Urdu love stories

Not a rhetorical question,I really want to vent but feel free to leave your 2 cents… long story short-ish… my ex and I have known each other for over 14 years. We were “friends” at the beginning, both very young and not wanting to be tied down (neither of us are angels) About 7 years ago we got together “officially” for a few years, eventually breaking up for multiple reasons, including his alleged “commitment issues” and cultural differences. Admittedly, I always hoped he would love me enough to just do what he could do to make “us” work. He didn’t. Over the last few years, we were essentially on and off friends with benefits. Recently, we have been talking again for almost a year, never officially together, and I’ve gotten to a point in the past couple weeks where I feel like I can finally see. I can hear. Everything is so clear. He’s mean, and not very funny, unmotivated and His words AND his actions show he doesn’t see a future with me. I am wasting my time, it’s been nothing but familiarity and friendship that has kept us coming back to each other, and I don’t even think I actually love him, because he doesn’t even give me any space to. When I hypothetically remove his commitment issues, I don’t really think I see myself being happy in that relationship. So, a few nights ago we went out to a comedy show downtown. He spent the whole evening checking out other women and making comments, I had an awful night with him but I didn’t argue or say anything, I just started noticing more things I don’t like about him. Last night I got on a dating app, just to kinda see what’s out there.. which I saw him on.. as upset as it makes me, I’m relieved and now I’m just wondering if I even should have that “break up” conversation with him? Is there even any point? What would I even say? It feels like there isn’t a relationship to even break..

Here is the second half of a science fiction short story: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1Vzy1Q0TUYmcS7ue2n--UBeAohbE6Z7PII3Cl1wATj00/edit?usp=sharing
I am not sure what the standard way is for someone to have just the second half of a story reviewed here but what I'll do is tell you the basic plot that has come before, then provide a link to the first half just in case you'd like to read the thing as a whole
Our story so far: IN A WORLD set in an alternate near-future, where it has become routine and accepted for people to allow "Seeds" to take over their lives "body-snatchers" style, Thomas came home to find out his wife Maria had undergone this process without talking to him about it first. He was pretty upset (even though this process has become quite widespread and open and the public value is to simply accept it as a valid choice towards self-improvement (the body-snatchers are a little better at everything than normal humans), this doesn't mean everybody's perfectly happy about it all the time or is immediately ready on a dime to come to grips with the deep question of whether their loved one is now dead or not), and they argued. But they settled into a quiet routine in the following days, just going about their respective jobs and living around each other (divorce would have been gauche in a case like this, and legally they still owned the home together so, live together they did.) She spent this time quietly waiting for him maybe to come around. He spent the time sulking, and half-consciously processing the fact that he wasn't, technically, mourning.
Special Concerns
Oh I've got special concerns. Real special concerns. But asking about them right this moment would actually mess with a reader's ability to approach the story as it is and with a natural reaction, so I reserve the right to ask about my special concerns in replies.
With that said, one thing I cannot cannot cannot get the hang of is naming this story. I'm open to advice on that front for sure!
Stories I critiqued:
1976: https://www.reddit.com/DestructiveReaders/comments/1cp4rrz/1976_memory_of_a_crow/
120: https://www.reddit.com/DestructiveReaders/comments/1cr1o8n/120_time_villanelle/
The COMPLETE story this is taken from, which you SHOULD NOT critique as a whole as this post is ONLY about the second half, is here: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1dz4frenCBzAZPiqywQgC5ndDjOK2zy9ND6INyLwZMMI/edit

