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2024.05.14 09:50 Altruisticannon Help with online applications please
Hello, I am an ER nurse with a little over 2 years experience in an ER that is a level 1 trauma center, stroke center, and STEMI center. I’ve been told over and over again by coworkers that this experience should punch my ticket to any other job I want, and yet when I apply to other positions at other hospitals in my area, I’m just hearing crickets.
I’m wondering if any of you have advice on the online application process? To be honest, I have my job now because I was an ED Tech in this ER while I was in school and even getting the tech job, I knew someone who was able to help me out.
I feel like an idiot, but how important is a cover letter for every application? I have fixed up my resume and always upload and include that, but does anyone have some tricks on how to get my online application to stand out? Any help would be appreciated!
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I’m wondering if any of you have advice on the online application process? To be honest, I have my job now because I was an ED Tech in this ER while I was in school and even getting the tech job, I knew someone who was able to help me out.
I feel like an idiot, but how important is a cover letter for every application? I have fixed up my resume and always upload and include that, but does anyone have some tricks on how to get my online application to stand out? Any help would be appreciated!
2024.05.14 09:49 destuck Ding Dong the Witch is GONE!
Day 0!
5/13, total lap, took uterus, cervix, tubes, and did a bladder check. Edit: both ovaries intact.
I checked in about 840, surgery about 1040. One final pregnancy test. The staff was amazing (except the anaesthesiologist was a bit of a dick to one of the nurses, I didn’t like that-I think I might be reporting that… but he was fine to me). Even my gyno who I wasn’t a fan of during our appointments, I could tell surgery is where she was meant to be. I met my OR nurse, anaesthesiologist, and my gyno/surgeon in pre-op where every single person (plus surgical day care nurse) went over everything with me again and again, and ensured I was comfortable with what we were planning to do, and confirmed that barring any issues, my catheter would be removed during surgery, and then a camera check up the urethra and into the bladder. There was a slight hiccup in something in the lab with my pre op blood work where they listed me as a c section (ABSOLUTELY NOT) and something in the test regarding transfusion expired within 3 days and I did my pre op Thursday. I was worried it was going to delay things but since I have been fortunate and never had a transfusion (and the surgeon believed me and didn’t want her day messed up, plus they had the Thursday results) they called the lab, they were there super quick, and it was drawn up then I was wheeled in to the OR. Once in the OR they had me transfer onto the table, got me situated, introduced the surgical team, and my surgeon went over everything one last time while I was still conscious and made sure everyone was on the same page and ready to go. I was given oxygen and told to take a few deep breaths, and then they started pumping meds into my IV and I was out.
From what I hear (my surgeon called my mom/pickup person) it all went like clockwork. I was out in under two hours, into recovery to wake up and when I came to, three nurses (or health care workers, whatever their role, but I think RNs) were chatting about me near my bedside on how I had a lack of requirements before I could be discharged. I don’t think they realised or expected me to be awake so quickly but I said I had been told that as soon as I could walk to the bathroom and pee on my own, I could leave. They looked a little shocked. Not sure if because I was awake or because I knew what I needed to do.
I did say in recovery to my nurse that I felt like I needed to pee, but they wanted me to wait until the hour was up in recovery and I was transferred back to surgical day care.
Once I was in day care I was given juice, digestive cookies and my phone and started texting my mom, who was right outside, and said I was back to where she could come see me. The person at the desk at the front tried not to let her in and said I wasn’t back yet (not sure if there was a lack of communication or no) but mom insisted I was texting her and telling her I was back, and the woman from the desk had to come in and check for herself that I was back… and asked my nurse-who was again nearby-and I heard the front desk woman muttering and said something about “her mom”. I piped up and said don’t try to stop her from coming in, she won’t go away and she would get in either way, I’m texting with her now. The woman didn’t like that much, but my nurse laughed and okay’d her coming in.
Nurse back in day care listened to me pretty quick, did her checks and made she I could sit/stand and disconnected my IV line. She walked me to the bathroom to make sure I was okay. I peed without issue-it was a bit tender coming out but no burning… but man. Maybe bring your own toilet paper. That rough stuff is even rougher when you’re sensitive😳
I felt immediately better cause now I knew they could let me out once my final hour in recovery was complete. Another glass of juice, some more post op checks done, and I was able to get my IV out. (I know most people wouldn’t like IVs but it was a huge hang up for me… my veins suck and it was tender and once they confirmed I could leave I wanted it GONE.
Passed the rest of the time chatting, going over discharge paperwork/instructions, then I was given the official go ahead to change and leave. Slow going, changing, and man the hospital pads are atrocious (and no wings?!). I peed once more, hating the toilet paper but loved the mesh ish shorts they gave me and asked for a couple more, and they gave me two or three more. I was allowed to leave just after 230pm.
I was able to walk out of the hospital on my own two feet. Slowly, but walking and being upright felt much better than sitting. The nurse said it was allowed as long as mom was right there (which she obviously was) in case I got dizzy. We walked out to the front entrance (elevator, no stairs of course), and I stood at a safe spot where I could sit if I needed to, while she went and got the car from the far side of the lot. I probably could have walked it, but it was slow and didn’t want to chance anything.
The ride home was a bit rough-I forgot my pillow and I think that would have helped. Held my hands/palms onto my lower belly for some support. It was manageable, I wasn’t crying out in pain or anything, but definitely internally felt every little bump despite mom trying her best to avoid them.
I’m staying in my own apartment, (parent’s offered me to stay at theirs but I’m far more comfy in my own place, and no stairs) my dad’s sleeping on the couch while my pup is at the house with my mom and their two dogs. So far I’ve been able to manage on my own but it’s nice knowing he’s here incase I need something. When I got home, much to my dad’s chagrin (he wanted to do it for me), I made myself buttered toast, had an ice cream sandwich, some arrowroot cookies, a Tylenol and after eating upright and walking in circles a bit, I went to my bed with my heating pad, pregnancy pillow and about 8462619 other pillows I adjusted as needed. I’m very happy I had a pregnancy pillow. I was debating getting the wedges but decided with the option of Amazon same day/next day delivery, if I changed my mind it wouldn’t be long without it.
Obviously there’s more internal room now, but a heads up-I’ve peed a few times since getting home (it’s near 1am) I have noticed that “hmm I need to pee” turns quickly into “YUP GOTTA GO” when I stand up. I think that little bit extra gravity assist hits when I stand. No burning, still just a bit sensitive, but I bought a peri care bottle with a nozzle on it and is it a game changer. The hospital gave me one but it didn’t have an angled nozzle, which to me is useless unless I want to climb in my shower every time or end up with water all over my floor. First time I used it, I just rinsed with cool water multiple times as it was soothing (not going into the vagina).
There’s been very little blood so far-some spotting but not much.
The pain? Feels like a concentrated day 2 of my usual bad periods, with low back pain (helped greatly with heating pad). Like most of us here… we’re used to heavy pain so it’s not all that unbearable.
I was given tramadol, and didn’t take my first one until 9pm. Didn’t love the feeling. And my limbs started tingling which was weird. That’s supposed to be a withdrawal effect. But my body doesn’t handle drugs well so could just be me. I’ll see what happens later in the night if I need something else, I’ll take it. But so far the pain/discomfort is reminding me not to sleep how i normally do-on my side with my leg up toward my abdomen.
I’ve got my naproxen and Tylenol that the pharmacy okay’d me to take instead of Advil and Tylenol.
Forgot to mention-my throat is a bit sore, but not nearly what I expected. Feels like I just spent some time around a campfire where the smoke randomly followed me. One Halls seemed to help, and of course, ice cream sandwiches 😂.
And now to wait for meeting the real me after 20+ years of being on oral birth control… should be some definite hormonal swings during recovery plus that, but can’t wait😂🤦🏻♀️
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5/13, total lap, took uterus, cervix, tubes, and did a bladder check. Edit: both ovaries intact.
I checked in about 840, surgery about 1040. One final pregnancy test. The staff was amazing (except the anaesthesiologist was a bit of a dick to one of the nurses, I didn’t like that-I think I might be reporting that… but he was fine to me). Even my gyno who I wasn’t a fan of during our appointments, I could tell surgery is where she was meant to be. I met my OR nurse, anaesthesiologist, and my gyno/surgeon in pre-op where every single person (plus surgical day care nurse) went over everything with me again and again, and ensured I was comfortable with what we were planning to do, and confirmed that barring any issues, my catheter would be removed during surgery, and then a camera check up the urethra and into the bladder. There was a slight hiccup in something in the lab with my pre op blood work where they listed me as a c section (ABSOLUTELY NOT) and something in the test regarding transfusion expired within 3 days and I did my pre op Thursday. I was worried it was going to delay things but since I have been fortunate and never had a transfusion (and the surgeon believed me and didn’t want her day messed up, plus they had the Thursday results) they called the lab, they were there super quick, and it was drawn up then I was wheeled in to the OR. Once in the OR they had me transfer onto the table, got me situated, introduced the surgical team, and my surgeon went over everything one last time while I was still conscious and made sure everyone was on the same page and ready to go. I was given oxygen and told to take a few deep breaths, and then they started pumping meds into my IV and I was out.
From what I hear (my surgeon called my mom/pickup person) it all went like clockwork. I was out in under two hours, into recovery to wake up and when I came to, three nurses (or health care workers, whatever their role, but I think RNs) were chatting about me near my bedside on how I had a lack of requirements before I could be discharged. I don’t think they realised or expected me to be awake so quickly but I said I had been told that as soon as I could walk to the bathroom and pee on my own, I could leave. They looked a little shocked. Not sure if because I was awake or because I knew what I needed to do.
I did say in recovery to my nurse that I felt like I needed to pee, but they wanted me to wait until the hour was up in recovery and I was transferred back to surgical day care.
Once I was in day care I was given juice, digestive cookies and my phone and started texting my mom, who was right outside, and said I was back to where she could come see me. The person at the desk at the front tried not to let her in and said I wasn’t back yet (not sure if there was a lack of communication or no) but mom insisted I was texting her and telling her I was back, and the woman from the desk had to come in and check for herself that I was back… and asked my nurse-who was again nearby-and I heard the front desk woman muttering and said something about “her mom”. I piped up and said don’t try to stop her from coming in, she won’t go away and she would get in either way, I’m texting with her now. The woman didn’t like that much, but my nurse laughed and okay’d her coming in.
Nurse back in day care listened to me pretty quick, did her checks and made she I could sit/stand and disconnected my IV line. She walked me to the bathroom to make sure I was okay. I peed without issue-it was a bit tender coming out but no burning… but man. Maybe bring your own toilet paper. That rough stuff is even rougher when you’re sensitive😳
I felt immediately better cause now I knew they could let me out once my final hour in recovery was complete. Another glass of juice, some more post op checks done, and I was able to get my IV out. (I know most people wouldn’t like IVs but it was a huge hang up for me… my veins suck and it was tender and once they confirmed I could leave I wanted it GONE.
Passed the rest of the time chatting, going over discharge paperwork/instructions, then I was given the official go ahead to change and leave. Slow going, changing, and man the hospital pads are atrocious (and no wings?!). I peed once more, hating the toilet paper but loved the mesh ish shorts they gave me and asked for a couple more, and they gave me two or three more. I was allowed to leave just after 230pm.
I was able to walk out of the hospital on my own two feet. Slowly, but walking and being upright felt much better than sitting. The nurse said it was allowed as long as mom was right there (which she obviously was) in case I got dizzy. We walked out to the front entrance (elevator, no stairs of course), and I stood at a safe spot where I could sit if I needed to, while she went and got the car from the far side of the lot. I probably could have walked it, but it was slow and didn’t want to chance anything.
The ride home was a bit rough-I forgot my pillow and I think that would have helped. Held my hands/palms onto my lower belly for some support. It was manageable, I wasn’t crying out in pain or anything, but definitely internally felt every little bump despite mom trying her best to avoid them.
I’m staying in my own apartment, (parent’s offered me to stay at theirs but I’m far more comfy in my own place, and no stairs) my dad’s sleeping on the couch while my pup is at the house with my mom and their two dogs. So far I’ve been able to manage on my own but it’s nice knowing he’s here incase I need something. When I got home, much to my dad’s chagrin (he wanted to do it for me), I made myself buttered toast, had an ice cream sandwich, some arrowroot cookies, a Tylenol and after eating upright and walking in circles a bit, I went to my bed with my heating pad, pregnancy pillow and about 8462619 other pillows I adjusted as needed. I’m very happy I had a pregnancy pillow. I was debating getting the wedges but decided with the option of Amazon same day/next day delivery, if I changed my mind it wouldn’t be long without it.
Obviously there’s more internal room now, but a heads up-I’ve peed a few times since getting home (it’s near 1am) I have noticed that “hmm I need to pee” turns quickly into “YUP GOTTA GO” when I stand up. I think that little bit extra gravity assist hits when I stand. No burning, still just a bit sensitive, but I bought a peri care bottle with a nozzle on it and is it a game changer. The hospital gave me one but it didn’t have an angled nozzle, which to me is useless unless I want to climb in my shower every time or end up with water all over my floor. First time I used it, I just rinsed with cool water multiple times as it was soothing (not going into the vagina).
There’s been very little blood so far-some spotting but not much.
The pain? Feels like a concentrated day 2 of my usual bad periods, with low back pain (helped greatly with heating pad). Like most of us here… we’re used to heavy pain so it’s not all that unbearable.
I was given tramadol, and didn’t take my first one until 9pm. Didn’t love the feeling. And my limbs started tingling which was weird. That’s supposed to be a withdrawal effect. But my body doesn’t handle drugs well so could just be me. I’ll see what happens later in the night if I need something else, I’ll take it. But so far the pain/discomfort is reminding me not to sleep how i normally do-on my side with my leg up toward my abdomen.
I’ve got my naproxen and Tylenol that the pharmacy okay’d me to take instead of Advil and Tylenol.
Forgot to mention-my throat is a bit sore, but not nearly what I expected. Feels like I just spent some time around a campfire where the smoke randomly followed me. One Halls seemed to help, and of course, ice cream sandwiches 😂.
And now to wait for meeting the real me after 20+ years of being on oral birth control… should be some definite hormonal swings during recovery plus that, but can’t wait😂🤦🏻♀️
2024.05.14 09:48 Consistent_You_5056 Government/Angels??? Pill shaped drone???
https://www.whirlpool.com/blog/kitchen/history-of-microwave.html#:~:text=When%20was%20the%20microwave%20invented,the%20microwave%20oven%20in%201945.
https://www.cnet.com/home/kitchen-and-household/appliance-science-the-tasty-physics-of-microwave-ovens/
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Microwave
https://edisontechcenter.org/Microwaves.html#:~:text=The%20microwave%20oven%20uses%20a,water%20molecules%20in%20the%20food.
https://www.energy.gov/eere/fuelcells/hydrogen-production-electrolysis#:~:text=Electrolysis%20is%20the%20process%20of,a%20unit%20called%20an%20electrolyzer.
https://support.echoh2o.com/hc/en-us/articles/16948460252436-How-long-does-Hydrogen-last-in-water#:~:text=In%20an%20open%20glass%20of,bit%20of%20hydrogen%20loss%20everyday.
https://www.google.com/search?q=does+hydrogen+vibrate+in+microwaves%3F&client=ms-android-motorola-rvo3&sca_esv=c24955e436027d1c&sca_upv=1&sxsrf=ACQVn094PGAJlqGnF-XsP997BL7zT3P6rQ%3A1708032706470&ei=woLOZaCoHJrewN4PwMmfmAU&udm=&oq=does+hydrogen+vibrate+in+microwaves%3F&gs_lp=EhNtb2JpbGUtZ3dzLXdpei1zZXJwIiRkb2VzIGh5ZHJvZ2VuIHZpYnJhdGUgaW4gbWljcm93YXZlcz8yBRAhGKABMgUQIRigATIFECEYoAEyBRAhGJ8FSMjaAVDIGVjN0wFwAXgAkAEAmAHpAaAB5TKqAQcyNC4zMS4yuAEDyAEA-AEBwgIHECMYsAMYJ8ICChAAGEcY1gQYsAPCAgsQABiABBiKBRiRAsICBhAAGAcYHsICChAAGIAEGIoFGEPCAgoQABgHGB4YDxgKwgIIEAAYCBgHGB7CAggQABgFGAcYHsICCxAAGIAEGIoFGIYDwgIIEAAYgAQYogTCAgYQABgFGB7CAgYQABgWGB7CAgQQIRgVwgIHECEYChigAYgGAZAGCQ&sclient=mobile-gws-wiz-serp
…Am i on to something? -Aaron Duggan…
…If an electrolyzer and magnetron can actually contain radiant energy, as a household product since the invention of theory, in the 1940's(microwave) -just after world war two…is this electromagnetic science after 60 years, capable of tapping into frequencies that can manipulate other elements' (other than hydrogen)???...Transfer this technology into propulsion mechanisms since the microwave went from seventy pounds to light weight in this time, and… - have our governments secretly for safety, excluded us in human Warmongering Tech???
We're told as civilians in correction, an object is different than an "Alien Race" - sociological movements removing old stigma to replace "👽 UFO" as "UAP", even though our own governments are deceiving us into "phenomenon".
…eg;
"OPERATION: FOXBAT"
https://www.nationalmuseum.af.mil/Visit/Museum-Exhibits/Fact-Sheets/Display/Article/196331/mikoyan-gurevich-mig-25/#:~:text=The%20Soviet%20MiG%2D25%20(NATO,air%2Dto%2Dair%20missiles.
…and then, today…
https://youtu.be/zlrz84nEXtk?si=K3B4cq5j8MldAaQD
submitted by Consistent_You_5056 to u/Consistent_You_5056 [link] [comments]
https://www.cnet.com/home/kitchen-and-household/appliance-science-the-tasty-physics-of-microwave-ovens/
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Microwave
https://edisontechcenter.org/Microwaves.html#:~:text=The%20microwave%20oven%20uses%20a,water%20molecules%20in%20the%20food.
https://www.energy.gov/eere/fuelcells/hydrogen-production-electrolysis#:~:text=Electrolysis%20is%20the%20process%20of,a%20unit%20called%20an%20electrolyzer.
https://support.echoh2o.com/hc/en-us/articles/16948460252436-How-long-does-Hydrogen-last-in-water#:~:text=In%20an%20open%20glass%20of,bit%20of%20hydrogen%20loss%20everyday.
https://www.google.com/search?q=does+hydrogen+vibrate+in+microwaves%3F&client=ms-android-motorola-rvo3&sca_esv=c24955e436027d1c&sca_upv=1&sxsrf=ACQVn094PGAJlqGnF-XsP997BL7zT3P6rQ%3A1708032706470&ei=woLOZaCoHJrewN4PwMmfmAU&udm=&oq=does+hydrogen+vibrate+in+microwaves%3F&gs_lp=EhNtb2JpbGUtZ3dzLXdpei1zZXJwIiRkb2VzIGh5ZHJvZ2VuIHZpYnJhdGUgaW4gbWljcm93YXZlcz8yBRAhGKABMgUQIRigATIFECEYoAEyBRAhGJ8FSMjaAVDIGVjN0wFwAXgAkAEAmAHpAaAB5TKqAQcyNC4zMS4yuAEDyAEA-AEBwgIHECMYsAMYJ8ICChAAGEcY1gQYsAPCAgsQABiABBiKBRiRAsICBhAAGAcYHsICChAAGIAEGIoFGEPCAgoQABgHGB4YDxgKwgIIEAAYCBgHGB7CAggQABgFGAcYHsICCxAAGIAEGIoFGIYDwgIIEAAYgAQYogTCAgYQABgFGB7CAgYQABgWGB7CAgQQIRgVwgIHECEYChigAYgGAZAGCQ&sclient=mobile-gws-wiz-serp
…Am i on to something? -Aaron Duggan…
…If an electrolyzer and magnetron can actually contain radiant energy, as a household product since the invention of theory, in the 1940's(microwave) -just after world war two…is this electromagnetic science after 60 years, capable of tapping into frequencies that can manipulate other elements' (other than hydrogen)???...Transfer this technology into propulsion mechanisms since the microwave went from seventy pounds to light weight in this time, and… - have our governments secretly for safety, excluded us in human Warmongering Tech???
We're told as civilians in correction, an object is different than an "Alien Race" - sociological movements removing old stigma to replace "👽 UFO" as "UAP", even though our own governments are deceiving us into "phenomenon".
…eg;
"OPERATION: FOXBAT"
https://www.nationalmuseum.af.mil/Visit/Museum-Exhibits/Fact-Sheets/Display/Article/196331/mikoyan-gurevich-mig-25/#:~:text=The%20Soviet%20MiG%2D25%20(NATO,air%2Dto%2Dair%20missiles.
