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2024.05.14 18:12 AdAgile7836 Streak Day 14 Las mujeres en matemáticas y ciencias

Las mujeres en matemáticas y ciencias
Estoy convencido de que debemos de haber más mujeres en matemáticas y ciencias en los Estados Unidos para mejorar el estado socioeconomico de las mujeres en la sociedad.
No podemos ignorar que los trabajos con los sueldos medios más altos en los EEUU son en las áreas de ciencias, especificamente en las profesiones médicas. De acuerdo a un artículo de Investopedia.com se llama <<25 trabajos que pagan lo más>>, 22 de los 25 ocupaciones que trabajan lo más son en el campo de la asistencia médica. Lo primero es de ser doctor de cardiología y además las profesiones en la asistencia médica van a crecer por 13% por 2031. Por lo tanto, si no debemos que haber más mujeres en esta área, las mujeres no van a tener las misma oportunidades para ganarse la vida cómo los hombres.
¿Por qué no ya tenemos más mujeres en matemáticas y ciencias? En los Estados Unidos, por muchos años ha existido un estereotipo que matemática es más por los chicos de las chicas. Un estudio de la Universidad de Washington publicó en 2011 en el jornal <<Desarollo de los niños>> buscó, que por lo grado segundo de la escuela, el estereotipo ya se afectan los niños.Una de las investigadoras del estudio se sintió muy sorprendida por los resultados porque ella era de Yugoslavia y en su país no existe este estereotipo. Este estudio implica que es importante que los maestros en los primeros grados desarollan más consciencia de este estereotipo y se consideran cómo promoter el mensaje que este sujeto es por las chicas también.
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2024.05.14 18:08 Mophandel Archaeotherium, the King of the White River Badlands

