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My Messed Up Town: The Weird Nocturnal Hippy Chick
2024.05.16 19:07 cfalnevermore My Messed Up Town: The Weird Nocturnal Hippy Chick
Here we are again in the shit stew that is the Fallowveil trailer park. We’ve got soul eating strippers, jobs that kill us, and plenty of weirdos, both the trailer trash and the potentially paranormal variety. It’s the place where even your own computer sometimes threatens to kill you. I can’t tell if I should be worried, or annoyed that all my neighbors have such irresponsible web habits. I know it’s not me that brings in all these machine wiping viruses.
So even though I got a system error that literally said “you’re useless and you should die” I’m less interested in that. Stupid thing. Like I don’t already know I’m useless. That’s not what I’m depressed about.
Well… I suppose it's tangentially related.
I hope anyone reading will forgive me. I’m feeling the sting of rejection right now. It was really stupid of me to ask. Especially now. Nobody here really likes me. They’ve only been nice to me as a courtesy because I was almost involved in a god damn shootout. And my idiot self decided that was the perfect time to push one of my few friends all the way away. Never ask your friends out on dates. It ruins everything.
So there’s this woman. I’ve talked about her in the past. Trista Ramone. She lives in the far back corner of the trailer park. You can instantly tell which unit is hers because she’s covered every square inch of the property with gardens and a rabbit hutch. The place usually has beads and colorful flags hanging on its walls as well. She’s kind of a right winger’s nightmare. I know some of those flags represent various lgbtq plus communities.
She and I have been friendly in the past. We’re both night shift workers. We crossed paths quite a bit going to and from work so we struck up a friendship over the years.
Let’s just ripped the band aid off. Recently I’ve started thinking I had… stronger feelings for Trista. I got stupid and decided to tell her about them. She wasn’t interested. I get why. We have very different lifestyles. I like meat, and she thinks the meat industry is murder. I’m not willing to give up meat, and she’s not willing to give up her beliefs. It's as simple as that. Now things are incredibly awkward with one of my closer friends and I’m still spiraling into self loathing, where I belong.
She swore up and down that she absolutely still wants to be friends with me, but I’m not sure I believe her. The look she gave me when I told her I’d like to ask her out. It looked like sadness, but a small part of me is convinced it was pity, or worse, disgust and loathing, and that small part gave me ever shuts the fuck up. But anyway, she gave me permission to write about her.
She is one of the creepy fixtures of our little neighborhood after all. She told me to make her seem as insane and scary as I possibly could and that she should get to kill me at the end. She also handed me a few of her high school yearbooks, advised me to chat with another neighbor of ours who she went to school with, and to only use creepy rumors for the rest.
Part of me is really willing to describe her as awful, but that’s just my anger. I don’t like that part of me. Trista’s not a bad person at all. She’s just weird and she doesn’t want to date me. God damn it, Petunia’s right. I need therapy.
So, I’ve told the story of the sexy, scary lady living in a polycule here in the trailer park. I think she’s got a bigger heart than she lets on. I’ve talked about the stories surrounding the Schroeder Slaughterhouse. Now let’s talk about the hippy everyone thinks is a vampire.
She’s a taller woman, maybe five-seven or eight, and she’s skinny. Her typical wardrobe is… interesting. Try to imagine your typical new-age hippy/stoner girl, wearing colorful sarongs, crop-tops, beanies, baggy sweaters, T-shirts with colorful sayings on them, sandals, boots woven from some sort of exotic plant, beaded necklaces, bracelets, a few too many piercings and some intricate tattoos. Can you picture that kind of person? Well, take that and dip them in “goth” dye. Everything is black, and contrasts to her pale white complexion, her eyes are this unusual violet color, and then make the woman wearing all that seem kind of depressed about something. That’s the look Trista has going on. Like if Wednesday Addams was forced to dress up for Hippy Day.
I’ve heard people call her an emo vampire, but as a former emo myself, she doesn’t fill out all the criteria. She doesn’t typically wear any super tight pants or cake on the eyeshadow. I guess she’s just Trista. It might sound weird (and it is) but the whole thing suits her. Her style, tattoos, and complexion all create this image of skinny vampiric waif with a mysterious past and a freaky sarcastic attitude and I found the whole thing… kinda hot.
Trista keeps to herself. She’s made the most out of her little corner of the trailer park. Like I said, she decked out her unit with garden squares, and a Rabbit pen. No idea why she’s allowed to do that. A lot of these places don’t allow pets. I heard she was also trying to put in a beehive too, but her neighbors are fighting her on that one. Our park is a bit too condensed for bees. She has a permit to grow hemp, but of course it’s not for recreational use. She treats it and uses it to weave things like handbags, clothes, and other stuff. There’s a consignment store in town that sells all kinds of things Trista has crafted herself. So she’s handy and self sufficient too. She paints, she carves wood, she weaves, she crochets, she sews, and who knows what else. She’s so good at her little crafts that apparently she’s able to support herself just selling them and working part time at the Moonlight Inn outside of town.
She’s also relatively friendly. I almost feel bad calling her weird, but here’s the thing, I’ve seen some REALLY weird shit. People jokingly call her a vampire, and she seems to embrace that, but part of me seriously wonders. The big clue is, like I mentioned, she’s completely nocturnal. She’s always asleep during the day, and every blind and curtain is drawn tight. The one time she came out during the day, she had on this full body suit with a helmet with UV glass and everything. Even then, she only showed up to give Petunia a hug, before leaving again.
That was the first time I saw Trista, come to think of it. I was kind of intrigued. It was kind of hard not to be when someone shows up to a community cookout in a freaking astronaut suit. I approached Petunia after she left.
“Who the heck was that?” I wondered.
“MASON! I’m so glad you could make it! You’ve been here about three months now! How’d that job interview go?”
“Oh. It went well. I might be doing janitorial work soon.”
“Night shift?”
“Maybe. I’m not sure.”
“If it’s the night shift, you’ll definitely meet the person who just left. That’s Trista. She’s the girl with the rabbits in the far corner. Poor girl. She’s got a really bad skin condition. Can’t let sunlight touch her.”
“Oh. Is she like… albino or something?”
“No, she’s got pigment. I don’t remember what the condition is called. I guess it started in high school or something. You’d have to ask her. And hey! If you work the night shift, you’ll probably get to chat with her!”
Petunia wasn’t wrong. I started working as a nighttime janitor for a number of local businesses. That was when I first started noticing the pale goth hippy. She rides around on a moped, with her dark hair and her sarong barely billowing behind her. I couldn’t see her face through the helmet, but she waved to me as she passed by.
The next time I saw her, she was jogging, but here’s where it gets weird. When I first stepped outside, all I saw was a blur. It actually startled me as I whipped toward it, but then there was this skinny tattooed pixie, somehow still looking like a stonehippy/vampire in jogging gear. I swear she was moving inhumanly fast when I first noticed her. That was when we introduced ourselves. She actually jogged over to say hello.
“Hey! You’re the new guy right?”
“Oh, uh, yeah. My name’s Mason!” I reached out to shake the pretty girl’s hand, like an awkward loser. She smirked and shook my hand. Her grip was weirdly strong, and a bit cold.
“I’m Trista. I’m the weirdo in the back with the rabbits.”
“Trista… oh, are you the one who has a thing with sunlight? I think Petunia mentioned you.”
“Yup! That’s me. Xerodoma pigmentosum. Sunlight hurts. I hate that it hurts.” She lamented.
“That’s gotta be rough,” I said sympathetically.
“You get used to it. You work at night?”
“Yeah. Works better for me.”
“I get that.”
And so on and so on. She’s pretty cool, with a bit of hilarious snark in there. And she secretly procured recreational weed she was willing to share. I kept working the night shift just hoping for another chance to talk to her and possibly buy a joint. Eventually she invited me over to share a joint. The inside of her place was actually pretty sparse and spartan compared to the outside. Though she was a fan of hanging beads. Most of the main room was taken up by her various crafting projects and supplies. Hemp weaves, some paintings, and even a wood carving of what I think was a rabbit, but it wasn’t anywhere near complete.
I followed her to her kitchen where she reached into the very back of her pantry and pulled out a shoebox. Inside was her stash, but there was something else which I found very strange. It was a pack of syringes and a thing I assume is to sterilize syringes. I know what you’re thinking, and that was my first thought too. It’s a poor neighborhood, the woman already smokes weed illegally, it’s not that big a shock that maybe she was involved in other drugs too. I decided not to ask at the time. We shared our joint, and we laughed, a lot. She made fun of me for being a lightweight, while I got completely hypnotized staring at the patterns of a shawl she had woven.
Months went by and we got closer, but I couldn’t forget those syringes. After a while I got worried. I’ve seen what heroine does to people. So the next time I went over to smoke and eat (vegan) pizza with her, I asked.
“Trista? Are you using anything other than weed?”
“Drugs?”
“Yeah.”
“No. Why?”
“You can tell me if you are.”
“Mason, sweetheart, I’m a stoner. I don’t fuck around with anything else and I never have.”
“Really?”
“Really.”
“Okay. Can I ask what that set of syringes are for?”
“Oh. In my stash box? Those are… part of my condition. I don’t want to talk about it.”
“Oh. Is it like… embarrassing?”
“Yeah. So don’t ask. Can we just watch a movie?”
So I don't ask anymore. But I still have no idea what she does with those syringes. Based on what I read about that Xerodoma Pigmentosum thing she says she has, I have no clue what she would need to inject herself with.
Another time she asked me to check on her rabbits for her during the day, as her usual “sitter” had something come up. All I had to do was chop up the lettuce and carrots she left out. As I was enjoying the adorable fluffy faces, one of Trista’s neighbors, a woman named Bridget, poked her head outside her door.
“Hey. Do you know what Trista injects those rabbits with?”
“I… what?”
“I’ve seen her use syringes on those rabbits. She said she was just giving them medicine, but I swear I see her inject them every week.”
“I… I wouldn't know. She just asked me to feed them.”
“I love Trista, but that always seemed so weird. She has to know vaccines are a hoax!” I tuned the woman out after that one. My mind was on that set of syringes. Why would she be using them on rabbits? These things were her pets.
I was starting to crush on her by then. But I couldn’t help feeling weirded out by that. I was actually going to confront her, but the next time I came to visit, she was literally inside the Rabbit hutch, on her back, squealing with delight as her rabbit friends nuzzled and played with her.
“Bonnibelle! That tickles! Marcy! No chewing. Finn? Watch where you’re sticking that foot! Jake? Where are you? EEEEE Lumpy! Not the neck!”
It was as silly and adorable as it sounds. She was forced to whip herself upright when two of her little friends tried to burrow under her dress. She finally stood up with a laugh, cradling a rabbit in her arms and cooing at it.
There was just no way in hell this woman was doing anything that would hurt these animals. Bridget is a paranoid antivax weirdo anyway. If Trista was using syringes on the rabbits, I was convinced it was only for their benefit.
So life went on. I got more and more reclusive over the years. Petunia, Trista, and my next door neighbor Fred were the only things keeping me remotely connected to the outside. And so we get to now. So let’s see. What are the stories about the weird vampire woman?
Well, there’s the fact that she jogs at night, solo, in a poor neighborhood. Petunia keeps the shitty people contained and behaving for the most part, but I still wouldn’t exactly call it safe, especially for a young skinny woman. But she does it without a care in the world.
There’s one strange event that some people like to connect to this. I never knew this guy, but from what I hear he was a total weirdo who leered at anyone even remotely female. And this is despite the fact he was married. His name was Josh.
I remember him a bit. He’s the guy that Petunia chased away from one of her barbecues. Supposedly he was heard saying inappropriate things to the groups of ten year old girls that were playing in the bounce house Petunia rented. Telling them how pretty they were. Trying to coax them to take off their jackets. Police reports were filed but ultimately nothing could be proven. The guy's wife, Carole, always defends him for some reason.
But anyway, I remember hanging out with Trista one night a little over a year ago. She hadn’t gone jogging like she normally did. I asked her what was up with that.
“That weirdo, Josh has started catcalling when I pass his place. It weirds me out.”
“There aren’t other people who do that at night? I’m still shocked you jog alone.”
“Not like this. I can flip off a wolf whistler. But this guy… he keeps trying to get me to stop and talk to him, and when I don’t? He shouts about my ass. I’m gonna have to talk to Petunia about that shithead, if anybody can reign him in, it’s her.”
I’m gonna guess she never got a chance. Two days later, the whole town was awoken by sirens. I was getting ready for my shift when I heard them. I walked down the road a bit to see if I could figure out what was going on. The cops were heading toward the other side of the park, so I couldn’t see much. But I did notice Trista, in her jogging gear, skulking in the shadows. I wondered if she was in trouble. But before I could call out to her, she sprinted straight to Petunia's house and banged on the door. Petunia welcomed her inside, and that was all I saw. I still wasn’t sure what was going on, so I just shrugged and headed to work, figuring I’d text Trista later.
I didn’t learn till later that Josh was found dead. He was lying prone, face down, partly hidden by bushes at the edge of the park. His neck was cut open. He’d bled out rapidly. He had a knife in his hand, and officially it’s believed he fell on it and accidentally killed himself. There was a cocktail of drugs in his system so most people accept that explanation. But others swear they saw Trista out for her jog around the same time Josh would have been bleeding to death. She got questioned, and she swore she didn’t see anything. Without evidence, there was nothing else that could be proven.
Trista’s a friend. I know that guy was being creepy to her. So I’m happy to take her word for what happened, even if my seeing her going to Petunia’s pokes a bit of a hole in that. I can’t be sure it was Trista though. So I’m not saying a word. But if a certain creep attacked a certain lady who is rumored to be a vampire, it’s not that surprising to me that he ended up dead after bleeding to death. I’m not all that broken up about it.
I’m not the one spreading that story. Josh’s wife was the one who started the rumor. So now some people are even more convinced that the weird nocturnal hippy chick is secretly a vampire.
She’s no killer. No matter what they say. She would only have defended herself.
So that’s all the stories I’ve heard that have any credibility to them. There’s more people who swear she and Petunia perform weird rituals, and people who saw her moving “inhumanly fast” and such.
But now I have to share what I found in the yearbooks Trista gave me. I wasn’t really expecting much. I checked her senior yearbook out first. She looks about the same. Pale, goth, hippy, and sort of sad. She kind of looks even sadder in these photos if I’m being honest, but that’s high school for you. She graduated in the top half of her class, no sports or extracurriculars. I’m left wondering how she managed to go to school at the time of sun was so bad for her. I’ll have to ask her about that. So nothing really new there.
It was the yearbook from her junior year where things got really interesting. I was in shock when I found her. Trista is somehow impossible to miss, but unrecognizable all at once. She’s full of color! She wore more typical tie dye hippy attire. Bright vibrant pinks, reds, blues, greens, and yellows, in every photo, and holy shit was she busy. Captain of the soccer team, first chair flutist, president of the “green living” club and the “vegan alliance,” top ten in her class, it was all incredible. I think the main reason I didn’t recognize her was her skin. It was tan, as though she were out in the sun a lot. Furthermore there were photos of her playing sports and standing outside in bright sunlight.
