Autobiography of a senior high school student

I’m in a dance company at my high school. My performance is tomorrow night, but due to vigorous practice I am extremely sore. When running dances this morning, I could barely do them because of how sore my muscles are. What do I do??? I’m so scared that I can’t properly perform at my absolute best tomorrow due to this.

When I was still in high school, I really struggled with thinking of a career path that interested me to the point that I took the personality test, found out I was an ISTP, and just researched all of the recommend jobs for my personality.
I settled on being an electrician but wanted to know what you do and how you like it!

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Yesterday a student (10th grader) said that he could slap me in the face and then said that he could stab me. He did this after he was walking around the room, then I stood next to him and quietly told him that he needs to get to his seat. He's only getting two days of in-school suspension. He has a history of leaving rooms without teacher permission. Leaving detention right in front of the principals without their permission. Am I to expect that he will stay in the dean's room quietly and repent on his threats? They're not escorting him to the bathroom, who's to say that he won't just find his way to me?
I took today off because I'm just pissed off and scared. I wrote an email which was definitely emotionally charged.
Maybe ya'll can give me some advice.

I have a question and concern. A student said that he can slap me and stab me. Is two days of in-school suspension all he would get?
This is a student who leaves rooms without teachers' permission throughout the day. He also has a history of not listening to principals. Quite frankly I don't feel safe going back to work knowing that he is in the building. My husband and mom were yelling at me last night trying to convince me to find another job immediately because they don't want me to leave work on a stretcher.
I really am trying to keep my cool and be strong and fulfill all of my commitments, but it's hard to justify coming back into a building with a person who said that he can stab me. Will he have to actually stab me before being removed from the building?

So in case you all aren't aware (and I am sure this will come as no surprise), Idaho is considered to be under a state of emergency per the Human Rights Campaign. Likewise, when much of where the state's population is concentrated looks like this, I don't imagine many queer Idahoans feel *too* comfortable being their out and open selves where they live (though for those in places like Pocatello, Boise, and Moscow, that might not be the case).
Either way, as a social science student who goes to a school where many of the students are openly LGBTQ+, I am curious what life is like for LGBTQ+ Idahoans? Have you ever been harassed? Do you worry about being a victim of violence? Does the political climate cause you a lot of anxiety on a daily basis?
Or, on the other hand, are things actually not so bad? What's it like?

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This is a long story. Sorry in advance.
Here's a little background. I'm 20 Male, and living in the US. I've been in the truth since I could remember. Some of my memories aren't the best. Some are good as well.
I think being a witness is hard especially when we're kids. When I was 7, I wanted a action figure set of ben 10 toys. It was around Christmas time and I had a glimmer of hope for a big Christmas tree with presents. I know it sounds dumb, but I was 7. I had went to the mall and just wanted a Christmas miracle. I woke up on Christmas day and ran downstairs. There was nothing there except a gray light from the windows.
Another time when I was 8 was when I got invited to a birthday party. It was to a trampoline park, and I was excited. I ran home and handed the invitation to my parents. The invite came in a nice goodie bag with sweets. My parents took the bag, threw all the contents inside, ripped the invite up and threw it away too. I got a lecture about birthdays and such. As time grew, my love of birthdays died slowly and painfully. Like someone took my joy and slit its throat, my hope in birthdays and such died a painful death, slowly bleeding out.
When I was at school, parties sucked. I couldn't celebrate birthdays. When my classmates had birthdays, I wasn't allowed to have any of the snacks. I couldn't have cake, brownies, or cookies if it was associated with the birthday. I grew up not being excited for it at all. I felt numb on my last birthday. All I did was drive around aimlessly while doing errands. I think I got a new shirt? But I just stopped loving birthdays. When the class had any holiday party, I wasn't allowed to be there. I was sent away to one of the following places:

1. Hallway
2. School Library
3. Cafeteria
4. Front office

A small consolation was that the librarian would let me play on the computers, but most of the time I did homework early or just read books. I slowly saw more of the world, and it opened my eyes. I think that woke me up was when I was starting middle school. I met people who were LBGTQIA+, and I saw that not all people who weren't witnesse were bad. I questioned it more and more over the years.
When I was in high school, I got in trouble for unkept facial hair every week. I would get scolded every Wednesday and Sunday. When I was a senior, I discovered I am pansexual. I've had it hidden for years now. I'm afraid my parents will kick me out when I tell them I don't want to be a witness anymore. Do you know how bad it has gotten? I have done the following this in secret:

1. Got a new cellphone with my own phone plan and transferred all my stuff over so I won't have to worry when I move out.
   
