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2024.05.15 18:42 widcheese sumone

Ang sakit lang kasi humihingi ako ng closure sa ex ko pero hindi niya mabigay, okay, sige. I asked her politely, nag-please pa ako na huwag siyang mag-di-disconnect sa sumone (app sa google play/app store) dahil ako na mag-di-disconnect once maka-move on ako sa kanya. 6 months na kaming break, nung April lang kami nawalan ng communication sa isa't isa dahil in-unfollow at unfriend ko na siya sa lahat ng socmed. Nauna siyang mag-disconnect sa mga apps like widgetable, noteit, at locket kaya naisipan kong kausapin siya, na baka pwede bigyan niya ako ng magandang closure pero wala, nonchalant eh or wala lang pake sa akin ewan hahaha. Sumone yung pinaka-importante sa akin kaya sinabi ko na huwag siyang mag-disconnect, log out lang siya or uninstall yung app kasi napakaraming memories and nandun at binabalik-balikan ko tuwing hindi ako okay o na-da-down ako sa buhay. Move on? Hindi ko pa kaya kaya nga binabalikan ko pa rin yung sumone. Hindi ko pa kaya na totally mag-let go sa taong minahal ko ng sobra, sa taong unang beses kong maramdaman na may pake sa akin, na kahit na 2 years older ako sa kanya para akong baby kapag magkasama kami dahil inaasikaso niya mga gamit ko lalo na kapag nasa sinehan kami (sa kanya ko na-experience na ayain at ilibre ng sine, never pa akong nakapasok sa bagong sinehan sa festi kaya sobrang sarap lang sa feeling, the little mermaid pinanood namin), at binibilhan niya ng gamit mga pusa ko. Ayaw niya rin na nililibre ko siya, pero syempre hindi ako papatalo, pero ayun minsan nananalo siya at siya ang nanlilibre. Ang rare lang sa akin na may gustong gumastos for me, sanay ako na ako yung nanlilibre.
Ayun nga, since April wala na kaming communication, na-check ko naman yung sumone kahapon (ayon sa pagkakaalala ko pero hindi ko na talaga alam kailan ba yung kahapon dahil da kakaibang timezone ng katawan ko), andun pa rin naman siya, nakikita ko pa yung (name ko) ❤️ (name niya) together for 420 days kahit 6 months naman na kaming break lol. Pagka-check ko kanina, wala na akong mabalikan. Nag-disconnect na siya. Ayoko mang manggulo sa buhay niya pero anong ginawa ko? I begged na ibalik niya. Ito na nga lang yung matitira sa akin, mawawala pa? Nagiging okay naman ako, pero from time to time, na-mi-miss ko talaga siya. At hindi naman sa ayoko siyang i-chat pero I think may bago na siya at ayoko nang magparamdam pa kaso biglang gumuho na naman mundo ko hahaha wala akong magawa kundi magmakaawa kahit hindi ko gawain. Hindi nga ako nag-beg na huwag kaming mag-break, eh hahaha. I respect her decision naman and I can't force someone if hindi niya na ako mahal pero itong pag-disconnect niya, hindi ko kayang tanggapin. Comfort zone ko 'to, eh. Bakit aalisin sa akin? Saka na ako mag-mo-move on sa'yo kapag alam ko na sa sarili kong hindi na talaga kita mahal. Sa ngayon, pasensya na muna at hindi ko pa kayang mawala lahat.
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2024.05.15 18:41 XanSenpai ✨[M4A][Lost In Ice]✨

[Adventure/Action] [Can be romance, and I can play either role]
Dragons are beasts of myth and legend, these creatures have been hunted down by hunters to the point of almost going completely instinct. there has not been a confirmed sighting in hundreds of years. Until today, [Your character's name] was a famous traveler and doctor, mainly known for their skill of working on not just humans but animals as well. (The character could be modified to fit your oc)
[Your character's name] were traveling through the woods as they were trying to resupply themself on some of the herbs that they were quickly running out of. They knew this forest and the type of creatures Inside it quite well, so they knew where to look for everything that they would need.
On [Your character's name] way back from the forest they found a trail of ice with some blood that led deep into the forest. They found this to be quite usual as this forest was quite possible and it was usually always too warm for ice to form there. As they followed the ice and blood the area around them seemed to get cold and the air seemed to get dryer. They would make it to the source of the Ice and blood as there seemed to be a huge chunk of ice with a boy with blue horns and a tail inside, the area around the ice was much colder and the air was way more humid than the air from farther in the forest.
The boy seemed to be alive and quite comfortable, but he had seemed to be quite injured. The ice would begin to crack as parts would break off, and in no time the ice would break into pieces as the boy fell out, still unconscious. [Your character's name] then… ]
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2024.05.15 18:41 yenuka_k HOW TO PLAY THOSE FREAKIN' BAR CHORDS???

I'm new to guitar. I can play some easy songs. But when I search some chords on chordify, the all good songs have those freakin' bar chords (i dont know the right name for those chords [Cm, Gm, Fm]). How should I train my fingers?? Please help me!!!
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2024.05.15 18:40 No-Sell-4991 Vienamese newbie's opinion about the translation in chapter 391

Vienamese newbie's opinion about the translation in chapter 391
Hello everyone, I am a Vietnamese who just recently joined this community. I happen to see you guys find it hard to undestand the plot fully when I use google to see some reactions about this manhua since it's one my favorite manhuas. Tbh, i'm so surprised to know there are others beside Vietnameses read this because of cultural difference. Vietnamese and Chinese culture have lots of similars, so when we read manhua it's is easy for us to understand the plot. This post i hope will help you guys undestand the plot easier.
Before explaining, I want to point out 2 important things. First, my English is not bad but it's also not very excellent, so I hope you guys go easy on me about the vocabulary and grammar. Second, if you have anymore questions just leave in the comment, I would try to explain it as intelligible as possible.
So, this post's topic is about the conversation between mc and the elder in chap 391 (idk what his role means in English so I'll just call him the elder). Since this is my first post so I'll just explain the translations that I see many of you guys still don't know what it truly means.
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In this picture, Vietnamese translation is: "Human's life expectancy isn't limited in 100 yrs. To think that you can comprehend this true in this world. Little Xie, you are indeed very special,..."
In other previous post, I see you guys hesitate between two translation "in this world" and "in this lifetime". In our Vietnamese groups, "in this world" seems to be the more suitable one.
I'd rather to say one more things. In the stimulation arc (idk the name of the arc in English), Qin Xinci tell the mc that she and matriarch know that mc isn't the original Xie Yan, and there are high opportunities that they tell the elder since he seems to play an very important role in the sect. If he thinks that mc comes from another world and that's why he can feel strange points in this world, this would make more sense of it.
That's all I want to let you guys know. Hope that all of you enjoy and find it useful. I will leave the link for Vietnamese translations for you. If you want to know it more, leave the comments below.
Link: https://truyenqqviet.com/truyen-tranh/ta-la-ta-de-8456-chap-391.html
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2024.05.15 18:40 JackkSkyline 21m Scotland/UK/western australia - looking for chats or gaming buddies :)

(really quickly the reason I have two vastly different locations is that there is a near 100% chance I am moving to the UK this year)
hi my name is Jack, I'm a recent cyber security and networking graduate and ideally will be moving to Scotland to do my masters :) my hobbies include games, photography, cars and F1!
if you wanna chat about anything or wanna play some games I'm down for anything
I haven't had much time recently for games since I've been studying but I really wanna get back into it! I have been playing some project zomboid though and I'll pretty much play most shooters, sandbox, open world, survival or RPG games! also really enjoyed elden ring so maybe some more souls like games (been loving helldivers 2!)
not sure what else to say, if you want to chat send me a message!
see ya!
oh and even if ur not near me I'd still be down to chat or game or whatever :)
(also my dms are open! no need to comment under my post!) (also please don't just send me a one word message, I'd like to chat but I also don't wanna interrogate you!)
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2024.05.15 18:40 Kyle_McBogey Has everyone completely forgotten about Jon Rahm???

