Baap ki biwi

Haven't seen any posts regarding the drama on the sub and the views also seem low on YouTube considering the massive promotion they had done for the drama before it began. Something Haute didn't review it and Amma from Galaxy didn't say much good things about it either.
I think the drama shouldn't have started airing three episodes and just air the regular two which is what it is slotted for because it becomes hefty after a while to see the same zaalim baap with double standards shout at the daughters and wife while taunting her and then seeing Danish act like he has been cast in Tere Bin 2 (idk if it's just me but it gave me mixed vibes of Raaz-E-Ulfat from Hiba's side of the story and Tere Bin from Danish's).
Really hope it gets better with time and is actually a good story (Ishq Hai ki writer ne likha hai so scared to death tbh).
PS: does anyone know why it wasn't named Deewangi 2 but Jaan Nisaar while keeping bits and pieces of Deewangi's OST in this drama's OST and more so because it features Hiba and Danish after 4 years?

Hi guys, I’m from Delhi (21m).I cleared foundation in may 22(self study,first attempt) and appeared for CA inter group 1 in may23(got 57 in accounts). But phir ek mentally unstable girlfriend milgyi glti se jisne life ki watt lagadi. Bhai ab tk trauma ata h us ldki ka hrdin ki tune mujhe chora toh sucide krdungi ya apne haath ki nas kaat lungi ya mera baap tujhe maardega mere marne k baad . May23 se may24 agya aur Maine Abhi tk exam dobara nhi diya kisi bhi group ka. But right now I’m thinking of giving exam of g1(new scheme) in sept24 but kuch samjh ni ata ki du ya na du . Is it possible for me to do CA inter g1 in the next 3 months. Accounts and law are the subjects that are within my reach but I don’t know about taxation. Toh kya 3 months sufficient h taxation cover krne k liye aur g1 k exam dene k liye. Ab toh sala guilt feel hota h ki kyu ek saal barbaad krliya poora us ldki k chakkr Mai. Ideal scenario for clearing CA BHI ab at the age of 25-26 h jo pta ni kyu bahut jada lgra h . It feels like Mai baaki bachon se bahut pechen rehgya hu aur ek discarded child bngya hu apni family ka. No one forces me to earn because my brother is a well earning individual but I don’t getting motivation aur satisfaction that I will clear or not. Please help me!!!!
Also should I go for self study or take coaching from my previous tutor(inter wala) because I’m very lazy and procrastinate if left alone at home without any friend circle.
SORRY FOR MY BAD GRAMMAR ek dost ya bade bhai ya ek mentor ke naate hi kuch bata do toh bahut bhala hojayega🙏

So imma final year CS student, aur bhai mere job nahi lagi hai, par bhai kuch karne kaa jonoon hai, maa baap ko kush karna hai aur apna future bhi banana hai, so pls guid me...
Background : from tier 2 private cllg, know programming well, (typically mern stack ka 14 aur 200+ leetcode wala ) mere ek baar toc mei acche aye the to subject thoda acha lagta hai mujhe 🙂 ab yaad nahi kuch, maths to ghatna yaad hai mujhe shuru se padha hai sab kuch ( 12th ke bhi thode concepts revise karne honge), aur baki sab subjecta ka bhi same haal hai DSA ko chhod kar bas programming aati hai muze
1) How and where to start 2) What are some good resources 3) What best in your opinion ( offline/online) 4) What are good online classes in you opinion or experience ?
TLDR : launde ne bass backhodi ki hai cllg mei GATE ke liye guidance maang raha hai

Bachpan se hoshiyar tha....aur schizophrenic bhi tha (last year diagnose hua ye wala) Baap jabardasti NEET ke peeche pada hai Maine 2 saal khoob mehnat Kari but didn't worked out well pata nhi 360 se upar jaate hi nhi the (I had trouble remembering things normally...sab ulta pulta yaad hota tha, questions solve nhi hote the bcz of those imaginary chatters and destructive criticism from those voices) aur baap peechhe pada rha....abhi NEET 2024 diya....BAMS la sakta hu kya karu le loon? Ya admission leke college me hi phir se taiyari karu?(Ye mere baap ka plan hai) Tbh Mai thak chuka hu ye sab nautanki se.....BAMS me kuchh dhang ka scope hai kya? Otherwise majboori hai MBBS karne ki jise Mai ab lagan se to nhi karna chahta.... Please give your honest suggestions (Haan gareeb hoon private nhi afford kar paaunga....online coaching Li thi last year to wo bhi nhi li....partial tests me 540 ke around aate Hain aur full me max 478 gya tha.... Haan badtameez hoon kyuki apne baap ke behaviour se tang aa chuka hu...nhi wo alcoholic nhi hai) Yahan pe repost kar rha hu indianmedschool walo ne ban kar diya Aur haa agar doctors wali koi subreddit ho to bata do waha poonch loonga

