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Like the tittle say, my better cr is finna follow my life. Expect few things is changing. I’ll be more active and doing some sports I’ve been wanting to do everything. Hanging out with friends and more. All of my middle school teachers will be the same. My friends are the same as well. My parents are different people expect I have no siblings. I know I said this many times. I’ll be living my childhood home Ik the whole layout of my childhood home. I act the same way I act in school & in classes. I can’t wait to go back 2012 and have fun. I will bonding close with my parents especially my dr mom. Both my parents will be married in my dr. I fixed up my slowly I’m so excited to shift there. I’ll be having the same class there like I did there. I’m in some clubs in middle school. My middle school was kinda fun. Especially like spirit week or whatever. I loved my teachers I had in my middle school. Once I shift it’ll be couple days before the first day of school. Then I got my first phone before middle school. Also be meeting my first best friend in my middle school. But we didn’t start getting long wanna say first few week of school. Then the next day we got long. It happen in my cr but somehow we got super close. I can’t wait go back 2012 because I can see all of my friends. Almost every night I think about my better cr. If you want know about my dr let me know I’m down talk to anyone about my better cr.

basically every time i leave the house it seems theres always some kind of situation, usually involving creepy men and catcalling, and it makes it so anxiety inducing to leave the house it used to be okay because up until a few months ago i had my car (broke down and can’t afford to fix it rn) so i could just drive straight to the grocery store etc and be in and out. but now i either have to walk or bus and i’m aware of being percieved 24/7, every time someone walks past me on the street i tense up and i’m just always hypervigilant for something to happen. its really affecting my socialization, i feel like i never see my friends or go anywhere different, just my house and the grocery store
anyone else get this ?? any advice?? it could just be because i’m in a bad neighborhood where a lot of sketchy things happen, i definitely notice it lessen when i’m in a fancier area of town but still buses are still scary no matter what (especially with driving anxiety, the bus drivers here drive SO fast and have had many close calls while riding the bus)
thanks ! <3

32 years old, had a bad break up 10 years ago and havent dated since. Been focussed on consolidating wealth and career, finally at a point where I can step back and look at dating again.
No clue how to date now since dating apps are worse than useless i.e. actively harmful. Don't have many friends in my current location and don't know any good places to meet women after work.
Don't even know the kind of woman I want to date. I just want to meet people now and get to know them, and see what works out.
Not to say I am a hermit. I have worked closely with women throughout my career and have several female friends, I just don't want to date any of them.