…and then, today…
https://youtu.be/zlrz84nEXtk?si=K3B4cq5j8MldAaQD
2024.05.14 09:46 ashhekitty This kitten was abandoned at my work. I need help!
 | I work at petsmart and this kitten was abandoned at the store at 8:30pm. No rescues are open so I bought kitten formula and a nursing kit and brought him home for the night. I have a vet appointment in the morning for him which I am really worried about because I’m pregnant and have no savings right now. Buying the formula was even a lot for me because I’m trying to save for my baby. But he definitely needs medical care, I think he has an upper respiratory infection and obviously an eye infection. I’m stimulating him to pee and feeding him every three hours. He has a warm water bottle in his bed with him. Is there anything else I need to think about with him? submitted by ashhekitty to cats [link] [comments] |
2024.05.14 09:45 fjabrego New Tweet Binder login with Audiense
 | In our roadmap we have as a goal to bring together both platforms: Audiense Connect and Tweet Binder. It is a challenge and a very ambitious objective that we have been working on for months and continue to work on. submitted by fjabrego to TweetBinder [link] [comments] Dashboard Login in Tweet Binder From now on, users with an Audiense Connect account will be able to log in to Tweet Binder with their Audiense account and be able to switch between platforms smoothly. Home Login in Tweet Binder The first step that we will launch shortly after the single login will be to replace the "Hashtag monitoring" functionality in Audiense with that of Tweet Binder, so that Audiense users can create their own hashtag reports on Twitter from Audiense Connect. This is just the beginning. |
2024.05.14 09:41 TurbulentCare8561 ABYG for asking my ex boyfriend to re-home his adopted cats
My Ex-Boyfriend chose his adopted cats over his unborn child
My boyfriend (39) and I (29) decided to live together last year.
Everything seemed fine. Before he met me, he knew I had a 5-year-old child and that I wasn't married. He also had a cat. We moved in together, but he left his cat with his family.
In our new place, a stray cat started visiting us regularly, and we fed it often. I noticed he became attached to the stray, so we decided to adopt it to help him miss his cat less. I suggested we keep the cat indoors because my child often gets sick and got admitted a few times, but he got upset because the stray wasn’t used to living inside. So, I let it be even though the cat sometimes caught mice and climbed on the table. I'm not a cat person, but I tried to adjust.
When we started living together, I even adjusted my life and my son's needs. My son used to have S26 milk, but we had to switch to Bear Brand. Meanwhile, I saw my boyfriend ordering boxes of food and never buying new toys for my son ever. These red flags made me feel neglected and unimportant. We decided to merge all our salaries and split the bills. He managed the money and everything.
The stray cat gave birth to four kittens, and he was very excited and put in a lot of effort to take care of them. I wanted to rehome them because we were both busy as I have two jobs and a child to care for. We barely go out since there's a cats in our home, and he feels uneasy every time we go out for long periods.
As the kittens grew, they made a mess and smelled bad, especially during meals. The litter box besides our table. I couldn’t stand it. His behavior changed, and he told me he'd rehome them once they were older and no longer nursing. But when the time came, he showed no intention of doing so. When his sibling asked if we needed to adopt out the cats, he said he planned to keep them without consulting me.
I was shocked and we argued, making me feel like the bad guy.
Our relationship deteriorated, and every time I went downstairs, the smell made me angry. I felt like I had no say in our home. I told him that if he didn’t rehome the new cats, we would leave. I asked for at least two weeks to find a place and prepare the house I had bought. He responded, "The cats stay no matter what." That’s when I realized he chose the cats over us.
Three days after our conversation, we had a heated argument because the cats made a mess and smelled bad. He yelled at me, "When are you leaving?" He was furious. So, my child and I left immediately.
We moved far away. A few weeks later, he visited me in our new home and tried to reconcile, expressing regret for what happened. Despite everything, I loved him, so I gave him another chance. I decided to give it another try, hoping he might change his principles since we weren't living together anymore. He visited me once a week, but every time he was here, he constantly checked his phone to see how his cats were doing in CCTV. One time, while we were out grocery shopping, he seemed so rushed and preoccupied with his cats at home that it irritated me. At that time, I didn't know I was pregnant.
When I found out I was pregnant, I shared the news with him but kept my condition the same: he must rehome the cats and keep only one. He still refused. His plan was to live in my house while his cats stayed in his house. Instead of resolving things, he accused me of being an attention seeker and insecure. The stress has been overwhelming, and I've even experienced bleeding.
Also, my ex-boyfriend is quite tight on budget and has a lot of credit card debt that he is still paying off. I only found this out after we started living together. One reason I decided to live together was to help him financially. I also bought a house that I'm waiting to be turned over. I thought the additional expenses for the cats would be manageable if it was just one not 5, but with a baby on the way, it’s a different story. He is very firm in his decision. This has made me question everything even more.
So ABYG for asking my exbf to rehome his cats?
submitted by TurbulentCare8561 to AkoBaYungGago [link] [comments]
My boyfriend (39) and I (29) decided to live together last year.
Everything seemed fine. Before he met me, he knew I had a 5-year-old child and that I wasn't married. He also had a cat. We moved in together, but he left his cat with his family.
In our new place, a stray cat started visiting us regularly, and we fed it often. I noticed he became attached to the stray, so we decided to adopt it to help him miss his cat less. I suggested we keep the cat indoors because my child often gets sick and got admitted a few times, but he got upset because the stray wasn’t used to living inside. So, I let it be even though the cat sometimes caught mice and climbed on the table. I'm not a cat person, but I tried to adjust.
When we started living together, I even adjusted my life and my son's needs. My son used to have S26 milk, but we had to switch to Bear Brand. Meanwhile, I saw my boyfriend ordering boxes of food and never buying new toys for my son ever. These red flags made me feel neglected and unimportant. We decided to merge all our salaries and split the bills. He managed the money and everything.
The stray cat gave birth to four kittens, and he was very excited and put in a lot of effort to take care of them. I wanted to rehome them because we were both busy as I have two jobs and a child to care for. We barely go out since there's a cats in our home, and he feels uneasy every time we go out for long periods.
As the kittens grew, they made a mess and smelled bad, especially during meals. The litter box besides our table. I couldn’t stand it. His behavior changed, and he told me he'd rehome them once they were older and no longer nursing. But when the time came, he showed no intention of doing so. When his sibling asked if we needed to adopt out the cats, he said he planned to keep them without consulting me.
I was shocked and we argued, making me feel like the bad guy.
Our relationship deteriorated, and every time I went downstairs, the smell made me angry. I felt like I had no say in our home. I told him that if he didn’t rehome the new cats, we would leave. I asked for at least two weeks to find a place and prepare the house I had bought. He responded, "The cats stay no matter what." That’s when I realized he chose the cats over us.
Three days after our conversation, we had a heated argument because the cats made a mess and smelled bad. He yelled at me, "When are you leaving?" He was furious. So, my child and I left immediately.
We moved far away. A few weeks later, he visited me in our new home and tried to reconcile, expressing regret for what happened. Despite everything, I loved him, so I gave him another chance. I decided to give it another try, hoping he might change his principles since we weren't living together anymore. He visited me once a week, but every time he was here, he constantly checked his phone to see how his cats were doing in CCTV. One time, while we were out grocery shopping, he seemed so rushed and preoccupied with his cats at home that it irritated me. At that time, I didn't know I was pregnant.
When I found out I was pregnant, I shared the news with him but kept my condition the same: he must rehome the cats and keep only one. He still refused. His plan was to live in my house while his cats stayed in his house. Instead of resolving things, he accused me of being an attention seeker and insecure. The stress has been overwhelming, and I've even experienced bleeding.
Also, my ex-boyfriend is quite tight on budget and has a lot of credit card debt that he is still paying off. I only found this out after we started living together. One reason I decided to live together was to help him financially. I also bought a house that I'm waiting to be turned over. I thought the additional expenses for the cats would be manageable if it was just one not 5, but with a baby on the way, it’s a different story. He is very firm in his decision. This has made me question everything even more.
So ABYG for asking my exbf to rehome his cats?
2024.05.14 09:40 galaxydreamer25 AIO by thinking that what he did was wrong?
Six years together. 2024 has been quite a year so far. My boyfriend has been out of work for almost 5 months, which is yearly occurrence since his main source of income is from doing gig work with a local transportation company. He has been applying to jobs with an out of date resume, he hasn't had that much luck in finding work. When I suggested taking on a temporary job at a grocery store or cafe to stay afloat until his main job starts up again, he became extremely upset and said that those jobs were beneath him.
In these past 5 months he has been playing video games, smoking weed in my bathroom, randomly leaving at all hours to hang out with his friends. He doesn't help with any chores, out of fear for my safety I purchased him a new phone when he broke his, paid for two months worth of phone bills, purchase work boots, and allowed him to shake me down for cash to buy weed.
Even though he tries to gaslight me but saying that this is first year that he hasn't been without work, it hasn't been. Every year since he quit his job during covid(2020)and moved into my apt. he has had periods of no work and very little to no money. He just games and smokes those months away. He berates me for not cooking or cleaning when I was working two jobs and he was working none. When he finally did get a new job thanks to his dad helping him, he refused to contribute financially even though he saw how physically and mentally exhausted I was from working 6 days a week. He said I didn't deserve help. He treats me terribly whenever I help him out. He has forced me to pay his taxes, give him one of my stimulus bills, buy him food. He becomes irate if things aren't exactly how he wants it. He loves to make plans only to cancel at the last minute and then gaslight me about it. He would refuse to go out with me to events but then drop everything to go hang out with his friends.
I always told him that if he can't contribute financially due to not having enough or having work, it's fine but he should contribute by doinf household chores. He refuses.
I think what is going on is that my mind is trying to protect me by compartmentalizing and lessen the gravity of the situation and of what occurred this past weekend. I see the signs of being in an abusive relationship but I don't fully believe that I am in one because it doesn't fit what we all have been told are the signs of an abusive relationship.
In February he pushed some storage bins into me, one of which broke and cut me in my back because I told his parents that he hadn't been working for the past two months.
This past weekend which we were walking through a soon to be closed mall, I had been recording the beautiful 80's/90's architecture when he said wait, I instinctively turned around and he was scratching himself. I laughed a little bit and turned back and continued walking. Since I had my phone in my hand he thought I had recorded him, he rushed down the hallway angrily asking me if I recorded him and to give him my phone. I said I didn't and kept walking,I was wearing a hoodie and he grabbed my hood and pulled, angrily telling me to give him my phone, I told him to let go that he was hurting me. I tried to keep on walking but he was still holding onto and pulling my hood. He then proceeds to try to grab the phone out of my hands. You know when someone tries to grab something out of your hands and both of you start grappling over the item, that's what happened. My phone is brand new and did not have a case yet and I was worried he would smash it into the ground. I know my personal safety is more important than a phone but I couldn't let go even if I wanted to, he had grabbed onto me and was in the process of pushing me into the wall when a guy rounded the corner.
He didn't step in nor call the police as far as I know. I took the opportunity to get away from my boyfriend as quickly as I could.
I ran to the train station, he kept on yelling at me "Are you really going to act like this", I didn't answer. My neck and throat burned from where his was pulling back on my hoodie. I started to cry. There was a lady who seemed to notice that something was going on and nodded her head in approval when she saw me rushing past to get into the station.
When he finally did catch up to me and when he texted and called me afterwards, he kept on blaming me for what happened. He said that I shouldn't have walked away from him when he grabbed onto my hood and that I should have told him that I was playing around and pretending to record him( which is what I said to placate him). When I said that he shouldn't have grabbed my hoodie and pulled he retorted with the so now it's my fault, as if I made him pull my hoodie and react like that.
I wanted to go home but I didn't have my keys on me, so I went down to a nearby marina and watched the boats for awhile.
I ultimately ended up at his parents house. I did not tell them what happened. In the past he would become enraged when he found out that I had told his sisters or mom about what was really going on, and would forbade me to either go to a family function or to say anything. His dad then proceeded to have a conversation about selling his house and giving us the proceeds to buy a house but we should have two kids. His parents have been pressuring me have a child with him even though we aren't married. I want to get married and have a small church wedding but according to my boyfriend I don't deserve a wedding. He also shared with us the importance that both people in a relationship need to contribute financially and pay bills, I told him he should tell that to his son, not me. It would be insanity to have a child with a man like him. I know that he will not change who he is if a child came along.
My friends are aware of the general situation (not of this latest incident), some of my family is aware of the general situation( I don't want them to worry and I don't want to bring unnecessary drama into their lives). His family is aware, one of his older sister's told me to call her for help when I wanted to end things with him and she would come over but when I actually did reach out to her, she said that I was an adult and would need to handle things on my own. I think she feigned concerned in order to get information to gossip with the rest of their family.
I am scared of him. Scared of how he would react if I stand firm in him needing to leave. Scared that he will harm my friends, family, himself and me. He has threaten suicide before. He has threaten to harm my pet. He has threaten to steal my mom's ashes. I have asked him to leave before and either he refuses or he simply ignores me.Him leaving is not that simple. He has nothing to lose yet at the same time everything to lose. He doesn't want to go back to his parents house because they will make him find a full time job and then won't let him do what he wants, he would have less freedom( couldn't smoke weed)...and those are his words not mine. He has never agreed to a break or even a temporary visit because he would "come back madder". He knows if he does leave, I will try to end things with him.
He comes across as a calm, chill guy when he is around my friends and family because he is high all or most of the time. That calm, chill guy is not who he really is. He is angry, volatile, and cruel. Yes, he has his moments of kindness(or niceness) and sweetness. Is it "nice" to have someone around to talk with, yes. Who seemingly care about when you will be back home, yes. but do those niceties outweigh everything else that has happened.
There is so much more that I could add to this post, but I am exhausted and I have blocked several incidents out. He constantly tries to gaslights me. He lied about his background and education. He has gotten physical several other times as well as verbally/emotionally. He has engaged in several sexting relationships, most notably with his ex Christy and his "friend" Lore. When I expressed how hurtful his cheating was he stated that is who he is, that he's the kind guy but since he didn't sleep with them, it's fine, it's not cheating. These girls also do not see anything wrong with what they have done.
I do not have any immediate family ie siblings or parents. Therefore, I cannot go and stay with family until he leaves or have a family member accompany me while he moves out. I do have extended family in the area but life has taught me that there is no guarantee that they will help you even if you desperately need it. It's the American way to find your own way out of problems and pull yourself up by your bootstraps ( I say this sarcastically).
The apt. is in my name and I'm pretty sure there is a clause in it that states that if there are domestic disturbances I would have to move out. As stated above I don't have anywhere else to go, so he must leave.
Sometimes I think that this is my lot in life and that I should just accept it. I find myself questioning if what happened on Saturday really is abuse or if it was just a misunderstanding that got a little bit out of hand. Sometimes I just don't know anymore.
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In these past 5 months he has been playing video games, smoking weed in my bathroom, randomly leaving at all hours to hang out with his friends. He doesn't help with any chores, out of fear for my safety I purchased him a new phone when he broke his, paid for two months worth of phone bills, purchase work boots, and allowed him to shake me down for cash to buy weed.
Even though he tries to gaslight me but saying that this is first year that he hasn't been without work, it hasn't been. Every year since he quit his job during covid(2020)and moved into my apt. he has had periods of no work and very little to no money. He just games and smokes those months away. He berates me for not cooking or cleaning when I was working two jobs and he was working none. When he finally did get a new job thanks to his dad helping him, he refused to contribute financially even though he saw how physically and mentally exhausted I was from working 6 days a week. He said I didn't deserve help. He treats me terribly whenever I help him out. He has forced me to pay his taxes, give him one of my stimulus bills, buy him food. He becomes irate if things aren't exactly how he wants it. He loves to make plans only to cancel at the last minute and then gaslight me about it. He would refuse to go out with me to events but then drop everything to go hang out with his friends.
I always told him that if he can't contribute financially due to not having enough or having work, it's fine but he should contribute by doinf household chores. He refuses.
I think what is going on is that my mind is trying to protect me by compartmentalizing and lessen the gravity of the situation and of what occurred this past weekend. I see the signs of being in an abusive relationship but I don't fully believe that I am in one because it doesn't fit what we all have been told are the signs of an abusive relationship.
In February he pushed some storage bins into me, one of which broke and cut me in my back because I told his parents that he hadn't been working for the past two months.
This past weekend which we were walking through a soon to be closed mall, I had been recording the beautiful 80's/90's architecture when he said wait, I instinctively turned around and he was scratching himself. I laughed a little bit and turned back and continued walking. Since I had my phone in my hand he thought I had recorded him, he rushed down the hallway angrily asking me if I recorded him and to give him my phone. I said I didn't and kept walking,I was wearing a hoodie and he grabbed my hood and pulled, angrily telling me to give him my phone, I told him to let go that he was hurting me. I tried to keep on walking but he was still holding onto and pulling my hood. He then proceeds to try to grab the phone out of my hands. You know when someone tries to grab something out of your hands and both of you start grappling over the item, that's what happened. My phone is brand new and did not have a case yet and I was worried he would smash it into the ground. I know my personal safety is more important than a phone but I couldn't let go even if I wanted to, he had grabbed onto me and was in the process of pushing me into the wall when a guy rounded the corner.
He didn't step in nor call the police as far as I know. I took the opportunity to get away from my boyfriend as quickly as I could.
I ran to the train station, he kept on yelling at me "Are you really going to act like this", I didn't answer. My neck and throat burned from where his was pulling back on my hoodie. I started to cry. There was a lady who seemed to notice that something was going on and nodded her head in approval when she saw me rushing past to get into the station.
When he finally did catch up to me and when he texted and called me afterwards, he kept on blaming me for what happened. He said that I shouldn't have walked away from him when he grabbed onto my hood and that I should have told him that I was playing around and pretending to record him( which is what I said to placate him). When I said that he shouldn't have grabbed my hoodie and pulled he retorted with the so now it's my fault, as if I made him pull my hoodie and react like that.
I wanted to go home but I didn't have my keys on me, so I went down to a nearby marina and watched the boats for awhile.
I ultimately ended up at his parents house. I did not tell them what happened. In the past he would become enraged when he found out that I had told his sisters or mom about what was really going on, and would forbade me to either go to a family function or to say anything. His dad then proceeded to have a conversation about selling his house and giving us the proceeds to buy a house but we should have two kids. His parents have been pressuring me have a child with him even though we aren't married. I want to get married and have a small church wedding but according to my boyfriend I don't deserve a wedding. He also shared with us the importance that both people in a relationship need to contribute financially and pay bills, I told him he should tell that to his son, not me. It would be insanity to have a child with a man like him. I know that he will not change who he is if a child came along.
My friends are aware of the general situation (not of this latest incident), some of my family is aware of the general situation( I don't want them to worry and I don't want to bring unnecessary drama into their lives). His family is aware, one of his older sister's told me to call her for help when I wanted to end things with him and she would come over but when I actually did reach out to her, she said that I was an adult and would need to handle things on my own. I think she feigned concerned in order to get information to gossip with the rest of their family.
I am scared of him. Scared of how he would react if I stand firm in him needing to leave. Scared that he will harm my friends, family, himself and me. He has threaten suicide before. He has threaten to harm my pet. He has threaten to steal my mom's ashes. I have asked him to leave before and either he refuses or he simply ignores me.Him leaving is not that simple. He has nothing to lose yet at the same time everything to lose. He doesn't want to go back to his parents house because they will make him find a full time job and then won't let him do what he wants, he would have less freedom( couldn't smoke weed)...and those are his words not mine. He has never agreed to a break or even a temporary visit because he would "come back madder". He knows if he does leave, I will try to end things with him.
He comes across as a calm, chill guy when he is around my friends and family because he is high all or most of the time. That calm, chill guy is not who he really is. He is angry, volatile, and cruel. Yes, he has his moments of kindness(or niceness) and sweetness. Is it "nice" to have someone around to talk with, yes. Who seemingly care about when you will be back home, yes. but do those niceties outweigh everything else that has happened.
There is so much more that I could add to this post, but I am exhausted and I have blocked several incidents out. He constantly tries to gaslights me. He lied about his background and education. He has gotten physical several other times as well as verbally/emotionally. He has engaged in several sexting relationships, most notably with his ex Christy and his "friend" Lore. When I expressed how hurtful his cheating was he stated that is who he is, that he's the kind guy but since he didn't sleep with them, it's fine, it's not cheating. These girls also do not see anything wrong with what they have done.
I do not have any immediate family ie siblings or parents. Therefore, I cannot go and stay with family until he leaves or have a family member accompany me while he moves out. I do have extended family in the area but life has taught me that there is no guarantee that they will help you even if you desperately need it. It's the American way to find your own way out of problems and pull yourself up by your bootstraps ( I say this sarcastically).
The apt. is in my name and I'm pretty sure there is a clause in it that states that if there are domestic disturbances I would have to move out. As stated above I don't have anywhere else to go, so he must leave.
Sometimes I think that this is my lot in life and that I should just accept it. I find myself questioning if what happened on Saturday really is abuse or if it was just a misunderstanding that got a little bit out of hand. Sometimes I just don't know anymore.