2. Gotten an apartment that's insured. Paid the deposit and rent no problems.
   

2.B. I got the apartment partially furnished and with utilities on.

1. Looking for a car and insurance so I can fully move out.

Being a witness sucked. I had no life. Endless Saturdays of me preaching stuff. I hated myself for speaking against the LBGTQIA+ community. I spent most of my Saturdays and Sundays in a suit, handing brochures. All I wanted was to make my parents proud, but all I've done is gotten bits of praise with scorn. I'm not a Saint by any means. I've done dumb things, and I can acknowledge that. But to tear the spirits of others...its unforgettable. When I was 19, I was talking to a friend who was a witness. When we talked, she admitted to being sexually assaulted by fellow witnesses. When she tried to tell, it fell on deaf ears.
My advice to all witness kids wanting to leave? Run. Save up and become who you are meant to be. Because if you stay, a apart of you will die, and it's not coming back. I personally saved up money from my job and had decided to move out by summers end. Thank you.

My kid is in university on the sunshine coast and has asked about getting a car. She’s an international student (US) and I don’t have a clue about what it would take to get a car, insurance, drivers license, etc in another country. There’s a bus system that’s adequate but won’t be sufficient to get to and from a job/internship, etc in addition to school because of her suburban housing (one stop infrequent routes). What would you recommend? Get a car? Too hard? What would you do?

I want to get out of the US and move to the UK, ideally. I do not have a bachelor’s degree. I have a high school diploma but I did study pharmacy technician, however I was never able to work in the capacity because of an asinine rule of not licensing individuals that ever defaulted loans. Is it possible for me to even get a work visa in this situation?

1. I joined an org on campus created by a PA student at my undergrad where we went to homeless encampments and provided medical care such as blood glucose testing, vitals, etc. However, being able to go was based on a lottery system, so I only got 12 hours doing it across like a year’s time since there were so many other students competing to go. The experience was meaningful for me and something I wanted to include, but I’m worried that adcom’s will frown upon the hours being so low. Should I: not include it, include it, or include it but make a note about how it was a limited access opportunity so that’s why hours are low?
2. I was public relations coordinator my junior year and VP my senior year for a mental health organization on campus, would this be listed as leadership or non-clinical volunteering?
3. I had 3 clinical jobs throughout undergrad and was only going to classify two of them as most meaningful and my research (only 125 hours though) as the third MME. Is this okay or would it be best to just do all 3 MME as my clinical roles?

Sorry if this comes across as neurotic, but I just want to make sure I’m making the best decisions for my activities section. Thank you guys so much for your help!!

I’ve been getting a lot of new opportunities from Arizona school district. I’ve had two new students assigned to me, but neither of them have responded to my emails messages to confirm our first session. I’m hearing a lot of tutors having their contract terminated with the schools end of the school year season. I’ve also also had parents message me saying that they don’t need the tutoring. I’m just so confused as to why these are popping up as new opportunities. Is this a glitch in the system? Is anyone else able to contact their newly assigned clients from school contracts?

Hi, I wanted to ask if anyone knows about the current parking situation for grad students. I'm an incoming grad student planning to live off campus. However, I contacted the parking & transportation department and they let me know that no parking is available (at all????) because of construction? I am a bit wary of how I would reach campus under these conditions in general without paying a high premium to live close to campus. If anyone currently there has any advice or input I would appreciate it. Thank you.

