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Finding good shows to watch online is difficult; there's very little advertising and word-of-mouth is low. Join and post here to find and share what you watch every week. Shows don't have to be free (a la Netflix), but do have to be from legal sources. Longform (>22min) and episodic shows are preferred, but please don't hesitate to post shorter short films (if they're good, of course). Shows from independent or larger production companies are both accepted, just make sure they're good.
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2024.05.16 08:04 Femboy_Yugioh 26[M4M]USA/Nerdy Femboy looking for a LTR/let’s game or voice call?

Just A femboy looking for a serious ltr , so I’ll get to the point 🤗. I’m not here for the games , or ghosting . I’m here for something long term. Dating apps don’t work for me sadly.
Located: Texas . Willing to move to another state or have my future partner live with me .
Appearance :
A thick black femboy who loves dressing up sometimes . Height : 5’3. I wear glasses to read manga . My style is mostly goth/casual clothes from mostly anime shirts and chokers.
💙My hobbies:
🩷What im looking for in a Relationship🩷
▶️MY TYPE:
TALL (taller than my own height) , very communicative, masculine(mostly beards and body hair) gamers/anime nerds. These are just preferences not a deal breaker .
✅Ps: for compatibility reasons I’m a 100% bottom.
If you made it this far, please message me an introduction about yourself. This is extremely important as it tells me alot about you and for me to give you a well detailed response. Mostly a name to call you , hobbies, location (state wise) and what you’re looking for . You may send pics in the first message if you may like 😊
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2024.05.16 07:56 Delicious_Sample_312 How to fix family relationship?

I couldn't come up with a good title that accurately sums up the post in a reasonable amount of time, sorry. I am open to any harsh words as I probably need it.
I am 18 almost 19, doing online college, no job, pretty much on the computer all day playing games with friends or watching TV/youtube. The advice I want is how to fix/deal with feeling like a neglected child and/or not feeling cared about enough.
My family, I believe, is well off and live comfortably. Dad has a good job and my mom works 2 jobs, one full time one part time- we make enough money. I believe the only reason I ended up staying in my room doing things to pass time is because my parents don't really seek me out, they aren't assertive towards interacting with me. I do believe this is partially my fault as I was always a loner on purpose for a majority of middle school/highschool since we moved when I was in the 7th grade. I don't have many friends and don't care to have big groups of friends either. I don't enjoy parties/concerts or loud places. My closest friends (and at the moment only real friends) live too far for us to interact IRL without planning a big trip. I hear people mention things like not needed a reason to talk to people, but I always think, if you have no reason to talk, what would you even talk about? Given this thought process, it's understandable that my family doesn't interact often, but it's too un-often I believe. My parents never knock on my door (could be unreasonable because phones exist, I have no idea). My parents and I can go days without holding a conversation. We don't ever travel or do any thing like bowling, go-kart, etc. together. It seems like the only thing that interests them is themselves and work. I hate to say they put work first but I'm coming closer and closer to that as I think about this.
I feel reluctant to call my parents not great parents however, they are not what my version of an ideal mothefather figure would look like. Granted, this "ideal" is mostly from observing other parents or things on the internet which would be a far fetch to say is realistic and I understand that not every family dynamic is the same, but maybe they are lacking core features that most parents have?
Is everything I've mentioned just my own fault or every participants fault? Am I being unreasonable?
(not sure if this was too harsh for advice, new to reddit, I kinda just viewed it as needing advice and not a vent/depression worthy topic even though it does affect me a bit)
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2024.05.16 07:55 Ok_Bass2076 Samsung M8 vs LG MyView

I am looking for a monitor for my new WFH setup, which I intend to keep all white. I will be primarily using a Macbook Air M2 as the primary computer. And since this will be a bedroom setup, both these being a Smart TV is a bonus.
I went through a lot of review material online for both but could not find any articles/videos comparing both side by side.
What do you guys recommend out of the two, and why?
P.S.: Most of the reviews for the Samsung M80 are about the older model, not the 2023 M80C model, which is something to keep in mind. Also, the LG is a 2024 model.
Below is the official product page and price for both monitors.
Samsung M80C Price on Amazon fluctuates between $370 - $560
LG 32" MyView Smart Monitor (32SR85U) Price on Amazon fluctuates between $450 - $570
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2024.05.16 07:45 IcyAd1999 Tyson Fury - Oleksandr Usyk How to watch on TV stream online Boxing

The Fury v Usyk live stream sees the undisputed heavyweight championship defend his strap against the popular Californian pugilist. Here's everything you need to know to watch online with and without a PPV. Tyson Fury and Oleksandr Usyk will take the ring on Saturday May 18) at Riyadh, Saudi Arabia. Here are all the ways to stream live free online.
I don't care if there is a small delay or anything, but it needs to be at a good bitrate at 1080p or it isn't worth watch for me. Also preferably I would want a way to watch it on a smart TV in some way but im expecting to sacrifice that luxury honestly.
ESPN, ABC or Boxing Network. I'm sure you can stream as well as way to watch it but I want to see what you guys recommend.

Fury vs. Usyk fight card, odds

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2024.05.16 07:41 Either_Chef1225 How to watch Tyson Fury v Oleksandr Usyk live stream and TV channel in UK?

What's the way to watch Tyson Fury vs Oleksandr Usyk live?. Fury is getting on a bit. He's not going to be as mobile as he used to be. Coming in heavy only compounds that. Even a slimmed down Fury is bigger and stronger than Usyk, so why risk gassing out or being unable to catch the smaller man?
Does anybody else think that Tyson fury is looking a bit too thin to fight usyk? If you get me. It looks like he's lost ALOT of weight. His weight is his biggest advantage. If he looses more than he usually does, I think he'll struggle against usyk there's no way he'll outbox him. as he won't have much weight for him to lean on usyk and also unpopular opinion, I do think it's fishy. He wasn't in good shape for the feb 17th usyk fight and now he got "cut" it's given him lots more time to train doesn't it seem strange?
2 p.m. ET - 5 p.m. UK
I pirate everything: games, movies, software, and even made my own plex server. But lately I have gotten really into Usyk & Fury Boxing and haven't found a great way to watch Boxing for free live.
The Fury v Usyk live stream sees the undisputed heavyweight championship defend his strap against the popular Californian pugilist. Here's everything you need to know to watch online with and without a PPV. Tyson Fury and Oleksandr Usyk will take the ring on Saturday May 18) at Riyadh, Saudi Arabia. Here are all the ways to stream live free online.
I don't care if there is a small delay or anything, but it needs to be at a good bitrate at 1080p or it isn't worth watch for me. Also preferably I would want a way to watch it on a smart TV in some way but im expecting to sacrifice that luxury honestly.
ESPN, ABC or Boxing Network. I'm sure you can stream as well as way to watch it but I want to see what you guys recommend..