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A year before I left Boston, we went for dinner one night. It was after ultimate frisbee, and Boloco was the only place open. We were still riding high from the last time, when we'd gotten everyone to swim across the Charles. Some kids from MIT had been eating grapes as they walked across the bridge, and I'd convinced them to throw some to me to try to catch in my mouth. They missed a few times before throwing down the ziplock bag, and I was able to throw one to you, which you caught.
So this time, I'd joked we should climb the fence to the reservoir and see if we could eat burritos on our backs as we swam across, like otters. You liked something I'd said, so instead of rushing it with Boloco, we wandered the grocery aisles to savor the planning. In the end, you'd proposed making a little boat by turning the frisbee upside down and duct taping two water bottles beneath as pontoons. "We could make smores," you said leaning toward me. We bought a tiki torch that we sat in the middle and then piled the rest of the frisbee with marshmallows, graham crackers, and chocolate squares from Hershey bars. Before we left, you ran back to your car to get a sharpie. You wrote "S.S. More" on the side of one water bottle. I posed for a photo.
The platter was awkward, and we dropped a couple pieces of chocolate in the woods. But we got through the fence easily. We broke sticks for our marshmallows and you lit the torch with a lighter from your car. I remember there were these little fish that would nibble at our toes in the shallows. It was unpleasant, but it didn't quite hurt, more ticklish. I was a more confident swimmer, so I pulled the jump rope, swimming on my back, the other hand balancing my marshmallow over the carcinogenic flame.
At some point out on the water, the wind picked up and blew out the torch. We treaded water several minutes as you tried to get the lighter, wet from where you'd stuffed it into your underwear, to work. At the other side of the reservoir, we stood and those little fish nibbled at us, and you shook out the lighter hard, and lit the torch. We ate as much as we pleased, laughing the whole way back. You took a turn with the jump rope.
That summer we drove up and stayed at the cabin your great uncle owned in Maine. The cabin itself was a converted boat, where your uncle, a local politician from Florida, spent his summers with his obese wife. They were the legal guardians of your cousin, whose father disappeared again after relapsing. It was early autumn, and you'd said it was too cold to swim. But we'd go down and jump in the water with your aunt and uncle, who were convinced the cold was soothing to your aunt's gout. I taught the little boy to skip rocks, but I got him in trouble by talking in character as Scarlet O'Hara during a game of Clue, which he wouldn't stop imitating for the rest of the afternoon. His grandfather sent him outside until he stopped. When you and I went to look for him, he was trying to split logs with an axe in his flip flops. We told him not to do that because he could lose his toes, and I told him that voices were only funny for a short time.
You and I didn't sleep in the old boat cabin, which was expectedly small. Instead, we slept in an L in a 12'x12' shed with a light bulb, which hung on an extension cord from a truss. We talked until 3am or 4am, about everything, work, girls, childhood, and the things that we'd done that had finally dragged us into sobriety.
The next morning, I'd said I wanted to see if I could swim across Lewis Cove and back. As soon as I said it, you were in. You were so lean from running all the time, and before we even got past the boats and the lobster traps, you were struggling from the cold. I'd suggested going back or even climbing out on one of the docks holding traps, but you refused. In the middle, you were worried about making it across at all. I figured I could carry you, but without a float, I didn't think I could carry you very far. When we finally got to where we could stand, you got out and tried to warm up. I stayed in the water, swimming back out a little because for some reason I thought a lobster might pinch me. Eventually, I realized how violently you were shivering. So I got out too, and we decided to go find the road and try to hitchhike back.
It turned out to be one of the islands scattered along the coast of Maine. Luckily, the restaurant the only thing on the island hadn't yet closed for the year. The staff, who lived on the island in warm months, were shocked to see us on their day off. You asked if they were planning to take their boat across the water anytime soon. "If you're already making the trip, maybe we could carpool?" you suggested. Two of them gave us a lift in a little boat, making thinly veiled comments about the stupidity of summer people most of the way.
The next day, you slept for hours with a fever. Your aunt was angry that I'd been a bad influence. I went back out and tried to complete the round trip swim. I did it carefully, keeping my head out of the water most of the time and swimming a modified breaststroke. I thought maybe a fast pace would help keep my body temperature up. On the other side, I kicked off the rocks and swam back, and it was cold, but I was fine. Back at the cabin, you were awake and gave me a hug when I came in. We looked up the swimming route on your phone and saw that it was indeed an island, a mile and change round trip. That night we bought a few lobsters from some place along the road, which your uncle boiled in seawater.
A few weeks later, you'd tried to set me up with a girl you knew. You showed me a photo of her, a knockout blonde from Florida. You told me you'd been telling her all about me and had sent her my website and that she wanted to visit Boston and meet me. You told me what a good person she was. "She does little things you'd do, like whenever she has spare change, she goes and puts it in the coin return of vending machines so that it'll make someone's day." I asked why you weren't dating her, but you brushed me off. We started arguing somehow at Bukowski's, some comment I'd made because you'd said she routinely got favors from an infatuated ex. I'd told you it sounded like trouble, and that remembering that beauty is fleeting was why I hadn't slept my way through the ultimate frisbee club yet. We ended up finishing our White Trash Cheese Steaks in silence.
I left Boston with some girl the following summer. It fizzled in weeks, but it was years later that I realized how much you loved me. My ex-wife had been organizing photos, and had come across the picture of me smiling at you with the frisbee boat. She was always jealous of other women, and she asked who I was smiling at in the photo. "He was my friend."

Im a 23M currently living at home with my parents in Hawaii. This week I'm traveling to Denver for a friends wedding. I've been contemplating for the last few months if I should end up staying there after the wedding and not go home.
My mental health has been on the low for the past few years. I moved to the mainland for college after high school and I loved it! There are way much better opportunities than living in Hawaii. Plus the cost of living is cheap. Unfortunately, I moved back home during my last year of college. I was going through a lot of shit in my life which caused me to drop out and commit suicide. I've been at home for the past two years living with the parents and working.
I feel like I'm finally coming out of a depression and want to better my health and life. I want to get off of this island and live my life. I am going to be 24 and I really dont know how to live on my own away from my parents. Yeah, I was away from them in college but they still payed for my tuition and housings. In a way I was still living off of them. Now, though I have my own money, Im still basically living for free rent and food. As a human being, I need to know how to take care of myself. I need to learn how to be independent on myself and not my parents. My parents are also very controlling over me. I just think if I continue to live under their control my mental health will not get better. What if moving could be actually better for me? I love my family but to be honest I'm not close to them anymore. I think its because Im starting to realize that they can be toxic. I dealt with a bunch of childhood stress and trauma because of them.
I would love to move to Denver. I've visit the city a couple times in college and I actually wanted to live there at one point. I am really deciding if I should just stay there while Im there? I have 1.7k in my bank and have a couple years of work experience from living at home. I know its not enough. I could simply go back home save up more. But tbh, If i went back home I don't think I'll ever leave. How realistic would it be for me to move to denver last minute with little money, no job, and no place to live?

