I’ve unlocked the CNS SCRIPT-SHIRT but it isn’t showing up under my contestant styles. I see in the event that it’s unlocked but when I go to my upper body section it’s not appearing, not even as a locked item. I’ve restarted my game and even my Xbox to no avail. Any tips on how I can use the item I’ve already unlocked?

I'm a 38 y/o female.
I was diagnosed with asthma as a kid.
Current meds Soprobec 200 two puffs AM, two puffs PM, ventolin as needed.
I moved into this flat in 2022, was fine before I moved and to begin with, then I developed worsening asthma symptoms as the months went on. I spent ages trying to fathom out the possible cause. I found no sign of mold or anything like that. then found out tobacco smoke from the man downstairs was coming into mine, it's been so bad on a couple of occasions my bathroom has 'fogged up' with smoke. I have tried everything, including having the council works department out to see if we could seal up any gaps etc, nope, no way of stopping it. He seems to vanish for long periods of time, leaving his flat empty. During these periods, my asthma symptoms vanish completely.
In response to my worsening asthma symptoms, in Jan 2024 the asthma nurses at my surgery decided to increase my ICS dose of Beclomethasone from 400mg a day to 800mg a day. Now I have high functioning Autism on top of all this, I am far from dumb or stupid, but anything to do with numbers seems to go over my head a lot of the time, even though I am better at maths now, amounts of things can still flummox me.
NOBODY told me this was considered a moderate to high dose and I should be carrying a steroid warning card, nobody, not once. I wrongly guessed it was only a few mg more than the soprobec 100 I was on. The Soprobec 100 was two puffs am, two puffs pm.
Now, since I have been on the Soprobec 200 at 800mg a day, I have developed some extreme and very disruptive possible side effects.
All possible other causes of these symptoms just got ruled out in a complete bloodwork which included diabetes, hypercalcemia, thyroid and iron deficiency, which are all possible causes of the things I have listed below, all tests have come back requiring no further action.
These are:
EXTREME, unquenchable thirst. I am drinking easily over four liters of water per day. I am also waking up several times a night for a drink, and if I go out I must carry water with me otherwise the thirst is VERY distressing. I feel dehydrated on a 'cellular level', like it doesn't matter how much I drink, I feel thirsty WHILE drinking water!.
Fatigue so bad I can hardly get up out of my chair most days and I am asleep by 9pm, where before I would like to chill with my dog watching a film or something till about 12pm. I have gone from waking literal miles through local fields and woodland with my dog, to barely being able to take her on the local park which is only across the road. I hardly ever go out, and if I do, I suffer immensely as my muscles start aching. I live upstairs and I am struggling getting up the stairs.
It feels as if I have lost all muscle tone all over my body. I no longer feel safe walking my dog as she is med size mastiff cross who is quite strong, she has almost pulled me over at times and I cannot even lift my kitchen bin bag or the laundry basket, I have NEVER had this problem before.
I have lost my appetite and have to force myself to eat every meal, often taking hours rather than minutes.
Episodes of vaginal thrush, something I have NOT had for YEARS, started when I went on this high dose of ICS.
My once 'perfect' periods are now very heavy and irregular.
I feel more angry than before. I had to seriously check my anger levels in my adult years, and developed a much more patient and stoical outlook to life, which brought my stress levels down massively. Since I went on this inhaler I have been snapping at people again, including my own family :(
Tingling hands. This can come on anytime, never had it before the inhaler.
A terrible hoarse voice and it feels like my voice is getting deeper and I am starting to sound 'male' other people have noticed this too.
Profuse sweating on my hands and feet. My hands DRIP with sweat, to the point I hide them from people. Never happened before this inhaler.
Salt and red meat cravings. I am not a big fan of either, and due to heart problems in the family I keep my salt intake low. Other day I just felt compelled to walk into the local coop and buy pork loins and a pack of beef biltong, things I haven't eaten in many moons. I recall saying to myself 'this is SO out of character for you'.
Episodes of nausea, two episodes of vomiting in the morning over two months (not preggers before anyone asks lol) which were not related to anything I had eaten.
Dizzy spells and almost fainting, usually happens if I push myself to do even basic stuff like household chores, which I usually enjoy doing.
I know these are listed as 'rare' side effects, but unusual thirst, tiredness and weakness is mentioned both in the patient info leaflet with the inhaler, and in various other information regarding side effects, such as this article: https://www.mayoclinic.org/drugs-supplements/corticosteroid-inhalation-route/side-effects/drg-20070533?p=1
I take the inhaler via a spacer, my technique is good, I've been doing this whole asthma game all my life, so I am pretty ofay with it all now lol.
I have had a battle over this inhaler with my GP and other asthma services as well. They just do NOT believe ICS can have systemic side effects, in contradiction to what the drug manufacturers say on the leaflet. I think I am going to have to go back to the GP and stand up for myself, which is not something I am good at at all, and present them with this information leaflet, which actually tells you to consult your doctor if you develop any of them!.
Would it be worth asking to try the same dose, as I do not want to risk withdrawal, I have experienced this before from ICS, but on a different steroid with a different inhaler?.
Is there any more bloodwork I could ask for, perhaps adrenal function or cortisol levels?.
I am at a loss, I need to control my asthma, but I also need to be able to live!.
Thank you for taking time to read this, I hope everyone is well and your asthma leaves you alone to enjoy the summer!. :)

I look at society and everything outside of maybe politics seems to be going in the wrong direction (and even that is 50/50). I hate modern music, modern movies aren't evolving fast enough my tastes, gaming is a stagnat ditch of digital crap. And don't even get me started on beauty trends and how it makes finding someone even more difficult than it is for people like us.
Family life isn't much better. I love my parents but they make liking them extremely difficult. Mom's hypercritical about everything I do and dad turns everything I say into a fucking argument. On top of that my mom thinks my brother is sabatgoing her and her boyfriend despite the fact that he lives 400 miles away.
I want to do more activities with my two closest friends but they are both disabled. One lost half his eyesight in one eye due to a freak accident the other has Cron's that got really bad and long story short he got stuck with a colostomy bag and the doctors keep giving him false hope about being put back together. As such they can't do much with me except go to the movies.
I have no reason to believe society is going to improve and I'm already on as much medication as I can be. I don't see any path forward that doesn't involve me slowly rotting on this rock until my body gives out.

disclaimer before I get to the actual post: I’m not self diagnosed (fully support self diagnosis tho) but my country doesn’t use the level system I’m 20F diagnosed at the age of 17. I know I’m pretty good at masking, people who don’t really know how autism usually presents in afab people can tell that there’s something a little off about me and treat me differently but I don’t think it’s enough to the level 2 point? I was completely unable to say even a word to strangers when I was a kid but ig it was just brushed off as being shy. At school I never really talked to anyone and really struggled to understand how the hell do I make friends. It just felt like everyone was in on some big secret to how to socialize and I had no idea what it was. I only started making some friends at the age of 14 when I found other neurodivergent and mentally ill people but even then I always felt like an outsider. I also don’t know if my support needs are level 1 or 2. As a kid and young teen I wasn’t able to keep up with school or daily tasks like cleaning, showering on brushing my teeth. I don’t know why, I just couldnt ever get myself to do it and I didn’t really have a parent to help me with that stuff. I’d spend the whole time playing video games that brought me comfort. Mind you I did live in a pretty abusive household so that also for sure impacted my ability to function. As soon as I turned 18 I dropped out of school and got a job. The dropped out part was a good decision but the job destroyed me mentally. After just the first week I was so overwhelmed and dysregulated I attempted and ended up in a hospital. I went back to work after 2 weeks tho and managed to keep working by abusing alcohol until 3 months later I was so exhausted I ODed again (not as badly tho) to have an excuse not to go to work. I quit the job right after that and was unable to function for the next 3 months after which I gave in to my parents, societal and financial pressure and got another job that I lasted 9 months in. It was a little easier as I made sure I worked only 2-3 shifts a week but eventually once again I slipped into alcohol and my brain and body just stopped functioning properly. My tourette’s also got worse to a point of it making it even harder for me to work as my wrists would lock in one position. It’s been 8 months since then and I’ve slowly realized that I am disabled and I will never be able to live alone. I wouldn’t be able to get groceries, clean, throw the trash out regularly, work enough to afford to live and just do any other adult thing. But then again I know level 2 requires more communication issues? I’m just very confused and bothered by the inability to fit myself into one or another label

