Lol ang mahal mag pakasal 😂😂😂 share ko lang tangna talaga di ko alam bakit ang mahal magpakasal ngayon. Napaka ginto ng mga bagay bagay
Sabi ko dati civil at 30 pax lang kaso makulit family ni jowa Church daw dapat sila na daw bahala. Jusko konti lang naman suppliers namin kaso tae umabot na kami ng 870k haha kamot batok nalang eh wala na kakainin sa mga susunod na araw
Eto na breakdown kahit wala nag tatanong 😅🤣
Venue: 80k
Church:35k
Catering: 160k
Event style: 80k
Ring: 70k
Photographer: 75k (walang pre nup to ah kasi gusto sana namin makatipid)
On the day Coordinator: 40k
Crew meal: 20k
Lights and sound: 38k
MUA: 18k
Groom MUA: 15k
Mobile bar: 18k
Whiskey: 60k
Music: 35k
Flowers: 6k
Gown:18k
Suit:11k
Grazing:46k
Activity:10k
Kaya kayo kung magpapakasal kayo siguraduhin nyong mag stick kayo sa budget na inallot nyo. Baka matulad kayo sa amin na nagulat nalang sa total. Kasi syempre diba mura lang down payment kaya keri lang iniisip namin matagal pa naman kasal kaya pa pag ipunan, then boom! Ayan laki na gastos.
Wala na tuloy honeymoon HAHAHAHA
Kaya bawal mag loko mahal magpakasal hahahahahhaha
UPDATE
I forgot to include below
Hotel : 35k (4 bedrooms) + 9k additional night
Customized wedding essentials (cord, candles and etc) : 5.5 k
Bridal robe : 4.5k
Stickers and other paraphernalia:2.5k
Misc fee (snacks for crew, boxes, perfumes and etc) : 20k
Airfare : 15k
Parentals clothes : 15k
Host: 6k
Running bill: 957k
Take note din na we only had less than a year to plan our wedding kaya mejo costly 😭😭😭😭

KUALA LUMPUR: Atlet kayak kebangsaan, Siti Nurul Masyitah Elias yang terbabit dalam kemalangan di Johor Bahru, Sabtu lalu terpaksa ditidurkan selepas selesai menjalani pembedahan selama lebih lima jam di sebuah hospital swasta, malam tadi.
Perkembangan itu dikongsikan Pegawai Eksekutif Persatuan Kanu Malaysia, Shafinas Osman, hari ini.
Beliau memaklumkan atlet berusia 20 tahun itu akan menjalani satu lagi pembedahan kerana memerlukan kulit baharu untuk ditampal di bahagian belakangnya yang cedera akibat diseret sejauh 600 meter (m) itu.
"Saya dimaklumkan pembedahan berjalan dengan lancar dengan bahagian pelvis kiri dan kanan di pasang plate.
"Skru turut dipasang di bahagian kaki kirinya serta tulang bahu kanan berdekatan dengan tulang selangka yang patah turut dipasang skru.
"Tapi ketika ini Siti terpaksa ditidurkan. Saya dimaklumkan bahagian belakangnya tak cukup kulit untuk menampung bahagian yang diseret itu.
Damm wish her luck in recovery, you know what they say the odds of.... Increase when they let you go to sleep

Here are the results of the unofficial poll I took earlier this month. 57 people total were polled.
When asked if they lived in a monarchy, 56.1% said they live in a republic, 42.1% said they were born in a monarchy. One person said they were born in a monarchy, but then later moved to a monarchy.
When asked where they believe a monarch gets their authority from, 54.4% said popular sovereignty, 33.3% said a mix of both, 7% said divine right, 5.3% said it was N/A.
When asked what they thought about bicycle monarchies with honorable abdications, it was quite split. The average person voted 3/5.
The following is a list of the given approval ratings of every sovereign monarch according to those polled. Please not that not every monarch had 57 people polled. Also note that many people voted 5/10, which may have caused inflated numbers for lesser known monarchs. All numbers have been rounded to the nearest tenth. I ask that next time, voters refrain from voting on monarchs they are not familiar with. Due to an error made with the Emirs of Kuwait and Qatar, they have not been included. Lastly, for Asian monarchs (plus the Co-Princes of Andorra) with lengthy regnal names, only the first given name is used. I hope you understand.
