So, I got this long term job for seventh graders at my old elementary school (the whole staff knows me and they’ll call me for jobs) for the last three weeks of school so you can imagine how that’s going. It hasn’t been going well, their teacher was basically their friend. There wasn’t a line of professionalism between student and teacher. When I first arrived the class was in disarray, and I had to change the seats around. The students were not happy at all, that I was changing things around. I’d give them book work, and they’d state that they wouldn’t do it because they already did it or that they never used that specific book.
I’ve been subbing there for five days now, and I’ve had teachers, the principal, Vice principal walk in to my class to address bullying or their defiance in completing assignments. I tried to address my fourth period the other day and was met w giggling and all of them talking over me, so I gave up and just sat back down. Today, they were complaining that they wanted to go with the teacher across the courtyard and how it wasn’t fair that they stayed with me. So I addressed this, and mentioned how it wasn’t fair on him to go out of his way and have half of the class with him during his prep period and sixth period till the end of the school year. I understand their frustrated with me and are annoyed I give them work but it’s my job. I had this girl say, “why do you have to call on other people to fix your problems”. I wrote a letter and addressed the constant walk ins as being a good thing but also a bad thing because the students see me as inadequate. I told this student how they refuse to listen to me so how can I solve these problems if they don’t care and she just rolled her eyes and kept asking the same question. Atp I was at my limit, and felt my face get red and my eyes start to water, so I stepped outside. I’m probably going to either get let go because they need someone who won’t waste other staffs time or I’ll just tell the office ladies I’ve known since I was a kid that I’m going to take another job.
I know I’m going to get some direct comments (that I will take to heart) saying that I should grow a backbone and I need to be firm or that this job isn’t for me. I’m 23 and got into this career because after graduating college, I wasn’t too sure what I wanted to do w myself. I know I should have a backbone, but I’m tired of the mockery and disrespect.

mahaba ‘to pls bear with it. badly needed lang some advice since most of my friends are still rooting for us. some says, its not a big deal but idk just pls be honest if im the one at fault or not ugh
(go to 8th paragraph if tinatamad u basahin ang backstory huhu)
so it all started shs g11, classmate kami. i have a HUGE crush on him sobra. close kaming dalawa kahit na we're not in the same circle. like ako yung girl na naging super close nya. pero im the type na magaling magtago and never nauuna magconfess. kapag gusto ko, gusto ko talaga. and the good thing is, gustong gusto nya rin ako pero nung malaman ko yun, huli na. when g12 came (same section) i have a new circle which is classmates ko rin, and don ako nagkagusto sa ex bf ko. alam ni ex ko that time na may crush ako kay guy bago pa maging kami. since tinanong ng two guy friends ko (kasama si ex don) kung sino crush ko. ako kase yung tipong magiging jowa lang kita kapag nag start tayo as friends, pansin ko lang. my ex was my first love. and ako rin yung first nya in everything. sobrang minahal ko si ex. basta sobrang love ko sya based sa diary ko na kapag binabasa ko ngayon parang di kaya ni 18y/o self mabuhay na wala si ex.
btw, friends din silang dalawa kasi parehas sila ng vibes. weird noh, di ko magets. like imagine, my ex knew i liked that guy before. and him? alam nyang nagkakadevelop-an na kami ni ex. so yun nga, nagconfess sya sa akin that time kaso nagkakaroon na ako feelings kay ex, ugh bish, sobrang torn ako that time kung alam nyo lang. bakit kasi ngayon lang sya nagconfess!! i liked him a lot, imagine nagconfess crush mo wow. like damn, sobrang gwapo nya im telling u and sobrang gustong gusto ko sya before. sobrang ilap nyan kapag may nagkakagusto sa kanya. basta laughtrip. anyways, di ko sya directly nireject kasi di ko kaya unlike sa mga naunang nagconfess sa akin na wala lang.
fast forward, si ex pinili ko that time. nagbreak kami ni ex after grad ng shs. GURL, parang gumuho ang mundo ko haha like bish pls ganun pala ang ‘heartbreak,’ sobrang sakit literal haha nagclosure pa kaming dalawa before we part ways, iyak kaming dalawa sobra kase love pa namin isa't isa.
after a month, nagchat sya sa akin. i was shocked kase different college na us pero nagchat pa rin sya wtf. kinumusta nya ako, sabi ko im sad ganern and sabi ko wala na pero im not pertaining to my ex directly. and fuck myself lang kasi sinabi ko rin that time na 'chat mo ko para di ako masad.' actually confused ako that time kasi di na sya nagreply pero little did i know na nahurt ko pala sya sobra :(( sorry talaga ah potek
then after ilang months, i heard the news na wala na si ex. guys haha, gumuho mundo ko that time. like muntikan na akong mairreg sa school. i thought end of the world na. pero yung last chats namin is yung nagpart ways kami with letters thru docs
nawalan ako gana sa lahat, basta lahat. di ko nga maimagine na ganun yung nafeel ko before unless binabasa ko yung diary. kaya im telling u, kung sino man ang naffeel 'to ngayon, pls maniwala kayo u will get through it promise!!
after a year living like a ghost, i tried to entertain some boys pero wala talaga hahah di ko talaga trip kahit for 1 week lang na chat chat haha. like sabi ko sa kanila, i dont want a relationship. NEVER. PERIOD. pero kinain ko yan lahat nang mag missed call sya sa akin haha and behold nagbabalik, my TOTGA. yup, u read it right. yung super crush ko before nag missed call sa akin. fast forward, naging kami. yup, u read it right again. and dito na ako hihingi ng advice, thank u kung nakaabot ka rito hahahahahha utas sorry na ang haba ko magkwento, daming commercial.
NGSB sya. ako lang yung girl na sobrang close nya, ako lang yung una nyang niligawan, sa akin lang sya nagconfess, and he's a date-to-marry kind of guy. no, scratch that, sa akin nya lang gustong ikasal. kung hindi ako, wag na lang. yup, ganun sya kung iddescribe. btw, im his first. first sa lahat, literal. and sobrang sya affected kapag di okay yung relationship namin.
mind you, sobrang love na love na love na love ko rin sya. so yun nga, smooth sailing ang aming relationship kahit na pandemic to post-pandemic. kaso nga lang, nagkaproblem.
nakita ko yung search list nya sa fb, mostly gurls na 'u know' malaswa idk. plus yung dati nyang crush nung g10. pero wait!! no chats, add, follow, likes, comments, hearts kahit san pa yan. walang ganun. as in. PERO KAHIT NA!!!
imagine, the betrayal i felt? tama nga yung mga nababasa ko, alam mo yung nanlalamig ka tas di makahinga wtf sobrang sama sa pakiramdam like pano pa kaya yung iba na physical cheat ah potek di ko maimagine
'1) is it microcheating ba???' kase even me, im fucking confused. anyways nung malaman ko yun, chinat ko agad sya. minura ko and all, SOBRA. like sobrang mura, lahat ng mura sinabi ko na at lahat ng masasakit at below the belt na salita, sinabi ko na rin. para akong bomba. tinadtad ko sya ng mga chats. yung cousin ko na pro-me, naawa sa kanya ng sobra. and even my bff told me na nakakatakot daw ako and kung sya daw yun is di nya kakayanin.
after ng chats ko, tawag sya nang tawag, sobrang daming missed calls, tapos chinat nya yung close friend ko nung shs, kase sobrang hiyang hiya sya sa akin. tapos after a while, naglong mess sya. super sorry sya and nagmamakaawa.
guys, mabait kasi ako. nagpupustahan pa mga tao kung nakita na nila akong magalit at sumigaw. plus never ako nagmura ng tagalog. i hate 'tagalog' cursing. eh that time talaga pinuta ko sya and tinanga plus bobo, landi, hayok na hayok, nakakadiri, plus sinabi ko pa na putahin nya yung g10 crush nya magsama sila, kantutin nya and everything. ramdam ko naffrustrate sya sa mga sinasabi ko pero sorry sya wala akong pake. sobrang sorry sya nang sorry and tangang tanga sya sa sarili nya
'2) tama ba yung reaction ko or too much?'
eto possible reason nya,

1. kapag magkaaway kasi kami lagi raw ako nagagalit sa kanya, kapag nakakita sya ganun parang nakakaganti sya
2. naaalala nya yung past (shs) and ginawa ko sa kanya (*pinaasa ko raw sya) '3) sa tingin nyo, pinaasa ko ba sya before?
3. di sya first ko
4. di sya makaget over na kung may gusto ako sa kanya nung g11, bakit pa ako nagkagusto sa iba. lagi nya yan tinatanong sa akin even now. sya kasi, hindi nya ako ippursue kung hindi ako yung nakikita nya in the future.

alam nyo one time, commercial break ulit, nakwento nya sa akin isang beses na sobrang nasasaktan sya before na nakikita nya kami ni ex magkasama kaya ginagawa nya di na sya pumapasok or nagdodota na lang.
pero sabi nya kahit anong reason pa yun, di pa rin majjustify yung ginawa nya, sobra. sobrang sorry na sorry sya. babawi sya, gagawin nya lahat kaya wag ko raw sya iiwan, di nya raw kakayanin, etc. wala akong balak reply-an sya, kahit araw araw syang nagcchat at tumatawag kaso natatakot ako eh, sobrang mahal na mahal na mahal ko ga yun. alam mo kung ibang tao yan? nablocked ko na plus di na ako paparamdam. kaya kong mag move-on, nakaya ko nga dun sa ex ko, yan pa kayang may ginawa sa akin? i hate cheating to the core of the universe. yan pinakaayaw ko. pero potek, sobrang mahal ko ga yan haha. literal na para sa akin, soulmate ko sya. and sya lang talaga ever nakita ko in the future. alam nyo yung tipong sya lang yung gwapo sa paningin ko, no bias 'to ha kahit na tunay na gwapo talaga sya, pero legit. sya lang nakikita ng mata ko. lahat ng makita ko, normal looking na like may mata, ilong, bibig. kaso wala eh, dahil sa ginawa nya naappreaciate ko na beauty ng iba. potek na yan. sarap kasi gumanti.
back to the topic, kahit galit ako after a while nirereply-an ko pero pagalit, kasi natatakot ako na baka may gawin syang di ko kayanin. like sabi ko nga sa inyo, affected sya sobra kapag about sa akin. and naaalala ko yung kay ex, kaya from time to time titingnan ko kung nag oonline sya tas makakahinga ako maluwag.
pero yeah, inaccept ko sya. i gave him a second chance. kaso eto nga yung PINAKA PROBLEM. like kayo na mag judge if ako ba may fault or nah. skl, i hate myself kasi naging sensitive ako kahit isang poncio pilato na makarinig ako ng babaeng name, napipikon na ako.
pero alam nyo, advice ko lang, love urself first bago kayo pumasok sa relationship kase if ever may gawin yung guy, di bababa yung tingin nyo sa sarili nyo. kase guys never ko naisip na ano wala sa akin bat nya ginawa yun or kapag nakakakita ako like magandang girl, maiinsecure ako pero nope. kase alam ko maganda ako and alam ko yung worth ko. like bitch pls, lalaki talaga may kasalanan ugh landi kasi kainis.
4) im asking for advice kasi after 8 months, nabring up ko pa rin. promise, im trying. kaya nga nakagawa na ako ng sobrang habang ganto kasi nag away kami today hehe kasi nabring up ko ulit because he's asking for smth eh napikon ako. so okay lang ba once in a while na masabi ko ulit yun?
BTW, the 'microcheating' happened 8 months ago na, and so far, wala naman iba after nun and wala na akong pake kung gawin nya yun ulit, edi kapag nahuli ciao na for real hahaha. no third chances kasi para sa mga tang- na yun.
BTW, add ko lang, i never asked for his accounts. talagang pinilit nya lang ako magexchange kami ng insta. tho kagagawa nya pa lang ig, kase wala naman sya ganun. eh dun ko sya nahuli because of meta diba (fb&ig). after nun, nah di ko na hiningi kasi wala na akong pake hahah mastress lang ako.
*idk if eto na yung pinakamahabang post dito huhu sorry na

