Michael jackson, heal the world

Michael Jackson: The Man

2024.02.01 22:42 FelicitySmoak_ Michael Jackson: The Man

A place for respectfully exploring who the man in the mirror really was, as a person not an icon
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2009.06.26 00:22 JasonNunez23 Michael Jackson

The King of Pop. The Gloved One. Humanitarian. Father. Appreciation subreddit dedicated to the life and art of Michael Joe Jackson (1958 - 2009 - ∞).
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2011.11.13 06:12 leoavalon Mariah Carey

An open space for discussion about Mariah Carey, one of the world's best singer and songwriter, and her work.
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2024.05.14 22:53 PooPlumber DFV tweet Collection and notes (Part 1)

DFV tweet Collection and notes (Part 1)
Most decent thoughts come to you when you are in the shower.. so I took a long bath.
Stay with me on this... there are some cross overs between the tweets. My Autism levels made me want to dig into some of these tweets... Maybe some of you higher up on the spectrum can decipher this better with some of the pieces I'm dropping here.
He wont be making these on the fly. He's likely been making these while on his hiatus. There will be hidden meaning to some of these if you are to dig.
You can reply with your thoughts if you want to add your 2 cents. I'll add it if it sounds plausible. I'll work on the part 2 tomorrow. Add your recommendations and try post a master brief when he eventually is content with price action and we all go sailing off into the distance on our newly purchased MOASS Yachts.
Video Tweets in order with Key take aways:
1) https://x.com/theroaringkitty/status/1790034263603139012?s=48
https://preview.redd.it/tkc8mbqktf0d1.png?width=1290&format=png&auto=webp&s=ce42ceb7a577f4aefd8dddc6139c083aa2f72167
  • Chopping board cutting in beginning in the dark with background music from Inglorious bastards (Song called "The Surrender (La Resa)"
  • Thanos I'll do it myself (DFV announcing his return)
  • Wolverine (Runtime of the Wolverine movie is 1h47) Quite interesting with a welcome back with a 741 thrown in there.
Brief: Announcing his return
2) https://x.com/theroaringkitty/status/1790041813379850491?s=46
https://preview.redd.it/9nv9mjfsuf0d1.png?width=1290&format=png&auto=webp&s=526e225b78d1c63565538b85fad98966a5c427f9
  • "Your still here?... Its over"
  • Walter White "We're done when I we're done"
  • Cat wakes up possibly linked to his tweet with the cats asleep from before he went silent. Background music "We escape" sounds true while the cat looks out the window. Possibly for more freedom.
  • Piano Playing Light of the Seven from Game of thrones when Cersei blows up the Sept with Wildfire that gives off a green explosion.
3) https://x.com/theroaringkitty/status/1790049362846117942?s=46
https://preview.redd.it/9v8d8397yf0d1.png?width=1290&format=png&auto=webp&s=17d2634022a37ab3bbc54bf8dce3bea5cee50507
  • V for vendetta "first the overture"... just before this he says "Remember remember the 5th of November" not in DFV edit. Just after DFV cuts they blow up a false statue not meant to be there. Similar to the blowing up of the Sept from Game of thrones music in previous tweet not shown.
  • I have no clue where the second clip comes from Reversing in a back to the future styled car towards a wall to drop into an unground garage emitting green light.
-- Game of thrones Khaleesi holding hands and pivot to Drogon with an edited red eye. *"unlike the Blue-Eyes White Dragon, which is described as “virtually invincible” on its card text, the Red-Eyes Black Dragon represents the underdog, and constantly faces defeat."*
4) https://x.com/theroaringkitty/status/1790056912664601031?s=46
https://preview.redd.it/d9n34h4r0g0d1.png?width=1290&format=png&auto=webp&s=0059cd00ba8cb319fbf823fc2397709a8529fcf8
  • "The blood stays on the blade, one day you'll understand" meaning one of the following.

"You cannot wash away your sins.";

The blood is worn as a badge of merit on the blade;

'The blood remains on the blade and not on your hands (meaning you are relatively guilt-free).

(I think its the 3rd one)
  • "When I move you move" Ludacris lyrics released in 2003 song titled STAND UP (Asking us to stand up, when he moves we move? Unless he is buying more?)
5) https://x.com/theroaringkitty/status/1790064464357724451?s=46
https://preview.redd.it/qeppab232g0d1.png?width=1290&format=png&auto=webp&s=1116215e767c7954c9089f7b953b29509db8dc04
  • Fast and Furious "The last ride"2015 going off into the sunset. Just before this scene Vin says "The most important thing in life would always be the people in this room, right here right now."
  • Switch to a car meme handbrake turn
  • Switch to Ryan Gosling driving into a dodgy neighborhood with Tick of the clock by the Chromatics in the background. From the movie Drive. From before he drives the getaway vehicle from a robbery. Could symbolize his role here with the us folk.
6) https://x.com/theroaringkitty/status/1790072011810812231?s=46
https://preview.redd.it/gdc4r7cc5g0d1.png?width=1290&format=png&auto=webp&s=3b6382505fe27140a3e2be24b9a2e9cb183897e5
  • No clue of the origin of this clip "When I say run, Run". Either to say he will give us a heads up on when to exit? or he is giving a heads up on the last stock run we saw to $80.
  • "Listen baby" from Marvin Gaye "Ain't no mountain high enough"
"The dog days are over" Florence and the machine
The catchy tune is a song about finding happiness and realizing that there will be a light at the end of the tunnel. No matter what hardships we are facing we will reach a point when the “dog days are over,” and the struggles will all be in the past.
7) https://x.com/theroaringkitty/status/1790079562866360327?s=46
https://preview.redd.it/p3itf1dv6g0d1.png?width=1290&format=png&auto=webp&s=9df53fa6e56dfd4cb761e02037f0e946389861f2
  • "You think you are the only superhero in the world? I'm here to talk to you about the avenger initiative"
  • Cut to "Farewell Ride" by Beck and the Avengers and some extras going to war.
The Avengers Initiative was designed to defend Earth from imminent global threats beyond the warfighting capability of conventional military forces.
8) https://x.com/theroaringkitty/status/1790087112282239085?s=46
https://preview.redd.it/zqtbwkxbag0d1.png?width=1290&format=png&auto=webp&s=7f054cf4ab35ea0f0da4973b4dd24e7469d4d34f
  • The ecstasy of gold - Metallica & a scene from the good, the bad and the ugly
https://youtu.be/6oktXuU37Io?si=iKDXWwIeDlpDdStQ
  • Cut to the Avengers battle scene from??? Think the audio is also from the same concert. Song is enter sandman - Metallica.
  • Interesting take: In the Big short (2015), there's a scene where Michael Burry is listening to heavy metal in his office. The Metallica song, Master of Puppets, is a song about how people are controlled by the rich and powerful, much like the theme of the movie.
9) https://x.com/theroaringkitty/status/1790094668237259040?s=46
https://preview.redd.it/32fcq12ucg0d1.png?width=1290&format=png&auto=webp&s=33da0c4251904bd1f8eb042aaad27649c36fd799
  • "no make no mistake... It's not revenge he's after... it's a reckoning"
  • "You tell him I'm coming... and Hells coming with me"...
  • Who is he threatening? Shorts, haters, naysayers or all of the before mentioned? I think this is a statement post that he's here for business and he's not leaving till he see's his price targets.. which are? JUST UP!!!
Red is symbolized a few times across these tweets, either in text or edits. Since red is the color of blood, it has historically been associated with sacrifice, danger, and courage.
TO BE CONTINUED...
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2024.05.14 22:52 Zealousideal_Pain374 [WTS] Silver and Gold Coins and bullion for sale 5/14/2024

[WTS] silver and Gold Coins and bullion for sale 5/14/2024
Ships from NJ
Selling some gold and silver coins and bullion. Make offers if prices off. Credit to all of you who regularly post. Making the ad, the pictures, the description, etc is time consuming.
Proof
https://imgur.com/a/16MpAmh
Gold 1992 Cook Island $50 coin Proof Panda 14k Description: Panda Ruler Name: Elizabeth II Diameter: 25 mm Weight: 0.25 (oz.), fineness 14k $575 Gold plus numismatic value
https://imgur.com/a/da0ep0y
https://imgur.com/a/TtofpBu
https://imgur.com/a/ANFIViv
2000 Jahre Christnetum Austrian Gold Coin 500 Schilling Birth of Christ 10g, .986 fine AU, # 42953 of 50,000 in box w/ COA $750
1904 Russia gold coin 5 Rubles Key date $475 gold plus numismatic
https://imgur.com/a/p9oWKOd
https://imgur.com/a/S9ZaUqw
https://imgur.com/a/lVM62Fu
Gouden Dukaat 1989 proof 3.494g plus numismatic value $275
https://imgur.com/a/xjmfaSX
https://imgur.com/a/SMIHQUg
1909 20F gold coin 6.46g $465 gold plus numismatic https://imgur.com/a/10A2Qb4
Silver
https://imgur.com/a/VzTNc73
United States 1986 Prestige Set $30
US Silver Corp 1974 world trade 1oz- $32
https://imgur.com/a/WsAGl7t
https://imgur.com/a/Nf1YWWi
Lot of 3 coins-$24 George Washington 1982 half dollar 90% Two 1976 Washington quarter proof 90%
Canada Silver stamp- Nonsuch 1968 Very rare $55
Statue of Liberty Centennial 1986 (Washington crossing the Delaware) Statue Of Liberty Washington Crossing Delaware 28.6 Grams Sterling Silver .925 collector coin $45
One Peso Filipinas 1908S $200obo Rare. Low mintage. Dirty
https://imgur.com/a/6aTy3EA
Astrology bullion Two, 1/2 oz each $32 for the pair
https://imgur.com/a/lffQIrM
1970 Egypt nasser commemorative $32
Andrew Jackson liberty lobby 1991 240 grains silver $17
https://imgur.com/a/4vFj87v
2017 Canada big horn sheep 3/4oz proof69 $40 2018 Canada wolverine 3/4oz proof69 $40
https://imgur.com/a/d2UZJoG
2023 silver Krugerrand MS69 $36
https://imgur.com/a/CuKTEfA
2021S silver eagle $41 emergency production MS69
https://imgur.com/a/vY8caDp
WWII 50th anniversary silver coin D-Day $37 1991-1995 26g .9 highly collectible low mintage https://imgur.com/a/xzkxVPw
Silver round Eisenhower addresses troops at Normandy $31 1oz
https://imgur.com/a/JQUKy3K
https://imgur.com/a/k9YVYMy
Eisenhower Liberia $20 silver coin 20g .999 Low mintage $26 proof
https://imgur.com/a/Jq95ugr
Douglas Arthur Philippines one Peso $115 obo Low mintage, excellent condition On the low end it’s $65 coin, high end $325. What’s fair?
George bush 1oz silver gold plated 24k $32
https://imgur.com/a/DlxvepK
1960 South Africa 5 shillings silver coin very nice condition $30
https://imgur.com/a/twGBcLo
1934 silver coin Peru 5 decimos $22
https://imgur.com/a/NcqP1dk
https://imgur.com/a/avoUGoN
FAO TONGA 1975 2 Pa’anga Food for all coin, copper not silver $15 42.8 grams. Heavy coin.
https://imgur.com/a/10c3N5a
1848 Large Cent $22 (copper) Shipping is USPS. I will email a picture of the tracking receipt.
https://imgur.com/a/Hfj4Pv5
$6 for <6ozs silver or each prestige set $10 >6ozs
Gold coins $10 each or all I can take more pictures just ask More interested in selling but would consider trades.
Insurance is optional paid by the buyer I accept Venmo, Zelle and PayPal friends and family only. If you want to use goods and services please pay the ~2% extra that they charge me. I used Internet and online auctions to determine prices. Make offer if you think they are unfair. Thank you for looking.
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2024.05.14 22:45 Linny511 How much can one person take?

