I don't know if this is the right place to write my story but here you go...
I am struggling a lot!!!
I had a hard childhood coming from a poor family, having literally only bread, sugar and potatoes to eat. My parents were borrowing money to even buy those. My mom had eating problems and always told me to be careful what and how much I eat because I will end up like her. I was only 8 years old. I started weighing myself every day and became horrified when I would gain a kg even though I was growing up and looking normal, healthy. I started dieting and I always thought of myself as being fat. I am 43 now and I can say that every single day of my life I though about losing weight and wanting to be thinner, etc.... Until 2020 I kept my weight under control (even though I didn't think so at that moment) but covid came, then I lost my mother which completely ripped me appart. I let myself go.... So much, I gained 40 kg in 2-3 years and now I am struggling so bad.... I've been diagnosed with binge eating disorder and went 2 years to therapy (specialised clinic) but it didn't help. I went to a psychologist who diagnosed me with ADHD (I tried medication but the secondary effects were too much for me) and said he tried all the tricks on me and unfortunately he can't help me anymore. I have a personal trainer, I have a professional binge eating disorder coach, I have a dietician. All this costs me a lot! More than I can afford but I hoped it would help. Unfortunately nothing works. I can't stop thinking there is something wrong with me, there is something wrong with my brain.... I listened (can't read with ADHD, 0 patience) to all the help books available, tried diets in the past, tried to stop restricting like I've been adviced but I can't stop myself from eating. I don't know what to do anymore. I am desperate especially because my health is decreasing considerably... Just been diagnosed with prediabetes, apnea, depression and so much more... Any suggestions except surgery or ozempic?

It's was an anthology based around the alphabet. Each letter being the premise for the story bla bla. Was read by an English lad and the writer himself was English. Little brother loves the horror podcasts and I remember the book being really fun so wanting to show him it. Any help would be greatly appreciated

The first time I played battlefield and my entire case tower RGB keyboard lights everything was hijacked and started flashing red when hit and dying, I was astounded. I'm not sure how hard the coding is to do this , but i been reading some of the initial reactions from when battlefield beta launched and people were creating buzz about it , for all i know it may be trademarked , but I know the devs and battlefield dice have some crossover . JUST AN IDEA DONT TAKE MY HEAD OFF :) thank you , THIS is THE FINALS! us steam users all have high end systems, and im SURE no shortage of RGB, the gane is visually very impressive so I know I'm not the only one with a high end PC with lighting on everything. Just think it would be a cool feature DOWN THE LINE MAYBE once game is settled in and growth has occured and devs have more free time.

Hey! I'm (21F) a native English speaker looking for friendly EN-SP language learning exchange partners to work with weekly through voice memos, voice calls, text messages, etc.
I'd teach American English and would love to niche my Spanish speaking for Mexican or Colombian dialects.
I'm here for quality, not quantity, and will prioritize getting back to you ASAP if you show a bit of your passion.
I'm interested in seeing meaningful message including things like your age, time zone, language level / goals, availability, etc and do ignore generic replies as I personally send out customized outreach and expect similar.
👋🏽 HERE'S A LITTLE BIT MORE ABOUT IF YOU'D WANT TO REACH OUT! 👋🏽
What's your goal? To reach at B2 Spanish by mid 2025 by revising/reviewing A2 Spanish and get to talking natives while increasing comprehensible output via listening and reading while teaching others English within months doing this like my part-time/partial passion (20 hours weekly).
When am I free? I'm free weekdays 9:30-2:30 and weekends 9:00-16:00 GMT+2.
Who am I looking for? A sweet, straightforward person within their 20s-30s from whatever demographic that's dedicated to their goals and is up to doing on voice calls speaking and doing activities reading articles and book excerpts, sharing screen to videos and stuff, etc through Discord and becoming a close friend that'd also be like an accountability buddy.
Who am I? I'm an easygoing extrovert that's looking to immerse myself as much as possible and maybe make friends too. I value intimacy and integrity and try to do a delight but direct person with a playful default state.
How could I be a good language learning exchange buddy? I'm very optimistic and organized and am ready to jump in to mainly see if we'd get along personally as that'd be a nice motivating factor plus the fact that I'm working towards teaching soon as I've completed my 120HR TEFL and want experience.
Overall I'm hoping to find a long-term partner that could turn into an accountability buddy / acquaintanceship with an admiration for linguistics, language learning and moreover social sciences too and want to pass a language exam later this year.

