Hey fellows,
I’m pretty drunk now and during my period. Just wanna get this off chest. I got no one to talk about all this shit.
I talked to my mom today at noon. Yesterday she was asking me where I bought my phone charging cable since we have the same type of phones. (Background: I am studying for my master‘s now in Europe, she’s in Asia. We are Asian. My tuition fee and living cost are sponsored by my parents. She’s always a “stingy” person, on herself but super generous with me. We are not rich at all but also not very poor.) then I ordered a cable for her as well as a nightstand lamp, bcoz I know hers is quite old and not working well. She was like, you don’t have to, mine is still working, you shouldn’t spend (extra) money on me (for such unnecessary stuff) until you make ur own money. I cried so hard after this texting conversation, that I am still coating her money at my 25, and can’t give her some material support (at least) as I want so badly.
BECAUSE I’ve been looking for jobs lately in this European country. I am about to graduate soon and I ve sent so many applications but only got interviews from 3 companies. After being ghosted for 2 weeks and sending 2 follow-up emails, I finally got a reply today from a company who interviewe me 3 rounds, that I am rejected. I cried hard again after this. I am so proud of my knowledge, technical and teamwork skills, internship experiences. I don’t think I’m any bad at all. Ofc im not denying myself because of this email. But I don’t understand why this is happening to me.
I then drank a whole bottle of wine and can’t stop crying. I wanted to talk about such with my “boyfriend”. Quotation mark used is because, he’s actually my ex, but he’s been mentioning he wants us to be back together, and we’ve been seeing each other exclusively. I reused tho, coz I don’t think im closer to him than mir my friends, which is necessary for me to be in a relationship. I kinda started to think that he’s emotionally unavailable. Coz im very emotionally needy especially when I’m in a bad mood. But he’s one of those typical guys, always very happy and energetic, and having a lot of plans with his friends. I don’t wanna talk to him at this moment at all coz I know he’s not gonna provide me anything but a consoling arm. More likely he has already had plans now with his friends who live in the same building as him.
I just can’t stop drinking and crying for all of these shot. Even though im allergic to alcohol.
Sorry for dumping here. Hope you have a nice day

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Me and my girlfriend just broke up and after doing some recent texting I asked her a couple of questions, I'm going to paraphrase it to avoid anything if she sees this since she uses reddit. The story of it is, we dated since highschool and now both of us are in college. She just got her first job after what she wanted to take up in college that would lead to her career didn't work out, it was rough in the beginning since she wanted to quit but after my family and her family giving her encouragement she pushed through it. I had my career path planned out since highschool and everything has been easy for me. For her it hasn't, but still. I'm lost as to what happened. Shes 20 and I'm 21. She started her new career in law enforcement while I'm working in my college and also pursuing my dream degree. During the first initial break up she told me, "i lost interest." I accepted it and left. After some conversation with her Parents they told me shes unsure about what she wants and to give it time. I did and we set up a proper time for us to speak after a week or so of not talking. I had things i reflected on throughout the relationship and spoke to her about them and she did as well. At the end I asked for a second chance (stupid mistake, i guess). I can't remember what she told me after I finished reflecting but i just remember "I think we should be friends" after giving sometime for her to think. Here are the texts that we had the same day just at night.

• Me: Are you saying that you no longer want to be in a relationship with me and that you’re trying to let me down gently?
• Her: Yes, that’s correct.
• Me: So it’s not that you don’t want a relationship at all; it’s just that you don’t want to be with me anymore?
• Her: Yes, exactly.
• Her: I’m not in the right emotional state at the moment.
• Me: Okay, so you fell out of love with me and wanted to move on?
• Her: No, it’s not about falling out of love. My priorities are messed up, and I started feeling disconnected.
• Me: I understand that you’re going through a tough time. But when you love someone, wouldn’t you want to lean on them for support?
• Her: Yes, I tried, but it wasn’t working. That’s why I thought it was best for us to break up.
• Me: Did someone catch your interest at work, perhaps?
• Her: No, when we broke up, I wasn’t interested in anyone else. My focus was on you.
• Me: So how did you feel throughout this process? Leading up to the breakup, when you realized you didn’t want to be with me anymore—what outcome were you hoping for?
• Her: My answer remains the same: my priorities were messed up. I tried to work things out, but it wasn’t successful, I wasn't getting it right. For both our sakes, I felt it was better for us to be apart and grow individually. Ultimately, I wanted us to have clarity and understanding that we care deeply for each other and will always remain connected.

Thats basically it. I know it's probably pretty obvious, whatever the answer is and maybe i cant accept it. But three years? I just don't get what happened. It's not like she has a busy life-style. She works more than me but just has college to focus on besides that, and shes using CHAT-GPT to get by with that and also had me do her essays since i love writing. I have college, an Internship, and a Job and I'm also studying for certifications. I wish i would of asked what her priorities were at got messed up. But I didnt. I was still in shock this happened. I know both of us are still young and everything but even so, what the hell happened? Was it her job? Did life become to much? She sometimes goes through these moments of wanting to just shut down, but usually pulls through and i thought this was one of them but I guess not? Help me reddit, in your eyes what does this mean? I know I have to move on but it sucks. It was an awesome three years. We shared a lot of hobbies together, just for things to fall apart like this?