It was like her disease wasn’t there, which confused me. She told me it was something called Xeroderma Pigmentosa. But that’s a genetic condition. She would have had that from birth.
I sent her a text, wondering about this.
Hey! Just went through your yearbooks. What happened? You had color? Did you discover Linkin Park?
My disease happened. Right at the end of Jr. year. That’s why I wasn’t there for the final class photo.
But your disease is genetic… isn’t it?
I guess it was dormant in me.
So it just… happened?
Pretty much.
I’m sorry.
I got over it. Mostly. It was hard. My parents were both hardcore vegan naturalists and we lived in a place that was all natural light and such, so I had to live in a shed for a bit while they built a space for me. But in my family? We kinda lean into whatever life throws at us. It took months of depression to come to terms with it. All of a sudden I couldn’t be out in the sun, and I had new dietary needs that absolutely required non-vegan sources. So I leaned into it. I was a vampire now. I can dig dark colors and “vampire style.” I could make it my own by avoiding leather. And I’d be as vegan as I possibly could.
You’re kind of awesome.
Damn straight. So I learned to love the night too and now, here I am.
I gained new respect for her after that. Frankly I feel kinda shitty about making fun of her for being a vampire. There might not be anything paranormally weird about her after all.
She sent me one more text telling me I should talk to a guy named Frankie. She’d gone to school with him. He’s a decent enough guy. Works in the Bicounty mall in town.
I had to wait a day or two for another of Petunia’s get togethers to talk to him.
“Hey!” I said awkwardly as I tried to figure out how to strike up conversation with someone I haven’t really spoken to in a long time. “Frankie, right?”
“Oh. Yeah. Been a while. How are you Mason? You okay after that whole thing at Red Nights?”
“I’m trying to be. Look, I’ll cut to the chase. You went to school with Trista Ramone, right?”
“Ol’ Boho Ramone? Yeah. We were sort of friendly. But I was a jerk to vegans back then. Why do you ask?”
“I’ve been hanging out with her. She’s being all mysterious.” He chuckled at that. “She said I should talk to you to learn more about her… weirdness? Everyone thinks she’s a vampire now.”
“She’s totally a vampire. I have no idea what else to call her?”
“Why do you say that?”
“What did she tell you about school?”
“Nothing. She just showed me two yearbooks. Between Junior and Senior year she went from colorful club president, to lonely vampire, because of her disease.”
“Nah man. I don’t want to talk bad about her. But she was kind of a bitch, junior year. She wasn’t just a colorful vegan. She was one of those “holier than thou” types who scoffed and talked down to anyone who dared to eat meat. Her “hippy” thing meant she never hung out with the popular girls but still, she acted like she owned the place at times. I was friends with this weird guy named Steven Jones. He was just kind of a weirdo. Skulking around in the background, you know? He HATED Trista. For a while I totally understood. I thought she was kinda stuck up. But this guy was like… irrationally enraged by that girl’s existence. I guess he tried to ask her out when he was a freshman and she politely declined. But he took that shit personally.”
“Huh. So like… why’s that matter?”
“Because Steven kept saying to anyone who gave him a second look, that he was gonna ‘ruin’ her. Never elaborated. But then the last month of school rolls around, Trista gets assaulted by an unknown assailant and a week later she’s got this new disease. Meanwhile, Steven spent a week strutting around the school looking smug, and saying ‘she got what she deserved.’ Then he disappears too. Teachers said he moved away.”
“She was assaulted?”
“Yeah. Someone in a face wrap tackled her while she was at one of her protests at the meat factory. The dude freaking BIT her.”
“Jesus.”
“Yeah. I was there. I came to the protest. I’ll admit I was trying to hit on Trista or one of the other girls there. But yeah. Dude dressed in all gray with a face wrap just charged in and went right for Trista. Knocked her down, bit her like a freaking zombie, then ran away before anyone could stop him. Didn’t even take his face wrap off. It was freaky, man.”
“What the actual fuck.”
“That’s what we all said. Trista needed a stitch. But while she was at the hospital, I guess she started getting more symptoms. She was out for the rest of the year. From then on, she was like she is now. Total vampire.”
“Was Steven a vampire?”
“I dunno. Probably. Little dickhead is what he is. Must have been him that attacked Trista, but nobody could prove it. Bite mark didn’t match or something. So why are you asking? You hang out with her at night right? You asking her out or something?”
“Oh. No. Just a friend.”
That was all I really learned from Frankie. It’s quite a story, and it’s full of unknowns that Trista refuses to explain. So I guess I’ll let readers be the judge. Is she a “real” vampire? Or just a weirdo? All I know is, she’s totally standing behind me right now and now I’m dead. Bleh.
I did come back to life to talk to Trista once I finished writing this. She enjoyed it. I may as well include that interaction.
I went to her place on my night off. She read my take on her and what the neighbors thought and she grinned. “Ha! I’m a total monster!” She chuckled. “So. What do YOU think, Mason? Am I a vampire?” She cocked an eye and playfully gnashes her teeth at me, making a pleasant little click.
I sighed. “No idea. You’re Trista. And… you’re my friend. I’m sorry if I made things awkward.”
She looked surprised by that. “Aw. Thanks Mason. You’re my friend too. It’s okay. I’m flattered.”
“You don’t have to explain.”
“So we’re cool?”
“Absolutely not. We’re both weird shut ins.” She laughed. It was good to hear her laugh. It made me happy.
“Yeah but I got the ‘mysterious vampire’ thing going.”
“You have dirt in your hair from rolling around with bunnies. And you’re a vegan.”
“Bite me.”
“Says the vampire.”
“You know, if I were a vampire, I could have bitten you when we both went to the slaughterhouses a few weeks ago.”
“That just makes me stupid.”
“You’re not stupid, Mason. You’re not a loser either.”
“So. You know of any other good spooky town stories that I can do next?
“Oh, sure. You ever heard the tale of Salome? She was a witch who would mash up the seeds of a Sinapis Alba plant to make a diabolical potion she’d dump on herself. They called her the ‘Witch of the Sands.’”
I’m embarrassed to admit it took me four days to realize Trista was just fucking with me. I only figured it out when I looked up Sinapis Alba and learned that mashing the seeds just makes mustard. “Salomi the sand-witch.” Well played, vampire hippy…
Sexy Neighbor
Haunted Slaughterhouse
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So even though I got a system error that literally said “you’re useless and you should die” I’m less interested in that. Stupid thing. Like I don’t already know I’m useless. That’s not what I’m depressed about.
Well… I suppose it's tangentially related.
I hope anyone reading will forgive me. I’m feeling the sting of rejection right now. It was really stupid of me to ask. Especially now. Nobody here really likes me. They’ve only been nice to me as a courtesy because I was almost involved in a god damn shootout. And my idiot self decided that was the perfect time to push one of my few friends all the way away. Never ask your friends out on dates. It ruins everything.
So there’s this woman. I’ve talked about her in the past. Trista Ramone. She lives in the far back corner of the trailer park. You can instantly tell which unit is hers because she’s covered every square inch of the property with gardens and a rabbit hutch. The place usually has beads and colorful flags hanging on its walls as well. She’s kind of a right winger’s nightmare. I know some of those flags represent various lgbtq plus communities.
She and I have been friendly in the past. We’re both night shift workers. We crossed paths quite a bit going to and from work so we struck up a friendship over the years.
Let’s just ripped the band aid off. Recently I’ve started thinking I had… stronger feelings for Trista. I got stupid and decided to tell her about them. She wasn’t interested. I get why. We have very different lifestyles. I like meat, and she thinks the meat industry is murder. I’m not willing to give up meat, and she’s not willing to give up her beliefs. It's as simple as that. Now things are incredibly awkward with one of my closer friends and I’m still spiraling into self loathing, where I belong.
She swore up and down that she absolutely still wants to be friends with me, but I’m not sure I believe her. The look she gave me when I told her I’d like to ask her out. It looked like sadness, but a small part of me is convinced it was pity, or worse, disgust and loathing, and that small part gave me ever shuts the fuck up. But anyway, she gave me permission to write about her.
She is one of the creepy fixtures of our little neighborhood after all. She told me to make her seem as insane and scary as I possibly could and that she should get to kill me at the end. She also handed me a few of her high school yearbooks, advised me to chat with another neighbor of ours who she went to school with, and to only use creepy rumors for the rest.
Part of me is really willing to describe her as awful, but that’s just my anger. I don’t like that part of me. Trista’s not a bad person at all. She’s just weird and she doesn’t want to date me. God damn it, Petunia’s right. I need therapy.
So, I’ve told the story of the sexy, scary lady living in a polycule here in the trailer park. I think she’s got a bigger heart than she lets on. I’ve talked about the stories surrounding the Schroeder Slaughterhouse. Now let’s talk about the hippy everyone thinks is a vampire.
She’s a taller woman, maybe five-seven or eight, and she’s skinny. Her typical wardrobe is… interesting. Try to imagine your typical new-age hippy/stoner girl, wearing colorful sarongs, crop-tops, beanies, baggy sweaters, T-shirts with colorful sayings on them, sandals, boots woven from some sort of exotic plant, beaded necklaces, bracelets, a few too many piercings and some intricate tattoos. Can you picture that kind of person? Well, take that and dip them in “goth” dye. Everything is black, and contrasts to her pale white complexion, her eyes are this unusual violet color, and then make the woman wearing all that seem kind of depressed about something. That’s the look Trista has going on. Like if Wednesday Addams was forced to dress up for Hippy Day.
I’ve heard people call her an emo vampire, but as a former emo myself, she doesn’t fill out all the criteria. She doesn’t typically wear any super tight pants or cake on the eyeshadow. I guess she’s just Trista. It might sound weird (and it is) but the whole thing suits her. Her style, tattoos, and complexion all create this image of skinny vampiric waif with a mysterious past and a freaky sarcastic attitude and I found the whole thing… kinda hot.
Trista keeps to herself. She’s made the most out of her little corner of the trailer park. Like I said, she decked out her unit with garden squares, and a Rabbit pen. No idea why she’s allowed to do that. A lot of these places don’t allow pets. I heard she was also trying to put in a beehive too, but her neighbors are fighting her on that one. Our park is a bit too condensed for bees. She has a permit to grow hemp, but of course it’s not for recreational use. She treats it and uses it to weave things like handbags, clothes, and other stuff. There’s a consignment store in town that sells all kinds of things Trista has crafted herself. So she’s handy and self sufficient too. She paints, she carves wood, she weaves, she crochets, she sews, and who knows what else. She’s so good at her little crafts that apparently she’s able to support herself just selling them and working part time at the Moonlight Inn outside of town.
She’s also relatively friendly. I almost feel bad calling her weird, but here’s the thing, I’ve seen some REALLY weird shit. People jokingly call her a vampire, and she seems to embrace that, but part of me seriously wonders. The big clue is, like I mentioned, she’s completely nocturnal. She’s always asleep during the day, and every blind and curtain is drawn tight. The one time she came out during the day, she had on this full body suit with a helmet with UV glass and everything. Even then, she only showed up to give Petunia a hug, before leaving again.
That was the first time I saw Trista, come to think of it. I was kind of intrigued. It was kind of hard not to be when someone shows up to a community cookout in a freaking astronaut suit. I approached Petunia after she left.
“Who the heck was that?” I wondered.
“MASON! I’m so glad you could make it! You’ve been here about three months now! How’d that job interview go?”
“Oh. It went well. I might be doing janitorial work soon.”
“Night shift?”
“Maybe. I’m not sure.”
“If it’s the night shift, you’ll definitely meet the person who just left. That’s Trista. She’s the girl with the rabbits in the far corner. Poor girl. She’s got a really bad skin condition. Can’t let sunlight touch her.”
“Oh. Is she like… albino or something?”
“No, she’s got pigment. I don’t remember what the condition is called. I guess it started in high school or something. You’d have to ask her. And hey! If you work the night shift, you’ll probably get to chat with her!”
Petunia wasn’t wrong. I started working as a nighttime janitor for a number of local businesses. That was when I first started noticing the pale goth hippy. She rides around on a moped, with her dark hair and her sarong barely billowing behind her. I couldn’t see her face through the helmet, but she waved to me as she passed by.
The next time I saw her, she was jogging, but here’s where it gets weird. When I first stepped outside, all I saw was a blur. It actually startled me as I whipped toward it, but then there was this skinny tattooed pixie, somehow still looking like a stonehippy/vampire in jogging gear. I swear she was moving inhumanly fast when I first noticed her. That was when we introduced ourselves. She actually jogged over to say hello.
“Hey! You’re the new guy right?”
“Oh, uh, yeah. My name’s Mason!” I reached out to shake the pretty girl’s hand, like an awkward loser. She smirked and shook my hand. Her grip was weirdly strong, and a bit cold.
“I’m Trista. I’m the weirdo in the back with the rabbits.”
“Trista… oh, are you the one who has a thing with sunlight? I think Petunia mentioned you.”
“Yup! That’s me. Xerodoma pigmentosum. Sunlight hurts. I hate that it hurts.” She lamented.
“That’s gotta be rough,” I said sympathetically.
“You get used to it. You work at night?”
“Yeah. Works better for me.”
“I get that.”
And so on and so on. She’s pretty cool, with a bit of hilarious snark in there. And she secretly procured recreational weed she was willing to share. I kept working the night shift just hoping for another chance to talk to her and possibly buy a joint. Eventually she invited me over to share a joint. The inside of her place was actually pretty sparse and spartan compared to the outside. Though she was a fan of hanging beads. Most of the main room was taken up by her various crafting projects and supplies. Hemp weaves, some paintings, and even a wood carving of what I think was a rabbit, but it wasn’t anywhere near complete.
I followed her to her kitchen where she reached into the very back of her pantry and pulled out a shoebox. Inside was her stash, but there was something else which I found very strange. It was a pack of syringes and a thing I assume is to sterilize syringes. I know what you’re thinking, and that was my first thought too. It’s a poor neighborhood, the woman already smokes weed illegally, it’s not that big a shock that maybe she was involved in other drugs too. I decided not to ask at the time. We shared our joint, and we laughed, a lot. She made fun of me for being a lightweight, while I got completely hypnotized staring at the patterns of a shawl she had woven.
Months went by and we got closer, but I couldn’t forget those syringes. After a while I got worried. I’ve seen what heroine does to people. So the next time I went over to smoke and eat (vegan) pizza with her, I asked.
“Trista? Are you using anything other than weed?”
“Drugs?”
“Yeah.”
“No. Why?”
“You can tell me if you are.”
“Mason, sweetheart, I’m a stoner. I don’t fuck around with anything else and I never have.”
“Really?”
“Really.”
“Okay. Can I ask what that set of syringes are for?”
