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HBO's Euphoria

2011.08.27 08:42 HBO's Euphoria

HBO's Euphoria: A group of high school students try to discover their own identities while dealing with drugs, trauma, love, and social media.
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Paintings and drawings with a horror theme. If it is scary, it is welcome here.
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2010.04.15 05:07 Sense? What fun is there in making sense?

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2023.12.03 17:42 mcfw31 A look back on BTS, EXO, SVT, BP, Twice and RV 2018 releases

Since 2023 is ending, I decided to look back on the big 2018 releases of BTS, EXO, Seventeen, Blackpink, Twice and Red Velvet and check their Spotify streams, Melon streams and Melon UL, especially since sometimes, what are the most listened songs domestically doesn't necesarilly reflect what the most listened songs internationally are.
All numbers in millions
BTS Spotify Melon Streams Melon UL EXO Spotify Melon Streams Melon UL Seventeen Spotify Melon Streams Melon UL
FAKE LOVE 724.07 350.65 5.30 Love Shot 330.68 286.30 4.10 Oh my! 68.19 149.20 3.10
Euphoria 540.98 130.90 3.40 Tempo 137.87 387.40 4.00 THANKS 63.81 112.00 2.30
IDOL 429.01 343.41 5.50 Ooh La La La 35.78 89.30 1.60 Our dawn is hotter than our day 36.24 49.50 1.50
The Truth Untold 339.70 188.70 4.20 24/7 22.65 86.50 1.50 Run to you 22.23 44.50 1.30
Magic Shop 321.81 92.20 2.20 Gravity 21.30 92.10 1.80 Holiday 20.79 34.80 1.10
Airplane pt.2 311.67 112.50 2.40 Oasis 20.07 78.80 1.20 Falling For U 16.75 27.30 0.84
Anpanman 304.19 139.40 3.20 Wait 17.40 56.60 1.30 Thinkin' about you 16.41 31.40 0.89
MIC Drop (Steve Aoki Remix) (Full Length Edition) 301.37 7.70 0.40 Sign 16.87 85.80 1.40 MOONWALKER 16.23 24.20 0.66
Intro: Singularity 286.46 67.80 1.40 Smile On My Face 13.86 81.60 1.40 Come to me 12.81 26.50 0.80
Serendipity (Full Length Edition) 262.63 34.00 0.97 Trauma 12.83 56.40 1.30 What's Good 10.32 24.10 0.65
Epiphany 254.71 96.20 2.30 Damage 11.43 79.60 1.20 Total 283.8 523.5
Trivia 轉 : Seesaw 215.94 74.67 1.90 Bad Dream 9.72 78.80 1.20
Love Maze 208.29 73.00 2.10 With You 8.87 79.70 1.30
I'm Fine 182.29 126.30 3.40 Tempo - Chinese Version 4.78 31.40 0.70
Answer : Love Myself 179.56 117.20 3.00 Love Shot - Chinese Version 2.38 1.30 0.04
IDOL (Feat. Nicki Minaj) 178.84 9.00 0.79 Total 666.5 1,571.6
So What 174.63 60.60 1.80
Outro: Tear 161.26 52.70 1.30
Paradise 141.35 65.30 2.10
134340 125.06 61.00 1.90
Trivia 起 : Just Dance 103.72 61.40 1.60
Trivia 承 : Love 94.31 58.60 1.50
FAKE LOVE (Rocking Vibe Mix) 68.45 3.30 0.34
DNA (Pedal 2 LA Mix) 27.27 2.80 0.26
Total 5,937.6 2,329.3
TWICE Spotify Melon Streams Melon UL Red Velvet Spotify Melon Streams Melon UL Blackpink Spotify Melon Streams Melon UL
What is Love? 394.11 173.60 4.90 Bad Boy 269.38 147.80 4.50 DDU-DU DDU-DU 658.56 247.00 6.20
YES or YES 229.84 170.00 5.00 Power Up 78.85 125.20 4.70 Forever Young 308.86 166.20 5.30
Dance The Night Away 203.66 222.80 5.80 RBB (Really Bad Boy) 60.02 36.40 1.80 Really 153.36 30.20 1.60
BDZ (Korean Ver.) 64.93 13.00 0.63 Bad Boy - English Version, Bonus Track 36.81 3.00 0.18 See U Later 133.95 26.80 1.40
The Best Thing I Ever Did 24.58 19.90 0.99 Butterflies 13.16 5.80 0.28 Total 1,254.7 470.2
SAY YOU LOVE ME 17.43 6.36 0.29 So Good 11.46 4.30 0.21
CHILLAX 17.26 15.40 0.82 Blue Lemonade 11.20 10.00 0.71
SWEET TALKER 15.61 6.70 0.34 Time To Love 7.72 4.30 0.20
LALALA 13.51 5.15 0.24 RBB (Really Bad Boy) - English Version 7.67 1.80 0.08
HO! 13.04 6.40 0.30 Sassy Me 7.37 3.20 0.17
SAY YES 12.58 4.67 0.20 All Right 7.03 5.70 0.43
AFTER MOON 12.03 4.20 0.18 With You 5.44 11.30 0.95
SUNSET 11.30 3.90 0.15 Hit That Drum 5.14 6.80 0.38
YOUNG & WILD 10.51 4.41 0.17 Mosquito 4.53 5.00 0.25
STUCK 9.40 4.00 0.10 Mr. E 4.29 4.50 0.30
Be as ONE (Korean Ver.) 8.51 4.50 0.17 Taste 4.03 2.50 0.12
Shot thru the heart 8.04 8.90 0.19 Total 534.12 377.60
DEJAVU 7.76 4.23 0.16
Total 1,074.11 678.11
The most interesting case in my opinion is EXO since their Melon streams are par on par with BTS and how, in some cases, the Melon UL and streams for the girl groups' b-sides are signficantly lower than their male counterparts.
For Melon streams, I added the streams that are in other releases such as Fake Love in LY: Tear, LY: Answer and Proof, etc)
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2021.01.31 19:48 FullSnackDeveloper87 ThetaGang friends who experienced BTC-2018, what are your safe plays in the next few months?