Hi all, I am trying to figure out what flirting is. I have read through post here and I more confused than before, I just don't get it I guess. My take away from the reading is that flirting is simply just talking to someone. Which can't be right. lol.
Also what is dating? Is just hangout a date?? I ask because is hanging out and talking Dating and flirting or is it just hanging out sharing a lunch or dinner and talking as friends just that, friendship building?
I mean how do you learn about someone and become friends if you don't talk to them about them and yourself??
I hang out with a lady at my job from time to time (not much because I think she thinks I like her more then friends, So she is very stand offish even though my first words to her where that I am not hitting on you, just trying to get to know you or something along those lines).
I should not say she is stand offish. She is very engaging at work. But she is not 100% on board with hanging out outside of work in my view.
But am I flirting with her by just talking to her?? Just trying to understand why I get the vibe that she is worried that I will mistake her friendliness as something other than being friendly. I have said to her on many occasions that she should not worry that I know better to not mistake her being nice as anything other than her being nice.
We have been hanging out for about 8 months off and on meaning Like we may do lunch 2 to 3 times a month. We have hung out outside of work about 3 times in those 8 months. Nothing hardcore. We have done dinner, the mall, a play and the museum.
But dang if our conversation are not knocked out of the park! THey are great. We talk about everything. I mean everything. No topic is off limits. I have learned a lot about her in 8 months and I have told her a lot about me. Its been a blast as I really enjoy talking with her.
But now that summer is here I have asked her if she wanted to do more things where we hang out. She says sure she wants to do these things but when the time comes to do the things she says no she can't because of some reason. Again this if fine.
She does not hang out with me every time I ask so that's good I'm guessing but when she does say yes we have a great time.
Just want to make sure she does not feel I am flirting with her as I do not want to scare her away as I do like hanging out with her. I am starting to think she is thinking I am trying to date her or am flirting which may explain her reluctance to hangout.
Please note I get she has free will and no is a valid answer to a request to hang out . Just want to make sure I am not doing something that is making her say no more than yes. THanks!

I'm trying to setup a certificate based authenticated network using FreeRADIUS as my RADIUS software. However im not sure this is the best way forward in this day and age. Most of the guides i can find is for windows 7 or very early 10, practicly no documentation, and problems at every step. Ive manageds to peice things together as ive been going, however I havent been able to get certificate auth working, which is the entire reason ive been making this switch. Ive used the default config files so as not to change anything important, but upon trying to join the network im given this error in FreeRADIUS
(18) eap: Expiring EAP session with state 0x1128b0630007bd4f
(18) eap: Finished EAP session with state 0x1128b0630007bd4f
(18) eap: Previous EAP request found for state 0x1128b0630007bd4f, released from the list
(18) eap: Peer sent packet with method EAP TLS (13)
(18) eap: Calling submodule eap_tls to process data
(18) eap_tls: (TLS) EAP Peer says that the final record size will be 1412 bytes
(18) eap_tls: (TLS) EAP Got all data (1412 bytes)
(18) eap_tls: (TLS) Handshake state - Server SSLv3/TLS write server done
(18) eap_tls: (TLS) recv TLS 1.2 Handshake, Certificate
(18) eap_tls: (TLS) Creating attributes from client certificate
(18) eap_tls: TLS-Client-Cert-Serial := "02"
(18) eap_tls: TLS-Client-Cert-Expiration := "240713083754Z"
(18) eap_tls: TLS-Client-Cert-Valid-Since := "240514083754Z"
(18) eap_tls: TLS-Client-Cert-Subject := "/C=FST=Radius/O=Example Inc./CN=user@example.org/emailAddress=user@example.org"
(18) eap_tls: TLS-Client-Cert-Issuer := "/C=FST=Radius/L=Somewhere/O=Example Inc./emailAddress=admin@example.org/CN=Example Certificate Authority"
(18) eap_tls: TLS-Client-Cert-Common-Name := "user@example.org"
(18) eap_tls: ERROR: (TLS) OpenSSL says error 20 : unable to get local issuer certificate
(18) eap_tls: (TLS) send TLS 1.2 Alert, fatal unknown_ca
(18) eap_tls: ERROR: (TLS) Alert write:fatal:unknown CA
(18) eap_tls: ERROR: (TLS) Server : Error in error
(18) eap_tls: ERROR: (TLS) Failed reading from OpenSSL: error:0A000086:SSL routines::certificate verify failed
(18) eap_tls: ERROR: (TLS) System call (I/O) error (-1)
(18) eap_tls: ERROR: (TLS) EAP Receive handshake failed during operation
(18) eap_tls: ERROR: [eaptls process] = fail
(18) eap: ERROR: Failed continuing EAP TLS (13) session. EAP sub-module failed
(18) eap: Sending EAP Failure (code 4) ID 47 length 4
(18) eap: Failed in EAP select
(18) [eap] = invalid
(18) } # authenticate = invalid
(18) Failed to authenticate the user
I havent found anything online with this error cropping up in FreeRADIUS, just openssl discussions. I did copy the ca.pem that FreeRADIUS generated to /uslib/ssl/certs which is the directory openssl pointed to me where its ca certs were kept. I've completly hit a roadblock, if anyone knows how to fix this, or any other RADIUS server that is in any way better than this garbage to setup can you please let me know.

