Amma tho dengulata kathalu

Inter lo unnappudu friend ki accident ayindi hospital ki velli palakarinchali ani cheppi college egarakotti internet café ki Vella, intiki vacchaka chusthe maa amma domthara katte tho ready ga wait chesthondi em ayindo ardam kaledhu intloki poyina ventane dhadel! ani oka vetu kottindhi bhujam meedha amma ani tirigichusa college ki pokunda yadiki poyinav ra ani adigindi nenu cheppina kada friend ni chuddaniki poyina ani cheppa! Phadel! Ani rendo debba kaalla meedha padindhi! Inka questions em adagakunda chavakottadam modalu pettindi! Oka 15 mins tarwatha aapi intlo nundi baitiki thosesindi night antha baite unna no dinner! Cut chesthe maa howle principal gaadu bike servicing ki maa amma work chese bike showroom ki velthe akkada maa amma ee vishyam discuss chesindi vaadu evariki em kaledhu aa roju class lo nenokkadine absent Ani cheppadu! Next day college ki velthe pricy gadu kooda kukka thitlu thittadu! Nice old days!

Ippuduppude btech aindi. 5.2Lpa job okati vachindi but location UP ani vellale.Mostly going to take drop year for GATE.
Intlo vundi prepare avvu ani first motivate chesaru intlo vallu.but ippudu chuste chala sarlu ooorike tidutunnaru for small small things.Idanta munde telisi vunte Job ke poyevadni ga anipistundi..
Ok ...
Parents are considering to take homeloan of 25lakhs. Yesterday alane discussion vachindi.Amma saying that childern will pay it over 20years tenure.Nanna fighted with amma on why to put pressure on children ani...
Amma told "naku nammakam vundi. vallu kattukuntaru home loan "🙂
Alane relatives tho compare chestundi..
(Relatives have 2 children.Elder one is jobless from 5-6years. Younger one is contributing to home construction by giving all his savings of 15-20lakhs from his job )So aa younger one tho nannu compare chesi nannu kooda next nuvvu contribution cheyyali ani antundhi 🥲
(Aa relatives case lo Ippudu Bane vuntadhi ..but properties distribution time lo pedha pedha godavalu avutai ani Naa opinion..
Naa opinion Adhi intlo chepte marriage ki mundu savings antha intlo ivvali and properties equal distribution ani direct ga cheppindi)
But to be honest,intlo vallu Naa meedha anthaga spend cheyaledhu... Vallaki fees burden avutadhi ani I changed from private to government school and secured IIIT seat (no fees burden) but they spent more on annayya in education,Health, Luxury Things,gold chains-rings, mobiles,Clothings,Bikes(Scooty+bike)), investment for business after btech,70k for placement assistance course after btech ...
Naku literally nothing..emo .may be I habituated them like that (not asking for what I want them to buy)
Annayya took prodigy loan and went to US for MS. Loan amount 82L and interest antha veskunte it'll cross 1crore easily. So ala chuste Annayya Ms complete cheyyali ,own loan clear cheskodaniki easy ga 4years padtadhi..Tarvata savings start cheskuntadu...So ala chuste intlo vallu teeskune 25Lakhs home loan will be on my head...
Ippudu naake Naa career meedha clarity ledhu...Chala uncertainties tho GATE ki Long term teeskundam ani decide ayya..
Ee time lo (1year LongTerm lo) intlo vundala vaddha ani thoughts vastunnai (given that amma getting irritated easily with me ,studies taggutunnai
(marriages etc.. attend avvali ani teeskupotunnaru...but I don't want to go anywhere in this drop year))
Alane ninna vachina homeloan discussion tho
Naku chala thoughts vastunnai... Inka career kooda start avvale.. battling with Suicidal thoughts...ippude loan ante edola vundi..
If I ask,will I become bad son?
Ivanni thoughts vastunnai..
Mee opinions cheppandi bondhas