Here are 100 Tips to Advance Spiritually on Your Recovery Journey

1. Start your day with prayer, asking God for strength and guidance.
2. Read the Bible daily, focusing on verses about healing and recovery.
3. Join a Christian recovery group where you can share your journey with others.
4. Memorize Scripture that speaks to overcoming temptation and maintaining faith.
5. Keep a journal of prayers, insights, and daily progress.
6. Attend church regularly to worship and connect with a faith community.
7. Practice gratitude by thanking God for three things every morning.
8. Offer your struggles to God in prayer, asking for His help to overcome them.
9. Serve others through volunteer work, which can shift focus from self to service.
10. Share your testimony with others to encourage them and strengthen your own faith.
11. Find a mentor or spiritual director who exemplifies Christian living.
12. Participate in Bible studies to deepen your understanding of the Scriptures.
13. Practice forgiveness, letting go of old grudges and asking for forgiveness from those you’ve hurt.
14. Avoid triggers and situations where you’re tempted to relapse.
15. Maintain healthy boundaries in personal and professional relationships.
16. Stay active to help manage stress and improve mental health.
17. Eat a balanced diet to help stabilize mood swings and improve overall health.
18. Get adequate sleep to ensure your mind and body are well-rested.
19. Practice humility by acknowledging your weaknesses and asking for help when needed.
20. Celebrate small victories in your recovery journey, recognizing God’s hand in each.
21. Seek professional counseling if you struggle with underlying issues contributing to addiction.
22. Pray for others facing similar struggles, which can deepen your empathy and connection.
23. Participate in retreats focused on spiritual growth and recovery.
24. Practice patience, recognizing that recovery is a journey, not a destination.
25. Engage in regular self-reflection to assess your growth and areas needing improvement.
26. Stay connected with supportive friends and family who encourage your recovery.
27. Use your experiences to advocate for recovery support in your community.
28. Develop a personal creed or statement of faith that you can turn to in times of temptation.
29. Learn to recognize God’s presence in everyday life and lean on Him during tough times.
30. Set realistic goals for your personal and spiritual growth.
31. Practice mindful meditation focused on biblical truths and God’s love.
32. Join a service project at church or a local charity.
33. Educate yourself about the physiological aspects of addiction to better understand your body’s reactions.
34. Encourage someone daily with a phone call, text, or email.
35. Make amends where possible, as part of your healing process.
36. Limit exposure to digital distractions to enhance your focus on recovery and spiritual growth.
37. Read Christian literature that supports recovery and spiritual well-being.
38. Create a peaceful home environment that supports your recovery.
39. Attend workshops or seminars on Christian living and addiction recovery.
40. Practice the art of listening to God and others, enhancing your empathy and understanding.
41. Engage in creative activities like writing, painting, or music that express your journey.
42. Develop a routine that includes time for work, rest, and spiritual practices.
43. Seek opportunities to share your skills and talents with your church or community.
44. Maintain a spirit of joy, finding reasons to smile and laugh each day.
45. Dress modestly and respectfully, reflecting your dignity as a child of God.
46. Be honest with yourself and others about your struggles and successes.
47. Respect your body as a temple of the Holy Spirit by avoiding substances that harm it.
48. Cultivate gentleness in your interactions with others.
49. Take responsibility for your actions and their impact on others.
50. Participate in community prayer groups or start one if none exists.
51. Commit to lifelong learning about your faith and how it relates to recovery.
52. Use technology for good, such as subscribing to Christian podcasts or recovery channels.
53. Support others in their recovery, offering your time and presence as a mentor.
54. Engage with nature, appreciating God’s creation as a source of peace.
55. Maintain a clean and orderly living space, which can improve your mental clarity and peace.
56. Honor your commitments to others, showing reliability and respect.
57. Seek silence regularly, allowing God to speak to your heart without interruption.
58. Pray before meals, thanking God for His provision.
59. Participate in fasting as a form of spiritual discipline and focus.
60. Practice saying “no” to non-essential demands that may lead to stress or temptation.
61. Develop financial discipline, using resources wisely and avoiding debt.
62. Attend a different community’s church service to experience the broader body of Christ.
63. Watch or listen to testimonies of other Christians who have overcome addiction.
64. Plan for challenging situations by having a strategy to maintain your sobriety.
65. Participate in communal worship, such as singing hymns or contemporary Christian music.
66. Adopt a spirit of perseverance, knowing that every day with God is a step toward recovery.
67. Educate others about addiction, breaking down stigma and spreading hope.
68. Take time off when needed to maintain your mental and spiritual health.
69. Pray with and for your family, strengthening bonds and spiritual connections.
70. Celebrate religious holidays with true spiritual fervor, focusing on their Christian significance.
71. Visit historical Christian sites or take pilgrimages to deepen your faith.
72. Incorporate Christian symbols in your home to remind you of your faith.
73. Give anonymously to those in need, practicing the gift of giving without recognition.
74. Join or form a support group specifically for Christian addicts in recovery.
75. Use Christian apps that provide daily scriptures and prayers.
76. Hold regular family devotions, integrating faith into your household’s routine.
77. Teach a Sunday school class or small group, sharing your knowledge and faith.
78. Partake in communion regularly, remembering Christ’s sacrifice and promise.
79. Invite friends to church or spiritual events, sharing your journey and community.
80. Maintain a prayer list, regularly updating and praying for the needs of others.
81. Reflect on the lives of saints and other Christian figures, drawing inspiration from their faith and perseverance.
82. Practice hospitality, opening your home to fellowship and community building.
83. Engage in spiritual warfare prayers, recognizing and combating the spiritual roots of addiction.
84. Forgive yourself and others, releasing bitterness and focusing on God’s mercy.
85. Decorate your living space with verses and Christian art, creating an environment of faith.
86. Observe a Sabbath rest, dedicating time each week to rest and spiritual renewal.
87. Speak words of affirmation and faith to yourself and others.
88. Consult with your pastor or spiritual leader regularly to stay on track.
89. Embrace modesty in thoughts, words, and actions, focusing on purity.
90. Conduct a weekly review of your spiritual and recovery progress.
91. Be proactive in your church community, taking part in its activities and outreach.
92. Learn to manage stress through faith-based practices like meditation and prayer.
93. Teach about addiction and recovery in your church, spreading awareness and support.
94. Maintain a balance between work, rest, and play to support your overall well-being.
95. Create a vision board that includes your spiritual goals and inspirations.
96. Participate in ecumenical gatherings, recognizing the unity of the broader Christian community.
97. Implement a “media fast” periodically to focus more on your spiritual life.
98. Pray for global issues and missions, broadening your spiritual concern beyond personal needs.
99. Set up a prayer corner or altar in your home, dedicating a space for spiritual reflection.
100. Routinely update your mentor or accountability partner about your progress and struggles.

These “I am” statements can also be used as Daily Affirmations.