Wanted to make a separate thread for us "boomers" who are reliving dejavu right now. What are your moves for the coming weeks/months? Do you have a weird tingling feeling deep in your gut about the state of the markets? Is it fear or euphoria? Perhaps both? Are you cutting down your positions? Completely liquidating? Maybe doubling down? (and please please for the love of thetagod, no GME diamond hand emoji posts here, they can go into literally any other thread on reddit right now, lets keep this one clean)
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2020.11.30 13:48 TELMxWILSON Huuuuge week for Drum & Bass! We gathered over 110 new releases for your listening pleasure this week. Enjoy the music :) [+weekly updated Spotify playlist] New Music Monday! (Week 48)

 
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Picks Of The Week (by u/lefuniname)

1. Sound In Noise - Shapes LP [RAM Records]

Recommended if you like: Smooth, North Base, Mind Vortex
Let's start with one of the most underrated Dancefloor producers and especially DJs around: Sound In Noise.
Even though the Estonian DnB legend only started releasing as Sound In Noise around 2016, he is not a new name to the scene at all. Releases under his previous alias S.I.N date way back to 2002, his first one being an entry in the Spy Technologies compilation on the british label DSCI4. Around 2004 he and his friend Eero Mander also started the biggest DnB event series Estonia had seen during its runtime of 15 years: Sin City in Tartu. With appearances by London Elektricity, Loadstar, Lenzman and a ton of other artists that don't start with L, it wouldn't be exaggerated to say they hosted the whole European DnB scene over the years. In 2016 he rebranded himself as Sound In Noise with his first splash being his banger of a remix for TC's Have You. Very shortly after this first release he gained the attention of Andy C's RAM Records. One release on their RAM Annual 2017 compilation later and he was signed exclusively on the legendary label.
Three years later and Sound In Noise released the first of three album snippet EPs of his debut album Shapes. With each of these three to four track preview EPs the Estonian producer showed us again and again just how diverse his sound is. That's actually also what the Shapes name alludes to: the different styles and shapes that drum and bass can take and that SIN likes to play, namely Dancefloor, Neuro and Jungle.
Since most of the tracks of this massive 15-track LP were already released months ago, I will mostly focus on the newly added ones, except for one.
The first track I want to talk about is the titular Shapes, a collaboration with the Estonian vocalist Marie Vaigla. Her vocals don't just sound haunting, the lyrics actually contribute a lot to that sound too. They're based on a painting by the Estonian artist Anu Muiste called "The Change". You don't even have to look it up to see what it looks like, because that artwork is also the album cover! The artwork and thus also the lyrics' central theme are dark thoughts and times people are going through. Perfectly timed I suppose. Beside all that, it is also a great "dark" dancefloor banger of a track.
From the darker side we move on to the more hopeful shape dancefloor can take. In Nights Like These Sound In Noise shows us how well he can execute the uplifting style of DnB. The lyrics performed by Daniel Levi Viinaless, another Estonian vocalist, talk about escaping sad thoughts by remembering the better times. The better nights. Nights in which we can finally be ourselves. In normal circumstances I would praise the catchy melodies and production, but in these times its the lyrics that resonate with me the most. Man, what I would give for another Night Like These.
Okay okay, soppy time is over for now. Let's get to a straight-up banger: Touch is one of the many tunes on the album that would absolutely destroy a dancefloor. A simple melodic loop throughout most of the track that is broken up and repurposed in multiple different ways throughout gives the song a stable base around which it can cause mayhem without seeming all over the place. And oh, what a mayhem it is. So many elements of the drop take different shapes throughout that it never gets boring.
Getting to the last one for now. It's not a new one, but one I wish I could've talked about before, so I'll just do it now. I'm talkin about the wonderful Space Cadet. The combination of one of the catchiest, most uplifting melodies ever and Jon Hazel's, yet another Estonian vocalist, incredible vocals just cannot be beaten. I especially love the call-and-response between Jon's "Past the satellite" (etc.) and the drop's main melody. Gets me every time. This beautiful piece of music was honestly one of my favorite tracks of 2019 and it's probably still in my top 20 of all time.
But it's not just these four tracks. For your in-your-face dancefloor needs Sound In Noise provides you with a whole lot of options, namely Expert Killa, Magicman, Believe In Monsters, Yo, 13 and Give It All. If you are more about that fun uplifting sound there's Sugar Rush and Deep Inside, if you just want a whole lot of breaks and jungle influences you got Cowards, One By One and Duppy Bass.
All in all, a superb dancefloor album!
Other dancefloor things this week: - Millbrook, Eviya - Echoes (<3) - Toronto Is Broken, Sebotage - Gunfingers - Stonebank - Scared - Flowidus, Lee Mvtthews - Reason - Phibes - Got To See Her VIP (jump up but close enough)

