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Cleetus McFarland, a car guy with a YouTube problem

2018.02.28 17:24 Bootsdamonkey Cleetus McFarland, a car guy with a YouTube problem

This is the page for fans of the Cleetus McFarland YouTube channel. A car guy with a YouTube problem.
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2013.04.22 14:09 orkboyz17 New EP 'Another You (Feat. Ruckazoid)' Out Now!

A subreddit for anyone who loves the music of the one and only Breakbot
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2024.05.10 05:43 Phonixrmf Lana Del Rey was a subject on an Australian quiz show Hard Quiz. Play along and see how many you got right from the top of your head!

For context, Hard Quiz is an Australian quiz show where the contestants bring a specialist subject topic. I hope this can bring a little bit of fun to your day. Here are the questions:
Expert Round
  1. Lana Del Rey was raised in New York as Elizabeth Grant, and was sent to boarding school in Connecticut at 14 years old to help with what substance-abuse issue? Alcohol
  2. Lana says her 2012 breakthrough hit, Video Games, was written while dating a fan of what massively popular online role-playing game? World of Warcraft
  3. A football supporter for over a decade, Lana contributed a cover of the song You'll Never Walk Alone to a documentary about which Premier League club? Liverpool
  4. Ranking the 200 best albums over 25 years, online music magazine Pitchfork placed Lana Del Rey at 17, with an album named for which revered American painter? Norman Rockwell
  5. During Kim Kardashian and Kanye West's wedding celebrations, Lana performed Young and Beautiful, a song she co-wrote and recorded for which Baz Luhrmann film? The Great Gatsby
Final Round
  1. Lana's 2023 album, Did You Know That There's a Tunnel Under Ocean Blvd, was advertised ahead of release with only one billboard in Tulsa, Oklahoma for what reason? Her ex-boyfriend lives there
  2. During the Me Too movement in 2017, Lana confirmed that she had previously written lyrics inspired by Harvey Weinstein and would therefore cease performing which of her songs? Cola
  3. In the music video for High By The Beach, Lana shoots down a helicopter with a bazooka that she was storing in what? A guitar case
  4. Lana Del Rey told Vogue Korea that it took three years to complete which track that was originally titled Sylvia Plath? Hope Is a Dangerous Thing for a Woman Like Me to Have – but I Have It
  5. The title of Lana's poetry collection Violet Bent Backwards over the Grass is taken from the first poem she wrote for it. In the next line of that poem, what does Violet have grasped in her hand? Dandelions
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2024.05.10 04:22 midnight_electric77 Found in an old Uncut mag from 2002...

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2024.05.06 16:05 TheLetterTheta This game has left the cultural zeitgeist by this point, but been busy making the Valefisk back catalogue in Infinite Craft

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2024.05.06 00:25 EliteGreyIT Darcy Ode Butkus: Baker Acted Police Report Updated 6/6/17