Has everyone completely forgotten about Jon Rahm???
Like most other sickos, I’ve been filling my work days with as many PGA Championship preview podcasts as I can. I think I’m on about the sixth one and I think everyone has spent about a total of 5 minutes even discussing Rahm. It’s just been nothing but Scottie, Rory, Brooks. That’s obviously deserved as they are some clear favorites, but only 1 year ago, Jon Rahm was EVERYBODY’S clear cut #1 player in the world and was in the middle of a heater that a lot of people thought could possibly end with a grand slam.
Now I’m not a LIV guy in the slightest…in fact I think it’s basically a total joke. But regardless, Rahm has not forgot how to play golf. He’s finished top 10 in every LIV event he’s played so far so it’s not even like he’s really slumping. Just think it’s strange how little people are even mentioning his name when it comes to possible winners. I thought we might have learned our lesson on that after Brooks at Oak Hill last year but apparently not.
Watch out for Rahm sneaking into his 3rd major win this week…which would leave him only one away from the career grand slam as The Open goes to Troon, which I think would be a great set up for him.
I still think he’s an extremely huge hypocrite and has definitely acted a bit like a dildo the last few months…but the man is still a top 5 player on the planet.
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2024.05.15 18:40 JackkSkyline 21 [M4F] #Scotland #UK #Online #Western Australia #Perth - looking for a gaming duo :)

(I know it's not the main focus in the title but I'd also be super keen to talk to people in the UK, either London or somewhere in England or Scotland around like Edinburgh as there's a near 100% chance I'm moving there this year)
Hi everyone!
My name is Jack, I'm 21 and I'm a recent cyber security and forensics and internetworking and network security graduate, but I hope to go on for a few more years and do post grad studies! (this year my goal is to move to Edinburgh for my masters!)
Hobbies!: For the past few years I've been heavily into formula 1, never missing a race (even the 3 am ones and even worse, the 7 am ones!)
I also enjoy doing photography, I mainly do cars but I have recently started thinking about more landscape/urban photography.
Now for games! My main ones are Destiny 2, and rainbow six siege, (for those wondering my highest rank is diamond 3 (when rank actually meant something lol)), but I haven't been playing them much these days. I play heaps more than that but I can't think of them off the top of my head lol. To try and list some id say project zomboid is one I'm very into as of right now, that and hell divers 2. I really enjoyed elden ring so I want to try more souls like games. Red dead redemption 2 is amazing and my favourite game of all time is probably watch dogs 2.
I love JDM cars and unfortunately haven't been to a car meet in over a year now. My introduction to photography was through cars so if you'd like to see some of my photos do let me know! Most of my part time work went towards getting my dream car so I definitely plan on going to more meets!
As for what I look like I'm 5"11' brown hair that touches my shoulders and never acts normally. I am 75 ish kg and I have brown eyes. That's a basic description of me but if you want a picture that's not an issue.
I'm not really too good at writing these advertisements or making titles or finishing them off so I'll just say if I sound appealing to you or you wanna know more, feel free to shoot me a message! For those in WA I'm down in the Mandurah area but travelling up to Perth isn't an issue for me! And hopefully I see all you Scots later this year!
Thanks for reading! Stay safe people!!
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2024.05.15 18:39 Contactunderground Monterrey Mexico 1994, there a CE-5 contact team attracted a large craft which hovered on a mountainside. A blinding beam of light emanated from the UFO and the silhouettes of beings could be seen moving in front of the beam.

Monterrey Mexico 1994, there a CE-5 contact team attracted a large craft which hovered on a mountainside. A blinding beam of light emanated from the UFO and the silhouettes of beings could be seen moving in front of the beam.
Shari Adamiak was a dedicated, disciplined volunteer contact worker who I had the honor to serve with as a fellow CE-5 Working Group Coordinator from 1992 till 1998. I honor her memory by posting her report describing an amazing encounter in Monterrey Mexico in 1994.

In the report posted below, a prolonged telepathic exchanges reportedly occurred with two types of non-human beings, very small ones and a larger humanoid being.

Joseph Burkes MD 2024

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CLOSE ENCOUNTERS OF THE FIFTH KIND IN MONTERREY,
MEXICO - DECEMBER 1994
By Shari Adamiak ©1995, Executive Director of CSETI

Introduction:
The following is an account - from my point of view - of events that occurred during a CSETI investigative team activation to Monterrey, Mexico in December of 1994. While necessarily somewhat subjective based on my own experiences, every attempt has been made to present an accurate depiction of events that were experienced by myself and our team.
CSETI Reacts to Flap in Mexico:
After seeing a tape of a "Hard Copy" program showing an active wave of UFO activity in Monterrey, Mexico - the third largest metropolis in Mexico - we made an effort to contact the researcher who had taken those videos. Santiago Yturria is a thorough researcher and skilled videographer who, along with Diana Perla Chapa, the host of a popular live talk show on Mexican network television, has had a UFO group for over 20 years in the state of Nuevo Leone.

Dr. Steven Greer, international director of CSETI, activated a CSETI Rapid Mobilization Investigative Team (RMIT) to Monterrey to investigate this current flap. Santiago, Diana, and the entire Ovni Club of N.L. assisted us, took us to sites, shared their evidence and graciously welcomed us to Monterrey. Dr. Greer, myself, a woman from New York and a man, also a videographer, from Minneapolis made up the CSETI team. (Names furnished upon request.)
Consciousness Connections:

Lucid dream activity played a significant role in the events that unfolded in Monterrey. Three of the team had dreams that proved to be portents of happenings on this project. I had a dream in the early hours of December 13th. In it, the extraterrestrials were showing us the spot where we should come in order to have a meeting with them. They showed me aerial views, in stop motion - each one closer to the ground - and marked the site with a strobing turquoise laser pattern. They showed me a view from the ground, looking up at some steep peaks, and showed it to me both in day and nighttime views. The night view revealed two stars in a particular configuration over one of the peaks.

That very afternoon, Santiago and his friends drove us to Las Mitres mountains, well known as an area of many sightings of UFOs. As we approached, it dawned on me that it was identical to what I was shown in my dream. We decided to use the spot as our field research site that night. When we came to Las Mitres (so named because the mountain peaks resemble a bishop's miter hat) that night, the two stars were indeed in the sky in the same position as I had seen in my lucid dream.