So for context I’m trying to save money. My friend invited me to one yoga class that is next week that cost $35. I don’t really enjoy yoga so I really didn’t find it worth my $35 and said that. She didn’t seem bothered by me saying no nor did she offer any free alternatives.
This week I went out Saturday with a coworker for Mother’s Day. I didn’t really spend much money, my friend who asked me to do yoga was sick at home and honestly the plans were spontaneous so I wasn’t going to invite anyone extra.
My friend sent me a long n asty message, basically telling me she wants friends who spend their money doing healthy things instead of getting shit faced and I’m boring with no personality. Then told a mutual friend the story leaving out key parts that make her look bad.
I told her I didn’t really spend money but if I did I control how I spend my money, she’s crossed boundaries before and I told her I no longer wanted to be friends due to her insulting me and calling me a liar when that’s not the case and left her blocked. She found one thing I forgot to block her on and messaged me (you’re not the pretty or funny btw).
I wanted to post this to semi vent but also rejoice because honestly I never stick to my boundaries. I didn’t insult her appearance or personality once and I don’t intend on being her friend again. I do feel bad as she’s very depressed but I won’t slip up and ever let this one back in.

Hi guys, I'm 26, currently working as a civil engineer in Australia, and last year I started a business with a mate who is currently working as a commercial pilot. So, we've been working full time for around 2 years now, and quickly found out we wanted more freedom. Since we are both interested in entrepreneurship, we decided to "give this thing a go".
According to some YouTubers out there, the best way to start a business is to think about the problems you've solved in your past and make a business solving that problem for other people going through the same struggles. So, the idea we had was to help international graduates land full-time employment through our coaching program. I was an international student my whole life, and I also struggled to land a role (due to visa issues, lack of work experience, etc.), so I thought there were definitely people out there who needed help. After doing a bunch of research and looking at similar businesses that are already operating, we built a program similar, better, and cheaper. Since then, we've worked on it for a year now, until last month when we decided to quit.
So Here's why:
We've had around 10 students so far. And the results were great, we got good testimonials and we actually felt fulfilled helping these people out. One of our students couldn’t find employment even after 5 years from graduation and we helped him land his first engineering role. But despite all of these we found out two things.

1. Most of our prospects couldn’t afford our service.

The people we were targeting mostly worked in restaurants, retail, petrol stations, and drove for Uber. I don’t want to sound rude, but we were trying to sell a costly product ($1500 for our program) to people at the lower end of the socioeconomic spectrum. We learned sales along the way. We reached out to hundreds, or even thousands, of people on LinkedIn. We offered them a free first lesson or tried webinars, and we had people attending those.
However, all the responses we received were, "I can’t afford it now." We really did blame ourselves for a long time, saying "we suck at sales." But to be absolutely honest, we accepted that these people could not afford it. We even offered installment payments (payment divided into 4). But thinking now, since a lot of them earn around $1000 per week, and with paying rent and other expenses, we found out that most of these people did not have the money to join. Many of the students who joined us were either married or living with their families, which helped them to afford our program.