Darcy Ode Butkus: Baker Acted Police Report Updated 6/6/17
Imagine that it’s 11 pm in the evening and your phone rings, you answer and it’s God….
On April 13th, 2013, Darcy Ode Butkus called 911 telling them she was God. The police showed up at the house and met with Arnold Butkus who stated,”that his wife Darcel Butkus had not been to sleep since April 9th, 2013. Due to the lack of sleep she is now behaving in a delusional manner”. Arnold Butkus then stated,”he didn’t know when she last showered or consumed food. He also stated that he last observed her this morning in her bedroom acting delusional and arguing with God over the things that he (God) wants her to do”.
At this point the officer and Arnold Butkus walk in to Darcy Butkus’s room where they find her naked (and pacing back and forth) screaming out loud,”She does not want to do it”!
The Officer then stated, “Once Darcel observed me, she turned to me and screamed,”No, I am not going to do that to her!” I asked Darcel if she would put clothing on since she called 911 at which time she said, “God wants me this way!”
Arnold then grabbed Darcel and began putting clothes on her. Darcel continued screaming while chanting, “I am God and I am going to do it!” When I asked her what she was going to do she turned to me and said, “God wants me to!”
The officer stated, “Based on Darcel’s delusional thoughts, behaviors, and self neglect I explained that I was going to take her to Memorial East Hospital for a psychological evaluation.” Darcel ended up agreeing with the cop that she had been neglecting herself and without an evaluation she was likely to hurt herself and others.
The cop then secured Darcy Ode Butkus into the patrol vehicle and transported her to the hospital. While enroute to the hospital Darcel continued to scream out loud that, “God was telling her to do things that would change the world.”
And that my friends is how you get Baker Acted as successfully done by the one and only Darcy Ode Butkus!
Please Note: This is a public record it was obtained from the Davie Police Department
One reason we are sharing her incident is because she has been going after people dealing with mental illness and making fun of them. Thinking it’s her right to judge them. One of those people is David Edward.
Darcy Ode Butkus volunteered for Death Row Dogs of Florida. She was fired from her volunteer position then she went on a slanderous tour of bad mouthing with false allegations. So much so she was asked to stop. Darcy Ode Butkus didn’t stop ended up getting sued (surprise surprise) lost and ended up with a gag order and she can’t mention the rescue at all. Then she went on to volunteer for Dezzy’s Second Chance Rescue where yet again she was fired from her volunteer position because of her erratic behavior at a meeting on April 9th 2015, where she was at a meeting in a public venue and started beating the table and chanting. She then went on another smear campaign with false allegations slandering Dezzy’s Second Chance Rescue.
In May of 2015, 100 + Abandoned Dogs of Everglades Florida was called by Sylvia Love. Her father had gone to hospice and they needed to figure out what to do with his pets. He had 13 dogs total, all but 1 lived outside. Taco was a terrier mix that lived inside the house with his owner and the rescue had agreed to take him in. The rescue started a fund-raiser to make sure they had funds in place for his vetting and medical care.
It was set up for the volunteers to go to the property and wait outside the gate, the dogs on the property were not used to visitors. The son would bring Taco out to the volunteers and surrender him to the rescue. When the volunteers showed up one of the volunteers, Sarah Martin, decided instead waiting outside of the gate like she was instructed to do she was going to open the gate and go inside. Once she did she then ended up getting attacked by some of the dogs on the property. The other volunteer had to go in and grab dogs off of Sarah drag her to safety with the help of the son who had to let go of Taco. Taco ran off to go hide. Once they got Sarah to safety she called the founder of the Rescue, Amy Roman-Daniello, yelling into the phone that she got bit. The other volunteer got on the phone and explained that Sarah opened the gate and trespassed after she was told not to, and that they needed to get her to the hospital.
Once Sarah was in the hospital Amy the Founder reached out to Sarah’s mom Cheryl Martin to see how she was doing. Her mother stated via text, “that she was going to put her daughter’s head through a wall for not listening and trespassing onto the property when told not to”. Animal Control then came to the hospital room of Sarah and the volunteer who had helped get her out safely even admitted there was no way they could identify the dogs. Sarah randomly pointed out 5 dogs. Amy was called and by the time she was told and reached Sylvia it was too late. Animal Control had come, in Darted the dogs, and took them away with a catch pole. The dogs were quarantined in the bite unit area to await their fate. Meanwhile no one had seen Taco. They started looking for him, he was found underneath the truck not a mark on him. He had died from a heart attack due to all of the stress from the trespassing incident. So now the initial animal that they came to save had lost his life and possibly 5 more were going to lose theirs because one person couldn’t follow directions.
Fast forward Sarah got released from the hospital and wasn’t happy because she wasn’t getting the attention she so thought she deserved. After trespassing and pointing out 5 random dogs who would now possibly lose their lives and causing Taco to lose his by having a heart attack. She called a news station and started bashing the rescue. This whole time Amy is trying to clean up the mess Sarah created by saving these dogs which she did. Amy was able to save the dogs and get them released to the rescue. They used the funds originally meant for Taco and instead used them for the 5 plus the additional animals they took. They ended getting all the animals socialized & medically healthy. In the end all the animals went to great families. These are just a few of the animals from the incident Amy and her Crew saved.
Now this is where Darcy Ode Butkus comes in, she met up with Sarah Martin when the media ran her story. And, she helped the Martins slander 100 + Abandoned Dogs of Everglades Florida & Amy.
After the incident with Sarah there was another incident where an owner called the rescue and requested that Amy and her crew come out to his property to trap and remove some puppies because they were going to bulldoze and develop the land. Darcy took pictures of Amy and her crew catching the puppies and the staff going over the fence with no trespassing signs posted. She then posted the pictures saying 100 + had gone on the property without the owner’s permission and stolen the dogs. Which simply was not true the owner of the property was present some of the time but, the Rescue was there for over a week catching the feral dogs 24/7.
At the Mangrove property there were over 15 feral dogs and puppies combined saved by 100 + Abandoned dogs of Everglades Florida. All videos were posted on their Facebook page.
The picture below was from when Amy Roman- Daniello and her team went to an abandoned crack house where bodies of dead dogs were found, they there were some live and abandoned dogs on the property that they caught and saved. If Darcy has an issue with Rescues doing their job and “RESCUING” animals from situations that could possibly cost them their lives then she needs to seriously rethink why she is in this. Darcy you can’t call yourself an animal lover and bash a rescue for stepping up and doing the right thing then praise another when they do the same. It’s called being a HYPOCRITE!
Darcy Ode Butkus goes out of her way to maliciously make up false accusations and lies to hurt and cause harm to the reputation of good rescues and good advocates. Now has she gone after actual bad rescues yes but, there have been quite a few times where she hasn’t. When she made the false allegations with the Department of Agriculture against Amy Roman-Dinello, the founder of 100+, she started posting and passing around financial records misleading everyone. Darcy stated the financial records belonged to the rescue. They had personal charges on the records belonging to Amy. What Darcy didn’t tell people was those were Amy’s personal financial records that were submitted as part of the investigation because she put charges on her personal credit card for the rescue, such as vet bills. She had to submit the proof in order to show why she was able to reimburse herself for those charges. 100 + Abandoned Dogs of Everglades Florida was exonerated after a 20 month extensive investigation by the department of agriculture. Settlement including amending taxes from the beginning stages of their organization along with a $5,000.00 administrative fine.
Again, if you look closely these are her PERSONAL CREDIT CARD STATEMENTS!!
Darcy’s most recent attack has been on a gentleman by the name of David Edwards. He was arrested on animal cruelty charges due to his house having high ammonia levels from the animals urinating in the house and it soaking into the wood floors. lol Darcy has criticized his mental status, as well as other things. David is well known in the community. He has helped get funding for a lot of Spay and Neuters. I am not defending the condition of his house by any means but, what I am defending is him. Not one person that knows Dave has ever said a bad word about him. He simply got in over his head. Yes the ammonia was high in his house and his floors need to be replaced but, his dogs were vetted, healthy, and cared for. What I find alarming is a woman who herself had a psychological episode where the cops had to be called would not have a bit more empathy and compassion for others with, let’s say, depression. How about we discuss that event shall we?
I promise you the police report is way more interesting. I don’t even do it justice. Darcy I hope you are mortified honestly because you judged David and others about their mental health or called them psychos, yet here you had a mental break down. How dare you judge someone else like that or even make fun of them for suffering from a mental illness, it’s not funny and it’s not a joke. You should be positively ashamed of yourself and your actions.
I think what makes it even worse is the fact Darcy Ode Butkus uses Dog Rescue The Good The Bad The Ugly to pass lies and misleading information about the subjects she reports on. At least if you are going to write on a subject be honest. Use actual evidence that supports your statements. You instead alter data to fit your facts, which is illegal and unethical.
You will probably whine that the police report got released and I could act like I cared but, we both know that I would be lying. Truth is I don’t care for you. I could have poked fun about it, I didn’t. I will say this, how you treat others is what you get back. In other words, keep doing what you are doing and we will keep giving it to you ten fold. FYI the reason I asked you about the Animal Cruelty Bill is because I know you lied. The bill was never signed, if you had paid attention it didn’t pass. Next time at least have enough tact and class to come up with a plausible lie.
Another thing what kind of tacky fool are you? Posting your resume on LinkedIn with a picture of you drinking. Have you lost your damn mind or did all those Botox shots go to your head? You were never a Private Investigator or Law Enforcement. Misrepresenting yourself as such is illegal.
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2024.05.05 22:37 BlackShadow2804 Criminals dying seemingly too easily?

I was doing the night patrol on the McFarland Ranch and when I found the criminal I shot him in the calf so he couldn't run. However when I went to hogtie him he died??
Is this normal? Am I maybe using the wrong gun???
I've seen videos of people shooting each limb of characters (to show how they'll switch shooting hands or legs) without them dying, not sure why these guys are so weak
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2024.05.05 15:30 Playful_Fail_1265 Sending a masturbating video to every guy that upvts❤️(instantly) Hit me👻Telegram: @sylviya22 Snap: sylvia_xs24

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2024.05.03 21:05 SiccSemperTyrannis Letter from Kraken owner Samantha Holloway