The Team Gets to Work:

The CSETI team had observed some anomalous objects in the sky at two different sites on the nights of December 11th and 12th, but the next two nights, the 13th and 14th at the Las Mitres sites, proved to be exceptional. The Las Mitres mountains contain a large cave where the local investigators believe that spacecraft conceal themselves when coming to the Monterrey area. And, unusually dense low clouds were known to form over the cave and other parts of the peaks very quickly. On the night of December 13th, the entire CSETI team set up camp at the base of Las Mitres. We were joined by an American woman who was a friend of one of our teammates, who was married to a Mexican man and living in Monterrey. She had arranged our lodging and transportation for us.

Around 10:30 pm, following our first Coherent Thought Sequencing (a CSETI protocol) session, we observed a very bright light that appeared in the zenith of the sky, traveling rapidly in an upward arc that terminated in the center of the constellation Orion. At 10:45 pm, very dense clouds materialized within a minute on parts of the sheer mountain cliffs.
The Close Encounters Begin:

At approximately 1:00 am, Dr. Greer and another team member were standing slightly down the gravel road when they observed a bright, strobe-like white light to appear at the edge of the mountain. At about the same time, I had gotten up and walked closer towards the brush at the base of the mountain. Dr. Greer looked for me to tell me of the strobe light and found me at the spot where it had appeared. As we stood there, another round light came rolling down the side of the steep slope. Just then, I felt some invisible energy that felt as if it were gently pulling me in deeper to the brush. Both Dr. Greer and I felt there was a presence nearby that, from past experience, led us to feel there was a spacecraft and extraterrestrial beings very nearby.

Just then, I began to perceive small, square-shouldered beings in the brush around us. They could be sensed and dimly seen, but a clear view of them wasn't possible. The little beings were extremely shy and reticent. They would scurry close to us, then backtrack quickly into the brush. We could not hear any brush moving or footsteps but we could dimly see them. To me, they seemed to have on uniforms that covered their body and legs that were a dull orange-rust color. They were very short, just up to my knees (I am 5'7"). I became aware of a telepathic message - they were concerned about our video camera, behind me to the right. I turned my head and looked. Sure enough, unknown to me previously as I had not seen it in the dark, was our teammate's professional camera set up on a tripod. I send back the mental message to them not to worry, the camera wasn't on and we wouldn't let him touch it. They seemed to trust my assurance, as the event continued to unfold. I related this two-way communication to Dr. Greer, who went back to the other three people and instructed them to stay where they were unless he called them forward.

These rich, rare exchanges with what appear to be extraterrestrial life forms are very delicate scenarios. Any sudden, rash or extreme emotion or movement can thwart the entire event and bring it to a screeching halt, and the extraterrestrials vanish. Sometimes our second-guessing of what is needed to allow an event to unfold in all its possible fullness is accurate; sometimes it is not. It is almost like hesitant dance partners, longing but afraid to get closer. Until we as a people are more accepting of close contact with extraterrestrials, our interactions are likely to continue in this way.

I could mentally 'hear' concerned conversation going on amongst the small beings. They eventually conveyed to me the message, again mentally, that they were having difficulty adjusting our energies in preparation for a meeting because my physical energy was concentrated on my stomach, trying to digest some food. Just before all this began, I had eaten about a half of a Power Bar, a dense protein energy food. It was cold and hard from being in my gear bag for hours and I could feel it kind of just laying in my stomach. At this point, I sent a very deliberate message to the life forms: "I give you permission to take it out of my body". Suddenly, I felt as if someone were standing some distance away with a fishing line whose hook was inside my stomach. It felt as if someone were slowing reeling in the line as the food came back out the way it went in. Now, I detest vomiting more than almost anything and I was struck by the gentleness that was used in removing this food from my body. It was only mildly unpleasant. Dr. Greer, an emergency physician, asked me if I was alright. I told him that I was fine and that this was being done with my permission. After this little purging, the energy felt softer, with less intense vibration.

Soon the little beings sent both Dr. Greer and I the message that if we removed our glasses, we would be able to see them better. Although I normally use contact lenses, glasses are preferable for field work when wind and dust often get blown into my eyes, plus the fact that we are often in the field until the wee hours of the morning. After receiving this message, we each removed our glasses. One last request from the little ETs - that we remove our hats (it had been a chilly night.) At this point, I could actually feel a harmonious flow of energy between us, the little beings, and some other unseen source.

Another Being is Perceived:

At this point, the small life forms disappeared. Shafts of golden light began to come from an unknown, unseen source and lay across the bushes in front of us. We learned later that the three other team members behind us could see this as well, although they had not been able to perceive the small beings. I could feel one of these shafts of light approach me and fill my torso with a warm, golden glow. After the light rays faded, a large oval of bluish fog began to form about ten feet in front of us. As the blue mist began to coalesce, Dr. Greer and I became aware of a being within it. Although again we could see him only dimly, he appeared very humanoid, tall, with long and straight silverish hair. He appeared to be clothed in a light blue and silver uniform.

We learned later that one team member saw a tendril of the blue fog travel along the ground towards her. It frightened her a little until the mist reached her foot and began to send wisps around her feet. She later told us that there was a gentle kindness about the fog and all misgivings vanished. However, our American friend who was not an actual team member became very frightened by the golden light and blue fog.

We learned later that it was all too much for her - something the extraterrestrial would tell us. For as we stood there facing one another, the tall being sent us a message that they would very much like to manifest more fully in the physical to meet with us, but that if they did so, one of our team members would be dangerously frightened. Their caution and concern were touching. And a far cry from the crying wolf that goes on so often when extraterrestrials are said to be heartless, devoid of feeling, and out to harm human beings. We in CSETI feel that this type of encounter points up the absolute need and appropriateness of doing real-time field work in our efforts to learn exactly what these beings are all about.

It is important, and interesting, to note that both Dr. Greer and myself received nearly identical mental messages each time there was a communication from the extraterrestrial.

Dr. Greer and I consulted one another and decided to send a joint message. We told the tall being that if they could not come to us, it was okay with us if they could take us to where they were. We could sense this was being discussed with a 'central command control', or his more senior team members. Dr. Greer and I saw a copper-gold sphere, ten to twelve feet in diameter, begin to coalesce to the left of the tall being. It never reached material solidity but soon began to disperse. The tall being then sent us a message that it would frighten our teammates just as much to see us disappear in front of their eyes as it would for the ETs to manifest right there. At this time, we had no idea that any member of our team was having difficulty coping with these events.
Soon Again, Soon Again:

Finally, after what seemed like a few moments, the tall being sent us a message that they would not be able to manifest fully in the physical this night. But they sent a message: "soon again; soon again". At this point, Dr. Greer went back to speak with the other team members and I stayed put. For the next five minutes, the being and I exchanged blessings to each other, to our teams. It was poignant and lovely. I cannot recall any of the actual 'words' or specific communications; it was not a left-brained exchange, but was beyond the bounds of linear thought.

Their Reluctance is Proven Out:

When I joined the others, I learned that our American friend had become extremely frightened, so much so that she had taken refuge in our vehicle. We had designated the big Suburban as the 'safe area". We do this on all our field research - setting aside a specific enclosure that any team member can go to if unfolding events prove fearful to them. In fact, it is our policy to send a 'buddy' along, who remains with them the entire time they wish to stay in the safe area. We divide into buddies at the beginning of our field session so that each team member is accounted for, and accountable, at all times. She told us that if she had seen anything more from the ETs, she would have run screaming down the mountainside.