Soooo after lots of thinking and going down one road and up another and repeat like 20times. I have decided want to try having an open marriage. Are you ready cuz this is a looooong story and well you were warned.
So once upon a time….. just kidding, about two years ago now I (f 38) found out my husband (maa was 40) was having an affair with a co-worker. After the confrontation and pain and digestion of feelings I decided I wanted to give it another go. I still to this day love my husband and think he is truly my soulmate. We have been togethemarried a total of 9yrs. Have children from previous relationships but not any in common. Although if you counts our fur babies we have 3 in common.
We have been in couples therapy since about a month after it happened. While that has been amazing I have also been attending my own personal counselor to make sure I don’t have anything I am carrying from childhood into my marriage. He on the other hand has stated that he knows exactly how to communicate what he needs to and express how he feels. It always feels like I’m the one that “has” to work on her shit for “our” marriage to work.
With all that being said, about almost a year ago I noticed our sex life go in decline. He has became somewhat reliable in me initiating sex and he just goes with it. It’s has become very far in between the times he does and while it is amazing I just want more. I know with time marriages go through it, however even during the time he was having the affair and after we had a good fucking sex life.
Now two years after the fact and having me mention it multiple times all I have received from him and our counselor is:
HIM- Maybe I just don’t satisfy you and you need someone or something else.
MARRIAGE COUNSELOR- His testosterone was down so let’s give it time to get it up again with his shots( which he already takes)
Now I’m not an innocent victim here. While I don’t appreciate an affair I would have been less hurt with a one night stand. No strings attached. No flirty texts while we were in bed. I recently went on a solo trip and might have had one myself. It showed me that while I do love him so fucking much I didn’t feel bad and well got a good sex night.
Now because of others peoples circumstances and shit having an open marriage came up. I asked him if he would be open to it. To what he responded, “No, I don’t want anyone else but you”. I can’t help but feel like that was such a hypocritical respond. He had a full on affair was actually planning on meeting up with her the same week I found out. So had I not found out he was going to meet up with her yet again.
I love him but I want to have a fucking phase and be fucked the way I should be. There’s nothing exciting about our sex life anymore and it’s not for lack of imagination. I have books for us to get ideas and spark up the light but he doesn’t care.
Now the more I think about it do feel like I want an open marriage. I don’t want a polyamorous marriage. I just want to be fucked the way I want to once in a while and it seems to not phase him at all.
What are y’all’s thoughts?!

This reminds me of how gay people were portrayed in the media until very recently. If you had a gay character, it was because the movie was ABOUT them being gay, or at least, a main focus was them being gay. They could never just BE gay, there had to be a reason why their gayness mattered in the story.
One of my characters will be autistic, just like I am. Yet someone asked me “what the point” of having them be autistic.
Let’s reverse this question: let’s ask why I should not have a character with autism.
Every film or book I see that has an autistic character, the book is ABOUT them, rather than them being APART of the book
I would love to see for an example two people in a wheel chair talking. Not talking about there disability. About anything else. And not have it be the center of the story.
This is not to say that there should be no stories revolving around someone with a disability. In fact, often times (if done respectfully) it could be very insightful and de-stigmatizing.
But not EVERY movie has to be ABOUT a person with a disability.

I really struggled in my first two years of college. I was at a religious university with relatively strict rules yet I wasn’t practicing the religion. That weighed heavily on my mental health as I dealt with guilt and fear. I also spent those first two years studying a STEM program that I felt pressured to be in by my parents. They were hopeful I would study something in the STEM field and I didn’t want to disappoint them. All of that being said, I was in a very hard place and didn’t do well. I wasn’t passionate about my school work and was actively phasing out of a high control religion, leading me to earn a 2.9 GPA after 2 years and 47 credit hours.
Eventually I gained the courage to leave the school and change my major to something I felt excited about. I transferred schools and started to doing a lot better. I just graduated from the university I transferred to with a 3.68 GPA from 83 credit hours, 1 published paper, and a semester of relative research experience. I made good connections and feel confident in my letters of recommendation.
My question is, how much will my experience and GPA at the first university impact my ability to get into PhD programs? Will that be weighed equally to my newer GPA? I plan to explain some of the reasons for my low GPA at my first school, but don’t know how appropriate my reasoning is (religious struggle, pressure to study something I despised) ? Is there a good way to explain this without sounding like a weak sob story?
Lastly, with my GPA(s) and experience, would I appear competitive for higher tier programs? I don’t plan to apply to top programs or any Ivy League schools, but would really love to attend a well respected university.
Thank you in advance. These are questions that I have struggled to find answers to without directly asking here myself.