Just got the following email:
On behalf of my family, I want to thank you for your unwavering support. We are grateful to be on this journey with you and are committed to building a team you can be proud of on and off the ice.
Together we have built a Kraken brand that is one of the most unique and well-supported in sports. Seattle is now a renowned home for the NHL and Climate Pledge Arena is now a must-play music venue for artists.
There were incredible moments this season: we set hockey records with the Winter Classic, we set a franchise record with a nine-game win streak, we saw our future rookies crack our roster, and Jordan Eberle committed his future to our team and celebrated his 1000th NHL game.
But we did not achieve our goals. Your passion inspires us to strive and fight for better as we head into this off-season.
We recently concluded a deep hockey operations review. This will be a critical off-season for Ron Francis and his team. This started last week with Ron’s decision to make a coaching change. We sincerely thank coach Hakstol and assistant coach McFarland for their hard work over the last three years and wish them well. Their impact will be remembered as we continue our journey; the search for a new head coach is now underway.
For many reasons, I am very optimistic about our future.
  • We are positioned well with salary cap flexibility and will be active in free agency and in the trade market to improve.
  • We have acquired over 30 players into our system, and several of those prospects are now highly rated players. Matty Beniers, Ryker Evans, and Tye Kartye are already impacting our roster.
  • The Coachella Valley Firebirds, our American Hockey League team, are the Regular Season Western Conference, Pacific Division Champions in the AHL, finishing first and again competing for the Calder Cup, in only their second season.
  • We have stellar prospects in Junior and European Hockey, with leading scorers in their respective leagues, including Jagger Firkus, Carson Rehkopf, and David Goyette. Jani Nyman, 19 years young, played in the top men’s league in Finland and broke the record for the most goals scored by a player under 20 years of age, a record that stood for over 40 years. We will continue to develop our pool of talent, adding a top-ten Draft pick and five picks in the first three rounds in this summer’s NHL Draft.
  • Despite having only participated in three drafts, we feel that we have some of the best prospects in the league, which projects an exciting future for the Kraken. That being said, we will also be aggressive in improving the team now, with each season's goal being to compete for a playoff spot to win the Stanley Cup.
  • We have two new broadcast partners, TEGNA and Prime Video; this is a groundbreaking deal. We have been listening to your feedback and are excited to make this change that will mean better and broader access to watch our games.
Off the ice, we are also committed to an active off-season. Our Kraken Community Iceplex welcomed over 1 million guests this year and will host camps and tournaments all summer. We are discussing adding a new two sheet facility in Kirkland. Hockey is growing in the PNW!
I’m also proud to tell you about our partnership with Seattle Public Schools and the City of Seattle, as we are rebuilding Memorial Stadium to benefit students and our community for years to come. It is a great privilege to honor the Seattle students who gave their lives protecting us in WWII, and deliver a new stadium for our community and SPS in 2026.
Later this summer, you will hear more about our future Seattle ambitions as we roll out a parent brand that will umbrella the Kraken brand and prepare for other big opportunities.
Once again, thank you for your passion and commitment, and for believing in us.
Best,
Samantha Holloway
Owner, Seattle Kraken
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2024.05.03 18:33 VanityFreak Reaching out to the community for a possible flim showcase

Hey all,
I have an idea for an event to showcase some films by videographer Nelson Sullivan. I'm reaching out to anyone in the community that may be interested in this sort of thing to collaborate and celebrate Nelson's films. To quote wikipedia Nelson Sullivan was an:
"American videographer who chronicled life in Downtown Manhattan’s arts and club scene from 1983 until his death. His hundreds of videos documented daily life in the city, wild nights out on the town, and private moments with his many famous friends — including RuPaul, Keith Haring, Sylvia Miles, Larry Tee, Susanne Bartsch, Tom Rubnitz, Lady Bunny, Phoebe Legere, Michael Musto, Ethyl Eichelberger, John Sex, and Michael Alig.
Viewed today, Sullivan’s video record of his life represents a pre-Internet form of vlogging, while his frequently used technique of turning the camera to face himself clearly anticipates the modern selfie."
I think people here will be interested in seeing some of these artifacts that are captivating, fascinating and inspiring. Nelson was the perfect charming foil to guide you through this chaotic place and time. He was an artist that had a gracefullness with the camera, drawing you into his world. Here are some links with more information on Nelson Sullivan, including the youtube channel that features many of his videos. Thank you for your time.
https://www.youtube.com/use5ninthavenueproject/videos (Nelson's Video Channel)
https://www.nelsonsullivan.com/ (Offical Website)
https://www.vice.com/en/article/8gdv3v/remembering-downtowns-documentarian-nelson-sullivan (Vice Article)
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2024.05.02 12:39 Ill-Refrigerator8460 Anyone else see the latest Cleetus McFarland video, Brad the Vietnam vet who flew 77 missions from carriers and was a POW for 6 years 11 months?

Start at 8:40 for the Brad part
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2024.05.02 00:25 -periwinkle A millennial linguistics lesson: "So High School" and the "metal as hell" language needed to decode the song 🤘👩‍🎓

A millennial linguistics lesson:
It's come to my attention that Gen Z has no clue what the expression "so high school" means. So I think we need an emergency millennial linguistics lesson. 🚨
The phrase "So high school" was a millennial expression popular in the early 2010s that was used to describe something that was immature.
Originally, I was going to just going to make this a short and snappy post that was essentially "trust me, I'm so old I used to follow Taylor Swift on MySpace!" and hope that the other millennials in the comment section would have my back that "so high school" was indeed something we said. But oh no, we're going deeper than that.
Because I think this song is brilliant, and tells us something about the type of language we value and pay attention to in art.
Citation: Modern Family, S10, Ep2
Taylor Swift has multiple college classes dedicated to analyzing her lyrics, including one at Harvard, (which is basically unheard of for a living artist still at the height of their career). Which is why, as a lover of internet-speak and millennialisms, I've been ROFLMAO thinking about how the wonks at Harvard are going to tackle this one. 🤣 Since we now know that professor's opinions on how Taylor's lyrics must be expressing her true heterosexual desires (no matter how gay they sound!) I can't wait to see how they unpack this very sincere expression of heterosexual lust and all the deep, detailed, vivid language Taylor uses in "So High School" to describe the intimate moment she so bravely shared with us. It's a song rich for highbrow academic interpretation!
And I agree: "So High School" is indeed lyrically rich for interpretation, but you need to set aside your copy of Sylvia Plath and reach for your box-set of DVD's, because that is the narrative setting of the song that Taylor is transporting us to, both lyrically and sonically, with the music sounding reminiscent of a teen movie soundtrack.

"So High School" is millennial Shakespeare

Given the documented use of the expression "so high school" in millennial culture and TV shows, one can conclude that modern poet Taylor Swift (a proud millennial) is using the phrase intentionally, with the same level of thoughtfulness she brings to all her lyrics.
Taylor is using millennial jargon and cringy slang as a writing style to communicate sarcasm and satire to give this song a masterfully-crafted double meaning.
If you are aware of the circus surrounding Taylor Swift dating a football guy, and you believe that she is in love with him, you are going to twist yourself into knots to only hear "So High School" as a cute, sincere song about being so smitten with someone you are fooling around on the couch while watching old movies, even though his friends are also in the same room playing video games.
But let's picture the same scene and instead listen to the lyrics as Taylor is looking at her surroundings going "oh god, this is sooooo high school." (i.e. immature)
Citation: Parks and Recreation, S3, Ep 13
Go and listen to the vocal performance as Taylor sings, "Your friends are around so be quiet." You can hear that she kinda grumble's the lyric.
Now, some may interpret this lyric as describing a moment of heterosexual arousal: a couple snuggled up and fooling around on the couch trying to be quiet so that the other people in the room don't notice.
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But I think he is shushing her because she's talking over the movie! C'mon, now THAT is a scene we've all lived through. Some dude who really wants you to pay attention to a dumbass movie from 1999 so you "don't miss the good parts" or ruin the viewing experience for the other bros. 🤣 I'm DYING at this interpretation because I've lived this so many times. Errr be quiet babe, Stifler's mom is on!
Travis' love for his bros is well-known and something he talks about often, such as in his Wall Street Journal feature last fall, where he made it known that he was planning on schooling Taylor in his specific taste in comedy.
Well, you got pwned dawg.
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Taylor even mirrors this type of speech in her Time Person of the Year interview when she uses two bro-ey phrases to talk about Travis: "put me on blast" and "metal as hell."
Taylor was widely mocked for this: ...But what if that was the point.
Citation: Glee, S5 Ep10
One of the things that is hilarious to me is that Taylor is so revered, people take her soooo seriously and hang on her every word, that after that Time article dropped there was a flood of media hopping on the "metal as hell" sound bite and "translating" it. LOLz.
A proud millennial with a command of language and wordplay 🤘
Now, to me, "metal as hell" doesn't need a translation because she is speaking my language. I feel like if you are of a certain age and grew up in this pop culture landscape you just know that "metal as hell" is actually more often used jokingly. Sure, maaaaybe occasionally people call things "metal" non-ironically, but unless you are literally sitting here blasting Iron Maiden, most people (especially millennials) say this with the intended effect of humor.
Taylor is setting a "tone of voice" for this narrative and relationship, and is doing so intentionally. You are cringing because you are supposed to cringe. "Metal as hell" is supposed to be funny. So is "So High School."
We're just gonna rapid fire through some other lyrics that I think fit into this overall narrative tone of sarcasm and millennial jargon:
  • "Are you gonna marry, kiss, or kill me" Said with an eye roll: Kill me. 🙄
  • "You know how to ball" — Once again, mirroring bro-ey language 🏈🤙
  • "Full throttle" — Same ☝️
  • "I'm high from smoking your jokes" — I know this from a TV show or movie somewhere! 🚬
  • "Truth, dare, spin, bottles" — Media spin. 🌀 And playing with "truth" like a giant "dare" 🤫
  • "You knew what you wanted and boy, you got her!" — Go get 'em tiger. So manly. 💪
  • "It's true, I swear, scout's honor" — also a phrase used most often with a tone of sarcasm 🤞