2024.05.14 09:32 strugglingautist99 Struggling after graduation with employment, any advice?
Hello, 24 autistic male here. I'm struggling with the internship I currently have and landing a new job. For a quick background: I graduated with two degrees in college and tried working in the theatre tech industry but found it wasn't for me (extremely long days with lots of physical stress and social anxiety with coworkers. I saw multiple people fall/get injured on the job and it was too much for me). I decided to take my English degree and give copywriting a try as I heard it was a job some recommended for autistic individuals.
I'm currently (unpaid) interning at a marketing agency for around 8 months now working from home. When I started the internship I met with the hiring manager in-person and probably came off a bit socially awkward because I was extremely nervous. Currently, I see my work being used by our clients social media which makes me feel like I'm doing a good job. However, each time I mention interest in a position the hiring manager keeps saying we'll meet but never sets a time or ignores me completely. I've even gone above this hiring manager and was added to a shared email in which the hiring manager just ignored.
My direct boss trusts me to reliably get stuff done, so much so that she gives me urgent tasks or leaves me with lists of things to do when she takes off for vacation/surgery. I just feel at my wits end here, because I'm applying to jobs and hearing nothing. I don't understand how my work is good enough that they can use it and count on me for urgent tasks or to fill in, yet I'm somehow not good enough to be paid. I don't want the gap in the resume, but I feel like I'm doing full time work for free and being taken advantage of at this point, and with each internship I add onto my resume it looks worse to potential employers. Any advice?
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I'm currently (unpaid) interning at a marketing agency for around 8 months now working from home. When I started the internship I met with the hiring manager in-person and probably came off a bit socially awkward because I was extremely nervous. Currently, I see my work being used by our clients social media which makes me feel like I'm doing a good job. However, each time I mention interest in a position the hiring manager keeps saying we'll meet but never sets a time or ignores me completely. I've even gone above this hiring manager and was added to a shared email in which the hiring manager just ignored.
My direct boss trusts me to reliably get stuff done, so much so that she gives me urgent tasks or leaves me with lists of things to do when she takes off for vacation/surgery. I just feel at my wits end here, because I'm applying to jobs and hearing nothing. I don't understand how my work is good enough that they can use it and count on me for urgent tasks or to fill in, yet I'm somehow not good enough to be paid. I don't want the gap in the resume, but I feel like I'm doing full time work for free and being taken advantage of at this point, and with each internship I add onto my resume it looks worse to potential employers. Any advice?
2024.05.14 09:28 VolarRecords That WW2 UFO Footage is possibly narrated by David Grusch?
Not my text, resposting:
https://www.reddit.com/UFOs/comments/1crmb60/that_ww2_ufo_footage_is_possibly_narrated_by/
Props to for pointing this out!
And for this post.
Listen to the audio starting from :20 seconds up until :50 seconds on that clip that has been making the rounds. Grusch has a very particular inflection and pauses with “ahhh”, during that timeframe he does that about 3 times. He has a particular speech pattern that would be hard to disguise even with modulation.
Now listen to his opening statements here at the start from :10 to :35 he does the exact same type of inflections as in the distorted audio! Listen to them back to back, once you recognize the vocal patterns in his voice, the modulation does not hide that it is him. Why/how would RegicideAnon have a video that Grusch narrated???
Edit: this is the WW2 Archive Footage I am referring to
Edit2: pointed out his T’s also sound the same. In the opening statements at 1:08 you can hear how he ends “Current” and it ends very similarly to how he ends “It” and “Compensate” at :35 in the archived footage.
Edit3: Do Up/Downvotes affect post visibility? I only ask since from when I posted this almost an hour ago it has sat at 0, which is kinda strange that it’s being downvoted so heavily?
EDIT4: Okay so this one is a little weird, and very tinfoil-y I admit, but I feel I should point this out: Here is David Grusch’s resume
Note that during the timeframe this video was released, and around the time that MH370 occurred, David was:
July 2014 – December 2016, Adjunct Professor, School of Security and Global Studies, American Public University System (APUS)
• Undergraduate school professor developing technical coursework and program plans. Expertly instructed courses in the Intelligence Studies track, to include open source/social media analysis, signals and imagery analysis, and research methods.
December 2013 – March 2016, Chief, Intelligence Integration Division, Space Security and Defense Program (SSDP), Reston, VA (USAF Active Duty)
• Lead military intelligence officer for the SSDP Director, a member of the Senior Executive Service (SES) advising the Deputy Secretary of Defense (DEPSECDEF), Principal Deputy Director of National Intelligence (PDDNI), and National Security Council (NSC). Coordinated sensitive Multi-INT collection activities and modeling/simulation to support national space security objectives and advanced NSG programs. SSDP intelligence lead for the standup of the National Space Defense Center (NSDC).
It’s possible that during his time at the university he was analyzing and restoring WW2 archival footage? In order to verify this we’d have to find someone that knew him around that time frame to confirm or deny that he spoke of this previously.
The second thing that stood out to me was “Coordinated sensitive Multi-INT collection activities and modeling/simulation to support national space security objectives and advanced NSG programs.” I know with the recent MH370 video going around people are saying that if it WAS a hoax it would need to be created with someone with military access and very very expensive and sophisticated equipment. Possible the same equipment used to model and simulate space security objectives and NSG programs? Maybe this was a recreation of an event that the government didn’t see but was told was a possibility?
Edit5: I know many are asking how we know the voiceover wasn’t added recently, unfortunately the link to the video on RegicideAnon’s page on web archive doesn’t work, however another link to the same video was found that was posted to Facebook on September of 2015, that includes the voiceover:
https://www.facebook.com/ufovni/videos/ww2-archive-footage-of-flying-sauce510648672443495/
Thanks to for translating the description on the video:
“The following video was confiscated from the Kodiak Historical Military Museum on September 7th 1993 (the voiceover in the video actually said November 7th 1993). Originally a collection of gradings were donated with no date record or source of recording. In the video a UFO can be seen flying low on an island, alongside the planes as it approaches the runway. The location and date of filming are unknown.”
Interestingly the info about the museum and the collections is not mentioned in the clip at all, suggesting this is either a clip of a longer video or that the poster “Paranormal” somehow got more info with the clip.
Final Edit: I know that some people are in the process of actually examining the audio with professional programs so hopefully soon we’ll have concrete evidence if the voices match, however I want to leave you all and anyone else that stumbles upon the thread with this last bit; check out the following two sections and judge for yourself if this “but” sound exactly the same.
:42-:46 of the WW2 Archive Footage
27:44-27:46 of the NewsNation Interview
Please keep up the fantastic discussion and as always don’t forget to keep reaching out to your state congress representatives to keep the pressure on disclosure! We all deserve the truth, for the betterment of humanity.
submitted by VolarRecords to aliens [link] [comments]
https://www.reddit.com/UFOs/comments/1crmb60/that_ww2_ufo_footage_is_possibly_narrated_by/
Props to for pointing this out!
And for this post.
Listen to the audio starting from :20 seconds up until :50 seconds on that clip that has been making the rounds. Grusch has a very particular inflection and pauses with “ahhh”, during that timeframe he does that about 3 times. He has a particular speech pattern that would be hard to disguise even with modulation.
Now listen to his opening statements here at the start from :10 to :35 he does the exact same type of inflections as in the distorted audio! Listen to them back to back, once you recognize the vocal patterns in his voice, the modulation does not hide that it is him. Why/how would RegicideAnon have a video that Grusch narrated???
Edit: this is the WW2 Archive Footage I am referring to
Edit2: pointed out his T’s also sound the same. In the opening statements at 1:08 you can hear how he ends “Current” and it ends very similarly to how he ends “It” and “Compensate” at :35 in the archived footage.
Edit3: Do Up/Downvotes affect post visibility? I only ask since from when I posted this almost an hour ago it has sat at 0, which is kinda strange that it’s being downvoted so heavily?
EDIT4: Okay so this one is a little weird, and very tinfoil-y I admit, but I feel I should point this out: Here is David Grusch’s resume
Note that during the timeframe this video was released, and around the time that MH370 occurred, David was:
July 2014 – December 2016, Adjunct Professor, School of Security and Global Studies, American Public University System (APUS)
• Undergraduate school professor developing technical coursework and program plans. Expertly instructed courses in the Intelligence Studies track, to include open source/social media analysis, signals and imagery analysis, and research methods.
December 2013 – March 2016, Chief, Intelligence Integration Division, Space Security and Defense Program (SSDP), Reston, VA (USAF Active Duty)
• Lead military intelligence officer for the SSDP Director, a member of the Senior Executive Service (SES) advising the Deputy Secretary of Defense (DEPSECDEF), Principal Deputy Director of National Intelligence (PDDNI), and National Security Council (NSC). Coordinated sensitive Multi-INT collection activities and modeling/simulation to support national space security objectives and advanced NSG programs. SSDP intelligence lead for the standup of the National Space Defense Center (NSDC).
It’s possible that during his time at the university he was analyzing and restoring WW2 archival footage? In order to verify this we’d have to find someone that knew him around that time frame to confirm or deny that he spoke of this previously.
The second thing that stood out to me was “Coordinated sensitive Multi-INT collection activities and modeling/simulation to support national space security objectives and advanced NSG programs.” I know with the recent MH370 video going around people are saying that if it WAS a hoax it would need to be created with someone with military access and very very expensive and sophisticated equipment. Possible the same equipment used to model and simulate space security objectives and NSG programs? Maybe this was a recreation of an event that the government didn’t see but was told was a possibility?
Edit5: I know many are asking how we know the voiceover wasn’t added recently, unfortunately the link to the video on RegicideAnon’s page on web archive doesn’t work, however another link to the same video was found that was posted to Facebook on September of 2015, that includes the voiceover:
https://www.facebook.com/ufovni/videos/ww2-archive-footage-of-flying-sauce510648672443495/
Thanks to for translating the description on the video:
“The following video was confiscated from the Kodiak Historical Military Museum on September 7th 1993 (the voiceover in the video actually said November 7th 1993). Originally a collection of gradings were donated with no date record or source of recording. In the video a UFO can be seen flying low on an island, alongside the planes as it approaches the runway. The location and date of filming are unknown.”
Interestingly the info about the museum and the collections is not mentioned in the clip at all, suggesting this is either a clip of a longer video or that the poster “Paranormal” somehow got more info with the clip.
Final Edit: I know that some people are in the process of actually examining the audio with professional programs so hopefully soon we’ll have concrete evidence if the voices match, however I want to leave you all and anyone else that stumbles upon the thread with this last bit; check out the following two sections and judge for yourself if this “but” sound exactly the same.
:42-:46 of the WW2 Archive Footage
27:44-27:46 of the NewsNation Interview
Please keep up the fantastic discussion and as always don’t forget to keep reaching out to your state congress representatives to keep the pressure on disclosure! We all deserve the truth, for the betterment of humanity.
2024.05.14 09:27 VolarRecords That WW2 UFO Footage is possibly narrated by David Grusch?
Not my text, resposting:
https://www.reddit.com/UFOs/comments/1crmb60/that_ww2_ufo_footage_is_possibly_narrated_by/
Props to for pointing this out!
And u/diamondmachina for this post.
Listen to the audio starting from :20 seconds up until :50 seconds on that clip that has been making the rounds. Grusch has a very particular inflection and pauses with “ahhh”, during that timeframe he does that about 3 times. He has a particular speech pattern that would be hard to disguise even with modulation.
Now listen to his opening statements here at the start from :10 to :35 he does the exact same type of inflections as in the distorted audio! Listen to them back to back, once you recognize the vocal patterns in his voice, the modulation does not hide that it is him. Why/how would RegicideAnon have a video that Grusch narrated???
Edit: this is the WW2 Archive Footage I am referring to
Edit2: pointed out his T’s also sound the same. In the opening statements at 1:08 you can hear how he ends “Current” and it ends very similarly to how he ends “It” and “Compensate” at :35 in the archived footage.
Edit3: Do Up/Downvotes affect post visibility? I only ask since from when I posted this almost an hour ago it has sat at 0, which is kinda strange that it’s being downvoted so heavily?
EDIT4: Okay so this one is a little weird, and very tinfoil-y I admit, but I feel I should point this out: Here is David Grusch’s resume
Note that during the timeframe this video was released, and around the time that MH370 occurred, David was:
July 2014 – December 2016, Adjunct Professor, School of Security and Global Studies, American Public University System (APUS)
• Undergraduate school professor developing technical coursework and program plans. Expertly instructed courses in the Intelligence Studies track, to include open source/social media analysis, signals and imagery analysis, and research methods.
December 2013 – March 2016, Chief, Intelligence Integration Division, Space Security and Defense Program (SSDP), Reston, VA (USAF Active Duty)
• Lead military intelligence officer for the SSDP Director, a member of the Senior Executive Service (SES) advising the Deputy Secretary of Defense (DEPSECDEF), Principal Deputy Director of National Intelligence (PDDNI), and National Security Council (NSC). Coordinated sensitive Multi-INT collection activities and modeling/simulation to support national space security objectives and advanced NSG programs. SSDP intelligence lead for the standup of the National Space Defense Center (NSDC).
It’s possible that during his time at the university he was analyzing and restoring WW2 archival footage? In order to verify this we’d have to find someone that knew him around that time frame to confirm or deny that he spoke of this previously.
The second thing that stood out to me was “Coordinated sensitive Multi-INT collection activities and modeling/simulation to support national space security objectives and advanced NSG programs.” I know with the recent MH370 video going around people are saying that if it WAS a hoax it would need to be created with someone with military access and very very expensive and sophisticated equipment. Possible the same equipment used to model and simulate space security objectives and NSG programs? Maybe this was a recreation of an event that the government didn’t see but was told was a possibility?
Edit5: I know many are asking how we know the voiceover wasn’t added recently, unfortunately the link to the video on RegicideAnon’s page on web archive doesn’t work, however another link to the same video was found that was posted to Facebook on September of 2015, that includes the voiceover:
https://www.facebook.com/ufovni/videos/ww2-archive-footage-of-flying-sauce510648672443495/
Thanks to for translating the description on the video:
“The following video was confiscated from the Kodiak Historical Military Museum on September 7th 1993 (the voiceover in the video actually said November 7th 1993). Originally a collection of gradings were donated with no date record or source of recording. In the video a UFO can be seen flying low on an island, alongside the planes as it approaches the runway. The location and date of filming are unknown.”
Interestingly the info about the museum and the collections is not mentioned in the clip at all, suggesting this is either a clip of a longer video or that the poster “Paranormal” somehow got more info with the clip.
Final Edit: I know that some people are in the process of actually examining the audio with professional programs so hopefully soon we’ll have concrete evidence if the voices match, however I want to leave you all and anyone else that stumbles upon the thread with this last bit; check out the following two sections and judge for yourself if this “but” sound exactly the same.
:42-:46 of the WW2 Archive Footage
27:44-27:46 of the NewsNation Interview
Please keep up the fantastic discussion and as always don’t forget to keep reaching out to your state congress representatives to keep the pressure on disclosure! We all deserve the truth, for the betterment of humanity.
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https://www.reddit.com/UFOs/comments/1crmb60/that_ww2_ufo_footage_is_possibly_narrated_by/
Props to for pointing this out!
And u/diamondmachina for this post.
Listen to the audio starting from :20 seconds up until :50 seconds on that clip that has been making the rounds. Grusch has a very particular inflection and pauses with “ahhh”, during that timeframe he does that about 3 times. He has a particular speech pattern that would be hard to disguise even with modulation.
Now listen to his opening statements here at the start from :10 to :35 he does the exact same type of inflections as in the distorted audio! Listen to them back to back, once you recognize the vocal patterns in his voice, the modulation does not hide that it is him. Why/how would RegicideAnon have a video that Grusch narrated???
Edit: this is the WW2 Archive Footage I am referring to
Edit2: pointed out his T’s also sound the same. In the opening statements at 1:08 you can hear how he ends “Current” and it ends very similarly to how he ends “It” and “Compensate” at :35 in the archived footage.
Edit3: Do Up/Downvotes affect post visibility? I only ask since from when I posted this almost an hour ago it has sat at 0, which is kinda strange that it’s being downvoted so heavily?
EDIT4: Okay so this one is a little weird, and very tinfoil-y I admit, but I feel I should point this out: Here is David Grusch’s resume
Note that during the timeframe this video was released, and around the time that MH370 occurred, David was:
July 2014 – December 2016, Adjunct Professor, School of Security and Global Studies, American Public University System (APUS)
• Undergraduate school professor developing technical coursework and program plans. Expertly instructed courses in the Intelligence Studies track, to include open source/social media analysis, signals and imagery analysis, and research methods.
December 2013 – March 2016, Chief, Intelligence Integration Division, Space Security and Defense Program (SSDP), Reston, VA (USAF Active Duty)
• Lead military intelligence officer for the SSDP Director, a member of the Senior Executive Service (SES) advising the Deputy Secretary of Defense (DEPSECDEF), Principal Deputy Director of National Intelligence (PDDNI), and National Security Council (NSC). Coordinated sensitive Multi-INT collection activities and modeling/simulation to support national space security objectives and advanced NSG programs. SSDP intelligence lead for the standup of the National Space Defense Center (NSDC).
It’s possible that during his time at the university he was analyzing and restoring WW2 archival footage? In order to verify this we’d have to find someone that knew him around that time frame to confirm or deny that he spoke of this previously.
The second thing that stood out to me was “Coordinated sensitive Multi-INT collection activities and modeling/simulation to support national space security objectives and advanced NSG programs.” I know with the recent MH370 video going around people are saying that if it WAS a hoax it would need to be created with someone with military access and very very expensive and sophisticated equipment. Possible the same equipment used to model and simulate space security objectives and NSG programs? Maybe this was a recreation of an event that the government didn’t see but was told was a possibility?
Edit5: I know many are asking how we know the voiceover wasn’t added recently, unfortunately the link to the video on RegicideAnon’s page on web archive doesn’t work, however another link to the same video was found that was posted to Facebook on September of 2015, that includes the voiceover:
https://www.facebook.com/ufovni/videos/ww2-archive-footage-of-flying-sauce510648672443495/
Thanks to for translating the description on the video:
“The following video was confiscated from the Kodiak Historical Military Museum on September 7th 1993 (the voiceover in the video actually said November 7th 1993). Originally a collection of gradings were donated with no date record or source of recording. In the video a UFO can be seen flying low on an island, alongside the planes as it approaches the runway. The location and date of filming are unknown.”
Interestingly the info about the museum and the collections is not mentioned in the clip at all, suggesting this is either a clip of a longer video or that the poster “Paranormal” somehow got more info with the clip.
Final Edit: I know that some people are in the process of actually examining the audio with professional programs so hopefully soon we’ll have concrete evidence if the voices match, however I want to leave you all and anyone else that stumbles upon the thread with this last bit; check out the following two sections and judge for yourself if this “but” sound exactly the same.
:42-:46 of the WW2 Archive Footage
27:44-27:46 of the NewsNation Interview
Please keep up the fantastic discussion and as always don’t forget to keep reaching out to your state congress representatives to keep the pressure on disclosure! We all deserve the truth, for the betterment of humanity.
2024.05.14 09:24 christianiscool1 I PASSED THE STATE TESTT
I finally got my results and I passed both my written and skills exam! I'm trying to find jobs right now and most are at nursing homes, and I'd ideally prefer working at a hospital but most hospitals require some form of experience whether it's 6 months to a year. Any tips or ideas on what I should do? I'm also hoping to find a per diem/prn schedule so I can balance both school (in hs about to be in college in the summer) and working lol. I'm in socal btw
edit: I'm thinking of applying at the place I did my clinicals at because I think I really enjoyed the pace and work environment in general with pretty good pay. It's at 21 something per hour, but I think they add an extra dollar if you work weekends, and they always need staff for weekends. Also debating on what shift to choose, because they mainly need night shift, but I've never experienced handling that many residents by myself and morning shift seems like a good option for now. (just hoping they hire me as part-time or per diem)
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edit: I'm thinking of applying at the place I did my clinicals at because I think I really enjoyed the pace and work environment in general with pretty good pay. It's at 21 something per hour, but I think they add an extra dollar if you work weekends, and they always need staff for weekends. Also debating on what shift to choose, because they mainly need night shift, but I've never experienced handling that many residents by myself and morning shift seems like a good option for now. (just hoping they hire me as part-time or per diem)
2024.05.14 09:23 MrKurthal When I was 19 I agreed to take "Phantom Drive." It's been 7 years, and I'm starting to remember my other life. [Part One]
You make pretty regrettable mistakes when you're desperate. Unfortunately, desperation would go on to cost me much more than I ever thought possible.
When I was 19 years old my financial situation wasn't great. In what was left of a crumbling home would be my recovering addict twin sister, and myself. The unfortunate state of our home was all from the even more unfortunate passing of our parents just five years prior. The two hadn't died tragically by any means, thankfully. No.. our parents died of old age, a consequence of having us kids later in life, while not being able to take on the financial burden that would be.. us.