1. We weren't enjoying the business.

We learned an important lesson. That your personal purpose needs to align with your business's mission for you to work through all obstacles. We learned that a business is not easy, it requires a lot of thinking, problem-solving, and hustle. And we are fine with those, but the issue was that coaching international students to help them with employment wasn't the right vehicle for us. To be honest, we didn’t really care, and it seemed like we just wanted money. I think this was the biggest reason why we failed. We weren't getting clients, so we had to figure something out, but since we weren't enjoying the process, we burnt ourselves out, and it just became a chore we had to work on after our full-time job to finish off the day.
So Now:
We now want to start something new, something we are passionate about, something we enjoy even when we're eating shit. And we figured out that it was going to be something related to entrepreneurship. This guy on YouTube, "The Starter Story" Pat Walls, is our big inspiration. So we are thinking of starting a YouTube channel similar to his, sharing stories of different entrepreneurs out there.
But to be honest, we are so stuck. We don’t really know if we are going in the right path. Whether this is all a pipe dream? So I just want to know, or get some tips. How did you guys get started? Any tips would be greatly appreciated.
Thanks !

Dante and Tommy welcome an old friend (or enemy, we'll see) back into the narrative, and once and for all settle the location debate! We are finishing off Arc 3: Lips Sealed.
Read along with us: https://twigserial.wordpress.com/category/story/arc-3-lips-sealed/3-10/
Discussion question: Let's assume the already named Lambs got to rename their project to align with how they'd like to develop rather than how they're being developed. What would each pick?

Hi guys, I'm 26, currently working as a civil engineer in Australia, and last year I started a business with a mate who is currently working as a commercial pilot. So, we've been working full time for around 2 years now, and quickly found out we wanted more freedom. Since we are both interested in entrepreneurship, we decided to "give this thing a go".
According to some YouTubers out there, the best way to start a business is to think about the problems you've solved in your past and make a business solving that problem for other people going through the same struggles. So, the idea we had was to help international graduates land full-time employment through our coaching program. I was an international student my whole life, and I also struggled to land a role (due to visa issues, lack of work experience, etc.), so I thought there were definitely people out there who needed help. After doing a bunch of research and looking at similar businesses that are already operating, we built a program similar, better, and cheaper. Since then, we've worked on it for a year now, until last month when we decided to quit.
So Here's why:
We've had around 10 students so far. And the results were great, we got good testimonials and we actually felt fulfilled helping these people out. One of our students couldn’t find employment even after 5 years from graduation and we helped him land his first engineering role. But despite all of these we found out two things.

1. Most of our prospects couldn’t afford our service.

The people we were targeting mostly worked in restaurants, retail, petrol stations, and drove for Uber. I don’t want to sound rude, but we were trying to sell a costly product ($1500 for our program) to people at the lower end of the socioeconomic spectrum. We learned sales along the way. We reached out to hundreds, or even thousands, of people on LinkedIn. We offered them a free first lesson or tried webinars, and we had people attending those.
However, all the responses we received were, "I can’t afford it now." We really did blame ourselves for a long time, saying "we suck at sales." But to be absolutely honest, we accepted that these people could not afford it. We even offered installment payments (payment divided into 4). But thinking now, since a lot of them earn around $1000 per week, and with paying rent and other expenses, we found out that most of these people did not have the money to join. Many of the students who joined us were either married or living with their families, which helped them to afford our program.

1. We weren't enjoying the business.

We learned an important lesson. That your personal purpose needs to align with your business's mission for you to work through all obstacles. We learned that a business is not easy, it requires a lot of thinking, problem-solving, and hustle. And we are fine with those, but the issue was that coaching international students to help them with employment wasn't the right vehicle for us. To be honest, we didn’t really care, and it seemed like we just wanted money. I think this was the biggest reason why we failed. We weren't getting clients, so we had to figure something out, but since we weren't enjoying the process, we burnt ourselves out, and it just became a chore we had to work on after our full-time job to finish off the day.
So Now:
We now want to start something new, something we are passionate about, something we enjoy even when we're eating shit. And we figured out that it was going to be something related to entrepreneurship. This guy on YouTube, "The Starter Story" Pat Walls, is our big inspiration. So we are thinking of starting a YouTube channel similar to his, sharing stories of different entrepreneurs out there.
But to be honest, we are so stuck. We don’t really know if we are going in the right path. Whether this is all a pipe dream? So I just want to know, or get some tips. How did you guys get started? Any tips would be greatly appreciated.
Thanks !