Preparation is Key:

Her reactions impressed upon us the importance of training for each team member. It served as a strong reminder to us to be more stringent in adherence to our policies regarding untrained guests who wanted to join our field work. Much to my surprise, Dr. Greer and I learned from our teammates that we had been standing there, exchanging communication with the extraterrestrials, for nearly two hours. We both thought no more than thirty minutes had elapsed. By this time, it was nearly 3:00 am, so we broke camp and went home.

The Encounters Continue:

The following day was a busy one with an appearance on Diana Chapa's live TV show in the morning, a field trip to another site in the afternoon, and a talk at the Ovni Club that evening. It was about 11:30 pm by the time we were driving up the narrow road to our Las Mitres site. Interestingly, our videographer teammate was absent from field work. He had decided to stay in the city to visit his friend and her son. As the Suburban headed up the gravel lane, Dr. Greer and I simultaneously observed a small, bright light on the side of Las Mitres. We knew from the previous night that there was no light normally in that area. Tonight we also had with us our American friend's Mexican husband. He and our driver assured us there were no houses, no power lines, no roads, nothing on the sheer cliffs of Las Mitres.

As we came to the base of the mountain, Dr. Greer jumped from the Suburban while it was still rolling. The other woman and I jumped out and grabbed the bare necessities of field gear: a 500,000-candle power portable halogen light, our night vision scope, binoculars, a small camcorder, and a hand-held micro-cassette recorder.

Because of the reaction by an untrained participant the previous night, we sent our driver and his friend down the road. We told them we could not afford any panic this night. Unbeknownst to us at the time, the men went to a spot at the bottom of the road where they could clearly see the events that unfolded.

Are We in a Spielberg Movie?:

Dr. Greer grabbed the halogen light and sent a signal to the star-like light on the hillside. Instantly, the light transformed into a gigantic, brilliant round beam that shot light down the entire mountainside! We were astonished. It came close to being the time we always joke about - when events are so incredible that we'll wish we had on "Depends" undergarments! We continued to have a Close Encounter of the Fifth Kind - a human-initiated or human-interactive experience - with this craft for the next two hours and fifteen minutes. An exchange like this, with a team in the field, is unprecedented. During the lengthy encounter, we sent light signals to the craft. The craft would signal back to us in the exact same sequence. Then its lights would extinguish. Within a few minutes, it would again illuminate and initiate a signal to us. This went on and on. Twice during this time period, we saw the shadows of beings walking in front of the blinding beam. At times, the beam would rotate upon itself, appearing to the left of its original position - then back where it was. Once the light seemed to turn over on itself, illuminating the sparsely forested slope behind it. This was one of the times when figures were seen to move in the beam.

Hoaxability Ration - Low to Zero:

It must be emphasized that this is a very remote area devoid of roads. For anyone to have hoaxed this event would have required something on the scale of a major motion picture crew. There was simply no way to have moved equipment like this onto these sheer slopes. It would have caused quite a commotion in the suburbs below if a crew of that magnitude had traversed those sheer cliffs that day. The area would have been swarming with lookie-loos. At the end of the two hours and fifteen minutes, the light, which by now had split into two candle-flame colored round lights, turned to brilliant red, shot out a lightning bolt of energy and vanished. We saw a golden streak shoot through the sky towards the direction of the ancient volcano, Topochico. And the energy was gone. It was not until this point that we fully appreciated that
  1. we'd been standing up for all that time, and
  2. our hair had stood on end the entire time.

As a side note, I want to report that when we first got out of the vehicle at the base of the mountain, I heard crickets chirping in stereophonic synchronicity. One would chirp on our right, then one would chirp on our left. The chirping was loud and distinct. When I heard it, I told my teammates that it was significant. I had heard similar chirping prior to another major encounter in the past. It was moments later that the gigantic craft illuminated before us.

Eventful Trip Home:

We signaled to our drivers to bring up the Suburban. When they arrived, we learned that the men had gone to a vantage point and had seen everything, giving us two independent witnesses. In fact, from their extra distance the light was not so blinding and they were able to discern the craft. They both reported seeing a very large disc-shaped craft with a domed top. The men were extremely excited. They said they felt bonded now, like brothers. The American's husband said that his life would never be the same again.

As we were riding on our 30-minute drive home, Dr. Greer remarked that he felt the ETs would follow us. Within a minute, the man in front was exclaiming, "la luz, la luz!" (the light, the light!) We could then see that the gigantic light was visible from the road, showing itself to us on the opposite side of the mountain from where it had been at our field site! We stopped at a closed gas station, signaled and videoed (which came out fuzzy and blurred). You will recall that, of all nights, our videographer was not with us this night. Coincidence or orchestrated by the ETs? So many such things happen that we have to ponder the possibility. This time, the light was not appearing as two lights side by side. Instead, they were two lights stacked one on top the other. We continued to observe it on the remainder of the homeward ride, stopping twice more to observe.

When we arrived home, we climbed up to our flat roof. We could still see it, even though the entire valley of the city of Monterrey was now between us, the back side of Las Mitres and the rest of the range. The lights were still there. They had changed position again and were now staggered, one atop the other. They had been so bright that we could see the rock face behind it illuminated. As we watched, the lights dimmed down to about half their luminosity.

The Craft Revealed:

At this point, we could clearly see the structure of the craft. It was indeed a large disc with a sloped dome on top. By measuring with fingers at arm's length, Dr. Greer determined that the craft was between one-half to one full city block in size. As the birds began to sing and the sky began to lighten, we bid goodbye and heartfelt thanks to our visitors for these remarkable experiences and went inside to sleep, and dream of them.

Shari Adamiak, Executive Director, CSETI ________________________

Final Notes:

I wish to advise that the three persons who interacted with the craft as described above included three very responsible and stable individuals. Dr. Greer is a practicing trauma physician, father of four, world-renowned expert on extraterrestrial intelligence. He is the founder of CSETI, and the visionary and guiding force of it. Our teammate from New York is cofounder of a research foundation and is personal friends with world leaders in both the political and private sectors. And I myself have been educated in the sciences and the law and worked for many years as a paralegal, which gives me a logical mind upon which to base my ongoing extraterrestrial experiences. - Shari Adamiak

I describe how I first met Shari in 1992. It was an experience that I will never forget:
https://contactunderground.wordpress.com/2022/03/05/i-meet-shari-adamiak-the-first-ce-5-working-group-coordinato
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2024.05.15 18:36 skeelarkk Honest Review

Normally I don’t ever write on pages but this one is personal. I’ve been a fan of Xbox since the original Xbox. Following all of the exclusives like Left4Dead, Halo and Gears of War, to list some of my favorites. I’m really concerned about the direct Microsoft is heading with the Xbox brand. Buying a bunch of studios that have made hit record and allegedly forcing game devs to make games that isn’t in their expertise and then closing the studio because they don’t make the next big hit. This just doesn’t resonate well with me and can only assume that the quality of games will continue to be half baked triple A titles to be released and having us wait for a year of updates before it is a fully released games. I think I speak for the community when I say we enjoy the little titles as well while we wait for a fully finished triple A hit title. The smaller studios play a role in the enjoyment of gaming as well. Also why the change of name from Xbox to “Microsoft Gaming”. Will there be no more consoles made? Will the servers from Xbox be moved to the
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2024.05.15 18:35 samirmarksamir Without a Diplomatic Plan for Post-war Gaza, Jordan Fears It Will Be Forced to Recognize Hamas

