In the Era of Fear I Comfort them with Great Love
Anita Moorjani was cured from cancer not because of a certain medicine, vaccine or chemotherapy. She was cured because of this Great Love. Anita Moorjani is a forty years old woman who is simple and honest. She was born in India, grew up in Singapore and was English educated. Later she went to Hong Kong. She knows Tamil, English and Cantonese. In 2002 the doctor said that she was down with cancer lymphoma or the blood cell tumor. After four years, in 2006 seventy percent of her body is covered with the cancerous cells. She stayed in the hospital, suffering terribly because of this illness. Later the doctor pronounced her death. After three days she woke up and was cured miraculously. This is truly inconceivable when she woke up from her death. In her mind she was very sure she was cured already. No treatment was needed. But she was very weak. She could not even talk. The doctor was surprised of her condition and again they carried out a checking on her body and found that she was free from all symptoms of cancer. In her mind she knew she was already cured. In her mind there was a great transformation that she personally experienced. And all the cells on her body were transformed into healthy cells. Later she wrote a book entitles: After dying once I finally learn to love’ By looking at this title, it coincides with Master Shan Dao’s teaching on the one with deep faith in the dharma. He said, ‘Standing here is waiting to die. Going forward is also death. Turning back, I too cannot escape from death.’ This can be found in the ‘Analogy of two rivers and one white lane’ the three sure deaths. If we have died once, we will truly give ourselves up. This is the same as the Pure Land teaching that we have to admit we are the sinful mundane man. We lose all hope as we have no ways to leave the triple realm. In cultivation we need to really undergo a total death in order to really practise the path. The zen cultivator says this is known as undergoing great death and great living. Otherwise, no real cultivation can be expected because most of us are very arrogant, very self-centred, without much changes in our stubborn mindset. That is why she said after dying once only she managed to learn how to love. In the Pure Land door this is known as having deep faith. Such a man will surely have faith in Amitabha’s 48 vows to gather in living beings without any doubts and suspicion. By relying on the strength of the Buddha’s Vows we will surely attain a rebirth. This is living in the great love of Namo Amitabha Buddha. We receive the love of Amitabha Buddha. Only then we can have the genuine love and we are able to learn to love. If we do not feel the love of Amitabha Buddha, we will not know how to love. Our love will be frightening as it is an attachment, a desire to control, to possess others. Such a love is impure, it is a threat to us. If we are not careful it might turn into hatred. Such is a frightful kind of love. If we learn from Amitabha Buddha, the love is pure, without condition and transparent. This is truly loving a person. It is not easy to learn this. We look at the couples around us. So many got married and end up in divorce. How about those who do not get a divorce? Yes, they spend the whole life fighting！The truly loving couples are as few as the stars in the broad day light. So, learning to love is our homework for the whole life. It is not easy. Today I would like to discuss this passage with you. After reading her writing I feel most shameful as what the author has said is very true in accord with her experience. Even though I have left home for more than twenty years, receiving the teaching of the Buddha, the guidance of the patriarch, the exhortation of my Master, the help of my lotus friends and all, I still feel I am lacking in genuine practice and virtues. On the contrary this lady has not met with the Buddha Dharma. She has such an awakening after dying once, it is truly a gain for her. She said, ‘After my body stopped functioning, I entered into another world.’ She was so seriously ill that her heart, her liver and everything stopped functioning. This is to show there is a world after death. She said, ‘I saw myself as a very wonderful person. This is because I was not terrorised until I had a change in shape.’ ‘I felt there was this vibrant energy around me and I was able to enter it. I realise if a man can see his wonderful existence, he must be the happiest man.’ Most of us like to complain about our imperfect existence. We often think thus, ‘I do not have enough money. I am not healthy. I am not pretty. I do not have enough clothing ….’ Here we must learn to see the good points in us, to appreciate the value of our existence. A woman who can say like this is truly very calm in mind. A man who always complains about himself will not be able to live happily each day. So, without knowing the love of Amitabha for us, we will be a great complainer. We complain about no money, we complain about our look, our wrinkles and so on and so forth. What kind of life will this be with so many complaints? She said, ‘I found that there was this power surrounding me.’ When we pass away, we will no longer be using our eyes, ears, nose, tongue, body and mind to observe. Instead, we will be awakened to our innate Buddha. She felt she is surrounded by this vibrant field of energy and she is also this energy. What kind of power is this? It is a kind of energy. It is always in the universe or the dharma realm in the Buddhist terms. In fact, this is Amitabha Buddha. This is the strength of the Buddha Nature. She uses her Buddha Nature to experience the Buddha Nature. It exists forever. It is neither born nor become extinct. If the Buddha enters the world or does not enter the world, it is always there without changing. Of course, she does not use these Buddhist terms. She said, ‘When I give up the attachment to the mundane world, I enter another world effortlessly. It is unnecessary to pray, to recite a sutra or to give a dharma talk. It is unnecessary to seek forgiveness, repentance or other methods.’ ‘Death gives me the feeling that I do not need to do anything. It is just as though I am telling someone I am coming to the end. I cannot do anything anymore. I give up. Whatever you want to do I will just accept.’ I feel that this passage is very near in meaning to the Pure Land’s view. It means when we die, we have just to let go as nothing can be done anymore. Most people die in torment as there are many attachments in this world. They are worried about their children, money and work. Some people find it difficult to die. So, from here we must learn to let go when it is our turn to leave the world. Moreover, we have the promise from Amitabha Buddha who will come to receive us in accord with the strength of his vows. It is much easier for us. This lady just let go and she entered another world. Her state should be quite high too. I will explain below. I feel that she had arrived at the border of the Pure Land. Her state of an awakened mind showed that she was not in the heaven. She seemed to be enlightened to the Buddha nature and non -existence of a self. She experienced the light of enlightenment and returned to life, to lead a life of love. So, in our practice we are told to let go of all attachment and to wish for a rebirth in the Pure Land relying on Amitabha’s strength of vows. So from here we can see it is very easy to be born in the World of Ultimate Bliss. She said it is unnecessary to recite a sutra, a dharma or seeking for forgiveness. She enters the other world naturally when she simply gives up herself. I remember once I went with my Master to console a dying man. I was very touched by my Master’s words. He said kindly to the man who is on the verge of death, ‘So and so, now we will recite Namo Amitabha Buddha. If you can recite, then recite together. If you can’t, just lay down and relax. It is ok if you just listen to our recitation.’ Are not these words very comforting? The dying man will feel very safe and relax. But if you were to say, ‘So and so, this is the last chance. Bring out all your strength to face death. If you can recite then recite together. If you cannot recite, you must try also!’ On listening to this threat, the sick man is stressed out. He will die instantly as he has no strength to join in recitation. The Master who with his great love understands the rescue of Amitabha Buddha is a natural process that he is able to say in such a comforting way. No condition is needed. There is no threat nor fright in his words. A man who threatens people is not calm as he must be frightened too in his mind. That is why what he says will frighten people, giving stress to others. If we are loving in our mind, our words will only bring love, peace and calm to others. People will feel our love for them. So, this lady says it is unnecessary to read or recite any prayer or seeking forgiveness. This is because the wavelength of her mind is on a par with the great love of the universe. She naturally enters it. Namo Amitabha Buddha is a dharma that requires no seeking or pleading. It is a dharma of rescue without condition. When we recite Namo Amitabha Buddha, the wavelength of our mind is the same as Amitabha Buddha. So, we will attain a rebirth naturally. Many of us who do not understand the kindness of Amitabha Buddha will seek a rebirth by pleading to the Buddha every day. His mind is unsettled and frightened that he might be left out. This is because he does not understand when he recites the Buddha’s name, the wavelength of his mind is in the same frequency with Amitabha Buddha’s mind and vows. Then people will ask, ‘Do we still go to recite the Buddha’s Name for the dying man?’ ‘Yes, of course.’ This is because the dying man has yet to understand this point. When we recite for him, he will be safe in the shine of Namo Amitabha Buddha. This is a method which is bestowed upon us to save us with this Name in accord with the strength of the Buddha’s vows. When she says to somebody, this refers to Amitabha Buddha. She says she cannot do anything anymore and she gives up. She gives herself up to the Buddha. So, when we die do not try to fight with death and refuse to die. We must just admit we are the offender and we need the help of Amitabha Buddha to take us, to rescue us. Namo is to admit we take refuge in the Buddha, we surrender ourselves. When we cultivate this door, we must not add in our ideas. We must just let Amitabha Buddha to decide for us. This is because Amitabha has the power of great vow, the extensive great strength of the Buddha Nature, the strength of immeasurable light, the strength of immeasurable lifespan. We just have to give up all planning. He will plan for us. So, when we recite the Name of the Buddha, just recite without thinking of doing this or that trying so hard to reach a certain acceptable standard. These are all unnecessary. This type of thinking is the habit of the sagely path cultivators. When we sit on the plane, just sit there. The plane will bring you to your destiny. It is unnecessary for you to help the plane to fly. Amitabha Buddha the pilot does not need you to fly the plane. If he needs your help then he is not known as Amitabha Buddha. Anita said, ‘In the other world, I found that my mind is very clear and bright. I realise by myself that I will only die out of the fear and terror in my mind.’ These words are very true. Clarity of mind means her mind is pure. In this world our mind is turbid, dark and deluded. That is why are enveloped in all kinds of worries and terror. But once we arrive at the Pure Land, we will naturally be pure and bright. This is because the land is pure and is enveloped in bright illumination. She said she naturally know she will be cured. This knowing ability is possessed by us originally. No learning is needed because our Buddha nature is originally pure and bright. In the Saha world our ability is being covered up by afflictions. But when we arrive at the World of Ultimate Bliss, we will naturally possess this ability. This ability reappears relying on the strength of Vows of Amitabha Buddha. When we arrive at the Pure Land, we will naturally possess the ability to make offerings to the Buddha. On hearing one sentence we are enlightened to the millions. Our mind is opened up to the thousands of million Dharanis. Everyone of us have this innate ability. And Amitabha Buddha’s strength of Vows enhances its opening. In this Saha World our innate nature is all covered up and cannot function. In the world of ultimate bliss, by relying on Amitabha Buddha’s strength of great vows, our innate ability is open up. So they are not contradicting. ‘I naturally know the source of the thought that I will die. The source is I was frightened. If there is no fear, there is no death.’ In actuality there is no death. It is only our fear of death that this illusion comes froth. In Buddha dharma we should know death itself is an illusion. Time is also an illusion. That is why the Buddha speaks all the Sutra in this manner, ‘Thus have I heard, at one time the Buddha was…..’ No specific time is stated. Now the physics has proven its illusory. As time is an illusion, it does not exist. Let me give you an example of what is meant by death. It is as if we are driving a car into a tunnel. The shape of the tunnel resembles that of a tomb. And we keep on driving into it. We say we are entering the tomb, that we are going to die soon. We are threatened as the entrance represents death. We continue on our journey in the tunnel and later leave the tunnel, again travelling on our way to another destiny. The entrance of the tunnel, the funeral wreath looks like the tomb. For us, death is a terrible idea that we are fearful of it. We do not know life is a continuity and there is no death. It is our wrong concept that there is this section of birth and death. No one can do anything about it until they personally realise it. ‘I am unable to live out my real self as I have too much worried.’ Most of us live in this world wearing a mask. If everyone of us is free to show our real self this is the most beautiful side of a self. Why cannot we live the way we should live? It is because we are always burdened with worries. We are worried we are not good enough. We are worried that our parents will scold us. We are worried our teacher will get angry and criticize us. We are worried about losing face. We only live for others. We lose our life away trying to accord to others’ expectation. We lose the light of a happy life. Our life is controlled by all these worrisome thoughts. But if we truly recite the Buddha’s Name, our mind will be at ease. Amitabha Buddha takes away our worries by replacing them with Namo Amitabha Buddha. We will realise all these worries and views are not important and we will gradually pay no attention to them. Our true life is Buddha recitation. That is our real identity. Our mind will be at ease as we will pay no attention to those unreal things, words and ideas. Our worries only arise when we care too much about the mundane matters. The author has not learnt about Buddhism. This is her experience in death. What she has written is very personal, true experience, not something that we learn from a book. Her experience gives her an awakening to the reality of life and she lives out her life in this awakening. I saw her video and I feel she is an enlightened person. An enlightened person may not be replete with spiritual penetration. But she will reveal her love in her daily living. She is calm at ease and without any sense of fear in her mind. She leads her life in a genuine way. She said, ‘I know that cancer is not a punishment neither is it a retribution. Cancer is my energy capacity which reveals itself on my body. Because of my fear I am unable to reveal the beautiful self in me. And this is the job which should be carried out by me. I know that cancer is not a punishment which is forced on me. It is not an external force of retribution.’ This is what we often do when certain things happen, we will try to find an excuse or put the blame on reward or retribution. We treat the misfortune with anger and hatred. We often have this tendency to catogorise every happening in accord with the cause or reason. In Buddhism we talk about cause and effect. As she is not a Buddhist she says, ‘Cancer appears as a result of a change in my energy capacity. This energy shows itself in the form of cancer.’ This is because she lives in fear and worries. She does not live out her real happy self. So if we the Buddha recitation cultivators are able to reveal the bright side of life, to live without worries, there will be no more cancer for us. This is her understanding about life. That is why I have often said, ‘Lead a life of a mundane man and recite the Buddha’s Name sincerely.’ We should lead a life of Amitabha Buddha. Our life will be full of light and blessings. And we will become more loving. Finally we will lead a comfortable life and people around us will be comfortable also. This itself is the propagation of the dharma of love. Otherwise, if we cannot live a loving life, there is no point talking about anything as they will be useless. Anita said, ‘In that state which is vast and limitless, I found that I am too strict with myself. I keep on whipping myself.’ Can we feel the existence of being vast and limitless? No. We are often limited by our surrounding. As she had entered the limitless vastness, she is able to know her whole life. She knows her fault is being too strict with herself. In fact, most of us are very strict with ourselves, demanding ourselves to be like this or that. She said, ‘No one is punishing me. The person whom I cannot forgive is I myself. I have abandoned myself. I do not love myself. This matter is none of others’ business.’ No one from outside comes to punish us. It is we who punish ourselves. We cannot forgive our selves. We add on a lot of unnecessary locks and chains on ourselves. What is more for us the Buddha reciters? If we recite the Buddha’s name and on the other hand, we add on ourselves lots of locks and chains whence Amitabha Buddha is trying to unlock us, isn’t this a most pitiful situation?’ She said that she had abandoned herself. It means we throw ourselves away and become a lone ranger, an isolated person living a life of sadness, a live without love. Look at a baby. Her eyes are clear as the baby is a simple being, just like a simple puppies or baby cat. The baby can play with chickens, puppis as she does not give rise to diffentiation. Not everyone of us is like Anita. But every one of us can recite the Buddha’s name. When we recite the Buddha’s name, we will be calm. Amitabha Buddha said, ‘In the world of fear I comfort them with great love.’ It is because all the worries are gone when we accomplish Buddhahood at the Pure Land. We will not be so worried about our poverty, health problem, ugliness, stupidity, inability to recite a sutra, a mantra. All these are unimportant as finally I will become a Buddha in the Buddha Land. We will be more humorous. For example, if we are ugly we will use it as a joke. It does not matter at all. Because all the external states are not you. The real self, our real life is the Buddha’s Name. It is our true identity. It will bring ease to our mind. A baby is pure. But as it grows up, it starts to abandon himself. A baby resembles a glass of pure water. When he grows up, his greed starts to accumulate when he wants a toy, a book, good results, money, benefits, fame women and so on. All these are placed in the glass of water. Everything is a piece of mud that we put in out glass. The more we put into the glass, the more the water will flow out. This water is the genuine self. We abandon the true self, chase it out with our greed. We fill ourselves with all the rubbish. The genuine blessings and bliss are chased away. We lead an opaque life without transparency. Our life become a glass of muddy water and we live in great torment. The more we obtain, the more we lose ourselves. That is why the Buddha is truly kind. He and his disciples lead a life of a beggar. When you have nothing, you will be happy and relax. The mind retains its purity. Human beings are deluded as they think to possess a wife, children, a house, a car are called blessings. A man who truly loves himself does not love money, sex, fame, food, sleep. These five desires are the knives that will cut us into pieces and bring on great sufferings. Anita said, ‘I realise I am the child of the beautiful universe. As long as I exist, I will obtain this unconditional love.’ This is very good. I would like to make the following changes, ‘I realize that I am the son of the adorned Amitabha Buddha.’ In Buddhism we use adorned to replace the word beautiful. The universe is this Amitabha Buddha. In the Sutra we are told Amitabha Buddha is the Treasury Body of the Dharma Realm. Amitabha Buddha exists in the whole of the Dharma Realm. Of course, there are also the reward body and transformation bodies beside the dharma body. Amitabha Buddha is the immeasurable wisdom and lifespan. Anita says that the universal energy is abundant and inexhaustible, vast and without limits. This is the existence of the Buddha Nature. She says as long as she exists, she will surely obtain the unconditional love. I often also say, ‘No conditions are required for us to receive the love and rescue of Amitabha Buddha.’ Let us take the analogy of a tree. As long as it exists, it will receive the sunlight. No other condition is needed. So it is the same for the house and everything on earth. Amitabha Buddha’s Name is also known as the Light that Far-surpassing the Sun and Moon. Amitabha Buddha’s light pervasively illumines all the living beings and things in the world. As long as we exist, we will receive the light of the Buddha, the protection of his loving kindness and rescue. It is unnecessary for us to become somebody so as to receive the unconditional rescue of Amitabha Buddha. Our Master Hui Jing also wrote a book on the ‘Unconditional Rescue of the Buddha.’ Some people cannot believe. He says, ‘If this is the case everyone will commit evils.’ Such a thinking is negative and full of fear as his mind is dwelling in darkness. He is afraid that the world will go upside down. He cannot understand that as long as there is the existence, may they be a cat, a dog, a hell being, they will be taken care of by Amitabha Buddha. The only condition is they exist. This reminds me of the words of Great Master Tan Luan, ‘The future scholars who hear about the rescue of the Buddha, the rescue that relies on other’s strength, he should give rise to faith. Do not refuse such a chance. It is being stupid.’ Do not think that you should do this and that to obtain the rescue? Amitabha Buddha did not ask you to do anything. He says, ‘Living beings in the ten directions who have faith in me.’ It means they exist and the Buddha will be there to save them. Buddha recitation is not a condition. It is just a method of saving. Anita says, ‘I do not have to do anything to obtain this love.’ Just like a blade of grass in the water. Does it need to do anything to obtain water? It is unnecessary. As long as it exists, it is surrounded by the water. As long as we exist, we are surrounded by the love of Amitabha Buddha. We do not need to do anything to obtain this love and care. Once we know this, we will be fearless and calm at ease. This is the same as the sunlight which shine on the mountain and also the valley. In our life no matter what level we are we will receive the illumination of Amitabha Buddha. Anita says, ‘No prayer, no seeking is needed.’ Amitabha’s rescue is there always. As long as we recite, we will be saved by him. Amitabha Buddha says, ‘All living beings in the ten directions who call on me will be saved by me. You only have to say out my name.’ You say you are dumb and cannot call the name. Such a man who understands the rescue of Buddha will also be saved even if he cannot pronounce the Name. But if you are unwilling, you are creating an obstacle for yourself. That is why our dharma door is known as the ‘The Dharma is taught without being asked.’, the ‘Befriend us without being asked’. As long as we trust him, he will come personally to take us to his Pure Land. On hearing that nothing is needed to be done, some will be confused. They want to do something, to clean the altar, to change the water, to offer some fruits and incense, to sit in meditation and so on. They think this will help them to attain a rebirth. They have to do something. They do not realise what they need to do is to reveal the beautiful self, to lead the adorned life and let themselves become the love. As long as we sit there and lead a loving life we are in accord with the love of the Buddha Amitabha. When the sun is shining, you say, ‘It is good. A shiny day.’ When it is raining, you say, ‘Very good. It is raining now.’ When it snows, you say, ‘Good, I love snow.’ This way of living is to add the positive loving energy to this universe. You are spreading the pure and harmony energy to the universe. In the Buddha Dharma it is known as the lights shine on one another. The whole universe will receive the positive energy of your loving and harmonious mind. So, what you need to do is to recite Namo Amitabha Budda loudly, softly, silently. All will be ok. If we live this way, Amitabha Buddha will be most happy to see us. It is just like a child who is sleeping in the cradle. Doing nothing. What do you think? Will the mother be happy to see him like that? Yes, of course. She will be very glad with him just sleeping there. Nothing has to be done. A child in the arms of his mother is the revelation of total trust. And this is the same for us to be in the arms of Amitabha Buddha. We just relax and trust him. We will lead a happy life. And this is the genuine way of living in accord with the love of oneself. More often than not we lead a life with worries, fear, twisted emotions and trying to cover up our faults. Our adorned life cannot be revealed. Everyday, we live in fear and worries. This is adding chains and locks to ourselves. Anita says, ‘I have never truly loved myself before. I have never valued my existence. I have never seen the adorned soul in me.’ She uses soul to describe herself. In the Buddha Dharma this refers to the beauty and adorned Buddha Nature. She said, ‘I am so beautiful yet I have never realised it. It is replaced with the hard facts of mundane existence. I decay because I do not understand my beautiful soul.’ In the Buddha Dharma it is described as all living beings are originally the Buddha. Yet we do not live, in accord with our Buddha Nature. We are often controlled by our mundane existence, the salary, the examination results and such like. We forget of our Buddha Nature. We lead a life of decay, a life of erosion. This is the General path of Buddhism. From the angle of Buddha Recitation, the rescue of Amitabha is always with us, only that we do not realise it. We try all kinds of methods hoping for the Buddha to rescue us. We do not know that we just have to admit we are the mundane men who are covered with offences. There is no other way to save ourselves if we do not rely on Amitabha Buddha. Then we let go and recite the Buddha’s Name wholeheartedly. This is the way to be saved by the Buddha. But most people cannot understand this. They want to do something good, to be pretentious and make out something good of himself, to scold people for their lacking in virtues and such like. This is against the practise of this pure land door. Why cannot the people in the world see their pretention? It is because they are also not living a true life. Their eyes are not clear enough to see through this pretention. A fake man sees something fake and he will treat it as genuine. A clear -headed man will surely be able to see through all these false masks. If we were to wear a false mask for too long it will be difficult to remove it. It has grown on to our skin. It will be painful if we want to remove this fake mask. So it takes time for us to loosen this false mask as we have been wearing them for too long. Anita says, ‘This understanding makes me realise that I do not have to be frightened anymore.’ There is no more fear in her mind. It is a mind of calm and bliss. It is a mind which is full of hope. It is a comforting mind that can soothe others. With this calm and happy mind it is already a contribution to all around us. It is already a protection and mindfulness to all around us. We do not have to do anything at all. Most of us live in fear. We pay for insurance because we are afraid when we get old, we have no money, no money to pay the medical fees. We get married out of fear that we will be lonely. Why do we give birth to children? We are afraid no one will take care of us at old age. Why do we go to school? It is because we are afraid of our mother’s anger. Why must we study hard? We are afraid of our teacher. Why do we go to university? We are afraid people will look down on us. Can we live without fear? We cannot. Even our mother who loves us so much say we will suffer if we do not study hard. From our young age we receive the education of fear. We are threatened by our beloved parents, our responsible teachers. We do not receive the education of love. So, if we love our children, do not add fear to them. We must give only love and courage so that they can face life with their original positive energy, positive strength. This is because the world is full of twisted people, fake people, suffering people. There are very few upright men, genuine men, happy and hopeful men around. I only hope all of you my lotus friends will bring up a future generation who is upright, genuine, happy and hopeful with the strength of Amitabha Buddha. So, we must lead a life based on the right values taught by Amitabha Buddha. If we teach our child to fight for self -benefit, to contend with others, we are making them blind so that they do not see the truth of life. This is harming them. If we are enlightened to this, we will only rely on Amitabha Buddha. We are not afraid to be lonely. We will be at ease. Those who see the light, the warmth of the Buddha will no longer be frightened. Anita says, ‘I realise this is a state that can be reached by myself and everyone.’ In Zen sect it is said all living beings are Buddha. In the Buddha recitation door, everyone can recite the Name, everyone can attain a rebirth and everyone can accomplish Buddhahood. This is the bestowment by Amitabha Buddha. All the things that we fight for may not be beneficial to us. Everything that benefits us are often free. For example, the air we take in every instant is free. We do not pay to stand on the earth. We do not pay to look at the sky above. Whatever we fight and earn to get are valueless. Everything that is valuable is free. In the general practice it is said, ‘No cultivation is the cultivation. Nothing is obtainable. This is the state of a bodhisattva. The original face of all dharma often dwells in the mark of still extinction. Our Buddha Nature is replete with all merits and virtues. We cannot cultivate anything to enhance it. This is because all the things that we can do are only dreams, illusion, bubbles and shadow. Whatever that we do, that we create are not in accord with our Buddha Nature. The Buddha Nature is always there, original and shining out naturally. And in our Pure Land Dharma, whatever we have offered, whatever we have done are not the causes for our attainment of a rebirth. Attaining a rebirth is the state of nothing doing. It stays apart from creation or doing. It is a natural state. Reciting Namo Amitabha Buddha helps us to return to this state. Anita said, ‘So I decided to return to the mundane world.’ She has enlightened to the opportunity of life and she decided to come back to tell us about life. Just like many Pure Land cultivators who say that they will not come back any more to sufferings. Yet when they arrive at the Pure Land and brings forth the Bodhi mind, they will come back by themselves to help other beings. Anita said, ‘When I was on the verge of death, I realised the universe comes forth from unconditional love. I am one of the revelations of this love in my present form.’ For the scientists they will say the universe is made from electron, protons, neutrons and so on. This is talking only at the surface level, the materials. But as she talked from her true experienc,e she can see all the things, all the people are the expression of this universal love. When she comes back from death, she deeply penetrates the genuine love the mother universe and her wavelength is in accord with the universal love. She comes back as a healthy woman. So once there is a change in our mind set, the body, the people and the surroundings will also change. In the eyes of Buddha and Bodhisattva there is no differentiation of filth and purity. Everything is pure and adorned in its own expression. Every one of us is the art piece of this unconditional love or in the Buddha’s words, the Buddha Nature. She said, ‘I cannot change into another form as it is my original expression, original nature of this unconditional love.’ Everything that exists is the expression of the Buddha Nature. Even something which is defiled or unwholesome is also part of the expression of this unconditional everlasting love. That is why the Buddha says, ‘All the Dharma from the original state dwells constantly in still extinction.’ Still extinction refers to Nirvana the state of the Buddha. So, when we recite the Buddha’s Name we will enter the Buddha’s dwelling. ‘The energy capacity of the strength of life forms derives from love. And I am made from the universal energy capacity. On knowing this, I realise I do not need to become somebody else. And my true value will not be depreciated too.’ Anita said, So, it is unnecessary for us to become another man. A business man does not need to become Jack Ma. Why is this so? It is because you are equal to him. He is not higher than you. He has the Buddha Nature and you also have the Buddha Nature. Every one is equal. So we do not need to measure in terms of money especially if we truly know the benefits of Buddha recitation. In the eyes of the Buddha every one of us is a shining star. We do not need to chase after another star. Just imagine the havoc it will be when the stars do not dwell in its orbit and try to chase after another star. What a chaos the universe will become. Everyone of our existence is in perfect conditions in the eyes of the Buddha and Bodhisattva. ‘This is the I that I have always wanted to be.’ she said. We must learn to appreciate ourselves, accept ourselves and love ourselves. This ‘I’ is invaluable under the unconditional love of the Rescue of Amitabha Buddha. We are his precious sons, the pearls on his hand. If we are accepted by the Buddha, we will be so happy as we will have no complaint about ourselves. We are often surrounded by people who keep on complaining about us. The first one is our mother who says that we are not clever, we have low marks. We are not filial. We earn too little. See how our mother teaches us not to appreciate ourselves. Then we are blamed by our teacher, our classmates, our girl -friend and so on. Then comes Amitabha Buddha who studies us and says, ‘Put aside all the complaints. You are qualified to attain Buddhahood. No problem at all. I give you 100 percent.’ That is why we Buddha Recitation Practitioners are always at ease under the shine of Amitabha Buddha who give us the confirmation. This is the greatest benefits the Buddha bestows upon us. Buddhism brings hope and bliss to the world, the universe. So, in this life’s time we must try our best to lead a life of Amitabha Buddha. Do not be swayed by the mundane values, mundane eyes, mundane perspective. We rely only on the outlook of the Buddha and Bodhisattva. ‘Once we know that we are this love, it is unnecessary to purposely go forth to shower love on others. As long as we are faithful to our original nature, we will automatically become the tools of love, touching the hearts of everyone who have affinity with us.’ This part of her speech is very good. If we are already the lamp, there is no need for us to go out purposely to shine on others. The lamp just stands at its place and it manages to brighten up the place. So, when we are the LOVE, we will naturally touch those around us with our love. Take a look at our Master Hui Jing. He sits there quietly and yet every one of us are calm and happy naturally. So when we become the love, wherever we are, all will feel calm at ease, without any fear. Anita said, ‘The most important thing I have learnt is I am the Love itself. All my fears are gone. This is the reason I come into life again.’ Amitabha Buddha said, ‘I will transform all the fear into great calmness, great serenity’ When We recite His Name we are charged with his love. We also become the love. We will leave behind all fear. ‘My dear, you will always be loved. You do not need to harbour any fear. There is no way for you to commit any errors.’ Always think about these three sentences. There is the light of truth in it. This is spoken by a non -Buddhist who was on the verge of her death and who lives again. How about us the Buddha Recitation Practitioners? Can we deny the love of Amitabha Buddha, His unconditional love of rescue? From this story we know the unconditional love of rescue of the Buddha pervasively surrounds us. We must have faith in this and lead a life of joy with no more fear. Nowadays, everyone lives in fear. We must learn to replete ourselves with love and bring this shine to others, to lead them out of fear. Love yourself and love others. Namo Amitabha Buddha. A dharma talk by Dharma Master Shi Jing Zong, the Abbot of the Hong Yuan Monastery in Anhui, China entitled: Dying Once to Learn to Love Link: https://oridharma.wordpress.com/2020/05/16/in-the-era-of-fear-i-comfort-them-with-great-love/

