroggars House - Lux Patch.esp
Environs - Riften Warehouse - Lux Patch.esp
Environs - Shrines of Talos - Lux Patch.esp
Environs - Kolskeggr - Lux Patch.esp
Environs - Tundra Farmhouse - Lux Patch.esp
Lux - Legacy of the Dragonborn patch.esp
Lux - USSEP patch.esp
Lux - CC Fish patch.esp
Lux - Water for ENB patch.esp
Lux - Markarth Outskirts patch.esp
Spaghetti's Palaces - AIO - Lux Patch.esp
Lux - No grass in caves patch.esp
Lux - SLaWF patch.esp
Lux - Bittercup Patch.esp
Lux - Bloodchill Manor patch.esp
Lux - Dawnfang CC.esp
Lux - Dead Mans Dread Patch.esp
Lux - Elite Crossbows.esp
Lux - JK's Bannered Mare patch.esp
Lux - Embers XD patch.esp
Lux - Farmer patch.esp
Lux - Forgotten Seasons.esp
Lux - Ghosts of the Tribunal CC.esp
Lux - Goblins CC.esp
Lux - Goldbrand CC.esp
Lux - Hendraheim patch.esp
Lux - Inigo.esp
Lux - JK's Drunken Huntsman patch.esp
Lux - JK's Skyrim.esp
Lux - Legacy of the Dragonborn - JaySuS Swords Patch.esp
Lux - NAT ENB.esp
Lux - Nchuanthumz Dwarven Home patch.esp
Lux - Necrohouse patch.esp
Lux - Pets of Skyrim CC.esp
Lux - Saints and Seducers patch.esp
Lux - Shadowfoot Sanctum patch.esp
Lux - Siege at Icemoth patch.esp
Lux - Sirenroot patch.esp
Lux - Staff of Hasedoki CC.esp
Lux - The Cause patch.esp
Lux - Tundra Homestead patch.esp
Lux - Umbra CC.esp
Lux - Vigil Enforcer CC.esp
Lux - Vigilant patch.esp
Lux - Water for ENB (Shades of skyrim) patch.esp
Lux - Whiterun Market patch.esp
Lux - Wyrmstooth.esp
VSO_LUX Patch.esp
Bashed Patch, 0.esp
Synthesis.esp
DynDOLOD.esp
Occlusion.esp
I would greatly appreciate any input on what might be causing this strange issue.

This is so stupid and super long. Sorry. But many years ago I knew a guy who went to the same college as me. We can call him Charlie. We became friends and eventually started sleeping together without romantic attachments or dating. We were just friends. But we were close. We hung out together, spoke about guys we liked or had a crush on, talked about our futures. I considered him "like my best friend" or 2nd best friend. Though our friendship was sexual, we weren't boyfriends.
We were in the same year and in the same class. There was a big project we had to write. That project consisted of multiple essays, 3 to 5 pages each, that must be related to each other somehow. I wrote my project on me. I wrote about my childhood, my dreams, I wrote about being gay. I poured my heart out and I was excited to share that with my professor. She was a mentor to me.
Charlie had the same class but a different professor. I shared my essays with Charlie to get his opinion and that's when he asked me if he could have one of them to use as his. He would rewrite it to make it about him and it would help him pass. He said I had more essays than I needed, so I wouldn't even have to write a new one. Charlie was really struggling in this class.
I told him no. It felt wrong. It was plagiarism, against the honor code, and we would fail the class and get suspended or expelled. I offered to help him write an outline for an essay using mine as a template but he said he didn't have time for that and it was due in a few days. I told him no.
He said okay, we studied/wrote half the night. He then stayed over and he initiated sex. When I woke up the next morning he was gone. I went to class and forgot all about Charlie asking for my essay
The next day I went to gather my essays for binding and one of them was missing. And I knew he took it. I kept calling his room, paging him, IM showed he was online so I kept messaging him. And he wouldn't answer.
