This is just kind of going to be a mind dump. My Vyvanse has already worn off for the day.
I was diagnosed with ADHD (hyperactive) before I can even remember. My father didn't believe ADHD was real until he and my mother began raising me, and I have been medicated as long as I can remember. My older brother has ADHD (inattentive), and my younger sister has hyperactive too.
I am now 19, almost 20, and I feel like I've missed so much. I acknowledge that I'm young, but I feel like I didn't even exist until getting to college, and now I'm wrapping up my sophomore year with a newfound sense of sentience. I grew up feeling separate and different; a powerfully deep-rooted sense of "other," and until recently, I truly thought I was. I never had passionate interests or hobbies, just a few things I was kind of into, an okay sense of fashion demonstrating some effort, and some music I liked the sound of but didn't really resonate with.
Within the last month I learned that I was INFJ and 9w1, and it shed so much light on how I view myself and that I am not doomed to forever look at the world and feel so separate from it. Finding a community of people who understand my worldview is so freeing. For as long as I can remember, I wanted so desperately not just to be seen, but to be transparent. I wanted someone to effortlessly see straight through me and not only understand me, but to take a genuine interest in my existence.
Being all three of these things, I hesitate to say that I feel apathetic in my drive to meet others, but I feel immovably drawn to let my life befall me, and it really sucks sometimes. I want to be seen and understood, and yet I am so afraid of rejection or slipping up, on top of feeling separate from every group I am a part of, to the point that it can often be paralyzing. I just learned about rejection sensitivity dysphoria today, and once again, I have never felt so seen. However, all of my pressures and my fears and my sensitivities just sucked the passion and the drive for anything out of me as I got older. At this point, I feel like everything is supposed to happen to me. I am supposed to just float when I can, and tread water when I can't float.
My girlfriend is wonderful (ENFJ) and she also has ADHD, so she understands some of how I struggle. And yet, after the recommendations of my therapist that love is something that can be experimented with, that it can be an opportunity to explore, I cannot create within myself a feeling of being understood. Not because she doesn't understand me, but because some part of me says that sentiment must be external. I have no way to know if she knows me.
Of course, I can recognize when she picks up on my quirks and my problems and my habits, and she knows how certain things push different buttons. Yet, I feel like the idea of a soul-soul connection with INFJs is a situation where "I will know," something I have considered before I knew I was INFJ, and I have no clue how to know anything with any level of certainty (even beyond my relationship). We have great conversations about a huge variety of topics, and all I can do is think, and wonder, and consider, and just dwell on any and everything.
The same sentiment applies throughout the rest of my life. Wherever I end up is exactly where I am supposed to be, because my life is supposed to wash over me by itself. If I am supposed to pass this class, I will. If I am supposed to pick up drum lessons like I want to, then I will. If I am supposed to live under a bridge, so be it.
But it eats at me. Innately, I have no drive for anything. I don't want anything, I don't need anything, and there is nothing that can happen to me that will destroy me. Not that I don't care, but I have no drive to make any effort toward my future or anything I want. My purpose is something that will find me, and yet I feel so much pressure to know exactly what it is, right now.
I am studying computer science, and I am doing reasonably well. My grades are good, I understand the content, and I am very fortunate to be at a good state school with a degree that means something. And yet, I am only here because my first major choice didn't work out because of a bad high school teacher. I am not passionate about it. I enjoy it and I understand it, but I don't love it. And I feel so called to something greater, but I don't know what it is, nor do I have any drive to figure it out. I feel like I can study anything I want and survive doing it, but I'm not really drawn to anything. Being wealthy is not alluring, although it would be nice, but "success" is not something I feel required to make.
This is not to say I have a bad life. I have so many happy moments, surrounded by wonderful people that care for me. I am never the one to make plans or reach out, but I always have a great time with others when I am not being a hermit or daydreaming. I never feel fully part of a group, but my mind always keeps me company. The emotional balance between being with others and feeling like other at the same time is something I struggle with, but for now, I am okay with not being as understood as I want to be. I feel like it is all part of some grander scheme that I cannot see yet, but that's also me banking on the idea that my life has a grand scheme. I guess we'll see! I want to matter; to have an incredible impact; to make a change. But for now, I will only do that if my life takes me there, I guess.
All in all, I say all this just to reach out; to connect, and to share my perspective. I don't necessarily need comfort, although kind words or encouragement is of course appreciated!

TTPD Twin Storylines weaved together & double meanings throughout! ✌️👯‍♀️💕

**Attention ALL Swifties (particularly Gaylors) and associates of the Tortured Poets department*\*
PLEASE READ!! (and read with an open mind!!)🤍
Listening to the amazing TTPD on repeat this past week, I am almost certain that I have made an important discovery that I haven't seen talked about anywhere else yet and would love to get the coversation going, in hopes that Taylor will see that we are all finally listening to her! I'm still piecing everything together, as there is so much to unravel and am far from calling myself an expert on her exact timelines and dates, so am looking forward to hearing thoughts from others that are more knowledgable in her history.
I have been of the belief for a while now that Mastermind and Dear Reader were foretelling of her future, and also that the album title had a double meaning (evidenced by the lack of apostrophe in 'poets'). That the tortured poet would be departing. Note that I am also a believer that she has been closeted by those closest to her and is preparing to ruin her name and perceived reputation, give up the false public version of herself and come into her own true self. Everything as we know it will be destroyed and it is all playing out now, coming together as part of her plan.
Falling in line with all of the two's - the double album, the double meaning in the album name, the two sides of taylor etc, I have found that there are two intertwining stories told throughout her tracklist, AND that all songs also have a double meaning!! None of which are about the perceived muses of Travis, Matty or Joe. The 'evidence' for those relationships are all red herrings (for example 'putting narcotics into all of my songs' - but only in the songs with obvious reference to her beards), to make it seem ambiguous and open to interpretation of who the songs may be about, which is seen often throughout her discography. She uses an incredible amount of metaphors and we must look beyond those to decipher her lyrics - do not take anything at face level with Taylor. Most should realise that she is so much smarter than making obvious songs about whichever male muse she is 'dating' at the time. She has always played into that public view to cover her true self. Many songs have themes of secret and hidden love, which juxtaposes with the public 'relationships' she is seen as having.
She tells us in 'The Manuscript' that "lookin' backwards might be the only way to move forward". Therefore we must listen to TTPD in reverse, from track 31 (13 reversed!) to track 1. I believe The Manuscript also acts as a bookend for both of her stories and should be listened to as a closer after the last song of the story 'Fortnight' ends, to get a complete picture. Once we have listened to the album in reverse order, can we see so plainly that each song tells a different story of a period/situation/muse/love/heartbreak in her life - beginning at her parents meeting in The Manuscript, to current day. I think the songs may also actually have a sister song from the corresponding album/period in time, with similar sound, lyrics or theme that connects them. I believe that each song also has a double meaning and can be interpreted as messages to her fans about things that have happened to her over the years or that are about to happen, and she is trying to communicate her feelings of being trapped. Many songs relate to her being caged and forced to hide her true self, in particular by one person closest to her - her father. It is heartbreaking to listen to.
The really brilliant part I discovered next, is that The Anthology tracks also have another hidden storyline being told which intertwines and intersects in the exact right place to fit in with her life story. It includes all of the "THE" songs and is in reverse order from the parallel life story and vinyl variants order of issue (but chronological track list order).

1. The Tortured Poets Department
2. The Smallest Man Who Ever Lived
3. The Alchemy
4. The Black Dog
5. The Albatross
6. The Prophecy
7. The Bolter
8. The Manuscript

Rather than presenting my interpretation of the timeline and each story told in every song, I urge everyone to listen to both stories, in these exact orders, with an open mind as to what she could possibly be describing! My mind was completely blown when I figured this out!! Her mind is incredible, there is no other way to describe the album, other than a masterpiece! I feel so much for the pain she has gone through. This album explains her feelings and reasons for hiding her true self over the years for any fans that will inevitably be feeling upset and deceived by her. We all need to show compassion for everything Taylor has sacrificed in her life and give her what she needs. She truly deserves love, honesty, happiness and peace. ✌️💜
I'm in the process of creating a document trying to piece all of the hidden connections together just to wrap my head around this amazing body of work, so may possibly link this when I have it completed, otherwise I might add more info to this post as I go, for anyone that might be interested.
I have a couple of extra personal thoughts, theories and hopes for anyone still reading…
The manuscript of her life story may possibly be the manuscript for a future book/film.
I think one meaning of "Fortnight" is a foretelling message to the fans that havent been noticing any of her many hair pin drops - she has been trying to get the message across but they aren't listening. For the fans she loses when she comes out - she touched them with this album for only a fortnight, before she lost them. She loves the fans but staying in the closet is ruining her life. I think something big could be happening a fortnight after release? Friday 3rd May is International Sun Day. ☀️ Karlie Kloss was always 'sunshine' to Taylor. According to Karlie, their first meeting was at the 2011 Met Gala on May 2, however, there is a possibility that they could have met at the afterparty - after midnight, making the anniversary May 3! Met Gala 2024 is only a few days later, could they both make an appearance and be seen together? If nothing big occurs, perhaps some seeds of doubt will be planted on the 3rd? Or.. It perhaps could it also be a surprise rep TV (with or without Karma?) with either some questionable or obviously queer vault tracks?! Who really knows.. I honestly have no idea, but whatever happens, I know Taylor has it all meticulously planned out and everything will happen when it is supposed to.
Taylor is chairman of the Tortured Poets department - the leader of the mass coming out we are about to see. As Chely Wright put - 'we need someone at the top' to come out and pave the way for others to do the same, and to stop the forced closeting in the celebrity world. I think Travis and a lot of her former beards are also queer and there will be many more 'tortured poets' that will join 'the department'.
Karma will be album 1 (TS12) in the 3,2,1 countdown, TS13 is 0 - the album in which she gets her colour back, reclaims her glitter gel pens and finally can sing her truth proudly! When she destroys her own name and reputation for herself, I cant wait to see if she uses original female pronouns for muses in Debut and Rep!
Last of all, PLEASE BE KIND! If anyone has made it to the end of this and doesnt agree, I'd love for you to have a listen to the songs in the orders above before commenting. If not, lets just agree to disagree! We all have our own personal takes on Taylor's lyricism and I would never dream of being unkind to another just for having a difference of opinion. 🫶
For Taylor - if you somehow happen to see this - please know you are truly a mastermind, you are loved and we've got you!
🌈💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛🌈
❤️ gerimegs

Hello reddit, I come to you cause I'm struggling with some dysphoria. I make a ton of music as a hobby, just recently I decided the next step is to put my voice into it. I've been working around masking it, avoiding using it "clean" as much as possible by using techniques like vocoding, or strictly whisper singing, and detuning it to go to lower registers digitally (this method rarely sounds good). If any music friends that use Ableton are here and have some tips I'm open to them.
However recently I've been practicing and I'm feeling a little more confident to hit those lower notes but only on more flat monotonous songs
The problem starts here, I decided to do a synthwave Nirvana cover of Heart-Shaped Box. If you're familiar with the song (I'm sure most of you guys are) Kurt Cobain hits some higher notes on "Hey, Wait"
I performed it, and I can't shake off how feminine I sound. I find myself gritting my teeth, like I HIT IT IT SOUNDS COOL! BUT Its pretty jarring, if anyone were to hear it they'd be like "Yep, this person reads as femme"
What do I do?
do I accept it? Do I claim that its a feature and some fake person that's actually me? I'm sure my cadence will eventually be noticed and catch up to me. Should I just scrap the idea all together? or do I just accept whoever listens to me will just know I'm trans without T?
I wont be able to go on T for health reasons.