Co-Prince Joan of Andorra - 5.6
Co-Prince Emmanuel of Andorra - 4.1
King Hamad of Bahrain - 4.6
King Philippe of the Belgians (Belgium) - 6.5
Druk Gyalpo Jigme of Bhutan - 7.1
Sultan Hassanal of Brunei - 4.6
King Norodom of Cambodia - 5.9
King Frederik X of Denmark - 7.6
King Mswati III of Eswatini - 4.4
Emperor Naruhito of Japan - 7.8
King Abdullah II of Jordan - 7.1
King Letsie III of Lesotho - 5.6
Prince Hans-Adam II of Liechtenstein - 7.4
Grand Duke Henri of Luxembourg - 7.0
Yang di-Pertuan Agong Ibrahim of Malaysia - 5.8
Prince Albert II of Monaco - 6.9
King Mohammed VI of Morocco - 5.8
King Willem-Alexander of the Netherlands - 6.8
King Harald V of Norway - 8.0
Sultan Haitham of Oman - 5.2
King Salman of Saudi Arabia - 3.7
King Felipe VI of Spain - 7
King Carl XVI Gustaf of Sweden - 7.2
King Vajiralongkorn of Thailand - 4.6
King Tupou VI of Tonga - 6.3
President Mohamed of the United Arab Emirates - 5.1
King Charles III of the United Kingdom and the Commonwealth realms - 7.4
Pope Francis of Vatican City - 5.9
Sorry this took so long to get out and thank you for your participation.

First time to post ever since I joined reddit. Not sure if this is the right sub but please let me know if not and anong right sub. I want to ask if is it ok and hindi naman bastos if dadalhin mo yung husband and child mo sa surprise bridal shower? We have a friend kasi na ikakasal at may hinanda kaming surprise bridal shower. May two different circle of friends si bride. Sa isang circle of friend, may friend na isasama niya yung husband and toddler niya since ihahatid siya ng husband niya. And yung sa 2nd circle of friends, di pa ata lahat alam na may ganun nga. Baka lang kasi maging awkward at hindi makapagchikahan ang lahat. Although may kakilala na din naman si friend dun sa 2nd circle of friends ni bride. And sa bride's part din. Hindi ba magiging awkward sa kanya if halo-halong bisita? Kilala ni bride yung husband ni friend pero si sila close. Pero yung anak is close kay bride.

Recently I am getting jealous of my girl bff, lets call her jane. I am born into a middle class life, she however idk how to explain. I mean she lives in a regular small house and dresses so simple yet she is rich. She randomly gets big loads of money from her dad, if she wants it she can buy it and sometimes we won't be with her because she never told us she suddenly just went on a vacation somewhere.
I love her and I am happy she lives a comfortable life but now I am starting to become jealous of her like just recently she just got 7k from her dad out of no where and note she already has her monthly allowance. Ofc sya tuwang tuwa kasi ilalagay nya yun sa bank acc nya or either daw gagastusin nya sa mga gusto nyang bilhin. Ako naman todo support na lang at happy para sa kanya pero deep down sobra inggit ko kasi I know that can never happen to me. Because I am born into a middle class family where we make a comfortable ammount of money na enough na para sa amin, we don't have luxuries, we rarely go on vacations maybe once or twice a year, I don't have no allowance (I only get money from lunch money and save it or I am gifted money on my bday or Christmas tapos mababa pa bigay😭), if I want something my parents have to work hard for it to give it for me and I have to be patient and understanding about it and I am super cool with it. Note that pareho ang parents ko nagtratrabaho sa aming bridal shop and recently mahina mga benta ngayon.
So yun nga nagka instant 7k si bff, ako naman iniisip ko mga pede ko na gastusin dun, kasi me, I rarely get money so pag may chance ako binibili ko gusto ko kasi rarely lang yun. Like iniisip ko, "uy pede ako makabili dun pang skin care, pede ako bumili ng crocs gamit yun or damit".
More more recently si bff pinupursuade ako bumili iphone11 or 12 kasi sa trio nmn silang dalawa meron ako wala. Sa isip isip ko, "aba sa tingin mo may pera ako pangbili, wala nga laman ref namin eh at namomobrlema pa sa tuition, sa tingin mo uunahin ko un?". Like can she consider na we are not rich like them? At kahit man gusto ko talaga ng iphone11 or 12, never ako ibibili at ayaw ko rin kasi alam ko we don't have money for that, ipambili na lang gatas ng kapatid ko.