1. I am fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14).
2. I am a new creation in Christ; the old has gone, the new is here! (2 Corinthians 5:17).
3. I am strong in the Lord and in his mighty power (Ephesians 6:10).
4. I am more than a conqueror through Him who loves me (Romans 8:37).
5. I am not given a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and a sound mind (2 Timothy 1:7).
6. I am God’s handiwork, created to do good works (Ephesians 2:10).
7. I am set free in Christ (Galatians 5:1).
8. I am healed by His wounds (1 Peter 2:24).
9. I am the light of the world (Matthew 5:14).
10. I am the salt of the earth (Matthew 5:13).
11. I am chosen, holy, and dearly loved (Colossians 3:12).
12. I am redeemed from the curse of sin (Galatians 3:13).
13. I am hidden with Christ in God (Colossians 3:3).
14. I am a citizen of heaven (Philippians 3:20).
15. I am free from condemnation (Romans 8:1).
16. I am assured that all things work together for good (Romans 8:28).
17. I am God’s temple (1 Corinthians 3:16).
18. I am never forsaken (Hebrews 13:5).
19. I am born of God, and the evil one cannot touch me (1 John 5:18).
20. I am sealed with the promised Holy Spirit (Ephesians 1:13).
21. I am the branch that bears fruit (John 15:5).
22. I am a friend of Jesus (John 15:15).
23. I am justified and redeemed (Romans 3:24).
24. I am set free from the law of sin and death (Romans 8:2).
25. I am chosen to bear fruit (John 15:16).
26. I am firmly rooted, built up, and established in my faith (Colossians 2:7).
27. I am built on the foundation of the apostles and prophets, with Christ as the chief cornerstone (Ephesians 2:20).
28. I am reconciled to God (2 Corinthians 5:18).
29. I am united with other believers (John 17:20-23).
30. I am a member of Christ’s body (1 Corinthians 12:27).
31. I am a saint (Ephesians 1:1).
32. I am hidden with Christ in God (Colossians 3:3).
33. I am anointed by God (2 Corinthians 1:21).
34. I am a temple of the Holy Spirit (1 Corinthians 6:19).
35. I am chosen by God, precious and special (1 Peter 2:4).
36. I am receiving a kingdom that cannot be shaken (Hebrews 12:28).
37. I am guarded by God’s peace (Philippians 4:7).
38. I am confident that the good work that God has begun in me will be perfected (Philippians 1:6).
39. I am a partaker of Christ’s promise (Ephesians 3:6).
40. I am righteous and holy (Ephesians 4:24).
41. I am a follower of Christ (1 Corinthians 11:1).
42. I am the aroma of Christ to God (2 Corinthians 2:15).
43. I am not moved by life’s difficulties because God supports me (Psalm 62:6).
44. I am strengthened with all power according to His glorious might (Colossians 1:11).
45. I am helped by God’s angels (Hebrews 1:14).
46. I am secured because God holds my hand (Isaiah 41:13).
47. I am victorious through Christ (1 Corinthians 15:57).
48. I am joyfully giving thanks to the Father who qualifies me to share in the inheritance of the saints (Colossians 1:12).
49. I am disciplined by God as His child (Hebrews 12:5-11).
50. I am bearing the fruits of righteousness that come through Jesus Christ (Philippians 1:11).
51. I am guided by the Spirit (Romans 8:14).
52. I am not consumed by mental afflictions because my mind is renewed daily (Romans 12:2).
53. I am called to eternal glory in Christ (1 Peter 5:10).
54. I am the recipient of every spiritual blessing in the heavenly realms (Ephesians 1:3).
55. I am sheltered by God’s power (1 Peter 1:5).
56. I am confident of God’s love for me (Romans 8:38-39).
57. I am invited to approach God’s throne with confidence and boldness (Hebrews 4:16).
58. I am receiving mercy for my failures and grace to help in time of need (Hebrews 4:16).
59. I am cleansed from my sins when I confess them (1 John 1:9).
60. I am loved with an everlasting love (Jeremiah 31:3).
61. I am guarded by God’s power through faith for a salvation ready to be revealed in the last time (1 Peter 1:5).
62. I am not anxious about anything because I can bring all my requests to God (Philippians 4:6).
63. I am given God’s glorious grace lavishly and without restriction (Ephesians 1:5-8).
64. I am in the hand of Christ from which no one can snatch me away (John 10:28-29).
65. I am engraved on the palms of God’s hands (Isaiah 49:16).
66. I am the focus of God’s personal care and attention (Matthew 10:29-31).
67. I am never abandoned by God (Deuteronomy 31:6).
68. I am important to God (1 Peter 2:9).
69. I am sheltered and safe in God’s presence (Psalm 91:1).
70. I am confident of this, that God who began a good work in me will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus (Philippians 1:6).
71. I am one of God’s living stones, being built up in Christ as a spiritual house (1 Peter 2:5).
72. I am rooted and established in love (Ephesians 3:17).
73. I am called out of darkness into His marvelous light (1 Peter 2:9).
74. I am God’s child for I am born again of the incorruptible seed of the Word of God which lives and abides forever (1 Peter 1:23).
75. I am God’s workmanship, created in Christ unto good works (Ephesians 2:10).
76. I am a partaker of His divine nature (2 Peter 1:4).
77. I am called to be a kingdom and priests to serve God (Revelation 1:6).
78. I am the temple of the Holy Spirit; I am not my own (1 Corinthians 6:19).
79. I am forgiven of all my sins and washed in the Blood (Ephesians 1:7).
80. I am delivered from the power of darkness and translated into God’s kingdom (Colossians 1:13).
81. I am redeemed from the curse of the Law (Galatians 3:13).
82. I am firmly rooted, built up, established in my faith and overflowing with gratitude (Colossians 2:7).
83. I am called to fellowship with Jesus Christ our Lord (1 Corinthians 1:9).
84. I am a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, a holy nation (1 Peter 2:9).
85. I am the righteousness of God in Jesus Christ (2 Corinthians 5:21).
86. I am created in His image (Genesis 1:26-27).
87. I am not the great “I am” (Exodus 3:14; John 8:24,28,58), but by the grace of God, I am what I am (1 Corinthians 15:10).
88. I am God’s sheep, hearing and following His voice (John 10:27).
89. I am being transformed into His image (2 Corinthians 3:18).
90. I am called to be strong and courageous (Joshua 1:9).
91. I am a disciple because I have love for others (John 13:34-35).
92. I am the righteousness of God in Christ (2 Corinthians 5:21).
93. I am a child of light and not of darkness (1 Thessalonians 5:5).
94. I am chosen to be fruitful (John 15:16).
95. I am alive with Christ (Ephesians 2:5).
96. I am free from any charge against me (Romans 8:31-34).
97. I am a minister of reconciliation (2 Corinthians 5:17-20).
98. I am God’s coworker (2 Corinthians 6:1).
99. I am seated in heavenly places with Christ (Ephesians 2:6).
100. I am saved by grace through faith (Ephesians 2:8).

Hey Entrepreneur!
I wanted to share the story of the past year and a half of my life - a tale of challenges, tech innovation, and a whole lot of snacks. This isn’t just about launching a product; it’s about solving a big problem that inspired an entire platform.
**TL;DR: My buddy and I sold our previous snack subscription box company and made a cool thing**

The Seeds of Discontent

At our previous company, my buddy Mike and I saw how powerful influencer marketing could be. Our business, delivering international snacks to doorsteps, was perfect for social media. But managing these influencer partnerships was a huge headache.
Each new campaign started with excitement but quickly became overwhelming. We dealt with many social media platforms, each with its own rules and metrics. Keeping track of everything felt like trying to solve a puzzle with pieces that kept changing. The tools we used were basic. They helped us send products and payments but didn’t offer much for managing or understanding the big picture.
Tracking our campaign performance was a real pain. With just a small team running our marketing, we were juggling hundreds of influencers at the same time. It was hard to keep an eye on everyone and make quick decisions. Plus, the data we got was often late and messy, making things even more frustrating.
This constant struggle showed us a big gap in our toolkit. We needed a solution that could make managing influencers easier and give us useful insights, something as dynamic and global as our product. This ongoing frustration planted the seeds for what would eventually become our new company.

Market Research: Finding the Pain Points

After selling our previous business, Mike and I took a six-month break. We explored different ideas, from unique apps to a Castle Crashers style game. But our experience working with creators kept pulling us back to marketing. We knew the challenges of influencer marketing needed to be addressed.
We talked to our network in the e-commerce space to see if they had similar problems. The feedback was eye-opening. Many businesses struggled with existing tools, which mostly acted as simple marketplaces, where interactions were brief and not very deep.
Even worse, the few ambassador tools available were expensive and limited. When I searched for an ambassador software tool that worked across all social networks, the options I found required scheduling demos days in advance. They often lacked direct API connections and supported only a few major social media networks. The starting prices were high, often around $5k per month, with costs going up as the program expanded.
This research not only validated our experiences but also showed us a strategic need for our own tool. We realized we needed a solution not just to fill the current gap but also as a key part of our marketing stack for future businesses. We were determined to build something that wouldn’t force us—or anyone else—to pay a crazy amount for effective influencer marketing.

Designing the Dream: Our New Business’ Blueprint

With a clear vision from our frustrations and market research, we set out to create our new business. Our goal was to build a comprehensive tool that would change influencer marketing. Here’s what we focused on:

• **Comprehensive Integration**: We made sure the tool we created works with the top 10 social networks in the US. This unified approach helps marketers manage campaigns across different platforms easily, without juggling multiple tools.
  
• **Dynamic Engagement Tools**: Engagement is key, so we developed real-time interaction capabilities. We built user-friendly native apps for ambassadors on the App Store and Google Play, allowing influencers to stay engaged and responsive. Brands manage their campaigns through a web-based company portal.
  
• **Robust Analytics Engine**: While our analytics engine gives deep insights, we know it needs continuous improvement. We designed it to evolve, offering ongoing updates to refine its capabilities and deliver actionable intelligence.
  
• **Flexible and Fun Engagement**: The points and rewards system was the most important and fun feature to develop. This gamification of the influencer experience encourages participation and loyalty, making marketing campaigns more engaging.
  
• **Advanced Group Segmentation**: We included the ability to segment ambassadors into groups. This allows brands to target certain activities and rewards to specific groups, enhancing the effectiveness of marketing efforts.
  

Each feature of our tool we were creating was designed to address specific pain points we identified. Our goal was to offer a tool that was powerful, efficient, adaptable, and enjoyable for both brands and their ambassador partners.

Launching Our New Business: Embracing User Feedback

After about 18 months of design and development, we started the soft launch of our new business on May 1st. Opting for a soft launch allowed us to focus on real-time feedback and fine-tuning over making a big initial splash. This approach is crucial - not just for introducing our product but for understanding how it fits into the real world, where actual users rely on it.

Initial Rollout and Testing

Our launch a couple of weeks ago marked the start of our public journey. We released our new tool we created with ambassador apps on the App Store and Google Play, and opened our web-based company portal for business use. This phase is not about mass marketing but about engaging with our professional network and early adopters testing everything in real-world conditions. This includes real companies and creators, ensuring our platform is robust and responsive.

Iterative Feedback Integration

Feedback from these early stages is invaluable. We have set up multiple channels to communicate with our initial users to ensure they feel supported and heard. This ongoing dialogue is critical as it helps us identify and implement necessary adjustments quickly. Each piece of feedback is a step towards improving functionality and user experience.

Continued Development Based on Early Insights

Since we are still in the soft launch phase, our focus remains on refining the platform. A recent development was adding the Creator Hub and Company Center about a month ago—enhancements from recognizing limitations in our initial setup.
**Creator Hub**: The Creator Hub allows businesses to manage their ambassador relationships dynamically. Companies can discover and invite creators who match their interests and campaign goals, ensuring more personalized and effective collaborations.
**Company Center**: This feature allows creators to independently discover and apply to various ambassador programs, giving them the freedom to engage with brands that align with their interests.
These features aim to make the connection between companies and creators as seamless and beneficial as possible, accommodating a wide range of marketing strategies and campaign sizes.

How The Tool We Created Works: Streamlining Influencer Marketing

Our tool is designed to simplify and enhance the influencer marketing process for both companies and creators. Here’s a step-by-step breakdown of how our platform works:

1. **Signup and Integration**

• Companies can quickly create customizable signup forms. They can also invite new ambassadors directly from the Creator Hub that match their interests. This flexibility helps integrate Social Strudel into existing marketing workflows.

1. **Ambassador Onboarding**

• Creators apply to become ambassadors, download the Social Strudel app, and connect their social media accounts. This ensures that once approved, creators can start engaging with brand campaigns promptly.

1. **Application Review**

• Companies get notifications of new applicants and can approve or decline them based on their fit and relevance to marketing goals. This step ensures only the best ambassadors represent the brand.

1. **Targeted Segmentation**

• Companies can segment ambassadors into groups, allowing them to tailor activities and communications. This supports targeted marketing strategies and more personalized engagement.

1. **Activity Management**

• Companies set up new activities on various social platforms for ambassadors. Examples include:
  
  • **Instagram**: Create a photo post featuring the brand’s latest snack box and use specific hashtags.
  • **TikTok**: Develop a short video showing a fun unboxing of the product, encouraging engagement through likes and comments.
  • **Twitch**: Host a live stream where the ambassador tries snacks from the box during a gaming session, discussing favorites with viewers.
• These are just examples, and activities can be tailored to fit different platforms and goals.
  

