Male pubes

38th time I'm posting this(following the group rules for repost)! Hopefully I'll get my answer now. Info on video:
Super "artsy" electronic music video of the time, "still life", minimal movement.
The most striking thing was a naked woman sitting on a taxidermied boar while drinking milk from a silly straw.
I don't remember if this all happened at the same time.
I remember the naked woman standing still, front facing the camera, brown pubes and all.
Also I think I remember some old furniture. Maybe a velvet chair and a TV showing static?
Watched it on Deejay TV Italia around 2002 or 2003.
It had 2 versions: A censored to play through the day and an uncensored one playing at night (the difference was blurring the naked woman's private parts).
Sung by a male voice. The voice was hypnotic, not high energy at all. Must have been about 2 lines of lyrics repeating. I think it said something like "feel so good time so feel that sun lights" over and over again. I didn't know much English then so that's for sure 95% wrong.
Should be a european artist. There were a lot of house/rave/techno artists making artsy videos back then, and the only music channel I remember playing this video was Deejay TV Italia.
Ring any bells? Know any electronic music afficionado that could help me? Know any Italian Gen xrs that used to go clubbing in the 00s? Can you ask someone from radio deejay?
This is a repost, following the rules of the group.
https://www.reddit.com/tipofmytongue/comments/13uasdv/tomtmv20022003deejaytvlost_media_electronic_music
It's not: Breach - Jack / Electric Six / Danger High voltage Anything from "Sunblock", "Aphex Twin", "Nine Inch Nails" or "Junior Jack", "Cascada", "Scooter", "Bjork" or "Benny Benassi" or "Tiga"

I’m a 31 y/o male living in the US. Discovered I had GW a couple weeks ago and was initially VERY distressed by the fearmongering and misinformation and stigma.
This subreddit has been an incredible resource for me as I navigate all this. I want to say thank you SO MUCH to the handful of consistently helpful accounts that have posted so much sound and compassionate info on here, many of whom seem to have already cleared their infections and are still helping.
I’m currently getting cryo for a few small warts and one bigger one that looks kinda like a mole. I’ve had the bigger one for about a year and was told it was nothing to worry about until recently when I had a couple quite small but much more wart-like ones pop up on my pubes. There are maybe 5-10 total, including one more small one that’s popped up since the cryo.
I thought my dermatologist didn’t freeze them long enough at first but I’ve been surprised that most of them have started coming off.
I plan on waiting 1-3 months to see if they recur, and disclosing within that time frame. I’m also taking immune boosting supplements including zinc, trying to drink less and trying (slowly) to quit smoking tobacco and weed. I already work out 3-5 days a week and although my diet and substance use could improve, am definitely in the best shape of my life.
But as somewhat of a hypochondriac and someone who’s also prone to mental illness (depression, anxiety, OCD), I can’t help but start wondering if EVERY little bump on my genitals, particularly my scrotum, are now warts.
My dermatologist has told me a couple of them are definitely just varicose veins. But there are one or two that I’m not sure about. She was very nonchalant (but not dismissive) about the whole thing, telling me I should basically go back to normal once the warts are gone. Again, I plan on waiting a few months to be safe.
So I guess my question is, can warts be like…REALLY small and relatively flat? And if so, are those ones worth freezing? Seems like a recipe for unsightly scars that are bigger than the potential warts. I’m concerned my dermatologist is going to tell me they aren’t warts, but that she might be wrong and that I could end up passing on the warts after thinking I’m fine.
I suppose a topical treatment could cover an entire area. But I’ve seen a lot of horror stories about burns and scars and side effects, and also have seen people say the creams don’t work as well on men.
TLDR: can warts be incredibly small? If so, are they worth treating? Is there a reasonable way to know whether a very very small and flat bump is a wart?

Throw away bc embarrassing. I (male) shaved my pubes for the first time and now it itches a fuck ton. How do I stop that and what should I do?

After asking around (Mostly outside of reddit) I discovered that that apparently I am not ugly at all. (This is something I have am insecure about)
However I am pretty more like a boy, as of now, rather than a man. If anything I appear significantly younger than the overwhelming majority of my male counterparts. I am 23, however I have been mistaken for 14, 15, 17 from others before. I am getting asked for ID a lot of times (or at the very least asked for my age) despite being among the oldest ones in my group.
One question that has plagued my mind for quite some time now is: How much does this hinder me from actually being considered attractive to women?
I know that in the future this won't be much of a problem since I will start to look like an adult.... eventually (Given the way both of my parents are, this will take a while)
This is not something that I think 24/7/365 but sometimes I wonder about its impact.
As of now, I have started going to the gym for both my overall health and to cover-up for said """"""issue""""""
Also in order to prevent this answer for appearing: No I cannot grow a beard. I can bearly grow a pube to save my life. I will look like a badly shaven goat, plus given my blonde hair said pubes will be kinda invinsible and ugly.