“Oh. In my stash box? Those are… part of my condition. I don’t want to talk about it.”
“Oh. Is it like… embarrassing?”
“Yeah. So don’t ask. Can we just watch a movie?”
So I don't ask anymore. But I still have no idea what she does with those syringes. Based on what I read about that Xerodoma Pigmentosum thing she says she has, I have no clue what she would need to inject herself with.
Another time she asked me to check on her rabbits for her during the day, as her usual “sitter” had something come up. All I had to do was chop up the lettuce and carrots she left out. As I was enjoying the adorable fluffy faces, one of Trista’s neighbors, a woman named Bridget, poked her head outside her door.
“Hey. Do you know what Trista injects those rabbits with?”
“I… what?”
“I’ve seen her use syringes on those rabbits. She said she was just giving them medicine, but I swear I see her inject them every week.”
“I… I wouldn't know. She just asked me to feed them.”
“I love Trista, but that always seemed so weird. She has to know vaccines are a hoax!” I tuned the woman out after that one. My mind was on that set of syringes. Why would she be using them on rabbits? These things were her pets.
I was starting to crush on her by then. But I couldn’t help feeling weirded out by that. I was actually going to confront her, but the next time I came to visit, she was literally inside the Rabbit hutch, on her back, squealing with delight as her rabbit friends nuzzled and played with her.
“Bonnibelle! That tickles! Marcy! No chewing. Finn? Watch where you’re sticking that foot! Jake? Where are you? EEEEE Lumpy! Not the neck!”
It was as silly and adorable as it sounds. She was forced to whip herself upright when two of her little friends tried to burrow under her dress. She finally stood up with a laugh, cradling a rabbit in her arms and cooing at it.
There was just no way in hell this woman was doing anything that would hurt these animals. Bridget is a paranoid antivax weirdo anyway. If Trista was using syringes on the rabbits, I was convinced it was only for their benefit.
So life went on. I got more and more reclusive over the years. Petunia, Trista, and my next door neighbor Fred were the only things keeping me remotely connected to the outside. And so we get to now. So let’s see. What are the stories about the weird vampire woman?
Well, there’s the fact that she jogs at night, solo, in a poor neighborhood. Petunia keeps the shitty people contained and behaving for the most part, but I still wouldn’t exactly call it safe, especially for a young skinny woman. But she does it without a care in the world.
There’s one strange event that some people like to connect to this. I never knew this guy, but from what I hear he was a total weirdo who leered at anyone even remotely female. And this is despite the fact he was married. His name was Josh.
I remember him a bit. He’s the guy that Petunia chased away from one of her barbecues. Supposedly he was heard saying inappropriate things to the groups of ten year old girls that were playing in the bounce house Petunia rented. Telling them how pretty they were. Trying to coax them to take off their jackets. Police reports were filed but ultimately nothing could be proven. The guy's wife, Carole, always defends him for some reason.
But anyway, I remember hanging out with Trista one night a little over a year ago. She hadn’t gone jogging like she normally did. I asked her what was up with that.
“That weirdo, Josh has started catcalling when I pass his place. It weirds me out.”
“There aren’t other people who do that at night? I’m still shocked you jog alone.”
“Not like this. I can flip off a wolf whistler. But this guy… he keeps trying to get me to stop and talk to him, and when I don’t? He shouts about my ass. I’m gonna have to talk to Petunia about that shithead, if anybody can reign him in, it’s her.”
I’m gonna guess she never got a chance. Two days later, the whole town was awoken by sirens. I was getting ready for my shift when I heard them. I walked down the road a bit to see if I could figure out what was going on. The cops were heading toward the other side of the park, so I couldn’t see much. But I did notice Trista, in her jogging gear, skulking in the shadows. I wondered if she was in trouble. But before I could call out to her, she sprinted straight to Petunia's house and banged on the door. Petunia welcomed her inside, and that was all I saw. I still wasn’t sure what was going on, so I just shrugged and headed to work, figuring I’d text Trista later.
I didn’t learn till later that Josh was found dead. He was lying prone, face down, partly hidden by bushes at the edge of the park. His neck was cut open. He’d bled out rapidly. He had a knife in his hand, and officially it’s believed he fell on it and accidentally killed himself. There was a cocktail of drugs in his system so most people accept that explanation. But others swear they saw Trista out for her jog around the same time Josh would have been bleeding to death. She got questioned, and she swore she didn’t see anything. Without evidence, there was nothing else that could be proven.
Trista’s a friend. I know that guy was being creepy to her. So I’m happy to take her word for what happened, even if my seeing her going to Petunia’s pokes a bit of a hole in that. I can’t be sure it was Trista though. So I’m not saying a word. But if a certain creep attacked a certain lady who is rumored to be a vampire, it’s not that surprising to me that he ended up dead after bleeding to death. I’m not all that broken up about it.
I’m not the one spreading that story. Josh’s wife was the one who started the rumor. So now some people are even more convinced that the weird nocturnal hippy chick is secretly a vampire.
She’s no killer. No matter what they say. She would only have defended herself.
So that’s all the stories I’ve heard that have any credibility to them. There’s more people who swear she and Petunia perform weird rituals, and people who saw her moving “inhumanly fast” and such.
But now I have to share what I found in the yearbooks Trista gave me. I wasn’t really expecting much. I checked her senior yearbook out first. She looks about the same. Pale, goth, hippy, and sort of sad. She kind of looks even sadder in these photos if I’m being honest, but that’s high school for you. She graduated in the top half of her class, no sports or extracurriculars. I’m left wondering how she managed to go to school at the time of sun was so bad for her. I’ll have to ask her about that. So nothing really new there.
It was the yearbook from her junior year where things got really interesting. I was in shock when I found her. Trista is somehow impossible to miss, but unrecognizable all at once. She’s full of color! She wore more typical tie dye hippy attire. Bright vibrant pinks, reds, blues, greens, and yellows, in every photo, and holy shit was she busy. Captain of the soccer team, first chair flutist, president of the “green living” club and the “vegan alliance,” top ten in her class, it was all incredible. I think the main reason I didn’t recognize her was her skin. It was tan, as though she were out in the sun a lot. Furthermore there were photos of her playing sports and standing outside in bright sunlight.
It was like her disease wasn’t there, which confused me. She told me it was something called Xeroderma Pigmentosa. But that’s a genetic condition. She would have had that from birth.
I sent her a text, wondering about this.
Hey! Just went through your yearbooks. What happened? You had color? Did you discover Linkin Park?
My disease happened. Right at the end of Jr. year. That’s why I wasn’t there for the final class photo.
But your disease is genetic… isn’t it?
I guess it was dormant in me.
So it just… happened?
Pretty much.
I’m sorry.
I got over it. Mostly. It was hard. My parents were both hardcore vegan naturalists and we lived in a place that was all natural light and such, so I had to live in a shed for a bit while they built a space for me. But in my family? We kinda lean into whatever life throws at us. It took months of depression to come to terms with it. All of a sudden I couldn’t be out in the sun, and I had new dietary needs that absolutely required non-vegan sources. So I leaned into it. I was a vampire now. I can dig dark colors and “vampire style.” I could make it my own by avoiding leather. And I’d be as vegan as I possibly could.
You’re kind of awesome.
Damn straight. So I learned to love the night too and now, here I am.
I gained new respect for her after that. Frankly I feel kinda shitty about making fun of her for being a vampire. There might not be anything paranormally weird about her after all.
She sent me one more text telling me I should talk to a guy named Frankie. She’d gone to school with him. He’s a decent enough guy. Works in the Bicounty mall in town.
I had to wait a day or two for another of Petunia’s get togethers to talk to him.
“Hey!” I said awkwardly as I tried to figure out how to strike up conversation with someone I haven’t really spoken to in a long time. “Frankie, right?”
“Oh. Yeah. Been a while. How are you Mason? You okay after that whole thing at Red Nights?”
“I’m trying to be. Look, I’ll cut to the chase. You went to school with Trista Ramone, right?”
“Ol’ Boho Ramone? Yeah. We were sort of friendly. But I was a jerk to vegans back then. Why do you ask?”
“I’ve been hanging out with her. She’s being all mysterious.” He chuckled at that. “She said I should talk to you to learn more about her… weirdness? Everyone thinks she’s a vampire now.”
“She’s totally a vampire. I have no idea what else to call her?”
“Why do you say that?”
“What did she tell you about school?”
“Nothing. She just showed me two yearbooks. Between Junior and Senior year she went from colorful club president, to lonely vampire, because of her disease.”
“Nah man. I don’t want to talk bad about her. But she was kind of a bitch, junior year. She wasn’t just a colorful vegan. She was one of those “holier than thou” types who scoffed and talked down to anyone who dared to eat meat. Her “hippy” thing meant she never hung out with the popular girls but still, she acted like she owned the place at times. I was friends with this weird guy named Steven Jones. He was just kind of a weirdo. Skulking around in the background, you know? He HATED Trista. For a while I totally understood. I thought she was kinda stuck up. But this guy was like… irrationally enraged by that girl’s existence. I guess he tried to ask her out when he was a freshman and she politely declined. But he took that shit personally.”
“Huh. So like… why’s that matter?”
“Because Steven kept saying to anyone who gave him a second look, that he was gonna ‘ruin’ her. Never elaborated. But then the last month of school rolls around, Trista gets assaulted by an unknown assailant and a week later she’s got this new disease. Meanwhile, Steven spent a week strutting around the school looking smug, and saying ‘she got what she deserved.’ Then he disappears too. Teachers said he moved away.”
“She was assaulted?”
“Yeah. Someone in a face wrap tackled her while she was at one of her protests at the meat factory. The dude freaking BIT her.”
“Jesus.”
“Yeah. I was there. I came to the protest. I’ll admit I was trying to hit on Trista or one of the other girls there. But yeah. Dude dressed in all gray with a face wrap just charged in and went right for Trista. Knocked her down, bit her like a freaking zombie, then ran away before anyone could stop him. Didn’t even take his face wrap off. It was freaky, man.”
“What the actual fuck.”
“That’s what we all said. Trista needed a stitch. But while she was at the hospital, I guess she started getting more symptoms. She was out for the rest of the year. From then on, she was like she is now. Total vampire.”
“Was Steven a vampire?”
“I dunno. Probably. Little dickhead is what he is. Must have been him that attacked Trista, but nobody could prove it. Bite mark didn’t match or something. So why are you asking? You hang out with her at night right? You asking her out or something?”
“Oh. No. Just a friend.”
That was all I really learned from Frankie. It’s quite a story, and it’s full of unknowns that Trista refuses to explain. So I guess I’ll let readers be the judge. Is she a “real” vampire? Or just a weirdo? All I know is, she’s totally standing behind me right now and now I’m dead. Bleh.
I did come back to life to talk to Trista once I finished writing this. She enjoyed it. I may as well include that interaction.
I went to her place on my night off. She read my take on her and what the neighbors thought and she grinned. “Ha! I’m a total monster!” She chuckled. “So. What do YOU think, Mason? Am I a vampire?” She cocked an eye and playfully gnashes her teeth at me, making a pleasant little click.
I sighed. “No idea. You’re Trista. And… you’re my friend. I’m sorry if I made things awkward.”
She looked surprised by that. “Aw. Thanks Mason. You’re my friend too. It’s okay. I’m flattered.”
“You don’t have to explain.”
“So we’re cool?”
“Absolutely not. We’re both weird shut ins.” She laughed. It was good to hear her laugh. It made me happy.
“Yeah but I got the ‘mysterious vampire’ thing going.”
“You have dirt in your hair from rolling around with bunnies. And you’re a vegan.”
“Bite me.”
“Says the vampire.”
“You know, if I were a vampire, I could have bitten you when we both went to the slaughterhouses a few weeks ago.”
“That just makes me stupid.”
“You’re not stupid, Mason. You’re not a loser either.”
“So. You know of any other good spooky town stories that I can do next?
“Oh, sure. You ever heard the tale of Salome? She was a witch who would mash up the seeds of a Sinapis Alba plant to make a diabolical potion she’d dump on herself. They called her the ‘Witch of the Sands.’”
I’m embarrassed to admit it took me four days to realize Trista was just fucking with me. I only figured it out when I looked up Sinapis Alba and learned that mashing the seeds just makes mustard. “Salomi the sand-witch.” Well played, vampire hippy…
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2024.05.16 19:01 AegleSmash FFVII Remake OST Reference
Hello there! I have created an OST reference of tracks available on the OSTs from the Remake series: Remake, Remake Plus, Intergrade, and Rebirth. Figured I would share here for other people to enjoy, and also in case anyone has information I can add!
This link is to a cover page that explains which tabs you can safely click into to avoid spoilers, since part of the spreadsheet is explaining what is happening while each track plays. There is a non-spoiler version that will just have track names and repeated motifs checked, and versions with details based on which games you have completed. (If you have played Remake but aren't done with Intergrade/Rebirth yet, you can click on the Remake Spoilers tab without seeing any track info from the DLC and next game.)
https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1Q94AQJ8wAnmKM4_zqQhBnm6hCJNheDU5DRnxRhTHbmA/edit?usp=drivesdk
As some quick background on what this is for , Ilike listening to songs and identifying different motifs to better understand the storytelling. Except I'm really really bad at music! But I'm awesome at spreadsheets and hyperfixating on things, so I found that this helps me learn new things and enjoy the story more with that depth.
For the VII Remake trilogy, I'm making this list with a focus on identifying motifs used throughout the game, based on the tracks from the original VII. There are also motifs unique to Remake trilogy that are repeated (Whispers Theme, Hollow, NPTK), so I am adding in things like that, as well.
How is this useful? If you really like Aerith's Theme and wanted to listen to all the songs with that in the arrangement, you could. Maybe you'll notice something new. I hadn't played the OG in a long time, so I didn't notice that at the very end of Remake, the track Seven Seconds Till the End uses the melody from Temple of the Ancients in OG. (That blew my mind yesterday and is exactly the kind of reason I wanted to make this!)
I do not differentiate between OG tracks using the same melodies - One Winged Angel is tracked, but Those Chosen by the Planet is not. I would indicate a Remake track called Those Chosen by the Planet to be tracked under One Winged Angel, since it's based on the same melody. But I might add a note that it's a faithful recreation of Those Chosen by the Planet, just not making a whole new column for it because this big boy is fat enough and only gonna get fatter. You'll also notice I have X's marked, and some with question marks - the question marked ones are things I suspect are there or I read somewhere that they're there, but I haven't listened to it myself to confirm.
So, feel free to browse and enjoy. I haven't completed it, not even close. I have A LOT of listening I need to do in my free time, and definitely need to listen to the OG tracks to refresh my memory. :) But I wanted to share what I have so far, and ask if anyone here has similar notes I can add in, or any corrections to make.