"So High School" in the context of TTPD / TSCU

As I covered in my last post, I believe that TTPD is a multi-media "performance art" album that:
  1. Contains a narrative of interconnected stories between the songs (The TTPD universe)
  2. Is Taylor openly "trolling" the public about her persona and presumed relationships with blatant misdirection and red herrings (the extended Taylor Swift Cinematic Universe or TSCU)
In the context of the TTPD universe, "So High School" also has an interesting placement right before "I Hate it Here." That song begins with the lyrics: "Quick, quick, tell me something awful like you are a poet trapped inside the body of a finance guy" and goes on to explore Taylor's dreamland she escapes to in her mind, leading me to the conclusion that Taylor is spacing out while trapped in a boring conversation with a finance guy. In that same WSJ profile on Travis that talks about his love of movies and his bros, it also mentions that some of those bros manage his money (aka a finance guy). 👀
"So High School" also contains the lyric "I'm hearing voices, like a madman." I'm not even sure how people who believe this is a love song are interpreting that line? Because to me that lyric is not only concerning and out of place, but seems like a callback to "Who's Afraid of Little Old Me?" which seems to be Taylor unleashing her inner madman.
But most of all, "So High School" is a fascinating case study because Taylor seems to be trolling her current public boyfriend in a storyline we are actively watching. I don't think this has ever been done before in the TSCU. It's one thing for muses to be dragged after they are kicked off the show, but it happening to a main character in real time? ....Fascinating. It's almost like Taylor WANTS people to question if that relationship is "real."

Words matter. Even the funny ones.

In conclusion, true lyric analysis means actually paying attention to the words and their meaning and cultural relevance.
We can't laud Taylor Swift as a genius songwriter worthy of Ivy League analysis who makes deep references to literature, mythology, and poetry and then just IGNORE when she takes us to "Animal House" and masterfully crafts a funny song full of contemporary references and linguistic satire just because it doesn't fit with the public storyline.
People who analyze Taylor Swift's lyrics and find tension and between the words she is using and the public persona have been called crazy for years, but "So High School" feels like Taylor spilling open her playbook and begging people to call her bluff.
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Class dismissed.
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2024.05.01 20:00 KarlosHungus36 Carrie's scream; "Do you want me to pull over?"

