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2024.05.22 00:01 ikieneng My fanfiction - episode 4!

My fanfiction - episode 4!
The next part is here! This episode is so long that I had to split it, and today, you're finally getting part 3 of 3.
You can find the previous episodes in the side bar! (Community info page in the app)
DISCLAIMERS (the same ones as before)
The point of this fanfiction is not to be a straight-up continuation of events with the same themes, intensity, and tone. If you go into it with those expectations, you are probably not going to like it. Rather, it’s supposed to be how I wish things went if these events were real life. The resolution you want for a real-life situation isn’t often the right choice for a show, but it can be incredibly beautiful. Think of what you’re about to read to be a separate show then.
Episode 1 of this fanfiction begins after the episode “2:00” (season 2 episode 4), so it replaces the episode “Cake” and the ones that follow it. This fanfiction expects you to have seen the entirety of seasons 1 and 2, so you should watch those first.
I myself am bursting into the story here. The narrator and me are the same. While my character is like 95% real me, don’t take events about my life described here as facts. Some aspects of my life have been changed for the story. In my head, I started writing like an “alternate me” character in 2016, fulfilling a lot of the things that I wish I had in life, adding that to my story. I’m not really from Ukraine. I speak fluent Ukrainian as a foreign language, I started learning it in 2014, and I’ve talked to tons of people from there, but I’m not from Ukraine. I also don’t have as much money as I do in the story. I wish lmao.
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Part 3 (days 3 and 4)

We’d wake up on day three, and still, nothing would be any different - we’re still locked up. We’d both feel really worried not knowing if we’ll have to forfeit our whole plan because we might run out of food and water and take the risky route - calling the police and getting ourselves into a situation where we’d have to be freed by force, which would be so dangerous because the Turners have proven that there’s nothing they’re not prepared to do to us to “get Jericho back”. Leanne would ask me “What do we do if we call the police, and Mrs. Turner comes up here and tries to hurt us?” At first, I’d insist that we start thinking about that when we do run out of food the next day, but she’d insist we should come up with a plan. I’d point at the corner on the edge of the attic facing Spruce Street, the corner that’s to one’s right when coming up into the attic,
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and say “Then you’d curl up and hide over there, and I’d take the radio, you’d take the metronome, and I’d sit down in front of you, shielding you, and if she gets in here before the cops do, we’ll defend ourselves. And we’d record everything on my phone. And we should probably hide behind the sofa. Maybe then, she might not notice we’re still up here at first. She’d probably be in a state of panic.” She’d look at me with sad, but touched eyes and just hug me and say thank you. I’d reply “Of course”. After some silence, I’d tell her “If anything happens to me… Please bring me back”.

She’d be touched by that, but say that if she reanimates me, the Church of Lesser Saints will come after ME as well because they’ll believe that I’ll be obligated to join. With a worried smile, I’d say “I know... But they’re probably already gonna do that, right? Because I won’t let them get to you!” We’d both nod with the same half-happy, half-worried expression. “And if things go terribly wrong and you have to bring me back, we can try again!”

I’d ask if I’m getting it right that the “great sins” they think she’s committing are not spending time with the Church and helping another family from the one that was assigned to her. She’d say yes and add that there’s a lot more they hate her for, like her “disobedient and rebellious streak”, disobeying their instructions, putting curses on people, and now, leaving the Marinos.
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After a few seconds of silence (out of shock that this is how the Church of Lesser Saints frames it), I’d be like “If you disobey so many of their instructions, then...”, look her directly in the eyes, and go “Good! Keep on disobeying them! I’m actually kind of stunned that this is how they frame your actions, because that is so manipulative. Wanting to have a life where you don’t have to worry about your every step being watched and controlled, where you can actually freely explore what you believe – not what they tell you to believe, but what YOU believe, where you can do totally normal human things like listen to music, and where you can go wherever you want and make some basic decisions for yourself and work wherever you want, that doesn’t make you...” (doing the “quote-on-quote” with my hands while I say it) “quote-on-quote ‘disobedient’ or ‘rebellious’, it makes you a normal human being. If they forbid every little thing that people do that makes you happy, if you then look for happiness elsewhere, that’s on them. You can’t take every bit of joy away from people and then expect them to just deal with it. You wanting to run away, that’s the logical result of their bullshit. And you didn’t ‘leave’ the Marinos, you were taken. Don’t let them think you’re at fault in any way!” She might have never heard any verbal confirmation before that her feelings about leaving are valid, and this would be so reassuring to her. She’d tell me that whenever she did things like not be there for meals at the Church, skip assemblies, or curse people without permission, she would be brought before May and the rest of the community, get questioned about her behavior, and she’d have to self-flagellate to receive forgiveness.
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I’d go really still and quiet when she mentions the self-flagellation, which she’d then explain is a frequent punishment. That would freaking break my heart... I’d ask her when was the last time she hurt herself, and it was a little less than two weeks ago, before she was forced to leave the Turners. Very carefully and quietly, I’d ask her if it would be okay if she can show me her scars and add “You do NOT have to if you’re not comfortable, PLEASE don’t do it if you’re not”, and after a second, she’d nod and show me her back. My heart would break for her even more seeing her scars, I’d just express how horrible it is that they made her do that… I’d show her some of my cut wounds from when I self-harmed, which I hadn’t done in like three and a half years at that point. I’d want her to know that way that I get the urge, that I really do, but I’d tell her that hurting oneself achieves nothing. All it does is make you feel horrible mentally and physically, and every time you do it, there’s a risk of infection and even death. I’d just tell her I understand while taking her in my arms. I’d ask her to please look me in the eyes and tell me she won’t hurt herself again, and that when she feels like doing it again, to please talk to me first. She’d quietly say “I promise” while looking me in the eyes, and after some longer embraces, we’d both smile a bit, that would make me really happy to hear! I’d ask that when we’re out of here, if we can call a doctor sometime soon and get them to look at her scars to make sure none of them are infected, if she’s comfortable enough, and she’d nod and smile at me a little bit some more.

We’d eat after that. We’d run out of tomato soup that meal, and I’d tell her that when we’re getting out of there, I’d get her all the tomato soup in the world! “We’re gonna fill a whole hotel fridge with tomato soup!” “And with Ben & Jerry’s?”, she’d ask, and I’d say yes and say that we’re probably gonna need more than one fridge. I’d say we’re gonna pick the nicest and most expensive hotel to stay at, an idea that she’d love! “You still think Allentown is a good idea?”, I’d ask her, and she’d think my reasoning from the day before makes sense and say yes. We’d look for the nicest hotel in Allentown online and see that there are “only” three-star hotels in Allentown. Leanne would ask if getting such an expensive place to stay is really okay, and I’d say “Money is not an issue, don’t worry about it” while reaching across her back and like caressing her right shoulder, looking her in the eyes, and smiling. “And besides, let’s spoil you, you fucking deserve it after all this!” We wouldn’t book anything yet because we wouldn’t know when we can get out of there yet, but looking at all those insanely nice hotels would lift our spirits a bit.

After eating the first half of that day’s rations (only two half day’s rations would be left after that…), we’d think that it would probably be a good idea if we started writing the document for the police right now. Writing it can take hours upon hours, and there’s no point in delaying the rescue to write the document after I leave if we can do it right now, so we’d begin right that moment. It would begin something like “My name is Daria Horenko, born July 30, 1999 in Odesa, Ukraine, residing in 501 Pembroke Ave, Philadelphia 19050, Pennsylvania...” (I don’t live there. I have no idea who does. Please leave them alone lmao) “...I sent this statement to my Facebook friend Liam [...] (residing in Tipperary, Ireland, using Facebook as Liam [...]) as a PDF file and told him to call the Philadelphia police and read this statement to them if I don’t come back online and confirm that I’m okay by 10 PM Philadelphia time / 3 PM London, UK time on December 22, 2022. If he is reading this to you, it probably means that there was no sign of life from me by that time, and that I’m not safe, probably kidnapped and locked up by Dorothy Turner, Sean Turner, Julian (I’m not sure about his surname, but I’m referring to Dorothy Turner’s brother - redhead, not very tall, moderately overweight) in the attic of their residence at 9780 Spruce Street, Philadelphia 19139, Pennsylvania”, and then document everything I’ve seen in chronological order and everything that Leanne has told me, with a link to our video and photographic evidence, references to DNA evidence that can probably be found in the hole in the basement if they haven’t covered it up by now, and a statement at the end saying that I’ve written it together with Leanne to make sure that everything is correct. That would take a really long time, hours for sure. But when it’s done, I’d run spell- and grammar checks on it and send it to my printer at home, to be queued for printing when I get home and turn it on. We’d also know that today (December 21) or tomorrow will be the day when we leave one way or another, so I’d schedule a text message to 911 in 30 hours from that moment. The message would say “This is a scheduled message. If you’ve received it, then Leanne Grayson (born October 13, 2001)...” (We only ever learn Leanne’s birth year from the gravestone. October 13 is Nell Tiger Free’s birthday, so October 13, 2001 being Leanne’s birthday is kind of my headcanon)
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“...and me (Daria Horenko, born July 30, 1999) are probably not safe, abducted and locked up against our will by Dorothy Turner, her brother Julian, and Sean Turner in the attic of their house at 9780 Spruce Street, Philadelphia 19139, Pennsylvania or somewhere else on the property. We need help immediately. The Turners should be considered dangerous and very clearly willing to use violence and intimidation. We need help NOW. Details in our prepared statement: [the link]”. Because we’re holding out hope that we won’t have to call the police from inside the attic, the document would include information on what our plan is to get Leanne (and me) out of there as safely as possible and call the police from the taxi, but that if we run out of rations, we won’t have a choice but to call the police while we’re unarmed and while the Turners still have the upper hand.

We would debate whether we should include information about the Church of Lesser Saints right away or tell the police about them later because we know how that sounds, considering that this would hurt the credibility of our testimony,
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but we’d modify the document and include the most important information about them as well, with more believable explanations - how they forced Leanne and other members to self-harm (meaning that current members or those who recently left), where they’re currently operating from in Lancaster,
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that they faked their deaths, that they forced Leanne to leave the Turners, and the necessary lie that they took the real baby, and that Leanne hasn’t seen it since that day and doesn’t know where they’ve taken it. We’d also include names and stuff, and most importantly, reference the baptism tape and say that it shows May and George watching us from the sidewalk outside the church less than three weeks ago, and that piece of evidence would change everything in regards to investigating the Church of Lesser Saints and make the police believe us. We’d add that it’s probably among the other DVDs in the Turners’ living room, and that I’ll try to get it when leaving the building if our original plan is still going to be an option, rip the DVD at home, and add a link to the video file to the document. We’d modify the scheduled text message as well, and we’d charge both phones, mine first because the scheduled message is so important, but it’s an iPhone, so we could charge it to 100% rather quickly and then charge hers. And we’d add that we’d want the police to get Leanne’s things from the Marino estate. All her stuff being there would be further evidence that she was taken suddenly and against her will. We’d also add what number Leanne can be reached at for now with the Samsung Galaxy phone. And then, I’d send the document to Liam on all platforms where I know how to reach him, followed by a message to alert the authorities if I’m not back online confirming that we’re both okay in what’s now probably more like 29 hours, the phone number of the Philadelphia police, and caps at the beginning saying that it’s an actual emergency.

Out of nowhere, I’d ask her if she’s seen “Titanic” lmao, and with her near total isolation growing up, she wouldn’t have seen it. “I’ve only seen movies on TV”. I’d be like “I can show you lots of movies if you want! I got several subscriptions to streaming services, and also a bunch of stuff offline on an external drive at home.”
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Back on talking about “Titanic”, I’d tell her it’s wonderful and so freaking romantic, albeit over-the-top at times for sure and a bit overrated. It has that glossy feeling and some superficial characters to it that all James Cameron movies have, but it’s still really wonderful. After explaining the plot to her (since she’s grown up so isolated), I’d tell her about one scene that I’m thinking about a lot from time to time - near the end of the movie, when old Rose is done telling the researchers her story, she says that she doesn’t even have a picture of Jack, and that has hit me so hard from the first time I’ve seen the movie.
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She has no physical memories of him, she can never see his face again, and she can never show people what he looked like. That just rips my heart. I’d ask Leanne if we can take some pictures together. We’d look pretty horrible because we haven’t been able to shower in days, but we wouldn’t care and take them anyway and really, genuinely smile so hard. I’d send them to her email address (leanne_grayson@icloud.com, that email address is on her resume in the show),
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manually sync my gallery with iCloud, and I’d send them to Liam. I’d ask what phone she got back at the Marinos’ and if she’s got any pictures of herself in her iCloud gallery, but she’d tell me she’s rarely ever taken pictures of herself, only for the resume she applied at the Turners’ for, and I’d be like “Whaaaaat? But you’re so beautiful!”, and she’d smile hard, a bit embarrassed. I’d look her straight in the eyes and say it again and say that I mean it for real, she is so incredibly beautiful! It’s probably so rare that anyone’s ever said that to her in her entire life (her mother definitely didn’t, and given that the Church of Lesser Saints believes that anything that feels good is dangerous,
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it’s rather unlikely that they did), Tobe saying it in “Balloon” might even have been the only time ever…
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I’d then add “Inside AND out!”, and she’d smile some more in a bit of embarrassment and then look me in the eyes and say “You, too, Daria!”, and as you’d expect, I’d smile so hard and even with my eyes!

It would be rather late by then, so we’d eat and listen to some more music together from the Spotify playlist I created for her and talk so much about what we’re hearing.

After dinner, she’d bring the topic up on her own (this is kind of making fun of these fan theories) - she’d tell me that some in the Church of Lesser Saints think she’s the Devil or Lilith because of her rebelliousness, and how she’s inspired doubt in some people in the Church. I’d make such a weirded-out face. After realizing she’s serious, I’d say “If you are the Devil, then hail Satan! Like, seriously, if YOU are what God is threatening will happen if we don’t follow him, then that’s literally the weakest threat I’ve ever heard of. Then God is the villain here. We need more people like you in the world!” Shy as she still is, she’d still be almost embarrassed to hear this (she’s so not used to compliments), and I’d make it clear I’m serious, that I really think she’s fricking wonderful and the sweetest, and that she clearly has a huge heart full of so much love, and that she deserves so much better than what she’s ever experienced! Almost in denial, she’d see in my eyes that I really mean it and just smile and hug me, and then, we’d both smile even more! I’d rub her back a lot in that moment and promise her again that everything will be okay. “I’ll make sure of that!”

After some more music together, knowing that tomorrow will be the day we leave, no matter which plan we’ll go with, we’d make sure we haven’t forgotten anything. Looking around, I’d realize I have to give her my earphones with a cord because the internal mic of my Samsung Galaxy S5 Mini is essentially useless. I’d tell her that when I call her the next day to tell her it’s safe to come downstairs now, she should answer the call, plug in the earphones, and then, it will take a few seconds until I can hear her, but then, it should be fine. We’d set a code phrase that I’ll mention to let her know if the Turners got me and it’s NOT safe to come down. She’d suggest “tomato soup”, and I’d smile and say yes, that’s gonna be our code phrase. “And if it IS safe to come down?”, she’d ask, and I’d suggest “ice cream”.

I’d realize that we should probably find her fresh clothes in the attic and a coat right now, so as I said, it’s not too obvious that she’s been locked up for a long time the second she walks out of the door, because if she’s in dirty clothes or nightwear, with it being obvious that she hasn’t showered in days, and I get her out of there and into a taxi to drive off while I got a gun, it would look as if I was kidnapping her, so we’d find her a nice dress and coat up there, and I’d turn around and close my eyes while she puts it on, and when she’s done, I’d tell her again that she looks amazing! 😊
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And she’d smile and thank me this time, sort of the way she says it to the makeup artist at the street fair in S3E5 “Tiger” in that typical way of hers that’s so adorable for real,
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and she’d look in my direction and say “You look really beautiful, too!”, really shy, before peeking me in the eyes for a moment, and we’d just look at each other for a moment. “Can I have your pictures?”, she’d ask me, and I’d say yeah, open my iPhone, and select ALL pictures of myself in my gallery and send them to her email address, and send her those that are too large via a Google Drive link (iCloud isn’t great for sharing files lol), and then, I’d take her Samsung Galaxy S5 Mini, download them all (which would take a while because that phone is ancient), and set one of the pictures we’ve taken together as her wallpaper, and then set it as my wallpaper on my iPhone as well! 😊

We’d consider if there’s anything else we’ve missed. She’d mention that parts of the floor screech, especially one tile, so when I sneak out, I gotta be careful on the stairs, especially with that one tile.
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After a few seconds, she’d ask me if we wanna book a hotel now, and I’d smile and say sure! “Did you like any hotels in particular, out of the ones we looked at?” She’d say “The one with the big jacuzzi looks great” with big eyes and enthusiasm in her voice, like she does during some of her conversations with Tobe in S3E5 “Tiger”. “You’ve ever been in a jacuzzi?”, I’d ask her, and she’d go “Nooo, but I wanna try!” in the same tone,
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and so, after lying down now, we’d look up which hotel she was talking about and book a two-room suite in that hotel in Allentown for three weeks. I’d add “So we can easily look out for each other, and so you’ll also have some privacy.”, and she’d smile and nod, that consideration would probably mean a lot to her.