2. Operate, Rizzle - Azure EP [Overview]

Recommended if you like: Alix Perez, Invadhertz, Visages
Overview does it again!
After countless of incredible releases in 2020, including but not limited to EPs from Klinical, GROUND, Waeys and Skylark, it is time for yet another banger of an EP on the UK-based independent deep drum and bass powerhouse. Seriously, Overview's quality levels have been so consistently high this year it's almost too obvious to include them here. But I'll still do it, I don't care.
This time they got the dynamic Bournemouthian duo Operate and Rizzle together for Overview's first group project EP in 2020: the Azure EP! Rizzle seems to be a big fan of blue because whenever Rizzle is involved, Overview lays off their tried-and-true moody artwork colour palette of Black, White and Purple and drizzles the EP covers with some sweet Blue shades. And now they even named their EP Azure! Groundbreaking, I know. You're getting some real hard-hitting journalistic work from me here.
The EP kicks off with the moody Think Of You. While the unique rolling drums and the room-filling bass work by themselves would already make for a great tune, the duo went one step further and worked a vocal from an old Celdweller tune ("Fadeaway" for the curious) into the mix that is just straight up lovely. There's just something about these processed vocals that producers in this subgenre use that I cannot get enough of. I'm sure the "Dejavu, Think Of You" will stay in my head for a looong time. Absolute vibe of a track.
Operate and Rizzle follow this up with Mindset featuring highly sought-after MC Rider Shafique. And yet again, he shows that this popularity is fully deserved. The instrumental is as deep and atmospheric as they come with some occassional stabs which when all combined make you feel like you are in a huge underground tunnel system. Or a cave. Doesn't matter what place exactly, as long as it is deep and dark. This is the exact vibe Rider Shafique's vocals were made for. Perfect choice of vocalist right there.
After that Operizzle takes us back to the processed vocal territory with Opposites. As mentioned above, I can't get enough of that sound so I was happy to see it coming back a second time here. Even though the vocal isn't quite as catchy as the Celdweller one, it is still vibey as hell. Compared to Think Of You the instrumental is doing more of the melodic "work" in this one, the vocal mostly comes in play during the buildups. It can also be heard during the ""drop"", but is quickly overpowered by the instrumental, almost as if it is trying to gain back control over the track. Would be a neat music video. Message me for more great ideas.
Lastly we have Toxic, which is just straight up nasty. While the other ones were more atmospheric and built up a vibe, this one goes in. Straight up bassface once that first lower than low bass kicks in. Mariana Trench vibes. My face is too busy processing the bass to come up with more words to describe this madness. Stonker of a tune.
Definitely one of Overview's best EPs of this year, and that's saying something!
Other deep/dark/techy stuff that happened this week: - Skylark - Like This / The Shadow - Levela, A Little Sound - Moving Forward - Bredren, Swift - Energy - Wingz - IDW / Rearranged
Because it kind of fits this EP too these are other great liquid things that happened this week: - Mohican Sun - God Of Ages - Leniz, Painted Skies - Without You - Laminar - Daybreak - Deadline, Eloise Keeble - Wake Up Call

3. ChaseR - Curse Death Link EP [Neuropunk Records]

Recommended if you like: Cod3x, 2Whales, Nais