I fell for my best friend and I’m still trying get over her while trying to be with someone else.
The person cares for me enough to just allow me to go through the process of getting over my best friend because how much I like her.
About a week or so I started to feel lonely or grieving because I don’t speak to my best friend as much if anything not at all, she knows that I like her and that’s probs the reason why. Now I just feel I lost my best friend and it’s weird because I still feel jelly that she’s talking to other people but normally comes to me with anything, I feel heartbroken and numb.
Any advice?

should we be getting in trouble?
to start this off, I know I’m not a lawyer, but I’m posting here because you guys would know more about this than anyone on Reddit:
So me and my friend (15f,16f) both have this ex friend who did a bunch of horrible stuff to us like steal from us. we dropped her a couple years ago and that’s how we became friends. well we kind of forgot about her. She would be a joke in our friendship. But the girl we dropped (aaliyah) never forgot about us, she’s been posting TikToks about us and writing our name on paper and burning it on TikTok for like years after the situation and she also reached out to us being rude. we don’t take her seriously, we just message back and make fun of her, but eventually my friend and aaliyah started getting more agressive and they planned to fight. but Aaliyah called the cops and they were mad at us? And gave us a warning not to talk to her. but since then she’s continued to get her friends to reach and text us rude things (the most recent one was yesterday) we just make fun of them we don’t take it seriously and think it’s kind of funny. But today, my friend got called to the office and we might be getting charged with a criminal offence. I don’t understand it though. they were the ones reaching out to us if they didn’t want us to be them then they shouldn’t have us in the first place. please let me know what to do. I have attached some screenshots of our conversation, as you can see, we weren’t really taking a seriously. We would kind of just dunk on the fact that they pretend to be Asian and how they look. I know we are cyber bullying, but I didn’t think it could be used against us if they were reaching out first even after they were told not to buy the law.

This only happens with BOS members wearing combat armor, this happens with no other enemy in the game. Has this happened to anyone else? Is it a corrupted gore file or something to do with an armor mod?
I can attack with frag grenades, but once they are aggro'ed my game stutters while facing the direction they are in, turning the opposite direction fixes this.
Any help is appreciated, I want that eyesore airship out of my Minuteman sky.
Example GIF attached.
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Life is hard, but I'm hanging in there somehow.
Due to health issues, I am forced to make a career change. I was basically a training/mentor for a call center type job. In other words a supervisor.
Thankfully, Unemployment is paying me. Health issues qualified me. They have me submitting 2 job applications per week. Sometimes I submit more. It's amazing how much I'm being rejected. Tried T-mobile since I have experience in the field, they picked someone who had 4 more years of experience over me.
5 months in, still nothing.
Good news kinda, but overall bad for my life for the past several years: I was an art institute student. If you heard the news..... well long story short, due to their unethical practice, anyone who went there had their student loans canceled and even possibly got funds back. For me, my average monthly student loan bill was over $1000 a month. Thanks Art Institute for killing 10 years of my life. In another month, they told me that my credit report should be cleaned up and possible refunds.
Back on topic:
Now I can go back to school, but I have no intention of paying a large sum for college. I was thinking about getting some sort of certification to do something....... just do... something where I don't have to pay a lot for schooling, can easily get a job with little or no competition somehow till I have enough to maybe start a business.
I live in the east coast (more north) in the USA.
I did some research, but I find that I get sick every time I research anything related to jobs. I don't think that's normal, probably anxiety.
As things stand, I think I need to go back to school or something. I want a job that I can safely maintain, does not rely on being on the phone all the time and isn't too fast paced.
I'm normally on the computer mostly so a job where I'm on the computer I guess would be nice.
It needs to be part time if I'm going back to school. I've learned 10 years ago that I just can't handle a full time job and school at the same time.
So agian, here is what I'm aiming towards for now:
-School without spending a huge sum or some sort of training/certification to do something -Part time job towards a new career choice. -Career needs to have a high chance of getting hired (going the art route was a bad move on my part especially when I'm not the best at it. also got scammed). -Perhaps something where I'm on the computer mostly -Little to no phone call careers.
Possible paths I am thinking about:
Programming: However, I can't find the motivation... like at all. I watched a lot of shows involving programmers and it just seems cool to be able to make apps, games, etc (and hack :P).
Art - I find that I can't draw anything without reference and honestly haven't drawn in several years. This is probably out. However, I think I could do story writing?
-My friend told me to work at coke. Training, guaranteed $16 an hour and soda companies are always hiring? But he hated the job so this is probably out
-Security: I have family that would be against this, probably out the window too
Issues: No car atm (had an accident).