With consistent efforts and a clutch nat 20, my party adopted Ernest and is going to bring him with them and I’m gonna let them.
Not quite sure how/where this will go. This game already has so many lil guys who join the crew but they love this man in a monkey body so much. Do I have them find the monkey in his human body somewhere along the way?
Any fun ideas are incredibly welcome

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Heres my idea for an open world crime based action adventure game:
I want a modern open world game with modern graphics, modern physics, driving and combat mechanics, the whole 9 yards, but it takes place in New Orleans LA in the Early 2000’s, the game would have hundreds and hundreds of licensed cars, licensed songs ALL period correct and as many licensed brands as i can get in the game to make the setting more resemble real life, we’ve seen so many fantasy brands and fake cities and companies based off real life companies and i want to change that, i want all electronics of the era to be 100% accessible and usable in the game, everything from Motorola Razr’s, PDA’s, Laptops and The Internet in FULL early 2000’s style, Alpine and Sony X-Plod Car Headunits etc
Im going to say this now: there would be ZERO references or mentions of Hurricane Katrina in this game, the timeline would be 2002 to Summer 2005 before Katrina, Katrina wouldn’t be mentioned as it wouldn’t exist
The story is about a young transgender woman in her 20’s who lives in the Lower 9th Ward of New Orleans, she drives a beat up 80’s-Early 90’s Pontiac at the start of the game and lives with her sister, at the beginning of the game nobody respects her, misgenders her and deadnames her, the idea is to hit the nail on the head with how trans people are treated on a daily basis, she progresses through the underground hustling ranks of New Orleans after being offered a job and proves to be someone who will go to great lengths to get the job done, everything from street racing in a scene that fully captures Early 2000’s tuner culture, winning cars in pinkslip races, shootouts from deals gone bad in nightclubs, encounters with corrupt police officers etc, at the end of the game shes a wealthy kingpin in the city and has earned the respect of mostly everyone and everyone speaks highly of her, i also want to slip in alot of little references to games and franchises i love like Earthbound, Clock Tower, Tony Hawk’s Underground 2, 2 Fast 2 Furious, Bad Boys, Need For Speed etc and make the user interface and menus feel like its from the Early 2000’s but also pay homage and respect to New Orleans Mardi Gras and jazz culture and for the world to be crammed full of life with NPC’s, animals, weather, random events, random encounters and interactions and basically how it would be in real life
The map i want to be the most accurate virtual recreation of New Orleans ever done just circa 2002-2005, i want as many enterable interiors in the game as possible, i want to include everything from Jazzland Theme Park, the Bayou areas, Lake Pontchatrain, East New Orleans, The SuperDome, the then New Orleans Arena next door, Shopping Malls, Car Dealerships for each brand in the game, Upper class Neighborhoods, Trailer Parks, Nightclubs, bars and of course the French quarter and Canal Street
I also want to take customization to a whole new level, give a Sims like ability to customize, furnish and build your home and character however you like, and of course the Early 2000’s fashion will be in full swing here, i want the most in-depth car customization of any game ever, its the early 2000’s after all, i want body kits, bumpers, hoods, wings, headlights and tail lights, the ability to customize the headunit in your car, put subwoofers in the trunk, rims, spinners, donks, lambo doors, underglow and of course in depth performance upgrades ALL parts be name brand, like Bomex body kits, TYC tail lights, JL Audio Amps, Subwoofers, Lowenhart, Lexani, Asanti, DUB and TIS rims, APR aluminum wings etc, i basically want to make the customization in Need For Speed Underground 2 look like a mobile game
And the car list, i want to have over 600 fully licensed cars in the game minimum and be fully customizable down to every single part, since the plot of the game starts in 2002 and ends in 2005, i want NOTHING newer than 2006 in the game
Cadillac Escalade, Hummer H2 and Chrysler 300C are a must, but i also want to have the 99-04 Mustang, both V6 and GT, Ferrari 360 Modena, Spider and Challenge Stradale, Ferrari 550, Lamborghini Murcièlago and Gallardo, but also include more common lesser loved cars like the Chevy Cavalier, Pontiac Sunfire, Pontiac Grand Am, Geo Metro, Dodge Neon, Chrysler Concorde, Chevy Celebrity, Ford Taurus etc, and of course i’ll have bikes, boats, planes, helicopters and all other types of vehicles
Yeah its a GTA/Saints Row type game, but i want to raise the bar, push boundaries and do something different thats never been done before

Rohit Sharma's body language after being replaced by Hardik has been horrible all season.
He should have embraced the change and being a team player. All we see is him minding his business, looking dejected or showing low energy.
In recent games he is playing as impact player.
All the wholesome things we hear about fellow indian players about Rohit could have been validated if Rohit had embraced the change.
Also even now when he is not captain, he is not expected to lead the batting unit of MI, at best a cameo is enough from him.

Hey there, I'm looking for someone new to talk to with the possibility of it becoming something more! (as the title says, I do prefer much larger body types as they're cute to me, but please know I'm not looking for sexual chat!) I really love learning about people, and would love to learn about someone new, about their passions and interests, and have someone who loves doing the same in return! I ideally would like to talk on discord eventually!
As the title says, I'm definitely more of a nerd than anything, haha. I love reading, cooking and baking, video games, and generally more homebody hobbies. I currently live in California and I'm going to start my first year of College this fall! To describe myself, I'm around 5'10, dark brown hair, hazel eyes, and I'm on the chubby side myself (although I'm losing weight, down 10 pounds and counting!). I'm also asexual, so I'd like someone who's okay with that!
For a partner, I'd ideally want someone genuine and caring, and while not required, it'd really help if you shared some of my hobbies! I don't have many appearance preferences, tbh!

Hey there, I'm looking for someone new to talk to with the possibility of it becoming something more! (as the title says, I do prefer much larger body types as they're cute, but please know I'm not looking for sexual chat!) I really love learning about people, and would love to learn about someone new, about their passions and interests, and have someone who loves doing the same in return! I ideally would like to talk on discord eventually!
As the title says, I'm definitely more of a nerd than anything, haha. I love reading, cooking and baking, video games, and generally more homebody hobbies. I currently live in California and I'm going to start my first year of College this fall! To describe myself, I'm around 5'10, dark brown hair, hazel eyes, and I'm on the chubby side lol. I also lean towards the asexual spectrum, so I'd like someone okay with that!
For a partner, I'd ideally want someone genuine and caring, and while not required, it'd really help if you shared some of my hobbies! I don't have many appearance preferences, tbh!