Fury vs. Usyk fight card, odds

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2024.05.16 07:33 Either-Inspector-260 Best Way to Watch Fury vs Usyk live Streams free Reddit Boxing streams

Got the Way to Watch Fury vs Usyk live Streams fRee Reddit Boxingstreams. I've been wanting to watch more games lately, but most online links I've found either skip frequently or are lower quality. UFC 301 promises to be one of the biggest events in Boxing history as Dana White lines up a mega card for the 2024 blockbuster next weekend. I pirate everything: sports, movies, TV Channels, and even made my own plex server. But lately I have gotten really into Boxing Streams and haven't found a great way to watch Boxing live for free...
ESPN, ABC or Boxing Network. I'm sure you can stream as well. I pirate everything: games, movies, software, and even made my own plex server.
When is the Fury vs. Usyk fight?
Date: Saturday, May 18
Start time: 2 p.m. ET
Fight time (approximate): 11:15 p.m. ET
Location: Riyadh, Saudi Arabia
TV channel/streaming: PPV via TNTSPORTS, Amazon Prime
Tyson Fury and Oleksandr Usyk face off this Saturday, May 18 in Riyadh, Saudi Arabia. The event will begin at 10 a.m. ET/2 p.m. PT. The pair are expected to face off in the ring around 11:15 p.m. that evening. The event will feature four fights.
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2024.05.16 07:31 RationalSchizo812020 Kanye and Kendrick vs Drake and The Diddler: A Conspiracy

Written 5/8/2024- updates attached below

I tried posting this on kendrick almost a week ago and it got no response, I messaged the mods to ask about Karma restrictions or account age requirements and they never replied. I made a new account and it was the same issue, but I found out last night I wasn’t fully banned, so I figured I’d throw it up and see if anyone finds it valuable. It’s written for people who have no prior knowledge of the rap game/music business. I don’t have to go as hard on obscuring names this time. One of the influencers I mentioned in my last post is known for doxxing and threatening violence against people who mention the many contradictions in their stories. (Sorry for any typos/mistakes I want to go to bed.)
Origins
I believe the current Drake and Kendrick Lamar beef is either completely or partially fabricated by certain industry leaders or the parties involved in an effort to distract from something bigger going down behind the scenes. If you were an influential label owner facing major accusations, and you needed to deflect media attention from yourself, recreating one of the most defining moments in rap history during the social media era would be a way to do it. It also wouldn’t hurt that two of the biggest rappers in the world were already sending shots at each other in their music for years prior. The public consensus is they are simply two famous rappers who hate each other and fighting over the spot for the top like in the 90’s. Only people who were directly involved could paint a more cohesive picture of the whole story. Even when all the cards drop, there is a good chance the average person won’t be able to find direct sources on their own and will continue to support their favorite artists and dismiss any evidence of their crimes like the drizzy subreddit or Ak fans.

As I said the beef between Kendrick and Drake has been brewing in the background for years, with both rappers sending shots and sneak dissing each other over the course of at least 8 years. The most agreed upon origin story is the first diss was the 2016 Big Sean and Kendrick collaboration, “Control,” and Drake responded with, “The Language”. Things stayed relatively lighthearted for a while and both were intentionally vague for many years. Before I go deep into the Kendrick and Drake stuff, it’s really important to examine some of Drake’s prior beefs because they add a ton of context to my theory. In my opinion Kendrick and Co. started scheming all of this some time around Mid 2020-Mid 2022, well after the whole Pusha T beef had transitioned into the Kanye beef.

What exactly started the beef is debatable, but at the time many attributed it to rumors of Drake pursuing Ye’s ex Amber Rose. Unfortunately the timeline isn’t 100 percent clear, and if I included every detail this would be at least 200+ pages so I’ll stick with the important stuff. The ultimate outcome of the Pusha T battle in 2018 was the revelation of Drake’s son Adidon that he had previously been hiding from the world along with getting Ye directly involved in the beef.

Here are some more examples of Drake antagonizing Ye and of him trying to use women as pawns to get material for his diss tracks. The Drake line, “Yeah, I probably go link to Yeezy, I need me some Jesus, but as soon as I start confessin' my sins, he wouldn't believe us," could be a reference to sleeping with Kim Kardashian, trying to double down on his threats to harm him or his family, or it could be a double entendre. Another example is using the name Kiki in another song, which was apparently one of Kim’s nicknames. Some other possible examples include the theories he may have tried the same thing with Kendrick’s wife Whitney around 2020-2021 in an attempt to use as ammo against Kendrick, which I’ll go into later. I don’t listen to much of either artist's music, but there are probably many of other examples in Drake’s catalogue that I’m leaving out. There is also his song Omerta released in 2019, which I'll go into below.

“Your baby mother call me when she lonely My tailor see me twice a week, he like my homie Forever grateful, forever thankful Diamond necklace, but she wears it on her ankle”

(Probably referring to Kim Kardashian since she had a few pictures with her wearing diamond ankle bracelets and was trying to make it into a trend.

“I plan to buy your most personal belongings when they up for auction”

(There were various rumors floating around for a while that Drake was blackmailing Ye with something and he was fighting to keep it from the public. I thought about it and this line might be referencing a sex tape with Kim or her little sister who me was very touch before she turned 18. In 2022 there was a whole storyline on Kim’s show where Ye flies to LA to prevent her second sex tape from being released.)