I’d recently posted after taking pictures of my hair part and back of head a few days ago. Was shocked and dismayed to say the least. Managed to move my existing derm appointment to this morning at a different location. She diagnosed me with what I had suspected I had but hoped I didn’t. Androgenetic alopecia.
She prescribed minoxidil. She said I can start with the 5% topical if I like, but suggested going with oral 2.5% and wrote me a script for that. On the drive home, I felt so incredibly angry. Since October, my life has been falling apart.
It started with me losing my job. I went on unemployment and got a grant to take classes in a different field, which I’ve been doing. Barely scrimping by on what I’m getting on unemployment but at least felt it was temporary and could see a light at the end of the tunnel.
Then, at the end of January, I visited an orthopedic surgeon for what I thought was a pulled groin muscle that wasn’t healing. He ordered an MRI and my world got turned upside down. I have a tumor on my hip bone that is malignant and suspected to be a rare form of cartilage cancer. Awaiting surgery with implant late spring, with a hefty recovery period. Possible radiation to the area will follow, depending on pathology results. I’ll also have to get scans every few months for the next 10 years to make sure it hasn’t spread anywhere else.
Now, I’m fu@ This is just too much. I feel so bitter, like a miserable old crap bag.
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2024.05.14 22:42 SusanIsTheKingOfPop Season 5: Michael Jackson

Did y'all notice the following in season 5?
Coincidence? That's Joincidence with a c!
Susan Mayer is The King of Pop!
HEE HEE!
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2024.05.14 22:38 adulting4kids Tarot Symbolism

Number 1:

  1. Initiation: Represents new beginnings, leadership, and individuality.
  2. The Magician: Tarot card associated with the number 1, symbolizing creativity, manifestation, and willpower.
  3. Independence: Signifies self-reliance, originality, and taking the lead.
  4. Potential and Possibility: Embodies the start of a journey or a project.
  5. Unity: Reflects the oneness, the start of something unique and singular.

Number 2:

  1. Duality: Signifies balance, partnerships, and cooperation.
  2. The High Priestess: Associated with intuition, wisdom, and hidden knowledge in tarot.
  3. Harmony: Represents the need for balance and diplomacy.
  4. Relationships: Emphasizes partnerships, teamwork, and cooperation.
  5. Choice: Reflects decisions, choices, and the need for balance.

Number 3:

  1. Creativity: Symbolizes self-expression, communication, and creative endeavors.
  2. The Empress: Tarot card embodying fertility, creativity, and abundance.
  3. Optimism: Represents joy, enthusiasm, and social interaction.
  4. Expansion: Signifies growth, self-improvement, and broadening horizons.
  5. Manifestation: Reflects the power of thoughts, words, and actions in creating reality.

Number 4:

  1. Stability: Signifies structure, order, and a solid foundation.
  2. The Emperor: Tarot card embodying authority, stability, and structure.
  3. Security: Represents practicality, reliability, and building a strong base.
  4. Endurance: Symbolizes persistence, hard work, and discipline.
  5. Materialization: Reflects the manifestation of ideas into tangible results.

Number 5:

  1. Change: Represents adaptability, versatility, and transformation.
  2. The Hierophant: Tarot card symbolizing tradition, guidance, and spiritual growth.
  3. Freedom: Signifies exploration, adventure, and embracing diversity.
  4. Shifts and Challenges: Reflects unexpected changes and the need for flexibility.
  5. Versatility: Embodies adaptability, resourcefulness, and embracing new experiences.

Number 6:

  1. Harmony: Signifies balance, responsibility, and nurturing relationships.
  2. The Lovers: Tarot card representing love, harmony, and choices in relationships.
  3. Service: Reflects selflessness, compassion, and community involvement.
  4. Healing: Symbolizes peace, empathy, and creating harmonious environments.
  5. Balance: Embodies equilibrium, diplomacy, and a harmonious lifestyle.

Number 7:

  1. Spirituality: Signifies introspection, wisdom, and spiritual growth.
  2. The Chariot: Tarot card embodying willpower, determination, and progress.
  3. Seeking Truth: Reflects introspection, seeking answers, and inner wisdom.
  4. Analysis: Symbolizes deep thinking, research, and intellectual pursuits.
  5. Inner Guidance: Embodies intuition, mysticism, and inner awareness.

Number 8:

  1. Achievement: Represents success, abundance, and material prosperity.
  2. Strength: Tarot card symbolizing inner strength, resilience, and determination.
  3. Power and Success: Reflects ambition, authority, and material wealth.
  4. Karma: Symbolizes cause and effect, balance in action and consequence.
  5. Manifestation: Embodies material gains, business acumen, and financial stability.

Number 9:

  1. Completion: Signifies endings, spiritual fulfillment, and humanitarianism.
  2. The Hermit: Tarot card embodying introspection, wisdom, and spiritual enlightenment.
  3. Universal Love: Reflects compassion, service to humanity, and global consciousness.
  4. Wisdom and Leadership: Symbolizes altruism, leadership, and guiding others.
  5. Transformation: Embodies closure, spiritual awakening, and a broader perspective.
These tidbits offer symbolic insights into each number and its corresponding tarot cards, highlighting the thematic elements and interpretations associated with numerology and the tarot.

Number 10:

  1. Completion and Renewal: Signifies endings and new beginnings simultaneously.
  2. Wheel of Fortune: Tarot card representing cycles, destiny, and unforeseen changes.
  3. Wholeness: Reflects fulfillment, achievement, and cycles coming to fruition.
  4. Transformation: Symbolizes change, fate, and the cyclical nature of life.
  5. Karmic Balance: Embodies the law of cause and effect, the balance of energies.

Number 11:

  1. Master Illuminator: Signifies spiritual awakening, intuition, and enlightenment.
  2. Justice (or Strength in some decks): Tarot card embodying fairness, balance, and divine guidance.
  3. Enlightenment: Reflects intuition, inspiration, and high spiritual awareness.
  4. Higher Calling: Symbolizes spiritual guidance, psychic abilities, and divine insights.
  5. Visionary Leadership: Embodies visionary ideas, inspiration, and spiritual mentorship.

Number 12:

  1. Harmonious Union: Signifies partnerships, cooperation, and balanced relationships.
  2. The Hanged Man: Tarot card symbolizing surrender, perspective shift, and sacrifice for enlightenment.
  3. Sacrifice for Growth: Reflects letting go, patience, and seeing things from a different angle.
  4. Adaptability: Symbolizes flexibility, suspension, and altering perspectives.
  5. Transformational Insight: Embodies spiritual growth through surrender and acceptance.

Number 13:

  1. Transformation and Rebirth: Signifies change, transition, and new opportunities.
  2. Death: Tarot card representing transformation, endings, and profound change leading to renewal.
  3. Transition and Renewal: Reflects release, transformation, and the start of something new.
  4. Renewed Perspective: Symbolizes rebirth, regeneration, and shedding old patterns.
  5. Power of Endings: Embodies closure, regeneration, and the birth of something new.

Number 14:

  1. Practical Manifestation: Signifies grounded action, stability, and accomplishment.
  2. Temperance: Tarot card embodying balance, moderation, and spiritual harmony.
  3. Moderation and Balance: Reflects harmony, patience, and blending opposites.
  4. Alchemy: Symbolizes transformation, adaptation, and spiritual equilibrium.
  5. Integration of Duality: Embodies combining elements to create a harmonious whole.

Number 15:

  1. Change and Transformation: Signifies shifts, transitions, and adaptability.
  2. The Devil: Tarot card representing materialism, bondage, and self-limiting beliefs.
  3. Personal Freedom: Reflects breaking free from limitations, temptations, or restrictions.
  4. Inner Exploration: Symbolizes shadow work, self-awareness, and breaking unhealthy patterns.
  5. Choice and Liberation: Embodies freeing oneself from restrictions or unhealthy attachments.

Number 16:

  1. Spiritual Awakening: Signifies spiritual growth, divine intervention, and new beginnings.
  2. The Tower: Tarot card embodying sudden change, upheaval, and revelation leading to transformation.
  3. Sudden Change: Reflects upheaval, awakening, and revelation.
  4. Awakening to Truth: Symbolizes enlightenment, liberation, and profound insights.
  5. Transformational Crisis: Embodies breaking down old structures for spiritual evolution.

Number 17:

  1. Manifestation and Power: Signifies success, authority, and material abundance.
  2. The Star: Tarot card representing hope, inspiration, and spiritual guidance.
  3. Optimism and Healing: Reflects hope, faith, and finding inner guidance.
  4. Divine Intervention: Symbolizes grace, blessings, and spiritual renewal.
  5. Illumination and Guidance: Embodies finding direction and renewed faith.

Number 18:

  1. Karmic Completion: Signifies accomplishment, fulfillment, and achievement.
  2. The Moon: Tarot card symbolizing intuition, illusion, and the subconscious mind.
  3. Unveiling the Unseen: Reflects mystery, intuition, and subconscious revelations.
  4. Inner Reflection: Symbolizes introspection, dreams, and hidden truths.
  5. Transition to Higher Wisdom: Embodies uncovering hidden aspects for spiritual evolution.