We’d then get ready for bed. For the next day, I’d get some better clothes as well and put them on while she’s turned around with her eyes closed. I’d take the last ration of food out of my backpack, put the clothes I just took off at the bottom of it, above Leanne’s Bible (the porcelain baby and card are already in one of the other pockets), and put my phone and the chargers in another pocket. I’d look around and ask her if there’s anything else I should take with me to safeguard, and at first, she’d also look around because she wouldn’t know how to answer right away, but she’d then point at Mrs. Barrington with her face,
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and I’d be like “Well, I think she’s a little too big for my backpack, but I can talk to the police when we’re out of here, maybe we can try to get her!”, and Leanne would nod with a big smile again.

We’d lie down on the mattress and share the covers again. Just like the night before, I’d lie down on the side of the mattress that’s closer to the stairs, in case Dorothy changes her mind and tries to assault Leanne again… On the mattress, she’d suddenly hug me really tight, break into tears, and thank me over and over again, and I’d just hold her tight, say “Of course”, and assure her that everything’s gonna be okay, that we’ll get out of there tomorrow. I’d wipe some of her tears off her face 🥺 On the mattress, we’d just look each other in the eyes and both just smile more and more, and after a minute or two, she’d kiss me on the lips for a tiiiiny moment and then, we’d just smile at each other even harder! She’d say “I’m not supposed to do that” while still smiling just as hard and looking me directly in the eyes! “Says who?”, I’d reply. She goes “My aunts and uncles”, and I’d say “I don’t think they’re a reliable source!”, and we’d kiss each other some more and longer, and both feel each other’s smile on our lips, and peek at each other a few times in between 😊🥰❤️ We’d both put our arms around each other before telling each other good night and before I promise her one more time it’s all going to be okay!
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At some point during the night, she’d wake me up, and when she does, I’d realize I had a nightmare, like, not from my night terrors, and she’d tell me I had a nightmare, that I was sniffling in my sleep, and that I told her two days earlier to wake me up if this happens. Still feeling terrible (the feeling of immediate dread always takes a while to subside for me), I’d thank her. I’d ask what I was saying, and she’d say that I wasn’t speaking English. I’d consider if I should tell her for a moment, but then, I’d take a deep breath, look up for a second, and with a heavy voice, slowly say “What if we try plan A tomorrow, and I fail? I’m scared… I don’t wanna mess this up… I don’t wanna fail you…” And she’d slowly look at me and just say two words: “You haven’t!” I’d look at her and almost laugh a bit out of joy. I’d smile and just cuddle up to her a bit, and she’d do it back. I’d say I’ll try to listen to music for a while to calm down because doing something else makes it much easier for me to zone out of the feeling of dread again. “Why only you?”, she’d ask. “I don’t wanna keep you awake”, I’d say, “You need the sleep”, and she’d say “It’s okay” and just smile a bit, and so, we’d listen to some music together for about half an hour.

I’d tell her that my sleep is so horrible (she’d say she can tell) because I don’t have my meds, and I’m really fricking looking forward to taking them again. Without them, the quality of my sleep is terrible, and it takes so long for me to fall asleep at all if I don’t take them. She’d ask if I’ve taken them for a long time, and I’d say that I haven’t taken these particular meds for long because whatever I take, my body builds up some resistance to them pretty quickly, so after a while, I always have to get new ones, but I’ve taken sleeping meds for years now. “It sounds like they’re really helping you, right?”, she’d ask, and I’d nod and say “Yeah, they really do. I’m also taking antidepressants, and they were an absolute gamechanger for me. It’s okay if I don’t take them for a few days because they don’t work in the moment, but they like rewire your brain over time, and they’re the best thing that’s ever happened to my mental health. Before I started taking them, it was so hard for me to avoid bad thoughts or resist them, like, it was hell, but ever since then, it got sooo much easier, and not letting things get to me or not letting bad things really take over me is just so much easier now.” After a while, I’d say “I was at a psychiatric clinic voluntarily for six months, but I also had nowhere else to go, and the doctors and employees really abused their power. They only intervened when there was physical violence, they didn’t intervene in any other conflicts, so because of them, the patients constantly bullied each other. My doctor switched to another department while I was there, so I got a new one, and the new one wasn’t perfect, but at least, she cared. I got really lucky to get a place at a living group for mentally ill people, which was when I could finally leave. But honestly, all my experiences with mental health professionals since then have been better. I went to a different clinic for four or five days voluntarily in 2019, and even they were far better. “That sounds scary…”, she’d say. I’d reply “It was. But things got much better after that. I had lots of setbacks, like, you know, but if you get help, it’s always better.”

After the current song’s over, we’d lie down to try and sleep again. We’d smile at each other again in bed, and I’d give her a short-ish kiss before saying good night, and we’d both smile even harder after that 😁 And we would fall asleep for good after a while (it would still take me longer than her).

In the morning, Leanne would wake me up again. She’d show me that the door is unlocked and open by a little bit now (they’re “letting” her out for a few hours…),
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and we’d both just embrace and chuckle in huge joy, as we can go with plan A now, the less risky one! We’d remember to quiet down after a few seconds and whisper from then on out. I’d go to the toilet roll, take eight pieces, rip them into two bands of four pieces each, and roll each of them up into a little bunch. I’d give them to her and tell her to put them into the wall pieces of the door when she gets out (so it looks like the door is closed while it can’t actually lock) and give me an audible signal when the third floor is clear, so I’ll get out with my backpack, take out the toilet paper, and hide in her room.
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“Is there anything you want me to get from there?”, I’d ask. “No. Everything is here or at the Marinos’.” I’d go “Okay” and move on - since I’m almost definitely unable to come down to the second floor right away (I’m using American English in all of these episodes. “First floor” in American English = “ground floor” in British English; “Second floor” in American English = “first floor” in British English; “Third floor” in American English = “second floor” in British English, etc.), she’d give me a signal when coming back upstairs. We’d agree that when she comes back upstairs, if it’s safe to go to the second floor, she’d shout something, maybe in conversation, maybe some sort of cry, doesn’t matter, and if not, she’d kick something. She’d be locked upstairs again after that, so I’ll have to tell when to get further downstairs myself, which I’d do as soon as I’ve heard absolutely no sounds from inside the house for at least a few minutes. On the first floor, I’d get the DVD from March 11, 2001, and if the baptism tape isn’t clearly labeled among the tapes, I’d unplug the DVD player from the TV, turn on the player, open the DVD slot, and if the tape isn’t in there, I’d take all unlabeled tapes. I’d then listen in on the basement door for a few seconds, and if I hear no sounds from down there, I’d quietly open the basement door and go downstairs, and if no one’s there, I’d get out through the side entrance down there, out through the back gate, walk back to Spruce Street, drive my bike home, take a shower, watch the tape from March 11, 2011 like she told me I could, hide it somewhere at home, print out the document for the police, take it with me in an envelope, print out a second version of it to give to the taxi driver, so I can say “If I’m not back in an hour, please call the police for me and read this to them”. I’d then call a taxi (a taxi with a large trunk whose driver is allowed to drive to Allentown and back), load my gun, and leave for the Turners’ and get Leanne.

We’d see that Liam has replied by now. Of course, he’d be super worried, but he’s got our backs for the plan, and that would be really reassuring. We’d look each other in the eyes, and then, I’d hug her sooo tight for several seconds, and we’d have one loooong kiss (hoping it’s not the last time we see each other…) before she goes downstairs while looking back at me on the way before putting the toilet paper in the door. I’d then put on my backpack. Once Leanne loudly shouts “Mister Turner?”, that would be my signal, and I’d hide in her room for about 45 minutes before she’s “let” back upstairs and shouts “You can lock me in now, Mrs. Turner”,
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which is when I’d sneak into the storage/guest room and wait. It would take like five hours until I hear nothing for a while, which is when I’d sneak onto the first floor, look around to make extra sure no one’s there, and go to the living room. I’d get the tape from March 11, 2011, and the baptism tape would be among the labeled DVDs, and I’d put it into the box of the March 11, 2011 tape (I’d put the original DVD loose in there and use the spot inside the box for the baptism tape because it’s probably more important. I then wouldn’t hear anything from the basement, so I’d slowly and quietly go down there. No one would be there, so I’d leave as planned and go home and take a shower. I’d watch the March 11, 2011 DVD. I’d be surprised to see the interaction between Leanne and Dorothy for sure, but sort of knowing her, I wouldn’t think anything bad of it. I’d actually get it because of my past celebrity crushes (which I know isn’t what she was feeling for Dorothy) and the desire to meet them, especially with Blanche. I’d get why Leanne wouldn’t want the police to see it, it would look bad for her. I’d wrap up the DVD in a thick piece of paper and tape it to the back of my closet, between the closet and the wall. I’d burn the piece of paper in the DVD case in my bathtub with a bucket of water next to me just in case. I’d test if the DVD of the baptism tape still works (it does), rip it, upload the video file to Google Drive, add it to the document for the police, cancel my printing queue, print the document (two versions of it. The one for the taxi driver would just have a short introduction at the beginning, like, that I’m the person who ordered the taxi), order the taxi, pack my things for the next couple of weeks and anything that Leanne might need, so I’d include any clothes that I think could fit her, and go to the taxi. I’d tell the driver to get me one block away from 9780 Spruce Street (which isn’t actually a real address, by the way) and wait there for me. Before leaving for the Turner house, I’d give him the envelope with his version of the letter for the police and tell him what I said I would tell him. I’d then get my backpack with the gun in it from my luggage in the trunk, and walk to the Turners’ house.

I have already "written" so much more in my head, but I've now reached the end of what I've actually written down, so it will take longer until the next episode is out now! Hope you've enjooooyed this one!
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2024.05.21 23:58 LastContribution1590 1000 Books to Read Before You Die is beautiful on Libra Color

1000 Books to Read Before You Die is beautiful on Libra Color
I love this physical book for it's content and beautiful color illustrations. Although I don't read what I use as reference books on an e-reader, I downloaded a sample of this book and I love how it renders on my Libra Color. I may just buy the ebook version now !
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2024.05.21 22:44 farid_fot Playing with friends

I started Minecraft since some old friends of mine suddenly suggested it and I just downloaded the game and fell in love with it and us playing together.Even we bought a server to play on it but one morning we logged on to the world and all our stuff was grieved to the ground(AKA bedrock) After that we tried rebuilding the stuff using creative mode but it just didn’t click anymore. Since then i've been playing on my own single world and whilst i keep on enjoying minecraft a lot i still feel sad that i couldn't rejoice the beautiful way of building and discovering on a world with friends(since we’re no longer in contact and non of my other friends play Minecraft)
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2024.05.21 20:26 dysoncube Reference guide / ruler concept, could use some critique

I've been working on a ruler to go with my Leuchtturm1917 (size A5). Something to use as a reference to split the page into equally sized boxes. I've seen a few excellent ones online, but they're either a) content rich, or b) easy to read, never both. For example the Moxidori is data rich and affordable, but I think it could be easier to use. Teanbujo's ruler is extremely easy to read, and beautiful, but I think it could use more reference lines. I saw another user's ruler that had a bunch of colored lines just floating in space with no text labels. It was data rich, but half the users in the thread couldn't make heads or tails of it. I can't find the link, but it was an excellent idea. Oh, and while writing this up, I learned the new Leuchtturm Bujo 2 has reference rulers built into the covers. Welp. I might be wasting my time.

Getting to the point, here's my attempt. Each color is dedicated to a certain number of boxes spread across the whole sheet. The green objects shows where to note your lines in order to splits the sheet into 6 equally spaced rows. The other side of the ruler is for the horizontalalignment.

If you're interested in checking it out, you can download a PDF from dropbox here. It's sized 8.5x11 (don't scale your printout, print at 100%). Apologies to anyone more familiar with measurements for a modern era, my country has hitched its wagon to America and all of its freedom units(tm). Luckily, this printout will safely crop for printing at A4. Cut out the ruler shapes as one big square, then fold it in half.

This thing is pretty early in design, but I could use some critique, or just opinions.
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2024.05.21 20:12 Sakeretsu Karthus, Deathsinger

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2024.05.21 19:27 Comfortable-Fuel-270 Help🥲 I'm not sure why but everytime I take videos, it looks beautiful on my camera and then I download it to my laptop/phone and it gets all dark like this. And if I edit it to get it brighter, it gets the ISO noise. Should I adjust my settings more or should I edit in a different way or??

Help🥲 I'm not sure why but everytime I take videos, it looks beautiful on my camera and then I download it to my laptop/phone and it gets all dark like this. And if I edit it to get it brighter, it gets the ISO noise. Should I adjust my settings more or should I edit in a different way or??
I'll put my settings in the comments, gotta look them up
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2024.05.21 17:59 CIAHerpes In the caverns under Frost Hollow, I found the madness of the ancient gods