I went back to school as an adult. I'm 32 and have been back in school for 1 year. However despite being 32, most people think I look in my 20s, like 23-25.
I will tell you I absolutely love being in college. The people I meet, the trips we take. I'm really trying to make the most of this experience. I'm currently maintaining a 4.0 GPA but I'm also in a few different clubs. I'm in the process of starting a Billiard's club. I'm working in an internship over the summer and just got offered a job for when the internship is over. We go skiing and mountain biking and take trips to conferences in NYC and New Orleans and all over the place. After working bs jobs and working open to close and dealing with customer service etc etc, college is like an escape to a resort. However, a problem tends to come up when my age is brought up..
Everyone I meet we tend to hit it off. We get along in class, in club meetings, on the trips we take etc. I'll get invited over for poker games or cookouts. Everything is great. Then I get asked my age... And I tell them 32 and I just see their entire body language shift. They are genuinely shocked and they'll tell me they thought I was just a really mature 23 year old. At first I just took it as flattering, thinking surely all of the good times we've had won't get outweighed by my age.. but it does seem to make a difference to them. I won't get invited as much, they won't want to hang out on campus. Sometimes I ask myself why do I care what a bunch of kids who are 12 years younger than I am thinks but it just sucks getting dismissed for something that is out of your control and doesn't change who I am or the quality of engagement I bring.
At first I thought it was just the one group, but then it would happen again. Great times with new people I met, then get asked my age, then ghosted. So my question is is it ok to just lie? I feel like if I just told them I was 24 that they wouldn't feel so weird and we could keep hitting it off. But part of me feels like I shouldn't have to lie and if they really don't want to hang out with me just because of my age I should just move on and think of it as their loss.
And listen I'm not asking if I should lie so I can be a weirdo. I'm not asking about sleeping with girls or trying to do anything unethical. I'm just looking for a second perspective on considering this so I can make the most of this decision to go back to school. I mean don't women lie about their age all the time?

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So, I've always been a big fan of Fallout 3/NV, really tried to love FO4 but sadly never stuck with me - never dabbled in FO76, but I still love the series and the lore behind it. One of my biggest soft spots for the series are the super mutants/FEV stuff.
I absolutely adored the designs and approach of the super mutants in 3/NV, and quite honestly I was pretty disappointed by how much the creepy/scary factor was dialed down for that strain of super mutants in FO4/76. From what seemed to be a very brief glimpse at a wanted poster of a super mutant in the TV show, seems like the art direction is continuing with the big grumpy green guy aesthetic rather than the freakish hulking demon design of FO3/NV.
How would you guys like to see the super mutants treated in the future, whether in the TV show or another game (ehh albeit said future instalment would likely come along in like 2035 or something)? I feel like the creepy body horror elements have slowly gone away and I think I'd like to see some of that again!

My party did their final battle with Strahd and his defeat was one of the sickest “how do you want to do this” moments ever.
Context: One of my players’ backstory is he fought Strahd hundreds of years ago only to be bested by the vampire. However, due to circumstances surrounding his death, his body instead became soulless and wandered aimlessly for centuries before finally being drawn to the current party (“invisible hand of fate,” Madam Eva says; plot devices, amirite?).
Sure enough, the party’s destined final battle with Strahd arrives and both sides are prepared. Party has the sunsword, holy symbol, and I empowered the Tome of Strahd to give advantage against Strahd’s spell saves to the attuned character (as per the well-known one-shot version). However, Strahd will not be fighting alone as he has summoned zombies, vampire spawn, his bat swarms, etc. LOTS of monsters on the board but a well-rested, well-prepared party can handle it. And it was EPIC! Guts fly, monsters litter the castle, player almost dies but Death Ward is clutch!
Finally, Strahd is on the ropes and I elect to turn him invisible and have him travel through the walls. However, he was not anticipating that the man he defeated centuries ago would be the one to destroy him. It is my player’s turn and he is under the effects of Enlarge and happens to have the Holy Symbol of Ravenkind active with sunlight. He hears Strahd enter a hallway within his movement range and books it toward him. Despite being invisible, Strahd is hit twice and his HP falls to 0. His tomb was invaded and destroyed by the party in a prior session. So alas, Strahd has nowhere to go.
“How do you want to do this?” I say.
My player narrates: I pick him up with my enlarged hand by the neck and with my other hand, I put the still sunlit Holy Symbol in his mouth.
After centuries of aimless wandering, his character finally got that sweet taste of revenge as the body of the one who caused his hundreds of years of desolation crumbles to ash and dust!
My table goes wild. Barovia is free…
PS: this player is 9-yrs old and this is his first game ever. I did change and bend rules, not to mention our house rules, when it was to the benefit of the atmosphere but otherwise played quite clean. I hope he remembers it forever.

Edited to add - does not necessarily have to be science fiction!
I'm 25 and had never read a book in its entirety for the past decade plus. The only reading I'd done is sporadic readings for college courses and documentation for my work.
But recently, on a long flight from NYC to Tokyo, I decided to try reading The Three Body Problem on the recommendation of a friend.
I was instantly hooked and could not put it down. I finished the entire thing during the flight, and I started The Dark Forest right afterward and finished it when flying back. I absolutely adore these books.
I'm afraid that I will not have much incentive to continue reading books if I don't find more books as well-written and compelling as these, so please give me some suggestions that will keep my newfound interest in books going!
More context -
I can't put into words all of the reasons I love the trilogy, because I honestly don't know them all myself.
But to help guide the suggestions here: I think one of the reasons I love it is just the narrative and how it's structured.
It starts off as a somewhat sardonic commentary on the Cultural Revolution ; then slowly introduces a mystery ; then unwraps the layers of that mystery to reveal a cosmic-scale civilizational threat in the backdrop of intense human disaffection and conflict.
I just loved how the books weaved so many things together, jumping from fantastical sci-fi to game theory to psychology to personal narrative to space opera , to tell a really compelling story.
Much of it was just fantastical sci-fi, but there was also so much that was just thought provoking, especially the dark forest hypothesis that is explored in more depth in the second book and the linking of our ability to do fundamental research with our ability to technologically innovate.
I also really like the writing: pointed, almost satirical, for particularly absurd moments ( e.g., in the first book, the struggle session ); solemn and awe-inspiring for the powerful moments of self-sacrifice or human triumph in the face of adversity.
At times, the writing is just beautiful, with some passages' being particularly melancholy, chilling, or inspiring.
To give an idea of the kind of writing I particularly like, some of my favorite passages include:

The fleet accelerated with no disruption to its formation, its huge wall blocking out the sun, and then made a stately advance into space with the force of a thundercloud, declaring to the universe the dignity and invincibility of the human race.
[...]
At this moment, all the stars in the galaxy silently held back their light, and Human and God stepped out proudly into the universe as one.

It was impossible to expect a moral awakening from humankind itself, just like it was impossible to expect humans to lift off the earth by pulling up on their own hair. To achieve moral awakening required a force outside the human race.
This thought determined the entire direction of Ye’s life.

As that distant world held its breath to listen, neither ant nor spider was aware that they, out of all life on Earth, were the sole witnesses to the birth of the axioms of cosmic civilization.