Another pa Nagkwentuhan kami ano pa graduation gift sa kanila, ofc si bff either yung lintik na Iphone na naman pero 15 or either like something big like a laptop daw or Ipad. Tinanong ako ano daw pang graduation sa akin, napatigil ako ng pagsasalita kasi, wala, wala. Diba nga mahina currently benta ngayon parents ko and financially struggling pa kami so d ako nageexpect ng graduation gift kahit gusto ko. Alam nyo ba. Top student ako guys, magaganda grades ko kaso never ako nabigyan like ng reward dun, sometimes naghahanap at nagtatanong but never expected. So sinabi ko na lang, "ewan, wala". Then sabi ga sa akin, "luh, pabili ka bago phone, maganda Iphone, pangit android". Gurl puro ka na iphone omg and ang sa nanay ko ngang phone sirang sira na pero di pinapaltan ako pa kaya na maayos pa phone ipapalit ko sa Iphone. No thank you, pangkain na lang namin un. Anyways i just responded this as a joke, "wala pera mahirap lang kami" sabay ng akward laugh ko. Again na inggit ako kasi she will get a big suprize sa aming graduation at ako wala🥳
Last na ito pinapili sya, bagong phone at ipad or magschool sa ub. Alam mo pinili? Yung gadgets.BFF WTF?! LIKE I LOVE U GURL PERO BAKIT INUNA MO MATERIAL THINGS KAYSA SA PAGAARAL MO? Like binigyan ka na ng pagakakataon ng magulang mo magaral ng comfortable sa UB at di mo tinanggap??! NAINGGIT AKO NG SOBRA TO THE POINT NAG DISCUSS KAMI BAKIT NYA PINILI YUN. Kasi kung ako ulit yun, PIPILIIN KO YUNG SCHOOL, binigyan ka na ng previlage di mo pa tinaggap. While me kaialngan ko pa scholarship para lang makapasok dun eh. Hay nako ako na lang sana yung binigyanng offepr ara di na mamobrlema parents ko sa pagaaral, Hay nako, inggit na inggit na talaga ako.
Ang unfair noh guys? I know some of you guys may interpet it in a bad way but I hope not. Its just, life is so unfair and seeing my bff live the life I want.

Matagal na kaming friends to the point na ieexpect niyo na maging abay ang isa’t-isa. Sa totoo lang medyo nahurt ako nung pagkabigay ng invitation na hindi ako kasali sa entourage. Pero hindi ko dinibdib ha. May kurot lang tapos okay, move on na. Kasi hindi ko yun araw para mag-inarte ako. Past forward sa bridal shower na inorganize namin, nalaman kong ako lang ang hindi abay sa’ming circle of friends. Inisip ko na lang siguro kasi civil wedding lang kami ng asawa ko way back haha I mean di sya nag-abay sakin pero invited sya don. Tho sa bridal shower, nag sorry sya sa’kin kasi ang dami na daw niyang abay. Nahihiya daw syang hindi kunin yung 3 friends nya nung HS kasi nag-abay sya sa mga yun kaya napuno na daw entourage niya. Genuine naman yung sinabi ko na ok lang talaga sabi ko naman sa kanya hindi ko event yun kaya wag niya ko isipin. Yung maging wedding guest ka lang e malaking bagay na diba.
Fast forward 1 week before the wedding, hindi daw makakapag abay yung isang HS friend nya kasi may sakit. Kung pwede daw ako na lang. Una sa lahat hindi ko naman ka-size yung pproxy-han ko. I’m on the bigger side kaya ayoko irisk. Sabi ko baka may iba pa syang makuha na mas malapit sa size nung gown na available. Um-okay naman sya. Ngayon ilang months after the wedding nalaman ko sa isang bridesmaid na sabi ni bride nag-inarte pa daw kasi ako kaya nasayang yung gown. Nahurt ako kasi hindi naman talaga yun ang intensyon ko. Talaga lang sure ako na magiging suman ako sa gown.
ABYG? (Mga lurker sa The Budgetarian Bride sa fb pls wag nyo isend to don sa admin, thanks)

Part 3
“The Bridal Shower”
So few days before the release of the bar exam results, nagmemessage na sakin si MOH about getting a massage or sparty somewhere. Wala pa ko idea nun that she was planning a bridal shower with my other friends (aka “team bride”) since I was too pre-occupied with the wedding preps and alam ko namang busy sila lahat for that, until eventually nireveal nya lang rin naman sakin na magbbridal shower nga for me.
After the release of the bar exam results, ayaw nya na sana pumunta sa bridal shower ko but I convinced her to go kasi sabi ko magtatampo ako pag di sya pumunta.