West Hollywood, know my presence is menacing
Cosa Nostra, shady dealings
Racketeering, the syndicate got they hand in plenty things The things that we've done to protect the name are unsettling But no regrets, though, the name'll echo Years later, none greater
Death to a coward and a traitor, that's just in my nature, yeah
(Drake and Ye both frequented the Delilah Nightclub located in West Hollywood and lived closeby on the same street for a while.)
"I don't carry cash 'cause the money is digital
It's the American Expresser, the debt collector"

(Sounds a lot more like it could be crypto to launder or send large amounts of ill gotten gains. It started becoming mainstream around them)

"Last year, niggas really feel like they rode on me
Last year, niggas got hot 'cause they told on me
I'm 'bout to call the bluff of anybody the fold on me"

These lines stood out because they could be referring to Ye telling the public about Drake's alleged threats a couple months before the songs release. This happened not long after the release of Sicko mode which was towards the end of 2018 as well. Ye was discussing the incident on Twitter and reached out to Drake and Travis to talk to him in private. In the next set of tweets Kanye publicly accused Drake of threatening him and his family in a major way. Surprisingly Ye seemed genuinely scared and amongst his, “crazy rants,” some of the stuff he said makes a ton of sense in hindsight. This also the beginning of his second serious public struggles with Bipolar disorder after being committed in 2016 shortly after an on stage rant where he calls out Jay Z for selling out and says he's afraid he might kill him.. As someone who shares the same diagnosis, I have a pretty good understanding of mania and psychosis and firmly believe that it's important not to write people off right away due to their mental illness. Some of my most thoughtful, creative, and productive periods were inspired by mania. Industry bigwigs have also been using mental illness to discredit influential black celebrities and visionaries going back decades, but it really picked up in the 80’s.

Dave Chappelle has gone into this a lot in the past and claims he experienced something similar before he quit show business and dipped to Africa. Their stories have a lot of interesting parallels if you’re familiar or curious. I remember he actually visited Ye at his house in Wyoming after he was reported to have had a, "mental breakdown," during his presidential run in 2020 thus marking his third breakown in six years.. The reason I put it in quotes is because it happened right after he publicly accused Kim of cheating and delivered his legendary speech on abortion. Dave went as far as going on live tv and telling the public he wasn’t crazy, he was just really struggling because he was the only one at the time fighting against the narrative, which can often be a suicide mission or a ticket to obscurity. These are three examples of someone speaking up and being deemed crazy, two years later came the nazi stuff and I'm sure we'll have plenty in store for 2024.

This is just the tip of the iceberg when it comes to the very common pattern of artists dying or having their careers destroyed either after they try to leave their label or threaten to reveal industry secrets. A few more interesting industry connections I made in my research include the connections between:

T.U.G. records and J Cole's independent label Dreamville are both managed by Interscope Records, whose parent company is Universal Music Group.

Universal Music Group also hac Drake's label OvO label as well as Ye and Kendrick's old labels on their roster before they left to form their own independent labels in 2022 (around the same time the disses between Kendrick and Drake started escalating). Finally Bad Boy Records, which is owned by Diddy, and Motown Records who own Diddy's other R&B label Love Records, are also both owned by Universal. This means every label I mention is currently or was previously owned by Universal Music Group.

Ye tried for years to get out of his contract with Defjam, which happens to be ran by Jay Z who is known to be a close associate of Diddy. Jay would always used his money and power to fight against it. Ye even spoke out publicly on a few occasions, including when he said Jay Z was trying to kill him during one of his concerts. My theory is after years of getting nowhere and having his reputation skewered, in 2022 Ye finally said, "Fuck it," and dropped all the anti- Semetic stuff intentionally in a successful attempt to force his label to into using their morality clause, which requires labels to drop an artist if they're accused of any major controversy that could hurt the label’s profits. For the fourth time in four years the media reported he was having a breakdown. Even though they tried to punish him by cutting off all of his sources of income and freezing his accounts he still managed to bounce back pretty quickly. It was often reported how much he was losing, but it rarely discussed how he still was filthy rich in spite of the retrictions. His label wanted to discourage other artists from trying the same thing. My theory is he might have bought Kim or Kylie's alleged sex tape and used it for his own leverage. For Kendrick, his transition to his independent label ApLang went a lot smoother, but he had to split ownership of his new label with the previous manager owner Dave Free. Sadly it's still difficult for new or more niche artists to establish themselves without the some help.

He may be a lot of things but Ye isn’t dumb just because he has a mood disorder and the guys at the top know this, which is why I think he has really played up his diagnosis when it benefitted him. He’s still one of the most talented musicians in the game and I really think he sees his bipolar like a superpower as he says. It’s like his own invisibility cloak. He can go off his meds for a little, make an album after staying up for 72 hours, go on a “psychotic” twitter rant dropping facts throughout, then start up again once he makes enough news headlines. I think it’s worth noting the first divorce rumors in 2020 coincided with Ye’s abortion speech during his presidential run and the cheating accusations. that led to him dropping out and moving to Wyoming, and a couple months ago in February 2024 he was committed again.

The point I’m making is bipolar is complex, but pretty manageable especially if you have a ton of money to find meds that work for you and a good doctor and can keep substance abuse and stress at a manageable level. I think Ye is smart enough to know this, but it’s just safer for him to really play up the mental issues in the media. He’s proven he can literally say whatever he wants after getting cancelled and the average person is just going to write it off as psycho babble. While bias in health care is a sad fact of society, if you can use it to your advantage I say go for it. It might’ve just kept the microscope off of him long enough to plan his attack.

Ye v. Drake: Quotes of 2018
(Start of the beef, drake threats, and suspicion towards Kardashian family. )

“ It’s not about rap. It’s about family. We have to be close as a family and never let these people infiltrate just for radio spins”

“We need to show the world that people can talk without people ending up dead or in jail.”

”This is a man speaking to a man that has been placed in the program to fuck with Kanye West head and set me up“

”See when you care about your family you don’t let no man push you to do nothing that could risk your freedom“

These first four tweets by Ye were all in reference to perceived threats made by Drake after their beef escalated circa 2018. He began speaking on the industry and talking more about his psych hospital commitment two years prior and how he thought they were going to kill him. It's pretty obvious how the whole thing was planned by the sketchy doctor who called it in and his physical trainer who has a ton of connections to weird shit involving his celebrity clients.

I found interesting that Ye might not have been the first major league rapper whose life Drake threatened. During a similar period of mental illness the up and coming rapper XXXtentacion accused Drake of stealing his flow and dissed him a few times. Not long after he made a post online saying if he dies, it was Drake who did it. There are tons of conspiracies online, but none of the evidence is strong enough to draw a definitive connection. Also while it maybe be coincidental, Kendrick’s latest album Mr Morale also painted the picture that Kendrick was dealing with some serious personal issues. Some lines throughout the album may have been used to bait Drake into escalating, but it wasn’t until The Weekend, Future, and Metro Booming dropped, “We Don’t Trust You,” then Drake and J. Cole dropped, “First Person Shooter,” which was followed a couple days later with, “Like That,” where Kendrick started the chain of events that has led us to today.