Hi, I, 21F, have a best friend (21F) that we’ll call Ella. Ella and I have known each other since kindergarten. We were best friends at times in elementary school and solidified our friendship in middle school. When high school came around, we went to different high schools but still lived 5 minutes away from each other.
Freshman year (2016) I barely saw Ella. We both were getting used to our new schools and everything, so we never really hung out but we would constantly text. Sophomore year I decided I wanted to hang out more. After school, I’d always ask her to hang out, we’d study together or just talk for a few hours before I went back home. She rarely came to my house, I think maybe once she came over to study. In our junior year, we both ended up with boyfriends. I still wanted to hang out with her every now and then but every time I asked to do something, she’d have an excuse. This continued for the whole year (even after I had called her out for this by sending her screenshots of every time she bailed on plans). By senior year, I was over it. I realized she wanted to spend all of her time with her boyfriend and I didn’t feel like it was fair that I constantly had to be the one to reach out. We barely spoke that year.
That is, until we found out we were going to the same college the next year. I had been actively searching for roommates, so when Ella asked to room together it felt like a no brainer. We were already comfortable with each other, knew how the other behaved/their habits. So despite the year long break, I figured it’d be better than rooming with a rando.
Freshman year of college, we shared a dorm room. We were at the end of the hall, secluded from everyone else. At this point, I knew I had fucked up. The first night there, I somehow got her to come meet people in our hall. After that night, she didn’t go outside past 5 for the rest of the year. “Mosquito bites” was her answer when I asked why. I made friends without her. I’d go out to parties, go have dinner, etc. At the beginning, she wouldn’t say much about it. But a few months in she kept complaining about how lonely she was. I would invite Ella out, even my friends would invite her out, and she’d say no every time — I don’t remember her leaving the dorm room once after that first night to hang out with people (including myself). I had 0 sympathy for her because of this.
Sophomore year of college, we decided to move into an apartment together with the other 2 friends I had made. I felt bad leaving her behind for some reason. I knew she had no friends and I didn’t know who else she’d end up with if not me. So yes, we lived together again. This year, she definitely went out a bit more but only after my friend would beg her to. I could still count the number of times she came out on my 2 hands. She ended up causing a lot of drama this year. She’s nosy, she can come off as passive and egotistical, and she can be extremely judgmental. Things I hadn’t realized she was until my other roommates started pointing it out. These things had become normal to me. That’s just who I thought Ella was. And it is. But that’s not ok.
Junior year, I ended up living with 3 random people. (There’s a lot that happened that sophomore year I didn’t mention. That’s for another story). And Ella lived with 3 random people. I only ever heard from her when she wanted to complain about her roommates. I saw her 1 time that year because she wanted to complain about her roommates even more. She complained so much about them even her boyfriend didn’t want to speak on the phone with her (he actually told her this. Kinda wild).
This brings us to now. Senior year. We live together again. We both had terrible roommate experiences and just needed comfortability and to be in a living situation where we knew the other’s boundaries. It wasn’t ideal for me, but it was better than another random assignment situation. We both turned 21 before the fall semester started. So I thought we’d be able to go to bars together. Not even the crazy ones, I just wanted to go sit at like an Applebees and talk for a while. No. Every time I ask her to hang out it’s “I’m good but thanks” or “I don’t feel like having a hangover tomorrow” or “I don’t want to spend money”. Not to say these aren’t valid reasons, but to not ONCE not EVER say yes just doesn’t seem right? I’m also an introvert. I get it. But you should also be open to doing things your friends want to do. She doesn’t come to football games, basketball games, kickbacks, nothing. She won’t go on night drives, out to dinner with just me, or even to the library to study. If her boyfriend isn’t the one asking, the answer is no.
So I’m done. I stopped asking her to do things. I stopped texting her first again. If I’m in our living room and she talks to me, the answers are short, monotone, and disinterested. I don’t care about her or her life because she doesn’t act interested in mine. I feel bad sometimes because I think she doesn’t understand why I got so cold this year. But it’s not my job to teach you how to be a friend. I’ve brought this up and called her out before, I did my due diligence… about 5 years ago. For some reason, I kept thinking things would change as we got older. And they did. I just didn’t think it’d be like that. Sometimes I feel bad though. Because I know not everyone wants to be doing stuff. I just feel like every know and then, as a friend, best friend supposedly, you should be willing to reach out first. To make plans. To go out and do something for once instead of trying to convince me to sit on the couch for the 7th night this week and drink $10 wine. Am I in the wrong here?