Without me knowing, that time pala nagkakagulo na sila (my MOH and other friends) sa sched and venue kasi few days before the supposed date, wala pa daw paramdam si MOH sa iba kong friends kung ano na ba talaga yung plano. So one of my other friends, stepped up to arrange it. When they were discussing about the time, most of my friends were available by 6pm onwards, but MOH insists na 3pm daw kasi ayun daw yung sabi ko.
In a separate chat with MOH before they discussed about the time or schedule, ang sabi nya kasi sakin 3pm daw sya available kasi ayaw nya raw gabihin. So I agreed na 3pm kasi akala ko yun yung schedule na okay for everyone. I did not have an idea of what was going on sa group chat nila, until my other friends contacted me na 6pm nga raw sila makakarating.
So to meet everyone halfway, ang sinabi ko nalang is pupunta na ko ng 3pm to meet MOH and aantayin ko na lang dumating yung other friends ko ng 6pm.
Fast forward to the day of the bridal shower, dumating ako around 3:30 sa salon with my fiance (yes sinama ko po sya kasi sya nagdrive for me from Laguna to QC). Wala pa si MOH and the salon staff were surprised na nauna pa daw ako (yung bride) sa venue. Usually daw kasi sinusurprise yung bride. Pwede mo kasi irent exclusively yung salon and make decorations everywhere. So ayun nga, pagdating ko dun wala namang decors and it was just an empty salon. Since I was already waiting for about an hour, the staff convinced me na magstart na daw dun sa services like mani, pedi, footspa etc. kasi kasama naman daw yun sa package na kinuha ng friends ko.
So I agreed.
And then eventually, I also initiated to order some food for everyone (pizza and a bilao of spaghetti) kasi gutom na rin ako that time and I remember MOH joked on me while I was on my way to the salon na “bili na daw ako pagkain”, so I thought baka nga need ko magpakain.
Few hours after, around past 5, dumating na si MOH with her boyfriend. Remember na she was the one who insisted na 3pm kami para daw di sya gabihin, but she came late pa rin anyway. She told me na kaya sya nalate kasi nagview pa daw sila ng bf nya nung prospect condo na irrent nila.
Medyo may inis na nun deep inside me pero pinigilan ko na lang kasi I know fresh pa lang since the release of the bar exam results and thought she might still be grieving kaya ganun sya.
Kinumusta ko sya and we talked while the staff were doing our mani and pedi and other services. Later on, she told her boyfriend na magpamassage daw. Ako naman di naman ako nagreact kasi nga wala naman ako idea sa package na kinuha nila at baka nga kasama naman din yun.
And also, from what I know, one of our friends (BF3) sa same circle who wasn’t able to go sa bridal shower kasi may work, ay nagbigay naman daw ng ambag. So I thought maybe they’re just using his share sa package.
So ok, fast forward to 6pm, and true enough my other friends arrived. Pagdating nila may dala silang cake, sashes, crown, dick straws, etc. They were very apologetic na nauna pa daw ako sakanila and sayang daw sana nasurprise nila ko kung hindi daw sana ako nauna. And they were also about to buy food na sana for all of us but they learned from MOH na nakabili na daw ako food kaya hiyang-hiya sila sakin.
So the night went on and we did all the services. It was good pero pansin kong medyo naoutcast na si MOH from the moment my other friends stepped in kasi they pretty much started on a wrong note sa group chat pa lang. Tumabi na lang sya sa boyfriend nya and I tried including her sa conversations namin ng other friends ko, but medyo distant na nga sya.
At around 10pm, MOH decided na uuwi na raw sya. And without me knowing, this is where their computations began sa kung paano magiging hatian nila sa bayad.
Apparently, yung package is around 5-6k and nagexceed na kami dun sa given amount. So ayun, nagbigay na ng share si MOH and then she left. After niya umalis, dun nagsabi yung other friends ko na MOH was insisting na equally divided yung amount sakanilang lahat. Hindi pumayag yung iba kong friends kasi konti lang naman yung services na inavail nila and majority sakin and sakanya (considering na nagpamassage pa bf nya).
So ang nangyari is pinaghati-hatian nila yung services na inavail ko and ng fiance ko. Then kanya-kanya sila sa individual services na inavail nila.
And then, a few minutes after, yung staff ng salon nag insist pa na gawin yung brows ko. Sabi ko wag na kasi baka matatagalan pa. Pero ang sabi nya, mabilis lang naman daw at kasama naman daw yun sa package.