Kanye vs. Drake: Quotes of 2020

Summary: Ye runs for president and gets suppressed for saying what very well could be the truth and was immediately deemed insane by the media. Kim did a couple interviews and everything he said was immediatly false. There is almost guarenteed to be some sketchy shit going down revolving her and her family. Ye was absolutely terrified of her keeping the kids away from him and it seems like there are still efforts being made to this day to paint a certain image of him for ulterior motives.

Below are six more quotes from a fan taking a deep dive into his 2020 tweets courtesy of u/ thehatstore42069 on Yeezy
”NORTHY I AM GOING TO WAR AND PUTTING MY LIFE ON THE LINE AND IF I AM MURDERED DON’T EVER LET WHITE MEDIA TELL YOU I WASNT A GOOD MAN,” West, 43, wrote in the tweet, adding, “WHEN PEOPLE THREATEN TO TAKE YOU OUT OF MY LIFE JUST KNOW I LOVE YOU”

"I need a public apology from J Cole and Drake to start with immediately... I'm Nat Turner... I'm fighting for us."

"the utmost respect for all brothers" and said "we need to link and respect each other... no more dissing each other on labels we don't own"

"Ye is constantly trying to tell people that his family does not have his or his kids best interests at heart. He goes on to list others, linking them together with the thinking emoji. These people include rap artist Drake and Larsa Pippen, wife of Scottie Pippe. Kim K is goddaughter to Pippen's daughter, showing how close the families actually are. All of these families that associate with Ye through Kardashian connections, as well as Drake, have been accused of the same thing Kris has. EVERY SINGLE ONE of these people have mixed race children that are groomed from a young age to fuck around with celebrities so the parents can remain famous. Drake on numerous occasions has been accused of grooming girls and then getting handsy on their 18th birthday.”

“These labels want their artists to make them money and they dont care about anything else. When Kanye says things like this in an attempt to expose him, the first thing they wanna do is drug him up and put him back in the studio.”
“Righteous indignation is typically a reactive emotion of anger over mistreatment, insult, or malice of another. It is akin to what is called the sense of injustice. This is how they keep the black man down. Keep people outraged about trivial things and distract them from the real issues in the world. The real problems in the industry. If you tell people enough times that they are unequal or discriminated against they start to believe it. Drug them when they step out of line and toss them aside when the checks run out. Ye is realizing he is pawn in a bigger game, and now that he has all these roots in the game such as Yeezy or the Gap or his music, too many people cant risk (Afford) a Ye who speaks his mind.”
(End of quotes)

Amongst the twitter rant, Ye warned about the predatory nature of record deals and discussed trying to get out of his own deal, and said again how his life may be in danger if it wasn’t already and was doing anything he could to protect his kids. The most fascinating part to me though is the public call to arms he made to Drake, J Cole, and Kendrick on twitter. After inviting them to all link up, he said, “It’s time to get free, we will not argue amongst each other while some guy we don’t know in Europe is getting paid and putting that money in a hedge fund.” I believe if Ye was able to pull off this meeting, there is an ever so slight chance that all four artists might be working together to take down a greater enemy. Weirdly there have been times throughout the last couple years where these supposed enemies were photographed together being friendly or praise each other in interviews, then out of no where the disses would start flying again.

To wrap things up I want to share my a few of my theories about the Drake/Kanye beef

A. Everything is exactly as it seems and the beef is over. Ye let his mental illness ruin his life and career so Drake simply picked another target after Ye stopped putting out disses. All of these connections are just a coincidence and all of this was choreographed to boost Drake and Kendrick’s music sales and possibly distract people from the Diddy trial and possibly the complicated geopolitical issues currently facing the U.S.

C. There is also the possibility that all four rappers are in cahoots and Drake’s dirt isn’t as extreme as people are theorizing, at least in comparison to the rest of the business. This could explain why everything has played out like a movie and how they were able to predict each other’s moves so well. This could either mean they’re all just trying to boost their sales or they’re all trying to take down the “slave masters,” as Ye calls them, and change the dynamic of the music industry in favor of the artist.

D. They may be trying to help their friends in the industry who are being abused or in shitty contracts. I know a lot of famous rappers have done a lot of collaborations with Jhene Aiko and Anderson Paak, who were both signed to T.U.G. records which I mentioned above in the connections to Universal Music Group. Considering they are both frequent collaborators with all of the artists involved on both sides, it’s not unlikely they may have played some part in influencing the takedown.

T.U.G was started by Chris Stokes with his partner Ketrina Askew. Back in the early to mid 90’s were gaining popularity attracting lots of young up and coming talent. They often collaborated with Diddy and his associates. In the 2000’s Raz B from the boy band B2K claimed he was molested by Stokes and his friend Marques Houston, then quickly retracted his claims. Years later he came forward again and said we was bribed into silence and that the rest of the victims were bribed with hush money and had another singer corroborate his story and they came forward together to level the accusations. After some of his former B2K members made fun of him for his claims and accused it of being a shakedown, Raz B revealed Stokes and Houston had preyed a lot of the children associated with the label including at least one of the former bandmates and paid them off.

I thought it was worth noting that the second whistleblower named Quindon Tarver died young in a car crash after mentioning his abuse again a few years prior. He seems to have left the industry not long after the incidents occurred and has few credits to his name. To this day Raz B is still trying to get his justice, while Stokes and his partner Askew, who was also involved in the abuse are still running the label to this day. Askew also has a ton of lawsuits, accusing her of using shady tactics to try to foreclose on houses. (Don’t quote me if a lawyer wants to take a look just google her full name), and has been tied to a ton of LLCs, similar to Drake. This is a good example of a shitty record deal, but I'm sure they have countless other friends in the industry who have even worse. While they were never convicted even Chris Stokes' wife confirmed it to be true.

E. The theory I personally think fits the narrative best and is the most realistic conspiracy is that Kendrick and possibly J. Cole went to the meeting, but not Drake due to his close relationship with Lucian Grange, the president of Drake’s label. Silence often speaks louder than words and this could explain why Kendrick was so ruthless and put so much effort into finding dirt on Drake. Ye, Cole, and Kendrick co-writing would be like the rap allstar team and if J. Cole wasn’t involved, it would also answer the question of whether or not he baited Drake into the battle by asking him to feature. I don’t think Drake is really their primary target though, which would explain letting him off easy. Compared to his bosses and their bosses he’s a small fish. If you take the big guys down you stand a better chance of landing a bigger blow on their operation.

