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GoT Links: links for Game of Thrones Online

2013.03.31 20:45 Fauster GoT Links: links for Game of Thrones Online

Free links for the online series game of thrones!
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2014.02.27 04:00 StOoPiD_U FreeGameFindings

/FreeGameFindings is based around finding free game promotions all over the place! Be it Steam, Epic, Origin, Ubisoft Connect, GOG, Xbox, Playstation, or Nintendo Consoles, we will find every last free Game and DLC promotion we can, and get it to you!
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2009.11.18 22:36 rednightmare Looking For Group

LFG is a place for tabletop gamers to organize groups for the games they love to play.
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2024.06.09 17:57 eric117007 25M - Let’s start an awesome friendship!

Hello! I’m 25! I’m from the United States! I love making new friends! Unfortunately though, I never get anybody to message me. I’m just looking for someone who doesn’t mind talking all day everyday.
No matter how many messages I send people, they hardly ever message back. It gets quite annoying sometimes. Also, looking for someone who won’t ghost. That’s more annoying.
About me - I’m a huge gamer, I play on PC! I mostly play Overwatch 2. It’s my main game. If I’m in the mood I’ll play Apex Legends or something. I play a lot of single player games. I’ve been playing Supermarket Simulator.. lol. It’s been fun. I am a cat dad, her name is Sassy! She’s about 3 years old. I would most likely spam pictures of her to you. I’m a huge metal head, I would love to exchange music. I would share my Spotify playlist with you if you were interested!
I always text back right away, that’s just who I am. I never leave you on read. Also, if you want to talk please send more than one worded texts. I most likely won’t text back because you’re not making an effort. Im also huge on talking on the phone. Mostly discord voice. So, please feel the same. I would rather hear your voice than text all day.
I love watching TikTok’s so I would always send you them, it’s definitely a love language. I’ll send you memes as well!
Please have Discord as well. Texting on Reddit isn’t the best thing ever!
Well, if you think I sound like your person! Please, feel free to shoot me a message! Tell me a little about yourself! Hope to hear from you guys! 😊
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2024.06.09 17:57 Fazz123456789 Living La Vita Loca Podcast

Living La Vita Loca Podcast
Hi guys. We're a UK based retro gaming podcast for SOME of your retro gaming needs...
Specialists in PSP and PS Vita games, generalists in video gaming, lethargists in life...
Warning: Explicit content
Please feel free to give the podcast a try and let us know if you have any feedback! Much love ✌️
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2024.06.09 17:57 cepo2neat Fanduel New Promo

If you deposit on PayPal Fanduel is doing a 100% deposit match up to $100. It’s up until June 14th and worked for me. Free game to anyone who wants it the PayPal account is @MyFanduel I’d take advantage of this before it’s too late
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2024.06.09 17:57 val203302 [Online][5e][Free] a group of 5 people looking for a DM for a long term campaign starting with the wild beyond the witchlight module.

We agreed to do sessions mondays 10:00 to 13:00 UTC with some wiggle room. We have a few reasonable conditions tho. 1)we want to start at least at level 2 (no more than 4) and with at least a starting feat (you can do more during the course of the campaign but it's not neccecary) for the themes of the characters to fit with what they can do. 2)please no dilly-dallying at the start of the session. (One of us had a DM who wasted like 2 hours out of a 5 hour session) 3)the DM should be open to some thematic tweaks and trade-offs during the character creation for the same reason as 1) (it's weird if a hunter gatherer doesn't have nature and survival proficiencies so they would take them instead of normal ones given by the class or background etc.) We are open to any non-paid VTT (roll20 is preferable but we can learn foundry for example). If you are interested please comment and dm me. P.S. we will start at least at monday june 17 so we have time to get familiar and fine tune things. P.S.S. Please don't ghost us and if something happens please at least explain what happened. It's really annoying.
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2024.06.09 17:57 eric117007 25M - Let’s start an awesome friendship!

Hello! I’m 25! I’m from the United States! I love making new friends! Unfortunately though, I never get anybody to message me. I’m just looking for someone who doesn’t mind talking all day everyday.
No matter how many messages I send people, they hardly ever message back. It gets quite annoying sometimes. Also, looking for someone who won’t ghost. That’s more annoying.
About me - I’m a huge gamer, I play on PC! I mostly play Overwatch 2. It’s my main game. If I’m in the mood I’ll play Apex Legends or something. I play a lot of single player games. I’ve been playing Supermarket Simulator.. lol. It’s been fun. I am a cat dad, her name is Sassy! She’s about 3 years old. I would most likely spam pictures of her to you. I’m a huge metal head, I would love to exchange music. I would share my Spotify playlist with you if you were interested!
I always text back right away, that’s just who I am. I never leave you on read. Also, if you want to talk please send more than one worded texts. I most likely won’t text back because you’re not making an effort. Im also huge on talking on the phone. Mostly discord voice. So, please feel the same. I would rather hear your voice than text all day.
I love watching TikTok’s so I would always send you them, it’s definitely a love language. I’ll send you memes as well!
Please have Discord as well. Texting on Reddit isn’t the best thing ever!
Well, if you think I sound like your person! Please, feel free to shoot me a message! Tell me a little about yourself! Hope to hear from you guys! 😊
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2024.06.09 17:57 eric117007 25M - Let’s start an awesome friendship!

Hello! I’m 25! I’m from the United States! I love making new friends! Unfortunately though, I never get anybody to message me. I’m just looking for someone who doesn’t mind talking all day everyday.
No matter how many messages I send people, they hardly ever message back. It gets quite annoying sometimes. Also, looking for someone who won’t ghost. That’s more annoying.
About me - I’m a huge gamer, I play on PC! I mostly play Overwatch 2. It’s my main game. If I’m in the mood I’ll play Apex Legends or something. I play a lot of single player games. I’ve been playing Supermarket Simulator.. lol. It’s been fun. I am a cat dad, her name is Sassy! She’s about 3 years old. I would most likely spam pictures of her to you. I’m a huge metal head, I would love to exchange music. I would share my Spotify playlist with you if you were interested!
I always text back right away, that’s just who I am. I never leave you on read. Also, if you want to talk please send more than one worded texts. I most likely won’t text back because you’re not making an effort. Im also huge on talking on the phone. Mostly discord voice. So, please feel the same. I would rather hear your voice than text all day.
I love watching TikTok’s so I would always send you them, it’s definitely a love language. I’ll send you memes as well!
Please have Discord as well. Texting on Reddit isn’t the best thing ever!
Well, if you think I sound like your person! Please, feel free to shoot me a message! Tell me a little about yourself! Hope to hear from you guys! 😊
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2024.06.09 17:56 cepo2neat Fanduel New Promo

If you deposit on PayPal Fanduel is doing a 100% deposit match up to $100. It’s up until June 14th and worked for me. Free game to anyone who wants it the PayPal account is @MyFanduel I’d take advantage of this before it’s too late
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2024.06.09 17:56 eric117007 25M - Lets start an awesome friendship!