So aaj boards ka result aaya and guess what my stupid ass scored 78.8 percentage (with highest in biology 82 like wtf jabki mein jee ki so called prep kar raha hu
kal pw ka jo short test diya tha us mein 96/96 aaye 10 baje result aaya maa baap full khush ki chalo thoda sa hi sahi par comeback to ho raha hai (not judging my test but they judged my seriousness)
fir madarchod result aa gaya aur papa thoda gussa ho gaye even told me a waste ( I am not blaming my father and pliz don't type you don't deserve him and all those bullshit bro just stfu and don't judge my family from this single line and my perspective)
par fir jab shaam ko thoda eavesdrop kara to suna ki papa bole ki chicken le aaye kya but my mom denied it saying ki aaj somvaar hai (my family are all shivbhakts and they say i was blessed with three marks on my forehead full badassery)
Physics : 26 question diye the 17 ho gaye baaki nahi bane even tho fight pura kiya
Chemistry : Bawaal chiz padhi be Fe0.93O wali chiz majaa aagaya hands down the best class
Maths : jaisa chal raha hai aur haa sir ne aaj se quad eqn start kara
aaj bhot kam self study hui aur raat ko jagkar apne notes + maths ke hw attempt karunga

64% aaye hai guru
dumb nhi hu mein bas procrastination and low motivation se chud gya
result ke time ankh se aansu ane lag gye ki bc kya se kya ho gya mera, never thought ki etne kam number ayenge matlab 60-70% ke beech mein toh kabhi dekha hi nhi hai result
jee mocks mein 11th ke end tak aate aate 200+ tak aane lag gye the and 12th mein jo chudaap kiya hai meine
mein etna careless ho gya tha 12th mein like literally board se pehle kon nhi padhta mein vo chutiya hu jo boards se ek din pehle bhi time waste kar rha tha and youtube dekh raha lol
well mere maa baap duniya ke best maa baap hai literally I thought aaj kutayi pakki hai meri but unhone kuch bhi nhi bola and ulta motivate kiya koi naa hote rehta hai koi badi baat nhi hai tension mat le agle saal puri mehnat karke exams diyo, I feel mere jaisa chutiya aesa maa baap deserve nhi karta
jeetne bhi 11thies ess post ko dekh rhe hai guys guys guys pls 11th mein padhayi ko seriously lena chalu kar dena and overconfident kabhi mat hona and bkl'n 10th ke result se demotivate mat ho mere bhi 91% the and dekh lo aaj kaha hu mein, aane waale kal par dhyaan do and consistent raho din ka 6 hr hi padho but roj padho and self doubt mat karna kabhi
coaching mein samajh naa aye toh maa chudane gayii coaching jaana band kardo and online padho, jara bhi deri mat lagana ess decision mein koi fayda nhi time waste karne ka,
damn, kya hi din tha aaj ka, hamesha yadd rahega