1. **Real-Time Notifications**

• Creators get notifications about new activities through push notifications and email. They can browse the app for available activities, ensuring they never miss an opportunity.

1. **Submission and Verification**

• Creators submit proof of activity completion directly through the app. This makes managing submissions easy and organized for companies.

1. **Activity Approval**

• Companies review submitted activities, approving or declining them based on quality and alignment with campaign objectives. This maintains high standards and ensures effectiveness.

1. **Rewards and Motivation**

• Upon approval, creators earn points, which can be redeemed for various rewards. This system motivates creators to produce high-quality content and stay engaged.

1. **Custom Rewards Creation**

• Companies create custom rewards, ranging from products, discounts, to unique experiences, or even cash. This flexibility allows brands to align rewards with their strategies and ambassador preferences.

1. **Reward Notifications and Redemption**

• Creators are notified of available rewards and can redeem their points. This keeps creators motivated and engaged.

1. **Reward Distribution Management**

• Companies are notified about reward redemptions and distribute rewards accordingly. This final step ensures creators are compensated for their efforts, and companies can manage reward distribution easily.

Looking Forward: The Road Ahead for Us

As we continue with our new business, we are committed to not just meeting but exceeding the evolving needs of digital marketing. We’ve only just begun to tap into our platform’s potential, and our roadmap is geared towards enhancing our service and expanding our reach.

Enhanced Integration Capabilities

We aim to expand our platform’s integration capabilities, adding support for social networks like WhatsApp, Discord, Telegram, and Quora, and adapting to new emerging platforms like the anticipated Vine 2. By covering more platforms, we provide our users with tools to engage with audiences everywhere online.

Advanced Analytics and AI Implementation

Understanding the crucial role of data, we plan to enhance our analytics engine with advanced metrics and predictive analytics. By integrating AI, we aim to give users insights that reflect current trends and anticipate future behaviors.

Continued Focus on User Experience

User feedback is key and remains a cornerstone of our development. We are committed to refining the user experience based on real usage and feedback. This includes enhancing our mobile apps and ensuring the Creator Hub and Company Center are intuitive and robust. Both are still in early stages, and we are actively working to improve these features.

Expanding Educational Resources

To help users fully leverage the tool we created, we plan to expand our educational resources. This includes tutorials, best practice guides, and case studies for new users, and advanced content for experienced marketers to refine their strategies.

Final Reflections

If you've stuck with me this long through our story, thank you! Reflecting on this journey, it’s clear that every challenge and setback helped shape our vision and refine our approach. From the initial frustrations to the detailed market research, every step has been a learning experience. We're excited about the future and committed to improving our platform constantly to meet the evolving needs of our users and potential users. If you have any questions or feedback at all, I’d love to hear it! Your insights and support mean a lot as my partner and I continue to grow and innovate.

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As a member of Fate Gaming, you’ll have access to our Discord server and game servers, as well as the opportunity to participate in events, tournaments, and giveaways. Whether you’re a seasoned gamer or just starting out, our community is the perfect place to connect with others who share your passion for gaming.
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All Fate members are active within 45 days. Many guilds, both small and large are inactive & lack quality members. Don’t gamble your time on communities with no track record or those that accept anyone willing to join.
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Hi there! I’m 26, CST, and female!
SFW ONLY.
Message me with your age, timezone (US Timezones Preferred), what plot you’re interested in, and a sample of your writing if you’re interested!
Partner requirements: must be 21 to 35 years old - Must play male - write in third person - 2+ paragraphs - must be able to post once a day - Discord Only. - No asterisks - Proper grammar and punctuation please.
Super into enemies to lovers and/or love triangles right now.
Also would love to do something ACOTAR inspired or Hades x Persephone.
Cool, confident characters only. I am not interested in shy/reserved/soft/etc.
Alien x Superhero This is meant to be sort of Avenger-ish with aliens not being liked on Earth. I was thinking maybe your character is one of the heroes against the whole aliens being on the Earth. There’s a march being rumored to happen where aliens wanting to gain citizenship and demand the end of their races being killed. What your character doesn’t know is that his beloved girlfriend is an alien (my character). She’s a shapeshifter type that’s been sneaking out of the house lately for meetings concerning the march.
Rivals I have a few ideas for this one. One resolving around two college aged adults going to the same college, their parents are mafia rivals. Slowly they fall for each other before finding out who they really are, or even an arranged sort of marriage that ties both families together and ends the rivalry... just for a while.
Arranged Marriage: Looking for a more modern to almost futuristic kind of setting. Our characters being forced to marry each other due to a war ending or some other sort of treaty. I would be more than happy to also have some fantasy elements in this.
The Selection: Basically a slightly futuristic twist on the BacheloBachelorette. One prince or princess comes of age and must go through an event called The Selection where they must find love from a specific amount of contestants.
Royal Mistake: a prince from another country comes to America for school under a disguise and fake name, and falls for a regular American commoner.. It calls for big scandals if anyone finds out who the noble in disguise really is.
Fake Fiancée: Y/C and his fiancée have recently called things off. There’s only one real problem to this... He was supposed to bring her to meet the family at a huge family reunion/wedding/event of your choice. He resorts to calling M/C his college best friend or his best friend’s sister… we can discuss that a bit more.

First off, congrats to everyone for the past application cycle! No matter what your outcome was, it's a big accomplishment to have gone through the whole process. I'm a non-trad who was accepted to Queen's this year, on my 2nd application cycle. I will be 27 when I start this Fall. It feels surreal and I always told myself I'd write a post about my journey if this day ever came - and here we are.
I didn't decide to apply to med school until after I finished undergrad, and while doing my research, I always wished I could read/hear perspectives from others with my background. Even though everybody's path will be different, I hope that my story can provide some insight (or even hope) for other non-trad applicants out there.
Before we start, here are my stats because that's important:

• cGPA, OMSAS: 3.53
• wGPA, UBC: ~85%
• MCAT: 515 (127/129/130/129)
• Casper: 4th
• IP: BC and ON

I'll go in chronological order, briefly describing some of the major events that led me to today, starting from high school. Please ask me any questions in the comments - (almost) nothing is off limits :)
TLDR: I was a software engineer who quit after a year to go to grad school and pursue medicine. It took me 4 years from when I decided to pursue this to getting accepted at a Canadian school. I did a Masters in stats and applied 2 times. My biggest takeaway is to do a lot of what you are passionate about, do it well, and take it far (for me, that was teaching and research).
Some demographics:

• My parents and I immigrated to Canada from Asia when I was 3
• I grew up in the GTA and did undergrad in Ontario
• I'm the first person in my family to pursue med school. My immediate family and I are the only people in our whole family who live outside of Asia, and nobody in my parents' network of family friends is in healthcare either.

High school, 2011-2015: I was always interested in medicine as a kid, but math was always my favourite subject. I applied to several science and math programs, and was choosing between Western Med Sci and Waterloo Math. I did not apply to Mac Health Sci and looking back, I'm not sure why (perhaps a sign that I didn't believe in myself). I ended up choosing Waterloo Math and giving up on the medical school route in grade 12, for a few reasons: the math program had 6 co-op terms, meaning I'd graduate with 2 full-time years of job experience, and I wasn't particularly good at biology and didn't have strong reasons for pursuing medicine back then. Med school also seemed like an impossible goal, especially since I didn't have any mentors in the field.
Undergrad, 2015-2020: This was honestly a fun time for me. I double-majored in stats and CS and I did 6 co-ops, 5 of which were in software engineering roles. I had originally planned to do actuarial science, but quickly saw the earning potential in the tech industry and made it my goal to get a job at a big tech company. A lot of personal stuff happened during this time as well that affirmed my decision pursue a software engineering career. One part of it was that I didn't want my parents to worry about me, and being able to show them that I was able to do well for myself in tech felt really good.
Halfway through my co-ops, I realized that I wasn't feeling the most fulfilled in software roles, but management roles also didn't appeal to me. I didn't really take the time to fully explore this feeling, and it was easy to put it away in light of the high income and getting to live in big cities for internships. Still, I did well in my co-ops and built up my software skills. After realizing that "grades don't matter for getting tech jobs", I let my grades slip. It wasn't until 4th year that I decided I wanted to keep the door open for grad school, and starting taking classes I liked and getting better grades. I graduated with an 82% average, with my grades all over the place (which I'd later learn was bad for calculating my OMSAS gpa lol).
Throughout undergrad, I still wanted to be involved in clubs and stuff, so here's a list of all my undergrad ECs. All these were only 4-8 months long.

• 1st year: I was a member and president of my first year residence council
• 2nd year: I was in a leadership position at the statistics club
• 3rd year: I was an event coordinator for co-op students in a city away from home
• also 3rd year: I was part of a club that builds software for non-profits

Another activity from undergrad that made it onto my application was a research project I did at one of my co-ops. It was in NLP and I worked on it even after finishing that coop term. It ended up taking 4 years to get published.
Full-time software engineering, 2020-2021: I signed a return offer from one of my co-ops, and had planned to move to Seattle in the summer after graduating to start working. But Covid changed all that. I moved back home with my parents in the GTA and worked at my software job remotely for the full year.
It was during this year that I was really feeling unfulfilled in my job, and did a lot of thinking about how I wanted my career to look. I started to remember that med school was something that I once wanted to do, and I also started reading/watching a lot of content from people in medicine with non-traditional backgrounds. My partner, who is also from Ontario, was accepted to an international med school, and many of our friends were also getting into schools in Canada around the same time, so this reaffirmed to me that it was actually possible. While working for the year, I made a plan to apply to grad school (academia would be my back-up) and take the MCAT. Here's what my 2020-2021 looked like:

• July: started full-time work
• December-January: wrote personal statements and applied to 5 Masters programs in biostatistics
• February-April: acceptances to Masters programs came in, and I was studying for the MCAT
• June: took the MCAT, scored 508, and told my manager that I'd be leaving by August to start grad school

During this year, I also wrote out a 3-year plan that included my masters and 2 application cycles. I wrote out what courses I would take to fulfill prereqs, which schools I would apply to each year, and what my back-up plan would be. I think this was important to do rigorously since it gave me a clear idea of which schools I was eligible for, and how much work it would take me to become eligible for the rest of them.
I will also add that this is a rather objective recount of my process that year. In reality, I completely recognized how insane it was to quit my job to go to grad school, and I'm super lucky that I was able to.
Grad school, 2021-2023: I moved to BC to start my Masters in statistics in August. This choice was partly to gain IP status in BC, but mostly, this was really the best program for me out of the schools I applied to. Even looking back now, I would have chosen this program even without the IP consideration.
Here's a breakdown of everything I did during the first year of my Masters:

• Started a new volunteering role (tutoring) right away. Still doing this today, almost 3 years later.
• Took a first year English class to fulfill the UBC requirement. Side note: it felt very odd being a 25-year-old in a class of 18-year-olds, but I did well in both classes probably because of being older. At first, I dreaded taking these classes since English was never my strong suit. But being older meant that I allowed myself to be truly curious about the topics being taught, and I treated it more as an experience to learn more about the world than to just check off some boxes.
• Took the MCAT again, at the end of my first year of MSc. I had already confirmed a supervisor by then, and thankfully she is/was incredibly supportive of my goals. I took it in June 2022 and got 515.
• TA'd stats courses throughout the year
• Started working on my thesis research with my supervisor

First application, 2022: I applied only to UBC for my first application cycle. In retrospect, I should have just applied broadly right away, but I didn't feel like I had enough references built up by then. And UBC doesn't require references unless you get an interview. I honestly had very high hopes of getting an interview this year, and was crushed to receive a rejection in December with an NAQ of 50-75. I thought that my application was unique, but upon reflection, I realized that the lack of volunteering and community service was a big gap in my application.
So here's a breakdown of everything I did in my second year of my Masters and beyond:

• TA'd stats courses throughout the year, and was the head TA for one of them (I think this showed leadership and commitment to teaching)
• Started another volunteering role at the food bank
• Took another first-year English course
• Continued my research with my supervisor
• Got offered (and started) a lecturer role for an undergrad course at the university, which was such an amazing opportunity. My supervisor helped me a lot with getting this position, since I TA'd for her one semester and she recommended me to the department. This was a class of 150, and I was also in charge of a few TAs. I ended up teaching this class 2 more times after this!
• Finished my Masters in August 2023
• Started working full-time as a biostatistician in September 2023
• A first-author paper I started working on during undergrad was accepted in Fall 2023. I had been working on this on-and-off for the past 4 years so it was incredible for the work to finally pay off!

Second application, 2023: This time, I applied to UBC and every school in Ontario that I was eligible for: Queen's and Mac. I was rejected by UBC pre-interview again. Same NAQ, and my total score didn't change. I was totally crushed and thought it was over for this year. I was very honest with myself about the Ontario applications - Mac was a total throwaway application and Queen's felt like a complete gamble. I was rejected from Mac pre-interview but one fateful day in January, I received an email from Queen's. It had a very generic "Application Status" subject line and I opened it fully expecting a rejection. I was totally shocked when it said I was invited for the MMI! And a few months later, I was also invited to the Panel.
Some of my thoughts and preparation for the interviews:
MMI - Aside from the usual resources that are posted here, I also took advantage of the following:

• Support system: I had a lot of support from my partner, who had gone through MMIs from non-Canadian schools, and many of my friends who were already in med school.
• Resources: I paid for a prep session on AcceptedTogether and had a positive experience there. I also used the BrightStudent question bank and although the questions were good, the explanations and overall experience were mid. But their YouTube video was extremely useful.
• Mindset: Throughout my whole MMI prep, I was honestly very interested in exploring each prompt, and I think this mindset was extremely beneficial for making my answers both unique and genuine. During my Masters, I also took a class that covered topics in social determinants of health, and I semi-regularly enjoy reading about current events in this area, so both of those pieces of background were super helpful for me.

Panel - I was so happy to receive a panel interview, and knew that I could not mess this up. I prepped with a few different friends of mine who were in med school, and another friend who was going through Ontario interviews too. Going in, I felt very prepared, and in the days leading up to it, I even felt like my answers were on autopilot and a bit over-prepared. So I really tried to relax and "be myself"/answer genuinely during the panel. The real panel felt quite cold - I didn't get any feedback from my interviewers, and was a bit thrown off by some of the questions. I was also cut off by the Kira Talent timer at the end, and didn't get to say goodbye or thank you. For the rest of the day, I ruminated on all my answers. The content of my answers felt somewhere between "why would I say that" and "just fine" and "great", but I was definitely feeling a bit bad about the whole experience.
Decision Week, 2024: That brings us to this week! In the week leading up to the decision, I flip flopped between "My panel hated me, there's no way I passed the vibe check" and "My answers were good, my MMI felt good, why wouldn't they accept me". I opened the email at 6am (Pacific time) with zero expectations - I truly had no idea what was waiting for me on the other side. The first word was "Congratulations!" and I didn't read much farther than that before I started celebrating :)
So that's it. I told a lot of people I work with, my Masters supervisor, my parents, and my friends, and it felt amazing to deliver this good news. My closing thoughts about my whole journey are that even though I do think my application was great, I still got incredibly lucky. At any point in the process, I could have gotten an undesirable outcome, and there was nothing I could do to control that (other than my efforts prior). I also relied a lot on my support system, and was so lucky to have had + made friends who are in med school or were practising already.
I just feel so grateful to be starting this Fall, and I'm happy to say that my high school self would be in absolute disbelief if she could see where I am today. That statement is a sign to me that I'm on the right path, and I'm just so excited to be starting this long, hard career that is medicine.
If you've made it to the end, thank you for reading!! If you can relate to any part of my journey and have questions, please send me a comment or DM - my inbox is always open.

this happened like a week ago but I'm still chocked and don't really know what I should do. I broke up with my ex a while ago and he hasn't taken that very well. We've gone back and forth a lot, but I remained consistant in the fact I didn't think it was a good idea for us to have sex anymore. I've tried to support him and not just completely leave him since his mental state isn't very good and he says he needs to be able to talk to me still.
He's very horny and claims he "cant control himself". He's forced himself on me multiple times, ignoring the safeword we agreed upon a few times calling me boring and making me feel ridiculous for safewording because it "wont kill me".
a week ago he did this same thing and choked me unconcious, when I woke up he held his hand on my cheek and told me to suck him off. at this point without thinking, I bit his hand. Before I could even think he landed a really hard punch right on my cheek, and after that my jaw began hurting a lot. it is finally better and im so glad i didnt have to visit a doctor since i dont know how to explain how it happened.
after that happened he apologised and said i bit him so hard it scared him, but he didnt let me go even after i kept telling him something was wrong and my jaw felt mislocated
im just confused about everything and ive never been hit like that by anyone before :( sorry this post is kind of meaningless I'm just sad i cant tell anyone avout any of this. my ex is a respected person among our friends and none of them know of his bad sides

My ex broke up with me about a month and a half ago. The conversation was calm, sad, and amicable. Ending the relationship had been on my mind before due to several reasons:
We dated for about 3-4 months before she asked me if I wanted to formalize the relationship. I said yes, and we had a thorough talk about what that meant for both of us—expectations, commitments, etc. Everything was amazing while dating and while being together which lasted around 2 months before, she had to return to her home country (we are both immigrants) to attend to some family events. While there, her visa expired, and she ended up being stranded overseas for 6 months. During this time, the relationship obviously changed. She started to become distant, texts were very sporadic, and our overall connection weakened. We had several talks where she apologized, and we discussed both our needs. I was mainly supportive given the situation she was going through. During our conversations, she mentioned that she was avoidant and wanted to work on it with me.
I visited her for a month around 4 months after she left. The first days were awkward, and she seemed distant. However, she eventually opened up, and we ended up having a great time together, she introduced me to her family and friends and it was evident she had been sharing with them she was happy with me. When I returned home, we agreed to take things slower until she could return, at which point we would restart the relationship where we left it. This lasted 2 months, that honestly were brutal for me, I couldn't understand how she would be able not to even ask how I was doing for weeks.
When she finally came back and we saw each other, the spark, fun, and love were there. She suggested taking things slowly and returning to serious dating instead of having a relationship, I agreed as I was working on how I was feeling after the two months and as I thought it was best to reconnect little by little and as I wanted to see if she was working in her avoidant attachment. She also mentioned starting therapy for her "hyperindependence" (her words). I let her set the pace, knowing she was struggling with being avoidant. Everything seemed to be going well. We saw each other at least twice a week and had meaningful conversations and quality time.
After a month, she expressed feeling very triggered and guilty for hurting me and doing things that made me feel bad (although I didn't inquire further about these actions and still have no idea what she was talking about). She admitted that while I deserved a serious relationship, she was afraid she couldn't provide it. She seemed anxious to end things and relieved to rid herself of the weight of the relationship. I felt powerless and hopeless. She mentioned delaying her therapy due to financial issues, although I knew she had resources to access it affordably.
At that moment, I felt I couldn't do anything else. I had suspected she wasn't addressing her avoidant attachment, and this was confirmation. I decided to end things, feeling I owed it to myself not to let her cross that boundary. We agreed to be friends, but I requested indefinite no contact until I was ready. She walked home with me, repeatedly saying she cared for me, but she didn't cry or express her feelings.
After reflecting on everything, I've been considering reaching out to her for a conversation. I have questions about her true feelings and doubts about whether I should have given her another chance and encouraged her to attend therapy for her avoidant attachment. Should I reach out?

ALL CHARACTERS AND PARTNERS ARE 18+.
Hi there! I’m 26, central US timezone, and female! Title is self explanatory. Looking for roleplay between a female F1 driver and her team principal. Also willing to switch your character’s role to mechanic, press officer, etc. Looking for lots of drama and romance. Drama between the media, the team, and fans as their relationship grows more and more off track and gets exposed to the real world.
THIS IS SAFE FOR WORK ONLY.
Message me with your age, timezone (US Timezones or similar are preferred), and a sample of your writing!
Partner requirements: must be 23-35 - Must play male (IRL gender doesn’t matter)- write in third person - at least two paragraphs - I only write on Discord - must be able to post once a day to every other day. Communication is key, please let me know if you’re going to be busy for longer than a day or two or if you’re no longer interested. NO AI ART OR WRITING.
All characters are 18+
Below is a sample starter if you want to use it for your sample as well! Also included after it is my character description. Team can also change!
This was possibly the most nerve wracking qualifying morning that Eliza had ever faced before. Media day and practices had already been quite overwhelming. Every news outlet wanted to talk to her, about her, and then there were all the brand and team promotions on top of what she was actually there to do. Practices had gone alright, maybe not the best, but they certainly weren’t the worst. Yet Eliza knew she could do better. Maybe it was the nerves or how exhausted she’s been feeling lately, but she needed to shake it off. People were already starting to doubt her and question the team for her joining. She needed to prove herself in this qualifying session and the race.
But first was more time with the media. It was a long morning of getting herself all dolled up. She hadn’t shown up to the paddock wearing anything but something fashionable. She was treating her entrances like a runway, similar to Lewis Hamilton, but she tried to keep it within team colors always wearing something red or with the logo. This time she opted for an all black outfit with some red and gold jewelry pieces. Her hair was straighter and her makeup done lightly, a hint of a pastel papaya colored her eyes.
Once she was done, it was hopping into her car and being driven to the track by a good friend. Alexa happily signed things once she got out of the car and made her way into the paddock, quickly scanning her badge and smiling to all the photographers that snapped her entrance as she made her way to the Ferrari hospitality for her schedule.
Character Description
Name: Eliza Conners
Occupation: Driver for Ferrari
Age: 21
Date of birth: April 4th
Gender: Female
Sexuality: Straight
Race: British/Swedish
Physical Appearence
Height: 5’3"
Weight: 115 lbs
Eye colour: Ocean blue
Skin colour: Fai Warm Alabaster
Hair colour: blonde
Hair style: long, mid back
Piercings: basic ears
Spoiled, dramatic, sassy, used to getting what she wants, loves all the attention being on her, hosts a mean dinner party, gives ‘The Man’ by Taylor Swift energy
Personal Sponsors: Victoria’s Secret, Dior, Chanel, Charolette Tilbury