Just a regular 33 year old dude looking for great chats with interesting people.
I’ve relocated back home to Australia from NYC last year which was a fun adventure. When I have spare time, you’ll find me on a run, working out, singing way too loudly (and poorly) to whatever music is playing, walking my dog or just chilling with friends.
The latest musical vibe is Steel by Matt Champion, if you have any recommendations to share, I love new music.
It’s easiest to get to know someone through people that already know them so here’s are what some other interactees have said:
— “Wouldn’t know a hard days work if it hit him in the face but he does know how to fix a computer.” - Pop
— “My smartest and most handsome grandson.” - Grandma
— “He’s the best. He plays games with me.” - Nephew
If you’ve made it this far, send a chat (or message) and let’s chat! I don’t mind where you’re from, some time zones make it tricky but we’ll figure it out I’m sure. I’m also down to share a selfie so just ask.
Disclaimer: I can’t promise I’ll change your life but happy to provide IT support as needed 😅

wahaha tangina akala ko tapos na ako dito
annual thing na… feeling so fucking sad every birthday haha gago I thought i’m done with all this su1cidal shit hAYS I JUST WANNA DISAPPEAR
worst thing: idk why I feel this way haha ! my family and friends were all ok naman with me pero something feels wrong hahahhahahhdhahahs
happy birthday to me and my mentally unstable shits against the world ^{^}

1. Carlin and Evan spent the week testing the waters for a future pregnancy announcement by having Layla recite a script about a “food baby”. They used clickbait to draw in views for their sagging YouTube. If the title (“BABY THREE) didn’t hook ya… Warden without a shirt hauling mulch probably did. They are gauging the comments to see if folks have moved on from asking about her health. I bet they haven’t. I also bet it won’t matter.
   
2. Travis really went to Nashville this week and apparently visited Lawson. I certainly hope it wasn’t for musical inspiration. Back at home Katie went to her doctor’s appointment with Carlin and spent time modeling for BSB. She and Trav explained that he will only be featured at select dates on this tour… making it even stranger that they say this was the reason for the move. They detest apartment living and plan to buy a house in about a year. New Jersey who??
   
3. Whitney continued her jaunt through 90s nostalgia by taking her husband to his VERY FIRST concert ever. It was Tim McGraw (he once threw up on my pony hair boots, but that’s another story) and they bought merch and sang songs and acted almost like normal folks. On the way to the show she sold colostrum. Not her own, thankfully. She also participated in a huge give away, sold Seed, mixtiles and Abeka. Girlfriend is working. Brad was featured brother-moming and Zach is still so stiff and boring in his Bates Kitchen. He did mention his real estate career. Katie needs a house Zach!
   
4. Who remembers the episode of BUB where Zach and Whitney bought that faux leather couch from Rent-A-Center? Well yall I swear that couch is in Michael’s living room now… along with a ton of high dollar filming equipment. I mean they really have the works… this week they used it for Brandon to do some middle school art project with markers and paint shop pro. They checked out JebJud from the big house to do the voice over. A thousand views and counting…
   
5. Lawson and Tiffy have made it to mid February in their sitcom. He ran around a lot asking people about bowling scores while rolling gutter balls galore himself. He also caught Katie chatting with Tiffy about pregnancy sooo how was this revealed the following day? No wonder Kelly Jo is always screaming “YOU LIE”… it’s bc they do.
   
6. It was Trace and Lydia’s turn to go exploit the grandparents in Honea Path. Unlike Carlin and Evan, these 2 did some actual work on the farm. There was a whole crowd at the farm and Trace insisted on referring to his wife as “Pretty Lydia” to PaPa Bill. Later, Lydia showed us all her family’s Emu which is WAY more interesting than another second of Trace Bates.
   
7. The hardest thing Trace did at the farm was corner Chad Paine for an interview. Chad was seething with anger. He did let us know that they were open to coming back to Tennessee. He said wherever God calls them. Translation- whoever gives them a free house. Erin is fully off of restriction and back to baking. She showed up with tight skin and round cheeks and let everyone know she is PaPa Bills “favorite granddaughter”. Chad said they hadn’t been to the farm since Thanksgiving. Carson strapped all the babies in and strolled them around the farm in his ever expanding role of babysitter.
   
8. Josie started the week featuring her baby’s blow out and ended it living her best life in a super modern Arizona AirBnB. The Balkas have money yall. Kelton went off to a conference and left Josie and her girlfriends to make content till their hearts content. She lied and said again that she was finding her style. That’s just code word for buying lots of new clothes. She exploited her girls in their bathing suits, filmed in the airport and announced that she will no longer be selling her knock off Temu jewelry.
   
9. Our favorite comatose Christian, Alyssa Webster, finally woke up this week and giggled like a teenager as she ditched her five children and went on a trip with just Lurch. The usually sullen kids were also beside themselves with happiness as they pushed their parents out of the way and ran to a bit of freedom. Allie called her mom out and let it be known that she had done the packing. We suspected as much bc earlier this week Alyssa gave Allie the highest compliment by calling her “the best little helper”. As if there is a choice. Before the trip Alyssa rolled out new content featuring this new fangled contraption called a “sun roof”. The crowd went wild. Once back from the trip she plans to drink coffee with the sun roof OPEN. Hold onto your drawers girls… it’s getting wild!!
   
10. Bits and Bytes…Kelly Joe and Gil were together at the farm where Kelly sat on the porch and Gil told us his family nickname is “the golden child”. Kelly is also making the public speaking rounds at churches. Get that bag, KJ! BSB sold out of almost their entire Spring line. That means there ARE a ton of folks still willing to overpay for that fast fashion. They also hired another new employee. Anyone know who “ANN” is? Carlin specifically thanked her for sending her kids new outfits. Trace, Travis, Evan and Warden are all apparently playing fundie football. I heard it was “touch”.👀
    

Have an amazing week friends and remember… don’t make change from the offering plate.✌️

1. Carlin and Evan spent the week testing the waters for a future pregnancy announcement by having Layla recite a script about a “food baby”. They used clickbait to draw in views for their sagging YouTube. If the title (“BABY THREE) didn’t hook ya… Warden without a shirt hauling mulch probably did. They are gauging the comments to see if folks have moved on from asking about her health. I bet they haven’t. I also bet it won’t matter.
   
2. Travis really went to Nashville this week and apparently visited Lawson. I certainly hope it wasn’t for musical inspiration. Back at home Katie went to her doctor’s appointment with Carlin and spent time modeling for BSB. She and Trav explained that he will only be featured at select dates on this tour… making it even stranger that they say this was the reason for the move. They detest apartment living and plan to buy a house in about a year. New Jersey who??
   
3. Whitney continued her jaunt through 90s nostalgia by taking her husband to his VERY FIRST concert ever. It was Tim McGraw (he once threw up on my pony hair boots, but that’s another story) and they bought merch and sang songs and acted almost like normal folks. On the way to the show she sold colostrum. Not her own, thankfully. She also participated in a huge give away, sold Seed, mixtiles and Abeka. Girlfriend is working. Brad was featured brother-moming and Zach is still so stiff and boring in his Bates Kitchen. He did mention his real estate career. Katie needs a house Zach!
   
4. Who remembers the episode of BUB where Zach and Whitney bought that faux leather couch from Rent-A-Center? Well yall I swear that couch is in Michael’s living room now… along with a ton of high dollar filming equipment. I mean they really have the works… this week they used it for Brandon to do some middle school art project with markers and paint shop pro. They checked out JebJud from the big house to do the voice over. A thousand views and counting…
   
5. Lawson and Tiffy have made it to mid February in their sitcom. He ran around a lot asking people about bowling scores while rolling gutter balls galore himself. He also caught Katie chatting with Tiffy about pregnancy sooo how was this revealed the following day? No wonder Kelly Jo is always screaming “YOU LIE”… it’s bc they do.
   
6. It was Trace and Lydia’s turn to go exploit the grandparents in Honea Path. Unlike Carlin and Evan, these 2 did some actual work on the farm. There was a whole crowd at the farm and Trace insisted on referring to his wife as “Pretty Lydia” to PaPa Bill. Later, Lydia showed us all her family’s Emu which is WAY more interesting than another second of Trace Bates.
   
7. The hardest thing Trace did at the farm was corner Chad Paine for an interview. Chad was seething with anger. He did let us know that they were open to coming back to Tennessee. He said wherever God calls them. Translation- whoever gives them a free house. Erin is fully off of restriction and back to baking. She showed up with tight skin and round cheeks and let everyone know she is PaPa Bills “favorite granddaughter”. Chad said they hadn’t been to the farm since Thanksgiving. Carson strapped all the babies in and strolled them around the farm in his ever expanding role of babysitter.
   
8. Josie started the week featuring her baby’s blow out and ended it living her best life in a super modern Arizona AirBnB. The Balkas have money yall. Kelton went off to a conference and left Josie and her girlfriends to make content till their hearts content. She lied and said again that she was finding her style. That’s just code word for buying lots of new clothes. She exploited her girls in their bathing suits, filmed in the airport and announced that she will no longer be selling her knock off Temu jewelry.
   
9. Our favorite comatose Christian, Alyssa Webster, finally woke up this week and giggled like a teenager as she ditched her five children and went on a trip with just Lurch. The usually sullen kids were also beside themselves with happiness as they pushed their parents out of the way and ran to a bit of freedom. Allie called her mom out and let it be known that she had done the packing. We suspected as much bc earlier this week Alyssa gave Allie the highest compliment by calling her “the best little helper”. As if there is a choice. Before the trip Alyssa rolled out new content featuring this new fangled contraption called a “sun roof”. The crowd went wild. Once back from the trip she plans to drink coffee with the sun roof OPEN. Hold onto your drawers girls… it’s getting wild!!
   
10. Bits and Bytes…Kelly Joe and Gil were together at the farm where Kelly sat on the porch and Gil told us his family nickname is “the golden child”. Kelly is also making the public speaking rounds at churches. Get that bag, KJ! BSB sold out of almost their entire Spring line. That means there ARE a ton of folks still willing to overpay for that fast fashion. They also hired another new employee. Anyone know who “ANN” is? Carlin specifically thanked her for sending her kids new outfits. Trace, Travis, Evan and Warden are all apparently playing fundie football. I heard it was “touch”.👀
    

Have an amazing week friends and remember… don’t make change from the offering plate.✌️