My sister was making the early steps into the college lifestyle, doing her best to stay afloat with my support in funding. Money was tight for the two of us, but as she became more well off on her own, the more content she was with severing the last remaining tie to her childhood.. me.
I didn't hate Xel for her decision, if anything I understood her distancing from this life.. even if it saddened me. So then it was just me! Left to a house with a hole in the ceiling. Believe it or not, life wasn't all to bad even with how considerably down in the dumps it otherwise seemed to be.
However, content as I might have been, it's human nature to want more than you have. Can't say I was to greedy to look for some comfortability in my own home..
And so there it was! The glistening letters of ink outlining my salvation. An advertisement I'd found plastered onto the wall of the small booth I sat at while I waited for the bus to carry me off to work. "$5,000 to those compatible for a recent scientific breakthrough." Under any 'normal' circumstances I would consider this a scam. Hell, I was skeptical as I scanned the letters. Had I been told of this opportunity through spam call or text I would've glossed right over it just as anyone else would have.. but I was desperate.
I think it was the fact that someone, some real person had to have put this paper up on this wall gave me some glimmer of hope for a quick cash grab. Listed bellow the promise of money was details for a number to call regarding interest in the proposition.
I took the bait.. I saw the line, and like some idiot I clamped my teeth down just for that hook to sweep me away.
The corporation I'd come to know as, "The Arsaction," would see me just a week later. There was a brief consultation. They took my weight, age, all things I would've expected. It wasn't until they pulled records regarding my familial situation that I began to find this whole ordeal.. suspicious.
To 'begin' to find things suspicious only at this point is foolish, something I full understand, but I feel the need to reinforce the fact that I, Lex McKarthy, was desperate.
Everything by this point seemed pretty legit. The blood tests, the doctors office, the tests were.. reasonable. What was I to suspect? Everything was so vague, and truth be told I honestly didn't even expect anything to come of this visit. All the doctors, all the consultants seemed so disinterested in my features.. but when they realized I had no one, everything seemed to change.
Suddenly ears perked, suddenly doors closed, suddenly I was.. exactly what they were looking for. Every feature of myself was so painfully average. I was anyman, I was.. nothing. Despite their best efforts to be discreate, I knew it was only the fact that nobody would come looking for me that peaked their interests.
My stomach dropped when I was faced with a pen in my hand, trembling over that NDA. Every fiber of me cursed myself for never considering putting just a minute of research into 'The Arsaction,' however a video briefing would ease my nerves. Nobody knew who The Arsaction was. There was no public record of their existence, and that NDA would make sure that they continued to never exist.
I was stupid, I was irrational, I was in over my head! But I was desperate.. and I had nothing else.
"I have nothing else.. I have nothing else!"
It was a mantra I chanted as I was injected with that substance. The substance that turned my blood orange, made my skin freakishly thin.
And then I went home.
That was it. I was given my sum of money, and I was sent home. They told me I was, "good to go," and no number of questions would get a one of them to speak. I was only met with who I'd assume to be security guiding me out of the building.
Not a word more of what I'd just been injected with, only given instructions to not dwell on mirrors for too long. That was it, just some ominous instructions. So I left, as befuddled as I arrived. Relief washed over me as I made my way home. The anxiety I'd received from such an ominous buildup was all waved by the fact that I was somehow just.. good to go?
Relief quickly turned to panic as the inherent nature of it all being too good to be true set in. I expected to die, I expected some visit from government agents, I expected anything and everything, but as months turned to years.. Nothing ever came of it. No mirror ever caused me any harm, which was its own anxiety I'd have to overcome simply because of the absurd nature or such a request.
I hoped it was.. some prank. Everything was well... for a time. Until my sister called.
I just.. watched the phone ring. My sister, someone who I hadn't spoken to in upwards of 8 years was suddenly ringing me up. When I finally had answered, her question left me speechless.
"Hey Lex. would you happen to remember Mom's recipe for that egg toast? I think I left the cookbook at your place."
I felt my ears ring. The question was so.. casual. She entirely skipped the part where we discussed how she's been, how I'm doing. She spoke to me like we'd hung out only days ago.
At the time I'd thought I was just being dramatic, but looking back on it I can only justify my own hesitation to respond.
"W-..what?"
I stammered like a fool, but I was firm in my disbelief.
"Yeah, it should be in the book on the counter?"
I looked over my shoulder to my kitchen counter, past the toaster I never bought, and over to the book she spoke of. My jaw hung heavy, the whole interaction feeling like a dream.
With one hand I held the phone, and with the other I began to skim the pages of the book letting my eyes linger on mom's cinnamon roll recipe for a bit longer than intended.
"Lex.. are you ok?"
My sister inquired on the other end. I suddenly felt sick.. falling the the ground and laying on my back. This wasn't happening. It never did.
"Lex? Are you alright!?"
My sister repeated back more urgently, followed by her assurance that she would be over soon to check on him. But.. no company ever arrived. After hours the line just dropped, and I fell asleep there on that cold, wooden floor, paralyzed with a feeling I couldn't wrap my head around.
This never happened.
I never left.
I woke up in my bed in a cold sweat. I checked the time, greeted with a humble 4:37 in the morning. What troubled me was the fact that the date had been set back 7 years.
Of course it wasn't all so clear to me. After 7 long years I'd honestly forgotten about this day. This was the day that I'd set out for my graciously provided $5,000
7 years of my fucking life.. I would chalk it all up to that.. STUFF that they injected me with.. what was it? Phantom Drive? I could call it all some terrible drug trip, some construct defined by some insane psychedelic, but if that were the case, how was I here now? BEFORE I'd ever taken the drug?
This is a dream. I convinced myself I hadn't miraculously gone back in time, that 7 years of my life weren't a lie, but if that were the case, why was my blood still that damn orangy hue?
I'm losing sleep over this itch in my brain. It's like some taste of blood in my mouth has soured out the idea that letting my eyelids squeeze shut could further obscure my definite understanding of when I stood.
A day I remember so vividly at the ripe age of 14 years old, now 12 years ago, I awoke to the sweet smell of cinnamon rolls filling the air. All was right with the world, all as I climbed from the messy sheets in my dark room. It was abundantly clear that the bulb of the light beside my bed had burnt out over the course of the night, and the closed blinds didn't aid my vision as I stumbled around my room in search of my door.
An oddity presented itself in the fashion of aimless wondering. Where was the nob? One I'd become so accustomed to.. not needing to open? I'd never closed my door. Not the previous night, not ever. Not to the behest of my mother who'd always taken annoyance to closed doors, some trait of my grandmother's to which my mom had unfortunately inherited.
Breakfast took the form of two strips of bacon, scrambled eggs, and slightly burnt French-Toast. My previous assumption of cinnamon rolls unfortunately missed the mark, however I wouldn't object to this. I wish I could convince myself that I was wrong. Something so mundane, something so insignificant to the events in this story, however the first notable instance of a curse that I couldn't pinpoint
My mother had already seen herself off to work by this point, and so I was faced with the responsibilities of seeing myself out to the bus. Some routine I'd become far too used to; The minutes passed, leaving me with nothing to do but wait by the door for a buss that would never arrive.
If the door being shut and the cinnamon rolls being a different meal entirely had left me with a minor confusion, then suddenly being seated in the passenger seat of my mother's car listening to the nonchalant complaints from my twin sister about the nuances freshmen year math shot me into a disarray I couldn't possibly quantify.
I think one of the scariest things for me is the fact that I thought nothing of it. I hadn't freaked out. No scene was made to express what should have been one of the more disturbing instances of my childhood.
I could chalk up the mistaking breakfast for something else as me just misremembering events.. But something unmistakable is the fact that somehow my mom both never drove me to school, yet the fact that she.. always had.
If you're confused, I understand. I am too, because the contradicting nature of my memory is something that haunts me to no end.
Things were easier as a child. That's often the case, but ever sense I stopped aging, I've begun to notice the oddities presented by life that are.. inexplainable. I'm not even sure where to start with researching my predicament. Hell, this is reddit! If I couldn't find an answer here, I doubt there is an answer to be found at all.
The Mandela Effect is something that I feel needs no introduction. To those who don't know, the Mandela Effect, in brief, is a phenomenon that incurs when you "misremember" something. Think of a card, now imagine you saw that card as a child and it had a single heart drawn on it's center. Now, years later you are discussing this card with someone else just for them to tell you that the heart you swear, the heart you KNOW you saw.. was a diamond. You tell them they are wrong, you shake your head, chuckle nervously.. But then they present you with the card.
Your stomach drops. This can't be the card, there is no way! Only it is the card, and when you come to the realization that it is in fact the card you'd seen as a child, you are filled with a mix of confusion, fascination, and quite possibly denial.
Most often, the Mandela Effect is associated with silly things like books titles, and board game mascots, but my experience is far beyond such things. It's the only phenomenon I've found that seems even within the realm of explaining my predicament. Problem is, the more I think, the more is wrong.
All of me wishes it all ended with that one childhood experience! But it didn't. In fact, the more I consider my childhood, the more contradictions I notice. Part of me believes I could handle this if it was limited to my childhood, but it's not. This.. experience... It effects my every day!
I'm not losing my mind, I'm just picking up crumbs that I never dropped. Not.. losing my mind, just finding more "mind" than the inventory should account for.
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When I was 19 years old my financial situation wasn't great. In what was left of a crumbling home would be my recovering addict twin sister, and myself. The unfortunate state of our home was all from the even more unfortunate passing of our parents just five years prior. The two hadn't died tragically by any means, thankfully. No.. our parents died of old age, a consequence of having us kids later in life, while not being able to take on the financial burden that would be.. us.
My sister was making the early steps into the college lifestyle, doing her best to stay afloat with my support in funding. Money was tight for the two of us, but as she became more well off on her own, the more content she was with severing the last remaining tie to her childhood.. me.
I didn't hate Xel for her decision, if anything I understood her distancing from this life.. even if it saddened me. So then it was just me! Left to a house with a hole in the ceiling. Believe it or not, life wasn't all to bad even with how considerably down in the dumps it otherwise seemed to be.
However, content as I might have been, it's human nature to want more than you have. Can't say I was to greedy to look for some comfortability in my own home..
And so there it was! The glistening letters of ink outlining my salvation. An advertisement I'd found plastered onto the wall of the small booth I sat at while I waited for the bus to carry me off to work. "$5,000 to those compatible for a recent scientific breakthrough." Under any 'normal' circumstances I would consider this a scam. Hell, I was skeptical as I scanned the letters. Had I been told of this opportunity through spam call or text I would've glossed right over it just as anyone else would have.. but I was desperate.
I think it was the fact that someone, some real person had to have put this paper up on this wall gave me some glimmer of hope for a quick cash grab. Listed bellow the promise of money was details for a number to call regarding interest in the proposition.
I took the bait.. I saw the line, and like some idiot I clamped my teeth down just for that hook to sweep me away.
The corporation I'd come to know as, "The Arsaction," would see me just a week later. There was a brief consultation. They took my weight, age, all things I would've expected. It wasn't until they pulled records regarding my familial situation that I began to find this whole ordeal.. suspicious.
To 'begin' to find things suspicious only at this point is foolish, something I full understand, but I feel the need to reinforce the fact that I, Lex McKarthy, was desperate.
Everything by this point seemed pretty legit. The blood tests, the doctors office, the tests were.. reasonable. What was I to suspect? Everything was so vague, and truth be told I honestly didn't even expect anything to come of this visit. All the doctors, all the consultants seemed so disinterested in my features.. but when they realized I had no one, everything seemed to change.
Suddenly ears perked, suddenly doors closed, suddenly I was.. exactly what they were looking for. Every feature of myself was so painfully average. I was anyman, I was.. nothing. Despite their best efforts to be discreate, I knew it was only the fact that nobody would come looking for me that peaked their interests.
My stomach dropped when I was faced with a pen in my hand, trembling over that NDA. Every fiber of me cursed myself for never considering putting just a minute of research into 'The Arsaction,' however a video briefing would ease my nerves. Nobody knew who The Arsaction was. There was no public record of their existence, and that NDA would make sure that they continued to never exist.
I was stupid, I was irrational, I was in over my head! But I was desperate.. and I had nothing else.
"I have nothing else.. I have nothing else!"
It was a mantra I chanted as I was injected with that substance. The substance that turned my blood orange, made my skin freakishly thin.
And then I went home.
That was it. I was given my sum of money, and I was sent home. They told me I was, "good to go," and no number of questions would get a one of them to speak. I was only met with who I'd assume to be security guiding me out of the building.
Not a word more of what I'd just been injected with, only given instructions to not dwell on mirrors for too long. That was it, just some ominous instructions. So I left, as befuddled as I arrived. Relief washed over me as I made my way home. The anxiety I'd received from such an ominous buildup was all waved by the fact that I was somehow just.. good to go?
Relief quickly turned to panic as the inherent nature of it all being too good to be true set in. I expected to die, I expected some visit from government agents, I expected anything and everything, but as months turned to years.. Nothing ever came of it. No mirror ever caused me any harm, which was its own anxiety I'd have to overcome simply because of the absurd nature or such a request.
I hoped it was.. some prank. Everything was well... for a time. Until my sister called.
I just.. watched the phone ring. My sister, someone who I hadn't spoken to in upwards of 8 years was suddenly ringing me up. When I finally had answered, her question left me speechless.
"Hey Lex. would you happen to remember Mom's recipe for that egg toast? I think I left the cookbook at your place."
I felt my ears ring. The question was so.. casual. She entirely skipped the part where we discussed how she's been, how I'm doing. She spoke to me like we'd hung out only days ago.
At the time I'd thought I was just being dramatic, but looking back on it I can only justify my own hesitation to respond.
"W-..what?"
I stammered like a fool, but I was firm in my disbelief.
"Yeah, it should be in the book on the counter?"
I looked over my shoulder to my kitchen counter, past the toaster I never bought, and over to the book she spoke of. My jaw hung heavy, the whole interaction feeling like a dream.
With one hand I held the phone, and with the other I began to skim the pages of the book letting my eyes linger on mom's cinnamon roll recipe for a bit longer than intended.
"Lex.. are you ok?"
My sister inquired on the other end. I suddenly felt sick.. falling the the ground and laying on my back. This wasn't happening. It never did.
"Lex? Are you alright!?"
My sister repeated back more urgently, followed by her assurance that she would be over soon to check on him. But.. no company ever arrived. After hours the line just dropped, and I fell asleep there on that cold, wooden floor, paralyzed with a feeling I couldn't wrap my head around.
This never happened.
I never left.
I woke up in my bed in a cold sweat. I checked the time, greeted with a humble 4:37 in the morning. What troubled me was the fact that the date had been set back 7 years.
Of course it wasn't all so clear to me. After 7 long years I'd honestly forgotten about this day. This was the day that I'd set out for my graciously provided $5,000
7 years of my fucking life.. I would chalk it all up to that.. STUFF that they injected me with.. what was it? Phantom Drive? I could call it all some terrible drug trip, some construct defined by some insane psychedelic, but if that were the case, how was I here now? BEFORE I'd ever taken the drug?
This is a dream. I convinced myself I hadn't miraculously gone back in time, that 7 years of my life weren't a lie, but if that were the case, why was my blood still that damn orangy hue?
I'm losing sleep over this itch in my brain. It's like some taste of blood in my mouth has soured out the idea that letting my eyelids squeeze shut could further obscure my definite understanding of when I stood.
A day I remember so vividly at the ripe age of 14 years old, now 12 years ago, I awoke to the sweet smell of cinnamon rolls filling the air. All was right with the world, all as I climbed from the messy sheets in my dark room. It was abundantly clear that the bulb of the light beside my bed had burnt out over the course of the night, and the closed blinds didn't aid my vision as I stumbled around my room in search of my door.
An oddity presented itself in the fashion of aimless wondering. Where was the nob? One I'd become so accustomed to.. not needing to open? I'd never closed my door. Not the previous night, not ever. Not to the behest of my mother who'd always taken annoyance to closed doors, some trait of my grandmother's to which my mom had unfortunately inherited.
Breakfast took the form of two strips of bacon, scrambled eggs, and slightly burnt French-Toast. My previous assumption of cinnamon rolls unfortunately missed the mark, however I wouldn't object to this. I wish I could convince myself that I was wrong. Something so mundane, something so insignificant to the events in this story, however the first notable instance of a curse that I couldn't pinpoint
My mother had already seen herself off to work by this point, and so I was faced with the responsibilities of seeing myself out to the bus. Some routine I'd become far too used to; The minutes passed, leaving me with nothing to do but wait by the door for a buss that would never arrive.
If the door being shut and the cinnamon rolls being a different meal entirely had left me with a minor confusion, then suddenly being seated in the passenger seat of my mother's car listening to the nonchalant complaints from my twin sister about the nuances freshmen year math shot me into a disarray I couldn't possibly quantify.
I think one of the scariest things for me is the fact that I thought nothing of it. I hadn't freaked out. No scene was made to express what should have been one of the more disturbing instances of my childhood.
I could chalk up the mistaking breakfast for something else as me just misremembering events.. But something unmistakable is the fact that somehow my mom both never drove me to school, yet the fact that she.. always had.
If you're confused, I understand. I am too, because the contradicting nature of my memory is something that haunts me to no end.
Things were easier as a child. That's often the case, but ever sense I stopped aging, I've begun to notice the oddities presented by life that are.. inexplainable. I'm not even sure where to start with researching my predicament. Hell, this is reddit! If I couldn't find an answer here, I doubt there is an answer to be found at all.
The Mandela Effect is something that I feel needs no introduction. To those who don't know, the Mandela Effect, in brief, is a phenomenon that incurs when you "misremember" something. Think of a card, now imagine you saw that card as a child and it had a single heart drawn on it's center. Now, years later you are discussing this card with someone else just for them to tell you that the heart you swear, the heart you KNOW you saw.. was a diamond. You tell them they are wrong, you shake your head, chuckle nervously.. But then they present you with the card.
Your stomach drops. This can't be the card, there is no way! Only it is the card, and when you come to the realization that it is in fact the card you'd seen as a child, you are filled with a mix of confusion, fascination, and quite possibly denial.
Most often, the Mandela Effect is associated with silly things like books titles, and board game mascots, but my experience is far beyond such things. It's the only phenomenon I've found that seems even within the realm of explaining my predicament. Problem is, the more I think, the more is wrong.
All of me wishes it all ended with that one childhood experience! But it didn't. In fact, the more I consider my childhood, the more contradictions I notice. Part of me believes I could handle this if it was limited to my childhood, but it's not. This.. experience... It effects my every day!
I'm not losing my mind, I'm just picking up crumbs that I never dropped. Not.. losing my mind, just finding more "mind" than the inventory should account for.
2024.05.14 09:23 dariusleighton Slightly stressing out
I had a one night stand last month (5 weeks ago). We used condoms for vaginal sex. However she also gave me oral (lots of saliva involved) and for the first time in my life she licked my anus- again lots of saliva and she did go inside. Can you catch anything this from this? Haven’t had a one night stand in 15 years.
I went to get tested, I am in the UK, and was told I had to go to a GUM clinic. When I got there they had me take home a home testing kit- I basically nearly fainted when I tried to prick myself due to issues I have with puncturing my skin. I tried to do it several times and failed. So I went back to have an in person test. This time as I’m waiting in notice the main nurse holding appointments was a good friends wife- I felt so embarrassed, and bailed out.
So I’m trying to figure out if I have put myself at high risk before figuring out if I can test. I am casually dating someone now and it may get serious as we are spending more time together. Again this is a friend who knows the nurse at the clinic. I realise she should be a professional but I’ve reason to believe she MIGHT gossip and I’m too embarrassed- everyone knows everyone where I live.
If I have to go to a different clinic it will be a day off work which is a problem in itself- I wanted to research how necessary or urgent this is. Again all vaginal sex was protected with condoms, but oral and analingus (?) were not.
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I went to get tested, I am in the UK, and was told I had to go to a GUM clinic. When I got there they had me take home a home testing kit- I basically nearly fainted when I tried to prick myself due to issues I have with puncturing my skin. I tried to do it several times and failed. So I went back to have an in person test. This time as I’m waiting in notice the main nurse holding appointments was a good friends wife- I felt so embarrassed, and bailed out.
So I’m trying to figure out if I have put myself at high risk before figuring out if I can test. I am casually dating someone now and it may get serious as we are spending more time together. Again this is a friend who knows the nurse at the clinic. I realise she should be a professional but I’ve reason to believe she MIGHT gossip and I’m too embarrassed- everyone knows everyone where I live.
If I have to go to a different clinic it will be a day off work which is a problem in itself- I wanted to research how necessary or urgent this is. Again all vaginal sex was protected with condoms, but oral and analingus (?) were not.
2024.05.14 09:22 bluefish550 Holy s*^% norovirus / stomach flu is no joke
I am assuming we have norovirus but whatever it is is soo gnarly I remember reading things about it on here and people were saying things like “buckle up” but they weren’t kidding.