In the Era of Fear I Comfort them with Great Love
Anita Moorjani was cured from cancer not because of a certain medicine, vaccine or chemotherapy. She was cured because of this Great Love. Anita Moorjani is a forty years old woman who is simple and honest. She was born in India, grew up in Singapore and was English educated. Later she went to Hong Kong. She knows Tamil, English and Cantonese. In 2002 the doctor said that she was down with cancer lymphoma or the blood cell tumor. After four years, in 2006 seventy percent of her body is covered with the cancerous cells. She stayed in the hospital, suffering terribly because of this illness. Later the doctor pronounced her death. After three days she woke up and was cured miraculously. This is truly inconceivable when she woke up from her death. In her mind she was very sure she was cured already. No treatment was needed. But she was very weak. She could not even talk. The doctor was surprised of her condition and again they carried out a checking on her body and found that she was free from all symptoms of cancer. In her mind she knew she was already cured. In her mind there was a great transformation that she personally experienced. And all the cells on her body were transformed into healthy cells. Later she wrote a book entitles: After dying once I finally learn to love’ By looking at this title, it coincides with Master Shan Dao’s teaching on the one with deep faith in the dharma. He said, ‘Standing here is waiting to die. Going forward is also death. Turning back, I too cannot escape from death.’ This can be found in the ‘Analogy of two rivers and one white lane’ the three sure deaths. If we have died once, we will truly give ourselves up. This is the same as the Pure Land teaching that we have to admit we are the sinful mundane man. We lose all hope as we have no ways to leave the triple realm. In cultivation we need to really undergo a total death in order to really practise the path. The zen cultivator says this is known as undergoing great death and great living. Otherwise, no real cultivation can be expected because most of us are very arrogant, very self-centred, without much changes in our stubborn mindset. That is why she said after dying once only she managed to learn how to love. In the Pure Land door this is known as having deep faith. Such a man will surely have faith in Amitabha’s 48 vows to gather in living beings without any doubts and suspicion. By relying on the strength of the Buddha’s Vows we will surely attain a rebirth. This is living in the great love of Namo Amitabha Buddha. We receive the love of Amitabha Buddha. Only then we can have the genuine love and we are able to learn to love. If we do not feel the love of Amitabha Buddha, we will not know how to love. Our love will be frightening as it is an attachment, a desire to control, to possess others. Such a love is impure, it is a threat to us. If we are not careful it might turn into hatred. Such is a frightful kind of love. If we learn from Amitabha Buddha, the love is pure, without condition and transparent. This is truly loving a person. It is not easy to learn this. We look at the couples around us. So many got married and end up in divorce. How about those who do not get a divorce? Yes, they spend the whole life fighting！The truly loving couples are as few as the stars in the broad day light. So, learning to love is our homework for the whole life. It is not easy. Today I would like to discuss this passage with you. After reading her writing I feel most shameful as what the author has said is very true in accord with her experience. Even though I have left home for more than twenty years, receiving the teaching of the Buddha, the guidance of the patriarch, the exhortation of my Master, the help of my lotus friends and all, I still feel I am lacking in genuine practice and virtues. On the contrary this lady has not met with the Buddha Dharma. She has such an awakening after dying once, it is truly a gain for her. She said, ‘After my body stopped functioning, I entered into another world.’ She was so seriously ill that her heart, her liver and everything stopped functioning. This is to show there is a world after death. She said, ‘I saw myself as a very wonderful person. This is because I was not terrorised until I had a change in shape.’ ‘I felt there was this vibrant energy around me and I was able to enter it. I realise if a man can see his wonderful existence, he must be the happiest man.’ Most of us like to complain about our imperfect existence. We often think thus, ‘I do not have enough money. I am not healthy. I am not pretty. I do not have enough clothing ….’ Here we must learn to see the good points in us, to appreciate the value of our existence. A woman who can say like this is truly very calm in mind. A man who always complains about himself will not be able to live happily each day. So, without knowing the love of Amitabha for us, we will be a great complainer. We complain about no money, we complain about our look, our wrinkles and so on and so forth. What kind of life will this be with so many complaints? She said, ‘I found that there was this power surrounding me.’ When we pass away, we will no longer be using our eyes, ears, nose, tongue, body and mind to observe. Instead, we will be awakened to our innate Buddha. She felt she is surrounded by this vibrant field of energy and she is also this energy. What kind of power is this? It is a kind of energy. It is always in the universe or the dharma realm in the Buddhist terms. In fact, this is Amitabha Buddha. This is the strength of the Buddha Nature. She uses her Buddha Nature to experience the Buddha Nature. It exists forever. It is neither born nor become extinct. If the Buddha enters the world or does not enter the world, it is always there without changing. Of course, she does not use these Buddhist terms. She said, ‘When I give up the attachment to the mundane world, I enter another world effortlessly. It is unnecessary to pray, to recite a sutra or to give a dharma talk. It is unnecessary to seek forgiveness, repentance or other methods.’ ‘Death gives me the feeling that I do not need to do anything. It is just as though I am telling someone I am coming to the end. I cannot do anything anymore. I give up. Whatever you want to do I will just accept.’ I feel that this passage is very near in meaning to the Pure Land’s view. It means when we die, we have just to let go as nothing can be done anymore. Most people die in torment as there are many attachments in this world. They are worried about their children, money and work. Some people find it difficult to die. So, from here we must learn to let go when it is our turn to leave the world. Moreover, we have the promise from Amitabha Buddha who will come to receive us in accord with the strength of his vows. It is much easier for us. This lady just let go and she entered another world. Her state should be quite high too. I will explain below. I feel that she had arrived at the border of the Pure Land. Her state of an awakened mind showed that she was not in the heaven. She seemed to be enlightened to the Buddha nature and non -existence of a self. She experienced the light of enlightenment and returned to life, to lead a life of love. So, in our practice we are told to let go of all attachment and to wish for a rebirth in the Pure Land relying on Amitabha’s strength of vows. So from here we can see it is very easy to be born in the World of Ultimate Bliss. She said it is unnecessary to recite a sutra, a dharma or seeking for forgiveness. She enters the other world naturally when she simply gives up herself. I remember once I went with my Master to console a dying man. I was very touched by my Master’s words. He said kindly to the man who is on the verge of death, ‘So and so, now we will recite Namo Amitabha Buddha. If you can recite, then recite together. If you can’t, just lay down and relax. It is ok if you just listen to our recitation.’ Are not these words very comforting? The dying man will feel very safe and relax. But if you were to say, ‘So and so, this is the last chance. Bring out all your strength to face death. If you can recite then recite together. If you cannot recite, you must try also!’ On listening to this threat, the sick man is stressed out. He will die instantly as he has no strength to join in recitation. The Master who with his great love understands the rescue of Amitabha Buddha is a natural process that he is able to say in such a comforting way. No condition is needed. There is no threat nor fright in his words. A man who threatens people is not calm as he must be frightened too in his mind. That is why what he says will frighten people, giving stress to others. If we are loving in our mind, our words will only bring love, peace and calm to others. People will feel our love for them. So, this lady says it is unnecessary to read or recite any prayer or seeking forgiveness. This is because the wavelength of her mind is on a par with the great love of the universe. She naturally enters it. Namo Amitabha Buddha is a dharma that requires no seeking or pleading. It is a dharma of rescue without condition. When we recite Namo Amitabha Buddha, the wavelength of our mind is the same as Amitabha Buddha. So, we will attain a rebirth naturally. Many of us who do not understand the kindness of Amitabha Buddha will seek a rebirth by pleading to the Buddha every day. His mind is unsettled and frightened that he might be left out. This is because he does not understand when he recites the Buddha’s name, the wavelength of his mind is in the same frequency with Amitabha Buddha’s mind and vows. Then people will ask, ‘Do we still go to recite the Buddha’s Name for the dying man?’ ‘Yes, of course.’ This is because the dying man has yet to understand this point. When we recite for him, he will be safe in the shine of Namo Amitabha Buddha. This is a method which is bestowed upon us to save us with this Name in accord with the strength of the Buddha’s vows. When she says to somebody, this refers to Amitabha Buddha. She says she cannot do anything anymore and she gives up. She gives herself up to the Buddha. So, when we die do not try to fight with death and refuse to die. We must just admit we are the offender and we need the help of Amitabha Buddha to take us, to rescue us. Namo is to admit we take refuge in the Buddha, we surrender ourselves. When we cultivate this door, we must not add in our ideas. We must just let Amitabha Buddha to decide for us. This is because Amitabha has the power of great vow, the extensive great strength of the Buddha Nature, the strength of immeasurable light, the strength of immeasurable lifespan. We just have to give up all planning. He will plan for us. So, when we recite the Name of the Buddha, just recite without thinking of doing this or that trying so hard to reach a certain acceptable standard. These are all unnecessary. This type of thinking is the habit of the sagely path cultivators. When we sit on the plane, just sit there. The plane will bring you to your destiny. It is unnecessary for you to help the plane to fly. Amitabha Buddha the pilot does not need you to fly the plane. If he needs your help then he is not known as Amitabha Buddha. Anita said, ‘In the other world, I found that my mind is very clear and bright. I realise by myself that I will only die out of the fear and terror in my mind.’ These words are very true. Clarity of mind means her mind is pure. In this world our mind is turbid, dark and deluded. That is why are enveloped in all kinds of worries and terror. But once we arrive at the Pure Land, we will naturally be pure and bright. This is because the land is pure and is enveloped in bright illumination. She said she naturally know she will be cured. This knowing ability is possessed by us originally. No learning is needed because our Buddha nature is originally pure and bright. In the Saha world our ability is being covered up by afflictions. But when we arrive at the World of Ultimate Bliss, we will naturally possess this ability. This ability reappears relying on the strength of Vows of Amitabha Buddha. When we arrive at the Pure Land, we will naturally possess the ability to make offerings to the Buddha. On hearing one sentence we are enlightened to the millions. Our mind is opened up to the thousands of million Dharanis. Everyone of us have this innate ability. And Amitabha Buddha’s strength of Vows enhances its opening. In this Saha World our innate nature is all covered up and cannot function. In the world of ultimate bliss, by relying on Amitabha Buddha’s strength of great vows, our innate ability is open up. So they are not contradicting. ‘I naturally know the source of the thought that I will die. The source is I was frightened. If there is no fear, there is no death.’ In actuality there is no death. It is only our fear of death that this illusion comes froth. In Buddha dharma we should know death itself is an illusion. Time is also an illusion. That is why the Buddha speaks all the Sutra in this manner, ‘Thus have I heard, at one time the Buddha was…..’ No specific time is stated. Now the physics has proven its illusory. As time is an illusion, it does not exist. Let me give you an example of what is meant by death. It is as if we are driving a car into a tunnel. The shape of the tunnel resembles that of a tomb. And we keep on driving into it. We say we are entering the tomb, that we are going to die soon. We are threatened as the entrance represents death. We continue on our journey in the tunnel and later leave the tunnel, again travelling on our way to another destiny. The entrance of the tunnel, the funeral wreath looks like the tomb. For us, death is a terrible idea that we are fearful of it. We do not know life is a continuity and there is no death. It is our wrong concept that there is this section of birth and death. No one can do anything about it until they personally realise it. ‘I am unable to live out my real self as I have too much worried.’ Most of us live in this world wearing a mask. If everyone of us is free to show our real self this is the most beautiful side of a self. Why cannot we live the way we should live? It is because we are always burdened with worries. We are worried we are not good enough. We are worried that our parents will scold us. We are worried our teacher will get angry and criticize us. We are worried about losing face. We only live for others. We lose our life away trying to accord to others’ expectation. We lose the light of a happy life. Our life is controlled by all these worrisome thoughts. But if we truly recite the Buddha’s Name, our mind will be at ease. Amitabha Buddha takes away our worries by replacing them with Namo Amitabha Buddha. We will realise all these worries and views are not important and we will gradually pay no attention to them. Our true life is Buddha recitation. That is our real identity. Our mind will be at ease as we will pay no attention to those unreal things, words and ideas. Our worries only arise when we care too much about the mundane matters. The author has not learnt about Buddhism. This is her experience in death. What she has written is very personal, true experience, not something that we learn from a book. Her experience gives her an awakening to the reality of life and she lives out her life in this awakening. I saw her video and I feel she is an enlightened person. An enlightened person may not be replete with spiritual penetration. But she will reveal her love in her daily living. She is calm at ease and without any sense of fear in her mind. She leads her life in a genuine way. She said, ‘I know that cancer is not a punishment neither is it a retribution. Cancer is my energy capacity which reveals itself on my body. Because of my fear I am unable to reveal the beautiful self in me. And this is the job which should be carried out by me. I know that cancer is not a punishment which is forced on me. It is not an external force of retribution.’ This is what we often do when certain things happen, we will try to find an excuse or put the blame on reward or retribution. We treat the misfortune with anger and hatred. We often have this tendency to catogorise every happening in accord with the cause or reason. In Buddhism we talk about cause and effect. As she is not a Buddhist she says, ‘Cancer appears as a result of a change in my energy capacity. This energy shows itself in the form of cancer.’ This is because she lives in fear and worries. She does not live out her real happy self. So if we the Buddha recitation cultivators are able to reveal the bright side of life, to live without worries, there will be no more cancer for us. This is her understanding about life. That is why I have often said, ‘Lead a life of a mundane man and recite the Buddha’s Name sincerely.’ We should lead a life of Amitabha Buddha. Our life will be full of light and blessings. And we will become more loving. Finally we will lead a comfortable life and people around us will be comfortable also. This itself is the propagation of the dharma of love. Otherwise, if we cannot live a loving life, there is no point talking about anything as they will be useless. Anita said, ‘In that state which is vast and limitless, I found that I am too strict with myself. I keep on whipping myself.’ Can we feel the existence of being vast and limitless? No. We are often limited by our surrounding. As she had entered the limitless vastness, she is able to know her whole life. She knows her fault is being too strict with herself. In fact, most of us are very strict with ourselves, demanding ourselves to be like this or that. She said, ‘No one is punishing me. The person whom I cannot forgive is I myself. I have abandoned myself. I do not love myself. This matter is none of others’ business.’ No one from outside comes to punish us. It is we who punish ourselves. We cannot forgive our selves. We add on a lot of unnecessary locks and chains on ourselves. What is more for us the Buddha reciters? If we recite the Buddha’s name and on the other hand, we add on ourselves lots of locks and chains whence Amitabha Buddha is trying to unlock us, isn’t this a most pitiful situation?’ She said that she had abandoned herself. It means we throw ourselves away and become a lone ranger, an isolated person living a life of sadness, a live without love. Look at a baby. Her eyes are clear as the baby is a simple being, just like a simple puppies or baby cat. The baby can play with chickens, puppis as she does not give rise to diffentiation. Not everyone of us is like Anita. But every one of us can recite the Buddha’s name. When we recite the Buddha’s name, we will be calm. Amitabha Buddha said, ‘In the world of fear I comfort them with great love.’ It is because all the worries are gone when we accomplish Buddhahood at the Pure Land. We will not be so worried about our poverty, health problem, ugliness, stupidity, inability to recite a sutra, a mantra. All these are unimportant as finally I will become a Buddha in the Buddha Land. We will be more humorous. For example, if we are ugly we will use it as a joke. It does not matter at all. Because all the external states are not you. The real self, our real life is the Buddha’s Name. It is our true identity. It will bring ease to our mind. A baby is pure. But as it grows up, it starts to abandon himself. A baby resembles a glass of pure water. When he grows up, his greed starts to accumulate when he wants a toy, a book, good results, money, benefits, fame women and so on. All these are placed in the glass of water. Everything is a piece of mud that we put in out glass. The more we put into the glass, the more the water will flow out. This water is the genuine self. We abandon the true self, chase it out with our greed. We fill ourselves with all the rubbish. The genuine blessings and bliss are chased away. We lead an opaque life without transparency. Our life become a glass of muddy water and we live in great torment. The more we obtain, the more we lose ourselves. That is why the Buddha is truly kind. He and his disciples lead a life of a beggar. When you have nothing, you will be happy and relax. The mind retains its purity. Human beings are deluded as they think to possess a wife, children, a house, a car are called blessings. A man who truly loves himself does not love money, sex, fame, food, sleep. These five desires are the knives that will cut us into pieces and bring on great sufferings. Anita said, ‘I realise I am the child of the beautiful universe. As long as I exist, I will obtain this unconditional love.’ This is very good. I would like to make the following changes, ‘I realize that I am the son of the adorned Amitabha Buddha.’ In Buddhism we use adorned to replace the word beautiful. The universe is this Amitabha Buddha. In the Sutra we are told Amitabha Buddha is the Treasury Body of the Dharma Realm. Amitabha Buddha exists in the whole of the Dharma Realm. Of course, there are also the reward body and transformation bodies beside the dharma body. Amitabha Buddha is the immeasurable wisdom and lifespan. Anita says that the universal energy is abundant and inexhaustible, vast and without limits. This is the existence of the Buddha Nature. She says as long as she exists, she will surely obtain the unconditional love. I often also say, ‘No conditions are required for us to receive the love and rescue of Amitabha Buddha.’ Let us take the analogy of a tree. As long as it exists, it will receive the sunlight. No other condition is needed. So it is the same for the house and everything on earth. Amitabha Buddha’s Name is also known as the Light that Far-surpassing the Sun and Moon. Amitabha Buddha’s light pervasively illumines all the living beings and things in the world. As long as we exist, we will receive the light of the Buddha, the protection of his loving kindness and rescue. It is unnecessary for us to become somebody so as to receive the unconditional rescue of Amitabha Buddha. Our Master Hui Jing also wrote a book on the ‘Unconditional Rescue of the Buddha.’ Some people cannot believe. He says, ‘If this is the case everyone will commit evils.’ Such a thinking is negative and full of fear as his mind is dwelling in darkness. He is afraid that the world will go upside down. He cannot understand that as long as there is the existence, may they be a cat, a dog, a hell being, they will be taken care of by Amitabha Buddha. The only condition is they exist. This reminds me of the words of Great Master Tan Luan, ‘The future scholars who hear about the rescue of the Buddha, the rescue that relies on other’s strength, he should give rise to faith. Do not refuse such a chance. It is being stupid.’ Do not think that you should do this and that to obtain the rescue? Amitabha Buddha did not ask you to do anything. He says, ‘Living beings in the ten directions who have faith in me.’ It means they exist and the Buddha will be there to save them. Buddha recitation is not a condition. It is just a method of saving. Anita says, ‘I do not have to do anything to obtain this love.’ Just like a blade of grass in the water. Does it need to do anything to obtain water? It is unnecessary. As long as it exists, it is surrounded by the water. As long as we exist, we are surrounded by the love of Amitabha Buddha. We do not need to do anything to obtain this love and care. Once we know this, we will be fearless and calm at ease. This is the same as the sunlight which shine on the mountain and also the valley. In our life no matter what level we are we will receive the illumination of Amitabha Buddha. Anita says, ‘No prayer, no seeking is needed.’ Amitabha’s rescue is there always. As long as we recite, we will be saved by him. Amitabha Buddha says, ‘All living beings in the ten directions who call on me will be saved by me. You only have to say out my name.’ You say you are dumb and cannot call the name. Such a man who understands the rescue of Buddha will also be saved even if he cannot pronounce the Name. But if you are unwilling, you are creating an obstacle for yourself. That is why our dharma door is known as the ‘The Dharma is taught without being asked.’, the ‘Befriend us without being asked’. As long as we trust him, he will come personally to take us to his Pure Land. On hearing that nothing is needed to be done, some will be confused. They want to do something, to clean the altar, to change the water, to offer some fruits and incense, to sit in meditation and so on. They think this will help them to attain a rebirth. They have to do something. They do not realise what they need to do is to reveal the beautiful self, to lead the adorned life and let themselves become the love. As long as we sit there and lead a loving life we are in accord with the love of the Buddha Amitabha. When the sun is shining, you say, ‘It is good. A shiny day.’ When it is raining, you say, ‘Very good. It is raining now.’ When it snows, you say, ‘Good, I love snow.’ This way of living is to add the positive loving energy to this universe. You are spreading the pure and harmony energy to the universe. In the Buddha Dharma it is known as the lights shine on one another. The whole universe will receive the positive energy of your loving and harmonious mind. So, what you need to do is to recite Namo Amitabha Budda loudly, softly, silently. All will be ok. If we live this way, Amitabha Buddha will be most happy to see us. It is just like a child who is sleeping in the cradle. Doing nothing. What do you think? Will the mother be happy to see him like that? Yes, of course. She will be very glad with him just sleeping there. Nothing has to be done. A child in the arms of his mother is the revelation of total trust. And this is the same for us to be in the arms of Amitabha Buddha. We just relax and trust him. We will lead a happy life. And this is the genuine way of living in accord with the love of oneself. More often than not we lead a life with worries, fear, twisted emotions and trying to cover up our faults. Our adorned life cannot be revealed. Everyday, we live in fear and worries. This is adding chains and locks to ourselves. Anita says, ‘I have never truly loved myself before. I have never valued my existence. I have never seen the adorned soul in me.’ She uses soul to describe herself. In the Buddha Dharma this refers to the beauty and adorned Buddha Nature. She said, ‘I am so beautiful yet I have never realised it. It is replaced with the hard facts of mundane existence. I decay because I do not understand my beautiful soul.’ In the Buddha Dharma it is described as all living beings are originally the Buddha. Yet we do not live, in accord with our Buddha Nature. We are often controlled by our mundane existence, the salary, the examination results and such like. We forget of our Buddha Nature. We lead a life of decay, a life of erosion. This is the General path of Buddhism. From the angle of Buddha Recitation, the rescue of Amitabha is always with us, only that we do not realise it. We try all kinds of methods hoping for the Buddha to rescue us. We do not know that we just have to admit we are the mundane men who are covered with offences. There is no other way to save ourselves if we do not rely on Amitabha Buddha. Then we let go and recite the Buddha’s Name wholeheartedly. This is the way to be saved by the Buddha. But most people cannot understand this. They want to do something good, to be pretentious and make out something good of himself, to scold people for their lacking in virtues and such like. This is against the practise of this pure land door. Why cannot the people in the world see their pretention? It is because they are also not living a true life. Their eyes are not clear enough to see through this pretention. A fake man sees something fake and he will treat it as genuine. A clear -headed man will surely be able to see through all these false masks. If we were to wear a false mask for too long it will be difficult to remove it. It has grown on to our skin. It will be painful if we want to remove this fake mask. So it takes time for us to loosen this false mask as we have been wearing them for too long. Anita says, ‘This understanding makes me realise that I do not have to be frightened anymore.’ There is no more fear in her mind. It is a mind of calm and bliss. It is a mind which is full of hope. It is a comforting mind that can soothe others. With this calm and happy mind it is already a contribution to all around us. It is already a protection and mindfulness to all around us. We do not have to do anything at all. Most of us live in fear. We pay for insurance because we are afraid when we get old, we have no money, no money to pay the medical fees. We get married out of fear that we will be lonely. Why do we give birth to children? We are afraid no one will take care of us at old age. Why do we go to school? It is because we are afraid of our mother’s anger. Why must we study hard? We are afraid of our teacher. Why do we go to university? We are afraid people will look down on us. Can we live without fear? We cannot. Even our mother who loves us so much say we will suffer if we do not study hard. From our young age we receive the education of fear. We are threatened by our beloved parents, our responsible teachers. We do not receive the education of love. So, if we love our children, do not add fear to them. We must give only love and courage so that they can face life with their original positive energy, positive strength. This is because the world is full of twisted people, fake people, suffering people. There are very few upright men, genuine men, happy and hopeful men around. I only hope all of you my lotus friends will bring up a future generation who is upright, genuine, happy and hopeful with the strength of Amitabha Buddha. So, we must lead a life based on the right values taught by Amitabha Buddha. If we teach our child to fight for self -benefit, to contend with others, we are making them blind so that they do not see the truth of life. This is harming them. If we are enlightened to this, we will only rely on Amitabha Buddha. We are not afraid to be lonely. We will be at ease. Those who see the light, the warmth of the Buddha will no longer be frightened. Anita says, ‘I realise this is a state that can be reached by myself and everyone.’ In Zen sect it is said all living beings are Buddha. In the Buddha recitation door, everyone can recite the Name, everyone can attain a rebirth and everyone can accomplish Buddhahood. This is the bestowment by Amitabha Buddha. All the things that we fight for may not be beneficial to us. Everything that benefits us are often free. For example, the air we take in every instant is free. We do not pay to stand on the earth. We do not pay to look at the sky above. Whatever we fight and earn to get are valueless. Everything that is valuable is free. In the general practice it is said, ‘No cultivation is the cultivation. Nothing is obtainable. This is the state of a bodhisattva. The original face of all dharma often dwells in the mark of still extinction. Our Buddha Nature is replete with all merits and virtues. We cannot cultivate anything to enhance it. This is because all the things that we can do are only dreams, illusion, bubbles and shadow. Whatever that we do, that we create are not in accord with our Buddha Nature. The Buddha Nature is always there, original and shining out naturally. And in our Pure Land Dharma, whatever we have offered, whatever we have done are not the causes for our attainment of a rebirth. Attaining a rebirth is the state of nothing doing. It stays apart from creation or doing. It is a natural state. Reciting Namo Amitabha Buddha helps us to return to this state. Anita said, ‘So I decided to return to the mundane world.’ She has enlightened to the opportunity of life and she decided to come back to tell us about life. Just like many Pure Land cultivators who say that they will not come back any more to sufferings. Yet when they arrive at the Pure Land and brings forth the Bodhi mind, they will come back by themselves to help other beings. Anita said, ‘When I was on the verge of death, I realised the universe comes forth from unconditional love. I am one of the revelations of this love in my present form.’ For the scientists they will say the universe is made from electron, protons, neutrons and so on. This is talking only at the surface level, the materials. But as she talked from her true experienc,e she can see all the things, all the people are the expression of this universal love. When she comes back from death, she deeply penetrates the genuine love the mother universe and her wavelength is in accord with the universal love. She comes back as a healthy woman. So once there is a change in our mind set, the body, the people and the surroundings will also change. In the eyes of Buddha and Bodhisattva there is no differentiation of filth and purity. Everything is pure and adorned in its own expression. Every one of us is the art piece of this unconditional love or in the Buddha’s words, the Buddha Nature. She said, ‘I cannot change into another form as it is my original expression, original nature of this unconditional love.’ Everything that exists is the expression of the Buddha Nature. Even something which is defiled or unwholesome is also part of the expression of this unconditional everlasting love. That is why the Buddha says, ‘All the Dharma from the original state dwells constantly in still extinction.’ Still extinction refers to Nirvana the state of the Buddha. So, when we recite the Buddha’s Name we will enter the Buddha’s dwelling. ‘The energy capacity of the strength of life forms derives from love. And I am made from the universal energy capacity. On knowing this, I realise I do not need to become somebody else. And my true value will not be depreciated too.’ Anita said, So, it is unnecessary for us to become another man. A business man does not need to become Jack Ma. Why is this so? It is because you are equal to him. He is not higher than you. He has the Buddha Nature and you also have the Buddha Nature. Every one is equal. So we do not need to measure in terms of money especially if we truly know the benefits of Buddha recitation. In the eyes of the Buddha every one of us is a shining star. We do not need to chase after another star. Just imagine the havoc it will be when the stars do not dwell in its orbit and try to chase after another star. What a chaos the universe will become. Everyone of our existence is in perfect conditions in the eyes of the Buddha and Bodhisattva. ‘This is the I that I have always wanted to be.’ she said. We must learn to appreciate ourselves, accept ourselves and love ourselves. This ‘I’ is invaluable under the unconditional love of the Rescue of Amitabha Buddha. We are his precious sons, the pearls on his hand. If we are accepted by the Buddha, we will be so happy as we will have no complaint about ourselves. We are often surrounded by people who keep on complaining about us. The first one is our mother who says that we are not clever, we have low marks. We are not filial. We earn too little. See how our mother teaches us not to appreciate ourselves. Then we are blamed by our teacher, our classmates, our girl -friend and so on. Then comes Amitabha Buddha who studies us and says, ‘Put aside all the complaints. You are qualified to attain Buddhahood. No problem at all. I give you 100 percent.’ That is why we Buddha Recitation Practitioners are always at ease under the shine of Amitabha Buddha who give us the confirmation. This is the greatest benefits the Buddha bestows upon us. Buddhism brings hope and bliss to the world, the universe. So, in this life’s time we must try our best to lead a life of Amitabha Buddha. Do not be swayed by the mundane values, mundane eyes, mundane perspective. We rely only on the outlook of the Buddha and Bodhisattva. ‘Once we know that we are this love, it is unnecessary to purposely go forth to shower love on others. As long as we are faithful to our original nature, we will automatically become the tools of love, touching the hearts of everyone who have affinity with us.’ This part of her speech is very good. If we are already the lamp, there is no need for us to go out purposely to shine on others. The lamp just stands at its place and it manages to brighten up the place. So, when we are the LOVE, we will naturally touch those around us with our love. Take a look at our Master Hui Jing. He sits there quietly and yet every one of us are calm and happy naturally. So when we become the love, wherever we are, all will feel calm at ease, without any fear. Anita said, ‘The most important thing I have learnt is I am the Love itself. All my fears are gone. This is the reason I come into life again.’ Amitabha Buddha said, ‘I will transform all the fear into great calmness, great serenity’ When We recite His Name we are charged with his love. We also become the love. We will leave behind all fear. ‘My dear, you will always be loved. You do not need to harbour any fear. There is no way for you to commit any errors.’ Always think about these three sentences. There is the light of truth in it. This is spoken by a non -Buddhist who was on the verge of her death and who lives again. How about us the Buddha Recitation Practitioners? Can we deny the love of Amitabha Buddha, His unconditional love of rescue? From this story we know the unconditional love of rescue of the Buddha pervasively surrounds us. We must have faith in this and lead a life of joy with no more fear. Nowadays, everyone lives in fear. We must learn to replete ourselves with love and bring this shine to others, to lead them out of fear. Love yourself and love others. Namo Amitabha Buddha. A dharma talk by Dharma Master Shi Jing Zong, the Abbot of the Hong Yuan Monastery in Anhui, China entitled: Dying Once to Learn to Love
https://oridharma.wordpress.com/2020/05/16/in-the-era-of-fear-i-comfort-them-with-great-love/