This is a fairly long post, so please grab a drink and some popcorn before undertaking this odyssey
As title, I just want to find my forever person and create our own unique and beautiful life together; I want the whole thing: our own home, a long-term monogamous relationship and kids one day, hopefully a few dogs and a turtle too haha. I got out of a relationship ~6 months ago, and I've decided I want to look for my soulmate again. I miss the feeling of waking up and immediately sending a good morning text, and sending & receiving random memes and texts throughout the day. I want to look at my phone and feel my heart race and a smile emerge across my face just because I've seen a message from you. I am well aware of the likelihood (or I should say unlikelihood) of my future soulmate living within a few miles; I do not want to restrict myself so I'm very happy to accept messages from all over the world! As long as we can see each other on a somewhat regular basis (every few months at the very least) and we both have compatible future life plans, an LDR is absolutely okay with me.
About me:
I'd consider myself to be an endearing and nurturing person, and I just love to see the people around me, and hopefully you, happy. I love to make people smile and laugh, and this is something I want our relationship to be full of. I'm an avid, and shameless, appreciator of dad jokes and darker comedy, so I really hope you also like this. My love languages are definitely physical affection, quality time and words of affirmation, with the affection being the most important to me. I love the idea of sleeping in each others' arms all night long, holding hands whilst in public and more. I wouldn't say I have an ideal date, but I do love the idea of cuddling together under a blanket/duvet on the sofa, watching a silly movie while its snowing or raining outside. I'm also very mental health positive.
I'm quite nerdy, I am a STEM student (studying biology and hoping to progress into molecular genetics in postgrad, and hoping to complete a PhD some day) and I love the humanities, with a specific focus on history, psychology and philosophy. I have an insatiable curiosity for the world around us, and love to read and watch lectures & documentaries to better understand it. I could chew your ear off for hours talking about ancient history, the Enlightenment and why Raphael is the best Renaissance artist, and ninja mutant turtle :). I love to travel, which is definitely fueled by my love of history, and I've been to ~15 countries so far, and hoping to see Iceland, Rome, Egypt and Jordan this year too. My ideal relationship would have us travelling often together and creating a little scrapbook for us to annoy our neighbours, friends and family with haha. I love to try, emphasis on 'try', and touch my creative side every now and again - I play guitar and am in the process of writing an album (though procrastination is bettering me in this department), I like to paint with acrylics and oils, and I enjoy going to the theatre occasionally. I'm also trying to get more into movies, so please feel free to recommend any 'hidden gems' out there! I've never been to a festival, but it’s been on my bucket list for a very long time; hopefully we could go together?
I absolutely love travelling and I just want to explore everything the world has to offer; I’m even going to Iceland, Italy, Morocco and hopefully Egypt this year. I have literally a million trips planned (US/Canada roadtrip, Jordan & Egypt, Scandinavia, etc), I just want to share those experiences with someone important to me. I also love everything outdoorsy including hiking, swimming, kayaking (I did this for the first time last summer and I instantly fell in love), climbing, etc and enjoy most sports though I am terrible at all of them haha.
I also love music and painting, and I will likely play guitar whilst we are chatting. It’s not because I’m bored, it’s actually the opposite - I only really play guitar infront of/to people when I am in a really good mood, so hopefully you enjoy it. I have tried expanding my musical horizons by making myself listen to a new album every day, and let me give you a secret, Blur are goddamn terrible.
Physically, I am 191cm tall (6’3 I think?), I have blue eyes & brown hair that lightens in the sun, Caucasian & tans well in summer. I have very broad shoulders and strong legs from a lifetime of boxing & running. I don’t have any tattoos currently, but do have a few design ideas.
About You:
I’m looking for someone who also shares an insatiable curiosity for the world around us, and wants to explore it and experience everything it has to offer us. For a few years now, I’ve wanted to take a year or two out just travelling the world and seeing/experiencing as much of it as I can, and I have already planned the route for this. Ideally, I’d like to bring someone I really cared for with me. IMO, there's something strangely appealing and wonderful about the idea of living life in a different place each day with whole new experiences and people to meet. Where everything would be different in daily life, the only thing I want to keep the same would be you. I want your smile to be the last thing I see at night, and the first thing I wake up to. I also hope you’re in touch with your creative side. I absolutely don’t care if you’re good at art, but my ideal day would end with the both of us painting something stupid or gently playing music to each other.
I'd like for you to be family oriented; I've spent over half my life looking after children (I have 4 niblings, and they're exhausting haha, but I love them) and one of the many things I've learned is that I 100% want kids myself. I've spent an almost embarrassing amount of time (probably over a month in real time) daydreaming about my ideal future - our own home, that we've possibly built ourselves, filled with love and happiness. I want our kids to always feel safe and comfortable there, I want our home to be the centre of the community where all our friends and neighbours can come to if they need somewhere to stay or just want a chat. I want us to spend our entire lives together, through all the good and bad, but it'll all be okay because no matter what, it'll still be us falling asleep together with you in my arms. I want to wake up everyday with my first sight being your smile, for the rest of my life. I want to build this beautiful life with someone that also shares this dream.
I wouldn’t say appearance is important to me as I am looking for love and I don’t care what shape nor size that love comes in. I only want someone that has a complimentary personality to my own, and will tolerate my nerdiness haha. I don’t have any preference for location, age, weight, skin & hair colour, etc, though I listened to Van Morrison a lot as a kid, so you’re instantly at the front of the queue if you have brown eyes (I love the idea of my very own 'brown-eyed girl'). Also contradictory to this paragraph haha, tattoos and dyed hair (really anything considered slightly ‘alt), absolutely makes me weak at the knees. Also, I am a complete bum-man, where a simple flash of the skirt or a seductive sway whilst walking is enough to make me ravenous; I just thought that was useful to know.
I feel I should mention some potential dealbreakers as these have been important to others in the past - I am bisexual and have dated both men & women in the past; however, I am only looking for a woman right now. Also, I am strictly monogamous, and this is extremely unlikely to ever change, so please do not reply if you would like an open relationship or something similar in the future. Lastly, I don't think I'd like to live in the UK for the rest of my life, so hopefully you'd be happy to move to a country in Europe (maybe Germany, Scandinavia or Belgium) or the Anglosphere (I'd love to live in Australia or NZ at some point in my life - they both look just breathtaking).
Congratulations! You’ve made it through this absolute unit of an essay. If you’re interested in me/what you’ve read, or just want to ask some questions, or even looking for a new Minecraft mate, please reach out. I’m very much an open book, so I will answer any and all questions, thank you!

Sorry if I am asking a question that has been asked many times prior but getting advice that feels actually relevant to me is somewhat difficult. Music is one of those things that there isn't necessarily a "correct" way to do it which is good and bad in my opinion as it makes it harder for me to figure out where I should even start since there is simply SO much to music. And the best ways of learning music are unique to the person learning.
I am very interested in learning the piano (how to play and write) and did actually take lessons for about a year or two in the past, but unfortunately a lot happened during that time, the person who was teaching me is no longer able to. So essentially I stopped playing and taking lessons for the most part I still did occasionally learn another song.
I would love to get back into it but with where I am now I just don't really even know where to start I know lessons are probably the best way of learning because I wouldn't need to worry about doing research into what I will need to learn but I have an issue where if it isn't a song I hear and like enough to actively want to play then I won't be able to get motivation to play it. (yes I know that is not a good thing I just don't know how to fix it) but knowing that I do not believe lessons would be the best choice for me.
If I just simply wanted to learn how to read and play the piano it wouldn't be the "best" way of doing it but I would be able to by quite literally just playing songs until I get better so my question does still pertain to playing but is mostly talking about writing music. Now having a little vague bit of information about my experiences with music does anyone have any advice for how I could try and get back into learning?

• Thank you all for reading this I again apologize if this is a question that has been asked too many times and if it is feel free to just ignore it. But if any of you feel like you would be able to offer any advice at all it would be greatly appreciated.

So in 7th grade I had to move I had 3 bff then and I miss them so much I don’t remember well but I told them I was moving and yea they were supportive but I can’t tell they were a bit upset they. We moved so that my sister can have a better college and stuff and then when I got to the new place it was hard work making new friends. I met this girl in my computer science class and I was telling her how I got hacked when we were doing cyber security in class. I thought she was a weirdo lol. Then I met this other girl who was always smiling but like I never actually went up and talked to her. I went up to her one day in the morning and yea we started talking and we clicked.Then it was my birthday I couldn’t celebrate with my friends cause my dad said I didn’t know them that well. My sister by the way who is 16 could at that time I get it it was her 16 bday but still. Well my birthday sucked I had my cousin who is married but no kids come over with her husband and my aunt and uncle with is 7 year old son and my dads friend they did not bring their kids and I also don’t get along with their kids as well so its ok they recommend a restaurant and it sucked like hell and then cause it was so bad I ask my parents if I could go to Starbucks but they say no well yea my birthday ended. My friend at school in my computer class got me a chocolate and her birthday was the day after so I got her skittles. We weren’t that close than so that’s what I got . Than then the other friend I met introduced me to another girl who Lets call(H) I thought she was a bitch and got jealous as hell and then I signed up for student council so I did too naturally and me and the girl H got selected while my other friend did not let’s call her (A) anyways I decided to compete as an officer as she has to and we both end up picking treasurer. My friend A is now actively supporting us both and then at the end I win like I was surprised to my parents were happy. I was too and then I just automatically became bff with H too we have no rivalry lol she later told me like recently that she actually deliberately tried to become my friend and like was noticing me while i actually never saw her lol anyways we all started hanging out and met up after school once took a lot of convincing my parents but it was ok. We all started went for UIL tryouts as we wanted to hang out and we like actually got in to 2 and then i actually never knew but my friend in computer science let’s call her (L). She broke her friendship with another girl and my two other friends A and H i actually did not like that girl so I was happy. Now we hanged out much more and we are bff like we all are so close and supporting I love they are the best. Now we have to move gain for my sister college and I only have 26 days left of school I told them they have a surprise on the last day of school they are dying to know now lol. They all are planning everything to do in high school but I just and so sad that I can’t do all that as I’m moving it’s so heartbreaking. I cried now.
I forgot to add I had this friend like a group let’s call her (J) everyone at school hated her I did to but I thought my other friends were ok with her but actually they didn’t and so yea we cut her off one day and made her get ISS a few times by getting her caught.So this girl J was actually not ever out friend but this weird obsessed girl who just came in at one point. We all hate her so much. There is this girl (E) let’s calm her who we also hate as she is just a bitch and pick me like the other one J but not that bad. I have a few other friends who I ain’t as close to as A, H and L. So now I need advice should I wait till the last school day to tell them I’m moving or should I tell them as soon as I can.
Short version: I have 3 bff I absolutely love and they do to we grew close super fast but now I have to moved and leave them behind so should I tell them that now or wait till the last day of school?
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After finishing XC3, I decided to back up and play this game and XC2 before I play Future Redeemed. I felt like I enjoyed this one almost as much as XC3 and I have to say, they are some of my favorite games now.
This one in particular gave me some great context after finishing XC3. A few big things being:

1. Everything about Bionis and Mechonis
   
2. Melia’s backstory, which also explains stuff like how I was confused by Eunie’s wings and didn’t know where her and the others like her came from, and a lot more.
   
3. More broadly, High Entia lore. As in, why they understood mixing their genetics with the Homs bloodline was necessary for their race’s survival.
   

As for this game:
Favorite playable character: Melia
Favorite narrative character: Also Melia. She is just an amazing character. I feel discouraged that I had no idea how great she was when I played XC3. That said, Fiora is my runner up.
Favorite area aesthetic: Had to be Saturn, Jupiter etc. for me. I’m a space nerd so I loved that little surprise. (Honorable mention: Eryth Sea)
Favorite cutscene: Shulk reawakening to slice up telethia right in time (beginning of Ch.17).
Favorite art: Final Cross. It was just way too cool every time Fiora used it.
Favorite background music: Valak Mountain (honorable mention: Mechonis Field)
Favorite song: “Sorrow”. I got a shiver up my back every time it came on. (“Memories” is a close second place)
Most frustrating plot point: Dickson’s betrayal. He was so obviously shady the entire game, but he still managed to shoot Shulk in the back.
Favorite story moment: When Shulk and Fiora are reunited 🥹
What I’ll miss the most: HAMAAAAA BEATO DA!
Final thoughts:
The parallel between Zanza’s way of thinking and [XC3 spoiler] Z’s kind of blew my mind. Same with the revelation that Alvis was basically a computer system prior to the universe being recreated.
I have to say this:
When I beat XC3 I felt so overwhelmed. Again with this game, I just hoped everyone could be happy. I thought for sure they were going to kill off Fiora. When I saw her and Shulk got a happy end, I teared up when the credits rolled.
The updated title screen of them all sitting together on the dock was the icing on the cake 🥹
I haven’t played the following yet: XC2, Torna, Future Connected, Future Redeemed
So, I’m off to play those for my first time! I can’t wait to see the areas, hear the music, discover the story etc. These games are something special.

Please critique this prologue.
Edmund Cane,Prince of The Fae Kingdom of Lyrica, stood in front of his bedroom mirror at the Royal Palace in Haverton.He had already bathed and put on his red trousers,black shirt,and red waistcoat. In front of the mirror, he adjusted his red cravat. On Edmund’s dresser, there was a small portrait,a multitude of colognes,lotion, and shea butter. Edmund picked up the jar of shea butter that he’d had imported from his mother’s homeland, the Fae Empire of Wallea. He looked at his reflection as he applied the shea butter to his face. He had light brown skin and the Fae’s usual pointed ears and purple eyes.There was a knock at the door.

 “Come in”, Edmund said. Edmund’s mother,Nadeera Deng, entered the room. Nadeera had dark brown skin.She wore a red dress and a gold necklace. Nadeera wore a red gele, the traditional Wallean women’s headdress. Edmund’s mother put her arm on his shoulders,smiled, and said, “Are you ready for your big day?”. 

Edmund frowned and said, “Well,it’s too late to get out of it now”. ‘Goddess knows I’ve tried’,Edmund thought.
His mother chuckled and said, “You must be optimistic,Eddie”. She paused for a moment and then sighed. “I wish your father was here to see this.” Then, she picked up the portrait of the late king Henry,and smiled at it. The portrait depicted a handsome pale-skinned, bearded Fae man with blonde hair and a kind smile. “When your father and I got married,we barely knew each other.” Then,she clutched the portrait to her chest and said, “As I grew to love your father, you may grow to love her.” Then, Nadeera put the portrait back on the dresser and said, “Come now,Eddie. The carriage is waiting”.

 A few minutes later, Edmund and Nadeera entered the Royal Carriage.Then,the carriage started moving. Inside the carriage was Edmund’s brother,King Robert, and the Queen Consort, Alora Garba, a princess from the Kingdom of Ahcon. King Robert was a handsome man who had light brown skin and short black curly hair. Alora had the dark brown skin that was typical for Ahconian Fae. King Robert said,“You should be happy,but you look like you are on your way to a funeral,instead of a wedding.” Then, the King grinned and said, “Come on,Eddie. Smile.” Then, Edmund put on an exaggerated fake smile.The King laughed and said, “Everything will be fine,brother.” Then,Robert leaned forward and whispered conspiratorily, “They say that your betrothed is quite beautiful”. Queen Alora elbowed Robert in his side. Then,King Robert put his hand in Alora’s,smiled,kissed her hand and said, “You know that no one could ever take your place,darling.” Alora gave Robert a loving smile. Edmund looked at Robert,then at Alora,and then at Alora’s pregnant belly. ‘These two are madly in love,while I am doomed to what will probably be a loveless marriage to someone I barely know’,Edmund thought. Alora said in her thick Ahconian accent, “This is a good match,Eddie.She is from a good family.” Nadeera said, “And It is better to have the Morelys as our allies than as our enemies.” 