I made a horrible decision about getting my degree, and I’m not sure what to do next. People love to mention the trades, but I don’t think I can deal working in a very physically demanding and male dominating field, sales is pretty male dominating too, but I’ve heard more horror stories in the trades. There aren't many decent-paying jobs without degrees, and I feel so lost.

(Trying to submit again... something wasn't allowed last time and I don't know what it was?
Okay, will be cross-posting this but will upload any and all help to show what I get between communities. Not here to make money, just really in the hole and it wasn't my fault (mostly).
Well first off, I am a permanently disabled girl here that had her life changed when I was driving me and my son to martial arts, someone cut us off and I ran into them. It really was a relatively minor wreck, but my airbag did not deploy and we thought I just got a concussion. A week later I was driving my Mom somewhere and I had a seizure when driving. We did not wreck then, my Mom was able to grab the wheel and pull the e-brake. But that was the start of my journey being diagnosed with medicine resistant intractable epilepsy. I have tried something like 16 meds and finally found one that kind of works, yet I still seize. I have also had 2 brain surgeries (for the RNS device in brain) and we may be looking at yet another to place more leads. I'm actually excited for that... it may be able to help my epilepsy more!
But about 4 months ago I turned in my renewal for food stamps. They just kept saying they were behind, didn't give me the help I desperately needed. As a result I had to just keep overcharging my account to get money for food. I needed that money for other things like rent, gas, bills, just everything. I would highly appreciate anyone that could donate some money my way and I will absolutely come back next month to help others. I love helping others, it kind of has always been my nature. Unlike my family though. That's a story for a different day.
I have my account overdrawn by $341. If anyone can donate ANYTHING to help me get that number to 0 or as close to it as I can, I'd be so so sooooo thankful. Do you need proof of anything of mine? I'll gladly give. Show bank account, show medical discharge papers to show I am still under total doctors care... I'm on SSI and man, that money is just NOT enough to live! My partner is my caretaker but the state only pays him for 4 hours a day at bare minimum. He can't go to work because he has to watch me, and I obviously can't work. My family does not help at all, they really aren't good people, except my son and my father (who was recently diagnosed with cancer sadly). Things are just tough. Please any donations you can make to get my account to no overdrawn I'd so appreciate! I will gladly help others when I can.
Need any more info? Just ask me.
Here are my payment infos:
Zelle: (Do you need a phone number for that or something? I don't know what my link would be for this, but I do have zelle.
Cashapp: $MeekoWeazie
Paypal: SeizeTheDay311
GoFundMe: 92b1892b18b04b04
I might have other ways to accept money, please just ask to get info!
Is there any other way I can get help? Please help if possible even if it's only 10 dollars from a few people, I'm going nuts here needing this to be more to no overdrawn!
Thank you and have a great day! I WILL help out those that need it as soon as I can!

Exactly what the title says. I’m looking for something in a novel format that gives off the same feeling as the story;
“My Wife Keeps Peeking At Me From Around Corners”.
That feeling of someone you love just changing and doing something completely out of character that is extremely unsettling. Also the feeling of seeing something in the dark of a room and not being able to quite make out what it is. If there is a novel or collection out there that encompasses that, I’d love to read it.
Anyway it’s a specific request but I have faith. Thanks in advance 🫡
(Both novels and short story collections are welcome!)

I’m def all for them being an attractive couple, and I mean no shade at all to any artists/here, but I feel like I’ve been seeing a lot of art and fancasts that show Dramione as this impossibly good looking pair
In contrast, Manacled was my entry point into this ship/fanfic world and I really enjoyed Avendell’s art for that story, and I felt like made them more like “real” people if that makes sense (she doesn’t have a photorealistic style but she just made them less, like, model-y 😆 Though she still makes them attractive! I dunno, maybe it’s just the fancasts of literal models I’m reacting against here lol.
Would love more art recs in that realm (does NOT have to be moody art like the Manacled stuff!)

