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Acusmouse - Philanthrope (Andrea Ferlin Remix) [GOODRO DIGITAL] / Key Bm, BPM 128, 8:04, MP3 19.52 Mb
Acusmouse - Philanthrope [GOODRO DIGITAL] / Key Gm, BPM 125, 7:27, MP3 18.06 Mb
Aiyo - Ramaramaray [Epidemic Electronic] / Key Dm, BPM 95, 2:47, MP3 7.11 Mb
Aiyo - Shuffle Showdown [Epidemic Electronic] / Key Dm, BPM 131, 3:03, MP3 7.77 Mb
Aiyo - Street Rev Anthem [Epidemic Electronic] / Key Dbm, BPM 144, 2:52, MP3 7.33 Mb
Akrill, YASASHI - Капризная feat. YASASHI [welofi] / Key Dm, BPM 142, 3:58, MP3 9.96 Mb
Akrill, YASASHI - Капризная feat. YASASHI (Slowed) [welofi] / Key Cm, BPM 125, 4:31, MP3 11.26 Mb
Alan Ellis - Come To [Epidemic Electronic] / Key F#m, BPM 148, 3:23, MP3 8.41 Mb
Alan Ellis - Leveler [Epidemic Electronic] / Key Eb, BPM 120, 3:30, MP3 8.66 Mb
Alan Ellis - Poles [Epidemic Electronic] / Key Gm, BPM 115, 3:37, MP3 8.94 Mb
Aleksandr Stroganov - Oy Daa (Instrumental Mix) [Stroganov Music] / Key D, BPM 118, 6:39, MP3 16.31 Mb
Aleksandr Stroganov - Oy Daa [Stroganov Music] / Key Dm, BPM 118, 6:39, MP3 16.31 Mb
AlphaCube - Balearic Guitars [SounEmot State] / Key Abm, BPM 136, 7:09, MP3 17.37 Mb
Anastasiya Berezovscaya - Vo sne idu [Ashime Records] / Key Dm, BPM 104, 3:57, MP3 9.67 Mb
Anton Dolgushin - Questions & Answers [Nature Is Pure Love] / Key Fm, BPM 120, 5:17, MP3 12.89 Mb
Anton Dolgushin - Way to Target [Nature Is Pure Love] / Key F#m, BPM 123, 3:23, MP3 8.36 Mb
Ariel Shalom - Stuck in My Head [Artlist Original] / Key Cm, BPM 174, 3:11, MP3 8.00 Mb
Attima - Parking Lot Dahlias [Bioritmica] / Key Bb, BPM 143, 2:47, MP3 7.04 Mb
Attima - World Premiere Interview [Bioritmica] / Key Fm, BPM 116, 2:48, MP3 7.09 Mb
BABY GEE VIBES - Techno High [EDM Vibes Music] / Key Cm, BPM 150, 5:37, MP3 13.68 Mb
Bodzza - Mind Keeper [Codein Music] / Key Fm, BPM 144, 5:23, MP3 13.08 Mb
Bodzza - Pedra no Sapato [Codein Music] / Key Fm, BPM 143, 5:26, MP3 13.17 Mb
Bodzza - Plateau [Codein Music] / Key Dbm, BPM 144, 4:57, MP3 12.01 Mb
Bodzza - Those Days [Codein Music] / Key Dm, BPM 142, 5:40, MP3 13.73 Mb
Bodzza - Vicious [Codein Music] / Key Am, BPM 142, 5:55, MP3 14.34 Mb
Boiler K, Piso Con Vistas - Valiendo (Club Edit) [Superkinki Music] / Key Fm, BPM 125, 3:38, MP3 8.83 Mb
Booty Leak, Yellow Pvnk, TECHNO KING - What Is Love (HYPERTECHNO) [Magic Techno] / Key F#m, BPM 160, 1:42, MP3 4.26 Mb
Brothertiger - The Garden [Brothertiger] / Key C, BPM 144, 4:45, MP3 12.22 Mb
Casiio, Sleepermane - Myrrh [Lotus Records] / Key Eb, BPM 80, 2:36, MP3 6.64 Mb
Chaco - Rude Boy (Edit) [Realty Records] / Key Gm, BPM 130, 2:57, MP3 7.64 Mb
Chaco - Rude Boy [Realty Records] / Key Cm, BPM 133, 3:44, MP3 9.50 Mb
Chris Klein - Solar Eclipse [Sounds and Frequencies Recordings] / Key Abm, BPM 122, 6:37, MP3 16.13 Mb
DEX 1200 - The Lost Forest [Epidemic Electronic] / Key Cm, BPM 100, 4:07, MP3 10.38 Mb
DHertz - Techno - Classic T [DHertz] / Key Abm, BPM 140, 3:09, MP3 7.65 Mb
DJ DOSKOI - Sample415 [Young Technic] / Key Cm, BPM 126, 5:24, MP3 13.14 Mb
DJ Tranceair - Gilgamesh [SounEmot State] / Key Fm, BPM 140, 5:43, MP3 13.95 Mb
Davvi - Spring Breeze [EYRA Music] / Key Dbm, BPM 94, 3:35, MP3 8.91 Mb
Desire - Darkside [Italians Do It Better] / Key Fm, BPM 137, 4:12, MP3 10.52 Mb
Desire - Human Nature [Italians Do It Better] / Key C, BPM 120, 3:47, MP3 9.54 Mb
Desire - Vampire [Italians Do It Better] / Key F#, BPM 162, 2:37, MP3 6.74 Mb
Dj Rauff - Rumble [Luxury Night] / Key Ebm, BPM 105, 2:31, MP3 6.39 Mb
DreamLife, SounEmot, Grande Piano, Elgfrothi - Ephemeral Past (DreamSkies Mashup) [SounEmot State] / Key Am, BPM 138, 5:38, MP3 13.75 Mb
Drum & Breakers, Madhalakk - You Deserve Love (Edit Mix) [Superkinki Music] / Key Em, BPM 131, 2:45, MP3 6.69 Mb
Empath - Felucca feat. Tapani Rinne (Kimik Remix) [The Sound Collective] / Key Em, BPM 132, 3:49, MP3 9.52 Mb
Empath - Felucca feat. Tapani Rinne [The Sound Collective] / Key E, BPM 132, 7:16, MP3 17.79 Mb
Empath - Road to Quantum feat. Tapani Rinne [The Sound Collective] / Key Gm, BPM 131, 6:22, MP3 15.64 Mb
Evissimax - OTT [Universal Music Italia srL.] / Key Am, BPM 140, 4:00, MP3 9.72 Mb
Flowzhaker, Simsoneria Swing - Plastic Dolls (Edit Mix) [Superkinki Music] / Key Cm, BPM 120, 2:12, MP3 5.36 Mb
Fran Garro - Rosas (Techno) [FRAN GARRO MUSIC] / Key A, BPM 150, 3:12, MP3 8.08 Mb
Fran Garro, Techno Bangers - Rosas (Hypertechno) [FRAN GARRO MUSIC] / Key B, BPM 162, 2:58, MP3 7.51 Mb
Frank Wiedemann, Howling, RY X - Phases feat. RY X feat. Frank Wiedemann (Edit) [Counter Records] / Key Bbm, BPM 123, 2:37, MP3 6.65 Mb
Freezeout - Run Run [Queenside Recordings] / Key Bbm, BPM 125, 2:34, MP3 6.30 Mb
