Garcia Hand Picked - Limefire Skunk
This brand has been highly recommended to me by multiple people and I have been seeing it online in multiple subreddits. To be honest I didn't really like it and something about it seems off to me but it could just be me.
To begin with. The buds aren't dry but they seem dry, the outside is sticky. The buds are super solid and dense. The buds have these weird holes in them like worm holes on apples that weirded me out. Maybe it's just me idk.
Smell - straight lime. As soon as you open the jar you get hit in the face with the most lime smelling weed you've ever come across. Super super sweet too. Breaking up the bud releases a more classic "citrus weed" smell and even slightly berry and skunk.
Smoking - citrus and earthy but not the same lime that you smell from the jar imo. The lime doesn't come thru in the smoke as much.
It has a head high that leavs you a little tired. I'm interested to see what their other strains are like but like I said something about it felt off to me. Let me know what you guys think and if you have any request or recommendation! Thanks everyone :)
8.000/10.000

Where to even start with this one. I promise you it’s not even what you think.
My Dad has been ill for many years with a condition that is now finally stable. He’s had a couple of horrible other conditions running alongside the original, one of which was pretty damn gruesome and still gives me PTSD dreams. There were a fair few surprise trips to the emergency room to get that one under wraps but we managed to get it settled down with the correct medication.
He was generally fine day-to-day, but anything serious that needed to be dealt with he struggled with which left me managing all his medical correspondence and financial affairs went through me for the past 5 or 6 years since he couldn’t mentally cope with any of it and there was me who could step in for him other than the nurses who still attend his house once a day even now since he can’t manage his own medication.
We had quite a good relationship, he’d come over for coffee and chats and would watch silly TV with me, show interest in my life and included me in his hobbies. We spoke a lot on the phone and things generally ticked along quite nicely in between medical problems.
Enter: The girlfriend.
I’ll start by saying I’m not in any way opposed to him having a girlfriend or partner at all. I even helped him do online dating for a little bit since he felt he wanted to get back on the scene after recovering. He met his now girlfriend through friends and ever since she’s been around him things have been off between us. She was living with her long term ex partner and was seeing my Dad at the same time, before leaving him and moving in “unofficially” with my Dad.
I expressed concerns about this situation and have been branded the bad guy, and am being seen as “attacking” him and having a problem with her. I’ve never met this woman. How could I dislike someone I’ve never met? I’m morally opposed to cheating and felt it was my right to say I didn’t agree but I have never once said I had anything against his actual girlfriend, only the decisions she’s made. I tried to be tactical and gentle in my approach as well but this was met with defensiveness and aggression.
I’ve spent the last few years trying my best to help him and sometimes making myself ill with stress because I love and care about him. He’s my Dad.
But now he doesn’t call, only tells me selective information about what he’s doing and has basically moved his girlfriend in full time after about 2 months, they’ve also booked various vacations together and he seems to be spending far more money than he has.
I feel like he has explicitly made it clear he no longer wants my help with anything and is no longer interested in my life. He no longer welcomes me into his life.
How do I get my own life back after I’ve spent so many years tending to his? I’ve had to abandon my hobbies since I had to be on call for him and make room in my life to help in his medical emergencies. I live nearby in case he needs my help, but I now find myself in a place where I’ve gone from being “on call” to no longer needed in less than a couple of months.
How do I adjust to this and rediscover who I am outside of all this mess, so so can start living for myself again?
TL;DR: I spent many years caring for my ill father who struggled with medication and treatment. I did my best and we became close and talked a lot. Now he has a new girlfriend who he has moved in after 2 months and he’s pretty much stopped talking to me. How do I adjust to this jarring change in my life?

---- Minecraft Crash Report ----
// Don't be sad, have a hug! <3
Time: 2024-05-21 11:29:11
Description: Initializing game
java.lang.RuntimeException: null