Carrie's scream;
First, Sarah's full maiden name is Sarah Judith Novack. P18, Cooper transports Carrie to the Palmer house but Sarah seems to not exist in that reality (flip side: she's in 'non-existence' in other scenes at the Palmer house, link to mystery caller in P2 "you're still nowhere," and the doppeltree attacks Cooper in P2 he falls through non-existence then cut to Sarah). On route P18 they stop at a Valero gas station, link to Vertigo (Hitchcock), female lead character name/alias is Judy, played by Kim Novak. Psycho (Hitchcock), Leigh's character is killed in the shower, alt/shift played by Novak? ('Judy'). Link to Carrie's scream end of P18, she's alt 'Judy' or killed by Judy? (so alt - Carrie is in the shower; Rita in MD is found by Betty in the shower at Ruth's, alt a transition point from the end of P18? Numerous links to end of P18 and Ruth's apartment in MD, more below) (note: Carrie slouched in the passenger seat on the ride into TP parallels Tammy P4, who is 'carsick'; both at around 43:45 into the parts).
Carrie's scream link to Psycho, shower scene.
"Do you want me to pull over?"
P4 the driver asks after Albert yells ("CARSICK!") at Gordon, Tammy in the front seat motions for him to keep going, link to Richard P6, decides not to stop at the intersection; if the driver is alt 'Richard,' Tammy is alt 'Linda?' Gordon had just said "faces of stone" when shown the Mt Rushmore photo, link to 'two birds with one stone,' 430 alt the time cranky Albert woke up so they could fly out at dawn that morning? Mt Rushmore link to North by Northwest (Hitchcock); Tammy as alt Linda, alt gets vertigo? (link to inner ear, Blue Velvet). Mickey P6 hitches a ride to the post office for Linda's mail alt to the pharmacy to pick medicine? [Pharmacist alt to the Fireman, alt P1 gives instructions for medication to Cooper, "I understand"]. Mt Rushmore in the final action scene North By Northwest, link to Vertigo (both involve hanging from a ledge; Novak's character name/alias is Judy; link to 'Sarah Judy Novack' and Novak alt 'Spacek' more below) (Hitch link to 'Hutch'; the driver P4 resembles Hutch (Tim Roth), 'two birds' link to P16 Chantal & Hutch a bird kept them up in the morning; Birds another Hitchcock film). Psycho - next scene P4 inside the Yankton prison evidence room, alt a bloody knife in the plastic bag (alt to the dog leg), MrC in prison alt/continuation of Ike's story, arrested after stabbing Lorraine with his spike alt knife (P5 the warden towers over MrC alt he's small), alt killed Lorraine or another brunette in the shower (scenario blends with Mulholland Dr. - Betty enters Ruth's apartment as Rita is in the shower, blond hitman Joe was given a photo of Camilla alt the photos given to Ike, alt he kills Camilla in the shower? Betty in the dream part is alt the hitman entering to Camilla or a blend [Joe + Betty = Judy? if the scenario flips or in flux, killevictim]. Psycho alt PO (post office), P7 the FBI crew passes a mail drop off at the Yankton station, alt the building is MrC himself? (the 'psycho' alt PO; sitting in seat link to the Fireman, pharmacy link). MrC in the interview room (the psycho; alt 'Judy' after a flip? {building implodes or folds in on itself?} extreme negative force ENF link to "that's enough" Bill in the interrogation room P1); alt Sissy Spacek, 3 Women visual and identity swap similar to Mulholland Dr., victim Shelly Duvall alt Rita in the shower, "Here's Judy" alt Johnny. Norma P15 said that she had been worried about spreading herself too thin, link to Lorraine ("she's a worrier") on the phone with the hitmen (Norma has a phone at her booth), 'thin' link to Duvall? (also link to Shelly Johnson, not much meat on her according to Hank), version where Norma alt is killed by employee (Spacek)? If Norma is alt Duvall (alt owns a chicken place), Walter is alt Robin Williams (Walter talks with his hands, big alt forearms Popeye) his rival is another 'Robin?' Ed alt Robin Thicke? Thick & thin get together P15, alt thin Shelly in the old story ends up with fat Bobby? 'Bobby Knox?'} (Becky rage issues P11, alt kills the boss alt Norma; Steven with Becky in convertible alt Sheen & Spacey, Badlands {alt kills boss, robs store and they flee?} {scenario flips MrC P13 becomes the boss Judy alt Johnny, returns to the station alt the old hotel (Shining, character Ullman looks like Pat Sajak link to Jeopardy alt 'Judy' and 'Alex' alt Bates; Ken Jennings alt Kenny Loggins, MrC "I'm alright"), he's alt shot by Duvall before the story starts in the office (P18 Cooper puts guns in hot oil, bullets, link to Olive Oyl; 'other waitress' alt 'Olive?' Kristi alt Spacek?); MrC smirk "in da flesh" alt "here I am" alt to "here's Johnny"; visual on chair frozen Shinning link, link to James (always cool) alt arrives P17 from a cold place; Johnny link to Horne, P10 home invasion at the Hornes link to Clockwork Orange, clock theme in P17 (frozen in time?); blend of Hitchcock and Kubrick? (Alex and Bates blend as the 'psycho' in MrC's spot in prison; link to Trebek and 'Judy'; 'host' alt 'hotel') (Mt Rushmore visual alt FBI team rushes there in P17 and link to North By Northwest ending), Frank's office also numerous visual links to 2001, Cooper alt Bowman says Bowie's line "we live inside a dream," convergence spot of Hitchcock and Kubrick?}. {MrC alt frozen in P17 contrasts beginning of P18, on fire in seat, link to time freezing, Richard P5 "make me" to the sweeper, link to Norma in the Pilot "the only time you care about is making time;" Richard is time and MrC is alt him frozen? Follows that 'Linda' is space? (link to Spacek), P18 Diane and Cooper are alt Hitchcock and Kubrick? Strong names: 'Tammy Hitchcock' and 'Stanley Cooper'? cross - Stanley from the office crosses with Tammy (in shower? Hitchcock link) so that Tammy ends up in the office (P5 in her cubicle; Tammy links to Audrey who suddenly appears in a white place in P16, has a photo of Cooper link to Tammy) and Stanley in the shower? alt Sammy; died there? (links to end of P18, Soprano link? alt whacked in the shower). Link to Sammy Jankis, Memento, Leonard Shelby in the shower, comes to (anterograde amnesia) and notices tattoos etc, link to Audrey's state in P16, confused by her surroundings; amnesia link to Rita in the shower in MD; Office Space, link to space vs time? (Audrey in S3 in present time "I am fucking Billy" "that's what I am doing"; 'in time' link to 'over time' - over time Jowday became Judy). Memento Stephen Tobolowsky plays Sammy, Hutch said he owed a Sammy money, link to Shelly, who gave Steven & Becky money, Steven "I'll pay her back"alt Hutch. Shelly alt the wife in Memento, lost her memory from an attack? Alt in the role of Sylvia (home invasion P10 like Clockwork Orange; time is broken?); P17 the scene goes dark, alt a memory fading, amnesia patient? ("do you remember everything" link); Tobolowsky also in Groundhog Day, Murray wakes up on the same day over and over, keeps memories but stuck in a time loop, alt to losing memory but moving forward in time (Leonard, Memento); MrC seems to be in a time loop but memory also resets? He seems confused in P2 alt being manipulated, no tattoos to keep memories}.
Spacek alt Becky. Rage issues P11, link to 'Carrie' who gets covered in blood alt version holding a knife after stabbing (her rival is Judy?)
MrC alt Jack (Shinning) returns to the hotel or loops back into the story (alt from being frozen to death) and is shot before the story starts.
Home invasion link to Clockwork Orange. {P10 at Sylvia's blends with P9 at Betty's, 3 enter + 1 in P10, Richard alt missing Andy}
-Carrie (1976) (novel by King), covered in pig's blood alt holding a knife; repeating 'kn's link to Novak. P18 Cooper takes Carrie to Sarah's, full maiden name is Sarah Judy Novack. (alt Sarah King, a writer?) Reality where Sarah doesn't exist (Tremond in her place), Carrie is Judy? Scream alt Novak's.
-Links between Ruth's apartment (where Rita was in the shower) and the end of P18. Ruth and Alice visual link. As Cooper and Carrie walk rhythmically up the stairs, view focuses on Cooper leaves blonde Carrie behind, alt in Ruth's bedroom, camera pans away from blonde Betty to Rita retrieving the blue box, Betty vanishes (alt Carrie vanishes P18 and Cooper is alone). Sarah is called "Aunt Sarah" by Maddy; S2E6, Maddy meets with James & Donna, Maddy - "I had a feeling that Laura was in trouble. I've always felt close to her. That's why I came here." alt to Betty: "Of course I'd rather be known as a great actress than a movie star but you know sometimes people ending being both, so that I guess you'd say is sort of why I came here." Betty continues "I'm just so excited to be here. I just came here from Deep River Ontario and now I'm in this dream place. But you can imagine how I feel." 'Feel' - Maddy -"You know, I didn't know Laura that well but I feel like I do" and twice more (above). James and Laura talked about a secret hiding place for Laura's diary, alt to Betty and Rita "let's hide it" the black purse with the money and the blue key. After the blue box is dropped, Ruth enters the bedroom and we see her POV scanning the room alt Sarah's POV scanning Laura's room:
'Aunt' Sarah vs Aunt Ruth scan bedrooms. Laura's hidden diary alt the hidden purse (with key and money).
Shower (link to end of P18 and Carrie's scream), alt meteor shower? Carrie looks up in the sky (visual with Dido). Meteor alt meter, Cooper alt a cab driver (alt takes Carrie/Betty to Havenhurst). Alt a single meteor, extinction event? Cooper & Carrie alt dinosaurs.
Cooper alt cab driver; link to MD, Betty taken to Havenhurst in a cab.
-Chris Isaak (Agent Chester Desmond) hit Wicked Game. Link to Wicked Garden, by Stone Temple Pilots. P9 Gordon on the plane gets a call from Col Davis, tells Diane about their detour, then has a word with the pilots (link to P3, Albert said the congressman got word to Chris about clues he left in his garden that prove his innocence). Chet Desmond (and Sam Stanley) alt the two pilots? (alt Sammy, flying a plane in rainstorm alt in the shower? Audrey 'inside' him after the cross?). Stone link to faces of stone; alt the FBI take a flight to Mt Rushmore (events in the hotel P14-P17 alt on the plane, then detour to SD alt ending). North By Northwest (Cooper alt Carey Grant) in Frank's office alt Mt Rushmore? Link to Wes Anderson; Albert & Frank linked ("oh boy") - 'Albert Hitchcock' & 'Frank Anderson?' (Frank P7 alt talks to brother Michael (Dr. H) via Skype? talk about Cooper, who checked in on Audrey Horne alt the Evolution of Arm (Audrey repeats the line, story about little girl etc) then he left the RR alt the hospital?) {Frank alt a park ranger, link to cowboy in MD, alt Naido found in a national park (Frank Lebowski alt); also alt the groundskeeper at the hotel, Shinning; alt Jack coming to look for her? she's held to keep her safe}.
P17 scene alt at Mt Rushmore, link to North by Northwest.
MrC's crash alt a setup like in North by Northwest. [P12 scene in lounge, alcohol and books, links to scene where they force Grant to drink; link to drunk at the station?]
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2024.04.27 03:33 Vessel_soul Cites of Muslim women scholars & academics works(video/article/books/lecture)?