Freezeout - Time (Mark Vox Remix - Extended Mix) [Queenside Recordings] / Key Ebm, BPM 125, 3:52, MP3 9.46 Mb
Goldy - Обійняти [Ukraine Dancing Label] / Key F, BPM 116, 3:20, MP3 8.23 Mb
Grande Piano - Emotion Code [SounEmot State] / Key Abm, BPM 136, 6:55, MP3 16.85 Mb
GutterGizmo - Sliabh Torc [Soundserfing Records] / Key Cm, BPM 135, 5:56, MP3 14.48 Mb
H. Paul - Ghosts in the procession (Asymmetrik Remix) [Induxtriall Records] / Key Gm, BPM 133, 6:05, MP3 14.67 Mb
H. Paul - Ghosts in the procession (Original mix) [Induxtriall Records] / Key Cm, BPM 135, 5:13, MP3 12.61 Mb
H. Paul - Gunshots and screams (Original mix) [Induxtriall Records] / Key Dbm, BPM 165, 2:57, MP3 7.18 Mb
H. Paul - Rationalization (Oleka Remix) [Induxtriall Records] / Key Abm, BPM 144, 5:25, MP3 13.09 Mb
H. Paul - racionalización (Mezcla original) [Induxtriall Records] / Key F#m, BPM 136, 5:18, MP3 12.80 Mb
Halvorsen, MÆDM, Mike Riser - Rinse & Repeat (feat. Halvorsen) [Forever Young Recordings] / Key Fm, BPM 126, 3:33, MP3 8.80 Mb
Hokori - No Man's Home [Lamp] / Key Dm, BPM 90, 5:47, MP3 14.17 Mb
Hokori - The Secret Place [Lamp] / Key Fm, BPM 90, 2:51, MP3 7.13 Mb
Honey Hell - Nocturnoodles [Honey Hell] / Key Bm, BPM 142, 5:14, MP3 12.78 Mb
House Anatomy - Around Me [Queenside Recordings] / Key Cm, BPM 123, 2:30, MP3 6.17 Mb
House Anatomy - Chances [Queenside Recordings] / Key Am, BPM 124, 3:37, MP3 8.83 Mb
House Anatomy - Fly With You [Queenside Recordings] / Key Abm, BPM 124, 2:29, MP3 6.12 Mb
ILY, Ambvsh, Anguish - We Fell Apart [LABEL EATER] / Key Fm, BPM 106, 2:18, MP3 5.69 Mb
ILY, Ambvsh, Anguish - We Fell Apart (Slowed) [LABEL EATER] / Key Ebm, BPM 95, 2:36, MP3 6.38 Mb
Ilya Gerus - Microcosmos [Lamp] / Key Eb, BPM 120, 5:28, MP3 13.43 Mb
Imeall - Endevol (Invisible Audience Mix) [Lamp] / Key Em, BPM 123, 3:43, MP3 9.23 Mb
Inherent - Profondità [Systolic Label] / Key Abm, BPM 126, 7:30, MP3 18.20 Mb
Jason Rivas, Lo-Fi on Elm Street - Sunny Day In Central Park (Edit Mix) [Superkinki Music] / Key F#m, BPM 116, 2:35, MP3 6.30 Mb
KAT3X - DEMON TIME [KATEXIS] / Key F#m, BPM 140, 7:05, MP3 17.36 Mb
KAT3X, Martin Luis - ON AIR [KATEXIS] / Key Am, BPM 126, 6:13, MP3 15.28 Mb
Kirilovsky - Nebula Nights [Systolic Label] / Key Cm, BPM 130, 7:14, MP3 17.57 Mb
Konkurs - Active Measures [X-IMG] / Key Abm, BPM 130, 6:18, MP3 15.45 Mb
Konkurs - Descender [X-IMG] / Key Bbm, BPM 110, 5:05, MP3 12.53 Mb
Konkurs - Object of Subversion [X-IMG] / Key Ebm, BPM 133, 6:04, MP3 14.88 Mb
Konkurs - Plasma [X-IMG] / Key Dbm, BPM 130, 6:06, MP3 14.94 Mb
Kryss Hypnowave - Mare Tranquillitatis [Systolic Label] / Key Cm, BPM 120, 7:44, MP3 18.78 Mb
Krzysztof Zalewski - ZGŁOWY [Kayax Production & Publishing] / Key Em, BPM 98, 3:49, MP3 9.47 Mb
Layla Mystic, The Watermelon Summer Crew - Owls (Edit Mix) [Superkinki Music] / Key Gm, BPM 122, 2:26, MP3 5.94 Mb
Liam Dennis - Think Like That [Ulysse Records] / Key Gm, BPM 126, 2:48, MP3 6.88 Mb
Liana, Mood 5 - Work 4 Love (Thrill Me Extended) [Big Mama's House Records] / Key Cm, BPM 121, 6:52, MP3 16.77 Mb
Luca Pernice - PAPI (feat Nina Krings) [ARM Records] / Key Cm, BPM 131, 5:39, MP3 13.90 Mb
Luiz Castro - 7 Am In Rio [Monkey Business Lab] / Key Dbm, BPM 123, 4:52, MP3 11.83 Mb
Luiz Castro - Ainda [Monkey Business Lab] / Key Gm, BPM 124, 3:53, MP3 9.46 Mb
Luiz Castro - Essência [Monkey Business Lab] / Key Abm, BPM 120, 4:19, MP3 10.49 Mb
Luiz Castro - Piquezin [Monkey Business Lab] / Key Bbm, BPM 142, 3:37, MP3 8.83 Mb
MTD, Thanatos, Tracy, KAT3X - SHOCK feat. MTD feat. Tracy (Reconstruction) [KATEXIS] / Key Dm, BPM 140, 6:51, MP3 16.81 Mb
Majed Salih, Vin - Wanary (feat. Vin) [Medievil-Music] / Key Fm, BPM 150, 1:47, MP3 4.39 Mb
Mako Lagoon - Naive Colada [Multiza Distribution] / Key Ebm, BPM 80, 3:00, MP3 7.47 Mb
Mamlouk Mohamed - Ocean Eyes [LVLD Music] / Key Am, BPM 126, 3:09, MP3 7.75 Mb
Mark Vox - Don't Wanna Wait [Queenside Recordings] / Key Gm, BPM 125, 3:58, MP3 9.69 Mb
Menori - Nirvighnam [• kosa •] / Key F#m, BPM 118, 9:44, MP3 23.75 Mb
Menori - Wah Yantee [• kosa •] / Key Am, BPM 122, 5:46, MP3 14.25 Mb
Miami Shakers - Addicted To You [Queenside Recordings] / Key Abm, BPM 124, 2:21, MP3 5.81 Mb
Milosh K, Victor Special - Just Believe [SounEmot State] / Key Ebm, BPM 138, 7:43, MP3 18.77 Mb
Monsters At Work - Smartwater [Erva Doce Records] / Key Dm, BPM 126, 7:12, MP3 17.59 Mb
Mythopoet - Tariki [Systolic Label] / Key Am, BPM 144, 6:15, MP3 15.22 Mb
Nava - Session Deep [Lamp] / Key Bbm, BPM 128, 6:30, MP3 15.91 Mb
Nect3r - Shake Your Body (Rough Mix) [Beatz Breakin Records] / Key Gm, BPM 128, 5:09, MP3 12.70 Mb
Nect3r - Shake Your Body (Trance Mix) [Beatz Breakin Records] / Key Ab, BPM 135, 6:18, MP3 15.44 Mb