At the end, an adult and a child stand in front of the grave of a Red Guard who had died during the faction civil wars. The child asks the adult, ‘Are they heroes?’ The adult says no. The child asks, ‘Are they enemies?’ The adult again says no. The child asks, ‘Then who are they?’ The adult says, ‘History.'”

Ten thousand times the web could be destroyed, and ten thousand times the spider would rebuild it. There was neither annoyance nor despair, nor any delight, just as it had been for a billion years.

"Look at them, the bugs. Humans have used everything in their power to extinguish them: every kind of poison, aerial sprays, introducing and cultivating their natural predators, searching for and destroying their eggs, using genetic modification to sterilize them, burning with fire, drowning with water. Every family has bug spray, every desk has a flyswatter under it… this long war has been going on for the entire history of human civilization. But the outcome is still in doubt. The bugs have not been eliminated. They still proudly live between the heavens and the earth, and their numbers have not diminished from the time before the appearance of the humans. The Trisolarans who deemed the humans bugs seemed to have forgotten one fact: The bugs have never been truly defeated."
A small black cloud covered the sun and cast a moving shadow against the ground. This was not a common cloud, but a swarm of locusts that had just arrived. As the swarm landed in the fields nearby, the three men stood in the middle of a living shower, feeling the dignity of life on Earth. Ding Yi and Wang Miao poured the two bottles of wine they had with them on the ground beneath their feet, a toast for the bugs.

Hi. Is it just me or some of you also have period in life when you were a TERF? Curious to read about others experience especially how you finally accepted yourself. Feel free to ask anything too.
Radical feminism comes to my life from one of my detrans ftm friend. It helped her to accept herself and she is happy now. That's why I'm not against the whole movement. If it helps someone I'm okay with that. But when I was radfem it's always felt like I support my friends, my sisters, but not myself. Maybe that how straight lgbt allies felt?
I questioned myself why I feel bad when I see some content with straight people and thought maybe I just hate woman role. I tried to date men who less masculine so they could give me leader role. But everything I like in relationship it's all about friendship. When it comes to compliments, flirt, touching I felt weird and not like it at all. Radical feminism taught me that it's okay to not like it because of male gaze. Then I decided not dating at all.
I had few attempts to become lesbian. I thought I just don't like myself and it's inner lesbophobia, but it was strange that I never like real woman. Only some characters in games and movies.
I don't like my body. Not hating and maybe that's thanks to radfem and their love for gnc people. I thought maybe it's because I'm not skinny. I lose weight, but it's also not helped. I feel less insecure around people, but I still not feel pretty or loving my body. I just not associate my body with myself.
I was transphobic yes. I thought ftm is just confused lesbians and mtf is just perverts. I never understand why transmen don't like when radfem involved them in their spaces. With transwomen I can't say radfem were entirely wrong. Transwomen just super unlucky with their transtrenders that not trans at all but they are the loudest. I think if not all this modern trans community there's be no terf.
Sorry if there's some mistakes. English is not my native. If I said something bad I'm sorry. I was in transphobic place for years. It's still can be in my head, but I'm learning.