its gonna be a long trauma dump.
im 19f, appeared in 12th this year, this would be my first drop. vaise to iss sun pe lurker rehti thi, aaj laga maybe kuch bol hi du to atleast relief rahega kisko dhang se bataya to. vaise to life meri bekar nhi hai overall dekha jaye to. yaha pe logo ka padho bc achhi lagne lagti hai life, and phir agle din vahi rr.
i was five almost, jb mere nana ne pehli baar mujhe touch kiya tha. mummy papa ka office rehta tha and bhaiya ka school to akele chhodne ki jagah nana ko bula lete the vo log ki mera dhyaan rakhe. achha dhyan rakhe the (apna lolzzz). now that i think about the movements and the way he'd shake afterwards, pyare nanaji was most probably cumming in his dhoti holding his five year old granddaughter on his thigh. (i mean, ladke shayad better jaane, kabhi kisi se detail mein puchha nhi iss baare mein. after it had got some action and y'all are ejaculating, do you guys like, freeze for a bit a breathe hard? agar nhi to im sorry for the wrong allegations). anyways that happened for a while. uske baad ka mujhe kuch yaad nhi. tbh ye bhi nhi yaad tha, until 3-4 saal pehle jb i read a similar scene in a book and ye yaad aaya phir shock mein chali gayi. had two beautiful frnds jinko bataya iss baare mein and they tried to help me out as best as they could. andar se ye bhi lagta tha ki mummy ko kabhi pata bhi chala to nahi manengi, isiliye parents se thoda grudge rehta tha and ladti jhagadati rehti thi.
fast forward to present, mai apne best friend ke saath relationship mein aa gayi and slowly but surely, he made a great impact on my relationship with my family. like uski uske parents ke saath achhe relations hain and ladka bhi sahi hai (haa pyar krti hu usse, mar jaungi ek din) to convince kr liya mujhe ki mere parents bhi pasand krte hain mujhe. and tb se mere relations meri family ke saath significantly improve hue. i even started to trust them.
to kya hai na, mummy and nana ki jamti nhi hai (he's neither a good husband nor a good father), isiliye mummy unse baat nhi krti. ek din recently mummy unhi ke baare mein upset thi and maine mummy se bol diya ki "uss aadmi se to mujhe nafrat hai. royi hu bestfriend ko batate hue" and mummy was like mujhe batao but mana kar di ki abhi nhi.
agle din she came to me and said ki unhe raat mein neend nhi aa rahi thi ye sochte hue ki aisa unhone kya kar diya ki I don't trust her but trust my frnds? phir bohot bolne pe mai unhe puri baat bata di (utni detail mein nhi obviously) and she was very supportive. boli ki "maa baap important hote hain par bachcho se zyada nhi. mai to vaise bhi unhe ghar na bulati but ab to sawal hi nhi uthata. shakal nhi dekhungi unki". and mai apne room mein aake rone lagi ki maine apni maa ko galat samjha ki vo mujhpe yakeen nhi karengi.
then agle din, i think jb mai ghar pe nhi thi tb mummy bhaiya ko ye baat batayi and he told her abt how once i confessed to him i was a lesbian (bisexual boli thi but lauda hai), and pata nhi kaise, mummy ko convince kr doya ki im making this whole story up for sympathy and to seem cool.
mummy aayi and mujhse boli ki "tum jo batayi ho, vo sach mein hua hai ya jo tum ghatiya books padhti ho, uski vajah se dimag mein baitha li ho ki mere saath bhi kuch galat hua hai?" and phir asked me abt that lesbian wala and told me ki inhi sab vajah se my face has lost its innocence and mai kuch nahi kar paayi hu. kaise i didn't deserve the marks i got in boards and sabka entrance exam tha but sab ek event mein aa rahe the but tumne kuch padha nhi tha isiliye nhi aayi (true but jisko neet dena hota vo aise bhi na aata). and how she feels ashamed and unsafe to go out with me varna i would wander off with "bhaiya log". that other girls of my age look smart and innocent and good even of they're fat. and gori ladkiyo ka chehra nhi pink hai, but you have yellowish tone and you never look smart, tumhare andar vo cheez hi nhi. she ended her speech with, "tumhari vajah se maine apne baap ko galat samjha. agar tum jhoote ilzam laga rahi ho to uska anjam dikhega." and then very lightly said, as if she didn't believe it, "aur agar mere baap ne kuch kiya hoga to bhagwan batayenge."
since that day, i haven't been able to look at my family the same way. the love, trust and respect i had for them seems gone. uss din ke baad mummy achhe se baa ki but bhul nhi paa rahi unn words ko. isse pehle bhi aisa bohot kuch boli hain vo jo bura laga tha but ye Dil tod diya. i can't believe my first heartbreak is from my mother itself.
isse pehle bhi she'd questioned my character. mai maanti hu, mai chutiye bachchi thi. nhi samjhti thi kuch. school bus mein achhe bhaiya log mile the to sabko achha samajhti thi and apne age ke logo se ghul mil nhi paati thi. isiliye almost got tricked by a senior jo uss time 11th mein the (i was in 6th, koi dost nhi tha to attention ki bhukhi rehti thi). uske liye mummy branded me as "characterless". I WAS IN SIXTH, NHI PATA THA MUJHE KUCH. phir ek baar humlog kahi gaye the and mummy dusri seat pe chali gayi mujhko leke jbki meri dost pichhe ki seat pe thi. i tried going to her to uss time to mummy bas gusse se dekhi but ghar aake boli ki how im such a bad daughter, achhe ghaf ki ladkiya sirf apne mummy papa ke paas rehti hain but tumko to matakna rehta hai. tumhare jaisi ladkiyo ko characterless rehte hain, kisi ki nhi hoti hain. (this was in class 9th).
ho sakta hai mai apna side leke dekh rahi hu isiliye mai khud ko sahi samajh rahi. but galti kya ki maine ye to koi achhe se explain karo???
recent ye nana wala batane ke baad to bas yahi manati hu roz bhagwan se ki maar daale mujhe. sach nata rahi, jb dekhega na koi sirf meri mummy papa aur bhaiya ko saath mein, to itne perfect lagte hain. and mai manhoos ki yarah aa jaati hu beech mein. (mumma thinks ki mera chehra normal rehne pe mahoos lagta hai, i should be smiling har samay varna apni life barbaad ke dungi aisi shakal bana ke).
marne ka ya relapse krne ka (i used to self harm) roz mann krta hai, but apni best friend aur apne bf ke baare mein sochke ruk jaati hu. sach mein doni pagal pyaar krte hain mujhse. bestfriend ki life already laudi ho rakhi hai, aur nhi pareshan krna, bf ki life mein pehle hi bohot trauma the, ab badhane ka mann nhi. i promised him I'd helo him heal.
ab 15 aur 16 ko cuet hai but padha nhi hai kuch and pata nhi kaise niklega. nikalka bhi zaruri hai varna home life aur fucked up ho jaayegi plus ghar se niklungi to insabme dimag nhi lagega.
samajh nhi aa raha kaise padhu ab, aakhiri din bacha hai, sab kuch padha hai but revise krna hai. idk bhai, higheay sach mein sundar lagne laga hai (srsly)