I considered Dr. Kassir but after reading horror stories I’m a bit scared to move forward, but I do love some of his work, as I personally want a more drastic rather than natural result.
I would consider going to Turkey but I really would prefer to stay closer to home personally

Today I read of the guy that falsey reported sandy hook shooting never happened and how some think anyone should be able to report or say any falsehood they want. And to them I want to share my own experiences and show why we need some accountability and laws to prevent this from happening to other people. I will never be the same as I was because of someone's conspiracy theory.
In 2020 I was healthy of mind and body. I was active on Facebook, reddit, LinkedIn, and Twitter. I'm almost 50 and a mother of 7 and grandmother of 5. I've suffered from social anxiety and depression bit had that under control. I have a soft spot for helping abused children. My bank card rounded up to the nearest dollar and the change went to help prevent child abuse. I studied child development and child psychology in college. I am ex military and have some ptsd (the social anxiety and depression) but again under control. In 2020 there was false news coming on Facebook about children being abducted, abused in numerous ways and it broke my heart. I had to help. I was drawn in to a conspiracy theory due to my heart hurting for these children that were missing or abused. Around October I was told via comments to look up the fall of cabal videos on YouTube to get even more information about how children were being hurt. Like a dumbass that (even though I finished college) was still so gullible I went and watched all 10 videos. This conspiracy theory didn't just touch on children being hurt and abducted but my religious beliefs and my distrust of politicians. At video 10 I was so afraid but not the same way others were. You see the Bible says we won't know who Jesus or God is until Satan is revealed. So I saw this conspiracy theories idea of jfk Jr coming back not as Jesus or God but as Satan and Trump was him. Most people believed this and saw this as a godsend buy I saw it as the ultimate evil on earth. It frightened me so bad I had a nervous breakdown. I lived inside my own mind for over 8 months. To this day I still don't leave my home, don't know what's real or not, and have deleted nearly all but reddit of my social media. To remind what sanity I now have I can not watch the news, go to places where others might verbally attack me and my TV time insist of dvds I have that I know by heart. In my head still we are in end times. I can't undo that thinking. I'm trying to see a professional through the va but they are booked till October.
Last July I tried to go to a family reunion in another state. I went into psychosis because of the videos and thought the worst things about my own family. I saw my family of Trump supporters as racist and the entire reunion as a kkk hoedown. While my ex pastor uncle danced and sung while playing horseshoes I saw my uncle dancing around a fire chanting hate. While my aunts sat by the river watching their pups swim I saw them planning that nights witch orgy. While my brother bar b qued beef and chicken I saw a child's ribs and meat being cooked. I was in total psychotic break and it wasn't even a day since I was there. I was rushed home and tended to for the next two weeks while my spouse and children tried to bring my mind back to our home.
This is why we need only facts to be reported on news and if it's a fictional story then it needs disclaimers and it needs guidelines. If the word news is in the name it needs to be factual and unbiased even if it's news and entertainment. News needs to be factual and unbiased. There's no entertainment in news. It's suppose to bore the kids like it did me as a child.
Some of you will disagree and say I should know how to tell what's real and not but you might be forgetting that I am not you. No one is you. Some people are gullible and they need to be protected. The ones that normally tell me it's my fault are normally the ones saying we need to protect everything. We'll my mind should have been protected. There should have been disclaimers. There should have been rules so others like me didn't get drawn in and start believing these horror stories. I can no longer go to the park with my grandchildren out of fear. I'm too afraid to leave my home because of this conspiracy theory that took my faith, my love for children and corrupted them. I question the Bible and still feel the fear of end times all the time. I can't support anything that tries to help children afraid I'm supporting another conspiracy theorist. My entire life has been turned upside down because someone or a group decided to play with my gullibility.
I'm glad that family won their lawsuit. I hope laws begin to take place to protect families like mine ND theirs. And to those spreading the lies I hope this finds you so you can see just how much those lies have hurt this family. I hope you rot in hell and Satan has his way with you. I hope God does not forgive you for leading some of his children astray and for hurting those you have hurt. I hope his vengeance is as horrible for you as you have made my life. And normally I never wish harm on anyone because it's not very Christian.