Olya Gram, Andy Newtz - Take Me to the Stars (Gayax Remix) [SounEmot State] / Key G, BPM 140, 5:52, MP3 14.33 Mb
Omar Longoria - Pristine Kingdom [SounEmot State] / Key G, BPM 136, 4:33, MP3 11.16 Mb
Onra - Bkk Blues [All City Dublin] / Key Em, BPM 82, 1:42, MP3 4.50 Mb
Onra - Chocolate Thai [All City Dublin] / Key Gm, BPM 89, 1:45, MP3 4.61 Mb
Onra - Close Your Eyes And Remember [All City Dublin] / Key Fm, BPM 85, 2:40, MP3 6.79 Mb
Onra - Eternally Grateful [All City Dublin] / Key Am, BPM 129, 0:51, MP3 2.45 Mb
Onra - Hand In Hand [All City Dublin] / Key Cm, BPM 83, 2:41, MP3 6.86 Mb
Onra - How It's Supposed To Be [All City Dublin] / Key Fm, BPM 161, 2:31, MP3 6.45 Mb
Onra - In The Mist [All City Dublin] / Key D, BPM 163, 1:00, MP3 2.81 Mb
Onra - Masquerade [All City Dublin] / Key Am, BPM 132, 1:35, MP3 4.23 Mb
Onra - Memories [All City Dublin] / Key Gm, BPM 80, 2:12, MP3 5.69 Mb
Onra - Old Photos [All City Dublin] / Key Em, BPM 83, 1:49, MP3 4.77 Mb
Onra - One More Time [All City Dublin] / Key Fm, BPM 87, 1:27, MP3 3.90 Mb
Onra - Purple Flowers [All City Dublin] / Key Em, BPM 88, 2:36, MP3 6.66 Mb
Onra - The Cost [All City Dublin] / Key Bb, BPM 156, 1:30, MP3 4.00 Mb
Onra - The Man Who Owed The Money [All City Dublin] / Key Em, BPM 174, 2:07, MP3 5.50 Mb
Onra - Under The Frangipani Tree [All City Dublin] / Key Cm, BPM 84, 2:24, MP3 6.15 Mb
Onra - Until The End [All City Dublin] / Key Bm, BPM 152, 2:19, MP3 5.99 Mb
Onra - You Know [All City Dublin] / Key F#m, BPM 76, 1:56, MP3 5.06 Mb
Pao Calderon - The Night [DTL Sounds] / Key Cm, BPM 130, 5:49, MP3 14.25 Mb
Paul Pentoxide - Ayla [Lamp] / Key Fm, BPM 110, 3:04, MP3 7.65 Mb
Paul Pentoxide - Bastil [Lamp] / Key Am, BPM 110, 2:46, MP3 6.94 Mb
Piero Forte, Dvit Bousa - Spasc Symphony [Chimba Records International] / Key F#m, BPM 126, 4:04, MP3 10.06 Mb
Piso Con Vistas - Brujos (Club Edit) [Superkinki Music] / Key Bm, BPM 126, 3:24, MP3 8.25 Mb
Playa Del Karma, Poulper - Under the Moon [Quixotical Records] / Key G, BPM 130, 4:46, MP3 11.73 Mb
Recardo - Acid Boots [Sifting Sands] / Key C, BPM 117, 5:33, MP3 13.36 Mb
Recardo - Adrift [Sifting Sands] / Key Em, BPM 117, 5:08, MP3 12.38 Mb
Recardo - Arco [Sifting Sands] / Key Am, BPM 114, 4:08, MP3 10.11 Mb
Recardo - Bose [Sifting Sands] / Key Fm, BPM 117, 6:43, MP3 16.19 Mb
Recardo - Bring It Back [Sifting Sands] / Key Fm, BPM 123, 7:50, MP3 18.85 Mb
Recardo - Chant [Sifting Sands] / Key Abm, BPM 123, 8:52, MP3 21.33 Mb
Recardo - Contrails [Sifting Sands] / Key G, BPM 120, 4:50, MP3 11.65 Mb
Recardo - Curve [Sifting Sands] / Key Ab, BPM 93, 5:37, MP3 13.58 Mb
Recardo - Day One [Sifting Sands] / Key F#m, BPM 128, 6:18, MP3 15.23 Mb
Recardo - Det [Sifting Sands] / Key Ebm, BPM 119, 5:10, MP3 12.58 Mb
Recardo - Donatello [Sifting Sands] / Key Dbm, BPM 119, 3:51, MP3 9.33 Mb
Recardo - Forget Paradise [Sifting Sands] / Key G, BPM 125, 9:22, MP3 22.67 Mb
Recardo - Form Follows Function [Sifting Sands] / Key Cm, BPM 114, 9:05, MP3 21.98 Mb
Recardo - Gloss [Sifting Sands] / Key Dm, BPM 120, 5:51, MP3 14.13 Mb
Recardo - Goodnight Jesse [Sifting Sands] / Key Cm, BPM 122, 9:12, MP3 22.20 Mb
Recardo - Grid [Sifting Sands] / Key Am, BPM 137, 5:16, MP3 12.70 Mb
Recardo - I [Sifting Sands] / Key Db, BPM 148, 1:58, MP3 4.79 Mb
Recardo - Lake [Sifting Sands] / Key Ab, BPM 117, 6:00, MP3 14.59 Mb
Recardo - Little White Lies [Sifting Sands] / Key Am, BPM 149, 6:59, MP3 16.89 Mb
Recardo - Loose [Sifting Sands] / Key Fm, BPM 122, 6:55, MP3 16.79 Mb
Recardo - Nomad [Sifting Sands] / Key Gm, BPM 133, 7:34, MP3 18.25 Mb
Recardo - Oil Bath [Sifting Sands] / Key Em, BPM 121, 8:40, MP3 20.86 Mb
Recardo - One [Sifting Sands] / Key Cm, BPM 129, 5:15, MP3 12.78 Mb
Recardo - Outsiders [Sifting Sands] / Key Cm, BPM 120, 5:57, MP3 14.32 Mb
Recardo - Over and Out [Sifting Sands] / Key C, BPM 120, 2:11, MP3 5.30 Mb
Recardo - Pegasus [Sifting Sands] / Key Em, BPM 118, 8:49, MP3 21.25 Mb
Recardo - Prototype [Sifting Sands] / Key Am, BPM 128, 5:09, MP3 12.41 Mb
Recardo - Reality Chek [Sifting Sands] / Key Cm, BPM 123, 9:44, MP3 23.52 Mb
Recardo - Red Descent [Sifting Sands] / Key Em, BPM 107, 8:56, MP3 21.49 Mb
Recardo - Red Key [Sifting Sands] / Key B, BPM 124, 5:47, MP3 13.99 Mb
Recardo - Second Skin [Sifting Sands] / Key Cm, BPM 126, 6:03, MP3 14.61 Mb
Recardo - Simotaur [Sifting Sands] / Key Dbm, BPM 129, 4:05, MP3 9.87 Mb
Recardo - The Patch [Sifting Sands] / Key Gm, BPM 100, 6:47, MP3 16.36 Mb
Recardo - Toth [Sifting Sands] / Key Fm, BPM 128, 3:23, MP3 8.22 Mb
Recardo - Transmission [Sifting Sands] / Key Gm, BPM 128, 9:12, MP3 22.12 Mb
Recardo - Two [Sifting Sands] / Key Abm, BPM 131, 10:00, MP3 24.11 Mb
Recardo - Unknown Dub [Sifting Sands] / Key Am, BPM 120, 5:02, MP3 12.26 Mb