Now, as you may know Nintendo series like Mario and Kirby got TV shows, now this has me wondering, what if Miitopia got a TV show, so for that, I have some ideas for it, so I felt like sharing it with you. So the fan of the games can easily understand the plot. Although most episodes will focus on the cast and their goal to save Miitopia, I'll hope include some episodes that'll help character grow and develop. Character cast: Now my idea for a cast is that I'll follow one of Miitopia's best features, being able to put in any character in the story, now I'll only have one original character, being the protagonist, other that that, all other characters would've already exist, now due to copyright, I'll only cast Nintendo characters to fill the roles , I'll also might include some Pokemon characters since Gamefreak is close to Nintendo and some celebrities [Like youtubers, voice actors, etc] here and there, so if you don't like it my casting or think the Pokemon characters will lead to copyright, you can type your own cast down below. So let the madness and fun begin. The cast: Carefree Guide: Mario Cheery Granny: Gardevoir Sassy Child: Goomba Worried Mother: Indeedee Lovely-Dovey Couple: Ash and Serena Sarcastic Guy: Toad Dubious Mayor: Luigi Dark Lord: Louie Roving Photographer: Koopa Quizmaster: Orbeetle Prodigious Postman: Pelipper Roaming Gourmet: Kirby Serious Soldier: Boo Lax Soldier: Monty Mole Royal Supports: Bandana Dee and Escargoon King: King Dedede Princess: Lana Prince from Neksdor: Bulborb Besmirched Noble's Son: Waddle Dee Great Sage: Aphmau Genie: Spike Dancing Guide: Oricorio Rambling Old Man: Jack Black Shady Merchant Family: Toadette and Garos Worried Explorer: Bowser Prickly Couple: Inkling Boy and Girl Desert Celebrity: Chris Pratt Fab Faries: Peach, Daisy and Rosalina Injured Elf: Yellow Pikmin Fab Fairies fans: Regice, Regirock and Registeel Scaredy-Cat: Torracat Green-Eyed Lady: Zelda Lazybones: Ice Pikmin Mischievous Witch: Meowscarada Town Guide: Blue Pikmin Scholary Pioneer: Donkey Kong Dark Curse: Vanillite The Protangonist: Name: Gideon Description: Gideon is a traveling comedian who although laid back, loves to entertain people and make them smile, he went to Miitopia has it heard it was in a bad shape and he thought it meant that Miitopia needed cheering up, although he has a good heart, being laid-back his laziness limits his capabilities where it often leads to him not doing something at his best. After meeting the guardian spirit, he was given the powers of a mage, in Neksdor when Louie sealed away his powers he became a warrior, and in Realm of the Fey when his powers were sealed away again, he became a thief and when his powers were no longer sealed away, he became a wizard once more. Greenhorne Allies: Mallow: Class: Chef Description: Mallow left Alola soon after hearing about the culinary cuisine of Miitopia so she set off to learn the recipes of Miitopia dishes with her family. Sadly soon after reaching Miitopia, she and her family were attacked by the Dark Lord resulting in her family losing their faces and the ambush caused her and her Tsareena to seperate. Now wanting to save them, she wanders around Miitopia look to save her family Steve [Red Pikmin]: Class: Warrior Description: Steve grew up on a long lost land, and is the best knight in his habitat. He left his natural habitat to find a purpose as he felt like his talents were wasting away, so after hearing Miitopia was in danger, he knew what he had to do, he rose to the challenge and set sail for Miitopia. But his main flaw is that he thinks highly of himself and tries to lift super heavy things on his own with little to no success. Nabbit: Class: Theif Description: The infamous thief of the Mushroom Kingdom was able to steal anything and not get caught, so in his hideout, he read of an amulet that grants insane power to control an army, and after turning on the TV, he soon saw the Dark Lord wearing the same amulet, so he set for Miitopia to retrieve the powerful artifact so he can make monsters to steal anything and is capable of reaching high speeds due to his insane energy. Meloetta: Class: Pop Star Description: During her time in Unova, Meloetta was caught by a kind and caring local singer, and soon after, Meloetta and her trainer were the best singers in Unova dropping amazing albums left and right, they came to Miitopia after receiving an invitation to perform a concert but after landing there and got to the meeting spot, it was a trap set by the Dark Lord to use the Mythical's face to make an extremely powerful monster. But her trainer was able to distract him long enough for him to escape, last thing Meloetta saw was the Dark Lord stealing her trainers faces. Being a kind soul, she often tries to stop quarrels and fights and most of the time she's the voice of reason. Neksdor Allies: Olimar: Class: Scientist Description: Olimar and his family set off for Miitopia after hearing it's excellent vacation spots, but soon after landing there, his family's faces were snagged by his coworker Louie, not wanting to be next, he hid until Louie left, and set off to save his family and stop Louie. Purple Pikmin: Name: Purp Class: Cleric Description: On his home town, Purp was a doctor attending to the injured, but after being accused of stealing a patients skeleton, he quickly lost his medical license, so instead of using medicine to heal his patients, he studied in cleric magic to heal his patients way faster, and he set off for Miitopia with his friend Rocky soon after hearing it had lots of injuries. Despite his divine magic his lack of intellect gets in the way leading to dumb scenarios. Ice Cream Sandwich: Class: Imp Description: While in his house, he hears of a land called Miitopia, where it has an animation contest in Neksdor where whoever wins gets a huge cash prize, so he invited his friends, and dog along and soon set off for Miitopia, where during the time he was there, he had a good time, eating snacks, hanging with the boys, messing around. Until after the competition where the winner was about the being announced, the event is quickly interrupted by the Dark Lord where he starts stealing everyone's faces, him, his dog and his friends went to hide in the bathroom since according to his brain, everyone knocks before entering the bathroom, before anyone said something, the Dark Lord busted in and stole his friends' faces and his dog, after checking if the Dark Lord was gone, he swore vengeance, so went around hoping to find people to help him Rock Pikmin: Name: Rocky Class: Cat Description: On Rocky's natural habitat he owned a cat sanctuary, where he helped felines find forever homes and learned how to fight like a cat, so he after hearing about the exclusive cat breeds on Miitopia, he soon set off with his friend Purp but soon after the Dark Lord stole his cat Terry, him and his friend wanted revenge, but just with Purp's healing magic and his feline abilities, it wouldn't be enough, so the set off for heroes to find so they could help them. Throughout the series, Rocky suffers from an extreme lack of IQ so he needs help when it comes to situations that require intellect to solve. And together with Icecreamsandwich and Purp, the three often do dumb stuff together and get into all sorts of trouble. Realm of the Fey Allies: Tsareena: Class: Princess Description: After soon being seperated from Mallow, Tsareena ended up in Realm of the Fey, lost and not knowing where to go, soon she met up with a potion, thirsty and out of options, she drank it where it granted her the magically abilities of royalty. After meeting up with the protagonist she soon set off with him to reunite with Mallow. Lilligant: Class: Flower Description: After stowing away on a cargo ship from Unova to Miitopia, Lilligant started exploring Miitopia and ended up in Realm of the Fey, so after befriending the local elves, she learnt the ways of harnessing the power of nature and really bonded with them, but after hiding when the Dark Lord attacked, she started to leave and set off to retrieve her friends and quickly met up with the protangonist. Having a gentle soul she sees the good in everyone often leading her to spare monsters. Golurk: Class: Tank Description: After hearing about Miitopia's situation, a bunch of Unova scientist got together and turned a Golurk into a weapon of mass destruction and was quickly shipped to Miitopia, after landing there, he started looking for the Dark Lord, and soon got orders from his creators to wait by a local inn to receive some allies to help him. During battle, Golurk will stop at nothing to defeat his opponents, even if it means firing his allies and shooting everywhere to ensure victory. He thinks he doesn't need help and often refuses assistance believing he can be a big shot and do it himself. Other Allies: Litwick: Class: Vampire Description: Litwick was caught by a vampire on vacation in Unova and the two quickly bonded. While in the land of Peculia, Litwick lived a simple life with his trainer in their mansion and his trainer taught Litwick vampire like abilities, until the Darker Lordsent a rat infestation in there, Litwick's trainer told him to get help to stop the rat invasion, soon he quickly met up with the protagonist and quickly asked him for help and after they agreed, they set off and during the journey Litwick quickly bonded with the team and after the rats were defeated, his trainer noticed his bond with the team and told them that if he wanted to go with them he wouldn't stop him, so Litwick quickly joined the party, and during his time in it, he often pulled pranks on his team and during battle, he likes to mix in fun by toying with his opponents and he calls them, his prey. Alchremie: Class: Elf Description: Alchremie lived in Peculia with a baker and together they made sweets for lotsa people. But after the Darker lord stole her trainer's face, she swore revenge, she went off to realm of the Fey to study the ways of elf magic and after learning the elf magic he returned to Peculia to look for her trainer's face soon after seeing the protagonist and his team struggle against a monster with her trainer's face, she went to the rescue and defeated the boss with ease. After her trainer got his face back Alchremie asked him if she could travel with the team to stop the Darker Lord, and her trainer quickly agreed. After this the team notice that Alchremie is a bit cautious, worries about a lot of things and likes to be ready for everything. Episode ideas: Now a lot of the series would be about the team saving Miitopia, but some episodes would be mainly about character growth and stuff like that. Some episode ideas I have: Lilligant the Shy Flower: After a battle with a strong demon, who made Lilligant worried about everything, it wouldn't wear off even in the safe spot, following a montage of the team trying to return her to normal like Mallow cooking her some magic food, Purp, Icecreamsandwich and Rocky pulling a prank on Olimar to cheer her up, Gideon telling a joke to cheer her up, or Steve just downright slapping her and many others, they figured that nothing could work until when the same demon invaded the inn and almost destroyed her team, Lilligant pushed herself and unleashed a hurricane blowing the demon away. Chaotic Tea Time: In the foreground we can see Lilligant and Tsareena having a tea party and chatting, while in the background Gideon and Golurk try to kill a fiend with all sorts of shenanigans, and the episode keeps switching from foreground to background and it ends with Golurk unleashing a powerful laser boosted with some energy cells Gideon has which ended up leveling half the forest.