Maine hamesha dekha hai ki bacche maa baap se hi seekhte hai Mai dono se hi ouch nhi seekha or iss baat ka garv hai..... No bad habits Anything you name it I don't have any Earning myself 22 And financially responsible Behaves well
All members have bad behaviour Father drinks and smokes Mother eats tobacco Brother pan masalas and drink Sister over spending on unnecessary things + not financially responsible
I want to thank my father for my education because this is the only factor that makes me better than them by choosing not to do anything wrong as in terms of life
Are you different from your parents and siblings?

Before you read this, I will not take a drop, i do not have the energy to go through all of it again, so do not suggest that Boards mai aggregate 75.4 aaya hai but pcm is 71.3, 11 marks less for 225/300 (75%), i will fill the re-evaluation thing when it releases but I do not see any point of doing it JEE mains mai i got 88.3 percentile, from state quota im getting only one good govt college but it is in my city and i do not want to stay in my city for college (im sick of my house) (indore, madhya pradesh), im probably getting private colleges but ye result dekhne ke baad itna guilt ho raha hai ki im not even sure what to do, aisa lag raha hai ki baap ka paisa sirf waste hi kiya hai ab tak, saare dosto ko 90% ke upar aa rahe hai, mai na to JEE ki padhai ka raha na to school ka, sirf idhar udhar bhatakta reh gaya aur samay chala gaya, i do not stand anywhere, please tell me what to do.