I will refer to “friend group” as FG.
So, I (20F) have This friend (20F), let’s call her A. We’ve known each other since middle school, but tbh we haven’t been the closest of friends.
For context, we’ve been in the same friend group throughout all of middle and high school, which fizzled out after graduating. I’m not super heartbroken about the friend group falling apart because I’ve never really hung out with anyone outside of group meetups aside from my best friend (who was in the same group). None of them ever asked me to hang out, and me, being the person I am, assumed it was cause they didn’t want to, so I didn’t initiate to hang with them either.
After the FG graduated high school, we decided to go on a fun trip during spring break, where we’d stay 2 nights in an AirBnB. 6 ppl out of the FG decided to go. Me, my bff, A, two other friends, and a guy we’ll call B, who was the only male on the trip. I wasn’t really close with him but he was in the friend group and I thought he was okay.
Anyway, in prep. for the trip, I decided to pay for the BnB and have everyone pay me pack on their own time (they all did). I also offered to drive since my dad allowed us to use his truck for the trip (it fit 6 ppl and we wanted to save on gas). Everyone contributed to the food and such (my bff bought a large dish that we would bring to avoid making dinner the 1st night), but the main person cooking meals was A. I thought the trip went really well, until I dropped everyone off when the trip was over.
Basically, A confided in me something that happened between her and B and we talked for a little while, with me trying my best to give advice or an opinion. (Keep in mind I’m not really qualified cause I’m basically celibate lmao). This was the first time in our years of friendship that she confided in me something super emotional for her. I felt that by trusting in me, I was shown that she actually cared about our friendship, and I was willing to put more effort into our communication. I wanted her to be okay, and naturally hung out with her whenever she wanted or when our schedules aligned.
Onto the advice part. After a few weeks (or perhaps closer to a month), A had a noticeable decline in her mental health, which I think I tried my best in helping with, meeting up and talking and such. But then she suddenly left the FG’s group chat, and then I sent her a text asking what was wrong, I got messages by another friend in the FG saying that A was leaving the friend group and that I was a main reason as to why. I can’t remember the exact circumstances as to her reasoning since it was a year ago, but I do remember that I didn’t respond to a text she sent earlier in the morning (I was going to class and forgot to respond, by the time I remembered it was deleted), and that was her “last straw.” I was devastated by this. I thought “wtf did I do I’m an awful friend I have to try and make this right.” So I tried sending A a message in hopes she would grant me a response. I sent and unsent messages, trying to find the right message before just deciding to ask for a talk. I would’ve preferred face to face, but she called me, and I picked up. My emotions were high, and I was vulnerable, and scared, cause I was finally close to her as a friend and I was about to loose her over something as silly and forgetting to respond to a text. While on the call, she ranted that she was putting so much effort into all her friendships, only to not get anything in return. “I would give so much and for what? I’d ask you how you’re doing, every time there’s a thunderstorm, but when I need you you don’t respond.” (I’m pretty scared of thunder. Ik it’s irrational and some call it childish but i can’t really help it. I’m thinking it anxiety???) I tried to not cry while talking to her but I ending up breaking, telling her the truth that I’m scared of not being a good friend, that I don’t know shit about anyone and that “ill be better and I’m sorry.” Stuff like that. Not my best moment :/
A few days after, we met in person, she forgave me, and I swore I’d make sure to communicate with her more.
But that’s the thing. I tried, but I didn’t get much of a response back. I’d send memes, start convos, ask to hang out, and most of the time the texts would go unread. I knew she was busy with work and such, and then me living 30 minutes away makes it harder to hang out, but I couldn’t help but feel it might’ve been some sort of revenge? It just felt shitty, and I couldn’t help but think that she’s giving me a taste of my own medicine.
Then she responded and we hung out, and we didn’t really talk about anything emotional. Just basic stuff.
Then she started school again, and suddenly it was like she didn’t exist. I NEVER got a response to anything, even when her status said she was active on insta (main form of communication). She’s in a STEM major, which ik can be super demanding but, not even time to like a reel or send a quick message?? Our dm’s became a graveyard for unseen reels and lost messages from me about meaningless things. Eventually I stopped sending anything, thinking she just didn’t wanna hang out with me anymore.
Then I got a response saying she was on break, and because I’m me, I was happy and didn’t mention the months of ghosting.
Then she started school again, and it was the same process.
She finally ended her semester along with everyone else, and she’s finally connected me again to hang out. I said yes because I wanna give her a chance, even though I’ve talked with my BFF and she told be things she found sketch about A. (Short of it is: a had a similar convo with BFF that she did with me, but BFF said she actually did contribute the the friendship and that the same stuff could be said for A, which I didn’t even think about till BFF and I talked about it).
I really want to continue this friendship, but there are red flags that I’m seeing. How to I go about talking to her and mending the rocky relationship we have?
TLDR: I have an inkling my friend might be a little manipulative/toxic, but I don’t wanna loose the friendship. How do I fix this???
I try answering any questions on context to the best of my abilities. This is my first post on the subreddit.