Archaeotherium, the King of the White River Badlands
Art by Bob Nicholls
Nowadays, when we envision the words “prey,” among modern mammalian fauna, few taxa come to mind as quickly as the hoofed mammals, better known as the ungulates. Indeed, for the better part of their entire evolutionary history, the ungulates have become entirely indistinguishable from the term “prey.” Across their two major modern branches, the artiodactyls (the “even-toed ungulates,” such as bovids, pigs, deer, hippos and giraffes) and the perissodactyls (the “odd-toed ungulates,” including horses, rhinos and tapir), the ungulates too have created an empire spanning nearly every continent, establishing themselves as the the dominant herbivores throughout their entire range. However, as a price for such success, their lot as herbivores have forced them into an unenviable position: being the food for the predators. Indeed, throughout the diets of most modern predators, ungulates make up the majority, if not the entirety, of their diet, becoming their counterparts in this evolutionary dance of theirs. They have become the lamb to their wolf, the zebra to their lion, the stag to their tiger. If there is a predator in need of lunch, chances are that there is an ungulate there to provide it. Of course, such a dynamic is not necessarily a recent innovation. For the last 15-20 million years, across much of the world, both new and old, the ungulates have served as prey for these predators through it all. Over the course of whole epochs, these two groups have played into these roles for millions of years, coevolving with each other in an eons-long game of cat-and-mouse. The shoes they fill are not new, but have existed for ages, and within their niches they have cultivated their roles to perfection. Indeed, with such a tenured history, it seems hardly surprising the ungulates are wholly inseparable from the terms “prey,” itself.
However, while this is the case now, as it has been for the last 15-20 million years, go back far enough, and we see that this dynamic is not as set in stone as we would think. Indeed, back during the Eocene and Oligocene, during the very earliest days of age of mammals, things were very different for the ungulates. While today they are considered little more than food for modern predators, during these olden days, the ungulates weren’t quite so benign. In fact, far from being fodder for top predators, the ungulates had turned the tables, instead becoming top predators themselves. Indeed, though nearly unheard of today, throughout much of the Eocene and Oligocene, carnivorous ungulates thrived in abundance, developing specializations for catching large prey and establishing themselves as top predators that competed alongside the more traditional carnivores, and even dominating them in some instances. Given such success, it’s no wonder that multiple such clades had arisen during this time. Such predators included the arctocyonids, a lineage of (ironically) hoof-less ungulates with large jaws and sharp teeth for capturing large prey. There were also the mesonychians, a lineage of dog-like ungulates with massive skulls and jaws that allowed them to reign as the top predator across much of the Eocene.
However, among these various lineages, one stands stands out among the rest, by far. Arising during the Eocene, this lineage, though superficially resembling modern pigs, hailed from one an ancient lineage of artiodactyls far removed from swine or most other ungulates in general, with few close relatives alive today. Through perhaps not the most predatory of the bunch, it was among the most formidable, as their superficially pig-like appearance came with giant predatory jaws and teeth unlike anything from the modern era. And of course, as if all of that wasn’t enough, this lineage also went on to earn arguably one of the most badass nicknames of any lineage of mammals, period. These predators, of course, were the entelodonts, a.k.a the “hell-pigs.” More so than any other predatory ungulate lineage, these formidable ungulates were the ones to turn the current paradigm upside down, becoming some of the largest and most dominant carnivores in their landscape, even with (and often in spite of) the presence of more traditional predators. Through impressive size, fearsome teeth and sheer tenacity, these animals became the top dogs of their time, ruling as behemoth-kings of their Paleogene kingdoms, domineering all comers, and throughout the ranks, one entelodont in particular demonstrated such dominance the best. Though not the largest or most powerful of their kind, it is one of the most iconic, being among the most well-known members of its lineage to date. Moreover, this enteledont also has some of the most complete life histories ever seen out of this clade, with its brutality and predatory prowess being displayed in the fossil record in a way seen in no other member of its kind. More than anything else, however, it was this predator that best turned the notion of “ungulates being prey” on its head, living in an environment that bore some of the largest carnivoran hypercarnivores to date and still reigning as the undisputed top predator of its domain. This fearsome beast was none other than Archaeotherium, icon of the entelodonts, terror of the Oligocene American west and undisputed king of the White River badlands.
The rise of Archaeotherium (and of entelodonts in general) is closely tied to the ascendancy of carnivorous ungulates as a whole, one of the earliest evolutionary success stories of the entire Cenozoic. Having become their own derived clade since the late Cretaceous, the ungulates were remarkably successful during the early Paleogene, as they were among the first mammalian clades to reach large sizes during those early days after the non-avian dinosaurs had gone extinct. As such, it was with incredible swiftness that, as the Paleogene progressed, the ungulates swooped upon the various niches left empty by the K-Pg mass extinction that killed the dinosaurs. This of course included the herbivorous niches we would know them for today, but this also included other, much more carnivore roles. Indeed, early on during the Paleogene, it was the ungulates that first seized the roles of large mammalian predators, becoming some the earliest large mammalian carnivores to ever live, well before even the carnivorans. Such predators included the arctocyonids, a lineage of vaguely dog-like, hoof-less ungulates with robust jaws and sharpened teeth that acted as some of earliest large carnivores of the Paleocene, with genera such as Arctocyon mumak getting up to the size of big cats. Even more prolific were the mesonychids. More so than what pretty much any other lineage of predator, it was the mesonychids that would stand out as the earliest dominant predators of the early Cenozoic. Growing up to the size of bears and with enormous, bone-crushing jaws, the mesonychids were among the most powerful and successful predators on the market at that time, with a near-global range and being capable of subjugating just about any other predator in their environments. Indeed, they, along with other carnivorous ungulates (as well as ungulates in general), were experiencing a golden age during this time, easily being the most prolific predators of the age. Given such prevalence, it should be no surprise that there would be yet another lineage of predatory ungulates would throw their hat into the ring, and by early Eocene, that contender would none other than the entelodonts.
The very first entelodonts had arisen from artiodactyl ancestors during the Eocene epoch, at a time when artiodactyls were far more diverse and bizarre than they are now. Through today known from their modern herbivorous representatives such as bovines, deer, and antelope, during the Paleocene and Eocene, the artiodacyls, as with most ungulates of that time, were stronger and far more predaceous, particularly when it came to one such clade of artiodactyls, the cetacodontamorphs. Only known today from hippos and another group of artiodactyls (one which will become relevant later), the cetacodantomorphs emerged out of Asia around 55 million years ago, at around the same time that artiodactyls themselves had made their debut. These animals included the first truly predatory artiodactyls, with many of them possessing large skulls with powerful jaws and sharp, predatory teeth. Among their ranks included animals as puny as Indohyus, a piscivorous artiodactyl the size of a cat, to as formidable as Andrewsarchus, a giant, bison-sized predator often touted as one of the largest predatory mammals to ever live. Given such a predatory disposition, it wouldn’t be long until this clade produced a lineage of truly diverse, truly successful predators, and by around 40 million years ago, that is exactly what they did, as it was at that time that the entelodonts themselves first emerged. From their Asian homeland, the entelodonts spread across the world, spreading through not only most of Eurasia but also colonizing North America as well, with genera such as Brachyhyops being found across both continents. Here, in this North American frontier, the entelodonts began to diversify further, turning into their most successful and formidable forms yet, and it was around the late Eocene and early Oligocene that Archaeotherium itself had entered the scene.
Just from a passing glance at Archaeotherium, it is clear how exactly it (as well as the other entelodonts) earned the nickname of “hell-pigs.” It was a bruiser for starters; its body bore a robust, pig-like physique, with prominent neural spines and their associated musculature forming a hump around the shoulder region, similar to the hump of a bison. With such a bulky physique came with it impressive size; the average A. mortoni had a head-body length of roughly 1.6-2.0 m (5.3-6.6 ft), a shoulder height of 1.2 m (4 ft) and a body mass of around 180 kg (396 lb) in weight (Boardman & Secord, 2013; Joeckel, 1990). At such sizes, an adult Archaeotherium the size of a large male black bear. However, they had the potential to get even bigger. While most Archaeotherium specimens were around the size described above, a select few specimens, labeled under the synonymous genus “Megachoerus,” are found to be much larger, with skulls getting up to 66% longer than average A. mortoni specimens (Foss, 2001; Joeckel, 1990). At such sizes and using isometric scaling, such massive Archaeotherium specimens would attained body lengths over 2.5 m (8.2 ft) and would have reached weighs well over 500 kg (1100 lb), or as big as a mature male polar bear. Indeed, at such sizes, it is already abundantly evident that Archaeotherium is a force to be recorded with.