This is my first and most probably last post here,I have qualified for JEE Advanced but it was a close call as I got 94.5 percentile , this year was my first year appearing for JEE and will be my last at least I think so I had hope for advanced as my chemistry especially organic chem was strong but for a few weeks I had pain in my lower back and groin areas it was unbearable and when we did some tests guess what? I had kidney stones at 18 and the cherry on the top was that they were 10.7 mm and 7.7 mm each in the left and right ureter , that is in the middle of it so you can't remove it with lithotripsy that is a shockwave treatment thing which breaks down the stone into smaller fragments that you can easily pass this treatment is the most minimalistic way to treat kidney stones without entering the body,but it had to be stuck in the ureter. The doctor suggested that I should go for ureteroscopy that a small tube will be passed in the ureter that breaks down the stone making it easier to pass. My parents immediately took me out of the hospital and called every single relative of mine to ask for some bullshitty AYURVEDIC MEDICINE from some Baba of sorts they said " Tujhe kya bada aasan lagta hai operation krwana ? Mera kuch nhi jayega tera hai insurance, mujhe kya jab cheer faad krenge na tab pata chalega." I know that it is quite uncommon for people my age to have to be operated but what can I do now? Kr li galti. Now that things have come to this I have shifted my focus from Adv to BITSAT as that is the only good option I have rn. I feel degected due to this thing I'm not able sit straight for hours, they say go and walk outside , when I try to tell them it pains too much they say it will pain but it will come down slowly slowly and you'll be able to pass it. Well I can't do much about it but the absolute worst of the things I have to face in my life is my parents fighting each other Ik fights happen in household but you ever heard your mum say" Madarchod apni maa ko bicha deta hai na tu logon ke saamne main bhi bich jau kya?!!" Ye sab bolte hain while being loud as fuck saari gali main sunta hain logon ko , I feel ashamed when I see my friends literally next door and on the opposite side of my house,I feel their eyes on me my mom doesn't go out much often so mostly nobody knows her. She shouts so loudly with the most vulgar of things you can imagine she calls me Chakka, bhadwa, and all sorts of things when I try to stop her yelling by placing my hand on the mouth she says that I hit her and beat her. Whenever my dad's home that is my dad works in a company overseas so he goes for 2 months and comes back again after 2 months, she fights with him everyday I admit that many a times he is wrong but she makes it into complicated things and bringing his mother into it too, the fight like mad animals they hit each other swear at each other in the loudest voice possible and the things are so vulgar the mods might take this post down maybe they will cz of the things mentioned above well it was jjst rant in the end so np ig.My family is so fucked up my mother she had me when she was 19 she did not belong to a financially stable family, has 3 brothers and she is the youngest of all she was married to a 40 year old something guy and had me , the man left her after she had me I still don't know the reasons and everyone around her rejected her but my grandmother was different she left everyone for her came to my side she was there for me and my mother for 14 years during which my other met my dad( not the biological one but for me this man is my only father even if not biological) they fell in love and well several years passed everything was going well my father got ED( I came to know about thus cz of these two fighting amd cursing at each other)and my other cheated on him a guy quite younger than her, I came home one day and saw the man in my house I asked who he was my mum said he is some known guy that came here for some auditions and couldn't afford to stay and hotel. He slept with me in my bedroom and well I say my mother and him fucking each other on my bed and while I saw this I started crying while keeping my voice low and closed eyes but I did not turn on the light, I screamed and rushed outside to go and call my neighbour so that he woukd call my father overseas my mom and the guy stopped me and told me nothing had happened and my mom came out from the other bedroom, its been 8 years since then but my mother and that guy still tallk to each other video call eacb other and I can't say anything cz who am I to say? " Tu meri maa hai kya ki mera baap jo mujhe sikhayega??" Exact words of my mother even when I caught her redhanded and told that I would tell father this bitch said she whaf the fuck is your father gonna do huh? " Jisko tu baap bol rha hain na woh sirf meri wajah se pal rha hain tujhe jiss din ye hath hatt jayega na uss din pata lagega tujhe naali ka keeda kahin ka" She raised me in adversities Ik her struggle but should I listen to all of this the man who also although not from the very start took care of me should I let him live a bubble , today my father knows everything but still he believes in mother absolute fool of a man he is she has cheated on him multiple times but just because he has three kids he is not taking divorce because who will watch the kids when he is not here. Its also not possible for my dadi to see us as my mother has always had bitter relations with everyone close to my father Today as well my dad left sometime ago for airport he is flying today this women gave him so much stress he had had brainstroke at the age of 40, my grandmother that is my mum's mother is here with us so she told me to get her medicines while I was going out with my father , she gave me 500 rupees eventhough I wasn't going to take it my father's upi wasn't working well yesterday so I thought that I should take the money for emergencies. So I took the money and after everything was done I came home forgetting that I had to take medicines for my grandma too I dropped dad at home and went out to get medicines while getting the medicines the shop next to it was closing so I quickly got 3 pack of chips for me and my brothers I did not use upi there as I thought giving cash would be fast.I paid the shopkeeper 60 rupees and he handed over 440 to me after which I gave 100 to a istri wala the bill was 5p but we both did bit have change so I told him that he could just give me next time and today my other asks me about WHY I HAD ASKED MY GRANDMOTHER FOR MONEY FOR THE MEDICINES.Even when I told her she told me why didn't I use paytm why did I TAKE MONEY FROM HER. She says If I did not use the money I should pay it back. I her the remaining money she still made a big deal out of it and told my father" ITNI BHI AUKAAT NHI HAI HUMARI JO MERI MAA SE PAISE MANGNE PAD RHE HAIN USKI MEDICINE KE LIYE" and made a scene out of it my dad was about to cancel his job because she said she would leave rn this happened an hour or two ago before this post was posted. I'm fed up with this shit I really am I wish to get into BITS and leave this family after I graduate and keep minimal contact with thsi hellhole. When I leave I ain't coming back never again.