I have been collecting language materials for over 10 years. I initially did because I wanted to learn a few languages, then I did so to sell for a few years, and now for archival purposes. (If you want any of these send me a message, Ill send it to you.)
Pimsleur
The course I started with. Worked pretty well for me. I used it for Spanish, French, and a bit of Polish.
What should I add? What is the best courses now? I am interested in mainly preserving training material, but I am going to lean one more language for a new trip. (
Spanish (Latin American), German, French, Chinese (Mandarin), Japanese, Portuguese, Italian, Russian, Spanish (Castilian), Arabic (Modern Standard), Korean, Greek, Pashto, Hindi, Dari, Albanian, Arabic (Eastern), Arabic (Egyptian), Armenian (Eastern), Armenian (Western), Chinese (Cantonese), Creole (Haitian), Croatian, Czech, Danish, Dutch, Portuguese (European), Finnish, Haitian Creole, Hebrew, Hindi, Hungarian, Indonesian, Irish (Gaelic), Lithuanian, Ojbiwe, Persian, Polish, Punjabi, Romanian, Swahili, Swedish, Tagalog, Thai, Twi, Ukrainian, Urdu, Vietnamese, English Arabic, Cantonese, Farsi, French, German, Haitian, Hindi, Italian 1-2, Korean, Mandarin, Portuguese, Russian, Spanish 1,2,3, Vietnamese,
Rosetta Stone
Pretty popular back in the day, less so now. Doesn't seem to work very well, but some people like having visuals.
Once installed, you can run any of the language packs. The following Language Packs are available:
Arabic, English (American and British), Dutch, English, Farsi, French, German, Greek, Hebrew, Hindi, Latin, Italian, Japanese, Korean, Mandarin Chinese, Polish, Portuguese, Russian, Spanish (Latin American, and Spain versions), Swedish, Tagalog, Thai, and Turkish
Michel Thomas Seem to be really effective, though I found it to cause people to speak in weird accents.
Arabic, Chinese, Dutch, French, German, Greek, Italian, Japanese, Polish, Portuguese, Russian, Spanish,
Assimil
Really effective, I didn't personally use because I had already used Pimsleur, but I would definitely recommend. Good for faster results.
French, Italian, Russian, Spanish, German, Indonesian, Chinese, Arabic, Yiddish, Norwegian, Serbian-Croatian, Polish, Ancient Greek, Tamil, Japanese, Turkish, Khmer, Hindi, Thai, Vietnamese,
Foreign Service Institute
Well regarded, but I did not use.
Portuguese, Spanish, French, German, Bulgarian, Hebrew, Korean, Swedish, Vietnamese, Italian, Norwegian, Yoruba, Swahili, Shona, Hungarian, Czech, Persian, Lao, Lingala, Cambodian, Finnish, Cantonese, Arabic, Russian, Thai
Linguaphone
I dont know anything about this
English, German, Dutch, Afrikaans, Danish, Norwegian, Icelandic, Irish Gealic, Welsh, Serbo-Croatian, Polish, Russian, French, Italian, Spanish, Portuguese, Hindi, Finnish, Hebrew, Egyptian Arabic, Modern Standard Arabic, Indonesian, Malay, Chinese, Japanese, Korean, Thai, Swedish,
Learning packs
These are just random language courses, dictionaries, and guides.
Ancient Greek, Swedish, Vietnamese, Thai, Lao, Polish, Ukrainian, Czech, Latin, Cantonese, Swahili, Portuguese, Korean, Arabic, Icelandic, Tagalog, Old English, Latvian, Malay, Hungarian, Cambodian, Yiddish, Persian, Slovene, Nepali, Tibetan, Slovak, Scottish, Italian, Burmese, Amharic, Kazakh, Albanian, Tajik, Luxembourgish, Polynesian, Serbian, Croatian, Japanese, German, Chinese, Modern Greek, Basque, Macedonian, Faorese, Lithuanian, Malay, Gaelic, European Portuguese, Albanian, Finnish, Bulgarian, Egyptian, Latvian, Akadian, Mongolian, Serban, Bosnian, Croatian, Macedonian