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Hey everyone
A really close friend of mine is in love with the Empyrean series and convinced me to read the books. I have recently finished IF and am officially hooked for the upcoming rest of this series.
It’s nearly time for prom in my town, and I was thinking to ask her to be my date. Now I am far from artistic, but knowing this community, there must be some passionate and creative people out there who could give me some cheesy/funny Empyrean related line for me to put on my promposal poster!
Seriously, anything helps, and i’d love to get some opinions from some dedicated readers
Thanks!

I (19M) first started talking to this girl (19F) around winter of last year. We’ve known each other our whole lives but had never really been close. At this point in my life, I wasn’t anywhere near as close with the Lord as I am now. We rapidly became closer and closer as friends, however, I developed feelings (looking back, it was probably more me wishing for a relationship as comfort), and it was pretty obvious to everyone by the summer that I wanted to be more than just friends.
During that period of time, she was living a worldly lifestyle, maintaining constant communication (often what I believed to be flirty) with me throughout it all yet pursuing things of the world consistently including drunkeness and other things. As the summer, I was increasingly frustrated and felt more and more led on. However, the end of the summer marked a turning point in my life as I was beginning to actually walk truly with the Lord for the first time. I was able to let go and forgive her as we went our separate ways for college, and I figured it was for the best that nothing ever happened between us. I’ll say that I never officially declared my feelings for her, but it was obvious to everyone around us, including both her friends and mine.
Over the fall semester, we remained in decent (long-distance) contact just as friends, and I was really thankful to hear that she found a group of friends that really uplifted her and pointed her to Him. I continued to encourage her in her walk over the semester and really felt like I was able to be a light in her life pointing her towards the Lord. We got to catch up over winter break, and it was really awesome to hear in person how well she had done, and she described just how much she valued my help in her walk. However, spring semester rolled around and we started really talking again, to the point where we called basically daily. I couldn’t wait to see her and was overjoyed at her situation and growing faith. Unfortunately, I caught feelings again (and this time I truly believe it was for the woman she had become). Again, I was really confused what she wanted as she continued to send mixed signals. At this point, we were extraordinarily close friends.
We recently returned from our respective colleges and spent a lot of time together. I felt it was important to make it obvious that I had feelings, and soon after she sent a text saying she valued our friendship more than the world yet doesn’t want to be anything more than that. She said it was more than ok if I needed to take a step back, however it’s clear that that wouldn’t be her first choice.
So now I’m lost on what to and how to approach the whole situation. The last thing in the world I’d want to do is negatively affect her walk, either by remaining a super close friend or by stepping away a bit, and I really do care for her. I’ve also come to realize I’ve maybe been distracted from my walk throughout this whole ordeal recently.
Thoughts?