37th time I'm posting this(following the group rules for repost)! 37 is my favorite number. Hopefully I'll get my answer now. Info on video:
Super "artsy" electronic music video of the time, "still life", minimal movement.
The most striking thing was a naked woman sitting on a taxidermied boar while drinking milk from a silly straw.
I don't remember if this all happened at the same time.
I remember the naked woman standing still, front facing the camera, brown pubes and all.
Also I think I remember some old furniture. Maybe a velvet chair and a TV showing static?
Watched it on Deejay TV Italia around 2002 or 2003.
It had 2 versions: A censored to play through the day and an uncensored one playing at night (the difference was blurring the naked woman's private parts).
Sung by a male voice. The voice was hypnotic, not high energy at all. Must have been about 2 lines of lyrics repeating. I think it said something like "feel so good time so feel that sun lights" over and over again. I didn't know much English then so that's for sure 95% wrong.
Should be a european artist. There were a lot of house/rave/techno artists making artsy videos back then, and the only music channel I remember playing this video was Deejay TV Italia.
Ring any bells? Know any electronic music afficionado that could help me? Know any Italian Gen xrs that used to go clubbing in the 00s? Can you ask someone from radio deejay?
This is a repost, following the rules of the group.
https://www.reddit.com/tipofmytongue/comments/13uasdv/tomtmv20022003deejaytvlost_media_electronic_music
It's not: Breach - Jack / Electric Six / Danger High voltage Anything from "Sunblock", "Aphex Twin", "Nine Inch Nails" or "Junior Jack", "Cascada", "Scooter", "Bjork" or "Benny Benassi" or "Tiga"