Ippuduppude btech aindi. 5.2Lpa job okati vachindi but location UP ani vellale.Mostly going to take drop year for GATE.
Intlo vundi prepare avvu ani first motivate chesaru intlo vallu.but ippudu chuste chala sarlu ooorike tidutunnaru for small small things.Idanta munde telisi vunte Job ke poyevadni ga anipistundi..
Ok ...
Parents are considering to take homeloan of 25lakhs. Yesterday alane discussion vachindi.Amma saying that childern will pay it over 20years tenure.Nanna fighted with amma on why to put pressure on children ani...
Amma told "naku nammakam vundi. vallu kattukuntaru home loan "🙂
Alane relatives tho compare chestundi..
(Relatives have 2 children.Elder one is jobless from 5-6years. Younger one is contributing to home construction by giving all his savings of 15-20lakhs from his job )So aa younger one tho nannu compare chesi nannu kooda next nuvvu contribution cheyyali ani antundhi 🥲
(Aa relatives case lo Ippudu Bane vuntadhi ..but properties distribution time lo pedha pedha godavalu avutai ani Naa opinion..
Naa opinion Adhi intlo chepte marriage ki mundu savings antha intlo ivvali and properties equal distribution ani direct ga cheppindi)
But to be honest,intlo vallu Naa meedha anthaga spend cheyaledhu... Vallaki fees burden avutadhi ani I changed from private to government school and secured IIIT seat (no fees burden) but they spent more on annayya in education,Health, Luxury Things,gold chains-rings, mobiles,Clothings,Bikes(Scooty+bike)), investment for business after btech,70k for placement assistance course after btech ...
Naku literally nothing..emo .may be I habituated them like that (not asking for what I want them to buy)
Annayya took prodigy loan and went to US for MS. Loan amount 82L and interest antha veskunte it'll cross 1crore easily. So ala chuste Annayya Ms complete cheyyali ,own loan clear cheskodaniki easy ga 4years padtadhi..Tarvata savings start cheskuntadu...So ala chuste intlo vallu teeskune 25Lakhs home loan will be on my head...
Ippudu naake Naa career meedha clarity ledhu...Chala uncertainties tho GATE ki Long term teeskundam ani decide ayya..
Ee time lo (1year LongTerm lo) intlo vundala vaddha ani thoughts vastunnai (given that amma getting irritated easily with me ,studies taggutunnai
(marriages etc.. attend avvali ani teeskupotunnaru...but I don't want to go anywhere in this drop year))
Alane ninna vachina homeloan discussion tho
Naku chala thoughts vastunnai... Inka career kooda start avvale.. appude loan baram ante edola vundi..
If I ask,will I become bad son?
Ivanni thoughts vastunnai..
Mee opinions cheppandi bondhas

Ma daddy ki 57 years. Inka roju office ki velli kastapadutu untaru.
Chinapudu emaina chinna kastam vachinapudu ediste daddy deggaraki velli chepthe "prathi chinna daniki badhapadakudadu, dhairyam ga munduki vellali" ane vallu. Enti eyana na kastam ardham cheskoru anukune vadini.
Ippudu unna kastalaki i feel, how my dad was right, how we have to cross our difficulties bravely no matter what.
Amma ki 52 years. Ye roju ivala baledu, lazy ga unna anadu. Podunne levali. Puja cheyali, table mida food pettali.
Adhe amma deggaraki velthe "Ayyo ponile, ayindi edho ayipoindi. Ekkuva alochinchaku, velli ee 10rs tho chocolate konukko" anedhi.
Enti ippudu nakunna kastam ki ee 10rs chocolate tho cure ayipothunda anukune vadini. But now i understand, in these life of tensions and stress, these small things are what make you happy.
Career kosam bayataki vellali. I couldn't stay with them. Enduko i miss them very much today.
Ila emaina mi parents miku cheppinavi unnay which you thought were wrong but realized they were right all along?

Namaskaram bondhalu.. this is a question (and also kind of a self rant) Nenu Ee year GRE raayali ankuntunnanu, to apply to ISB. Ankuntune unna 4 months waste chesa, mind lo undi kani it seems very intimidating to me. Like neeku Antha ledu bokka chestav nuvu ani na brain eh natho antundi.. ide mindset tho I skipped all the chances to write any competitive exams and entrances. Now I want to face my fears. Naku ide last chance ani nenu ananu but want to give my 100%. Most of you must have attempted and scored well in this exam and application process.. can you please break it down for me? any information regarding the preparation for both will help. Just do not frighten me, naku asalu confidence ravatledu I just want to attempt, interview ichi ochesina saalu, edoti peeka ani satisfaction ostadi. Ma Amma nannu you can do itencourage chestadi so ah confidence tho preparation start chedam ankuntuna. Please help a lazy bondha with zero motivation and lots of self hate🥲 but also dream to see themselves in an achieved state.

Aaru nelala tarwatha gaddam teeyadam valla naa Mena kodalu naa deggaraiki ravatledhu, door teesetappudu Amma gurthu pattaledhu, tammudu emo intlo ki evado intruder vacchadu ani kottaboyadu! Poddutnundi Leni milsalni tippalani chusthunna! Addam mundhu nilabadi Leni gaddani beard brush tho duvvaboya! Ilanti drastic changes meeku aae vishyallo ina jarigaya?!