Recently, I have been enjoying reading Indian regional writing translated into English. I'm amazed with the richness and diversity of stories. There is something very attractive in reading stories about relatable characters and known settings. I'm so enamoured with these that, unconsciously, I read only Indian books in the past 1.5 years.
The increased popularity of Indian regional writing is also reflected in contemporary publishing scenario. Major publishers are bringing out the translations more. Even in JCB prize for literature, arguably India's foremost literary recognition today, most of the nominations and winners are from translated works. I hope more people read and appreciate the richness of Indian writing.
List of books which I read:
Assamese: 1. Written in tears by Arupa Patangia Kalita (trans. by Ranjita Biswas)
Bhojpuri: 1. Phoolsunghi by Pandey Kapil (trans. by Gautam Choubey)
Bengali: 1. Picture imperfect and other Byomkesh Bakshi stories by Sharadindu Bandyopadhyay (trans. by Sreejata Guha) 2. Chowringhee by Sankar (trans. by Arunava Sinha)
Gujarati: 1. Glory of Patan by K.M. Munshi (trans. by Rita Kothari and Abhijit Kothari)
Hindi: 1. Tamas by Bhisham Sahni (trans. by Daisy Rockwell) 2. Nirmala by Munshi Premchand
Kannada: 1. Ghachar Ghochar by Vivek Shanbaug (trans. by Srinath Perur) 2. No presents please by Jayant Kaikini (trans. by Tejaswini Niranjana)
Malayalam: 1. Bhima: a lone warrior by M.T.Vasudevan Nair (trans. by Gita Krishnankutty) 2. Delhi: a soliloquy by M.Mukundan (trans. by Fathima and Nandkumar)
Marathi: 1. Cobalt blue by Sachin Kundalkar (trans. by Jerry Pinto)
Odiya: 1. Six and a third acre by Fakir Mohan Senapati (trans. by Leelavati Mahapatra, Paul St. Pierre, K.K.Mahapatra)
Punjabi: 1. A life incomplete by Nanak Singh (trans. by Navdeep Suri)
Rajasthani: 1. Timeless tales from Marwar by Vijayan Detha (trans. by Vishes Kothari)
Tamil: 1. Heat by Poomani (trans. by N.Kalyan Raman) 2. Poonachi by Perumal Murugan (trans. by N.Kalyan Raman) 3. Stories of the true by Jeyamohan (trans. by Priyamvada) 4. Ponniyin selvan 1, 2 by Kalki (trans. by Pavithra Srinivasan)
You can suggest me more, especially from your own language.