Number 19:

  1. Fulfillment and Success: Signifies attainment, completion, and reaching goals.
  2. The Sun: Tarot card embodying joy, success, and positive outcomes.
  3. Abundance and Vitality: Reflects happiness, vitality, and illumination.
  4. Inner Child: Symbolizes innocence, playfulness, and embracing the joy of life.
  5. Celebration of Achievement: Embodies success, happiness, and realization of dreams.

Number 20:

  1. Integration and Fulfillment: Signifies completion of a cycle and a sense of wholeness.
  2. Judgment: Tarot card embodying spiritual awakening, renewal, and rebirth.
  3. Rebirth and Redemption: Reflects resurrection, spiritual awakening, and inner calling.
  4. Transformational Shift: Symbolizes a new phase, karmic retribution, and self-reflection.
  5. Resolution and Clarity: Embodies closure, resolution, and a fresh start.

Number 21:

  1. Unity and Completion: Signifies the combination of wisdom and fulfillment.
  2. The World: Tarot card representing fulfillment, completion, and mastery of life's cycles.
  3. Wholeness and Integration: Reflects achievement, fulfillment, and a sense of accomplishment.
  4. Mastery and Enlightenment: Symbolizes mastery over life's lessons and embracing new beginnings.
  5. Culmination and Success: Embodies achievement, fulfillment, and a broader perspective.

Number 22:

  1. Master Builder: Signifies the capacity to turn dreams into reality, a powerful force.
  2. The Fool (in some decks): Tarot card embodying unlimited potential, new beginnings, and the journey of life.
  3. Visionary Potential: Reflects the potential for extraordinary achievements and spiritual awakening.
  4. Manifesting Dreams: Symbolizes materializing ambitions, power, and the ability to create.
  5. Transformational Journey: Embodies spiritual growth, leadership, and a higher purpose.

Number 23:

  1. Creative Expression: Signifies creative pursuits, artistic talents, and innovative thinking.
  2. The King of Swords (in some decks): Tarot card representing intellect, clarity, and communication.
  3. Mental Clarity: Reflects clear thinking, sharp intellect, and diplomatic communication.
  4. Ambitious Vision: Symbolizes ambitious plans, strategic thinking, and leadership qualities.
  5. Intellectual Authority: Embodies mental strength, assertiveness, and logical reasoning.

Number 24:

  1. Nurturing Stability: Signifies caring, support, and creating a secure environment.
  2. The Queen of Cups (in some decks): Tarot card symbolizing emotional intelligence, compassion, and intuition.
  3. Compassionate Care: Reflects empathy, sensitivity, and nurturing qualities.
  4. Emotional Balance: Symbolizes emotional stability, harmonious relationships, and intuitive insights.
  5. Supportive Energy: Embodies nurturing abilities, empathy, and creating emotional security.

Number 25:

  1. Adaptability and Curiosity: Signifies versatility, exploration, and adaptability to change.
  2. The Knight of Pentacles (in some decks): Tarot card representing reliability, dedication, and practicality.
  3. Steadfast Dedication: Reflects commitment, reliability, and a methodical approach.
  4. Practical Solutions: Symbolizes a practical mindset, dedication to tasks, and diligent work ethic.
  5. Resourceful Nature: Embodies a disciplined attitude, reliability, and readiness to adapt.

Number 26:

  1. Diplomatic Harmony: Signifies balance, cooperation, and creating harmony in relationships.
  2. The Two of Swords (in some decks): Tarot card embodying decision-making, balance, and compromise.
  3. Balancing Choices: Reflects decisions, seeking balance, and finding middle ground.
  4. Peaceful Resolutions: Symbolizes diplomacy, compromise, and finding solutions.
  5. Harmonious Choices: Embodies choices made with consideration, balance, and peace.

Number 27:

  1. Wisdom and Compassion: Signifies understanding, spiritual insight, and empathy.
  2. The Nine of Cups (in some decks): Tarot card representing emotional fulfillment, contentment, and satisfaction.
  3. Emotional Satisfaction: Reflects happiness, emotional contentment, and spiritual fulfillment.
  4. Inner Contentment: Symbolizes emotional well-being, satisfaction, and contentedness.
  5. Gratitude and Fulfillment: Embodies gratitude for blessings, emotional satisfaction, and harmony.

Number 28:

  1. Achievement and Ambition: Signifies success through hard work, determination, and ambition.
  2. The Ten of Pentacles (in some decks): Tarot card embodying wealth, abundance, and family legacy.
  3. Abundance and Legacy: Reflects material success, family prosperity, and ancestral influence.
  4. Fulfillment of Goals: Symbolizes the accomplishment of long-term goals and material stability.
  5. Establishing Foundations: Embodies securing foundations, prosperity, and financial stability.

Number 29:

  1. Wisdom and Intuition: Signifies spiritual wisdom, intuition, and heightened awareness.
  2. The High Priestess (in some decks): Tarot card symbolizing intuition, mystery, and inner knowledge.
  3. Intuitive Insights: Reflects hidden knowledge, psychic abilities, and heightened perception.
  4. Mystical Awareness: Symbolizes esoteric wisdom, inner guidance, and spiritual depth.
  5. Spiritual Illumination: Embodies divine knowledge, inner mysteries, and esoteric understanding.
These tidbits continue to explore the symbolic meanings associated with each number and its corresponding tarot cards, offering insights into the diverse themes and interpretations within numerology and the tarot.
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2024.05.14 22:29 jonoshaw1_ Looking for and old story I read a while ago

All I remember from it was that 5 people were isekaied to a fantasy world. They woke up in a field, one character was wearing a batman or some comic book onesie. There was something about using frog magic to heal and catch fish. Also the dragons that they met spat acid and eat plants. If anyone knows the name of this please help. Edit: I just remembered that the mc can heal (even time it's used he gets slightly older) and use fire magc.
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2024.05.14 22:20 thinkingoutloud999 I loved you always. But i let nobody see and never acted. Because... it wasnt the right time or situation.

Help! Throwaway account because i don't want to be recognized😅
I 35F am in love with my bff 47M....
Not just in love. Really in love.
We had a friendship that goes more than 20 years back. We had a connection back then but i never did anything with those feelings because i was under aged and never even would have considered he would feel something for me. I always thought he saw me as his younger siste niece kind of girl. I looked up to him and even thought that my feelings were because of my puberty and him just beeing awesome in my eyes.
We lost contact for almost 10 years because our shared contact went in to another fase of his life and social media and contact wasnt the same as now. Somebody wasnt easy to find once lost.
But 5,5 years ago i went to a party and... there he was! We were over the moon seeing eachother again! He proudly presented me to his wife, we had a blast that evening and promised we would now keep in touch.
I was single at that time and on that same evening I hooked up with a very cute guy for a one night stand ( first time in my life after a 14 year relationship). That didn’t turn out to be a one night stand... we had a relationship for 4 years.
Only a month in, it turns out he is really good friends with my friend who i lost contact with.
Well... that went really well! We spend a lot of time with the four of us. Went to parties, had nice evenings at home, stayed over at their place or ours, and sometimes it was just us 2 reconnecting and going away together. Sometimes just the 2 males away together, all combo's were possible.
The relationship between me and my male bff grew. We were really grateful for the second chance of spending time together. But... i did already caught myself thinking.... why didn’t i run in to him earlier? Why did we never find eachother? I hope i find a man like him. But i would never!!! Hook up with a married man or even suggest or let him notice! And time went on. Everything was nice.
Then he drops a bomb. His wife cheated. Big time. With a shitshow coming with that you can't even imagine. He told us everything. We were in shock! After about a month of frustration, thinking, seeking help... they decide they want to save their marriage. I supported that choice. I could get that you don't want to throw away if you stil think you can save it. My boyfriend did not. He couldnt forgive her.
Later on my bff warned me..... because he saw that my relationship with my boyfriend was not ok due to his anger management problems and addictions. Combine that with my childhood trauma where i was neglected and hit and scolded way too many times... i let this guy treat me like shit again. I also did things wrong within the relationship but was always honest about working on myself. It finally exploded with him beeing violent.
A lot of people around us were incredibly angry with him. I was shattered in pieces. I was thankful for the support. Also from this couple. Because i trusted them. After a few months of grief i was starting to get back on my feet. Finally.
And then... he calls and tells me they gave up on their marriage. He was gonna call it quits. Totally tired of trying to feel it again. Devistated it didnt work. Thinking he would grow old with her. And my heart broke too! I wanted it to work. For him.
And that's the moment i realised again. For him. For him. I don't care for her if he doesnt.
We spend so much time together. We had evenings full of sorrow and drinks and movies to get over the pain, helped him in his new house, so many nice laughs, parties and joy and my feelings expand and expand. Finally i blurred out that i always thought of him of a really perfect guy but that i would have never acted on it while he was married. He was in shock. He did notice the behaviour of the last period but it was there all the time? He honestly said to me... i need time. I need to heal from this. I don't want anything to happen between us and i may become a mistake. And i totally agreed. I'll wait.
It's one year since the divorce.. We had so many amazing times together. Totally comfortabel and beeing just us. And yes, some moments you can feel it in the air.
I can't wait anymore. I need to do something. Kiss him. Tell him again. Something. Or not? I'm so afraid of losing this one of a kind friendship. But i also don't want to miss out any longer on what could be our happy ever after?
I wanna give him the world. I would never betray him like that. I would give everything for a life together.
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2024.05.14 22:17 Roebloz UNDERTALE Clover!Swap Mod - Preview 5: Clover Schmoovin' + New Menu Layout + Convenient Lamp

UNDERTALE Clover!Swap Mod - Preview 5: Clover Schmoovin' + New Menu Layout + Convenient Lamp
I've been making excellent progress on the mod, and improving a lot of aspects thanks to your helpful recommendations! For example, after popular request, I managed to implement a proper run animation for Clover. (I thought it would be much harder than it actually ended up being, but now it's in the game.)
Here it is in action!
https://youtu.be/76XwO--XtZ4
I've also redesigned a lot of minor elements. The conveniently-shaped lamp, for example, is now actually convenient.
How convenient! It's been slightly moved, but it works flawlessly.
What else...Oh yes, Clover obviously wouldn't settle for Butterscotch-Cinammon pie, and since this mod is only half-serious, you can ask Toriel for the true delicacy of this world: Gunpowder Pie!!!! (All dialogue relating to it has of course been changed, and to compensate, Hard Mode's Snail Pie was replaced with the usual Bscotch Pie.)
Yum!
And finally, I've completed the Red SOUL phase for Flowey's sprites. It is just a reskin of the Yellow SOUL phase obviously, but I think it worked out pretty well in the end. As for actually finding Frisk's stick, something tells me it won't be far from a certain bed of golden flowers...
The stick
The leaf it shoots
WARNING!
Now THAT is good healing material!
So yeah, good progress overall! See you later!
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2024.05.14 22:15 french_jc [M4F] Wholesome romance, slice of life