ChaseR returns to Neuropunk!
After his first appearance on the label on the first entry of the Neuropunk Forge series alongside Fatloaf, Subminderz and label chiefs Gydra themselves, the Astrakhan-based producer is back in full force with his first full-length EP on the label: The Curse Death Link EP!
Disclaimer: This is a bit different from my usual reviews. More of a story. Miiight have gone a bit overboard at some parts.
Let's set the scene a bit. Our protagonist is a guitarist who just landed his first big gig. Just as he is on his way to live it up in his favorite pub, The Iron Fiddle, a street performer in a nearby alley catches his attention. Her voice, her dance, something about her just drags him towards her. His heart beats faster and faster. His inner danger radar tries to warn him, but to no avail. In a flash her facade falls, the beautiful voice turned into an ear-piercing shriek. The Dance Of Siren has trapped him.
She drags him to a dark room. Candles everywhere, strange occult symbols on the floor, piles of books all around. She starts speaking in tongues that only she understands. Suddenly, she grabs his arm. Pure agony shoots through every part of him, while she undergoes a rapid transformation. The grimace turns into a smile, the arched back and crooked teeth straighten, all of her bodily pains are transferred to him. This, is the Curse Of Death. He blacks out.
Our protagonist wakes up and stumbles his way out. As always, he greets the people on the street. Instead of greeting back, they seem to be actively avoiding him though! Confused, he continues his path home, when he catches a glance of a ghastly face in a nearby window. He slowly goes back to take a closer look at this spectre, only to find that it was a reflection. Of his own Subhuman face. Shocked, he leaps back and rushes home to hide his shame, the Siren's song echoing in his head.
Our protagonist isolates himself, turning away friends and family. His mind races: How would he be able to play at his breakthrough gig? His one chance at success? "What if... I hide my face with a hood?", he thinks to himself. "I could barely see the guitar, but what other choice do I even have?" Desperately, he decides to learn how to play blindfolded. Countless days filled with tears, sweat and blood later, he has done the impossible. Braillefunk, as he calls it, is a reality.
Showtime. He has prepared the least see-through black hood he could find and is ready to rock. Even though the crowd is sceptical at first, that quickly goes away as soon as the first note is played. A minute later they are loving it. They are even cheering for an Encore afterwards! During the crowd's endless chanting and stomping, he reflects on the last few weeks for a moment. While he has found a way to live with the isolation, life as he knows it is over. But for this brief moment, he forgets all about it. For a moment, there's just the music.
Well.. That escalated a bit. Anyway.
The Curse Death Link EP is a return to form for the man like ChaseR and I can't wait to hear more from him! If you like your neuro hard-hitting and unforgivingly raw, this will be one for you!
And one more thing: Big big thank you to Bes from Neuropunk for helping out with this review!
Other neat neurofunk things that happened this week: - Myselor - Evolution & Need (!!!! see below) - Zombie Cats - Flava (!!!!) - Rusty K - The Savage (The Clamps Remix) (!!!!) - TR Tactics - Mindgame / Beyond the Mass - Koven - Followers (A.M.C Remix) - Bytecode - Parasite EP - Shadow Sect, Loop Stepwalker - RVLTN - Various Artists - 5 Years Of Ignescent