Abhi 11th me hu, Nursery se ek classmate thi to wo like bachpan se hi merse chipakti rehti thi (toxic household se thi to maybe idhar attention mil rha tha isliye) and coincidentally same section Raha till 6th.. uske baad uska sec change hogya (I was relieved) but 2nd Lang same tha to 2Lang class me chipakti thi.. 7th se aya Lockdown, online thodi bhot baate hoti thi, beech me usne ek bf bna liya tha 7th-8th me 💀. 9th me chats leak hone p meko fanswa di thi , Principal ko complaint Kiya tha uske baap ne (meko ye baat 10th me PTA chli) fir school me topper and accha reputation hone par bhi principal ne soot Diya fir CT ne soot Diya Ghar pe gharwalo ne soot Diya.. Fir 10th me Maine peer pressure me aake insta acc bnaya, don't know how wha bhi a gyi fir baate shaate hone lagi mai bhi Chutiya Time pass k liye attention deta rha, jab nai deta tha to RR krti thi. Wo meko apna Bestfriend claim krne lgi (I clarified ki wo sirf meri Batchmate h nothing more) fir Mid term k baad se bolne lgi Mai uska Banda hu and shit.. Bc alag chutiyap faila Rahi thi idhar gharwalo ko bhi yesab pta chl rha tha wo bhi soot rhe the.. 2024 Feb se Maine use block krdiya (itna late isliye bcoz Feb k baad direct board centre me milte and isse pehle block Kiya tha to RR krti thi and meko threats deti thi ki fake complaint krdungi etc etc.. ) 11th me hu abhi, school change krliya hu, purane school k dost (common tuition) Wale bolte h ki wo shaant hogyi h chupchap rehti h etc etc.. Tbh I feel bad ki toxic household Wale kisiko esa bhaga Diya but BC mere dimaag ka dahi banra tha uske contact me rehne se.. Abhi bhot khush hu (mental stability ki vjh se) baaki ik Khushi jyada din ki nai h, Science wala hu.. Still padhai se mental health chud jaye no problem but kisi ladki ki wjh se nai chudni chaiye

Abhi 11th me hu, Nursery se ek classmate thi to wo like bachpan se hi merse chipakti rehti thi (toxic household se thi to maybe idhar attention mil rha tha isliye) and coincidentally same section Raha till 6th.. uske baad uska sec change hogya (I was relieved) but 2nd Lang same tha to 2Lang class me chipakti thi.. 7th se aya Lockdown, online thodi bhot baate hoti thi, beech me usne ek bf bna liya tha 7th-8th me 💀. 9th me chats leak hone p meko fanswa di thi , Principal ko complaint Kiya tha uske baap ne (meko ye baat 10th me PTA chli) fir school me topper and accha reputation hone par bhi principal ne soot Diya fir CT ne soot Diya Ghar pe gharwalo ne soot Diya.. Fir 10th me Maine peer pressure me aake insta acc bnaya, don't know how wha bhi a gyi fir baate shaate hone lagi mai bhi Chutiya Time pass k liye attention deta rha, jab nai deta tha to RR krti thi. Wo meko apna Bestfriend claim krne lgi (I clarified ki wo sirf meri Batchmate h nothing more) fir Mid term k baad se bolne lgi Mai uska Banda hu and shit.. Bc alag chutiyap faila Rahi thi idhar gharwalo ko bhi yesab pta chl rha tha wo bhi soot rhe the.. 2024 Feb se Maine use block krdiya (itna late isliye bcoz Feb k baad direct board centre me milte and isse pehle block Kiya tha to RR krti thi and meko threats deti thi ki fake complaint krdungi etc etc.. ) 11th me hu abhi, school change krliya hu, purane school k dost (common tuition) Wale bolte h ki wo shaant hogyi h chupchap rehti h etc etc.. Tbh I feel bad ki toxic household Wale kisiko esa bhaga Diya but BC mere dimaag ka dahi banra tha uske contact me rehne se.. Abhi bhot khush hu (mental stability ki vjh se) baaki ik Khushi jyada din ki nai h, Science wala hu.. Still padhai se mental health chud jaye no problem but kisi ladki ki wjh se nai chudni chaiye