Are you ready to embark on a journey of love, passion, and intrigue? Join me in a roleplay experience where we'll explore the exhilarating thrill of the chase and the enchanting beauty of falling in love. I'm a seasoned roleplayer, eager to delve into the depths of character development and storytelling. If you're someone who enjoys crafting intricate plots and building meaningful connections between characters, then you're the partner I've been searching for. Together, let's weave a tale of romance that will leave us breathless and longing for more.
Some scenarios ideas:
1. Enigmatic Neighbors: In a quaint suburban neighborhood, a man in his forties moves in next door to a young woman in her twenties. Despite their age difference, there's an undeniable spark between them from the moment they meet. He's intrigued by her youthful energy and vibrant spirit, while she's drawn to his maturity and charm. However, beneath her confident facade lies a history of trauma from her teenage years, which has left her guarded and hesitant to open up to others. As they navigate the complexities of neighborly interactions, he becomes determined to unravel the layers of her past and show her that she deserves love and happiness. Could their budding romance heal old wounds and ignite a passion that transcends time and circumstance?
2. Rekindled Friendship: After fifteen long years of separation, two childhood best friends are reunited by chance. Despite the passage of time, their bond remains as strong as ever, and they quickly fall back into their familiar rhythm of laughter and shared memories. They've always shared a love for adventure and exploration, often dreaming of traveling the world together. In her teenage years, she was a tomboy, always eager to climb trees and explore hidden caves, but now she's transformed into a woman who exudes femininity and curves that captivate his attention. As they embark on new adventures and discover the depths of their connection, they find themselves drawn to each other in ways they never expected. Will they dare to take the leap from friendship to something more, or will fear of losing what they already have hold them back from true happiness?
3. Unexpected Romance: In a chance encounter, a self-conscious virgin in his twenties crosses paths with an older woman who exudes confidence and allure. Initially drawn to her out of a sense of admiration and curiosity, he finds himself captivated by her warmth and understanding. She, in turn, is touched by his vulnerability and innocence, seeing in him a reflection of her own past insecurities. As they navigate the complexities of desire and intimacy, they form a unique bond based on trust, acceptance, and a shared desire for exploration. Can their unconventional connection withstand the judgment of society and the doubts that plague their own minds?
4. Unconventional Desires: Amidst the tapestry of human relationships, an unconventional bond forms between two individuals drawn together by the primal instinct of nurturing and intimacy. In a world where taboos reign supreme, they find solace and fulfillment in the act of adult nursing or adult breastfeeding. Perhaps one is a nurturing caregiver seeking to provide comfort and sustenance, while the other is a willing recipient yearning for the intimate connection it brings. As they explore the depths of their desires and confront societal norms head-on, they discover a profound sense of belonging and acceptance in each other's arms. Will they dare to defy convention and embrace the uncharted territory of their unconventional love?
If you're interested in joining me on Discord for this roleplay adventure, know that I prefer to write in the first person point of view to fully immerse myself in the character's emotions and experiences. As a 44-year-old from Europe, I enjoy the dynamic of playing against a feminine character with nice curves. It may sound superficial, but it's my preference, and I know I won't fully enjoy the roleplay if she does not meet those criteria. Additionally, please note that all characters depicted in this roleplay are 18 years of age or older. Let's embark on a journey of love and discovery together, crafting a story where our characters' desires intertwine and their destinies collide in the most unexpected of ways.
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2024.05.14 22:14 Evening-Condition964 Looking for Guidance

I met my twin flame in August. She had a boyfriend, and was moving to New York with him in December. But as soon as we were in the same room our eyes were locked onto each other, and we magnetized to each other until she ended the romance because she was moving to New York with him and I cut off all contact because I knew I could never be "friends" with the person I wanted spend my life with. So while she was the one that asked me to stop bringing her flowers, poems, and gifts, I am the one that said don't text or contact each other well never speak again. Sometimes I regret saying that but it felt like it was the right thing to say then so oh well.
Now it has been 6 months (we stopped talking in November). I am still just as in love with her now as I was then. I reject every girl that comes into my life because they don't compare (if I found someone who made me feel this way I would date them, but nobody has). It feels like the universe has not brought me a new person, but also not letting me move on. I think about her constantly. Dream about her. I still make gifts for her and dedicate artwork and all of my accomplishments to her. I know what I want.
My question is this. What do I do? I have paid attention to the twin flame journey. I am in therapy. I am focusing on improving myself and healing. I am looking inside and understanding who I am and how I relate to the world. But that doesn't change the fact that she is the girl I love and I want to be with her. I could reach out to her. I don't think I would change her mind (we have been no contact since November 28). She seems to have dived deeper into the 3d to avoid acknowledging the connection we share. So I know better than to think I can change that. But I hate this feeling of no agency, of being powerless and dreaming of a reconnection.
I want to surrender. i read about the people who have and I'm jealous. I've tried to surrender actively and passively. I ground myself in nature and try to reconnect with my inner child. But I feel completely powerless because this need for her almost feels like its happening to me. I fear that I will never move on. I know that I will either move on, she will come back, or I wont move on. I hope that she comes back. Does it make sense to not try to reconnect and just let her be? Does it make sense to never reach out and let her come back to me only? I feel very overwhelmed and like I don't have the tools to ever make sense of what happened to me in the fall.
TLDR: I have been 6 months no contact with my TF, and am considering reaching out just to tell her I still feel the same way. That feels like a lack of self respect. Looking for guidance on how to move forward.
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2024.05.14 22:14 Carbon_Sixx A Crawling Chaos (Prelude 1/4) *Moderate Entomophobia Warning: Here There be Bugs!*

A Crawling Chaos (Prelude 1/4) *Moderate Entomophobia Warning: Here There be Bugs!*
As befits their nature, similarities between chaotic beings are vanishingly rare. Asking for consistency from the children of Chaos is like asking for warmth from a glacier- it is simply not possible under ordinary circumstances. Yet there is a common thread between them, if one knows where to look. Chaos is unpredictable, but never truly random. All chaotic creatures value self-determination, and share a desire to alter the status quo to fit their personal vision. The most common expressions of this are in mischief and fiery idealism. But all too often, Chaos manifests as an insatiable hunger to tear down all that is and replace it with something utterly incomprehensible, horrifying, and sometimes more depraved than anything Evil can dream of. While not our greatest enemy, Entropy represents the most blatant opposing force to the Balance.
  • An excerpt from "The Balance and You: A Guide to True Neutrality" by Tarul Var.

Zionyn, 663rd Layer of the Abyss
Usuz lazily droned across the ochre skies of what may have been the most loathsome place in existence. A rancid marsh of putrefying gore stretched for uncounted leagues below him, the manifested legacy of the sins his kind had committed before the first sunrise, and which persisted unabated to this day. Ekolids like Usuz were never known for impulse control- or anything beyond turning any non-demonic lifeforms they met into living incubators for their parasitic young, for that matter. The land teemed with octillions of insects who thrived on the further infestation of the ekolids' discarded victims.
To the staggeringly unlucky mortals who came to Zionyn, the noise and smell alone were truly nauseating, and the realization of where they originated and the implications therein invariably obliterated their sanity. Watching visitors crumble into wailing madness was one of Usuz's favorite pastimes, second only to watching those same visitors explode when the eggs he implanted in them hatched. Their blood fed the innumerable swarms vermin that blotted out Zionyn's sickly sun at regular enough intervals to generate night and day. Truly, this was a paradise of entropy, one that the rest of the planes would get to experience some day.
"As above, so below," Usuz chittered from his three irregularly spaced mouths.
An ekolid demon. (Credit: Isabel Beis)
To his east, the heavy waves of the Resin Sea lapped at a tidal floodplain of translucent brown polymer. The viscous ocean provided building materials for the ekolid hive-cities in the rocky badlands to the north; the demonic equivalent of mortar. The bricks in this analogy were, of course, the corpses of beings the ekolids especially despised. There had been quite a lot of those over the eons. To be an demon of any kind was to be filled with primordial, entropic hatred- for the forces of Law and Good, for the multiverse that looked at them with disgusted contempt, and for everything not of the Abyss that birthed them.
A discordant drone filled Usuz's senses, cutting through the omnipresent hum of the marshlands. In addition to the blasphemous language of the Abyss, every ekolid could produce a distinct tone that they used to communicate across long distances. This "verminsong" also induced psychosis in mortals, who would tear themselves to shreds trying to rid themselves of imaginary insects below their skin. But this droning was far more focused and insistent than any ekolid could muster, which meant it could only come from one being.
Obox-ob was calling to his children.
Usuz wheeled around and flew north at frightening speeds. In a matter of minutes, he had left the decaying marshes and entered the badlands, where the hive-cities sat. This positioning was not out of any desire to avoid the charnel swarm-pits to the south, but rather because the horrid grandeur of Zionyn only became apparent when one could survey the whole layer. Usuz tucked his wings and dived towards the amphitheater in the city of Skitterhome, the largest of the cities and the source of the dark missive. The arena was used primarily for performance hatchings, events where parasitic indulgence met art. Contestants implanted captured creatures with their eggs, and were judged based on the quality of their victims' screams. As he plummeted, he joined a swarm of thousands of ekolids, all headed for the same destination. But it was only as he alighted on the resin-entombed corpse of a long-dead paladin that served as a stadium seat that he could hear his kin buzzing to each other with a mix of excitement and trepidation.
"Obox-ob comes! O, glorious day! The Prince of Vermin calls to us!"
"I wonder what scheme our lord has planned this time. Hope it involves lots of dead mortals."
"Well, if he doesn't rip something into bloody chunks first, I'm not listening to a damn thing!"
Usuz's many eyes watched the yawning pit in the center of the arena intently. Obox-ob, the demon lord of Zionyn and father of the ekolid race, had ordered the construction of Skitterhome's amphitheater right above the entrance to his lair so that he could enjoy the screams of performance hatchings even while he plotted the downfall of order. It was considered a mark of incredible honor for a contestant when he rose from the pit to devour their victim's corpse. And just like all the other times, a hush came over the buzzing crowd when the Prince of Vermin appeared.
Obox-ob was splendid and awful to behold all at once- a massive centipede with far too many razor-sharp legs, who sported a trio of wicked scorpion stingers where his head should be and three faces stacked atop one another at the end of a neck-like tail. His mouth ran vertically up his faces, from which emerged a long tongue tipped with a corkscrew spike. The ancient demon lord's limbs undulated hypnotically as he crawled far faster than should have been possible for a thing of his size.
Obox-ob, Prince of Vermin. (Credit: MichaelJaecks)
The Prince of Vermin surveyed the demonic swarm with satisfaction. Sensing the ekolids' tension, he extended a forelimb over the great pit. From the depths rose a gaunt petitioner; the soul-husk of a mortal who had pledged himself to entropy in life and arrived in the Abyss upon death. The man looked terrified, but also resolute. With a sharp gesture, Obox-ob seized him in a telekinetic grasp and crushed him into ichorous pulp. The swarm erupted in cheers as their lord shaped the chaotic gore into a new, familiar form: a newborn ekolid. The mortal-turned-demon took in its new, insectile form with chirps of relief, bowed before Obox-ob, and fluttered away to join its fellows. Then the demon lord spoke:
"My esteemed offspring," he chittered in a voice that every god of Law had learned to fear, "today is an auspicious day. Not just for Zionyn, nor even our kin throughout the Abyss, but for the scions of Chaos across the multiverse! Cosmic strife and repeated incursions by selfish beings have thinned the veil between the Material Plane and the rest of the multiverse. Should that veil be torn asunder, the realms of mortals shall be laid bare for any with the strength to control them. To the victor go the spoils, and we all know that the forces of Chaos are destined to be the eternal victors!"
"The other planar forces- Law, Good, and Evil- are preparing to claim the Material Plane with armies of their own. But we are not ones to shy away from adversity, are we? Imagine the despair the children of Law will feel when they realize that we have beaten them to the prize! We will swarm over the realms, shattering any who would establish a foothold on what is rightfully ours. In our wake shall come hordes of our brethren to unmake the world in our image! Chaos will be all, and all will be Chaos!"
Usuz was the first to take up Obox-ob's battle cry, inspiring the other ekolids to add their voices to the discordant choir that shook Zionyn to its foundations and echoed through the whole Abyss. Every demon in the multiverse heard the apocalyptic chant and without knowing why, joined it at once. It spread across the planes, calling every lord of disorder- from the rulers of the slaadi to the very gods of Chaos- to muster their forces for war. Even on the Material Plane, where the forces of the Outer Planes held little sway, some wizards heard a droning in their orb messages that made the inside of their skull itch. The few who understood what it foretold broke down sobbing.
Chaos would be all. All would be Chaos.
--
/uw Well, that was the most unpleasant thing I've ever written. It's certainly far from the most grotesque post on the sub, but when compared to the goofy stuff that's been posted lately, it's pretty bad. Hooray for tonal whiplash! Fortunately, this is probably the worst the planar incursion event will get.
I actually had a bit of fun describing Zionyn in all of its hideous glory, though. The one flaw of the Atrax Saga was that old writer's saw: "show, don't tell." The Age of the Phoenix was a credible threat, but I think it could have been better if Atrax had made more examples to reinforce what would happen to the realms if he wasn't stopped. I don't need to do that with the hordes of Chaos. Zionyn speaks for itself.
If you want more like this (for whatever reason), I was inspired by this video by AJ Pickett. Early 2000s D&D lore gets pretty wild at times. And if you want to help squash the most fucked-up ants in the universe, stay tuned! We're just getting started here.
And before I go, let me leave you with this:
There are bugs under your skin
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2024.05.14 22:08 Sovmasu Abusive “father”