Another really interesting connection is Kendrick and Ye were both signed under Universal Music Group and they both got out of their deals around couple months apart in 2022. As we speak U.M.G’s CEO Lucian Grange, who is often acccused of giving Drake special treatment, is facing charges related to sex trafficking by no other than P Diddy. This could very well explain the timing of it all. The craziest timeline would be Diddy masterminding all of this and using his connections to get it done and all the allegations are bullshit. The guy does seem pretty confident all things considered and constantly posts himself in his Batman costume which could mean he’s a vigilante.

It seems like there's a slight religious angle as well. (Ye and Diddy are both very vocal advocates of Christianity and Drake and Lucian Grange are both Jewish.) Obviously this is a reach, but they’ve been saying rap music was specifically promoted by mostly white label owners in the 80’s to help in the ongoing effort to expedite the systematic oppression of those living in black neighborhoods and the destruction of their family systems. Apparently it was an intentional decision to heavily promote rappers that promoted the very things that were destroying their neighborhoods. (So people know I'm and atheist and have zero agenda, I just thought it was interesting, please stay away from anything antisemitic. War is wrong on both sides.)

*** If my favorite theory is true, there is a possibility the Kendrick and Ye are going after Drake due to their mutual disdain for him and because he’s got a ton of power to dominate the charts and hog the radio airtime like Meek Mill and OG Maco claimed years ago. Even him dropping a record the same day as you could really fuck your album sales up. I’m also sure some of the many rumors throughout the years have had a least some truth and he will most likely snitch to avoid cell block one. I think that Drake could have been instructed to instigate this whole mess in order to draw attention away from the UMG charges brought about by Diddy. Or on the other hand it could be that Kendrick, Ye, and possibly Cole, may have had intel that Drake was going to be involved in the Diddy trial and are just gonna let the receipts show themselves. It might not have been the original plan, but they’ve already accomplished their mission of humiliating him, assuring he couldn’t use his influence to slide through the cracks, and taking over the throne.

Please take everything I say with a grain of salt I have no connection to this world or lifestyle. Regardless I believe all of the knowledge above does a pretty solid job at painting a picture of what may have let up to this and what may have been the source.
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More details found the last couple days…

Drake and Diddy Connections+Coincidences

Drake- In the P Diddy wig video from 2016 he talks about going to party with Drake, Cash, and The Weeknd in Toronto. Drake is also one of Birdman’s protégées who is known for being a predator and is rumored to have used label artists to lure young women.

Travis Scott- Interview where he comes out and says Diddy tried to lure him. Still has a long history of associating with him, video of him running from Diddy, his connection to Ruby Rose while underage.

Tim Westwood- Diddy had connections with sex offender Tim Westwood who also inspired the Drake song, “Westwood”. They also both were victims of drive by shootings along with The Weekend and they were all facing some type of allegations.

T.I.- Also has been associate with Diddy through the years, in 2021 his kid died and 11 women can forward at the same time to accuse him and his wife of drugging and assaulting them. Clearly someone wanted to fuck his life up. Possibly due to him getting arrested so many times for wild shit and people wondering how he continued to get away with it shining a light on how powerful industry lawyers are. He also had recently talked about having a gynecologist check to see if his daughter is still a Virgin, which sounds like it could have been an industrty secret. Could have been because he worried about someone trying to take advantage of her to get to him? Regardless that shit is fucking insane.

50 Cent- Has been saying pretty much the same thing as Travis Scott and has trolled Diddy for most of his career. It came out that his wife was a sex worker who was possibly recruited Diddy to help ruin his career. It sort of worked, which raises the question if 50 Cent is the only victim.

Ray J- Him and his sister worked with T.U.G. records when they were very young. Chris Stokes in the nineties who had connections with Diddy. He has been involved in a lot of sex scandals and allegedly may have played a part in Whitney Houston's death. (Which is also allegedly connected to Michael Jackson's death and both were deemed suspicious and happened during their final tours when their masters (song rights), became more valuable than their lives. Sony Records and Tommy Motolla, who also abused Mariah Carey when she was trying to start her career. These are just a few of the alleged examples of labels taking out musicians when they were worth more dead, another is the signing of high risk artists and requiring them to get life insurance so they can profit beyond releasing all their posthumous records. Also the ever so common story of the rising star artist that die at 21 after their first album or two.

He also partied with Diddy in Vegas with along Floyd Mayweather and a bunch of other famous industry people and athletes.

Tory Lanez- Tons of blackmail, also was signed by Interscope under UMG. got sent to prison for ten years after trying to leave his label. Also history of SA and and other allegations of violence towards women.

French Montana- On Diddy's label, close with Rick and Khaled, tons of drug and sexual assault allegations, also dated a Kardashian. Generally grimy.

DJ Khaled- Diddy said he could get anything in Miami, either referring to drugs or women, could explain his connections and lack of any notable talent. (New update, he was one of the first to promote Chris Alvarez’s instagram not long after he turned 18).

Rick Ross- Diddy said some weird shit about him and licked his lips and kissed him at a show. Ross is also signed to Bad Boy under Diddy. He ended up getting involved in the current feud and spamming social media nonstop dissing and threatening Drake.

A lot of the back and forth was both of them threatening to release dirt on each other. One strange coincidence I found was Drake recently trolled Ross about the 20 million dollar renovation to his home on Star island, where Diddy is currently residing. It’s rumored back in the day that P Diddy was caught in a room full of rich guys on ecstasy possibly at the beginning stages of a gay orgy. Drake also mentioned in the same tweets about Rick Ross that Birdman owned a house on the island and asked Rick Ross why he didn’t help him out.

Considering Ross is so sketchy and Drake claims the house isn’t that big, that’s a ridiculous amount of money. He may be covering up evidence, or creating tunnels in his house to escape if shit pops off and Drake might know what’s good. Interestingly enough Ross is very close with French Montana and also signed to Bad. He said his beef was related to something involving French, and Drake’s tweet popped up the same day the info came out concerning the Chris Alvarez stuff.

The famous line from U.O.E.N.O.