Hello! I’m 25! I’m from the United States! I love making new friends! Unfortunately though, I never get anybody to message me. I’m just looking for someone who doesn’t mind talking all day everyday.
No matter how many messages I send people, they hardly ever message back. It gets quite annoying sometimes. Also, looking for someone who won’t ghost. That’s more annoying.
About me - I’m a huge gamer, I play on PC! I mostly play Overwatch 2. It’s my main game. If I’m in the mood I’ll play Apex Legends or something. I play a lot of single player games. I’ve been playing Supermarket Simulator.. lol. It’s been fun. I am a cat dad, her name is Sassy! She’s about 3 years old. I would most likely spam pictures of her to you. I’m a huge metal head, I would love to exchange music. I would share my Spotify playlist with you if you were interested!
I always text back right away, that’s just who I am. I never leave you on read. Also, if you want to talk please send more than one worded texts. I most likely won’t text back because you’re not making an effort. Im also huge on talking on the phone. Mostly discord voice. So, please feel the same. I would rather hear your voice than text all day.
I love watching TikTok’s so I would always send you them, it’s definitely a love language. I’ll send you memes as well!
Please have Discord as well. Texting on Reddit isn’t the best thing ever!
Well, if you think I sound like your person! Please, feel free to shoot me a message! Tell me a little about yourself! Hope to hear from you guys! 😊
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2024.06.09 17:56 Ok_Scientist_4205 [PCC] Pacific Coast Championship F1 Racing League / F124 & F123 (NA/PST)

The [PCC] is a growing F1 Racing Community started by 2 friends, hoping to create more opportunities for North American drivers get into F1 Leagues. We are semi-serious, primarily focused on clean and fair racing with a Penalty Points System, Team Principals & Time Trial Events. Great starting point for beginners looking to get into F1 League Racing. We also have a "Retro League" starting soon now that the new F1-24 game has been released. So if you are wanting to stay racing on F1-23, we will have a Tier dedicated to the older game.
Any experience level, any nationality is welcome to join!
Currently the league is looking for the following roles for Both Tiers/Games;
(1) BroadcasteCommentator Full-Time Drivers Reserve Drivers
League Details:
<> PCC 2024 Championship Series <> F1-24 Saturdays @ 8 PST/11 EST - Actual F1 Race Calendar STARTED: March 2nd - Alongside the 2024 F1 Season NEXT RACE: Round 9 - Canadian GP June 15, 2024 8:00 PM PST
<> PCC Retro Series <> F1-23 Race Day & Race Time: TBD STARTS: TBD NEXT RACE: TBD We are currently waiting on more racers for this league to start, voting will be taking place thru the month of June.
Quick League Racing Settings: Short Qualifying 50% Races Anti Lock Breaks - OK Traction Control - ANY Racing Line - ANY Gearbox - ANY Steering/Breaking/Pit/DRS/ERS Assists - NO
Feel free to join the discord and acquire your F1 Super License (After Agreeing to the Discord Rules, Racing Regulations, League Race Settings & Applying for the Driver Pool). Or feel free to join on as Fan & become a Super Fan and follow along with what we hope to an ever growing community of F1 racing enthusiasts.
Get in & Help Promote a great environment for growth in sim-racing & F1 knowledge Discord Link - https://discord.gg/krapFMwUgX
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2024.06.09 17:56 eric117007 25M - Let’s begin an awesome friendship!

Hello! I’m 25! I’m from the United States! I love making new friends! Unfortunately though, I never get anybody to message me. I’m just looking for someone who doesn’t mind talking all day everyday.
No matter how many messages I send people, they hardly ever message back. It gets quite annoying sometimes. Also, looking for someone who won’t ghost. That’s more annoying.
About me - I’m a huge gamer, I play on PC! I mostly play Overwatch 2. It’s my main game. If I’m in the mood I’ll play Apex Legends or something. I play a lot of single player games. I’ve been playing Supermarket Simulator.. lol. It’s been fun. I am a cat dad, her name is Sassy! She’s about 3 years old. I would most likely spam pictures of her to you. I’m a huge metal head, I would love to exchange music. I would share my Spotify playlist with you if you were interested!
I always text back right away, that’s just who I am. I never leave you on read. Also, if you want to talk please send more than one worded texts. I most likely won’t text back because you’re not making an effort. Im also huge on talking on the phone. Mostly discord voice. So, please feel the same. I would rather hear your voice than text all day.
I love watching TikTok’s so I would always send you them, it’s definitely a love language. I’ll send you memes as well!
Please have Discord as well. Texting on Reddit isn’t the best thing ever!
Well, if you think I sound like your person! Please, feel free to shoot me a message! Tell me a little about yourself! Hope to hear from you guys! 😊
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2024.06.09 17:56 cubowStudio Maseylia : Echoes of the Past - 3D Metroidvania with Exploration, Combat, Upgrades and Plaftforming Section await you!

Hello everyone !
Currently working as a solo dev on Maseylia : Echoes of the Past, a 3d Metroidvania that will be a maze-like world made up of several biomes. You'll need to find upgrades to unlock new passages and get out of the labirynth. Throughout your adventure in this world, you'll encounter colorful characters, enemies, bosses, secrets and intense platforming phases.
The game is still in early development, and a demo is scheduled for early July.
If you're interested, don't hesitate to follow us and support us with a wishlist : Maseylia : Echoes of the Past
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2024.06.09 17:55 eric117007 25M - let’s start an awesome friendship!

Hello! I’m 25! I’m from the United States! I love making new friends! Unfortunately though, I never get anybody to message me. I’m just looking for someone who doesn’t mind talking all day everyday.
No matter how many messages I send people, they hardly ever message back. It gets quite annoying sometimes. Also, looking for someone who won’t ghost. That’s more annoying.
About me - I’m a huge gamer, I play on PC! I mostly play Overwatch 2. It’s my main game. If I’m in the mood I’ll play Apex Legends or something. I play a lot of single player games. I’ve been playing Supermarket Simulator.. lol. It’s been fun. I am a cat dad, her name is Sassy! She’s about 3 years old. I would most likely spam pictures of her to you. I’m a huge metal head, I would love to exchange music. I would share my Spotify playlist with you if you were interested!
I always text back right away, that’s just who I am. I never leave you on read. Also, if you want to talk please send more than one worded texts. I most likely won’t text back because you’re not making an effort. Im also huge on talking on the phone. Mostly discord voice. So, please feel the same. I would rather hear your voice than text all day.
I love watching TikTok’s so I would always send you them, it’s definitely a love language. I’ll send you memes as well!
Please have Discord as well. Texting on Reddit isn’t the best thing ever!
Well, if you think I sound like your person! Please, feel free to shoot me a message! Tell me a little about yourself! Hope to hear from you guys! 😊
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2024.06.09 17:55 KiMiRichan Games that are copyright free?

Every thing made has copyrights but those are for x years right? So any ancient /very old game is copyright free right? Is there any list of those types of games? Like not only ancient but also old enough games? Or maybe you can write names and give links to the rules of those types of games and we can create a list like this? I want to make some games like this by hand and sell but I don't want to have problems with law.
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2024.06.09 17:55 InotiaKing Who Knew Statues Could Be Such Divas? (Act II)