So a few months ago I cut my (step)“father” out of my life for good. He met me when I was 4, and my biological “father” walked out before I was born so wasn’t in the picture (he didn’t want me so tried to hurt my Mum whilst she was pregnant with me). So, he eventually became my “Dad”. Let’s call him Jason
I got together with my husband when I was 17, and he noticed traits of emotional abuse from Jason to myself- but as per usual, I was blind to it. He didn’t speak about it because he didn’t want me to realise and be hurt. However, after my Mum died it all started creeping out the cracks. Jason was adamant that he was suffering from grief the most, that nobody could possibly understand the pain he was in… yeah.. we all understood. I snapped and couldn’t take it anymore, and actually began to think of what I needed. He then turned and became more of a monster
I came to realise everything. All the emotional abuse, all the sick things he did, and it’s really messed me up. I’ve tried to take my life over it multiple times, I’ve hurt myself, I started falling back into addiction. I’m not coping with it whatsoever
Jason and I had many mutual friends, and he’s been talking crap about me to so many people. I’ve kept as many people out of it as possible, I don’t speak about it to any of those friends, because I’m not suddenly going to make people “pick” between us
I just want to move on with my life; pick up the pieces of myself and heal. Focus on what really matters. However, him and his crap always finds a way to hurt me more. He’s twisted my brother to see me as the villain, I’m so sure he’s twisted some of the mutual friends against me too, and these are people I love so dearly
Those closest to me give me so much love and support, I have beautiful children that give me a reason to stay alive, but there are times I really can’t cope with it… which terrifies me because I don’t want to snap and end up taking my life. But those thoughts go through my head so often, and I’m fighting so hard to keep going
What else can I do to stop him hurting me more? What should I do about the mutual friends that aren’t being the same with me anymore?? I feel like the world’s biggest burden asking for help (surprise, that stems from the abuse from Jason), but I don’t want to die. I already have enough health stuff going on, I don’t need this looming over me anymore than it already is
Thank you for reading. Lots of love x
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2024.05.14 22:06 JustGuy1995 Could this be a possible trauma reaction or just bad anxiety?

Hello,
For reference I am 28M and for the last 2 years I have been in a near constant state of anxiety. I don't have alot of emotional or thoughts that come with it, but mostly physical symptoms. Prior to an event 2 years ago I don't have a history of any mental health conditions.
The event that I believe triggered this for me was my younger brother got arrested for DUI. It was an ugly arrest with a bystander beating the sh#t out of him prior to the police arriving. He caused no damage just drove through someone's yard on a tight bend and got stuck.
He was arrested and charged with DUI. I handled that part OK until they started adding a bunch of additional charges in the coming days. When I saw they added them my heart was beating so fast and I could barely talk because I was shaking so badly.
I ended up being so upset I was going to go confront the home owner and planned on getting in a physical altercation with him over what he did to my brother but I did not. 2 days after I found about him being arrested I started having violent nightmares about what was going on. Those lasted 5 nights in a row until I woke up one morning feeling like the world was fake and I was drunk.
Since then time has healed me to a degree, but I still feel disconnected from the world and at times I start to panic it gets so bad. I don't have flashbacks of any events with my brother and I can talk and joke about it without getting uncomfortable. Prior to this I had no issues.
Stress is also an ongoing issue for me as my father also has a gambling addiction on top of this and gambled my entire grandmothers estate away ($90,000) about 1 month after I began feeling this way which still upsets to this day.
I was working with a therapist who thought I initially had acute stress disorder, but isn't sure what's going on now as nothing seems to help my symptoms. I did end up leaving her as nothing was helping me and I was a self pay client. I am looking at either a new therapist or psychogist to help and I really can't go on medications because my career will be over sadly.
Could this be PTSD or just me being stuck in a loop of anxiety? I really need to feel better again because I'm starting to get really depressed because I'm giving away my late 20's feeling this way.
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2024.05.14 21:50 RayeFaye Sexuality shift or realization?

I wrote this up for my other social media profile but I feel like this will get more traction and I’ll hear more of other peoples opinions.
I’m starting to realize after a few years transitioning that maybe I wasn’t very attracted to women to begin with and I more so just wanted to look like them.
I am still attracted to women in some small capacity but it’s nowhere near as much as it used to be since I sorta just live the same life and people treat me the same as any other woman.
I don’t really have much to envy anymore outside of the usual “oh she’s really pretty I wish I was that skinny so I could wear that outfit” or whatever.
I used to be in that camp where every girl I was friends with was at some point a potential girlfriend until they started treating me like one of their gay guy friends or a girl friend and I sorta just naturally fell into that role very easily.
That being said I don’t have a STRONG opinion about men either with the exception of my boyfriend but I think that mostly comes down to the fact that we have both an emotional connection and a physical one. We both had met playing world of Warcraft, a game I play VERY regularly… we share common interests and he was there for me during one of the worst years of my life and continues to be there while I get over my traumas and heal from them.
Idk if anyone has any similar experiences let me know.
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2024.05.14 21:47 dragonshouter The shaman of Muck returns( end of spirit conflict sub event)