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I am currently an informatics analyst working for the hospital. I have applied to a few Application Analyst jobs and I'm wanting to go to Epic (charting system) after working 7 months in this role. Now that I have a little non-bedside experience I am seeing the reality of the salary. I love this job exponentially more than bedside but my cousin who graduated nursing school with me said he is going to Oregon to make 140k as staff. They're unionized there so they have 1 hour paid lunch breaks, and he said they're treated great. Oregon is MCOL. Upon scouring reddit, I'm seeing that anything close to 140k as an Epic analyst is quite the minority and rare to see unless you're in a director type role. If you do make anything close to that, it is atleast after 4-6 years perhaps (or if you can hack it as a consultant after 3 years of Epic work). I make 73k right now as an informatics analyst and made 72k in the same hospital as a NIGHT SHIFT ICU critical care nurse (low pay is partly why I left; to search for more lucrative salary).
Eventually I want to quit everything all together within the next <10 years by using passive income from real estate investing (Just built my first home and renting out the extra bedroom units to travel nurses).
What do I even do? I am seriously considering going back to bedside nursing even though I absolutely hated it and had so much anxiety; but it could be my environment as well - I am a minority in the south (live 40 minutes next to Harrison, AR) and in Oregon I wouldn't be.... I wouldn't do ICU again either so that would maybe make a big difference.
I love the autonomy of Epic and working from home. But I can barely save up to purchase my next rental property like this. If I am trying to get a higher salary, it'll take years to get to 140k. Homes in Oregon are expensive at 400k average as well but I am not opposed to out of state investing.
Any advice is appreciated.
I am asking you consultants to see if this path is worthwhile according to you.. Epic Consulting would be my end goal on the Epic Analyst route, but can I even become a consultant? And it would take me 3-5 years of grinding with no coding or building experience to even reach that high pay right?

My school uses STAR testing in the beginning, middle and end of the year to assess reading and math. While looking at data from the start of the year until now, my students have almost all shown growth, which is fantastic. However, I started the year with about 13 on grade level(per the test) and now I have close to 2.
2nd grade math is hard, y'all! Adding and subtracting 3 digit numbers was a struggle, and I don't blame them for struggling with the test(if that was on it)
I also know that the test is not always a sign of their true abilities, but it still feels shitty, you know? Anyone else feel this way?

Short version: I was accepted into my dream PhD program. I start in the Fall. I’m of course scared, imposter syndrome is in full swing yall, but I’m very excited.
However, I am currently googling accelerated MD degrees and PhD->MD paths. I don’t want to start my grad school life while still dreaming MD too. Feels wrong and chaotic.
Not sure what I should do? Might just need some tough love to snap out of this.
Longer version for context: I have 6 years of research experience between both undergrad and post-bacc life. Majored in the physical sciences. 3.98 GPA. I have a couple pubs, and too many posters.I also have clinical experience being a caregiver and hospital volunteer. extracurriculars within my local community.
I have a chronic, physical illness since childhood. Nothing too serious, I function well thanks to the wonderful physicians I had. Family has a long history of various cancers too. So I spent a majority of my childhood either at my own doctors appointments or accompanying my family during theirs. In undergrad, I discovered my love for research. So the path of MD/PhD felt like an ideal fit.
I applied only PhD with the intent of applying MD/PhD too. Although I knew my heart was in MD/PhD, I applied PhD only first. Truthfully, the application opened up last Fall and I needed to leave my new job since my new boss is incredibly abusive.
I only applied to my dream school. Figured I’d only be happy doing a pure PhD program at this one particular school for various reasons I won’t bore you with. I had low expectations. But within two weeks of submitting, I was accepted.
Instead of excitement initially, I felt relief. Relief that I’m no longer stagnant post undergrad, relief that I get to leave my job soon, and relief that I don’t have to worry (as much) about money for the next 5 years. Relief that I have the privilege of becoming a student again. Relief that I get to grow in a research field I want to explore more.
So I accepted my spot. Canceled my MCAT date. And closed the MD door.
I’m glad and super thankful to be going into this PhD program but I’m worried that the MD door isn’t quite shut.

