Bheh ka bhosda

bhai relatives ne dimaag ka bhosda kar diya hai
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Seniors although this is a rant but is balak ki kuch madad kar paye toh aapka abhari rahunga. So 12th Commerce with Applied Maths student 11th me hopefully barbad nhi kari ache se padhi and scored somewhat 87% disappointed but okay. Now 12th maine 14 March se shuri kari because coaching shuru hogayi and this is a new coaching which I joined I was in other back in 11th. But 14 tareek se mere officially ghand hi mare ja rhi hain teachers badhiya hain no doubt friends circle bhi devlop hua do mahino but accounts me pta nhi kya ho rha hain main padhke jta hun practice karta lekin test ke din hug deta bilkul diarrhea hi ho jta hain. Humara abhi accounts me retirment shuru hone wala hain lekin pta nhi kyn eak motivation nhi aa rhi hain ki maine shi se padh liya sab kuch. Kabhi khayal ata hain ki sunil panda ke lectures dekh lun but itna time hi nhi milta upar se school. Kisi din accounts jyada din padh lu toh math bura man jati hain. Math wale sir toh bhai light ki speed sebhag rhe rat 1-2 baje jag kar gaur classes ke lecture dekhta hun taki agle din maths ka test de saku lekin wah bhi chud gaye guru momint ho jata hain. Rat ko ganda wala self doubt frustration aur anxiety me hi so rha hun pehle mai 11th me main subah uthke mediation karta tha workout karta tha lekin ab body stiff ho chuki hain gandi wali. Upar se is coaching me hoghly competitve logo ke sath ameeri bhi kuch jyada hi dekhne ko milti hain bsdk Maths ki classs sale starbucks ki coffee lake questions solve karte hain yah khali time me snap pe snap banate rehte hain but fir bhi pta nhi kaun se nashe karte hain number aa jate hain. On the other side school me mera acedamic comeback chal rha hain teachers kush hain recently paper hue usme bhi no ache aye thodi ego bhi feed hui crush se congrats bola kukki maine eco me top kara. Lekin MKC mere coaching self respect ki amma behn nani ka threesome ho rakha hain sala aisa lag rha hain logo ne aur teachers ne joh expectation rakhi thi woh hi puri nhi kar paya. Social Anxiety, Academic Downfall aur career ki tension ne dimag ka bhosda kar rakha hain kuch ho sake to hacks yah suggestions do taki mere mental helath me sudhar aye...
PS: Maine IPMAT ki coaching bhi join kar Sturaday Sunday toh time ki toh ab Foursome ho rha hain. Bs vacation ka intezar hain

The lyrics of the edited version were something like 'o sun teri behen ka bhosda kacha kacha funnyraj ka bacha'

College mai sab saanp hote hai ! Whether you consider them as your friend , they always come back to bite at you. Papers ke time kisi ka bharosa mat krna , bharose ka bhosda hojayega definately

Dear (bsdk teri ma ki chut) nta SALLE TERI GAND MEIN DANDA BSDK EK PAPER CONDUCT NHI KRWA SKTA SALLE SAAL MEIN EK BAAR TERI MA KA BHOSDA HO JATA HAI KYA … TERE DIRECTOR KI MA RANDI KHANDAN PE KEEDE PADEIN TERE BACHO KO KAHI ADMISSION NA MILE SADAK PE AAJAO TUM SAB BSDKWALO GAND MARAO thank you

Chemistry madarchod chutya bhadwi bhenchod chutmariki lodi. Chemistry ki chut me 79434659684949 lawde Chemistry randi ki aulad Chemistry ke bhosde me dunya ke saare lawde Chemistry madarchod Chemistry bhenchod Chemistry bhadwi Chemistry bhadwa Chemistry lodi Chemistry loda Chemistry chutya Chemistry ki maa ki chut Chemistry ki maa ki gand kali Chemistry ki maa ka bhosda
Thompson, rutherford, neils bohr aur dalton ke foursome me wo log tetrahedrally arragned the ya phir square planar?