I sit alone in my room on the seventh floor, writing what will surely be my last will and testament. The heroin which allowed me to forget and to sleep for the last couple of years has lost its power to keep the screaming terrors away. The drug destroyed my body and mind, gradually eating away at them like a corrosive acid. Now I have become a slave to it. And yet, without it, I do not sleep for weeks, but instead continuously see the scenes from that terrible night running through my head on repeat as worsening waves of madness crash on the shores of my consciousness.
In the caverns under the town of Frost Hollow, I found the meaning of true madness. Ever since I escaped that den of horrors, it is difficult to tell what is real and what is only the feverish delirium of an unhinged mind.
Even now, they wait behind the door to this cheap, bare rented room. They drag their claws over the wood. I hear them hissing in that strange, ancient tongue, the one I first heard in the tombs of rock that had been undisturbed for countless millennia.
***
I had first heard rumors of an unexplored cavern from my friend, an experienced caver named Sonia who had explored caverns all over the world. I had been looking for some excitement in my life, some break from the constant monotony and boredom of simply working and sleeping. I had gone caving quite a few times over the year leading up to the trip, but I was not nearly as experienced and had never explored a supposedly virgin passageway of cavern before.
“How do you know no one’s gone down there?” I asked, curious. We sat across from each other at a local diner, getting some early breakfast before our planned descent. The sunrise was still another half-hour away, the sky flat and dark. We would be joined by Sonia’s husband, Phil, who would meet us there shortly after sunrise. I repressed an urge to yawn, chugging half of the steaming hot coffee in one long swallow. Sonia leaned close to me, her nearly colorless blue eyes reminding me of chunks of ice floating down a muddy stream.
“Phil’s friend just found it randomly,” she whispered before glancing around conspiratorially, as if she feared someone would care enough to eavesdrop on a conversation about a cave. “Well, it’s in the middle of a farm, and Phil’s friend, Jack Graysole, owns the entire property and surrounding woods. Jack says he noticed the cows kept going over to a certain spot in the field when it got really hot during the summertime. They would all gather around this little indentation in the grass. After seeing it a few times, Jack got curious and went to investigate what the cows were doing.
“He found a small hole in the ground, almost entirely covered by weeds and grass. He said he felt a cool breeze constantly blowing out of the hole, a breeze that smelled like burning matches and charred metal. After bringing out some shovels and digging down a couple feet, Jack realized that the hole wasn’t a hole at all, but the beginning of a steep passageway leading deep into the bowels of the earth.”
***
The owner of the land decided to unofficially call the newly-discovered cavern Graysole Caverns. Out of respect for him, this is also the name we all used. This is the story of how I found myself in the bowels of a strange subterranean tunnel, a tunnel where creatures beyond my comprehension slunk and hunted, skittering monstrosities who would be more at home in a nightmare.
After grabbing a couple coffees to take with us, Sonia drove over to Graysole Farms. Cows stood out in the grassy fields, huddled in tight circles as they repetitively chewed. The thin silhouette of Jack Graysole waited for us next to the herd. He had a face like a raisin, I thought to myself. I watched his thin, shaking body standing in the middle of an overgrown grassy field. Jack stared down blankly at something only he could see. Sonia and I started unloading some equipment from the car while we waited for Phil.
Once we had the backpacks loaded with some simple supplies, such as water, food, headlamps, rope, a couple extra batteries, some buck knives, and radios, we headed over to accompany Jack. We weren’t taking much, as we didn’t really expect to be down there for more than six or seven hours at the most.
Jack Graysole’s withered old face was as slack and expressionless as that of a corpse. He stared down at the ground as if he were in a trance, waving back and forth slowly on his feet like a plant in a light breeze.
“Jack?” Sonia called out as we approached. I could hear the man’s teeth chattering as we got nearer.
“Hey, what are you doing over here this early? You interested in accompanying us down there?” Sonia joked. But Jack might as well have been totally deaf for all the reaction he gave. Sonia glanced over at me with an anxious expression. I wondered if the old man was having a stroke.
I quickly walked over to where he stood, staring down at a black circular hole about three feet across directly in front of his feet. The entrance to Graysole Caverns stared up at us like a sightless pupil. As I drew within a few feet of Jack and looked straight into his blank eyes, I noticed something alarming.
His pupils were quickly dilating and constricting before my eyes. They would shrink to tiny pinpoints, then, a couple seconds later, rapidly expand until they became dark and serious. I could see his thready, rapid heartbeat pulsating in a vein on the side of his temple. Alarmed, I reached forward and put my hand on his shoulder.
Instantly, he came to life, like a man waking up from a nightmare. Shrieking, he looked at me with fully dilated pupils, reminding me of a panicked deer surrounded by wolves. His quavering old man’s voice shook with ineffable existential horror and mortal fear.
He took a step back away from us, seeming to realize where he was and what he was doing. He looked around, confused, then straight at me and Sonia. His eyes focused with anger and fear, as if we were demons here to drag him down to Hell. His eyes flicked back and forth between us constantly. Jack raised a trembling hand and pointed it straight at my heart.
“It’s you,” he said, his voice dropping to a harsh whisper. His teeth chattered despite the warm spring air. His skin looked deathly pale. “You’re the one who will bring an end to humanity, who will release the ruler of nightmares upon us.” He continued to point accusingly for a long moment at me, his face turning chalk-white. Then his eyes rolled up in his head. Slowly, he stumbled and fell backwards onto the soft grass of the field.
“Jack!” Sonia cried, running over to the old man. Jack’s breaths had started to come in slow, drawn-out gurgles, like a man with a slit throat trying to breathe. Frothy blood bubbled from his lips as they turned blue. Staring up at the endless expanse of cloudless sky, he exhaled one last shuddering breath and died.
***
Phil showed up only a couple minutes later. He found me and Sonia in a state of utter panic, both of us bent double over the still body of Jack. Sonia was on the phone with 911, and I was trying to give Jack chest compressions. The way his fingernails and lips shone with that cyanotic blue cast made me feel sick and weak. I knew it was futile, that I was simply playing with a corpse at this point, but I didn’t know what else to do. I felt if I didn’t do something, I might explode.
I heard the faint wailing of sirens approaching as Sonia’s panicked voice continued babbling to the 911 operator. Phil stood by her side, his tall, dark features searching and lost.
“Oh God, I think he’s dead!” Sonia cried over and over to the operator, as if she thought the operator could do anything about it. I didn’t hear what the operator said in response. As the ambulance pulled in, I gave up on chest compressions. I stood up and took a step back, looking sadly down on the kindly old man’s dead body.
The paramedics ran over. Phil, Sonia and I stood back while they worked on the corpse, trying to shock the heart back into life. But Jack’s open eyes stayed glazed as they stared sightlessly up into eternity.
***
The paramedics left. A couple police officers stayed behind to ask us a few routine questions. Eventually, after an hour or so, they left, too.
“What a fucked-up day,” Phil said, shaking his head grimly. “Do you guys still want to do this? Maybe it’s an omen from God telling us to go home.” Sonia and I exchanged a glance, then we both nodded at the same time.
“Definitely,” she said. “It’s sad what happened to Jack, but realistically, we don’t know what’s going to happen to this property now that he’s passed away. It might get sold or taken by the bank for all we know. This could be our one and only chance to explore this cave.”
“I don’t believe in omens. I’m still down,” I said, feeling slightly sick from the experience. I still remembered how Jack’s body had cracked under the weight of my chest compressions, how his ribs had snapped like bones shattering in greedy hands. “We’ll do it in memory of Jack. I plan to put this up on YouTube.” I pulled my GoPro out of my bag, turning it on. Phil groaned at that.
“Do we have any idea how far down this cave goes?” Phil asked. I felt a sense of relief now that the topic had changed from the death of the old man.
“I sent a little camera down on a rope, but it only went about a hundred feet,” Sonia responded. “It’s pretty steep at first, then it levels out. I couldn’t really see much after it leveled out, but it looks like it should be easy to climb down. There’s plenty of handholds, lots of jutting rocks.”
Phil put on his headlamp and small pack. As he crawled down into the hole, his tanned face looked up at us and gave us one last devilish grin. Once he had gone down a few dozen feet, Sonia started descending. She looked excited and happy. I noticed how she couldn’t stop smiling as she disappeared from view.
I watched their lights grow smaller and dimmer in the circular tunnel. I marveled at how perfectly circular the entrance was. It almost didn’t even look natural.
Taking a deep breath in, I followed my friends down into the dark.
***
“This isn’t too bad,” I said as I climbed down. The jutting rocks gave plenty of handholds and footholds for us. It wasn’t so tight that it felt like a coffin, either.
“It only gets easier from here!” Sonia called up.
“How do you know?” I asked. “You said you’ve never been here before.” She laughed.
“I know. Probably just wishful thinking,” she said. Far below us, Jack’s voice drifted up, faint and weak. He had already reached the bottom.
“The tunnel really opens up down here, guys,” he called. “It’s somewhat… bizarre, though.”
“What do you mean by that?” Sonia asked. I looked down, seeing Sonia and I would reach the bottom in seconds. “Forget it, I’ll let it be a surprise.” I heard her drop down. Slowly and carefully, I lowered myself down the last few feet. There was a short fall onto a smooth granite floor. I looked up, seeing what Phil and Sonia were so mesmerized by.
“Oh, wow,” I said, speechless. I blinked rapidly, wondering if the image would clear like a mirage. The tunnel was cut into a perfectly triangular shape, each side about seven feet long. The ceiling met in a point above our heads.
All along the smooth walls of gray rock, I saw thousands of black orbs peeking out. They looked similar to obsidian, but they were perfectly smooth and circular, each about the size of an orange. They were formed into interlocking diagonal patterns and followed the tunnel straight down as far as the eye could see.
“What is this place?” Sonia asked, taking a tentative step forward. I looked up, seeing the distant pinpoint of sunlight far above our heads. Our voices continued to echo off down the massive tunnels, disappearing in eerie waves into the thick curtain of shadows.
“Are you recording all this?” Phil asked me. I laughed, giddy.
“Of course! This is internet gold right here,” I said. “No one’s going to believe that this isn’t man-made, however. I can’t even believe it. Do you think Jack was playing a joke on us or something?”
“Jack had the sense of humor of a wet paper towel,” Phil whispered, shaking his head. “No, he wouldn’t do something like this.”
“Well, let’s go check it out,” Sonia said, taking a step forward. Her headlamp bobbed up and down rapidly, throwing dancing shadows through the triangular tunnel. It continued straight ahead, without the slightest deviation or curve, disappearing off into a dark point in the distance.
***
We walked as fast as we could, excited to see where, if anywhere, the strange tunnel led. Phil, always the conspiracy theorist, babbled excitedly.
“This has to be aliens, man,” he said, running his fingers through his dark hair. “I bet that scientists will find out this shit is millions of years old when we get back up and tell everyone. Maybe aliens came to earth in ancient times and made a bunch of stuff underground.” Gradually, as we walked, I noticed the tunnel opening up. The pointed triangular ceiling rose up higher above our heads and the walls moved outwards, as we were walking up a triangular funnel. At first, it was so subtle that I didn’t believe it when Sonia pointed it out.
“No, look,” she said, raising her hand above her head. “When we first started down this weird tunnel, my fingers were only maybe a foot away from the top. Now it’s a couple feet.” I was about to respond when our headlamps illuminated something standing in the middle of the tunnel.
“What the fuck is that?” I whispered, stopping cold in my tracks. Phil and Sonia looked up at the abomination at the same time. Its back was to us. It stood nearly as tall as the tunnel, which was now about twenty feet high.
The bottom half looked black and spidery with dozens of long, jointed legs. A bloody, white spine rose out of the mass of legs. Inhumanly long, skeletal arms stretched out in front of it. Its face was pointed away from us, but the back of its head resembled an enormous pointed skull with deep fissures like the cracks of an earthquake running through the bone. The abomination stayed as still as a statue, and for a long moment, I wondered if we were looking at some macabre work of art.
Then, suddenly, one of its insectile legs twitched. A moment later, the other legs started jerking and twisting. There was a sound like bones shattering as it rose up to its full height, turning around to face us.
Its face was like something from a nightmare, melting and reforming constantly like dripping candle wax. I would see a black eye appear on its forehead, then a grinning mouth on its chin, then the features would get sucked back into the folds of melting flesh. After a few moments, two enormous eyes appeared on its face, dark and cold like craters on the surface of the Moon. The mouths and noses disappeared back into the dripping skin, and only the two lidless eyes remained, emanating a cold, reptilian consciousness beyond the ability of my mind to comprehend. I felt terror radiating from its body like freezing waves.
“Free me,” it cried in a gurgling voice that seethed with insanity. It had a shrieking, metallic ringing behind every word that gave it an alien quality. “Free me, and I will give you the waters of eternal life. Within me, I contain the seeds of immortality. Within the nightmares, we live forever, always together, never alone.”
“Who are you?” I asked, terrified. The black reptilian skin of the enormous beast glistened as it knelt down, its massive face drawing near to mine. A sideways mouth burst out of the liquified flesh, showing hundreds of fangs growing like tumors from its white, bloodless gums. The fangs varied in size from only a couple inches to long, sword-like projections that stabbed into the creature’s flesh, causing white blood glittering with rainbows to fall like raindrops all around me.
“I have many names,” it hissed, its thousand voices rising and falling in crashing waves of sound. “I was present at the beginning, when this planet was no more than dead cliffs and endless freezing oceans. Those holy ones who search for us, the ancient ones, call me Niralahoth.”
“How do we free you?” Phil asked, looking terrified. He held Sonia’s hand tightly.
“By letting me into your mind and body,” Niralahoth cried, shaking the cavern. “I was thrown down here, cursed and forgotten. I cannot leave this place of shadows within this body. But in the body of another, my consciousness can be free, and the seeds of new life can spread beyond this prison.”
“There’s no way anyone’s going to do that,” I said, my eyes widening as Niralahoth’s reptilian skull turned towards me in fury. “I mean, you’re asking one of us to give up our individuality, our lives, right?”
“I am asking you to become one with me and gain power undreamt of by mortals,” it cried. “I have within me the fountain of life, the waters that send death away screaming.” I glanced anxiously at Phil and Sonia, wondering if we would have to run.
“The answer is no,” I said. “I’m sorry.”
“Yeah, we can’t do that,” Phil said, backing me up. “But, anyways, I think our trip has ended. It’s time to turn around…”
“You will never return,” Niralahoth cried, skittering away from us. “If you will not accept salvation, then you must accept death.” Within seconds, it slunk away from us, backpedaling on its many skittering legs into the shadows.
***
All around us, a rumbling started.
There was a pounding that crashed through the rock tunnel, as if an insane blacksmith were hammering on a massive anvil. The ringing of crashing rock started off slowly, with a few stones smashing down around us with heavy blasts of sound. Within seconds, the cacophony sped up, rising into a constant stream of destruction. The black orbs were spinning in place all up and down the tunnel, their glossy obsidian surfaces flashing with sparks of blue light.
“It’s collapsing!” Phil cried, running back in the direction we came, holding Sonia’s hand as she tried to keep up with him. I could only stare for a long moment, not sure what to do. It seemed that the direction Phil was heading stood closer to total collapse.
“Wait!” I cried, but my voice was drowned out in the destruction all around us. I felt a rock smash into my shoulder, sending me down to my feet. I heard Phil give a scream of pain, then another stone came down and smashed into my forehead. I remember seeing everything spinning around me as the world went black.
***
I awoke to find my headlamp still shining straight up in the dusty tunnel. Large chunks of the tunnel had slid out of place and crashed to the stone floor. The granite chunks that had fallen looked unnaturally smooth, most of them in the shapes of cylinders or cubes and varying in size from that of an egg to that of a small car.
My head throbbed. It felt as if a tight belt of fire were wrapped around my temples. Groaning, I put my fingers up to my forehead. They came away slick with blood.
Slowly, I started pushing myself up on my feet. I was relieved that nothing seemed broken. I had a deep gash running from the center of my scalp down to my left temple and some shallower cuts on my shoulders and back, but I knew none of that was life-threatening.
“Sonia?” I whispered, my voice coming out weak and strained. I reached into my pack and found a bottle of water. I chugged it quickly in one long swallow.
“Phil?” I cried again, this time stronger. I heard a soft weeping nearby. Staggering, I followed the sound.
Sonia was bloody and covered in cuts and scrapes, sitting next to Phil’s prone form. I saw Phil’s right arm pinned under a massive slab of granite. His arm disappeared from the elbow down in a spreading puddle of thick, dark blood.
“Oh God, Max, I think he’s hurt really bad,” she wept. Phil’s eyes rolled wildly in his head, his face pale and bloodless. I looked down the way we had come, seeing the entire tunnel blocked by large slabs of stone, many with strange, black orbs peeking out like the lenses of cameras.
***
I don’t know how much time passed. My phone died after a day, and then we were counting the endless darkness in breaths and tears.
Phil swam in and out of consciousness as his arm putrefied and blackened around the crush site. After a couple days, Sonia and I agreed that something had to be done. We told Phil we would need to amputate his arm. He was half-delirious, but he came back long enough to understand us and nod weakly.
We made a fire with Phil’s pack, trying to find fuel to throw in it to get it roaring. As it grew, I saw one of the black orbs near the flames abruptly ignite, as if it had been covered in gasoline. Blue, almost colorless flames rose from its surface. We started throwing the small black orbs on the fire until it rose high in the air. I sanitized the buck knife with the flames and pulled a rope tourniquet tight around Phil’s arm. He was conscious but seemingly insane, talking to himself more than anyone else.
“How are we going to get the car started without a key?” he gurgled to someone only he could see. “We need to look around. It has to be here somewhere.”
“Phil, can you hear me, bud? We need to fix your arm. We need to get you out of this mess. OK?” I said as comfortingly as I could. Phil’s eyes rolled wildly, but they didn’t meet my own. I sighed and looked over at Sonia.
“Let’s do it,” I said, giving a grim nod.
I pulled the buck knife out, slicing quickly down through the flesh next to the tourniquet. His veins throbbed like fat worms as the blackened, necrotic skin split easily under the blade, releasing a rancid-smelling gas that hissed out of the wound.
I couldn’t believe how hard it was to slice all the way through the arm. It felt like I was stuck in that hellish task forever. Phil’s eyes rolled in his head as his skin turned the color of clotted milk.
“God, Jesus, make it stop,” Phil whispered over and over, exhaling ragged, pain-filled breaths. The blood spurted from the blackened, dying tissue all over the dust-covered cavern floor, covering my hands in its warm, slick embrace.
After what was probably only three or four minutes, but felt like hours, I had sliced all the way down to the bone. The infected tissue of his arm spurted great gouts of orange pus mixed with rivulets of blood. The hard part was over.
Standing up, I took my steel-toe sneaker and stomped down on his arm as hard as I could. Phil cried out in a powerful voice, as if all the agony and suffering in the world was contained in that one shriek. The bone snapped under my weight with a sound like a tree branch cracking. A moment later, Phil rolled away from the rock that had pinned me in place for so long. Something alien and spongy was shoved into my face, a mass of destroyed red tissue pulsating in time with a runaway heartbeat. At first, shell-shocked and revolted, my mind couldn’t comprehend that I was looking at the stump of Phil’s mutilated arm. I hardened my heart and forced the giddiness and madness to the back of my mind. The time had come to cauterize the wound.
“Sonia, give it to me,” I said with a tremor in my voice. I reached out a hand towards her, a hand stained with Phil’s blood. It looked as if I were wearing a wet, crimson glove. Sonia only stared blankly at me for a long moment, however. A surge of anger ran up my chest.
“Sonia, toughen the fuck up! He’s going to die if you just sit there!” I swore at her, hearing my deep, angry voice bounce around the caverns. Sonia pulled back, as if she were struck. Inwardly, I cursed having a woman as my only able-bodied companion in this situation. She was a competent enough caver, but what would happen if violence and blood came over us? What would happen if, or more realistically when, we needed to fight?
Grimly, Sonia leaned forward and yanked the burning black orb out of the roaring fire, handing it to me on the end of a buck knife that had just barely pierced its hard, strange exterior. The handle of the knife felt coarse and splintery under my filthy skin. I put it to the spongy stump of Phil’s arm. The stump twitched violently. Phil tried to pull away as black smoke rose from the burning flesh.
There was a smell like bacon sizzling. The searing meat of Phil’s arm blackened and crisped under the heat of the orb, which had become no more than a cylinder of glowing blue embers by this point. I felt simultaneously sick and giddy. I didn’t know if I wanted to laugh or vomit. I felt like I was on the verge of some kind of madness, that the stress and insanity of the experience had started to shatter my mind.
His eyes rolled back in his head and he appeared to go into a seizure for a few seconds. With a long exhalation of breath, he finally, mercifully, lost consciousness. It’s hard to admit it, even this close to the end, but a small, sick piece of me was jealous of Phil. Most likely, he would be dead soon, maybe within hours, while Sonia and I would slowly starve and dehydrate like animals over a period of weeks. I looked at her lithe body and soft skin, seeing the feminine curves of her hips and chest. She was a beautiful woman. I knew Phil to be a lucky man. At least, before this trip, he was.
I watched her body, wondering if I had what it took to eat her or Phil if I had to. Did I have an iron heart that would allow me to slice into my friends and consume their raw, cold flesh? Perhaps, by that point, it would be hunger and madness driving me forward, and I wouldn’t even hesitate. I shuddered at the very thought.
***
I fell asleep that night, having strange dreams of massive gods with melting faces sitting in judgment in a circle around me. We had very little food or water left. No one knew we were down here. Rescue was not coming.
When I awoke, I found myself alone. Phil had died from his injuries while I slept, the black streaks of septic shock spreading up his arm towards his heart. His eyes stared sightlessly up at the rock ceiling.
“Sonia?” I called out, my heart racing as I sat up. “Where are you?” My headlamp was growing dim. I looked in my pack, realizing I was on the last of my batteries. I saw a silhouette walking out of the darkness, the thin, pale form of Sonia. She was trembling badly.
“I saw them,” she said. “Niralahoth and its priests. The priests aren’t human. They look reptilian with sideways mouths and too many eyes.” She shuddered.
“Why would you do that?” I asked. Her eyes grew distant.
“You know we’re not getting out of here alive,” she said. “Not on our own. I wanted to see what it offered. It says that if we take a piece of its nightmare into us, we will gain the power to leave this place, that it simply wants to see the surface and spread its nightmares there.” I shook my head.
“Insanity,” I muttered. “We’d be better off dead.” Sonia nodded.
“My thoughts exactly,” she responded grimly. I didn’t realize what she meant until the next day, when I woke up and found her hanging next to Phil’s body, her tongue swollen and blue as it poked out of her cyanotic lips. And then I was truly alone.
***
Soon after Sonia committed suicide, the last of the batteries for the headlamp died. I had run out of food and had only a small sip of water left. I don’t know how much time passed in the darkness, starving and raving, following the tunnel by running my hands over the walls. I heard many things skittering in the darkness, and a few times, I heard the demonic voice of Niralahoth as it split and distorted.
“You are on death’s door,” it hissed. “Will you not drink from the fountain of life?” I couldn’t tell where the voice came from in the maddening blackness. It seemed to come from everywhere and nowhere. I had lost nearly all of my sanity in that pit of shadows by this point. I tried laughing constantly to keep my spirits up, and when that failed, I simply cried.
“I’ll do it,” I wailed. “I’ll do it. Just let me see the sky again. Get me out of here, Niralahoth.” Everything went deathly silent all around me, then a laugh rang out like the grinding of glass.
In front of me, I saw a tornado of fire descending from the ceiling, surrounding the massive, spidery form of Niralahoth. It rose its skeletal arms upwards, as if it were Zeus calling down lightning. In the sudden brightness, I saw the fiery form of snakes slithering and centipedes skittering forwards in that tornado, each massive creature sculpted from flames in the spinning cyclone of energy. Niralahoth reached into the tornado of fire with its sharp points of fingers and plucked something small from it. The fire instantly dissipated. In its hand, I saw a tiny, swirling orb that looked like it contained a firestorm within it.
“The nightmare seed,” Niralahoth gurgled as it skittered forward towards me. I could only stare, open-mouthed and starving. I hadn’t slept for days, it felt like, and everything seemed slow and unreal.
In a blur, its skeletal arm shot out and forced the orb into my mouth. Despite the fire raging within it, it felt freezing cold. As it touched my tongue, it gave off a sensation like frostbite all throughout my mouth. I screamed and tried spitting it out, but it seemed to have a mind of its own. It started liquifying, dripping down my throat.
I felt something cancerous and sick spreading throughout my body, radiating out from my heart and stomach to every inch of it. I tried to scream, but it caught behind my teeth. I fell to my knees, clawing at my face as that insane, alien laugh continued resounding all down the tunnel. I fell unconscious and woke up under a beautiful sky in the fields of Graysole Farms.
***
Soon after, I realized that my life would never be the same. Everywhere I went, I could hear the wailing voice of Niralahoth. Behind the trees, I always saw skittering shadows, creatures with long, spidery legs that stalked me every day and night. I slept with every light in the house turned on, yet when I woke up, they would all be shut off, and I would find myself in darkness, next to something in the bed with far too many legs and a face that dripped like burning wax.
I sold everything I owned and tried to move far away, to give as much distance between myself and those cursed caverns as I could, but the nightmares followed me like a shadow. I realize what a fool I was in those ephemeral moments of madness. Sonia was much wiser than myself; I should have killed myself or died rather than allowing that thing inside of me.
Even now, I can feel it creeping through my heart, spreading through my blood. I feel it trying to crawl its way out of my throat, the thin, black legs peeking out at the back of my esophagus.
I only hope that, when I finally jump and feel my bones shatter against the concrete far below, I will kill whatever is inside of me. For I fear the consequences for the world if it were to escape.
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2024.05.21 16:53 fempill bambi beauty results