Hi I just wanna share my LDR story cuz I can't really judge clearly right now without being biased. I'm already attached to him given na naka abot na kami ng 4years and my mind seems to justify him. We broke up last May 5 lang.
Anyways, I'm 23F, filipino and he's 23M, indian.
Ps. Medyo mahaba hahaha
So, we met on a MMORPG last summer of 2020. We started talking on DC and I usually don't get interested to ppl I met online but his attack was kinda different. He asked about my GPA and I was like wow concern sa grado baka matino. Ganern. Online classes are still on going that time so we usually talk more at night. And it wasn't just some small talks but quality talks. About life ganern, interests and views on different things. We don't usually agree but we both talk so deeply about it kaya nagkasundo.
Fast forward, ako talaga ang unang naattached. And I already know that time (which was only months after we first talked) na wala kaming patutunguhan. He wasn't that attached to the point of considering me on his future. But still, I didn't mind. Wala pa din naman akong plano sumabak sa relationship irl. NBSB pero may mga manliligaw. So ayun, nagpatuloy sa kalandian habang nanonotice ko na na medyo may katotohanan na sa mga "I love you" nya. We've been so wholesome na rin. Been into different kind of games like Dragon Raja, 8ball, COC, at halos lahat na yata ng games sa play store na subukan na. Hindi naman ako gamer tbh ML lang talaga yung game na nilalaro ko tyaka yung MMORPG na yun. But anyways to make the story short, sa 4 years na yun marami na ring away. Let's say every year may pinag aawayan talaga. He was talking to girls on DC even tho it wasn't that malicious but still. We started there too😆 iyan yung issue sa let's say 2-3 yrs ig. Pero di naman sobrang dami mga like 2 months lng out of 12. Then last year, he greeted his ex of 2yrs a happy birthday. Tbh nung unang year wala lang sa akin. On our 2nd year when I found out, I told him to stop cuz I didn't like it. Last year was kinda diff cuz he greeted her a belated birthday mga atiiih. Belated hahahaha the care to greet even though it was alrdy late di ba. So nag away ulit. Ilang beses na rin sya nag ask ng chances sa 4yrs na Yan. Like super sincere to the point na hindi ka niya tatantanan ng message mapa DC, tele, WhatsApp or insta. Ilang beses na rin sya umiyak dahil sa situation namin like sa LDR, to say sorry, dahil sa different beliefs and all. I told him that we should wait until 26 to decide if pwede na iuwi sa kasalan hahaha ganun kalala ang love and patience ko mga bhiee. He agreed too cuz by that time, we will be mature enough to decide considering na di pa sya secured sa job that time. And to conclude kasi napahaba na, for me, our love was real and very wholesome I might not show it through this forum but yeah, it was. But the thing is, last 1st week of May I kinda tested him saying that, "this is probably the lowest point of my life" cuz currently we're having some financial problem cuz of hospitalization and he knew it. But guess what, he ignored that msg. I told him goodnight right after kasi mukhang Wala talaga syang plano mag reply and guess what, he replied. "Sorry Im kinda busy, you can sleep tho" okay I understand. Busy sya. But girl diba? Am I wrong tho? Did I just assume stuffs? Pero I decided to end it right after. I deleted my msged abt that lowest point shi and he innocently asked if I want to explain why I was breaking up with him. And I told him no need. Cuz bakit pa? I've had my answer. And si kuya sabi niya, I kinda know why and it's rlly hard that I can't do anything about it. Pero why not console me? Pero mali ba ako? I need your wisdom masyado nang biased utak ko. So ayun wala na talaga. Kala ko mabilis lang mag move on since online lang pero iba rin talaga pag naattached na haha. Was I wrong tho or did I saved myself. Anyways, graduation na nxt year so focus nlang muna sa studies ngayon.

I am fascinated by how people lived over a hundred years ago and love stories about people growing up in simpler times. I've loved the books, O' Come ye back to Ireland: Our first year in County Clare and How it Looks Going Back: Growing up in the Montana Woods. The first book is actually written in around the 1970's (but still very endearing and interesting).
Any recommendations?