Spiritual Growth

1. Daily Prayer: Commit to daily prayer sessions asking for strength and guidance.
2. Scripture Reading: Read and meditate on scriptures that focus on strength and recovery.
3. Worship: Participate in regular worship services to reinforce your spiritual foundation.
4. Faith Affirmations: Use Bible verses as affirmations; repeat them during cravings.
5. Confession: Regularly confess struggles to a trusted spiritual leader or trusted friend.
6. Fasting: Occasionally fast to seek clarity and reinforce spiritual discipline.
7. Spiritual Retreats: Attend retreats for focused spiritual renewal.
8. Christian Meditation: Practice Christian meditation (pondering scripture, etc.) to calm the mind and spirit.
9. Listening to Gospel Music: Use uplifting music to enhance spiritual connection.
10. Prayer Journaling: Keep a journal of prayers and God’s responses.

Community Engagement

1. Church Support Groups: Join groups for individuals struggling with addiction.
2. Accountability Partner: Partner with a fellow believer who can provide support and accountability.
3. Volunteering: Engage in church-related volunteer work to stay busy and inspired.
4. Christian Counseling: Seek professional counseling from a Christian perspective.
5. Family Involvement: Involve your family in your journey through church events.
6. Youth Mentorship: Mentor youth, sharing your experiences and learning from service.
7. Online Christian Communities: Participate in online forums or groups for spiritual support.
8. Testimony Sharing: Share your journey at church gatherings to inspire and receive support.
9. Bible Study Groups: Regularly attend Bible study to deepen faith and community ties.
10. Church Activities: Be an active participant in church events and functions.

Personal Development

1. Routine Exercise: Incorporate regular physical activity to reduce stress.
2. Healthy Diet: Maintain a nutritious diet to improve overall well-being.
3. Reading Christian Literature: Read books that encourage spiritual growth and recovery.
4. Creative Arts: Use arts like painting or writing to express feelings and reflect.
5. Time Management: Structure your day to minimize idle time that could lead to cravings.
6. Goal Setting: Set short and long-term goals that align with your spiritual values.
7. Learning New Skills: Take up hobbies or classes that keep you engaged and learning.
8. Rest and Sleep: Ensure sufficient rest to maintain physical and mental health.
9. Nature Walks: Spend time in nature to find peace and perspective.
10. Avoiding Triggers: Identify and avoid situations or people that trigger cravings.

Coping Techniques

1. Deep Breathing: Practice deep breathing exercises during moments of craving.
2. Mindfulness: Practice mindfulness to stay present and reduce anxiety.
3. Assertiveness Training: Learn to assertively say no to temptations.
4. Stress Management: Develop strategies to handle stress without resorting to substances.
5. Emotional Journaling: Use journaling to process emotions healthily.
6. Self-Reflection: Regularly reflect on personal progress and setbacks.
7. Positive Visualization: Use visualization techniques to imagine a sober life.
8. Gratitude Lists: Regularly list things you are grateful for.
9. Reward System: Set up a reward system for reaching sobriety milestones.
10. Relaxation Techniques: Learn and apply relaxation techniques.

Support Systems

1. Peer Support: Regularly meet with a peer group for encouragement and advice.
2. Spiritual Guidance: Seek regular guidance from a pastor or spiritual mentor.
3. Therapeutic Relationships: Maintain therapeutic relationships that reinforce recovery.
4. Family Counseling: Engage in family counseling to repair relationships affected by addiction.
5. Professional Help: Don’t hesitate to seek help from addiction specialists.
6. Educational Workshops: Attend workshops that teach coping skills for addiction.
7. Supportive Friends: Cultivate friendships with those who support your recovery journey.
8. Avoiding Negative Influences: Steer clear of environments and individuals that undermine recovery.
9. Church Elders: Reach out to church elders for wisdom and support.
10. Sponsorship: Consider a 12-step program with a sponsor who shares your faith.

Renewal and Reflection

1. Anniversary Reflections: Reflect on the progress made over each year of recovery.
2. Spiritual Renewal Days: Designate days for intensified prayer and meditation.
3. Baptism or Re-baptism: Consider this as a symbolic fresh start.
4. Witnessing to Others: Use your story to help others in their battles with addiction.
5. Spiritual Literature: Delve deeper into spiritual texts for insights and inspiration.
6. Pastoral Visits: Invite pastoral visits for home blessing and personal encouragement.
7. Renewing Vows: Renew personal vows of sobriety in a ceremonial way.
8. Pilgrimage: Undertake a spiritual pilgrimage as a form of personal and spiritual exploration.
9. Reflection Retreats: Engage in retreats specifically focused on overcoming past habits.
10. Memorializing Milestones: Create physical or digital memorials of your recovery milestones.

Emotional Resilience

1. Emotional Awareness: Develop awareness of emotions and triggers that lead to cravings.
2. Seek Forgiveness: Embrace forgiveness, both from others and for yourself.
3. Offer Forgiveness: Offer forgiveness to those who have hurt you, releasing bitterness.
4. Spiritual Songs: Sing or listen to spiritual songs that uplift and comfort.
5. Hope Messages: Write down messages of hope and revisit them during tough times.
6. Encouragement Letters: Write letters of encouragement to yourself for future moments of weakness.
7. Daily Devotionals: Follow a daily devotional plan that addresses addiction recovery.
8. Prayer Chains: Initiate or join prayer chains for continuous spiritual support.
9. Healing Services: Attend healing services focused on emotional and spiritual restoration.
10. Scriptural Promises: Memorize promises from the Bible that assure support and deliverance.

Social Connectivity

1. Social Activities: Organize or participate in sober social gatherings with fellow church members.
2. Church Family Outreach: Engage in church family outreach programs to build a supportive community.
3. Mentoring Others: Become a mentor to others struggling with addiction, sharing lessons and faith.
4. Recovery Testimonials: Regularly give testimonials at recovery meetings to inspire and affirm.
5. Family Devotions: Hold regular devotions with family to strengthen bonds and mutual support.
6. Prayer Groups: Form or join small prayer groups focused on overcoming addiction.
7. Christian Conferences: Attend Christian conferences on recovery and personal growth.
8. Community Service Projects: Lead or participate in community service projects to foster a sense of purpose.
9. Recovery Celebrations: Celebrate recovery milestones with your church community.
10. Faith-Based Podcasts: Listen to and discuss faith-based podcasts on overcoming challenges.

Mindset and Lifestyle

1. Optimism: Cultivate an optimistic outlook based on faith and hope in God’s plan.
2. Daily Affirmations: Start the day with Christian affirmations about strength and recovery.
3. Mindfulness of God’s Presence: Continuously remind yourself of God’s presence in your life.
4. Avoiding Idleness: Keep yourself busy with meaningful activities that align with Christian values.
5. Spiritual Biographies: Read biographies of Christians who overcame significant struggles.
6. Health Check-Ups: Regularly attend health check-ups to monitor physical health during recovery.
7. Sabbath Rest: Observe Sabbath rest as a time to rejuvenate spiritually and physically.
8. Christian Movies: Watch movies with Christian themes that reinforce your resolve and values.
9. Spiritual Accountability: Regularly review your spiritual and recovery progress with a mentor.
10. Prayer Walks: Incorporate prayer walks as a way to combine physical activity and spiritual meditation.

Continued Learning and Growth

1. Biblical Courses: Take courses on biblical studies that relate to healing and redemption.
2. Spiritual Workshops: Attend workshops that focus on spiritual growth and overcoming addictions.
3. Faith-Based Counseling Techniques: Learn counseling techniques that are based on Christian principles.
4. Scripture Memorization: Engage in scripture memorization to strengthen spiritual warfare against cravings.
5. Pastoral Workshops: Participate in workshops offered by pastors that focus on living a sober life.
6. Faith and Science: Explore the intersection of faith and science in understanding addiction.
7. Christian Leadership Courses: Take courses in Christian leadership to empower your role in the community.
8. Retelling Your Story: Learn to retell your story in ways that highlight God’s grace and your growth.
9. Spiritual Discernment: Enhance spiritual discernment to recognize paths and choices that support sobriety.
10. Continuous Prayer: Maintain an attitude of continuous prayer, acknowledging dependence on God for daily victory over addiction.

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1st off, thanks in advance for taking the time to read this long post, to give me some help and advice, I greatly appreciate it, thanks!
So I lost my mom to ovarian cancer in 96 and then I lost my dad in 2021 due to numerous medical complications (which if you want to know feel free to ask me). Which I'm now 34 and I was living with my dad until he passed away in 2021. My dad was unofficially guardianshiping me, by letting me stay with him and paying for everything. He also didn't force me to get a job and or really do any "adult" stuff, except that I had a license and my own vehicle that my dad purchased for me. So I was able to have a social life with friends etc, but other than that I really didn't do anything else.
Also, the whole entire time I was with my dad, I just felt like a child who was missing all or at least majority of the understanding of how to be an adult. So when my dad passed away, I was thrown to the wolves and I had to either sink or swim with no other options.
With that being said, I'm having problems adjusting, living and paying for everything on my own. Which everyday, most of the day, I'm having full blown "autistic meltdowns", that most of the day brings major fear, major anxiety, major depression, and major bipolar disorder along with it as well. It has gotten to the point that since January, I've been in and out of the hospital numerous times, but the ER is refusing to do anything for me (including sending me to that mental ward at the hospital).
So now it has gotten to the point that I want to became guardianshiped by someone voluntarily in the state of Florida, but I don't have anyone who's willing to do that for me. So need the court to appoint someone to guardianship me. Plus then I have no lawyer that's willing to take the case unless I found someone to guardianship me on my own (Which I don't have and or know anyone that willing to do that for me).
With all this being said, how do I go about opening a case with the local court in Florida to start the process of me getting guardianshiped with someone appointed by the state? Also, I know that I have to be careful because it's known for people to take advantage and I'm definitely not going to let that happen to me.
I just don't think I'm capable of living 100% on my own and I just don't know what to do and how to help myself get support?!

So I got this Ticket for Sleep Token in Boston for a friend, as a backup in case they couldn't get their hands on one. They got lucky through Ticketmaster a few weeks ago when a seat opened up. So I figured I'd just resell the StubHub ticket. At first, there was no "sell this ticket" option on my order. And their chat support told me to List it as a regular listing, sent me some links and some forms and said they'd do some background work on their end to make it work? Idk. Anyway, it got rejected.
NOW....there IS a link on my order page that says "can't make it? sell your ticket" that wasn't there before. When I click it there is a warning that says "the venue requires the seller to accompany the buyer to the venue". I called StubHub, they said since I listed the ticket once, I am now considered the original buyer, and yes the venue has that restriction in place so I'm screwed unless I can meet the person there. Which I absolutely cannot.
Anybody have any idea how I can get rid of this ticket? It will be completely wasted for a very popular show.

Who we are!