THIS STORY TAKES A BDSM-INCESTY STORY AND TURNS IT TRANS! Dale hated his stepmom and caught her cheating. He blackmailed her into becoming his sex slave. The problem is—she grew to love it and now he's fallen in love with her. What will happen when Dad returns and learns what's happened between his son and his new wife??????
It was a perfect Friday morning as Mom and I lay together on the master bed. I had planned continue her overt slavery until Dad returned from his extended business trip tomorrow, but I had essentially released her from it only a few days after my old school chums and I had taken turns degrading her all night long.
The thing was, she seemed to love whatever nasty things we made her do, so it was no longer as hot as it had been. That night climaxed with the three of us pissing on her in the bathtub while she dildoed herself for us, and she had a massive orgasm.
More than that, I had fallen in love with my stepmother as much as she seemed to have fallen in love with me. Ever since then, she had gladly fucked whenever I wanted, did whatever I wanted, dressed as sexy as I wanted, and in general treated me like a Master or a king.
She’d become addicted to presenting herself as sexy as possible, both to turn me on but also because it turned her on. Every night she climbed into bed wearing a scandalous three-piece lingerie set: a garter belt with seamed stockings, a shelf bra that nestled but fully exposed most of her tits and her usually-hard nipples, and crotchless panties so I had instant access to her pussy and asshole.
My dick and my mouth spent much time down there.
Mom had just finished sucking off my morning erection and eating my jizz, which she shared with me. Ever since I freed her, she often made it part of the blowjob. I had to admit my own cum tasted sexy.
“You know, I had this whole list of degrading things I was going to do you before I changed my mind,” I said offhandedly after a kiss.
Her interest perked up. “Like what? We could still try them!”
“Well, that first night with Jake and Ted, when we peed all over you and then we made you suck the last drops of piss out of our dicks? I had been thinking of making you drink the whole thing. Use you like…”
“Like a urinal, Master?”
“You don’t have to call me that. I told you. Anyway, yeah.”
“And I told you, I like the way it sounds. You are the master of my heart, my darling Dale.” She bent down and kissed my cock before she looked me in the eyes. “Anyway… I’d like to try that with you.”
“You’re the most exciting woman in the world to me.” I heaved a sigh. “I only wish Dad would never come home.”
“At least we got an extra month!”
Dad had called a few days after that first orgy to say he was very sorry but his job demanded an extra month out of the country. Helen and I had celebrated with a long fuck in the backyard hot tub.
I bit my lip. “Maybe we should tell him we’re in love and it’s all my fault. And… I don’t know. Help me make up a story.”
She looked at me sadly, warily. “The story is going to be worse than you think. I missed my period last week. I bought a test kit last night and I used it just before you woke. I was going to tell you after we got up, but maybe now is the time. I'm pregnant with your baby, Dale. I hope you’re not angry.”
The emotions hit me like a football pile-up, everything from I’m too young to how deeply I loved my stepmom and how close it would bring us together. In the end that was what won out. I’d do anything—
“What the hell is this!” My father’s voice thundered in the room.
What happened next was a blur, but I remember Mom crying out in terror, Dad yelling, him pulling a gun out from the closet, a struggle, a loud bang, and a sharp pain on the side of my head just before I blacked out. My last thought was fear for my beloved Helen.
I came to sometime later. Helen was in fevered activity, stuffing three big suitcases on the bed. One was loaded with jewelry, cash from the floor safe, Dad’s guns, the others with designer dresses, shoes and handbags worth hundreds of thousands.
“He-Helen,” I gasped.
She stopped packing and came over to hug me fiercely. “Thank God you’re okay, my love,” she wept.
We clung together for long minutes until I asked what happened.
“I will tell you in a minute, baby. But right now I need to know something.” She went over a laptop PC on the dresser that I recognized as Dad’s. “I need your social security number.”
“What? Why, Mom?”
“Please! Just tell me!”
As she typed it in, she explained that I’d fought to take away his gun during the struggle and it had gone off. It killed him. She was transferring as much money as she could into a Mexican bank account near a city where she had relatives. It was the only way we could be free, she said. Or we could risk a murder trial here.
“But it was an accident!”
She hammered in some final keyboard strokes and exhaled in relief. She turned to me with dismay. “We’ve been fucking behind his back for almost two months. I’m carrying your child! If we wipe your prints off the gun it only looks worse. And when your friends tell in open court what you made me do, no jury will believe a thing you say.”
I suddenly felt like I might puke. “Oh… fuck!”
“Get anything you must have. Don’t worry about clothes, I’ll take care of that later. We have all the money we need for a new life.”
In a daze, I grabbed a few keepsakes, some cool boots I liked and a dozen books I wanted to have. We stashed it all in her Jaguar’s trunk and hit the I-5 for the Mexican border. She said not to worry: she’d help me learn all the Spanish I’d need and she’d make sure I’d have everything I wanted after we got there.
We were about an hour out of Tijuana and it was dark when she pulled over to a store for snacks and something to drink. She handed me an open bottle of icy, Mexican-brand Coke. Ten minutes after I drank it, I could no longer keep my eyes open. I passed out.
The nightmare seemed to go on forever—the worst kind where you feel like you’re almost awake but you can’t wake up—bizarre dreams mixed flashes of reality. It was accompanied by pains all over my body, especially my face and a tightness across my chest. At times I sensed that someone was feeding me with a spoon.
I woke with a start in a bright, cheery bedroom with strange bird songs out the window and the smell of Mexican cooking nearby. I tried to sit up and found I was handcuffed to the frame of a hospital bed.
“What the fuck!” I spouted.
Helen appeared a minute later, grinning over me. “Welcome to your new life, Dalia. This will be so much fun!”
“Where am I? Why do I feel so strange and achy? And what the fuck is this this?” I tugged the handcuff.
“It’s so much easier to show you.” She called toward the door. “Mom, I need a hand in here.”
A beautiful Mexican woman, a total MILF somewhere north of forty-years-old, glided into the room. It was then that I noticed they both wore white silk tunics that barely reached past their shapely asses and through which bra-less tits poked hard nipples.
As Helen reached down to my chest, I saw a wide elastic bandage cinched down where I felt a tight, heavy sensation. A hiss of Velcro exposed two very large, round breasts. As I looked at them and gasped, the two women held up and tilted a full length mirror.
I’m a girl with a dick!
Save my pubes and from my eyebrows on up, all the hair had been removed from my body. I had stripper-sized breasts and a slender waistline. My face was utterly smooth, as though no beard was below the skin. It was shaped differently that it was before—it was a girl’s face!
I screamed and passed out. When I came to, Helen explained I’d been kept sedated for the past three weeks while various doctors and specialists had visited here and I’d been taken to a nearby private clinic with an operating room.
“You’ve been getting electrolysis every day to remove your beard and body hair, waxing for your legs and arms. Obviously, you’ve had breast implants. The same surgeon did sort of a tummy tuck and removed the bottom floating ribs to give you an hourglass figure. A cosmetic surgeon made your nose and forehead much more womanly. Plus a filler to give you those fuckable lips! And of course the hair extensions until yours grows out.”
“Why would you do this to me?”
“You’re wanted for murder back in Los Angeles, darling. Not to mention you transferred ten million of your father’s money to a bank in the Cayman Islands. They’ll never find you now that you look like this!”