Recardo - Vortex [Sifting Sands] / Key Gm, BPM 120, 5:25, MP3 13.04 Mb
Recardo - Why [Sifting Sands] / Key Cm, BPM 120, 6:15, MP3 15.12 Mb
Recardo - Zero [Sifting Sands] / Key Dm, BPM 116, 4:35, MP3 11.07 Mb
Recardo - Zero G [Sifting Sands] / Key Abm, BPM 94, 4:10, MP3 10.04 Mb
Red Pulse - Angel [Ubuntu Psy Records] / Key Gm, BPM 140, 4:21, MP3 10.73 Mb
Red Pulse - Effected [Ubuntu Psy Records] / Key Fm, BPM 130, 5:34, MP3 13.66 Mb
Red Pulse - I See Heaven [Ubuntu Psy Records] / Key Gm, BPM 142, 4:47, MP3 11.78 Mb
Red Pulse - Is My Time [Ubuntu Psy Records] / Key Gm, BPM 142, 4:10, MP3 10.29 Mb
Red Pulse - Special [Ubuntu Psy Records] / Key Am, BPM 142, 4:02, MP3 9.96 Mb
Red Pulse - Wonderfull One [Ubuntu Psy Records] / Key Abm, BPM 142, 5:53, MP3 14.42 Mb
Red Pulse, BlackHood - Remember [Ubuntu Psy Records] / Key Em, BPM 140, 4:48, MP3 11.81 Mb
Red Pulse, InsideOut BR - See It Coming [Ubuntu Psy Records] / Key Dbm, BPM 142, 5:33, MP3 13.62 Mb
Red Pulse, YAAN - Seremos Livres feat. Yaan [Ubuntu Psy Records] / Key Gm, BPM 142, 4:20, MP3 10.70 Mb
Repart - Dandelion [Systolic Label] / Key Dm, BPM 128, 6:00, MP3 14.63 Mb
Roman Crash, Odarka - Vesnyanca [Gonivo Records] / Key Dm, BPM 120, 5:44, MP3 14.11 Mb
S.F.A - Umoya [Euphoric Echo Records] / Key Dbm, BPM 113, 6:49, MP3 16.72 Mb
SHADXWBLXDE, Kxstanax - STAY BACK! [Merphi Music Group] / Key Cm, BPM 107, 2:42, MP3 6.74 Mb
SLAYJAY - Wanderlust [Future Cuts] / Key G, BPM 126, 3:11, MP3 8.03 Mb
STI Project - Dreaming You [Queenside Recordings] / Key F#m, BPM 123, 2:30, MP3 6.17 Mb
Sam Fletcher, Ruslan Aschaulov - Awakening [SounEmot State] / Key B, BPM 138, 7:53, MP3 19.14 Mb
Siki - Stay Close [Siki] / Key D, BPM 128, 2:38, MP3 6.47 Mb
Stormy - BBOY [Diffuse Reality Records] / Key G, BPM 138, 4:24, MP3 10.80 Mb
Stormy - Connect [Diffuse Reality Records] / Key Fm, BPM 116, 4:25, MP3 10.82 Mb
Stormy - Miss Honey [Diffuse Reality Records] / Key Bbm, BPM 147, 5:12, MP3 12.69 Mb
Stormy - Nervousness [Diffuse Reality Records] / Key Gm, BPM 145, 5:24, MP3 13.21 Mb
Stormy - Out of range [Diffuse Reality Records] / Key Cm, BPM 125, 4:13, MP3 10.37 Mb
Stormy - Runnin Out [Diffuse Reality Records] / Key Gm, BPM 138, 4:45, MP3 11.64 Mb
Sub Accent - V-Trancer [Systolic Label] / Key Em, BPM 133, 5:51, MP3 14.25 Mb
Thanatos, KAT3X - DOPE (RAVE ON) [KATEXIS] / Key Fm, BPM 157, 6:07, MP3 15.02 Mb
Thanatos, Tracy - SHOCK (Original) [KATEXIS] / Key Abm, BPM 127, 7:49, MP3 19.10 Mb
The Electric Mist Orchestra - Caught Adrift [Lamp] / Key A, BPM 120, 3:58, MP3 9.83 Mb
The Watermelon Summer Crew - Have A Good Time (Dub Mix) [Superkinki Music] / Key Dm, BPM 124, 2:53, MP3 7.03 Mb
Tosca - Un Marciano Sentado en el Ala (Remix) [TOSCA] / Key Ebm, BPM 132, 2:29, MP3 6.05 Mb
Turtlecommercial - NEWJEANS (Sped Up) [Broke] / Key Em, BPM 134, 2:03, MP3 5.08 Mb
VicTone - Smash Hit [SounEmot State] / Key Bbm, BPM 140, 5:45, MP3 14.05 Mb
Vicious Pink - Alien Patience [Minimal Wave] / Key F#m, BPM 72, 5:20, MP3 13.19 Mb
Vicious Pink - Chaos 303 [Minimal Wave] / Key Dm, BPM 125, 3:32, MP3 8.90 Mb
Vicious Pink - Move Up Closer [Minimal Wave] / Key Dm, BPM 113, 2:19, MP3 5.98 Mb
Vicious Pink - Night Drive [Minimal Wave] / Key Abm, BPM 133, 3:21, MP3 8.43 Mb
Vicious Pink - Not Your Kind of Girl [Minimal Wave] / Key Db, BPM 120, 3:33, MP3 8.91 Mb
Vicious Pink - Perpendicular [Minimal Wave] / Key Am, BPM 116, 3:09, MP3 7.95 Mb
Vicious Pink - Slightly Ahead [Minimal Wave] / Key Am, BPM 115, 2:18, MP3 5.92 Mb
Vicious Pink - So You Want To Love Me? [Minimal Wave] / Key Cm, BPM 121, 3:38, MP3 9.14 Mb
Vicious Pink - South Side [Minimal Wave] / Key Em, BPM 135, 3:39, MP3 9.15 Mb
Vicious Pink - Undercover [Minimal Wave] / Key Dm, BPM 126, 6:15, MP3 15.42 Mb
Yamato Daka, D33tro7 - Spaceballs [Kinkanahia Music] / Key Bb, BPM 130, 4:29, MP3 10.95 Mb
arium pol - Senegal [Pollen Music] / Key C, BPM 144, 3:52, MP3 9.77 Mb
arium pol - oh, darling [Pollen Music] / Key C, BPM 138, 1:32, MP3 4.18 Mb
arium pol - rozmowa [Pollen Music] / Key Em, BPM 132, 4:04, MP3 10.24 Mb
arium pol - what I've got to do [Pollen Music] / Key Dbm, BPM 146, 3:32, MP3 8.98 Mb
arium pol - what were you thinking? [Pollen Music] / Key Gm, BPM 140, 4:00, MP3 10.09 Mb
dogg jaw - Glimmer [Lamp] / Key Abm, BPM 139, 7:57, MP3 19.39 Mb
Ömer Said - So Long [Mark Music] / Key Em, BPM 105, 5:04, MP3 12.34 Mb
Øsc - Nibiru [Systolic Label] / Key Ab, BPM 128, 7:45, MP3 18.82 Mb
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Doctors thought it was musculoskeletal and sent her for physio, but that didn’t help.
Her bloating was put down to irritable bowel syndrome (IBS) – but changes in diet didn’t ease her symptoms either.