The shaman of Muck returns( end of spirit conflict sub event)
NOTICE: This was taken from a group chat with the participants. u/AnActualCriminal , u/avamir , u/HalfDrowShaman , u/DragonWisper56 . That's why it is weirdly formated; I tried my best.
The party enters the spirit world, that land of infinite mist where concepts have form. Last time the group had discovered the location of the Exalted beacon and now they can see the spirits domain on the horizon(?). The domain of the of the spirit is a shining citadel made of crystal and marble. There are lines of silver and gold throughout the whole compound. Light radiates like miniature sun. In place of a sun or moon floats a giant metallic eye... watching. As the party arrive they notice something, there are no shadows in this realm
Crispin: *Crispin is jostled awake by Ichor and spills out onto the ground covered in tar.*
"Eugh. What? Oh yeah. Exalted Beacon. Shit tracks."
Riva: Riva seems... ill at ease, guarded.
Crispin: *Crispin looks at the giant metal eye for a bit too long.* He get's sunspots
Riva: "Don't look into the giant lights, imp." Riva lets out a loooonng sigh.
Agnur: Agnur weaves illusion around them it would be bad if they were spotted
Drow: *the drow casts soul shadow and light eater to give herself some magic sunglasses*
Riva: Riva just squints. "Do we attempt to kill everyone, or do you think there's a possibility of converting them back from... this?" She gestures vaguely.
Agnur: They took our friend, they made their choice
Riva: "I tend to agree with you. But at the same time... killing the zealous because of the new religion they picked up isn't the greatest look."10:33 AMRiva makes some... warding circle shades? and places them on her face.
Crispin: "Let's fucking defile this place. Stupid giant sexy eyes blinding me."
Riva: Riva grimaces at the whole "sexy eyes" thing. Ugh. "Works for me. Let's do this."
Agnur: regardless of sexing eyes how are we going to get in?
As the party walks up up to a tall wall around the citadel.
Drow: I can just walk up this
Crispin: "I can fly. Lookit."
*He does, in spite of his wings looking like one of those oil spill ducks from a Dawn ad.*
Drow: *the drow walks up the walls casually* *she makes it to the top and then shoots some ephemeral ropes out of her armor, tethering them to the wall*
Riva: Riva takes a rope and begins climbing up... in a manner like Adam West Batman, admittedly. But she isn't going to ask for a memory from Crispin so she can teleport up.
Agnur: Agnur climbs up
Ichor: *Ichor slorps up a rope with peculiar viscosity as Crispin lands at the top.*
The group looks over the wall
As they do they notice how...still it is. Nothing is out of place, there is no dirt or dust, no noise or bustle. Only silence except for a few sentries. Moving through the streets are some weird creature. It is like a shadow except shadows don't exist here. The aren't light however, just not shadows. Silver "shadows" will do for now; they stalk the streets. On top of towers however sit zealot priests in pale robes, watching
Drow: "sentries. Some kind of... Silver shadow monster..." "you wanna go in hot or cold guys?"
Crispin: "I can make a distraction. Gotta call in a debt though." *Crispin rattles a bag of teeth.*
Riva: "They don't seem to be tethered to the priest but they seem kinda similar to the undead type shadow. There is something soul adjacent about them. Probably touching you does some sort of damage to your spirit." "I wonder whether killing the priests would rid us of the... spirits."
Crispin: "Guys I think we're being too thinky here. These are order guys right? All this strategy plays right into their hands." *He rattles the bag again.* "C'moooooon."
Agnur: I mean it would give us some cover...
Drow: "why don't I just sneak ahead and try to grab one of those guys first" "just make sure I have backup"
Riva: "That works for me."
Drow: *the drow begins sneaking along the wall as best she can towards the nearest priest tower*
Ichor: *Ichor clings to the outside of the top of the wall, trailing behind Drow.*
Drow is able to sneak up the tower un-noticed. The guards are spaced out because they have a giant eye in the sky( literally). She gets behind the guy and hear muttered prayer. *the drow does a series of actions in rapid succession. First she creates a bubble of mute, then she taps the man on the back making him go blind and deaf, and finally she grips him by the neck and begins choking him out*
Drow: [do we want this guy alive or dead?]
[]= telepathic cummunication
Agnur: [he can't talk if he's dead. lets get information first]
Drow: [ok let me disable him...] *the drow touches two hands to the man's head and begins dripping horrors into his mind until he passes out from fear* [ok. What do you guys want to ask him?]
Agnur: [what the fuck is he and what does he do. we need to know how dangerous he is]
Crispin: [Where's our boy? And do these shitheads know we're coming for him?]
Drow: [ok! I'll try the normal way first, if he doesn't comply I'll kill him and ask his soul] *the drow creates an illusory similacrum of herself and places it inside the man's mind, she asks his inner consciousness the following questions and listens for his answers* "hey guy, who are you?"
"You will pay infidel!!! The great and glorious Exalted Beacon will end you! Their (he goes into like a thousand titles and compliment I am not writing) will force you to kneel before them. All shall kneel before them so sayth their loyal preist and servant Atticus!!!
Drow: what does this exalted Beacon look like
Exalted Beacon is beautiful a statuesque, thirty feet tall, being made of the most stunning marble, crystal and precious metal. Their voice is a chorus, their eyes are brilliant rubies. They have a mosaic halo of gold with eyes on it. They also float above the ground because they are to good to tred upon it. The rest is repetitive praise
Drow: *within the zealot's mind he sees the drow prance about, threatening him. Then he sees the exalted beacon launch a bolt of light through the sky, exploding the simulacrum of the drow**the exalted beacon stands tall in the distance and booms at him*"I have come to save my loyal servant" "tell me thy purpose servant, so I shall have it known"
(this is an illusion)
"Thank you my master! I am but a mere secondary sentry, but one of the ones that joined you willingly unlike those plebian villagers. ( he just continues blubbering thanks)
Drow: "good! And have you been enjoying the powers you have been granted? Describe your abilities to me, compare yourself to your cohort" "you have done well. If you are worhty I shall grant you more powers"
Thank you lord. You have granted me the ability to smite those in your name with radiant light. I could fight toe to toe with the lowest of mages. I am slightly above average amongst my cohort but I serve well enough guarding the domain. I am also tasked with commanding the Vestiges of Shadow you have given me. Like hounds of war they hunt down the non-believers and drain them of energy before I can bring them to you.
Drow: "I see. How goes your training with the vestiges of shadow? Tell me every relevant detail about them"
Riva: Riva waits expectantly for him to spill the beans.
Of course master. They are made from the shadows of your prisoners at the throne. Screaming you praises for all eternity. This torment shatters there soul to create these vestiges in place of their shadows. From then on they act as loyal servants and drain the disgusting essence of show from a persons being. Without you intervention a person could not survive long without it. That shadow needs to be replaced with your energy to remain among the living.
Drow: *the drow relays this information telepathically*
Riva: [ "I wonder if their shadows, and parts of their soul, can be returned to them." "Another idea. Can you mimic a vestige, Drow? We are terrible nonbelievers, and you could bring us to this being. Once we have a way of dispelling its power, of course."]
Drow: [yes, I should be able to mimic one][he also mentioned the eternal torment of the civilians was how they separated their souls to make the shadows][if we disrupt that maybe we can have them despawn without killing the guy]
Riva: ["He said he drained the non-believers of energy before bringing them to this being... so if we can get in, perhaps we can disrupt this ritualized torture, and perhaps that would rid us of the vestiges? And perhaps drain this being of power."]
Drow: [yes my thoughts exactly. Now, for the last question]"servant Atticus. Tell me where kyrgrin is now."
Your most hated prisoner? At he very center of the citadel where you can keep an eye on him.
Riva: After relaying the information telepathically, Riva might ask Drow to ask whether Krygin was being used as a power source. Perhaps word it as some sort of test for Atticus. "Remind me, my servant... What treatment is Krygin receiving?" (Or something along those lines)
No your holiness. The prisoner's magic is incompatible with ours. You bound him everyway you could so he couldn't conspire against you. You worried that killing him wouldn't be permanent enough for your plans. Wizards have escaped death before and that welp is harder to kill than a cockroach. He is to be bound until the universe ceases to exist.
Riva: Riva makes a quiet, "Hm." And considers.
Crispin: "Checks out. He's not a powerhouse but last we saw him a fucking bomb was turning him into a puddle. Krygin's hard to kill."
Agnur: It was a fucking black whole....I love that little guy
Riva: "If this being is using his power to bind Krygin personally, I wonder if disrupting his power will free Krygin. Now to figure out how to disrupt this being's power."
Agnur: I mean if we mess up the palace it could help, or at least distract it
Crispin: "They're spirits, yeah. Purity. Order. The grosser and more chaotic we are the better."
Agnur: should we call in crispin's debt
Riva: "Ah! Yes, that would... ha. That would definitely do it. Ha ha." She had neglected the symbolism of things. And if anyone could make a mess, it'd be Crispin.
Riva + drow: With the questions done, and Atticus disposed of, Team Kryginator decides to move closer to the goal. Using Drows abilities at illusion, she feigns being a Vestige bringing the group (who pretend to be tired so to look like their energy is drained), and move closer into the area where people are being kept. [now crispin!]
Crispin: *Crispin rips open the pouch the way he opens most things. Tearing it open upside down like a dysfunctional kindergarten with a bag of dorritos, completely ignoring the draw-string.* "Been playing a lot of poker in my down-time..." *Teeth clatter onto the ground. Dozens. Each one with a name in low Sylvan etched onto it. They transform into tiny pallid creatures with gangly limbs, dragonfly-like wings, and rows upon rows of needle-like teeth.*
"I've been winning." *The tooth fairies scatter, each one set on either harassing a guard or knocking over something expensive.*
The giant eye focuses on the distraction and the party feel the energy of the domain shift aggressively. The tooth fairies will likely be driven off but it will certainly distract everyone. Guards from across the citadel converge in this area. The group moves at a light jog; *Crispin strolls languidly until Ichor picks him up and moves at a better clip*
*the drow vestige leads the pack hoping that the other guardians will let her through* The party charges through the gates. The guardians are too distracted to pay close attention to the vestige and entourage
Agnur: Agnur cuts himself and draws runes of corruption on the wall ever once in a while. The runes cause the walls to pucker like wounds as the natural energies of this place try to fight off the intrusion.
Ichor: Ichor leaves a trail of tar
The party sees the prisoners as they reach the "throne room". It is like a giant colosseum like structure. The Exalted Beacon floats in the center eyes closed; it hasn't noticed you. Around the room are hundreds of people in various states of torture such as having silver bars impaling someone. The blood runs like rubies in here. It should be discussing but something makes it beautiful. All of them ar screaming praise and begging for release. The influence of this place is makes what should be discordant noise into a choir. Silver shadows prowl but currently accept you as prisoners.
Patrolling a silver shadows with priest overseeing them.
Drow: Drow sneaks behind a priest while invisible. *the drow tries to grab him and swiftly stab him in the heart. She plans on taking his form and turning him invisible simultaneously* A invisible body drops down quitly. *for now, the drow simply takes her post and waits for the right time to issue some more interesting commands*
Riva, Ichor and Crispin hide. Crispin is in the form of a rat
Agnur: Agnur activates his Teumessian pendant and starts sneaking around. when agnur reaches one he tries to club them to death as quietly as possible. His pendant warps fate so no one is looking; he bashes a mans brains in and tries to hide the body. He dies before he can scream
Crispin: *Crispin transforms, shrieking at the top if his lungs like a baby on fire, lugung at one if the priests. The shriek is pitched and sustained specifically to counteract the choire-like atmosphere of the room.* The blood sprays across the room.
Drow: Drow gives the shadows contradictory orders to confuse them
Riva: Riva concentrates, and draws a circle. Unlike the vast majority of ones she done, however, this is strangely... green? This is very much not her affinity, but she knows the basic forms. And from this circle, she calls on the Alseid clans of the Earthen planes. Unlike a fire elemental, she doesn't bind it to her will directly, but rather asks and *pressures*.*If successful, some of these looking dudes/dudettes/etc. bound from the circle. Riva would direct them to release the hostages, Unbinding them from Thews of Earth (silver), and heal them." The Alseids have a green glow which pushes against the natural energies of the citadel.
Asleids( nice earth elemental adjacent dudes)
The Exalted Beacon starts to wake from it's trance. As this is happening Agnur notices a false wall of crystal which he deduces Krygin is behind.
Agnur: Teleports over to the wall but finds no way of opening it.
Drow: *the drow continues concentrating on the shadows, trying to get them to help break more chains* *she drops her illusory shadow and instead creates a bubble of sensory deprivation around the exalted beacon* *trying to stall it's awakening*
The "shadows" help confused but do so. Some blink out of existence as they free the human they were made from.
Ichor: *Ichor spews themselves as much as possible. Spattering the room.*
Agnur: I summon bram and he starts hitting the wall with the force a earthquake. I impower him. The crystal starts to break but it accelerates the Beacons notice
Ichor: *Ichor readies to surge at the beacon like a geyser the instant it becomes aware. They're likely not strong enough but they can hold attention.*
Drow: "Someone get a big portal ready! We gotta get kyrgin and these civs out" *she mentions the civs to appease the others but does not care at all about them*
Agnur: Agnur takes bottled rage and pours it into bram to increase his attack power
A red glows around Bram and his blows triple in power. Soon the wall will break. The Beacon wakes and tears through the illusion and the halo flares! "Who intrudes on my domain"
Riva: Riva tries to portal the civilians out of the crumbling tower, back to somewhere outside where she's been before. It's a little strange in this realm, but she shuffles them out as quickly as she can. And has one of the Alseid's go out with them to try and heal the wounded and keep them moving. Riva gets ready to crank out a bigger gate for Krygin...
The civilians try to escape as quick as they can. Every peson saved seems to dim the Beacon's glow
Ichor: *Ichor surges forward and Crispin lights the tar with a firebolt. A geyser of flaming tar would slam into the Beacon like a locomotive.*
The Beacon slams against the other side of the room but grabs at Ichor. It's touch burns( though because Ichor likes fire it is more of an acidic burn) "Do you Challange a god!!"
Drow: *with all the civs freed, the drow releases her other illusions and pulls out her spell grenade launcher. She launches a ball of incendiary darkness at the pillar*
Agnur: I enhance the runes I places around the castle to weaken it
The darkness slams into the wall and it shatters and the walls shake as the walls start to corrupt
Ichor: "BalaNCE MUsT bE rEStOReD!!!" No one but Krygin really speaks primal tar, but that's what they say
Crispin: *Meanwhile Crispin is saying every swear word he knows at the top of his lungs. Every obscenity. Every vile act one can do to a hole. Fulness and impurity of another kind.*
As the smoke clears Krygin is revealed. Krygin "sits" boneless with silver chains around his wrist. He sits in a circle of salt surrounded by a circle of pure water.
Agnur: Agnur uses a piece of Sorrowsore to pollute the water
The Beacon begins shooting flashes of divine energy at Ichor while a translucent "reflection" of it appears before the rest of the group and punches the ground before disappearing
Drow: *the drow goes invisible and prepares to bolt. She leaves behind 3 illusory duplicates to continue fighting*
Ichor: *Ichor can't take much more. They try to hurl the Beacon into a wall and retreat. Too much Tar has been used up.*
The Beacon is slammed into the wall leaving a crater. The beacon begins to charge up a divine blast.
Riva: *Riva kind of... kicks some corpses over at him(Krygin)? Can he eat that? Us that to reconstitute himself? while she redirects the Alseids to poop on things, kick over the salt, and piss into the pure water.* *Kicks corpses at Krygin. She'll try and open a portal once he's able to... uh... move? Slither?*
As soon as Krygin can slither he slides forward a a burger on grease and swallows the corpses whole like a a snake. Bones shift under skin. He isn't 100% but he can walk now
Crispin: "I missed this repulsive fucker."
Drow: *the drow runs next to the portal and launches an ephemeral rope at kyrgin, grabbing and pulling him like a child down a slip and slide to the portal* *her other clones try to distract the beacon while she does"
Krygin: "Wait what?! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH"
Several reflections of the beacon strike at illussions. Shattering the area around them
Ichor: *Ichor doesn't have time to grab a corpse. Headed for a portal. Crispin grabs some deer poop, ignites it, and throws it before fleeing.*
drow: *the drow grasps the weird slime creature they just saved and falls backwards through the portal like a trust fall*
Agnur: Agnur summons up all his rage greif and desperation from the past while and pours it into a curse. calling favors from fae, demon, spirit and monster he brings rot and decay to the pure. bram carries him out
Riva: *Riva keeps the portal open until everyone is out, then tries to snap it shut.
At the last second the beacon grabs the portal; not magically just pulling reality open but then Agnur's curse hits them like a truck. So hard in fact that a small piece of crystal fractures. The Beacons cries in pain and the portal closes.
Drow: Hey job well done guys. Where are we riva? *the drow immediately takes out some tea and begins sipping*.
They were in an Ithicar hospital.
Ichor: "LAWyeR. ArE yOU All rIGhT?!"
Krygin: Krygin shakily stands. "I'm ... free. I'm free. I'M FREE!!!!" He tries to jump for joy but hurts himself. He gives Ichor a goopy hug
Riva: Riva thanks the Alseid's in greek, and they make appropriate polite noises in their ungulate sorts of ways, and disappear.
Drow: Hey krygin, nice to meet you. I'm your savior, the Drow.
Krygin: The just looks at drow with the placid expression of a frog. "Sure, I'm used to dealing in favors"
Drow: *score, the drow thinks* Also Riva. You owe me too! The rest of you... We should get drinks later
Crispin: "Waaaaay ahead of ya." Pulls out a bottle of medical alcohol and drinks
Drow: *the drow taps his alcohol bottle with her tea vial*
Riva: "Sigh. I'll add it to the tab."
Krygin: "I... must... throw a feast!" "You are all invited!"
Riva: "Glad to see you back, Krygin."
Krygin: "I'm glad as well Riva
Crispin: "You just ate a corpse!"
Drow: Don't act like you've never eaten a corpse crispin. I know I have
Crispin: "Not a whole one! I'm small!"
Riva: "There is much to catch up on." Riva doesn't mention the Pact being mostly empty, and Krygin probably being the only one left to fill a position, EON, Belial's disappearance and reappearance, the assault on Lemarcia, etc. etc.
Krygin: (he needs to catch up on so much. He doesn't even know about sorrowsore!) "Yeah, I was gone for a long time"
Agnur: "we're just glad your back." He says as he rest a kind hand on Krygin's shoulder
El Fin
/uw Here's a big shout out to the players of this post! They were great. I can't belive Krygin's been gone for two months!!!! I was going crazy!!
Also not kidding about the feast. In a few hours of posting this.
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2024.05.14 21:44 mediadreams [For Sale] Beach Boys, Beatles, Johnny Cash, Madonna, Michael Jackson, Willie Nelson and More