at net.minecraftforge.fml.DeferredWorkQueue.runTasks(DeferredWorkQueue.java:58) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {} at net.minecraftforge.fml.core.ParallelTransition.lambda$finalActivityGenerator$2(ParallelTransition.java:35) \~\[forge-1.20.1-47.2.20-universal.jar%231267!/:?\] {re:classloading} at java.util.concurrent.CompletableFuture$UniApply.tryFire(CompletableFuture.java:646) \~\[?:?\] {} at java.util.concurrent.CompletableFuture$Completion.run(CompletableFuture.java:482) \~\[?:?\] {} at net.minecraftforge.fml.ModWorkManager$SyncExecutor.driveOne(ModWorkManager.java:43) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {} at net.minecraftforge.fml.ModWorkManager$DrivenExecutor.drive(ModWorkManager.java:28) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {} at net.minecraftforge.fml.ModLoader.waitForTransition(ModLoader.java:224) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {re:mixin} at net.minecraftforge.fml.ModLoader.lambda$dispatchAndHandleError$20(ModLoader.java:210) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {re:mixin} at java.util.Optional.ifPresent(Optional.java:178) \~\[?:?\] {re:mixin} at net.minecraftforge.fml.ModLoader.dispatchAndHandleError(ModLoader.java:210) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {re:mixin} at net.minecraftforge.fml.ModLoader.lambda$gatherAndInitializeMods$13(ModLoader.java:183) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {re:mixin} at java.lang.Iterable.forEach(Iterable.java:75) \~\[?:?\] {re:mixin} at net.minecraftforge.fml.ModLoader.gatherAndInitializeMods(ModLoader.java:183) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {re:mixin} at net.minecraftforge.client.loading.ClientModLoader.lambda$begin$1(ClientModLoader.java:70) \~\[forge-1.20.1-47.2.20-universal.jar%231267!/:?\] {re:classloading,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A} at net.minecraftforge.client.loading.ClientModLoader.lambda$createRunnableWithCatch$4(ClientModLoader.java:90) \~\[forge-1.20.1-47.2.20-universal.jar%231267!/:?\] {re:classloading,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A} at net.minecraftforge.client.loading.ClientModLoader.begin(ClientModLoader.java:70) \~\[forge-1.20.1-47.2.20-universal.jar%231267!/:?\] {re:classloading,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A} at net.minecraft.client.Minecraft.(Minecraft.java:459) \~\[client-1.20.1-20230612.114412-srg.jar%231262!/:?\] {re:mixin,pl:accesstransformer:B,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A,re:classloading,pl:accesstransformer:B,pl:mixin:APP:alexscaves.mixins.json:client.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:kubejs-common.mixins.json:MinecraftClientMixin,pl:mixin:APP:mixins.hammerlib.json:client.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:modernfix-common.mixins.json:feature.measure\_time.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:modernfix-common.mixins.json:perf.dedicated\_reload\_executor.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:modernfix-common.mixins.json:perf.blast\_search\_trees.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:modernfix-common.mixins.json:bugfix.concurrency.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:modernfix-common.mixins.json:bugfix.world\_leaks.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:modernfix-forge.mixins.json:feature.measure\_time.MinecraftMixin\_Forge,pl:mixin:APP:botania\_xplat.mixins.json:client.MinecraftAccessor,pl:mixin:APP:mixins.oculus.json:MixinMinecraft\_PipelineManagement,pl:mixin:APP:cgm.mixins.json:client.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:ae2.mixins.json:PickColorMixin,pl:mixin:APP:corgilib.mixins.json:client.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:ding.mixins.json:MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:flywheel.mixins.json:PausedPartialTickAccessor,pl:mixin:APP:bookshelf.common.mixins.json:accessors.client.AccessorMinecraft,pl:mixin:APP:carryon.mixins.json:MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:konkrete.mixin.json:MixinMinecraft,pl:mixin:APP:brewery-common.mixins.json:rope.PickMixin,pl:mixin:APP:mixins.ipnext.json:MixinMinecraftClient,pl:mixin:APP:mixins.irons\_spellbooks.json:MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:fancymenu.mixins.json:client.IMixinMinecraft,pl:mixin:APP:fancymenu.mixins.json:client.MixinMinecraft,pl:mixin:APP:dynamiclightsreforged.mixins.json:MinecraftClientMixin,pl:mixin:APP:balm.mixins.json:MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:fallingleaves.mixins.json:MinecraftClientMixin,pl:mixin:APP:ars\_nouveau.mixins.json:light.ClientMixin,pl:mixin:APP:mixins/common/nochatreports.mixins.json:client.MixinMinecraft,pl:mixin:APP:railways-common.mixins.json:conductor\_possession.MixinMinecraft,pl:mixin:APP:architectury.mixins.json:MixinMinecraft,pl:mixin:APP:mixin.dynamic\_asset\_generator.json:MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:configuration.mixins.json:MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:iceberg.mixins.json:MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:quark.mixins.json:client.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:create.mixins.json:client.WindowResizeMixin,pl:mixin:APP:embeddium.mixins.json:core.MinecraftClientMixin,pl:mixin:APP:securitycraft.mixins.json:camera.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:ars\_nouveau.mixins.json:camera.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:A,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A} at net.minecraft.client.main.Main.main(Main.java:182) \~\[forge-47.2.20.jar:?\] {re:mixin,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A,re:classloading,pl:mixin:APP:flywheel.mixins.json:ClientMainMixin,pl:mixin:A,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A} at jdk.internal.reflect.NativeMethodAccessorImpl.invoke0(Native Method) \~\[?:?\] {} at jdk.internal.reflect.NativeMethodAccessorImpl.invoke(NativeMethodAccessorImpl.java:77) \~\[?:?\] {} at jdk.internal.reflect.DelegatingMethodAccessorImpl.invoke(DelegatingMethodAccessorImpl.java:43) \~\[?:?\] {} at java.lang.reflect.Method.invoke(Method.java:568) \~\[?:?\] {re:mixin} at net.minecraftforge.fml.loading.targets.CommonLaunchHandler.runTarget(CommonLaunchHandler.java:111) \~\[fmlloader-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar:?\] {} at net.minecraftforge.fml.loading.targets.CommonLaunchHandler.clientService(CommonLaunchHandler.java:99) \~\[fmlloader-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar:?\] {} at net.minecraftforge.fml.loading.targets.CommonClientLaunchHandler.lambda$makeService$0(CommonClientLaunchHandler.java:25) \~\[fmlloader-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.LaunchServiceHandlerDecorator.launch(LaunchServiceHandlerDecorator.java:30) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.LaunchServiceHandler.launch(LaunchServiceHandler.java:53) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.LaunchServiceHandler.launch(LaunchServiceHandler.java:71) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.Launcher.run(Launcher.java:108) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.Launcher.main(Launcher.java:78) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.BootstrapLaunchConsumer.accept(BootstrapLaunchConsumer.java:26) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.BootstrapLaunchConsumer.accept(BootstrapLaunchConsumer.java:23) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.bootstraplauncher.BootstrapLauncher.main(BootstrapLauncher.java:141) \~\[bootstraplauncher-1.1.2.jar:?\] {} Suppressed: java.lang.IllegalStateException: missing pattern while creating multiblock advanced\_large\_chemical\_reactor at com.gregtechceu.gtceu.api.registry.registrate.MultiblockMachineBuilder.register(MultiblockMachineBuilder.java:352) \~\[gtceu-1.20.1-1.2.2.a.jar%23944!/:?\] {re:classloading} at com.gregtechceu.gtceu.api.registry.registrate.MultiblockMachineBuilder.register(MultiblockMachineBuilder.java:58) \~\[gtceu-1.20.1-1.2.2.a.jar%23944!/:?\] {re:classloading} at com.gregtechceu.gtceu.integration.kjs.GTRegistryInfo.registerFor(GTRegistryInfo.java:152) \~\[gtceu-1.20.1-1.2.2.a.jar%23944!/:?\] {re:classloading} at com.gregtechceu.gtceu.common.data.GTMachines.init(GTMachines.java:2203) \~\[gtceu-1.20.1-1.2.2.a.jar%23944!/:?\] {re:classloading} at com.gregtechceu.gtceu.common.CommonProxy.init(CommonProxy.java:120) \~\[gtceu-1.20.1-1.2.2.a.jar%23944!/:?\] {re:classloading} at java.util.concurrent.CompletableFuture$AsyncRun.run(CompletableFuture.java:1804) \~\[?:?\] {} at net.minecraftforge.fml.DeferredWorkQueue.lambda$makeRunnable$2(DeferredWorkQueue.java:81) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {} at net.minecraftforge.fml.DeferredWorkQueue.makeRunnable(DeferredWorkQueue.java:76) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {} at net.minecraftforge.fml.DeferredWorkQueue.lambda$runTasks$0(DeferredWorkQueue.java:60) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {} at java.util.concurrent.ConcurrentLinkedDeque.forEach(ConcurrentLinkedDeque.java:1650) \~\[?:?\] {re:mixin} at net.minecraftforge.fml.DeferredWorkQueue.runTasks(DeferredWorkQueue.java:60) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {} at net.minecraftforge.fml.core.ParallelTransition.lambda$finalActivityGenerator$2(ParallelTransition.java:35) \~\[forge-1.20.1-47.2.20-universal.jar%231267!/:?\] {re:classloading} at java.util.concurrent.CompletableFuture$UniApply.tryFire(CompletableFuture.java:646) \~\[?:?\] {} at java.util.concurrent.CompletableFuture$Completion.run(CompletableFuture.java:482) \~\[?:?\] {} at net.minecraftforge.fml.ModWorkManager$SyncExecutor.driveOne(ModWorkManager.java:43) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {} at net.minecraftforge.fml.ModWorkManager$DrivenExecutor.drive(ModWorkManager.java:28) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {} at net.minecraftforge.fml.ModLoader.waitForTransition(ModLoader.java:224) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {re:mixin} at net.minecraftforge.fml.ModLoader.lambda$dispatchAndHandleError$20(ModLoader.java:210) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {re:mixin} at java.util.Optional.ifPresent(Optional.java:178) \~\[?:?\] {re:mixin} at net.minecraftforge.fml.ModLoader.dispatchAndHandleError(ModLoader.java:210) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {re:mixin} at net.minecraftforge.fml.ModLoader.lambda$gatherAndInitializeMods$13(ModLoader.java:183) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {re:mixin} at java.lang.Iterable.forEach(Iterable.java:75) \~\[?:?\] {re:mixin} at net.minecraftforge.fml.ModLoader.gatherAndInitializeMods(ModLoader.java:183) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {re:mixin} at net.minecraftforge.client.loading.ClientModLoader.lambda$begin$1(ClientModLoader.java:70) \~\[forge-1.20.1-47.2.20-universal.jar%231267!/:?\] {re:classloading,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A} at net.minecraftforge.client.loading.ClientModLoader.lambda$createRunnableWithCatch$4(ClientModLoader.java:90) \~\[forge-1.20.1-47.2.20-universal.jar%231267!/:?\] {re:classloading,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A} at net.minecraftforge.client.loading.ClientModLoader.begin(ClientModLoader.java:70) \~\[forge-1.20.1-47.2.20-universal.jar%231267!/:?\] {re:classloading,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A} at net.minecraft.client.Minecraft.(Minecraft.java:459) \~\[client-1.20.1-20230612.114412-srg.jar%231262!/:?\] {re:mixin,pl:accesstransformer:B,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A,re:classloading,pl:accesstransformer:B,pl:mixin:APP:alexscaves.mixins.json:client.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:kubejs-common.mixins.json:MinecraftClientMixin,pl:mixin:APP:mixins.hammerlib.json:client.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:modernfix-common.mixins.json:feature.measure\_time.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:modernfix-common.mixins.json:perf.dedicated\_reload\_executor.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:modernfix-common.mixins.json:perf.blast\_search\_trees.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:modernfix-common.mixins.json:bugfix.concurrency.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:modernfix-common.mixins.json:bugfix.world\_leaks.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:modernfix-forge.mixins.json:feature.measure\_time.MinecraftMixin\_Forge,pl:mixin:APP:botania\_xplat.mixins.json:client.MinecraftAccessor,pl:mixin:APP:mixins.oculus.json:MixinMinecraft\_PipelineManagement,pl:mixin:APP:cgm.mixins.json:client.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:ae2.mixins.json:PickColorMixin,pl:mixin:APP:corgilib.mixins.json:client.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:ding.mixins.json:MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:flywheel.mixins.json:PausedPartialTickAccessor,pl:mixin:APP:bookshelf.common.mixins.json:accessors.client.AccessorMinecraft,pl:mixin:APP:carryon.mixins.json:MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:konkrete.mixin.json:MixinMinecraft,pl:mixin:APP:brewery-common.mixins.json:rope.PickMixin,pl:mixin:APP:mixins.ipnext.json:MixinMinecraftClient,pl:mixin:APP:mixins.irons\_spellbooks.json:MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:fancymenu.mixins.json:client.IMixinMinecraft,pl:mixin:APP:fancymenu.mixins.json:client.MixinMinecraft,pl:mixin:APP:dynamiclightsreforged.mixins.json:MinecraftClientMixin,pl:mixin:APP:balm.mixins.json:MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:fallingleaves.mixins.json:MinecraftClientMixin,pl:mixin:APP:ars\_nouveau.mixins.json:light.ClientMixin,pl:mixin:APP:mixins/common/nochatreports.mixins.json:client.MixinMinecraft,pl:mixin:APP:railways-common.mixins.json:conductor\_possession.MixinMinecraft,pl:mixin:APP:architectury.mixins.json:MixinMinecraft,pl:mixin:APP:mixin.dynamic\_asset\_generator.json:MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:configuration.mixins.json:MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:iceberg.mixins.json:MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:quark.mixins.json:client.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:create.mixins.json:client.WindowResizeMixin,pl:mixin:APP:embeddium.mixins.json:core.MinecraftClientMixin,pl:mixin:APP:securitycraft.mixins.json:camera.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:ars\_nouveau.mixins.json:camera.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:A,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A} at net.minecraft.client.main.Main.main(Main.java:182) \~\[forge-47.2.20.jar:?\] {re:mixin,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A,re:classloading,pl:mixin:APP:flywheel.mixins.json:ClientMainMixin,pl:mixin:A,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A} at jdk.internal.reflect.NativeMethodAccessorImpl.invoke0(Native Method) \~\[?:?\] {} at jdk.internal.reflect.NativeMethodAccessorImpl.invoke(NativeMethodAccessorImpl.java:77) \~\[?:?\] {} at jdk.internal.reflect.DelegatingMethodAccessorImpl.invoke(DelegatingMethodAccessorImpl.java:43) \~\[?:?\] {} at java.lang.reflect.Method.invoke(Method.java:568) \~\[?:?\] {re:mixin} at net.minecraftforge.fml.loading.targets.CommonLaunchHandler.runTarget(CommonLaunchHandler.java:111) \~\[fmlloader-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar:?\] {} at net.minecraftforge.fml.loading.targets.CommonLaunchHandler.clientService(CommonLaunchHandler.java:99) \~\[fmlloader-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar:?\] {} at net.minecraftforge.fml.loading.targets.CommonClientLaunchHandler.lambda$makeService$0(CommonClientLaunchHandler.java:25) \~\[fmlloader-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.LaunchServiceHandlerDecorator.launch(LaunchServiceHandlerDecorator.java:30) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.LaunchServiceHandler.launch(LaunchServiceHandler.java:53) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.LaunchServiceHandler.launch(LaunchServiceHandler.java:71) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.Launcher.run(Launcher.java:108) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.Launcher.main(Launcher.java:78) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.BootstrapLaunchConsumer.accept(BootstrapLaunchConsumer.java:26) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.BootstrapLaunchConsumer.accept(BootstrapLaunchConsumer.java:23) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.bootstraplauncher.BootstrapLauncher.main(BootstrapLauncher.java:141) \~\[bootstraplauncher-1.1.2.jar:?\] {} 