Who Knew Statues Could Be Such Divas? (Act II)
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Canticles of Harmony Let's Play Genshin World Quests
What's up guys! It's your friendly Hoyoverse overthinker Inotia King. As always before we begin I just want to make sure new readers have checked out my older topics which my newer theories are built upon. So for the Genshin ones you can click here. And for the Honkai related ones you can click here.
Following up from last time today's is more lore-based than reference-based. Which sadly is also much shorter too. Stop cheering! I can hear you from here!
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The "great plains beyond the north wind" huh? I've talked about this before but Fontaine being based on France means its history extends back to the Frankish Kingdom following the fall of Rome. This kingdom was also the birthplace of Germany and these two seemingly different countries in the modern day share an origin story that miHoYo has referenced a few times. The north wind is likely talking about Andrius the King of the North Wind and Mondstadt is located in the plains of the north. The silver tree is then talking about the Frostbearing Tree of Dragonspine seeing how that's the only tree we know of smashed into frozen soil. However that's also east of Remuria not north so if we go off of just that it could mean the icy plains of Russia which could also have its own buried Ley Line tree. While not nearly as connected to France as Germany, Russia also shares a few historical cues. I do think though that if anything Snezhnaya can only be linked with Fontaine and Mondstadt through Scandinavian aka Khaenri'ahn ties. France was invaded several times by the Vikings so much so they eventually gave them a region to call their own and then influenced them to convert to Christianity and learn French. Yes I'm speaking of the French Normans which I thought we'd have gotten a shoutout by now in the new Dainsleif quest. (topic coming soon) These Normans then conquered England which is why we have British characters like Wriothesley and nods to UK mythology like Clervie and (Mount) Esus. But even before that the Scandinavians are themselves Germanic people. Finally they also kickstarted Slavic migrations into Ukraine and eventually Russia, heavily influencing them while they were under their control. It's my belief that these references tie the three nations together similar to how Sumeru, Liyue and Inazuma are tied together through China's massive influence on the ancient world.
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Seriously? A Jesus reference? And the gizmo that did it is related to the guy our Traveler daydreamed. Therefore it's likely once again we're getting a Jesus shoutout about the Traveler.
Side Note: And the first of two actually just in this World Quest. Last time I brought up how the music box has tunes based on Mozart's Requiem and one section of Requiem is the Agnus Dei or Lamb of God.
However I should point out that the Gnostic Christ isn't the same thing as the Jesus we're all more likely familiar with. In Gnosticism he's just another Aeon though he was created through all of the other Aeons not just a dyad. He was meant to become the replacement pair for Sophia after she rejected her original pair thereby creating the abomination Demiurge. Jesus is sent to help her right her wrongs which I have likened to our Fourth Descender completing the mission started by our "Sophia" aka Nicole the Second Who Came. In this way I still maintain that our MC isn't meant to be a true Jesus reference just a stand-in just as our Second Who Came clearly didn't create Phanes.
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See I take issue with that. Not the part where Scylla is just a larger Bathysmal Vishap. It's a really weird mutant of one but I can see the relation if I squint at it. I mean it's not like we saw the original Scylla anyway just a conscious memory of it saved in the Phobos. No the weird part is why no new Hydro Dragon could be born if Egeria wasn't freed. It just felt odd right?
Some of you guys know what's coming lol. It's odd unless you had read my theory and then it just feels like a slip of the tongue for miHoYo. A deliberate one though since you wouldn't really put these pieces together unless you knew about the theory and there's still so much in the air that it confirms practically nothing. Anyway in the theory I proposed that Neuvillette was never going to resurrect at all but Zhongli decided to intervene because he wanted to plan ahead in a very long game of his. To that end, he set up another prophecy, the reincarnation of the Hydro Dragon in human form. He then required Egeria to help nurture a love of humanity into the guy just as Guizhong had done for him. Therefore it would stand to reason that this resurrection couldn't happen until such a time when Egeria could be freed so she could then put the pieces in place.
That's really it for direct lore. The rest of the quest was focused solely on stopping Phobos which while fun, didn't really play a role in understanding the greater lore. I suppose if anything it showed that the theories about music having anything to do with the wider world of Teyvat were incorrect. Yes we learned more about the Loom of Fate in Dainsleif's quest but it expectedly didn't have anything to do with Remus and his Grand Symphony or even music in general. It was just another in the long list of misguided attempts at preserving static eternity.
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Speaking of Egeria, we're all likely familiar with the nymph but did you guys know Egeria is also the name of a Christian pilgrim?
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Originally named Itinerarium Egeriae, this book is an account of Egeria's pilgrimage to Jerusalem back in 381AD which wasn't too long before the final division of East and West Rome. Egeria herself is believed to be from Galicia, Spain but there is another suggestion that she may have come from Gallia Narbonensis which is part of Southern France today. She actually converted to Christianity which is why she has the name Egeria. The name would have been seen as pagan at that time. I wouldn't be surprised that this little tidbit of early Christian history made it into miHoYo's research notes as they were figuring out Fontaine's backstory, inspiring the pilgrimage of the Oceanids to her deathbed which could be likened to their "holy land."
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Now my theory for Remus was that he was influenced by the fallen Hydro Dragon who convinced him of his Ichor plan, stripping the souls out of humans and mixing them into the Primordial Sea. In my original predictions for Fontaine, this was the start of it, why Fontaine doesn't have normal humans. Unfortunately as we all saw, miHoYo decided that the Oceanids just happened to want to be humans one day and Egeria just stuffed them full of Primordial Seawater which somehow allowed them to mimic humans in a more believable way than the Hydro Mimics could. I think I pointed out the issues with this already. Sadly miHoYo doubled down on this with the new Artifact Set Fragment of Harmonic Whimsy.
In the Grand Jape piece the story goes that Remus never actually encountered the Hydro Dragon at all but rather Egeria and it was Egeria that gave him the idea to use the Ichor. Now granted I'm usually the first to point out that the older lore starts out with "legend says" which means it never had to be factual. However there are serious implications with this version of events that miHoYo is now committed to. Previously if it was the Hydro Dragon that did this then it fits with what the dragons were trying to accomplish. The dragons under Nibelung hated the Heavenly Principles and as Apep had said, it was Phanes that adored the humans and not the dragons of the old order. In other words a dragon convincing a usurper to screw up the humans is only natural. Remus was a fool for trusting one. However Egeria was supposed to love the humans and especially these humans who she created herself out of her own familiars. For her to have given Remus the idea to essentially kill her humans and then subject them to the torture of the Ichor, lore which is canon as the Sublime Dewdrop mat does not include the words "legends say" in its lore, it hilariously paints her in a very malevolent way lol. This wouldn't be the first time. Neuvillette as I had pointed out before was implicated in creating sick and dying Fontainians because all current Fontainians only started being truly human at the end of the Archon Quest and therefore couldn't have long-standing human illnesses while they were still Oceanids. Even if they had Oceanid illnesses those would have been removed once they were remade into humans. The only way they could have chronic illnesses is if Neuvillette directly gave them those illnesses for some reason. So now miHoYo's essentially vilified a supposedly reformed, human loving dragon and even the kind and loving Fontaine Archon lol
On top of this the new lore still doesn't answer the plothole created by the Archon Quest's explanation. Where are all the non-Oceanid Fontainians?
With the current story, we were told that after the Hydro Dragon fell one of the shining shades created Egeria. Egeria created the Oceanids but one day the Oceanids pined for a human life so she pumped Primordial Seawater into their elemental bodies which somehow allowed them to assume human form. This angered Celestia for some reason and they imprisoned her under the sea and her Fontaine fell to ruin with the combined populations of human and Oceanid human Fontainians forming scattered tribes. Some time later Remus would arrive and conquer the region to create Remuria, continuing the conquest of all the tribes. He was then informed of the prophecy Celestia had cursed Fontaine with and sought Egeria to figure out a solution. For some reason Egeria went maniacal for a second and suggested that he use Primordial Seawater on the Fontainians knowing full well some of them would dissolve. Remus enacts his plan and either somehow the normal humans were also dissolved when Remus did it or they were all already dead by then for some reason. Either way Remus turned most of the Oceanid humans into Ichor and then combined them into the Phobos. In this form they were able to freely inhabit golem bodies. (They also sometimes felt torturous pain of varyingly tolerable degrees? They didn't seem too distraught about it even though Cassiodor did mention it.) Phobos ends up failing because duh and Remuria is destroyed in flood that sends it to the bottom of the sea. Phobos survived and generated a version of Remuria accessed through a painting found in the Faded Castle, the only part of Remuria that survived. The fall of Remuria for some reason convinces Celestia to free Egeria who rebuilds Fontaine with rebels that opposed Remus. Then she sacrifices herself during the Cataclysm, sets in motion Neuvillette's reincarnation and also creates another Oceanid human named Furina to take on her Gnosis in a convoluted plan to fool Celestia and destroy their Hydro Archon Throne. This is to foil that prophecy they had cursed her region with. (but for some reason freed her to continue ruling it instead of you know, Divine Nail go brrrr) By the time of the Archon Quest it is confirmed by the events that there are no more normal humans in Fontaine besides any visitors from other regions. Where did any survivors go? If there weren't any why weren't there any? Was it discrimination and the Oceanid humans genocided them? Were they just unlucky and every catastrophe that occurred happened to kill mostly the normal humans and not the Oceanid ones? Or did miHoYo just forget the part where the original Fontaine under the Hydro Dragon would have consisted of real humans that the Oceanids were envious of? Just like how they likely forgot why Celestia would punish Egeria for creating those humans by sealing her away and cursing all of them but then suddenly decide to release her to rule over that cursed region even though they continued to curse it.
Sorry for that tl;dr review of the lore. It's become a fun pastime to summarize with all the plotholes on full display lol
While the plotholes are fabulously left unresolved this new information does reconcile one thing. Focalors' Divinity said that she spent so much time underwater contemplating how to resolve the prophecy that she was growing barnacles. She wouldn't have had enough time for that if she was just promoted to Archon following Egeria's death because immediately after her ascension she set up Furina as Egeria's successor. But as Egeria, she would have been imprisoned by Celestia underwater for a very long time with nothing better to do than figure out how to bypass their prophecy. She likely would have grown barnacles and those barnacles would have grown barnacles in that time. So that at least is resolved though because it confirms that "Focalors' Divinity" must refer to Egeria herself. The Focalors that's supposed to be a separate Oceanid being that Egeria selected and ascended to Archon didn't exist long enough to have done what she said she did. Furina existed for exactly five hundred years as shown by the Archon Quest itself and Egeria died in the Cataclysm that happened five hundred years ago.
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There's one more thing that Petrichor gave us. We actually heard about Mecantre and Babisse a long long time ago back in the very first Evermotion Mechanical Painting event in v2.8. I had picked it out then that they were supposedly working on space travel. Since miHoYo had been promoting Star Rail stuff recently, even derailing the Archon Quest's story with space related stuff it made sense they would progress this little footnote from long ago. And especially with the addition of Bossuet now this research might actually go somewhere. At least the companion World Quests seem to suggest as much. Honestly back then I was intrigued that space travel would be a thing in Genshin's medieval and early industrial age but I really hope they don't just use it to push Star Rail onto us.
Side Note: Fingers crossed because anachronistic tech is hardly new to Genshin. Mondstadt's developing sonar and rifled mortar rounds while Snezhnaya's Katheryne models are far more advanced than even the robots we have today!
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Finally when everything's said and done you have the Daydream World Quest where you catch up with Garcia and the aforementioned Mercantre and Babisse. This is where we get what I think is the best version of the Hive Mind plot in fiction. I brought up the versions I didn't like back when Sumeru was new and we had just gotten Alhaitham's quest. I already brought up how Boethius in this World Quest was following in the footsteps of Deshret, Remus and Rene right? The thing all of them had in common was the idea to pool everybody's consciousnesses together and preserve it in that state for all eternity. One of the prerequisites for all of these plans was to remove individuality. That was also the problem with the Akasha and then later on with both Nahida's and Alhaitham's quests when some yo-yos decided to continue the work of the Akasha with the term hivemind even coming up directly in the latter. These are bad interpretations of the hivemind. It shows the weaknesses of having a connected intelligence network without intelligent users. The Akasha suppressed the awareness of Sumerans so the sages could keep them under control. Beynuni preyed on people's desires and escapist tendencies and Siraj made the network only work towards his goals both of them keeping the rest of the hive under their control.
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So now we finally get the good version. In the quest we find that a previously self-serving investor Grundeland has seen the error of his ways. The reason he did was because of having been connected to the Phobos network, experiencing life from the eyes of a devoted Remurian. As a result he was able to re-evaluate his own life and wanted to repent.
I tend to compare hivemind stories to StarCraft because of the Protoss. If you read up on the Protoss backstory you know there was an event called the Aeon of Strife following the Xel'Naga abandoning them. During this long period the Protoss fell into constant civil war. That is until Khas found the Khaydarin Crystals and connected to the Protoss psionic network, their hivemind. After that he set out to connect all the surviving Protoss and this hivemind allowed all of them to feel empathy, to see each other's thoughts and feelings. This ended their civil war. It's practically the same thing that happened to Grundeland. (StarCraft didn't end this hivemind plot well though lol)
Anyway the point is that a hivemind can be so much more than a way for some dictator to suppress the people and control thought. Even when the Akasha was first introduced I saw the potential for a good plot though I knew they were going for the bad one lol. On its own the Akasha is what I'd like to think our own internet could evolve into, a repository for all knowledge available that can be accessed and "learned" instantaneously. And the thing is all of these hivemind stories could go this way with just a simple fix in the narrative. Instead of trying to rid individuality with this thing and force desirable thoughts onto people, it just needs to be that repository. When users access it they can choose what information they want to know. That's it. Instead of becoming humanity soup in literal or data form or having some corrupt leadership force thoughts and commands onto users all a good hivemind can ever do is be a more advanced internet. It's up to the users what they choose to believe from that and then all it takes is a proper education for them to be able to suss out the facts from the rest of the garbage on the internet. Hopefully we'll get a story like that from miHoYo in the future. After all that might just be the endgame for our own Traveler.
Side Note: On top of this though there's the poetry theory. We can actually see that the Phobos began rejecting Remus when he changed his mind about the Grand Symphony just like the Shogun attacked Ei when she started to question eternity.
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Ok this last section is just things I thought were amusing in the quest. Feel free to skip.
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Why do I feel personally attacked miHoYo lol. Hey it was pretty nice worldbuilding Aether!
I'm about to rant about my version of the Fontaine Archon Quest so avert your eyes all ye weary. The plotholes I mentioned before would have all been resolved using my version of the Archon Quest. That's because I kept an eye on the implications. The Fontainians weren't normal humans so you can't apply normal human stories to them. On top of that calling Act V the "Masquerade of the Guilty" should involve somebody that's guilty right? In the actual quest nobody's really guilty of anything. Egeria was guilty for creating the Oceanid humans only because Celestia didn't like it and punished her for it. They thought she was guilty but it's just a matter of opinion. Furina wasn't guilty because she was following the directive given to her by a literal god. Focalors' Divinity as a separate entity from Egeria would still be innocent because her only action was setting up the plan to undermine the Heavenly Principles. Neuvillette is no longer involved in the Remus story and even if he was Egeria was moved to running Fontaine both before and after him and set up the Oceanid humans before Remus even got there meaning even he's innocent. He was honestly trying to stop the prophecy that had nothing to do with him. Compared to that, my version has a guilty Furina because she had willingly played the part of a bad Archon that led her region to ruin as it was a necessary evil to get her in place for the long game. Neuvillette is guilty for his part in Remus killing all the Fontainians of his Remuria. Arlecchino is guilty for her role in the Fatui plot. Of course Pulcinella and Dottore are guilty for their roles too. And even the Fontainians themselves are culpable in creating class divides that provided the opening for the Fatui in the first place. More importantly, each guilty party is allowed a chance at redemption. Furina fulfills her role in defeating the prophecy which now no longer is a strange irrational anger by Celestia. She sacrifices her final connection to her Egeria half by depowering the Gnosis. Neuvillette then permanently sacrifices his old form as Dragon Sovereign in order to undo the damage he caused when he fooled Remus into dissolving the Fontainians. Arlecchino redeemed herself by betraying Pulcinella in the trial and also being dissolved by the Primordial Sea until Neuvillette remakes her as a real human. (back then we thought she was a Fontainian) Even Childe who is given agency in my version redeems himself for his actions back in Liyue by opposing Pulcinella and also providing the whale, the former body of Neuvillette which he needed to sacrifice. And finally the Fontainians themselves are sacrificed but once they are given their second chance at life, they begin working towards a better Fontaine. This is a real masquerade (a ballroom dance of people hiding their true identities) of the guilty.
Ok that was heavy. Let's got with something lighter like
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What is he on and can I get some?
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And with that Petrichor becomes a distant memory as we look ahead toward Natlan! Let's review:
  • Fontaine and Mondstadt are connected through their real world histories that miHoYo has referenced a few times. Snezhnaya is also related though more distantly through Khaenri'ah. This is also reflected by the connected history of Sumeru, Liyue and Inazuma as based on their real world counterparts Persia, China and Japan.
  • We've been getting more Jesus references in this game. The truth though is more likely that the Gnostic version of the Jesus story heavily hints at our MC's character arc in the game rather than a direct tie-in to it.
  • Neuvillette requiring Egeria to be freed in order to resurrect doesn't really seem to make sense unless perhaps my theory ends up true. In my theory, Egeria is needed to nurture a love of humanity into Neuvillette when he revives in order to recruit him for the endgame of Genshin. However, outside of that theory there really isn't any reason why Egeria was needed for that.
  • Egeria might have partly been inspired by the Itinerarium Egeriae a pilgrimage by a Roman woman.
  • The lore from the Grand Jape Artifact both persists a plothole of the Fontaine story while hilariously creating a new one. Egeria is now culpable in the destruction of Remuria and its people. And it still doesn't answer why Fontaine is devoid of those humans the Oceanids longed to become.
  • However it does reinforce another part of the lore. Focalors' Divinity is just Egeria, the lingering traces of Egeria within the Gnosis. Egeria, having been imprisoned by Celestia underwater would have had all the time in the world to "grow barnacles" while she contemplated how to solve the prophecy. Conversely Focalors' Divinity would have only been Archon for a short intermission while setting up Furina as the false Archon.
  • Mercantre and Babisse were previously introduced as one of the first easter eggs about anachronistic technology in Teyvat. While it started out as practically a footnote, the new World Quest makes it feel more tangible.
  • A good hivemind story allows people to gain empathy and understanding of other or spreads knowledge to everyone. A bad hivemind story turns this technology on its head and forces the narrative that it necessarily becomes a method of control and repression. The Daydream World Quest is finally an example of the former.
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2024.06.09 17:54 Glittering_Use_5486 Not the mailman again!!!