Robert said, “Mother is right.” Then, Robert took out a handkerchief out of his pocket and gave it to Edmund. “Take this just in case you start sweating”, said King Robert.
Edmund sighed and then said, “Let’s just get this over with”. ‘As father always said, once you’ve got a task to do, it is better to do it than to live with the fear of it’, Edmund thought. Thirty minutes later, they arrived at the Temple.
Edmund had never sweated so much before in his life.He took the handkerchief out of his pocket and wiped his face. He fidgeted and his cravat felt entirely too tight around his neck. Edmund put his finger in his collar to try to loosen the damned thing. Edmund looked over the crowd seated in the temple’s main hall. Everyone in the crowd wore red,which was customary at Lyrican weddings. The attendees’ faces ranged from disinterested to enthusiastic. Edmund glanced at his family, seated in the front row with Edmund’s would-be in-laws. Nadeera smiled at Edmund and mouthed, “You will be fine”. Next to his mother was his father’s half-sister, Keyara Chalo,the Duchess of Hammersmith. Keyara had light brown skin,similar to Edmund’s. Keyara had one pointed ear and one round ear,denoting her half-human heritage. Keyara gave Edmund a giddy smile. Edmund gave his aunt a sad smile and then looked at his feet.

 The double doors at the back of the Temple opened as the choir began singing. Everyone turned to look at Edmund’s betrothed,slowly walking up the aisle toward the altar. Two Temple acolytes in red robes carried the train of Joanna’s long red gown as another acolyte threw rose petals on the ground behind her . When Joanna reached the altar, the choir stopped singing and the Temple acolytes walked away to join the other acolytes at the back of the temple. Joanna stood across from Edmund and gave him a shy smile. Then, Joanna looked at the ground. Joanna did not seem excited to marry the prince as they had only met three days prior. A hooded priestess stood in front of the altar,facing Edmund and Joanna. The priestess wore a red robe and a necklace made of roses.The priestess placed crowns of roses on Edmund and Joanna’s heads. The priestess began, “We gather here today,under the eye of the goddess Rosanna, to bind Prince Edmund Cane and Joanna Morely in eternal love. What the goddess has brought together,let no one tear asunder. If there are any who object to this union, speak now or forever hold your peace.” The priestess paused for a few moments. Edmund glanced toward the crowd,hoping that someone would object to the union. A temple acolyte handed the priestess a red ribbon.The priestess continued, “Now stretch forth thy hands and be handfasted together.” Joanna stretched her hand toward the priestess,but Edmund kept his hand at his side. Joanna and the priestess glanced at Edmund. “Oh,right.Sorry”,Edmund said. Edmund began to stretch his trembling hand toward the priestess. Then,he put his hand in a fist and put it on his chest. 

Edmund shook his head as he said,”I apologize,but I can not marry her.” Everyone in the crowd gasped.
“What?”, one person in the crowd said.
“Surely,this is a joke”, another person said.

 Joanna’s father, Viscount Morely,stood,pale face red in anger.He shouted, “What is the meaning of this?” “Calm yourself,dear. Let us not make a scene”, the Viscount’s Ahconian wife said calmly. “He is the scene!”,Viscount Morely shouted. The Viscount pointed at Edmund and said, "He was supposed to marry our daughter!”. Everyone stared at Edmund and whispered in disbelief as he took off the crown of thorns and dashed down the aisle and out of the temple. When outside the temple,Edmund released his feathery black wings and took to the sky. Three days later, Viscount Morely walked through a forest,holding a gold box. He came on a clearing and put down the offering. He began to chant. After a few minutes, a white ball of light appeared and materialized into a woman. The woman was tall and had dark brown skin. The woman’s dreadlocks were long and there were gold beads around each lock. There was a crown of roses on her head.She wore a beautiful red gown and gold bangles on her wrists. The Viscount knelt and said, “Oh Rosanna,goddess of love,please accept this offering from your humble servant.” Rosanna snapped her fingers and the golden box appeared next to her. She opened the box and smiled at what was inside. “I accept”,Rosanna said. The Viscount sighed. “A man was betrothed to my daughter,but refused to marry her. This has caused my family much embarrassment and we are now a laughingstock of the entire Kingdom. I ask you,great goddess, to curse this man.” Rosanna raised her brow.”Who would dare violate a betrothal?” The Viscount had hatred in his eyes as he said, “Prince Edmund Cane”. Later that night, Edmund was in his bedroom at the Royal Palace in Haverton getting ready to go to sleep. He had already bathed and picked up the jar of shea butter.He stood in front of his mirror and applied shea butter to his face. “Surely, you did not think that breaking your betrothal would be acceptable,Edmund”, a voice said from the corner of the room. Edmund turned and knelt when he saw Rosanna sitting on his couch . “Forgive me. I could not marry her because I didn't love her.”, Edmund said. Rosanna scoffed. “All I hear are excuses,Edmund. You must be punished for this transgression.” Edmund looked up at the goddess.”I will accept any punishment you deem acceptable,great one.” Rosanna considered for a moment. “You are cursed to lose your magical abilities on your 30th birthday, only true love can change your fate.” 

Been a couple years since I've been in a relationship...no luck on dating apps thought I'd try here...I like making art and music...don't smoke but don't mind it either...kinda a homebody but I don't mind hitting happy hour or brunch every once in a while, as long as I'm home before it's too late lol...5'11 I know so close to 6 feet haa...my names Jordan by the way...not really good at introductions ha but anything you wanna know feel free to ask ha...well if you're interested feel free to message me 😁 or not ha