A detailed walkthrough of the error, its code path and all known details is as follows:
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Thread: Render thread
Suspected Mods: NONE
Stacktrace:

at net.minecraftforge.fml.DeferredWorkQueue.runTasks(DeferredWorkQueue.java:58) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {} at net.minecraftforge.fml.core.ParallelTransition.lambda$finalActivityGenerator$2(ParallelTransition.java:35) \~\[forge-1.20.1-47.2.20-universal.jar%231267!/:?\] {re:classloading} at java.util.concurrent.CompletableFuture$UniApply.tryFire(CompletableFuture.java:646) \~\[?:?\] {} at java.util.concurrent.CompletableFuture$Completion.run(CompletableFuture.java:482) \~\[?:?\] {} at net.minecraftforge.fml.ModWorkManager$SyncExecutor.driveOne(ModWorkManager.java:43) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {} at net.minecraftforge.fml.ModWorkManager$DrivenExecutor.drive(ModWorkManager.java:28) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {} at net.minecraftforge.fml.ModLoader.waitForTransition(ModLoader.java:224) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {re:mixin} at net.minecraftforge.fml.ModLoader.lambda$dispatchAndHandleError$20(ModLoader.java:210) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {re:mixin} at java.util.Optional.ifPresent(Optional.java:178) \~\[?:?\] {re:mixin} at net.minecraftforge.fml.ModLoader.dispatchAndHandleError(ModLoader.java:210) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {re:mixin} at net.minecraftforge.fml.ModLoader.lambda$gatherAndInitializeMods$13(ModLoader.java:183) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {re:mixin} at java.lang.Iterable.forEach(Iterable.java:75) \~\[?:?\] {re:mixin} at net.minecraftforge.fml.ModLoader.gatherAndInitializeMods(ModLoader.java:183) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {re:mixin} at net.minecraftforge.client.loading.ClientModLoader.lambda$begin$1(ClientModLoader.java:70) \~\[forge-1.20.1-47.2.20-universal.jar%231267!/:?\] {re:classloading,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A} at net.minecraftforge.client.loading.ClientModLoader.lambda$createRunnableWithCatch$4(ClientModLoader.java:90) \~\[forge-1.20.1-47.2.20-universal.jar%231267!/:?\] {re:classloading,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A} at net.minecraftforge.client.loading.ClientModLoader.begin(ClientModLoader.java:70) \~\[forge-1.20.1-47.2.20-universal.jar%231267!/:?\] {re:classloading,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A} at net.minecraft.client.Minecraft.(Minecraft.java:459) \~\[client-1.20.1-20230612.114412-srg.jar%231262!/:?\] {re:mixin,pl:accesstransformer:B,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A,re:classloading,pl:accesstransformer:B,pl:mixin:APP:alexscaves.mixins.json:client.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:kubejs-common.mixins.json:MinecraftClientMixin,pl:mixin:APP:mixins.hammerlib.json:client.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:modernfix-common.mixins.json:feature.measure\_time.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:modernfix-common.mixins.json:perf.dedicated\_reload\_executor.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:modernfix-common.mixins.json:perf.blast\_search\_trees.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:modernfix-common.mixins.json:bugfix.concurrency.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:modernfix-common.mixins.json:bugfix.world\_leaks.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:modernfix-forge.mixins.json:feature.measure\_time.MinecraftMixin\_Forge,pl:mixin:APP:botania\_xplat.mixins.json:client.MinecraftAccessor,pl:mixin:APP:mixins.oculus.json:MixinMinecraft\_PipelineManagement,pl:mixin:APP:cgm.mixins.json:client.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:ae2.mixins.json:PickColorMixin,pl:mixin:APP:corgilib.mixins.json:client.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:ding.mixins.json:MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:flywheel.mixins.json:PausedPartialTickAccessor,pl:mixin:APP:bookshelf.common.mixins.json:accessors.client.AccessorMinecraft,pl:mixin:APP:carryon.mixins.json:MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:konkrete.mixin.json:MixinMinecraft,pl:mixin:APP:brewery-common.mixins.json:rope.PickMixin,pl:mixin:APP:mixins.ipnext.json:MixinMinecraftClient,pl:mixin:APP:mixins.irons\_spellbooks.json:MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:fancymenu.mixins.json:client.IMixinMinecraft,pl:mixin:APP:fancymenu.mixins.json:client.MixinMinecraft,pl:mixin:APP:dynamiclightsreforged.mixins.json:MinecraftClientMixin,pl:mixin:APP:balm.mixins.json:MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:fallingleaves.mixins.json:MinecraftClientMixin,pl:mixin:APP:ars\_nouveau.mixins.json:light.ClientMixin,pl:mixin:APP:mixins/common/nochatreports.mixins.json:client.MixinMinecraft,pl:mixin:APP:railways-common.mixins.json:conductor\_possession.MixinMinecraft,pl:mixin:APP:architectury.mixins.json:MixinMinecraft,pl:mixin:APP:mixin.dynamic\_asset\_generator.json:MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:configuration.mixins.json:MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:iceberg.mixins.json:MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:quark.mixins.json:client.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:create.mixins.json:client.WindowResizeMixin,pl:mixin:APP:embeddium.mixins.json:core.MinecraftClientMixin,pl:mixin:APP:securitycraft.mixins.json:camera.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:ars\_nouveau.mixins.json:camera.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:A,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A} 

-- Initialization --
Details:

Modules: ADVAPI32.dll:Advanced Windows 32 Base API:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation COMCTL32.dll:User Experience Controls Library:6.10 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation CRYPT32.dll:Crypto API32:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation CRYPTBASE.dll:Base cryptographic API DLL:10.0.19041.3636 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation CRYPTSP.dll:Cryptographic Service Provider API:10.0.19041.3636 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation ColorAdapterClient.dll:Microsoft Color Adapter Client:10.0.19041.3636 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation CoreMessaging.dll:Microsoft CoreMessaging Dll:10.0.19041.4355:Microsoft Corporation CoreUIComponents.dll:Microsoft Core UI Components Dll:10.0.19041.3636:Microsoft Corporation DBGHELP.DLL:Windows Image Helper:10.0.19041.3636 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation DEVOBJ.dll:Device Information Set DLL:10.0.19041.4355 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation DNSAPI.dll:DNS Client API DLL:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation GDI32.dll:GDI Client DLL:10.0.19041.3996 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation GLU32.dll:OpenGL Utility Library DLL:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation IMM32.DLL:Multi-User Windows IMM32 API Client DLL:10.0.19041.4355 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation IPHLPAPI.DLL:IP Helper API:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation KERNEL32.DLL:Windows NT BASE API Client DLL:10.0.19041.3636 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation KERNELBASE.dll:Windows NT BASE API Client DLL:10.0.19041.3636 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation MSCTF.dll:MSCTF Server DLL:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation MpOav.dll:IOfficeAntiVirus Module:4.18.24040.4 (aa69a05caa955e1cebcc4d2dd249082d41b510c2):Microsoft Corporation NLAapi.dll:Network Location Awareness 2:10.0.19041.4123 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation NSI.dll:NSI User-mode interface DLL:10.0.19041.3636 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation NTASN1.dll:Microsoft ASN.1 API:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation OLEAUT32.dll:OLEAUT32.DLL:10.0.19041.3636 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation POWRPROF.dll:Power Profile Helper DLL:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation PROPSYS.dll:Microsoft Property System:7.0.19041.3636 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation PSAPI.DLL:Process Status Helper:10.0.19041.3636 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation RPCRT4.dll:Remote Procedure Call Runtime:10.0.19041.3636 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation SHCORE.dll:SHCORE:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation SHELL32.dll:Windows Shell Common Dll:10.0.19041.4123 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation UMPDC.dll USER32.dll:Multi-User Windows USER API Client DLL:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation USERENV.dll:Userenv:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation VCRUNTIME140.dll:Microsoft® C Runtime Library:14.29.30139.0 built by: vcwrkspc:Microsoft Corporation VERSION.dll:Version Checking and File Installation Libraries:10.0.19041.3636 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation WINHTTP.dll:Windows HTTP Services:10.0.19041.3636 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation WINMM.dll:MCI API DLL:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation WS2\_32.dll:Windows Socket 2.0 32-Bit DLL:10.0.19041.3636 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation WSOCK32.dll:Windows Socket 32-Bit DLL:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation WTSAPI32.dll:Windows Remote Desktop Session Host Server SDK APIs:10.0.19041.3636 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation Wldp.dll:Windows Lockdown Policy:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation amsi.dll:Anti-Malware Scan Interface:10.0.19041.4355 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation apphelp.dll:Application Compatibility Client Library:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation awt.dll:OpenJDK Platform binary:17.0.8.0:Microsoft bcrypt.dll:Windows Cryptographic Primitives Library:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation bcryptPrimitives.dll:Windows Cryptographic Primitives Library:10.0.19041.3636 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation cfgmgr32.dll:Configuration Manager DLL:10.0.19041.3996 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation clbcatq.dll:COM+ Configuration Catalog:2001.12.10941.16384 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation combase.dll:Microsoft COM for Windows:10.0.19041.3636 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation dbgcore.DLL:Windows Core Debugging Helpers:10.0.19041.4355 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation dhcpcsvc.DLL:DHCP Client Service:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation dhcpcsvc6.DLL:DHCPv6 Client:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation dinput8.dll:Microsoft DirectInput:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation dwmapi.dll:Microsoft Desktop Window Manager API:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation dxcore.dll:DXCore:10.0.19041.4355 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation dxgi.dll:DirectX Graphics Infrastructure:10.0.19041.4355 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation fwpuclnt.dll:FWP/IPsec User-Mode API:10.0.19041.3636 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation gdi32full.dll:GDI Client DLL:10.0.19041.4355 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation glfw.dll:GLFW 3.4.0 DLL:3.4.0:GLFW icm32.dll:Microsoft Color Management Module (CMM):10.0.19041.3636 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation iertutil.dll:Run time utility for Internet Explorer:11.00.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation ig9icd64.dll:OpenGL(R) Driver for Intel(R) Graphics Accelerator:23.20.16.4905:Intel Corporation igc64.dll:Intel Graphics Shader Compiler for Intel(R) Graphics Accelerator:23.20.16.4905:Intel Corporation inputhost.dll:InputHost:10.0.19041.4355 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation java.dll:OpenJDK Platform binary:17.0.8.0:Microsoft javaw.exe:OpenJDK Platform binary:17.0.8.0:Microsoft jemalloc.dll jimage.dll:OpenJDK Platform binary:17.0.8.0:Microsoft jli.dll:OpenJDK Platform binary:17.0.8.0:Microsoft jna12386235645562469463.dll:JNA native library:6.1.4:Java(TM) Native Access (JNA) jsvml.dll:OpenJDK Platform binary:17.0.8.0:Microsoft jvm.dll:OpenJDK 64-Bit server VM:17.0.8.0:Microsoft kernel.appcore.dll:AppModel API Host:10.0.19041.3758 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation lwjgl.dll lwjgl\_opengl.dll lwjgl\_stb.dll management.dll:OpenJDK Platform binary:17.0.8.0:Microsoft management\_ext.dll:OpenJDK Platform binary:17.0.8.0:Microsoft mscms.dll:Microsoft Color Matching System DLL:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation msvcp140.dll:Microsoft® C Runtime Library:14.29.30139.0 built by: vcwrkspc:Microsoft Corporation msvcp\_win.dll:Microsoft® C Runtime Library:10.0.19041.3636 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation msvcrt.dll:Windows NT CRT DLL:7.0.19041.3636 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation mswsock.dll:Microsoft Windows Sockets 2.0 Service Provider:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation n64hooks.dll:NielsenOnline:9.9.0.7016r:The Nielsen Company (US), LLC. napinsp.dll:E-mail Naming Shim Provider:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation ncrypt.dll:Windows NCrypt Router:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation net.dll:OpenJDK Platform binary:17.0.8.0:Microsoft nio.dll:OpenJDK Platform binary:17.0.8.0:Microsoft nscore64.dll:NielsenOnline:9.9.0.7016r:The Nielsen Company (US), LLC. ntdll.dll:NT Layer DLL:10.0.19041.3636 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation ntmarta.dll:Windows NT MARTA provider:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation ole32.dll:Microsoft OLE for Windows:10.0.19041.3636 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation opengl32.dll:OpenGL Client DLL:10.0.19041.4355 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation pdh.dll:Windows Performance Data Helper DLL:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation perfos.dll:Windows System Performance Objects DLL:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation perfproc.dll:Windows System Process Performance Objects DLL:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation pnrpnsp.dll:PNRP Name Space Provider:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation profapi.dll:User Profile Basic API:10.0.19041.4355 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation rasadhlp.dll:Remote Access AutoDial Helper:10.0.19041.3636 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation rsaenh.dll:Microsoft Enhanced Cryptographic Provider:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation sechost.dll:Host for SCM/SDDL/LSA Lookup APIs:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation shlwapi.dll:Shell Light-weight Utility Library:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation sunmscapi.dll:OpenJDK Platform binary:17.0.8.0:Microsoft textinputframework.dll:"TextInputFramework.DYNLINK":10.0.19041.4355 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation ucrtbase.dll:Microsoft® C Runtime Library:10.0.19041.3636 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation uxtheme.dll:Microsoft UxTheme Library:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation vcruntime140\_1.dll:Microsoft® C Runtime Library:14.29.30139.0 built by: vcwrkspc:Microsoft Corporation verify.dll:OpenJDK Platform binary:17.0.8.0:Microsoft win32u.dll:Win32u:10.0.19041.4412 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation windows.storage.dll:Microsoft WinRT Storage API:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation winrnr.dll:LDAP RnR Provider DLL:10.0.19041.3636 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation wintypes.dll:Windows Base Types DLL:10.0.19041.3636 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation wshbth.dll:Windows Sockets Helper DLL:10.0.19041.3636 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation wshunix.dll:AF\_UNIX Winsock2 Helper DLL:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation xinput1\_4.dll:Microsoft Common Controller API:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation zip.dll:OpenJDK Platform binary:17.0.8.0:Microsoft 