~First~
(Writing, writing, writing: Muse crashes, burns and refuses to respond. Great.)
The Buzz on the Spin
“That’s the third time the call was dropped.” Hoagie states the obvious.
“From what I can tell they’re being hacked like it’s the latest fad. Even if our call goes through clean it’s going to be seen by an audience of several billion at least.” Demon replies. His tiny little girl is sitting on his shoulder so everyone’s watching their language, even Zsebreza. Sure, Kathy was growing quick and was developing a good sense of humour, but not even Minisi wanted to be responsible for teaching her the naughty words.
It takes several more tries with the bridge crew chuckling at things before suddenly the link is accepted to find a thoroughly unamused Asian Man glaring at them. The man then lets out a breath. “Two hundred and eighty six separate calls with the image of a woman presenting herself. I have never been simultaneously flattered and insulted.”
“Spoiled for choice sir?” Demon asks.
There is a moment of a pause as the man’s eyebrow quirks in frustration. “Yes.”
“I’m afraid it’s a common issue the galaxy over sir, we humans are hot commodity. Even a hideous slob of a man would find himself inundated with attention. A competent man with goals, ideals and motivation? A feast before the starving sir.” Hoagie says.
“Clearly Officer Eastman.” He says before relaxing a little. “I am Observer Wu. I have been charged by the nations of Earth with baring impartial witness to what has occurred the galaxy over. I have already spoken to several pockets of humanity, including but not limited to three other space stations, the newly risen nobility of Vucsa and of course, The Dauntless and the Embassy on Centris.”
“So what are you looking for? We’ve sent back numerous eyewitness testimonies and as much in the way of resources and proof of our claims that can survive the damaging effects of Cruel Space. A fair portion of exotic material and cadavers were actually supplied from this very station. What more do you need?”
“I just wish to speak with people. I will be communicating with and travelling to every major locations where humans have touched in the galaxy. To see the truth of things with unclouded eyes.” Observer Wu says and there are some nods. “Now then, if you could describe your location and posting please?”
“Certainly, we’ll do that in reverse though if you don’t mind.”
“I do not.”
“We are posted here to both ensure that we have friendly contacts in an area of interest and to learn more about the galaxy at large. Between ourselves and our fellows posted at other stations we are writing the operations manual for how to maintain, police, administrate, protect and supply a fully functional space station with a substantial permanent population. We’re also recruiting and keeping our eyes out for unusual technologies, tactics and techniques. This station alone contains a permanent population that rivals several first world nations on Earth with an industrial capacity well beyond what those nations can provide.”
“Can it now? This station is self sustaining? Food, air and other such supplies?”
“It turns out that a great deal of air is released by harvesting asteroids. Most of them contain a large amount of ice, even when they’re primarily minerals of some kind. Food is grown in hydroponics on such a scale we outright export it. The mining provides the metals and other materials for further products and again, hydroponics of a different source give us oils which leads to plastics, cloth comes in too. The station is completely self sustaining at this point. If the rest of the galaxy was to vanish then all we need are some rocks and we can keep this place going forever.” Demon explains and Observer Wu nods.
“And have you learned about these techniques and technologies?”
“Yes, however many of them are reliant upon Axiom.”
“And the control of the station?” He asks and Minisi pokes at a few of them with her tentacles to get people to shift away. “And you are... the woman in charge I believe?”
“Indeed. Although not for too much longer. I’ve had my fun but the station has become a tedium. I will admit that your species showing up has broken up the monotony a touch, but only enough to give me enough time to really make sure my heiress has this place on lock and with an unmatched command crew.”
“And you’re fine with them having that level of power?” Observer Wu asks and Minisi has a tentacle point right down at Hoagie.
“This one has been in charge of over ten percent of my station. The most productive Agriculture Decks we have are in his power, both officially and unofficially. The businesswomen there fear the flamingo shirts!”
“Hey, I got flowers on at least half of them.” Hoagie protests and she turns to him.
“Hey hey hey! Station boss or not, no horning on my hubby!” Zsebreza says buzzing into view and pressing back on the woman who leans back in amusement.
“You Charbis are so easy to rile up...” She says fondly as Zsebreza sheathes her weapon while still giving her a massive stinkeye.
“So that video was not an elaborate prank in horrific taste.” Observer Wu notes.
“Reality is stranger than fiction sir.” Hoagie notes.
“Indeed it is, and now that you’ve confused me, I am going to return the favour.” Observer Wu states and Hoagie looks from side to side and everyone else is equally baffled.
“Sir?” Hoagie asks as Observer Wu presses a button on his armrest and requests for a certain passenger to be sent up. “What is this...”
He freezes entirely as the camera shifts and he can see... “Mom?”
“Daniel!” Janet Eastman says with a smile. “And... one of those... things that got you.”
“I told you we needed to edit that video.” Zsebreza says.
“But it would clearly have been faked in some way and...” Hoagie trails off. “I... are you alright? The way out of Cruel Space is no fun.”
“It.. it was not pleasant, but I worked in the kitchens for most of it and it kept me busy.” She says.
“Familiar territory then.”
“A starship mess hall is NOTHING like a Corner Bistro in New York.” Janet says and he chuckles.
“Are you sure you’re alright? I mean... the rail shot into orbit, the initial training...”
“I’m part of the civilian experiment. To see how easy or hard it is to get people out of our little corner of the galaxy.”
“And the verdict Miss Hoagie’s mother?” Minisi asks in an amused tone.
“Something needs to be done about the zero-gravity trip. It’s too much. I’ve needed some chemical help to stay calm during parts of the trip.”
“Yeah, it’s not much better when you’re trained for it.” Hoagie says. “Are you coming here?”
“Of course! Those videos were horrifying! If those girls are walking all over you like that then I don’t care if I’m numbered two hundred to one or two thousand to one! I didn’t work my butt off as a waitress when you were a little boy just to see a bunch of bees walk all over you! So I’m putting you on notice!” She growls out.
“Okay lady, I’m giving you the private number, because I love that attitude. And because we need to get ahead of this before there’s a war kicked off.” Zsebreza promises.
“There is no war that’s going to kick off. Mother, Charbis are a very defensive species and refuse to let people see their relaxed state unless they have absolute trust. No exceptions. That’s why you’ve never seen them in anything less than one of their most agitated states. When not safely in the hive a Charbis is only a few moments away from violence.”
“Is the hive like a beehive?”
“It’s not made of waxy hexagons. It’s a bunker with innumerable defences and very comfortable on the inside. They’re so reinforced and secure that it’s the most defensive part on the station barring the other Hives.”
“Hey, you’re really pushing it...”
“I haven’t said anything secret. I haven’t shown anything secret. Anyone with working eyes can see a Hive is nearly impossible to attack if they want to live, and with how wealthy and good with crops Charbis are in general, any idiot can figure out that they have plenty within the hive.”
“Well... yes, but the idea that anyone has any idea what the hives are like...” Zsebreza says and then Janet’s eyes widen as she realizes exactly what she’s seeing.
“Oh! It’s like THAT! No wonder you haven’t bothered running. It’s not too different from home was it?”
“Tough on the outside, everything you want inside? Pretty much.” Hoagie says and a very relieved Janet lets out a sigh of relief.
“Good. I’m still coming over though.”
“But, what about back home? Aren’t you?”
“Daniel. It’s okay. The old building was... well it was soon to be decommissioned anyway.”
“Oh... and I suppose the little place out back...”
“Gone too.” Janet says.
“I see.” Hoagie says.
“Are you alright?” Zsebreza asks and he nods.
“Yeah it just... the place I grew up is gone. Even if there was a way back to Earth, a true way, then I still couldn’t got home again.”
“Everyone leaves home eventually. Not everyone can go back.” Janet says. “Still. Don’t think you’re keeping me away, just because I’ve gotten an idea about you young lady. I’m coming to make sure you’re treating my little boy right. If this is a woman’s galaxy, then this woman is making sure her boy is with the best in the galaxy. Understand me?!”
“Mom!”
“Daniel.” She says even as he gives one of his fellows a dirty look when they snort. They put their hands up and back away. “So fierce young man. Now...”
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He simply watches the video feed as mother and son speak. Trying to get a grip on the body language of the alien creatures. There’s a great deal of play and movement around the Charbis Bee woman, the ears are a massive tell on the Ikiya-Mas girl and the Mnenmi seemed utterly passive, in control. The men seemed either comfortable or excited and things seemed to be matching up.
Of course Mother Eastman was an open book to his practised eye, worried, putting on a brave front but the kind of woman who had given up her life to raise a child properly and was now chasing him out of not only maternal duty, but a sense of emptiness now that her great struggle was finished.
He knew her story. A sad tale of how to people, neither with families, had found each other and then shortly as life seemed to be picking up for the happy ending, an accident had taken the father, leaving a single mother to mourn and raise a child alone. A woman with no really marketable skills beyond being a woman and having a sympathetic story. She had been hired and remained hired at a moderately successful Bistro for over a decade, even being held on because she had a teenage son at home working a part time to help out.
Sad story, but one that had given her and the boy spines of steel. Still, open book regardless and...
His communicator goes off and he checks it. It is a text from an unknown number.
-Enjoying the show? ~Minisi
His eyebrows climb up a little and he reconsiders his thoughts on the octopus alien. She’s clearly very aware of things, and likely has the implants required to communicate without being obvious. Or he’s looking at a body double. Either way, she’s tipped her hand for... some reason. Which is bothering him. Why did she reveal this?
There is no way to determine without further interaction. So he replies with a simple yes.
-Good, a voyeur who doesn’t even enjoy the show is just a bore.
Is she just mocking him? This seems to be more mockery than anything. So he asks a simple question.
-Why does it matter?
-It doesn’t. You’re a prickly one aren’t you?
-Yes, I am. Is there an issue?
-Not at all.
Well that’s not useful. Is she just poking him for entertainment? She still hasn’t moved at all beyond basic shows of amusement as mother and son make plans to get her to the station and the Charbis daughter in law is putting on a clearly fake show of protesting having the woman be brought into the hive.
A hand falls onto his shoulder and he jumps in his seat a little before turning to see a smiling, but old and withered face. “Can I help you?”
“I was just wondering if I could make use of the communication relays next. As entertaining as the last few months were, I do think I should give a proper warning to my approach. If only to see how the boy responds.”
“Do you think he will respond poorly?”
“Only if he’s changed far more than I’d expect. But who knows? The mystery is half the fun of life now, isn’t it?” The elderly man says. Observer Wu considers for a few moments. This man had broken into his personal office without setting off an alarm, without alerting the guards and all the while needing a cane and with his joints audibly creaking.
“If you tell me how you broke in Mister Koga, then I think I can accommodate you.”
“Oh that? Easy enough, follow me lad, I’ll show you where you need a few more eyes. Or lasers! Lasers are always fun. Not as much as a guard dog, but having a poor inu in the vents is just cruel no matter how much you dislike chihuahuas.”
“That was rather specific.”
“I was suppose it was wasn’t it? Anyways, this way young man.”
~First~ Last