Randomly getting crashes today about 10 seconds after loading into my game. Game was working fine a few days ago. Here's my crash log:
Yvileapsis' Brad Boimler (God, I f*cking hate that show) version 4.5 beta 4 at 2024-05-14 04:07:04.8623265
If this file is empty, then your game didn't crash or something went so wrong even crash logger was useless! :snig:
Topmost stack module is NOT ALWAYS the crash reason! Exercise caution when speculating!
Exception C0000005 caught!
Thread: [FNV] AI Linear Task Thread 2
Calltrace:
0xAE28FE44 ==> FalloutNV (0x00D0D7D8) : EntryPoint+0xFFFFFFFF
0xAE28FE74 ==> FalloutNV (0x00D0F06E) : EntryPoint+0xFFFFFFFF
0xAE28FEB4 ==> FalloutNV (0x00CF8C96) : EntryPoint+0xFFFFFFFF
0xAE28FEEC ==> FalloutNV (0x00CF8763) : EntryPoint+0xFFFFFFFF
0xAE28FF14 ==> FalloutNV (0x004BA9B5) : EntryPoint+0xFFFFFFFF
0xAE28FF48 ==> FalloutNV (0x00453624) : EntryPoint+0xFFFFFFFF
0xAE28FF54 ==> FalloutNV (0x008C8042) : EntryPoint+0xFFFFFFFF
0xAE28FF60 ==> FalloutNV (0x008C71A8) : EntryPoint+0xFFFFFFFF
0xAE28FF6C ==> FalloutNV (0x008C7764) : EntryPoint+0xFFFFFFFF
0xAE28FF74 ==> FalloutNV (0x00AA64E0) : EntryPoint+0xFFFFFFFF
0xAE28FF84 ==> KERNEL32 (0x10017BA9) : BaseThreadInitThunk+0x19
0xAE28FFDC ==> ntdll (0x1006BE3B) : RtlInitializeExceptionChain+0x6B
0xAE28FFEC ==> ntdll (0x1006BDBF) : RtlClearBits+0xBF
Registry:
REG VALUE DEREFERENCE INFO
eax 0x00000001
ebp 0x707914C0 0x010C3BC4 ==> Class: ahkpWorld
ebx 0x768F5FC0
ecx 0xD4069A40
edi 0x95ADBED4
edx 0x00000000
eip 0x00D0D7D8
esi 0x312ECCB0
esp 0xAE28FE00
Stack:
# VALUE DEREFERENCE INFO
0 0x0000001B
1 0x7070C8E0 0x010CD45C ==> Class: hkpContinuousSimulation
2 0xAE28FEA0
3 0x707914E8
4 0x95ADBED8
5 0xFFFFFFFF
6 0x6FE42840
7 0x6FE428C0
8 0xDA3669EC
9 0xB9E1A200 0x010C7888 ==> Class: hkpRigidBody
15 0x707914C0 0x010C3BC4 ==> Class: ahkpWorld
18 0x7070C8E0 0x010CD45C ==> Class: hkpContinuousSimulation
1C 0x70777140 0x010CD34C ==> Class: hkpDefaultWorldMaintenanceMgr
20 0x707914C0 0x010C3BC4 ==> Class: ahkpWorld
21 0x7070C8E0 0x010CD45C ==> Class: hkpContinuousSimulation
22 0x38289700 0x010AE670 ==> Class: , failed to get string for label
2F 0x707914C0 0x010C3BC4 ==> Class: ahkpWorld
32 0x707914C0 0x010C3BC4 ==> Class: ahkpWorld
33 0x510E8510 0x010C69F4 ==> Class: bhkWorldM: Name: ";`"
38 0x38289780 0x01085688 ==> Class: AILinearTaskThread
3A 0x510E8510 0x010C69F4 ==> Class: bhkWorldM: Name: ";`"
3E 0x310E7E00 0x01020698 ==> Class: GridCellArray
57 0x38289780 0x01085688 ==> Class: AILinearTaskThread
5A 0x38289780 0x01085688 ==> Class: AILinearTaskThread
5F 0x38289780 0x01085688 ==> Class: AILinearTaskThread
63 0x38289780 0x01085688 ==> Class: AILinearTaskThread
67 0x38289780 0x01085688 ==> Class: AILinearTaskThread
7E 0x38289780 0x01085688 ==> Class: AILinearTaskThread
Memory:
MinimumWorkingSetSize: 200.00 KB
MaximumWorkingSetSize: 1.35 MB
PeakWorkingSetSize: 1.54 GB
WorkingSetSize: 1.46 GB
QuotaPeakPagedPoolUsage: 1.60 MB
QuotaPagedPoolUsage: 1.25 MB
QuotaPeakNonPagedPoolUsage: 934.60 KB
QuotaNonPagedPoolUsage: 152.24 KB
PageFaultCount: 1.62 MB
PagefileUsage: 1.89 GB
PeakPagefileUsage: 1.97 GB
Module bases:
0x6FA00000 - 0x6FA88000 ==> symamsi, C:/Program Files/Norton Security/Engine32/22.24.3.2/symamsi.dll
0x03D40000 - 0x03D77000 ==> BtMmHook, C:/Program Files/WIDCOMM/Bluetooth Software/SysWOW64/BtMmHook.dll
0x3BF60000 - 0x3BF81000 ==> CSERHelper, C:/Program Files (x86)/Steam/CSERHelper.dll
0x40890000 - 0x409E3000 ==> GameOverlayRenderer, C:/Program Files (x86)/Steam/GameOverlayRenderer.dll
0x5FC80000 - 0x5FCAD000 ==> SteamOverlayVulkanLayer, C:/Program Files (x86)/Steam/SteamOverlayVulkanLayer.dll
0x40100000 - 0x401F8000 ==> steam, C:/Program Files (x86)/Steam/steam.dll
0x72620000 - 0x73931000 ==> steamclient, C:/Program Files (x86)/Steam/steamclient.dll
0x06780000 - 0x06818000 ==> tier0_s, C:/Program Files (x86)/Steam/tier0_s.dll
0x69580000 - 0x69606000 ==> vstdlib_s, C:/Program Files (x86)/Steam/vstdlib_s.dll
0x70D80000 - 0x710DD000 ==> DiscordHook, C:/Users/*****/AppData/Local/Discord/app-1.0.9146/modules/discord_hook-1/discord_hook/0fde0d30e5843d/DiscordHook.dll
0xB1290000 - 0xB1466000 ==> nvse_dbghelp, C:/Users/*****/AppData/Local/Temp/nvse_dbghelp.dll
0x5EA50000 - 0x5EC26000 ==> dbghelp_sk32, C:/Users/*****/Documents/My Mods/SpecialK/Drivers/Dbghelp/dbghelp_sk32.dll
0x61B20000 - 0x61CAA000 ==> AUDIOSES, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/AUDIOSES.DLL
0x77FD0000 - 0x77FD9000 ==> AVRT, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/AVRT.dll
0x61130000 - 0x6116E000 ==> CONCRT140, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/CONCRT140.dll
0x6FD70000 - 0x6FD7B000 ==> CRYPTBASE, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/CRYPTBASE.DLL
0x069D0000 - 0x069E5000 ==> CRYPTSP, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/CRYPTSP.dll
0x696F0000 - 0x697BE000 ==> CoreMessaging, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/CoreMessaging.dll
0x5F4E0000 - 0x5F771000 ==> CoreUIComponents, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/CoreUIComponents.dll
0x71800000 - 0x71BB3000 ==> D3DCompiler_47, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/D3DCompiler_47.dll
0x6FB00000 - 0x6FBBD000 ==> DNSAPI, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/DNSAPI.dll
0x74930000 - 0x74938000 ==> DPAPI, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/DPAPI.DLL
0x61E60000 - 0x61ED2000 ==> DSOUND, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/DSOUND.dll
0x69060000 - 0x690A2000 ==> GLU32, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/GLU32.dll
0x69E40000 - 0x69E4B000 ==> HID, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/HID.DLL
0x721D0000 - 0x721F4000 ==> IPHLPAPI, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/IPHLPAPI.DLL
0x9E5D0000 - 0x9E605000 ==> MLANG, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/MLANG.dll
0xB5DA0000 - 0xB5DB9000 ==> MSACM32, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/MSACM32.dll
0x71C80000 - 0x71C8E000 ==> MSASN1, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/MSASN1.dll
0x74C40000 - 0x74CAD000 ==> MSVCP140, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/MSVCP140.dll
0x61110000 - 0x61122000 ==> MSVCP140_ATOMIC_WAIT, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/MSVCP140_ATOMIC_WAIT.dll
0x71220000 - 0x71271000 ==> MSWSOCK, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/MSWSOCK.dll
0x71C50000 - 0x71C78000 ==> NTASN1, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/NTASN1.dll
0xA8C80000 - 0xA8D47000 ==> PROPSYS, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/PROPSYS.dll
0xB5D00000 - 0xB5D2D000 ==> RTWorkQ, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/RTWorkQ.DLL
0x61DA0000 - 0x61E39000 ==> ResampleDmo, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/ResampleDmo.DLL
0x71C90000 - 0x71CBB000 ==> SSPICLI, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/SSPICLI.DLL
0x725F0000 - 0x725FA000 ==> Secur32, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/Secur32.dll
0x6E810000 - 0x6E8A5000 ==> TextShaping, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/TextShaping.dll
0x74AF0000 - 0x74AFE000 ==> UMPDC, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/UMPDC.dll
0x725D0000 - 0x725EF000 ==> USERENV, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/USERENV.dll
0x74C20000 - 0x74C35000 ==> VCRUNTIME140, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/VCRUNTIME140.dll
0x74AB0000 - 0x74AB8000 ==> VERSION, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/VERSION.dll
0x724F0000 - 0x725CC000 ==> WINHTTP, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/WINHTTP.dll
0x690F0000 - 0x69578000 ==> WININET, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/WININET.dll
0x72200000 - 0x72231000 ==> WINMM, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/WINMM.dll
0x6ECF0000 - 0x6ECFA000 ==> WINNSI, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/WINNSI.DLL
0x69F50000 - 0x69F9F000 ==> WINSTA, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/WINSTA.dll
0x71C40000 - 0x71C48000 ==> WSOCK32, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/WSOCK32.dll
0x74AA0000 - 0x74AAF000 ==> WTSAPI32, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/WTSAPI32.dll
0x01690000 - 0x016A6000 ==> XINPUT1_3, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/XINPUT1_3.dll
0x77170000 - 0x7717D000 ==> XInput1_4, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/XInput1_4.dll
0x6FA90000 - 0x6FAA5000 ==> amsi, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/amsi.dll
0x74940000 - 0x749E6000 ==> apphelp, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/apphelp.dll
0x6F9C0000 - 0x6F9FD000 ==> cfgmgr32, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/cfgmgr32.DLL
0x74AC0000 - 0x74AE7000 ==> cryptnet, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/cryptnet.dll
0x6BA60000 - 0x6BC67000 ==> d3dcompiler_43, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/d3dcompiler_43.dll