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This link is to a cover page that explains which tabs you can safely click into to avoid spoilers, since part of the spreadsheet is explaining what is happening while each track plays. There is a non-spoiler version that will just have track names and repeated motifs checked, and versions with details based on which games you have completed. (If you have played Remake but aren't done with Intergrade/Rebirth yet, you can click on the Remake Spoilers tab without seeing any track info from the DLC and next game.)
https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1Q94AQJ8wAnmKM4_zqQhBnm6hCJNheDU5DRnxRhTHbmA/edit?usp=drivesdk
As some quick background on what this is for , Ilike listening to songs and identifying different motifs to better understand the storytelling. Except I'm really really bad at music! But I'm awesome at spreadsheets and hyperfixating on things, so I found that this helps me learn new things and enjoy the story more with that depth.
For the VII Remake trilogy, I'm making this list with a focus on identifying motifs used throughout the game, based on the tracks from the original VII. There are also motifs unique to Remake trilogy that are repeated (Whispers Theme, Hollow, NPTK), so I am adding in things like that, as well.
How is this useful? If you really like Aerith's Theme and wanted to listen to all the songs with that in the arrangement, you could. Maybe you'll notice something new. I hadn't played the OG in a long time, so I didn't notice that at the very end of Remake, the track Seven Seconds Till the End uses the melody from Temple of the Ancients in OG. (That blew my mind yesterday and is exactly the kind of reason I wanted to make this!)
I do not differentiate between OG tracks using the same melodies - One Winged Angel is tracked, but Those Chosen by the Planet is not. I would indicate a Remake track called Those Chosen by the Planet to be tracked under One Winged Angel, since it's based on the same melody. But I might add a note that it's a faithful recreation of Those Chosen by the Planet, just not making a whole new column for it because this big boy is fat enough and only gonna get fatter. You'll also notice I have X's marked, and some with question marks - the question marked ones are things I suspect are there or I read somewhere that they're there, but I haven't listened to it myself to confirm.
So, feel free to browse and enjoy. I haven't completed it, not even close. I have A LOT of listening I need to do in my free time, and definitely need to listen to the OG tracks to refresh my memory. :) But I wanted to share what I have so far, and ask if anyone here has similar notes I can add in, or any corrections to make.
2024.05.16 18:51 East_Pen_7358 27[M4F] hey wanna exchange I love yous" for a smile. Let me see your precious smile.
![27[M4F] hey wanna exchange I love yous](https://external-preview.redd.it/RVsZfmCGpnxEG_LQMYiR4dNYrnB3stBQWHeGp3ptz3U.jpg?width=640&crop=smart&auto=webp&s=1689029f8027ecb5ba36ac4ac047e36e3cf44ace "27[M4F] hey wanna exchange I love yous") | 1)student. Was a med student. 2)art lover. 3)talks alot. Deep things and other things about life. Pain. Suffering. Happiness. Joy. Suicide even. Why life is important. All that stuff. 4)commitment kinds guy. You are it. Once you are. 5)communicates well. But in English. I discuss things. 6)slightly humorous. Eh working on it. 7)adventurous. Been to many places. Traveled alone. 8) loyal. To the bone. Although I like a little jealousy. I like to be wanted. Very much. 9)loves music. All kinds and will share. 10)brown eyes, black hair, brown skinned. Standing over 168cm tall. Don't worry I'll still protect you. 11)overthinker. Eh working on it but it makes me feel like sometimes I understand things with a greater depth. 12)caring. Very caring. Will guide and counsel you. Help you become better. Wanna make you feel independent by enlightening a new way of seeing things. 13)will make you feel like you are the world. Will share everything throughout the day. Food pics, flower pics, sky pics, memes. submitted by East_Pen_7358 to PhR4Dating [link] [comments] That's me. About you- 1)open 2)caring 3)sensitive 4)puts in effort. Love it when I see that. Makes me wanna talk more. Open more. 5)values time. Feelings and emotions. Not just looks and money or other things. 6)can listen, add to the conversation. Share her mind. Share her interests. Will be okay with me bringing her more interesting things about her own interests. 7)will keep it meaningful 8)mature 9)appreciative 10) treat this with respect and not some bloke you are chatting with cause you are lonely or bored or horny. 11)loves sharing and most importantly will be loyal to me. Not just treat me like a option. I am not a toy. Men are not toys. They have feelings too. 12) can commit to us. 13) let me create a nice safe space for us to love eachother. 14) romantically intimate. 15)can be soft and baby like. I would love to caress your hair and tell you, you are pretty. I'd love to brush em eventually and put lots of flowers in them. Make you feel like a baby princess queen jelly bean. Lol A little essay I had written. My deepest dream I just think its not for me. Love. It's nice to lose myself in imagination. That beautiful girl. Mysterious look on her face. She is different. A girl who'll looks at flowers and grows them. A girl to whom a rose can be cherished in some book. Like a treasure. Innocent yet classy. Gentle yet strong. Subtle yet sexy. She's nothing like a cliche she is genuine connected with her soul. She wears it on her. She wears the flowers of summer. She carries the scent of breathing grass, breathing jasmine that spreads in the winds of autumn. She is calm and quite like the snows of winter. Meditative. Exceptional. Empathetic. Understanding. She isn't stupid She doesn't base everything like a child she sees more. Knows so much cause she has deeply looked at sadness, felt it without any attachments to it. No ego. That's where her wisdom comes from. She smoothly passes along tender lines of personalities still keeping her jolliness alive. She leans over in her graceful over coat. No pity. No doubt. She leans over like a blinding light of purity that is undeniable. She hands me a ring. A ring! She smiles! She knows my pain! She bloody knows it all! She leans down on her knees. No ego. Not afarid of the dirt. Not dirty from it either. Gracefully handing me herself cause she sees my soul. I will give her everything. But I never needn't worry cause she knows she has to be okay. She is precious. How I desire to stroke her sweetest hair. How I wish to silently stare in her eyes as I caressed her chin, her cheeks, her neck, her waist, her hips. How I long for our breathes to be like a grand symphony. I can die in this moment. I can hear the winds, the world, the ground, the nature, I can feel God in her arms. How my heart fills with such peace. As she smiles behind my closed eyes and I feel her submission.... her refuge to me. I love you. Even if you come to me just as a dream. I love you. You've made me realize. I can only hope and pray as I fall into a slumber. That I will meet in our garden. I will make music for you to dance with me. We will sway our hips slowly. Our feet like the most beautiful rhythm of life. Full of meaning. I wish to never wake up. Never. I have done what I should. I desire only to be with you now. I yearn for you. I yearn for that nakedness, hold,compassion not of this world. Divine like I have learned. Please come to me. Set me free. Let me rest. |
2024.05.16 18:50 Snapall__ Ensuring privacy in live monitoring of construction sites
 | Real-time management of construction sites with surveillance systems can be very useful in improving the productivity and safety of field operations, but they can raise some concerns about privacy and applicable regulationsReal-time management of construction sites with surveillance systems can be very useful in improving the productivity and safety of field operations, but they can raise some concerns about privacy and applicable regulations during the implementation of these control infrastructures at the construction site. submitted by Snapall__ to u/Snapall__ [link] [comments] In this article we will examine how to ensure privacy when using real-time monitoring at construction sites, discussing the possibilities offered by technology, legal procedures and tools that can be adopted to protect sensitive data and information. What is meant by live monitoring?https://preview.redd.it/gngcsjypit0d1.jpg?width=750&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=95335e002eb886d6dffb242668ed5ab34a47d5a8Being able to monitor construction progress in real time is possible thanks to special cameras installed at strategic points in the work area that constantly take and store photos or videos 24/7. These cameras are designed to provide updates on what is happening in the field such as the flow of vehicles during daylight hours or the use of safety equipment such as helmets. Real-time monitoring can help designers quickly identify potential problems before they become damaging or costly by providing an early warning system. This system provides historical records of each completed task and its performance metrics over time, this helps improve efficiency and accuracy in making decisions about project management plans or cost estimating models. The technology also allows remote access for off-site personnel so they can make informed decisions without being physically present on site; this improves response times by enabling construction companies to streamline operations leading to improved overall productivity levels. With this type of detailed information available almost instantaneously, there is an increased risk associated with possible misuse or abuse if access controls are not implemented properly. For this reason, it is critical for organizations implementing these technologies to understand how best to protect the information and images collected during remote surveillance operations. Regulations and laws on remote monitoring of workersWorkplace privacy legislation establishes a prohibition on the use of audiovisual and other equipment for remote monitoring of workers' activities. This prohibition was enshrined in Article 4 of the Workers' Statute (Law 300/1970) and is also referred to in the subsequent privacy decree (Legislative Decree 196/2003).However, this article presents a partial amendment to the regulations on computetechnological equipment and tools that allows the use of the devices in situations where there are special organizational/production needs or that serve to ensure the safety of its workers. In these cases, the use of these devices is allowed, but it is necessary to agree with the unions or notify the Labor Inspectorate. The latter, in collaboration with the Ministry of Labor and Social Policy, issued Circular No. 5 of 2018, which provides guidelines for the use of audiovisual systems, including remote monitoring of production activities. It is specified how it is allowed only temporarily and reinforcing exceptions, such as the protection of "work safety," "company assets," or "specific production or organizational needs." How can companies protect privacy during surveillance operations?There are devices such as those from Snapall that allow remote monitoring of worksites while ensuring that sensitive data is respected and protected. This is possible thanks to a series of arrangements that are made precisely to follow the GDPR regulation and Art. 4 of the Workers' Statute:
If you are looking for a professional team to help and guide you in this you can always turn to us, we will be happy to answer your needs and possible doubts you may have, contact us here. The benefits of ensuring privacy at construction siteshttps://preview.redd.it/ekur63vgit0d1.jpg?width=500&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=2ebcd7372ba2d43e4fd928d7421d9d4e29ddc3dbReducing the chances of sensitive data or information going into the public domain means avoiding heavy penalties and fines imposed by regulators due to violations of laws. Also significant are the savings to be had on the costs of upgrading and repairing networks that have been damaged or exploited by hackers. Maintaining a good reputation goes far beyond legal requirements and encourages customers and employees to trust the organization and value their commitment to the highest ethical standards. Speaking specifically of workers, if they know that their privacy is respected and protected, they will feel more comfortable by reducing possible conflicts and creating a more collaborative and productive environment. ConclusionsSafeguarding privacy while performing active monitoring of construction sites is not only a matter of regulatory compliance, but also has many benefits for everyone involved throughout the process.From strengthening cyber security defenses, to preventing financial losses, to helping build favorable opinion toward employees and workers in demonstrating a commitment to their protection. Companies that use active construction site monitoring must ensure that their devices are approved and use monitoring technologies that comply with applicable laws and regulations. This ensures that monitoring is done legally and that the rights of workers and employees are respected while protecting the company from any costly lawsuits or penalties. |
2024.05.16 18:49 Used_Caregiver_6511 A disappointing story on CM
I am a guy in my early 30's. I'm an International Student in the country where I live. I got a match on CatholicMatch with a girl just 6 months older than me who lives 158.3 km away in the same country, it would take me 4.5 hours to get there by train. She was beautiful. Not a supermodel, but she has a pretty face and gorgeous eyes. She is 6 months older than me, from a similar culture, and we speak the same language. We both accepted the match in November 2022.
We started chatting and the conversation was pleasant. She told me that she lived with her older brother, she worked as a babysitter and that she didn't have a visa. The conversations were a bit slow, because we both took our time responding, but it was pleasant. I often mentioned that she was busy studying and doing my homework. Actually, by looking at old messages, I could see that it was me the one who took longer took longer to respond. Sometimes, because I didn't know what to say and others times because I didn't notice her replies. I suggested her that when I had some free time, we could we could go and explore a town together. I thought we could meet in the capital because there should be lots of fun things to do and it's kind of in the middle for both of us. She seemed happy, but when I suggested a date, she didn't respond in time. In early February 2023, I gathered some courage, found her on Facebook, and sent her a friend request. She accepted it. I looked at her photos and realized that she came from a lovely family and that in 2015 she wanted to be a nun and she went through the Discernment period for five years (2 years with vows). I felt more attracted to her after that. We started chatting and she said she was glad that I found her there. I suggested going to see a cultural site. She responded that her immigration and financial situation was not the best and that it would not be wise for her to get out of town for a date. She said that she would like to meet me, but that to do so she would have to travel to where she was.
Maybe I sabotaged myself because I responded that I would like to be friends with her and chat on Facebook and that I could go there, but that she would take me a little longer. I She responded that getting to a woman's heart requires some sacrifice and that she wasn't doing it on purpose to test me. I said she understood. What I meant was that I would like to start as friends and that I would be willing to go whenever I have free time. She doesn't know it, but I was dealing with a serious procrastination and anxiety problem. I tried to message her again after that, but she seemed a little distant. I even wished her a happy Valentine's Day and she responded with just a smiley face but no words. The last time I texted her was in August for her birthday. But there wasn't much conversation. Months passed and communication cooled down, it went through some academic research challenges as well, but I kept hoping to resume communication at some point after I graduated. I just didn't know how to do it.
In December of last year, she posted a photo on Facebook with her new boyfriend. I felt sad, but I tried to understand it. Because I was curious, I checked her boyfriend's profile and found out he is from her hometown but lives in this country, and his a dad. She also posted a picture with him again one momth ago and this time it did affect me. It doesn’t make sense that something I already knew could affect me so much. Just in case you are wondering I taking therapy, and I also have ASD, so it’s hard for me to let things go.
I know this is not serious love, because we never got to meet each other, and it's not good to idealize people or 'building castles in midair', but I still feel like I was a jerk and not a real gentleman to her. I'm just writing this as a form of catharsis. but I feel better now after writing this and talking to my therapist.
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We started chatting and the conversation was pleasant. She told me that she lived with her older brother, she worked as a babysitter and that she didn't have a visa. The conversations were a bit slow, because we both took our time responding, but it was pleasant. I often mentioned that she was busy studying and doing my homework. Actually, by looking at old messages, I could see that it was me the one who took longer took longer to respond. Sometimes, because I didn't know what to say and others times because I didn't notice her replies. I suggested her that when I had some free time, we could we could go and explore a town together. I thought we could meet in the capital because there should be lots of fun things to do and it's kind of in the middle for both of us. She seemed happy, but when I suggested a date, she didn't respond in time. In early February 2023, I gathered some courage, found her on Facebook, and sent her a friend request. She accepted it. I looked at her photos and realized that she came from a lovely family and that in 2015 she wanted to be a nun and she went through the Discernment period for five years (2 years with vows). I felt more attracted to her after that. We started chatting and she said she was glad that I found her there. I suggested going to see a cultural site. She responded that her immigration and financial situation was not the best and that it would not be wise for her to get out of town for a date. She said that she would like to meet me, but that to do so she would have to travel to where she was.