Stacktrace:

at net.minecraft.client.main.Main.main(Main.java:182) \~\[forge-47.2.20.jar:?\] {re:mixin,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A,re:classloading,pl:mixin:APP:flywheel.mixins.json:ClientMainMixin,pl:mixin:A,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A} at jdk.internal.reflect.NativeMethodAccessorImpl.invoke0(Native Method) \~\[?:?\] {} at jdk.internal.reflect.NativeMethodAccessorImpl.invoke(NativeMethodAccessorImpl.java:77) \~\[?:?\] {} at jdk.internal.reflect.DelegatingMethodAccessorImpl.invoke(DelegatingMethodAccessorImpl.java:43) \~\[?:?\] {} at java.lang.reflect.Method.invoke(Method.java:568) \~\[?:?\] {re:mixin} at net.minecraftforge.fml.loading.targets.CommonLaunchHandler.runTarget(CommonLaunchHandler.java:111) \~\[fmlloader-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar:?\] {} at net.minecraftforge.fml.loading.targets.CommonLaunchHandler.clientService(CommonLaunchHandler.java:99) \~\[fmlloader-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar:?\] {} at net.minecraftforge.fml.loading.targets.CommonClientLaunchHandler.lambda$makeService$0(CommonClientLaunchHandler.java:25) \~\[fmlloader-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.LaunchServiceHandlerDecorator.launch(LaunchServiceHandlerDecorator.java:30) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.LaunchServiceHandler.launch(LaunchServiceHandler.java:53) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.LaunchServiceHandler.launch(LaunchServiceHandler.java:71) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.Launcher.run(Launcher.java:108) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.Launcher.main(Launcher.java:78) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.BootstrapLaunchConsumer.accept(BootstrapLaunchConsumer.java:26) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.BootstrapLaunchConsumer.accept(BootstrapLaunchConsumer.java:23) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.bootstraplauncher.BootstrapLauncher.main(BootstrapLauncher.java:141) \~\[bootstraplauncher-1.1.2.jar:?\] {} 

-- System Details --
Details:

Minecraft Version: 1.20.1 Minecraft Version ID: 1.20.1 Operating System: Windows 10 (amd64) version 10.0 Java Version: 17.0.8, Microsoft Java VM Version: OpenJDK 64-Bit Server VM (mixed mode), Microsoft Memory: 1251608224 bytes (1193 MiB) / 2587885568 bytes (2468 MiB) up to 8422162432 bytes (8032 MiB) CPUs: 4 Processor Vendor: GenuineIntel Processor Name: Intel(R) Core(TM) i7-6600U CPU @ 2.60GHz Identifier: Intel64 Family 6 Model 78 Stepping 3 Microarchitecture: Skylake (Client) Frequency (GHz): 2.81 Number of physical packages: 1 Number of physical CPUs: 2 Number of logical CPUs: 4 Graphics card #0 name: Intel(R) HD Graphics 520 Graphics card #0 vendor: Intel Corporation (0x8086) Graphics card #0 VRAM (MB): 1024.00 Graphics card #0 deviceId: 0x1916 Graphics card #0 versionInfo: DriverVersion=23.20.16.4905 Memory slot #0 capacity (MB): 4096.00 Memory slot #0 clockSpeed (GHz): 2.13 Memory slot #0 type: DDR4 Memory slot #1 capacity (MB): 16384.00 Memory slot #1 clockSpeed (GHz): 2.13 Memory slot #1 type: DDR4 Virtual memory max (MB): 23427.23 Virtual memory used (MB): 14603.94 Swap memory total (MB): 3072.00 Swap memory used (MB): 591.42 JVM Flags: 4 total; -XX:HeapDumpPath=MojangTricksIntelDriversForPerformance\_javaw.exe\_minecraft.exe.heapdump -Xss1M -Xmx8032m -Xms256m Loaded Shaderpack: ComplementaryUnbound\_r5.1.1.zip Profile: Custom (+15 options changed by user) Launched Version: forge-47.2.20 Backend library: LWJGL version 3.3.1 build 7 Backend API: Intel(R) HD Graphics 520 GL version 4.5.0 - Build 23.20.16.4905, Intel Window size:  GL Caps: Using framebuffer using OpenGL 3.2 GL debug messages: Using VBOs: Yes Is Modded: Definitely; Client brand changed to 'forge' Type: Client (map\_client.txt) CPU: 4x Intel(R) Core(TM) i7-6600U CPU @ 2.60GHz ModLauncher: 10.0.9+10.0.9+main.dcd20f30 ModLauncher launch target: forgeclient ModLauncher naming: srg ModLauncher services: mixin-0.8.5.jar mixin PLUGINSERVICE eventbus-6.0.5.jar eventbus PLUGINSERVICE fmlloader-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar slf4jfixer PLUGINSERVICE fmlloader-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar object\_holder\_definalize PLUGINSERVICE fmlloader-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar runtime\_enum\_extender PLUGINSERVICE fmlloader-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar capability\_token\_subclass PLUGINSERVICE accesstransformers-8.0.4.jar accesstransformer PLUGINSERVICE fmlloader-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar runtimedistcleaner PLUGINSERVICE modlauncher-10.0.9.jar jcplugin TRANSFORMATIONSERVICE modlauncher-10.0.9.jar mixin TRANSFORMATIONSERVICE modlauncher-10.0.9.jar fml TRANSFORMATIONSERVICE FML Language Providers: minecraft@1.0 javafml@null kotlinforforge@4.10.0 lowcodefml@null kotori\_scala@3.3.1-build-0 Flywheel Backend: Uninitialized Crash Report UUID: 6ca7a5c2-6c10-4478-8866-87eb97ec3785 FML: 47.2 Forge: net.minecraftforge:47.2.20 

So many brands start with great products. These products feel like they are reasonably priced for customer and profitable for business also. But after the brand makes a name, the quality and quantity keeps decreasing and mostly the price keeps increasing in tiny steps.
Some that I have experienced doing this.

1. McDonald's - veggie burger used to be something special. Bun felt fresh and soft, lettuce would be fresh and juicy, same for tomatoe and onions and ketchup was free. Regular and chilli. But now regular bun in veggie feels dry and crumbles, wheat one i can't understand, rest vegetables feel barely fresh and chilli ketchup is ₹ 1 per satchet. On top size is lesser.
   
2. Domino's - their pizzas used to great when I ate them like 15 years back. Now the grease inside the pizza does not feel really. But these were some tik tok, YouTube videos on this
   
3. Jockey - undies used to last 3 to 4 years. Now max 18 months. And they just keep changing the style of undies. Can't even get comfortable with one. It may be stopped suddenly.
   
4. Levi's - wtf is stretch yaar. It looks good on girls. Don't make all jeans stretch jeans. That's not even your legacy or style.
   

5 Lenovo laptops - less said the better. 7 or 8 years back I used to argue against people who said it's Chinese. Now it's not worth simply because of issues.
These guys made their name and then spoil quality and decrease quantity and slowly increase price.
With the bad, sharing some good also -

1. Natural Ice cream - the real one made by Raghu Shettyji who passed away recently. R.I.P . Be careful of the fake N.I.C
   
2. Tibb's - veggie classic is still same like i had 16 or 17 years back.
   

And all the vada pav wala who still give same quality and quantity. Please share your experience and opinions.
Inspired by https://www.reddit.com/mumbai/s/jI3nDu08VD

So many brands start with great products. These products feel like they are reasonably priced for customer and profitable for business also. But after the brand makes a name, the quality and quantity keeps decreasing and mostly the price keeps increasing in tiny steps.
Some that I have experienced doing this.

1. McDonald's - veggie burger used to be something special. Bun felt fresh and soft, lettuce would be fresh and juicy, same for tomatoe and onions and ketchup was free. Regular and chilli. But now regular bun in veggie feels dry and crumbles, wheat one i can't understand, rest vegetables feel barely fresh and chilli ketchup is ₹ 1 per satchet. On top size is lesser.
   
2. Domino's - their pizzas used to great when I ate them like 15 years back. Now the grease inside the pizza does not feel really. But these were some tik tok, YouTube videos on this
   
3. Jockey - undies used to last 3 to 4 years. Now max 18 months. And they just keep changing the style of undies. Can't even get comfortable with one. It may be stopped suddenly.
   
4. Levi's - wtf is stretch yaar. It looks good on girls. Don't make all jeans stretch jeans. That's not even your legacy or style.
   

5 Lenovo laptops - less said the better. 7 or 8 years back I used to argue against people who said it's Chinese. Now it's not worth simply because of issues.
These guys made their name and then spoil quality and decrease quantity and slowly increase price.
With the bad, sharing some good also -

1. Natural Ice cream - the real one made by Raghu Shettyji who passed away recently. R.I.P . Be careful of the fake N.I.C
   
2. Tibb's - veggie classic is still same like i had 16 or 17 years back.
   

And all the vada pav wala who still give same quality and quantity. Please share your experience and opinions.
Inspired by https://www.reddit.com/mumbai/s/jI3nDu08VD

Hi all! Having a major relapse and just wanted to make one post where people could share meal suggestions when you can barely move, stand, cook.
Please share what are your go to easy meals. Greatly appreciated!
My meals are: Very little effort: - dumplings (asian, italian tortelini or easter european, pre made. I alternate between meat and veggie/potato ones) - broth with noodles (not super nutritious but I try to get a less crappy broth) - heat up soups (tomato, pumpkin, beetroot , we have those in packs or jars sold at the grocery store)
Some effort: - a big batch of egg fried rice with veg - bowl (rice/other grain + toppings) - chicken soup

Are the mods still active here? It's a bunch of accounts with generic, two word and four number usernames making weird schizo posts.
This subreddit is supposed to be "I should dump this entire jar of tomato sauce onto this stranger's head" and not this weird shit about pedophilia.