100 years ki oksari history repeats itself antaru. Naku muppai ipdu..1932 lo Bhakta Prahlada release aindi. Telugu vari first talkie cinema. 2032 ki 100 years aiddii inko 8 years undi..Ugadi anedi beginning of every 60 year cycle antaru..andke Ugadi names every 60th year ki same untai... So manam ye point of time lo unna...we are living or reliving or re-experiencing a set of things which might have already happened at a certain point of time in past 100 years or 60 years (Telugu vari nammakam) or atleast we look back to them when we are lost. I'm just looking back anthey coz of the current state of telugu cinema we are enjoying.
Technological advancement pakkana pedithe core qualities in a film related to acting prowess, drama, portrayal of genuine emotions malli repeat avvali gettiga anedi na aasa...SV Rangarao, Savitramma, ANR, NTR, Suryakantham....ee.30 years lo maha aithe oka 10 cinemalu first nunchi last varaku choostunta 50s 60s vi veellandarivi.
Choosinappudalla, appati janalaki unna attention span ipdu ledenti..marii 5 seconds shorts ke swipe chesestunnam enti..aa cinemalu choostunte...enduku actors and actresses goppathanam telustundi - coz digital recording leni times lo retakes thakkuvaga undali...expression ante subtle undercut acting kadu...the real acting - kallatho, mukhamloni Anni muscles tho cheyyali...prathi cinema ki oka core emotion undali..enno qualities kanapaddai...I'm really memermized..and I hope that is the kind of history which should repeat itself..we need more and more drama films...our family stories..inka ponu ponu Tollywood is striving to touch Hollywood in scale, size and span..but somewhere a constant attempt to touch upon the kind of cinema we had back in 50s and 60s. Ilanti oka sandigdham lo penned this down. Mana industry economically grow avtu mana kathalu emotionally strong undali anedey na aasa.
I suggest members to go look back once these films first nunchi last varaku konni movies choodandi..ippati mana movie judgement experience tho avi choodandi..believe me..you will have a different level of observation.

Nenu 24M. Nakantu chinnapatinundi oka movayya, atthayya athani pillalu tappinchi evaru leru. Na pedda bammardhi, na love, dani chelli, oka bammardi. Athaya nannu eppudu intlo nundi bayataku pampiddama ani chusthundi kani mavayya ki bhayapadi maata baytaki ranivvadu. Enduko evaru chepparu. Alagani baaga chusukodani kaadu chudalsinantha varaku chusthundi. Ilaga nenu 24 ki vaccha. Oka roju movayya valla friend vachi family tho saha motham undi madhyalo "naku help cheyyi apatlo naku athma baaki unnavu ani annadu", ishtam lekapoyina vastha annadu. E lopu movayya kuturni ni a friend wife(Aunty) machika chesukoni kodukkichi pelli chesthanandi. Na heart weak ipoyindi badha padda,edicha, e rayi rappo ani tiriga, Athaya pattinchukoledu, nannu oravthalaki tarimesaru. Appudu na atha kalla loni anadham ippatiki gurthe. e lopu sudden ga valla chinabbayi ki legs den ge say. Edolaga bathike unnadu. Kani em matladadu. A aunty ni chusi bhayapadathadu. Ila konni rojulaki na lovvu pelli a bhuchodi( Friend koduku) tho ipoyindi. Vadoka sadist ani tarvatha ardhamayyindi daniki. Nana himsalu pettaru. Civariki vadine lepesaru. Elopu movayya ni lepesaru. enduku ani adagadaniki vellina bava ni thana marriage lo lepesaru. Athayani lepesaru. A bammardi unnado ledo teledu. Inni badhalu oke sari padatam valla unalive cheddamani pothe Nannu oravathala oka ammayi esesindi tarvatha vallalo kalupukundi. Success ruchi chusa kani ekkuva kaalam undakundane chachindi. Nenu malli na place ki velthe mosam chesanani nannu lepesaru. Luckiga brathika. adevado peddavida vachi nenu karan born anduke chavaledandi. Tarvatha okame ki parichayam chesindi. Thana pets nannu emanale, thanaki enduko doubt vachi aara testhe thanu na maradal anta, nakoka place undanta, ani cheppi mellaga nanu lobarchukundi. (Sed lyf). Ikkada katha entayya ante thana anna na amma ni premichadu kaani thaniki movayya friend tho fix ithadi. Asusual ga lepukoni poyadu godavaindi fight ayayi nenuputtadam, amma nanna chavadam jarigayi. Movayya nannu intiki tesukelladu. Idi telisi feel ayyelopu Nannu lepayniki inkodu tayarayyadu. E lopu na love naku utharam rasi baava esthava andi. Answer cheppe lopu verevadu esesadu. Vadinko sadist. Kukkalaki raktham tagisthadu. Na love message chesthe chivariki velli godavapadi esesa. paralysis bacha gaadu pedda manishi laga matladuthunnadu. Appude telisindi e story antha. Sare kalisundama ante den gey ra andi. Nakunna inni daridralalonu na vente unna na mardhal daggaraki velli help chesthunna. Danikoti kavalanta danikosam help adigithe chestha ani maaticha. Idi evari meda fight chesthundayya ante a Aunty meda. Nannu veddamukune vadni vesesi velle tirugu prayanam lo. emindo teledu pichi ekkina danla chesthunte gathi tappaka lepesa. Unnadi ledu, unchukunnadi ledu, future lodi ledu. Malli raallu rappalane chusukuntu toorpu ki tirigi dandam petti utharaniki ki vellipoya.
Anukunnadi dakkadu. Anukoka poyina dakkadu. Dakkina undadu. Chavu kuda jali padi odilesindi. Stoicness periginde tappa e sukham ledu. Fuck my sed lyf.