0x5E020000 - 0x5E21F000 ==> d3dx9_43, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/d3dx9_43.dll
0x06830000 - 0x06859000 ==> dbgcore, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/dbgcore.DLL
0x74630000 - 0x74806000 ==> dbghelp, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/dbghelp.dll
0x8EB10000 - 0x8ECAC000 ==> dcomp, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/dcomp.dll
0x74CD0000 - 0x74CF4000 ==> devobj, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/devobj.dll
0x62120000 - 0x6215C000 ==> directxdatabasehelper, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/directxdatabasehelper.dll
0x6B4C0000 - 0x6B5C9000 ==> drvstore, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/drvstore.dll
0x6ED00000 - 0x6ED24000 ==> dwmapi, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/dwmapi.dll
0x74810000 - 0x7483E000 ==> dxcore, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/dxcore.dll
0x72100000 - 0x721CA000 ==> dxgi, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/dxgi.dll
0x9DD90000 - 0x9DDAF000 ==> edputil, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/edputil.dll
0x9DDC0000 - 0x9E420000 ==> ieframe, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/ieframe.dll
0x71CE0000 - 0x71F18000 ==> iertutil, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/iertutil.dll
0x697C0000 - 0x6990B000 ==> inputhost, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/inputhost.dll
0x72600000 - 0x72613000 ==> kernel.appcore, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/kernel.appcore.dll
0xB5D70000 - 0xB5D77000 ==> ksuser, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/ksuser.dll
0xB5B60000 - 0xB5CF6000 ==> mfplat, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/mfplat.DLL
0xB5DC0000 - 0xB5DC8000 ==> midimap, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/midimap.dll
0xB5D90000 - 0xB5D9B000 ==> msacm32, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/msacm32.drv
0x61D90000 - 0x61D99000 ==> msdmo, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/msdmo.dll
0x720D0000 - 0x720F5000 ==> ncrypt, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/ncrypt.dll
0x74A90000 - 0x74A9B000 ==> netutils, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/netutils.dll
0x77860000 - 0x77A11000 ==> ntdll, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/ntdll.dll
0x71C10000 - 0x71C39000 ==> ntmarta, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/ntmarta.dll
0x5E460000 - 0x5EA45000 ==> nvapi, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/nvapi.dll
0x6EEF0000 - 0x6EF04000 ==> ondemandconnroutehelper, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/ondemandconnroutehelper.dll
0x69610000 - 0x696F0000 ==> opengl32, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/opengl32.dll
0x610C0000 - 0x61101000 ==> pdh, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/pdh.dll
0x74A20000 - 0x74A65000 ==> powrprof, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/powrprof.dll
0x749F0000 - 0x74A09000 ==> profapi, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/profapi.dll
0x066F0000 - 0x06700000 ==> resourcepolicyclient, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/resourcepolicyclient.dll
0x69930000 - 0x6995D000 ==> rometadata, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/rometadata.dll
0x71CC0000 - 0x71CDD000 ==> srvcli, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/srvcli.dll
0x61170000 - 0x611E5000 ==> tdh, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/tdh.dll
0x5F3E0000 - 0x5F4D9000 ==> textinputframework, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/textinputframework.dll
0x71F20000 - 0x720C2000 ==> urlmon, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/urlmon.dll
0x6E7F0000 - 0x6E807000 ==> usp10, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/usp10.dll
0x5FDA0000 - 0x5FEDE000 ==> vulkan-1, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/vulkan-1.dll
0x6EB60000 - 0x6EBC7000 ==> wbemcomn, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/wbemcomn.dll
0xB5D30000 - 0xB5D6B000 ==> wdmaud, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/wdmaud.drv
0x6ECB0000 - 0x6ECC3000 ==> windows.staterepositorycore, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/windows.staterepositorycore.dll
0x74DD0000 - 0x754BF000 ==> windows.storage, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/windows.storage.dll
0x61E40000 - 0x61E5F000 ==> winmmbase, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/winmmbase.dll
0x74D00000 - 0x74DC7000 ==> wintypes, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/wintypes.dll
0x6FAB0000 - 0x6FAF3000 ==> wldp, C:/WINDOWS/SYSTEM32/wldp.dll
0x77290000 - 0x7730F000 ==> ADVAPI32, C:/WINDOWS/System32/ADVAPI32.dll
0x77000000 - 0x77103000 ==> CRYPT32, C:/WINDOWS/System32/CRYPT32.dll
0x88000000 - 0x89B78000 ==> nvgpucomp32, C:/WINDOWS/System32/DriverStore/FileRepository/nv_dispi.inf_amd64_84b2c943d6816eb7/nvgpucomp32.dll
0x74540000 - 0x745D5000 ==> nvldumd, C:/WINDOWS/System32/DriverStore/FileRepository/nv_dispi.inf_amd64_84b2c943d6816eb7/nvldumd.dll
0x8BB80000 - 0x8DB34000 ==> nvoglv32, C:/WINDOWS/System32/DriverStore/FileRepository/nv_dispi.inf_amd64_84b2c943d6816eb7/nvoglv32.dll
0x6B9A0000 - 0x6BA5B000 ==> nvppe, C:/WINDOWS/System32/DriverStore/FileRepository/nv_dispi.inf_amd64_84b2c943d6816eb7/nvppe.dll
0x9F910000 - 0xA2A79000 ==> nvwgf2um, C:/WINDOWS/System32/DriverStore/FileRepository/nv_dispi.inf_amd64_84b2c943d6816eb7/nvwgf2um.dll
0x77310000 - 0x77333000 ==> GDI32, C:/WINDOWS/System32/GDI32.dll
0x75550000 - 0x75575000 ==> IMM32, C:/WINDOWS/System32/IMM32.dll
0x768E0000 - 0x769D0000 ==> KERNEL32, C:/WINDOWS/System32/KERNEL32.DLL
0x77340000 - 0x775B5000 ==> KERNELBASE, C:/WINDOWS/System32/KERNELBASE.dll
0x61D10000 - 0x61D8C000 ==> MMDevApi, C:/WINDOWS/System32/MMDevApi.dll
0x406D0000 - 0x407CF000 ==> MSCTF, C:/WINDOWS/System32/MSCTF.dll
0x75770000 - 0x75777000 ==> NSI, C:/WINDOWS/System32/NSI.dll
0x769D0000 - 0x76A6C000 ==> OLEAUT32, C:/WINDOWS/System32/OLEAUT32.dll
0x75760000 - 0x75766000 ==> PSAPI, C:/WINDOWS/System32/PSAPI.DLL
0x76B00000 - 0x76BBA000 ==> RPCRT4, C:/WINDOWS/System32/RPCRT4.dll
0x76BC0000 - 0x76FFD000 ==> SETUPAPI, C:/WINDOWS/System32/SETUPAPI.dll
0x771C0000 - 0x77281000 ==> SHCORE, C:/WINDOWS/System32/SHCORE.dll
0x75E10000 - 0x764A9000 ==> SHELL32, C:/WINDOWS/System32/SHELL32.dll
0x77800000 - 0x7784B000 ==> SHLWAPI, C:/WINDOWS/System32/SHLWAPI.dll
0x76730000 - 0x768D9000 ==> USER32, C:/WINDOWS/System32/USER32.dll
0x75B90000 - 0x75BE7000 ==> WINTRUST, C:/WINDOWS/System32/WINTRUST.dll
0x775C0000 - 0x7761F000 ==> WS2_32, C:/WINDOWS/System32/WS2_32.dll
0x771A0000 - 0x771BA000 ==> bcrypt, C:/WINDOWS/System32/bcrypt.dll
0x75DA0000 - 0x75E02000 ==> bcryptPrimitives, C:/WINDOWS/System32/bcryptPrimitives.dll
0x754C0000 - 0x75542000 ==> clbcatq, C:/WINDOWS/System32/clbcatq.dll
0x75780000 - 0x759FC000 ==> combase, C:/WINDOWS/System32/combase.dll
0x6E900000 - 0x6E938000 ==> dinput8, C:/WINDOWS/System32/dinput8.dll
0x74B00000 - 0x74B5D000 ==> fwpuclnt, C:/WINDOWS/System32/fwpuclnt.dll
0x75A00000 - 0x75AE2000 ==> gdi32full, C:/WINDOWS/System32/gdi32full.dll
0x77180000 - 0x7719B000 ==> imagehlp, C:/WINDOWS/System32/imagehlp.dll
0x756E0000 - 0x75759000 ==> msvcp_win, C:/WINDOWS/System32/msvcp_win.dll
0x75C10000 - 0x75CD4000 ==> msvcrt, C:/WINDOWS/System32/msvcrt.dll
0x75580000 - 0x756D5000 ==> ole32, C:/WINDOWS/System32/ole32.dll
0x6E540000 - 0x6E5C5000 ==> schannel, C:/WINDOWS/System32/schannel.dll
0x76A70000 - 0x76AF5000 ==> sechost, C:/WINDOWS/System32/sechost.dll
0x764B0000 - 0x765C2000 ==> ucrtbase, C:/WINDOWS/System32/ucrtbase.dll
0x75BF0000 - 0x75C0A000 ==> win32u, C:/WINDOWS/System32/win32u.dll
0x61200000 - 0x61291000 ==> COMCTL32, C:/WINDOWS/WinSxS/x86_microsoft.windows.common-controls_6595b64144ccf1df_5.82.22621.2506_none_fbe8e1f07808be9b/COMCTL32.dll
0x722C0000 - 0x724E8000 ==> COMCTL32, C:/WINDOWS/WinSxS/x86_microsoft.windows.common-controls_6595b64144ccf1df_6.0.22621.3235_none_6ebcabb88802389e/COMCTL32.dll
0x3BA70000 - 0x3BBDE000 ==> gdiplus, C:/WINDOWS/WinSxS/x86_microsoft.windows.gdiplus_6595b64144ccf1df_1.1.22621.3085_none_9faca057e290307d/gdiplus.dll
0x6ECD0000 - 0x6ECF0000 ==> ncryptsslp, C:/WINDOWS/system32/ncryptsslp.dll
0x069F0000 - 0x06A20000 ==> rsaenh, C:/WINDOWS/system32/rsaenh.dll
0x72240000 - 0x722BF000 ==> uxtheme, C:/WINDOWS/system32/uxtheme.dll
0x6E940000 - 0x6EA0C000 ==> fastprox, C:/WINDOWS/system32/wbem/fastprox.dll
0x6EB50000 - 0x6EB5E000 ==> wbemprox, C:/WINDOWS/system32/wbem/wbemprox.dll
0x6EA10000 - 0x6EA21000 ==> wbemsvc, C:/WINDOWS/system32/wbem/wbemsvc.dll
0x6B5D0000 - 0x6B6AF000 ==> AppXDeploymentClient, C:/Windows/System32/AppXDeploymentClient.dll
0xA9F70000 - 0xA9FB9000 ==> Bcp47Langs, C:/Windows/System32/Bcp47Langs.dll
0x69000000 - 0x69053000 ==> DispBroker, C:/Windows/System32/DispBroker.dll