My parents have considered my best friend to be their 4th child since we became friends 18 years ago. We had the type of friendship where she would sleepover my house when I wasn’t home or go out to dinner alone with my parents.
Last week my dad passed away very suddenly at 55, my best friend was the first person who was told who wasn’t family. He passed away when we were on vacation so once we came home we expected her to be there for us.
This past Friday (4 days ago) was his wake, afterward my best friend and her boyfriend told me they would go home to change quick then come back over to my house to help me with some stuff I needed done for the funeral the next morning. They ended up going out to a sit down dinner and then going back to her house and fell asleep, they never showed up and she texted me hours later to say her boyfriend fell asleep and sorry she didn’t come.
The next morning comes and I ask her if after the burial she could pick up some of the food for the reception, she said of course. When the time comes to get the food it takes her an hour and a half, she stopped at Dunkin’ Donuts and also to fix her makeup. I tried to just brush it off because it wasn’t the time to make a big deal and I continued on with the reception and all in the best mood I could muster.
She promises me she’ll come over again and that she just needs to change quick and then her and her boyfriend will come have my dad’s favorite drink with myself and my boyfriend. 4 hours pass of us waiting for them before we get a text that they just woke up from a nap.
At this point I was tired of the excuses and my boyfriend had to leave anyway so I just didn’t even bother to ask them to still stop by. I don’t know where to even start to express how disappointed I am, I don’t think this is the time to argue especially since my mom still loves her like a daughter and I’m sure she’s not doing great with the loss either but I don’t know how to even bring this up.