I’ve been listening for about 2-3 weeks and everyday I just feel sm prettier, people have been asking for my age a lot more when buying things (I am legal age)… people even ask me if i had gotten more lip filler (haven’t had filler in 6 months)…
I can’t exactly pin point what exactly has changed but I just overall look prettier
The subliminal was instant bambi beauty by ducklings outlet (it has been deleted by youtube but I have it downloaded in a wav format)
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2024.05.21 15:47 nymphency ASUS Q170M-C LED support question

Hi there! I’m hoping someone can help with my LED situation in my PC. I am not the most knowledgeable so any help is appreciated. I’ll drop my specs at the bottom of the post for context. I bought this PC off marketplace and everything works beautifully - I believe it was a prebuilt originally bought from best buy. I’m enjoying it so far but I don’t think it has aura sync support and I haven’t found a way to change the colour of the LED fans inside of it.
I’ve tried a remote, I’ve tried through programs and it is never detected. I’ve heard it’s often controlled and managed through the motherboard (?) and mine is an ASUS Q170M-C, so I downloaded aura sync but it doesn’t detect my PC. The other thing is that two of the fans rotate through red green and blue only, and the other two are rainbow. I’d really like to be able to change it so I’m trying everything!
If anyone knows how to fix it or what I should try next I would love some advice. I am new to PCs and would love to learn. (:
My specs: Intel Core i7-6700 processor (4.00GHz) 6th gen Nvidia GeForce RTX 3060 8GB GDDR6 ASUS Q170M-C RAM - 16GB of DDR4 The RGB fans are 4 120mm ones and I am not sure of the brand because I bought it secondhand but they are black with a red sea monster (?) looking logo on the front.
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2024.05.21 14:08 GrieftUwU A Traveler's Beginning, Worldtemplate

##Team or individual Gaao ##Map title A Traveler's Beginning ##Map description A Traveler's Beginning is a mountain,forest-themed map desingned for exploration and survival with friend. This map features a varierty of unique building techniques to inspiere your next building. ##What do you love the most about your submission? I particularly enjoyed building this map due to its many details and the joy of decorating houses. My Goal was to capture the stunning beauty of the Austrian nature, bringing it into Minecraft. ##Link to album of screenshots, video trailer, or walkthrough for complex/long maps https://youtu.be/P04_zHpm4JY?si=Kj1ch8kPNLzpVzm3 ##Map download link https://www.mediafire.com/file/hfqyhdpq7eaojtq/A_Traveler%2527s_Beginning.zip/file ----------- ##Changelog - List of changes you've made - since the last submission ##Link to previous submission post (required) 
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2024.05.21 13:52 ramdytis3c ANUSH - Beautiful Music & People [Sounds and Frequencies Recordi]



ANUSH - Beautiful Music & People (Original Mix) / Key Dm, BPM 121, 6:25, MP3 15.67 Mb

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2024.05.21 13:24 ramdytis3c Nigel Good & Brandon Mignacca, Nigel Good & Carey Clayton - A Little Something [Monstercat]



Nigel Good & Brandon Mignacca - Something Beautiful / Key Am, BPM 120, 5:19, MP3 12.82 Mb, AIFF 56.29 Mb
Nigel Good & Carey Clayton - Early Bird / Key Bb, BPM 108, 3:07, MP3 7.54 Mb, AIFF 32.99 Mb
Nigel Good & Holly Drummond - Cloudrunner / Key F, BPM 162, 3:34, MP3 8.62 Mb, AIFF 37.77 Mb
Nigel Good & Richard Caddock - Jay & Wren / Key A, BPM 125, 2:46, MP3 6.73 Mb, AIFF 29.42 Mb
Nigel Good & Tien Viet Nguyen - The Magic (Album Mix) / Key Bbm, BPM 86, 4:00, MP3 9.68 Mb, AIFF 42.45 Mb
Nigel Good - A Little Something / Key Db, BPM 135, 3:03, MP3 7.40 Mb, AIFF 32.36 Mb
Nigel Good - An Adventure / Key F, BPM 121, 1:51, MP3 4.52 Mb, AIFF 19.67 Mb
Nigel Good - And Then It Starts / Key Ab, BPM 124, 2:08, MP3 5.18 Mb, AIFF 22.60 Mb
Nigel Good - Bastion Part 2 / Key Dm, BPM 81, 3:29, MP3 8.45 Mb, AIFF 37.01 Mb
Nigel Good - Bastion / Key Em, BPM 90, 1:58, MP3 4.81 Mb, AIFF 20.96 Mb
Nigel Good - Cliché Lovesong (feat. Fenomenon) / Key Gm, BPM 123, 3:47, MP3 9.16 Mb, AIFF 40.13 Mb
Nigel Good - Cloudstepper / Key Db, BPM 170, 4:48, MP3 11.58 Mb, AIFF 50.79 Mb
Nigel Good - Disappear / Key Eb, BPM 125, 4:07, MP3 9.96 Mb, AIFF 43.67 Mb
Nigel Good - Don't Want to Go / Key Db, BPM 110, 4:08, MP3 10.01 Mb, AIFF 43.87 Mb
Nigel Good - Likely Story / Key Bb, BPM 115, 4:38, MP3 11.20 Mb, AIFF 49.14 Mb
Nigel Good - No Way Back Up (feat. Illuminor) / Key Fm, BPM 122, 6:49, MP3 16.43 Mb, AIFF 72.21 Mb
Nigel Good - Nova / Key Db, BPM 128, 4:26, MP3 10.70 Mb, AIFF 46.92 Mb
Nigel Good - One Plus Space / Key Db, BPM 157, 3:16, MP3 7.92 Mb, AIFF 34.65 Mb
Nigel Good - Rocket Science / Key G, BPM 125, 4:45, MP3 11.48 Mb, AIFF 50.39 Mb
Nigel Good - Space Plus One / Key Bm, BPM 123, 6:14, MP3 15.03 Mb, AIFF 66.03 Mb
Nigel Good - Stellar / Key Ab, BPM 142, 3:14, MP3 7.84 Mb, AIFF 34.31 Mb
Nigel Good - The Edge Part 2 / Key C, BPM 165, 3:02, MP3 7.34 Mb, AIFF 32.11 Mb
Nigel Good - This Is Forever / Key F, BPM 121, 2:59, MP3 7.21 Mb, AIFF 31.56 Mb
Nigel Good - This Is Us Too / Key F, BPM 123, 3:28, MP3 8.38 Mb, AIFF 36.68 Mb

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2024.05.21 12:19 diminishing_fractals Offer me perspective

My 11 year old is a very tricky customer. She has a lot of struggles with her ADHD and seems to display a lot of BPD traits. Life has been so hard for her, and us.
She has done a lot of really wild stuff online, because at the start I didn’t have a belief in locking stuff down. With her older brothers I told them they couldn’t unsee what they saw online so to think carefully. As they grew into teens we discussed porn and healthier more empowered ways to view (user uploaded on reddit etc) and the issues of getting too hooked into it. They are really well adjusted and responsible young men.
My daughter is a completely different kettle of fish. She looked up porn at an early age and hid it from us. I have so much guilt about that happening. We tried to introduce social media in a way that allowed her to interact with her peers and be part of the gang, but she met other young girls who were into self harm and lots of negative stuff and this severely impacted her.
Against my better judgment I installed controls via apple, but it was glitchy and ineffective. I always believed that if kids want to access anything they will find a way and she has certainly proven that - starting secret accounts on other devices, using her friends’ devices to login to snap and tik tok - of course she has.
In the end I got our pact because I wanted her to be able to access socials but only on an agreed schedule. I didn’t want her hiding and sneaking. It has been pretty good but she continues to do wild things like download sketchy apps (unsure how but she got past our pact and downloaded an app called ‘freak’ and was talking to literal pedos).
We had 6 weeks totally off all screens and honestly it was amazing for her but she became super isolated from all her friends, and as we have has school refusal issues I was worried being so cut off would start all that up again. She actually chose to stay off for that time before going back on.
Unfortunately she has started nicking off on trains and shoplifting- I noticed on snap map she was on a train and then she wagged school so it all came out.
She’s honestly a beautiful kid just struggles so hard and doesn’t know why she does this stuff. I looked at our pact screen recording and their ultra tracking software - it just feels absolutely gross and big brother-ish to me. I hate the idea of it but I am also so worried about her.
We talked about the screen recording and of course she felt that was so invasive - I said if this dishonesty and sneaking continues I’ll probably have to.
Can young people here offer me perspective. Am I making a mistake wanting her to maintain some contact with socials and her peers? Or am I being a total dickhead by not just completely switching off her access?
I know it’s reddit. But some gentleness would be appreciated because this is honestly so hard and scary. I just want her to be safe and ok
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2024.05.21 10:37 Common-Song2311 A series of four Christian Mysticism books that will change many things

The book is James Hinton’s Selections from Manuscripts. There are four of them in total, with each being 600-800 pages.
Here is the download link from Internet Archive: https://archive.org/search?query=%22selections+from+manuscripts%22
I have been reading this series of four books for three months now. I feel the title I give is not exaggerating at all and a necessary means to grab the attention of indifferent people who may be overwhlemed by the quantity of information on the Internet.
And one of the reasons that such a phenomenal work is obscure to the public eyes is that James Hinton chose to publish them for private circulation only.
And for those who are sensitive to this kind of works containing a substantial amount of Light, it will only take a few minutes for you to recognize the value of them. Because THROUGHOUT these books are profound claims and you could just pick a random page to see if what I say is true.
Regarding questions such as why do we have suffering, the nature of pleasure, the nature of this world as we now perceive it, consciousness, Love, creature/creation, Being/non-Being, this book gives answers to them under the framework of Christian mysticism. Though this book has not penetrated to the ultimate layer of whyness of everything, it did to a significant degree.
Here are some quotes:
  1. There can be no 'not' without where there is no 'not' within ; the only way of perceiving or being affected by 'not' is having it within. In fact it comes to this : all evil is merely formal, and touches not the fact; and this formal evil is the means of Being, is part of the progress of creation. All the evil is worth while, for it only means that there is a 'not' in the Being who perceives it. The 'not' is its own punishment ; it makes evil all around it, puts a man in hell. This is heaven ; but we do not see it. It is darkness to us. If a man is not to see the light, make him blind. This is casting us into outer darkness —the sinner casts himself there. There can be no evil to love. The 'not' is not evil to love ; it is only the scope and sphere of its self-sacrifice. Is it not essential to the very Being of love, which exists in giving. So the 'not' of the creature is the very Being of God, is His self-sacrifice for them. Love turns all into the opposite, redeems all not in time only, but eternally. Where love is there no evil comes ; ' He that loveth is in God.'
  2. Talent is doing, genius is suffering. This puts suffering in its right light. For see : it is genius does the work of the world ; talent exists only for it, is of no use save as laying a basis for the work of genius. So man's work is done, not by doing but by suffering. It is by what we bear the world is redeemed ; our doing is very unimportant, in itself of no value ; but it is in our suffering God's work is fulfilled ; for suffering the world exists ; then we are used; God's work is done in us; in our suffering is the Being of the universe. Christ was a sufferer, not a doer. What He did was of little moment comparatively, and of little efficacy ; its use was not for itself but to reveal the true meaning and value of His suffering. In delirium tremens, both sight and touch may be under illusion. Is it not disease that makes us perceive that which is not ? so we, perceiving matter, are diseased. And Christ, in saving us, raises us to a new state, gives us a life not physical, and giving us new Being, necessarily gives us new perception.
  3. Is not this beautiful: to think that we are to have an altruistic Being, a true personal own feeling of 'man'—feeling as good to me, as my own actual happiness, that which is good to 'man'; no more as now feeling it opposed to my good. Then I have a direct and personal interest and concern in more than that which concerns 'me,' in that which concerns 'man.' All that concerns him is my good, in a literal sense. I am not bound as I seem to be ; that is error and illusion and false feeling.—Then in suffering for the good of man (and all suffering is such), I am suffering strictly for my own good, for a good that will be my own. Even selfishness thus is turned round, and made servant to her conqueror, Love. In suffering I do not lose ; it will be my own joy.—Surely thus one embraces that reward—the future happiness to recompense suffering—which is in the ordinary faith. It will be altruistic happiness : in being made thus 'conscious' the happiness will be given. Yet observe: that is, and must be, a spiritual change: radically moral, not physical: it will be a consciousness according to truth, actual, not phenomenal.
I feel it urgent to widely disseminate these four books before negative people notice this and maybe secretly tamper with the scanned files.
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2024.05.21 07:22 GamingBose Perfect Revenge for my ex-husband novel???