Hey beermoneyindia
Looking for a fun and flexible way to earn some extra cash? TELUS International AI is offering exciting projects to improve AI and machine learning models, and they need your help!
About the Project:

• Tasks: You'll be working on audio tasks, either ensuring recording quality (Audio QA) or transcribing recordings (Transcription).
• Project Duration: 2-3 months
• Compensation: $4 USD per hour

Requirements:

• 18+ years old
• Advanced English level (B2) - strong reading, writing & communication skills needed
• Native fluency in regional language (reading & writing)
• Transcription experience (preferred)
• Reliable internet connection
• Laptop or PC with a recent OS (Windows 10 or higher preferred) - tablets & phones are not compatible
• Up-to-date headset/earphones

Note-To apply for a gig at TELUS, you'll need to create a resume with your personal details, qualifications, languages you speak, and relevant skills. You can even mention the devices you own. It's recommended to use Microsoft Edge browser (PC) when applying online.
Languages Available: Hindi , Odia, Kannada, Gujarati, Bengli, Marathi, Tamil , Telugu, Punjabi , Malayalam , URDU

Hi im from Malaysia, able to speak Tamil well but not Malayalam. Il will be in Amrita Hospital Kochi for training purpose for 1 year starting in October 2024. Can I survive in Kochi with Tamil and English? And how do I get an apartment to rent in Kochi near Amrita Hospital? Thank you. I have never been to kochi before.

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Title: Systems Engineer
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Are you passionate about designing and implementing complex systems that solve real-world problems? Do you thrive in dynamic environments where collaboration and innovation are key? We are seeking a talented Systems Engineer to join our team and contribute to the development of cutting-edge solutions.
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Work and travel will be based around Chennai and Tamil Nadu. Freshers and People with 2 years experience in PLC and SCADA can apply. Languages required : Tamil, English
Responsibilities:

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7. **Collaboration:** Collaborate with cross-functional teams to ensure alignment of system designs with project goals and objectives.
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9. **Compliance:** Ensure that systems meet relevant regulatory and compliance requirements, such as security and privacy standards.

Requirements:

1. **Bachelor’s degree** in Electrical/Electronics/Instrumentation Engineering, or a related field.
2. **Proven experience** as a Systems Engineer or similar role, with a strong track record of designing and implementing complex systems.
3. **Proficiency** in system design and integration, with a deep understanding of hardware and software components.
4. **Strong analytical and problem-solving skills**, with the ability to troubleshoot and resolve complex technical issues.
5. **Excellent communication skills**, with the ability to effectively collaborate with cross-functional teams and communicate technical concepts to non-technical stakeholders.
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Join our team and be part of a collaborative environment where your skills and expertise will make a meaningful impact on the success of our projects. If you are passionate about solving complex problems and driving innovation, we want to hear from you!!!!