However, there was more to these formidable animals than sheer size alone. Behind all that bulk was an astoundingly swift and graceful predator, especially in terms of locomotion. Indeed, the hoofed feet of Archaeotherium, along with other entelodonts, sported several adaptations that gave it incredible locomotive efficiency, essentially turning it into a speed demon of the badlands. Such adaptations include longer distal leg elements (e.g. the radius and tibia) than their proximal counterparts (e.g. the humerus and femur), fusion of the radius and ulna for increased running efficiency, the loss of the clavicle (collar-bone) to allow for greater leg length, the loss of the acromion to enhance leg movement along the fore-and-aft plane, the loss of digits to reduce the mass of the forelimb, the fusion of the ectocuneiform and the mesocuneiform wrist-bones, among many other such traits (Theodore, 1996) . Perhaps most significant of these adaptations is the evolution of the “double-pulley astragalus (ankle-bone),” a specialized modification of the ankle that, while restricting rotation and side-to-side movement at the ankle-joint, allows for greater rotation in the fore-and-aft direction, thus allowing for more more powerful propulsion from the limbs, faster extension and retraction of the limbs and overall greater locomotive efficiency (Foss, 2001). Of course, such a trait was not only found in entelodonts but in artiodactyls as a whole, likely being a response to predatory pressures from incumbent predatory clades arising at the same time as the artiodactyls (Foss, 2001). However, in the case of the entelodonts, such adaptations were not used for merely escaping predators. Rather, they were used to for another, much more lethal effect…
Such notions are further reinforced by the entelodonts most formidable aspect, none either than their fearsome jaws, and in this respect, Archaeotherium excelled. Both for its size and in general, the head of Archaeotherium was massive, measuring 40-50 cm (1.3-1.6 ft) in length among average A. mortoni specimens, to up to 78 cm (~2.6 ft) in the larger “Megachoerus” specimens (Joeckel, 1990). Such massive skulls were supported and supplemented by equally massive neck muscles and ligaments, which attached to massive neural spines on the anterior thoracic vertebrae akin to a bisons hump as well as to the sternum, allowing Archaeotherium to keep its head aloft despite the skulls massive size (Effinger, 1998). Of course, with such a massive skull, it should come as no surprise that such skulls housed exceptionally formidable jaws as well, and indeed, the bite of Archaeotherium was an especially deadly one. Its zygomatic arches (cheek-bones) and its temporal fossa were enlarged and expanded, indicative of massive temporalis muscles that afforded Archaeotherium astoundingly powerful bites (Joeckel, 1990). This is further augmented by Archaeotherium’s massive jugal flanges (bony projections of the cheek), which supported powerful masseter muscles which enhanced chewing and mastication, as well as an enlarged postorbital bar that reinforced the skull against torsional stresses (Foss, 2001). Last but not least, powerful jaws are supplemented by an enlarged gape, facilitated by a low coronoid process and enlarged posterior mandibular tubercles (bony projections originating from the lower jaw), which provided an insertion site for sternum-to-mandible jaw abduction muscles, allowing for a more forceful opening of the jaw (Foss, 2001). All together, such traits suggest a massive and incredibly fearsome bite, perhaps the most formidable of any animal in its environment.
Of course, none of such traits are especially indicative of a predatory lifestyle. Indeed, many modern non-predatory ungulates, like hippos, pigs and peccaries, also possess large, formidable skulls and jaws. However, in peeling back the layers, it is found there was more to the skull of Archaeotherium that lies in store. Indeed, when inspecting the animal closely, a unique mosaic of features is revealed; traits that make it out to be much more lethal than the average artiodactyl. On one hand, Archaeotherium possessed many traits similar to those of herbivores animals, as is expected of ungulates. For instance, its jaw musculature that allowed the lower jaw of Archaeotherium a full side-to-side chewing motion as in herbivores (whereas most carnivores can only move their lower jaw up and down)(Effinger, 1998). On the other hand, Archaeotherium wielded many other traits far more lethal in their morphology, less akin to a herbivore and far more akin to a bonafide predator. For instance, the aforementioned enlarged gape of Archaeotherium is a bizarre trait on a supposed herbivore, as such animals do not need large gapes to eat vegetation and thus have smaller, more restricted gapes. Conversely, many predatory lineages have comparatively large gapes, as larger gapes allow for the the jaws to grab on to more effectively larger objects, namely large prey animals (Joeckel, 1990).
Such a juxtaposition, however, is most evident when discussing the real killing instruments of Archaeotherium — the teeth. More so than any facet of this animal, the teeth of Archaeotherium are the real stars of the show, showing both how alike it was compared to its herbivores counterparts and more importantly, how it couldn’t be more different. For instance, the molars of Archaeotherium were quite similar to modern herbivores ungulates, in that they were robust, bunodont, and were designed for crushing and grinding, similar in form and function to modern ungulates like peccaries (Joeckel, 1990). However, while the molars give the impression that Archaeotherium was a herbivore, the other teeth tell a very different story. The incisors, for example, were enlarged, sharpened, and fully interlocked (as opposed to the flat-topped incisors seen in herbivores ungulates), creating an incisor array that was seemingly ill-suited for cropping vegetation and much more adept at for gripping, puncturing and cutting (Joeckel, 1990). Even more formidable were the canines. Like the modern pigs from which entelodonts derived their nicknames, the canines of Archaeotherium were sharp and enlarged to form prominent tusk-like teeth, but unlike pigs, they were rounded in cross-section (similar to modern carnivores like big cats, indicating more durable canines that can absorb and resist torsional forces, such as those from struggling prey) and were serrated to form a distinct cutting edge (Effinger, 1998; Joeckel, 1990; Ruff & Van Valkenburgh, 1987). These canines, along with the incisors, interlock to stabilize the jaws while biting and dismantling in a carnivore-like fashion. More strikingly, the canines also seem to act as “occlusal guides,” wherein the canines help align the movement and position of the rear teeth as they come together, allowing for a more efficient shearing action by the rear teeth. This function is seen most prevalently modern carnivorous mammals, and is evidenced by the canine tooth-wear, which is also analogous to modern predators like bears and canids (Joeckel, 1990). Indeed, going off such teeth alone, it is clear that Archaeotherium is far more predatory than expected of an ungulate. However, the real stars of the show, the teeth that truly betray the predatory nature of these ungulates, are the premolars. Perhaps the most carnivore-like teeth in the entelodont’s entire tooth row, the premolars of Archaeotherium, particularly the anterior premolars, are laterally compressed, somewhat conical in shape, and are weakly serrated to bear a cutting edge, giving them a somewhat carnivorous form and function of shearing and slicing (Effinger, 1998). Most strikingly of all, the premolars of Archaeotherium bear unique features similar not to modern herbivores, but to durophagous carnivores like hyenas, particularly apical wear patterns, highly thickened enamel, “zigzag-shaped” enamel prism layers (Hunter-Schraeger bands) on the premolars which is also seen in osteophagous animals like hyenas, and an interlocking premolar interface wherein linear objects (such as bones) inserted into jaws from the side would be pinned between the premolars and crushed (Foss, 2001). Taken together, these features do not suggest a diet of grass or vegetation like other ungulates. Rather, they suggest a far more violent diet, one including flesh as well as hard, durable foods, particularly bone. All in all, the evidence is clear. Archaeotherium and other entelodonts, unlike the rest of their artiodactyl kin, were not the passive herbivores as we envision ungulates today. Rather, they were willing, unrepentant meat-eaters that had a taste for flesh as well as foliage.
Of course, even with such lines of evidence, its hard to conclude that Archaeotherium was a true predator. After all, its wide gape and durophagous teeth could have just as easily been used for scavenging or even to eat tough plant matter such as seeds or nuts, as in peccaries and pigs, which themselves share many of the same adaptations as Archaeotherium, include the more carnivorous ones (e.g. the wide gape, using the canines as an occlusal guide, etc.). How exactly do we know that these things were veritable predators and not pretenders to the title. To this end, there is yet one last piece of evidence, one that puts on full display the predatory prowess of Archaeotheriumevidence of a kill itself. Found within oligocene-aged sediment in what is now Wyoming, a collection of various fossil remains was found, each belonging to the ancient sheep-sized camel Poebrotherium, with many of the skeletal remains being disarticulated and even missing whole hindlimbs or even entire rear halves of their body. Tellingly, many of the remains bear extensive bite marks and puncture wounds across their surface. Upon close examination, the spacing and size of the punctures leave only one culprit: Archaeotherium. Of course, such an event could still have been scavenging; the entelodonts were consuming the remains of already dead, decomposed camels, explaining the bite marks. What was far more telling, however, was where the bite marks were found. In addition bite marks being found on the torso and lumbar regions of the camels, various puncture wounds were found on the skull and neck, which were otherwise uneaten. Scavengers rarely feast on the head to begin with; there is very little worthwhile meat on it besides the brain, cheek-muscles and eyes, and even if they did feed on the skull and neck, they would still eat it wholesale, not merely bite it and then leave it otherwise untouched. Indeed, it was clear that this was no mere scavenging event. Rather than merely consuming these camels, Archaeotherium was actively preying upon and killing them, dispatching them via a crushing bite to the skull or neck before dismembering and even bisecting the hapless camels with their powerful jaws to preferentially feast on their hindquarters (likely by swallowing the hindquarters whole, as the pelvis of Poebrotherium was coincidentally the perfect width for Archaeotherium to devour whole), eventually discarding the leftovers in meat caches for later consumption (Sundell, 1999). With this finding, such a feat of brutality leaves no doubt in ones mind as to what the true nature of Archaeotherium was. This was no herbivore, nor was it a simple scavenger. This was an active, rapacious predator, the most powerful in its entire ecosystem.