Abhi 11th me hu, Nursery se ek classmate thi to wo like bachpan se hi merse chipakti rehti thi (toxic household se thi to maybe idhar attention mil rha tha isliye) and coincidentally same section Raha till 6th.. uske baad uska sec change hogya (I was relieved) but 2nd Lang same tha to 2Lang class me chipakti thi.. 7th se aya Lockdown, online thodi bhot baate hoti thi, beech me usne ek bf bna liya tha 7th-8th me 💀. 9th me chats leak hone p meko fanswa di thi , Principal ko complaint Kiya tha uske baap ne (meko ye baat 10th me PTA chli) fir school me topper and accha reputation hone par bhi principal ne soot Diya fir CT ne soot Diya Ghar pe gharwalo ne soot Diya.. Fir 10th me Maine peer pressure me aake insta acc bnaya, don't know how wha bhi a gyi fir baate shaate hone lagi mai bhi Chutiya Time pass k liye attention deta rha, jab nai deta tha to RR krti thi. Wo meko apna Bestfriend claim krne lgi (I clarified ki wo sirf meri Batchmate h nothing more) fir Mid term k baad se bolne lgi Mai uska Banda hu and shit.. Bc alag chutiyap faila Rahi thi idhar gharwalo ko bhi yesab pta chl rha tha wo bhi soot rhe the.. 2024 Feb se Maine use block krdiya (itna late isliye bcoz Feb k baad direct board centre me milte and isse pehle block Kiya tha to RR krti thi and meko threats deti thi ki fake complaint krdungi etc etc.. ) 11th me hu abhi, school change krliya hu, purane school k dost (common tuition) Wale bolte h ki wo shaant hogyi h chupchap rehti h etc etc.. Tbh I feel bad ki toxic household Wale kisiko esa bhaga Diya but BC mere dimaag ka dahi banra tha uske contact me rehne se.. Abhi bhot khush hu (mental stability ki vjh se) baaki ik Khushi jyada din ki nai h, Science wala hu.. Still padhai se mental health chud jaye no problem but kisi ladki ki wjh se nai chudni chaiye

Abhi 11th me hu, Nursery se ek classmate thi to wo like bachpan se hi merse chipakti rehti thi (toxic household se thi to maybe idhar attention mil rha tha isliye) and coincidentally same section Raha till 6th.. uske baad uska sec change hogya (I was relieved) but 2nd Lang same tha to 2Lang class me chipakti thi.. 7th se aya Lockdown, online thodi bhot baate hoti thi, beech me usne ek bf bna liya tha 7th-8th me 💀. 9th me chats leak hone p meko fanswa di thi , Principal ko complaint Kiya tha uske baap ne (meko ye baat 10th me PTA chli) fir school me topper and accha reputation hone par bhi principal ne soot Diya fir CT ne soot Diya Ghar pe gharwalo ne soot Diya.. Fir 10th me Maine peer pressure me aake insta acc bnaya, don't know how wha bhi a gyi fir baate shaate hone lagi mai bhi Chutiya Time pass k liye attention deta rha, jab nai deta tha to RR krti thi. Wo meko apna Bestfriend claim krne lgi (I clarified ki wo sirf meri Batchmate h nothing more) fir Mid term k baad se bolne lgi Mai uska Banda hu and shit.. Bc alag chutiyap faila Rahi thi idhar gharwalo ko bhi yesab pta chl rha tha wo bhi soot rhe the.. 2024 Feb se Maine use block krdiya (itna late isliye bcoz Feb k baad direct board centre me milte and isse pehle block Kiya tha to RR krti thi and meko threats deti thi ki fake complaint krdungi etc etc.. ) 11th me hu abhi, school change krliya hu, purane school k dost (common tuition) Wale bolte h ki wo shaant hogyi h chupchap rehti h etc etc.. Tbh I feel bad ki toxic household Wale kisiko esa bhaga Diya but BC mere dimaag ka dahi banra tha uske contact me rehne se.. Abhi bhot khush hu (mental stability ki vjh se) baaki ik Khushi jyada din ki nai h, Science wala hu.. Still padhai se mental health chud jaye no problem but kisi ladki ki wjh se nai chudni chaiye