Task Force Sentinel(TFS) is a unit born from a group of people with a similar mindset. We are here to play Arma and have fun first and foremost with an emphasis on teamwork and semi-realism. Everything we have setup is for that purpose. We don’t add fluff just to add fluff. From our certification system to our Discord layout it's all meant to serve the community first and foremost.

What makes us different?

As a Semi-Realism unit, we are looking for active and mature members who are looking for a more serious approach to Arma, but is not wanting to get into the extreme side of milsim.:

• No Set Faction: We don’t have a set faction which means one day you might play as the US Marines and the next as rebels fighting for Tanoan Independence.
  
• Certification system: While not all roles require certifications we do require basic training that all must go through so everybody is on the same page. Along with that roles like Leadership, Armor, Air, and others that impact a missions success heavily require certifications so one person can’t ruin everyone's experience.
  
• In-Game Rank System: All ranks are kept in-game and do not leave with you into the discord/community.
  
• Semi-Realism: We expect all our players to be mature and teamwork oriented to make it an enjoyable experience for everyone. We focus heavily on the US Military Platoon Structure with supporting assets depending on the operation. During operations, we expect all players to take it with a more serious tone, but we do not expect you to know Military dialect to play with us. As long as you are communicating and giving the operation your best, that is all we care about.
  
• No Attendance Requirement: We understand that real life happens and you won't always be able to attend ops every week, so we do not have a set limit of ops you have to attend.
  
• Operation Times: We tend to run operations at 1500EDT/EST on weekends and 2000EDT/EST on weekdays. However, it can depend on when the mission makers decide to host missions.
  

What We Expect From You

Even though we have an application and training process, we still observe the conduct of our day to day members. There are many traits we like to focus on that really help our group shine above others. Some of these traits include but are not limited to: Works well in a team environment Is respectful and mature Takes accountability for their actions Dedicated to making the community and unit the best it can possibly be Friendly and has a sense of humor We do not expect all of our applicants to be Arma veterans. In fact, we even encourage new Arma players to join us if they are looking for the type of environment we are giving! Skills and Experience come with time and we have many great trainers on standby by to assist you, but a personality is something we cannot help you with.
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While the community is Arma first and foremost we can’t play it 24/7. We also have a dedicated games category for those who want to play with other TFS members outside of operations. Even if it’s not listed below we have a role called looking for games that anyone can ping to play with friends. This is more than an Arma unit, it's a community!

• 4X Games category
• Warthunder
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I'm stuck in bed. I had a terrible night involving an incredibly high stress situation and woke up with fatigue, aches, brain fog, and a telltale malar rash.
My primary GP left for another province at the beginning of the month. My rheumatologist is only available by appointments every 6 months and they come by letter in the mail. I've had so many flares since being diagnosed that I know the signs instantly. They depress me because I know I have to just live with this. A flu gets better. A cold gets better. This is never getting better.
So I reached out to a virtual healthcare service for a medical note because my work expects one for any and all absences, even just a day. My only other option would have been putting my compromised immune system at further risk by spending 10+ hours in an already overcrowded waiting room filled with sick and injured people.
The person I spoke to gave a note but expressed doubt that I knew what I was feeling was a flare, even when I explained that I've been having them for years and am very aware of my triggers and symptoms. I had to give so much information just to get a medical note. She asked me what I'm going to do to improve my health... When rest and sleep and anti inflammatory meds is basically all I can physically do.
I know it's stupid but I can't handle having to fight for this stupid illness all the time, just to be heard and helped. I'm not seen as a valued member of society anymore. I'm so depressed. I have very few friends and I just needed to get this off my chest.
Thanks to anyone who listens.

When I (19F) graduated high school last year, I was excited to give my valedictorian speech. I had worked hard and looked forward to this moment. I told my family, especially my brother (22M), how important this was to me and asked for no interruptions.
However, as I began my speech, my brother and his friends barged into the ceremony with loud cheers and chants, completely disrupting the moment. I was furious and heartbroken that my special day was overshadowed.
My brother shrugged off my frustration, claiming he was just trying to support me in a fun way. Despite his intentions, I felt like my achievement was belittled.
Fast forward to last weekend at my brother's college graduation party. In the middle of his celebratory toast, I announced that I had been accepted into a prestigious university abroad and would be moving soon. The room erupted in congratulations, and the attention shifted to me.
My brother was furious, accusing me of stealing his moment. But I couldn't help but feel a sense of justice, especially when our family and friends seemed more interested in discussing my future plans than his graduation.
Now, he's insisting I was the asshole for overshadowing his special day, but I can't stop thinking about how he dismissed my feelings during my graduation. Am I overreacting, or was this justified payback?

A knight's efforts in the tournament have garnered the attention of an old childhood friend, who also happens to be the princess.
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There's a brief section at the beginning where another character (a maid) speaks. It's in italics and can be removed if you don't want to include it.
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I've done a princess script for ladies why not another for gents, lol. Feedback is welcome.
Script
[Maid]: "Thank you for coming Sir Knight, the Princess is waiting for you inside."
"No, I'm afraid I don't know why she's invited you." \Giggles* "Although with how well you performed in the joust I'm hardly surprised she wants to speak to you, maybe to offer you a token of her favor? Something for you to tie to your lance."*
\Teasing* "I'm surprised someone as chivalrous and strapping doesn't have a hundred of such tokens already. If you like I'm sure I could find a glove to-"*
[Speaker]: *Opens door* "Ahem! Thank you for bringing him, now if you could excuse us a moment. I would like to speak to the man of the hour for myself."
*Closes door* "Good evening, Sir Knight. Thank you for responding to my invitation. I, wasn't certain you would. Hm? Oh, yes. You may kiss my hand if you'd like." *Listener kisses her hand.*
*Flustered* "I, err." *Coughs* "Commendations are in order for your performance at the tournament so far. I can't the last time I saw Sir Henry unhorsed in the joust like that. Although I would urge you stay cautious, there is another day of jousting yet to come. I wouldn't wish to see you harmed by your overconfidence."
"Hm? Oh, yes. You may kiss my hand if you like." *Listener kisses her hand.*
*Flustered* "I, err." *Coughs* "It's good to see you again, it's been a while. Nearly a year as I remember."
"Yes, you have my..." *Sighs* "I'm sorry as well. I shouldn't have said half of what I did and should've phrased the other half of what I said less brashly. I suppose I was as angered by my father's decision as you were, though I wouldn't admit it openly."
"It was a mistake, to throw away a lifelong friendship when you were only concerned for my well-being. I hope you can forgive me for it."
"Thank you, I forgive you as well. If it's alright with you could we, talk? The way we used for, if only for tonight."
*Laughs* "Yes, like in the garden. I'm surprised you remember, you used to hate how I dragged you there all the time. I'm convinced you'd have refused to come at all if I weren't your princess." *Coughs* "The princess, of the kingdom that you belong to, I mean."
"In my defense, I used to hate it when you invited me to go sword training with you." *Humorously* "I couldn't stand the way you disarmed me so quickly, every time. Neither could my father, as I recall, although I think he was more upset that I was spending so much time with you at all."
*Jokingly* "He must've feared we'd ride off and elope one day, leaving the kingdom behind." *Giggles*
"You've grown into a great knight. I'm impressed by how skilled you are." *Teasing* "I like to think I had something to do it with it. If only because you needed something to show off to me." *Laughs*
*Exhales* "I was surprised when I heard you'd be competing in the tournament, you, made your feelings on it quite clear the last time we spoke. About the way I'd allow my hand to be fought for by strangers, at my father's request."
"It's not the way I'd dreamed of being wed but it can't be helped. I'm the Fifth born of my siblings and third born of my sisters. There no alliances that need be struck, only fame and favor to curry with the people. Hence, this tournament is to decide my fate."
"I don't fault you for participating however, even if you don't hope to claim the ultimate prize."
*Pause*
*Shyly* "Or, do you?"
"I-I understand of course. Marriage to a princess would elevate you and your family to great heights. If that's what you want I'll support you."
*Listener grabs her hand* "M-my hand, why are you...?"
*Timidly* "I'm, more than a prize to you, aren't I?"
*Nervous laugh* "Excuse me I, need a moment.* *Happier laugh* "I never dreamed anyone would ever actually... Let alone that you'd..."
"No no! You haven't upset me, quite the opposite actually."
"Truthfully I'd, always held an interest in you. A romantic one." *Wryly "It'd have infuriated my father if we were to court and yet he'd probably have banished you if you'd broken my heart. So I, kept my interest to myself, as much as I was capable, I'm pretty sure my siblings caught on at some point."
"Which, I suppose would explain why they encouraged me to reach out to you. I was nervous but, I'm glad I did."
"Ahem, forgive me, but might I kiss you? I've wanted to for a while now."
*Kiss*
*Laugh* "Not the romantic first kiss I used to dream of, and yet at the same time it's everything I always wanted. Thank you, for everything."
"It's not going to be easy though. I have faith in your abilities but this tournament's attracted some of the kingdom's finest knights. If you lose then we-"
"No, you're right. I can't think like that, not tonight. Not when we have so little time to spend together, we should think of cheerier things."
"Please, tell me about your travels. I've tried to keep track, even if from afar, but I'd like to hear of them from you."
*Fading out* "Is it true you've traveled outside the kingdom?"
*Pause*
*Fading in* *Laughter* "And the Baron still hasn't let you back in the city? Goodness, I'll have to write to him on your behalf."
*Pause*
*Sighs* "I'm afraid it's time. If you linger here any longer we'll certainly be caught. If it gets back to my father he might prevent you from competing in the rest of the tournament."
"I'm, frightened. If you don't win then... No, I don't want to think about that."
*Kiss*
*Pause*
"Before you go! Here, take my glove, tie it to your lance or arm. I doubt my favor carries any tangible weight in the competition to come, but I want everyone to know that you have it."
"That you're the one I want to marry."

Me[24M] moved to the US fall of last year. I moved three months after graduating college to be with my long distance boyfriend that I met in college 4 years prior. He was pursuing a PhD and I came here primarily to support him after finding a good remote job that let me work from my home country and the US.
After almost a year of living together we have created unforgettable memories in this little apartment of ours, inviting friends, getting to know new people, etc. but our dream has come to a quick halt.
He recently found out that he will no longer be accepted in his PhD program. This obviously has rammed his dreams and so we have decided to move back home. I am trying my best to support him through this tough time, but it’s taken a toll on me too. We have built a beautiful home and we’re not ready to let that go, but at the same time the last two years have been tough ones, especially for him and his family, since last year his father passed away and he no longer felt happy with his work.
We are now scrambling to see when and how we are going to move back. We have a lot of things here and we don’t know how we are going to get rid of them. Since he’d been already 3 years in the program he has the option of applying to an MD, but we’d been living from my salary and his college stipend(which will probably be cutoff this month). Making the last few months of our lease a tight one financial wise.
We are both in down spirits and don’t know where to go from here…