Maybe I sabotaged myself because I responded that I would like to be friends with her and chat on Facebook and that I could go there, but that she would take me a little longer. I She responded that getting to a woman's heart requires some sacrifice and that she wasn't doing it on purpose to test me. I said she understood. What I meant was that I would like to start as friends and that I would be willing to go whenever I have free time. She doesn't know it, but I was dealing with a serious procrastination and anxiety problem. I tried to message her again after that, but she seemed a little distant. I even wished her a happy Valentine's Day and she responded with just a smiley face but no words. The last time I texted her was in August for her birthday. But there wasn't much conversation. Months passed and communication cooled down, it went through some academic research challenges as well, but I kept hoping to resume communication at some point after I graduated. I just didn't know how to do it.
In December of last year, she posted a photo on Facebook with her new boyfriend. I felt sad, but I tried to understand it. Because I was curious, I checked her boyfriend's profile and found out he is from her hometown but lives in this country, and his a dad. She also posted a picture with him again one momth ago and this time it did affect me. It doesn’t make sense that something I already knew could affect me so much. Just in case you are wondering I taking therapy, and I also have ASD, so it’s hard for me to let things go.
I know this is not serious love, because we never got to meet each other, and it's not good to idealize people or 'building castles in midair', but I still feel like I was a jerk and not a real gentleman to her. I'm just writing this as a form of catharsis. but I feel better now after writing this and talking to my therapist.
2024.05.16 18:48 Volydxo Custom IC-Light (with Lens Flare & So Much More) But Need Some Help
I'm not a photographer, so I don't really understand how you get those circles in your pictures.
This is my code, still improving: You will need from scipy.ndimage import gaussian_filter
# Trying To Create A More Realistic Lens Flare
def create_lens_flare(image_width, image_height):
center_x, center_y = image_width // 2, image_height // 2
Y, X = np.ogrid[:image_height, :image_width]
dist_from_center = np.sqrt((X - center_x)**2 + (Y - center_y)**2)
max_dist = np.sqrt(center_x**2 + center_y**2)
# Main flare
intensity = np.clip(1 - (dist_from_center / max_dist), 0, 1)
flare = intensity * 255
blurred_flare = gaussian_filter(flare, sigma=20) # Adjust for size
# Secondary flares
secondary_flare = np.zeros((image_height, image_width))
num_secondary_flares = 5
flare_positions = [(np.random.randint(0, image_width), np.random.randint(0, image_height)) for _ in range(num_secondary_flares)]
for (fx, fy) in flare_positions:
dist_from_secondary = np.sqrt((X - fx)**2 + (Y - fy)**2)
intensity_secondary = np.clip(1 - (dist_from_secondary / max_dist), 0, 1)
secondary_flare += intensity_secondary * 255
secondary_flare = gaussian_filter(secondary_flare, sigma=10) # Adjust for size
# Combine flares
combined_flare = np.clip(blurred_flare + secondary_flare, 0, 255)
# Add color to the flare
color_flare = np.zeros((image_height, image_width, 3), dtype=np.uint8)
color_flare[..., 0] = combined_flare * np.random.uniform(0.8, 1.0) # Red
color_flare[..., 1] = combined_flare * np.random.uniform(0.4, 0.8) # Green
color_flare[..., 2] = combined_flare * np.random.uniform(0.0, 0.4) # Blue
return color_flare
Then create a new:
elif bg_source == BGSource.LENS_FLARE:
input_bg = create_lens_flare(image_width, image_height)
Then:
class BGSource(Enum):
NONE = "None"
LEFT = "Left Light"
RIGHT = "Right Light"
TOP = "Top Light"
BOTTOM = "Bottom Light"
# Extra Lighting Options
TOP_LEFT = "Top Left Light"
BOTTOM_LEFT = "Bottom Left Light"
TOP_RIGHT = "Top Right Light"
BOTTOM_RIGHT = "Bottom Right Light"
CENTER = "Center Light"
DIAGONAL_TOP_LEFT_TO_BOTTOM_RIGHT = "Diagonal Light Top Left to Bottom Right"
DIAGONAL_TOP_RIGHT_TO_BOTTOM_LEFT = "Diagonal Light Top Right to Bottom Left"
SPOTLIGHT = "Spotlight"
PARALLEL_RIGHT = "Parallel Right Light"
# Wroking on it
LENS_FLARE = "Lens Flare"
Can anyone guide me on how you would implement these 1-2 circles at this specific distance in an image based on the size of the image? I have tried to create them, though it works but it doesn't look like the flair to me. Once everything is fixed, everything will be available for free on GitHub.
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This is my code, still improving: You will need from scipy.ndimage import gaussian_filter
# Trying To Create A More Realistic Lens Flare
def create_lens_flare(image_width, image_height):
center_x, center_y = image_width // 2, image_height // 2
Y, X = np.ogrid[:image_height, :image_width]
dist_from_center = np.sqrt((X - center_x)**2 + (Y - center_y)**2)
max_dist = np.sqrt(center_x**2 + center_y**2)
# Main flare
intensity = np.clip(1 - (dist_from_center / max_dist), 0, 1)
flare = intensity * 255
blurred_flare = gaussian_filter(flare, sigma=20) # Adjust for size
# Secondary flares
secondary_flare = np.zeros((image_height, image_width))
num_secondary_flares = 5
flare_positions = [(np.random.randint(0, image_width), np.random.randint(0, image_height)) for _ in range(num_secondary_flares)]
for (fx, fy) in flare_positions:
dist_from_secondary = np.sqrt((X - fx)**2 + (Y - fy)**2)
intensity_secondary = np.clip(1 - (dist_from_secondary / max_dist), 0, 1)
secondary_flare += intensity_secondary * 255
secondary_flare = gaussian_filter(secondary_flare, sigma=10) # Adjust for size
# Combine flares
combined_flare = np.clip(blurred_flare + secondary_flare, 0, 255)
# Add color to the flare
color_flare = np.zeros((image_height, image_width, 3), dtype=np.uint8)
color_flare[..., 0] = combined_flare * np.random.uniform(0.8, 1.0) # Red
color_flare[..., 1] = combined_flare * np.random.uniform(0.4, 0.8) # Green
color_flare[..., 2] = combined_flare * np.random.uniform(0.0, 0.4) # Blue
return color_flare
Then create a new:
elif bg_source == BGSource.LENS_FLARE:
input_bg = create_lens_flare(image_width, image_height)
Then:
class BGSource(Enum):
NONE = "None"
LEFT = "Left Light"
RIGHT = "Right Light"
TOP = "Top Light"
BOTTOM = "Bottom Light"
# Extra Lighting Options
TOP_LEFT = "Top Left Light"
BOTTOM_LEFT = "Bottom Left Light"
TOP_RIGHT = "Top Right Light"
BOTTOM_RIGHT = "Bottom Right Light"
CENTER = "Center Light"
DIAGONAL_TOP_LEFT_TO_BOTTOM_RIGHT = "Diagonal Light Top Left to Bottom Right"
DIAGONAL_TOP_RIGHT_TO_BOTTOM_LEFT = "Diagonal Light Top Right to Bottom Left"
SPOTLIGHT = "Spotlight"
PARALLEL_RIGHT = "Parallel Right Light"
# Wroking on it
LENS_FLARE = "Lens Flare"
Can anyone guide me on how you would implement these 1-2 circles at this specific distance in an image based on the size of the image? I have tried to create them, though it works but it doesn't look like the flair to me. Once everything is fixed, everything will be available for free on GitHub.
2024.05.16 18:47 kindokkang She's finally here
 | Pretty much what I expected, though it's a lot bigger than I thought it would be. The picture from the website made it look a lot smaller so I'm pleasantly surprised. It can fit a lot of stuff in it. There's also a zipper pouch inside behind the notebook so I'm sure I can cram in a lot more stationary. submitted by kindokkang to arknights [link] [comments] The bag feels decently made. Obviously not super high quality but it feels like how something priced around 40 dollars would feel. I've always wanted wearable arknights merch so I'm happy with what I got. I love merch where it isn't obvious that it's related to the source material, the penguin logistics logo look like cool clip art without context. The paper glasses are nice bonus. I don't remember reading that they came with the purchase. |
2024.05.16 18:46 Mecha_Cthulhu Absolutely unhinged maniac harassing me on TCGPlayer
 | Some background - I buy Magic: The Gathering cards and sell them on TCGPlayer. I do a pretty good amount of sales for a side hustle and I take pride in taking care of my customers. submitted by Mecha_Cthulhu to Flipping [link] [comments] This guy, though, he ordered two cards on the evening of 4/26 and I made sure to drop it off at the post office before they closed at 11am the next day. Unfortunately it appears it was lost by USPS, order was only $5 so it was shipped in a plain white envelope with no tracking. Sucks, but it is what it is. Normally in this situation I refund immediately and apologize on behalf of USPS. Hell, one time I had an extra copy of a card so after refunded the order I sent it to the customer for free. It was like $2 and the customer was happy so it was worth it to me. But with this guy was talking to me all wrong. Didn’t like his attitude. So I messaged him that the card was shipped on the 27th, TCGPlayer had an estimated arrival of 5/17, and if it wasn’t delivered by then I would issue a refund. I should’ve just refunded and blocked because Jesus Christ he got BIG ANGY. I escalated the issue and got the negative review removed. He keeps messaging me and I’ve only responded to tell him the issue has been escalated and I will issue a refund after the estimated delivery date. I’m considering pushing the issue with Customer Service and getting his ass banned from the site because this is bananas. Anyway, not sure if this is the correct forum for this but I found it too humorous not to share. |
2024.05.16 18:45 LunaGalaxy137 Clip Sites Background Music
I know Streamate has a list of music you can have in your videos but wasn’t sure if that was the same for other sites like C4S or ManyVids? I’m talking light jazz in the background so it’s not crickets when I’m not making noises lol.
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https://www.reddit.com/sgsflaicomments/of2wzu/flair_profile_ucalvin324hk/
Wishlist
Region: NA (Canada)
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2024.05.16 18:44 redshift739 Should I buy a YT music subscription?
I don't pay for any music currently and I normally use spotify but they recently removed the ability to see lyrics for free users so I'm considering buying YT music so that I can still read lyrics but also listen with it in the background
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2024.05.16 18:39 Flimsy-Abroad2553 Does this guy like me or not? Please help!!
Alright so let me get down to it, I am 14 he is 15 and I have liked him since early March but have never spoken to him at this point only once in our design technology class we used to have together. Over the easter break he added me on snapchat and instagram and we have been talking everyday without fail non stop, over the easter break i was in japan with family so there was a time difference but we adjusted to it for the 2 weeks i was there. He'd ask me to send him daily vlogs of everything i'd do there and just to spam him so when he wakes up he has something to wake up to pretty much. Within the first day of us talking he had already started making silly jokes, my friend had said something funny so i put it on my instagram story and he replied to my text saying "oh just go text __" with a rolling eyes emoji as a joke. We had also talked about birthdays and I mentioned how his is in my calendar and notes and he said he knows mine too and called me cute when i said i have it in my notes. We have a mutual friend who had hinted to him to start talking to me and be my friend because i was too shy to and this friend had asked him within 3 days of me and him being friends if he likes me, he asked "does she like me (implying me) or does she like like me because i wouldnt mind either" he said he wasnt sure if he liked me or not because it was too early. Our mutual friend would tell me he would always say "oh we are young and theres no point of dating at this age" since he had one girlfriend previously and he is over it but is just tired of getting played with pretty much. Fast forward me and him and our friend made plans to go out together in London but she couldn't make it so it was just me and him, nothing was awkward when we met up we hugged and got on with it. He held doors open for ,e offered to pay for my stuff, offered me his food because I hardly bought anything (I don't enjoy KFC that much but he wanted to go so we did), we went to an art gallery together, he suggested we go on London eye together and if you don't know what that is it's pretty much a big ferris wheel. We were at a bus stop together this same day and we were talking about our favourite games pretty much getting to know eachother face to face and we held eye contact through the whole thing and we were both smiling. When we were going home on the train he asked me to sit opposite him which I was confused why and he wouldn't tell me why but I'm assuming it was to look at me because he didn't have a problem with sitting next to me at all. We were out until sunset pretty much 8 hours and we hugged when we went home and oh my god his fragrance was SO strong but smelt SO good and it stayed on me even when I was home. Anyway skipping forward to when we were back to school, I made him a gift basket with stuff from Japan and I gave it to him and he hugged me infront of all his friends and sent me videos of him opening everything and he was super happy with it. I told him the night before I was so so scared to give him it because what if he didn't like it and he told me he'd love it no matter what, i also mentioned how i tried my best with it and he said cute. We have matching bracelets which I suggested and he was fine with me getting them from japan for us, we have been wearing them everyday pretty much and everyone at school thinks we are dating. Now, the bracelets I bought from japan he complained it was quite tight on his wrist so I ordered us new ones, they are spiderman themed ones gwen and miles with a half heart magnet on each so when you put them together it makes a full heart. I gave it to him around 3 weeks ago and he was so happy with it, he walked past me and i said he looks zesty as a joke and he laughed and told me to shut up but said thank you once again. We play games together all the time and our main thing is roblox horror games we both adore them and it's so fun playing them with him and pretty much everyone teases us at school about eachother. Anyway, 2 weeks ago I got a dm from a girl at my school asking for my snap as she wanted to tell me something, in summary she accused him of taking his bracelet off around his friends and saying he was talking to other girls to cover up the fact he was talking to me pretty much embarrassed of me. I sobbed my eyes out and texted him asking to talk, he said sure and I expected him to text me but he ended up calling me, I talked to him about all this and he was shocked and proved it all false, at this point we had been wearing our 2nd pair of bracelets since he complained about the other but 1 day he forgot it at his dads house so we didn't have it that day. He said to prove to me he never takes it off he's going to wear the bracelet that is tight on his wrist and I thought it was so so sweet, we were on facetime for so long and his mum ended up inviting me over to their house and i of course went. Later that night I texted him saying i'm getting mixed signals off him and I kinda played it off as "oh we are friends and im scared u like me" so he said no he doesnt but i wanna think its because of the way i worded it, moving on i met up with him last period and our other friend pretended to drop me off and he said "heres your girlfriend __" and he said "ah thanks __" basically not flinching to me being called his girlfriend, we walked together and at this point i am also friends with his sister. We were walking and we went to his room, he let me do his makeup and he downloaded my favourite game (Final Fantasy 7) to play since I was there and we played a bit together, we played some minecraft too and it was hillarious and a roblox single player horror. I know it sounds childish but i really love these things, we ate dinner in his room and I also noticed he had a shelf dedicated to the gift basket i made him, literally nothing on that shelf but the stuff i bought him which was so cute. He also has a shelf dedicated to fragrances and he got me to pick my favourite and coincidentally was the one he wore when we went out together and i told him how it stayed on me all day and he said "good that means its good". Then I had to go home, I was at his home pretty much for 3 hours and I had to go since he had rugby, anyway when I was leaving I gave him a hug and I felt silly so i tightened it slightly and I felt him do it back which made me really happy, I said bye and walked down the stairs and I could hear it took a while for him to close the door which made me think he watched me walk downstairs and my theory was proven right when he texted me after saying how nice my mums car is. I texted him after thank you so much for having me over and he said i need to come over again and we said he could come around mine next time. Later that day I posted some pics I took on my story which he was fine with as he viewed them and didn't say anything. The next day he texted me during last period asking if i could take some specific ones down as his entire class was pretty much teasing him and he got tired of it, he usually doesn't care what others think about us and has literally told me that before himself but I completely understood as it was pretty much his whole class so of course I did and he said he didn't want people to think we're dating, I apologized profusely and things were back to normal, the day after I get a text from my friend and she asked if he was texting me during last period the day prior and i said yes how did u know and she said he had a baby smile on his face which made me happy. Anyway, since then it has just been pretty much mixed signals he said we should go ice skating together because i mentioned i never have and we are also planning to go painting in the park together next week. Earlier this week I think Tuesday? I curled my hair and i sent him a snap of it as we were planning to play together and he replied to it saying "Woah" and i asked what do u mean woah as i didnt know what snap he was replying to, we got on a ps party and i kept pestering him to tell me why he said that and he was making excuses saying he replied to my story but it showed up as snap and basically just getting nervous and bothered until he finally said "your hair looked very nice" he also complimented my necklace last week and i have only been wearing that and whenever he sees it he comments on it which makes me smile. On the Tuesday he also remembered what times I had my tutor so we planed when we could play which i thought was really sweet too. On Monday I sent him a lot of videos of me yapping and i said sorry for the spam at the end and he said "wdym sorry for the spam yap all u want" so then Wednesday or Tuesday I can't remember which, I literally sent him over an hours worth of videos I'm NOT exaggerating and it was of me literally just talking and he watched every single one and replied to them too and even saved some in our chats, he has tendencies to save random pics and vids of me in our chat. Today he was meant to do district sports for our school so he didn't wear his bracelet as he didn't want to break it but then last minute they said he couldn't go and i went to his form / homeroom and checked up on him and he genuinely looked upset which almost made me cry and i wanted to hug him so bad but everyone was there and i didnt know if he'd be okay with it so throughout today i've literally been sending him videos and texts to make sure he's okay now i'm just waiting on a reply. his replies are SHIT literally all his friends and his ex say this too so its not just a me thing. also is it a good sign if he introduced me to all his friends? over the weekend i was in a ps party with him and 3 others for like 2 days! He's generally a really friendly person nobody dislikes but I also think he likes me and literally everyone i tell about this says he does! I don't know tho because i really really really like this guy hes the first guy ive ever actually liked so i dont know what to do now :( Does he like me?!