Sigh. I thought Batshit Bonnie had finally come to terms with the fact that her mailman was not paid off by Aunt Ringleader, but we’ve circled back to him being in on the plot to take down The Bonster. We’re back to the story line of BB’s mail being stolen so that she wouldn’t receive notification of court hearings and could be deemed incompetent. I’m team #mailmanisinnocent, so I thought I’d quickly address this.
  1. For fuck’s sake Bonnie you stupid bitch. If your family was going to go through the trouble to hire an imposter to impersonate you at a competency hearing, wouldn’t they have the foresight to have the court notice sent to another address, thus eliminating the need for involving #innocentmailman?
  2. Oh yeah, there’s the small fact that this competency hearing never happened. But if it had, wouldn’t you be locked away by now? This alleged competency hearing complete with a Bonnie impersonator happened like a year and a half ago. Was the impersonator just really bad at playing crazy?
  3. You’ve been well aware of your custody hearings because your dumb ass posted the court summons on TikTok right before you happily announced you weren’t going and called the judge names and accused the entire courthouse of being paid off by Aunt Ringleader. You weren’t served in person because you fled to Mexico because you’re a giant coward who talks a good game but curls up in a ball and avoids conflict in real life because you’re a pansy.
  4. You do know that it’s the incredibly easy to get replacement SS cards and birth certificates, right? Even if yours were stolen (which they weren’t) you can order a new one online so you can reclaim your stolen identity. Duh.