Heyoo there on the other side of the screen. My name ooh wait not yet that will come.
Why am I here well I like to socialize and meet people everyone has there own story which is interesting to listen to and also you could make a friend if not more ❤️✨️
Im a guy from Poland but live in the Netherlands and im fluent in 3 languages. I immigrated when I was 8 and lived since then here.
I had a rather tough upbringing so I developed a lot of empathy. I have met a lot of people on social media and made amazing friends. I have been called kind and caring so if we vibe I would say we will have good chat.
Im trying my best in life and did a lot in it already to improve.
I have a very fluffy cat
Some things I do. I love going to the gym and I watch a lot of stufd about it. I game mostly league but open to most pc games. I did self improvement or atleast most of it. Meditation was the best. It feels like a super power. Im made for music of any kind last I was to a hardcore rave but I also love some house and chill vibes. So send any songs recommendations.
If you prefer knowing how I look I dont mind sharing. I know its important for some people.
Im pretty much a open book and I have a bit of life knowledge. Feel free to ask anything.
If you are here have a great day and you are doing amazing ❤️❤️❤️

Firstly, thanks in advance for any help. I am from a different field and I ended up with a bad RSI (about 8 years now with RSI that isn’t healing) so using the keyboard and bending my elbow is very painful so I had to quit my job and am unemployed.
Ergonomic keyboards and mice are always temporary fixes and don't work permanently. No one else I know in accounting has issues like mine so working hands free in that field seems hard. Working in a non computer role is hard cause of my painful hands and elbows. Jobs without hand usage are hard to find. Though I thought of becoming a psychologist and using Dragon dictation software for reports after a counselling session.
I found youtube videos of programmers using Serenade.ai, Talon, Voqal and a Tobii tracker to code with their voice. Thinking, this lets my hands heal and is a backup for regular mouse and keyboard use if my body needs a break, which I can't get in another office career.
On other sites, I read programmers don't type non stop, but have to think about best ways to structure the code which will be my rest breaks.
Anyone experienced think it is possible to get a job learning coding from scratch using my voice and make a career from this? The YouTube cases I saw online were all experienced programmers who swapped to voice coding from injury not a complete newbie.

I’m looking for a story I’ve read before but can’t find and I’m sure I didn’t imagine it! It’s based off the season 2 finale and as the rift to the other universe closes, when Lucifer goes to throw the sword in, his mother grabs him and he falls onto the other universe as well. He becomes ill in the other universe and starts searching for the key to the flaming sword on the beach. Eventually he is rescued but Chloe ends up being his hot water bottle as he’s so cold. If anyone can point me in the right direction and put me out of my misery, I’d be really grateful. Thank you

This subreddit may or may not be the right place for this, so feel free to remove this post if it’s out of place.
I’m looking for a D&D group in DSM. I’ve never played, but I bought this starter set that’s built for first timers. I’ve been reading it and I think that I can dungeon master this campaign.
I read online and this campaign can take between 30-50 hours, like an open world video game. So you would obviously break that up over many sessions. I’ve floated the idea past my small friend group, but none of them really have time for a weekly or a bi-weekly commitment to do the whole campaign. my wife is also interested in filling a player slot, if needed. So I need a minimum of 3 other players.
If anyone is interested, let me know. Or if people can point me in the right direction of finding players as well, that’s cool. Finding new people to do stuff like this in my 30’s is proving more difficult than it was when I was in school and around a ton of people lol.