abh meri kehani sunke cult waale bolenge ki phelaana dhimaaka, lekin abh woh maa sulaae, aunty ji dhk gyi hongi
lamba hai lekin tum jab apni rank pdh skte ho toh yeh bhi pdh hi loge , toh 10 th maine krri thi 2020 mein, aur ohir jab 11th aayi toh life mein aagyi kota factory and nv sir, cult no, 1 motion
mere papa ek trika ka system chlaate they as a side hustle jisme sab paise milate they aur hrr mahine kuch loss pr aap woh saare paise udha skte ho, lekin joh cashier hota tha usko loss nhi poore paise milte they, abh lockdown hua toh kuch log gayab hogye aur paise aane bnd, acha abh trust tha unn pr, toh pehle shk nhi bnna, phir kya hua ki hum uss paise ko use krlete they aur jab salary aati thi toh adjust krte they, abh salary bhi bnd aur paise waale bhi bhaag gye, jinhone diye unke use hogye
iss situation mein maine rr kiya motion ka aur dummy school ka, fast forward 3 mahine poore ghr ka mahool bigaadne ke baad motion milla, jisme meri mummy neih apni ring bechi thi, aur feb mein dummy, abh motion ke itne bkl they unke motivators neih mujhe bhrm mein rkha ki hojayega hojayega, natija 11th waste
cult no 2 akash, 12 mein akash liya kyuki ek dost tha usme, unhone bhi keha ki hojayega, aur unke teachers se basic swaal nhi hote they, 12th adhi chod di fees ki wjha se, abh na school na coaching, pdhai krta hi nhi tha mai bus motivation dekh ke hilata tha, october 10 my mom died, like sudden, phir aaya unacademy scam, jinhone crash course ke naam pr loota, vineet loomba they main culprit
abh aata hai drop year, zero pdhai 11 12 ki, drop year mein liya pw, again adhi pdhai lekin pw neih cult nhi chlaya, phir jee ka result aaya toh 47,2 percentile, fast forward second drop aur 70 percentile
abh maine soocha ki mi formula rtt bhi leta toh isse ache le aata 12 th mein hi, toh kyu mai itna neeche aagya, like board ki copy dekh ke bhi jaata toh isse zyada aajate bkc,
abh aate hai last culprit, mohit tyagi aur baaki motivators, jinhone serious students ka bhosda sir pr liya tha, mujhe lgga serious toh mai bhi hu, toh 12 th mein maine unse pdhne ki koshish kri aur itne boring lectures, mtlb kabhi kabhi lgta hai ki inhe pdhane ka adhikaar kon diya, unhone humesha keha serious student yeh serious student woh, jindal maa ke lode neih keha cengage advanced acha student, alakh daddy neih keha ghr ke halat badlo, mohit tyagi neih keha yeh paper btayega aage ki life kaise hogi
bkl mcdo yeh btao ek bche ko yeh sab btaya jaata hai ki family condition flana dhimaka, ande se nikla nhi hai woh aur yeh bhoj, mai pdhte pdhte yeh sochta tha ki perfect material perfect lecture perfect notes, abh agr nhi hua toh ghr ki condition aur life ka bhosda hojana tha, mujhe gaadhi nhi milti, mere papa ko bandr uthake lejaate bc,
abh sunno meri baat bhosdiwaalo, college bohot badiya cheez hai, mzza aata hai paisa hai sab hai, lekin yeh ant nhi hai aur yeh teachers tumhari wjha se hai, tum inki wjha se nhi ho, aaj jee na do toh yeh log apne haath se apna youtube account na manage kr paaye, aapke so called god of porn teachers ape lectures tk edit na kr paaye, remember ki yeh log failed engineers hai, drr ka wypaar hai yeh, pehle yeh neeche they abh upr hai, system abhi bhi whi hai, yeh log 11 aur 12 se upr ka laand nhi pdha rahe,
"but bcho maine iit ki job nhi ki kyuki teaching passion hai", toh sir phd kriye havard oxford iit mein pdhao na, yeh 16 saal ke muthalo ko kyu pdha rahe ho, ''mera content sabse acha hai lekin'', ek aur chutiyap, inke notes pdhke maine toh kisiko nhi dekha ki usne koi machine bnaadi ho
abh kuch gaandu bolenge woh vidya de rahe hai guru bhagwaan hota hai, yeh koi guru nhi hai, aur rhi baat vidya ki toh inhone usse kothe pr baitha diya hai, aur yeh saare dalal uski boli lgaa rahe hai
naa kisi se drro na kisi ki baato mein aao, aapne hisaab se dekho kya kaise krna hota hai, joh shi lgge kro aur intent to work laao, baate sunno aur bolo mt, yeh books yeh lecture yeh sir mt kro, joh shi lgge woh kro, lekin kro, kisike kehne pr mt aao

Maa chudaye vit waale inki maa ka bhosda behenchod randi k bacche(sorry)

hi hello i'm a 12thie jeetard. i really really really need some advice and help right now, thank you for reading. here's some context:

1. i did schooling for my 11th and 12th. 90% mandatory attendance 6 hour a day schooling. (and then 4-5 hr coaching + 1-2 hour travel for coaching 4 days a week)
2. fiitjee for 5 years. since class 8th. i dont remember much of life before fiitjee.
3. i have bad adhd (unmedicated)
4. my grandmother (and another relative) passed away in november 2023, had to stay at my dadighar for 1 month, then that completely wrecked my studying cycle and it took me forever (2-3 weeks) to get back on my feet.
5. gave jee jan attempt 10 days after my preboards. fucked it and got 92.9 percentile. thought id clear the qualification. ofc didnt. (gen female hu)
6. second attempt mein i tried hard (fought with my brain a lot) and improved by 30 marks and still got 92.3.
7. i was preparing for advanced and then the results came out and for a week ive been trying to study for bitsat but i just cant put my heart into it. i keep getting flashbacks of everything that has happened since january and even trying to study makes me panic. i cant give it my full attention and dimaag ka bhosda ho gaya hai.

i didnt even give any exam other than jee, so no backups. plus i really dont want to go to any non tier1 college. i'm also completely disinterested in any engineering branch other than cs (or maybe chemical). my mom is suggesting me to not even give bitsat second attempt and just take a drop if i cant clear bitsat1. i hated the idea of a drop year initially but i'm warming upto it seeing how terrible this situation is. i know i could've done well if i just had more time. PLEASE keep in mind that having adhd makes jee studying a lot more difficult.
so to all the droppers here, would you suggest me to go for this or should i just focus on bits? how has your experience been?

let's start from the begging: 10th covid mei hui, teachers se pata chala pehli baar ki jee-neet bhi koi chij hai ,bio mei intrest tha nahi koi,Dr banna tha nahi,pcm leke jee le liya ,dummy+Allen le liya, starting se hi underconfident tha ki mere bas ki IIT hai nahi,kisi NIT mei kuch mil jaye vahi badi baat hogi
kyuki covid pura nahi gaya tha to 2021 tak classes online mei chalti thi poori,and I wasted a lot of my time,kasoor online class ka nahi,mera hi tha vaise ,fir january 2022 ke bad se chalu hua offline mei,and I found a good peer group in a month,fir unhi logo ke saath baith ke padhta tha subeh se raat tak consistently.
basically bigdi 11th ko 12th mei sahi sudhaar kar raha tha mai,marks bhi aa rahe the test mei, confidence aya ki hn mai bhi IIT kar sakta hu.fir December aaya, dummy vale keh rahe practicals de lavdya,uska kich kuch fir practicals bhi January 2023 mei hi the,and meri gandi kismat,mere practicals khatm hue jiss din(22 January 2023),us din ghar aate samay ek chutiye biker ne aake thok diya and mera left haath jiss haath se likhta hu,ussi mei fracture aa gaya🤡🙌
1st Feb ko tha mera jee mains,of course hag diya,ganda vala,90.001xyzxyz%ile mili, mai boards tak theek ho gaya but highly demotivated, session 2 mei maine bohot ganda performan kiya,85%ile aayi ,I couldn't even qualify for jee advanced.
maine socha mai drop leta hu, kyu le liya ,drop leke mai past mei jeene laga,mai to acha tha padhai mei,abhi ye kidhar phoch gaya life mei,and padhai karni kam kar di,ye biggest mistake hai,koi drop lene ke liye soch rha hai to doston past mei mat reh jana mere jaise
fir October tak hosh aaya, padhai ki maine,mere aaye 140 marks pe 90.2%ile, thanks to 27shift1,fir dimag ka bhosda ho gaya, April ke liye padhai ki,5th April shift1 aayi,paper ganda gaya, expected jaisa nahi bilkul bhi,marks calculate kiye maine aaj subeh,106 ban rahe🤡
bhagwan kasam itna bura lag rha na meko,jee mains 4 bar dene ke bavjood bhi advance tak ke liye qualify nahi kar paunga mai,college mil nahi rha in marks pe vo alag,dusre exams bhare hai vhi last hope hai
loser vali feeling roz aati hai,ma kasam itna bura lagta hai kya bolun,mujh jaisa chutiya kaun hi hoga,isse accha to drop na lekar mai kisi pvt mei chala jaataa,at least life kahi to aage badhi hoti meri,yaha to jaha ek sal pehle tha,aaj bhi vahi khada hu,sab life mei improve kar rahe,3 sal se mai hi marva rha hu lagta hai bas😭

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