Just last month, there was an outcry in Jordan after Abu Ali Al-Askari, a military commander in the Iraqi militia Kataib Hezbollah, announced that his organization was prepared to arm and train 12,000 Jordanians so they could join the axis of resistance and operate against Israel from Jordanian territory. And in March, in a videotaped address screened at a women's conference in Jordan, Meshal urged Jordanians to hold continuous mass demonstrations and encourage "the Jordanian nation to participate in the Al-Aqsa Flood war [Hamas' name for their recent campaign] and mix the blood of this nation's members with the Palestinians' blood so that they can be honored."
Jordan condemned these comments, and state-owned media described them as "direct incitement against the kingdom." But there is a bigger concern for Jordan, and not just Jordan alone. There is lack of a diplomatic plan for post-war Gaza, Palestinian President Mahmoud Abbas is weak, and there is a chance that the resultant political vacuum will play into Hamas' hands. It would turn Hamas into a decision-making partner in determining the structure of Palestinian leadership, with which the heads of Arab states, first and foremost Jordan, will have to cooperate.
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2024.05.15 18:33 StandardBreakfast407 Trailers before Challengers?

Trying to find the name of a movie… what movie trailers played before challengers for you guys?
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2024.05.15 18:33 FloatingOnTheClouds Which bachelor did you marry,and why?

When I first got the game I liked Kana’s design the most,but I’ve heard that he only talks about horses and I don’t like that. I’ve never romanced any of the bachelors.
I’ve just restarted because I hadn’t played for a long time.
Right now I’m giving Cam and Kana some gifts. I haven’t met Mikhail or Dirk yet.
I’m kind of curious about Mikhail. I would like to get to know Dirk as well,but his name is the same as my dad’s and I don’t know if I’ll be able to look past that.
So I’d love to know about your experiences and favorites! Hopefully that makes my choice a bit easier!
Thank you very much in advance!🤗💖
Spoiler tag is just to be safe.
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2024.05.15 18:32 hononononoh DAE kick themselves and feel foolish when they don't notice, until someone else points it out, that a proper name is a common word spelled backwards?

I recently had an exchange with Redditor u/atremOx. I certainly saw the ox in his name. But it took me far too long to notice the reference to Omertà, the Sicilian Mafia's code of honor. (from Spanish hombredad, "manliness")
As a lifelong word nerd and amateur linguist, I hold myself to the standard of being able to notice the playful or clever use of language pretty quickly. In my mind, this category includes not only double entendres (especially involving acronyms) and words with a meaning in multiple languages, but also odd and unique-sounding names people choose for groups, usernames, companies, musical artists, etc., that are merely common English words and phrases spelled backwards. For some reason, I imagine that this is something that most English speakers notice and pick up on rather quickly. And so, when I don't notice it until somebody points it out, I feel foolish and slow-on-the-draw for not seeing it.
If I can't figure out what a person's username or organizational name is supposed to mean, I've gotten in the habit of immediately reading it backwards. I've found this to be low-yield. Not only does the word not mean anything spelled backwards, but this habit does not seem to have made me any quicker at noticing when this is the right way to find the origin of the name.
Does anyone else relate to me on this, or have any experiences to share? How prevalent is people using backwards spellings to create deliberately cryptic or unique proper names? It's really not that clever or hard to do, after all. Why should it be hard to notice or decode, then?
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2024.05.15 18:31 VictorRM Rogue Might Need a Shield Proficiency

No particular reason, but only because it is one of the only two Martials who can't use a Buckler even it has a subclass named Swashbuckler.
Flavor-wise, to me, a Thief with a Short Sword and a Buckler to parry, like those typical presets from the Dark Souls has nothing wrong. And Especially when Rogue has a Subclass named Swashbuckler but can't use a Buckler is weird. Asssassin Characters with a small round Shield and a Rapier have been typical too, since it's a pretty standard usage in reality.
Power-wise, the other one who lack of Shield Proficiency now has a crazy Defensive and Mobility thanks to the new features like Deflect Attack, Dexterity Push, Climing Walls, and old features like Unarmored Defense, Unarmored Movement,, plus new features that were once exclusive to Rogue, such as Free Bonus Disenage, Free Bonus Dash, or do it together with cheap costs while it already shares Evasion. Even Fighters can move half speed with Second-Wind and without triggering OA. I think Rogue could use a Shield Proficiency won't be a big problem. This also gives players more reason to play a melee Rogue, and to choose from whether being a One-Handed Rogue or a Dual Wielding one, instead of aways "the Ranged One".
Though I know it is possible for Rogue to get the proficiency with the 1st level feat Lightly Armored now, but since too many players have argued that it's been too strong to be a 1st level feat for Casters to pick, which I also agree. So if WotC is planning to take Lightly Armored away, then Rogue really could usa a Shield Profiency. I really like my Rapier&Buckler Rogue so much. It'd be sad thing for the poor Rogue to be a Martial who possesses nothing that a Martial should have for another ten years.
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2024.05.15 18:31 kcvlaine Game score appreciation post (Helldivers 2 Main Theme - "A Cup Of Liber-Tea" by Wilbert Roget, II)

Firstly - play the track as you read this.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R5hCkh2AH58
Comments on balance (I know lol but seriously, the score is very well balanced, let me explain)
It's very difficult to balance a score as perfectly as this one has been - it's supposed to be a satirical, over-the-top in its patriotism, and yet genuinely enjoyable as background music. Now adding to this already challenging tightrope to walk, the composer also had to add in an element that reflected that this is a sci-fi situation as well - which isn't exactly easy to do because across the world patriotism is associated with orchestral sound while sci-fi is associated with synths. The composer seems to have chosen to tastefully layer the sci-fi synth elements in subtly into the orchestral sounds so that they don't stand out but still drive the music. The best example of this in the theme is the frenetic pulsating beat that underpins the first section of the theme (up to 1:36). Listen for what sounds like a consistent thudding underneath the orchestra where timpani would usually be. Around 1:46 you'll hear synths with a delay on them which is also a classic sci-fi score element. The composer pulls off this four-dimensional balancing challenge all while following up the original game's score with one that has more depth, emotion, and tells more a story.
Which brings me to the story this score tells (this part is subjective and mainly my interpretation of it)
To me the score tells a story across its 3 sections - First it starts off with the feeling of righteousness and the call of a greater cause. It is over the top and focused in the way that military propaganda usually is. At 1:38 we reach a dramatic and almost sudden end to that state of mind with the horns landing strong on the root, throwing us into the next section.
We are now plunged into a feeling of sinister mystery with a GORGEOUS violin part lamenting a new melody. To me this section reflects the heart-rending realities of sending young people to die horrific deaths without them understanding the truth of why - and the strings mourn their innocence with a melody that seems to function like the inverse of the main melody from the previous section (I'm sure there's a music theory term for this, and I haven't studied theory so I won't attempt to guess it).
The next section begins with a buildup and an interesting key change the lifts us from the melancholy into renewed but measured hope, and a beautiful crescendo featuring a more traditional percussion section and powered by a very tasteful choir arrangement that blends with the horns as they fall away. This section imo pays tribute to the Helldivers' sacrifice and the scale at which the galactic war is fought. The piano with the huge reverb at the end to me places the main melody in the vastness of space, reflecting the setting of the Helldivers universe.
Overall, this score is a triumph that really needs to be appreciated more as a beautifully executed piece of music. It's refreshing to hear a theme that uses a real orchestra and choir, as opposed to many video game scores that opt for a MIDI recreation which usually falls short of sounding convincing. I guess they really didn't scrimp on the budget of the score considering it was recorded at Abbey Road and Ocean Way, both of which are names associated with legendary musicians. I do hope the composer sees this somehow, as he really set the stage for a spectacular experience.
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2024.05.15 18:30 FilmFlaky1096 homebuyers program/ why is my dad so difficult! my dad doesn't like his kids