Hey, it's been a while since I've posted something. I really thought, I'm getting over the breakup but I appear to be in the same place. my feelings won't let me go any further. I thought that it needs some time. But I'm still in the same place. Only progress I did is in the rationalization and understanding of BPD and NPD. I hoped for it to help me. It doesn't. I go through anxiety and panic attacks, daily. Yesterday, my friend who's still following my ex on social media sent me some recently added photos of her. The photos were with the guy she fell for our DURING relationship. Seeing it started the worst panic attack I've ever had. I don't even have the motivation to push forward.

I'm 15f over the years, and because of puberty, I've gained weight. ( I'm 5.3ft and weigh around over 90kg). I don't like my body and how big my thighs are and my belly. It doesn't help seeing pretty girls on Instagram with slim bodies and girls at my school who are skinnier than me. I've cried multiple times at night, feeling insecure about my body.
I never used to feel that insecure about my body or notice it that much. It all started in year 8 when I had a crush on a boy. He rejected me, and his friends called me Butterz fat chick and other things. I legit went home that day and bawled my eyes out.
I'm in Secondary now, and the fat shaming has continued. Kids always bring my weight when insulting me. I went on a DT trip, and the boys that were on the trip bullied me and fat-shamed me and made fat jokes like why is the bus shaking? She could eat the whole moon. For the entire car ride to the place we were going.
The worst thing is because I'm fat, I can't wear that many cute clothes, and I can't find any cute jeans/shorts or crop tops.
My parents are annoyed about my weight too. My dad is always shouting at me, saying don't eat that, don't drink that. But when my siblings eat or drink the same food, he doesn't say anything. My parents want the best for me, but it's annoying and frustrating when they comment.
I'm just fed up with being fat. I've tried over eight times to start a workout and lose weight but failed each time. I feel like a failure... seeing others lose weight while I'm here struggling to lose 1 pound.
Please give me advice. Should I seek a therapist for this? How do I lose weight and feel... pretty?

my best friend (16m) just broke up peacefully with his gf (15f) of two years. thing is, they broke up a week after someone started saying he was cheating on her with me (even though she knows it’s not true and they broke up bc of a whole other reason). rumors have spread, and now a lot of people keep calling him a cheater and calling me a boyfriend stealer. they keep pestering me and idk what to do

I recently broke up my ex. We were dating about half a year and I found out that our long-term goals don't match. We decided to stop talking to each other entirely. it was a painful breakup, even though i was the one who suggested it...but still, i care about him deeply. Although i can't imagine spending a life together with him, he is still an incredible person and we share many interests. i would like to talk to him about this, but i wonder how he will react, and i wonder if being friends with an ex has ever worked out..

I was just thinking today, I love my dog, she is literally my best friend at 24 years old and I don’t know even feel like it would be an embarrassing thing to admit anymore, as I don’t really have any close/best friends and haven’t done for several years. Part of the reason I’m so close with my dog is because she’s weirdly similar to me, skittish around new people/dogs, hears loud noises or is in a room with too many people and she leaves to be alone (or hang out with me because I’ve done the same😂), she also has her fixed routine, and she can’t judge for any perceived social faux paus or ‘weird’ behaviour…because she’s a dog. Most of it is just their nature, they won’t judge, like to spend time with you and can be hypersensitive to a lot of noises. I feel like I am more comfortable around her as she wont judge me for my autistic traits and to some extent I can relate to her through my autism. There is no constant stressing from masking and still feeling like an outsider.
Do you guys also relate more to animals, if so, do you have any animal companions? Do you not feel this way about animals at all?

I want to keep this brief, mainly because writing about it is such a doozy and I just want to get to the point.
My ex was the person who raped me. I just don’t get it, he turned on me. One moment we were friends and life was good and the next it was like I might as well have been a ghost. My use for him was no good. He hated me and apparently so did his family. When we were together he told me his family liked me. I remember his brother had called the cops because he walked in. I tried to thank him, you know what he said? “ I don’t care you got raped, you deserved it for all I care. I just want him to go to jail because it’s a crime” I had no one to defend me no one to protect me. I was so alone.