I need advice on how to deal with my situation appropriately and it’s been going on for awhile now. It seems to be getting worse each time.
I’m almost 22 and have been married since 2021. My Husband and I have a beautiful 2 year old Daughter. Back when I first met my husband I was 18 and had gotten kicked out of my house (my mom and I had a bad relationship at the time) Having nowhere to go my now husband asked his parents if I could stay with them. He was 19 at the time and had just came back from Army Basic Training. His Dad didn’t have a problem with it but his Mom didn’t want me there and I didn’t know it at that time but I never resented her for that especially now as a Mom myself. I wasn’t talking to my Mom or any of my family at the time. I really appreciated them taking me in. I was very shy and didn’t talk much. It was a new environment for me. He told his parents everything. They seemed to have a really close bond. We sat at the dinner table every night with them. It was all new for me and naturally I felt like a burden.
My Mom called out of the blue and my Husband convinced me to answer and talk things out. My mom apologized for everything and she seen that I went to the doctor from an email she had gotten and she knew I was pregnant. When my Husband and I found out we decided we wanted to move to Florida so he could start a career and become a cop eventually so he applied for correctional officer jobs in Fl. My mom knew and she had to take me to my appointments while we still lived in Nc because my husband worked and I didn’t have a car. My husband’s sister knew because he couldn’t keep it from her. His sister told their Grandpa and even told their Mom “I won’t say yes, but I won’t say no” when asked if I was pregnant. We didn’t tell his parents because almost everyday was a lecture about how we better not get pregnant and she would constantly ask if I was taking birth control. She said a few times that she’d “kick our ass” if she found out we were. I didn’t know them well enough to feel comfortable telling them and my Husband just didn’t want a lecture about something we wanted. We were 18 and 19. Yes, that’s super young but we talked about starting a family and moving away and starting a life together. He wanted to be a cop and I wanted to Stay home and raise babies.
So my family got together to throw us a going away party/gender reveal party and also that’s the day my husband proposed to me. His parents knew about the engagement (which btw I later found out his mom didn’t approve when he first told them he wanted to marry me) but they still didn’t know we were pregnant. At this point I felt like his parents liked me and I really liked them. We moved to Fl and his parents even volunteered to put a down payment on a house if we pay the mortgage and eventually buy it from them. We were incredibly grateful. I was actually shocked they offered. I wasn’t there when they talked it over but my Husband and I were planning to rent somewhere before they came up with this idea. His Mom did make comments to people that it was going to be their vacation home and also telling us that the spare room in the house would be their room when they come down Meanwhile, we knew the spare room would be our future child’s room and It did make me a little uncomfortable about it all but I was still trying to show respect and gratitude.
We were staying in an airbnb until the house closed and we got married at a courthouse shortly after and that’s when he called his parents and told them we were pregnant. Naturally they were upset and felt left out and I felt bad but they put some much pressure on us. After that we made the announcement publicly to all friends and family that we were expecting a baby and everything seemed fine. His Mom and Dad were happy, My parents were happy. My mom did later on. tell me that my Husband’s Mom called her telling her that she was going to be in charge of the baby shower since we left her out and that she was owed the right to be there for the first ultrasound for the next baby and she was making my mom feel like she couldn’t be involved in the baby shower, but it didn’t work out the way she wanted because I was the one that planned my own baby shower and my Mom stayed there all night making desserts and that I am sure made her mad when she could’ve went there and helped my mom that night and since then it felt like my Husband’s Mom didn’t like mine.
Slowly I started to realize that they didn’t respect us. For a few examples, lecturing us over and over about something, calling telling us to do things that didn’t concern them something as simple as sending an important paper in the mail, or fixing our car. if we didn’t agree with them, we just said OK to them we never talked back or argued. I told them that I didn’t want anyone at the house when we had our daughter and they came down to stay for a week and she was trying so hard to stay for me to go into labor when my own mom couldn’t make it down to be there. I just wanted it to be me and my Husband because by that point we found out that he was going to deploy two months after we were going to have our baby for a whole year and I wanted that time with just him. luckily, I went into labor the day after they got back home.
He deployed when our daughter was only a month and a half old and I went to live with his parents for a year because I couldn’t be by myself. I didn’t know anyone I had no family or friends down in Florida, so I just wanted some emotional support during that time two months postpartum with a newborn, and I had a fear of driving. sorry, I started regretting that decision because I felt judged and uncomfortable and unwelcome. They would say little out-of-the-way things to me and make me feel like what I was going through, wasn’t a reason to feel the way I did. I had no motivation I was depressed and I was homesick but I still got up every day and took care of my baby. I never needed their help taking care of her. I just wanted people to talk to when I was having anxiety or when my husband and I were going through problems. she never wanted to be comforting during our fights. She would always tell me or my husband that we weren’t gonna make it and we were gonna end up getting a divorce and she even told me one time that she would not let our daughter grow up around that meaning us arguing when we were going through a long-distance relationship and having a hard time. while living with her, she told me that I needed to get off my phone and pay more attention to our daughter even though it wasn’t like I was neglecting her, I would just do things to keep my mind busy when my daughter was content and didn’t need me. my husband was overseas so we had different time zone so I had to adjust to that while taking care of a baby. I constantly felt judged by them. I didn’t like driving so I would always DoorDash things I needed. I bought everything that my daughter needed. I bought breakfast and lunch for us. The only thing that they provided was dinner.
my mother-in-law’s aunt lived right next-door and she would asked me to go out and run errands with her all the time and it helped me get out of the house. We would go grocery shopping together and she took me anywhere i needed to go. we had good conversations and it was a way to bring us closer. she was really there for me when no one else was emotionally . multiple times while living with them. They would ignore me when I would ask for my daughter back tell me “no it’s okay” they got her or when she was screaming they thought that they could comfort her more than I could and they would not hand her back to me.
I’m sorry this is super freaking long but fast forward to May of last year.
my sister-in-law, and I have the same birthday and she lives in North Carolina and at this time his parents live in Tennessee they took off work to go down to North Carolina to spend time with their daughter on her birthday but she decided to go to the beach so they took the opportunity to come down to Florida for my birthday and I was already upset that my family couldn’t be there but I decided to try and enjoy it. we had been arguing with his parents a week before, and I didn’t want them to come down and continue to argue with us and ruin my birthday and that’s exactly what happened the day after my birthday they were outside washing our house because they said it was really dirty and we went next-door to swim for 20 minutes.
We came back and they were so mad and said that we needed to get rid of our dog, because it chewed the table they gave us, and before we had time to even react, she told us the table was destroyed, and we need to figure something out about the dog so we went in and saw that the leg of the table was chewed, and our dog was in a cage shaking with P all over the house. We were upset because they were demanding that we get rid of our dog before even trying to talk it out like adults and for us to actually feel sorry about what had happened we let it go for a little bit and I was in my room on the phone with my mom and that’s when I heard my husband and his dad getting into an argument. His dad was cussing him and my husband walked through our room to go outside because we were grilling out and his dad followed so I told my mom that I would have to call her back at that same moment my husbands mom open the door and demanded that I get outside and listen to what they had to say. I didn’t say anything I just walked outside and they bashed for everything, our financial struggles, the fact that I didn’t take Mother’s Day to go get cookies to my husband’s grandma in a nursing home
I was shaking so bad I was so upset that they were just yelling and screaming and bashing us, and I was just sitting there quiet not saying anything back. I finally had enough and I started standing up for myself, saying that I didn’t appreciate how they didn’t care about my feelings so they asked me to give them examples. I told them whenever I had my wedding, I also had a miscarriage and I didn’t feel comfortable with one of my sister-in-law‘s friends coming, and I was made out to be the bad guy, and they only thought about her and how I ended up giving in and letting her come because I didn’t want her sitting at a hotel by herself so I was still thinking about someone else’s feelings, but no one was thinking about mine and how I was going through a hard time and they of course shut that down and gave excuses.
I gave them another example about how Christmas of 2022 was going to be mine and my husband and daughter‘s first Christmas ever together because he was deployed for our daughter’s first Christmas my dad had also died December 5 of 2022 and I was also supposed to be pregnant by that time but I lost the baby. I didn’t even get to get anything out and explain my side. The only thing I could get out was “like Christmas-“ and she started waving her hands and screaming and sayin “my son was deployed for a year and I lost my dad”(he died in 2019) I was taken back, but I calmly said” my dad died too” and she fires back and yells. “Yeah, but mine was my life “ I shut down after that how dare she say that and try to one up me ? because my dad had just died a few weeks before that Christmas that we were talking about but she made it about her, which honestly proves my point when I told him they didn’t care about my feelings. She turns around and attacks me and makes it about her but I didn’t even have time to explain that I just wanted Christmas morning to be a tradition with my family. My daughter and my husband and I was going through a hard time anyways, so I was trying to say that it upset me that they made it out to people like we didn’t even want them there when they spent a week with us before Christmas. They live 7 hours away so we can’t have the normal grandparents come over Christmas afternoon like everyone else in my family can’t come over for Christmas morning so they shouldn’t be able to either and the point at the end of the day is that we were that’s what we wanted as a family of three to have Christmas mornings with our daughter.
she didn’t talk to me for the rest of that day and the next day they had left early to go see my husband’s grandma at the nursing home that they moved her to and my mother-in-law texted my husband and asked if we wanted to meet them for lunch so we did I said right across from her in a booth and she didn’t even look at me once or speak to me at all when my daughter‘s food came out it was hot so I put it closer to me to try to break up her food and let it cool down each time she would pull it away from me because my daughter was sitting next to her. I would pull it back and take out the bag of chips and then she would pull it back I would pull it back and dump out her green beans and she would take it back. She did it 3 times all while not looking at me and I still was the bigger person and didn’t say anything and continue to act like nothing happened
when we got back to our house, I went to my screen porch for the rest of the time that they were there. My husband and his parents were in our kitchen and when they were ready to leave my husband came and got me and told me that I should come say goodbye, so I stood in the driveway while my husband, my daughter and his parents all laughed, hugged and kissed and said goodbyes, and then she walks up to me and speaks like a robot in a way of not even wanting to come up to me, like it was bothering her that she even had to speak to me and she just said “bye. Love you” in a really rude way over something that she said to me and it’s funny too because in her hand was a homemade Mother’s Day gift that I made her but she’s going to talk to me like that, and ignore me and treat me like that over her yelling at me and putting me down about my pain with my dad. After they pulled out of the driveway , I went back to the screen porch and cried because that’s the first time I fully felt like I wasn’t part of their family and she showed her true colors once I tried to stand up for myself about her being disrespectful to me when for the three years that I’ve been with my husband at this point, I’ve never spoken back to her or disrespected her
for days they ignored us, and I just cried over my dad because he’s gone and it was like throwing my grief in my face and my husband finally told his mom that she needed to apologize to me. She called him and asked to speak to him alone, and I later found out that she was saying that I took everything the wrong way and she didn’t mean it like that. Finally she text me and basically tells me the same thing that she wasn’t saying anything about my relationship with my dad. She was simply saying why she needed Christmas morning with her family. I didn’t accept her apology because it was basically making excuses, but I decided not to hold her accountable and I just simply explain to her that Christmas has never been the same for me since my grandparents died and then I just wanted that special moment with my daughter especially now that my dad it was gone and I moved on from it I for gave her a few months after this happened she came down for my daughters birthday, and it was still awkward and I was still a little hurt by the way she treated me, but I was trying to MoveOn for it for my husband and daughter sake, and even my own.
After May 2023 it seemed like things were going good they would call and the conversations were nice they weren’t lecturing. We finally thought they learned their lesson after the big blowup in May but then fast forward to April 2024.
they came down suddenly in April after coming down a few weeks before just to visit because my husband’s grandma wasn’t doing too good she was in the hospital and they were preparing for her to pass away. I was taking ovulation medication because we were trying to have another baby. I felt very hung over sound out am I anxiety was the worst it has ever been I would cry almost every night because I would almost go into panic attacks so while they were here, I stopped taking the medicine and was still suffering side effects so I try to stay out of the way because I know they were grieving and everything was happening so suddenly for them and I wanted to be there to support my husband, his work schedule was so messed up that he only had a few hours after waking up to be able to go to the hospital before having to leave for work until 1 AM in the morning so I was never able to go with him to see his grandma, but he asked me if he thought she was about to die if I would go with her and I said of course. Well she passed away before we can make it to the hospital and I know everyone was devastated. This was a day after Easter. My husband had to work on Easter so before we even knew the condition of his grandma’s health, we plan to have our own Easter and egg hunt the day after Easter because my husband would be off work, and that is the day that she passed away so I told my husband that we could cancel our egg hunt and he said no because he wanted to be there with our daughter and enjoy that time. I also invited his parents because I thought it would be good for them to get their mind off of things, and I made a bunch of desserts, including homemade cookies that his mother had asked me to make weeks before this for the next time they came down we grilled out and there was gonna be plenty of food for them and I wanted that time with them as well, but I respected that they needed time to themselves after his dad had just lost his mother.
they had been staying in a hotel, the whole time they were here but the day after she passed away, they came over that morning, and our house was a mess because we had a cookout the night before, and my husband was grieving and upset and we were just too tired to clean and we were planning to get it the next morning They wanted to take our daughter to the park and Dairy Queen and we were going to stay back because we both weren’t feeling too well and we were going to clean the house but before they left my husband’s Dad told us “I wish I would come with us.” so my husband told him that we would get ready and meet him there and that’s exactly what we did. We had lunch with them and the little things like forcing her to eat a hamburger when I told him that she like chicken nuggets or taking her drink away and telling her she’s not feeling up on a drink that she’s going to eat always bothered me and there’s always done it but I knew that at this time it wasn’t my opportunity to stand up because he just lost his mom and I didn’t want to start anything not that I would’ve been rude about it but they never take it for what it is. It’s disrespect if we stand up or tell them we don’t like what they’re doing but I told my husband that what happened in May would never happen again.
we were driving my mom’s truck because my husband‘s truck was in the shop and we went to a thrift store while his parents took our daughter to the park at the thrift store. I found an angel that I wanted to gift his dad to show sympathy. I got a few little toys for my daughter to so when we left we were on our way to meet them at the park and that’s when the mechanic called my husband and said his truck was ready. He called his mom to ask if his dad would follow him and get the truck and if his mom will drive my mom’s truck back home because I was under the influence with the side effects of the medication. She then asked if I couldn’t just make it to the park and the mechanics is right behind the park so of course I could have, but I didn’t see the difference of them going to getting it when we were ready to leave the park together or us going and getting it so we went to the park instead so I could give my daughter her toys.
while I was in the truck getting the gifts out for my husband’s dad, my husband went over to explain that I would just feel more comfortable if they went and got the truck because I was under the influence and later on I found out that his mom said “no she’s not, and saying that I was lying” but when I got out of the truck, she was talking all nice to me and explaining that my husband and my father-in-law we’re going to go get his truck and she even told me to watch my daughter for a second while she went and grabbed her drink out of the car and hit my head. I thought that was crazy that she told me to watch my own daughter, but she those are the little things that I let go and let her say because there’s no point of talking back. It always will start something.
if you’re with me so far, this is the end in our current situation. We all got back home and they walked in and saw that our puppy Peed on the floor and they got mad. We tried to let it go because my father-in-law‘s mom just died and there’s no sense of getting into an argument. We went to our neighbors to give them desserts that I had made for a cookout because I didn’t want them to go to waste while we were there. His mom texted him asking if our daughter could spend the night with them in a hotel when we thought they were staying with us first I didn’t say no I just said where is she going to sleep and they said in the bed with us I didn’t like that. I wanted her to be in a crib so we said no but we even called the hotel to ask if they had cribs to rent because somebody in the hotel said no so we were trying to compromise. We got back to our house and they were so mad. They were ready to leave without saying bye his dad was already in the car and his mom was walking out the door and didn’t really wanna speak to us. We asked her what the issue was and they went off. He went to the car to talk to his dad. his dad screamed at him and drove off. I was so upset because there was no reason to treat us like that when we have boundaries with our daughter and they were supposed to stay with us, but they decided that they were too upset about the dog peeing, and that our house was a little messy from the night before that they wanted to stay in a hotel, and they wanted to take our daughter too.
The next day I had an eye doctors appointment that I scheduled months in advance, and my husband had a job interview and they did not communicate when they were coming over so my husband was already gone and I was about to walk out the door. My husband’s grandpa lives right next-door because we moved him down here a few months ago and they were out there talking to him so I let my daughter go say bye to them and they didn’t speak to me at all. again the same treatment like back in May how she didn’t even want to look in my direction or speak to me so I left and they then texted my husband how I just took off with my own daughter, so there was no reason to stick around blaming me, of course.
I understand that his dad was going through a hard time but my husband also just lost his grandma and that just so happen to be my dad‘s birthday. I wasn’t going to make it about me of course not but I still didn’t wanna get yelled at on my dad‘s birthday I wanted to remember him and have a good day. I texted his mom three days after the incident. Nothing about the text was rude. I just told her that I was blown way by the disrespect and I didn’t like how they treated us. I brought back up me and how it was unfair that she thinks she can continue to yell and scream at us and ignore us. she read it and instantly called my husband and tried to bash me and I tried to speak up and she shut me up telling me that she was talking to her son not me my husband told her not to speak to his wife that way and she tries to bash me and say that I didn’t even want to say sorry to my father-in-law for his loss when I tried to do little things like buy him that angel and make cookies for them and I made a grocery order the night they came down and I clean the house and I was expecting to cook dinner for them and host them but they stayed in a hotel the whole time
she bashed us saying that we didn’t even offer them a shower, or anything to drink or anything to eat when they came home but right when we walked in the door is when they started yelling and lecturing us about dog pee, and it went downhill from there so we didn’t even have time to offer anything that they wanted or needed but every time they come over they make themselves at home because their name is on the deed even though we pay for the home, they act like it’s their home and they do whatever they please, so there was no reason we felt like we needed to assist them to the shower or ask if they needed anything even though that morning they got there She asked if I had any Dr Pepper and I said no that I had Sprite and she didn’t want that so at this point she’s just trying to make us look bad like it was our fault and they didn’t feel welcome here so that’s why they went to a hotel that night.
she was so rude and making excuses and disrespecting me not wanting me to talk to her. She kept saying she wanted to talk to her son and not me and she even called me a little girl at that point I had enough I was finally standing up for myself after four years of my mother-in-law saying out-of-the-way things to me and putting me down and lecturing me, I finally had enough I never cussed once at her I never cussed on her because I respect her enough, but I finally had enough of shutting my mouth and letting her talk to me anyway she want it. I told her she was not gonna call me a little girl and that she was going to hear from me because she’s bashing me to my husband, I tried to explain my side, but she kept on and on accusing us and saying that we were the reason for all of this and that they did nothing wrong and keep in mind, we have never raised our voice to them. We have never cussed at them we have never told them. Hey you’re wrong we don’t agree we just let them have their way and we were done May 2023 was our breaking point even though then we still were respectful, this time we weren’t gonna let them have their way and feel like they were right
The next week my husband went to go pick up his grandma’s ashes because before the fight that was the arrangements because they had to go back home to Tennessee he called the funeral home and they said that the day before his mom called and told them that they were coming down for the weekend to get them but they said nothing about that to us and at this point he hasn’t spoken to his dad in a week. he told his mom that he didn’t even feel welcome at the funeral, and that it really upset him. His mom told him that I had nothing to do with the fight, and that his dad simply just wanted his mothers ashes and she made excuses of course later that day she calls and I heard everything she said even though she thought I wasn’t around and she continue to bash me over and over about how everything was my fault, and I never wanted them around our daughter or to have a relationship with her.
it was extremely hard for me to keep my mouth shut for an entire hour when someone’s making things up and bashing you she think those want to say that she’s sick and tired of me calling her a liar, which I’m never said hey you’re a liar I just said that her apology wasn’t sincere and she continued to say that I took it the wrong way when she was bashing me about my dad and tell her that’s calling her a liar because she continues to say she didn’t mean it like that but the reason I brought back up made her was to say she thinks she can continue to talk to me that way and get away with it and that I was tired of it. my husband try to stand up for me and tell her how it made me feel like she was comparing my pain to hers about my dad and then she makes the snarky remark” I actually had a relationship with Mine”. she was talking about her relationship with her dad and comparing it to mine so again she’s throwing up my pain and trying to one up me and again argue on why she should’ve been there Christmas morning and she even said” I was explaining what I needed Christmas morning with my son and his daughter” His daughter???!
after that phone call, everything seem to be fine with his parents and my husband but she was still ignoring me. She wouldn’t call or message me and apologize or even explain herself. She just wanted to bash me to my husband and now everything was cool with them and they came down for a weekend to get my husband’s grandma‘s ashes and they went to the park with my husband and daughter and I decided to stay home because I didn’t want anything to go down and I be blamed for ruining that hard time for his family. My husband said they didn’t even ask about me and I know that they were happy that I wasn’t around because she made a post about how she just needed that time with her son and granddaughter, and everything was worded perfectly but I know that that was a dig at me and every time I would post something about the way I was feeling just little quotes that I see she would always post something as if she was speaking to me. it didn’t matter if it was something to do with disrespect or my daughter, or supporting my husband she would always find a post to relate it about what I’m posting. stuff like “no one could love her children the way she does” when I would post about how I love my husband and that I am there to support him
ever since then she has been calling my husband to bash me and come up with a new reasons on why I am the bad guy and I’m sick of it so if you’ve made it this far, thank you so much for reading my story because I don’t even know what to do at this point my husband wants to cut her off maybe not forever but he wants her to understand that she can’t keep treating me like this and even treating him like this because the last phone call was two days ago when we thought everything was at least cool with my husband and his parents even though I knew she still had a problem with me over things she said to me she calls him and bashes me and tells my husband that he’s not standing up for his parents and that that’s wrong and that that is his blood family and that he should be the hero and fix everything or she’s not gonna want to be around me
i’ve read a bunch of other stories about toxic in-laws, and there’s a lot that are way worse than my situation but I’ve had enough of her talking to me anyway she wants, putting me down, lecturing me, throwing my dad’s death in my face as if her relationship was greater and her pain is worse and I’m just sick of it because I can’t even look at pictures of my dad without crying and regretting and it’s really hard to stand up for myself when someone bashes me and makes themself the victim when I know for a fact, the last four years I’ve been nothing but kind to her. Yes, she has done things for me, but when she treats me bad, she uses that as a way to say “look at everything I’ve done for her and she wants to treat me like this?” just because I stand up for myself when she yells at me and I don’t know what to do so if you’ve made it this far, thank you for reading and I need help