FreeTheMailman

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2024.06.09 17:53 Ogalfson 25% Off: Ghost Giant Richie’s Plank Experience BRINK Traveler Spacefolk City Traffic Jams Ragnarock Time Stall Chaos Magus Asgard's Wrath 2 Star Wars: Tales from the Galaxy's Edge

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Ghost Giant

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BRINK Traveler

Travel to lovely locations around the world, enjoy a nice view and learn a few things. Perfect for beginners and to show of VR to your family & friends.
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Spacefolk City

Cute Citybuilder… in Spaaaace. Build in every direction (even upside down) and watch adorable tiny Aliens move into your floating city. Fulfill their needs and expand your city. Great funky Soundtrack too! Missions, Free Play and passthrough mode available.
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Traffic Jams

Very funny game with great cartoon graphics. Easy to pick up, simple controls and very obvious in terms of what you have to do, but turns (positively) hectic in no time. Be the traffic warden you never knew you wanted to be or let them all crash and enjoy the carnage. ;)
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Ragnarock / Ragnaröck

Viking, music, rhythm game. Use hammers on drums to cheer on your boat. Great Metal soundtrack (Wind Rose, Alestorm, Gloryhammer) with a variety of different styles. You can add custom tracks via two easy to use websites.
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Time Stall

Funny Sci-Fi game with the robot crew on a 'build for humans' space cruise ship and a slow motion mechanic to save the day. Good humor, creative ways to solve the puzzles and adorable little robots which need you to save them.
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Chaos Magus

Brand new game just released to the app lab as Early Access. Use magical elements to form weapons or spells and fight monsters. Waves of different enemies, with some boss monsters in between.
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Asgard's Wrath 2

If you want a AAA game for your Quest, then look no further: This is it! Great in scale, epic in length, lots to do. Already looks great, but a big graphic update is already on the horizon. Just the intro alone is just 'wow'!
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Star Wars: Tales from the Galaxy's Edge

Quest exclusive Star Wars game! Primarily a shooting game, looks and sounds pretty good and gets you that Star Wars feeling we all crave.
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2024.06.09 17:53 DocDeezy Here me out IM.

Release the full game for free but limit them to 2 characters, and no shared stash? That’s it.
I don’t understand not letting them be able to go into high roller, makes all the loot they find in normals pointless, makes the whole experience pointless. Or maybe make HR cost more for f2p players. Idk I’m sure there a ton of ideas that do not gate keep players from half of the game.
I have seen games bounce back from worse reviews. Y’all have an amazing game.
Side note: Ice abyss is wildly fun.
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2024.06.09 17:53 Ok_Compote_4100 I did something horrible and I’m not sure if I can live with myself