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I’m still in shock, but I’m doing fairly well. Apologies in advance for unclear info.
My (M21) girlfriend of almost 5 years has apparently been fucking some guy -we’ll call him J (23M)- for a while now. She would go to J’s house occasionally to play video games with him and her old friend from high school (K 23M - J’s roommate). I told her that I wasn’t a fan of it, but I know K well enough and trust him.
2 weeks ago, I came back home from college for the weekend. She tells me (with no prior warning signs to me) that she’s depressed. I had noticed that she changed over the last year, but I thought it was because her cousin was rubbing off on her too much - which wasn’t entirely wrong. Then, she says something about “taking a break”. We have been very adamant through our relationship that there are no breaks. You’re together or you’re not. I knew she meant “break up”. She was crying hysterically. I told her that we should continue the conversation in the morning because it was late and I needed time to absorb the shock.
The next day, we talked for hours and ultimately decided to stay together until we each talked to trusted friends and her therapist before we did something we’d regret. We talked all week. I thought things were looking better.
Then last weekend, I was going home to talk to her. She says that she’ll be going to a music festival with a friend. She did admit that it was J. I stayed in the area and notified her so that we could talk. I met her there, went through the whole “what do you think that looks like? If there’s something going on, tell me. I’m done with the bullshit” talk. She lied through her teeth. I’m ashamed to admit that I half believed her. Fast forward to tonight, K texted me to see how I was doing after “recent events”. I stayed as vague as possible to hopefully get him to spill something. Come to find out, she’s been spending multiple nights over there every week. She walks into the house, ignores K, and walks straight to J’s room. Not even an hour after he tells me this (I have a new respect for this guy), my friend texts me that I need to ask about a guy named J. I called immediately and I told him that I just found out and wanted to know how he learned. He said that an “unnamed girl at the bar” told him. I also made sure to send my gratitude her way.
So basically, now I’m sitting here and can’t stop thinking. I’m on an adrenaline high. I’ve contacted whatever friends I could. Now I’m just plotting. I am strongly fighting the urge to say something, but I either need to confront her directly in person or get evidence from her phone. And she keeps it close (another sign I didn’t pick up on). The way I see it, I have 2 options.
1: I plan to go home this weekend, but I can leave as early as Thursday. If I go home Thursday night without telling her, K would likely let me in. Then I could just walk in, make sure I have video evidence rolling, and leave. If that doesn’t line up nicely,
2: I tell her that I’ll come over Thursday or Friday and wait until her parents are there. I’d start with an apology to her parents (they’re great people and both love me). Then, I’d just break up with her on the spot. As straight faced as possible. No emotion. I’d be transparent with the reasoning, but I won’t go too far because I respect her parents.
In both cases, I want no violence (of course). But I will have friends in the area in case someone flips on me. Mainly to take me home after because I don’t know how I’ll take it.
Whatever love I had is almost completely gone. It was like a light switch. And as everyone says: “I didn’t think my girl would ever be capable of that”. The joke’s on me I guess lol. But I know I’ll be fine. The way I look at it, shit happens. It’s over now. How can I respond respectfully but effectively? I don’t plan to do anything stupid, and I would never do anything intentionally to myself.
Which route would you take? Either of these two, or another way?
And what do I do next? I met her my junior year of high school. She was my everything for what would be 5 years in June, and she was my first everything. This feels like a total reset. How do I “find myself”?

I started becoming friends with this guy from my area. We talked a lot and shared everything about our lives. We were like close friends, asking each other about our days and sharing every detail. Then one day, he suddenly stopped talking to me without any reason, even though I was always there for him, supporting him. It’s been about a 2 weeks, and I don’t know why he ghosted me. Also, he removed me from one of his social media accounts for no reason, which confuses me because everything seemed fine between us before

I started becoming friends with this guy from my area. We talked a lot and shared everything about our lives. We were like close friends, asking each other about our days and sharing every detail. Then one day, he suddenly stopped talking to me without any reason, even though I was always there for him, supporting him. It’s been about a 2 weeks, and I don’t know why he ghosted me. Also, he removed me from one of his social media accounts for no reason, which confuses me because everything seemed fine between us before

I started becoming friends with this guy from my area. We talked a lot and shared everything about our lives. We were like close friends, asking each other about our days and sharing every detail. Then one day, he suddenly stopped talking to me without any reason, even though I was always there for him, supporting him. It’s been about a 2 weeks, and I don’t know why he ghosted me. Also, he removed me from one of his social media accounts for no reason, which confuses me because everything seemed fine between us before