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2024.05.21 06:55 Ricciardo3f1 I've finished Zero Dawn for a last time.

With HZD leaving the PS Plus catalog in a few instants, I started a new game in Story mode just to relive the experience. After that, I wanted to share some things about this very special game.
My first experience was when I bought my PS4, in late 2017, and the game came with it. To make matters short, the disk was broken and I just played a few quests, and didn't do anything about it. Very later, in December 2022, I signed up PS Plus Extra and downloaded a few games I wanted to try, Zero Dawn was included. I started the game on the 20th and finished on the 25th. I was extremely hooked, and my heart was completely taken by the universe of the game.
My biggest regret was to not have replayed the story more times. I finished the game and immediately started a New Game +, but focusing more on 100% the game rather than the story. But as Forbidden West was released in February 2023, I was drooling to play it, and since then, I abandoned Zero Dawn. I fell in love with HFW mechanics and graphics, that I also immediately started NG+ and never touched Zero Dawn again. A big part of this was because I thought that the magic of HZD was the feeling of mystery and all the discoveries you make throughout the game, and it would be all gone since I knew what happened. I couldn't have been more wrong...
It was a very interesting moment as, for a moment, you stop to worry about Nemesis, Far Zenith, Hephaestus, and instead see Aloy growing up and training for the Proving, worrying about her futute place in the tribe as a former outcast. Seeing her helping Varl and Erend with their errands, and the two helping Aloy after in the Forbidden West. And obviously, the highest point of the game, scrounging through ancient ruins and finding the bits that connect Aloy's story.
In my opinion, this is the best storytelling I've seen in a videogame. Every quest you learn a little bit, not too much, to make you feel overwhelmed, but not too little, to make you feel frustrated. And after every quest, you are left curious, wondering what you're going to discover next. And the best part, for me, is that every moment feels unique, whether it was when Aloy discovered about Zero Dawn, about how she was born or the fate of Elisabet. I love how the cutscenes - even though they look much better in HFW - transmit to the player.
Again, I regret that I didn't experience it again until now, that I won't have another opportunity, at least for the near future. I remember exactly how I felt when I first finished the game: saddened, knowing that I finished a game I didn't wanted to end, but also touched by this beautiful story. And it was exactly how I felt tonight. When I first played it, I knew it was special, but I didn't realize how special it was, until now.
I know that I'm talking like I'm never going to play the game again, like Playstation will remove the game forever, but that's not the point. I've always loved the game and appreciating it once more made me realize that I really, really loved it. I wanted to complete it, achieve platinum and etc, but it will have to wait for a bit. Anyway, if you read everything, thank you for spending your time reading it. I hope you got the same enjoyment I got playing this masterpiece. Thank you, Zero Dawn. Onto Forbidden West.
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2024.05.21 06:47 Alert-Abroad-1179 Fuck ALS

I’ve been wanting to write about my experience with my mom and ALS for a while. Maybe a blog or something, who knows. For now it’s just me and my notes, but I wanted to share this one here just cause fuck ALS:
You were once beautiful to me, and now I find myself constantly searching the pain in your face for that beauty. I don’t know how to cope with what you’ve lost. Not for me, not for you. I don’t know how to accept these changes, In me, in you. I so desperately want to rewind time to relieve life close to you. I’d gladly suffer through all of the bad of it meant I could also relive all of the good. And there was good, right? We were happy most days, even if the dark days loomed above us, behind us, around us. But we laughed, we danced, we lived. And now, the beauty has dried up, and all that’s left is this husk of you. The will to live fled the banshee cries that come out of you. I don’t know how to get it to come back. I keep trying to gather the smallest pieces of us, but it feels like life is spilling like sand through the cracks in our hourglass. Some days I wish you were gone, that the present was a wisp of a memory on our timeline and the past a balm to the scars on our hearts. I want to rush into tomorrow with open arms to welcome my life back but I can’t seem to hit the ground running. Because I want you to be there too. I want you to be here now, but everyday we lose more and more of you. I don’t want to hate you, not in the slightest or at all, I just want you back. I want it all back the way it was, because you’d smile at me while chewing your food, a knowing smile. One that rosied up your cheeks and made your eyes twinkle. I hate that I hate you, because it’s not you, hasn’t been you in a long while but, sometimes, you look at me and that knowing smile creeps up, tinting your cheeks, letting me see that slight twinkle that shines just for my sisters and me. And I can almost believe that I still love you and you still love me. But then it’s gone, swallowed up by your screams. Wails of agony that pierce right through me. You’re still beautiful to me, even if life right now is really ugly. I might hate you right now but it’s not you I hate, it’s this disease. This hate exists only because there is so much love for you in me, without a home, without a place to sleep. I wish I could give you my strength, my years. I wish I could cure you with my tears. I wish I could allay your fears. But alas, there is nothing more I can do but shed sweet poetry for you
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2024.05.21 04:04 edgiscript [F4M] Now I Will [Royal Kitsune Speaker] [Commoner Human Listener] [Enchanted Mystical Land] [Choosing A Mate] [Unwilling To Willing Listener] [Speaker Attempts To Bribe, Seduce, And Threaten]

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TITLE: NOW I WILL
Note: Takes place in the throne room or courtyard of a mystical, enchanted land. Sounds of a water fountain nearby or a babbling brook may be added for ambiance. Any other soothing sounds you want may be added to assist in the ASMR effect if you feel it would help, but all additional sounds, including those already mentioned, are optional.
Note: The princess' name, Emi, can be changed to your own.
(Optional sounds: Heavy door opens and footsteps are heard. A prisoner in chains is being brought forward.)
Emi: Guards, I thank you for bringing my dearest one. Please remove his chains and leave us.
(Optional sounds: Sounds of chains being removed and carried off.)
Emi: Welcome, dearest one, to my throne room. I am Princess Emi, protector of this forest and these lands.
(Pause.)
That is correct. I am a kitsune. My mother is kitsune. My father is human. They were the Queen and King protectors of these mystical lands for over a thousand years.
Or, I should say, they are the protectors of these lands. They are currently in the process of abdicating their throne to me so that they might live out the rest of their lives fulfilling their hearts’ desires to wander and explore this great world of ours. They have always desired to travel beyond the borders of our kingdom and see for themselves the wonders we have only heard about in whispers.
(Pause.)
Among other things, yes. They have longed to see such things for themselves. And now that I have reached 900 years of age, they have finally felt that they were able to relinquish the burden of the throne to me, their only daughter, so that they may leave our kingdom knowing that their people and their kingdom will remain safe.
I have spent most of my life learning from their loving guidance and am now ready to take my place as our kingdom’s queen. I would see my kingdom’s and my people’s prosperity and their peace continue for another thousand years until one day I hand over the throne to my daughter.
(Pause.)
Oh, dearest one, I have heard such stories of kitsune that you speak of. You humans tell some truly fascinating tales. I find them to be most amusing. I will enjoy having you share more of your stories with me once you are fully mine.
There are so many aspects of who we are and what we do that you get so wrong, but I suppose that is to be expected with as little contact as we have had with your world and your people. I’m sure the legends and fables of your land must have changed with each telling over the last few millennia. I will enjoy correcting your understanding of our kind once I am made Queen.
(Pause.)
Why, my becoming Queen has everything to do with you, my dearest one. You see, to fully claim the throne, I must have a consort by my side. My mother and my father demanded it be so, and as my Queen and my King, I must show them my love and obey their commands. More specifically, I must have… you.
(Pause.)
Oh, don’t be so modest, dearest one. I have spied out all of the land for nearly a decade, and you among all are most worthy. That is why I refer to you as “dearest one.” You are the most precious treasure I have found among the humans and so, by my right as heir to the throne of our kingdom, I have claimed you as my own.
I ordered my guards to bring you before me, which they have done. Now all that is left is for you to lay your head on my lap in order to accept the impartation of my ability to make you a permanent member of our mystical realm.
(Pause.)
That is correct, dearest one. You are not one of us yet. Do you see that band upon your arm?
(Brief pause.)
Yes, the one my guards informed you never to remove. It is a mystical band infused with my power. It keeps you in our realm temporarily.
If you were to remove it now, the cacophony of images and sounds that you would perceive would seem nightmarish indeed. Your human minds are not designed to perceive the mystical wonders of our realm. Without being changed by my power, and now without that band on your wrist, entering our plane of reality as you have done might cause madness and possibly death.
So now, dearest one, take your place kneeling before me and I shall impart to you the blessing that will remove any need for the band.
(Pause.)
(Gentle laughter.) Please, don’t make me laugh with your jesting, dearest one. Of course, you would not refuse such a demand. It is not your place to refuse me.
(Pause.)
Yes, that is why you were taken from your home by my guards and brought before me in chains. As you were not familiar with who I am and the situation, I could not risk my will not being accomplished.
But now you have been informed. I am your Queen. I have declared that you should be my mate, my dearest one, the king to all others in my land. Therefore, it is so. It is as simple as that.
(Pause.)
(Confused.) Dearest one, surely you’re not serious. You truly wish to oppose my will in this matter? Or at least to question it? What purposes would that serve? You cannot return to where we found you when we took you. I forbid it.
(Pause.)
Of course, you have the ability to return to your world and your home, but I do not desire for that to happen.
Perhaps I have not made myself clear. My will reigns supreme, and I have chosen you to be my dearest one. There is nothing more to it than that.
(Pause.)
Oh, I begin to understand. I have not made it clear what I mean by calling you “dearest one.” Forgive me, dearest one. I just explained to you how your misunderstanding of our kind amuses me, and yet I have just presumed that you understand our ways. How silly of me. Allow me to explain.
As the time of my coronation began to approach, my parents tasked me with finding the most precious, the most loving, the dearest treasure in all of the land to make my own. He was to be the most valuable possession, the one thing in all of my kingdom that has no equal in my sight.
The queen of our kingdom has always referred to her consort as “dearest one,” a title which marks you as my greatest treasure. While I, and all of the other citizens in my kingdom, referred to my father as “king”, my mother only ever referred to him as her “dearest one.” She truly cared for him more than any other treasure in her domain, as I will treasure you.
(Pause.)
Yes, my dearest one. My greatest possession. Nothing else compares to you in my sight.
(Pause.)
I think I understand your confusion on that subject. My dearest one, you may seem average or even unattractive to your kind. I would not know of such things.
In your realm, you measured such levels of attraction physically. In this mystical realm, I primarily see your spirit and your nature. I have witnessed your kind actions born of a pure heart. Your loving kindness to all is well known in your land and ours.
In fact, you have been granted safe passage and protection through our woods for some time now without you even being aware of our existence. You have felt a kinship to our land for a while because of our unseen hands guarding your way.
You are truly beautiful to me, dearest one. In fact, as I look upon you now with the loveliness and brightness of your spirit gently radiating around you, you are the most beautiful being I have ever laid eyes on. That is why I claimed you as mine.
(Pause.)
Yes. Mine. You will be my consort, my dearest one, but never forget that I am queen and ruler above all in my land including you. It is my will that reigns supreme in this kingdom. You will be my most cherished possession forever.
(Pause.)
(Confusion.) Dearest one, why do you still balk at my command? Am I not attractive to you as well? Is there something about me you find displeasing?
(Pause.)
Dearest one, you enthrall me with your adoring words concerning my beauty, but if I am so attractive in your sight, what is causing your hesitation? Why are you not thanking me for choosing you for this honor?
(Pause.)
Exactly. I am making you my GREATEST possession. You will be my MOST CHERISHED possession. I believe I have made this clear to you already.
(Pause.)
I see. It is the word “possession” that you find… intimidating.
No matter. I have already explained to you that I will be the Queen of these lands. My will is all that matters. Every blade of grass, every leaf, every flower, and every subject in my land belongs to me. All are my possessions to do with as I please.
I protect and care for all that is mine, and you, my dearest one, will be my most valued, my most desired possession. As you are now in my lands, you will never again age. You will never again come to any harm through sickness or natural causes.
But those are benefits all enjoy in my lands. You, dearest one, will sit at my banquet table enjoying the finest delicacies that the greatest chefs in all of your world have only dreamt of creating. You will enjoy the finest clothes, have access to the greatest treasures, and witness first-hand all of the most amazing sights this realm has to offer.
But most of all, dearest one, you will have complete and unlimited access to me. I will cherish and adore you, gracing your beauty with much more than my simple presence. You will be caressed and fondled to your heart’s desire. You will be pampered and adored in every way I know how. You will share my bath and my bed. I will cuddle you, snuggle you, relax you, and treasure you to the best of my ability.
(Pause.)
Of course. I will care for you as I care for all of my people.
(Pause.)
Dearest one, why do you continue to belabor that word? I am, or rather I will be the Queen. I protect and see to the well-being of all. Why do you have to insist that I need to learn the value of true love?
(Pause.)
(Irritation growing.) Dearest one, stop this at once. I am Queen. The way you speak of what love should be is insulting to my position as ruler of this land. You are MY subject. Not the other way around. You will love me by showing me your fealty and your obedience. I do not bow to your whims and desires. I will place you highest in the land apart from me. I will grant you a place at my table. I will even grant you a place in my bed. What more could you ask for?
(Pause.)
(Upset.) How dare you. A Queen need not ask. A Queen dare not ask lest she appear lessened in the eyes of her subjects.
(Pause.)
Love is not for a queen. Love is for inferiors. By obeying me, my subjects show me that they love me. I loved my parents, my queen and my king. To say that I love my people or even you, my dearest one, would be to say that you have a place over me. You are not my love. You are my possession.
(Pause.)
That’s right, my possessions. All in my land are. As are you, so I suggest you learn to appreciate my gifts to you before I decide that you need to be shown your place.
(Pause.)
Well then, that’s exactly what I shall do. You can forget eating at my table. You will be forced to accept the scraps that our animals enjoy for their meals. Your clothing shall be that of the ragged cloths we use to clean our floors. It will continue this way until you are ready to show me your love and your obedience.
(Pause.)
My dearest, why do you continue to provoke my wrath? If it is preferable to you to partake of the bitterness that our land has to offer rather than accept my lo… my gifts to you, then maybe you should not be allowed into my bed. Maybe it would do you some good to sleep in the coldest, darkest chamber of our basement where we store our wines and other items that must be kept in the chilliest areas of my domain.
(Pause.)
You… you are asking me to call my guards at this moment to escort you there now? You would deny me your presence in all things? You desire to live tormented by solitude, darkness, and cold rather than rest in my lov… in my soft, warm embrace?
(Pause.)
Dearest one, I plead with… I order you, do not continue down this path. I have no desire to harm you in any way. I wish only to adore you, to cherish you, to keep you safe within my arms.
(Pause.)
Yes, to keep. You would be mine. You already are mine. What you want, what any of my people want, is irrelevant when it opposes my will. You need to learn here and now that there is no opposition to my will. I am sorry if that lesson will have to be learned painfully, but you are leaving me no other option.
(Pause.)
What do you mean, then neither am I. Dearest one, you have no options. You must accede to my… Dearest one, what are you… No, dearest one. Do not remove the band. You will…
(All speaking and all normal sounds stop. Suddenly, the listener only hears the stuff that fuels nightmares. This can be a mix of whatever you want. In order to keep it ASMR, I suggest something soft like a mix of moaning, wind whistling, creaking of wood, soft creepy sounds. But if you want, you can go with screeching, shrieks, or something like that. This lasts only about 10-15 seconds. But towards the end, it seems to grow slightly in intensity as if it’s overwhelming the listener until it suddenly stops as the band is readded by Emi.)
(Panic.) Dearest one? DEAREST ONE? Can you hear me? Can you see me? I have replaced the band on your arm. Are you back with me?
(Brief pause as listener recognizes her.)
(Relief.) Oh, thank goodness. You’re here. You’re safe in my arms. Please, dearest one, please, never do that again. I could never bear it again to see you writhing and screaming in such agony. I lo…
(Pause as Emi realizes what love she feels.)
(Stunned.) I love you. I do. I did not believe it possible for a queen to feel such things. I always thought it was a weakness to feel love in this way towards anyone beneath me. I thought it denigrated the sanctity of the throne. I thought that feeling such love would place me, the queen, in the place of a… a servant needing to make sure that the will of another’s superseded my own.
(Pause.)
What do you mean, that’s exactly what love is and that’s exactly what a queen should be?
(Pause.)
I see. So that is why you appear so bright, so radiant to me. It’s because of your love for others. That is what makes you so gloriously attractive to me now.
(Pause.)
(Quiet realization.) Really? I have become even more radiant to you as well when I stepped off of my throne to save you? Did I… did I have it all wrong? I wonder now, did my parents know this would happen? Is that why they made me choose my own dearest one knowing that I would be forced to come to this understanding of what love truly is? A true queen and protector must… truly love.
(Pause as she considers such things, then she returns to her throne.)
(Dejected.) Dearest one… I mean, human, you are free to leave.
(Pause.)
(Sorrowful, trying to remain royal but finding it difficult.) Yes. I… release you. You are no longer my… dearest… I see now that keeping you against your will did not protect you. It protected me.
I am the queen. I am the protector of these lands. In order to do that, I must love them all, and I love you more than any other. By obeying my own desires, I see now that I was only doing what was in my selfish interests and not truly caring for you. I was not loving you the way a queen should. The way a loving… wife… should have.
I… I am not fit to be your consort. Please forgive me, human, for the grief you have endured due to my actions. You may return to your home… I will miss you.
(Pause.)
Human. I have released you. You may return home. Please, I beg of you, do not continue to approach me now. Your presence torments me knowing that I cannot…
(Kiss.)
Human? Why… why do you… kiss me? You have made it clear that you will not be mine.
(Pause.)
Now you will? Now that I have released you?
(Brief pause.)
Now that I have loved you.
(Becoming choked up with tears of joy.) Human… my dearest one, please, do not kneel.
(Pause.)
Yes, I know that I told you to lay your head on my lap in order to receive my gift that would allow you to remain in my realm. I no longer wish for you to receive my gift in that way. Please rise. I long to embrace you. I wish to hold you like this, our hearts beating as one pressed up against each other as I impart to you the power of my love for you that will keep you safe in our lands.
My dearest one, it is done. You are now mine.
No, wait. I’m sorry. I shouldn’t call you mine.
(Pause.)
Oh, it’s ok to say that, dearest one?
(Pause.)
Yes, we do belong to each other. (Soft laugh.) I like that very much. Dearest one, you may now safely remove the band from your wrist. You are no longer in any danger from our lands.
(Pause.)
Now, with the band removed, and you fully mine, I order you to follow me into my bed chamber. I wish to show you how much I do love you, my dearest one.
(Pause.)
Yes, that’s right. I order you. (Soft laugh.) Please.
(Kiss.)
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2024.05.21 03:16 emprop47 Is it time to give up?