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I wanna hear about everyones food lists- their safe foods, the things they use to make things bearable and/or healthy, the once in a year meals- any and all of it. It is late where I am right now, but I plan to make this a masterlist post to come back to and drop all of mine. It has been helping me a lot to see other peoples arfid recipes, so I hope to help others
Safe Foods/meals
- Baby bells - Goat Cheese (trader joes is best, but there's this brand with Vermont in the name, that's a good alternative) - Mac and Cheese (private selection 5 cheese, cook aldente or to your liking, add full cheese packet/ add half + any slice cheese, my pref is goat cheese and other seasoning. My fave seasonings are: chives, Italian seasoning, worschtersire of all thing) - Dominoes Pizza (small-medium handtossed Wisconsin six cheese, minus orange cheddar blend, sub tomato sauce for garlic parmesan)
Additives for health/bearing it
- Freeze dried and grounded up spinach for added nutrients - protein drinks (I haven't found one I can handle for more than a week though so I'll keep posted if I do)
Recipies
- (instapot or something of the sort re) Homemade yogurt - Get yogurt with active cultures, an amount of gallons of milk that's between one or two but I can't remember atm, keep it in the instapot overnight (i think like 20-26 hours, don't do this recipe yet till I am sure on this stuff) - Protein smoothies (cherry juice, raspberries but not a lot bc seeds, banana, strawberry, sometimes peach, maybe peanut butter if you're feeling spicy, and milk. On protein, you can use protein powder, but I found that using liquid whey is super beneficial).
Anyways, lets talk about foods!!

i’m usually a viewer on reddit but i would like to share my experience with everyone here in case it helps someone else feel less alone or can help anyone out.
i had a quite minor flare( to me back then it seemed major because my skin was never as angry and inflamed as it was) in september and went to the dermatologist and he prescribed me triamcinalone and i used two tubes of it, so twice a day for around 3 weeks, applying generous amounts. this wasn’t the first time i had used topical steroids, had been using g them on and off since i was around 9 (i am currently 18). it was usually triamcinalone twice a day and some other higher potency steroid once a day.
even though i had only used the triamcinalone for three weeks ish, once i stopped, i started flaring on places i never even thought my eczema would spread to, including my FEET and my back and face and even around my chest, which i always had close to perfect skin on. my problem areas, as most people, were the backs of my knees and the creases of my elbows. in january, my dermatologist put me on rinvoq. it has been 5 months that i am on rinvoq and for me it worked, but it has not been a miracle drug. the first 2 weeks - around 10 weeks, was when i noticed the most progress, but i still had problems around my neck and such. another thing i noticed with rinvoq is that it makes me super sensitive to everything around me, including my dog that i was never allergic to and the sun. i am currently in the process of switching to dupixent.
throughout these 6 months i have made major lifestyle changes. slowly started to cut out dairy and gluten and i have been 100% dairy and gluten free for ten weeks now. i also dont eat sesame, nuts and seafood and i try to avoid soy and sugar as much as i can.
along with this, i try to eat foods that have healthy fats, and i mostly only eat whole foods. i know this seems hard and i thought it was impossible but nothing tastes good enough to compensate for the itching and the burning skin. since i am 18, i still go out but when i do go out, i try to limit myself to certain foods since most places use seed oils, usually chipotle is a great option. i get brown rice, both beans, chicken, green salsa and lettuce. i used to get fajitas corn and pico but i stopped because peppers and tomatoes are nightshades and corn is not very good for you. i also drink loads of green tea since it lowers immunoglobulin e and has many other health benefits.
the best advice i can probably give is 1. to heal your gut 2. have a good skincare regimen 3. sleep a lot
i dont see many people sharing their specific skincare routine so ill share mine.
i wash my face with a la roche posay cleanser around once every 2-3 days. then 1. la roche posay thermal spring water 2. hyalyronic acid (good molecules) 3. squalene (the ordinary) 4. byoma recovery oil 5. rosehip seed oil (the ordinary) 6. la roche posay eczema soothing cream 7. mineral sunscreen (good molecules)
the steps with brands in parentheses are the ones i use, but as long as it’s that ingredient. i think any brand should be fine. i know it seems like a lot but i dont don’t do all steps at once and if you want a simple routine i would suggest just using rosehip seed oil from the ordinary and a good moisturizesunscreen. i love the ordinary rosehip seed oil i have repurchased around 5-6 times. 100% recommend, super gentle and moisturizing and DOES NOT sting.
good luck to anyone reading this, i know its hard but i try to remember that there is a light at the end of the tunnel and maybe one day we can leave the house without an entire tube of moisturizer ❤️❤️