“You said you were transferring the money to Mexico!”
“I lied. I lied about being pregnant too.”
I gasped again. “You fucking—witch! Why?”
Her smirk was replaced by icy calm. “I can’t slap you until your face heals, but I have a long memory and other punishments.” Then she turned cheery again. “I did it to make you easier to manipulate. I also lied about when your father was coming home. I wanted him to catch us because I knew he’d go for the gun.”
“You planned his murder!”
“And I transferred your fingerprints to that gun that we left behind. If you even try to go to the authorities then will see only a tranny slut who’s the prime suspect in a highly sexual patricide case.”
“Why did you go through all of this? And turn me into this?”
“Tradition. My mama and I have a long history of selecting weak males, beguiling and making them love us. Then we force-transition to give us pliable sex slaves we can use to make more money.” She indicated the Latina MILF. “Dalia, meet Dolores Reina. Dalia’s your new name, by the way.”
She gave Dolores a deep, tongue-heavy kiss as she caressed her ass through the white silk. Helen caught me gaping and broke the kiss. She winked at me. “She’s my stepmom. A real hottie, isn’t she? She did to my dad what I did to yours.”
She cinched my new breasts back down with the binder, explaining it had to stay on until they fully healed. Now that I was conscious I could take over the exercise to keep them from turning painfully hard.
"Your face and tits are too sensitive to play with right now, but I can appropriately break you into slavery, anyway.”
“If you think I’m going to do a fucking thing you—OW!”
I cried out as she seized my balls and squeezed them. As I recovered from the pain she strapped a collar around my neck. It looked much like a dog collar and it had a rectangular plastic box that lay on the back of my neck underneath my hair extensions.
She held up a remote control and pushed the button briefly, making me scream from the electric shock on my neck. It was then a simple matter for them to guide me to their basement dungeon and lock my head and wrists into old-fashioned stocks that bent me over. Ankle cuffs on the floor spread my legs wide apart.
Helen held up a dildo ten inches long and two inches wide. “Here’s where I turn you into a real girl, Dalia.” She stripped off her tunic, exposing her stunning body. Her stepmom handed her a dildo harness.
“Please don’t, Mom!” I cried. The tears stung my lip-filler injection sites. “You don’t need to do this!”
Her smile turned wicked. “Of course I do, baby. It’s payback for what you did to me. Besides, I know that very soon you will come to beg for it, and not just for this toy. Real cock!”
I stared straight ahead in despair, waiting for them to take my anal cherry. That’s when I saw the wall in front of me and the one to my side was mirrored. I was shocked to see just how much mine was now the body of a sexy girl. I’d already been slender with shapely legs, but the big breasts and my new waistline—and my face—made me a sexpot.
I can’t believe my cock is tingling from this!
Dolores was now also naked and so intensely beautiful, looking like an even hotter version of 1960s sex symbol Raquel Welch, with bigger tits and ass. She smiled kindly she stepped up holding a bottle of sex lubricant and coating her finger.
“I specialize in mariconas. What you gringos call ‘sissies.’ I just love turning boys into slutty girls, Dalia.” She softly kissed my lips. “If you relax and give into this, it won’t hurt at all, baby.”
I couldn’t help moaning as she massaged my asshole with a slick digit, especially as she eased her forefinger all the way inside my now-horny butt. My cock got instantly hard. Within a few minutes she’d worked three fingers up into my rectal muscle. It gave me a boner as hard as I ever got and made me whimper like a sex-starved slut.
“Make your voice higher, sexy Dalia,” the Mexican MILF coaxed. “You are now a beautiful, sexy girl. You should sound like one!”
She purposefully grazed and jabbed my prostate, building a deep ache in my groin. My voice got higher as my P-gasm built, and I felt the precum flow down my straining cock shaft. Then it hit like a huge wave. I cried out like a girl in ecstasy.
“Your daughter is ready for you, mija,” the MILF said.
I actually wiggled my butt in anticipation as I felt Mom’s hands cup my ass. I couldn’t help doing it and I wondered why in hell this turned me on so much. Did I have this buried in me? Sure, I sometimes jacked off to shemale porn but always to a fantasy of fucking them. Never—
“Mami will make you a full girl now, Dalia. Try to push it out and it will go right in,” she said and then kissed me.
She was right: the huge dildo slipped right into me. It stung at first and I wanted to beg her to pull it out. Instead, I tried to relax and I breathed into it. Helen fucked me slowly and gently at first, letting me get used to it. I could tell she wanted me to like it, to like being a slut with a dick. She wanted me to like erasing every trace of normal American boy in me.
“Oh, I love that, Mom!” I whined in my new girl voice.
“Call me Mami,” she husked, picking up the speed of her thrusts. “You will learn Spanish quickly for your new life here, mija. That means ‘daughter’ in the informal.”
“Es hora de freír su cerebro,” Dolores chuckled.
Mom laughed. “She said it’s time to fry your brain.”
I wondered what she meant until the exquisite MILF’s lips closed around my leaking cock. Mom battered into me while her mom took me in her throat, sucking me into an explosive orgasm that made me briefly sag in the stocks from erotic exhaustion.
There was a sudden, heavy scent of ass as Mom pulled out of me and put the slippery, fouled dildo in my face. She looked down into my eyes, wondering if she’d have to order me. She didn’t need to. I was her slave now. I gladly opened wide and took it into my mouth.
“Muy bien, mija. Te amo.”
“Very good, daughter,” I purred between licks. “I love you.”
“Muy bien, my sexy girl.”
She pulled the cock away and gave me a deep, penetrating kiss. Her love for me was no act. It both heartened and worried me. I truly had no idea who she was or what she was capable of.
You know damn well what she’s capable of. She’s a Black Widow who killed your father, framed you for it, stole all of his money, and turned you into her own shemale sex slave. She could decide to kill you and nobody would ever know.
Yet still my cock stayed rock hard.
“Now we shall see how much you love me, Dalia. Hold her waist, Mami. It’s time to own her fully.”
I could barely breathe from the excitement when she pulled out the huge jar of Vaseline and began coating her right forearm. I had no idea what my ultimate fate was, but I hoped that as long as I went along with whatever perversion she came up with that she’d keep loving me.
What surprised me was how much I looked forward to pleasing her and surrendering to her every whim. It reminded me of those few times I’d gone skydiving and turned my fate over to the universe.
I cried out with joy as her fist slid deep into my rectal meat. My cock throbbed with pleasure and my heart filled with giddiness from the feeling to total abandon, especially as she fondly caressed my girlish ass with her free hand. I heard them whisper and giggle in Spanish, and I hoped they were planning something nasty.
My wish came true a moment later when Dolores dragged over a low table and climbed atop it. She spread her legs and shoved her spread labia in my face. She ordered me to drink.
As her hot piss filled my mouth and I gulped it down in heady exhalation, I reveled in a freedom I would never have known otherwise. I was now a shemale sex slave, a chick with a dick, owned by two sexy, evil women in a rich villa somewhere deep in Mexico, and I had no idea what would happen to me next.
And I didn’t care!
The above story is one I posted in a BDSM erotica sub and it had no sissy/trans elements until this chapter. Here's the next part:
https://www.reddit.com/transgenderfantasy/comments/1clxtmq/my_loving_mother_climax_forced_transbdsmincest/
If you'd like to read parts 1 and 2 of this story, here is part 1:
https://www.reddit.com/BDSMerotica/comments/1cbt0xmy_loving_mother_dubconm20f32incestanaldegradation/