I (36F) moved to Canada to be with my fiancé who then decided to dump me in a spectacular fashion 🤣. After taking time to heal , I very recently decided to download OKC and Bumble. I get a lot of matches on OKC but no one responds or continues to chat. Bumble only one date where the guy ghosted me on the day of the date so nothing. Get matches . I initiate conversations and the chats just expire. Everyone tells me to go out for local events . But is it time to give up? I took myself on the date which I was supposed to go. It was a great park with a low of beautiful flowers 🌹 and was a nice sunny day. I have been going to that park everyday now because it makes me happy. What is your experience? Are dating apps useless ?
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2024.05.21 03:10 landsslidebeats I went to Italy and spoke Italian! (my experience)

For context: I'm an American who had been learning Italian for about a month and a half prior to going to Italy for the first time for 2 weeks. I already have a decent knowledge of Spanish so I think that was really helpful for me in progressing a bit faster.
My methods:
How it went:
Tbh, better than expected. I was happy that I was actually able to understand people and respond. It definitely took some time to build up my confidence and not get tongue tied. Obviously I couldn't have complex conversations but I was able to get by without too much trouble. There was a time when something I wanted at restaurant had to be ordered by the hectogram (which was very confusing to me as an American lol), but I was able to figure out what to do by talking to the waiter in Italian. Sometimes people would switch to English on me, but I found that if I was persistent and kept speaking Italian they would usually entertain me. I also occasionally got "regionalisms" mixed up (like ordering a cornetto in the north instead of a brioche lol), but it wasn't a big deal. In general, everyone I talked to was extremely nice and seemed to appreciate that I took the effort to learn.
I hope this can serve as motivation to learners not to be afraid to get out there and speak. It was a really rewarding experience and Italy is such a culturally rich and beautiful place to be. If anyone has questions feel free to lmk!
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2024.05.21 02:55 ramdytis3c Unposted Tracks - Part1 [Out 2024-05-20] [circuitbreaker]