Mowaa serious ra jokes vodhu😅
Oka ammai insta lo parichayam aiyindhi insta lo ok fine antha baney vundhi chat last lo naku pelli aiyindhi ani shock ichindhi, valla husband valla bava ney anta, forced marriage istam ledhu ani direct ga chepinchina kuda valla dad tho force chesi chepinchukunad anta.🫠
Aiythey oka frnd la vundham aney anukuna kaani ee summer lo meet aiyyi intimate avdham andhi amey.cheytamiki naku ok but pelli aiyna amey tho ila cheytam thapey ga ani vundhi, malli edhoti le esedham ani kuda vundhi, ika pothey pelli aiyna kuda valla husnband em patinchukod anta nen cheppa chala sarlu nee husband thoney nuvu life long vundedhi inka em cheylev ga adjust aiypo ani, try to love ani ala cheppa.but valla husband emeytho asalu time ae spend cheyad anta, food house chuskuntadu ok kaani inka husband lanti feel aiythey asal vundadh anta ameyki.
Oka pilla kuda ameyki em telikunda aiypoyindhi adhantha, forced aae le mowa.so sad to here.
Sarey manam em cheylem valla amma kavalani ala chesindhi 10years age gap vuna kuda, ippufu nen em cheyal mowa🥲
K*thamuskoni vundra huka antara ledha itimate avocha?asalem cheyalo theyatla🫠
Btw my age :20,mee age kuda mention cheyandi mowa konchem mee perspective ardham avthadhi ,yevaraina mee circle ilantivi yemaina face chesthey consequences ento kuda chepandi mowa🙂

Could be Puppe the saddest song ever? I mean, Till's gutural is pretty intense, and new, so emotional...
Whats the story tho? Sad story keeping the soul of Zeit. Puppe is really sad, or amma wrong??

M led bondhas, eroj maaku maa pakkinti vallaki oka peddha godava aindi.
E godava lo chala nenu (23M) and pakkindi vaadu (22M) picture lo unnam. Nen vaadi kante 1 year peddha. Chinnapati nundi kalse perigaam, used to be friends.
4 years back same conflict valla maaku vallaki maatalu lekunda poinai.
Okay back to the current story, so natural ga nenu vaadini ‘ra’ ane antaanu. So e godava avthunnapdu kuda alane pilcha. Inthalo valla chinna nanna vachi dooraadu godavalo. Nenu athani meedhaki kuda aricha.
Epdu e argument lo m aindi ante, intha sepu nen ‘ra’ antunna kadha, adi alane valla peddhananna ki podam lo noru jaarindi. Kaani nen full ga ‘ra’ ani aithe analedhu. I controlled my tongue.
So inthalo ah pakkinti vaadu (huge personality), (nen call lo matladuthunna parallel ga maa akka tho) nen chudanpdu he grabbed my neck and thrown me off to the side.
Naak assal m aindo artm kaale kaasepu. Maa amma run cheskuntu vachi, “maa vaadi meedhe chey vestava ra” anindi. Apdu artm aindi naaku nannu vaadu thosaadu ani.
Nenu vaadi meedha pothundaga, inka andaru vachi aapinaaru nannu and vaadni.
Epdu problem yekkada vastundi ante, maadi political family, oka factionist background unnadi la anukondi.
Maa amma eroju maa cousin brothers ki phone chesi, ela ela ani cheppindi nyt. Vallu assalu full rage lo unnaru epdu. Epdaa maaku cheppe d. Ndukintha late chesaaru, Repu 20-30 mems veskoni vachi vaadi sangathi cheptaam antunnaru.
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Epdu naa doubt ndi ante e gonthu pattukoni thoyyadam edantha peddha deal ah? I don’t know to what extent my family has their pride. Naakaithe alantivi m lev. Nen chala light theeskunna. Kaani maa vallu ala cheyyi ala vestaadu vaadu. Adi chaala peddha thappu antunnaru.
Police kuda ochaadu madhyalo, case vestaara ani adigaadu, maa amma mem deal cheskuntaam le sir anindi.
Epdendi paristiti. Case veddam ankunte vaadu life pothundi. FIR easy ga raapinchestaaru maa cousin brothers alanti palukubadi undi. Vaadi on life ruin avthundemo ani alochistunna.
M cheyyali antaaru? Naa position lo meerunte m chestaaru?