Nung maguuwian na, siningil pa pala nung salon yung friends ko which means na may additional silang paghahati-hatian.
Minessage nila si MOH sa group chat nila and then she replied with “Sabihan nyo si **** wag kamo ubusin lahat ng services dyan” sabay send ng gcash screenshot ng share nya.
So ayun, medyo nabother mga friends ko at napansin ko na something was off kaya tinanong ko sila ano meron. And then sinabi nila sakin lahat ng nangyari and asked me bakit daw sya pa yung napili kong MOH? Wala daw real friend na ganun. Gets naman daw na grieving sya sa bar exam results, pero hindi daw yun rason para maging ganun sya sa bestfriend nya.
I tried defending her sa friends ko na ganun lang talaga sya pagdating sa pera and all, but I went home that night contemplating about what they said and may konting galit sa puso ko. Napaisip ako bakit nga ganun? Alam nya naman din na isang beses ko lang to maeexperience sa buhay ko pero mas inuna nya pa rin yung convenience nya kesa sakin.
She basically ruined it kasi it could’ve been a nice surprise kung sana pumayag sya sa friends ko na 6pm na lang, pero late pa rin sya dumating sa agreed sched namin na convenient for her. Pero gumawa sya ng other plans that day and pinagantay ako like my bridal shower was just another task she had to do that day. Kami pa yung nagadjust sakanya instead na sya yung magadjust for me.
Sinasabihan na ko that time ng fiance ko na wag ko na sya kuhanin as my MOH but sabi ko pa rin na di ko kaya.
I thought I can’t just thow away our friendship like that, and so, AGAIN, for the nth time, I let it all pass like nothing happened.
(Next : Part 4 - Wedding transpo)

Part 2
“Bar Ops”
So as mentioned, my MOH was a law graduate. She took the 2023 bar exam and I offered her my place/condo during the ENTIRE bar exam weeks, since it was the most nearby place to her exam venue and para bawas isipin na rin sa gastusin nya. She brought her boyfriend with her (who was also a med student and studying for the boards that time). Hindi naman na iba sakin yung ganung situation na magkakasama kaming tatlo because I also do sleepovers sa bahay ni MOH (and they would even have sex kapag feeling nila tulog na ako — which I find traumatic pa rin until now). It was all good until MOH had to take her exam the entire day, and kami lang ng boyfriend nya yung naiiwan sa unit ko. It was too awkward kahit nag-aaral lang naman sya while I do my work kasi hello, babae ako and lalake sya? So I invited my other bestfriend (BF3) to break the awkwardness and silence.
Later on, I found out na yung bf ni MOH ay nagrereklamo kasi daw di sya makapagconcentrate mag-aral kasi maingay daw kami ni BF3. And to top it all off, I also found out na binigyan naman pala ng pera worth 20k+ si MOH ng kuya nya to stay in a decent hotel pero hindi nya sinabi sa kuya nya na sakin sya nagstay. To be fair, nag-ambag naman sya ng groceries pero majority were like junk foods na pwede nya kainin habang nag-aaral, or minsan nagpamilk tea rin naman sya saming lahat. She did not bother to buy more food kasi marami namang other friends nya yung nagpapadala ng pagkain sakanya, but that was pretty much it. So I took the initiative na mamalengke and ipagluto sila ng proper meals.
Hindi naman nila ko pinilit pero I just felt the sense of responsibility to feed them since I was the one hosting them. I made sure everyday na may maayos siya or silang kain kasi nga I wanted her to be ready for her exam battles ng hindi gutom. My then-fiancé (na binash nila before) was kind enough to send me money pangtreat ko daw sa resto sa friends ko.
Everything was all good sakin naman, until ayun ngang nalaman ko na may pera naman pala sya pero she barely pitched in sa mga groceries or expenses. I was somehow expecting na baka after ng exam nya, manlilibre sya somewhere. But BOI WAS I WRONG. While on our way to the Kbbq place, tumawag kuya nya who jokingly said na ako na raw muna magbayad. Babayaran na lang daw ako after. He even said some remarks like “Wag ka muna mag-asawa, matatali ka lang dyan. Tapusin mo muna yang law school mo.”
Again, I just laughed it off and we went straight to the kbbq place.. and ended up paying ng kanya-kanya. Syempre di na ko pumayag manlibre, aba abuso na yun.