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Luna VI query: Set the source to the leaked files of the first reconnaissance operation of Irisa.
Certainly!
Luna VI query: What did Ryo do during the first hour of the war?
***
Ryo had already reached a state of full awareness after waking up, and yet he hadn't moved an inch, immersed in his inner world as he thought about what he and Elysira had done at night.
And what a wild night it was.
The way that she had skipped the journey to go straight for the finishing line had caught him unprepared. Still, with the mystery of their physical compatibility out of the way from the get-go, Ryo had been left with a lot of time to explore the other hiccups and perks of this interspecies endeavor.
From the occasional accident with her claws to the new possibilities her tail brought to the table, Ryo had enjoyed everything.
There was not an ounce of regret in him, but the memory of their last act lingered incessantly in his thoughts—a vivid Recollection of Elysira’s tail wrapping around his leg and letting silence prevail as his arm shyly enveloped her, allowing them to fall asleep side by side.
The one memory that held him in place, fearing their next interaction when the slightest of his movements would inevitably wake her up, mirroring what had happened all in the previous mornings.
What would she say?
Would she think that they are in a relationship now?
What would he do if the concept of casual hook ups didn't exist for the Irisians?
Ryo touched his face and shook his head, instantly deciding it was time to start his morning routine to distract him from those absurd thoughts.
The brain IO interface captured his intention, turning on the lights on the ceiling with maximum brightness, something that he was sure would wake her up at once given how sensitive to change all Irisians were.
And yet he was wrong.
Elysira’s head tilted away from the light as eyelids fluttered, but the only other thing she did before stopping moving was strengthening her grip on his leg quite a bit, making him realize that her tail had not let go of him the whole night.
Upon noticing how numb his leg felt, Ryo propelled his body upwards, intending to uncoil her tail from his leg and start his day. Hopefully, Elysira wouldn't mention what they did, and he too would be able to pretend it never happened.
However, the moment his upper body lifted from the ground and he got a full view of her body, he was unable to remove her tail from his leg, captivated by a simple but powerful sight.
With her hands inside the pockets, Elysira had used his jeans to restrain her claws, putting herself in a very uncomfortable position, likely afraid of hurting him during her sleep.
His eyes widened, dispersing his previous train of thought from existence. The hand that was supposed to be dealing with her tail moved toward Elysira's exposed neck instead, aiming to wake her up with a gentle touch.
And as if he had just perturbed the stillness of a calm lake with a stone, a barely perceptible ripple of yellow spread on her skin from the contact with his fingertips. It traveled through her neck, reaching the soft lines of her face, and even traveled down her long hair strands.
At the same time that it felt wrong to be able to take a peek at her emotions so easily, Ryo couldn't help but wonder—which other colors had the darkness stolen from him? While immersed in this question, Ryo kept caressing her neck until her eyes opened slowly, resetting all the back spots of her body at once as consciousness took control over instinct.
Elysira’s grip on his leg loosened when she realized she was overdoing it. Her gaze started scanning every inch of him, starting from the accidental scratches of her own making and unashamedly stopping at places she had not seen before.
Unbothered by her curiosity, he even removed some of the loose strands in front of her eyes and threw them behind her long ears to make her job easier, feeling some apprehension only when she lost interest and sought eye contact.
Traces of purple appeared around her black spots as she spoke. "What do you humans do after... what we did?"
Ryo winced, but his tone was gentle. "Silly girl!" He felt deep regret for how he had skipped the part of Irisian relationships in favor of politics when she was teaching him about her species. "It could be everything or nothing."
He expected some intense reaction from Elysira, but there wasn't a lot of emotion showing. As he searched her skin, he also realized he was unable to look at her the same way as before.
From seeing her small breasts, which he now knew for a fact fit on his hands, to the very memory of all evenness that he now was able to associate with the sheen her skin exhibited from certain angles, Ryo realized he had lost the ability to gauge her emotions without feeling a hint desire.
She noticed how long he was staring at her and a hint of yellow appeared. "I don't need everything, but nothing is not enough!"
How did Ryo fail to see that this conversation would inevitably happen when they were having fun at night?
"Oh!" He was unable to keep his mouth shut, which resulted in red and purple manifesting on her skin as he felt the pressure for a quick reply.
He had heard the Irisians speaking terms such as chosen, mate, and family, but Ryo didn't know much about this, and now was not looking like a good time for asking for clarification.
The translator would do its job in conveying his intention. But what would he say? Friends with benefits maybe? He gave up that one on the spot; he didn't consider their previous relationship a friendship, and somehow, he felt a dangerous desire to want more than that from her.
Under the pressure of his previous mistake, he told her the highest relationship he was willing to have without a care in the world for consulting his superiors. "Is girlfriend good for you?"
Elysira’s eyes widened as her skin maintained the same tones. But it lasted only a second before a golden hue took over, leaving little room for her black spots. "Wait, are you serious? I never thought you would consider anything more than being my exclusive pair."
"I am serious, but what's the difference?" Ryo instantly felt he could have gotten away with being just friends with benefits.
"Two differences." She took her clawed hands from the pockets of his jeans and pressed them against his neck in a fast but controlled movement. "One is implied trust." Her head approached him slower as if she would kiss him, but instead, her lips diverted toward his ears where she whispered, "And the other is a promise for the future."
"That seems alright."
As he said that, Elysira had already started taking little bites on his earlobe, her other hand joining around his neck while her tail was sneakily pushing the rest of her body on top of him.
"This will have to be quick, we-"
Ryo was about to give up the time they had for breakfast, when a powerful explosion shook the ground, causing the whole tent to vibrate.
Elysira’s pointy ears began to twitch and her body receded, trying to get of clue of what happened as she displayed purple. "I hear nothing."
"This was not far from here; I don't think it was a landslide." Ryo summoned a window with all the cameras outside and found nothing unusual, even with the infrared inspection.
Elysira could see what he was doing since they had never left the shared augmented space.
"Can we see what Amara is doing? She might know more than us."
He still was incapable of referring to her as his girlfriend even in his thoughts, but he still felt a hint of pride for her quick thinking. "Let's see."
He quickly summoned a live feed and promptly instructed the AI to go through the recordings of the whole night. "Nathan and that princess are still inside the tent. Time to go there."
Ryo wasted no time explaining, quickly standing up to begin the search for his underwear. The floor was still littered with paper sheets, and there were even some opened water bottles around, but he still found what he was looking for before pulling his jeans from under Elysira’s butt and getting dressed with haste.
He wore his shoes but didn't bother with his shirt and jacket, just taking his already loaded gun from the holster and getting some spare ammunition before heading outside cautiously.
"I'm going with you." She got out of the tent almost at the same time as him, proving that not needing clothes had its advantages.
"Stay close." He activated the infrared view mode and scanned the surroundings just to be sure, then hasted his steps towards Nathan's tent which was about forty meters ahead.
There was little he expected would go wrong on such a short journey, but Elysira’s ears began to twitch halfway through, prompting him to stop advancing. "Hear someone?"
"Something." She then used her tail to point uphill, in the direction where the rest of the group had set camp on the previous day. "I think it's a drone."
"Fuck, I hope you are wrong." He raised his 3D-printed revolver and felt like cursing more at the fact he didn't even have a proper pistol, pulling back the harmer and getting himself in front of Elysira.
Thanks to her acute hearing, when he heard the buzzing of the drone, his gun was already pointing in the right direction. Upon getting the first glimpse of the flying object and noticing how fast it was moving, he didn't hesitate to do a partial activation of combat mode.
The world slowed down for a moment, allowing him to see the device flying among the very few beams of blue light that made their way through the canopies. He didn't wait a single second and corrected his aim slightly to the left before pulling the trigger.