36th time I'm posting this(following the group rules for repost)! Hopefully I'll get my answer now. Info on video:
Super "artsy" electronic music video of the time, "still life", minimal movement.
The most striking thing was a naked woman sitting on a taxidermied boar while drinking milk from a silly straw.
I don't remember if this all happened at the same time.
I remember the naked woman standing still, front facing the camera, brown pubes and all.
Also I think I remember some old furniture. Maybe a velvet chair and a TV showing static?
Watched it on Deejay TV Italia around 2002 or 2003.
It had 2 versions: A censored to play through the day and an uncensored one playing at night (the difference was blurring the naked woman's private parts).
Sung by a male voice. The voice was hypnotic, not high energy at all. Must have been about 2 lines of lyrics repeating. I think it said something like "feel so good time so feel that sun lights" over and over again. I didn't know much English then so that's for sure 95% wrong.
Should be a european artist. There were a lot of house/rave/techno artists making artsy videos back then, and the only music channel I remember playing this video was Deejay TV Italia.
Ring any bells? Know any electronic music afficionado that could help me? Know any Italian Gen xrs that used to go clubbing in the 00s? Can you ask someone from radio deejay?
This is a repost, following the rules of the group.
https://www.reddit.com/tipofmytongue/comments/13uasdv/tomtmv20022003deejaytvlost_media_electronic_music
It's not: Breach - Jack / Electric Six / Danger High voltage Anything from "Sunblock", "Aphex Twin", "Nine Inch Nails" or "Junior Jack", "Cascada", "Scooter", "Bjork" or "Benny Benassi"