I'm (20F), it's been around 7months dating my bf (22M), when we met we honestly were not expecting anything long term from anyone ,but then feelings developed and atp we have fun have the best discussions joke, hang out with each other's friends and our parents invite each other over, all in all, knock on wood everything is going perfect. He's the sweetest, most understanding and communicative partner; we have discussed this topic multiple times but honestly I just need reassurance from people who have been successful in getting through it.
We are in our last year of college, graduating in 1-2 months and chances are we'll move away for jobs by November this year. We both don't want to jinx it and we've decided to work and save up money, then after that see where we go and what we do ,etc. maybe in the same place together too if life works out. But point is this is a pretty serious long term relationship, and we might have to go LDR for a year (or even more if life gets in the way.)
I'm awfully scared,the last time I tried LDR I was stuck w this narcissistic selfish guy who never listened to any of my concerns and regularly yelled at , insulted me and even cheated and blamed it on me. That one had gone LDR by the 4 month mark and ended by the 9 month mark, so maybe yes I never knew the person well enough and it bit me in the ass.
Of course now I feel much more comforted, heard and appreciated by my boyfriend , and I can confidently say this that I thankfully don't imagine him using me like the previous guy. But god I am so scared I will fuck this up.
Being in a healthy relationship for the first time where I'm not seen as a whore or a punching bag, but a bestfriend and life partner it's amazing and terrifying I'm so scared I'll fuck up the LDR somehow. I am very scared of losing him to the distance too, I keep taking examples of my mother and aunt who had to live away from their husbands for 1-2 years at a stretch as a way to calm me down and reassure things will be alright.
Thankfully I can say this confidently that we both have similar mutual life goals and we both treat each other with proper respect , support and actually want this to work out properly long term , we discuss these fears and plans sometimes but not too much bc we're both scared, upset and afraid it'll get jinxed.
Now that graduation is so close the thought of it is getting scarier. So honestly I KNOW if we try we can make the LDR pass together, we'll communicate honestly and spend as much time and effort as possible, since our hometowns are the same we always have that comfort too .
So I just need people who are making their LDR work or went through it successfully, to assure me it's going to be fine and not every LDR has to be painful like my last experience, I truly believe a good partner makes every experience go by even better, and I pray that's the case with him 🧿🧿
tld Graduating college soon, about to go LDR with boyfriend for a year or so while we work and decide what to do next. Scared due to my past experiences with narcissistic ppl. Relationship going good and steady, however i need confidence and reassurance from people who have made LDR successfully work with their partners.

I'm curious to know about your experience with a splitting episode, as I generally struggle to identify mine until it's too late and everything falls apart.
For me, it feels like hell. I'll cut off people. I'll stop talking to close family. Impulsive online buying. I'll start feeling like I'm losing my sanity. I'll binge eat, then stop eating altogether. Everything moves at the speed of light. I'll get paranoid, start hallucinating during the night, and become delusional during the day. Not to mention the disorganized thinking and talking, which makes me seem like a child. And the worst of all is waking up from nightmares EVERY-SINGLE-DAY.
I've never been able to cope with it; it usually just fades away after consuming me entirely. I'll start having suicidal thoughts but never act on them. I'll treat people around me like they're nobodies. Sometimes I'll feel like everybody's trash, and then shift to feeling like I'm the most miserable person on earth.
It can last from weeks to months when I don't reach out to anybody and let myself spiral. Thankfully, I have friends who are very aware of this and drag me out of it most of the time. These friends never realized how much they've saved me plenty of times. I am very grateful to have them in my life.
What triggers it is when I don't feel in control of my life, when I'm getting to know new people, when I'm with someone who doesn't know me welli when I'm surrounded by toxic people, when I feel like l've exposed myself too much and start feeling vulnerable, when I feel like I'm failing academically, when I feel like I need to put in more effort but I can't, and when I feel lonely and isolated.
I usually only realize that I'm going through it once it's almost over, and too late.
My last episode lessened a few days ago, and I can now feel normal most of the time, but I can't express how awful it was.
There are some details l've probably left out since I was writing quickly. If I think about it too much, I'll never finish this post, and it'll never be posted.
I just have one last question: does it ever end? Like, does the episode ever end, or does it just lessen until it's triggered again ?