I want to go through the home buyers’ program but I’m not sure if I can do it. I need to give a back story first. My grandma owned 2 homes in our hometown (she lived in one of the homes), an apt building, and part of a vacation time share in Florida. My grandmother put my dad (her son) in the other home so he wouldn’t have to pay rent (the white house). But he was responsible for paying taxes and the upkeep of the home. But unfortunately, he could never pay the taxes on time and spent his money poorly. So, She took care of it when necessary. I think that’s why she always kept the house in her name because she knew he would lose it. Now I’ve always known my dad to be a drunk and he had a gambling addiction too. He was a violent drunk and abusive to my mom. which he denies to this day and swears nothing ever happened but I remember things. You would think he would want to fix his life when I came into the picture. Me being his oldest child and first born at age 31. But no! my sister came 3 years later. My grandma died when I was 8 years old from the injuries of a car accident in 2000. She left a will and was also given a $100,000 settlement from the trucker who hit her. she left the (white house) to my dad. And her home she left to my dad, my sister and I. we all own a third with me and my sister being Co-owner. my dad stayed living in the white house and rented out my grandma’s home after her passing. He ended up losing the white house for not making payments and moved into my grandmother’s homes. Now that my sister (29) and I (31) are adults we want to sell the home. it is old and run down but still livable. my dad lives in the home but can’t keep up with it. he has never been good with money. And now that he is older and his health has declined it is not safe for him to stay in the home. But he will not leave. He has fallen a couple times and needs to be in a senior living apartment. It is hard on me and my sister because we live about two hours away so when something happens, we can’t get to him fast enough. My dad is the only child and acts like it. He thinks we owe him something. But he wasn’t really around growing up and always left us with broken promises. sometimes blamed us for things we had no control over as minors that had to do with my mother leaving him. Mentally it feels like I’m talking to a child when I talk to him. We have had offers on the home, people have come out and looked and gave us offers. He wasn’t okay with moving and had a complete tantrum about it in front of the realtor. Looking like a 5-year-old that wasn’t getting his way. But we had to explain to him that when he is gone, he is leaving us with debt because of him not making payments. Not to mention he always pay the taxes late to where he has to get liens on the home or payment plans. my sister has paid the taxes a couple times while living with him in her early 20s. but he's not getting my money I work hard for while he drinks and gamble his away. there was A lot we didn’t understand, and he wasn’t telling the truth, so we had to call and find out for ourselves. He wanted to get a $200,000 home repair loan for the house but can't do it without me and my sister's signature as well. I told him no! you're not putting me in debt. you will get that money and not use it for the house or pay it back! My dad is a selfish person and never thought about his kids. one minute its "this is all of our house" and when he's mad and doesn't get his way, then its "this is my house! mama left this house to me!". but we have the will we know what it says. He played stepdaddy to his wife and her kids before doing for us. And they treated him like shit including the wife. They married in 2008 have been separated since 2014 but she is still around when that check comes and driving his car because he can’t drive anymore. He had the nerve to tell me and my sister he wanted us to pay for his divorce. Not happening! He didn’t even think of us when he got the settlement from my grandma death. I don’t have any kids but if I did and something like that happens to me, I’m putting that money in an account for my kids to accumulate over the years that way by time they are adults they have some type of leeway to get by. But that money was probably gone the same year my grandma died. And when we bring it up my dad acts like there was never any money but my mom made sure she got all the paperwork for us as proof later down the line. Now my dad is living off social security. And still drinking. Which is more of a reason he needs to move. One minute he is ready to move and when it’s time to find places then he back tracks. It’s frustrating. He is a drunk, will spend his check on liquor and do the bare minimum with bills. Then expect his kids to pick up the slack like his mom did. you had enough time to get it together. I have my own problems and my own bills. You live in a way better area then your kids and still want to take from us while we are out surviving learning as we go. I work for everything I have. I’ve never expected anyone to do for me that I can’t do for myself.
Now I want to go through with the first-time home buyers’ program. But I’m not sure if I can do anything with that house in my name. and he knows this but doesn’t care. He won’t sell the house. I mean he is out voted 2 v 1 but I don’t have the money to take him to court to make him leave. Us selling the house can really help all 3 of us out. I’m doing ok for myself I live within my means, and I save. But in this economy what does that really mean. That money would really help, and my sister has four kids. That money could really help her too. I just don’t know what to do. I just want him to think about his daughters, shit his grandkids as well. I guess its too late. We are just trying to survive that’s it.
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2024.05.15 18:29 dayaay1 Please guys i need your help.