EDIT: I also forgot to mention we hung out together at school on monday and he was fine with me grabbing his wrists and dragging him around :D ! We also walked past eachother yesterday and he was smiling really hard when he saw me and went "eww" as a joke because we do that to eachother and i just went "eww shut up" back while giggling
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EDIT: I also forgot to mention we hung out together at school on monday and he was fine with me grabbing his wrists and dragging him around :D ! We also walked past eachother yesterday and he was smiling really hard when he saw me and went "eww" as a joke because we do that to eachother and i just went "eww shut up" back while giggling
2024.05.16 18:38 TRAIANVS Walking the Cracked Pot Trail 20 - In Which Erikson Roasts Fans
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Flicker is back in his picture-painting mode as well, as he imagines the backgrounds of these girls. The first sentence is posed as a question, but is really more of a statement. I love the phrase "abandon all pretense of the sedentary". They were clearly from a wealthy background, living a carefree life before, but now they've chosen to drop it all to follow (in this instance literally follow) their favorite artist.
He imagines the scenario surrounding their departure, with the "blubbering excitement", a "slippery gleam in the eye", and of course "a lapdog's brainless zeal". I'm curious about the "slippery" descriptor there. Especially when paired with the lapdog comment, it calls to mind a dog skidding and sliding on a slippery floor as they're completely unable to contain their excitement. Does anyone have a different reading?
Then they stuff a canvas bag full of slips (as in the clothing, not as in paper slips) and "whatnot", showing how they're clearly not thinking this through, but rather just throwing things in their bag and running out the door. I love the comparison to the fakir. First of all, it hearkens back to the Arabian Nights inspiration, while also giving us the image of a fakir rushing to get ready for his act, but more important is how it works as a metaphor.
The Entourage (who as we will soon learn are all young women) are here posed as a performer, performing in front of an old, fat, wealthy man. It really spotlights the power imbalance between them and their idol. Then we end the paragraph on a sentence that I'm having a really hard time figuring out. What is the significance of the rooms being like shrines? Shrines are (definitionally) places of worship. So it's like they're rushing past these places intended for worship in order to worship their idol, perhaps implying that it would have been more productive to stay and worship a real god. But these aren't shrines, but rather rooms like shrines, so it would be a worship of the home or something in that direction. I don't think this would imply a worship of domesticity, the metaphor is not fleshed out enough for that. I think it's simply saying that they should rather try to stay connected to their roots. I must say I'm not fully convinced by this reading. What do you all think?
Then there's the intentionally vague description of their idol. We don't get the name, but he's called He Who Is Worshipped and the Perfect Artist. This is a reminder that we're not talking about particulars, but rather the general case, in particular how people behave in real life fandoms. Let's examine the rest of this paragraph while keeping in mind that this is Erikson is holding up a mirror to us. And you thought you were safe?
The Entourage is always where their artist is. I think this is especially true in the modern day where fans have practically unlimited access to their favourite artists. And they act as defenders of their artist, and notice how at no point here we get any sense that this Perfect Artist asked for any such thing. They build up their own unassailable version of their artist, and then dismiss any criticism except the most basic, toothless ones.
Finally we get these three statements, two quick ones, and a longer one. They "stand sentinel..." is essentially a continuation of the previous sentence. Then they "gush down every sluice". This is a strange turn of phrase to say the least. A sluice is of course a sort of water channel, and since we're in this castle metaphor, it's likely meant as a preventative measure against flooding. But it's not water that's the risk here, but the gushing of the fans.
And lastly they are the stained glass windows that "paint rainbows" on their idol (with a nice alliteration on perfectly and profile). I really like this one. They are not only viewing their idol through rose-tinted glass, but they have made themselves a piece of stained glass, that colors the artist in every color of the rainbow. They are creating a false, or at least exaggerated, image of the artist, and projecting that image to others as well. I think this whole description really mirrors how fanatically devoted some people can get around their favorite artist, and I don't think we should exclude ourselves from this.
The "each life is a wonder..." part is hilarious. This is definitely an example of overpraising, where Flicker uses hyperbolic language while implying a much more subdued meaning. He's now spent two whole paragraphs detailing how ridiculous and vapid the Entourage is, but now he's all "oh the miracle of life etc. etc." So even when he's talking about how he should stop mocking them, he continues the mockery. Absolutely savage.
He then encourages us to not view them with pity or contempt. Possibly because it would be condescending to do so. Certainly nobody likes being viewed that way, and Flicker claims that it is at best unhelpful to take those attitudes. I am a bit confused, however, about the mention of envy. Is Flicker saying that he is envious of them? Or is he warning us to not be envious? Is there a risk, when expressing pity or contempt, of appearing envious? Are the Entourage themselves envious when we do that? I admit I'm kind of lost here. What do you think?
Flicker ends by calling attention to the fact that we haven't really discussed the Entourage's Perfect Artist at all. He's been this remote figure this whole time, almost irrelevant to the conduct of his fans. Note also how he's called an "object". That word has been used once before in this story, and it was to describe the way Purse Snippet was viewed by Calap Roud. This is not an accident. FlickeErikson is saying that the way the Entourage views their Perfect Artist is not entirely dissimilar to the way Calap Roud, a disgusting old pervert, leers at a much younger woman. Again, this is not lust for the artist themself, but rather for the godlike image that the fans have constructed of the artist.
And before we can know that artist, we are going to be introduced to these three young women, each more ridiculous than the last, before we get to their Perfect Artist. Indeed, they must suffer the "bull's eye lantern light of our examination". This is a great description of what Flicker has been doing so far with his ruthless introduction. He also doesn't call it an interrogation or even a description. No, he's simply examining each of these characters, down to their core2.
And that does it for this week's post. Next time we'll be discussing Sellup, the oldest member of the Entourage. See you all next week!
1 I don't know exactly what to do with this seeming error. It strikes me as an editing artifact. That is, Erikson originally wrote this sentence differently, then changed the wording but forgot to change the whole sentence.
2 And it's worth remembering that he may well be making all of this up.
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A lapdog's brainless zeal
The Entourage! Whence comes1 such creatures so eager to abandon all pretense of the sedentary? One envisages haste of blubbering excitement, slippery gleam in the eye, a lapdog’s brainless zeal, as a canvas bag is stuffed full of slips and whatnot, with all the grace of a fakir backstage moments before performing before a gouty king. A whirlwind rush through rooms like shrines, and then out!We get Flicker dropping back into his more heightened style, starting off with a declamation. Remember how we ended the last section
He would unveil himself in Farrog, and then they would all see. Calap Roud, that stunning watery-eyed dancer, Purse Snippet, and the Entourage too—So this is very much an interruption. Previously we had Flicker placing himself inside Brash's head, until he mentions the Entourage, at which point he switches completely and breaks out into this much more heightened description.
Flicker is back in his picture-painting mode as well, as he imagines the backgrounds of these girls. The first sentence is posed as a question, but is really more of a statement. I love the phrase "abandon all pretense of the sedentary". They were clearly from a wealthy background, living a carefree life before, but now they've chosen to drop it all to follow (in this instance literally follow) their favorite artist.
He imagines the scenario surrounding their departure, with the "blubbering excitement", a "slippery gleam in the eye", and of course "a lapdog's brainless zeal". I'm curious about the "slippery" descriptor there. Especially when paired with the lapdog comment, it calls to mind a dog skidding and sliding on a slippery floor as they're completely unable to contain their excitement. Does anyone have a different reading?
Then they stuff a canvas bag full of slips (as in the clothing, not as in paper slips) and "whatnot", showing how they're clearly not thinking this through, but rather just throwing things in their bag and running out the door. I love the comparison to the fakir. First of all, it hearkens back to the Arabian Nights inspiration, while also giving us the image of a fakir rushing to get ready for his act, but more important is how it works as a metaphor.
The Entourage (who as we will soon learn are all young women) are here posed as a performer, performing in front of an old, fat, wealthy man. It really spotlights the power imbalance between them and their idol. Then we end the paragraph on a sentence that I'm having a really hard time figuring out. What is the significance of the rooms being like shrines? Shrines are (definitionally) places of worship. So it's like they're rushing past these places intended for worship in order to worship their idol, perhaps implying that it would have been more productive to stay and worship a real god. But these aren't shrines, but rather rooms like shrines, so it would be a worship of the home or something in that direction. I don't think this would imply a worship of domesticity, the metaphor is not fleshed out enough for that. I think it's simply saying that they should rather try to stay connected to their roots. I must say I'm not fully convinced by this reading. What do you all think?
Holding up a mirror
Pattering feet, a trio, all converging in unsightly gallop quick to feminize into a skip and prance once He Who Is Worshipped is in sight. The Entourage accompanies the Perfect Artist everywhere, gatherings great and small, public and intimate. They build the walls of the formidable, impregnable keep that is the Perfect Artist’s ego. They patrol the moat, flinging away all but the sweetest defecatory intimations of mortality. They stand sentinel in every postern gate, they gush down every sluice, they are the stained glass to paint rainbows upon their beloved’s perfectly turned profile.I absolutely love this image we get here of these three girls "converging in unsightly gallop" with their "pattering feet". It's juxtaposing two images, one dainty and the other the exact opposite. If you've seen one of those videos of cows being released out to pasture after the winter, that's basically what I'm picturing. But as soon as they're in the presence of their idol they switch into an exaggeratedly feminine gait.
Then there's the intentionally vague description of their idol. We don't get the name, but he's called He Who Is Worshipped and the Perfect Artist. This is a reminder that we're not talking about particulars, but rather the general case, in particular how people behave in real life fandoms. Let's examine the rest of this paragraph while keeping in mind that this is Erikson is holding up a mirror to us. And you thought you were safe?
The Entourage is always where their artist is. I think this is especially true in the modern day where fans have practically unlimited access to their favourite artists. And they act as defenders of their artist, and notice how at no point here we get any sense that this Perfect Artist asked for any such thing. They build up their own unassailable version of their artist, and then dismiss any criticism except the most basic, toothless ones.
Finally we get these three statements, two quick ones, and a longer one. They "stand sentinel..." is essentially a continuation of the previous sentence. Then they "gush down every sluice". This is a strange turn of phrase to say the least. A sluice is of course a sort of water channel, and since we're in this castle metaphor, it's likely meant as a preventative measure against flooding. But it's not water that's the risk here, but the gushing of the fans.
And lastly they are the stained glass windows that "paint rainbows" on their idol (with a nice alliteration on perfectly and profile). I really like this one. They are not only viewing their idol through rose-tinted glass, but they have made themselves a piece of stained glass, that colors the artist in every color of the rainbow. They are creating a false, or at least exaggerated, image of the artist, and projecting that image to others as well. I think this whole description really mirrors how fanatically devoted some people can get around their favorite artist, and I don't think we should exclude ourselves from this.
Let's back up a little
But let us not snick and snack overmuch, for each life is a wonder unto itself, and neither contempt nor pity do a soul sound measures of health, lest some issue of envy squeeze free in unexpectedly public revelation. The object of this breathless admiration must wait for each sweet woman’s moment upon the stage in the bull’s eye lantern light of our examination.Flicker yet again addresses the audience directly. The phrase "snick and snack" here is interesting. A snick can of course be a small cut, and there's definitely been enough of those so far. I think the snack is not intended to have a semantic meaning, but is rather intended to complement the onomatopoeic sound of snick. The word "overmuch" is also doing a lot of heavy lifting here. Some snicking and snacking is fine, but let's not get carried away.
The "each life is a wonder..." part is hilarious. This is definitely an example of overpraising, where Flicker uses hyperbolic language while implying a much more subdued meaning. He's now spent two whole paragraphs detailing how ridiculous and vapid the Entourage is, but now he's all "oh the miracle of life etc. etc." So even when he's talking about how he should stop mocking them, he continues the mockery. Absolutely savage.
He then encourages us to not view them with pity or contempt. Possibly because it would be condescending to do so. Certainly nobody likes being viewed that way, and Flicker claims that it is at best unhelpful to take those attitudes. I am a bit confused, however, about the mention of envy. Is Flicker saying that he is envious of them? Or is he warning us to not be envious? Is there a risk, when expressing pity or contempt, of appearing envious? Are the Entourage themselves envious when we do that? I admit I'm kind of lost here. What do you think?