Just wondering what men think about body hair on women: leg hair, pubes, all that. As a 22 year old female with no real intimate contact with men (yet), just wondering what the general male consensus is. Thanks:)

Info on video:
Super "artsy" electronic music video of the time, "still life", minimal movement.
The most striking thing was a naked woman sitting on a taxidermied boar while drinking milk from a silly straw.
I don't remember if this all happened at the same time.
I remember the naked woman standing still, front facing the camera, brown pubes and all.
Also I think I remember some old furniture. Maybe a velvet chair and a TV showing static?
Watched it on Deejay TV Italia around 2002 or 2003.
It had 2 versions: A censored to play through the day and an uncensored one playing at night (the difference was blurring the naked woman's private parts).
Sung by a male voice. The voice was hypnotic, not high energy at all. Must have been about 2 lines of lyrics repeating. I think it said something like "feel so good time so feel that sun lights" over and over again. I didn't know much English then so that's for sure 95% wrong.
Should be a european artist. There were a lot of house/rave/techno artists making artsy videos back then, and the only music channel I remember playing this video was Deejay TV Italia.
Ring any bells? Know any electronic music afficionado that could help me? Know any Italian Gen xrs that used to go clubbing in the 00s? Can you ask someone from radio deejay?
It's not: Breach - Jack / Electric Six / Danger High voltage Anything from "Sunblock", "Aphex Twin", "Nine Inch Nails" or "Junior Jack", "Cascada", "Scooter", "Bjork" or "Benny Benassi"

Can you help me find a music video that was playing on DeeJay TV in the early 00s (electronic music, nude woman on taxidermied boar drinking milk from silly straw)
I'm Greek, but I used to watch Deejay TV all the time!
Info on video:
Super "artsy" electronic music video of the time, "still life", minimal movement.
The most striking thing was a naked woman sitting on a taxidermied boar while drinking milk from a silly straw.
I don't remember if this all happened at the same time.
I remember the naked woman standing still, front facing the camera, brown pubes and all.
Also I think I remember some old furniture. Maybe a velvet chair and a TV showing static?
Watched it on Deejay TV Italia around 2002 or 2003.
It had 2 versions: A censored to play through the day and an uncensored one playing at night (the difference was blurring the naked woman's private parts).
Sung by a male voice. The voice was hypnotic, not high energy at all. Must have been about 2 lines of lyrics repeating. I think it said something like "feel so good time so feel that sun lights" over and over again. I didn't know much English then so that's for sure 95% wrong.
Should be a european artist. There were a lot of house/rave/techno artists making artsy videos back then, and the only music channel I remember playing this video was Deejay TV Italia.
Ring any bells? Know any electronic music afficionado that could help me? Know any Italian Gen xrs that used to go clubbing in the 00s? Can you ask someone from radio deejay?
It's not: Breach - Jack / Electric Six / Danger High voltage Anything from "Sunblock", "Aphex Twin", "Nine Inch Nails" or "Junior Jack", "Cascada", "Scooter", "Bjork" or "Benny Benassi"

35th time I'm posting this(following the group rules for repost)! Hopefully I'll get my answer now. Info on video:
Super "artsy" electronic music video of the time, "still life", minimal movement.
The most striking thing was a naked woman sitting on a taxidermied boar while drinking milk from a silly straw.
I don't remember if this all happened at the same time.
I remember the naked woman standing still, front facing the camera, brown pubes and all.
Also I think I remember some old furniture. Maybe a velvet chair and a TV showing static?
Watched it on Deejay TV Italia around 2002 or 2003.
It had 2 versions: A censored to play through the day and an uncensored one playing at night (the difference was blurring the naked woman's private parts).
Sung by a male voice. The voice was hypnotic, not high energy at all. Must have been about 2 lines of lyrics repeating. I think it said something like "feel so good time so feel that sun lights" over and over again. I didn't know much English then so that's for sure 95% wrong.
Should be a european artist. There were a lot of house/rave/techno artists making artsy videos back then, and the only music channel I remember playing this video was Deejay TV Italia.
Ring any bells? Know any electronic music afficionado that could help me? Know any Italian Gen xrs that used to go clubbing in the 00s? Can you ask someone from radio deejay?
This is a repost, following the rules of the group.
https://www.reddit.com/tipofmytongue/comments/13uasdv/tomtmv20022003deejaytvlost_media_electronic_music
It's not: Breach - Jack / Electric Six / Danger High voltage Anything from "Sunblock", "Aphex Twin", "Nine Inch Nails" or "Junior Jack", "Cascada", "Scooter", "Bjork" or "Benny Benassi"