Cites of Muslim women scholars & academics works(video/article/books/lecture)?
Salam, I made a thread listing Muslim women scholars & academics here https://twitter.com/electron9_1/status/1784007221686554746 for this sister who made a community on Twitter called "sisters in Islam" as she defends Muslim women against misogynist Muslim men. I want to ask if you guys can cite works or what you recommend her(me) to read & watch first what would it be?
https://preview.redd.it/27haph0kdxwc1.png?width=771&format=png&auto=webp&s=3028bf85fbdb002346c461bfd074232f10c38616
https://preview.redd.it/m9nj7jwndxwc1.png?width=723&format=png&auto=webp&s=e407c03b95f6a7df38e3c41850609a73f125f091
ps: those who are looking for Muslim women thinker names here they are and if you have more please include them and follow the question above, thank you. and check out the thread here I made 4 mon ago listing quranic centre and hadith skeptics both men and women https://www.reddit.com/Quraniyoon/comments/18x1n13/any_prominent_scholars_drs_who_preaches_quran/
Dr. Safiyya Ally (Executive Producer of Let the Quran Speak) https://www.quranspeaks.com/who-s-who
Grace Song (Director of the Usuli Institute) https://www.usuli.org/converts-1/intros/
Shaykha Reima Yosif (President of the al-Rawiya Foundation) https://youtube.com/@alrawiya?si=grtYIKer3QSMu4B7
(Reima seems to have disappeared suddenly from the internet in 2016, not sure what happened to her, but she still has a number of decent videos up from her work at al-Rawiya)
Dr. Ingrid Mattson (Former president of the Islamic Society of North America) https://isna.net/ingrid-mattson/
Dr. Amina Wadud (Professor of Islamic Studies) https://youtube.com/@aminawadudTLI?si=kxMC6zRuz1mEin_s
Dr. Asma Lamrabet (Director of the Center for Studies and Research on Women’s Issues in Islam) http://www.asma-lamrabet.com/articles/interview-asma-lamrabet-on-islamic-liberation-theology/
Dr. Leila Ahmed (Professor, author, and scholar) https://hds.harvard.edu/people/leila-ahmed
Elif Shafak (author of 40 Rules of Love) https://www.elifsafak.com.thome/
Fatima Mernissi a feminist Muslim scholar and the founder of Islamic feminism (professor, author, scholar) https://fatemamernissi.com/
Dr. Aisha Y. Musa (professor in Islamic studies, Middle East studies, author) https://www.draymusa.com/
Dr. Ayesha Chaudhry (professor in religion, Islamic studies, gender studies, author) https://www.ayeshaschaudhry.com/
Dr. Laury Silvers (professor, author) https://www.llsilvers.com/about
https://www.instagram.com/laurylsilvers/
https://twitter.com/waraqamusa
Maryam Amir (professor of Islamic studies, author, scholar) https://yaqeeninstitute.ca/team/maryam-amir
Dr Sofia (author, scholar) https://instagram.com/sofia_reading?igshid=OGQ5ZDc2ODk2ZA==
Musawah (not a woman but women-led movement) https://instagram.com/musawahmovement?igshid=OGQ5ZDc2ODk2ZA==
Dr Nur Rofiah (author, scholar) https://instagram.com/nrofiah?igshid=OGQ5ZDc2ODk2ZA==
Dr Shehnaz Haqqani (WTPatriarchy) (professor of Islamic studies, author) https://orbala.wordpress.com/about-contact/
https://twitter.com/WTPatriarchy
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KCm2pXyoeSI
Farhat Hashmi ( part of the Al huda institute) all her work is in Urdu https://www.youtube.com/@DrFarhatHashmiOfficial/community
Kecia Ali (Professor of religion and islamic studies, author) https://www.bu.edu/religion/faculty/kecia-ali/
Zahra Ayubi (professor of Islamic studies, gender and Islam, Islamic ethics & philosophy, Islamic medical ethics) https://faculty-directory.dartmouth.edu/zahra-ayubi
Riffat Hassan (professor, scholar, author) https://berkleycenter.georgetown.edu/people/riffat-hassan
Nevin Reda (professor, author) https://www.emmanuel.utoronto.ca/home/nevin-reda/
Sylvia Chan-Malik ( professor of religion studies, author) https://amerstudies.rutgers.edu/people/core-faculty/sylvia-chan-malik
https://twitter.com/schanmalik?ref_src=twsrc%5Egoogle%7Ctwcamp%5Eserp%7Ctwgr%5Eauthor
Krista Melanie Riley (professor, author) http://www.muslimahmediawatch.org/
https://twitter.com/krista_riley?lang=fr
Kelly Wentworth (imam mosque in atlanta) https://twitter.com/kikithehamster
Sheikha Aisha Prime (professor, author) https://yaqeeninstitute.ca/team/ieasha-prime
Dr Abla Hasan (professor, author) https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC5phB7T3bEO57WzffPKCBNw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JdGZ8fNSDyk
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2024.04.24 03:16 justheretosayy TTPD is bout Sylvia Plath

Ok so I found this tiktok by @Modernidiot explaining this so I can't take credit. But Sylvia Plath is a famous American poet and author. She was married to Ted Hughes who was a British poet. They lived together in London. They were married SIX YEARS! Sylvia was very open bout her struggles with her mental health. She does by sicide in the "endless February" of 1963. The fortnight video follows a women in a mental hospital and end with a phone booth. Sylvia Plath went to a phone box the night she died to call Ted and didn't answer because he was out with another women. His second wife also died of sicide. This TikTok creator claims that's the Cassandra connection but I need to look more into that to understand. When Sylvia died she left behind two children and a manuscript called Ariel and then a second set of 19 poems. It's why it's a double album. My mind is blown away.
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2024.04.22 02:15 Practical-Donut-1039 Stoughton Road (US 51) WisDOT Study - Public Involvement