When the agony worsened in her 30s, the mother-of-two found herself bedbound and unable to look after her children. She was prescribed a range of painkillers, including opioids.
It would take two decades – when she was 37 – for her to be correctly diagnosed with endometriosis, which affects one in 10 women in the UK (1.5 million women).
By then, the disease had spread to multiple organs. “Looking back, I had endometriosis most of my life,” she told i. “Because it was misdiagnosed, it had a chance to grow and it had spread quite badly. It had spread to my gallbladder, my ovaries and my intestines, causing more intense pain.”
After suffering problems taking opioids, Ms Bardsley says she has got her life back after using medicinal cannabis.
She is one of thousands of endometriosis sufferers who have secretly used the class B drug, either illicitly or legally, to manage their pain. A survey by Edinburgh University of 2,500 women with the disease found a third had used cannabinoids – compounds found in the cannabis plant – with around half saying it gave them relief from symptoms.
Research suggests cannabis suppresses pain receptors and has a protective effect on the gut, the health of which has been linked to the progression of endometriosis.
Endometriosis occurs when tissue similar to the lining of the uterus grows outside the uterus. This leads to inflammation and scar tissue forming. As well as causing severe pain in the pelvis and extreme pain during periods and sex, it can make it harder to get pregnant.
Ms Bardsley, from East Sussex, had a laparoscopy – an operation in which a camera is inserted into the pelvis via a small cut near the navel – which is the only definitive way to diagnose the disease.
Sadly, she is not alone in how long it took to get answers: On average it takes nearly nine years from onset of symptoms to get a diagnosis, according to Endometriosis UK.
There is currently no cure. Treatment includes hormone medicine and surgery to remove the endometriosis tissue.
Ms Bardsley, who runs a coffee shop in Nutley, East Sussex, says the delay in diagnosis has robbed her of living her life to the fullest.
“I’ve spent so much time lying in my bed with my TENS machine on. I had to save all my energy for work to earn money, so I had to compromise on my social life. I’d go on holiday and I just be in bed,” she said.
The removal of the endometriosis during the laparoscopy had limited effects for Ms Bardsley, and she was prescribed the strong painkiller codeine. “I was taking eight a day, for around nine months,” she explained. “No-one said to stop taking it. And then a consultant I saw did say you shouldn’t be on it that long.”
Codeine is not usually recommended for the treatment of chronic pain. It can cause life-threatening breathing problems, constipation, headache or dizziness, drowsiness, nausea and vomiting.
The drug can cause addiction and tolerance can develop, when it becomes less effective and the body needs higher doses to feel the same relief.
When the medication is stopped, severe withdrawal symptoms can include head and muscle aches, mood swings, insomnia, nausea and diarrhoea.
“I felt extremely nauseous and had headaches and trying to come off the codeine was horrible,” said Ms Bardsley. “I hadn’t realised the damage it can do to your body.”
Ms Bardsley knew of two friends with endometriosis who had found relief from their pain using medicinal cannabis, and so she obtained a private prescription, through one of the UK’s major medical cannabis providers, Curaleaf Clinic.
She says she “didn’t bother” asking her GP for a prescription, given how difficult it is to get one, despite it being legalised for certain conditions in 2018.
Within a month of using it, Ms Bardsley felt a difference, but it took a few months for her to feel the full benefit.
“Before the pain was definitely 10 out of 10, and every day,” she said. “By the end of month three, I was like, wow, I felt like a different person.
“I was taking the oils and vaping at the start, but then the pain was so under control with oils that I stopped vaping.”
“I don’t have daily pain now. I have probably two or three days a month where I’m bad, and the pain will be six out of 10. But I can cope with that.
“I’ve been able to focus on my businesses and my family life is so much better.”
The cost of her prescription is around £50 a month. “I don’t think that’s too bad. It’s worth it to me.
“As a side note, I’ve got really bad ADHD. And I have noticed that the cannabis really helps with that as well. My ability to focus, my drive and motivation, and clarity has improved so much.”

How cannabis is thought to help endometriosis

Currently, over 60 countries have legalised some form of medicinal cannabis. In the UK, prescribing the drug for certain conditions by a specialist doctor to treat health conditions was technically made legal in 2018.
Medical conditions that can qualify for cannabis include severe epilepsy, those with certain multiple sclerosis symptoms and adults with vomiting or nausea caused by chemotherapy.
But fewer than five NHS patients have been given the medicine. The government says safety needs to be proven by research before a wider rollout.
Private practices, however, have a far wider scope for prescriptions, including for chronic pain, certain psychiatric disorders and various neurological conditions.
Research suggests the microbiota – collection of bacteria in the gut – may contribute to the progression of endometriosis and lesion growth.
A study published last November in the Journal of Clinical Medicine found that cannabis shows promise in pain management in endometriosis.
Researchers analysed 140 scientific papers and concluded that cannabis-derived endocannabinoids have a protective effect on the gut, reducing gut inflammation and enhancing permeability. This alleviates bloating, a common symptom of endometriosis.
Additionally, cannabinoids inherently suppress pain receptors and act as a natural painkiller.
However, the authors said clinical studies are needed to determine the effectiveness.
Now, NHS Scotland is funding a clinical trial to research the effects of CBD on pelvic pain related to endometriosis.
Carried out by University of Edinburgh scientists, it is hoped it will pave the way for wider access to cannabis-based medicines on the NHS.
https://www.msn.com/en-gb/health/otheendometriosis-left-me-bedbound-medical-cannabis-gave-me-my-life-back/ar-BB1lmPFa

The past few days have been a whirlwind. To say that this is the most painful thing I’ve experienced is a massive understatement. My fiancee and I just lost our just-turned-nine-year-old Golden Retriever. In the most sudden and unforeseen manner. In hopes that this offers some kind of catharsis, escape from the pendulum that swings between total numbness and paralyzing pain, or even helps just simply reconcile what we just experienced, I want to detail out the timeline of events.
You see, this timeline starts with a Golden Retriever who recently turned 9. Now, 9 years old isn’t OLD old, but it’s not young. A quick google search tells me that the life expectancy for this breed ranges from 9 years to 12 years. Kinda gut-wrenching to read. I mean, we knew that her day would eventually come, but had no idea just how soon. I highlight her age right off the bat because 1) that’s how long I’ve had her and 2) at 9 years old, you wouldn’t necessarily be shocked to see her gradually slowing down and becoming less active (this being a key symptom that we keyed in on prior to taking her to the vet).
I picked her up at just about 7 weeks old, and having spent nearly a decade with her, grew very aware of not only her typical mannerisms, but also the things to be a little concerned about. Like when she’d pick up a rogue pizza crust off the sidewalk in the West Village, and proceed to battle a case of upset stomach for the next few days. It’d always start with a slight disinterest in meals, a very stark contrast compared to her usual “hey, whats this? can I have some?” presence around anything being consumed. So, that’s what we noticed initially. She lacked interest in her morning meals, oftentimes sniffing the newly placed kibble, and turning away from it. We’d mix in a little apple sauce, same thing. Pick up the apple-sauce-coated kibble and hand feed it to her, and she’d take it, but not energetically. Not ideal, given our track record of what this usually meant. Couple that with the gradual slowing that I mentioned up above, I decided maybe it wouldn’t hurt to take her in for a quick check-up and some bloodwork.