Meek Mill- “OG Maco called himself defending his friend Quentin Miller by substantiating the ghostwriting claims and agreeing with Meek. He hit up Twitter saying, "Some of us been knew. Meek just put it in the air. Sucks to have to compete with 6 n****s and get compared to”

Meek mill also had a short beef with Drake, some disses included lines referring to TI’s homie pissing on Drake at the movie theater, which is also interesting considering the current case against him. He also dropped a line saying Diddy almost got a domestic charge when he smacked Drake, which could either be saying that Drake is like a woman, or saying he was Drake’s boyfriend/sugar daddy.
( If you made it to the end comment with the number 8)
I thought it was interesting how the beef just kind of disappeared and even Meek said it didn’t seem genuine. Considering the allegations against Meek in the Diddy trial, and his rumored affair with Kim contributing to ending Kanye’s marriage, Meek Mill definitely did some dirt on him.

“Niggas frauds I told the truth, don't ask me shit
All this industry fake enemy and rap shit”

“Money make a sucker that told look trill again”

One of the many chapters in Drake's history in which he is seen paying his way out of trouble and starting beefs randomly.
“Now when that shit went down with Chris, you wrote a check”
This line is referring to Chris brown beef, another beef that was lost to time. All I can remember off the top was someone throwing a champagne bottle at the other’s entourage.

Ty Dolla $ign- Huge feature artist, close with Ye. Grew up in the industry and talks about growing up on the road and being in the studio with his dad and Rick James who was should have already been in prison for life for dragging, torturing, and S assaulting multiple women and children throughout his career and was himself a victim of the industry. May be part of Ye's motivation, considering their recent close working relationship.
The end.
Courtesy of,
The Randomest Moniker
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2024.05.16 07:00 Independecyy I am a girl who got into SW online and I just had to decline a marriage proposal from a guy who pays me to send him pictures of my feet next to a TV remote AMA

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2024.05.16 06:50 Suprememango-man M23 seeking friends or someone to talk too

Absolutely not shy or a layback person. Looking for someone to chat with online or maybe hopefully in person. Shiiiite I love drugs Tv is passion, love burning some eye sight , I’m a philosopher, I have a PhD, Stock market philosopher
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2024.05.16 06:41 Unanimous_D Do I HAVE to use steam deck or a usbc-to-hdmi cable to use my TV?

I don't want to wear down the one and only usbc port on the deck playing wired.
The steam link device I got for $5 ages ago is in one of 200 storage boxes in a locker that's closed after 7pm.
I don't want to pay $150 for a new one.
Samsung no longer offers steam link in their tv app store.
It's not on Roku.
I don't know Linux.
I don't know how to make a raspberry pi box.
And everything I can find online points to one of those above issues not being true.
Am i screwed?
Isn't there some way to use the wifi or Bluetooth or something besides steam link? It just seems crazy, especially with how valve seems to be quietly phasing out.
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2024.05.16 06:40 Suprememango-man M23 seeking friends or someone to talk too

Absolutely not shy or a layback person. Looking for someone to chat with online or maybe hopefully in person. Shiiiite I love drugs Tv is passion, love burning some eye sight , I’m a philosopher, I have a PhD, Stock market philosopher
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2024.05.16 06:39 Suprememango-man M23 seeking friends or someone to talk too

Absolutely not shy or a layback person. Looking for someone to chat with online or maybe hopefully in person. Shiiiite I love drugs Tv is passion, love burning some eye sight , I’m a philosopher, I have a PhD, Stock market philosopher
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2024.05.16 06:28 Responsible_Bonus766 I hate feeling so alone all the time.

It never goes away, I'm always craving attention and social interaction. I'm a bottomless pit, I feel like even if I lived in my friends heads, I'd still be lonely. Nobody knows how bad things are, how sad I am constantly, how my house is a disgusting mess cause I don't care enough to clean it, how I think about suicide nearly every day, how much I hate the way I look and think I'm utterly repulsive. I try really hard to make myself presentable, seem ok, cause I know if I didn't nobody would wanna be around me. They already don't like hanging out with me unless I'm paying for something. Sometimes, I wonder if they even like me at all or if their just using me. But if they knew how broken I was, they wouldn't even want that. I can talk about it online to internet strangers but it's barely a substitute, dosent even really take the edge off how much I hate myself and hate my life and want so badly for somebody to have confidence in. I think that's why I'm so desperate to socialize and interact because maybe, if I keep talking to people, maybe I'll find somebody who would actually wanna be around me, all of me. I just wish it'd stop. I'm so tired. It's so silent in this empty house, and it's getting to the point that the background noise of youtube and TV isn't enough. Soon it won't be enough at all to distract me, the video games don't really work anymore, reading is entirely to silent, music still helps but it messes with my emotions to much to listen to at home when I have nothing else to focus on. Idk what I'm gonna do when I run out of ways to avoid the truth of the situation. That this is it, this is what I'm going to be doing for the next 40 to 60 years. Sitting alone, in silence, in this empty house, waiting to die. Nobody's coming over, nobody's coming home, the doors never gonna knock, this is it.
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2024.05.16 05:57 elemental19743 Blurry vision - Diabetes?

I would like advice on where to start as far as seeking treatment goes as I have no insurance, little money and will have to pay in cash for any diagnosis or labs.
I am a mid 40's male, overweight with no insurance, doctor ect. I have worn glasses since I was a kid and I have a severe astigmatism in one eye.
For 5 days now I have noticed my vision seems to progressively getting worse.
Day 1 I looked at the clock on the stove 25' away and it was blurry. I normally read it clearly with my glasses on. I thought it was just fatigue no big deal got some rest woke up the next day no change. Now everyday since it seems to get blurrier and now today The text on my TV 8' away is appearing blurry as well. When I take my glasses off it's blurrier than I ever remember it being without my glasses.
I have a family history of diabetes (Father type 1) (Grandmother type 2)
I have noticed more frequent trips to the bathroom during the night the past few weeks and maybe even a little more thirst. I know blurry vision can be associated with diabetes and my mom always told me to watch out for frequent urination or intense thirst since I was little. So my first thought is this is what I should be tested for. I have also read that blurry vision can be caused by a host of other things. So basically what I'm looking for is some advice on where do I start? Taking into consideration the first part of my post about little money and no insurance.
Do I make an appointment with the eye doctor and get my vision checked and see if when they do an exam they can shed more light on what might be causing it?
Do I make a minute clinic or cvs appt for a diabetes check with a glucose check and the A1C blood test?
Do use an online labs company to order some blood work in various categories that's drawn at a local clinic?
These are the things I have come up with. I know I could make an appointment at a local clinic as a walk in and pay cash I am just worried that would be the most expensive route with testing, blood work and racking up a bill I can't afford.
Thank you for taking the time to read my post and hopefully comment. I hope it's not too vague or all over the place. I wish I had insurance and could just make an appointment and do whatever things they said with insurance paying for it but I don't have that ability right now. So I'm asking for your help because the vision stuff really scares me.
I wish I wasn't so gun shy about the costs associated with seeing a doctor but last year I got altitude sickness when I was in Colorado and had trouble breathing so I went to the hospital and it cost me $6,000 " I'm still paying for" just to check me out for a few hours and run a few labs and do an EKG.
Thanks for reading my post. Any recommendations are greatly appreciated!
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2024.05.16 05:54 __deleted_user_ A random vent about my weird ex