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2024.05.14 21:44 SirokoGajou The Origin of the Kingdom of the Siroverse

The Origin of the Kingdom of the Siroverse
"Please take care of my Daughters, Koneko, Kuroka and Silia"
It's New Years Eve in 2019, Rias Gremory realises that her Rook, Koneko Toujou, has almost no will to live despite her tries to free her from the darkness and Trauma she got when her Sister Kuroka killed her Father (who killed their Mother, because he wanted the Neko Powers) to save them. Rias then got an Idea. The Sage of the Nekoshou-Whisperer. A Myth of a Guy who is everything a Neko needs emotionally. So she started investigating, looks at many parallel Universes to find a Signal of the last Nekoshou-Whisperer. Weeks go by and Rias has almost given up her hope of finding him. She even got Kuroka to her place to comfort her Sister, knowing her will to live is even smaller than Koneko's. But then, on the 29th of January, Rias stumbles across the Earth and gets a Signal from Switzerland. Desperate she decides to fly across the whole Country to find the origin of the Signal and after a Couple of Hours, she finds a Guy with a red Kitten on his Lap. Rias immediatly recognises the fur pattern and almost starts crying, cause she knew who that Guy is. The Sage wasn't a Myth. It's Siro Gajou, the last Nekoshou-Whisperer, but he has even less will to live then Koneko and Kuroka combined. She quickly calls them and asks Siro for help. "Finally you have come, Rias Gremory. I've been waiting for you, since I got this Kitten. My pain will soon be over" Siro says. Rias replies "..How'd you know about all that? And what has Silia to do with it?" Rias was very confused but Siro remained calm "Thats something I'll explain later. For now, we have to make sure that the three Nekos will go to a Safe Place to heal. I know you can create temporary Parallel Universes. By transferring the abilities of all your Chess Figures at the same time to you, you will get the ability to create a Parallel Universe permanently. But you have to use this, to cut it open" Siro points to a brown Sword that has the color pattern of a nordic Flag but with more colors. "This is Sirado. The stronger the Mental Power of the User, the stronger this Sword cuts. If the Mental Power is strong enough and the wielder focuses, it can cut through time and by using the Power of the Gremory Chess Pieces combined, it can create a completly new World with the "Time cutter" and you'll become the God of it, that can freely move in and out of it" he explains and continues: "I know how much these two mean to you, so once you cut it open, I'll jump in with the three of them. But beware. If you don't focus enough, it can Kill us once we go in. I trust you, Rias" ans hands her the Sirado. Rias takes her Chess Pieces and puts all the Power on the King. She starts focusing which leads to so much Power that there's an Earthquake. Siro just holds the three Nekos tight, so they won't fly away of the pressure. "Ok, Siro, I think I'm ready." Rias confirms and holds the Sword, "With this Cut, I, Rias Gremory will create a permanent Parallel Universe and become your God. Please heal them! TIME CUTTER!" She cuts a Hole and Siro jumps in, holsing the three Nekos with him. A few Hours later they wake up in a Castle in the middle of nowhere. Confused on why there's a Castle Siro looks around and sees Rias, "Hello. I apologise in advantage but in those hours you were unconcious I was reading your FanFics. They all had a King in it, so I thought I put a Castle on the Land for you. Here, your Sirado" Rias says and hands Siro his sword back. Siro was confused but happy that it worked with the Time Cutter, "King? Castle? Why are you reading my FanFics without permission? And why the Hell did you put a Castle in the Middle of nowhere? A small House works just fine, surely that cost you a bit to much of your divine Powers, no?" Siro had so many Questions that he had to sit down. Shortly after, Koneko and Kuroka wake up. "Aah, I see the Nekos have awaken" Rias says. "I will stay here for a while and make sure you start well here. And Siro?" Rias looks at him and gives him a Crown. "Uuh, thanks for the Crown but I'm not a King" he says, Rias just laughs and answers, "Not yet Dummy :P. I hereby declare you to the King of this Land. I'm sure you will build this to a wonderful Place. Long live King Siro Gajou!" Siro is flabbergasted. "King? Me?" Rias laughs again "Since you are the one that basically made me a God, I think I can do that. And now, my King, you shall give this World a Name." Siro thinks a bit, takes his Sirado and says "I, King Siro, from now on call this Land The Kingdom of the Siroverse! I will make this Place perfect every Single future resident!" Amazed by the Confidence of King Siro, Koneko and Kuroka shyly ask Rias that they want to stay with him and ask for permission, which Rias gives. "Before I go, I created some PU Versions of a few Characters, so it isn't lonely here. They are part of the royal Gajou Family and who knows, maybe Koneko and Kuroka soon join too. Take care of them, King Siro"
And so it was settled, the siroversian Kingdom was born
Now, 5 Years later, Rias was right, the Nekos became a Part of the Gajou Family. They are Siro's Wives and with that the Queens of the siroverse and they have 4 Kids together (One Boy and Girl each). King Siro also made Chess Pieces for his Family
The siroversian Kingdom is now ruled by the eight Clans, founded from the Gajou Family to give everyone a specific Area to take care of and these are those eight Clans, leading the Siroverse
The God of Culture Clan is leaded by King Siro
The Wholesome Yuri Clan is leaded by the siroversian Dukes Sira Gajou and her Girlfriend Silia Galliker-Toujou, Siro's Bishops
The Royal Kitten Clan is leaded by the siroversian Queens Koneko and Kuroka Toujou Gajou, Siro's Queens
The Blue Archive Clan is leaded by the siroversian Princesses Shiroko Sunaookami Gajou (Daughter of Siro and Koneko) and Serika Kuromi Gajou (Daughter of Siro and Kuroka), Siro's Rooks
The Fiction United Clan is leaded by the siroversian Princes Sineko Gajou (Son of Siro and Kuroka) and Satsuri Gajou (Son of Siro and Koneko), Siro's Knights
The Vampire Priests Clan is leaded by Baroness Asia Argento Gajou and Baron Gasper Vladi Gajou, King Siro's younger Siblings, Pawns that got promoted to Bishops
The Fighting Thieves Clan is leaded by Countess Jade Heliodor Gajou and Count Erik Camus Gajou, King Siro's older Siblings, Pawns that got promoted to Knights
The Galaxy Boomer Clan is leaded by Emperor Azazel Demon Gajou and Empress Rosalina Starbit Gajou, Pawns that got promoted to Rooks
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2024.05.14 21:33 Much-Recognition-426 Emotional numbness and detachment has only gotten worse. I’m at a loss of what to do - I can’t live like this