CONTENT WARNING: SA, suicide, violence, animal abuse 🚫
English is my second language so I apologize for any grammatical errors.
I’m not entirely sure why I’m writing this, maybe it’s a desperate attempt at salvation, a selfish effort to offload my guilt onto these lines and out of my body. Or perhaps it’s because I need confirmation of what a terrible person I am and how I should live the rest of my life accordingly.
For context, I was born into a very dysfunctional family. My parents’ marriage was doomed from the start. My father was a violent alcoholic, and my mother was emotionally fragile, providing motherly care with cold and unfeeling hands. I grew up with domestic violence at home and severe bullying at school. My father was extremely violent and frequently drove under the influence with my siblings and me in the car. He was also often verging on inappropriate behavior towards us.
I was SA’ed for the first time at 13. At 14, after four reports to the local authorities and two suicide attempts, I was finally placed in foster care. I ended up in an institution where I started using drugs, leading to addiction. This resulted in my involvement in very bad environments, leading to another SA at 15 and yet another at 17. My drug use escalated to the point where I began prostituting myself at 15. The authorities gradually gave up on me and my reckless behavior, placing me in my own apartment at 17, which only worsened my addiction.
One night, I took far too many drugs and became extremely ill, vomiting and lying on the ground, unresponsive. My vision blurred, and I temporarily lost my sight and my hearing. Lying there, I thought I was going to die. I had lost all control over my body and senses. It felt surreal, lying there in what I once thought was my immortality. But I made it through the night, and the next morning, everything had changed.
My entire personality seemed to shift. It felt as if something had changed in my brain. I became incredibly aggressive. Despite everything, I had never been aggressive before. I was always calm, a pushover who couldn’t set boundaries. I had never experienced intense anger until that day. I destroyed my entire apartment. The urge to hit things was immense and gave me intense satisfaction, which only intensified when I ran out of drugs, which was often. At this point, I was 17 years old.
I also became extremely paranoid. I had episodes where I would lie on the floor, hyperventilating for hours as the world spun around me. I would hit myself in the head repeatedly, almost wanting to tear my hair out. There was only peace when I got my drugs. Then everything stood still, and nothing hurt anymore. I also started hearing voices and seeing things. Now to the point. I just want to stop here and stop writing.
I found myself in many bad environments, including a friend of mine and his family living on a farm. We all did drugs together. The family had many animals, including dogs. In hindsight, it’s clear they were forcibly breeding dogs to sell them to the highest bidder. One day, while at the farm, high on drugs, the mother placed a puppy in my lap and said I could buy him. She said that It seemed like just what I needed. He was a half-German Shepherd, half-Pitbull mix. I took him home. I was selfish, wanting a puppy, a best friend, a relationship.
I had Chino for four months. I tried to do my best for him. I bought toys, food, and a bed for him. I briefly read online about what to do and what not to do. But I was ultimately completely unprepared for the task. It was the stupidest decision and absolutely terrible conditions for a puppy.
It ended up with me hitting him. It didn't take long before I had one of my blackouts where I became incredibly aggressive. In the four months I had him, I hit him multiple times. If he chewed my debit card, preventing me from getting money for drugs, or if he had an accident indoors—these were all normal situations to face when raising a puppy. He was afraid of me. There was nothing safe for him in that home. Although I cared for him, my version of love was completely twisted. To Chino, I became what my parents were to me.
After having Chino for 1-2 months, I turned 18, resulting in the authorities evicting me from my apartment. The system that had supported me my whole life suddenly didn’t care. It felt like an additional betrayal. I became homeless with Chino. I slept on the streets, feeling utterly lost and alone in the world. I was a broken person who had long since drowned, and I selfishly dragged Chino down with me.
After four months with Chino, I decided I couldn’t care for him the way he deserved. No matter how sick it sounds, I really did love him. I loved him, and I hurt him. I found an animal shelter that took in dogs for a fee. It was a place that provided the right training and ensured they went to the right families. I took him there and saw him for the last time being led into the shelter, distracted by a toy from one of the handlers. I broke down completely but also felt relieved. I called the shelter periodically in the following months to check on him. He had been affected by everything he had been through. He was understimulated and clearly traumatized. But fortunately, they found him a family in the countryside with several large dogs. It was the best news in the world.
Today, I am 26 years old. I am studying at university. I am completely clean and free from all drugs. I live in my own apartment, have a boyfriend, and have no contact with my biological parents. But I am haunted. Chino haunts me, or rather, it is my actions that do. The better I get, the more I can feel and sense, and the more I feel my overwhelming guilt. I think of Chino when I lie in bed at night. When I find myself laughing and actually being happy with my life. A part of my humanity disappeared with Chino, a humanity that vanished by my own actions, and I will never get it back. Never. Of all the things I have experienced, these actions are the worst that have ever happened to me. I love animals, but every time I see a dog or find myself looking at a cute dog, a stone forms in my heart. I don’t feel like I deserve to be happy. I feel selfish even trying to move on. A part of me desperately wants to forget it. I look at other people who have never harmed anyone and think how blessed they are without knowing it. I feel like a horrible person.
I am unsure if I should tell my boyfriend. I feel like he has the right to know the kind of person he is with, even tho I am not like this anymore at all. Should I tell him? I have lost all my aggression today after many years of therapy. I had apparently developed a severe psychosis that lasted for several years. I also stopped hearing voices and the paranoia vanished completely. My psychosis also led to intense social anxiety, and today I constantly fear hurting others, that I will lose all control over my body and harm others. I no longer trust myself or my body. In a way, I understand why my parents never admitted what they had done because it is unbearable to live with. Knowing you have forever tainted the world with your actions and that there is nothing you can do to take it back.
No matter how good I am today and how many good deeds I do, I will never be able to take it back. It has become my legacy and my eternal curse.
Thank you for taking the time to read this
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2024.06.09 17:51 Shad666 I broke up with her. Should we be friends?

So I came out of a long term relationship about 6 months ago. Promised myself I was just going to date and stay single. Turns out I don't know how to do that and ended up getting in a relationship with a girl for the past 6 months, knowing that I didn't want it, and I was going to break her heart eventually. She fell head over heels for me. And said she's never felt anything like this before. She's 7 years younger than me. cute and just generally soft. And after 6 months I finally ended it with her and it destroyed her. I felt like I kicked a kitten to death. Felt like the biggest arsehole on the planet. She has no one else. No friends and lives alone. And she always said during the relationship. That I was her best friend. And after i broke it off yesterday, she was devastated and today she begged me to just at least stay friends with her as she has no one else. I told her I'd consider it but did tell her that I will never see her again In person. If we stayed friends it'd be solely online. We used to play games and chat together all the time. And now she's begging for just that so she has someone and something to do and keep her distracted. I want to because I'm actually into the game we are currently playing and I cant play alone, but also the concept of her just being alone in her small apartment is killing me inside. Do you guys think its wise? Or will this just hurt more in the long run? I told her about 10 times ill consider it but there is absolutely no hope whatsoever of us ever getting back together and the relationship is dead. She said she will accept it. And if i say yes we will not talk about anything except the game. But she can't be alone. I felt like a pure arsehole. Still do. What do I do? Do I play games with her online? Or do I just cold turkey it rip the plaster off and let her suffer until she heals?
Tldr: broke up with someone. She has no one else. Lives alone. Wants to stay friends and play games with me.
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2024.06.09 17:51 These-Giraffe-8473 AITA for having had an affair with the man who groomed me?