4. Myselor - Evolution & Need [Blackout Music]

Recommended if you like: Disphonia, TR Tactics, 2Whales
Ah yes, the most hidden gem of them all, Blackout Music. What's next? Macky Gee as the hidden gem? Unsubscribe.
Okay this might seem weird, but hear me out. Yes, Myselor is my Hidden Gem Of The Week™. Yes, his double single Evolution & Need was released on the hugely popular Blackout. You know what though? He is still unknown enough for me to deserve an extra spotlight. When I first listened to the release he was still under 1000 monthly listeners on Spotify and after his excellent-but-underviewed Blackout Podcast I just needed to shout this excellent double single out here. I'm getting ahead of myself here though.
Let's take a step back. Who is this mysterious Myselor?
Myselor is a greek neurofunk producer that is currently based in Berlin. My research showed me that he is also holding an impressive rank 12120 on djrankings.org, which, fun fact, is an actual real site! For comparison, A.M.C is rank 6532 while I'm writing this. Not bad, Myselor, not bad. While Mr Myselor's first productions from around 2012 were mostly Glitchhop/Neurohop, he quickly pivoted to Neurofunk in the same year. He didn't completely stop producing Glitchhop, but the DnB definitely took over. The last Glitchhop release of his I could find was released in 2014. With his unique take on Neurofunk he landed releases on several big labels like Red Light Records, C4C Limited and Mainframe. But it wasn't until he participated in and won first place in Black Sun Empire's Driving Insane Remix competition that the dutch trio decided to take him under their wing.
Speaking of, let's talk about the release itself. First off we have Evolution, one of the more unique neurofunk tracks I've had the pleasure of covering. From start to finish the track goes through all kinds of changes. The first drop starts with some really great muted (for lack of a better word) drums you don't hear often in Neurofunk and a melody that is way too catchy. After a few bars Myselor changes out the snares for a more "classic" feel but keeps the rest of the rhythm going. For the third part the drums are brought back to the original version, but the underlying bass and melody switches. Phew. But that's not all. He does a similar thing for the second drop, but this time the rhythm has been switched to a 4x4 type beat. It's a whole journey. All in all, Evolution was a great name choice for this track. All throughout these changes and switchups you can here so many little things that add to the experience. The attention to detail is just great.
Secondly, there's Need. Right off the bat, Need feels a lot faster than Evolution. Less of a funk rhythm and more 16th notes. However, it has two big things in common with Evolution: the huge amount of variations and its attention to detail. Myselor seems to be going for some serious speed buildup though. With each change and variation another element gets added or switched out and with each change it feels like the velocity of the track has increased just a slight bit more. At some point he even brings in an acid-y synth that gives the part a Psytrance feel. After that the track slows down a lot though and ends with a half-time chilled second half in which the aforementioned synth is just used for melody purposes.
The more you pay attention to it, the better it gets. Did I mention that the artwork looks great too? An incredible release and hopefully not even close to the last we hear from Myselor!
Other Hidden Gems this week: - Perspective Shift - Don't Deserve EP (huge recommendation) - Kublai - Discworld / In Tandem - Jammez - Zodiac EP - Zigi SC - Outsider / Blackmailer - Art1fact, Stiff Jangle - Lightspeed - Bytecode - Parasite - Komax - Destiny EP
 