my problem is really long and complicated but i will try my best to say it in the best way.
i am an INFJ female and have been dating an INTP guy for 8 months and he is very smart, understanding and kind. The thing is, we always had gaps in our relationship, and there was some kind of things I couldn't understand or know about him. It was as if there was something off about him and it was very dark. He always found it difficult to open up to me. The only aspect he expressed to me was kind of from his past as a child and I could tell it was a very traumatic experience that it made me sick. And also the way he lacked or barely felt any sort of emotion. Thus, this thing was making him feel nauseous while around people or social activities, as if he never felt like himself. Being "real". It's as if he always feels like he needs to give people the feelings they need and want even when he doesn't feel the existence of those emotions. This is something some INTPs can struggle with as well and I know it's so stressful that in the end, you don't know why you're giving those feelings when you already know their points. However, you don't want to feel misunderstood. So either way, this is not a win for you and you have to do something about it. So I accepted him and always told myself that I would never make him feel what others did and I told myself that I would build an environment where he could always feel at peace and himself. Because he always wanted to feel peaceful. We were all the time supporting each other, feeling happy together and discussing random topics with each other. I really liked it all. He was very close to my heart and I will always love all of him no matter what. He had some insecurities and was always trying to hide them from me because as he would always say he didn't feel enough or didn't love them etc. I embraced him all in because what I truly loved was his soul and his heart and I couldn't care less about the way he looked. But the thing he was trying to show me something or let me say give me hints in this period of time. I couldn't understand what he wanted or meant, I thought he wanted me to understand him more or be with him more and I was willing to do that. But he always said he was a terrible person, he had done some awful things in his past and he couldn't forgive himself for it. I was trying to know what dose he meant by that? Is there something I don't know? When I asked him about that, he said yes, I don't know it. And he probably won't tell me about it forever. But to be more specific he kind of told me some about it. That he smoked at a very young age and that he hurt a lot of people and bullied them. And so, I analyzed that based on his past experience and the way people treated him so dirty, it was a very natural response of his mind to protect him. However, I still accept it all and loved him even more. cause no matter what nothing can changes what i have in my heart towards him. So let me get to the point I have always viewed him to be a melancholic person who always wore a mask to please people, who always wanted to find real meaning in this rotten life, who wanted to feel at least something. He was trying but he couldn't. Thus he was always superior to his emotions, which always caused discomfort and pain to his heart. He always told me that this life has no meaning and when you get to know its points you will see that everything is connected to our instincts and nothing more or less. I really agree with him on that. But it seemed like he had a lot to say but preferred to shut it down. And I bet the reason he didn't find me qualified enough to hear all those facts. Maybe he didn't want to bother me with those. Or maybe he doesn't see the point in telling me. I will not raise my assumptions. But he always told me he wanted to be left alone. that he is not interested in life/studies/relations. He just wants to be left in peace. And I really wanted to give him everything he wanted. If people were taking away what he wanted, I would be the one to give him all that. Even if it means sacrificing my happiness because the only happiness I find is within him So he told me there was one major thing he did in his past that it was way disturbing than the things he mentioned and he clarified that I'd hate him for it and I was already prepared. I was waiting patiently I was waiting happily. Because I was sure that I would not hate him and the idea of me proving it to him encouraged me more. I imagined the worst scenarios he could ever do. And I was like yeah. I'll still love him, it doesn't fuckin matter. but suddenly he changed his mind about telling me and choose to say it when its about to leave.
So.. two days later we had an argument. And at that time. He started saying a lot of things, he said he made a mistake and started saying that he had a side I didn't know about, that he was a liar and a manipulator, he told me he lied about everything and he was trying to hint me about them that he is a really awful person. He told me he was trying to feel something for me but he didn't. and he said there was just a little tiny thing towards me and it was confusing to him to understand why. but it didn't actually mean anything and maybe because he created it. He also told me he didn't want to be with me from the first place, he lied about everything he lied about the moments he spent with me, he lied when he thought I was beautiful, he lied when he said I was perfect. But he also told me that he didn't lie about some things. His name, his past, his people, his opinions. He told me he was in love with someone before me who was an INFJ and was and still in his class and still he said he didn't want to be with her either. He just wants to be left alone, but he would like to talk to her and find something repulsive about her, so he hates her because he was struggling with the feelings he had towards her and also to convince himself that she is not as perfect as he thought. He never spoke to her (but always observed her).
He also said that this is a big chance he is with me because he must want to forget her and maybe he used me for that reason he is not sure why he was with me in the first place but that may be the case. He said his mind didn't want anyone. He said he was born alone and wants to continue on his own. He also told me about the thing he did and if i could say It is worse than murder and theft.. He told me that he is a terrible person and I need to know the truth. He said that he wants to solve his problem with me by letting me know so that I can leave him and he continue on his path.
But something in me. still wants to be with him. I just don't understand myself. I know that it's not the best decision and I'm so ridiculous for that even when he told me the terrible thing he did. It's like I don't have any problem, I just want to stay with him and I'm not disgusted or even disappointed. To explain this, I must have no morals within me. cause what are we at the end? we are human beings. And most of the time we act according to our instincts, why do we have morals? Because we were born and programmed for them and why we have to cling to them? perhaps because we want the perfect image of ourselves and ego. and maybe because we want to protect ourselves from the society and play games. Everything in the end comes down to our instincts and ego, no matter what. This is something we can do nothing about except accepting the nature of our humanity. That's why I can't have morals. From anything even murder. theft. r3pe. They are just humans acting according to their instincts. he told me it's not the correct thing to stay with someone like that. he told me i am opening a door for him to manipulate me more. and i need to be careful yet i don't listen. i just want him and he seen that i am just hurting myself more and more.
It's very confusing how he manipulates? and for a period of 8 months.? I don't understand, there were so many times it felt real, how could this also be manipulation? HE Fuckin cried. I heard his feelings and pain. I felt it and saw it every time he vented to me, I could literally feel what he was feeling, how could that be manipulative.? The times we also laughed and teased each other and the times we fought. And his madness and anger are all lies.? For a long time, why? I don't understand, I hope I don't sound immature if this is the reality and I will accept it but how can this be true? I literally felt it. I felt it so bad. We have a lot of things and we shared a lot of things. He showed me his annoyance and sadness. Everything. He took care of me and pulled me up when I was about to break up with him and when he asked me a lot of questions about different things he literally was leaving his STUDIES to stay with me. he was loving to see me. I don't understand the only explanation I got for this was that he felt something but wasn't sure. Even he himself didn't know why he was still with me and why we were together. He couldn't understand his reasons and emotions clearly and I could see that. Maybe this made him think he was using me. Maybe, why not.
in the end he felt that i was hurting myself more and more and that made him feel it wasn't the good option for him to stay with me so instead of trying to let me hate him he started to want to delete each other. and i just fuckin can't it's like i am just contradicting myself. i swear i don't mind it i'd still love him even IF HE WAS A MOSNTER he just can't get it , he felt it was very illogical and stupid to love someone like this. and yet i still do i can't lie or suppress it. he told me he must lie again and he can't stay with me basically cause he doesn't love me or even hold emotions for anything. and he told me what is the point of me staying with you? and yes he's right. but i fuckin insisted on him and i told him to give me a chance and i will show him. he refused and said there is no point. i told him i will make him feel emotions again. he said okay. and he accepted this afford forcibly and i told him if he didn't feel anything than he can basically destroy my life and i am capable of all the consequences.
right now we are in a relationship and i could say it's very toxic and cold. but yet we still speak and discuss about some sort of things what i really need is that you guys hold no hate for him cause i forgave him. he literally had some bad experience with his past and it surly affected him mentally and physically. and not everybody perfect or capable of baring all that to became a good person. he done mistakes in his past and surly this thing affected his image so he started to see himself as the bad and awful person as always. even though he held something very sweet in him. but yet he can't understand it.
Give me your opinions and tell me whether he really manipulated me or whether the confusion and lack of understanding of some loophole led him to reach a conclusion where he used me, because even himself is not sure about it or what he is doing. Secondly, he must have a lot of hatred for himself, but he turns it into nothing. Because he told me about the disturbing thing he did in his past and yet this thing will make him feel like he no longer needs the attention to care and it is a hopeless situation for him to give it a chance. so he extinguished his feelings because there was a high probability that I hated what he did, so he protected himself mentally. He always thinks he is a bad person. Even if he swallowed the good and intended it in his heart. It will still always turn to be a bad action in his eyes. And all because the idea of wanting to be a good person is not clean in his mind. And it cannot be. He sees his past experience and compares it to the image he wants to be. But it can't. and since then. He will feel better when he accepts that fact he is a terrible person. more than the a good one cause it's less painful than trying to be something you don't feel like you'll fit in.
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2024.05.15 18:27 R4mun Newbro Looking for a Small-Sized Group/Corp

About Me:
What I'm Looking For:
Please message me on here or Preferably on Discord:
Discord name: r4mun
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2024.05.15 18:24 sean9999 Define an interface, a struct the implements that interface, and a constructor

I have seen this pattern a lot. I use it myself. I wonder though if it can be considered idiomatic or advisable.
type Dog interface { Name() string } type dog struct { name string } func (d *dog) Name() string { return d.name } func NewDog(name string) Dog { d := dog{name: name} return &d } 
https://go.dev/play/p/Af27tOwyU4o
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2024.05.15 18:24 TimeRoof9820 Di ko alam kung san ko pwede ito ipost. Pero, need ko lang sana ng comfort words nyo. Basta, yung posibleng makapagpakalma lang sana sakin. Wala akong ibang masabihan, dahilan rin ng matinding stress ko yung mga kasama ko sa bahay.