Indeed, with such brutal evidence of predation frozen in time, combined with various dental, cranial, and post cranial adaptations of this formidable animal, it’s possible to paint a picture of how this formidable creature lived. Though an omnivore by trade, willing and able to feast on plant matter such as grass, roots and tubers, Archaeotherium was also a wanton predator that took just about any prey it wanted. Upon detecting its prey, it approached its vicim from ambush before launching itself at blazing speed. From there, its cursorial, hoofed legs, used by other ungulates for escape predation, were here employed to capture prey, carrying it at great speeds as it caught up to its quarry. Having closed the distance with its target, it was then that the entelodont brought its jaws to bear, grabbing hold of the victim with powerful jaws and gripping teeth to bring it to a screeching halt. If the victim is lucky, Archaeotherium will then kill it quickly with a crushing bite to the skull or neck, puncturing the brain or spinal cord and killing its target instantly. If not, the victim is eaten alive, torn apart while it’s still kicking, as modern boars will do today. In any case, incapacitated prey are subsequently dismantled, with the entelodont using its entire head and heavily-muscled necks to bite into and pull apart its victim in devastating “puncture-and pull’ bites (Foss, 2001). Prey would then finally be consumed starting at the hindquarters, with not even the bones of its prey being spared. Such brutality, though far from clean, drove home a singular truth: that during this time, ungulates were not just prey, that they were not the mere “predator-fodder” we know them as today. rather, they themselves were the predators themselves, dominating as superb hunters within their domain and even suppressing clades we know as predators today, least of all the carnivorans. Indeed, during this point in time, the age of the carnivorous ungulates had hit their stride, and more specifically, the age of entelodonts had begun.
Of course, more so than any other entelodont, Archaeotherium took to this new age with gusto. Archaeotherium lived from 35-28 million years ago during the late Eocene and early Oligocene in a locality known today as the White River Badlands, a fossil locality nestled along the Great Plains and Rocky Mountains. Though a chalky, barren landscape today, during the time of Archaeotherium, the White River Badlands was a swamp-like floodplain crisscrossed with rivers and interspersed with by a mosaic of forests concentrated around waterways, open woodlands and open plains. As with most ecosystems with such a lush disposition, this locale teemed with life, with ancient hornless rhinos, small horse-like hyracodonts and early camels roaming the open habitats while giant brontotheres, small early horses and strange, sheep-like ungulates called merycoidodonts (also known as “oreodonts”) dwelled within the dense forests. Within this locale, Archaeotherium stalked the open woodlands and riparian forests of its domain. Here, it acted as a dominant predator and scavenger across is territory, filling a niche similar to modern grizzly bears but far more predatory. Among its preferred food items would be plant matter such as roots, foliage and nuts, but also meat in the form of carrion or freshly caught prey. In this respect, smaller ungulates such as the fleet-footed camel Poebrotherium, a known prey item of Archaeotherium, would have made a for choice prey, as its small size would make it easy for Archaeotherium to dispatch with its powerful jaws, while the entelodonts swift legs gave it the speed necessary to keep pace with its agile prey.
However, the entelodont didn’t have such a feast all to itself. Just as the badlands teemed with herbivores, so too did it teem with rival predators. Among their ranks included fearsome predators such as Hyaenodon, a powerful, vaguely dog-like predator up to the size of wolves (as in H. horridus) or even lions (as in the Eocene-aged H. megaloides, which was replaced by H. horridus during the Oligocene). Armed with a massive head, fierce jaws and a set of knife-like teeth that could cut down even large prey in seconds, these were some of the most formidable predators on the landscape. There were also the nimravids, cat-like carnivorans that bore saber-teeth to kill large prey in seconds, and included the likes of the lynx-sized Dinictis, the leopard-sized Hoplophoneus and even the jaguar-sized Eusmilus. Furthermore, there were amphicyonids, better known as the bear-dogs. Though known from much larger forms later on in their existence, during the late Eocene and Oligocene, they were much smaller and acted as the “canid-analogues” of the ecosystem, filling a role similar to wolves or coyotes. Last but not least, there were the bathornithid birds, huge cariamiform birds related to modern seriemas but much larger, which filled a niche similar to modern seriemas or secretary birds, albeit on a much larger scale. Given such competition, it would seem that Archaeotherium would have its hands full. However, things are not as they appear. For starters, habitat differences would mitigate high amounts of competition, as both Hyaenodon and the various nimravids occupy more specialized ecological roles (being a plains-specialist and forest-specialist, respectively) than did Archaeotherium, providing a buffer to stave off competition: More importantly, however, none of the aforementioned predators were simply big enough to take Archaeotherium on. During the roughly 7 million years existence of Archaeotherium, the only carnivore that matched it in size was H. megaloides, and even that would have an only applied to average A. mortoni individuals, not to the much larger, bison-sized “Megachoerus” individuals. The next largest predator at that point would be the jaguars-sized Eusmilus (specifically E. adelos) which would have only been a bit more than half the size of even an average A. mortoni. Besides that, virtually every other predator on the landscape was simply outclassed by the much larger entelodont in terms of size and brute strength. As such, within its domain, Archaeotherium had total, unquestioned authority, dominating the other predators in the landscape and likely stealing their kills as well. In fact, just about the only threat Archaeotherium had was other Archaeotherium, as fossil bite marks suggest that this animal regularly and fraglantly engaged in intraspecific combat, usually through face-biting and possibly even jaw-wrestling (Effinger, 1998; Tanke & Currie, 1998). Nevertheless, it was clear that Archaeotherium was the undisputed king of the badlands; in a landscape of hyaenodonts and carnivorans galore, it was a hoofed ungulate that reigned supreme.
However, such a reign would not last. As the Eocene transitioned into the Eocene, the planet underwent an abrupt cooling and drying phase known as Eocene-Oligocene Transition or more simply the Grande Coupure. This change in climate would eliminate the sprawling wetlands and river systems that Archaeotherium had been depending on, gradually replacing it with drier and more open habitats. To its credit, Archaeotherium did manage to hang on, persisting well after the Grand-Coupure had taken place, but in the end the damage had been done; Archaeotherium was a dead-man-walking. Eventually, by around 28 million years ago, Archaeotherium would go extinct, perishing due to this change in global climate (Gillham, 2019). Entelodonts as a whole would persist into the Miocene, producing some of their largest forms ever known in the form of the bison-sized Daeodon (which was itself even more carnivorous than Archaeotherium), however they too would meet the same fate as their earlier cousins. By around 15-20 million years ago, entelodonts as a whole would go extinct. However, while the entelodonts may have perished, this was not the end of carnivorous ungulates as a whole. Recall that the cetacodontamorphs, the lineage of artiodactyls that produced the entelodonts, left behind two living descendants. The first among them were the hippos, themselves fairly frequent herbivores. The second of such lineage, however, was a different story. Emerging out of South Asia, this lineage of piscivorous cetacodontamorphs, in a an attempt to further specialize for the fish-hunting lifestyle, began to delve further and further into the water, becoming more and more aquatic and the millennia passed by. At a certain point, these carnivorous artiodactlys had become something completely unrecognizable from their original hoofed forms. Their skin became hairless and their bodies became streamlined for life in water. Their hoofed limbs grew into giant flippers for steering in the water and their previously tiny tails became massive and sported giant tail flukes for aquatic propulsion. Their noses even moved to the tip of their head, becoming a blowhole that would be signature to this clade as a whole. Indeed, this clade was none other than the modern whales, themselves derived, carnivorous ungulates that had specialized for a life in the water, and in doing so, became the some of the most dominant aquatic predators across the globe for millions of years. Indeed, though long gone, the legacy of the entelodonts and of predatory ungulates as a whole, a legacy Archaeotherium itself had helped foster, lives on in these paragons of predatory prowess, showing that the ungulates are more than just the mere “prey” that they are often made out to be. Moreover, given the success that carnivorous ungulates had enjoyed in the past and given how modern omnivorous ungulates like boar dabble in predation themselves, perhaps, in the distant future, this planet may see the rise of carnivorous ungulates once again, following in the footsteps left behind by Archaeotherium and the other predatory ungulates all those millions of years ago.
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2024.05.14 17:57 theintrepidwanderer 2024 Eugene Marathon: 2:46:46 for a 7 second PR