Im 16(f) and tbh don't even know what happened today kinda just bang *explosion* From the start, somehow we've been together like, that guy 15(m)will appear out of like holes and still end up next to me. Going back the things we do together, its just like the bare minimum. First started like maybe the church play?? Idk but that started like November around-ish. How did us two end up being husband and wife... And then people saying 'oh they would look good as a couple' ??. But at school were the stereotypical enemies relationship...
Then idk randomly having to sit next to him during Sunday school exam even though I went the furthest away to purposely ignore him?? I sat on the table he wasnt at first, but then i got moves to sit next right next to him??
Then uh bible reading?? My teacher said 'I chose the best pair to read!' ESCUSE YOU? I still dont get how we would be the best pair when we both hate speaking. The only thing hes good at speaking and im not ToT
Uh and then in class scenario the guy made it the most obvious that he wanted to copy my work* "Do you want to see my work or?" -me "yes please". What the flip flack..
TODAY THO. Still processing it. Continuously looking back, [this is in after school revision too...] I think it was another girl tho idk (cause i heard a friend say 'oh yh he looks impressed when that girl says something' and i was like oh!) But then going back to the situation, I noticed it once and I was oh! Ignored it and carried on writing, but then within the next few second he looked again and flipping eye contact umm girl what?? The next time my friend noticed ToT and she was like. "yo did you see that" "yh..." "he was looking at you" " yh ik" *giggles hysterically* <-- (my friend). "yo he wants you"<---(also my friend) idk if that were the exact words but something around the lines like that.
And then my siseter and her friend (who is the guys sister) keeps persuading me to like him so they can be 'in laws' what the actual flip. And amma (my mum) she was giggling when my sister said 'oh tat him and me could be married so me and jessica can be 'in laws'. Why the flapjack are you giggling when its about marriage....
nu uh im confused but my opinions on him:?? lets see​
Do I like him? Idk but hes not a bad guy
Do I like the little attentions? Yes why wouldn't I? ive never dated anybody...​
The feeling I do have for him? Hate but not as passionate as before I guess??​
If he asked me out would I say yes? Depends on how he says it and then go form there I think. But im not considering saying yes either?​
Erm,,, idk im confused but im just gonna go along with whatevers happining. Im just overly confused if he like me or not or if he's just playing with me. Cause now i keep overthinking it.
Is he giving signs or is it just normal?

Iam 31m got a govt job at the age of 20 basiga nenu chala shy. Chinnappati nundi mohamatam ekkuva.prathi daniki bayam ekkuva.mukyam ga ammailatho matladalante kinda nundi karipoyedi. Iam a 5feet11 well built. After the job i taking care of sister studies. Job vachina nundi konni marriage proposal vachevi.kaani sister undi kadha mundu thananu settle cheddam ani oppukoledu.pyga vachina vallu sister badyatha theesukokudadannatlu behave chese vallu.adi naaku nachhaka nenu deniki commit avvaledu.finally she gets a bank job when iam at 25.but bank vaadu ameku dooranga vere state lo oppoint chesadu.distance dooram iynandu valla ame ku etuvanti marriage set avvaledu.a tarvatha covid happens two years varaku etuvanti proposals dorakaledu. Finalga last year chala roju try cheyyaga cheyyaga taga thana marriage ayyindi.Inka a tarvatha naku marriage kosam vethukuthunnaru.but vacchina prathi ammayiki software engineer ee kavalantaru,fair skin kavalantaru,rich ga undalantaru.naa job tho polisthe software lo salary baga vasthundi ani telusu.ammayilaku city culture posh culture istapadatharani telusu.but maadi chala modest family nanna vyavasayam.amma housewife. Maa nannaku maa thaatha chesina appulu therchatam to jeevitham saripoyindhi.memu iddaram chinnappati nundi govt school lone chadivevallam maa nanna pvt school fees kattaleka. Naaku dabbu value telusu.adi lekapothe jeevitham ela undudho kuda telusu. Recent ga oka match vacchindi ammayi vaallu koddiga rich. Vallaku prathidi grand ga undalantaru ammayiki 180gr vaddanam.200gr kasula peru cheyinchamantaru. (Vallu 2acres land ammai peru meeda ishtam annaru) Kaani antha money gold meeda pettalante chala kastam gradual ga kontam ante oppukontaledu. Maaku maa vallaku chupinchukovali antaaru. Nenu efford cheyyaleka kaadu kaani (humble brag : nenu stocks lo invest chesthude naa daggara 35 lakh varaku portfolio untunde.vaadi stocks ani chebithe adedo pekata annattu face pettadu.)oka 25 lakh oke saari bangaram meeda pettadam istam ledu ani anna.pilla babuki gold investment antha manchidi kaadu ani analysis cheppa. Vaadu em anukunnado emo kaani one week tarvatha maa nanna phone chesthe memu vero sambandam set chesukunnam. Abbayi software engineer.car undi 18lakh package abbayi konni rojulo abroad vellipothadu maa ammayini koda thanatho thesukupothadani cheppi pettesadu. Valla tharapu oka aya phone chese maa nanna nu thakkuva chesi matladadu. Ponile anukunna kaani prathi vaalu ela edo karanam cheppi vellipovadam tho nejamga nenu thakkuva ani feel vasthundi.oka ammayi ayithe face nachaledu ani naa moham meede cheppesindhi. Recent ga i feel slightly depressing and lonely its not like naaku pelli avvatledu ani kaani andaru naakanna perfect ga unnara ane feeling vasthundi Eroju aa ammayi pelli monna valla nanna vacchi card kuda icchadu just for rubb it on my face. Emi anukokandi podunne edo down feel ayyi naa badha cheppukontunnanu