Tw: some mentions of SA
I don’t really know why, but suddenly I have the urge to talk about this.
I can’t stop thinking about instances with my ex it’s haunting my thoughts and making me feel gross.
My ex put me in very weird situations with sex. He was more experienced and older than me at the time. He took my virginity. In hindsight, I was never actually attracted to him I just wanted experience with him. He was my first everything and it was a really weird instance for me. I did have genuine feelings for him, but those faded over time. I remember how excited I was to have sex with him for the first time but he quickly ruined that perception for me.
For the longest time we were not able to have sex at all. My body physically would not let him. His reaction to this was not pleasant I remember he turned away and just said “this has never happened to me before.” And being insanely insecure I cried in bed next to him fully believing something was wrong with my body.
I spent hours online searching for answers coming to the conclusion that I may have vaginismus and I may need to go into intense physical therapy. Turns out I was just never fully attracted to the motherfucker. When we would eventually have sex it would hurt every single time because I was never actually aroused.
It was all a performance for me, I would just imagine I was one of the pornstars he would go home and watch on TV anyway. I hated having sex with him. But I never told him no and even the thought of that now makes me a little nauseous. He would constantly reassure me and be genuinely worried wanting to make sure he wasn’t accidentally SAing me. I reassured him he wasn’t. I still don’t know what to make of it.
I remember oftentimes I would completely disassociate when we would have sex because I hated it so much. I even considered identifying as asexual because I really thought I was. I remember at my breaking point we were about to have sex and I tried my very best to be the best girlfriend I could be and put on a good performance. I cried about a minute in. I pushed him off of me and let it all out that I just could not do this anymore. I felt disgusted. It gave me an awful feeling in the pit of my stomach. He genuinely was disturbed and tried to comfort me. Although he always got a fucking boner when I would cry.
I read something recently that triggered these memories and feelings. I don’t know why. I’m in a perfectly healthy relationship now, but these thoughts and feelings have just come up out of nowhere. I’m disgusted in myself for not being honest with him. I’m disgusted he’s the person that took my fucking virginity. I don’t even feel like I should be feeling this way because I never told him no, and I didn’t know in that moment if I wanted to or not.
I don’t know why these feelings are coming up or how to stop them. It’s like I’m processing all of this for the first time.
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2024.05.16 04:24 Legendlam1 20 [M4F] Just a hopeless romantic looking for someone to call mine California/anywhere m

About me:
I am a 20 year old 5’ 6” asian guy who is kind of slim but working to put on some more muscle. I guess my family would say I am handsome, but they’re required to say that so maybe you should check the picture in my profile to find out for yourself. I would say I’m a kind, caring person who just likes to enjoy the simple things in life and spending time with people who I care about. My main love language is words of affirmation and quality time probably since I didn’t get too much growing up.
Some interests/hobbies of mine are gaming, going for walks, exercising/playing sports, and watching tv shows or anime. Some of the games I like are league of legends, teamfight tactics, valorant, Minecraft, overwatch, super smash bros, animal crossing, and Pokémon.
Personality wise I would say I’m quite shy and introverted, but warm up over time. I’m more of a homebody but I still like to go out sometimes, just not to parties or that sort of thing. I am also not the best at conversations. I feel like I try so hard to keep the conversation moving, but it doesn’t always happen, so if we chat I will request your patience. I have been in one relationship, but it was all online and when I was younger. I have not been physical with anyone and haven’t even had a first kiss yet. Because of this, I might not know how or what to do, so I hope you can show me or have patience and we can find out together :).
About you:
I hope you’re a kind, caring 18-23 year old person. I’d like to be somewhat attracted to you. I hope you stay in shape and also focus on your health since that is important to me. I guess your hobbies and interests don’t matter too much since we don’t need to do everything together, but some similar ones would give us something to talk about or do if we stay online for a while. And I know I am a bit shorter than average and it’s not usually everyone’s cup of tea (hopefully you can prove me wrong), but I don’t mind if you’re taller or shorter than me.
Anyways, thanks a lot for reading all this. If you send me a message you don’t have to tell me as much as this says, but a small introduction and a picture would be nice.
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2024.05.16 04:19 Cold_Egg_6361 Can I have some reassurance

can i have some reassurance
hi, i'm a 20 y/o trans guy living in Massachusetts. i found out the other day about project 2025, and i am absolutely terrified. I have not been able to think the same ever since. I can't sleep well, i'm not getting along with my partner as well as I was before because he doesn't know how to help me and it's really difficult to help me when I am in this OCD spiral. I have OCD which makes it really hard to shake intrusive thoughts like this.
I keep thinking of my life as a countdown now. I wake up every day and think "eight months until he's sworn in and they take our freedom." i keep assuming the worst. They're going to militarize the country, so states rights and whether these rules can pass through congress or not is not going to matter. They're going to take over so we don't even have congress to regulate anymore. They're going to arrest us for being trans and put us in camps and kill us. We won't be able to engage in any online content about being gay anymore. No more TV shows, no more books. No more online forums for support. No more pride parades.
I am so scared. Everyone on the Internet is fear mongering too, telling others to gtfo of the US (i can't do that rn) or arm themselves with guns or start prepping for the worst (deleting all social media, hiding by pretending to be cishet), etc etc. It's not helping at all when I try to find actual information about this damn thing.
Is there somebody that can give me some reasonable information about this? I don't want to be scared anymore. I plan on voting. But with the way the polls look right now Trump is in the lead and that's horrifying. please i just need some reasonable information, something to reassure me that the world isn't going to fall apart. I need this community. I need my Rocky Horror troupe that I perform weekly shows with. I need my friends and my life and my freedom and my books and TV shows. please don't fear monger for me.
thank you.
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2024.05.16 04:11 Tastemybuckeyes6 42 [M4F] Ohio/ Anywhere- Educated, funny, charming, and genuine!