Hey great people of Reddit, I hope this reaches the right audience and you could help me spread the word.
TLDR - WisDOT is currently studying what should be done on Madison's east side along Stoughton Road (US 51. This project seems massive and likely expensive, so we as citizens around Madison, Monona, and McFarland should really be involved, even virtually, and make sure our tax dollars end up on something we want and will benefit all of us and our children's generation, not just people who want a short cut from driving on the interstate.
The other week I attended the Warner Park Family Fun Night and spoke to someone who had some boards about a road study on the east side of Madison for Stoughton Road that interested me as I drive it each day. Doing some follow up I found the study on WisDOT's webpage. And it seems like the study is still relatively early with an upcoming opportunity for public input either this spring (or later this summer according to who I spoke with).
One of the most striking things to me are the safety issues for vehicles let alone the abysmal crossings if you are on foot or bike where I don't think I would want to cross the street let along trust my children to. And considering the neighborhoods and schools in the area, I don't think it is unreasonable to assume there are numerous people who would cross if it were safer.
I don't claim to know much about traffic, street design, or urban planning, but I was discussing this with some friends out golfing the other day and one of them brought up this channel called Not Just Bikes on YouTube.... and WOW! I've gone down such a rabbit hole watching these videos it really makes me sad knowing all the great standards some people live with that I could never imagine.
There are so many more videos I will leave you to find, but it is truly eye-opening.
As this study is still in progress with an online comment section as well as upcoming public meetings, I feel it's essential to get the word out to as many people as possible, and just maybe we can see a road that will benefit us as well as our children. A re-defined road here could reimagine Madison and the surrounding suburbs. Imagine having a train or Bus Rapid Transit line connecting Madison, Monona, McFarland! This would widely open up business opportunities, likely remove a huge number of cars from the road as there are large volumes today as shown in one of WisDOT's traffic graphics.
Following this, I will be figuring out how to contact my local leaders and become more of an advocate for safer streets and whatever needs to be done to make a regional transit authority, which according to the Madison BRT FAQ is not allowed right now?
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2024.04.20 13:29 Own_Concept8416 Sneak peak of Alyssa not founds “living like Sylvia Plath” YouTube video 😭

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2024.04.19 22:01 Own_Concept8416 Alyssa not founds “living like Sylvia Plath no electricity YouTube video” 🤔

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2024.04.19 07:52 HotDark9308 How do you love someone who hurt you? TW: CSA, depression, mental health

I've been reading a lot of Sylvia Plath's poetry recently, and thinking a lot about her famous poem, "Daddy." It's angry, like many of her other works, but there is a frustration that is expressed here. How can you love someone who has hurt you? I started university this past fall, and I've been away from home. When I got into two universities, I was told to go to the farthest one away from home by my friends. I have this vivid memory of my friend telling me to get as far away as I could from my parents.
When I got to uni, I knew that I wanted to have no contact with my mother. I've always had hard times with her, especially because I knew that I was not the daughter she wanted. Our interests are rarely aligned, values are different, I'm more of a tomboy, and I have always been closed off. While she's hurt me in the past, there is one thing I cannot let go of. When I was a child, I was sexually assaulted by our babysitter. I always had feelings of discomfort around him, but it wasn't until I was a teenager that I realized what happened was sexual abuse. I had a breakdown, and my mother was notified. I remember her asking me the next morning driving me and asking me "if he touched me" and I said yes. Hand on a Bible, I remember that is what she asked me because I felt like I wanted to throw up.
She told me she had a "talk" with him. She didn't press charges, didn't take me to the police, and didn't help me seek professional help. It was as if it never fucking happened. She didn't cut him out of our lives, and there was an incident where he confronted me at a friend's theater production. This incident was nearly a year after I had my breakdown at school. I can't for the life of me remember what he said to me because the fear blocked it out. I had a breakdown the next day at school.
COVID-19 hit about a year and a half later, and all of these incidents were still somewhat present in the back of my mind. My uncle and great-grandmother would die in the same summer of 2020; grief became a type of cocoon for me, a morose comatose. I was catatonic, like anyone during the lockdowns, but I cannot remember the fall of 2020 well. In November 2020, my abuser came back into our lives. I won't get graphic but I'll just say that he was caught on camera. This family did press charges, and he spent a night in jail. He went to my mother and begged her for my brother and me to testify for his innocence. I heard the whole call, and I just screamed silently in my room.
I can't remember that night well. I just remember hearing him cry over the phone and my mother repeating what he did in disbelief. She would relitigate my breakdown from high school. She cried and begged me to forgive her. I can't remember what I said. I remember she took me to a fast food restaurant where I paid for a milkshake and fries. The rest of 2020 would be spent in my room, where I just felt suicidal. I remember when December hit, I wanted to testify against my abuser. I tried to search for the other family and reach out to them. I was nineteen at the time and didn't know that this would be considered collusion. I never did find them.
After New Year's 2021, my abuser called again. I left the room when I saw his caller ID on my mother's phone and went for a walk. I think she told him to never contact us again. I can't remember if it was before or after I went on my walk if I told my parents that I wanted to testify; regardless I told them my desire to do it, and my mom told me to do it but there was no "we'll be at your side." The next day, there was no game plan, no plan to go to the police, to do anything. It was as if it never happened.
What was prioritized was getting a job. I had to contribute, which I wanted to do, but all the pressure was put on me. I have a brother who's only two years younger than me. He's never had to pay for rent or groceries. I got a job in April of 2021 and worked while I went to online community college classes. I had almost three jobs at one point: barista, dog walker, and tutor. The tutoring gig died out shortly, especially because the kid needed more professional help (like, she stabbed me with a pencil at one point, luckily it was dull).
In the late summer of 2021, I went to the police. There was an incident when I was on the bus where a man masturbated to me. I was horrified, and a friend told me to go to the police. It was here that I broke down, but I knew that I wanted to report my abuser finally. While the report was made, the officer was skeptical of me. She asked the trite question, "why didn't you report it earlier?" I was alone at the station and I broke down. I could tell that she probably felt like she fucked up, especially when I told her about how I tried in the past. The next week, a detective was put on my case. I gave an interview at my community college alone with the two detectives.
I asked to leave my parents out of the process. I didn't want them involved, especially since they didn't care to be in the process in the first place. While this wish was initially granted, it was then revoked because the incident happened when I was a minor; therefore, my mother had to be interviewed. Things got worse when my abuser came into my work as a Doordash driver, and I had a panic attack in the back. The staff protected me and I should've been sent home, but I guess I wanted to stay. I just worked through the motions. We talked, and I asked her why we didn't go sooner. She just tells me she doesn't remember and that the 2021 Insurrection blocked out her early memories of January. She would later tell me that if I had disclosed sooner, she would've done something.
My case didn't move forward beyond the interview. The DA believed me and believed the interview, but the timeline was a risk. If I had come forward sooner, I maybe would've had a chance to testify. My case wouldn't have amounted to a charge, but rather a character witness; I would've been proof of a pattern. I was distraught when I found out from the detective that he believed me, but that I couldn't testify.
I tried to confront my mother in November of 2023. I asked her why she didn't take me to the police. She used my abuser's name and blamed me for not going to the police. She told me that it was my fault that I didn't disclose sooner. I hung up on her and cried my eyes out.
I never want to speak to my mother again. As far as I'm concerned, she lost her right to be my mother. When I moved out, I moved into student housing which I regret. I should've picked a more stable place to live, especially because I would've at least gotten to take my furniture and all of my belongings. While my furniture got thrown away, my dad made sure to keep my books. I never want to see my mother again. I don't see her as my mother, she is just a stranger.
My dad tries. My dad is a good man, and he works hard. He sacrificed a lot for my family. To convey the dynamic between my parents and myself, here's an anecdote. I slept on the couch one night and I got my period the morning after. My dad tried to help clean it up while my mother scorned me. Loving my father is a contradiction: how can I love a parent who was complicit in my abuse? I have so many memories of us playing video games together, and he cared about my interests. He cares about me, and his whole family is gone now. I can't leave him behind, but I also cannot ever forgive my mother. My father wears the corny "UC ___ Dad" shirt, and he sends me supportive texts. He's admired my academic ambition. He's never once said to me, "you think you're smarter than me?" or undercut me. He's never brought up my weight, or my discomfort about talking about sex, and he didn't downplay my interests. The university I'm at is only a half hour away from where he grew up, and I see his hometown from my campus almost every day.
It hurts to love someone who failed you. If my parents were divorced, then this would be easy right? If only all the variables aligned like stars in the sky. If only my abuser never harmed me, if only my mother believed me, if only this if only that. The truth is, I never want to speak to my mother again. I love my father, and he needs support. His only brother is dead now. Both of his parents are gone. I would do almost anything for him, but I could not be in his life if my mother was there.
I feel like being away, I have gotten stronger. I've been excelling in my classes, my professors know my name (or at least, recognize me haha), and I've been trying to go to counseling more often. However, I have this guilt. I have survivor's guilt from COVID, and I am haunted by my past. My past just swallows me whole, "so black no sky could squeak through." I have gotten panic attacks at school, one time I just hyperventilated in one of the buildings. I had a friend who helped me get back on my feet.
Last weekend a myriad of freshman families came to the campus, and I just felt sad. My parents have visited the campus a few times, but they're not that interested in my studies. Yet, at the same time, I don't talk about school that much around them. I've closed my heart off to them, and I just feel a void of emptiness. I just feel so alone.
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2024.04.19 06:34 imthatchanceguy Max Scherzer Ahead Of Schedule, Could Return In Early May