maa ammamma tharam: purvam aadavallaki chaduvu ekkuva cheppinchevaaru kaadu, edo oka sambandham chusi chinna vayasu lone pelli chesi pampesevaaru. aadapilla ante bharuvu, abbadaalu chepthey aadapilla lu pudatharu ani saamethalu cheppi bhayapettevaaru.
maa amma tharam: maa ammamma tharam naati bhayaalu, murkhatvaalu janalallo unna, unnanthalo koddo goppo chaduvkunnaru, intermediate thone aapesina snehithuralu chala mandi unnaru, ayina intlo thantaalu padi, elagola degree complete chesaru, udyogam ochelopu manchi sambandam ochindani, abbayidi manchi sthiramaina udyogam ani, nela tiragagaane manchi jeetham osthundani pelli chesi pampesaru. vochina mogudu manchi vadu ani anukovaali emo, udyogam cheddam ani anukunna, ekkuva avakasaalu levu, gruhini gaane undipovalsochindi
maa akka tharam: amma chaduvkundi kada, kuthurni kuda baaga chadivinchindi. aadavallu goppavaaru, magavallatho samanulu ani chaala utshaham tho chala pootillo palgoni, aadavalla aikyatha, prathyekatha chati cheppali ani anedi. chaduvu poorthi ayina taruwatha manchi udyogam ochindi. udyogam chesthu sampadisthunna akka ki thanakante pedda udyogam, ekkuva sampadana unnathaney bhartha ga kavali ani sharathu, ammanannalaki kuda adey kavali. rendella tarawatha abbayidi chaala pedda packagee ani pelli chesi pampesaaru.
idantha aadavallani balavantham tho cheyinchaaro, leka aadavalle valla valla korikala valla chesaro ani charcha pettadaniki kaadu, leda andaru aadavallu ila chesthunnaru ani kaadu, untaremo konthamandi veyyi ki vella meeda lekkapettetantha mandi. emo naku telisina vallalo aadavallu antha entha goppaga chaduvlu chadvukunna, entha pedda udyogaalu vyaparaalu chesthunna, ekkuva sampadana unna magavallane pelli cheskunnaru. saamanatvam antha sampadana deggarki ochesariki enduku pattinchukoru mari?
maarpu ki chaala samayam padthundi, enno taraalu marithey kaani maarpulu kanapadavu. oche tharam lo marpu ela untndo maa akka kuthuru perigi pellieedu ki osthey kaani teledu emo. ah tharam ayina magavaadi ki ekkuva sampadana undaali aney daridrapu samajika alochana nunchi bayatapadithey bavundu.

this is gonna be long.
so my grandma has four kids - pedhamma, amma, pinni, mavayya.
my mom and i stay with her parents, pedhamma's family lives in another city and pinni's family lives like 6 km away from us. my pinni's husband is a problematic person - he drinks, steals our money and misbehaves with women.
5 years nundi idhe katha nadusthundi. he drinks every day after work and comes home drunk, throws tantrums on his wife and kids, goes to sleep and doesn't give a fuck about house responsibilities. enno sarlu family antha kurchoni matladam - please change, quit your habits and become normal ani. ayyo promise inkeppudu cheyyanu antaaru, next day 90 eskoni osthadu. and since 5 years he has been stealing ma intlo and these days its becoming quite often. he has stolen 50k rupees this month. 10k from mom, 30k from grandma and 10k from mavayya. mavayya works in angola but he came back a week ago just to find a solution for this issue. and my babai stole 16k USD that my mavayya gifted me but the money magically reappeared after we said we'd file a complaint. he drinks 3-4 times a day, smokes like 5 times a day god knows how many cigars. its getting really intolerable athani tho. the worst thing is he fucking misbehaves with me and my mom. okaroju my mom came home crying valla inti nundi and i swear i have never felt more helpless. we literally thought of drinking poison and dying together. intlo evvaru serious ga theeskoru dhenni. pranala meedaki oche dhaka lite theeskuntaru.
pinni ki complain chesthe he's just funny antadhi. how tf is behaving like a creep funny? she knows he steals money but she doesn't let us scold him. she indirectly steals from my mavayya too. because I'm the one who manages his net banking and she takes 3/4th of his salary - that's like 2.5 lpm, every month. i don't know what she does with that money.
these both are fucking toxic and the only thing I'm concerned about is their kids. na iddharu thamullu na pranam, I'm not even exaggerating. i used to take the beatings from their dad behalf of them. i used to cry when they got beaten up. this person is really ruining my family's peace guys idk what to do athani tho. konni rehabilitation centers lo join chesaru but he always managed to escape. he's a fucking suicidal bastard too. how to change these kinda stubborn men?