ADMINISTRATOR - VER5e+01 [circuitbreaker] / Key Am, BPM 138, 7:01, MP3 17.59 Mb
AN:TI - 108 street [Nomer] / Key Dm, BPM 135, 5:16, MP3 12.73 Mb
Addiy - This Is Beat [Nexus Recordings] / Key Gm, BPM 126, 5:43, MP3 14.03 Mb
Alessandra Jamarne - Dance It Out [Manicomio Music] / Key Abm, BPM 128, 5:32, MP3 13.57 Mb
Alex Asci - Soon Forget [Hidden Source] / Key G, BPM 133, 6:18, MP3 15.32 Mb
Alkove - El Preso [TRANSA RECORDS] / Key Gm, BPM 125, 5:52, MP3 14.66 Mb
Andreu Bacchetti - Conga Inside [EP Recording] / Key Dm, BPM 125, 4:29, MP3 10.90 Mb
Archër (ES) - Magic Wave [Geometrical Records] / Key Abm, BPM 127, 8:10, MP3 19.86 Mb
Arthur Robert - Kepler 452b [circuitbreaker] / Key Gm, BPM 141, 5:02, MP3 12.83 Mb
Aruhtra - What You Gonna Do [WH Records] / Key Am, BPM 125, 5:11, MP3 12.53 Mb
BABY GEE VIBES - BRAIN VIBES [EDM Vibes Music] / Key Gm, BPM 150, 6:32, MP3 15.90 Mb
Basscontroll - Flowing Time [Bass Controllism Records] / Key F, BPM 120, 4:20, MP3 10.75 Mb
Basscontroll - Intimate Groove [Bass Controllism Records] / Key Cm, BPM 126, 9:39, MP3 23.51 Mb
Basscontroll - Native Instruments (Original Vibrations Mix) [Bass Controllism Records] / Key Fm, BPM 124, 7:14, MP3 17.69 Mb
Basscontroll - Raving Goes On [Bass Controllism Records] / Key Gm, BPM 84, 4:36, MP3 11.37 Mb
Basscontroll - Veni Vidi Vici [Bass Controllism Records] / Key Cm, BPM 114, 7:15, MP3 17.76 Mb
Basscontroll - Which Witch [Bass Controllism Records] / Key Abm, BPM 117, 10:30, MP3 25.54 Mb
BlackTune - House [Dark Mountain Recordings] / Key Gm, BPM 128, 3:54, MP3 9.53 Mb
Blaq Owl - OMG! [Blaq Owl Music] / Key Dm, BPM 118, 6:35, MP3 15.94 Mb
Blaq Owl - The Prayer [Blaq Owl Music] / Key Gm, BPM 116, 7:29, MP3 18.12 Mb
Blaq Owl - The Spirit of Allah [Blaq Owl Music] / Key Em, BPM 116, 7:12, MP3 17.46 Mb
Bliss Looper, Evolutionary, Chill Sunrise - Beaming [High Vibe Records] / Key C, BPM 87, 2:31, MP3 6.19 Mb
Broken Music - Gimme Some [Moorgate Records] / Key Fm, BPM 127, 3:28, MP3 8.51 Mb
Bruderschaaft - Schwartzlicht [Hidden Source] / Key Dm, BPM 135, 5:13, MP3 12.72 Mb
Bruno Brufatto, SODREE - Balançou [Happy Techno Limited] / Key Gm, BPM 128, 4:55, MP3 12.38 Mb
Burak Özan - Let You Down [EYRA Music] / Key Cm, BPM 105, 3:05, MP3 7.59 Mb
Burak Özan - Rüya [EYRA Music] / Key Fm, BPM 105, 3:07, MP3 7.67 Mb
CIOFFI - Fever (Original mix) [Underdub Records] / Key Gm, BPM 143, 5:26, MP3 13.31 Mb
CIOFFI - Lesson (Allan Gallego Remix) [Underdub Records] / Key Dbm, BPM 133, 4:51, MP3 11.92 Mb
CIOFFI - Lesson (Amour Noir Remix) [Underdub Records] / Key Am, BPM 144, 5:47, MP3 14.16 Mb
CIOFFI - Lesson (Ellie (GR) Remix) [Underdub Records] / Key Dbm, BPM 138, 5:41, MP3 13.92 Mb
CIOFFI - Lesson (Original mix) [Underdub Records] / Key F#m, BPM 140, 5:03, MP3 12.41 Mb
CIOFFI - Open Mind (Original mix) [Underdub Records] / Key Bbm, BPM 138, 5:37, MP3 13.78 Mb
Carara - Silver Note (Advanced Human Remix) [Gynoid Audio] / Key Em, BPM 134, 6:25, MP3 15.56 Mb
Carara - Silver Note (Alvinho L Noise & Steel Force Remix) [Gynoid Audio] / Key Bbm, BPM 138, 5:36, MP3 13.61 Mb
Carara - Silver Note (Brian Burger Remix) [Gynoid Audio] / Key Cm, BPM 134, 7:14, MP3 17.51 Mb
Carara - Silver Note (Larix Remix) [Gynoid Audio] / Key Dm, BPM 137, 4:38, MP3 11.26 Mb
Carara - Silver Note (Raw Edit) [Gynoid Audio] / Key Am, BPM 137, 6:42, MP3 16.24 Mb
Carara - Silver Note (Robert Johnstone Remix) [Gynoid Audio] / Key F#m, BPM 93, 6:33, MP3 15.89 Mb
Cb-Myck - CB Mind [Interstellar Sounds Records] / Key Am, BPM 124, 4:43, MP3 11.59 Mb
Cb-Myck - Creamy Suite [Interstellar Sounds Records] / Key C, BPM 124, 7:08, MP3 17.40 Mb
Cb-Myck - Reptilian [Interstellar Sounds Records] / Key Fm, BPM 124, 7:48, MP3 19.02 Mb
Chris Wink - Only Heaven Can Tell(Deeper Alternative Mix) [KIMBA Records] / Key Bbm, BPM 118, 3:55, MP3 9.53 Mb
Chris Wink - Passengers of Time [KIMBA Records] / Key Gm, BPM 119, 4:16, MP3 10.38 Mb
Christopher Gonzalez - 20 Degrees [The Acid Mind Recordings] / Key Bbm, BPM 142, 5:25, MP3 13.37 Mb
Christopher Gonzalez - 50 Degrees [The Acid Mind Recordings] / Key Abm, BPM 139, 5:46, MP3 14.24 Mb
Christopher Gonzalez - 90 Degrees [The Acid Mind Recordings] / Key Fm, BPM 138, 5:22, MP3 13.26 Mb
Click Clack - Sounds Like Acid [Starskream] / Key Dbm, BPM 140, 6:24, MP3 15.70 Mb
Coalstone - Honey [BeatCode] / Key Bbm, BPM 134, 6:27, MP3 15.61 Mb
Coke Straw - Thabani In Ghana [EP Recording] / Key Ebm, BPM 124, 8:12, MP3 19.82 Mb
Connor Wall - Setback [circuitbreaker] / Key Abm, BPM 135, 5:22, MP3 13.63 Mb
CoolDeep - Baby [EYRA Music] / Key Am, BPM 97, 4:04, MP3 9.95 Mb
Court Gabin - Turn to Me (Nu Ground Foundation Underground Trance) [RSI] / Key Db, BPM 126, 6:22, MP3 15.65 Mb
Cream House, Kayden Wayans - Do Not Touch [Love Is the Only Way] / Key Em, BPM 125, 3:24, MP3 8.34 Mb
Croquet Club - Don't Say (Talee's Pool Party Extended Mix) [Reflections] / Key Ebm, BPM 125, 5:55, MP3 14.51 Mb
Crown & Beyond - Leave Ya [Glamour Stuff Recordings] / Key Bm, BPM 125, 3:27, MP3 8.41 Mb
D-Knox - Chanting [Black Nation Records] / Key Em, BPM 73, 6:09, MP3 15.22 Mb
D-Knox - Chillen in Warszawa [Sonic Mind Records] / Key Am, BPM 134, 5:45, MP3 14.13 Mb
D-Knox - Deep Meditation [Black Nation Records] / Key Am, BPM 140, 4:46, MP3 11.88 Mb
D-Knox - Mind Calming [Black Nation Records] / Key Em, BPM 141, 4:20, MP3 10.85 Mb
D-Knox - Move Yo Body [Sonic Mind Records] / Key F#, BPM 135, 5:44, MP3 14.09 Mb
D-Knox - Take a Chance [Sonic Mind Records] / Key Em, BPM 135, 4:32, MP3 11.21 Mb
D-Knox - Throwback Breaks [Sonic Mind Records] / Key Em, BPM 130, 5:26, MP3 13.37 Mb
D-Knox - Total Concentration [Black Nation Records] / Key Bm, BPM 71, 5:35, MP3 13.85 Mb
DHertz - Techno - Bush [DHertz] / Key Eb, BPM 140, 2:48, MP3 6.98 Mb
DJ Johan Weiss - Feel the Bassline [BeatCode] / Key Abm, BPM 135, 7:03, MP3 17.06 Mb
DJ Wope - La Musiquilla [Wope Records] / Key Abm, BPM 126, 3:22, MP3 8.27 Mb
DJ これからの緊急災害 - Armas [Fast Music Community] / Key Fm, BPM 170, 4:57, MP3 12.46 Mb
DJ これからの緊急災害 - Las Palabras Son Armas [Fast Music Community] / Key Cm, BPM 160, 7:30, MP3 18.41 Mb
DJ これからの緊急災害 - Obsesivo [Fast Music Community] / Key Bbm, BPM 80, 4:10, MP3 10.40 Mb
DJ これからの緊急災害 - Randomizer [Fast Music Community] / Key Bm, BPM 181, 2:02, MP3 5.45 Mb
DJ これからの緊急災害 - Toma Por Delante [Fast Music Community] / Key Dm, BPM 160, 3:46, MP3 9.63 Mb
DMP - Caos [Moksha Records] / Key Gm, BPM 138, 5:41, MP3 13.87 Mb
DMP - Cuarzo Gris [Moksha Records] / Key Gm, BPM 138, 6:12, MP3 15.12 Mb
DMP - Equimosis [Moksha Records] / Key Am, BPM 138, 5:37, MP3 13.73 Mb
DMP - Exiliado [Moksha Records] / Key Abm, BPM 138, 5:37, MP3 13.73 Mb
DMP - Exodo [Moksha Records] / Key Dbm, BPM 138, 5:41, MP3 13.87 Mb
DMP - Luna [Moksha Records] / Key Ebm, BPM 138, 6:37, MP3 16.10 Mb
DMP - Represalia [Moksha Records] / Key Ebm, BPM 138, 4:45, MP3 11.65 Mb
Damne - Fox fur [Wetland] / Key Am, BPM 135, 5:43, MP3 14.02 Mb
Damne - Frost is a Plant killer [Wetland] / Key Bm, BPM 93, 5:31, MP3 13.53 Mb
Damne - Strange Dog [Wetland] / Key Am, BPM 140, 6:39, MP3 16.24 Mb
Damne - Strangers in the Night [Wetland] / Key Ebm, BPM 140, 5:02, MP3 12.37 Mb
Damne - Trouble [Wetland] / Key Abm, BPM 93, 5:58, MP3 14.63 Mb
Damne - UFO [Wetland] / Key Abm, BPM 140, 5:57, MP3 14.56 Mb
Damolh33 - Land0 (Original mix) [Damolh Records] / Key Dm, BPM 124, 9:21, MP3 22.63 Mb
Damolh33 - Land0 (Taipan (SK) remix) [Damolh Records] / Key Am, BPM 134, 8:33, MP3 20.74 Mb
Dario Suerte - Close Your Eyes (Dario's Extended Dub) [GNTLMN] / Key Cm, BPM 120, 9:29, MP3 22.96 Mb
Dario Suerte - Close Your Eyes [GNTLMN] / Key Cm, BPM 120, 6:03, MP3 14.72 Mb
DarkBourne - Flawless [Quantum Rhythm Label] / Key Em, BPM 135, 2:55, MP3 7.74 Mb
DarkBourne - No Rest [Quantum Rhythm Label] / Key Ebm, BPM 135, 2:55, MP3 7.17 Mb
DarkBourne - One Step [Quantum Rhythm Label] / Key Dm, BPM 135, 2:55, MP3 7.07 Mb
DarkBourne - To The Grave [Quantum Rhythm Label] / Key Dm, BPM 135, 2:55, MP3 7.18 Mb
Dast (Italy) - Bye Romy [Illegal Alien Records] / Key Cm, BPM 138, 5:36, MP3 13.70 Mb
Dast (Italy) - Dancing Somebody [Illegal Alien Records] / Key Em, BPM 138, 7:14, MP3 17.61 Mb
Dast (Italy) - Nebula [Illegal Alien Records] / Key Am, BPM 140, 6:07, MP3 14.94 Mb
Dast (Italy) - Tag [Illegal Alien Records] / Key Gm, BPM 130, 5:55, MP3 14.44 Mb
Davalo - Super Fly [Happy Techno Limited] / Key Bbm, BPM 127, 5:48, MP3 14.50 Mb
David Hazard - Fractals [AUTEKTONE DARK] / Key Abm, BPM 150, 5:14, MP3 12.82 Mb
David Jager - Before [We Are Klexos] / Key Dm, BPM 125, 6:12, MP3 14.98 Mb
David King Dj - Duro Lento [Microverse] / Key B, BPM 125, 4:46, MP3 11.73 Mb
Decoder - Giggling [circuitbreaker] / Key Gm, BPM 125, 6:20, MP3 15.96 Mb
Demille Vaughnn - The Night Is Young (Come On) (Dear's Main Mix) [Deep In Ya Soul Recordings] / Key Am, BPM 121, 7:28, MP3 18.04 Mb
Director 9 - Heliopolis [Dog And Man] / Key Bb, BPM 125, 4:21, MP3 10.49 Mb
Diskontrol - REFLEJO VIRTUAL [Controlla] / Key Bb, BPM 127, 5:04, MP3 12.52 Mb
Diskontrol - REFLEJO VIRTUAL (Valmaiin Remix) [Controlla] / Key Bbm, BPM 127, 6:10, MP3 15.17 Mb
Dj Pastis, Eldra, Dj Ninu - Lestat [Hardtrance Squad] / Key Em, BPM 170, 5:21, MP3 12.99 Mb
Dj Pastis, Fini, Dj Ninu, Xory - Vorfreude [Hardtrance Squad] / Key Am, BPM 169, 5:56, MP3 14.43 Mb
Dj Pastis, Wasi Distorsion, Dj Ninu - Outside World [Hardtrance Squad] / Key Cm, BPM 175, 5:58, MP3 14.49 Mb
Dkult - De Dentro Cá Para Fora [Luminar Records] / Key Gm, BPM 143, 6:23, MP3 15.49 Mb
Dkult - Dentro Cá Fora [Luminar Records] / Key Gm, BPM 143, 6:16, MP3 15.22 Mb
Dkult - Fora Cá Dentro [Luminar Records] / Key Bm, BPM 143, 6:16, MP3 15.22 Mb
Dkult - Fora Cá Fora [Luminar Records] / Key F#, BPM 143, 6:16, MP3 15.22 Mb
Dr Kubiko - Playing With Techno [My Last Secret] / Key Em, BPM 135, 5:42, MP3 13.82 Mb
Dr Kubiko - Playing With Techno (Veronica Elton Remix) [My Last Secret] / Key Em, BPM 126, 6:25, MP3 15.54 Mb
Drisan - Fortified Dub [OHM Series] / Key Gm, BPM 124, 8:26, MP3 20.36 Mb
ERR0 - Cobaia [DifferentSound] / Key Am, BPM 144, 5:05, MP3 12.31 Mb
ERR0 - Id [DifferentSound] / Key Gm, BPM 146, 5:49, MP3 14.04 Mb
ERR0 - Oedipus [DifferentSound] / Key F#m, BPM 144, 5:33, MP3 13.43 Mb
ERR0 - REM [DifferentSound] / Key Gm, BPM 144, 5:07, MP3 12.36 Mb
Elekplunkinkantk, Rowland Dowens - Penelope [Kinkanahia Music] / Key Fm, BPM 131, 4:28, MP3 11.01 Mb
Elekplunkinkantk, Synchronisation Ohne Grenzen - Electronic paradise (Dub Mix) [Electronic Potatoes] / Key F#m, BPM 128, 2:50, MP3 7.01 Mb
Elekplunkinkantk, Synchronisation Ohne Grenzen - Electronic paradise [Electronic Potatoes] / Key F#m, BPM 128, 4:34, MP3 11.17 Mb
Elekplunkinkantk, Synchronisation Ohne Grenzen - Let It Be Now [Electronic Potatoes] / Key Cm, BPM 126, 2:51, MP3 7.04 Mb
Embus, GAGH - Vou Te Botar [Happy Techno Limited] / Key Am, BPM 130, 6:10, MP3 15.37 Mb
Erik Yahnkovf - El Antidoto [CAPRICORN] / Key Dm, BPM 131, 6:30, MP3 15.73 Mb
Erik Yahnkovf - Enfermedad [CAPRICORN] / Key Cm, BPM 130, 6:02, MP3 14.61 Mb
Erik Yahnkovf - Pain Flex [CAPRICORN] / Key F#m, BPM 130, 6:03, MP3 14.65 Mb
Franck Biyong, Mary May - Lipanda [Tangential Music] / Key Cm, BPM 116, 3:46, MP3 9.18 Mb
Frank Muller - Buy Some Shit from Detroit [FMR] / Key Abm, BPM 133, 7:30, MP3 18.07 Mb
Franz Jager - Kantine [circuitbreaker] / Key Am, BPM 144, 6:42, MP3 16.84 Mb
Gaston Lopez, Gentleman (DJ) - Midnight Reverberations [GNTLMN] / Key Abm, BPM 119, 6:16, MP3 15.35 Mb
Gege, Malatek - Cocaine [Dexx Records] / Key Gm, BPM 128, 4:01, MP3 9.87 Mb
Genning - Song Of The Morning Stars [OHM Series] / Key Ebm, BPM 126, 7:08, MP3 17.22 Mb
Goteko - Italian Job [BeatCode] / Key Cm, BPM 132, 6:32, MP3 15.82 Mb
Grigollo, Haluem - Vapuvu [Happy Techno Limited] / Key Abm, BPM 130, 5:55, MP3 14.77 Mb
Guada Bonnin - Aire [Merien Records] / Key Bbm, BPM 142, 6:19, MP3 15.86 Mb
Guada Bonnin - Insaciable [Merien Records] / Key Gm, BPM 140, 5:29, MP3 13.84 Mb
HAAB - Sweet Faith [SevenSky Records] / Key G, BPM 120, 4:04, MP3 9.93 Mb
HRDP - POSEIDON [Lost in Perversion] / Key Em, BPM 145, 5:26, MP3 13.35 Mb
HRDP - UNCODE [Lost in Perversion] / Key Gm, BPM 137, 6:12, MP3 15.17 Mb
Hidden People - Distant Voices [OHM Series] / Key Ebm, BPM 121, 5:10, MP3 12.52 Mb
Hilola Samirazar - One Day [EYRA Music] / Key Am, BPM 102, 3:00, MP3 7.36 Mb
INØSTRØZA - Falla Por Temperatura [Habitat Musical Records] / Key Gm, BPM 108, 5:23, MP3 13.29 Mb
INØSTRØZA - Marco de pegado [Habitat Musical Records] / Key F#m, BPM 137, 5:09, MP3 12.74 Mb
INØSTRØZA - Pasarela Derramada [Habitat Musical Records] / Key Abm, BPM 136, 5:18, MP3 13.11 Mb
Isolalla - Tokia [T-Tracks Music] / Key Bbm, BPM 126, 5:35, MP3 13.53 Mb
J Aristi, Rizzo (Col) - Sample & Tarros [Used Goods] / Key Gm, BPM 128, 6:46, MP3 16.55 Mb
Jeff Garcia - Funky [EP Recording] / Key Fm, BPM 125, 6:13, MP3 15.06 Mb
Jens Mueller - Peace Is An Illusion [Betrieb Records] / Key Gm, BPM 138, 5:36, MP3 13.72 Mb
Jens Mueller - To The Edge [Betrieb Records] / Key Abm, BPM 138, 5:36, MP3 13.72 Mb
Jhon Dee - Language Beat [Caliclub Recordings] / Key Bm, BPM 130, 5:43, MP3 13.95 Mb
Jhon Gutierrez - Churchill [EP Recording] / Key Am, BPM 124, 5:38, MP3 13.68 Mb
Jhon Roux - Yearning [EP Recording] / Key Gm, BPM 124, 6:04, MP3 14.71 Mb
Johnny Pluse - Toastie [Blindsided] / Key Bm, BPM 110, 3:13, MP3 8.32 Mb
Jonyx, Camila Arach - This is Acid [Drillers Records] / Key Dbm, BPM 130, 6:02, MP3 15.08 Mb
Jonyx, Camila Arach - This is Acid (Remix) [Drillers Records] / Key Dbm, BPM 130, 5:56, MP3 14.86 Mb
Jovan Grios - Naturaleza [Cronos ES] / Key Cm, BPM 120, 6:24, MP3 15.83 Mb
Juan Mejia, Jemimah Eze - Juneau (Amazing) [Into the Cosmos] / Key Am, BPM 117, 5:00, MP3 12.29 Mb
Junior Souza, GUINNI - Get Out [Happy Techno Limited] / Key Abm, BPM 130, 5:55, MP3 14.77 Mb
Juram - Bambú [EP Recording] / Key Am, BPM 122, 8:09, MP3 19.72 Mb
KASIMOFF - My Last Word [Mark Music] / Key Am, BPM 90, 3:26, MP3 8.39 Mb
KTTK, Onacity - Bring the Nrg [Happy Techno Limited] / Key Fm, BPM 126, 4:38, MP3 11.72 Mb
Kholiqov - Feelings [EYRA Music] / Key Am, BPM 110, 2:40, MP3 6.57 Mb
Kim Kemi - Back Home (MHM 1 & Antony Difrancesco Remix) [Bump Music] / Key Am, BPM 124, 7:13, MP3 17.36 Mb
Konstantinus - French Is What I Need [BeatCode] / Key Abm, BPM 137, 6:48, MP3 16.44 Mb
Kooya - Electrolyte [BeatCode] / Key Bm, BPM 130, 6:24, MP3 15.50 Mb
KyoshII The Epic - The Weird - The Wonderful - Game Changer [BeatCode] / Key Em, BPM 136, 6:01, MP3 14.57 Mb
LSS - Perch [circuitbreaker] / Key Dbm, BPM 129, 7:56, MP3 19.81 Mb
Lask - Deepbush [circuitbreaker] / Key Db, BPM 142, 6:22, MP3 16.04 Mb
Lecture - Bionic [McCarty records] / Key Gm, BPM 124, 7:49, MP3 19.12 Mb
Lenata - Lisbon [BeatCode] / Key Gm, BPM 140, 5:29, MP3 13.30 Mb
Leopold Bär - TF02 [Ghost Program Records] / Key Abm, BPM 133, 5:47, MP3 14.12 Mb
Leopold Bär - TF02 (RSD-86 Remix) [Ghost Program Records] / Key Em, BPM 138, 6:20, MP3 15.41 Mb
Libellula - Lipstick Town (Nu Ground Foundation Classic Edit) [Rushmore] / Key Fm, BPM 124, 2:36, MP3 6.35 Mb
Libellula - Lipstick Town (Nu Ground Foundation Classic Mix) [Rushmore] / Key Ebm, BPM 124, 6:29, MP3 15.67 Mb
Libellula - Lipstick Town (Nu Ground Foundation Deep 'N' Low Dub) [Rushmore] / Key Dbm, BPM 124, 5:58, MP3 14.43 Mb
Lindsey Herbert - Control [circuitbreaker] / Key Cm, BPM 142, 6:08, MP3 15.48 Mb
Litchy & Smiley - It's Like [Happy Techno Limited] / Key Dbm, BPM 128, 5:46, MP3 14.43 Mb
Luca La Rocca - Don't Panic [Hidden Source] / Key Am, BPM 136, 5:42, MP3 13.88 Mb
Luiz Lazzaro - Can't Stop (DNO Remix) [Future Soundz] / Key Gm, BPM 127, 3:07, MP3 7.84 Mb
Lynne - Gno [Rave Nation Recordings] / Key Em, BPM 127, 5:18, MP3 12.75 Mb
M-Paths - Beach [Mighty Force Recordings] / Key Eb, BPM 86, 6:22, MP3 15.42 Mb
M-Paths - Celestial [Mighty Force Recordings] / Key F#m, BPM 120, 6:32, MP3 15.82 Mb
M-Paths - Contemplate [Mighty Force Recordings] / Key Gm, BPM 120, 4:19, MP3 10.53 Mb
M-Paths - Emerge [Mighty Force Recordings] / Key Am, BPM 170, 6:03, MP3 14.66 Mb
M-Paths - Escaping the Humdrum [Mighty Force Recordings] / Key Fm, BPM 116, 7:58, MP3 19.26 Mb
M-Paths - Grow Part Three [Mighty Force Recordings] / Key Gm, BPM 120, 4:15, MP3 10.36 Mb
M-Paths - In No Hurry [Mighty Force Recordings] / Key Bm, BPM 118, 9:06, MP3 22.01 Mb
M-Paths - In the Warmth [Mighty Force Recordings] / Key C, BPM 127, 3:20, MP3 8.18 Mb
M-Paths - On the Up [Mighty Force Recordings] / Key Am, BPM 128, 6:23, MP3 15.46 Mb
M-Paths - Panoramic [Mighty Force Recordings] / Key Am, BPM 113, 4:26, MP3 10.80 Mb
M-Paths - Reflect [Mighty Force Recordings] / Key Fm, BPM 116, 5:38, MP3 13.70 Mb
M-Paths - Soaring [Mighty Force Recordings] / Key Bm, BPM 120, 7:03, MP3 17.06 Mb
M-Paths - Submerge [Mighty Force Recordings] / Key Am, BPM 128, 5:32, MP3 13.44 Mb
MAPP4 - Brinca [Blackside] / Key Em, BPM 128, 5:45, MP3 14.03 Mb
MAPP4 - Bring Me Higher [Blackside] / Key Cm, BPM 127, 6:10, MP3 15.05 Mb
MLA.VU - My Bassline [Acid Positive +] / Key Bbm, BPM 135, 6:24, MP3 15.81 Mb
MLV - One More Night [Balloonz Records] / Key Am, BPM 126, 5:01, MP3 12.11 Mb
MMØ - Forbearance [Xelima Records] / Key Am, BPM 137, 5:16, MP3 13.47 Mb
MMØ - No Return [Xelima Records] / Key F#m, BPM 137, 5:30, MP3 14.04 Mb
MMØ - Still Missing [Xelima Records] / Key Bm, BPM 136, 5:27, MP3 13.90 Mb
MacX - Sunset Vibes [City Life Music] / Key Cm, BPM 119, 4:20, MP3 10.56 Mb
Maddrum - Decoder [Drak Records] / Key Bbm, BPM 133, 6:26, MP3 15.70 Mb
Malcolm Lewis - About Last Night [Flash Frequency Productions] / Key Am, BPM 124, 5:04, MP3 12.32 Mb
Malcolm Lewis - Groove Capital [Flash Frequency Productions] / Key Dm, BPM 120, 4:52, MP3 11.88 Mb
Malcolm Lewis - Groove Capital (Remix) [Flash Frequency Productions] / Key Em, BPM 120, 5:32, MP3 13.48 Mb
Marko Zalazar - Cassette [Happy Techno Limited] / Key Gm, BPM 127, 6:37, MP3 16.47 Mb
Martin Climax - Audio Communication [Sonic Tropic] / Key Am, BPM 124, 6:54, MP3 16.68 Mb
Martin Climax - Zakopane [Sonic Tropic] / Key Am, BPM 124, 6:58, MP3 16.93 Mb
Maty Badini - Excited [We Are Klexos] / Key Am, BPM 126, 5:22, MP3 12.99 Mb
Max V. - Mister DJ (Edit Mix) [Atop Records] / Key Em, BPM 120, 3:24, MP3 8.38 Mb
Max V. - Mister DJ [Atop Records] / Key Em, BPM 120, 4:52, MP3 11.90 Mb
Mikas - Crazy [Progressive Grooves Records] / Key Dm, BPM 128, 4:53, MP3 12.17 Mb
Mikhail Catan - Compassion [Deep Elite] / Key Cm, BPM 107, 6:30, MP3 15.91 Mb
Mr. Wilson and the French Ticklers - Hypnotic Longing [Craze Records] / Key Gm, BPM 137, 5:19, MP3 12.99 Mb
Mr. Wilson and the French Ticklers - Level Up [Craze Records] / Key Bm, BPM 92, 4:21, MP3 10.65 Mb
Mr. Wilson and the French Ticklers - Live Love Die [Craze Records] / Key Fm, BPM 124, 5:10, MP3 12.61 Mb
Mr. Wilson and the French Ticklers - One Shot [Craze Records] / Key Gm, BPM 124, 4:00, MP3 9.75 Mb
Mr. Wilson and the French Ticklers - We Could Live [Craze Records] / Key Cm, BPM 142, 2:52, MP3 7.13 Mb
Mr. Wilson and the French Ticklers - What Binds [Craze Records] / Key G, BPM 124, 5:10, MP3 13.10 Mb
Mr.lucky, Tech C - Mamababa (TC Dj Remix) [Neapolis Records] / Key Cm, BPM 93, 8:09, MP3 19.66 Mb
Mr.lucky, Tech C - Mamababa Groove (TC Dj Remix) [Neapolis Records] / Key Cm, BPM 93, 8:09, MP3 19.66 Mb
Mzade - Amerikaz [GeoPlay] / Key Dbm, BPM 100, 2:38, MP3 6.46 Mb
Naked Art - Drive To Cape Town (Ancient Roots Late Nite Mixx) [Deep In Ya Soul Recordings] / Key Am, BPM 121, 7:09, MP3 17.41 Mb
Naked Art - Drive To Cape Town (Demille Vaughnn's Afro-Room Remixx) [Deep In Ya Soul Recordings] / Key Bm, BPM 121, 6:53, MP3 16.74 Mb
Naked Art - Drive To Cape Town (Original Main) [Deep In Ya Soul Recordings] / Key Bm, BPM 109, 4:48, MP3 11.74 Mb
Neo - Suppressed Action [circuitbreaker] / Key Gm, BPM 142, 7:35, MP3 18.94 Mb
Neuron - Distant Memories [EYRA Music] / Key E, BPM 97, 4:15, MP3 10.35 Mb
OOOOØ ЯENDON - All Night [LETS TECHNO records] / Key Abm, BPM 150, 5:46, MP3 14.02 Mb
Ohsha Kai, Marc Jay - Space [Bump Music] / Key Bm, BPM 118, 7:05, MP3 17.06 Mb
Oldschool Dubtechno .Producer - Tree of Life [OHM Series] / Key Dm, BPM 124, 6:54, MP3 16.68 Mb
Oleg Evil - Aneroid [Diffuse Reality Records] / Key Gm, BPM 136, 5:25, MP3 13.38 Mb
Oleg Evil - Ataraxia [Diffuse Reality Records] / Key Gm, BPM 127, 4:32, MP3 11.28 Mb
Oleg Evil - Confusion [Diffuse Reality Records] / Key Gm, BPM 127, 5:55, MP3 14.61 Mb
Oleg Evil - Degeneration [Diffuse Reality Records] / Key F#m, BPM 138, 3:57, MP3 9.85 Mb
Oleg Evil - Disturbance of consciouness [Diffuse Reality Records] / Key Em, BPM 136, 4:42, MP3 11.69 Mb
Oleg Evil - Mental Retardation [Diffuse Reality Records] / Key Dbm, BPM 136, 4:35, MP3 11.41 Mb
Oleg Evil - Psycotherapy [Diffuse Reality Records] / Key F#m, BPM 136, 4:48, MP3 11.90 Mb
Oppose - String Theory [DRK records] / Key Am, BPM 146, 6:02, MP3 14.67 Mb
Oppose - Trinity [DRK records] / Key Gm, BPM 148, 6:08, MP3 14.93 Mb
Opposite - Undercover [Fuzion Music] / Key Am, BPM 128, 7:53, MP3 19.00 Mb
Panca Borneo - Escape The Reality [BRONEO RECORDS] / Key Fm, BPM 128, 3:23, MP3 8.23 Mb
Panca Borneo, Cliffrs - It's You [BRONEO RECORDS] / Key Fm, BPM 126, 3:33, MP3 8.77 Mb
Papa Tin - Realize (Instrumental Mix) [Dreams Come True Music] / Key Bm, BPM 110, 5:18, MP3 12.85 Mb
Papa Tin - Realize [Dreams Come True Music] / Key Bm, BPM 110, 5:18, MP3 12.85 Mb
Paripe - I dont need this [Epoque Music Electronic] / Key G, BPM 125, 5:03, MP3 12.34 Mb
Paripe - I dont need this (Remix) [Epoque Music Electronic] / Key Gm, BPM 125, 6:01, MP3 14.64 Mb
Pasiphaë Group - Aegaeon [OHM Series] / Key Fm, BPM 114, 6:28, MP3 15.65 Mb
Phyxx - Confused [Hidden Source] / Key Dm, BPM 138, 6:32, MP3 15.88 Mb
Play On Disco - Local Tribe [Klexos Records] / Key Dbm, BPM 119, 6:28, MP3 15.75 Mb
Play On Disco - Rancor [Klexos Records] / Key Am, BPM 119, 6:13, MP3 15.17 Mb
Politics Of Dancing - Let's Do This (Boris Werner's Bleep Remix) [Politics Of Dancing Digital] / Key Gm, BPM 127, 6:49, MP3 16.45 Mb
Politics Of Dancing - Let's Do This [Politics Of Dancing Digital] / Key Ebm, BPM 127, 1:46, MP3 4.33 Mb
Politics Of Dancing - Mamma [Politics Of Dancing Digital] / Key Cm, BPM 127, 7:07, MP3 17.18 Mb
Politics Of Dancing - Never Stop [Politics Of Dancing Digital] / Key C, BPM 127, 6:36, MP3 15.94 Mb
Pumping Alien - A Cid [Technological Records] / Key Gm, BPM 138, 5:38, MP3 13.73 Mb
Pumping Alien - Heat Light Pressure [Technological Records] / Key Abm, BPM 138, 6:58, MP3 16.95 Mb
Pumping Alien - Starlight Everywhere [Technological Records] / Key F#m, BPM 140, 5:05, MP3 12.44 Mb
PytRok - Loving Me [DeepShine Music] / Key Am, BPM 117, 3:58, MP3 9.82 Mb
RSD-86 - Enveloping (Leopold Bär Remix) [Ghost Program Records] / Key Dm, BPM 138, 5:09, MP3 12.60 Mb
RSD-86 - Enveloping [Ghost Program Records] / Key G, BPM 140, 5:32, MP3 13.52 Mb
Rafeex - Good Love [EYRA Music] / Key Am, BPM 100, 2:37, MP3 6.43 Mb
Rafeex - Never Get Over [EYRA Music] / Key Am, BPM 106, 3:49, MP3 9.29 Mb
Ramseen - Be My Valentine [EYRA Music] / Key Dm, BPM 110, 3:02, MP3 7.41 Mb
Ramseen - Future [EYRA Music] / Key Em, BPM 100, 2:23, MP3 5.95 Mb
Rei Borg - Ravers (With Don Viktoria) [BeatCode] / Key Am, BPM 138, 6:30, MP3 15.72 Mb
Renect - Drive Me Crazy [Twists Of Time] / Key Gm, BPM 124, 4:42, MP3 11.57 Mb
Reno Allen - Driven Body [For Groovers Music] / Key Bm, BPM 127, 7:05, MP3 17.21 Mb
Reno Allen - Lollipop [For Groovers Music] / Key Bbm, BPM 127, 7:07, MP3 17.28 Mb
Ricardo Motta - Remember [We Are Klexos] / Key Bm, BPM 123, 6:15, MP3 15.10 Mb
Rodle - Bad Boy [EYRA Music] / Key F#m, BPM 100, 2:38, MP3 6.43 Mb
Ross Roys - Follow the Music Flow [Ross Roys Records] / Key Am, BPM 140, 6:20, MP3 15.35 Mb
Rubito - Stromboli [We Are Klexos] / Key Dbm, BPM 125, 6:41, MP3 16.16 Mb
S/S - Dragged [Scarlet Carson Black] / Key Am, BPM 140, 6:51, MP3 16.85 Mb
S/S - Hide Vanguard [Scarlet Carson Black] / Key Fm, BPM 130, 6:54, MP3 16.93 Mb
S/S - Hypnus [Scarlet Carson Black] / Key Am, BPM 135, 6:12, MP3 15.25 Mb
S/S - Other Presence Spite [Scarlet Carson Black] / Key F#m, BPM 135, 6:10, MP3 15.18 Mb
S/S - Phobic [Scarlet Carson Black] / Key Ebm, BPM 135, 6:12, MP3 15.25 Mb
S/S - Viscerale [Scarlet Carson Black] / Key Gm, BPM 115, 6:12, MP3 15.26 Mb
SCTP, Zeta (ES) - Drown [Black Turtle Records] / Key Am, BPM 149, 6:40, MP3 16.07 Mb
SCTP, Zeta (ES) - Sweet Angels [Black Turtle Records] / Key Gm, BPM 147, 7:09, MP3 17.24 Mb
SONO (COL) - 4Pasos [EP Recording] / Key Gm, BPM 128, 8:30, MP3 20.55 Mb
SONO (COL) - Shom Lee [EP Recording] / Key Abm, BPM 127, 6:33, MP3 15.87 Mb
Sam Wave - Acid Trip [Ultrabeat Recordings] / Key B, BPM 131, 2:56, MP3 7.25 Mb
Sam Wave - Astronaut [Ultrabeat Recordings] / Key Abm, BPM 130, 2:57, MP3 7.30 Mb
Sam Wave - Last Call [Ultrabeat Recordings] / Key Am, BPM 129, 2:59, MP3 7.36 Mb
Sam Wave - Madness [Ultrabeat Recordings] / Key Gm, BPM 115, 3:20, MP3 8.23 Mb
Sam Wave - Pure Gold [Ultrabeat Recordings] / Key Dm, BPM 129, 2:59, MP3 7.36 Mb
Sam Wave - Something Different [Ultrabeat Recordings] / Key Cm, BPM 132, 2:55, MP3 7.20 Mb
Sam Wave - Sophia [Ultrabeat Recordings] / Key Abm, BPM 125, 3:04, MP3 7.58 Mb
Sami, Dj Pastis, Q-Byk, Dj Ninu - Feeling 7/17 [Hardtrance Squad] / Key Am, BPM 165, 5:36, MP3 13.61 Mb
Sansixto - Gt [Happy Techno Limited] / Key Bbm, BPM 129, 5:29, MP3 13.77 Mb
Sett - Take a Step Back [Nexus Recordings] / Key Dbm, BPM 128, 4:38, MP3 11.41 Mb
Shades Of Play - Habitual Linesteppers [Witty Tunes] / Key Gm, BPM 124, 7:15, MP3 17.96 Mb
Shades Of Play - True Story [Witty Tunes] / Key Em, BPM 123, 5:40, MP3 14.16 Mb
Shitake - My Girl's House [Happy Techno Limited] / Key Bm, BPM 128, 7:01, MP3 17.44 Mb
Siki - Half Night Stands [Siki] / Key Ab, BPM 128, 2:36, MP3 6.44 Mb
Solntsev - All Night All Right [Fast Crab Records] / Key Abm, BPM 125, 7:37, MP3 18.57 Mb
Solntsev - Be Myself [Fast Crab Records] / Key Em, BPM 125, 7:39, MP3 18.64 Mb
Solntsev - Do This to Me! [Fast Crab Records] / Key Dm, BPM 125, 6:49, MP3 16.62 Mb
Solntsev - Never Touch Me Like That [Fast Crab Records] / Key Em, BPM 127, 6:10, MP3 15.10 Mb
Solntsev - Tell Me Why [Fast Crab Records] / Key Dm, BPM 115, 7:29, MP3 18.22 Mb
Solntsev - Watch Me Dancing All the Time [Fast Crab Records] / Key Ebm, BPM 127, 6:26, MP3 15.72 Mb
Solntsev - Watch Me, I'm so Beauty [Fast Crab Records] / Key Bbm, BPM 125, 6:51, MP3 16.72 Mb
Spuri, Marcello V.O.R. - Wizard [Happy Techno Limited] / Key Abm, BPM 128, 5:30, MP3 13.79 Mb
Stateeast - Got His Gun [SMART Record's] / Key Gm, BPM 126, 5:20, MP3 12.97 Mb
Summing - I Will Wait (2024 Remake) [Summing Records] / Key Bbm, BPM 120, 7:09, MP3 17.35 Mb
Sunner Soul - Afro Jazzin' [Vintage Music Records] / Key Em, BPM 122, 6:24, MP3 15.51 Mb
Survival Mode, BLACK RABBIT (AR) - No Más de Dos [Happy Techno Limited] / Key Fm, BPM 131, 4:17, MP3 10.85 Mb
Sven Neawolf - Dein Herz [Neawolf Records] / Key F#, BPM 120, 4:46, MP3 11.59 Mb
Sven Neawolf - Gefrorenes Herz [Neawolf Records] / Key Gm, BPM 140, 4:48, MP3 11.66 Mb
Sven Neawolf - In meinen Gedanken [Neawolf Records] / Key Am, BPM 160, 3:57, MP3 9.62 Mb
Sven Neawolf - Leid in DnB [Neawolf Records] / Key Cm, BPM 121, 5:42, MP3 13.83 Mb
Terra4beat - Attention (Egrojj Rmx) [Krank Music] / Key Ebm, BPM 130, 7:17, MP3 17.76 Mb
Terra4beat - Attention (Hamelin Rmx) [Krank Music] / Key Dm, BPM 147, 6:45, MP3 16.47 Mb
Terra4beat - Attention (Meteoro Rmx) [Krank Music] / Key Dm, BPM 130, 6:00, MP3 14.68 Mb
Terra4beat - Attention [Krank Music] / Key Bm, BPM 132, 5:26, MP3 13.29 Mb
Tony Zarr - Espera [Nexus Recordings] / Key Am, BPM 126, 4:34, MP3 11.28 Mb
Torres De Lara - La Mezcla [Sativa Music] / Key Gm, BPM 125, 9:44, MP3 23.41 Mb
Uun - Atrahasis [Ego Death] / Key Am, BPM 138, 5:54, MP3 14.55 Mb
Uun - Double Aspect [Ego Death] / Key F#m, BPM 138, 5:44, MP3 14.15 Mb
Uun - Ouroboros [Ego Death] / Key Em, BPM 138, 5:30, MP3 13.60 Mb
Uun - Sight Unseen [Ego Death] / Key Abm, BPM 138, 5:39, MP3 13.96 Mb
Uun - The Upside of Losing Everything [Ego Death] / Key Bm, BPM 138, 6:15, MP3 15.41 Mb
Uun - You Can't Have Both [Ego Death] / Key F#m, BPM 140, 6:00, MP3 14.80 Mb
Vadim Antonov - Gravity Of The Night [Young Technic] / Key Gm, BPM 130, 6:54, MP3 16.88 Mb
Vernucci - Bajo Y Profundo [Hidden Source] / Key Gm, BPM 136, 5:42, MP3 13.90 Mb
Wermoont - Magic Land [Nexus Recordings] / Key Abm, BPM 125, 4:46, MP3 11.76 Mb
White Cat Project - Breakzz (original mix) [Vibetek Records] / Key Bbm, BPM 126, 7:11, MP3 17.48 Mb
White Cat Project - Little Trip to África (original mix) [Vibetek Records] / Key Cm, BPM 126, 8:23, MP3 20.38 Mb
White Cat Project - Love Tension (original mix) [Vibetek Records] / Key Ebm, BPM 126, 8:10, MP3 19.85 Mb
Yuuta - Bam Bam [EP Recording] / Key Dm, BPM 133, 5:47, MP3 14.02 Mb
Yuuta - He Is Cando [EP Recording] / Key Am, BPM 131, 6:06, MP3 14.81 Mb
Yuuta - Jeffer Is Alive [EP Recording] / Key Am, BPM 127, 5:37, MP3 13.61 Mb
eMe Castro - Fucking Groove [We Are Klexos] / Key Ebm, BPM 125, 5:43, MP3 13.84 Mb
iPunkz - Around [IPUNKZ MUSIC] / Key Fm, BPM 100, 2:25, MP3 6.13 Mb
membran 66 - Acidtech [Ome-Records] / Key F#m, BPM 130, 6:31, MP3 16.02 Mb
w jara - First Time [EP Recording] / Key Fm, BPM 128, 5:30, MP3 13.35 Mb