This story is one that started a long time ago, but still affects my (32F) day-to-day life. Sorry everyone, it's a long one.
It began about 17 years ago, when I was 15 and still in school. I frequented internet forums including several fan sites of video games and books I enjoyed. One of these was a role playing forum where I and five others were writing stories together in our favourite universes. I got along well with the other members and it was a great way for me to learn English. Importantly, we only ever communicated through text, never through voice or video calls.
This is where I met the main character of this story, let's call him Tom. Tom said he was 19 years old, and was the only guy active on the forum. He had a great way with words, was mature beyond his years, and had a natural charisma about him. Naturally, as a 15-year-old with no prior experience with relationships, I was instantly drawn to this mysterious, well-spoken figure. Over the course of a month since meeting him, our conversations grew in frequency and depth, until eventually we spoke to each other on chat clients for 3-4 hours a day. At the same time, we continued writing our stories, including a plethora of romantic scenes between our respective characters. We also shared poems that we had written. It was an intense experience for me - I had never really had such a deep connection with a 'boy' before.
My parents never really taught me the importance of internet safety, and I can't blame them: it was all still very new at this time, also to them. It was Tom and my other friends on the forum that stressed how important it was to keep personal information private, especially when they learned my age. Tom especially was adamant never to share my location or photo with anyone, not even with him. It made me feel safe with him - for how could someone who so actively dissuaded me from sharing my information be a monster?
Of course I fell in love with him, to whatever extent a 15-year-old brain can comprehend love.
From written descriptions I had given of myself, Tom had expressed that he thought I must look beautiful, and so the fool that I was I gathered up the courage to send him a picture of myself anyway, desperate for his approval. He was complimentary, but did ask me why I had sent him a picture. I admitted my feelings for him. Tom was understanding, but stressed that he would never be able to give me what I needed from him.
Still, that did not stop either of us from progressing the nature of our interactions into something more sinister. I call it sinister looking back on it as an adult; at the time it was titillating and exciting. We started to send each other 'kisses' goodnight, sent back and forth explicit drawings depicting characters that looked like us, and described other intimate interactions over chat.
My mother once came into my room and witnessed Tom calling me by an endearing term. She interrogated me and I begged her not to make me break off contact with Tom. She listened to me, but made me promise her to be sensible. I want to scream at her now for not stopping it then.
My school friends did what my mother could not: they were concerned for my safety, and stepped to the headmistress, who called me into her office. After telling Tom about the encounter, he panicked. He told me we could no longer chat, and made me promise to tell the headmistress that it was over. I was heartbroken, but promised him.
I did ask Tom if we could still communicate through other means - we were doing some online art projects together that we both wanted to finish. He said yes, we could still maintain contact over e-mail and forum DM, but chat was off the table for now. I took what I could get.
The years that followed were chaotic. Sometimes our contact would be e-mail only, then we would move back to chat. At times, when things got too hard, I would decide to go no-contact for a while. I had my first real relationships in the lulls, but I would always come back. Tom would always receive me with open arms, either as a friend whenever I was dating someone, or rekindling our romantic interactions when I was not. He was always kind, patient, sensitive, and seemed selfless in his interactions with me. He made me feel so good about myself that I became obsessed with him, convinced he was the love of my life.
Three years in, Tom knew my real name, knew where I lived, and had seen nudes of me (he used one as his desktop background for years). At the same time, I knew nothing about Tom. What was worse, the few details he had unintentionally revealed weren't adding up.
Tom always portrayed our story as one of star-crossed lovers who due to circumstance outside our control could never be together. He told me I would never love him if I ever saw him in real life. First he claimed that his face had been ruined by flesh-eating bacteria. When my biology degree taught me that it's nearly impossible to survive that, he claimed body dysmorphic disorder (which I think to some extent was true).
Things reached boiling point six years into this mess. He slipped up, and revealed a detail about his life that directly contradicted the only concrete thing he had ever told me about himself: his age. I took a day to process, then confronted him, asking him how old he really was. After some initial resistance, he admitted that he had lied.
Mid-thirties, he said. A decade(!) older than he had at first claimed. I should have been furious, but after 6 years of being charmed and manipulated by him, I could only feel sorry for him. When I assured him that nothing between us had to change because of a 'number', he dropped the next bombshell:
Tom: "Alright then. Mid-forties."
I felt like I couldn't breathe. For years, I had been having sexually explicit conversations with someone old enough to be my father when I had believed him to be my age. What was worse, it had all started when I was underage. I gave Tom an ultimatum: either tell me the full truth about who he was; or lose me forever. I gave him two weeks to send me his information. He decided not to, which should have immediately set off the alarm bells that there was even more he was lying about; more he had to hide. I didn't even consider that in the moment; my heart was broken once again, and I cut off contact.
At the time, Tom and I had a number of mutual friends that we both spoke to regularly. Two of these were my cousin and his wife. I went to see them after I found out about Tom's real age, trying to find solace and understanding from someone who also knew him. I felt incredibly betrayed and angry, and asked that they also break contact - maybe that was a bit of an a-hole move. They said no: after all, Tom had never revealed his age to my cousin or his wife. As such, he had never lied to them, only to me, and they were not willing to end their friendship with Tom over that. When I asked what they thought of a 40-year-old having explicit conversations with a 15-year-old, they said that from a certain age, the teenager also has a responsibility in preventing this.
My cousin and his wife were not the only mutual friends that knew what was going on. Amazingly and invariably, NONE of our mutual friends chose to break contact with Tom over this. It caused immense doubt in me. Was I wrong in judging Tom for lying to me? Maybe the lie wasn't so terrible. And all those explicit conversations? Well, I instigated a large number of them, not Tom, so maybe I was equally, if not largely, to blame.
The way I see it now: Tom is like a cult leader: no matter what he does or says, his 'followers' will defend him; even blame themselves if it strips him of guilt. What is worse, anyone who dropped out of his inner circle would feel incredibly isolated and excluded. My friends would not play games with me because they preferred playing games with him. They would not write with me, because writing with him was so much more fun. I wish I'd had the strength to stay away, but one year later I came crawling back, desperate to be included into his circle once again, desperate for his affection that the others seemed to thrive under.
I was 22 at this time. Our contact was sporadic for the next four years - I was hesitant to engage romantically with him, even though part of me, despite everything he had put me through, still 'loved' him (trust me, writing this down, my naivety is making me want to claw my eyes out). I entered a relationship with someone else during this time, and went back to no-contact for most of its 4-year duration. When that relationship ended, Tom and I started talking more again, slowly slipping back into old habits and using the same terms of endearment we had used in the past. Tom revealed more details about himself now - he would talk about his boss, his sister, his friends, his home-town, and discussed things that were going on in his personal life. We also started talking over voice-chat, and damn it, he had an attractive voice.
I had just turned 27 when a response of his triggered me. We were recalling the early days of our interactions, and I mentioned how he had once accidentally sent me an e-mail from a throwaway account. I recalled the address letter by letter (I have a mild form of autism). He went very quiet, and then said that my memory was astounding.
Something in my lizard brain decided to look up the name in that e-mail address. I had done the same 12 years prior, but I had much more information now. It took me three hours to cross-reference the tidbits of information he had fed me over the months and years within the context of this name. And what do you know: it WAS his real name. I continued looking for the rest of the evening.. and I found much more than I bargained for.
You see, Tom was not the only person registered to his house. He was reported to live there with a woman who shared his last name, let's call her Hannah. I naively thought she might be the sister he mentioned (though he had given another name). Fortunately for me, Hannah was a lot less careful than Tom with her personal information, and I soon found a link to her blog on her Twitter page. A goldmine of information, going back over 10 years, covering almost every single day since Tom and I started talking.
My blood went cold as I started reading. It soon became clear to me that not only was Hannah his WIFE of 25-or-so years, they had an 11-year-old SON together (let's call him Jacob). I was 100% sure it was his wife writing - I could easily cross-reference the little things he had told me (assembling a bookcase, having lamb for dinner, visiting SIL for the weekend, getting a sunburn) with the details she was sharing about their life.
Once more, I should have run for the hills. Once more, I didn't. I often wonder how I could have been so stupid as to let this shitshow continue for so long, despite the thousand-and-one reasons Tom had given me to drop him. I can only attribute it to some kind of twisted sunk cost fallacy. By recognising Tom for the monster that he was, I had to face having loved that monster for over a decade. It meant admitting to myself that I was a terrible judge of character, and how could I possibly trust anyone ever again if I could not trust my own judgment? Also, all our mutual friends had always normalised his behaviour to the extent that it seemed almost arrogant to say that HE was in the wrong.
Because of the reactions that I had received from my friends and cousin last time, I kept what I knew to myself, even from Tom. Enter the next ridiculous phase of the story: Tom was saying how he was ordering a passport SO THAT HE COULD COME TO VISIT ME AND MY COUSIN. And idiot that I was, I wanted nothing more, because I was STILL IN LOVE WITH THE SH*T even after everything he had done, now not only to me, but also to his wife Hannah and his son.
I met him in real life five months later. He would be visiting my house for the day, and I was planning to confront him about what I knew. I had given one of my close friends his real name and address, and had told them to contact the police in the event they didn't hear from me by evening - I had no idea how Tom would react when exposed. Probably the fact that I felt unsafe in the first place should have been enough reason not to meet him alone.
We met, and I wish I didn't feel attracted to this 50-year-old but I did. We talked a lot. Eventually, I decided to test him, to see if he would be disloyal to his wife. While our conversations had definitely been flirty over the past year or so, I had never actually been straight with Tom and told him I still felt the same way. So I told him. Credit to him where it is due, he said he couldn't pursue a relationship with me, but followed it up with 'that we could still hold hands and hug'. He did not tell me why he couldn't, of course.
Only then did I reveal what I knew. I told him I've known for months now what his real name is, where he works, where he lives, and who he lives with. I probably could've been a bit more sensitive in how I brought it up (but let's be honest he doesn't deserve it and I was pretty pissed off keeping this stuff inside for 5 months). He turned incredibly pale and said that I could ask him anything I wanted to know. I asked him about his wife and their relationship (which hadn't been good for years according to him), his son (the pride of his life), and why on earth he had chosen to have explicit exchanges with a 15-year-old as a married man ('I was drunk').
During his stay, we were never intimate in the 'spicy' way, but we did hold hands a lot, he would have his hand on my leg, and we shared long hugs. He stayed the nights at my cousin's, and a few days later he left to go back to his country.
I am not proud of what happened next. Over the next months, we video chatted almost every evening. The conversations got flirtier, the amount of clothes we were wearing diminished until we both went into the calls topless.
One night, things escalated. We had gotten into a fight earlier in the evening - he had revealed that during that first real-life meeting, he had made an audio recording of the whole conversation, apparently so he could later prove to his wife that nothing happened. I responded that it was ok (it totally wasn't but that's beside the point), that I had taken precautions as well, and told him about the friend I had contacted. He lost it, saying I had no right to share his personal details with my friend or anyone else. I got angry in return, saying that he had no reason to distrust me as in the 12 years of knowing each other I had never lied to him; on the other hand I had EVERY reason to distrust him as he literally hid a wife and son from me, and had lied to a 15-year-old girl about his age.
We were both emotionally drained after, and I took things a step further that night, and seduced him into doing more together in front of the camera, maybe knowing that he would be too drained to refuse. He asked me later if I had consciously manipulated him into going along with it, choosing a vulnerable moment to strike - maybe I did, and I regret it.
Over the next months, our 'mishap' developed into a full-blown affair. I visited his home-town about 5 times in the year that followed. We kissed, and did basically everything apart from the 'deed' itself. I think he never wanted to have traditional sex either because then he could keep justifying to himself that he hadn't cheated on his wife, or because he was terrified of getting me pregnant. During my stays in his home-town, he would bring his son Jacob along to our lunches and dinners. Mostly to pacify his wife I suspect, for how could it be an affair with his son around? I loved the kid, we got along well, but I hated the lie that I had to live. To put myself through this was one thing, but it was so unbelievably unfair on Hannah and Jacob.
The whole situation sent me into severe depression. I was abandoning my morals for this man whom I still could not trust. I was lonely, and didn't date because I refused to be a cheater myself (maybe hypocritical). With every real-life meeting, his mask slipped further, and by the end there was little left of the charismatic, caring man that I had imagined him to be. Still, I was so entangled with him that I could not imagine my life without Tom. I did not know who I was without this person, who had completely overshadowed at this point almost half my life and all my adult life. I was stuck.
Eventually, I gave Tom an ultimatum again: Hannah, or me. I gave him two months to make up his mind. We spoke daily, and as his 'deadline' was approaching he became verbally aggressive with me, saying that he wasn't enjoying our conversations as much as he used to because I kept bringing up the choice he had to make. I asked him what he needed from me. He said he needed more time. I am ashamed to say I gave him that time.
I was lucky to have found two very close friends among my colleagues over the course of this whole drama. They had slowly witnessed the situation devolve into something unmaintainable. One of them often visited when I had panic attacks; she even slept next to me on the bad nights to make sure I'd be ok. They recommended me to make written lists of the red flags that I saw, the abusive behaviours Tom had demonstrated, and the effects the whole situation was having on me. They made me see how he would never choose me, that he was happy using everything and everyone as long as it served his needs. They slowly guided me into making the right decision during a work conference, when I didn't have time to contact Tom. Being away from his reach for a week, combined with the continuous talks with my two friends throughout the conference, made me strong enough to make a decision. Together, we agreed that as soon as I got back home, I would call Tom and cut ties with him. My friends would be available on call straight after.
Thanks to my friends, I went through with it. I cut contact almost three years ago now. As expected, he did not fight for me, and never tried to contact me again. My friends saw me through the worst of it.
Four months after cutting ties with Tom, I met the man who is now my husband, and we are currently expecting a baby. He makes me unbelievably happy, and has taught me what a loving relationship should feel like. He knows about this whole story and is very supportive. He even encouraged me to post this as he believes it'd help me process things.
I am still in touch with some of Tom's friends: my cousin, his wife, and a 40-year-old woman who has been my friend since the start of this whole story and was my MOH during my wedding. I have decided not to hold it against them that they cannot let go of Tom - hell, I couldn't let go for 14 years. It just demonstrates the horrible grip and influence he has on people. My MOH and I have an understanding that we don't discuss Tom, and that saved the friendship - we actually have a lot in common and enjoy each other's company a lot. I refuse to lose any more people over him.
I am in a good place now, looking forward to the future, and can't wait to meet our child. Still, this experience has not left me unscathed. I still struggle with trust, in other people and myself, and feel that I am responsible for a lot of what happened. I feel incredibly ashamed and naive for my behaviour over the years. I especially feel horrible about what I did to Hannah and Jacob - as far as I know, Tom never told them about the affair, but I would be very surprised if Hannah didn't know what was going on. I do have my suspicions that I am not the only one Tom did this with, but I have no proof, and it does not take away any of my responsibility in all of this.
So reddit: did I seduce Tom as a 15-year-old, or did he groom me and manipulate me into falling for him? Or was our interaction simply toxic on both sides, and not any one person's fault? And AITA for having pursued this affair even after I found out Tom was married? Also, should I reach out to Hannah (though honestly I would be a bit scared to do so, and I don't feel at all like reinserting myself into Tom's life in any way)?
And finally the question that still keeps me up at night: did Tom ruin half my life, or did I do that all by myself? And if I had a role to play in this, am I fit to be a mother?
TL;DR: As a 15-year-old, I fell in love with a man who claimed he was 19 but was actually 40. 12 years later, I found out he had a wife and son, but had become so infatuated with him that I pursued an affair with him. I ended the affair two years later but still feel guilty. I feel like much of what happened is my responsibility, since I instigated most of the intimacy. AITA?
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2024.06.09 17:51 Tilren Panorama Toh