Di ko alam kung san ko pwede ito i-post. Pero, need ko lang sana ng comfort words nyo. Basta, yung posibleng makapagpakalma lang sana ng utak ko. (Inaatake ako ng anxiety ko at matinding overthinking). Wala akong ibang mapagsabihan, dahilan rin ng matinding stress ko yung mga kasama ko sa bahay. Tapos kapatid ko pa pati yung pinapupunta nya madalas dito na kasama nya sa work nya. At madalas na ring natutulog rito, nagamit ng sarili naming gamit (pati sarili kong sabon pangligo, ginagamit nya na rin), internet, kuryente etc. Pero karamihan doon, magulang namin yung nagbabayad. Tapos madalas pa, yung ulam na tinitipid, birada na sa kanila. Di man lang isipin na may kakain pa. Pútngína. Habang sila, nakakakain ng masustansyang pagkain. Tapos kami, kapag naubos na nila yung ulam, madalas delata na nilalamon namin ng magulang namin. At marami-rami pang kawalan ng RESPETO AT PRIVACY PINAGGAGAGAWA NG MGA PÚTRÁGIS. SARILING PAMAMAHAY, KAMI PA NAG ADJUST.
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2024.05.15 18:23 DJadzia How I met my sapphic submissive

Hey gals!
I wanted to share my success story with you. There are so many posts in saphic subreddits out there with gals losing hope around finding a partner. In the kink space, it's harder. But it's possible! It takes a bit of extroversion and effort, but IMO well worth it.
I'm a Domme. I've been kink my entire adult life. I'm also a trans girl. I didn't transition until mid-adulthood due to not knowing anything about gender dysphoria. But that's not really the story. I just want to give hope to trans girls out there as much hope as cis girls. My fiancee/submissive/pet/little is a cis girl.
I went through the hardest breakup of my life with my former partner. We had been together 8 years and she left me for another woman 6 months before our wedding. I was destroyed. I moved home to where I live now and decided I was going to change everything about myself to not feel that kind of pain again. I wanted to switch. I wanted to bottom. I wanted to just date and not fall in love again.
Fast forward about a year after my toxic breakup and I'm now living in my new city. I decided to go to a FemDom munch to give this whole sub thing a shot. Like in most cities, there are not sapphic kink groups where I live but there are PLENTY of kink groups with bisexual women. I wasn't sure I wanted an LTR but I WAS sure that any relationship I wanted to be in had to have some kink and possibly a kink dynamic.
I dressed in a super cute dress, wore a big pink collar, and ventured out into the world. The munch was held at a gay bar and I was one of the first ones there. As the folks began to fill in, there were 1 or 2 sapphic couples there out of about 20-30 people. That gave me hope that I might meet someone to connect with.
Eventually, this bombshell of a woman walks in. She dressed very straight and very vanilla - but as a sapphic friend once said - "Why do you assume everyone is straight? You'll never shoot your shot if you do!" I mean....we were in a gay bar after all! She was looking for a seat and all of the chairs at our table was taken. I stood up, grabbed her a chair and offered it to her. She replied with, "Thank you! Where are you sitting?" and had me put the chair next to me.
At this point, I had no idea what her deal was. Straight girl? Domme? Sub? Vanilla? Wrong internet meet up?
I complimented her beautiful Kate Spade purse and we sat and talked about fashion for the next 30 minutes. Eventually, she offered to buy me a drink. I politely declined thinking it was a friendly offer. Plus I had a stomach ulcer at the time so I wasn't going to make that worse by drinking alcohol.
When she came back to the table, we sat and talked for another hour before I had to go to a friends party at another bar in the same neighborhood. We traded fetlife accounts and I left thinking, "Damn, that girl was awesome! Too bad she's probably straight."
When I got home that night, I added her on FetLife and saw her sexuality listed....a Bisexual submissive! Before I was able to shoot her a message, she shot me one telling me how much fun she had talking to me and how she hopes to see me at more events.
I shot my shot ladies. I asked her out to dinner.
Fast forward a week and we're at a lovely little Mexican resataraunt by the beach. Now that I knew she was a submissive, my Domme side awakened. I skipped the cutsie dress and collar and instead wore a gorgeous, form fitting body-con dress with stilleto black PVC heels. I channeled my black cat lesbian. I curled my hair and did my makeup. I'm still not sure this is a date, and neither is she - but I'm hoping it is!
We talked for 3 hours and sipped on margaritas. We talked about everything. Work. Kink. Politics. You name it! As I walked her to her car in my stilletos struggled with the gravel parking lot but she was impressed I was able to handle it gracefully. She moved in closer to me by her car and we both asked as the same time for a goodnight kiss. I guess this WAS a date! That kiss...floored me.
Our second date was very different. We met up at a Spanish tapas place, again by the beach, and talked kink all night. Despite her looking like a preppy straight girl (I'm more of a big tiddy gothy queer girl), her kinks aligned with mine in every way. We negotiated our first play date. The chemistry was undeniable.
I won't go into the NSFW stuff but only to say that after 23 years in kink, I've never connected with someone is such a profound way.
It's now a few weeks past our 2 year anniversary. We're getting married. We have 3 playrooms in our house. Kink is part of our day to day language but the love and support is beyond great. We're getting officially married in October.
It can happen! Despite being queer. Despite being kinky. Despite gender stuff.
Your partner is out there.
Short version of how I found my person:
  1. I skipped the Apps like HER and Tinder because they all suck.
  2. I got on FetLife and found a local munch with my interests (Dominant women).
  3. I went to a munch and met a girl.
  4. We got to know each other and fell in love.
I know how hard it is to date as a queer woman, but the majority of successful kink relationships I've met have all met in real life.
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2024.05.15 18:23 titosantanahs Bread and Butter Hearthstone

Hey everybody!
I am the host of a podcast called Bread and Butter hearthstone.
You are probably thinking there are more then enough hearthstone podcasts out there. We take a different approach.
We have great guests on almost every week. Previous episodes include interviews with World Champion PocketTrain, Ron Mexico, DragonRider, Ant, Ridiculous Hat, Pocky plays just to name a few.
Also we try to focus on evergreen topics aimed at improving your game. We talk about thinks like selecting a deck, building decks, tilt, etc. We are always looking for topics so if there is something you'd like to hear about, or a guest you'd like us to have on, let me know and we will look into it!
This week we had RonMexico and WorldEight on to talk about how to plan out your turns ahead of time, as well as some discussion on the mini set. It was a fantastic conversation and I hope you enjoy.
you can find us on most podcatchers if you search for Bread and Butter Hearthstone.
If you do give it a listen please let us know how you enjoyed the show or topic.
-Tito
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