Apologies in advance for the long post.
I started climbing in early 2020 and like many, got hooked immediately. I persistently developed my skills through countless lockdowns and moves, sometime making a huge commute to the gym. In my final year of uni I even got a job at a gym so I could climb more. I learned to sport climb and invested in outdoor gear, and started climbing regularly outside as well. I now live 5 minutes from a bouldering gym and 20 minutes from a decent crag and have no reason to not be there climbing multiple times a week… except that I just don’t want to.
I believe my main problem is just straight up fear. My fear management on the wall has been steadily declining over the last year or so, to the point where being at the top of the wall, even on a V1, feels paralyzing. I’ve witnessed and responded to a fair number of climbing injuries at gyms at this point, and one in particular still kind of haunts me at night. I’m terrified that something similar will happen either to me or even just to someone else while I’m around. I’ve spent time in therapy and in the gym working on it, but it’s leeching my enjoyment out of the activity and I finish every session dejected and frustrated. My ability has regressed considerably, despite bouldering at least twice a week consistently. So today I cancelled my membership.
Overall, I think this is a net positive and here’s why: climbing has just given me so much. In 2020 I was living a horribly sedentary lifestyle, was eating like crap, and felt incredibly insecure in my body. Climbing led me back to being an active person, and inspired me to start looking after my health. I now play several sports every week, am training for a triathlon, and eat for fuel, nutrition, and enjoyment rather than just comfort/convenience. So while I’m done with climbing, I’m still very grateful for the lifestyle changes it inspired and the friends made along the way.
If you’ve made it this far into my word vomit, thanks for reading:) I guess the moral of the story is that it’s okay to walk away from something you no longer love, even if you’ve made it your whole personality for the past 4 years.
Goodbye (for now) climbing, thanks for everything.

My grandmother died Tuesday - she was 92 - funeral was today. I told a story before I played a recording I’d done of Surely The Presence - she loved organ music about as much as me, if not more!! The story I told, Mammaw told me 20 years ago. Years ago when she was growing up in church here in East TN, there’d be a pastor come - not sure if he was guest or regular - and his wife would play an organ. From what I remember, Mammaw never got a good look at it, but said the stand had really long legs… I imagined a stand with feet like chairs in school have.
Being the time period this was, I’m not sure Hammonds were in wide use yet, & you don’t put a vintage Hammond on its’ stand, obviously. The only organ I could think of was it was MAYBE a Farfisa? If anyone could help I’d greatly appreciate it!!!! If someone is from my area - just about an hour & half from Cherokee NC - and could help better zone in on organ possibly that way, that’s be even better!!
TIA!!!!

i’ve heard horror stories of instruments being treated like shit on planes, and i love my bass so does anyone have any recommendations for a case that’d both protect my bass well, as well as being convenient to carry?

So I have a player who made a 3 sentence back story (which is fine and i actually sort of encourage to a degree) but part of it is that he’s part of this secret enclave that fights the illithid in a secret war… even though the entire setting hates the illithid and want them dealt with.
Any ways he keeps referring to the like 100+ characters in the enclave but every time I ask him to give me any details on them or specific characters he’s close to I get a “you can figure that all out”. Which is very annoying especially since he wants these people to be part of the campaign and plans to go meet them next session.
Since I have basically no info on these people and don’t want to design this secret society in a way that makes my player happy I’m thinking of having their intro to the campaigns big bad being them going to the meeting place to find everyone dead and the big bad standing there doing a little “I murdered all your friends nice to meet you”
For further context we have been playing for almost a year at this point and I have asked multiple times for more info on these people and the most I got was a list of random names. This player as much as I love them has a habit of having their own ideas of how things left vague in his backstories should be and gets annoyed when I don’t portray them the way he had in his head.
Also the party haven’t met the big bad proper yet but have dealt with his underlings and he is fully aware of them and hates them.
TLDR: a player gave me a super vague backstory that involves a giant secret society that he won’t give me details on but recently asked them for help. I’m tempted to have them be the victims of the big bad but would feel bad for just dropping a bomb in my players backstory.