Online/ anywhere is fine too. Just looking to make a genuine connection!
About me:
About you: - Educated - Fun - Flirty - No games
I’m not really interested in anyone that’s going to make people jump through hoops, just to play games. Be real, be genuine too.
Interests:
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2024.05.16 03:34 monkey_sucker3000 Am I overacting??

Abuse, Discipline, or overreacting?
Im afraid of my dad, not just a bit frightened, no I am genuinely and 100% afraid of my father. I want to know if i am overreacting, if its regular Discipline or if its abuse.
My family is upper-middle class/Lower-upper-class, we own 35 acres of land on a farm. I am homeschooled, I spend 99% of my time at home because my dad forced me into online school, I have probably one friend, again, my dad’s fault. Some of my friends are less fortunate, they have addict parents, divorced parents, live in trailer parks, etc. my dad is quick to judge based off their family/living situation, he’ll let rude and straight up disrespectful comments slip and the people stop being my friends due to the things he says.
He has a weird work schedule, but he’s mostly home. He forces me to work outside in 100+ degree weather with almost maybe even no breaks at all for 12+ hours a day when he’s home.
He also has very bad temper issues, he cannot control his emotions at all and takes it out on me.
Example: my mom has music playing while he was trying to take a nap, when she turned it down for him he got mad it wasn’t turned off and he came out of his room and threw the speaker off the TV stand, breaking it.
Example: we were playing a board game and when he was losing he got mad, had an attitude, then threw everything off the table and made me clean it up
Example: I didn’t want to go shooting with him so instead of respecting that, he dragged me to the shooting range we have on our property while I was telling him no over and over again, he loaded a gun and unloaded the entire mag on the ground directly infront of me while using his hand over mine to shoot the gun, then when I still didn’t do it he pushed me away and said “alright get the fuck out of here go do your chores”
That’s only a few examples of times he got upset and didn’t control his temper.
Another thing he does is he purposely likes to antagonize me and gets mad when it works.
Example: he was pushing me over and over again while I was trying to eat dinner, after I told him multiple times to stop and he didn’t, I got up, threw my dinner away and started walking downstairs, he then made me sit back down at the table and proceeded to yell at me about having an attitude, then when I asked if I could leave he took all my electronics away and made me do chores the rest of the day the next day
Example: I have major issues with people chewing with their mouth open so he always chews with food falling out of his mouth, smacks his lips, and gets close to my ears while eating just to trigger my issues with it, on multiple occasions I’ll tell him to stop and he doesn’t stop he just gets closer and closer so I push him away, he will yell at me, take everything away, and send me to bed without dinner
again only a couple examples^
Anytime I hear him coming down the stairs I immediately get scared, hide anything I’m doing, and then pretend to do something productive.
Another thing is he will hit me, push me, punch me, kick me, etc. but when I tell him to stop he doesn’t, if I cry he will “give me something to cry about” if I’m upset I have “no reason to be upset with a roof, food, and family” if I call him out on the hitting he will “show me what real abuse is”
This isn’t even all the stuff he does I felt like the post was getting too long so I’m stopping here
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2024.05.16 03:32 monkey_sucker3000 Abuse, Discipline, or overreacting?

Abuse, Discipline, or overreacting?
Im afraid of my dad, not just a bit frightened, no I am genuinely and 100% afraid of my father. I want to know if i am overreacting, if its regular Discipline or if its abuse.
My family is upper-middle class/Lower-upper-class, we own 35 acres of land on a farm. I am homeschooled, I spend 99% of my time at home because my dad forced me into online school, I have probably one friend, again, my dad’s fault. Some of my friends are less fortunate, they have addict parents, divorced parents, live in trailer parks, etc. my dad is quick to judge based off their family/living situation, he’ll let rude and straight up disrespectful comments slip and the people stop being my friends due to the things he says.
He has a weird work schedule, but he’s mostly home. He forces me to work outside in 100+ degree weather with almost maybe even no breaks at all for 12+ hours a day when he’s home.
He also has very bad temper issues, he cannot control his emotions at all and takes it out on me.
Example: my mom has music playing while he was trying to take a nap, when she turned it down for him he got mad it wasn’t turned off and he came out of his room and threw the speaker off the TV stand, breaking it.
Example: we were playing a board game and when he was losing he got mad, had an attitude, then threw everything off the table and made me clean it up
Example: I didn’t want to go shooting with him so instead of respecting that, he dragged me to the shooting range we have on our property while I was telling him no over and over again, he loaded a gun and unloaded the entire mag on the ground directly infront of me while using his hand over mine to shoot the gun, then when I still didn’t do it he pushed me away and said “alright get the fuck out of here go do your chores”
That’s only a few examples of times he got upset and didn’t control his temper.
Another thing he does is he purposely likes to antagonize me and gets mad when it works.
Example: he was pushing me over and over again while I was trying to eat dinner, after I told him multiple times to stop and he didn’t, I got up, threw my dinner away and started walking downstairs, he then made me sit back down at the table and proceeded to yell at me about having an attitude, then when I asked if I could leave he took all my electronics away and made me do chores the rest of the day the next day
Example: I have major issues with people chewing with their mouth open so he always chews with food falling out of his mouth, smacks his lips, and gets close to my ears while eating just to trigger my issues with it, on multiple occasions I’ll tell him to stop and he doesn’t stop he just gets closer and closer so I push him away, he will yell at me, take everything away, and send me to bed without dinner
again only a couple examples^
Anytime I hear him coming down the stairs I immediately get scared, hide anything I’m doing, and then pretend to do something productive.
Another thing is he will hit me, push me, punch me, kick me, etc. but when I tell him to stop he doesn’t, if I cry he will “give me something to cry about” if I’m upset I have “no reason to be upset with a roof, food, and family” if I call him out on the hitting he will “show me what real abuse is”
This isn’t even all the stuff he does I felt like the post was getting too long so I’m stopping here
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