Flicker ends by calling attention to the fact that we haven't really discussed the Entourage's Perfect Artist at all. He's been this remote figure this whole time, almost irrelevant to the conduct of his fans. Note also how he's called an "object". That word has been used once before in this story, and it was to describe the way Purse Snippet was viewed by Calap Roud. This is not an accident. FlickeErikson is saying that the way the Entourage views their Perfect Artist is not entirely dissimilar to the way Calap Roud, a disgusting old pervert, leers at a much younger woman. Again, this is not lust for the artist themself, but rather for the godlike image that the fans have constructed of the artist.
And before we can know that artist, we are going to be introduced to these three young women, each more ridiculous than the last, before we get to their Perfect Artist. Indeed, they must suffer the "bull's eye lantern light of our examination". This is a great description of what Flicker has been doing so far with his ruthless introduction. He also doesn't call it an interrogation or even a description. No, he's simply examining each of these characters, down to their core2.
1 I don't know exactly what to do with this seeming error. It strikes me as an editing artifact. That is, Erikson originally wrote this sentence differently, then changed the wording but forgot to change the whole sentence.
2 And it's worth remembering that he may well be making all of this up.
2024.05.16 18:36 jackieinwonderland [WTS]Sailor, Franklin-Christoph, and custom Fountain Pens
Trying to destash and get rid of pens and ink I don’t use.
Verification & Timestamp!
Per sub rules payment must be through Paypal Goods & Services. All (used) pens will be thoroughly cleaned before shipping. Feel free to message me with any questions or offers. Note on FC pens: The original FC box may not be in mint condition even if the pen is unused, I can check this for specific pens if you’d like. I will discount FC pens if you don’t want the nibs.
TOP OF TRAY – FC 46 Plum (EF), B – $115 Comes with FC box, converter, and single pen pouch.
London Pens C13JR Dupras Inky Waters (BB), NEW/A1 – $115 Comes with the original box and converter.
Wood Works of NC Violet Abalone (F), NEW/A1 – $115 Comes with the original box and converter. Additional video/images at bottom of imgur link.
Hinze Pens Enigma Teal (M), A1/NEW – $185 Teal nib to match the body of the pen, comes with converter. https://enigmastationery.com/shop/p/se3 Edison Collier Hawaiian (Fine Italic), B – $135 Comes with a converter and the original packaging.
LE Cartwheel Galaxy Pen (M), NEW/A1 – $225 Collaboration between Bob Dupras (material), designed by Lucky Star Pens, turned by River City Pen Co., with a finial designed by Devine Turning Supply. Comes in a single pen pouch with converter. Additional video/images at bottom of imgur link. https://www.luckystarpens.com/shop/cartwheel-galaxy-fountain-pen
Lucky Star Pens x FC M02 Event Horizon (M), NEW/A1 – $130 Material by Stormwinds Blanks, comes with FC box, single pen pouch, converter, and cartridges.
https://www.luckystarpens.com/shop/lucky-star-pens-x-franklin-christoph-se-event-horizon-model-02
FC 02 My Favorite Things (B), NEW/A1 – $130 Material by Stormwinds Blanks, comes with FC box, single pen pouch, converter, and cartridges.
FC 03M Turquish Crush (EF), B+ – $105 Used once, probably has micro scratches, but it’s in great shape with no real signs of use. Comes with FC box, single pen pouch, and converter.
FC 20 Pearlple NO CLIP (B), B – $115 Used a few times, this pen has micro scratches, but is in good shape. Comes with FC box, single pen pouch, and converter.
FC 20 White with Purple/Pink Finial (B), NEW/A1 – $125 White slightly transparent, comes with FC box, single pen pouch, converter, and cartridges.
FC 45L Orchid Blue (B), B – $100 Comes with FC box, converter, and single pen pouch.
FC 45L Philadelphia Pen Show 2023 Teal (B), NEW/A1 – $115 Comes with FC box, converter, SIG card, and single pen pouch.
FC 46 EPW Matte (Black F), NEW/A1 – $125 Comes with FC box, converter, and single pen pouch.
Leonardo Momento Zero Fioritura Viola SE Endless Pens Exclusive (B), A1/NEW – $250 Rose gold trim with a stainless-steel nib. https://endlesspens.com/products/leonardo-fountain-pen-momento-zero-grande-fioritura-viola-special-edition-endless-exclusive-2023?_pos=36&_sid=3771367ef&_ss=r
Sailor Manyo I Set Willow (M), NEW/A1 – $240 Includes Sailor Manyo Willow pen, converter, and 50ml bottle of Sailor Manyo Nekoyanagi ink.
Sailor Tequila Cocktail PG Lavender Margarita (F 21K), NEW/A1 – $290 Includes cartridges, converter, and original packaging.
Goulet Pens Exclusive Sailor Northern Lights PG Blue/Green (MS 21K), NEW/A1 – $420 Includes cartridges, converter, and original packaging.
Pen Point Exclusive Sailor Hydrangea PG Pastel Blue/Purple (MF 21K), NEW/A1 – $425 Includes cartridges, converter, and original packaging.
Sailor x Plus Starry Sky PGS Silver LE (B), NEW/A1 – $350 The set includes fountain pen, notebook, bottle of ink (20ml Dark Purple), converter, and original packaging.
Sailor Storm Over the Ocean PGS (MS), NEW/A1 – $210 Includes cartridges, converter, and original packaging.
Sailor Winter Sky PG (Regular) (B), NEW/A1 – $275 Includes cartridges, converter, and original packaging.
Sailor Winter Sky PGS (Z), B – $185 Includes cartridges, converter, and original packaging.
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Verification & Timestamp!
Per sub rules payment must be through Paypal Goods & Services. All (used) pens will be thoroughly cleaned before shipping. Feel free to message me with any questions or offers. Note on FC pens: The original FC box may not be in mint condition even if the pen is unused, I can check this for specific pens if you’d like. I will discount FC pens if you don’t want the nibs.
TOP OF TRAY – FC 46 Plum (EF), B – $115 Comes with FC box, converter, and single pen pouch.
London Pens C13JR Dupras Inky Waters (BB), NEW/A1 – $115 Comes with the original box and converter.
Wood Works of NC Violet Abalone (F), NEW/A1 – $115 Comes with the original box and converter. Additional video/images at bottom of imgur link.
Hinze Pens Enigma Teal (M), A1/NEW – $185 Teal nib to match the body of the pen, comes with converter. https://enigmastationery.com/shop/p/se3 Edison Collier Hawaiian (Fine Italic), B – $135 Comes with a converter and the original packaging.
LE Cartwheel Galaxy Pen (M), NEW/A1 – $225 Collaboration between Bob Dupras (material), designed by Lucky Star Pens, turned by River City Pen Co., with a finial designed by Devine Turning Supply. Comes in a single pen pouch with converter. Additional video/images at bottom of imgur link. https://www.luckystarpens.com/shop/cartwheel-galaxy-fountain-pen
Lucky Star Pens x FC M02 Event Horizon (M), NEW/A1 – $130 Material by Stormwinds Blanks, comes with FC box, single pen pouch, converter, and cartridges.
https://www.luckystarpens.com/shop/lucky-star-pens-x-franklin-christoph-se-event-horizon-model-02
FC 02 My Favorite Things (B), NEW/A1 – $130 Material by Stormwinds Blanks, comes with FC box, single pen pouch, converter, and cartridges.
FC 03M Turquish Crush (EF), B+ – $105 Used once, probably has micro scratches, but it’s in great shape with no real signs of use. Comes with FC box, single pen pouch, and converter.
FC 20 Pearlple NO CLIP (B), B – $115 Used a few times, this pen has micro scratches, but is in good shape. Comes with FC box, single pen pouch, and converter.
FC 20 White with Purple/Pink Finial (B), NEW/A1 – $125 White slightly transparent, comes with FC box, single pen pouch, converter, and cartridges.
FC 45L Orchid Blue (B), B – $100 Comes with FC box, converter, and single pen pouch.
FC 45L Philadelphia Pen Show 2023 Teal (B), NEW/A1 – $115 Comes with FC box, converter, SIG card, and single pen pouch.
FC 46 EPW Matte (Black F), NEW/A1 – $125 Comes with FC box, converter, and single pen pouch.
Leonardo Momento Zero Fioritura Viola SE Endless Pens Exclusive (B), A1/NEW – $250 Rose gold trim with a stainless-steel nib. https://endlesspens.com/products/leonardo-fountain-pen-momento-zero-grande-fioritura-viola-special-edition-endless-exclusive-2023?_pos=36&_sid=3771367ef&_ss=r
Sailor Manyo I Set Willow (M), NEW/A1 – $240 Includes Sailor Manyo Willow pen, converter, and 50ml bottle of Sailor Manyo Nekoyanagi ink.
Sailor Tequila Cocktail PG Lavender Margarita (F 21K), NEW/A1 – $290 Includes cartridges, converter, and original packaging.
Goulet Pens Exclusive Sailor Northern Lights PG Blue/Green (MS 21K), NEW/A1 – $420 Includes cartridges, converter, and original packaging.
Pen Point Exclusive Sailor Hydrangea PG Pastel Blue/Purple (MF 21K), NEW/A1 – $425 Includes cartridges, converter, and original packaging.
Sailor x Plus Starry Sky PGS Silver LE (B), NEW/A1 – $350 The set includes fountain pen, notebook, bottle of ink (20ml Dark Purple), converter, and original packaging.
Sailor Storm Over the Ocean PGS (MS), NEW/A1 – $210 Includes cartridges, converter, and original packaging.
Sailor Winter Sky PG (Regular) (B), NEW/A1 – $275 Includes cartridges, converter, and original packaging.
Sailor Winter Sky PGS (Z), B – $185 Includes cartridges, converter, and original packaging.
2024.05.16 18:34 Responsible_Camp7132 Since my (45F) brother's (52M) divorce from his ex-wife, he has been struggling with alcoholism. How can I make him stop?
First of all English is not my first language, so please forgive any mistakes and the account is a throwaway.
I am reaching out for some advice on a difficult situation involving my big brother. background: My brother (52), met his ex-wife when he was 33, and she was 20, while they were both at university. He was a researcheteacher, and she was a student. They fell deeply in love and got married after three years of dating. They had two sons and one daughter during their marriage, and everything seemed perfect from the outside. My SIL then became a psychologist, and my brother continued his work as a professor at the university.
My brother adored his daughter, she was definitely his favorite. However, when my brother was 45 his happiness was shattered when my brother discovered that his daughter was not his own, and that his wife had been having an affair for four years with a younger man. This revelation devastated my brother, and his wife left with their daughter. Despite the fact that mothers often receive custody of the children in my country, my brother managed to obtain custody of his sons during the week and give up his right on his daughter that was adopted by SIL AP.
After the divorce was finalized, my brother 46 at this time spiraled into alcoholism as a way to cope with his sadness. Meanwhile, my ex-SIL and her AP moved to a new city and started a new family. My brother's drinking escalated, causing him to lose his job and damage his relationships with his sons. Eventually, my ex SIL regained primary custody of the children due to my brother's alcoholism and because he has been involved in altercations
Initially, people sympathized with my brother, but as his alcoholism worsened, sympathy turned to judgment. At first, my ex SIL was ostracized by her family and friends because of her affair with her AP, mainly due to their age difference but gradually, she regained her friends while my brother lost his, including my other brother who no longer speaks to him. Despite my family efforts to help him, we tried some intervention, suggest he go to see a therapist or rehab, but my brother remains isolated and consumed by his addiction.
I am heartbroken to see him in this state and feel helpless and angry because my ex SIL has managed to come back into the light. She has regained custody of her children, reconnected with her friends, had 2 more children with her AP and is living her life peacefully. It feels like her affair was just a minor mistake, while it's destroying my brother. My nephews no longer want to see their father, and it breaks my heart. I see posts on social media about her from friend or her family where she's having fun, laughing, invite to birthday... It's just not fair.
My parents are desperate with my brother, we don't know what to do anymore. I fear that we may lose my brother if things continue this way
TL;DR: My brother's life turned upside down when he discovered his daughter wasn't his and his wife had been having an affair. He spiraled into alcoholism, lost his job, and damaged his relationships with his sons. Meanwhile, his ex-wife moved on, regained custody of their children, and started a new family. Despite efforts to help him, he remains consumed by addiction. I fear we may lose him if things don't change.
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I am reaching out for some advice on a difficult situation involving my big brother. background: My brother (52), met his ex-wife when he was 33, and she was 20, while they were both at university. He was a researcheteacher, and she was a student. They fell deeply in love and got married after three years of dating. They had two sons and one daughter during their marriage, and everything seemed perfect from the outside. My SIL then became a psychologist, and my brother continued his work as a professor at the university.
My brother adored his daughter, she was definitely his favorite. However, when my brother was 45 his happiness was shattered when my brother discovered that his daughter was not his own, and that his wife had been having an affair for four years with a younger man. This revelation devastated my brother, and his wife left with their daughter. Despite the fact that mothers often receive custody of the children in my country, my brother managed to obtain custody of his sons during the week and give up his right on his daughter that was adopted by SIL AP.
After the divorce was finalized, my brother 46 at this time spiraled into alcoholism as a way to cope with his sadness. Meanwhile, my ex-SIL and her AP moved to a new city and started a new family. My brother's drinking escalated, causing him to lose his job and damage his relationships with his sons. Eventually, my ex SIL regained primary custody of the children due to my brother's alcoholism and because he has been involved in altercations
Initially, people sympathized with my brother, but as his alcoholism worsened, sympathy turned to judgment. At first, my ex SIL was ostracized by her family and friends because of her affair with her AP, mainly due to their age difference but gradually, she regained her friends while my brother lost his, including my other brother who no longer speaks to him. Despite my family efforts to help him, we tried some intervention, suggest he go to see a therapist or rehab, but my brother remains isolated and consumed by his addiction.
I am heartbroken to see him in this state and feel helpless and angry because my ex SIL has managed to come back into the light. She has regained custody of her children, reconnected with her friends, had 2 more children with her AP and is living her life peacefully. It feels like her affair was just a minor mistake, while it's destroying my brother. My nephews no longer want to see their father, and it breaks my heart. I see posts on social media about her from friend or her family where she's having fun, laughing, invite to birthday... It's just not fair.
My parents are desperate with my brother, we don't know what to do anymore. I fear that we may lose my brother if things continue this way
TL;DR: My brother's life turned upside down when he discovered his daughter wasn't his and his wife had been having an affair. He spiraled into alcoholism, lost his job, and damaged his relationships with his sons. Meanwhile, his ex-wife moved on, regained custody of their children, and started a new family. Despite efforts to help him, he remains consumed by addiction. I fear we may lose him if things don't change.
2024.05.16 18:32 KLVLV Is it a good idea to use the license free stock photos for the cover art when releasing on major streaming platforms? Are there any downsides of it?
For example the use if AI generated art from Vecteezy, Adobe stock, Freepik? They seem to have lots of free license material and many look real good and at times don't even require any attribution at all.