Currently on vacation with our 14 month old in a tropical island and the first two days were amazing and then her and I got sick… seeing the on resort nurse tomorrow but assuming they will say not much we can do other than fluids bland meals etc?
Toddler went almost 24 hours without throwing up and then threw up again right as I started getting sick :(
Anyone else have experience with this? How long does it last? Tell me it gets better… we fly home in 2.5 days and I’m playing out scenarios like pushing out flight and staying longer cause I can’t imagine flying now.
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Currently on vacation with our 14 month old in a tropical island and the first two days were amazing and then her and I got sick… seeing the on resort nurse tomorrow but assuming they will say not much we can do other than fluids bland meals etc?
Toddler went almost 24 hours without throwing up and then threw up again right as I started getting sick :(
Anyone else have experience with this? How long does it last? Tell me it gets better… we fly home in 2.5 days and I’m playing out scenarios like pushing out flight and staying longer cause I can’t imagine flying now.
2024.05.14 09:00 ItsTheOrangShep Marvel Strike Force Character Farming Guide - Will be Updated Progressively
CURRENT AS OF 5/13/2024
Made this because I was bored and thought I'd put my love of lists of things to good use. Here's where you can find and farm shards for every character in MSF. I'll try to keep this current with new updates and any changes that occur. If I make any mistakes, let me know.(Apologies for everything being left-justified, I tried to put the section names in the middle but Reddit's formatting is being annoying.)
Table of Contents
Heroes CampaignVillains Campaign
Nexus Campaign
Cosmic Campaign
Mystic Campaign
Doom Campaign
Heroes Campaign Hard
Villains Campaign Hard
Nexus Campaign Hard
Incursion Campaign
Legendary Events
Dark Dimensions
Scourges
Sagas
Trials
Blitz Store
Raid Store
Arena Store
War Store
Crucible Store
Orbs
Other
Not Currently Farmable
In-Game, Unreleased
Upcoming Characters
Heroes Campaign
BeastBlack Panther
Bullseye
Cable
Captain America
Captain America (Sam)
Colossus
Doctor Strange
Emma Frost
Firestar
Gamora
Iceman
Mysterio
Punisher
She-Hulk
Shocker
Squirrel Girl
Spider-Man (Symbiote)
Venom
Yondu
Villains Campaign
Ghost RiderGroot
Gwenpool
Hela
Jessica Jones
Juggernaut
Kingpin
Kitty Pryde
Magik
Mighty Thor
Morbius
Ms. Marvel
Nebula
Rescue
Sabretooth
Shang-Chi
U.S. Agent
Vision
War Machine
Nexus Campaign
Black WidowBucky Barnes
Captain America (WWII)
Drax
Electro
Elsa Bloodstone
Fantomex
Ghost-Spider
Green Goblin
Iron Fist
Mister Fantastic
Mockingbird
Moon Knight
Moondragon
Mystique
Nobu
Psylocke
Red Guardian
Silver Samurai
Star-Lord (T'Challa)
The Thing
Winter Soldier
Yellowjacket
Cosmic Campaign
America ChavezKarnak
Kate Bishop
Misty Knight
Nakia
Taskmaster
Thanos
Wasp
Mystic Campaign
BrawnDoctor Voodoo
Multiple Man
Okoye
Stature
Storm
Swarm
Doom Campaign
Captain America (Sam)Dark Beast
Loki
Namor
Polaris
Red Skull
Silver Surfer
Spider-Woman
Heroes Campaign Hard
CarnageDarkhawk
Dazzler
Deadpool
Echo
Gambit
Lizard
Maria Hill
Mysterio
Phyla-Vell
Spider-Man (Noir)
Spider-Punk
Sunspot
Tigra
Wong
Villains Campaign Hard
Agent CoulsonBishop
Black Panther (1MM)
Cloak
Dagger
Fantomex
Mighty Thor
Moonstone
Nico Minoru
Photon
Sersi
Sharon Carter
Spider-Man 2099
Strange (Heartless)
Viv Vision
Nexus Campaign Hard
Absorbing ManSylvie
Loki (Teen)
Thor (Infinity War)
Titania
Union Jack
Incursion Campaign
DeathpoolIron Man (Zombie)
Kang the Conqueror
Spider-Weaver
Vahl
Legendary Events
Adam WarlockBlack Bolt
Doctor Octopus
Ebony Maw
Invisible Woman
Iron Man
Jubilee
Magneto
Nick Fury
Omega Red
Phoenix
Shuri
Star-Lord
Dark Dimensions
KestrelUltron
Ultimus
Doctor Doom
Dormammu
Super Skrull
Mephisto
Scourges
Morgan Le FayRogue
Red Hulk
Archangel
Sagas
ApocalypseTrials
NovaBlack Cat
Green Goblin (Classic)
Old Man Logan
Blitz Store
Ant-ManCaptain Marvel
Crossbones
Deadpool
Elektra
Hand Archer
Hand Assassin
Hand Blademaster
Hand Sentry
Hand Sorceress
Human Torch
Iron Fist (WWII)
Luke Cage
Mantis
Maria Hill
Mockingbird
Namor
Okoye
Proxima Midnight
Quake
Ravager Boomer
Ravager Bruiser
Ravager Stitcher
Rescue
Rhino
Ronan the Accuser
S.H.I.E.L.D. Assault
S.H.I.E.L.D. Medic
S.H.I.E.L.D. Operative
S.H.I.E.L.D. Security
S.H.I.E.L.D. Trooper
Scarlet Witch
Scream
She-Hulk
Silver Surfer
Spider-Man
Spider-Man (Miles)
Spider-Slayer
Stryfe
Sunfire
Toad
Valkyrie
Viv Vision
White Tiger
Raid Store
A.I.M. AssaulterA.I.M. Infector
A.I.M. Monstrosity
A.I.M. Researcher
A.I.M. Security
Agent Coulson
Baron Zemo
Bishop
Brawn
Cloak
Cull Obsidian
Cyclops
Daredevil
Elsa Bloodstone
Graviton
Hawkeye
Ikaris
Ironheart
Killmonger
Korg
Kraven the Hunter
Mercenary Lieutenant
Mercenary Riot Guard
Mercenary Soldier
Mercenary Sniper
Misty Knight
Moonstone
Ms. Marvel (Hard Light)
Negasonic
Nico Minoru
Night Nurse
Rocket Raccoon
Scientist Supreme
Sharon Carter
Spider-Man (Big Time)
Stature
Thor
Vulture
Yo-Yo
Arena Store
Agent VenomAnti-Venom
Blob
Colleen Wing
Corvus Glaive
Dagger
Deathlok
Domino
Falcon
Gambit
Heimdall
Hydra Armored Guard
Hydra Grenadier
Hydra Rifle Trooper
Hydra Scientist
Hydra Sniper
Korath the Pursuer
Kree Cyborg
Kree Oracle
Kree Noble
Kree Reaper
Kree Royal Guard
Loki
Madelyne Pryor
M'Baku
Mordo
Phyla-Vell
Red Skull
Ronin
Shatterstar
Spider-Man (Noir)
Spider-Punk
Spider-Woman
Star-Lord (Annihilation)
Strange (Heartless)
Yelena Belova
War Store
Absorbing ManCarnage
Crystal
Dazzler
Echo
Forge
Ghost
Ironheart (MKII)
Longshot
Minn-Erva
Mister Sinister
Pyro
Scarlet Spider
Sif
Spider-Man 2099
X-23
Crucible Store
AbominationAgatha Harkness
Black Panther (1MM)
Beta Ray Bill
Captain Carter
Cosmo
Ghost Rider (Robbie)
Hulkbuster
Iron Man (Infinity War)
Lady Deathstrike
Nemesis
Nightcrawler
Quicksilver
Orbs
Black Knight - Boosted Odds in Premium OrbKang the Conqueror - Boosted Odds in Premium Orb
Ronin - Boosted Odds in Arena Orb
Other
Hulk - AchievementsMister Negative - Daily Web Free Claim
Wolverine - Daily Objectives
Not Currently Farmable
Cosmic Ghost RiderGwenpool
Iron Patriot
Juggernaut (Zombie)
Peni Parker
Peter B. Parker
Red Goblin
Spider-Man (Pavitr)
Starbrand
The Leader
Void Knight
In-Game, Unreleased
DakenPandapool
Upcoming Characters
GuardianKaren Page
Man-Thing
Professor X - Dark Dimension
Sasquatch
2024.05.14 08:51 air401 I have no grass in my game.
I have scoured high and low for all manner of suggestions on dynolod's forums, reddit, specific ini settings and load orders of mods and i cant get my grass to show up to save my life.
What information do you guys need to give me a headsup on what i need to fix or look at?
I have xedit'd my mods, fixed wild edits manually, completed all the autoclean edits, double checked my load order an tried all the suggested ini fixes i could find. I just cant get it to show up. I know i have multiple landdscape and grass modds but i also have a good amount of patches involved as well.
Heres my load order atm with all conflicts resolved that were originally prompted to me through LOOT. All 200+(mods, not conflicts) of them. Wall of text.
1st is the left window of MO2
0 0 Skyrim.esm
1 1 Update.esm
2 2 Dawnguard.esm
3 3 HearthFires.esm
4 4 Dragonborn.esm
5 5 ccasvsse001-almsivi.esm
6 6 ccBGSSSE001-Fish.esm
254 FE 0 ccbgssse002-exoticarrows.esl
254 FE 1 ccbgssse003-zombies.esl
254 FE 2 ccbgssse004-ruinsedge.esl
254 FE 3 ccbgssse005-goldbrand.esl
254 FE 4 ccbgssse006-stendarshammer.esl
254 FE 5 ccbgssse007-chrysamere.esl
254 FE 6 ccbgssse014-spellpack01.esl
254 FE 7 ccbgssse019-staffofsheogorath.esl
254 FE 8 ccbgssse020-graycowl.esl
254 FE 9 ccbgssse021-lordsmail.esl
254 FE a ccmtysse001-knightsofthenine.esl
254 FE b ccQDRSSE001-SurvivalMode.esl
7 7 cctwbsse001-puzzledungeon.esm
8 8 cceejsse001-hstead.esm
254 FE c ccqdrsse002-firewood.esl
254 FE d ccbgssse018-shadowrend.esl
254 FE e ccbgssse035-petnhound.esl
254 FE f ccfsvsse001-backpacks.esl
254 FE 10 cceejsse002-tower.esl
254 FE 11 ccedhsse001-norjewel.esl
254 FE 12 ccvsvsse002-pets.esl
254 FE 13 ccBGSSSE037-Curios.esl
254 FE 14 ccbgssse034-mntuni.esl
254 FE 15 ccbgssse045-hasedoki.esl
254 FE 16 ccbgssse008-wraithguard.esl
254 FE 17 ccbgssse036-petbwolf.esl
254 FE 18 ccffbsse001-imperialdragon.esl
254 FE 19 ccmtysse002-ve.esl
254 FE 1a ccbgssse043-crosselv.esl
254 FE 1b ccvsvsse001-winter.esl
254 FE 1c cceejsse003-hollow.esl
9 9 ccbgssse016-umbra.esm
10 a ccbgssse031-advcyrus.esm
254 FE 1d ccbgssse038-bowofshadows.esl
254 FE 1e ccbgssse040-advobgobs.esl
254 FE 1f ccbgssse050-ba_daedric.esl
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254 FE 21 ccbgssse054-ba_orcish.esl
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254 FE 24 ccbgssse061-ba_dwarven.esl
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254 FE 2d ccbgssse053-ba_leather.esl
254 FE 2e ccbgssse051-ba_daedricmail.esl
254 FE 2f ccbgssse057-ba_stalhrim.esl
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11 b ccbgssse067-daedinv.esm
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254 FE 33 ccvsvsse003-necroarts.esl
254 FE 34 ccvsvsse004-beafarmer.esl
12 c ccBGSSSE025-AdvDSGS.esm
254 FE 35 ccffbsse002-crossbowpack.esl
254 FE 36 ccbgssse013-dawnfang.esl
254 FE 37 ccrmssse001-necrohouse.esl
254 FE 38 ccedhsse003-redguard.esl
254 FE 39 cceejsse004-hall.esl
13 d cceejsse005-cave.esm
254 FE 3a cckrtsse001_altar.esl
254 FE 3b cccbhsse001-gaunt.esl
14 e ccafdsse001-dwesanctuary.esm
254 FE 3c _ResourcePack.esl
unofficial skyrim creation club content patch.esl
15 f Unofficial Skyrim Special Edition Patch.esp
16 10 RSkyrimChildren.esm
17 11 MajesticMountains_Landscape.esm
18 12 Lanterns Of Skyrim II.esm
19 13 LegacyoftheDragonborn.esm
20 14 3DNPC.esp
21 15 Water for ENB.esm
22 16 Natural Waterfalls.esp
23 17 Obsidian Mountain Fogs.esm
254 FE 3d MajesticMountains_Moss.esp
254 FE 3e AnimatedShips.esl
254 FE 3f ELAF POI - CRF Compatible.esl
254 FE 40 Lux - Master plugin.esm
254 FE 41 Natural Waterfalls - Dawnguard.esp
254 FE 42 Natural Waterfalls - Dragonborn.esp
24 18 AnimatedCarriage.esm
254 FE 43 3DNPC - MM Moss Patch.esp
254 FE 44 Lux - Resources.esp
25 19 Lux Via.esp
26 1a DynDOLOD.esm
EBT - IC PATCH.esp
Water for ENB - Patch - Folkvangr.esp
27 1b SkyUI_SE.esp
254 FE 45 Particle Patch for ENB.esp
28 1c SMIM-SE-Merged-All.esp
29 1d Audio Overhaul Skyrim.esp
30 1e Immersive Sounds - Compendium.esp
254 FE 46 AOS_ISC_Integration.esp
31 1f EnhancedLightsandFX.esp
32 20 Fabled Forests.esp
33 21 Northern Roads.esp
254 FE 47 ELFX Shadows.esp
34 22 Weapons Armor Clothing & Clutter Fixes.esp
35 23 Shadows.esp
36 24 ELFX - Exteriors.esp
254 FE 48 Verdant - A Skyrim Grass Plugin SSE Version.esp
37 25 JKs Skyrim.esp
38 26 Relationship Dialogue Overhaul.esp
39 27 Vinland Grass Patch.esp
40 28 Cutting Room Floor.esp
41 29 AI Overhaul.esp
254 FE 49 Lux Via - plugin.esp
42 2a Civil War Overhaul.esp
43 2b Helgen Reborn.esp
254 FE 4a LoS II - JKs Skyrim patch.esp
44 2c Embers XD.esp
45 2d Immersive Encounters.esp
46 2e Thunderchild - Epic Shout Package.esp
47 2f Hothtrooper44_ArmorCompilation.esp
48 30 Hidden Hideouts of Skyrim - Merged.esp
49 31 Skyrim Flora Overhaul.esp
254 FE 4b MajesticMountains.esp
50 32 CFTO.esp
254 FE 4c man_DaedricShrines.esp
254 FE 4d Stave Churches - All.esp
254 FE 4e JKs Skyrim - AI Overhaul Patch.esp
51 33 Cloaks.esp
254 FE 4f DBM_ISC_Patch.esp
52 34 ZIA_Complete Pack.esp
254 FE 50 DBM_HelgenReborn_Patch.esp
53 35 Clockwork.esp
54 36 Cathedral Landscapes.esp
55 37 waterplants.esp
254 FE 51 WSLightFade.esp
254 FE 52 LoS II - ELFX patch.esp
56 38 Watchtowers of Skyrim.esp
254 FE 53 BetterQuestObjectives.esp
254 FE 54 moretodo.esp
254 FE 55 LoS II - CRF patch.esp
Embers XD - Patch - JKs Skyrim & LOS2 & ELFX Exteriors.esp
57 39 Immersive Patrols II.esp
254 FE 56 CFTO-JK-Patch.esp
58 3a RabbitsOfSkyrim.esp
254 FE 57 DBM_ELFXExteriors_Patch.esp
254 FE 58 DBM_JKSkyrim_Patch.esp
254 FE 59 moretosayfalkreath.esp
254 FE 5a Project ja-Kha'jay- Khajiit Diversity.esp
254 FE 5b JKs Skyrim_Clockwork_Patch.esp
254 FE 5c DBM_CRF_Patch.esp
254 FE 5d Environs - Whiterun Watchtower.esp
254 FE 5e 3DNPC Alternative Locations.esp
59 3b ForgottenCity.esp
254 FE 5f JKs Skyrim_Cutting Room Floor_Patch.esp
254 FE 60 RW08WanderingMerchants.esp
254 FE 61 DIbella's Blessing.esp
254 FE 62 3DNPC - AI Overhaul patch.esp
60 3c The Paarthurnax Dilemma.esp
254 FE 63 LoS II - 3DNPC addon.esp
254 FE 64 CFTO_Bittercup_JKs_Skyrim_Patch.esp
254 FE 65 moretosayrorikstead.esp
254 FE 66 Embers XD - Patch - Lux Via.esp
61 3d PAN_NPCs_Males.esp
62 3e PAN_NPCs_Males2.esp
254 FE 67 Sons of Nirn - Whiterun.esp
254 FE 68 AI Overhaul - Cutting Room Floor Patch.esp
254 FE 69 CFTO-Lanterns.esp
254 FE 6a ACLine_Whiterun.esp
254 FE 6b Animated Carriage Additional Route.esp
254 FE 6c Animated Carriage Additional Route 0.esp
254 FE 6d CFTO-CoveredCarriages.esp
254 FE 6e moretosaywhiterun.esp
254 FE 6f LoS II - SMIM patch.esp
254 FE 70 moretosayriverwood.esp
254 FE 71 moretosayshorsstone.esp
254 FE 72 LoS II - USSEP patch.esp
254 FE 73 JKs Skyrim_Thunderchild_Patch.esp
254 FE 74 DBM_ZimsThaneWeapons_Patch.esp
254 FE 75 DBM_CloaksofSkyrim_Patch.esp
254 FE 76 DBM_Clockwork_Patch.esp
63 3f Apocalypse - Magic of Skyrim.esp
64 40 dD - Enhanced Blood Main.esp
254 FE 77 SnowOverSkyrim.esp
254 FE 78 MCMHelper.esp
65 41 RaceMenu.esp
66 42 XPMSE.esp
254 FE 79 CBBE.esp
67 43 RaceMenuPlugin.esp
68 44 RaceMenuMorphsCBBE.esp
69 45 AmazingFollowerTweaks.esp
70 46 Cathedral Weathers.esp
71 47 RDO - AFT v1.66 Patch.esp
72 48 RDO - CRF + USSEP Patch.esp
RDO - USSEP Patch.esp
254 FE 7a Cathedral Weathers - Patch - Rudy ENB.esp
254 FE 7b NightEyeENBFix.esp
73 49 Hothtrooper44_Armor_Ecksstra.esp
74 4a KS Hairdo's.esp
75 4b Cloaks - USSEP Patch.esp
76 4c Cloaks - Dawnguard.esp
77 4d RSChildren.esp
78 4e BarenziahQuestMarkers.esp
79 4f UnreadBooksGlow.esp
254 FE 7c AOS_EBT Patch.esp
254 FE 7d 3DNPC - CRF Patch.esp
254 FE 7e 3DNPC0.esp
254 FE 7f 3DNPC1.esp
80 50 RUSTIC SOULGEMS - Sorted.esp
254 FE 80 Cloaks_WACCF_Patch.esp
81 51 1nivWICCloaks.esp
254 FE 81 Skoglendi - A Grass Mod.esp
82 52 FloraOrientalis.esp
254 FE 82 Water for ENB - Patch - ELFX Shadows.esp
83 53 Cathedral - Water.esp
254 FE 83 NW Water Add On.esp
84 54 Extended Encounters.esp
85 55 Radiance.esp
254 FE 84 Patch- CRF + Wandering Merchants.esp
254 FE 85 JKJ - AI Overhaul Patch.esp
254 FE 86 JKJ - USSEP Patch.esp
254 FE 87 Immersive Death Cycle.esp
254 FE 88 moretosaycityguards.esp
254 FE 89 guardencounters.esp
254 FE 8a moretosaygeneric.esp
254 FE 8b moretosaykarthwasten.esp
254 FE 8c moretosayriften.esp
254 FE 8d moretosaywinterhold.esp
254 FE 8e mtsfollowerbanter.esp
254 FE 8f priestsgrantblessings.esp
254 FE 90 secretofrorikstead.esp
254 FE 91 Shaders of Solstheim.esp
86 56 Fluffworks.esp
254 FE 92 Skyrim Snow Dogs.esp
254 FE 93 Bears of the North.esp
87 57 StormLightning.esp
88 58 ENB Light.esp
254 FE 94 ELFX Shadow - ELFX Exteriors Patch.esp
254 FE 95 Lux Via - Blended Roads Bridges Texture sets.esp
254 FE 96 Embers XD - Patch - Goldenhills Plantation.esp
254 FE 97 Embers XD - Patch - ELFX.esp
254 FE 98 Embers XD - Fire Magick Add-On.esp
254 FE 99 BetterQuestObjectives-CRFPatch.esp
254 FE 9a BetterQuestObjectives-DBForevertoMisc.esp
254 FE 9b BetterQuestObjectives-PaarDilemmaPatch.esp
254 FE 9c BetterQuestObjectives-AFTPatch.esp
254 FE 9d BetterQuestObjectives - LOTD Patch.esp
254 FE 9e DBM_ELFX_Patch.esp
254 FE 9f DBM_ForgottenCity_Patch.esp
254 FE a0 DBM_IA_Patch.esp
254 FE a1 DBM_RSChildren_Patch.esp
254 FE a2 DBM_SMIM_Patch.esp
254 FE a3 DBM_UnreadBooksGlow_Patch.esp
254 FE a4 CC-FearsomeFists_WACCF_Patch.esp
254 FE a5 WACCF_Survival Mode_Patch.esp
254 FE a6 DBM_WACCF_Patch.esp
FNIS.esp
FNISspells.esp
254 FE a7 RS Children - AI Overhaul AE edition Patch.esp
254 FE a8 RSC Forgotten City Patch.esp
254 FE a9 AI Overhaul - Relationship Dialogue Overhaul Patch.esp
254 FE aa RSC 3DNPC Patch.esp
254 FE ab RSC CRF Patch.esp
254 FE ac RSChildren + AI Overhaul Patch.esp
254 FE ad CFTO_fix.esp
254 FE ae CC-Fishing_WACCF_Patch.esp
254 FE af CC-NecromanticGrimoire_WACCF_Patch.esp
254 FE b0 ZimsImmersiveArtifacts_WACCF_Patch.esp
254 FE b1 CuttingRoomFloor_WACCF_Patch.esp
254 FE b2 Hothtrooper44_ArmorCompilation_WACCF_Patch.esp
254 FE b3 RSChildren_WACCF_Patch.esp
254 FE b4 Immersive Encounters - RS Children Patch.esp
254 FE b5 CWOLeveled.esp
254 FE b6 DBM_CoSRetexture_Patch.esp
254 FE b7 LoS II - LotD patch.esp
254 FE b8 GDOS - Glorious Solitude Door - Rotation Fix.esp
254 FE b9 GDOS - Splendid Mechanized Dwemer Door.esp
89 59 FasterMiningPlusSE.esp
254 FE ba SMIM Fixes.esp
254 FE bb LoS II - HelgenReborn patch.esp
Embers XD - Patch - ENB Light.esp
90 5a Ordinator - Perks of Skyrim.esp
91 5b Apocalypse - Ordinator Compatibility Patch.esp
254 FE bc Ordinator_WACCF_Patch.esp
92 5c Alternate Start - Live Another Life.esp
254 FE bd BetterQuestObjectives-AlternateStartPatch.esp
254 FE be Alternate Start - Live Another Life_WACCF_Patch.esp
93 5d Water for ENB (Shades of Skyrim).esp
254 FE bf Water for ENB - Patch - Rudy ENB.esp
254 FE c0 Natural Waterfalls - Water for ENB Patch (Shades of Skyrim).esp
94 5e Lux.esp
254 FE c1 Lux - 3DNPC patch.esp
254 FE c2 Lux - Legacy of the Dragonborn patch.esp
254 FE c3 Lux - USSEP patch.esp
254 FE c4 Lux - 3DNPC Alternate Start patch.esp
254 FE c5 Lux - AOS Cathedral Weathers Compatibility Patch.esp
254 FE c6 Lux - Bittercup Patch.esp
254 FE c7 Lux - Bloodchill Manor patch.esp
254 FE c8 Lux - CC Fish patch.esp
254 FE c9 Lux - Cuting Room Floor.esp
254 FE ca Lux - Dawnfang CC.esp
254 FE cb Lux - Dead Mans Dread Patch.esp
254 FE cc Lux - Elite Crossbows.esp
254 FE cd Lux - Water for ENB patch.esp
254 FE ce Lux - Embers XD patch.esp
254 FE cf Lux - Farmer patch.esp
254 FE d0 Lux - Forgotten City.esp
254 FE d1 Lux - Forgotten Seasons.esp
254 FE d2 Lux - Ghosts of the Tribunal CC.esp
254 FE d3 Lux - Goblins CC.esp
254 FE d4 Lux - Goldbrand CC.esp
254 FE d5 Lux - Hendraheim patch.esp
254 FE d6 Lux - Hidden Hideouts of Skyrim patch.esp
254 FE d7 Lux - JK's Skyrim.esp
254 FE d8 Lux - Live Another Life patch.esp
254 FE d9 Lux - Nchuanthumz Dwarven Home patch.esp
254 FE da Lux - Necrohouse patch.esp
254 FE db Lux - Pets of Skyrim CC.esp
254 FE dc Lux - Saints and Seducers patch.esp
254 FE dd Lux - Shadowfoot Sanctum patch.esp
254 FE de Lux - Staff of Hasedoki CC.esp
254 FE df Lux - The Cause patch.esp
254 FE e0 Lux - Tundra Homestead patch.esp
254 FE e1 Lux - Umbra CC.esp
254 FE e2 Lux - Vigil Enforcer CC.esp
254 FE e3 Lux - Watchtowers of Skyrim patch.esp
254 FE e4 Lux - Water for ENB (Shades of skyrim) patch.esp
254 FE e5 Lux - Clockwork.esp
Lux - Brighter interior nights.esp
Lux - HelgenReborn.esp
Lux - Brighter Templates.esp
95 5f DynDOLOD.esp
254 FE e6 Occlusion.esp
Which INI do you guys need that i can provide? I have a bunch of them. prefs, config, skyrim, texgen, dyynolod, enb, enblocal, enbseires...so many of them.