Race Information

Goals

Goal Description Completed?
A 2:41-2:44 No
B PR Yes

Splits

Mile Splits
1 6:08
2 6:23
3 6:24
4 6:15
5 6:15
6 5:55
7 6:19
8 6:04
9 6:23
10 6:39
11 6:23
12 6:13
13 6:12
14 6:12
15 6:14
16 6:19
17 6:19
18 6:04
19 6:37
20 6:44
21 6:10
22 6:31
23 6:40
24 6:34
25 6:45
26 6:34
0.2 1:27

Training

After racing the Tokyo Marathon in early March, I had 8 weeks before racing Eugene Marathon, which was my second spring marathon. During those 8 weeks, I ran the NYC Half, the Cherry Blossom 5K and Cherry Blossom 10 Miler, and was either recovering from those races or doing my usual runs and workouts to keep my fitness sharp. The workouts and my race results during this time (finished in 1:19 high at the NYC Half on tired legs two weeks after Tokyo, and finished the Cherry Blossom 5K in mid-17s plus turned it around in less than 24 hours after to finish in the low 59 minutes range at the Cherry Blossom 10 Mile Run) suggested that I was in shape to go for a sub-2:45 marathon.
Ultimately, I settled on aiming to finish Eugene somewhere between 2:41 and 2:44. Because this was my final marathon of the spring training cycle, this was my last opportunity to run a fast marathon. Based on my recent race results plus observations from my coach, I was in PR shape; Eugene has ideal weather, and the course was ideal to make such an attempt. Or so I hoped.

Pre-race

I flew over to Portland on Thursday night and spent a couple of nights at my friends’ place and got to hang out with them, plus walk around Portland and check out the sights with them as well. On Saturday, my friends and I drove over to Eugene and we went straight to packet pickup at a hotel around downtown Eugene. The packet pickup was quite smooth, and I was able to pick up my packet and spent some time browsing the vendors at the expo afterwards. The rest of the day was chill; my friends and I did a bit of exploring around downtown Eugene, and we had dinner at the Old Spaghetti Factory that evening. Before heading to bed that night, I laid out my race kit and prepped my gear bag so that I could get dressed and head out to the shuttle pickup area as soon as I woke up that morning.
I woke up on 5 AM on race day, had a quick breakfast, got dressed and headed out of my hotel towards the designated shuttle pick up point. Got on the shuttle bus and we arrived at Hayward Field around 6:20 AM. I quickly took care of business in the bathroom, then went over and dropped my gear bag at the bag check area. I ran into a friend at the gear check area and we went inside Hayward Field so that we could take a look at the famous venue. We then made our way to the start area, and we did a quick warm up jog nearby before entering the start corrals themselves and lining up close to the start area. I took half of a Maurten 160 gel before starting, and I had plans to consume the remainder after the first six miles.
After the usual pre-race remarks and the singing of the National Anthem, the race started at 7 AM and we were on our way!

Race

Start to 5 miles

The course was a bit crowded at the beginning, primarily because the marathoners and half marathoners started at the same time. There was quite a bit of rolling hills during the first 5 miles and so I focused on getting into a groove and going by effort and doing what I could to try to not go out too fast. My bladder was feeling a bit full at the start and I ended up taking a quick pee break after mile 2 and lost 20 seconds in the process.
Otherwise, this stretch was uneventful. We went through some really nice neighborhoods within Eugene during the first two miles, and saw some scenic stretches along the way while heading south towards the first turnaround point. I crossed the 5 mile mark in 31:17

5 miles to 10 miles

As we headed back north towards the center of Eugene, we overlapped a bit with the marathoners and half marathoners coming through in the opposite towards the mile 3 marker. I held my efforts relatively steady on this stretch, and I still felt quite good so far. I took my first gel sometime mile 7, and I was fueling every 30-40 minutes or so throughout the race. After going through the mile 9 marker and running past Hayward Field and the start area (which had been taken down at this point), my stomach started to feel a bit weird and I realized I need to find a porta potty at the next aid station to take care of this, and soon. Fortunately, I did not have to wait too long; there was a porta potty half a mile ahead, and I went straight to it and took care of business there, losing about 20 seconds in the process.
Besides the untimely bathroom stop around mile 9.5, nothing else happened to me on this stretch. I went through the mile 10 checkpoint in 31:23 (1:02:40 elapsed)

10 miles to 15 miles

After passing the mile 10 marker, we went onto the bike path along the Willamette River, before easing back onto Franklin Boulevard. I saw signs telling half marathoners and marathoners that the half/full marathon split at mile 10.75 was coming up; seeing that, I mentally prepared myself to run a good portion of the races with not many runners around me. At mile 10.75, the half and full marathoners split off, and I headed east, crossing the river into Springfield and looped through there for a mile before heading west to continue the rest of my race. Most of this stretch was quite flat, and I got comfortable easing into my goal pace and ticked off the miles. I took another gel sometime after mile 12 and was hitting up almost every water stop along this stretch. After mile 14, we went onto the wooded bike paths, where we would spend most of the second half. The crowd support started to diminish, and this was going to set the tone for the rest of the race.
I went through the 15 mile checkpoint in 31:16 (1:33:56). The organizers did not set up an official halfway checkpoint but based on watch data and the paces from the 5 mile splits, it was likely that I came through the halfway point a few seconds under 1:22.