Max Scherzer Ahead Of Schedule, Could Return In Early May
When Max Scherzer underwent surgery to repair a herniated disc in his back in December, the Rangers announced that he would likely be on the shelf into late June. A few weeks ago, GM Chris Young indicated the team wasn’t going to place Scherzer on the 60-day injured list, however, as his rehab had progressed to the point that there was optimism he could return at some point in late May. That timetable has been pushed up even further now, it seems.
Shawn McFarland of the Dallas Morning News wrote this week that Scherzer will throw 40 pitches against live hitters Friday — his second session against live hitters this week. McFarland spoke with Scherzer following his first session, wherein he faced Ezequiel Duran, Andrew Knizner and Davis Wendzel. The three-time Cy Young winner said he threw all his pitches and “stepped on it” in that first session. In a video piece for FOX Sports, Ken Rosenthal reports the Rangers are hoping Scherzer will be ready as soon as early May.
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2024.04.18 06:25 Pixiegirls1102 Documentaries/Cases/Videos: CPS, Child Deaths **May be triggering or Graphic

Here are a list of documentaries or videos about child deaths, CPS negligence, or mothers who have murdered their children. Please note, some of these cases may be triggering, or very graphic, so please watch with care.
Kidnapped by Maine CPS https://youtu.be/_AdUur9nDf0?si=G05HcBrDy3QzTowQ
Maine CPS Approves Of Mom and Ogre of Torturing Daughter https://youtu.be/Oz9Etg9VhrA?si=lr3WLrQhygfW_f4V
Fundie Fridays- Michael and Debbie Perl https://youtu.be/wt0QOKbEj7A?si=rhwCxSBc0TgHo45A
Sylvia Likens: Indiana’s Most Sadistic and Neglectful Case [Graphic] https://youtu.be/F1XDmFpCtH8?si=X1RfMK4wgPoWoy85
Seth and Tatiana Welch: They Didn’t Think that Killing Their Daughter Was Wrong https://youtu.be/TSFcsvEQDCQ?si=gSySi_pu1bdB2b_t
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2024.04.16 22:10 teddydaniels11 28/F/England

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2024.04.14 20:15 Cr4yol4 2024 Week 7: NOLA Gold @ San Diego Legion

Matchup: NOLA Gold (3-2-0, 15pts, 2nd in East) vs San Diego Legion (4-1-0, 19pts, 3rd in West)
Venue: Snapdragon Stadium, San Diego, CA Weather: 61 F, 16 C, Clear Sky
Broadcast: The Rugby Network, YurView Louisiana, Fox 5 San Diego
Kickoff: 4pm ET, 1pm PT
NOLA Number San Diego
Matt Harmon 1 Faka’osi Pifeleti
Augusto Böhme 2 Hugh Roach
James Irey 3 Darcy Breen
Callum Botchar 4 Jay Tuivaiti
William Waguespack 5 Greg Peterson
Malcolm May 6 Vili Helu
Moni Tonga’uiha (c) 7 Blair Cowan (c)
Osaiasi Tonga’uiha 8 Tevita Tameilau
Luke Campbell 9 Connor Tupai
Dorian Jones 10 Lincoln McClutchie
Ed Fidow 11 Ryan James
Rodney Iona 12 Ma’a Nonu
JP du Plessis 13 Ethan Grayson
Taniela Filimone 14 Tomas Aoake
Dougie Fife 15 Marcel Brache
Reserves Reserves
Pat O’Toole 16 Chris Mickelson
Sam Klimkowski 17 Nathan Sylvia
Trent Rogers 18 Oliver Kane
Maciu Koroi 19 Charlie Hewitt
Ale Lopeti 20 Cyrille Cama
Damien Stevens 21 Danny Christensen
Reece Botha 22 Tiaan Loots
Ross Depperschmidt 23 Chris Mattina
Referee: Cisco Lopez (USA)
Assistants: Kat Roche (USA) & Fernando García (Mexico)
TMO: Greg Gilliam (USA)
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2024.04.13 19:47 jean9595 Vintage, not super common girl names

Edit: this got way more interest than I was expecting! Please see edit below with name combos. THANK EACH PERSON WHO RESPONDED YOURE AMAZING
Hi namenerds!
My husband and I are having a hard time choosing "the name" for our little girl. Big brothers name is Wesley which we liked because it's easy to spell, approachable but not bizarre, classy, easy "Wes" nickname, nature meaning but not too naturey since our last name is a tree (Birch) followed by "field".
We'd like to have middle name be MARGARET or GLORIA but are flexible.
Names I like:
Gloria- this is a family name, but the person we would be honoring doesn't like her name
Zelda- too video gamey?
Florence- likely a top contender, but SO says it reminds him of a city, less of a name. I might be swaying him on this though.
Other names are Daphne, Sylvia, Lydia, but don't feel like the one. I like the name "Goldie" but don't like Marigold. Beatrice, but is too alliterative with our last name.
He likes
Eliza- I worry about mass popularity of "Ellie", El- names in general
Zoe- I know multiple Zoe's and just don't connect it to my daughter
Alice- his sister is Ali so I think this is out.
As you can see we tend to like names that include the "z" sound and are a bit more vintage. Am I missing an obvious name? Any feedback on our current choices?
Quick edit here at 650 comments holy cow- We won't be using Gloria or a form of Gloria for the first name unless my beloved grandmother changes her mind. Nn Goldie would've been sooo cute I know.
Hazel is our friends baby so I just think of her with that name but it definitely fits the style!
Thoughts on our top contenders:
Flora Margaret Birchfield (Too many "r"s? Too nature coded? )
Flora Louise Birchfield
Florence Mae Birchfield (variation of Margaret here)
Florence Lydia Birchfield (lydia is the name my grandmother requested instead of Gloria)
Eliza "Izzie" Margaret Birchfield
Eliza "Izzie" Gloria Birchfield (too many -a's?)
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