Then a month after that, I got my electricity bill and it was a whopping 4k+ from the usual na 1.2-1.5k per month. And then I realized na kasi nga everyday sila naka-aircon while they were here. I told her about it and I was somehow expecting her to chip in a bit BUT SHE DID NOT. Inisip ko nalang na okay na yun since when I stay at her house, 24/7 naman kami naka-aircon. But the only difference is, kuya nya yung nagbabayad nun and hindi sya. Whereas me, I take it out of my own savings/income as an independent girlie dito sa metro manila.
Fast forward to the release of the bar exam results, she told me beforehand jokingly na wag daw ako mag-abang ng results kasi may jinx daw ako na di pumapasa yung tao pag inaabangan ko name sa list of passers (since it happened sa other friends ko na nagtake din ng boards or PLE). So as a masunurin friend that I am, inabangan ko pa rin yung results kasi I was so excited to see her name up there.
Unfortunately, I did not see her name on the list.
I called her right away to comfort her pero ayun, nasisingi pa nga ako dahil daw sa “jinx” ko.
Hinayaan ko muna sya mag-grieve on her own and I continued with my wedding preps again. Note that during her bar exam weeks, I paused all my wedding preps to focus on her barops.
It was me being fully supportive of her and genuinely rooting for her knowing how important that event in her life is.
(Part 3: The Bridal Shower)

Ada sesiapa tau dekat mana ada jual borax di area Johor Tujuan: bunuh semut

2 weeks na lang kasal ko na. Pero parang di pa nagsisink in sakin. Tbh mas kinakabahan ako kaysa sa naeexcite at mas nasstress na ako ngayon. Naooverwhelm na ko kaya ilalabas ko lang to pls.
Nakakalungkot din na hindi man lang ako tinutulungan ng MOH ko. Kinuha ko yung pinsan kong babae kasi parang ate na turing ko sa kanya (ako lang kasi babae saming magkakapatid) pero ewan wala man lang syang ni-ha ni-ho sakin. One time nag ask ako if pwede nya ko samahan sa Makati para magsukat ng gown pero nalalayuan daw sya. Simula nun hindi na lang ako nagbother. Tbh gusto ko syang palitan pero ayoko na lang din ng drama. Nakaprint na ang invite and everything, at isa pa wala naman akong ipapalit sa kanya. May close gay friend sana akong pwedeng man of honor pero nasa US kasi sya and sadly hindi makakauwi. Even some of my brothers that are part of the entourage arent helping either (may isa akong kuya na nagbigay tho ng 10K para sa budget namin, I'm super grateful for that). Nanay ko rin hindi ko nafefeel na excited for me. Understandable may sakit sya pero ang weird kasi nagoorganize sya ng birthday party para sa angkan naming may bday ng feb march (mini reunion na rin), ewan ko kung kasama ako sa plan pero nadidisappoint ako kasi sa mga mag bday nagagawa nyang maging excited pero sakin hindi.
Yung mga bridesmaids ko, okay naman sila willing tumulong pero they are busy din sa work nila, tsaka nag-ask na ko sa kanila na sagot nila make up nila so ayoko na rin ibother. Although there's a part of me na nageexpect ng simple bridal shower kahit hindi bongga.... pero ayun nga less expectation, less disappointment. Kakalungkot lang din na wala ako ni isang sign na naghahanda sila. Lol. Drama ko. Hayaan ko na lang.
soon to be husband ko supportive naman. Go sya sa mga lakad and sa pagbibigay ng budget pero may mga passive aggressive syang tone minsan, di naman big deal kasi nakakapagod and gastos nga naman. Tsaka ako pa rin talaga nagoorganize lahat. May mga bagay syang hindi na inaalam na like wedding songs, timeline, sa iba aware naman sya. Wala naman akong major reklamo sa kanya kasi sya talaga yung pinakatumutulong sakin.
Isa pang stressor ko is work. Kingina anlaki ng demand nila lately. Tapos nung isang araw nagkaroon ako accident sa finger ko (naipit ng pinto so ayun namaga and may dugo sa ilalim ng kuko), i was in pain for weeks. Pero tl ko parang wala man lang pake. Di ko alam kung nonchalant or wala talagang empathy. Nagdedemand pa rin ng mataas na KPI hanggang ngayon.
Andami ko nang pimples sa muka. Extra pagod at puyat na ko these past few weeks. Grabe konti na lang yung energy ko.
Pero ayun, tuloy pa rin naman buhay. Ginusto ko to eh. Saktong breakdown lang tas laban ulit. Matatapos din to.