Mujhe pata hai ki coachings mainly focus on 12thies ... But mai drop year main.
Allén kota ka soch rha hu... Mijhe jaan hai ki kya ye worth it hai..
Location: Bhopal.. Yaha ka allen chutiya hai fiitjee gya tha issaal sare teachers to yee orange t shirt walo ne lee liye hai...
Inka fitjee walo ka star batch alag hi chlta hai..
Soch raha hu online Karlu par ghar hai nhi itna acha ki ho jaye...
Papa ke paise kharach nhi karwana kyuki conditions hamari uthni achi hai nhi..
Papa ko probe karke unki respect badhana chata hu.. Mera baap mujhe human jaisa tak treat nhi karta.. naukar smajhta hai... Waise hi sare resetdaar hai.. It's ka patra in my relatives...
Mko prove karna hai...
Allen wale kota ke baache mujhe plzs dm kare...

So it has been two months since my class 12 board has ended and i know i am gonna fail in maths . i told my parents just after giving the exam but they started giving me false hope . like ma baap bol rahe ki " sab thik hoga , result accha jayega tumhara deklena" so evrytime they used to tell me this i used to pretend to agree but today i got fed up of it and told my mummy ki" dekhie main janta hun maine kya kiya hain math mein. Fail ho sakta hun main" i expected her to be soft and gentle towards me but it wasn't . it got turned into an argument. during my jee days i suffered from depression and wo mujhse galti se nikal gaya. now i am imagining the dreadfull situation in my house on the result day . what should i do ? and if u guys had gone through some similar things then please share

Sabke tau baap dada achanak se cbse me kam karne lag gaye hai jab se result ka tension shuru hua hai. Ik other boards have released their results and god knows what cbse has been doing for the past days. However.. ye public ko mislead karna band karo ki "OFFICIAL UPDATE" ai hai...result kal aega parso aega. Salo padhlo. Nahi hai padhai to auroki zindagi jhand mat karo. Kuch dhang ka karlo. Istg ye ek post se kuch bhi nahi hoga but if you at all have a conscience then stop playing on others' sentiments and fears

I have never commented on any post and this is my first account on reddit i was just a lurker on this sub , but for this incident i had to post this here .
People today i lost my friend , he suci*ded yesterday night , and the thing is he wrote on his note that he couldn't clear the cut off but i really dont believe that. .. nhi ho rhi english mc
just 1 din pehle vo apne dost ke birthday celebrate karne gaya tha ekdum khushmizaz insaan cricket bhi khelna aaya tha , samajh nhi aa rha kya he and happy extroverted insaan tha.
vo hamare sath padhta tha and hum panch log hi sirf padhte the eksath ek bhaiya se jee ke liye and usme mera milake aur 2 logon ka ho gaya but uska nhi hua cut off clear uske liye humko bura laga but vo chill tha kyunki usko pta tha usne mehnat nhi ki thi. and just ek hafte pehle vo bol rha tha ki bitsat dunga nhi hua to drop le lunga , vo apne ma baap ka iklota beta tha . Aj subah call aaya ki vo ab nhi he kabhi sapne main bhi nhi socha tha jo banda mujhe sambhalta tha aur kisiko sad nhi hone deta tha usne aisa kiya . Kuch samajh nhi aa rha uske ghar jaane ki bhi himmat nhi ho rhi ki maine usse jyada baat kyun nhi kiya agar itna embarrasment nhi hota to shayed ye nhi hota .
Why this happens god what have we done to deserve this ?..........
saala ab mereme itna hate he na i don't think i will ever like this country never ever , fuck everything let the world burn I don't fucking care fuck fuck fuck
ye likhte hue bhi hath kanp rhe he agar kuch mistakes ho to maaf kar dena.
TO him I'M SORRY FOR NOT REACHING OUT I'M SORRY

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