Hello, my name is Michael. 37 male.
6 weeks since my lower leg DVT.
I was trimming my pubes and the clippers pinched my shaft and gashed me. My gf had to go get stopbleed to help me. Be careful with your trimmings 😂

as the title says, due to some sort of issue i assume with either bnp - female skin, or with rsv (Racial Skin Variance) the faces of elderly women in skyrim turn blue. ill paste the relevant mods as i know the problem is contained to these mods
BnP - Female Skin (Replacer & Player) (Young)
BnP - Female Skin - Snow Elf Addon (Replacer & Player)
BnP - Female Skin - SK Fix (Replacer & Player)
BnP - Female Skin (RSV patch)
BnP - Male Skin (Replacer & Player) (Young)
BnP - Male Pubes (Replacer & Player)
BnP - Male Skin - SOS and Elder Body Normals Fix (Replacer & Player)
BnP - Male Skin (RSV patch)
Racial Skin Variance - SPID
BnP - RSV patch (SK Fix)
idk if im missing anything or if i the issue has been staring at me for awhile now, but informative console does'nt show people like frailia or olvia as having been changed by any mods (i think)

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34th time I'm posting this(following the group rules for repost)! Not holding my breath for an answer. Anyway, info on video:
Super "artsy" electronic music video of the time, "still life", minimal movement.
The most striking thing was a naked woman sitting on a taxidermied boar while drinking milk from a silly straw.
I don't remember if this all happened at the same time.
I remember the naked woman standing still, front facing the camera, brown pubes and all.
Also I think I remember some old furniture. Maybe a velvet chair and a TV showing static?
Watched it on Deejay TV Italia around 2002 or 2003.
It had 2 versions: A censored to play through the day and an uncensored one playing at night (the difference was blurring the naked woman's private parts).
Sung by a male voice. The voice was hypnotic, not high energy at all. Must have been about 2 lines of lyrics repeating. I think it said something like "feel so good time so feel that sun lights" over and over again. I didn't know much English then so that's for sure 95% wrong.
Should be a european artist. There were a lot of house/rave/techno artists making artsy videos back then, and the only music channel I remember playing this video was Deejay TV Italia.
Ring any bells? Know any electronic music afficionado that could help me? Know any Italian Gen xrs that used to go clubbing in the 00s? Can you ask someone from radio deejay?
This is a repost, following the rules of the group.
https://www.reddit.com/tipofmytongue/comments/13uasdv/tomtmv20022003deejaytvlost_media_electronic_music
It's not: Breach - Jack / Electric Six / Danger High voltage Anything from "Sunblock", "Aphex Twin", "Nine Inch Nails" or "Junior Jack", "Cascada", "Scooter", "Bjork" or "Benny Benassi"

I am going mad trying to self teach and solo learn male facial hair. it has proven to be very difficult to portray it quickly and in single color. I would greatly appreciate any references in images or videos or books or literally fucking anything. medium to longer beards actually aren't as hard it's the short stubbly hair that ends up looking like pubes.

33rd time I'm posting this(following the group rules for repost)! Iconic number, it's how old Jesus and Pantelis Pantelidis were when they died. Anyway, info on video:
Super "artsy" electronic music video of the time, "still life", minimal movement.
The most striking thing was a naked woman sitting on a taxidermied boar while drinking milk from a silly straw.
I don't remember if this all happened at the same time.
I remember the naked woman standing still, front facing the camera, brown pubes and all.
Also I think I remember some old furniture. Maybe a velvet chair and a TV showing static?
Watched it on Deejay TV Italia around 2002 or 2003.
It had 2 versions: A censored to play through the day and an uncensored one playing at night (the difference was blurring the naked woman's private parts).
Sung by a male voice. The voice was hypnotic, not high energy at all. Must have been about 2 lines of lyrics repeating. I think it said something like "feel so good time so feel that sun lights" over and over again. I didn't know much English then so that's for sure 95% wrong.
Should be a european artist. There were a lot of house/rave/techno artists making artsy videos back then, and the only music channel I remember playing this video was Deejay TV Italia.
Ring any bells? Know any electronic music afficionado that could help me? Know any Italian Gen xrs that used to go clubbing in the 00s? Can you ask someone from radio deejay?
This is a repost, following the rules of the group.
https://www.reddit.com/tipofmytongue/comments/13uasdv/tomtmv20022003deejaytvlost_media_electronic_music
It's not: Breach - Jack / Electric Six / Danger High voltage Anything from "Sunblock", "Aphex Twin", "Nine Inch Nails" or "Junior Jack", "Cascada", "Scooter", "Bjork" or "Benny Benassi"