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2019.02.20 04:45 richeousbewbs I need to project my inner angst at all of you. [Frequent Precog Sufferer]

I will try to keep it as short as I can, but I am also using this as cheap therapy. I have the need to tell someone who will believe me.
I have had deja vu ever since I was a kid. I often wonder where the knowledge comes from. Most likely a forgotten dream, but I don't know. Sometimes this knowledge comes to me while I am fully conscious. Sometimes I have strong memories, but often I only realize a deja vu as it is occurring or after it as passed. It is a euphoria feeling that I can watch like a movie as it plays out in real time, but I can never act on it. Like I am just a participant, even in dejavus that last a few minutes, whatever action I take, even at an attempt of free will; the deja vu plays out exactly as it had in my dream.
Generally lately it has made me upset, powerless, like a victim of the universe. I also have no concrete proof that precog did take place. Which is why I am seeking someone to tell. (I hate to color your interpretation of me and my experience this early on but…) I tend to believe in a holographic quantum universe. This at first gave me much peace, knowing that we are all much closer than we realize. In other words the belief is situated that our 3D universe is just a projection from a 2D source. (I am not a mathematician please if you want to know more look up professor Leonard Susskind and the holographic principle on youtube.)
There is one aspect of a holo universe that does trouble me. It is the loss of free will. No matter what action you take now, every action has been preordained. There is only the illusion of free will. Naturally this troubles me, but I am coming around to accepting this, and I actually feel writing this all down is helping. (This loss of control is very evident in how eerily accurate some precog memories are.)
Not all of my dissatisfaction is true. Some of my favorite moments are actually dejavus. I met my girlfriend first in a dream, and only after in real life. Because of the dream I remember having of her, I courted her and we are together until this day (good choice). She is probably fed up with all my dejavu stories.
Also some really wild ones.
*As a kid I took care of a bird that fell out of a tree. Not for long, a night or two. My dad made me keep him in the basement. He flew away from my mothers hands while I was at school. When I came home that day I made it very clear I did not believe her, and that I knew the bird was dead. I don't know how much time passed since he left, could be months, it was most likely years. I was sitting at breakfast with my mom in my sibling's seat after they had left for college. Just dejected, normal depression (had read Nietzsche). I was very relaxed just gazing through the kitchen window at nothing. When my whole sight zoomed in and focus on a bird's eye. Like an actual eye. Upclose and in crazy vivid detail (I wear glasses and have poor eyesight). I have never swept myself up off a chair faster, it nearly fell back as I yelled "THATS MY BIRD!". I ran to the door and grabbed a handful of birdseed beside the door and went to feed him. (He chirped at me! He had all black feathers now! I came to within a foot, but he would not let me pet him) When I came back my mom asked if it was him, all I said was "He didn't fly away from me" and "I believe you now". And once again returned to my depression. (I had forgotten this one due to my depression at the time. My mom reminded me years later.)
*I woke up one time in grade school in the middle of the night for no reason whatsoever. I felt at peace. It was only after I tried to return to sleep that the phone rang. I knew, right at the first ring that my grandmother had died. I just knew it. My mother answered and it was true. I pretended to be asleep when she came into my room.
*Growing up in a town I walked into the town hall with my parents for some matter, and took the time to explore upstairs. I walked past two room I felt I have been in before. The first was strictly business so I did not feel comfortable entering. The other room was marked for permits. So I walked in and I told the city worker that I had been here before. Being a child they asked if I had someplace to be. So I clarified to them that I was experiencing a dejavu and rephrased, “why would a member of the public have the need to come in here?” So they started rattling off a list of permits they collected rent on and when they said dog license I exclaimed “Thats it!” They kind of gave me a look like they didn’t know what to do with me, but then they said “Good to know this office will still be like this in a decade” And I nodded completely satisfied... I don’t especially like dogs, I am more inclined to get a cat, but someone gave me a dog to own, and after returning home to see to my elderly parents, had to go to city hall… for a dogs license. Then I walked in next door to acquire if I needed any business licensing. They used the same filing cabinet for a desk as when I was a kid.