15 miles to 20 miles

Besides briefly crossing paths with the half marathoners after the mile 15 mark, things started to gradually get tough for me. I was mostly running by myself on the wooden bike paths, with few runners ahead of me or behind me. And the crowd support was sparse too, which did not help; I only saw small crowds every few miles or so. Pace wise, I was holding on, but I was starting to increasingly feel the fatigue and I began to negotiate with myself. Which isn’t what I needed at this point. I wasn’t feeling too great somewhere between the mile 19 and mile 20 markers, and I ended up taking a quick 10-15 second breather at the aid station to catch my breath, take a caffeinated gel and grab some hydration, and put myself back together before continuing.
I went through the mile 20 split with a 32:05 split (2:06:01 elapsed). With a 10K to go, it was going to get harder for me the rest of the way.

20 miles to Finish

What I do remember about the last 6.2 miles, unfortunately, was how hard this was for me. Admittedly, this felt much harder than the last 6.2 miles at the Tokyo Marathon. It was giving me a lot of deja vu, which was not what I needed. My legs felt very heavy and there were times where it felt like I had leg weights tethered to my legs. My legs did not have any life left in them either. I wasn’t feeling too great either, even after taking a quick stop a moment ago. Realizing my predicament, I decided to break the remaining distance up and focused on getting to the next mile marker(s) as a way to keep me motivated the rest of the way. One mile at a time. Then two miles at a time. As I was gradually fading the rest of the way, I remember at least 8-10 runners passing by me during this stretch and clearly they were having a better day than I was having. It didn’t feel great seeing that happen to me but there was nothing I could do about it. Crowd support continued to be sparse up until less than a mile out from the finish at Hayward Field. I took my final gel around mile 23 so that I had enough left in the tank to take me the rest of the way.
It felt like forever, but I finally got to the mile 25 marker, and I remember telling myself “only 1.2 miles left to go”. Soon after I crossed the mile 25 marker, the marathon course merged with the half marathon course and half marathoners were running on the left hand side of the road making their way to the finish, while marathoners were running on the right hand side of the road. I navigated through an underpass, and after coming out of the underpass I saw solid crowd support for the first time since the first half of the race. Lots of spectators were lined up along the road leading to Hayward Field. Completely exhausted at this point and my legs feeling like lead at this point, I interacted with the crowds as best as I could while holding onto the pace the best that I could.
I crossed the mile 26 mark and saw Hayward Field in the distance. I made a right hand turn to enter the track at Hayward Field and took it all in: I am running on Hayward Field itself. What an incredible feeling to experience. With 150 meters to go on the Hayward Field Track, and with the finish line now visible, I picked up the pace and waved to the crowds at the stands as I covered the last 100 meters to the finish.
I crossed the finish line in 2:46:46, finishing 7 seconds faster than the time I ran at Tokyo two months prior. I knew it was going to be close, but talk about cutting it quite close! The 7 second marathon PR that I set at Eugene is now my smallest marathon PR, beating the 9 second marathon PR that I set at the 2021 Chicago Marathon. My result was good enough to place within the top 100 overall, which is quite nice I must say!

Post-race

After crossing the finish, I took a moment to catch my breath, and then took in the moment. I was standing in Hayward Field, where numerous high profile track meets were hosted. And I got to run on the small part of the track on my way to the finish. How cool is that?!
Walking through the chute, I collected my finishers medal and ran into running friends who were either spectating in the standards or crossed the finish line behind me and had quick chats with them. While getting post-race pictures at Hayward Field, I noticed a stain on my singlet and I realized that I experienced significant nipple chafing to the point that my nipple bled. So much for having nice finishing line and post-race photos! And it was the first time that it happened to me. I picked up my post-race food in the Hayward Field stadium tunnel, and gradually made my way out of the stadium towards the gear check area; I eventually reunited with my friends who came with me to Eugene to support me there. Eventually we ran into some of the same running friends at the gear check area and we sat around chatting about how our races went.
My friends and I drove back to Portland later that afternoon, and after I got myself cleaned up, we went over to a nearby bar to celebrate.

Final Thoughts and Updated Marathon Progress

While it was a bit disappointing that I faltered down the stretch and did not hit my goals, I am glad that I held on and squeeze out a small PR of 7 seconds at Eugene; it could have gone a whole lot worse. Hindsight is 20/20 of course, but when I was comparing my pace data and elevation data, it appears I went a big aggressive with the paces and took a bit of a risk there. Much of the rolling hills were in the first 5 miles of the race, and chances are I might have overcooked myself on that stretch; if I had done this differently, I would have told myself to relax on the paces on the rolling hills and not overcook myself in the process.
Above all, I am very grateful to make it through this long (and sometimes weird!) training cycle mostly intact, did not experience significant injuries along the way (!), did not burn out along the way (very important!), and picked up numerous PRs along the way: 10K (en route, twice!), 10 mile, half marathon, and full marathon (twice!). And I think it is fair to say that many people would kill for the kind of success that I’ve had during this training cycle.
That said, I learned a few important lessons throughout this training cycle. First, it appears I got into peak shape during the training block leading up to the Tokyo Marathon, and I did not make any subsequent fitness gains afterwards. It probably did not help that I was recovering from Tokyo or recovering from the shorter distance races that I raced during that 8 week period between Tokyo and Eugene. I’m not getting any younger with every passing year, and I probably need to be more diligent with recovery from races moving forward. That said, I have no regrets about doing those races because I still got solid results out of them. And finally, I realized that I prefer shorter training cycles – specifically ones that are between 12 and 16 weeks in duration – and I peak out at anywhere between 10 and 13 weeks into a training cycle, and I’d like to take advantage of my peak fitness soon after and not any longer beyond that. I’m grateful that I was able to handle a 20-week training cycle so that I could stay in shape for both Tokyo and Eugene, but admittedly this was a bit too long for my tastes. Lessons from this longer-than-usual training cycle will have a significant impact how I plan out my training cycles and races moving forward.
The road ahead for me will only get harder, and I vowed at the beginning of the training cycle to trust the process and not let sub-par workouts or sub-par race results drag me down and cause me to lose sight of the bigger picture. And I am still committed to doing that for myself.
For now though, I’m taking some time off training, running for fun, and looking forward to having a social life and enjoying life in general for a bit before transitioning over to summer outdoor track season. And I look forward to what is next for me!
With that said, here’s the updated version of my marathon PR progress within the past few years.
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2024.05.14 17:56 Anonimom12 Gente, es buena idea invitar a salir a una chica cuando su interés es dudoso?