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Regency Solitaire
Regions of Ruin
Regular Human Basketball (x3)
Relicta
Remnants of Isolation
Resident Evil 0 HD REMASTER
Resident Evil 4
Resident Evil 5 Gold Edition
Resident Evil 6
Resident Evil HD REMASTER
Resident Evil Revelations (X2)
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Rime
Rise and Shine
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Road 96
Road to Ballhalla
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Robot Roller-Derby Disco Dodgeball
Rock of Ages 2: Bigger & Boulder™
Rocket Birds: Hardboiled Chicken
ROCKETSROCKETSROCKETS
Rogue Heroes:Ruins of Tasos
Roguebook
Rollerdrome
ROUNDS (x2)
Rustler
Rusty Lake Paradise
RÖKI
S.W.I.N.E. HD REMASTER
Saints Row: The Third
Sam & Max: Season 1
Sam & Max: Season 2
Satellite Reign (x2)
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Scourgebringer
Screencheat
Scribblenauts Unlimited (x2)
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Shadow Complex Remastered (Epic Games)
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Shady Part of Me
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shutshimi
Sid Meier's Railroads!
Sigma Theory: Global Cold War (x2)
SimplePlanes
SIMULACRA
Size Matters
Slipstream
Sniper Elite
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Sniper Elite V2
Snowtopia: Ski Resort Builder
Song of Horror
SOULCALIBUR VI
Souldiers
Speed Brawl
Spellcaster University
Spelunky
Spirit of the Island
Spirits
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS: BATTLE FOR BIKINI BOTTOM - REHYDRATED
Spy Fox 2 "Some Assembly Required"
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Spy Fox in "Dry Cereal"
Spy Fox In: Hold the Mustard
Squad (Early Access)
StarCrossed
State of Mind
Staxel
Stealth 2: A Game of Clones
Stick Fight: The Game (x4)
Streamline Early Access
Streets of Rage
Stronghold Crusader 2
Subsurface Circular (x3)
Suchart:Genius Artist Simulator
Sudden Strike 4
Super Daryl Deluxe
Super Galaxy Squadron EX
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Super House of Dead Ninjas: True Ninja Pack
Super House of the Dead Ninjas (x2)
Super Lesbian Animal RPG
Super Magbot
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Surgeon Simulator + Anniversary Ed. Content
Surviving the Aftermath
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Swag and Sorcery
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Tainted Grail: Conquest
Tales from the Borderlands
Tales of Berseria™
Tales of the Neon Sea
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Tank Mechanic Simulator
Team Indie
Teleglitch: Die More Edition
Telltale Texas Hold'em
TemTem
The Adventure Pals
The Ambassador: Fractured Timelines
The Ascent
The Ball
The Battle of Polytopia
The Blackout Club
THE DARK PICTURES ANTHOLOGY: LITTLE HOPE
THE DARK PICTURES ANTHOLOGY: MAN OF MEDAN
The Dungeon of Naheulbeuk: The Amulet of Chaos + Goodies + OST
The Dwarves
The First Tree (x3)
The Forgotten City
The Gardens Between
The Henry Stickmin Collection
THE INVISIBLE HAND
The Journey Down: Chapter Three
The Legend of Tianding
The Life and Suffering of Sir Brante
The Quarry Deluxe Edition
The Red Lantern
The Serpent Rogue
The Stillness of the Wind
The Walking Dead
The Walking Dead - 400 Days
The Walking Dead: A New Frontier
The Walking Dead: Final Season
The Walking Dead: Michonne - A Telltale Miniseries
The Walking Dead: Saints & Sinners
The Walking Dead: Season Two
The Walking Dead: The Telltale Definitive Series
The Wild Eight
The Witness (x2)
theHunter: Call of the Wild
Them and Us
There is No Light:Enhanced Edition
Think of the Children
Thirty Flights of Loving
This is the Police
This War of Mine
This War of Mine: Final Cut
Throne of Lies® The Online Game of Deceit (x3)
Tilt Brush
TIMEframe
Tin Can
Titan Quest Anniversary
Titan Quest Anniversary Edition
ToeJam & Earl: Back in the Groove (x2)
Tokyo 42
Tooth and Tail (x2)
Torment: Tides of Numenera
Total Tank Simulator (x2)
Tower of Guns (x2)
Train Simulator 2017 + Platform Clutter + Town Scenery
Train Station Renovation
Tribes of Midgard
Trine 4: The Nightmare Prince
Tropico 4
Turbo Gold Racing
Twin Mirror (x2)
Two Point Campus
Ultimate Chicken Horse (x3)
Undertale
Unmetal
Unpacking
Valfaris
Vampire: The Masquerade - Shadows of New York
Vane
Vault of the Void
Verdun
Vertiginous Golf
Vikings - Wolves of Midgard
Visage
Void Bastards
Volgarr the Viking
Wandersong
Wargroove
Waking Mars
WARHAMMER 40,000: CHAOS GATE - DAEMONHUNTERS
Warhammer: Chaosbane
Werewolf: The Apocalypse Heart of the Forest
West of Dead
Westerado: Double Barreled
Where the Water Tastes like Wine
WHO PRESSED MUTE ON UNCLE MARCUS
Wildfire
WINDJAMMERS 2
Windward
Wingspan
Wizard of Legend (x3)
World of Goo
Worms Revolution
WORMS RUMBLE + LEGENDS PACK DLC
Wuppo (x2)
WWE 2K Battlegrounds
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WWE 2K23
XCOM: CHIMERA SQUAD
XCOM: ULTIMATE COLLECTION
Yes, Your Grace
Yooka-Laylee
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YOU DON'T KNOW JACK Vol. 1 XL
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Ziggurat
Zombie Night Terror
Others GameMaker Studio Pro
Ashampoo BackUp Pro 14
Ashampoo Photo Optimizer 7
Ashampoo WinOptimizer 18
Battleborn Starter Skin Pack
Darkest Dungeon Shieldbreaker DLC
Double Fine Adventure Documentary
GWENT - Ultimate Starter Pack
Killing Floor - Community Weapon Pack 1 DLC
Killing Floor - Community Weapon Pack 2 DLC
Killing Floor - Community Weapon Pack 3 DLC
Mage and Minions - $10 In-Game Currency
Music Maker EDM Edition
Music Maker: Hip Hop Edition
PAYDAY 2: Sydney Mega Mask
Starfinder: Pact Worlds Campaign Setting
XCOM® 2: Reinforcement Pack
XCOM® 2: Resistance Warrior Pack
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I am currently taking paypal for games, you always go first and cover fees
For game trades, you always go first and message me, usually it takes me about 1-2 days to get back to you at the latest
My Rep Page has not been updated in about 5 years, but I have a lot of trades finished
Bolded items are just the ones I would like to consider keeping so don't feel as though you need to offer more for the game
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Subnautica
Stellaris (and dlc)
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A Plague Tale: Innocence
ADOM (ANCIENT DOMAINS OF MYSTERY)
Bridge Constructor Portal
Chivalry 2 - Epic Edition
Deep Rock Galactic
Disco Elysium - The Final Cut
Doom Eternal
Elite Dangerous
Endless Space 2 - Digital Deluxe Edition
Ghostrunner
Honey I Joined a Cult
Lost Ruins
Mass Effect Legendary Edition (temporarily unavailable)
MONSTER TRAIN (FIRST CLASS - COLLECTORS EDITION)
OUTWARD + THE SOROBOREANS AND OUTWARD SOUNDTRACK
PATHFINDER: WRATH OF THE RIGHTEOUS
Rebel Inc: Escalation
REMNANT: FROM THE ASHES - COMPLETE EDITION
Roboquest
SCP:Secret Files
SHOTGUN KING: THE FINAL CHECKMATE
Songs of Conquest
Spyro™ Reignited Trilogy
Surviving Mars
THE OUTER WORLDS: SPACER'S CHOICE EDITION
Thronebreaker: The Witcher Tales
VALKYRIA CHRONICLES 4 COMPLETE EDITION
Wasteland 3
Yakuza 3 Remastered
Yakuza 4 Remastered
2064: Read Only Memories
20XX
7 Grand Steps

observer (x3)