Asal emi teliyani rojullo ma amma besant road lo konichina shirt pant veskoni ma nanna konichina vandha rupayla paragon cheppulu veskoni school ki velli frnds mundu konchem show chestu aa cheppulu tho gattiga nadustu sound chesevadini..Ni yamma ippudemo Zara antadu Nike antadu ivi lekapothe leki la chustunnaru kontha mandi.. Roju evening school nundi vachi cricket🥺aadukune vallam or goli lu sometimes.. Ippudemo phone lu corn lu.. Summer vaste ammamma valla intiki velli cousins andaritho aadukuntu ammamma chesina pappalu tinte..it's heaven anthe.. Ippudemo ammamma valla ooru peru enti ekkada untaru.. Oorlo vinyaka chavithi vachindi ante pandaga padhi rojula mundu nunde start ayyedi prathi roju evening pooja chesaka andaritho saradaga muchatlu pettukoni rasadam tinnakane intiki vellevallam.. Sankranthi ki oorlo gangireddu lu vachay ante podukunnavadini parigethukuntu vellipoyevadini aa excitement ey veru asala.. Ippudu asalu I am feeling nothing about our festivals...
I am very happy that i experienced the best period in my childhood.. So sad and upset about the coming generations

Hi guys I was married 3 yrs ago. Maadhi arranged marriage. We were happy with our marriage pelli ayyaka chaala tirigam spent some quality time. Thanu graduated jobs kosam try chesindhi jobs em raakapovadam tho valla family marriage chesesaru. Pellayyaka thanu Job chestha Ani eppudu adagaledhu oka fine day not feeling good Ani valla puttintiki vellindhi 2 days lo vachestha Ani cheppindhi. Thanu vellaka kuda daily chat and calls cheskune vallam 2 days kaastha 10 days ayyindhi thanaki nachinappudu vasthadhi Ani nenu kuda em analedhu. Oka 2 weeks tarwatha vachindhi vachaka thanaku bangalore lo job vachindhi Ani offer letter chupinchi nenu job chestha annadhi. Naaku cheppakundane job kosam try chesindhi. nenu oppukoledhu thanaku cheppadaniki chusa kaani thanu vinaledhu edchindhi antha dooram ela ante training maatrame akkada teeskunta job ikkadane chestha Ani promise chesindhi. Amma nanna ni oppinchi thananu pampincha. Konni days dhaaka baagane undhi tarwatha calls msgs thaggipoyayi. One day call chesi divorce kaavali Ani adigindhi reason adigithe em cheppatledhu. Next day family Ni teeskoni maatladaniki vellam Aina thani oppukole divorce kaavali ani edusthundhi family cheppi chusaru vinaledhu thanu. Nenu em respond avvaledhu divorce gurinchi. Thanu court lo divorce apply chesindhi impotent and domestic violence Ani case file chesindhi. Sudden endhuku Ila chesindhi Ani ardham avvatledhu

Don't get me wrong, iPhones konnadam lo thappu ledhu, kani iPhone eyyy enduku?
Recent ga Soundbar kondham ani Bajaj Electronics poya. Akkada okka abbayi vaala amma tho kalisi ochadu. Bajaj lo EMI and Loan edho theesukuni iPhone 15 Pro Max konnadam choosa. Vaala Amma ki minimum ishtam ledhu, kantlo kopam kanna baadha choosa.
Vaala amma evo paper lu sign chesthu undaga ee abbayi tho okka maata esa. Emma em chaduvuthunav ante "Btech 1st year bhayya" annadu. Em laptop vaaduthunav ante, HP dhi edho anna 60k dhi annadu. Em babu idhe dabbu tho MacBook konnachu ga, manchiga skills imporve avthayi anna...dhaaniki aadu " Macbook intlo untadi, iphone aithey andhariki choopinchachu kadha annadu"..ala sound bar konnakunda jebulu chesthuku esukuni baytaki ochesa.
I know that iPhone hype train, why indian crave for it and all. Kani enduku ayya assala? Aa age lo 1.6 lakhs petti phone konipichadam enduko, EMI lu loan lu enduko....this gen (nenu kooda ee gen ey) is socially fucked up. Okka reality distortion lo barthukuthunam. okka laksha etti manchi laptop konnukuni, inko 30k petti manchi phone konnachu manodu. I'm no one to say, evadi ishtam aaladhi kani oorike frustration ilantivi choosthe. Nee dabbu nuvvu sampadincha ga konnukora !