So for some back story, my anchor partner and I are both pretty close to poly-saturated at one, and both have lighter connections with others. (We both acknowledge that hierarchy exists so that we can do our best to be good to our other partners, but we definitely spend the most time and bandwidth on each other.)
Partner is brand new to poly- our relationship is their first experience with it. I’ve been at it for a few years. I am an anxious person, and admittedly have a hard time when Partner starts dating someone new until they settle into a groove. I handle this anxiety myself, by planning my evenings well and keeping busy when Partner is doing this- and I do make sure they know that my anxiety is my own responsibility to deal with, and that I like to know when their dates are (mostly so I don’t worry when they aren’t answering my texts, as we generally communicate quite a bit throughout the day) and for a quick good night text when they are headed to bed.
I like to keep it parallel until metas are established parts of any partner’s life, and then ideally kitchen table eventually. It usually takes me around 6-8 months before this transition feels right.
We’ve recently made it through a very rough patch. Partner was revealing too much to new Meta (they’d been dating about 2 months) about me and my struggles with anxiety, and telling me too much about how Meta was questioning why I’m polyamorous if I have so much anxiety about Partner when they are on dates. The hinging contributed to Meta and I not having particularly favourable feelings towards each other, then an event happened recently where I had an art show where I was featured and Meta decided to show up, despite me being uncomfortable with it, and not yet ready to meet. So I’m still feeling a bit sensitive about that. This whole thing almost split me and Partner up, because I didn’t feel like they were standing up for me, and that they were more focused on Meta’s feelings than mine, when the art show was my show, and actually had no real relevance to Meta.
Fast forward about 2 weeks- my birthday fell midweek this year and I had weekend plans to leave town and celebrate with Partner and a few close friends. Partner tells me on the weekend before that they have date plans on my actual birthday with Meta because that was the only day that worked that week. I realize that I had not specified that I wanted to hang out with them on my birthday, and they asked if it was important to me that we did. It was, and I asked them to spend my birthday with me. So they canceled their date and spent my birthday with me.
Here’s my question: is it unreasonable that this hurt my feelings? It hurt even more that it was with this particular meta.
My mono friends immediately jump to “it should go without saying that Partner spends your bday with you!” and then I feel deeply defensive of Partner. My polyam friends do the “wellllll, you set your bday plans for the weekend, so maybe they just thought that was it.” type of reasoning.
I just feel like we’ve been through SO MUCH recently, that this being yet another problem would break us.
I don’t want to bottle this up just to have it explode later, but I also am hoping that I can just let it go. I think I need advice on how to deal.
(Partner and I are both very Audhd, so keep in mind that we often need very explicit communication.)

Hey all,
With the closing of the company, there's been a lot of looking back at the past 21 years; however, looking forward, I think it's important to know where people are ending up while making more content & how to support the RT crew as the new projects and channels start up. I couldn't find any lists yet, and in my last post it sounded like no one else had done any, so I decided to make my own from the comments, posts, and info I could find on X/Instagram/Youtube.
This list is by no means comprehensive, but I aim to add to it as more stuff is announced on this sub/Twitter (or I'll make edits to incorporate comments in here). I'll also aim to add in some of the individual youtube channels for people.
Continuing Productions/New Channels:

• Astrogoblin (Patrick, Charlotte & Jacob of Funhaus) - Youtube
• Best Friends Today (continuing on same channel) - Youtube, Patreon
• The Regulation Podcast (Formerly F**kFace) - Youtube, Patreon
• 100% Eat (Formerly Face Jam) - Youtube, Patreon
• Tales from the Stinky Dragon - Youtube

Keep a Lookout:

• Extra Life - Announced to be continuing during the final livestream
• RWBY - "Very Exciting News Coming Soon"
• Red Web - "Red Web is not over!"
• Colab between Jeremy and AH people

Twitch Accounts (Courtesy of u/ZombieJesus1987):

• Ray
• Michael Jones
• Ky
• BK
• Fiona Nova
• Alfredo Diaz
• Jeremy Dooley
• Matt Bragg
• Sarah Weems
• Larry Matovina
• Ash Hildreth
• Jon Risinger
• Jack Pattillo
• Cole Gallian
• Steffie Hardy

Any help would be appreciated; I've not been watching much content recently, only coming back after hearing about the shutdown, so I'm not up to date on everything.