I scheduled an appointment at the closest clinic, which would take 10 minutes to get to. The appointment was in 30. I immediately got a call from them, explaining that the system had malfunctioned, and that slot was actually not available and I’d have to get the next available, which was the following week. Refusing to wait several more days to get our sweet girl some relief, I found the next available at another clinic nearby. We waited a few hours, then made our way over. We arrived, met with the vet staff, and proceeded to go through the bloodwork. We sat in the exam room, trading high fives for treats, getting butt-hop scratches, and sending pics to mom to pass the time. Before too long, the doc comes in and expresses concern. “We’re anemic”. Shit. “I think we should order radiographs,” she says. So we do. Rinse and repeat on the waiting game. A few more treats, a few more high fives, and now a few nervous texts back and forth with mom. The doc comes back again, this time with a vet tech. The vet tech is here to play babysitter while I go back with the doc to see the results of the scan. As we walk through the medical suite, her back to me, my heart begins to race. What if this is bad? I mean, it’s likely not good. She’s said practically nothing to me yet. We get to the room, and she turns toward me as she reaches for the mouse to pull up the images. I look over and notice that tears are running down her face. Fuck. I’m now numb. It’s like the scene in the war movie where you, the audience, are subjected to an explosion and the “ears ringing/shellshock” sound effect is being played. Her lips are moving, tears are still flowing, and I’m hearing nothing. I finally manage to snap out of it, and into this new reality in front of me. It’s a terrifying one. Masses in the abdomen, specifically the spleen, which is the suspected culprit of the anemic blood counts. Internal bleeding and all the associated suffering are also suspected. Next steps? Go to the emergency vet. “I’m so sorry, dad. She’s such a beautiful girl. I cannot imagine. I’m so sorry”. The options are laid out as follows: 1) bring her in for surgery ASAP or 2) start thinking about final arrangements and saying goodbye. Fuck that. She’s too young for that. We fight.
I check out with the cashier, load my baby into the car, and we make the silent half hour drive back home. We’re going to the hospital tonight. I call my fiance and prep her for the evening’s timeline. We come home, gather ourselves after a bout of tears and snuggles on the floor with the pup, and head off for the hospital. We call ahead and let them know we’re on the way. They already know, as they spoke with the clinic not too long ago. They are ready to roll as soon as we get in.
We arrive at the hospital and are immediately greeted by name. We quickly fill out paperwork, they whisk her off, and we wait. We sit there for an hour or so and can’t help but notice how many tissue boxes are positioned throughout the lobby. Not exactly confidence inspiring, but we’re manifesting positivity. We won’t need those. Unfortunately, some folks across the lobby from us are not in the same boat. They’ve just received some bad news, and the elderly man excuses himself to the restrooms where he proceeds to vomit loud enough for all to hear. I don’t blame him. I’m close to doing so, myself.
The doctors finish up the scans and bring us into a private room. Our pup is with us, goofy as can be. For so much turmoil that’s going on in her little belly, there’s surprisingly so much joy and silliness going on in her adorable little face. “It’s insane how good they are at hiding their symptoms,” we’re told. We’re well aware. We started this day thinking about an entirely different kind of outcome.
At any rate, we get to our first true pass/fail, point of no return, situation-room dot on this timeline. Is there internal bleeding? The answer is no. We just got victory #1. We’re told how incredible it is that we caught onto her symptoms this early. “Usually people that come in with dogs with this problem… they’re way too late and we don’t have any other option.” This is told to us a multitude of times, like we should’ve been given a trophy or something because of it.
But let’s not get too far ahead, because here’s trial number 2. Are the masses localized on the spleen, or is she riddled with growths? If the latter, we’re not really a candidate for surgery and we’ll need to make plans to say goodbye. It’s the former. Hell yes. Two up, two down. Let’s go. What’s next now? They keep her overnight, under their watchful eye, get organized in the pre-op stage, and run a few scans of her chest. Their primary concern is a blood cancer by the name of hemangiosarcoma. With the understanding that the growth in the abdominal cavity is all-but-confirmed localized, they’ll want to make sure that other blood-rich organs (like the heart) are in good shape, and mass free. Masses there will rule out surgery and we’d need to make plans to say goodbye. We’re informed that the scans will be done in the next hour or so, and that we’d only receive a call if something wasn’t right. “No news is good news,” we’re told. We thank the team, leave our deposit for the surgery, and make our way home to attempt to sleep… as if we’ll be able to after the day we just had. After all, we started the day with symptoms that we’ve seen before, and ended with a diagnosis and medical situation we’d never thought possible. We lay down for the night, update our loved ones, and attempt to squeeze in a little shuteye.
The phone rings at about 7:00am. It’s the medical team and she’s doing remarkably well. The chest scans are clear. Good lord. That’s 3 times we could’ve been ruled out, and three times we were victorious. She’s a fighter, and an immensely brave girl. We gave her a pep talk, and agreed that this is how it would all go down. She was always a good listener, so we were less surprised, and more delighted to see all of the momentum she was building in order to power through and get back home to us safely. The team informs us that she’s a “go” for surgery and they’d be letting us know when things kick off.
A couple hours into the day, we get the call and she’s heading off for the operation. In order for all of this to go well, they’ll need a couple hours, and they’ll need to confirm that there’s no spread internally. They didn’t see anything on the scan, but there’s always a chance that they find something unexpected. If they do, we’ll get a call in order to discuss. One outcome we may need to discuss is making plans to say goodbye. Is this feeling repetitive? It is, isn’t it? It’s torture. Imagine having this many things that can go wrong. All of your emotions in limbo, hoping to everything that’s holy that you don’t get a phone call. Then the phone rings an hour into surgery. Fuck. It’s a spam caller. Phew! Never been so thankful.
Two and a half hours pass. We were told it would be two to three. They should be wrapped up by now, no? Or at least close? I call and get a hold of one of the vet techs. She’s in post-op. The surgery went off without a hitch. No internal spread. This is now victory #4. She’s unstoppable. We’ve never been so relieved. During all this time under the knife, we had a visit from my mom, who dropped off a new, plush dog bed for her to recover in, and some assorted post-surgery goodies to help her be comfortable and safe. She gets to celebrate the good news with us. Everyone’s on cloud nine.
Now it’s time for recovery. She’s kept through the evening and into the next day. This is now Saturday morning and we receive our morning update from the medical team. She’s a champ. She’s crushing recovery. She’s been hooked up to monitors for the past day and a half, and the only time she’s ever shown an elevated heart rate coincides when she needs a potty break and wants out of the kennel to relieve herself. Totally understandable, also adorable. She notched victory #5 in the fact that the cardiac telemetry in the post-op phase showed no sign of arrhythmia, a side effect of this surgery that they were concerned about. She’s making a playoff run at this point. Setting them up, knocking them down. We are filled with pride. Did I mention she’s a good listener?
They’re giving her the “all clear” to come home. We politely request that she stays a few more hours in order to make absolutely sure that’s the case. Deal. We’ll come get her in the evening. We spend the next little bit doing what we thought anyone would do in our position. Our friends have highlighted this as an example of how much love and care we showed for her, as it’s a little ridiculous. We dismantle the bed frame on our king sized mattress, and lay it on the floor. We want to make sure she can easily get in and out of bed with us, where she always loved to be, snuggled between the two of us. She’ll have a seam running the length of her abdomen, not unlike how the panels of a football are stitched together, and ripping that open is a major concern. Easy solution in our heads was to lower the bed to where she could easily come on in whenever she pleased. I also set up some security cameras around in places where she’ll be recovering, so that we can always have an eye on her. And I prep a batch of the famous bland diet of chicken and rice, a surefire way to keep her nourished (gently) and on the path to recovery.