Now its the right window of MO2
1nivWICCloaks.esp
3DNPC - AI Overhaul patch.esp
3DNPC - CRF Patch.esp
3DNPC - MM Moss Patch.esp
3DNPC Alternative Locations.esp
3DNPC.esp
3DNPC0.esp
3DNPC1.esp
_ResourcePack.esl
ACLine_Whiterun.esp
AI Overhaul - Cutting Room Floor Patch.esp
AI Overhaul - Relationship Dialogue Overhaul Patch.esp
AI Overhaul.esp
Alternate Start - Live Another Life.esp
Alternate Start - Live Another Life_WACCF_Patch.esp
AmazingFollowerTweaks.esp
Animated Carriage Additional Route 0.esp
Animated Carriage Additional Route.esp
AnimatedCarriage.esm
AnimatedShips.esl
AOS_EBT Patch.esp
AOS_ISC_Integration.esp
Apocalypse - Magic of Skyrim.esp
Apocalypse - Ordinator Compatibility Patch.esp
Audio Overhaul Skyrim.esp
BarenziahQuestMarkers.esp
Bears of the North.esp
BetterQuestObjectives - LOTD Patch.esp
BetterQuestObjectives-AFTPatch.esp
BetterQuestObjectives-AlternateStartPatch.esp
BetterQuestObjectives-CRFPatch.esp
BetterQuestObjectives-DBForevertoMisc.esp
BetterQuestObjectives-PaarDilemmaPatch.esp
BetterQuestObjectives.esp
Cathedral - Water.esp
Cathedral Landscapes.esp
Cathedral Weathers - Patch - Rudy ENB.esp
Cathedral Weathers.esp
CBBE.esp
CC-FearsomeFists_WACCF_Patch.esp
CC-Fishing_WACCF_Patch.esp
CC-NecromanticGrimoire_WACCF_Patch.esp
ccafdsse001-dwesanctuary.esm
ccasvsse001-almsivi.esm
ccBGSSSE001-Fish.esm
ccbgssse002-exoticarrows.esl
ccbgssse003-zombies.esl
ccbgssse004-ruinsedge.esl
ccbgssse005-goldbrand.esl
ccbgssse006-stendarshammer.esl
ccbgssse007-chrysamere.esl
ccbgssse008-wraithguard.esl
ccbgssse013-dawnfang.esl
ccbgssse014-spellpack01.esl
ccbgssse016-umbra.esm
ccbgssse018-shadowrend.esl
ccbgssse019-staffofsheogorath.esl
ccbgssse020-graycowl.esl
ccbgssse021-lordsmail.esl
ccBGSSSE025-AdvDSGS.esm
ccbgssse031-advcyrus.esm
ccbgssse034-mntuni.esl
ccbgssse035-petnhound.esl
ccbgssse036-petbwolf.esl
ccBGSSSE037-Curios.esl
ccbgssse038-bowofshadows.esl
ccbgssse040-advobgobs.esl
ccbgssse041-netchleather.esl
ccbgssse043-crosselv.esl
ccbgssse045-hasedoki.esl
ccbgssse050-ba_daedric.esl
ccbgssse051-ba_daedricmail.esl
ccbgssse052-ba_iron.esl
ccbgssse053-ba_leather.esl
ccbgssse054-ba_orcish.esl
ccbgssse055-ba_orcishscaled.esl
ccbgssse056-ba_silver.esl
ccbgssse057-ba_stalhrim.esl
ccbgssse058-ba_steel.esl
ccbgssse059-ba_dragonplate.esl
ccbgssse060-ba_dragonscale.esl
ccbgssse061-ba_dwarven.esl
ccbgssse062-ba_dwarvenmail.esl
ccbgssse063-ba_ebony.esl
ccbgssse066-staves.esl
ccbgssse067-daedinv.esm
ccbgssse068-bloodfall.esl
ccbgssse069-contest.esl
cccbhsse001-gaunt.esl
ccedhsse001-norjewel.esl
ccedhsse002-splkntset.esl
ccedhsse003-redguard.esl
cceejsse001-hstead.esm
cceejsse002-tower.esl
cceejsse003-hollow.esl
cceejsse004-hall.esl
cceejsse005-cave.esm
ccffbsse001-imperialdragon.esl
ccffbsse002-crossbowpack.esl
ccfsvsse001-backpacks.esl
cckrtsse001_altar.esl
ccmtysse001-knightsofthenine.esl
ccmtysse002-ve.esl
ccpewsse002-armsofchaos.esl
ccQDRSSE001-SurvivalMode.esl
ccqdrsse002-firewood.esl
ccrmssse001-necrohouse.esl
cctwbsse001-puzzledungeon.esm
ccvsvsse001-winter.esl
ccvsvsse002-pets.esl
ccvsvsse003-necroarts.esl
ccvsvsse004-beafarmer.esl
CFTO-CoveredCarriages.esp
CFTO-JK-Patch.esp
CFTO-Lanterns.esp
CFTO.esp
CFTO_Bittercup_JKs_Skyrim_Patch.esp
CFTO_fix.esp
Civil War Overhaul.esp
Cloaks - Dawnguard.esp
Cloaks - USSEP Patch.esp
Cloaks.esp
Cloaks_WACCF_Patch.esp
Clockwork.esp
Cutting Room Floor.esp
CuttingRoomFloor_WACCF_Patch.esp
CWOLeveled.esp
Dawnguard.esm
DBM_CloaksofSkyrim_Patch.esp
DBM_Clockwork_Patch.esp
DBM_CoSRetexture_Patch.esp
DBM_CRF_Patch.esp
DBM_ELFX_Patch.esp
DBM_ELFXExteriors_Patch.esp
DBM_ForgottenCity_Patch.esp
DBM_HelgenReborn_Patch.esp
DBM_IA_Patch.esp
DBM_ISC_Patch.esp
DBM_JKSkyrim_Patch.esp
DBM_RSChildren_Patch.esp
DBM_SMIM_Patch.esp
DBM_UnreadBooksGlow_Patch.esp
DBM_WACCF_Patch.esp
DBM_ZimsThaneWeapons_Patch.esp
dD - Enhanced Blood Main.esp
DIbella's Blessing.esp
Dragonborn.esm
DynDOLOD.esm
DynDOLOD.esp
EBT - IC PATCH.esp **NOT ENABLED**
ELAF POI - CRF Compatible.esl
ELFX - Exteriors.esp
ELFX Shadow - ELFX Exteriors Patch.esp
ELFX Shadows.esp
Embers XD - Fire Magick Add-On.esp
Embers XD - Patch - ELFX.esp
Embers XD - Patch - ENB Light.esp **NOT ENABLED**
Embers XD - Patch - Goldenhills Plantation.esp
Embers XD - Patch - JKs Skyrim & LOS2 & ELFX Exteriors.esp
Embers XD - Patch - Lux Via.esp
Embers XD.esp
ENB Light.esp
EnhancedLightsandFX.esp
Environs - Whiterun Watchtower.esp
Extended Encounters.esp
Fabled Forests.esp
FasterMiningPlusSE.esp
FloraOrientalis.esp
Fluffworks.esp
FNIS.esp **NOT ENABLED
FNISspells.esp **NOT ENABLE**
ForgottenCity.esp
GDOS - Glorious Solitude Door - Rotation Fix.esp
GDOS - Splendid Mechanized Dwemer Door.esp
guardencounters.esp
HearthFires.esm
Helgen Reborn.esp
Hidden Hideouts of Skyrim - Merged.esp
Hothtrooper44_Armor_Ecksstra.esp
Hothtrooper44_ArmorCompilation.esp
Hothtrooper44_ArmorCompilation_WACCF_Patch.esp
Immersive Death Cycle.esp
Immersive Encounters - RS Children Patch.esp
Immersive Encounters.esp
Immersive Patrols II.esp
Immersive Sounds - Compendium.esp
JKJ - AI Overhaul Patch.esp
JKJ - USSEP Patch.esp
JKs Skyrim - AI Overhaul Patch.esp
JKs Skyrim.esp
JKs Skyrim_Clockwork_Patch.esp
JKs Skyrim_Cutting Room Floor_Patch.esp
JKs Skyrim_Thunderchild_Patch.esp
KS Hairdo's.esp
Lanterns Of Skyrim II.esm
LegacyoftheDragonborn.esm
LoS II - 3DNPC addon.esp
LoS II - CRF patch.esp
LoS II - ELFX patch.esp
LoS II - HelgenReborn patch.esp
LoS II - JKs Skyrim patch.esp
LoS II - LotD patch.esp
LoS II - SMIM patch.esp
LoS II - USSEP patch.esp
Lux - 3DNPC Alternate Start patch.esp
Lux - 3DNPC patch.esp
Lux - AOS Cathedral Weathers Compatibility Patch.esp
Lux - Bittercup Patch.esp
Lux - Bloodchill Manor patch.esp
Lux - Brighter interior nights.esp **NOT ENABLED*
Lux - Brighter Templates.esp **NOT ENABLE**
Lux - CC Fish patch.esp
Lux - Clockwork.esp
Lux - Cuting Room Floor.esp
Lux - Dawnfang CC.esp
Lux - Dead Mans Dread Patch.esp
Lux - Elite Crossbows.esp
Lux - Embers XD patch.esp
Lux - Farmer patch.esp
Lux - Forgotten City.esp
Lux - Forgotten Seasons.esp
Lux - Ghosts of the Tribunal CC.esp
Lux - Goblins CC.esp
Lux - Goldbrand CC.esp
Lux - HelgenReborn.esp **NOT ENABLED**
Lux - Hendraheim patch.esp
Lux - Hidden Hideouts of Skyrim patch.esp
Lux - JK's Skyrim.esp
Lux - Legacy of the Dragonborn patch.esp
Lux - Live Another Life patch.esp
Lux - Master plugin.esm
Lux - Nchuanthumz Dwarven Home patch.esp
Lux - Necrohouse patch.esp
Lux - Pets of Skyrim CC.esp
Lux - Resources.esp
Lux - Saints and Seducers patch.esp
Lux - Shadowfoot Sanctum patch.esp
Lux - Staff of Hasedoki CC.esp
Lux - The Cause patch.esp
Lux - Tundra Homestead patch.esp
Lux - Umbra CC.esp
Lux - USSEP patch.esp
Lux - Vigil Enforcer CC.esp
Lux - Watchtowers of Skyrim patch.esp
Lux - Water for ENB (Shades of skyrim) patch.esp
Lux - Water for ENB patch.esp
Lux Via - Blended Roads Bridges Texture sets.esp
Lux Via - plugin.esp
Lux Via.esp
Lux.esp
MajesticMountains.esp
MajesticMountains_Landscape.esm
MajesticMountains_Moss.esp
man_DaedricShrines.esp
MCMHelper.esp
moretodo.esp
moretosaycityguards.esp
moretosayfalkreath.esp
moretosaygeneric.esp
moretosaykarthwasten.esp
moretosayriften.esp
moretosayriverwood.esp
moretosayrorikstead.esp
moretosayshorsstone.esp
moretosaywhiterun.esp
moretosaywinterhold.esp
mtsfollowerbanter.esp
Natural Waterfalls - Dawnguard.esp
Natural Waterfalls - Dragonborn.esp
Natural Waterfalls - Water for ENB Patch (Shades of Skyrim).esp
Natural Waterfalls.esp
NightEyeENBFix.esp
Northern Roads.esp
NW Water Add On.esp
Obsidian Mountain Fogs.esm
Occlusion.esp
Ordinator - Perks of Skyrim.esp
Ordinator_WACCF_Patch.esp
PAN_NPCs_Males.esp
PAN_NPCs_Males2.esp
Particle Patch for ENB.esp
Patch- CRF + Wandering Merchants.esp
priestsgrantblessings.esp
Project ja-Kha'jay- Khajiit Diversity.esp
RabbitsOfSkyrim.esp
RaceMenu.esp
RaceMenuMorphsCBBE.esp
RaceMenuPlugin.esp
Radiance.esp
RDO - AFT v1.66 Patch.esp
RDO - CRF + USSEP Patch.esp
RDO - USSEP Patch.esp **NOT ENABLED**
Relationship Dialogue Overhaul.esp
RS Children - AI Overhaul AE edition Patch.esp
RSC 3DNPC Patch.esp
RSC CRF Patch.esp
RSC Forgotten City Patch.esp
RSChildren + AI Overhaul Patch.esp
RSChildren.esp
RSChildren_WACCF_Patch.esp
RSkyrimChildren.esm
RUSTIC SOULGEMS - Sorted.esp
RW08WanderingMerchants.esp
secretofrorikstead.esp
Shaders of Solstheim.esp
Shadows.esp
Skoglendi - A Grass Mod.esp
Skyrim Flora Overhaul.esp
Skyrim Snow Dogs.esp
Skyrim.esm
SkyUI_SE.esp
SMIM Fixes.esp
SMIM-SE-Merged-All.esp
SnowOverSkyrim.esp
Sons of Nirn - Whiterun.esp
Stave Churches - All.esp
StormLightning.esp
The Paarthurnax Dilemma.esp
Thunderchild - Epic Shout Package.esp
unofficial skyrim creation club content patch.esl **NOT ENABLED**
Unofficial Skyrim Special Edition Patch.esp
UnreadBooksGlow.esp
Update.esm
Verdant - A Skyrim Grass Plugin SSE Version.esp
Vinland Grass Patch.esp
WACCF_Survival Mode_Patch.esp
Watchtowers of Skyrim.esp
Water for ENB (Shades of Skyrim).esp
Water for ENB - Patch - ELFX Shadows.esp
Water for ENB - Patch - Folkvangr.esp **NOT ENABLED**
Water for ENB - Patch - Rudy ENB.esp
Water for ENB.esm
waterplants.esp
Weapons Armor Clothing & Clutter Fixes.esp
WSLightFade.esp
XPMSE.esp
ZIA_Complete Pack.esp
ZimsImmersiveArtifacts_WACCF_Patch.esp
submitted by air401 to skyrimmods [link] [comments]
What information do you guys need to give me a headsup on what i need to fix or look at?
I have xedit'd my mods, fixed wild edits manually, completed all the autoclean edits, double checked my load order an tried all the suggested ini fixes i could find. I just cant get it to show up. I know i have multiple landdscape and grass modds but i also have a good amount of patches involved as well.
Heres my load order atm with all conflicts resolved that were originally prompted to me through LOOT. All 200+(mods, not conflicts) of them. Wall of text.