Confused about my future
Hey guys, how y'all doing? Hope everybody's great. So, I need your suggestions and advice but before that, I would like to make a small introduction about myself.
I'm 20M, a third year electronics and communication engineering major from a tier 3/4 college in Central Tamil Nadu, India. Although my major is electronics and communication, I have realized that hardware isn't for me.
My overall performance is very poor at the lab when it comes to core subjects like Digital signal processing, Embedded systems, Analog IC design, MEMS design, etc. I don't have any knowledge in them and I don't like them. I don't think I would survive even a day at any hardware (core-based) companies.
With that, I'm confused about what to do after college? In what field should I develop my skills to secure job opportunities?
For now, I have 3 fields in my mind. UI/UX designing, coding ( coding as in Software developer) and finally, content/copy writer (basically that has to go with writing). I genuinely don't know which one to go with.
Before I go into the specifics of why I have each of the above mentioned fields of interest in my mind, I would like to discuss my future plans as it would be easier for others to give me their suggestions which would match with my long term future goals.
After graduating bachelors, I'm planning to seek a job at any private firm in Chennai or Bangalore. After working here for a few years, I would like to apply for an MBA at any foreign universities. (For now, I'm thinking of applying for Australian/Irish business schools as I have plans of settling in abroad permanently).
I also come from a toxic and abusive family. So before I leave this country, I need to have a job, which would pay me enough to sustain myself in big cities like Chennai/Bangalore, where I wouldn't have to be dependent on my parents for daily/monthly expenses.
Let me go with each field of interest and tell y'all why I have it in my mind.
1) Coding(software developer): Growing up, I treated Computer Science like any other subject. I would just mug-up/memorize concepts and applications without understanding them.
This kept on going until a new CS teacher joined our school. I would pay attention to his classes with utmost interest. I would try to write my own small codes at the CS lab.
Then the COVID came, I passed my 12th exams without even writing them lol. I tried joining the CSE/IT department within engineering but, my dad forced me to join ECE.
In the first semester, all departments share common papers. One among them, was Python. I easily passed the semester final exams because my basic knowledge of the subject was strong, thanks to my school teacher.
However, the long and large programs in the textbooks scared me. Then, in the 3rd semester, we were introduced to the C language paper. Let me tell, it wasn't fun 🤡. Our staff was shit who knew crap about the language, the programs were big and scary.
I genuinely memorized random stuff for my C program exam and that's how I passed the semester final exam (I even had a backlog in it before finally passing the subject for the good)
This killed every single interest that I had for programming.
I would like to take up any online certification course and start to properly learn any programming language that is in demand but, the memories of those long and huge programs still scare me. I wouldn't learn to get into any certification course for the sake of it, I'm ready to genuinely learn about stuff that would be taught.
I'm just scared will I have to deal with those long and huge programs again? (Sorry if I sound over dramatic here).
I reckon that within programming, you have any domains such as web developer, software developer, block chain developer, etc.
There is abundance when it comes to web developers so I don't think one would get any decent pay. That makes me want to learn a programming language which would be apt for software development.
How much would I get paid as a fresher, given I would have completed an internship?
I have heard that even freshers with good resumes could earn a pretty decent amount of money in the initial years of their job in this domain, compared to UI/UX and copy/content writing. Is that so?
How will, the experience of me, working as a software developer look on my resume if I had to apply for a foreign business school in future?
I have a feeling that adding the work experience of being a software engineer wouldn't do me any help for applying to an MBA course.
Correct me if I'm wrong but, aren't all Indian MBA applicants to foreign universities come from engineering backgrounds?
How would I stand out from the rest of the crowd to get chosen for the MBA program at a supposed uni? Shouldn't I be different? My resume should tell a different story from the rest of the candidates, right?
I know that work experience alone isn't something that determines your success in getting into foreign universities, you also need good scores in exams like IELTS and GRE but, wouldn't it be logical to make ourselves look unique as much as possible?
UI/UX designer: Honestly, I didn't know about this until very recently.
So correct me if I'm wrong but, UI/UX designer basically works according to customer reviews. They are responsible for designing the UI of front pages of websites and they design so, according to the reviews by customers.
UI/UX also involves some level of programming but here, creativity matters more than problem solving and logical thinking, both of which are required skill sets in programming.
UI/UX is an artistic domain while programming is a logical domain.
How much would this pay? Will I be able to take care of my own expenses without relying on my parents?
How would an experience of working as a UI/UX designer would play out in me, getting selected for a MBA course at any Aussie/Irish business school?
I have also heard that UI/UX is the fastest growing domain in India while programming/software side is very saturated and lay offs are common in IT industry?
But even if lay offs are common in IT, it's pretty easy for someone, who got fired in one company, to find a job in another one cos there are too many companies in India, right? We can't say the same for lay offs in UI/UX tho.
Another friend of mine told me that with IT, I could find jobs in both Chennai and Bangalore but, the UI/UX based firms are primarily located in Bangalore and I don't have any option as I have in the domain of programming.
3) Content/Copy writing: Ik that content writing and copy writing are two different domains but since both of them involve writing, I decided to club them together.
Ever since my childhood, I always liked to write down stuff, express my thoughts and feelings in words. Matter of fact, coding is only second to writing when it comes to being my favourite activity to do. My vocabulary is somewhat better than most of my college peers.
However, I have heard that copy/content writers get paid peanuts and open AI will virtually replace this entire domain.
With that, I wanna ask about another domain where copy/content writing is required, Project manager?
How much do junior project managers get paid? How prone are they to lay offs?
If I'm not wrong, project management is the base for MBA so, wouldn't it be advantageous for me in future?
So, that's it guys. I have expressed all my doubts and revelations within me. I'm extremely sorry if I ever mentioned anything ignorant in my writeup. I'm also sorry for my poor fluency in English.
Keeping in mind that I don't wanna be dependent on my family for my expenses and I won't stay here for long as I plan to apply for an MBA abroad, give me your best suggestions.
If you have made it this far, thank you so much. I appreciate it 🙏
Tdlr: Confused on what skill to develop before graduating college to secure a job: a) Programming b) UI/UX design c) Copy/content programming?

Confused about my future
Hey guys, how y'all doing? Hope everybody's great. So, I need your suggestions and advice but before that, I would like to make a small introduction about myself.
I'm 20M, a third year electronics and communication engineering major from a tier 3/4 college in Central Tamil Nadu, India. Although my major is electronics and communication, I have realized that hardware isn't for me.
My overall performance is very poor at the lab when it comes to core subjects like Digital signal processing, Embedded systems, Analog IC design, MEMS design, etc. I don't have any knowledge in them and I don't like them. I don't think I would survive even a day at any hardware (core-based) companies.
With that, I'm confused about what to do after college? In what field should I develop my skills to secure job opportunities?
For now, I have 3 fields in my mind. UI/UX designing, coding ( coding as in Software developer) and finally, content/copy writer (basically that has to go with writing). I genuinely don't know which one to go with.
Before I go into the specifics of why I have each of the above mentioned fields of interest in my mind, I would like to discuss my future plans as it would be easier for others to give me their suggestions which would match with my long term future goals.
After graduating bachelors, I'm planning to seek a job at any private firm in Chennai or Bangalore. After working here for a few years, I would like to apply for an MBA at any foreign universities. (For now, I'm thinking of applying for Australian/Irish business schools as I have plans of settling in abroad permanently).
I also come from a toxic and abusive family. So before I leave this country, I need to have a job, which would pay me enough to sustain myself in big cities like Chennai/Bangalore, where I wouldn't have to be dependent on my parents for daily/monthly expenses.
Let me go with each field of interest and tell y'all why I have it in my mind.
1) Coding(software developer): Growing up, I treated Computer Science like any other subject. I would just mug-up/memorize concepts and applications without understanding them.
This kept on going until a new CS teacher joined our school. I would pay attention to his classes with utmost interest. I would try to write my own small codes at the CS lab.
Then the COVID came, I passed my 12th exams without even writing them lol. I tried joining the CSE/IT department within engineering but, my dad forced me to join ECE.
In the first semester, all departments share common papers. One among them, was Python. I easily passed the semester final exams because my basic knowledge of the subject was strong, thanks to my school teacher.
However, the long and large programs in the textbooks scared me. Then, in the 3rd semester, we were introduced to the C language paper. Let me tell, it wasn't fun 🤡. Our staff was shit who knew crap about the language, the programs were big and scary.
I genuinely memorized random stuff for my C program exam and that's how I passed the semester final exam (I even had a backlog in it before finally passing the subject for the good)
This killed every single interest that I had for programming.
I would like to take up any online certification course and start to properly learn any programming language that is in demand but, the memories of those long and huge programs still scare me. I wouldn't learn to get into any certification course for the sake of it, I'm ready to genuinely learn about stuff that would be taught.
I'm just scared will I have to deal with those long and huge programs again? (Sorry if I sound over dramatic here).
I reckon that within programming, you have any domains such as web developer, software developer, block chain developer, etc.
There is abundance when it comes to web developers so I don't think one would get any decent pay. That makes me want to learn a programming language which would be apt for software development.
How much would I get paid as a fresher, given I would have completed an internship?
I have heard that even freshers with good resumes could earn a pretty decent amount of money in the initial years of their job in this domain, compared to UI/UX and copy/content writing. Is that so?
How will, the experience of me, working as a software developer look on my resume if I had to apply for a foreign business school in future?
I have a feeling that adding the work experience of being a software engineer wouldn't do me any help for applying to an MBA course.
Correct me if I'm wrong but, aren't all Indian MBA applicants to foreign universities come from engineering backgrounds?
How would I stand out from the rest of the crowd to get chosen for the MBA program at a supposed uni? Shouldn't I be different? My resume should tell a different story from the rest of the candidates, right?
I know that work experience alone isn't something that determines your success in getting into foreign universities, you also need good scores in exams like IELTS and GRE but, wouldn't it be logical to make ourselves look unique as much as possible?
UI/UX designer: Honestly, I didn't know about this until very recently.
So correct me if I'm wrong but, UI/UX designer basically works according to customer reviews. They are responsible for designing the UI of front pages of websites and they design so, according to the reviews by customers.
UI/UX also involves some level of programming but here, creativity matters more than problem solving and logical thinking, both of which are required skill sets in programming.
UI/UX is an artistic domain while programming is a logical domain.
How much would this pay? Will I be able to take care of my own expenses without relying on my parents?
How would an experience of working as a UI/UX designer would play out in me, getting selected for a MBA course at any Aussie/Irish business school?
I have also heard that UI/UX is the fastest growing domain in India while programming/software side is very saturated and lay offs are common in IT industry?
But even if lay offs are common in IT, it's pretty easy for someone, who got fired in one company, to find a job in another one cos there are too many companies in India, right? We can't say the same for lay offs in UI/UX tho.
Another friend of mine told me that with IT, I could find jobs in both Chennai and Bangalore but, the UI/UX based firms are primarily located in Bangalore and I don't have any option as I have in the domain of programming.
3) Content/Copy writing: Ik that content writing and copy writing are two different domains but since both of them involve writing, I decided to club them together.
Ever since my childhood, I always liked to write down stuff, express my thoughts and feelings in words. Matter of fact, coding is only second to writing when it comes to being my favourite activity to do. My vocabulary is somewhat better than most of my college peers.
However, I have heard that copy/content writers get paid peanuts and open AI will virtually replace this entire domain.
With that, I wanna ask about another domain where copy/content writing is required, Project manager?
How much do junior project managers get paid? How prone are they to lay offs?
If I'm not wrong, project management is the base for MBA so, wouldn't it be advantageous for me in future?
So, that's it guys. I have expressed all my doubts and revelations within me. I'm extremely sorry if I ever mentioned anything ignorant in my writeup. I'm also sorry for my poor fluency in English.
Keeping in mind that I don't wanna be dependent on my family for my expenses and I won't stay here for long as I plan to apply for an MBA abroad, give me your best suggestions.
If you have made it this far, thank you so much. I appreciate it 🙏
Tdlr: Confused on what skill to develop before graduating college to secure a job: a) Programming b) UI/UX design c) Copy/content programming?

Confused about my future
Hey guys, how y'all doing? Hope everybody's great. So, I need your suggestions and advice but before that, I would like to make a small introduction about myself.
I'm 20M, a third year electronics and communication engineering major from a tier 3/4 college in Central Tamil Nadu, India. Although my major is electronics and communication, I have realized that hardware isn't for me.
My overall performance is very poor at the lab when it comes to core subjects like Digital signal processing, Embedded systems, Analog IC design, MEMS design, etc. I don't have any knowledge in them and I don't like them. I don't think I would survive even a day at any hardware (core-based) companies.
With that, I'm confused about what to do after college? In what field should I develop my skills to secure job opportunities?
For now, I have 3 fields in my mind. UI/UX designing, coding ( coding as in Software developer) and finally, content/copy writer (basically that has to go with writing). I genuinely don't know which one to go with.
Before I go into the specifics of why I have each of the above mentioned fields of interest in my mind, I would like to discuss my future plans as it would be easier for others to give me their suggestions which would match with my long term future goals.
After graduating bachelors, I'm planning to seek a job at any private firm in Chennai or Bangalore. After working here for a few years, I would like to apply for an MBA at any foreign universities. (For now, I'm thinking of applying for Australian/Irish business schools as I have plans of settling in abroad permanently).
I also come from a toxic and abusive family. So before I leave this country, I need to have a job, which would pay me enough to sustain myself in big cities like Chennai/Bangalore, where I wouldn't have to be dependent on my parents for daily/monthly expenses.
Let me go with each field of interest and tell y'all why I have it in my mind.
1) Coding(software developer): Growing up, I treated Computer Science like any other subject. I would just mug-up/memorize concepts and applications without understanding them.
This kept on going until a new CS teacher joined our school. I would pay attention to his classes with utmost interest. I would try to write my own small codes at the CS lab.
Then the COVID came, I passed my 12th exams without even writing them lol. I tried joining the CSE/IT department within engineering but, my dad forced me to join ECE.
In the first semester, all departments share common papers. One among them, was Python. I easily passed the semester final exams because my basic knowledge of the subject was strong, thanks to my school teacher.
However, the long and large programs in the textbooks scared me. Then, in the 3rd semester, we were introduced to the C language paper. Let me tell, it wasn't fun 🤡. Our staff was shit who knew crap about the language, the programs were big and scary.
I genuinely memorized random stuff for my C program exam and that's how I passed the semester final exam (I even had a backlog in it before finally passing the subject for the good)
This killed every single interest that I had for programming.
I would like to take up any online certification course and start to properly learn any programming language that is in demand but, the memories of those long and huge programs still scare me. I wouldn't learn to get into any certification course for the sake of it, I'm ready to genuinely learn about stuff that would be taught.
I'm just scared will I have to deal with those long and huge programs again? (Sorry if I sound over dramatic here).
I reckon that within programming, you have any domains such as web developer, software developer, block chain developer, etc.
There is abundance when it comes to web developers so I don't think one would get any decent pay. That makes me want to learn a programming language which would be apt for software development.
How much would I get paid as a fresher, given I would have completed an internship?
I have heard that even freshers with good resumes could earn a pretty decent amount of money in the initial years of their job in this domain, compared to UI/UX and copy/content writing. Is that so?
How will, the experience of me, working as a software developer look on my resume if I had to apply for a foreign business school in future?
I have a feeling that adding the work experience of being a software engineer wouldn't do me any help for applying to an MBA course.
Correct me if I'm wrong but, aren't all Indian MBA applicants to foreign universities come from engineering backgrounds?
How would I stand out from the rest of the crowd to get chosen for the MBA program at a supposed uni? Shouldn't I be different? My resume should tell a different story from the rest of the candidates, right?
I know that work experience alone isn't something that determines your success in getting into foreign universities, you also need good scores in exams like IELTS and GRE but, wouldn't it be logical to make ourselves look unique as much as possible?
UI/UX designer: Honestly, I didn't know about this until very recently.
So correct me if I'm wrong but, UI/UX designer basically works according to customer reviews. They are responsible for designing the UI of front pages of websites and they design so, according to the reviews by customers.
UI/UX also involves some level of programming but here, creativity matters more than problem solving and logical thinking, both of which are required skill sets in programming.
UI/UX is an artistic domain while programming is a logical domain.
How much would this pay? Will I be able to take care of my own expenses without relying on my parents?
How would an experience of working as a UI/UX designer would play out in me, getting selected for a MBA course at any Aussie/Irish business school?
I have also heard that UI/UX is the fastest growing domain in India while programming/software side is very saturated and lay offs are common in IT industry?
But even if lay offs are common in IT, it's pretty easy for someone, who got fired in one company, to find a job in another one cos there are too many companies in India, right? We can't say the same for lay offs in UI/UX tho.
Another friend of mine told me that with IT, I could find jobs in both Chennai and Bangalore but, the UI/UX based firms are primarily located in Bangalore and I don't have any option as I have in the domain of programming.
3) Content/Copy writing: Ik that content writing and copy writing are two different domains but since both of them involve writing, I decided to club them together.
Ever since my childhood, I always liked to write down stuff, express my thoughts and feelings in words. Matter of fact, coding is only second to writing when it comes to being my favourite activity to do. My vocabulary is somewhat better than most of my college peers.
However, I have heard that copy/content writers get paid peanuts and open AI will virtually replace this entire domain.
With that, I wanna ask about another domain where copy/content writing is required, Project manager?
How much do junior project managers get paid? How prone are they to lay offs?
If I'm not wrong, project management is the base for MBA so, wouldn't it be advantageous for me in future?
So, that's it guys. I have expressed all my doubts and revelations within me. I'm extremely sorry if I ever mentioned anything ignorant in my writeup. I'm also sorry for my poor fluency in English.
Keeping in mind that I don't wanna be dependent on my family for my expenses and I won't stay here for long as I plan to apply for an MBA abroad, give me your best suggestions.
If you have made it this far, thank you so much. I appreciate it 🙏
Tdlr: Confused on what skill to develop before graduating college to secure a job: a) Programming b) UI/UX design c) Copy/content programming?