I have some family history of CAD and found out I was a 9p21 homozygote and apoe 3/4. I do regular lab work because I've been on TRT for a few years because my levels were low (300ng/dl) in my mid-late 20s. The cause seemed to be idiopathic secondary. Looked at thyroid/prolactin/cortisol/etc. I feel better than I did with low T.
I've read more about heart health lately and am terrified to be honest. My grandpa had a quadruple bypass at 60 and is alive along with all of my other grandparents today in their 80s. His side had some early deaths though and my aunt with high lp(a) had a heart attack in her 50s and is alive. Mom tested for low lp(a) luckily.
I scheduled a vascular screening that my local hospital does in a few months. They do a few things. I'm not sure if the carotid ultrasound is duplex or CIMT, but am hoping for the latter. I've read the Beat The Heart Attack Gene book and have gotten some of the tests from that as well as Peter.
Blood pressure typically runs 120-125 over 70-75 when I relax for 10 min so that seems like something to lower maybe.
I'm really freaking out over this LP PLA2 result though. My other labs seem solid so I was shocked that it came back high. I have seen that maybe it doesn't have a lot of clinical significance and establishment, but I'm not sure. Does it mean I already have plaque in the arteries?
Should I try to meet with a cardiologist and get on a statin? My LP PLA2 was just pulled so it wasn't on my labs that my primary looked at. He thought everything looked great.
My labs are below:
Total Cholesterol - 169 mg/dL (<200)
Triglycerides - 39 mg/dL (<150)
HDL - 57mg/dL (> 40)
LDL - 101mg/dL
Apob - 77mg/dL (<90)
Lp(a) - <10nmol/L (<75)
LP PLA2 - 156nmol/min/mL (<=123) HIGH
Fibrinogen - 203mg/dL (175-425)
HS CRP - <0.2mg/dL (<1.0)
Homocysteine - 7.9umol/L (<11.4) This had been higher normal as I'm C677T heterozygote. B/Folate supplementation seems to help.
TSH - 2.97mIU/L (.4 - 4.5) I've pulled fT3 and fT4 in the past and they were close to top of the range. TSH always runs a bit higher, no hypo symptoms
Glucose - 89mg/dL (65-99)
SHGB - 10.7nmol/L (10-50)
Total Test - 876ng/dL (250-1100)
Free Test - 253pg/mL (46-224) HIGH
E2 Ultrasensitive - 60pg/mL (< 29) HIGH - I feel better not taking an AI and have read that E2 is cardioprotective
DHEAS - 286mcg/dL (93-415)
Albumin - 5.1g/dL (3.6-5.1)
Protein - 7.5g/dL (6.1-8.1)
Globulin - 2.4 (1.9-3.7)
Bilirubin - 2.3mg/dL (.2-1.2) I believe I have Gilbert's Syndrome. This always runs high especially with longer fasts
Alkaline Phosphatase - 50u/L (36-130)
AST - 19 (10-40)
ALT - 16 (19-46)
GGT - 11 (3-90)
BUN - 15 (7-25)
Creatinine - 1.24 (.6-1.26)
Calcium - 10.1 (8.6-10.3)
Cystatin C - .8mg/dL (.52-1.31) eGFR with this is 117
Sodium - 140 (135-146)
Potassium - 4.5 (3.5-5.3)
Chloride - 103 (98-110)
Carbon Dioxide - 31 (20-32)
Platelet Count - 184 (140-400)
Red Blood Count - 5.52 (4.2-5.8)
Hemoglobin - 16.6 (13.2-17.1)
Hematocrit - 49.8 (38.5-50)
Rest of reds and whites and PSA are in range

So, im pretty sure I’m a maladaptive daydreamer. Ever since I can remember I was much more inside of my own world than in reality. I would walk to school and see the road and arrive safely, but have no real memories of the way because I was busy riding a dragon or something. Eventually my daydreams stopped being about me or my parame most of the time and became somewhat of fanfictions that I’m just not writing out but playing like an actual movie. I’ve also always been kind of addicted to watching TV. It always made me feel safe. Mostly I didn’t just watch TV - I was also playing something on my phone or writing stories or walking up and down, daydreaming of course, or doing my homework, learning… whatever I did, the TV was running in the background, mostly with my comfort characters. The last weeks I haven’t watched TV. I kind of switched the one Obsession with a new one: online-fanfictions. I’m often listening to music and have to take breaks for my daydreams, but in the end it’s pretty similar. My parents never liked me watching so much TV (sometimes I watched TV and read a fanfiction at the same time) and especially not doing everything else around the TV. They always told me I had to stop, I had to „realise it’s just a TV, it’s just fictional shows, [I] need to focus on real life!“ But I never could. They suggested listening to the radio or to music while doing necessary things because apparently the TV was too much of a distraction… it took me a while to realise that the TV was important, at least I thought so, because it gave me a story to follow, something to look at (even if I didn’t look at it most of the time, somehow it was still there) and something to hear. But now I’m reading fanfictions all day. I can see the characters in my head. I can almost hear them. It’s just the same, even though it actually gives me less to focus on and it’s hard to do anything else on the side. So, I guess, my question is if other people know this too. If you basically let other people (showrunners, fanfiction-writers) do the daydreaming for you so you can act it out and add your own twist, which is why Radio or nothing but music just doesn’t work… maybe some of you managed to get out of this and would be okay with telling me about their way. I don’t know. Anyway, thanks for reading!