1st is the left window of MO2
0 0 Skyrim.esm
1 1 Update.esm
2 2 Dawnguard.esm
3 3 HearthFires.esm
4 4 Dragonborn.esm
5 5 ccasvsse001-almsivi.esm
6 6 ccBGSSSE001-Fish.esm
254 FE 0 ccbgssse002-exoticarrows.esl
254 FE 1 ccbgssse003-zombies.esl
254 FE 2 ccbgssse004-ruinsedge.esl
254 FE 3 ccbgssse005-goldbrand.esl
254 FE 4 ccbgssse006-stendarshammer.esl
254 FE 5 ccbgssse007-chrysamere.esl
254 FE 6 ccbgssse014-spellpack01.esl
254 FE 7 ccbgssse019-staffofsheogorath.esl
254 FE 8 ccbgssse020-graycowl.esl
254 FE 9 ccbgssse021-lordsmail.esl
254 FE a ccmtysse001-knightsofthenine.esl
254 FE b ccQDRSSE001-SurvivalMode.esl
7 7 cctwbsse001-puzzledungeon.esm
8 8 cceejsse001-hstead.esm
254 FE c ccqdrsse002-firewood.esl
254 FE d ccbgssse018-shadowrend.esl
254 FE e ccbgssse035-petnhound.esl
254 FE f ccfsvsse001-backpacks.esl
254 FE 10 cceejsse002-tower.esl
254 FE 11 ccedhsse001-norjewel.esl
254 FE 12 ccvsvsse002-pets.esl
254 FE 13 ccBGSSSE037-Curios.esl
254 FE 14 ccbgssse034-mntuni.esl
254 FE 15 ccbgssse045-hasedoki.esl
254 FE 16 ccbgssse008-wraithguard.esl
254 FE 17 ccbgssse036-petbwolf.esl
254 FE 18 ccffbsse001-imperialdragon.esl
254 FE 19 ccmtysse002-ve.esl
254 FE 1a ccbgssse043-crosselv.esl
254 FE 1b ccvsvsse001-winter.esl
254 FE 1c cceejsse003-hollow.esl
9 9 ccbgssse016-umbra.esm
10 a ccbgssse031-advcyrus.esm
254 FE 1d ccbgssse038-bowofshadows.esl
254 FE 1e ccbgssse040-advobgobs.esl
254 FE 1f ccbgssse050-ba_daedric.esl
254 FE 20 ccbgssse052-ba_iron.esl
254 FE 21 ccbgssse054-ba_orcish.esl
254 FE 22 ccbgssse058-ba_steel.esl
254 FE 23 ccbgssse059-ba_dragonplate.esl
254 FE 24 ccbgssse061-ba_dwarven.esl
254 FE 25 ccpewsse002-armsofchaos.esl
254 FE 26 ccbgssse041-netchleather.esl
254 FE 27 ccedhsse002-splkntset.esl
254 FE 28 ccbgssse063-ba_ebony.esl
254 FE 29 ccbgssse062-ba_dwarvenmail.esl
254 FE 2a ccbgssse060-ba_dragonscale.esl
254 FE 2b ccbgssse056-ba_silver.esl
254 FE 2c ccbgssse055-ba_orcishscaled.esl
254 FE 2d ccbgssse053-ba_leather.esl
254 FE 2e ccbgssse051-ba_daedricmail.esl
254 FE 2f ccbgssse057-ba_stalhrim.esl
254 FE 30 ccbgssse066-staves.esl
11 b ccbgssse067-daedinv.esm
254 FE 31 ccbgssse068-bloodfall.esl
254 FE 32 ccbgssse069-contest.esl
254 FE 33 ccvsvsse003-necroarts.esl
254 FE 34 ccvsvsse004-beafarmer.esl
12 c ccBGSSSE025-AdvDSGS.esm
254 FE 35 ccffbsse002-crossbowpack.esl
254 FE 36 ccbgssse013-dawnfang.esl
254 FE 37 ccrmssse001-necrohouse.esl
254 FE 38 ccedhsse003-redguard.esl
254 FE 39 cceejsse004-hall.esl
13 d cceejsse005-cave.esm
254 FE 3a cckrtsse001_altar.esl
254 FE 3b cccbhsse001-gaunt.esl
14 e ccafdsse001-dwesanctuary.esm
254 FE 3c _ResourcePack.esl
unofficial skyrim creation club content patch.esl
15 f Unofficial Skyrim Special Edition Patch.esp
16 10 RSkyrimChildren.esm
17 11 MajesticMountains_Landscape.esm
18 12 Lanterns Of Skyrim II.esm
19 13 LegacyoftheDragonborn.esm
20 14 3DNPC.esp
21 15 Water for ENB.esm
22 16 Natural Waterfalls.esp
23 17 Obsidian Mountain Fogs.esm
254 FE 3d MajesticMountains_Moss.esp
254 FE 3e AnimatedShips.esl
254 FE 3f ELAF POI - CRF Compatible.esl
254 FE 40 Lux - Master plugin.esm
254 FE 41 Natural Waterfalls - Dawnguard.esp
254 FE 42 Natural Waterfalls - Dragonborn.esp
24 18 AnimatedCarriage.esm
254 FE 43 3DNPC - MM Moss Patch.esp
254 FE 44 Lux - Resources.esp
25 19 Lux Via.esp
26 1a DynDOLOD.esm
EBT - IC PATCH.esp
Water for ENB - Patch - Folkvangr.esp
27 1b SkyUI_SE.esp
254 FE 45 Particle Patch for ENB.esp
28 1c SMIM-SE-Merged-All.esp
29 1d Audio Overhaul Skyrim.esp
30 1e Immersive Sounds - Compendium.esp
254 FE 46 AOS_ISC_Integration.esp
31 1f EnhancedLightsandFX.esp
32 20 Fabled Forests.esp
33 21 Northern Roads.esp
254 FE 47 ELFX Shadows.esp
34 22 Weapons Armor Clothing & Clutter Fixes.esp
35 23 Shadows.esp
36 24 ELFX - Exteriors.esp
254 FE 48 Verdant - A Skyrim Grass Plugin SSE Version.esp
37 25 JKs Skyrim.esp
38 26 Relationship Dialogue Overhaul.esp
39 27 Vinland Grass Patch.esp
40 28 Cutting Room Floor.esp
41 29 AI Overhaul.esp
254 FE 49 Lux Via - plugin.esp
42 2a Civil War Overhaul.esp
43 2b Helgen Reborn.esp
254 FE 4a LoS II - JKs Skyrim patch.esp
44 2c Embers XD.esp
45 2d Immersive Encounters.esp
46 2e Thunderchild - Epic Shout Package.esp
47 2f Hothtrooper44_ArmorCompilation.esp
48 30 Hidden Hideouts of Skyrim - Merged.esp
49 31 Skyrim Flora Overhaul.esp
254 FE 4b MajesticMountains.esp
50 32 CFTO.esp
254 FE 4c man_DaedricShrines.esp
254 FE 4d Stave Churches - All.esp
254 FE 4e JKs Skyrim - AI Overhaul Patch.esp
51 33 Cloaks.esp
254 FE 4f DBM_ISC_Patch.esp
52 34 ZIA_Complete Pack.esp
254 FE 50 DBM_HelgenReborn_Patch.esp
53 35 Clockwork.esp
54 36 Cathedral Landscapes.esp
55 37 waterplants.esp
254 FE 51 WSLightFade.esp
254 FE 52 LoS II - ELFX patch.esp
56 38 Watchtowers of Skyrim.esp
254 FE 53 BetterQuestObjectives.esp
254 FE 54 moretodo.esp
254 FE 55 LoS II - CRF patch.esp
Embers XD - Patch - JKs Skyrim & LOS2 & ELFX Exteriors.esp
57 39 Immersive Patrols II.esp
254 FE 56 CFTO-JK-Patch.esp
58 3a RabbitsOfSkyrim.esp
254 FE 57 DBM_ELFXExteriors_Patch.esp
254 FE 58 DBM_JKSkyrim_Patch.esp
254 FE 59 moretosayfalkreath.esp
254 FE 5a Project ja-Kha'jay- Khajiit Diversity.esp
254 FE 5b JKs Skyrim_Clockwork_Patch.esp
254 FE 5c DBM_CRF_Patch.esp
254 FE 5d Environs - Whiterun Watchtower.esp
254 FE 5e 3DNPC Alternative Locations.esp
59 3b ForgottenCity.esp
254 FE 5f JKs Skyrim_Cutting Room Floor_Patch.esp
254 FE 60 RW08WanderingMerchants.esp
254 FE 61 DIbella's Blessing.esp
254 FE 62 3DNPC - AI Overhaul patch.esp
60 3c The Paarthurnax Dilemma.esp
254 FE 63 LoS II - 3DNPC addon.esp
254 FE 64 CFTO_Bittercup_JKs_Skyrim_Patch.esp
254 FE 65 moretosayrorikstead.esp
254 FE 66 Embers XD - Patch - Lux Via.esp
61 3d PAN_NPCs_Males.esp
62 3e PAN_NPCs_Males2.esp
254 FE 67 Sons of Nirn - Whiterun.esp
254 FE 68 AI Overhaul - Cutting Room Floor Patch.esp
254 FE 69 CFTO-Lanterns.esp
254 FE 6a ACLine_Whiterun.esp
254 FE 6b Animated Carriage Additional Route.esp
254 FE 6c Animated Carriage Additional Route 0.esp
254 FE 6d CFTO-CoveredCarriages.esp
254 FE 6e moretosaywhiterun.esp
254 FE 6f LoS II - SMIM patch.esp
254 FE 70 moretosayriverwood.esp
254 FE 71 moretosayshorsstone.esp
254 FE 72 LoS II - USSEP patch.esp
254 FE 73 JKs Skyrim_Thunderchild_Patch.esp
254 FE 74 DBM_ZimsThaneWeapons_Patch.esp
254 FE 75 DBM_CloaksofSkyrim_Patch.esp
254 FE 76 DBM_Clockwork_Patch.esp
63 3f Apocalypse - Magic of Skyrim.esp
64 40 dD - Enhanced Blood Main.esp
254 FE 77 SnowOverSkyrim.esp
254 FE 78 MCMHelper.esp
65 41 RaceMenu.esp
66 42 XPMSE.esp
254 FE 79 CBBE.esp
67 43 RaceMenuPlugin.esp
68 44 RaceMenuMorphsCBBE.esp
69 45 AmazingFollowerTweaks.esp
70 46 Cathedral Weathers.esp
71 47 RDO - AFT v1.66 Patch.esp
72 48 RDO - CRF + USSEP Patch.esp
RDO - USSEP Patch.esp
254 FE 7a Cathedral Weathers - Patch - Rudy ENB.esp
254 FE 7b NightEyeENBFix.esp
73 49 Hothtrooper44_Armor_Ecksstra.esp
74 4a KS Hairdo's.esp
75 4b Cloaks - USSEP Patch.esp
76 4c Cloaks - Dawnguard.esp
77 4d RSChildren.esp
78 4e BarenziahQuestMarkers.esp
79 4f UnreadBooksGlow.esp
254 FE 7c AOS_EBT Patch.esp
254 FE 7d 3DNPC - CRF Patch.esp
254 FE 7e 3DNPC0.esp
254 FE 7f 3DNPC1.esp
80 50 RUSTIC SOULGEMS - Sorted.esp
254 FE 80 Cloaks_WACCF_Patch.esp
81 51 1nivWICCloaks.esp
254 FE 81 Skoglendi - A Grass Mod.esp
82 52 FloraOrientalis.esp
254 FE 82 Water for ENB - Patch - ELFX Shadows.esp
83 53 Cathedral - Water.esp
254 FE 83 NW Water Add On.esp
84 54 Extended Encounters.esp
85 55 Radiance.esp
254 FE 84 Patch- CRF + Wandering Merchants.esp
254 FE 85 JKJ - AI Overhaul Patch.esp
254 FE 86 JKJ - USSEP Patch.esp
254 FE 87 Immersive Death Cycle.esp
254 FE 88 moretosaycityguards.esp
254 FE 89 guardencounters.esp
254 FE 8a moretosaygeneric.esp
254 FE 8b moretosaykarthwasten.esp
254 FE 8c moretosayriften.esp
254 FE 8d moretosaywinterhold.esp
254 FE 8e mtsfollowerbanter.esp
254 FE 8f priestsgrantblessings.esp
254 FE 90 secretofrorikstead.esp
254 FE 91 Shaders of Solstheim.esp
86 56 Fluffworks.esp
254 FE 92 Skyrim Snow Dogs.esp
254 FE 93 Bears of the North.esp
87 57 StormLightning.esp
88 58 ENB Light.esp
254 FE 94 ELFX Shadow - ELFX Exteriors Patch.esp
254 FE 95 Lux Via - Blended Roads Bridges Texture sets.esp
254 FE 96 Embers XD - Patch - Goldenhills Plantation.esp
254 FE 97 Embers XD - Patch - ELFX.esp
254 FE 98 Embers XD - Fire Magick Add-On.esp
254 FE 99 BetterQuestObjectives-CRFPatch.esp
254 FE 9a BetterQuestObjectives-DBForevertoMisc.esp
254 FE 9b BetterQuestObjectives-PaarDilemmaPatch.esp
254 FE 9c BetterQuestObjectives-AFTPatch.esp
254 FE 9d BetterQuestObjectives - LOTD Patch.esp
254 FE 9e DBM_ELFX_Patch.esp
254 FE 9f DBM_ForgottenCity_Patch.esp
254 FE a0 DBM_IA_Patch.esp
254 FE a1 DBM_RSChildren_Patch.esp
254 FE a2 DBM_SMIM_Patch.esp
254 FE a3 DBM_UnreadBooksGlow_Patch.esp
254 FE a4 CC-FearsomeFists_WACCF_Patch.esp
254 FE a5 WACCF_Survival Mode_Patch.esp
254 FE a6 DBM_WACCF_Patch.esp
FNIS.esp
FNISspells.esp
254 FE a7 RS Children - AI Overhaul AE edition Patch.esp
254 FE a8 RSC Forgotten City Patch.esp
254 FE a9 AI Overhaul - Relationship Dialogue Overhaul Patch.esp
254 FE aa RSC 3DNPC Patch.esp
254 FE ab RSC CRF Patch.esp
254 FE ac RSChildren + AI Overhaul Patch.esp
254 FE ad CFTO_fix.esp
254 FE ae CC-Fishing_WACCF_Patch.esp
254 FE af CC-NecromanticGrimoire_WACCF_Patch.esp
254 FE b0 ZimsImmersiveArtifacts_WACCF_Patch.esp
254 FE b1 CuttingRoomFloor_WACCF_Patch.esp
254 FE b2 Hothtrooper44_ArmorCompilation_WACCF_Patch.esp
254 FE b3 RSChildren_WACCF_Patch.esp
254 FE b4 Immersive Encounters - RS Children Patch.esp
254 FE b5 CWOLeveled.esp
254 FE b6 DBM_CoSRetexture_Patch.esp
254 FE b7 LoS II - LotD patch.esp
254 FE b8 GDOS - Glorious Solitude Door - Rotation Fix.esp
254 FE b9 GDOS - Splendid Mechanized Dwemer Door.esp
89 59 FasterMiningPlusSE.esp
254 FE ba SMIM Fixes.esp
254 FE bb LoS II - HelgenReborn patch.esp
Embers XD - Patch - ENB Light.esp
90 5a Ordinator - Perks of Skyrim.esp
91 5b Apocalypse - Ordinator Compatibility Patch.esp
254 FE bc Ordinator_WACCF_Patch.esp
92 5c Alternate Start - Live Another Life.esp
254 FE bd BetterQuestObjectives-AlternateStartPatch.esp
254 FE be Alternate Start - Live Another Life_WACCF_Patch.esp
93 5d Water for ENB (Shades of Skyrim).esp
254 FE bf Water for ENB - Patch - Rudy ENB.esp
254 FE c0 Natural Waterfalls - Water for ENB Patch (Shades of Skyrim).esp
94 5e Lux.esp
254 FE c1 Lux - 3DNPC patch.esp
254 FE c2 Lux - Legacy of the Dragonborn patch.esp
254 FE c3 Lux - USSEP patch.esp
254 FE c4 Lux - 3DNPC Alternate Start patch.esp
254 FE c5 Lux - AOS Cathedral Weathers Compatibility Patch.esp
254 FE c6 Lux - Bittercup Patch.esp
254 FE c7 Lux - Bloodchill Manor patch.esp
254 FE c8 Lux - CC Fish patch.esp
254 FE c9 Lux - Cuting Room Floor.esp
254 FE ca Lux - Dawnfang CC.esp
254 FE cb Lux - Dead Mans Dread Patch.esp
254 FE cc Lux - Elite Crossbows.esp
254 FE cd Lux - Water for ENB patch.esp
254 FE ce Lux - Embers XD patch.esp
254 FE cf Lux - Farmer patch.esp
254 FE d0 Lux - Forgotten City.esp
254 FE d1 Lux - Forgotten Seasons.esp
254 FE d2 Lux - Ghosts of the Tribunal CC.esp
254 FE d3 Lux - Goblins CC.esp
254 FE d4 Lux - Goldbrand CC.esp
254 FE d5 Lux - Hendraheim patch.esp
254 FE d6 Lux - Hidden Hideouts of Skyrim patch.esp
254 FE d7 Lux - JK's Skyrim.esp
254 FE d8 Lux - Live Another Life patch.esp
254 FE d9 Lux - Nchuanthumz Dwarven Home patch.esp
254 FE da Lux - Necrohouse patch.esp
254 FE db Lux - Pets of Skyrim CC.esp
254 FE dc Lux - Saints and Seducers patch.esp
254 FE dd Lux - Shadowfoot Sanctum patch.esp
254 FE de Lux - Staff of Hasedoki CC.esp
254 FE df Lux - The Cause patch.esp
254 FE e0 Lux - Tundra Homestead patch.esp
254 FE e1 Lux - Umbra CC.esp
254 FE e2 Lux - Vigil Enforcer CC.esp
254 FE e3 Lux - Watchtowers of Skyrim patch.esp
254 FE e4 Lux - Water for ENB (Shades of skyrim) patch.esp
254 FE e5 Lux - Clockwork.esp
Lux - Brighter interior nights.esp
Lux - HelgenReborn.esp
Lux - Brighter Templates.esp
95 5f DynDOLOD.esp
254 FE e6 Occlusion.esp
Which INI do you guys need that i can provide? I have a bunch of them. prefs, config, skyrim, texgen, dyynolod, enb, enblocal, enbseires...so many of them.