A Good Snowman is Hard to Build
A Juggler's Tale
A Mortician's Tale
A New Beginning - Final Cut
Aaero
Aces and Adventures
AER Memories of Old (x2)
Age of Wonders III
Ageless
Agents of Mayhem
AI War: Fleet Command
Alien Spidy
Aliens:Fireteam Elite
Alina of the Arena
All You Can Eat
Aragami 2
Arcade Paradise
Army Men RTS
Ashes of the Singularity: Escalation (x2)
Assassin's Creed® Origins
Assault Android Cactus
Atom RPG Trudograd
Atomicrops
AUTONAUTS VS PIRATEBOTS
Backbone
Bad End Theater
Banner Saga Trilogy - Deluxe Pack
Banners of Ruin
Bastion (x2)
Batman Arkham Origins (x2)
Battle Chef Brigade
Beacon Pines
Beat Hazard Ultra
Bee Simulator
Before Your Eyes
BEHIND THE FRAME: THE FINEST SCENERY
Beholder
BENDY AND THE DARK REVIVAL
Beneath Oresa
Between the Stars
Beyond a Steel Sky
Binary Domain
Bioshock Remastered
BioShock: The Collection
Biped
Black Book
Blade Assault
Blasphemous
Blazing Beaks
Bleed 2
Bloodstained®︎: Ritual of the Night
Bone - Episode 1 & Episode 2
Boomerang Fu (x3)
Borderlands 3 Super Deluxe
Boreal Blade
Boyfriend Dungeon
Broken Age (x2)
Brothers: A Tale of Two Sons
Brutal Legend
BUILDER SIMULATOR
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Bury Me, My Love
Celeste
Chasm
Chicken Police
Children of Silentown
CHUCHEL Cherry Edition (x2)
CivCity: Rome
Coffee Talk
COMMAND & CONQUER REMASTERED COLLECTION
Company of Heroes 2 + Company of Heroes 2 - Whale and Dolphin Conservation Charity Pattern Pack
Conan Chop Chop
CONTROL STANDARD EDITION (Steam or Epic Games)
COOK, SERVE, DELICIOUS! 3
Coromon
Crowntakers
Crusader Kings Complete
Cultist Simulator (x2)
Curious Expedition
CURSE OF THE DEAD GODS
Cyber Hook
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Darkside Detective
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Destroy All Humans!
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Distance
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Dungeons 3 (x2)
Dusty Revenge: Co-Op Edition
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EARTH DEFENSE FORCE 4.1: Blood Storm + DLC
EarthNight
Eastside Hockey Manager
Elderborn
Eldest Souls
Elex
Ellipsis
Embr
Emily is Away <3
ENCASED: A SCI-FI POST-APOCALYPTIC RPG
Endless Space® - Collection (x2)
Epic Chef
Eternal Threads
Euro Truck Simulator 2
Europa Universalis IV
Evan's Remains
Evergarden
EVERSPACE™
Fahrenheit: Indigo Prophecy Remastered
Fallout 1
Family Man
Farmer's Dynasty
Fibbage XL
Fights in Tight Spaces
Figment
Finding Paradise
First Class Trouble
Five Dates
Fobia - St. Dinfna Hotel
Foretales
Fort Triumph
Founders' Fortune
Framed Collection
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Freddi Fish 2: The Case of the Haunted Schoolhouse
Freddi Fish 3: The Case of the Stolen Conch Shell
Freddi Fish 4: The Case of the Hogfish Rustlers of Briny Gulch
Freddi Fish 5: The Case of the Creature of Coral Cove
Freddi Fish and Luther's Maze Madness
Freddi Fish and Luther's Water Worries
Freedom Force
Freedom Force vs. The Third Reich
Friends Vs Friends
FTL
Full Metal Furies
Full Throttle Remastered (x2)
Fury Unleashed
Gas Station Simulator
Genesis Noir
Get In The Car, Loser!
Getting Over It with Bennett Foddy
God's Trigger
Golf Gang
Gonner
GRAV (Early Access)
Greedfall
GRID 2
Grime
Grow: Song of the Evertree
Growing Up
Guns of Icarus Online
Hacknet (x2) + Hacknet Labyrinths DLC (x1)
Haiku, the Robot
Hammerting
Hard Reset Redux
Hardspace: Shipbreaker
Heaven's Vault
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Hell Let Loose
Hell Pie
Hello Neighbor Hide and Seek
Hellpoint
Hero Siege Complete + Cyberpunk Samurai + Demon Slayer Bundle + Extra slots & stash space + ClassShield Lancer + Shaman + Plague Doctor + Marauder + Amazon+Avenger Paladin DLCs
Heroes of Hammerwatch
Hexcells Complete Pack
Hidden & Dangerous 2: Courage Under Fire
Hidden & Dangerous: Action Pack
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HITMAN™: THE COMPLETE FIRST SEASON (x2)
HIVESWAP: Act 1
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Hot Brass
Hot Wheels Unleashed
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I am not a Monster: First Contact
I'm not a Monster
If Found...
Impostor Factory
In Between
In Sound Mind
Injustice Gods Among Us Ultimate Edition (x3)
INK Deluxe Edition
Iris and the Giant
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Jack Move
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Just Cause 3 XXL Edition
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Kill it with Fire
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Knights of Pen and Paper 2
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Legend of Keepers
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Lovecraft's Untold Stories
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Mad Max
Mafia: Definitive Edition
Mafia: Definitive Edition
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Masquerade: The Baubles of Doom
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MirrorMoon EP
Monster Loves You
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Morbid: The Seven Acolytes
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Moving Out
Mr. Shifty
Mr.Prepper
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Naruto to Boruto: Shinobi Strikers
NBA 2K20
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NICKELODEON ALL-STAR BRAWL
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No Time to Explain Remastered
No Time to Relax
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Not Tonight
Oaken
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Old Man's Journey
OlliOlli World - Rad edition
OlliOlli2: Welcome to Olliwood
Omno
One Step From Eden
Operation Flashpoint: Red River
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Orwell: Ignorance is Strength (x2)
Orwell: Keeping an Eye on You (x3)
Othercide
Otxo
Out of the Park Baseball 18
Overcooked! 2 - Surf 'n' Turf Pack
Overcooked! 2 - Too Many Cooks
Overgrowth
Overlord II
OZYMANDIAS: BRONZE AGE EMPIRE SIM
PAC-MAN™ CHAMPIONSHIP EDITION 2
Pajama Sam 2: Thunder And Lightning Aren't So Frightening
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Paper Fire Rookie
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Patch Quest
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Peaky Blinders: Mastermind
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PGA TOUR 2K21
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Plague Inc: Evolved
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Q.U.B.E. 2
Q.U.B.E: Director's Cut
Quest of Dungeons
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Rain World
Raji: An Ancient Epic
Rapture Rejects + Safari outfit
Realpolitiks
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Rebuild 3: Gangs of Deadsville
RED SOLSTICE 2: SURVIVORS
Regency Solitaire
Regions of Ruin
Regular Human Basketball (x3)
Relicta
Remnants of Isolation
Resident Evil 0 HD REMASTER
Resident Evil 4
Resident Evil 5 Gold Edition
Resident Evil 6
Resident Evil HD REMASTER
Resident Evil Revelations (X2)
Resident Evil Revelations 2 Deluxe Edition
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Retro Game Crunch
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Revita
Rime
Rise and Shine
Rising Dusk
Rituals
Road 96
Road to Ballhalla
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Robot Roller-Derby Disco Dodgeball
Rock of Ages 2: Bigger & Boulder™
Rocket Birds: Hardboiled Chicken
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Rogue Heroes:Ruins of Tasos
Roguebook
Rollerdrome
ROUNDS (x2)
Rustler
Rusty Lake Paradise
RÖKI
S.W.I.N.E. HD REMASTER
Saints Row: The Third
Sam & Max: Season 1
Sam & Max: Season 2
Satellite Reign (x2)
Scorn
Scourgebringer
Screencheat
Scribblenauts Unlimited (x2)
Secrets of Raetikon
Shadow Complex Remastered (Epic Games)
SHADOW TACTICS: AIKO'S CHOICE
Shady Part of Me
Shelter 2 (x3)
Shenmue I & II
shutshimi
Sid Meier's Railroads!
Sigma Theory: Global Cold War (x2)
SimplePlanes
SIMULACRA
Size Matters
Slipstream
Sniper Elite
Sniper Elite 3 (x2)
Sniper Elite V2
Snowtopia: Ski Resort Builder
Song of Horror
SOULCALIBUR VI
Souldiers
Speed Brawl
Spellcaster University
Spelunky
Spirit of the Island
Spirits
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS: BATTLE FOR BIKINI BOTTOM - REHYDRATED
Spy Fox 2 "Some Assembly Required"
Spy Fox 3 "Operation Ozone"
Spy Fox in "Dry Cereal"
Spy Fox In: Hold the Mustard
Squad (Early Access)
StarCrossed
State of Mind
Staxel
Stealth 2: A Game of Clones
Stick Fight: The Game (x4)
Streamline Early Access
Streets of Rage
Stronghold Crusader 2
Subsurface Circular (x3)
Suchart:Genius Artist Simulator
Sudden Strike 4
Super Daryl Deluxe
Super Galaxy Squadron EX
Super Hexagon (x2)
Super House of Dead Ninjas: True Ninja Pack
Super House of the Dead Ninjas (x2)
Super Lesbian Animal RPG
Super Magbot
Super Time Force Ultra
SUPERHOT (x3)
Surgeon Simulator + Anniversary Ed. Content
Surviving the Aftermath
Suzerain
Swag and Sorcery
Sword Legacy Omen
SYNTHETIK: Legion Rising
System Shock 2
System Shock: Enhanced Edition
Tainted Grail: Conquest
Tales from the Borderlands
Tales of Berseria™
Tales of the Neon Sea
Tangledeep + Soundtrack (x2)
Tank Mechanic Simulator
Team Indie
Teleglitch: Die More Edition
Telltale Texas Hold'em
TemTem
The Adventure Pals
The Ambassador: Fractured Timelines
The Ascent
The Ball
The Battle of Polytopia
The Blackout Club
THE DARK PICTURES ANTHOLOGY: LITTLE HOPE
THE DARK PICTURES ANTHOLOGY: MAN OF MEDAN
The Dungeon of Naheulbeuk: The Amulet of Chaos + Goodies + OST
The Dwarves
The First Tree (x3)
The Forgotten City
The Gardens Between
The Henry Stickmin Collection
THE INVISIBLE HAND
The Journey Down: Chapter Three
The Legend of Tianding
The Life and Suffering of Sir Brante
The Quarry Deluxe Edition
The Red Lantern
The Serpent Rogue
The Stillness of the Wind
The Walking Dead
The Walking Dead - 400 Days
The Walking Dead: A New Frontier
The Walking Dead: Final Season
The Walking Dead: Michonne - A Telltale Miniseries
The Walking Dead: Saints & Sinners
The Walking Dead: Season Two
The Walking Dead: The Telltale Definitive Series
The Wild Eight
The Witness (x2)
theHunter: Call of the Wild
Them and Us
There is No Light:Enhanced Edition
Think of the Children
Thirty Flights of Loving
This is the Police
This War of Mine
This War of Mine: Final Cut
Throne of Lies® The Online Game of Deceit (x3)
Tilt Brush
TIMEframe
Tin Can
Titan Quest Anniversary
Titan Quest Anniversary Edition
ToeJam & Earl: Back in the Groove (x2)
Tokyo 42
Tooth and Tail (x2)
Torment: Tides of Numenera
Total Tank Simulator (x2)
Tower of Guns (x2)
Train Simulator 2017 + Platform Clutter + Town Scenery
Train Station Renovation
Tribes of Midgard
Trine 4: The Nightmare Prince
Tropico 4
Turbo Gold Racing
Twin Mirror (x2)
Two Point Campus
Ultimate Chicken Horse (x3)
Undertale
Unmetal
Unpacking
Valfaris
Vampire: The Masquerade - Shadows of New York
Vane
Vault of the Void
Verdun
Vertiginous Golf
Vikings - Wolves of Midgard
Visage
Void Bastards
Volgarr the Viking
Wandersong
Wargroove
Waking Mars
WARHAMMER 40,000: CHAOS GATE - DAEMONHUNTERS
Warhammer: Chaosbane
Werewolf: The Apocalypse Heart of the Forest
West of Dead
Westerado: Double Barreled
Where the Water Tastes like Wine
WHO PRESSED MUTE ON UNCLE MARCUS
Wildfire
WINDJAMMERS 2
Windward
Wingspan
Wizard of Legend (x3)
World of Goo
Worms Revolution
WORMS RUMBLE + LEGENDS PACK DLC
Wuppo (x2)
WWE 2K Battlegrounds
WWE 2K Battlegrounds + Brawler Pass
WWE 2K23
XCOM: CHIMERA SQUAD
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Yes, Your Grace
Yooka-Laylee
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YOU DON'T KNOW JACK Vol. 1 XL
YOU DON'T KNOW JACK Vol. 2
YOU DON'T KNOW JACK Vol. 3
YOU DON'T KNOW JACK Vol. 4: The Ride
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Ziggurat
Zombie Night Terror
Others GameMaker Studio Pro
Ashampoo BackUp Pro 14
Ashampoo Photo Optimizer 7
Ashampoo WinOptimizer 18
Battleborn Starter Skin Pack
Darkest Dungeon Shieldbreaker DLC
Double Fine Adventure Documentary
GWENT - Ultimate Starter Pack
Killing Floor - Community Weapon Pack 1 DLC
Killing Floor - Community Weapon Pack 2 DLC
Killing Floor - Community Weapon Pack 3 DLC
Mage and Minions - $10 In-Game Currency
Music Maker EDM Edition
Music Maker: Hip Hop Edition
PAYDAY 2: Sydney Mega Mask
Starfinder: Pact Worlds Campaign Setting
XCOM® 2: Reinforcement Pack
XCOM® 2: Resistance Warrior Pack
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Hello there, do you love Twilight? Do you love slow burns? Do you wonder what it would be like if Bella had gotten to be with Carlisle? I do, and I may have the perfect role for this.
A little about me: my name is Em. I am a female in her 20s. I am in the CST time zone, though I'm more than happy to roleplay with you if you aren't in that time zone. Typically, I write around 500–1k words per post. I can from time to time break the discord limit, so I would like you to try and match me. I write in the third person, but this role seems to call for the first person. So I apologize if that is a little rusty. I enjoy NSFW content, but it will not be the main focus of the role. I do a ratio of 80 percent plot to 20 percent smut.
So what would I like from you as a partner? I’m so glad you asked!
I would like you to match my length; be okay with chatting out of character. It’s important that you have read the books or seen the movies. I enjoy sending funny videos and making playlists for our roles. So please be open to that. Also please have a discord. I use discord to role-play.
Now that that is out of the way, let’s get to the plot and start!
Plot:
After graduation, Edward gives Bella an ultimatum. She must marry him to be changed and have her last human experience. Bella finally breaks down, realizing that maybe just maybe Jacob and Charlie were right. Edward doesn’t love her, or at least, love isn’t enough.
Bella tells him no, which leads to their breakup fight. A huge fight, leaving Bella alone but happier. She is afraid that she will lose her family because of this, but Alice sees something that changes that. In her vision, Alice sees that Bella will still be like them. The only thing that has a chance is the person by her side. Little does the Cullen family know that their father’s marriage is falling apart. Will Bella be the one to put the family back together?
I know the plot is kind of short, but basically, Esme and Carlisle break up. Bella and Edward are over, leaving Bella and Carlisle to seek comfort in each other. The password is t.i.t.s.o.a.k bonus points if you know what it stands for.
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Graduation had happened, and the attention was finally off of me. I could blend back into the background once again. Well, until Edward made his way over to me.
The last conversation hung heavy in the air. I asked to be changed, and once again, he begged me to marry him. Something changed after the last conversation, and when it finally hit me, why wasn’t I enough? There was always another hoop I had to jump through for him. I was tired of it.
“Bella,” Alice said with a smile as she floated to me. Her beauty once again makes me feel a little less than. Alice’s dress was long and black; it was flowing behind her as she walked. “Come on, we are throwing a party at our house; you cannot be late.” Alice said. Her smile made it seem like it would be alright. I shot a glare at Jasper, who just smiled.
“Fine, but what about Charlie? He will want me home,” I said, hoping that would get me out of this. “Relax, we covered it with Charlie; he is fine; I even brought dinner over for him.” She said it in her musical voice.
Agreeing to a party thrown at Edward’s house was the last thing I wanted. I didn’t want to even be in the same room as him; I knew it would come down to the same fight. He would ask me to marry him, and again, I would pause, unable to say no.
Walking into the Cullen house, I smiled at seeing Esme cooking, though she looked almost out of place. It seemed like she was hiding something. As I pushed past the kitchen, I tried to ignore the next part of what was to come. His room used to be his home. It used to be my happy place. No, not the room; he was my happy place. Now I wasn’t sure.
“Bella, let’s talk about this.” He said he was next to me in a flash. It took a moment for my eyes to adjust as I looked at him. “We have talked,” I said, watching his jaw clench and his muscles go rigid. “I don’t want to marry you yet.” I said. It wasn’t entirely a lie. I did not want to marry him anymore. “Then you will never get what you want.” Edward said the vermin in his voice was heavy. “So that's it? Just like that, we are over.” I asked as I got up, walking off. I only made it to the doorway before turning back to him. “Yes.” He spat.
“Can someone take me home?” I asked, walking into the kitchen. Alice nodded. “Carlisle can take you home.” She said it with a sad look on her face. The garage was cold compared to the rest of the house. Though the black sedan Carlisle waited inside was warm enough, “Thank you,” I said as I slid into the passenger's seat.
“Bella I want you to know that you will always be welcome in our home, even if you and Edward are not together. Sometimes love isn’t always enough. I understand that more than you know.” Carlisle said. I wasn’t sure why he was opening up to me, but it was a welcome change. “Thank you,” I said as I sat there for a moment.
That night was the first time I dreamed of Carlisle Cullen. It was also the first time I slept without nightmares, with Edward watching me. It was also the last time I saw any of the Cullens for a while. The last time I saw them was seven months ago, to be exact. Sure, we still texted and stuff, but I spent most of my time with Angela and Mike now, even seeing Jacob and Seth more.
Well, until today. “Bella, pack a bag; you need to come with me,” Alice said on the other end of the phone. Even with the panic or some other emotion in her voice, it was still musical. “Okay, but I’m not talking to Edward,” I said as she pulled into the driveway. I hung up the phone and watched her pull up along with Charlie’s police cruiser.
“What’s going on?” I asked as I got into her bright yellow Mustang convertible. “Esme is gone.” She said in a barely audible whisper that before I knew it, a letter was being shoved in my hands. The crème stationary was heavy, like cardstock paper. The letter, the goodbye letter Esme had written to her family and Carlisle, was in my hands. “How can I help during this?” I asked, chewing my bottom lip. I didn’t exactly know Carlisle well enough to be in this, I thought. “You help him; I have seen it.” Alice said her voice told me she was sure. I was the one to pull him from this.
Even now, the house feels strange, like I shouldn’t have been in it. Though I knew I was more than welcome, “He is in his study.” Emmett said. His face was expressionless, no doubt because Rosalie was clearly upset. Jasper was trying to ease the emotional tension in the room. “Okay,” I said as I walked up the stairs slowly. My blue jeans and sweatshirt were starting to feel suffocating. I knew they could all hear my heart race, but no one said anything. I was so grateful for that. Knocking on the study door, I paused, waiting to see if he would answer it. If he wanted to speak to me, “Carlisle? I asked softly, knowing he would hear me even through the door.
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Hello handsome. Omg. Today was one of the worst. We had no bar back. Everything made it seem like we were working harder than we had to. We had an unexpected party of 30 of our normal bar people ....outside for a birthday. We had a 100 people 65th anniversary party. Didnt know any of it until I walked in the door today. That kinda shit pisses me off. I was thinking it was gonna be an early day because the snowbirds are leaving. My whole body hurts from just running my ass off and doing so many dishes. 🤬🤬
Thank God I am off from there for the next 3 days. I am gonna do nothing! . I have some insurance work on Tuesday but that's nothing. Cha Ching. Cleaning lady comes that day too. I have more laundry to catch up on as usual.
School is almost out. Looking forward to that too. I know R is for sure. He told me he might be willing to do track again in highschool. I hope so. He is so good at it. I still can't believe he got first place! He's also agreed to take the swim lessons. I am so so so happy to see him coming out of his shell and doing stuff other than video games. Finally!
But I miss you. I am getting more angry about not seeing you in my dreams. Please try. I miss you so much. But on that note, I need to try to smoke and pass out if I want a chance of it. Words can't describe how blah I feel and worn down. I hope I get to spend time with you in my sleep. I wanna go away with you. It's been too long my love. Way too long. Always and forever, I love you more. ❤️