Bang!
The drone was torn to pieces and many parts fell about twenty-five meters away from them, at a distance that any explosives wouldn't hurt himself or Elysira.
When his eyes found her behind him, there was yellow and purple on her skin as she asked, "What if it was friendly?"
"The owner can send the bill up the chain for all I care." Ryo lowered the gun and did a full scan all around once more, only to find nothing again.
Her tail wrapped around his arm as all purple on her body disappeared, leaving only a hint of yellow. "Amara won't be happy if it was hers."
Just as Elysira spoke, a circular door opened on Nathan's tent, and Amara took a step outside with red filling her body.
Ryo pictured a scene of a princess complaining about her lost drone, but things only got more complicated instead.
Nathan emerged after her, and the pair began to argue loudly about what to do now that a war had broken out; Amara wanted to march uphill to join her guards, but Nathan held her by the tail when she was about to leave and prevented her for moving, saying it would be too dangerous.
Their argument turned into a messy mixture of the present situation with Amara sulking about a wasted night, which led Ryo to exchange a look of surprise with Elysira.
But their surprise only lasted a moment and Ryo decided he couldn't let those fools keep wasting valuable time.
Clap.
Clap.
Clap.
He had their attention now. "Please don't tell me you're mad because the plant lover couldn't get it up."
Under normal circumstances, Ryo had no doubt his assholish behavior would only instill shame and improve their cooperation.
However, he forgot to account that he was not wearing a shirt, leaving all his scratches exposed while Elysira was disheveled by his side, which caused Nathan's jaws to drop followed by Amara throwing an indignant gaze at Elysira and then at Nathan, who gave Ryo the feeling he might snap at any time.
"Why are you here?" Nathan's calm voice didn't match his clenched fist and rigid posture.
"Information. I want her to tell me what she knows about this war." Ryo had learned about the war by overhearing their previous argument.
Surprisingly, Amara was cooperative. "My brother's army found our position. They were not aware I was here with Nathan and ambushed the rest of my people and Zara; you destroyed their drone but if they saw us they might have a good reason to come here."
"Fuck!" He turned to Elysira and ordered. "Go back and gather my things. Take the essentials first, we are leaving."
Elysira used her tail to squeeze his arm in acknowledgment and rushed back. But when she had barely taken a few steps, she stopped as her ears moved. "More drones are coming!"
After alerting him, she ran to accomplish her task, leaving Ryo in the company of just Nathan and Amara.
"Isn't that great?" He grumbled to himself, but his voice carried loudly, obtaining the pair's attention as he raised his revolver again.
Knowing that the enemy was probably aware of their position, Ryo used infrared view mode to ensure they weren't using the drones as a distraction to pull off an ambush.
And that didn't seem to be the case when the first machine appeared, flying downwards in zigzag from the concentration of trees uphill.
Again Ryo used a partial activation of combat mode and aimed at the drone, yet this time more of them appeared, leaving the cover of the woods in groups of three until there were nine of them in total. But they didn't even try to get close this time, choosing to hover next to the canopies more than two hundred meters away from him, and assuming something akin to a structured formation.
This was extremely weird and enough of a reason for him to retreat a little, getting closer to his tent and taking cover behind a tree.
Nathan and Amara moved too, the botanist getting inside and returning with his gun while Amara's colors blended with his tent becoming hard to spot.
Assessing the new situation in an instant, Ryo concluded it would be better not to engage and retreat considering that those drones would be hard to take down at such distance. But things changed again quickly when the AI triggered a pop-up window, showing that several of the cameras he had set up in strategic places were capturing movement.
And what he was seeing now were several armed groups of Irisians heading towards their position, confirming Amara's supposition that the rebels were coming for them.
With the situation getting grimmer with every passing moment, Ryo thought of a possibility for what the drones might be doing, but his mind was still refusing to believe that the rebels could be as organized as his worst-case scenarios were giving them credit for.
To test this, he immediately tried to contact the space station through radio transmission, and since being found by the enemy was no longer an issue, he set the transmitter to maximum potency to validate his test.
Unable to establish a two-way connection.
He frowned even though that was not totally unexpected.
With only a few minutes at best before this place was filled with enemies, they would have to leave fast or they would be at the mercy of the enemy.
But first, there was something he wanted to say to Nathan, who now was using his tent for cover together with Amara. "Listen up, those fuckers are jamming our comms and they will be here at any time. Take the MLBCS and find a clearing to use it, I doubt they can interfere with the laser. Just don't forget that your immediate safety comes first or else you might not be among the living when the pod arrives."
Ryo and Nathan were technically enemies, but the last casualty in the war between Earth and Mars had happened several years in the past, ensuring that he had no reason to wish any harm for the botanist even though he didn't like him.
As for Amara, it was a little different. He hurried back to his tent without saying anything to her. And he did that not because he wished her harm, but simply because he didn't understand what she had at her disposal to offer any useful advice.
"Wait, what are you gonna do?" Nathan shouted from a distance.
With the adrenalin of seeing how many Irisians were coming helping his sincerity, he shouted back. "I'm not leaving the planet unless mission control finds a way to save Ely too."
After that, Nathan and Amara disappeared from his mind as he took cover behind his tent, slamming his hand against the foldable fabric many times to get Elysira's attention. "Hurry up, we can't stay here any longer."
She left immediately after, struggling to maintain balance as she used a hand plus her tail to carry his backpack, while her gun threatened to tumble from her gasp in her other hand.
And besides, one thing that Ryo’s eyes were immediately drawn towards was the clothes she was wearing—his clothes. While her legs were still exposed, his jacket still covered a bit more than her hips, loosely engulfing her slender frame like a billowing sail.
"I put the food and water in your backpack." She let go of the heavy item right over his feet as she put the gun on the ground and lifted her arms for him to recover his jacket and t-shirt. "You can get dressed while the tent folds."
He might have allowed her to keep the jacket if not for it being an inconvenience to her, so he just took it, making the first time he saw her wearing clothes a very short experience.
"No time for that, it won't fold with all the paper you left on the ground." He said as he swiftly slipped his arms into the sleeves of the jacket and zipped it up in one smooth movement.
Ryo was already considering which path they would take to flee when he noticed something terrible—Elysira’s skin had just been filled with gray as tiny black spots began to appear and disappear as if rain on the sand of a desert.
"What's it now?" He asked, trying to hide how unprepared he was to deal with this.
"Nothing has changed." Elysira averted her eyes. "I'm a burden to you just as I was to Amara. If I had-"
"Oh, shut up and quit the self-pity!" Ryo realized he was being too harsh, but still went on to finish it. "The paper is our mistake and I'm staying because I like you. This simple. Now get your gun and use your goddam camouflage, just like that princess is doing."
Ryo felt awful after saying this, and Elysira seemed quite taken about as she stared at him with wide eyes.
A moment later, however, she bent over and took the gun from the ground, her exterior blending quite well with the surroundings.
Ryo felt bad for her, but now there was no time to talk. "We run now, let's go."
The sound of his own steps was all he heard as they were putting some distance from the tent, making it so that he had to check on Elysira every couple of steps he took to ensure she was following him.
It was only when he heard some gunshots from far behind that he felt her claws tugging at his jacket from behind. "I hope Nathan is like you."
***
This was an account based on what Ryo did during the first hour of the war. The previous narrative is based on the events of the morning of the twentieth day of the exploratory mission of Irisa. According to your current settings, no queries will be suggested.
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recently i heard libra risings never get deep enough with someone so they never feel truly known/understood. i felt this deep guys. i was actually caught off guard at how on the spot it was. and im wondering if other libra risings feel this too?
the only person i feel seen with is my scorpio best friend and even then its not like completely raw me. like i have a superrr thin filter on.