I first started noticing that something was wrong around 3 months ago. At the time, I was working from home and would usually light a scented candle while I worked, which usually helped me relax and stay focused on my work. I would usually burn through a candle a week, but over time, the candles started to take less time to fully burn up. At first, I thought that this was because of a change in ingredients the company that made the candles used, but the problem persisted after I switched candle brands, which I once again blamed on the candle manufacturers.
I kept this belief for another week until the first incident. While getting up from my computer desk, which faces away from the candle, to take a quick bathroom break, I caught a glimpse of the lit candle. A two-inch layer of molten wax rested on another three-inch layer of solid wax, the wicks rising out at first and being somewhat visible through the molten layer, finally breaking the surface and being slowly burned away. The flames flickered as I swung the door open and walked out of the room. When I returned 10 minutes later, the molten layer was gone, and the wicks had been shortened so that the flames rested right above the solid layer of the wax. At first, I thought that the glass jar that contained the candle was leaking, but after a short inspection, I was only able to find two small drops of candle wax that had solidified right next to the candle on the bedside table. I still had 2 hours of work left to do, but I was too lost in thought and was unable to do any work for the rest of the day.
Every night before I go to sleep, I like to read for at least 30 minutes, and while reading, I usually light a candle. Around 4 days later, I had mostly forgotten about the incident and went back to using candles. Due to my naivety, it returned.
I fell asleep while reading with a candle lit on my bedside table. I woke up to loud slurping noises. As I opened my eyes, the brightness of the light I had not turned off almost blinded me. As my eyes tried to readjust to the light and focus on what was in front of me, I saw a somewhat humanoid dark gray to light blue blur that contrasted with the white paint on the walls behind it. Another gray line stretched from the shape's head to the candle on my bedside table. I could feel my heart skip five consecutive beats. I opened my mouth and tried to force out a scream for help, but the pressure I applied to my throat was way beyond what it was able to handle, leading me to only produce a light wheezing sound. I tried to sit up or to at least prop myself up, but my muscles failed me. Trying to push myself up with my arms felt impossible. As I stared at the figure that had suddenly appeared in my room, my eyes finally managed to focus, making it possible for me to see the intruder who was now staring at me. The figure was a man at least 7 feet tall, fully naked; he looked bloated; his eyes were bloodshot and looked like they would pop out of their sockets; at any point, his skin was a grayish light blue.
HIS LIPS
His lips extended from his mouth like an elephant's trunk, which had been split in half. The lips extended from the man's face to the candle; the flames had been put out. He was using his lips as a makeshift straw, slowly sucking up all the molten wax from the candle, which had fully liquified while I was asleep. I laid in bed, unable to move, unable to scream for help, staring until he emptied the jar. His lips retracted back to his face, the molten wax solidifying on their tips and cracking, flakes of wax falling off the man's lips and falling to the floor. The man grinned, staring at me. The ridges and gaps between the teeth were filled in with wax, making it impossible to make out where one tooth ended and the next one began. The man opened the door he was standing next to, but instead of walking out of the room, he stepped behind it. His face peered at me from above the door, and then once again, like he had done to drink the wax, the man puckered his lips, which stretched from his mouth and floated to me. I shook and tried to roll over away from him. I wanted to get up and run, but my fear had taken over my body. Tears flowed from my eyes. He kissed me on the cheek, leaving flakes of wax and light moisture. He retracted his lips and lowered his head behind the door.
I don't remember falling asleep, but when I woke up, I saw the empty glass jar, which at one point contained the candle. Even though I had hoped that what had happened was a dream, it wasn't. I still had flakes of wax on my cheek, and on my bedroom floor, the wax in the jar had disappeared. I called the police, but they were unable to find anyone in my apartment; they also could not find any evidence of a break-in.
After the break-in, I started looking for a new apartment to move to, thinking that the man was tied to the building I was in, but even though I had thrown out all of my candles, I could not stomach spending another hour in my apartment, constantly looking over my shoulder or walking around with my back pressed up against the wall to not allow it to creep up on me. Thankfully, my friend Emma was able to let me stay over at her apartment while I looked for a new one for myself.
Me and Emma have been friends since we were 8, and we've been there to support each other when times get rough. This isn’t the first time I've had to stay over at her house for an extended amount of time; in fact, I have had to stay over at Emma’s as many times as she has had to stay over at my apartment, whether it was because of evictions after losing a job, breakups, or a candle wax drinking squatter. I didn't even know if it was human. I mean, sure, it looked like one, but human lips are not supposed to do what his did, and somehow it didn't have a reaction to molten wax being poured down its esophagus. I didn't tell Emma about what happened—the details at least—I just told her that a man had broken into my house and was watching me sleep. The only people I told the truth to were my therapist and the cops, and all of them disregarded what I told them as my mind making things up after a traumatic event.
For a while, I believed what they said—I mean, why wouldn’t I?—but then I started seeing him again. For a few days, I thought it was my mind playing tricks on me again like it had done during the night of the incident. For split seconds out of the corner of my eye, I would see the outline of a tall, bloated figure. At first, they were hours apart, but after a while, it became constant. He was standing in each room I passed, in every single dark corner I glanced past, and then he spoke.
“FeeD MeEeee”
It stood in the kitchen, peering over from a small gap between the fridge and the sink, where the trash can that had been knocked over onto its side usually stood. His voice was raspy, and every word that came out of his mouth was distorted as if he were gargling water, but still, I could somehow clearly make out each word he said from over 15 feet away.
“Please just leave me alone I… why are you following me?”
I shouted at the figure, the same fear that had taken over my body during the night I saw him for the first time paralyzing me, making it impossible for me to move anything other than my eyes, eyelids, and mouth.
“i’M sTarviNg, I nEEd You To FeEd ME”
It replied again. Now, stepping out from behind the fridge, he stepped directly onto a rotten banana. Its mushy brown content’s seeping out of the peel under the pressure of his decomposing foot, which was covered in scabs, and took up the same grayish light blue color as the rest of his body. He mostly looked the same; his bloodshot eyes bulged from their sockets, but now his tongue was swollen. It peeked out from between his bloated, cracked gray lips; it stared at me, waiting for an answer.
“Ok, I’ll.. I’ll feed you, but please just... leave me alone.”
I replied, the tone of my voice shifting into high-pitched squeals with every quick breath I took. He looked satisfied by my response. He somehow squeezed his bloated body back into the gap that was at least four times smaller than him. After peering over at me from above the fridge, he bent over backwards, his spine releasing a series of sickening cracks until he was fully obscured by the fridge, and then he vanished.
Still barely in control of my body, I limped over to the couch tucked away in the back corner of the living room, it took me at least 10 minutes to steady my breathing and 20 more to fully regain control of my body again but as soon as I did I ran out the house and to the nearest store, during the 15-minute walk he stared at me through dark windows and the backs of cars, peered out at me from gaps between leaves in the trees and bushes, he even followed me into the store staring at me from the middle of deserted isles before disappearing right before my eyes were able to fully catch him, once I finally got the candles I randomly picked four off of the shelves and rushed to the self checkout.
When I arrived home, I had 2 hours before Emma got off work. I didn't want to feed it while she was home, and I didn't want her to see it. I pulled out two of the candles from the black plastic bag and placed them on the kitchen table, the first a light blue candle named “Garden Rain” and the second a red candle named “Juicy Watermelon." I pulled out a lighter from one of the drawers Emma used after her stove stopped lighting on its own and lit each of the 6 wicks on the candles. As soon as I started seeing the wax melt under the heat of the burning wicks, I dropped the lighter onto the table next to the candles and ran out of the room. I could not stomach seeing that thing again; even just thinking about it made me shudder and hyperventilate. The paralyzing fear that seeing him caused me made me want to vomit.
At least 30 minutes later I started to hear it drink even though the living room and kitchen were separated by a wall, even though I had closed the door I could still hear what at first started as slurping sounds which were followed up by loud gulps, then it stopped, and once again 30 minutes later it started drinking, as the slurping started once again I heard the door to the apartment crack open, it was Emma, as she stepped through the door I saw her carrying two large brown paper bags of groceries in her hands, she was headed to the kitchen.
“Hey let me grab those for you”
I said running over to her, my voice shaking.
“Oh, thanks. Are you… okay, you look scared?”
My eyes shot wide open in a mixture of fear and surprise. I said the first thing that came to mind.
“Yeah just umm… I didn't expect you to come home so early and I got a bit spooked”
“shit sorry, I know I should have called you, work let me off early today,”
I started to turn away from her walking to the kitchen.
Trying to keep her away from the kitchen I told her to wait for me in the living room because I wanted to talk to her about something. I didn't know what I would talk to her about but that was a problem for future me to resolve, somehow it worked.
“What's that sound?”
She called out to me while walking towards the living room couch. It took me a few seconds to come up with an excuse.
“I think it’s the sink, or the pipes at least”
I opened the door to the kitchen with my eyes closed at first hesitant to look knowing what would be greeting me. slowly prying my eyes open I started to see its outline, my muscles started to lose strength as the details of the man came into my view, I felt the grocery bags start to slip from my arms, my knees buckled, face first I fell onto the kitchen floor scattering the groceries all over the floor, I mixture of a light scream and a yelp escaped from my mouth as my body made contact with the floor, Emma concerned for my safety ran into the kitchen, she didn't scream, using all of the strength and mobility I had left in my muscles I rolled over expecting to see her face drenched in terror, her body frozen still unable to move just like my body had done the first time that I saw him, but Emma looked concerned, the man was gone, she crouched down beside me.
“Oh my god are you ok? What happened?”
I looked around observing my surroundings.
“I um… I… I tripped on the little thing at the bottom of the doorframe”
I finally managed to blurt out another excuse, not being able to remember what the name of a door sill was. I started to sit up using a part of the energy that had returned to my body, pain pulsed through my chest and arms, Emma looked at me with a concerned face.
“You've been acting really weird since I got home, are you sure you're ok?”
“Yeah… I think I’m just having one of those days you know”
The confusion on Emma’s face said that she didn’t know and to be honest I didn't either, I guess my luck of pulling random excuses out of my ass ran out, Emma thought that she triggered some sort of PTSD response after barging into the house unannounced at first apologizing then trying to change the subject to stop my trembling which I was still unsuccessfully trying to hide from her.
“Did you buy candles?”
Emma asked picking the groceries apart from the garbage that spilled out the can that the man had knocked over, placing them on the table next to the now half-empty glass jars, the flames flickered above the inch or so of molten wax the man was unable to finish drinking.
“Yeah I’ve been struggling with work lately, they usually help me focus”
“Huh Interesting combination you’ve got going on here”
She looked at me and smiled slightly, I smiled back and chuckled to seem normal.
“Yeah even I don't know what I was trying to accomplish here, to be honest”
I tried to help Emma clean up the spilled groceries but she did not let me, she told me that I needed to recover like I had been in a car crash instead of having taken a little tumble. After a few seconds of silence, Emma spoke again.