I’m a 52 year old woman who has been a solid TDH fan for a dozen years. Loved the tour opening show in Portland last year (that made my 13th show). Did the VIP package and it was excellent!
Today I bought a Yamaha P120, an old digital piano, off of Craigslist.
Why is this Casey’s fault?
Well, as a child into early adulthood I dabbled in a number of instruments. Viola for eight years; piano casually for years; tenor sax for six; then a brief affair with the bass in college.
As an adult I left that behind. Always regretted it. 20 years later I got a tenor sax again. Didn’t last as it’s boring with no one to play with. Last year picked up an oboe to tinker with. Took to it really well but again, without peeps to play with…
All through this time I off and on considered a digital piano. Would look, end up deciding not to.
Then, in Portland at Revolution Hall, I heard The Love. Really HEARD it for the first time. Honestly when the album came out, I wasn’t into Migrant. As TDH music often goes, there is a time for finally coming to “get” some of their work. I was still having way too much fun in The Acts and The Color Spectrum.
But… damn. That song live… :swoon: The chord progression has been stuck in my head. I love that damn song.
Recently I started seeing someone who is a musician, and after touching his piano (no, that isn’t a euphemism) I was immediately struck with an all consuming thought:
I want to feel those chords coming from my own hand. I want to feel the frisson rise, and be able to do it as many times as I want. 😂
So that pushed me to go from maybe someday to, “I gotta do this.”
I grabbed an old Yamaha P120 digital piano and stand from a guy on Craigslist for $120. It’s in great shape, plays well, key action is sweet, no issues.
I found Chordify, and found the song. Because it’s going to take me a while to brush off music reading skills. I do recall the keys, tho. 😂
And I cried tears of joy as I plunked it out. Sweet Jesus, I’m so excited to pick this up again. It’s been soooo long.
So my dear u/caseycrescenzo, I blame you.
And, I heartily thank you.

Pavard: “Always and only go Inter.”
Bisseck: “I love you all.”
Bastoni: “I think Moscardelli was wrong, you are the most beautiful in the world.”
Dimarco: “I promised you as a child..."
Dimarco: “We wrote history and sewed the second star on our chest. Forza Inter.”
Cuadrado: "I wanted to give my contribution, unfortunately I wasn't able to. But I learned this song which is E per la gente che...”
Sensi: “Very strong feeling, thanks to the fans who accompanied us everywhere.”
Klaassen: “Lots of people, I'm so happy. Forza Inter.”
Buchanan didn’t say anything, just saluted the fans.
Dumfries: “La capolista se ne va.”
Carlos Augusto: “Thanks to everyone, Forza Inter Sempre.”
Asllani: “I love you so much, Forza Inter.”
Frattesi: “It was the best year of my life, I could break the walls with my head. And we won't stop.”
Mkhitaryan: "Thank you all for the support throughout the season and I hope to experience the same emotions again next year.”
Terrifying roar for the arrival of Barella: “Oh Piazza Duomo I want to hear you all.”
Another roar that would make the walls shake for the arrival of Hakan Calhanoglu: “I no longer have a voice. It's us, we're the champions of Italy, it’s us. And whoever doesn't jump is a Rossoneri.”
Sanchez: “I've won many things in my career but this championship is special, it's the second star. I've seen these guys grow. Thanks for everything, good luck.”
Arnautovic: “We were here together in 2010. Today we are still here, this is very special for me. This club, these players are the best. Thanks to everyone.”
Another scary roar for Thuram: “Thanks to everyone, thanks to the team, thanks to you. And we hope to experience more moments like this next year.”
Everyone standing up for Simone Inzaghi: “It's magnificent, we're all here to celebrate. Rejoice with us, you deserved it. Thank you all. And now all together, all together. We are the Italian champions.”
Stefan de Vrij to Inter TV: “Little by little we will realize. For us these people are everything, passion, happiness. When did we believe we could become champions? From the beginning, we were aware of our strength and we demonstrated it. We deserve it. Inzaghi? The coach was very good, he's a beautiful person, he's grown a lot, there's a great understanding with the staff. It's one of the secrets.”
Federico Dimarco to Inter TV: “Today is the best gift. I fought to win back Inter, I had ups and downs before Inter, especially lows. And I worked to win back this shirt because this shirt deserves to be treated in a special way.”
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