0xAA3C0000 - 0xAA63D000 ==> OneCoreUAPCommonProxyStub, C:/Windows/System32/OneCoreUAPCommonProxyStub.dll
0xB5AE0000 - 0xB5B21000 ==> WMASF, C:/Windows/System32/WMASF.DLL
0xB5910000 - 0xB5AE0000 ==> WMVCore, C:/Windows/System32/WMVCore.DLL
0xA8D50000 - 0xA8E33000 ==> Windows.System.Launcher, C:/Windows/System32/Windows.System.Launcher.dll
0x74310000 - 0x7441A000 ==> Windows.UI, C:/Windows/System32/Windows.UI.dll
0x9E870000 - 0x9E8EF000 ==> appresolver, C:/Windows/System32/appresolver.dll
0x5EC30000 - 0x5EFF8000 ==> d3dx9_38, C:/Windows/System32/d3dx9_38.DLL
0xAE3E0000 - 0xAE3FC000 ==> devenum, C:/Windows/System32/devenum.dll
0xB5B40000 - 0xB5B58000 ==> mp3dmod, C:/Windows/System32/mp3dmod.dll
0x9E560000 - 0x9E5C7000 ==> msvcp110_win, C:/Windows/System32/msvcp110_win.dll
0xB58E0000 - 0xB5904000 ==> qasf, C:/Windows/System32/qasf.dll
0xB1C70000 - 0xB1E12000 ==> quartz, C:/Windows/System32/quartz.dll
0x74CC0000 - 0x74CC8000 ==> rasadhlp, C:/Windows/System32/rasadhlp.dll
0x5E300000 - 0x5E460000 ==> usvfs_x86, D:/Modding/MO2/usvfs_x86.dll
0xB5890000 - 0xB58D5000 ==> LAVAudio, D:/Program Files (x86)/LAV Filters/x86/LAVAudio.ax
0xB2F20000 - 0xB2FA9000 ==> LAVSplitter, D:/Program Files (x86)/LAV Filters/x86/LAVSplitter.ax
0xB4610000 - 0xB5851000 ==> avcodec-lav-61, D:/Program Files (x86)/LAV Filters/x86/avcodec-lav-61.dll
0xB2FB0000 - 0xB3508000 ==> avformat-lav-61, D:/Program Files (x86)/LAV Filters/x86/avformat-lav-61.dll
0xB3510000 - 0xB4607000 ==> avutil-lav-59, D:/Program Files (x86)/LAV Filters/x86/avutil-lav-59.dll
0xB1A00000 - 0xB1A58000 ==> libbluray, D:/Program Files (x86)/LAV Filters/x86/libbluray.dll
0xB5860000 - 0xB5886000 ==> swresample-lav-5, D:/Program Files (x86)/LAV Filters/x86/swresample-lav-5.dll
0x10000000 - 0x11132000 ==> DINPUT8, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/DINPUT8.dll
0x610A0000 - 0x610B4000 ==> nvhr_avx2, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/Data/NVHnvhr_avx2.dll
0x37EB0000 - 0x37EC7000 ==> ActorCauseSaveBloatFix, NVSE plugin version: 1, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/Data/NVSE/Plugins/ActorCauseSaveBloatFix.dll
0x3B270000 - 0x3B279000 ==> Alpha Fixes, NVSE plugin version: 252, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/Data/NVSE/Plugins/Alpha Fixes.dll
0x3B290000 - 0x3B2C1000 ==> BetterCaravan, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/Data/NVSE/Plugins/BetterCaravan.dll
0x61050000 - 0x6106A000 ==> ClimateControl, NVSE plugin version: 0, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/Data/NVSE/Plugins/ClimateControl.dll
0x61030000 - 0x61050000 ==> CloudUpgrade, NVSE plugin version: 0, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/Data/NVSE/Plugins/CloudUpgrade.dll
0x3B300000 - 0x3B378000 ==> CrashLogger, NVSE plugin version: 454, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/Data/NVSE/Plugins/CrashLogger.dll
0x3B390000 - 0x3B396000 ==> DoF-Fix, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/Data/NVSE/Plugins/DoF-Fix.dll
0x3B3B0000 - 0x3B3C9000 ==> EngineOptimizations, NVSE plugin version: 100, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/Data/NVSE/Plugins/EngineOptimizations.dll
0x3B420000 - 0x3B444000 ==> ExternalEmittanceFix, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/Data/NVSE/Plugins/ExternalEmittanceFix.dll
0x3B450000 - 0x3B46B000 ==> FogCulling, NVSE plugin version: 2, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/Data/NVSE/Plugins/FogCulling.dll
0x3B470000 - 0x3B486000 ==> HDPipboy, NVSE plugin version: 1, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/Data/NVSE/Plugins/HDPipboy.dll
0x3B4A0000 - 0x3B4A7000 ==> HighResBloom, NVSE plugin version: 510, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/Data/NVSE/Plugins/HighResBloom.dll
0x3B4C0000 - 0x3B4D6000 ==> HighResLocalMaps, NVSE plugin version: 12, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/Data/NVSE/Plugins/HighResLocalMaps.dll
0x3B4F0000 - 0x3B4F6000 ==> HighResWaterDepth, NVSE plugin version: 11, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/Data/NVSE/Plugins/HighResWaterDepth.dll
0x3B590000 - 0x3B5B6000 ==> ImprovedLightingShaders, NVSE plugin version: 8, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/Data/NVSE/Plugins/ImprovedLightingShaders.dll
0x3B770000 - 0x3B77B000 ==> LOD Fixes, NVSE plugin version: 128, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/Data/NVSE/Plugins/LOD Fixes.dll
0x3B790000 - 0x3B7C2000 ==> MCM, NVSE plugin version: 1, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/Data/NVSE/Plugins/MCM.dll
0x3B820000 - 0x3B831000 ==> MoonlightNVSE, NVSE plugin version: 200, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/Data/NVSE/Plugins/MoonlightNVSE.dll
0x3B850000 - 0x3B856000 ==> MuzzleFlashFix, NVSE plugin version: 1, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/Data/NVSE/Plugins/MuzzleFlashFix.dll
0x3B8B0000 - 0x3B8BC000 ==> NVTF, NVSE plugin version: 10, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/Data/NVSE/Plugins/NVTF.dll
0x5E220000 - 0x5E2FE000 ==> NewVegasReloaded, NVSE plugin version: 4, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/Data/NVSE/Plugins/NewVegasReloaded.dll
0x3B8D0000 - 0x3B8D6000 ==> PipBoyShadingFix, NVSE plugin version: 2, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/Data/NVSE/Plugins/PipBoyShadingFix.dll
0x3BBE0000 - 0x3BD26000 ==> ShowOffNVSE, NVSE plugin version: 180, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/Data/NVSE/Plugins/ShowOffNVSE.dll
0x3BD40000 - 0x3BD46000 ==> SimpleFogRemover, NVSE plugin version: 110, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/Data/NVSE/Plugins/SimpleFogRemover.dll
0x3BE10000 - 0x3BE29000 ==> VATSLagFix, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/Data/NVSE/Plugins/VATSLagFix.dll
0x3BE40000 - 0x3BE47000 ==> Viewmodel Shading Fix, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/Data/NVSE/Plugins/Viewmodel Shading Fix.dll
0x3BE60000 - 0x3BE69000 ==> ViewmodelShakeFix, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/Data/NVSE/Plugins/ViewmodelShakeFix.dll
0x3B510000 - 0x3B579000 ==> improved_console, NVSE plugin version: 3, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/Data/NVSE/Plugins/improved_console.dll
0x3B5D0000 - 0x3B653000 ==> jip_nvse, NVSE plugin version: 5721, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/Data/NVSE/Plugins/jip_nvse.dll
0x3B670000 - 0x3B6C4000 ==> johnnyguitar, NVSE plugin version: 506, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/Data/NVSE/Plugins/johnnyguitar.dll
0x3B6E0000 - 0x3B759000 ==> kNVSE, NVSE plugin version: 20, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/Data/NVSE/Plugins/kNVSE.dll
0x3B800000 - 0x3B807000 ==> mlf, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/Data/NVSE/Plugins/mlf.dll
0x61020000 - 0x61026000 ==> nvse_console_autocomplete, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/Data/NVSE/Plugins/nvse_console_autocomplete.dll
0x3B900000 - 0x3B968000 ==> nvse_console_clipboard, NVSE plugin version: 2, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/Data/NVSE/Plugins/nvse_console_clipboard.dll
0x3B970000 - 0x3BA66000 ==> nvse_stewie_tweaks, NVSE plugin version: 915, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/Data/NVSE/Plugins/nvse_stewie_tweaks.dll
0x3BD60000 - 0x3BD6B000 ==> ui_organizer, NVSE plugin version: 230, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/Data/NVSE/Plugins/ui_organizer.dll
0x3BE80000 - 0x3BE86000 ==> weapon_lag_fix, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/Data/NVSE/Plugins/weapon_lag_fix.dll
0x00400000 - 0x0147B000 ==> FalloutNV, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/FalloutNV.exe
0x18000000 - 0x18068000 ==> binkw32, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/binkw32.dll
0x5F000000 - 0x5F3DE000 ==> d3d9, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/d3d9.dll
0x611F0000 - 0x611FE000 ==> d3dx9_38, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/d3dx9_38.dll
0x01BB0000 - 0x01CE3000 ==> libvorbis, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/libvorbis.dll
0x01B80000 - 0x01B9E000 ==> libvorbisfile, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/libvorbisfile.dll
0x37D50000 - 0x37EA0000 ==> nvse_1_4, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/nvse_1_4.dll
0x61070000 - 0x6109D000 ==> nvse_steam_loader, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/nvse_steam_loader.dll
0x3B400000 - 0x3B41D000 ==> steam_api, D:/SteamLibrary/steamapps/common/Fallout New Vegas/steam_api.dll
0x61EE0000 - 0x62118000 ==> d3d11, c:/windows/system32/d3d11.dll
GAME CRASHED AT INSTRUCTION Base+0x0090D7D8 IN MODULE: D:\SteamLibrary\steamapps\common\Fallout New Vegas\FalloutNV.exe
Please note that this does not automatically mean that that module is responsible. It may have been supplied bad data or
program state as the result of an issue in the base game or a different DLL.