“Anyway, what did you want to talk to me about earlier?”
A quick jolt of stress shot through my body, in a jumbled mess of lies and fear I had forgotten what I had told Emma, I sat there in silence for a few seconds unable to come up with an excuse
“I…umm… I don’t remember, it wasn't anything serious though”
“Damn did you hit your head too?”
She said once again proudly smiling at her joke.
At this point Emma picked up the last bag of potato chips from the floor and placed it on the table, then she opened the fridge and started loading the groceries into it.
“Anyway I gotta go get back to work’’
I blurted out after a few more seconds of awkward silence.
“Alright well good luck”
I walked over into the living room and sat down in front of my workstation, which now consisted of a laptop sitting on a small foldable TV tray that had just barely enough room left on it to fit a small USB mouse.
The last thing I remember, before I fell asleep, was me mindlessly scrolling through apartment listings while Emma watched a random 90’s horror movie I’m positive only had a budget of $500.
I woke up with a light stinging pain shooting through my dry throat, and a dim hissing sound caused by thousands of water drops striking the ground outside filled the room. I pressed the spacebar on my laptop, the brightness of the screen blinding me temporarily, after taking a few seconds to let my eyes readjust I managed to make out the time, 3:45 AM. A strong smell I was unable to make out the origin of assaulted my nostrils. Lavender.
The smell hitting my nose had the same effect on me that I would expect smelling salts would have on a weightlifter right before they set a world record. Before I knew it my legs were moving on their own at an almost uncontrollable pace, fighting back against my mind which was telling them to slow down after years of being used to navigating both mine and Emma’s apartment as steadily as possible to not bother the neighbors.
Finally, after what felt like an eternity I stood before Emma’s bedroom door, a faint, yellow, pulsating light radiated from a lamp and snuck out of a small gap between the door and the doorframe, reluctantly I pushed my left hand up against the door, my right hand grasping onto the door frame for a sense of stability, once the door was fully agape I scanned the inside of the room my heart skipping a beat for every humanoid shadow cast up onto the wall by the lights from the wicks which were set ablaze and were being slowly burnt away.
I walked into Emma’s room and made my way over to her bedside table to put out the candle, as I stepped closer towards her, her face became more defined, I could finally make out her features, she was awake, but no she could not have been, even though her eyes were wide open they never blinked, she didn't even move slightly, as I moved closer I finally managed to fully make out the expression of pure terror on her face, her mouth wide agape as if she was about to release a deafening screach, but she could not have, a single drop of solidified wax dribbled out of the corner of her mouth and clung to her cheek, my eyes traced the cream colored path back towards her mouth, first up her cheek then between the corner of her mouth and finally behind her teeth, there instead of her tongue or the roof of her mouth I saw a wall of wax which had filled in the entirety of her mouth.
I fell to my knees and hunched forward supporting my body weight with my arms, I was too late, I resisted the urge to vomit and got back up onto my feet, a mixture of tears and snot slid down my face and onto my lips, shaking now I slowly started limping over towards my phone which I had left on the couch next to where I had awoken just minutes before, just minutes before my life was destroyed because of my lies if I had just told Emma what I had gone through, if I had just told her what had happened on the night of the incident which now seemed trivial, even if she thought that I was crazy, I know that she would have complied just to make me feel comfortable.
It took me at least 30 seconds of repeated attempts to stabilize my hands enough to properly dial 911. “Someone broke into my apartment and hurt my friend” was the only reasonable explanation I could come up with that would not get the operator to hang up on me thinking that this was a prank call.
I sat there in the living room for an agonizing 10 minutes, crying, my sadness slowly transformed into anger towards myself, and my mind raced thinking of all the lies I’d told, I kept thinking that if I had just told her the truth she would not have been laying there in her bed, her body bloated, “every single orifice has signs of forced penetration and has been filled with what seems to be candle wax” is what was written on her autopsy report.
For a few days I was the main suspect in Emma’s murder, but due to the almost unstoppable crying and the unresponsive state that I was in when the police arrived, mixed with the lack of evidence of me having a way to produce 30 pounds of candle wax led to me being released out of police custody, but because I was the main suspect I was not told any details about what had fully happened to Emma, for days all I had to work off of was the image of her face frozen in terror, and a short glance I caught of her bloated body as she was being carted out on a stretcher.
I recounted every single word of our last conversations over and over again until they became permanently etched into my brain.
Emma’s parents originally wanted to cremate her, as that is what she had somewhat jokingly asked for whenever the topic of funerals came up, well she had joked about wanting to have had unpopped popcorn shoved down her throat before she was sent off to “scare the shit out of the guy cremating me” but due to all the wax which would have been impossible to get out of her body they were forced to bury her.
A few days before Emma’s funeral her body disappeared.
After Emma’s death, her parents took me into their home, after reading the autopsy reports and seeing her corpse they had thrown out every single candle they owned which made their home the safest choice I had, still, this did not stop me from buying a machete and keeping it under my bed, just in case.
I was laying on the bed in their guest bedroom The day that the police informed Emma’s parents about her disappearance, the bedroom is right above the front porch of the house, at first I heard them ring the doorbell which was followed up by 3 powerful knocks on the door, for about a minute I laid there on the bed listening to muffled voices exchanging distorted words I was barely able to make out which slowly transformed into distorted weeps, curious I lifted myself up from the bed, made my way over to the window and carefully lifted the bottom panel making Shure to not make too much noise, the distorted muffled sounds started forming into coherent words “We checked the security footage but the only strange thing we could see was a 5 second time jump” one of the officers spoke in a serious and almost monotone voice “which meant that the security guard who was the only person in the building had to climb down 2 flights of stairs walk through a 40 foot long hallway and then drag her body back up stairs and out of the building in 5 seconds” Emma’s mom let out yelp “ but don’t worry ma'am that’s actually good news because we know that her corpse is still somewhere within the building and was probably brought to the wrong floor by an intern, we’ve already warned all of the staff at the hospital to keep an eye out, and we also sent 5 officers to search the hospital”
I could not believe what I was hearing, my breathing quickened, but this time instead of fear I felt anger, that fucker stole her corpse and was probably in the weird separate plane of existence he always went back to after terrorizing me, cutting off chunks of her body, melting her, and drinking her.
I closed the window Emma’s mom's cries once again turned into a muffled rumble which was only possible to make out if you knew what to look for, I took a few steps back away from the window planning to lay back down, not wanting to bother Emma’s parents. I bumped into something, not something, someone, its fleshy towering form as solid as a wall sent me tumbling forward, I knew it was him, he had returned to take me too, to stretch his swollen cracked lips, push them down my esophagus, fill my lungs and stomach with wax. But despite all of that this time I was not scared, I was angry, and I was not going to stand there in terror like I had the last time I saw him.
I fell forward onto my knees my face missing the window sill just by mere inches, I put my hands onto the floor, lifted one of my knees, and rotated 180 degrees now facing the monster, to the right of him pushed up against the wall was the bed, light from the sun reflected off of the metallic button which kept my machete in it’s sheathe, the man started to stretch his lips, they were moving towards me, waving a wiggling through the air like a snake slithering towards me.
I dove towards the bed one of my feet pushing off of the floor and the other pushing against the wall which creaked under the pressure applied to it, I flew for a few moments before slamming down onto the carpet and sliding forward, the heat generated by my skin brushing against the carpet released a sharp stinging pain throughout my body, my outstretched arm landed just a few inches short of the machete, I quickly bent my arms, pushing my body up and crawled towards the machete. my fingers wrapped around the handle I spun around, my back pushed up against the bedside table, once again facing the man, he was still facing the window but his lips faced me and were just a few feet away from me, for what felt like minutes but was most likely no longer than a second, I struggled to hook my finger under the strap securing the machete into its sheath, as the lips inched towards me the man started producing gurgling noises, he was regurgitation wax.
I finally pulled the machete out of its sheath, I swung the blade at the man's lips, the blade was not met with any resistance as it sliced through the man’s lips which landed on the carpeted floor with an audible thud, the man did not have a physical reaction to my counter-attack, his lips kept creeping towards me, once again I slashed at the lips, still no reaction, I repeated this at least 3 more times.
I wanted to kill him, I wanted to take revenge for what he had done to Emma, but fighting back was pointless. I realized that no matter how much I tried to hurt it, I could not kill him, I could not get rid of him.
My rage dissipated and a mixture of fear and sadness crept in, and soon took over my body, I screamed for help, I screamed in fear, in agony, tears streamed down my face as the man's lips finally reached my face, he wasn’t met with any resistance as his lips snuck between mine, pried my jaw open and finally started to slide down my esophagus.
I heard the cops run up the stairs, they started banging on the door asking if I was okay only to have been met with muffled screams, hot wax started to pour down inside of me, the stinging pain of the heat made me want to plunge the machete which I had dropped onto the ground next to me into my stomach to create a gaping wound that the wax would hopefully funnel out of, the texture of the man's slippery, oily lips matched with the poison like flavor of the wax caused me to start gagging, I felt my insides bulging like at any moment my intestines would have been filled to the point where they would pop, I wanted to vomit, the drain myself of the filth I was filled with, but his lips had plugged my throat not allowing anything to get out.
Hearing my muffled screams the cops started kicking the door down, the man retracted his lips, the suction aided my attempts at cleansing my insides, I got onto my hands and knees streams of molten wax pouring out of me, solidifying on the the carpet, with another loud thud the door swung open slamming into the wall, the man was gone.
That’s the last thing I remember before I passed out, but according to one of the doctors who was in the ambulance that brought me to the hospital, I was still semi-responsive during the first 10 minutes of the ride to the hospital.
Approximately 13.4 pounds of wax were removed from my body, the doctors said that I was in a critical condition and some of them did not expect me to make it.
One of the officers who was there the day the man attacked me took a report of what had happened to me, due to the unmistakable evidence of what had happened to both me and Emma, and the fact that this was the 3rd instance of me reporting something like this the police finally started investigating who this man might have been.
Around a month later I was discharged from the hospital and once again have been staying in the living room of Emma’s parent's house.
I’ve been seeing the man again, candles were not allowed in the hospital I stayed at, which means that he’s probably very hungry, he’s close to attacking me again, I know it, he wants to finish what he started and I don't know if I have the power to fight back, I’m not sure if defeating him is even possible, I’m tired.
I’ve been seeing Emma too, her bloated, reanimated corpse often appears to be standing next to the man. If I let him take me will I get to join them? I’ve tried asking but they don’t answer, they just stare, I can’t keep living in constant fear, always looking over my shoulder, I miss Emma.

Like seriously, was dying laughing today when I saw the "Tomato BLT", that's just a "BLT" with some shitty aioli sauce in place of mayo. Theres no way these aren't 100% cost cutting measures to make the menu as cheap as possible, this cannot be some sort of long term brand move because none of the stuff on this terrible menu sticks or makes logical sense!