Now its the right window of MO2
1nivWICCloaks.esp
3DNPC - AI Overhaul patch.esp
3DNPC - CRF Patch.esp
3DNPC - MM Moss Patch.esp
3DNPC Alternative Locations.esp
3DNPC.esp
3DNPC0.esp
3DNPC1.esp
_ResourcePack.esl
ACLine_Whiterun.esp
AI Overhaul - Cutting Room Floor Patch.esp
AI Overhaul - Relationship Dialogue Overhaul Patch.esp
AI Overhaul.esp
Alternate Start - Live Another Life.esp
Alternate Start - Live Another Life_WACCF_Patch.esp
AmazingFollowerTweaks.esp
Animated Carriage Additional Route 0.esp
Animated Carriage Additional Route.esp
AnimatedCarriage.esm
AnimatedShips.esl
AOS_EBT Patch.esp
AOS_ISC_Integration.esp
Apocalypse - Magic of Skyrim.esp
Apocalypse - Ordinator Compatibility Patch.esp
Audio Overhaul Skyrim.esp
BarenziahQuestMarkers.esp
Bears of the North.esp
BetterQuestObjectives - LOTD Patch.esp
BetterQuestObjectives-AFTPatch.esp
BetterQuestObjectives-AlternateStartPatch.esp
BetterQuestObjectives-CRFPatch.esp
BetterQuestObjectives-DBForevertoMisc.esp
BetterQuestObjectives-PaarDilemmaPatch.esp
BetterQuestObjectives.esp
Cathedral - Water.esp
Cathedral Landscapes.esp
Cathedral Weathers - Patch - Rudy ENB.esp
Cathedral Weathers.esp
CBBE.esp
CC-FearsomeFists_WACCF_Patch.esp
CC-Fishing_WACCF_Patch.esp
CC-NecromanticGrimoire_WACCF_Patch.esp
ccafdsse001-dwesanctuary.esm
ccasvsse001-almsivi.esm
ccBGSSSE001-Fish.esm
ccbgssse002-exoticarrows.esl
ccbgssse003-zombies.esl
ccbgssse004-ruinsedge.esl
ccbgssse005-goldbrand.esl
ccbgssse006-stendarshammer.esl
ccbgssse007-chrysamere.esl
ccbgssse008-wraithguard.esl
ccbgssse013-dawnfang.esl
ccbgssse014-spellpack01.esl
ccbgssse016-umbra.esm
ccbgssse018-shadowrend.esl
ccbgssse019-staffofsheogorath.esl
ccbgssse020-graycowl.esl
ccbgssse021-lordsmail.esl
ccBGSSSE025-AdvDSGS.esm
ccbgssse031-advcyrus.esm
ccbgssse034-mntuni.esl
ccbgssse035-petnhound.esl
ccbgssse036-petbwolf.esl
ccBGSSSE037-Curios.esl
ccbgssse038-bowofshadows.esl
ccbgssse040-advobgobs.esl
ccbgssse041-netchleather.esl
ccbgssse043-crosselv.esl
ccbgssse045-hasedoki.esl
ccbgssse050-ba_daedric.esl
ccbgssse051-ba_daedricmail.esl
ccbgssse052-ba_iron.esl
ccbgssse053-ba_leather.esl
ccbgssse054-ba_orcish.esl
ccbgssse055-ba_orcishscaled.esl
ccbgssse056-ba_silver.esl
ccbgssse057-ba_stalhrim.esl
ccbgssse058-ba_steel.esl
ccbgssse059-ba_dragonplate.esl
ccbgssse060-ba_dragonscale.esl
ccbgssse061-ba_dwarven.esl
ccbgssse062-ba_dwarvenmail.esl
ccbgssse063-ba_ebony.esl
ccbgssse066-staves.esl
ccbgssse067-daedinv.esm
ccbgssse068-bloodfall.esl
ccbgssse069-contest.esl
cccbhsse001-gaunt.esl
ccedhsse001-norjewel.esl
ccedhsse002-splkntset.esl
ccedhsse003-redguard.esl
cceejsse001-hstead.esm
cceejsse002-tower.esl
cceejsse003-hollow.esl
cceejsse004-hall.esl
cceejsse005-cave.esm
ccffbsse001-imperialdragon.esl
ccffbsse002-crossbowpack.esl
ccfsvsse001-backpacks.esl
cckrtsse001_altar.esl
ccmtysse001-knightsofthenine.esl
ccmtysse002-ve.esl
ccpewsse002-armsofchaos.esl
ccQDRSSE001-SurvivalMode.esl
ccqdrsse002-firewood.esl
ccrmssse001-necrohouse.esl
cctwbsse001-puzzledungeon.esm
ccvsvsse001-winter.esl
ccvsvsse002-pets.esl
ccvsvsse003-necroarts.esl
ccvsvsse004-beafarmer.esl
CFTO-CoveredCarriages.esp
CFTO-JK-Patch.esp
CFTO-Lanterns.esp
CFTO.esp
CFTO_Bittercup_JKs_Skyrim_Patch.esp
CFTO_fix.esp
Civil War Overhaul.esp
Cloaks - Dawnguard.esp
Cloaks - USSEP Patch.esp
Cloaks.esp
Cloaks_WACCF_Patch.esp
Clockwork.esp
Cutting Room Floor.esp
CuttingRoomFloor_WACCF_Patch.esp
CWOLeveled.esp
Dawnguard.esm
DBM_CloaksofSkyrim_Patch.esp
DBM_Clockwork_Patch.esp
DBM_CoSRetexture_Patch.esp
DBM_CRF_Patch.esp
DBM_ELFX_Patch.esp
DBM_ELFXExteriors_Patch.esp
DBM_ForgottenCity_Patch.esp
DBM_HelgenReborn_Patch.esp
DBM_IA_Patch.esp
DBM_ISC_Patch.esp
DBM_JKSkyrim_Patch.esp
DBM_RSChildren_Patch.esp
DBM_SMIM_Patch.esp
DBM_UnreadBooksGlow_Patch.esp
DBM_WACCF_Patch.esp
DBM_ZimsThaneWeapons_Patch.esp
dD - Enhanced Blood Main.esp
DIbella's Blessing.esp
Dragonborn.esm
DynDOLOD.esm
DynDOLOD.esp
EBT - IC PATCH.esp **NOT ENABLED**
ELAF POI - CRF Compatible.esl
ELFX - Exteriors.esp
ELFX Shadow - ELFX Exteriors Patch.esp
ELFX Shadows.esp
Embers XD - Fire Magick Add-On.esp
Embers XD - Patch - ELFX.esp
Embers XD - Patch - ENB Light.esp **NOT ENABLED**
Embers XD - Patch - Goldenhills Plantation.esp
Embers XD - Patch - JKs Skyrim & LOS2 & ELFX Exteriors.esp
Embers XD - Patch - Lux Via.esp
Embers XD.esp
ENB Light.esp
EnhancedLightsandFX.esp
Environs - Whiterun Watchtower.esp
Extended Encounters.esp
Fabled Forests.esp
FasterMiningPlusSE.esp
FloraOrientalis.esp
Fluffworks.esp
FNIS.esp **NOT ENABLED
FNISspells.esp **NOT ENABLE**
ForgottenCity.esp
GDOS - Glorious Solitude Door - Rotation Fix.esp
GDOS - Splendid Mechanized Dwemer Door.esp
guardencounters.esp
HearthFires.esm
Helgen Reborn.esp
Hidden Hideouts of Skyrim - Merged.esp
Hothtrooper44_Armor_Ecksstra.esp
Hothtrooper44_ArmorCompilation.esp
Hothtrooper44_ArmorCompilation_WACCF_Patch.esp
Immersive Death Cycle.esp
Immersive Encounters - RS Children Patch.esp
Immersive Encounters.esp
Immersive Patrols II.esp
Immersive Sounds - Compendium.esp
JKJ - AI Overhaul Patch.esp
JKJ - USSEP Patch.esp
JKs Skyrim - AI Overhaul Patch.esp
JKs Skyrim.esp
JKs Skyrim_Clockwork_Patch.esp
JKs Skyrim_Cutting Room Floor_Patch.esp
JKs Skyrim_Thunderchild_Patch.esp
KS Hairdo's.esp
Lanterns Of Skyrim II.esm
LegacyoftheDragonborn.esm
LoS II - 3DNPC addon.esp
LoS II - CRF patch.esp
LoS II - ELFX patch.esp
LoS II - HelgenReborn patch.esp
LoS II - JKs Skyrim patch.esp
LoS II - LotD patch.esp
LoS II - SMIM patch.esp
LoS II - USSEP patch.esp
Lux - 3DNPC Alternate Start patch.esp
Lux - 3DNPC patch.esp
Lux - AOS Cathedral Weathers Compatibility Patch.esp
Lux - Bittercup Patch.esp
Lux - Bloodchill Manor patch.esp
Lux - Brighter interior nights.esp **NOT ENABLED*
Lux - Brighter Templates.esp **NOT ENABLE**
Lux - CC Fish patch.esp
Lux - Clockwork.esp
Lux - Cuting Room Floor.esp
Lux - Dawnfang CC.esp
Lux - Dead Mans Dread Patch.esp
Lux - Elite Crossbows.esp
Lux - Embers XD patch.esp
Lux - Farmer patch.esp
Lux - Forgotten City.esp
Lux - Forgotten Seasons.esp
Lux - Ghosts of the Tribunal CC.esp
Lux - Goblins CC.esp
Lux - Goldbrand CC.esp
Lux - HelgenReborn.esp **NOT ENABLED**
Lux - Hendraheim patch.esp
Lux - Hidden Hideouts of Skyrim patch.esp
Lux - JK's Skyrim.esp
Lux - Legacy of the Dragonborn patch.esp
Lux - Live Another Life patch.esp
Lux - Master plugin.esm
Lux - Nchuanthumz Dwarven Home patch.esp
Lux - Necrohouse patch.esp
Lux - Pets of Skyrim CC.esp
Lux - Resources.esp
Lux - Saints and Seducers patch.esp
Lux - Shadowfoot Sanctum patch.esp
Lux - Staff of Hasedoki CC.esp
Lux - The Cause patch.esp
Lux - Tundra Homestead patch.esp
Lux - Umbra CC.esp
Lux - USSEP patch.esp
Lux - Vigil Enforcer CC.esp
Lux - Watchtowers of Skyrim patch.esp
Lux - Water for ENB (Shades of skyrim) patch.esp
Lux - Water for ENB patch.esp
Lux Via - Blended Roads Bridges Texture sets.esp
Lux Via - plugin.esp
Lux Via.esp
Lux.esp
MajesticMountains.esp
MajesticMountains_Landscape.esm
MajesticMountains_Moss.esp
man_DaedricShrines.esp
MCMHelper.esp
moretodo.esp
moretosaycityguards.esp
moretosayfalkreath.esp
moretosaygeneric.esp
moretosaykarthwasten.esp
moretosayriften.esp
moretosayriverwood.esp
moretosayrorikstead.esp
moretosayshorsstone.esp
moretosaywhiterun.esp
moretosaywinterhold.esp
mtsfollowerbanter.esp
Natural Waterfalls - Dawnguard.esp
Natural Waterfalls - Dragonborn.esp
Natural Waterfalls - Water for ENB Patch (Shades of Skyrim).esp
Natural Waterfalls.esp
NightEyeENBFix.esp
Northern Roads.esp
NW Water Add On.esp
Obsidian Mountain Fogs.esm
Occlusion.esp
Ordinator - Perks of Skyrim.esp
Ordinator_WACCF_Patch.esp
PAN_NPCs_Males.esp
PAN_NPCs_Males2.esp
Particle Patch for ENB.esp
Patch- CRF + Wandering Merchants.esp
priestsgrantblessings.esp
Project ja-Kha'jay- Khajiit Diversity.esp
RabbitsOfSkyrim.esp
RaceMenu.esp
RaceMenuMorphsCBBE.esp
RaceMenuPlugin.esp
Radiance.esp
RDO - AFT v1.66 Patch.esp
RDO - CRF + USSEP Patch.esp
RDO - USSEP Patch.esp **NOT ENABLED**
Relationship Dialogue Overhaul.esp
RS Children - AI Overhaul AE edition Patch.esp
RSC 3DNPC Patch.esp
RSC CRF Patch.esp
RSC Forgotten City Patch.esp
RSChildren + AI Overhaul Patch.esp
RSChildren.esp
RSChildren_WACCF_Patch.esp
RSkyrimChildren.esm
RUSTIC SOULGEMS - Sorted.esp
RW08WanderingMerchants.esp
secretofrorikstead.esp
Shaders of Solstheim.esp
Shadows.esp
Skoglendi - A Grass Mod.esp
Skyrim Flora Overhaul.esp
Skyrim Snow Dogs.esp
Skyrim.esm
SkyUI_SE.esp
SMIM Fixes.esp
SMIM-SE-Merged-All.esp
SnowOverSkyrim.esp
Sons of Nirn - Whiterun.esp
Stave Churches - All.esp
StormLightning.esp
The Paarthurnax Dilemma.esp
Thunderchild - Epic Shout Package.esp
unofficial skyrim creation club content patch.esl **NOT ENABLED**
Unofficial Skyrim Special Edition Patch.esp
UnreadBooksGlow.esp
Update.esm
Verdant - A Skyrim Grass Plugin SSE Version.esp
Vinland Grass Patch.esp
WACCF_Survival Mode_Patch.esp
Watchtowers of Skyrim.esp
Water for ENB (Shades of Skyrim).esp
Water for ENB - Patch - ELFX Shadows.esp
Water for ENB - Patch - Folkvangr.esp **NOT ENABLED**
Water for ENB - Patch - Rudy ENB.esp
Water for ENB.esm
waterplants.esp
Weapons Armor Clothing & Clutter Fixes.esp
WSLightFade.esp
XPMSE.esp
ZIA_Complete Pack.esp
ZimsImmersiveArtifacts_WACCF_Patch.esp
2024.05.14 08:47 fuzzybunnybaldeagle Aya Education- Travel Teaching pays more than RN
Aya has a whole web site for travel teachers. I’m a teacher my husband is a travel nurse. I stay in our tax home with the kids. I just found Aya’s travel teacher web site. Sadly for nurses, great for me is that they have travel teaching jobs that are paying more than many nurse jobs!
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2024.05.14 08:44 HeartsandHands Acute Care Nursing Home Santa Cruz Hearts & Hands
 | Learn about extensive long-term care, outpatient therapy, and activity programs that are intended to improve health and quality of life. Our services are tailored to each individual's needs with compassion and skill, including customized treatment programs and round-the-clock nursing care to various leisure activities and interesting workshops. Take advantage of person-centered treatment, cutting-edge rehabilitation, and lively community integration for the best possible health and fulfillment. submitted by HeartsandHands to u/HeartsandHands [link] [comments] https://reddit.com/link/1crlpwg/video/m4z9pwwk7c0d1/player |
2024.05.14 08:44 Wank_Mk_2 Making Up Characters
 | This sub has been super negative lately given all the issues with the game, which is valid. Just wanted to post something that I've been having fun with lately, and thought it might spark other people to try it out :D. I know that when you die, its technically an entirely different helldiver that takes your place, but I'm ignoring that for the sake of it makes all this impossible, and going with the "Helldivers have a bunch of clones sitting in cryo storage" excuse instead, because its convenient. Anyway, onto the post. submitted by Wank_Mk_2 to Helldivers [link] [comments] Basically, I've been coming up with personalities and backstories for all my different builds. Gonna start leaving them here, in case anybody is interested in trying them out or making their own :D. https://preview.redd.it/tnzv8m7r7c0d1.png?width=561&format=png&auto=webp&s=e7dead585b33860997dd34df25513f0ab3924480 https://preview.redd.it/6ihrfwjr7c0d1.png?width=560&format=png&auto=webp&s=d623be4f9ca6ae9ea2179249140650a128e1b60f Name : Hector Peterson Gender : Male Age : 51 Home Planet : Draupnir First Deployment : Draupnir Uses heavy armor, weapons, smoke, and fortification stratagems to act as a walking fortress for the team. Excels at holding a position, or covering teamates as they try to complete an objective. Joined the Helldivers to defend his home planet when it was first invaded by the Automaton fleet. Never let go of his ninja fantasies from when he was little, and has a habit of yelling "Smokescreen!" whenever he uses a smoke grenade. I might post more of these going forward. Hope everybody can help earn Hector a few more medals for his uniform :D |
2024.05.14 08:43 vcss15 Top Online Nclex Coaching in Rajasthan
Top Online Nclex Coaching in Rajasthan
Mantram Nursing Academy has established itself as the premier provider of online NCLEX coaching in Rajasthan, combining expert instruction with the latest in educational technology to offer a top-notch learning experience. This program is tailored specifically for aspiring nurses seeking a flexible yet comprehensive approach to NCLEX preparation.
The strength of Mantram's online NCLEX coaching lies in its dynamic curriculum and interactive teaching methods. The course is delivered through a series of live online classes, supplemented with video lectures, detailed study materials, and a wide range of practice tests. These components are strategically designed to cover all critical aspects of the NCLEX exam, ensuring students are well-prepared for each section.
Another significant advantage of Mantram Study Group’s online coaching is its accessibility. Students from across Rajasthan can connect with leading nursing educators without the need to travel, making it an ideal solution for those balancing work or family commitments. The platform also offers continuous support through an online forum where students can engage with peers and instructors, facilitating a collaborative and supportive learning environment.
With its proven track record, Mantram Study Group’s online NCLEX coaching is indeed the best option in Rajasthan for those looking to successfully navigate the challenges of the NCLEX examination while enjoying the convenience of home study.
submitted by vcss15 to motivationkiaag [link] [comments]
Mantram Nursing Academy has established itself as the premier provider of online NCLEX coaching in Rajasthan, combining expert instruction with the latest in educational technology to offer a top-notch learning experience. This program is tailored specifically for aspiring nurses seeking a flexible yet comprehensive approach to NCLEX preparation.
The strength of Mantram's online NCLEX coaching lies in its dynamic curriculum and interactive teaching methods. The course is delivered through a series of live online classes, supplemented with video lectures, detailed study materials, and a wide range of practice tests. These components are strategically designed to cover all critical aspects of the NCLEX exam, ensuring students are well-prepared for each section.
Another significant advantage of Mantram Study Group’s online coaching is its accessibility. Students from across Rajasthan can connect with leading nursing educators without the need to travel, making it an ideal solution for those balancing work or family commitments. The platform also offers continuous support through an online forum where students can engage with peers and instructors, facilitating a collaborative and supportive learning environment.
With its proven track record, Mantram Study Group’s online NCLEX coaching is indeed the best option in Rajasthan for those looking to successfully navigate the challenges of the NCLEX examination while enjoying the convenience of home study.
2024.05.14 08:42 vcss15 Online Nclex Coaching in Rajasthan
Online Nclex Coaching in Rajasthan
Mantram Nursing Academy offers a top-tier online NCLEX coaching program in Rajasthan, designed to provide aspiring nurses with a comprehensive and accessible pathway to passing the NCLEX exam. This online platform is a testament to Mantram's commitment to adapting to the needs of modern learners, offering flexibility and quality education without geographical constraints.
The online NCLEX coaching by Mantram leverages cutting-edge technology to deliver an interactive learning experience that rivals traditional classroom settings. Students can access a wealth of resources, including live lectures, recorded sessions, and a vast library of practice questions and mock exams that simulate the actual NCLEX. This allows for a thorough preparation, reinforcing knowledge and honing exam techniques.
One of the key features of Mantram’s online coaching is the real-time interaction with experienced instructors. These professionals are not only experts in their fields but are also adept at online teaching, ensuring that students receive personalized attention and guidance. Additionally, the online platform includes discussion forums and study groups, fostering a collaborative learning environment.
For nursing candidates in Rajasthan who may have work commitments or prefer studying from home, Mantram Study Group's online NCLEX coaching is an ideal solution. It combines flexibility with the rigor and support needed to ensure high success rates on the NCLEX exam.
submitted by vcss15 to motivationkiaag [link] [comments]
Mantram Nursing Academy offers a top-tier online NCLEX coaching program in Rajasthan, designed to provide aspiring nurses with a comprehensive and accessible pathway to passing the NCLEX exam. This online platform is a testament to Mantram's commitment to adapting to the needs of modern learners, offering flexibility and quality education without geographical constraints.
The online NCLEX coaching by Mantram leverages cutting-edge technology to deliver an interactive learning experience that rivals traditional classroom settings. Students can access a wealth of resources, including live lectures, recorded sessions, and a vast library of practice questions and mock exams that simulate the actual NCLEX. This allows for a thorough preparation, reinforcing knowledge and honing exam techniques.
One of the key features of Mantram’s online coaching is the real-time interaction with experienced instructors. These professionals are not only experts in their fields but are also adept at online teaching, ensuring that students receive personalized attention and guidance. Additionally, the online platform includes discussion forums and study groups, fostering a collaborative learning environment.
For nursing candidates in Rajasthan who may have work commitments or prefer studying from home, Mantram Study Group's online NCLEX coaching is an ideal solution. It combines flexibility with the rigor and support needed to ensure high success rates on the NCLEX exam.
2024.05.14 08:41 vcss15 Best Online Nclex Coaching in Himachal Pradesh
Best Online Nclex Coaching in Himachal Pradesh
Mantram Nursing Academy offers the best online NCLEX coaching in Himachal Pradesh, providing nursing aspirants with a comprehensive and flexible educational experience. Designed to cater to the diverse needs of students, the program ensures that they receive top-notch preparation for the NCLEX exam from the comfort of their homes.
The faculty at Mantram consists of highly experienced and qualified instructors who bring extensive knowledge and expertise to their teaching. They employ innovative teaching methods and the latest technology to deliver engaging and interactive online sessions. The curriculum is meticulously structured to cover all critical areas of the NCLEX exam, incorporating the latest updates to ensure students are well-prepared and confident.
Mantram’s online NCLEX coaching includes live interactive classes, detailed video lectures, and extensive practice tests that simulate the real exam environment. This thorough preparation helps students build confidence and develop strong analytical and problem-solving skills. Personalized mentoring and regular feedback sessions ensure that each student receives the individual attention needed to address their specific learning challenges.
The user-friendly online platform provided by Mantram allows students across Himachal Pradesh to easily access high-quality education. The supportive and collaborative learning environment encourages active participation and peer interaction, fostering a sense of community among students.
In conclusion, Mantram Study Group’s best online NCLEX coaching in Himachal Pradesh combines convenience with excellence, equipping nursing aspirants with the knowledge, skills, and confidence needed to excel in their exams and advance their professional careers.
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Mantram Nursing Academy offers the best online NCLEX coaching in Himachal Pradesh, providing nursing aspirants with a comprehensive and flexible educational experience. Designed to cater to the diverse needs of students, the program ensures that they receive top-notch preparation for the NCLEX exam from the comfort of their homes.
The faculty at Mantram consists of highly experienced and qualified instructors who bring extensive knowledge and expertise to their teaching. They employ innovative teaching methods and the latest technology to deliver engaging and interactive online sessions. The curriculum is meticulously structured to cover all critical areas of the NCLEX exam, incorporating the latest updates to ensure students are well-prepared and confident.
Mantram’s online NCLEX coaching includes live interactive classes, detailed video lectures, and extensive practice tests that simulate the real exam environment. This thorough preparation helps students build confidence and develop strong analytical and problem-solving skills. Personalized mentoring and regular feedback sessions ensure that each student receives the individual attention needed to address their specific learning challenges.
The user-friendly online platform provided by Mantram allows students across Himachal Pradesh to easily access high-quality education. The supportive and collaborative learning environment encourages active participation and peer interaction, fostering a sense of community among students.
In conclusion, Mantram Study Group’s best online NCLEX coaching in Himachal Pradesh combines convenience with excellence, equipping nursing aspirants with the knowledge, skills, and confidence needed to excel in their exams and advance their professional careers.