I'm taking O's this year so it's a pretty bad year for me to be doing this shit.
Last year for sec 3, I skipped around 30 days the whole year but it wasn't that bad. I was still functional. Though I did pretty badly for eoys, it wasn't alarming compared to everyone else. I had bad days but I still managed. The school didn't call my parents nor did any teachers speak to me about my absentees.
This year though, I'm completely fucked. It feels as though I don't even have control of when and how long I'll be skipping. I used to have some form of balance, for example, I'd skip maybe one or two days every two weeks or so on. This year however, I can't go a full week of school. I don't think I've even been to all five days of school this year. There's hbl every two weeks and on the weeks that don't, I'd skip at least two days. Actually, I skip even when it's not a full week.
My teacher finally called my dad up this year when I went MIA for almost a week (it was across a weekend but technically i only missed 4 days). He threatened to come over and escort me to school if I didn't go myself (school alr started, it was around 10am). So I went in the middle of the day. Things went downhill from that point onwards.
That teacher started talking to me and I started seeing the school councellor. BTW she's fucking useless and shld be retired (F70+??) Anyways its getting worse since more teachers has been taking notice of my behaviour and the year head or discipline mistress called up my dad alr (like this morning cause I missed two days of schl)
It started off as merely being tired/lazy/unmotivated to go to schl but recently I feel like that's not all it is since this behaviour is getting rlly out of hand.
Oh right also ofc there's the family issues and so on. My dad was never there when I grew up (business trips) so I went to my mom for basically everything. But then he had to stay in sg due to covid and smth happened so my mom was no longer capable. The thing is, my dad does not give a shit what I do. It's not due to lack of care but just being insanely bad at communication and an insanely bad parent. Provides money and food and shit like that but I cld be doing drugs or smoking and dude would just let it happen. And recently, he was caught having an affair (lols).
Anyways the point is that he has to handle my schl things now and ofc he's the one that the schl calls and teacher wants to talk to. They don't understand him or his behaviour though. He's the type of parent that's probably limited edition, super rare because his behaviour is just rlly weird. He stopped speaking up abt my skipping behaviour after a small 2 liner argument with him and he says nothing to me abt what a teacher has talked abt or just anything at all. I probably wouldn't even know abt it if the teacher didn't ask to speak with me first. So whilst to the teachers, they're speaking to a troubled students parent but in reality, they're speaking to nothing but a robot, a block of wood who cld not be more useless in improving my behaviour.
I'm not sure what I'm focusing on and worried abt the most though. My grades getting worse. My conduct grade being a fair (it's not that bad). The amount of demerits. The teachers getting up into my business (ik it's their job). Or the teachers thinking that talking to my father wld help. (Also he's not even gonna be part of the family after the divorce but clearly the teachers aren't aware abt it.)
I don't really know what to do nor what I really want to get out of this post but I thought why not I guess..and it became a rant. Haha sorry. Its just a bad year for this things to be happening since its O's and I think that's why teachers are becoming more busybody. Sry the English isn't good and my storytelling is a mess but🙂 idk provide me a second opinion or advice?

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I’m a high school student going into biology class next year, and I want to do only the best in that class. I am interested in biology and I want to become a bioengineer. Can you all please give me some tips and advice so that I can do good in the class? Please?

Im not entirely sure what Im looking to get out of this but I feel really ashamed of my herpes.
I've had cold sores since at least high school maybe even early teens, and I was always ashamed of it. the stigma around herpes has always haunted me. And now, Im sure I have genital and not because I've had it there but because last December I got a weird breakout on my lower back/upper buttock which I was sure at the time was sacral herpes after a bunch of research, but I never got it looked it because I was so ashamed. I managed to hide it from my partner as it didnt last that long and I dont see them often. I also wasn't 100% sure at the time, I don't think I wanted to accept it.
Now, I have another sacral outbreak, in the EXACT same location, like exact.. so now Im very very sure thats what it was and is. I feel so dirty knowing that its "genital herpes" that has caused this and I know I need to share it with my partner but I am afraid of what they will think of me. They know I get cold sores and it was a non issue, but this feels millions times worse. But to clarify.. I will tell them, just trying to find the courage and stalling til I see them next so I can put off the conversation til then, as I will be telling them next time I see them.
I can't even get medication because I cannot afford to see a doctor. I moved to a new province recently and dont have health insurance in the new one, so after calling a few clinics it seems I have to go private which piles up to nearly $500. Unsure if that is even able to be claimed by my old province. Even if, the results dont come for days and half of them are closed until Tuesday for some reason (holidays?) so it'll nearly be gone by then.
So not only do I feel gross but I can't even get medication to make it go away faster. I tried finding places online to buy it based off this sub, nurx, lemonaid, wisp etc, but none of those deliver to me in Canada. I dont have any friends here that have a prescription to even try that.
Again, not really sure what I'm looking for. Maybe just a safe space to vent, so thanks for anyone who has read so far. I suppose I'll just let it heal naturally as I did before and hopefully next time I get one I'll have my insurance here finally and it won't cost as much to see a doctor.
If anyone maybe has tips on breaking it to a partner that would be appreciated... I'm afraid they will now be worried every time we have sex that they're going to catch it... I feel awful I can barely focus on work today but I'm a contractor so I can't even take the day off or I'll lose money. It's rough at the moment. Im considering cancelling all my weekend plans because I just want to mope around, I've already told my partner not to come over today because I needed some alone time. Sorry if I'm being dramatic.