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I’m going to try to get to the point with only the important details. I(34f) had a best friend(34f) of 20+ years. It was no secret that her and her husband were having problems. He’s an ass hole and he is emotionally abusive to her and her kids. I always supported her in doing whatever was best for her family. She cheated on him. He cheated on her. Woopty Doo. I didn’t support her cheating and she knew that, but I didn’t tell her husband. Anyway, about half a year ago he found out about her cheating. It was big and nasty, he was threatening to kill her, kidnap her and make her watch him fuck other women, crazy shit. He was acting CRAZY. I thought their painful relationship would be over. I was trying to give her all the support she needed. Told her I’d be there whatever happened between the two of them. A few days passed and she stopped talking to me. Then one day I get a call. The call is of her letting me know that she needed to take a break from our friendship for at least six months to work on her relationship with her husband. She couldn’t talk to him like she could me so I needed to be removed from the picture for them to succeed. I told her, hey, I support whatever it is that you think is best for your family and I wish you the best of luck. I hung up on her, and blocked her. In my opinion, that isn’t how friendships work.
Today I get a message from a random number asking if I could unblock them so we could talk. I had no idea who it was, so I asked. She told me her name and I didn’t respond. She then told me not to hate her. I told her I don’t, but I do hate her husband(but maybe I do honestly hate her to). She told me not to hate him either, that she had some shit to work out, and I let her know that was good for her. Now she’s asking if I’m really going to end our friendship for her doing what was best for her family?
I think yes. If removing me from your life is what is best for your family, that says everything about our relationship. I haven’t responded yet.
I came on here asking for advice on how to move forward. 1. Am I being an asshole or not? 2. Is it in my best interest to keep this person out of my life?
It is weird. I about to get married and thought of her recently and this happens. I feel confused on the situation.
Thanks for any advice.

Background info: this year I moved to a new school and met this girl Megan (not her real name) we only had like one class together last semester but we became really fast friends. We like pretty much all the same stuff and I even convinced her to start working at a local bookshop with me. She’s a very touchy person while I am not but for some reason am when it comes to her. So a couple of our friends have thought we’re dating, we laughed it off and moved on. But in the past few months I’ve realized I do in fact have a huge crush on her. She’s super smart, really pretty and does some of the weirdest things which I find adorable. The problem is I don’t know if she likes me. We have made so many jokes about people thinking we’re dating that it’s hard to slyly bring it up. We’re both girls and I have been out as a lesbian for a couple of years now but she’s not sure what she is, (her words not mine) Like I said she’s super touchy and I’m probably just reading into it but I feel like she’s a different softer type of touchy with me than she is with our other friends. We’re also both pretty avid writers and the two main characters in her story have kinda just ended up being gay for each other and their banter and one of the characters appearance is just like me but when I asked she said nothing was based on me. I really don’t want to ruin our friendship because even if we don’t date she’s still amazing and I want to be able to talk to her so what should I do?