I would learn to create my own cover art, but I don't want to learn a whole new craft at the moment as I don't wanna distract myself from the music production creative process, and I don't really have major following nor making any money from music so not sure if it is worth paying someone to create cover art for me.
Is it worth using those? Looks like most of them are free for commercial use.
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I would learn to create my own cover art, but I don't want to learn a whole new craft at the moment as I don't wanna distract myself from the music production creative process, and I don't really have major following nor making any money from music so not sure if it is worth paying someone to create cover art for me.
Is it worth using those? Looks like most of them are free for commercial use.
2024.05.16 18:31 Reasonable_Phase_169 My turn to complain
I’m in Canada and I usually get my box around the 11th of each month so I set up a ticket. Can’t find my box. So they will send me a replacement box without any add on, they were sold out. One item in my box was apart of a birthday present and they said I won’t get any of my choices I made. I pay $54 a month plus another $15 for add ons so it stings quite a bit. Are we not allowed 1 free replacement box a yr? Not sure why I think that. Sorry for my rant but I’m not happy. Thank you 🙏
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2024.05.16 18:31 Responsible_Camp7132 Since my (45F) brother's (52M) divorce from his ex-wife, he has been struggling with alcoholism. How can I make him stop?
First of all English is not my first language, so please forgive any mistakes and the account is a throwaway.
I am reaching out for some advice on a difficult situation involving my big brother. background: My brother (52), met his ex-wife when he was 33, and she was 20, while they were both at university. He was a researcheteacher, and she was a student. They fell deeply in love and got married after three years of dating. They had two sons and one daughter during their marriage, and everything seemed perfect from the outside. My SIL then became a psychologist, and my brother continued his work as a professor at the university.
My brother adored his daughter, she was definitely his favorite. However, when my brother was 45 his happiness was shattered when my brother discovered that his daughter was not his own, and that his wife had been having an affair for four years with a younger man. This revelation devastated my brother, and his wife left with their daughter. Despite the fact that mothers often receive custody of the children in my country, my brother managed to obtain custody of his sons during the week and give up his right on his daughter that was adopted by SIL AP.
After the divorce was finalized, my brother 46 at this time spiraled into alcoholism as a way to cope with his sadness. Meanwhile, my ex-SIL and her AP moved to a new city and started a new family. My brother's drinking escalated, causing him to lose his job and damage his relationships with his sons. Eventually, my ex SIL regained primary custody of the children due to my brother's alcoholism and because he has been involved in altercations
Initially, people sympathized with my brother, but as his alcoholism worsened, sympathy turned to judgment. At first, my ex SIL was ostracized by her family and friends because of her affair with her AP, mainly due to their age difference but gradually, she regained her friends while my brother lost his, including my other brother who no longer speaks to him. Despite my family efforts to help him, we tried some intervention, suggest he go to see a therapist or rehab, but my brother remains isolated and consumed by his addiction.
I am heartbroken to see him in this state and feel helpless and angry because my ex SIL has managed to come back into the light. She has regained custody of her children, reconnected with her friends, had 2 more children with her AP and is living her life peacefully. It feels like her affair was just a minor mistake, while it's destroying my brother. My nephews no longer want to see their father, and it breaks my heart. I see posts on social media about her from friend or her family where she's having fun, laughing, invite to birthday... It's just not fair.
My parents are desperate with my brother, we don't know what to do anymore. I fear that we may lose my brother if things continue this way
TL;DR: My brother's life turned upside down when he discovered his daughter wasn't his and his wife had been having an affair. He spiraled into alcoholism, lost his job, and damaged his relationships with his sons. Meanwhile, his ex-wife moved on, regained custody of their children, and started a new family. Despite efforts to help him, he remains consumed by addiction. I fear we may lose him if things don't change.
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I am reaching out for some advice on a difficult situation involving my big brother. background: My brother (52), met his ex-wife when he was 33, and she was 20, while they were both at university. He was a researcheteacher, and she was a student. They fell deeply in love and got married after three years of dating. They had two sons and one daughter during their marriage, and everything seemed perfect from the outside. My SIL then became a psychologist, and my brother continued his work as a professor at the university.
My brother adored his daughter, she was definitely his favorite. However, when my brother was 45 his happiness was shattered when my brother discovered that his daughter was not his own, and that his wife had been having an affair for four years with a younger man. This revelation devastated my brother, and his wife left with their daughter. Despite the fact that mothers often receive custody of the children in my country, my brother managed to obtain custody of his sons during the week and give up his right on his daughter that was adopted by SIL AP.
After the divorce was finalized, my brother 46 at this time spiraled into alcoholism as a way to cope with his sadness. Meanwhile, my ex-SIL and her AP moved to a new city and started a new family. My brother's drinking escalated, causing him to lose his job and damage his relationships with his sons. Eventually, my ex SIL regained primary custody of the children due to my brother's alcoholism and because he has been involved in altercations
Initially, people sympathized with my brother, but as his alcoholism worsened, sympathy turned to judgment. At first, my ex SIL was ostracized by her family and friends because of her affair with her AP, mainly due to their age difference but gradually, she regained her friends while my brother lost his, including my other brother who no longer speaks to him. Despite my family efforts to help him, we tried some intervention, suggest he go to see a therapist or rehab, but my brother remains isolated and consumed by his addiction.
I am heartbroken to see him in this state and feel helpless and angry because my ex SIL has managed to come back into the light. She has regained custody of her children, reconnected with her friends, had 2 more children with her AP and is living her life peacefully. It feels like her affair was just a minor mistake, while it's destroying my brother. My nephews no longer want to see their father, and it breaks my heart. I see posts on social media about her from friend or her family where she's having fun, laughing, invite to birthday... It's just not fair.
My parents are desperate with my brother, we don't know what to do anymore. I fear that we may lose my brother if things continue this way
TL;DR: My brother's life turned upside down when he discovered his daughter wasn't his and his wife had been having an affair. He spiraled into alcoholism, lost his job, and damaged his relationships with his sons. Meanwhile, his ex-wife moved on, regained custody of their children, and started a new family. Despite efforts to help him, he remains consumed by addiction. I fear we may lose him if things don't change.
2024.05.16 18:28 lonelywhalien52 GT vs. UGA part time MBA?
I am currently trying to decide between the 2 schools for my MBA. I am in state and I think these are my top choices. I personally have a friend who did the UGA PMBA so I know a little more about it but honestly I think my heart is set on Tech.
I am currently approaching my 1 year anniversary at my job and would like to start ASAP, although I know most MBA programs 1. Start in the fall 2. Want 2+ years of work experience. If possible I would like to not take the GMAT/GRE (I hate standardized testing).
After speaking with a tech admissions officer she basically told me my best bet would be to apply Fall 2025 because by then I’ll have a little over 2 years of work experience. However, they also admit in the spring 2025, I’m wondering if I could get in a little early? Or is Tech really strict on the 2 year work experience thing? She had suggested taking some online courses to help pad my application (in lieu of a standardized test and I was an undergrad Comm major to get some analytical/quantitative skills into my app).
I am planning on continuing to work during this so I would have to do part time. I do plan on taking as many in person classes as I can, although I would be open to hybrid or maybe the occasional online class.
Something I see about UGA is they do this “cohort” thing so basically you stay with the same people throughout the program. I think that sounds really nice although I don’t think I see that option for Tech, is that a UGA specific thing?
Some background about me- I graduated from Kennesaw State with a BS in communications, 3.93 GPA. I was involved in several clubs (think like foreign language) and do music on the side. My current position deals with Pcommunications/social media. I am planning on getting an MBA with a marketing concentration (regardless of school).
I’ve been doing my own research on several colleges but I would like to hear from some people who attended in the past/currently attending. Do you think it’s worth the cost? Is Tech or UGA considered “harder” in class rigor? I am shooting for as many A’s as possible since my company will pay if I make A’s. Although I would like to go to Tech I guess ultimately if another school might be a little “easier” in class work I would like to come out debt free.
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I am currently approaching my 1 year anniversary at my job and would like to start ASAP, although I know most MBA programs 1. Start in the fall 2. Want 2+ years of work experience. If possible I would like to not take the GMAT/GRE (I hate standardized testing).
After speaking with a tech admissions officer she basically told me my best bet would be to apply Fall 2025 because by then I’ll have a little over 2 years of work experience. However, they also admit in the spring 2025, I’m wondering if I could get in a little early? Or is Tech really strict on the 2 year work experience thing? She had suggested taking some online courses to help pad my application (in lieu of a standardized test and I was an undergrad Comm major to get some analytical/quantitative skills into my app).
I am planning on continuing to work during this so I would have to do part time. I do plan on taking as many in person classes as I can, although I would be open to hybrid or maybe the occasional online class.
Something I see about UGA is they do this “cohort” thing so basically you stay with the same people throughout the program. I think that sounds really nice although I don’t think I see that option for Tech, is that a UGA specific thing?
Some background about me- I graduated from Kennesaw State with a BS in communications, 3.93 GPA. I was involved in several clubs (think like foreign language) and do music on the side. My current position deals with Pcommunications/social media. I am planning on getting an MBA with a marketing concentration (regardless of school).
I’ve been doing my own research on several colleges but I would like to hear from some people who attended in the past/currently attending. Do you think it’s worth the cost? Is Tech or UGA considered “harder” in class rigor? I am shooting for as many A’s as possible since my company will pay if I make A’s. Although I would like to go to Tech I guess ultimately if another school might be a little “easier” in class work I would like to come out debt free.
2024.05.16 18:25 Yurii_S_Kh Iconographer Ekaterina Titova: "Bulgaria is wonderful! Love it and cherish it!"
 | https://preview.redd.it/y5s2vevsdt0d1.png?width=925&format=png&auto=webp&s=d200730473706ba88523ad8511c0f5740ab9a6b5 submitted by Yurii_S_Kh to SophiaWisdomOfGod [link] [comments] The tangents between biology and ecclesiastical icon-painting are unknown and incomprehensible to those who are devoted to science. For Ekaterina Titova, a doctor of biological sciences accustomed to approaching everything through logic, religious devotion comes naturally, through music, because she was a singer in the choir of St Nicholas' Cathedral in the French city of Nice. At first, Katya sang without understanding the meaning of the songs. She began asking questions, but no one gave her answers. So her thirst for knowledge led her to enrol as a non-matriculating student at the St Genevieve Theological Seminary of the Russian Orthodox Church in Paris. Studying there opened her eyes to the path she wanted to take. At the end of her first year, the priest of the church where she continued to sing gave her his blessing to run a Sunday school. When she teaches the children the catechism, she paints with them at the end of each lesson. So, in addition to singing and teaching Sunday school, she began to study icon painting in Paris:"Teaching made me realise how important it is to tell them about love, about God - says Ekaterina Titova in a special interview for Radio Bulgaria. - The children I teach are bilingual, some of Russian origin, some of Bulgarian. There are those with mixed Italian-French backgrounds. They navigate between several languages, speaking one at school and another at home, sometimes even juggling two or three languages at home. Sometimes it is very difficult for them to understand who they are. That's why I told them that regardless of nationality, the Orthodox faith is at the core of who they are. And that was very important to them - they had that light in their eyes and that was all they needed to hear. I told them that the Orthodox Church is their home in every corner of the world. https://preview.redd.it/d54zfrsxdt0d1.png?width=850&format=png&auto=webp&s=4a012243219a733bcf86f8464ab6e70ff3461d10 And now we arrive at the question: What sets a believer apart from a non-believer?"A believer, in my view, embodies kindness and strives to perform acts of goodness," Katya responds. "They engage in prayer and possess a deeper understanding of their surroundings. In contrast, a person without faith may feel lost, navigating through life like in a maze without finding an exit. A believer possesses clarity regarding their purpose in life and what awaits them beyond, guiding their actions and decisions. We are all beckoned towards truth; it's as if God implants this seed of truth within each of us, connecting us to Him. I believe that everyone seeks truth, and ultimately, God represents the ultimate truth."After completing her studies at the seminary in Paris, Katya honed her artistic skills through internships at prestigious institutions such as the Academy of Classical Arts in Florence, Italy, and the Academy of Crafts in Moscow, Russia.While studying she realised that to paint well, an artist needs to relax and clear their mind. The icon painter, on the other hand, has to gather a huge amount of materials around him and pray, and then transfer it all to the drawing board. https://preview.redd.it/orc8ylt3et0d1.png?width=850&format=png&auto=webp&s=393b1d6d38e148367c7757f42cce9db6f83fbc46 Ekaterina Titova's icons are filled with golden light, a symbol of holiness. The colours of the images are soft pastels, because they are meant to inspire prayer. "Vanity is always bright. In icons, the images should be serene, this is my personal view, that's what my heart tells me," says Katya. As well as icons, she also paints scarves, fans and umbrellas. https://preview.redd.it/t8crc896et0d1.png?width=1067&format=png&auto=webp&s=47f65e94d00e889ec58ceb6a695f0dcf51d25c4a When she met her husband, Katya lived in Germany and Austria, where she was married by Father Vladimir Tishchuk, the current Primate of the Russian Church in Sofia. It was through Father Tishchuk that she came to Bulgaria and held her exhibition at the Russian Cultural Institute. https://preview.redd.it/blvruzm8et0d1.png?width=1024&format=png&auto=webp&s=80d8fe9294cdc17a1abc745cbe18ef4a99f7a775 In the meantime she visited Veliko Tarnovo and the Rila Monastery, both of which literally amazed her with their spirituality:"I was in Veliko Tarnovo, the city was amazing, there is such a huge cultural layer. I felt so much joy there. It is the spiritual heart of Bulgaria and I was proud for you to have such a place. It's better than Switzerland, there's such a spirit, just walking down the streets, it's everywhere! The Rila Monastery was also an amazing spiritual experience. It was the first monastery we visited in Bulgaria. Everything there is harmonious and made with love for God - temples, buildings. In the central museum our hearts stopped. Nowhere else in Austria or Germany, or in some of the most breathtaking museums in Europe, have we seen such beauty. And I really believe that. This is a great heritage. Bulgaria is what we saw there. I think it's such a treasure trove of information. The visit was very, very gratifying. We should be proud of this treasure of culture and history and keep it and preserve it.Let's pray to God that somehow things can be put right and arranged in such a way that faith can flourish. It's crucial. I believe that faith is what holds our nation together. Without it, we can easily drift apart, but with faith, we're united with God, which is vital. At the end of our conversation, Ekaterina Titova wished Bulgarians to live in Christ and above all to remember God, their faith and their history. "It is so rich. You have a beautiful country - love it and cherish it". Source: bnr.bg |
2024.05.16 18:22 mdrnbsbllprfssnl Background Music
Hi, I need to do an assignment for my media arts class and I can't find any good music to put in the background. The assignment is to make a 3 minute "documentary" with an interview from a family member (I'm 15). The video has my mom talking about when she went to slovakia in summer 1994 where she almost got her head crushed under a rtain but also had a great time does anyone have any good music thanks
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