I originally posted a post under unrequited love that said “have u ever ended a friendship with someone you love who didn’t love you back.” The thing is he’s my guy friend for two years and I’m in love with him and I have strong feelings for him but I know he never felt the same way. The friendship was something that caused me a lot of ache and pain bc I hoped for something more when I knew that could never happen. It was driving me insane to stay in his life and not tell him how I feel and I was sure that the good decision was to walk away and end the friendship for my mental health which I did. Our friendship was also meaningless and pointless bc he would make fun of me a lot and call me “pessimistic” which I am but the unrequited feelings added to my pessimism. He would always reject my offer to hangout and would leave me on seen for months on end etc. So that also played a factor in why I ended the friendship including my feelings bc I was just so miserable. I texted him something really light bc I know it can be overwhelming for the person on the receiving end and I didn’t want to dump my feelings on him. I first said “I don’t think I can maintain a friendship anymore.” Bc I chickened out to which he didn’t even ask why or anything and just said “I wish u Nothing but the best.” That response got me a bit sad and mad bc he didn’t even care to ask why or anything and I just wanted to believe our friendship wasn’t that weak and had more care in it. I cried for hours bc I thought he would’ve at least asked why. We saw each other the day before I texted him this in which he made fun of me for being pessimistic. So I thought he would think that’s why I was ending the friendship bc I’ve told him I don’t like it when he calls me pessimistic. Either way I Thought he would just say something like “why” “did something happen” “are u okay.” But he didn’t. So bc I got mad I then told him I have to distance myself from him bc I have certain emotions and feelings for him that make it hard to maintain a friendship. Then I also sort of went off on him a little bit for calling me pessimistic and making fun of me for it bc he never understood that part of my reason for being pessimistic was loving him and hoping for him when I knew he never felt the same way. I said “my negativity isn’t who I am. You never knew the real me.” I also said distance myself and just not be friends for right now or forever bc I don’t know what the future holds. I texted this on sat and it’s now Mon. He hasn’t texted me back and I understand that’s okay and it must be overwhelming to hear that from me esp bc I never once let him know or even gave hints I liked him. I was so good at just hiding it so I know it’s a shock. He’s also a person that doesn’t open up or talk at all. He just closes up and never talks about how he feels. The thing is… I was so careful with what I said and I didn’t dump emotional love on him. I said I needed time away bc I have feelings for him. I just feel bad now? I feel so guilty? I feel like I did the wrong thing? I miss him? I KNOW the good thing was to distance myself bc I can’t even describe the pain I was in when we were friends not just bc of my feelings but bc he never put effort to be friends with me and would just be distant and dry to me. When I was friends with him I would tell myself I’d be much happier without him but now that I’m experiencing that side of the equation I feel more miserable? I just need help with my emotions? I think I messed up? Was being friends with him better than nothing? Should I have just hid my feelings and been happy to have him as a friend at least? I don’t know what he’s feeling bc he won’t talk to me and his silence is driving me insane. Do I miss him or the idea of a friendship with him? Do I miss him or our friendship? I feel like I’m regretting everything now but is it just too early and the pain of letting him go is fresh? Do I still have to get used to not having in my life bc I just cry and cry that we aren’t friends anymore. I thought would it be possible to stay friends after my confession and I would’ve liked to bc our friendship means a lot to me but I know that wasn’t possible bc my emotions were just too much for him but I’m beating myself over it that I could’ve told him in a diff way and said “i hope my feelings don’t ruin our friendship.” I’m just lost. I don’t know what im missing or what I did that was wrong or right. He’s a very patient and nice person overall by nature and we have school together on Thurs so i don’t know if I should just go and talk to him? But I feel sort of embarrassed to even see him. I also don’t know if he’ll still wanna see me even tho he is soft by nature I do get that if he’s upset or something and refuses to talk to me it makes sense. I feel terrible and miserable in my own self even tho I know I owed it to myself to distance myself bc it’s good for my mental and emotional health. Can someone just talk to me and tell me if I did the wrong thing or the right thing? What’s this feeling of missing him or just the friendship? Why do I feel and almost regret it? I just need him to talk to me even if he wants to yell at me for saying I have feelings but I just need him to TALK. It just hurts bc I feel like he always just misunderstands me and thinks the bad things about me. I just didn’t want our friendship to end on bad terms. I’ve never had to deal with such complicated emotions before. This entire situation is driving me insane esp bc he never talks about how he feels or shares anything. Oh and I forgot to mention he’s moving away to a diff state for grad school in July…. Which is 90% of the reason why I knew I should just end our friendship or distance myself bc what use is loving someone who’s far away from me that I can’t even see or hangout with? He could just get a gf and that would’ve made my pain and ache more severe. (He’s single rn and has been the entire time we were friends). I thought I would be so much happier without him and could start my “healing journey” but I had no idea the complications waiting for me on the other end.