Hace unos días una chica y yo hicimos match en Bumble. Ella me escribió primero y la conversación fluyó bien (primera vez que pasa). Hablamos un par de horas y luego ella me envió solicitud de Instagram y me metió en Mejores Amigos (ella dice que fue por error). Es una chica bonita, tenemos algunos intereses en común, estudia lo mismo que yo y cosas así. Pensé que por primera vez encontré a alguien con la que podía conectar, pero bueno, al siguiente día la tipa ya no escribía con el mismo entusiasmo. Ahora soy yo el que inicia las conversaciones, el que propone temas. Siento que su interés ya se está perdiendo. Como nos conocimos en una app de citas, que tan imprudente es invitarla a salir ahora que no tiene tanto interés?
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2024.05.14 17:40 Short_Jacket_8689 Porque la gente en este pais es tan antiempatica y doble moral cuando el hombre es victima?

Aprueban el linchamiento a delincuentes, que si bien es cierto que es por lo harta que está la gente de los robos pero eso no quita lo fuerte e insensible que es la gente hacia matar a otro dandole plasta hasta la muerte (cosa a la que me sumo), pero a la vez que si apoyan eso, ven mal que un hombre se defienda de una mujer AGRESORA, le dan igual o mas responsabilidad en su actuar que en el de la agresora a quien deberian repudiar, no a la victima.
Que un hombre se defienda de una mujer AGRESORA no debería ser mal visto, pero en esta sociedad bien pinche doble moral y sexista cuando el hombre es víctima ponen excusas como la diferencia de fuerza para criminalizar a la víctima y simpatizar o compadecerse con la victimaria porque es mujer, mas chica,"debil", será el sereno pero no hablamos de alguien con la fuerza de un bebe o un perro chihuahua, sino de una adulta, consciente, que deberia hacerse responsable de su actuar y con la fuerza suficiente para poder lastimar en su agresión sea como sea, hasta diría que en parte esto es machismo por menospreciar el actuar de una agresora solo por su sexo.
Que paso con el lema de "dejar de revictimizar y culpar a la víctima"?, No se supone que ya estamos hartos de la impunidad? Como para que la misma gente venga a poner pretextos para suavizar a un/a atacante, esa mentalidad retrograda deberia de cambiar.
Esto va tanto para progres como conservadores, no hay mucha diferencia en esto en ambos lados.
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2024.05.14 17:34 Short_Jacket_8689 Cuando el hombre es victima, la mayoría o muchisimos, son antiempaticos y doble morales

Aprueban el linchamiento a delincuentes, que si bien es cierto que es por lo harta que está la gente de los robos pero eso no quita lo fuerte e insensible que es la gente hacia matar a otro dandole plasta hasta la muerte (cosa a la que me sumo), pero a la vez que si apoyan eso, ven mal que un hombre se defienda de su mujer AGRESORA, le dan igual o mas responsabilidad en su actuar que en el de la agresora a quien deberian repudiar, no a la victima.
Que un hombre se defienda de una mujer AGRESORA no debería ser mal visto, pero en esta sociedad bien pinche doble moral y sexista cuando el hombre es víctima ponen excusas como la diferencia de fuerza para criminalizar a la víctima y simpatizar o compadecerse con la victimaria porque es mujer, mas chica,"debil", será el sereno pero no hablamos de alguien con la fuerza de un bebe o un perro chihuahua, sino de una adulta, consciente, que deberia hacerse responsable de su actuar y con la fuerza suficiente para poder lastimar en su agresión sea como sea, hasta diría que en parte esto es machismo por menospreciar el actuar de una agresora solo por su sexo.
Que paso con el lema de "dejar de revictimizar y culpar a la víctima"?, No se supone que ya estamos hartos de la impunidad? Como para que la misma gente venga a poner pretextos para suavizar a un/a atacante
Esto va tanto para progres como conservadores, no hay mucha diferencia en esto
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2024.05.14 17:28 ira_bimion Preguntas sobre sentimientos

Si me podríais explicar
Bueno yo nunca me he enamorado pero yo creo que al menos me han atraído alguna chica ya que es como diferente no es lo mismo que cuando veo a una amiga. Pero es eso no se si es como un sentimiento más de que igual me atrae o algo. Yo preguntaba que es como tal estar enamorada osea como se siente y como saber que alguien te gusta. Igual esta un poco mal redactado pero voy a explicarlo mejor. Osea verla a ella es como diferente osea no se con ella me imaginaría un futuro se que es imposible pero no siento como un sentimiento muy fuerte o algo osea es como un ojala osea yo se que es una atracción pero me gustaría saber como tal saber si una persona te gusta de verdad.
Y aparte hay veces que yo al menos creo que liga conmigo pero lo que pasa es que no pillo bien o a veces no entiendo las indirectas o simplemente me cuesta. Esto es como una pregunta aparte como saber las intenciones de una persona en plan si te ligan o no.
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2024.05.14 16:25 Mophandel Archaeotherium, the King of the White River Badlands