*As a child I was hiking with my family and after hours of walking I exclaimed at a campsite we had reached that I would one day return here. My sibling made fun of me in a bitter way, but it was such a warm memory I could not help but smiling for the longest time. It was a warm sense of knowing. Years later I frantically made my friend pull over hundreds of miles from our home on a roadtrip because the road we were driving on was "the most beautiful road I have ever seen". I was sober. My friend said he only stopped because he had known me for years. I took pictures of the road... This campsite was the same my girlfriend and I camped at. I teared a little when it occurred to me. The next day we had exerted ourselves so greatly on a difficult portion of trail that we took a road as a shortcut back to the car. The same exact road that I had my friend pull over from years before.
Some of my angst is because of this perceived sense of loss of control. But this is only half of my anxiety.
Recently I have felt plagued by precognition but it seems it is mixed in with crazy coincidences. I have to explain something first. I feel at times I have had the same conversation, with the same person, with the same song on the radio with months or even years apart from each other. Twice now at least. These moment, while I feel can be rationalized statistically and by of course the ability to misremembering the memory. These don't bother me.
The crazy coincidences that do bother me involve my past three employers in the past five years. Working in the capacity of a general contractor, and in two separate skilled trades I have visited the same houses, places of business, homeowners, and even met the same pets. I have replaced my own fixtures at least 4 times for different bosses, and have even went as far as criticize my own work (getting better all the time). The only difficult part is that I can't tell anyone out of fear of not being believed (and not being remembered, I spend virtually no time with the actual homeowner other than a passing pleasantry or a quick question). The work sites are as far as being 80 miles apart from each other. So it really staggers me.
Sorry, I want to give some examples.
*The first time I worked on one house as a general contractor and had the homeowner stop me on the stairs to ask if she knew me. I told her we had never met, which was true at the time. She apologized and said she gets dejavu. The second time I met a year later, it took me a week to remember our conversation, and when I spoke to her she could not recall our first conversation (and actually became quite freaked out, naturally, I would have too, but I am so abused by it now it doesn’t affect me, but her response did upset me).
*Another time I told a co-worker who I trusted as we drove up to a house for the first time that I had a precognition about this house, I knew the house from the car, I described to them that I saw water dripping from an electrical fixture on the ceiling in my dream, and for them to be aware that it would happen while we were there. We spent two days, the house had no homeowner, the fixture was different than in the dream, there was no upstairs bathroom, the thing did not leak, I felt stupid and I left a tool there I never returned for.
... the following year I returned to the house, worked for two days, saw the same tool in the basement. It was a vice grip with the name 'Angel' on it. It belonged to my original company so I left it there a second time. (Because of the perceived negative satisfaction of having precognition I did not take comfort in taking it, and it was stolen by either the tin smith or carpenter after the first day). Once again I remembered my dejavu upon seeing the house, but we worked long days, and at the end of the second day after all my tools are packed and I am about to walk out, slightly dejected I hear a panic. I walk into the living room and saw water pouring out from the ceiling light we just replaced. I looked at the sight in such misery; just as every other deja vu, I am completely powerless in determination of my free will. I knew this would happen, yet happening half an hour after my working hours I was completely wiped, and it took me by such surprise. I believe I said, 'I am not a plumber', as the general contractor ran to turn off the water. The actual plumbers were there that day, and must have missed a connection in the new bathroom that was at least 10 feet away from the ceiling fixture. Water had pooled and had traveled all that distance along ceiling drywall.
There are other moments. I am sure if I try to get a list it would number two or three dozen precog moments, and many more I have forgotten about. It is just so fleeting.
Also, the posts about a ‘sense of dread’ on this sub-reddit disturbs me a a slight touch. I have felt the dread as well, not often but strongly. I have no other input about it.
Obligatory bit where I assure you I did not make this up and it doesn’t matter what the criticisms are.
I think there is more, but I want to say thank you for listening to me, and to know you are not alone.
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