tl;dr I've had some prior trust issues with my long-term boyfriend, he went on a bachelor trip and shaved his pubes, and I don't know how I should feel about it.
(Throwaway account.)
Me (28F) and my boyfriend (30M) have been together for a few years. We have very different lifestyles – I am a bit of a homebody who enjoys quiet nights in or chill time with close friends, while he has a wild partying side to him. He is also easily influenced by his friends, who are even more wild than he is.
Over the years, there have been situations where he has broken my trust. When he was much younger, he cheated on a past girlfriend. It's important to note here that there have been no outright instances of cheating in our relationship to my knowledge, but rather inappropriate or suspicious behavior (eg: entertaining DMs from other women on social media, going along with flirtatious behavior from other women, a few times where he has gone out all night to bars with male friends and went no contact with me longer than 1 day, etc).
For over a year, we addressed the root of these issues in our relationship, reassured our commitments to each other and have plans to get married, and both went to individual counseling. In this time, boyfriend has grown up and realized he wanted to change his lifestyle, becoming less of a partier and more of a homebody, dedicated and invested in his hobbies, and this has made him overall happier. His actions have made me regain my trust in him and our relationship.
Boyfriend went away recently for a weekend-long bachelor trip to a rural area for a friend. This is one of the few bachelor trips he has ever been on, so he was excited and also happy to reunite with his buddies. I had internal hesitations about this and it sparked insecurities from past trust issues with him, but I never expressed this as I wanted him to have a nice time. They had a lot of activities planned, none of which involved other women/stri!ppers (which he knows I absolutely do not condone), and seemed to be a genuinely fun weekend of festivities. Unlike times in the past, he kept me updated and we were in constant communication during the entire trip, which I appreciated and also calmed my inner feelings.
When he returned home, he was beyond exhausted. Despite his tiredness, he said missed me a lot and was very touchy-feely with me, and I was equally excited to see him. However, I noticed that while he was away, he shaved all of his pubic hair...something he rarely does since we've been together. The time this happened corresponded with a trust issue incident. When I asked him about it, he got weirdly very defensive and annoyed, and said that the hair was bothering him so he shaved it during the trip. The conversation quickly changed and we moved on, but I feel really uncomfortable. I haven't looked on his phone or anything, so I don't have anything else that points to suspicious behavior.
Admittedly, I'm a huge overthinker, with past trust issues (working on it in counseling). My brain has been in overdrive wondering if this is just totally innocent, or if it's grounds for me to be suspicious of something (cheating/str!ppers/etc) that happened on the trip. He has another bachelor trip coming up for a different friend (one who is an extreme partier, often pressures my boyfriend into taking part in risky behavior, and is not shy about flirting with women in front of his fiancé – and this party will take place at a very popular partying/bachelor destination in the US), so now I'm rethinking my position on this too.
Where do I go from here?

32nd time I'm posting this(following the group rules for repost)! Hopefully I'll get my answer now!
Super "artsy" electronic music video of the time, "still life", minimal movement.
The most striking thing was a naked woman sitting on a taxidermied boar while drinking milk from a silly straw.
I don't remember if this all happened at the same time.
I remember the naked woman standing still, front facing the camera, brown pubes and all.
Also I think I remember some old furniture. Maybe a velvet chair and a TV showing static?
Watched it on Deejay TV Italia around 2002 or 2003.
It had 2 versions: A censored to play through the day and an uncensored one playing at night (the difference was blurring the naked woman's private parts).
Sung by a male voice. The voice was hypnotic, not high energy at all. Must have been about 2 lines of lyrics repeating. I think it said something like "feel so good time so feel that sun lights" over and over again. I didn't know much English then so that's for sure 95% wrong.
Should be a european artist. There were a lot of house/rave/techno artists making artsy videos back then, and the only music channel I remember playing this video was Deejay TV Italia.
Ring any bells? Know any electronic music afficionado that could help me? Know any Italian Gen xrs that used to go clubbing in the 00s? Can you ask someone from radio deejay?
This is a repost, following the rules of the group.
https://www.reddit.com/tipofmytongue/comments/13uasdv/tomtmv20022003deejaytvlost_media_electronic_music
It's not: Breach - Jack / Electric Six / Danger High voltage Nine Inch Nails - Closer / Anything from "Sunblock", "Aphex Twin" or "Junior Jack", "Cascada", "Scooter", "Bjork" or "Benny Benassi"