I've been fascinated by this game for a while, Falcom's first RPG (Yes, it IS an RPG, no-matter what anyone says. I don't even know why it's a matter of debate. Since when was levelling up a crucial criterion to the definition? Does that mean OneShot, Heartbound, Rakuen and similar combat-free games aren't RPGs either?).
Anyway, I've emulated it using M88, but it's very... difficult to play. For the 2 reasons that it was never localised and I can't seem to find the right buttons for anything despite trying every button on the keyboard (Yes, I've made sure it's the active window).
Unsurprisingly, I can't find any guides to an obscure, unlocalised 41yo game, and the only YT playthroughs of it end partway through.
I was wondering, has anyone actually played this game the full way through and can explain how to play it? On M88 as well? That would be really helpful.
One another thing: since this is set on an island, I thought it would be cool if Falcom did a little fanservice retcon with Ys VIII Revealing that the Isle of Seiren was in fact Panorama Island and Panorama Toh was set before the Eternians (since there's a portion of Ys VIII where Dana reads about the history of the island before Eternia and how there were once islanders there, which is never elaborated on). I highly doubt that'll ever happen. Kato is the only current Falcom staff member I know who was part of the company when they made Panorama Toh, and he might not even remember the game existed. But it's a cool headcanon of mine at least. That Panorama Island is the Isle of Seiren.
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2024.06.09 17:50 Mark_The_Lion Add to qBittorrent (disabled by default) a checkbox that adds a tab to...

"Transfers" and "Search", a tab called "Discover", with pics of movies and series and documentaries and video games one can check out, maybe only free ones.
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