Confused about my future
Hey guys, how y'all doing? Hope everybody's great. So, I need your suggestions and advice but before that, I would like to make a small introduction about myself.
I'm 20M, a third year electronics and communication engineering major from a tier 3/4 college in Central Tamil Nadu, India. Although my major is electronics and communication, I have realized that hardware isn't for me.
My overall performance is very poor at the lab when it comes to core subjects like Digital signal processing, Embedded systems, Analog IC design, MEMS design, etc. I don't have any knowledge in them and I don't like them. I don't think I would survive even a day at any hardware (core-based) companies.
With that, I'm confused about what to do after college? In what field should I develop my skills to secure job opportunities?
For now, I have 3 fields in my mind. UI/UX designing, coding ( coding as in Software developer) and finally, content/copy writer (basically that has to go with writing). I genuinely don't know which one to go with.
Before I go into the specifics of why I have each of the above mentioned fields of interest in my mind, I would like to discuss my future plans as it would be easier for others to give me their suggestions which would match with my long term future goals.
After graduating bachelors, I'm planning to seek a job at any private firm in Chennai or Bangalore. After working here for a few years, I would like to apply for an MBA at any foreign universities. (For now, I'm thinking of applying for Australian/Irish business schools as I have plans of settling in abroad permanently).
I also come from a toxic and abusive family. So before I leave this country, I need to have a job, which would pay me enough to sustain myself in big cities like Chennai/Bangalore, where I wouldn't have to be dependent on my parents for daily/monthly expenses.
Let me go with each field of interest and tell y'all why I have it in my mind.
1) Coding(software developer): Growing up, I treated Computer Science like any other subject. I would just mug-up/memorize concepts and applications without understanding them.
This kept on going until a new CS teacher joined our school. I would pay attention to his classes with utmost interest. I would try to write my own small codes at the CS lab.
Then the COVID came, I passed my 12th exams without even writing them lol. I tried joining the CSE/IT department within engineering but, my dad forced me to join ECE.
In the first semester, all departments share common papers. One among them, was Python. I easily passed the semester final exams because my basic knowledge of the subject was strong, thanks to my school teacher.
However, the long and large programs in the textbooks scared me. Then, in the 3rd semester, we were introduced to the C language paper. Let me tell, it wasn't fun 🤡. Our staff was shit who knew crap about the language, the programs were big and scary.
I genuinely memorized random stuff for my C program exam and that's how I passed the semester final exam (I even had a backlog in it before finally passing the subject for the good)
This killed every single interest that I had for programming.
I would like to take up any online certification course and start to properly learn any programming language that is in demand but, the memories of those long and huge programs still scare me. I wouldn't learn to get into any certification course for the sake of it, I'm ready to genuinely learn about stuff that would be taught.
I'm just scared will I have to deal with those long and huge programs again? (Sorry if I sound over dramatic here).
I reckon that within programming, you have any domains such as web developer, software developer, block chain developer, etc.
There is abundance when it comes to web developers so I don't think one would get any decent pay. That makes me want to learn a programming language which would be apt for software development.
How much would I get paid as a fresher, given I would have completed an internship?
I have heard that even freshers with good resumes could earn a pretty decent amount of money in the initial years of their job in this domain, compared to UI/UX and copy/content writing. Is that so?
How will, the experience of me, working as a software developer look on my resume if I had to apply for a foreign business school in future?
I have a feeling that adding the work experience of being a software engineer wouldn't do me any help for applying to an MBA course.
Correct me if I'm wrong but, aren't all Indian MBA applicants to foreign universities come from engineering backgrounds?
How would I stand out from the rest of the crowd to get chosen for the MBA program at a supposed uni? Shouldn't I be different? My resume should tell a different story from the rest of the candidates, right?
I know that work experience alone isn't something that determines your success in getting into foreign universities, you also need good scores in exams like IELTS and GRE but, wouldn't it be logical to make ourselves look unique as much as possible?
UI/UX designer: Honestly, I didn't know about this until very recently.
So correct me if I'm wrong but, UI/UX designer basically works according to customer reviews. They are responsible for designing the UI of front pages of websites and they design so, according to the reviews by customers.
UI/UX also involves some level of programming but here, creativity matters more than problem solving and logical thinking, both of which are required skill sets in programming.
UI/UX is an artistic domain while programming is a logical domain.
How much would this pay? Will I be able to take care of my own expenses without relying on my parents?
How would an experience of working as a UI/UX designer would play out in me, getting selected for a MBA course at any Aussie/Irish business school?
I have also heard that UI/UX is the fastest growing domain in India while programming/software side is very saturated and lay offs are common in IT industry?
But even if lay offs are common in IT, it's pretty easy for someone, who got fired in one company, to find a job in another one cos there are too many companies in India, right? We can't say the same for lay offs in UI/UX tho.
Another friend of mine told me that with IT, I could find jobs in both Chennai and Bangalore but, the UI/UX based firms are primarily located in Bangalore and I don't have any option as I have in the domain of programming.
3) Content/Copy writing: Ik that content writing and copy writing are two different domains but since both of them involve writing, I decided to club them together.
Ever since my childhood, I always liked to write down stuff, express my thoughts and feelings in words. Matter of fact, coding is only second to writing when it comes to being my favourite activity to do. My vocabulary is somewhat better than most of my college peers.
However, I have heard that copy/content writers get paid peanuts and open AI will virtually replace this entire domain.
With that, I wanna ask about another domain where copy/content writing is required, Project manager?
How much do junior project managers get paid? How prone are they to lay offs?
If I'm not wrong, project management is the base for MBA so, wouldn't it be advantageous for me in future?
So, that's it guys. I have expressed all my doubts and revelations within me. I'm extremely sorry if I ever mentioned anything ignorant in my writeup. I'm also sorry for my poor fluency in English.
Keeping in mind that I don't wanna be dependent on my family for my expenses and I won't stay here for long as I plan to apply for an MBA abroad, give me your best suggestions.
If you have made it this far, thank you so much. I appreciate it 🙏
Tdlr: Confused on what skill to develop before graduating college to secure a job: a) Programming b) UI/UX design c) Copy/content programming?

Confused about my future
Hey guys, how y'all doing? Hope everybody's great. So, I need your suggestions and advice but before that, I would like to make a small introduction about myself.
I'm 20M, a third year electronics and communication engineering major from a tier 3/4 college in Central Tamil Nadu, India. Although my major is electronics and communication, I have realized that hardware isn't for me.
My overall performance is very poor at the lab when it comes to core subjects like Digital signal processing, Embedded systems, Analog IC design, MEMS design, etc. I don't have any knowledge in them and I don't like them. I don't think I would survive even a day at any hardware (core-based) companies.
With that, I'm confused about what to do after college? In what field should I develop my skills to secure job opportunities?
For now, I have 3 fields in my mind. UI/UX designing, coding ( coding as in Software developer) and finally, content/copy writer (basically that has to go with writing). I genuinely don't know which one to go with.
Before I go into the specifics of why I have each of the above mentioned fields of interest in my mind, I would like to discuss my future plans as it would be easier for others to give me their suggestions which would match with my long term future goals.
After graduating bachelors, I'm planning to seek a job at any private firm in Chennai or Bangalore. After working here for a few years, I would like to apply for an MBA at any foreign universities. (For now, I'm thinking of applying for Australian/Irish business schools as I have plans of settling in abroad permanently).
I also come from a toxic and abusive family. So before I leave this country, I need to have a job, which would pay me enough to sustain myself in big cities like Chennai/Bangalore, where I wouldn't have to be dependent on my parents for daily/monthly expenses.
Let me go with each field of interest and tell y'all why I have it in my mind.
1) Coding(software developer): Growing up, I treated Computer Science like any other subject. I would just mug-up/memorize concepts and applications without understanding them.
This kept on going until a new CS teacher joined our school. I would pay attention to his classes with utmost interest. I would try to write my own small codes at the CS lab.
Then the COVID came, I passed my 12th exams without even writing them lol. I tried joining the CSE/IT department within engineering but, my dad forced me to join ECE.
In the first semester, all departments share common papers. One among them, was Python. I easily passed the semester final exams because my basic knowledge of the subject was strong, thanks to my school teacher.
However, the long and large programs in the textbooks scared me. Then, in the 3rd semester, we were introduced to the C language paper. Let me tell, it wasn't fun 🤡. Our staff was shit who knew crap about the language, the programs were big and scary.
I genuinely memorized random stuff for my C program exam and that's how I passed the semester final exam (I even had a backlog in it before finally passing the subject for the good)
This killed every single interest that I had for programming.
I would like to take up any online certification course and start to properly learn any programming language that is in demand but, the memories of those long and huge programs still scare me. I wouldn't learn to get into any certification course for the sake of it, I'm ready to genuinely learn about stuff that would be taught.
I'm just scared will I have to deal with those long and huge programs again? (Sorry if I sound over dramatic here).
I reckon that within programming, you have any domains such as web developer, software developer, block chain developer, etc.
There is abundance when it comes to web developers so I don't think one would get any decent pay. That makes me want to learn a programming language which would be apt for software development.
How much would I get paid as a fresher, given I would have completed an internship?
I have heard that even freshers with good resumes could earn a pretty decent amount of money in the initial years of their job in this domain, compared to UI/UX and copy/content writing. Is that so?
How will, the experience of me, working as a software developer look on my resume if I had to apply for a foreign business school in future?
I have a feeling that adding the work experience of being a software engineer wouldn't do me any help for applying to an MBA course.
Correct me if I'm wrong but, aren't all Indian MBA applicants to foreign universities come from engineering backgrounds?
How would I stand out from the rest of the crowd to get chosen for the MBA program at a supposed uni? Shouldn't I be different? My resume should tell a different story from the rest of the candidates, right?
I know that work experience alone isn't something that determines your success in getting into foreign universities, you also need good scores in exams like IELTS and GRE but, wouldn't it be logical to make ourselves look unique as much as possible?
UI/UX designer: Honestly, I didn't know about this until very recently.
So correct me if I'm wrong but, UI/UX designer basically works according to customer reviews. They are responsible for designing the UI of front pages of websites and they design so, according to the reviews by customers.
UI/UX also involves some level of programming but here, creativity matters more than problem solving and logical thinking, both of which are required skill sets in programming.
UI/UX is an artistic domain while programming is a logical domain.
How much would this pay? Will I be able to take care of my own expenses without relying on my parents?
How would an experience of working as a UI/UX designer would play out in me, getting selected for a MBA course at any Aussie/Irish business school?
I have also heard that UI/UX is the fastest growing domain in India while programming/software side is very saturated and lay offs are common in IT industry?
But even if lay offs are common in IT, it's pretty easy for someone, who got fired in one company, to find a job in another one cos there are too many companies in India, right? We can't say the same for lay offs in UI/UX tho.
Another friend of mine told me that with IT, I could find jobs in both Chennai and Bangalore but, the UI/UX based firms are primarily located in Bangalore and I don't have any option as I have in the domain of programming.
3) Content/Copy writing: Ik that content writing and copy writing are two different domains but since both of them involve writing, I decided to club them together.
Ever since my childhood, I always liked to write down stuff, express my thoughts and feelings in words. Matter of fact, coding is only second to writing when it comes to being my favourite activity to do. My vocabulary is somewhat better than most of my college peers.
However, I have heard that copy/content writers get paid peanuts and open AI will virtually replace this entire domain.
With that, I wanna ask about another domain where copy/content writing is required, Project manager?
How much do junior project managers get paid? How prone are they to lay offs?
If I'm not wrong, project management is the base for MBA so, wouldn't it be advantageous for me in future?
So, that's it guys. I have expressed all my doubts and revelations within me. I'm extremely sorry if I ever mentioned anything ignorant in my writeup. I'm also sorry for my poor fluency in English.
Keeping in mind that I don't wanna be dependent on my family for my expenses and I won't stay here for long as I plan to apply for an MBA abroad, give me your best suggestions.
If you have made it this far, thank you so much. I appreciate it 🙏
Tdlr: Confused on what skill to develop before graduating college to secure a job: a) Programming b) UI/UX design c) Copy/content programming?

Am I missing something here?
This is mostly observed in Indian comentators but boy they love to shout. Everything they say is usually in a higher pitch or tone. Not to mention English comentory by Indian comenentrs are absolutely joke. They don't seem to know what they are going to say next and feels like they just want to keep talking.
I have watched matches in other languages like Hindi and Tamil, but they are even worse. Hindi comentory is on another level. Certain hindi comentators do seem to have a lot more knowlege of the players and their previous achivements, strenghts, weaknesses etc.. but most of the cometators in Hindi are also garbage.
The only comentory I can enjoy was English on SkySports, UK broadcast. It's not the best but much better comparatively.
I accidentatly watched a Bhojpuri on JIO, oh it was a delight.