I went to his dorm and pounded on his door. I heard him in his room but he wouldn't answer the door. I yelled through the door that I was printing another copy of my essay and was submitting it. And if he used it, I would narc. I also said I can't believe you would do this to me.
I left and did what I told him I would do. I turned in my project and spoke to the professor after class. I told her what had happened and she said maybe he wouldn't use it. But ill speak with his professor and if he uses your essay in his project then he will face the consequences.
The idiot used my essay. He barely changed anything in it. He initially didn't even change the name of one of my cousins but later did with a vastly different name.
He got caught and failed the course. He had to go to a hearing for plagiarism. I had to write a statement and I told the truth. In the end, Charlie did not get expelled, but he was suspended for the rest of the semester.
I tried to talk to him and he said I was dead to him and he never spoke to me again. I felt awful like I did something wrong. For awhile I thought I should have just given him the essay,
So back to now, I haven't thought of or about Charlie for years. I moved on made other friends and I had heard that Charlie transfered. It all came rushing back to me when I went to work last week and ran into Charlie.
I manage a barestaurant. I dont normally work Sundays. That day, my opening supervisor and the opening server called out so I was managing and serving. A male couple came in and sat down and I welcomed them in. They were such a cute couple. They were holding hands and sitting on the same side of the table. It made me very happy to see it. We had just quit serving brunch and one of them asked if it was too late. I tell them if they hurry they can still use the brunch menu. They said thank you and ordered. They told me they came every Sunday and asked where the server was. I said they weren't in today but I would tell the server their regulars came in. I then tell them my name and if they needed anything let me know and I would check on them soon.
As soon as i said my name, one of them repeats my name. And I nod and he says did you go to (my college). My first name is very unusual so I say yes, thinking to myself, "did I go to school with him?"
He then gets a weird angry smile and says something like "you don't remember me do you? I've spent a lot of time thinking what I would say to you if I ever saw you again."
It was strange and I couldn't place him. I say, "I'm sorry but I don't remember you. What's your name?" He yells "you ruin my life and you don't know my name?" His partner was trying to calm him down.
I was so confused. And then that's when I knew it was Charlie. I said his name and he said now you remember me?
I told him I'm sorry you feel that way but I didn't ruin your life. He said that when he was suspended, he lost a scholarship. Then his parents kicked him out and quit funding him for getting "kicked out for cheating." So when the suspension was over, he couldn't come back. He said he didn't finish college until he was almost 30. He then stood up and grabbed his partner's hand and then insulted me. He told me "youre not so high and mighty now? Are you WAITER". He said waiter with disdain and like it was something to be ashamed of.
l told him that was unnecessary and to stop yelling or he would be asked to leave. He said you were my boyfriend and you did that to me. I said I never was your boyfriend. You need to go.
He said they would never come back and that I owed him an apology. I lost my cool and said you deserved it. You stole my essay. You plagiarized. You didn't care about me at all. You would have let me get suspended too. I then told him to get out and we don't want or need his business. And then they left.
I've been thinking about it all week. l'm not sorry for reporting him back in school. But I'm wondering if l'm the asshole for not telling Charlie sorry. Especially since I'm not sorry but maybe hearing those words might have meant a lot to him. And at one time he did mean a lot to me. His face when he was screaming at me was scary. It was so filled with anger and rage over something that happened 20 years ago or so. And then I feel guilty for possibly leading him on all those years ago since he said I was his boyfriend and I didn't feel the same way. I thought he felt the same way I did but clearly I was wrong.
Sorry for this being so long.

Hello! Fellow EA here of 6 years now. My favorite Executive is retiring in a few months. She’s been with our organization 30+ years. She’s very sentimental. I’m looking for some feedback/advice. I thought it would be nice to ask fellow workers across our organization to write their favorite memory about her or a funny memory or something impactful she did for them. My intent is to collect these letters over the course of several weeks and compile them for her. Do you think that’s a good idea? What kind of questions would you ask? Should I provide a template if someone would like to hand write something? Thank you in advance. I appreciate the creativity in this forum.