The time has now come to go get our baby. We head in, grab a private room, and are greeted by a super droopy and drugged up pup. She’s pathetic, but it’s the most beautiful sight to see. She’s alive and well, wagging her tail, licking mom’s face (doesn’t lick dad’s. like, ever.), snuggling up to dad, and overall just filling our hearts to the brim with joy. We get our discharge docs, tons of pills and a timetable of delivery, and set off on my most cautious drive home that I may have ever had. I very likely could have given any of your grandparents road rage.
We get home and are filled with joy. She’s very aware that she’s made it back to her favorite place, with her favorite people. The tail is going nonstop. She walks in the front door and peeks around. She notices the mattress is on the floor and she immediately make a b-line for it, gently climbs in, plops down, and smiling from ear to ear, wags her tail back and forth as an anxious dad jumps in next to her and snuggles her to keep her from rolling around and potentially hurting herself. This is bliss. All of our fears feel like a distant memory. This should honestly be a drug. It’s a great feeling.
We proceed through the evening with some snuggles, a lot of love, a little washcloth bath to freshen her up, and a little bit of food for her. She actually came over and begged for some leftovers that we were putting away and our hearts melted. We fed her some chicken and rice, took her for “peepees and sleepies”, her nighttime potty break, and came back up to bed. More of that drug-like feeling washed over us, as we looked at each other from opposite ends of the bed, blissfully separated by our goofy golden girl, our fiercely brave and strong girl. We did it. We overcame all the odds and we were reunited at last. With smiles on all of our faces, and bodies snuggled up together, we drifted off to sleep.
Up until now, it’s been a roller coaster. We’ve had moments of despair, and moments of delight. I wish I could say the same for what’s about to happen.
4:10am - I’m awaken by “babe? babe? babe?!” and the sound of our dog’s breathing, a tad louder and more strained than I’m comfortable with. It’s a touch frightening, and I slide down to the end of the bed to check on her. It’s not great. She’s kind of drooling, mouth is a little colder than I would’ve expected, and her gums are nearly gray. Fuck.
4:13am - We call the hospital, give them the status, and are told to head their way immediately.
4:18am - we’re changed out of pjs and the dog bed is loaded into the car. We’re attempting to get her attention. It’s not happening. Something is seriously wrong. Maybe she’s disoriented from the pain pills? I mean, she’s on codeine. That’s strong shit, right? Her unresponsiveness triggers an adrenaline dump in me, and I scoop her out of bed, run her down the hall, through two push-bar doors to the parking garage, and out to the car. I hear what sounds like running water. I feel warmth in my forearm. I look back and find a trail of urine from where I’ve run to the car with her. Fuck. This is not happening. As I load her into the car, I notice her eyes are, for lack of a better descriptor, frightening. The image is burned in memory as I write this just under 48 hours later. For both of us.
4:21am - I call the hospital. She’s in the back, and we’re en route. This should be a 20 minute drive.
4:31am - in the 10 minutes that we’ve been in the car, I’ve shaved nearly 50% of the travel time off. We’re almost there. Could’ve been the two red lights that I (very well calculated, and very cautiously) ran, or the fact that I hit 75 in a 35 kinds of speed on the way over, treating the curves of this suburban setting like the curves at Monza. Chasing the apex of every curve, planting the accelerator into every straight, and carefully scanning the horizon and surroundings for any risk. I thought for a moment about police. I didn’t really have a plan. Thinking back, I probably would have threw on the hazards and continued. However dumb that decision may have been, they may have had some sympathy when I eventually came to a stop at the emergency vet. At any rate, I call the hospital. “We’re two minutes out. Bring the gurney”. I’m informed the doctors are out front, awaiting our arrival. This is good because the entire time we’re on the way, I’m asking for updates from the back seat and getting “it’s not good”, which I know, but I am hoping by some sort of miracle, changes the next time I ask.
4:33am - I pull in, come to a stop, flip the trunk open, and we shift her from the cargo area to the gurney, on her dog bed, in a shockingly effortless and efficient manner. “CPR or DNR?” they ask. “CPR” we unanimously respond. The doctors haul ass into the building, fiancee in tow. She’s holding the door as a receptionist runs over with a CPR release. It’s signed, and they’re off. The whole thing happens in the kind of speed in which a NASCAR pit crew swaps out a set of tires and refuels. From start to finish, she’s out of the car, in the hospital, wheeled back to the emergency room, and under care in what feels like 20-30 seconds. It was unreal. It was also all hand on deck, as we waited in the lobby by ourselves.
Eleven painstaking minutes go by. “I hear yelling” my fiance says. I do too, but I play it off as if I hadn’t. I don’t know. It makes me feel like maybe I won’t dissolve into a pool of tears if I don’t let the little things get to me. If I don’t acknowledge, maybe it’s not actually happening. That makes sense, right?
Finally, the doctor comes out and gives us the news that we feared. “___ is currently not alive…” the rest of the sentence might as well have been in a foreign language, because the world went numb. We’re invited back, but not before she yells back to the team that we’re coming. So thankful for that. I don’t need to watch failed resuscitation on the companion I’ve shared a third of my life with. We make our way back, and she’s got the faintest heartbeat. We’re surrounded by half a dozen folks, from all walks of life, and extraordinary academic and medical backgrounds, all in tears. All who tried desperately to bring her back into our world. Several of which who watched her walk out just a few hours prior.
We chat briefly with the doctor who collected us from the lobby, discuss how to proceed, and decide that we’ll wait with her until the last beat from her beautiful, love-filled heart occurs. It doesn’t take long before she’s clinically declared. However, the events leading up to that, and all the signs we saw between waking up and getting into the car, places the time of her passing in either 1) our bed, with us OR 2) in my arms, as I was rushing her to the car. Either of those are far more deserved than the sterile, harshly lit emergency room.
The unofficial cause is thought to be a blood clot that dislodged and found its way into her lungs, a pulmonary thromboembolism. After all the pass/fail, point of no return, situation-room dots on this timeline, and all the victories we enjoyed together against the odds (FIVE, in total), our baby succumbed to a fortunately-not-common, but generally-well-known, risk of any surgical procedure. From what I’ve been able to gather, it was quick, and she hardly suffered.
We are destroyed. There’s a couple things here: Exhaustion - several days of roller-coaster emotions around the whole thing, lots of missed sleep, lots of anxiety and nerves Disbelief - from the appointment with the x-rays, to us saying goodbye, was a span of 86 hours. How did this happen? Why did this happen? She was still “young”. She’s supposed to be in our wedding in 3 months. She’s supposed to be a big sister someday soon, as we want to start on a family shortly after the wedding. Trauma - the events that we watched unfold in her final moments were deeply traumatic, and the sights, sounds, and smells are etched in memory. They are fading, and our support network has been immensely helpful in letting us work through our grief. Guilt - we caused this to happen by having her operated on, but then again, this was her only chance at living. Not operating meant more discomfort, pain, and an eventual rupture that would have resulted in a far more miserable end for her. So should we not feel guilt? How could we not? She didn’t choose this. But again, it’s either taking this risk and hoping it goes well (why would it not? The risk is so low comparatively. everything has risk. this is so much more favorable) or letting her suffer. Emptiness - she made our lives so whole. She touched the lives of so many of our friends. We were rarely thought of as just a couple, but more as a family. She was the child-equivalent. We had our routines, our silly conversations with her, and through her to each other. The silence in the past 36 hours has been eerie, and I suppose it’ll eventually become less uncomfortable, but is incredibly depressing right now.