So, this topic is an interesting one and isn't talked about enough for me. Your house or apartment number radiates at a number based on the number itself it is one digit or the sequence being added into one.
For example, if you live in apartment 304, then your # will be 7 because you add all numbers until you get a single digit. If you live in an apartment that equals 7, you may find yourself extra inquisitive or connected to some type of contract or relationship. Some people living in 7 homes say that it ends up being related to ghosts and others notice it can be connected to learning about something more.
If you live in an apartment with 302, then your number will be 5. This is better than living in a 104/5 apartment because 104 is 14 and 14 is a karmic number. I actually lived in a 14/5 apartment which is a karmic debt number and this was after I didn't notify my income increase. 14 is taking advantage of a comfortable situation to get your way basically or in other words "dodging responsibility". It made a lot of sense when I looked into this. I didn't stay in the 14/5 apartment long. Since 302 isn't karmic, this may be a better 5 apartment or home to live in because 3 is connected to creativity, communication, friendship, and optimism. 2 is connected to cooperation, compassion, and love. This is probably a more ideal 5 energy to live under. You may notice an increase in your social activity and the excitement in your life.
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This is not focusing on the full address!
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i grew up in the gulf, and my family just never thought to teach me malayalam. it’s always been a slight bother to me because i can’t even speak my native tongue, but everyone around me could. whether it was arabic, hindi, spanish, whatever. but everyone also spoke english so whatever ig? well now i’m studying here in kochi and i’m having the worst time of my life. my malayalam is incredibly limited, barely conversational, and that’s not counting the very western accent i have. im a social person, but now i can’t even speak to anybody in my class because i can’t even SPEAK. im lowkey so bitter my parents know malayalam, hindi, urdu, tamil, AND EVEN ARABIC. while i’m sitting here with only english and those french classes i had in school
tldr: no one taught me malayalam growing up, im struggling, does anyone have books or websites they can recommend?
edit: hi! thank you for the encouragement and some recs. i just wanted to add on about the movies and shows. my parents did raise me to watch every mallu things back then. culture wise i was surrounded. saw all the tv shows, movies, music, and some functions. it was somehow specifically only the language we missed. i didn’t go to an indian school, which would teach the language itself. but my parents did, and that’s why they know the malayalam that they do. ig they just never knew how, nor thought it was necessary to go out of their way to teach. we were all really busy back then. anyways, i’ll look into some books and channels as you guys have mentioned. Thank you !!

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Hey guys, how y'all doing? Hope everybody's great. So, I need your suggestions and advice but before that, I would like to make a small introduction about myself.
I'm 20M, a third year electronics and communication engineering major from a tier 3/4 college in Central Tamil Nadu, India. Although my major is electronics and communication, I have realized that hardware isn't for me.
My overall performance is very poor at the lab when it comes to core subjects like Digital signal processing, Embedded systems, Analog IC design, MEMS design, etc. I don't have any knowledge in them and I don't like them. I don't think I would survive even a day at any hardware (core-based) companies.
With that, I'm confused about what to do after college? In what field should I develop my skills to secure job opportunities?
For now, I have 3 fields in my mind. UI/UX designing, coding ( coding as in Software developer) and finally, content/copy writer (basically that has to go with writing). I genuinely don't know which one to go with.
Before I go into the specifics of why I have each of the above mentioned fields of interest in my mind, I would like to discuss my future plans as it would be easier for others to give me their suggestions which would match with my long term future goals.
After graduating bachelors, I'm planning to seek a job at any private firm in Chennai or Bangalore. After working here for a few years, I would like to apply for an MBA at any foreign universities. (For now, I'm thinking of applying for Australian/Irish business schools as I have plans of settling in abroad permanently).
I also come from a toxic and abusive family. So before I leave this country, I need to have a job, which would pay me enough to sustain myself in big cities like Chennai/Bangalore, where I wouldn't have to be dependent on my parents for daily/monthly expenses.
Let me go with each field of interest and tell y'all why I have it in my mind.
1) Coding(software developer): Growing up, I treated Computer Science like any other subject. I would just mug-up/memorize concepts and applications without understanding them.
This kept on going until a new CS teacher joined our school. I would pay attention to his classes with utmost interest. I would try to write my own small codes at the CS lab.
Then the COVID came, I passed my 12th exams without even writing them lol. I tried joining the CSE/IT department within engineering but, my dad forced me to join ECE.
In the first semester, all departments share common papers. One among them, was Python. I easily passed the semester final exams because my basic knowledge of the subject was strong, thanks to my school teacher.
However, the long and large programs in the textbooks scared me. Then, in the 3rd semester, we were introduced to the C language paper. Let me tell, it wasn't fun 🤡. Our staff was shit who knew crap about the language, the programs were big and scary.
I genuinely memorized random stuff for my C program exam and that's how I passed the semester final exam (I even had a backlog in it before finally passing the subject for the good)
This killed every single interest that I had for programming.
I would like to take up any online certification course and start to properly learn any programming language that is in demand but, the memories of those long and huge programs still scare me. I wouldn't learn to get into any certification course for the sake of it, I'm ready to genuinely learn about stuff that would be taught.
I'm just scared will I have to deal with those long and huge programs again? (Sorry if I sound over dramatic here).
I reckon that within programming, you have any domains such as web developer, software developer, block chain developer, etc.
There is abundance when it comes to web developers so I don't think one would get any decent pay. That makes me want to learn a programming language which would be apt for software development.
How much would I get paid as a fresher, given I would have completed an internship?
I have heard that even freshers with good resumes could earn a pretty decent amount of money in the initial years of their job in this domain, compared to UI/UX and copy/content writing. Is that so?
How will, the experience of me, working as a software developer look on my resume if I had to apply for a foreign business school in future?
I have a feeling that adding the work experience of being a software engineer wouldn't do me any help for applying to an MBA course.
Correct me if I'm wrong but, aren't all Indian MBA applicants to foreign universities come from engineering backgrounds?
How would I stand out from the rest of the crowd to get chosen for the MBA program at a supposed uni? Shouldn't I be different? My resume should tell a different story from the rest of the candidates, right?
I know that work experience alone isn't something that determines your success in getting into foreign universities, you also need good scores in exams like IELTS and GRE but, wouldn't it be logical to make ourselves look unique as much as possible?
UI/UX designer: Honestly, I didn't know about this until very recently.
So correct me if I'm wrong but, UI/UX designer basically works according to customer reviews. They are responsible for designing the UI of front pages of websites and they design so, according to the reviews by customers.
UI/UX also involves some level of programming but here, creativity matters more than problem solving and logical thinking, both of which are required skill sets in programming.
UI/UX is an artistic domain while programming is a logical domain.
How much would this pay? Will I be able to take care of my own expenses without relying on my parents?
How would an experience of working as a UI/UX designer would play out in me, getting selected for a MBA course at any Aussie/Irish business school?
I have also heard that UI/UX is the fastest growing domain in India while programming/software side is very saturated and lay offs are common in IT industry?
But even if lay offs are common in IT, it's pretty easy for someone, who got fired in one company, to find a job in another one cos there are too many companies in India, right? We can't say the same for lay offs in UI/UX tho.
Another friend of mine told me that with IT, I could find jobs in both Chennai and Bangalore but, the UI/UX based firms are primarily located in Bangalore and I don't have any option as I have in the domain of programming.
3) Content/Copy writing: Ik that content writing and copy writing are two different domains but since both of them involve writing, I decided to club them together.
Ever since my childhood, I always liked to write down stuff, express my thoughts and feelings in words. Matter of fact, coding is only second to writing when it comes to being my favourite activity to do. My vocabulary is somewhat better than most of my college peers.
However, I have heard that copy/content writers get paid peanuts and open AI will virtually replace this entire domain.
With that, I wanna ask about another domain where copy/content writing is required, Project manager?
How much do junior project managers get paid? How prone are they to lay offs?
If I'm not wrong, project management is the base for MBA so, wouldn't it be advantageous for me in future?
So, that's it guys. I have expressed all my doubts and revelations within me. I'm extremely sorry if I ever mentioned anything ignorant in my writeup. I'm also sorry for my poor fluency in English.
Keeping in mind that I don't wanna be dependent on my family for my expenses and I won't stay here for long as I plan to apply for an MBA abroad, give me your best suggestions.
If you have made it this far, thank you so much. I appreciate it 🙏
Tdlr: Confused on what skill to develop before graduating college to secure a job: a) Programming b) UI/UX design c) Copy/content programming?

Hey guys, how y'all doing? Hope everybody's great. So, I need your suggestions and advice but before that, I would like to make a small introduction about myself.
I'm 20M, a third year electronics and communication engineering major from a tier 3/4 college in Central Tamil Nadu, India. Although my major is electronics and communication, I have realized that hardware isn't for me.
My overall performance is very poor at the lab when it comes to core subjects like Digital signal processing, Embedded systems, Analog IC design, MEMS design, etc. I don't have any knowledge in them and I don't like them. I don't think I would survive even a day at any hardware (core-based) companies.
With that, I'm confused about what to do after college? In what field should I develop my skills to secure job opportunities?
For now, I have 3 fields in my mind. UI/UX designing, coding ( coding as in Software developer) and finally, content/copy writer (basically that has to go with writing). I genuinely don't know which one to go with.
Before I go into the specifics of why I have each of the above mentioned fields of interest in my mind, I would like to discuss my future plans as it would be easier for others to give me their suggestions which would match with my long term future goals.
After graduating bachelors, I'm planning to seek a job at any private firm in Chennai or Bangalore. After working here for a few years, I would like to apply for an MBA at any foreign universities. (For now, I'm thinking of applying for Australian/Irish business schools as I have plans of settling in abroad permanently).
I also come from a toxic and abusive family. So before I leave this country, I need to have a job, which would pay me enough to sustain myself in big cities like Chennai/Bangalore, where I wouldn't have to be dependent on my parents for daily/monthly expenses.
Let me go with each field of interest and tell y'all why I have it in my mind.
1) Coding(software developer): Growing up, I treated Computer Science like any other subject. I would just mug-up/memorize concepts and applications without understanding them.
This kept on going until a new CS teacher joined our school. I would pay attention to his classes with utmost interest. I would try to write my own small codes at the CS lab.
Then the COVID came, I passed my 12th exams without even writing them lol. I tried joining the CSE/IT department within engineering but, my dad forced me to join ECE.
In the first semester, all departments share common papers. One among them, was Python. I easily passed the semester final exams because my basic knowledge of the subject was strong, thanks to my school teacher.
However, the long and large programs in the textbooks scared me. Then, in the 3rd semester, we were introduced to the C language paper. Let me tell, it wasn't fun 🤡. Our staff was shit who knew crap about the language, the programs were big and scary.
I genuinely memorized random stuff for my C program exam and that's how I passed the semester final exam (I even had a backlog in it before finally passing the subject for the good)
This killed every single interest that I had for programming.
I would like to take up any online certification course and start to properly learn any programming language that is in demand but, the memories of those long and huge programs still scare me. I wouldn't learn to get into any certification course for the sake of it, I'm ready to genuinely learn about stuff that would be taught.
I'm just scared will I have to deal with those long and huge programs again? (Sorry if I sound over dramatic here).
I reckon that within programming, you have any domains such as web developer, software developer, block chain developer, etc.
There is abundance when it comes to web developers so I don't think one would get any decent pay. That makes me want to learn a programming language which would be apt for software development.
How much would I get paid as a fresher, given I would have completed an internship?
I have heard that even freshers with good resumes could earn a pretty decent amount of money in the initial years of their job in this domain, compared to UI/UX and copy/content writing. Is that so?
How will, the experience of me, working as a software developer look on my resume if I had to apply for a foreign business school in future?
I have a feeling that adding the work experience of being a software engineer wouldn't do me any help for applying to an MBA course.
Correct me if I'm wrong but, aren't all Indian MBA applicants to foreign universities come from engineering backgrounds?
How would I stand out from the rest of the crowd to get chosen for the MBA program at a supposed uni? Shouldn't I be different? My resume should tell a different story from the rest of the candidates, right?
I know that work experience alone isn't something that determines your success in getting into foreign universities, you also need good scores in exams like IELTS and GRE but, wouldn't it be logical to make ourselves look unique as much as possible?
UI/UX designer: Honestly, I didn't know about this until very recently.
So correct me if I'm wrong but, UI/UX designer basically works according to customer reviews. They are responsible for designing the UI of front pages of websites and they design so, according to the reviews by customers.
UI/UX also involves some level of programming but here, creativity matters more than problem solving and logical thinking, both of which are required skill sets in programming.
UI/UX is an artistic domain while programming is a logical domain.
How much would this pay? Will I be able to take care of my own expenses without relying on my parents?
How would an experience of working as a UI/UX designer would play out in me, getting selected for a MBA course at any Aussie/Irish business school?
I have also heard that UI/UX is the fastest growing domain in India while programming/software side is very saturated and lay offs are common in IT industry?
But even if lay offs are common in IT, it's pretty easy for someone, who got fired in one company, to find a job in another one cos there are too many companies in India, right? We can't say the same for lay offs in UI/UX tho.
Another friend of mine told me that with IT, I could find jobs in both Chennai and Bangalore but, the UI/UX based firms are primarily located in Bangalore and I don't have any option as I have in the domain of programming.
3) Content/Copy writing: Ik that content writing and copy writing are two different domains but since both of them involve writing, I decided to club them together.
Ever since my childhood, I always liked to write down stuff, express my thoughts and feelings in words. Matter of fact, coding is only second to writing when it comes to being my favourite activity to do. My vocabulary is somewhat better than most of my college peers.
However, I have heard that copy/content writers get paid peanuts and open AI will virtually replace this entire domain.
With that, I wanna ask about another domain where copy/content writing is required, Project manager?
How much do junior project managers get paid? How prone are they to lay offs?
If I'm not wrong, project management is the base for MBA so, wouldn't it be advantageous for me in future?
So, that's it guys. I have expressed all my doubts and revelations within me. I'm extremely sorry if I ever mentioned anything ignorant in my writeup. I'm also sorry for my poor fluency in English.
Keeping in mind that I don't wanna be dependent on my family for my expenses and I won't stay here for long as I plan to apply for an MBA abroad, give me your best suggestions.
If you have made it this far, thank you so much. I appreciate it 🙏
Tdlr: Confused on what skill to develop before graduating college to secure a job: a) Programming b) UI/UX design c) Copy/content programming?