Hi there! I just finished my second year of college and in the fall semester I fell in love with preparation. I have been a lifelong athlete until 2 years ago and haven't taken a whole lot too serious involving my body/brain/etc. Everything changed once I started, for lack of a better term, studying those who are truly masters of their craft (specifically Kobe Bryant, Tom Brady and Christian Mccaffrey) and I took how they prepare for practices/games and training sessions into my daily life so I can treat my academics as if I am a professional.
Is there anything along those lines you could recommend?

I was thinking about in the worldbuilding in different books, movies, video games, etc. and I remembered watching the first 2 seasons AOT for the first time.
I think the whole creation of ODM is so fantastic. The Scouts seem very “grounded in reality” in terms of their power compared to titans, so they created an incredibly difficult-to-use technology to try and even the odds. You know how a spiderman who needs machines for webs is more interesting than one who spawns them out of their body? It kind of reminds me of that, there’s more of a struggle.
The issue is that it’s hard to use and situational, which also makes the battle ever so more desperate, contributing with the whole vibe of the show. But it also allows some users like Levi to shine over others. The gear has many flaws but they can be somewhat avoided by doing things perfectly.
The surroundings/environment and the attack/defense strategy matters because of how the gear works. And the shit just looks so fucking cool. Zipping around all over the screen super fast with something that only a select few can do proficiently. And the double blades, don’t even get me started.