Naaku ooha telisinapatnunchi almost prati new year celebrate chesukunna. School days lo unnapudu intlone celebrate chestunde parents bayata pampe varu kadu, so my routine on 31st was mostly like morning to evening school and evening intiki vache sarki Amma new year roju chese pindi vantalaki preparations chestu kurchunedi nen kuda andulo join ayye vadni. Murukulu, appala pindi pattinchadanki shop ki veladam, colour muggulu teeskovadam vache daarilo maa friend gadi inti dagara unna mamidi chettu nunchi aakulu tempukuni ravadam, ratri dinner ayyaka night motham TV mundu kurchuni New Year special programmes chudadam ivanni jarigevi. Mamulga aythe night 11 ke padukovali maa intlo rule but aa okka roju 12 varaku allowed. 12 ayyaka intlo okarki okaram HNE wish chesukovadam. Relatives ki phone chesi wish cheyatam.
College life ki ochaka friends tho celebrate cheyadam start chesa. Inter and Degree rojullo anni dabbulu undevi kadu intlo adigite maha ayte 500 iche vallu. Ayte feasibile ga untundi ani maa inti meeda epudu chesevalam. Na friends gang motham 12 members andaram 500 veskunte 6000 ayyevi, andulone biryani, starters, cold drinks, snacks, cake koni speakers and lights rent ki teeskune vallam. But ye maata ki aa maata aa 4-5 years new year apudu chesina enjoyment ye veru. Tine vallam, ratranta dancelu, cake ruddukovadam asal padukoka potunde and morning 5 ki bikes meeda velli round lu kottesi vache vallam city antha. Those were some of the best days of my life.
Degree lu aypoyaka andarki job lu ochayi so mellaga budget kuda perigindi. 2019 lo Laknavaram podam anukunam camping ki. 12 lo 5 members drop ayyaru due to various reasons but rest of us went. Per head 3k padindi. Ela undindi ante, apati antha enjoyment ledu but the experience was very different adokkate chepagalanu. Our main reason for going was that 'epudu inti meede em cheskuntam andaru tiragadanki potunaru manam kuda podam'. 2020-2021 lo COVID valla evari intlo vallu unnaru. Aythe 2022 lo malli plan cheddam ani fix ayyamu. We discussed and narrowed down to two places, Ananthagiri Hills and Cheerala beach. I preferred Ananthagiri because I had an interview on 2nd Jan. Migitha vallantha beach ani gattiga fix ayyaru. Enduku ra ante Anthagiri dagarlo mandu dorukudu kashtam anta ra cheerala aythe booze, beach anni baguntay annaru. See now I wasn't alcoholic, infact maa gang lo 2019 varaku evaru taage vaaru kaadu but I don't know when they started. Now all of sudden booze became the main priority, mandu lekunte enjoyment ledu ra ane stage ki ochesaru, I didn't like that because inthaku mundu epudu tagudu kosam occassions petukole ade priority annatu but also I cannot do much there, drinking or not it is obviously their personal choice so nen silent ga drop avtuna ani chepesa. Nenu and inkokadu drop ayyam migitha batch antha vellaru. Next day morning Happy New Year ani group lo message pedadam ani WhatsApp open chesa, oka 15-20 videos post chesi padi unnay already group lo, baaga enjoy chestunaremo ave videos anukunna. Open chesi chusi stun ayya. Andulo motham full ga taagi orrudu gola chesudu ive unnay, andulo three videos lo baaga taagi naa gurinchi comment chesaru iddaru. Like veedu waste gadu 25 age ochina inka tagadu, dooram veldam ante bhayapadtadu, veededo thopu anukuntadu, Ila chala comment chesaru. Oka video lo aythe they completely abused me. Ikada twist enti ante videos lo nannu ila comment chesina vallu iddaru are my closest friends of all the gang!! They literally know all my secrets, insecurity, weaknesses and they spilled half of them atleast in that night so that hurt me very deep. Naaku chala badhesindi, it took atleast 1 day for me to process what happened. I expected for them to give me an explanation or atleast apologize but they did none of that. Asalu em jargaledu everything was chill annatu act chesaru. Ika anthe I decided to cut my ties with all of them. Groups lo message lu chudadam cheyadam and vallani kalavadam manesa. Eerojuku ki incident jargi one year but still ipatvaraku vallani kalavaledu matladaledu.
Ee year kuda group lo message pettaru plan cheddam new year ani. Oka poll kuda pettaru but only 3 yes pedte 9 people no ani petaru. Yes Ani petna 3 members migitha andarni thitti silent aypoyaru. As usual nenu messages anni chadivi ignore chesa. So for the first time in my life I have 0 plans for my New Year. Dinner chesi Reddit scroll chestu kurchunna intha sepu. But enduko telidu chala weird ga anipinchi, New year ante edo telini sandadi unde oka pandaga laga but eesari friends vi messages levu plan lu veyadam levu, Frank ga chepalante asalu friends ey leru eesariki. Just 2023 New Year ki 2024 New Year ki one year gap lo life lo intha pedda change ochindi. I'm writing this to let it all out and also to give my advice to kids here. Nothing is permanent man.. friends epudu untaro epudu mayam aytaro telidu. If you have a good bunch of friends ekuva alochinchaku just enjoy with them you never know when is your last trip. And also if you have toxic friends then cut them loose ASAP.
Happy New Year to everyone 💐 Hope this year will be kind to you all.

Antha bane undhi 2023 aypthundhi, 2024 vasthundhi inko 2 days lo. Idhantha jarguthunte nto theliyani bhayam. Calander lo oka year add aythundhi itu mana age perguthundhi. Ni amma 30 dhagarki vasthe chalu pelli pelli pelli.... Uff nathoni aythaledh inka. Dhinamma jeevitham Poni pelli cheskoniki ready unna okkathaina sense tho alochisthada ante le... Uff... 2024 ela untavo nto

Chinnappudu new year anagaane full excitement vuntunde.. 31st night daddy tho bayatiki velli naak nachina greeting cards, chocolates anni koni, andulo naak baa nachindhi naa frnd gaadiki ivvalani pakkaki pette vaadini.. Jan 1st ki kotha battal vesukoni bayatiki velli andariki distribute chesi initiki vachi malli amma ki chupinchadam 🩷
Entha beautiful vuntunde.. alanti rojul kaavali anukunna raavemo ippudu.. missing those good old days 🥹