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2024.05.21 02:51 ramdytis3c Christos Fourkis, Deekay & Tranq - Echoes of Afro, Vol. 1 [Retrolounge Records]



Christos Fourkis - Arabhu (ND Touch) / Key Bm, BPM 124, 6:11, MP3 14.97 Mb, AIFF 65.53 Mb
Christos Fourkis - Back to Deep / Key Dm, BPM 120, 6:34, MP3 15.91 Mb, AIFF 69.65 Mb
Christos Fourkis - Buenos Dias / Key Am, BPM 120, 7:22, MP3 17.83 Mb, AIFF 78.11 Mb
Christos Fourkis - Falling in Love / Key Cm, BPM 123, 6:21, MP3 15.37 Mb, AIFF 67.26 Mb
Deekay & Tranq - Blue Rain (feat. Voodoo_Child) / Key C, BPM 122, 7:23, MP3 17.85 Mb, AIFF 78.22 Mb
Dj Fopp & Ivan Trevisan - Aigo / Key Ebm, BPM 123, 6:19, MP3 15.32 Mb, AIFF 67.07 Mb
Kee’ana - Time for Afrika / Key Am, BPM 122, 6:22, MP3 15.43 Mb, AIFF 67.53 Mb
Obdurate - Loosing My Mind (feat. Amoreluv) / Key Cm, BPM 122, 7:54, MP3 19.11 Mb, AIFF 83.76 Mb
Silia - Piano of Desire / Key Dm, BPM 121, 6:01, MP3 14.59 Mb, AIFF 63.82 Mb
Timzathedj & Timotone - Umngani (feat. Bullie) / Key Bm, BPM 125, 5:11, MP3 12.58 Mb, AIFF 54.98 Mb
Tony Loreto & Dino MFU - Beautiful Liar (feat. Alxndra Good) / Key Bbm, BPM 122, 7:05, MP3 17.16 Mb, AIFF 75.18 Mb

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