Update to this a week and a half after writing. Biopsy came back - hemangiosarcoma. Cell division rate was apparently outrageously high, signifying that it had come on rather quickly. That also meant it would continue at a rather fast pace. I was informed that it was “end stage” and the time she would have had left would have been really short and filled with surgery recovery and suffering. It’s just not fair.
We love you, bub. Always will. Hope you're chasing squirrels and enjoying all the peanut butter you can get your paws on.

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MUSIC DE WOLFE RECORDS - “CREEPS” - killer library music comp on legendary label - $12
NO NECK BLUES BAND - “A TABU TWO” - Experimental/noise 90’s hitter. $10
OLATUNJI - “ZUNGO!” - Nigerian jazz, 1961, Columbia six-eye first press. VG vinyl, nice sleeve but wear on seams. $6
JIMMY SMITH - “THE SERMON!” - early 60’s Blue Note. Plays well, VG-. $10
SALSOUL RECORDS - “DISCO BOOGIE” - slamming comp. Some wear, but still VG, playing VG+ for most. Funky, disco-y, cool record, 2xLP. Sleeve is VG- but not destroyed. - $8
WHITEHOUSE - “BIRD SEED” - double LP on Very Friendly. SEALED - $85
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“ANTHOLOGY OF SPANISH FOLKLORE MUSIC” - Classic comp of some radical traditional spanish music. 4xlp, it is completely encased in the NY Public Library sleeve. Book is bound into it. Real odd one. $6
FOLKWAYS RECORDS- “MUSIC OF SULAWESI: CELEBES Indonesia” - For true freaks out. Very very cool droning traditional music from Indonesia. I love this. This copy is a former NYPL Reference copy. I can include the library card as well. Sleeve has some marks on back. $15
RAUL GOMEZ – "CAMINANDO Y APRENDIENDO A VIVIR" - DEAD STOCK COPIES. Cuban disco, funk, bossa nova, etc! Impossibly hard to find copies in this condition. There are basically illegible scrawls written on the back of all of them, but they were straight dead stock copies from a store in Ukraine. Insane. - $18
LOLITA - “ABRAZAME” - Spanish singer with lovely name… late 70’s Latin music. $4
YACO MONTI - “GRANDES EXITOS” - super nice latin record, big vocals, big Colombian music. Nice. $5
LOS MELODICOS - “Y TU COMO ESTAS?” - Colombian pressing, Venezuelan group, typical Latin sound, NYC distribution sleeve. In shrink, vinyl is really nice, $6
SANDRO - “UNA MUCHACHA Y UNA GUITARRA” - Venezuelan guy and his guitar, really nice, kinda sad at parts. Cover has tape on top and bottom, so it’s priced cheap. Cover is so cool. $5
ZEIDA RECORDS - “EL DISCO DEL ANO” - This is one of the best compilation series ever. It’s out of Colombia on the Codiscos sublable, Zeida. This is a little more funky than what I’m normally after from Colombia. It’s cool though. Sought after record, sexy cover… $8
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ANTIWORLD - “WASP WOMAN” - 90’s death rock, cool foldout cover thing. $8
B.R.A.T.T.S. - “SECRET WEAPON” - very weird marching funky garage record? So weird. $2
CAPTAIN SENSIBLE - “THIS IS YOUR CAPTAIN” - Crass records. Typical wear but fine copy. $10
THE CLASH - “ROCK THE CASBAH” - sleeve and vinyl are VG+ $5
CRIATURAS - “ARANAS EN EL CORAZON” - more than a decade later, record still rips. $2
ENEMIES - “NO REASON” b/w “SECRET AGENT MAN” (1978)- KBD/Bloodstains comped 7” from NY band, ENEMIES. The cover is a full decade before Agent Orange would do it. $35
ERIC’S TRIP - “SONGS ABOUT CHRIS” - Sub pop, nice copy. $6
Z.Z. HILL - “TOMBLE WEED” b/w “YOU WERE” - SO good, rare northern, priced to move VG+ $10
JABARA- “TOSPANG” - Japanese hardcore, Gauze connection $2
KIDS FOR CASH - “NO MORE WALLS” - 1980’s Richmond hardcore punk played with children. $18
LITTLE HOWLING WOLF – “OUL NEI PIESC QSTATNI MORZU” b/w “OUL NEI PIESC STRACONY AUREOLA” RIP to a legend. Cool copy. $4
HERBIE LUMAS w/ SISTERAS AND BROTHERS - “SUN SEA AND SAND” B/W “PROGRESS IS THEIR GREED” - 1976 Italian disco, really cool pic sleeve. $3
MEKANIK DESTRUKTIW KOMANDOH - “ROHE GEWALT” 1981 - German post punk, almost industrial, stomping music. $10
MIKAN MUKKU - BITTLER LAKE RECORDS 005 - Early 80’s Japanese minimal wave. $15
NU BEAMS - “STERILE SWAB” 1981 - Self released new wave from 81, very cool. $10
PALACE SONGS - “O HOW I ENJOY THE NIGHT” b/w “MARRIAGE” - Really really nice copy. $8
PALACE - “COME IN” B/W “TRUDY DIES” - Vg+ copy, this record is 30 years old :( $8
LOUIS RAPAGE - “FIVE O’CLOCK WORLD” - Private press minimal wave from USA. $5
SCREAM - “WALKING BY MYSELF” - DC hardcore legends, the band Grohl was in (he’s not on this) orange labels. $4
SEBADOH - “GIMME INDIE ROCK!” VG+ all around, og press, $4
SKIDS - “WIDE OPEN” - very early Scottish punk 7”, Vg+, cool review note on cover. $6
SKIZOPHRENIA - “DON’T GIVE UP” - Japanese hardcore punk - $3
THE SLITS - “TYPICAL GIRLS” b/w “HEARD IT THROUGH THE GRAPEVINE” - VG copy, some marks but plays, nice record. These are the island company sleeve copies, but company is gone-zo. $10
THE SPACE NEGROS (1979)- “MAXIMUM CONTRAST FROM MOMENT TO MOMENT” - 1970’s early punk/new wave from Boston, pre Mission of Burma + every other Boston art rock band of the early 80’s. $10
LOS STOP - “EL TURISTA” - Spanish garage/beat, mid 60’s. Includes the very cool cover, worth it for that alone. $3
SUICIDE SQUAD - “I HATE SCHOOL” - high quality repo from a few years back $15
SWINDLED (1982)- “WHO WANTS GUNS?” - early Canadian punk, double sider for sure. $26
TIN HUEY - “PUPPET WIPES” 1977 - Akron Ohio proto-punk with some psych elements. Cool record $6
RANDY UCHIDA GROUP - “DEATHLY FIGHER” - GISM baby - $18
UNITED MUTATION - “KYO KI” - third United Mutation 7”, classicccccc $14
URBANOIA - “PSYKIK TERROR”- Norwegian hardcore $2
VAASKA - “FUTURO PRIMITIVO” - hardcore all star 7”. $2
VIDEO - “JOIN THE HATE WAVE” b/w “CAPTIVITY” - black print on cover, $2
XEAXX XEAXX - “HIEROGLYPH OF THOUGHT” - John Weise project, cool avant. $3
THE ZITS - “SICK OF YOU” b/w “BEAT YOUR FACE” (1981) - KBD classic, this was a stock copy sold a few years back. I played it a few times, but it still looks immaculate. $100
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