Yesterday was the anniversary of my mom’s death and I felt absolutely nothing. Every single day I feel absolutely nothing, but it’s gotten significantly worse in the last 2 weeks.
I’m so emotionally numb, and out of body. I don’t even feel like I exist, I can’t feel the sun on my skin, or even have any sort of feeling. I don’t know where I am, or who I am. I can’t explain it, it’s not a thought, it’s pure detachment from the whole world around me and my inner emotions. I don’t feel anxious at all. I’m sleeping way too much and am drained to my core. I no longer feel any motivation to work, to do anything, even going to the gym. I feel no feelings towards anyone or anything - friends, family, hobbies, things I used enjoy. I feel so dead, like actually. There’s not one shred of energy in my body. I honestly cannot cope like this anymore. NO ONE should have to live like this. Each day is pure hell with no end in sight. I’m so hypoaroused that my body is limp & collapsed. I don’t smile anymore, I don’t laugh, I don’t cry, I don’t feel anger or love. I can’t comprehend time or reality. My memories are all gone. I don’t feel alive.
How do I cope with this and accept it? I’ve watched many recovery stories and I understand that I need to make peace with this in order to heal, but part of me feels like this isn’t even DPDR, it’s more anhedonia which is not going to resolve from acceptance. I can’t feel hope or love, I feel like a corpse. I have no more identity, the world doesn’t feel real, I can’t feel any connection to anything. I sleep until 11 every day because my body and mind just won’t get up. I am so done, I honestly can’t keep on like this. My life has been reduced to nothing, I’m barely hanging on by a thread. Like feels so strange, so unlike my old life, I don’t remember or recognize anything. I don’t feel present or grounded. I feeel nothing - and that Is the most painful thing I’ve ever experienced. I used to be so emotional and it made me who I was. Now I can’t even smile or laugh, feel content or peaceful. I’m sitting here barely able to keep my eyes open, I can’t keep on like this.
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2024.05.14 21:24 Own-Shape583 [Russian-English] please help to find mistakes

When the dew was melting and the sunrise sparkled
In the morning children gathered in the yard,
Where their granny was sitting by a tree,
The grandsons asked her how to change the world for you and me.

“What can people do right now —tell us, grandma, please,
How to stop the cruel war? It’s time to live in peace.
The granny smiled. The children heard the answer that she gave:
“Deeds of kindness make the way, that all of us can save”.

Light your heart up, and the shining of your soul
Will let Love reign over you again, and you should know
Life doesn' wait. Carry your light whatever happens.

Say cheer up to people, make them see your smile,
You can help the eldery and feed an orphan child,
And if for all the kindness you don’t expect any reward,
You’ll find many good deeds you can make for this world.

The children which were listening to the grandmother’s thoughts,
They could know by then that people could be healed with words,
And that the endless time of beauty’s coming to the Earth.
In their cherished dream there will be no place for wars.

And the kind songs from God
Can cure the wounds of the heart
With the magic of words these songs rise up

The sunshine was fading far behind the hill
And then the children went to sleep, they knew this was real
To free the nation of all wars for the eternity
And bring the happy homeland joy and safety.

Listen to the kind voice of God — the planet begs you, please,
Let’s make good deeds together, living our life in peace…
Авторы - Андрей и Татьяна Шадровы Текст оригинала: Андрей и Татьяна Шадровы - Добрые дела, аккорды, на гитаре, текст (akkordbard.ru)
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2024.05.14 21:18 Faithhal Why Hiring a Private Investigator for a Cheating Spouse Might Be Your Best Decision

In a world where trust forms the cornerstone of any relationship, discovering infidelity can feel like the shattering of a sacred bond. The gut-wrenching suspicion that your spouse might be cheating on you can consume your thoughts, leaving you grappling with uncertainty and doubt. While confronting your partner directly might seem like the logical course of action, it often leads to denial or defensiveness, leaving you with more questions than answers.
However, there's a discreet avenue to unravel the truth without escalating tensions or jeopardizing your safety: hiring a private investigator. Contrary to the cloak-and-dagger portrayals in movies, private investigators are professional, licensed individuals trained to gather evidence ethically and legally.
Here are compelling reasons why engaging a private investigator could be your best recourse in navigating the treacherous waters of infidelity:
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  1. Unbiased Investigation: Emotions can cloud judgment, leading to hasty conclusions or irrational decisions. A private investigator approaches the situation with objectivity, following leads and gathering evidence without personal bias. This impartiality ensures that the investigation remains focused on facts rather than conjecture.
  2. Expertise in Surveillance: Conducting surveillance requires a delicate balance of skill and discretion. Private investigators are adept at covertly monitoring individuals, leveraging sophisticated techniques and equipment to gather compelling evidence. Whether it's tailing a suspect or conducting electronic surveillance, their expertise ensures that vital information is obtained without detection.
  3. Legal Compliance: Navigating the legal landscape is paramount when gathering evidence of infidelity. Private investigators operate within the bounds of the law, ensuring that all evidence obtained is admissible in court, should the need arise. By adhering to legal protocols, they safeguard the integrity of the investigation and protect your interests.
  4. Preserving Confidentiality: Privacy is paramount when dealing with sensitive matters such as infidelity. Private investigators understand the importance of discretion and confidentiality, safeguarding your privacy throughout the investigation. You can trust that your personal information remains secure, allowing you to maintain control over the situation.
  5. Peace of Mind: The uncertainty surrounding infidelity can take a toll on your mental and emotional well-being. By enlisting the services of a private investigator, you gain clarity and closure, regardless of the outcome. Whether confirming suspicions or disproving doubts, knowing the truth empowers you to make informed decisions about your future.
In the tumultuous aftermath of discovering infidelity, hiring a private investigator offers a beacon of hope amidst the chaos. Their expertise, discretion, and commitment to uncovering the truth provide a pathway towards healing and resolution. Remember, in the pursuit of truth, knowledge is power, and a private investigator can be your steadfast ally in reclaiming both.
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2024.05.14 21:16 Faithhal The Best Way to Track a Cheating Spouse: A Guide to Navigating Trust Issues

In today's world, trust can sometimes feel like a fragile commodity, especially in intimate relationships. Suspecting a partner of infidelity can be emotionally tumultuous, leading many individuals to seek methods to confirm or dispel their doubts. While confronting suspicions head-on is crucial, it's equally important to approach the situation with caution and respect for privacy. Here, we explore some ethical and effective ways to address concerns about a cheating spouse.
  1. Open Communication: Before resorting to tracking methods, consider having an open and honest conversation with your partner. Express your concerns calmly and constructively, emphasizing the importance of trust in your relationship. Be prepared for various reactions, but remember that communication lays the foundation for resolution.
  2. Professional Counseling: Seeking the guidance of a qualified therapist or counselor can provide a neutral space for both partners to express their feelings and concerns. A professional can offer insights and strategies to navigate issues of trust and infidelity in a healthy manner.
  3. Observational Clues: Pay attention to changes in your partner's behavior, such as sudden secrecy with their phone, unexplained absences, or emotional distance. While these signs may not definitively prove infidelity, they can prompt further exploration into the situation.
  4. Digital Footprint: In today's digital age, smartphones and social media platforms often leave behind a trail of digital breadcrumbs. While it's important to respect your partner's privacy, checking phone records, social media activity, and email exchanges may provide valuable insights into their behavior.
  5. GPS Tracking: GPS tracking devices can be discreetly placed on a vehicle to monitor its whereabouts. While this method may seem invasive, it can provide concrete evidence of a partner's movements if suspicions persist.
  6. Surveillance Services: If you're unable to gather sufficient evidence on your own, consider hiring a professional surveillance service. These experts use specialized techniques to discreetly monitor a spouse's activities and provide evidence if infidelity is suspected.
  7. Legal Consultation: Before taking any drastic measures, consult with a legal professional to understand your rights and options. Laws regarding surveillance and privacy vary by jurisdiction, and it's crucial to ensure that any actions taken are legal and ethical.
  8. Self-Care: Dealing with suspicions of infidelity can take a toll on your emotional well-being. Make self-care a priority by engaging in activities that bring you joy and relaxation. Lean on trusted friends and family members for support during this challenging time.
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Ultimately, addressing concerns about a cheating spouse requires a delicate balance of trust, communication, and respect for privacy. While it's natural to feel hurt and betrayed, approaching the situation with empathy and understanding can pave the way for healing and resolution, whether that involves rebuilding trust or making difficult decisions about the future of the relationship. Remember, you deserve honesty and respect in your relationships, and it's okay to seek help and guidance when navigating trust issues.
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