Honestly, I dont really care about her kit. All I want is to be able to play her. I love her character so much and I am pulling for whether her kit is absolute trash or broken.
The reason I joined this sub is because I wanna be able to share my appreciation towards Firefly along with you all and all I'm seeing is,
"HMC carries, she is trash." "Firefly is mid"
Like don't you all like her even before her kit was leaked? And her sharing her story in our Secret Base the reason we became so attached towards her?
At least thats how I felt. I felt very attached to her during our first encounter. I don't care about her not dealing any damage. As long as she is a part of my team, I would be the happiest.
Thats all. Thank you for reading.

There's so much to this story so idk where to start, I was in a 6 1/2 year long relationship, there were many ups and downs but ultimately I got to a point where I was numb, I didn't feel as strongly as I once did, everyday another stupid fight over things that weren't worth it, I just stopped being happy. I broke up with her and not too long later I became friends with this one girl I knew in highschool. We hung out a few times and I don't know everything just clicked, I felt completely myself around her and I quickly grew strong feelings for her to which led to me finding out she shared the same feelings. Unfortunately due to me letting my past relationship affect things between us there were a handful of moments where we fought for various reasons and my response after fighting with her was to just leave and go home. It's not the right thing especially when discovering she has abandonment issues so me doing that made it even worse for her. The point we're at is while she admits she does love me and I do make her happy she has the uncertainty that I'm going to leave the moment we fight which sadly I can't argue that point besides telling her I'm not going anywhere. She wants me to show in some way shape or form that this time no matter even if fight over something I'm not going to run and while yes I don't intend too I just don't know how else to show it aside from waiting for us to fight then not running which yes I'm aware sounds stupid as fuck of me to even think that's a real solution >_<. Anyway I'm rambling, so sorry about that, I would like to know if anyone has any suggestions on how I can show her it's different now?

Over 10 years ago I read a book about a middle age man, who was a writer. He had come from a low educated community and was the only one in his family to go to college.
He could draw and name an entire leech anatomy.
He had just hired a new assistant & she moves with him to his new house as a line-in. On the drive to the new house, they stop at the gas station and get fried food.
She becomes a part-time photographer & they fall in love.
I remember the story was kinda cheesy, but cute. I know it's a long- shot, but I'd really like to get the name of the title so I can re-read it again with a new perspective. Thanks.

link: https://www.webtoons.com/en/comedy/not-so-shoujo-love-story/s2-episode-120/viewer?title_no=2189&episode_no=120

I just finished my game and got coup by my brother. But I kind of love the ending. It was suppose to be prefect ending, democray and all but i acutally like that I got coup . Because i built a welfare state, imprion my cousin and also my war counsilor, I built a pretol state, massive oil coming it, reunited pale and the other provenvice. And form the southern allaince thing without wehlen. All without reading the guides ,some how. But as to why i love the fact i got coup, is that it a amazing story of a fail reformer like Pedro II of brazil . For some reason depsite me being angry like miniutes ago, i love the ending to my story.I escape to the island that suppose to be switzerland , and became a humanitarian. It prefeclty ending for my Romus. WHo would be remebered as a refomer that was bretray by his own noblity for caring about his people too much and try to give them more power. A story about a englitend king, bretayed by his uncle a corrupted nobleman. But also a man of peace, as rather than risk war between his poeople he left, to cause not blood to be spill in his dear country, and became a serviceman to the world. It so amazing how i unintentionally created situtation similar to Pedro II of Brazil. What funny is that I weaken he nobility i think, to the point they would not surive a second revolution, I taxed,sold everything in the military[They bisscally don't have a army] and all the other stuff. And I can already see a future were my Romus is the "Founder" or some Important figure or supporter in founding the Republic, he might even see it happen and support it or be like Simon II of Bulgria and become a president or prime minister with his popularity asd king . BTW the reason i got coup i think, is i try to frame my uncle for my fathers death or i was too hardline on the reforms. But i still love the ending and DLC. Failing was a real happy accident.