Archaeotherium, the King of the White River Badlands
Art by Bob Nicholls
Nowadays, when we envision the words “prey,” among modern mammalian fauna, few taxa come to mind as quickly as the hoofed mammals, better known as the ungulates. Indeed, for the better part of their entire evolutionary history, the ungulates have become entirely indistinguishable from the term “prey.” Across their two major modern branches, the artiodactyls (the “even-toed ungulates,” such as bovids, pigs, deer, hippos and giraffes) and the perissodactyls (the “odd-toed ungulates,” including horses, rhinos and tapir), the ungulates too have created an empire spanning nearly every continent, establishing themselves as the the dominant herbivores throughout their entire range. However, as a price for such success, their lot as herbivores have forced them into an unenviable position: being the food for the predators. Indeed, throughout the diets of most modern predators, ungulates make up the majority, if not the entirety, of their diet, becoming their counterparts in this evolutionary dance of theirs. They have become the lamb to their wolf, the zebra to their lion, the stag to their tiger. If there is a predator in need of lunch, chances are that there is an ungulate there to provide it. Of course, such a dynamic is not necessarily a recent innovation. For the last 15-20 million years, across much of the world, both new and old, the ungulates have served as prey for these predators through it all. Over the course of whole epochs, these two groups have played into these roles for millions of years, coevolving with each other in an eons-long game of cat-and-mouse. The shoes they fill are not new, but have existed for ages, and within their niches they have cultivated their roles to perfection. Indeed, with such a tenured history, it seems hardly surprising the ungulates are wholly inseparable from the terms “prey,” itself.
However, while this is the case now, as it has been for the last 15-20 million years, go back far enough, and we see that this dynamic is not as set in stone as we would think. Indeed, back during the Eocene and Oligocene, during the very earliest days of age of mammals, things were very different for the ungulates. While today they are considered little more than food for modern predators, during these olden days, the ungulates weren’t quite so benign. In fact, far from being fodder for top predators, the ungulates had turned the tables, instead becoming top predators themselves. Indeed, though nearly unheard of today, throughout much of the Eocene and Oligocene, carnivorous ungulates thrived in abundance, developing specializations for catching large prey and establishing themselves as top predators that competed alongside the more traditional carnivores, and even dominating them in some instances. Given such success, it’s no wonder that multiple such clades had arisen during this time. Such predators included the arctocyonids, a lineage of (ironically) hoof-less ungulates with large jaws and sharp teeth for capturing large prey. There were also the mesonychians, a lineage of dog-like ungulates with massive skulls and jaws that allowed them to reign as the top predator across much of the Eocene.
However, among these various lineages, one stands stands out among the rest, by far. Arising during the Eocene, this lineage, though superficially resembling modern pigs, hailed from one an ancient lineage of artiodactyls far removed from swine or most other ungulates in general, with few close relatives alive today. Through perhaps not the most predatory of the bunch, it was among the most formidable, as their superficially pig-like appearance came with giant predatory jaws and teeth unlike anything from the modern era. And of course, as if all of that wasn’t enough, this lineage also went on to earn arguably one of the most badass nicknames of any lineage of mammals, period. These predators, of course, were the entelodonts, a.k.a the “hell-pigs.” More so than any other predatory ungulate lineage, these formidable ungulates were the ones to turn the current paradigm upside down, becoming some of the largest and most dominant carnivores in their landscape, even with (and often in spite of) the presence of more traditional predators. Through impressive size, fearsome teeth and sheer tenacity, these animals became the top dogs of their time, ruling as behemoth-kings of their Paleogene kingdoms, domineering all comers, and throughout the ranks, one entelodont in particular demonstrated such dominance the best. Though not the largest or most powerful of their kind, it is one of the most iconic, being among the most well-known members of its lineage to date. Moreover, this enteledont also has some of the most complete life histories ever seen out of this clade, with its brutality and predatory prowess being displayed in the fossil record in a way seen in no other member of its kind. More than anything else, however, it was this predator that best turned the notion of “ungulates being prey” on its head, living in an environment that bore some of the largest carnivoran hypercarnivores to date and still reigning as the undisputed top predator of its domain. This fearsome beast was none other than Archaeotherium, icon of the entelodonts, terror of the Oligocene American west and undisputed king of the White River badlands.
The rise of Archaeotherium (and of entelodonts in general) is closely tied to the ascendancy of carnivorous ungulates as a whole, one of the earliest evolutionary success stories of the entire Cenozoic. Having become their own derived clade since the late Cretaceous, the ungulates were remarkably successful during the early Paleogene, as they were among the first mammalian clades to reach large sizes during those early days after the non-avian dinosaurs had gone extinct. As such, it was with incredible swiftness that, as the Paleogene progressed, the ungulates swooped upon the various niches left empty by the K-Pg mass extinction that killed the dinosaurs. This of course included the herbivorous niches we would know them for today, but this also included other, much more carnivore roles. Indeed, early on during the Paleogene, it was the ungulates that first seized the roles of large mammalian predators, becoming some the earliest large mammalian carnivores to ever live, well before even the carnivorans. Such predators included the arctocyonids, a lineage of vaguely dog-like, hoof-less ungulates with robust jaws and sharpened teeth that acted as some of earliest large carnivores of the Paleocene, with genera such as Arctocyon mumak getting up to the size of big cats. Even more prolific were the mesonychids. More so than what pretty much any other lineage of predator, it was the mesonychids that would stand out as the earliest dominant predators of the early Cenozoic. Growing up to the size of bears and with enormous, bone-crushing jaws, the mesonychids were among the most powerful and successful predators on the market at that time, with a near-global range and being capable of subjugating just about any other predator in their environments. Indeed, they, along with other carnivorous ungulates (as well as ungulates in general), were experiencing a golden age during this time, easily being the most prolific predators of the age. Given such prevalence, it should be no surprise that there would be yet another lineage of predatory ungulates would throw their hat into the ring, and by early Eocene, that contender would none other than the entelodonts.
The very first entelodonts had arisen from artiodactyl ancestors during the Eocene epoch, at a time when artiodactyls were far more diverse and bizarre than they are now. Through today known from their modern herbivorous representatives such as bovines, deer, and antelope, during the Paleocene and Eocene, the artiodacyls, as with most ungulates of that time, were stronger and far more predaceous, particularly when it came to one such clade of artiodactyls, the cetacodontamorphs. Only known today from hippos and another group of artiodactyls (one which will become relevant later), the cetacodantomorphs emerged out of Asia around 55 million years ago, at around the same time that artiodactyls themselves had made their debut. These animals included the first truly predatory artiodactyls, with many of them possessing large skulls with powerful jaws and sharp, predatory teeth. Among their ranks included animals as puny as Indohyus, a piscivorous artiodactyl the size of a cat, to as formidable as Andrewsarchus, a giant, bison-sized predator often touted as one of the largest predatory mammals to ever live. Given such a predatory disposition, it wouldn’t be long until this clade produced a lineage of truly diverse, truly successful predators, and by around 40 million years ago, that is exactly what they did, as it was at that time that the entelodonts themselves first emerged. From their Asian homeland, the entelodonts spread across the world, spreading through not only most of Eurasia but also colonizing North America as well, with genera such as Brachyhyops being found across both continents. Here, in this North American frontier, the entelodonts began to diversify further, turning into their most successful and formidable forms yet, and it was around the late Eocene and early Oligocene that Archaeotherium itself had entered the scene.
Just from a passing glance at Archaeotherium, it is clear how exactly it (as well as the other entelodonts) earned the nickname of “hell-pigs.” It was a bruiser for starters; its body bore a robust, pig-like physique, with prominent neural spines and their associated musculature forming a hump around the shoulder region, similar to the hump of a bison. With such a bulky physique came with it impressive size; the average A. mortoni had a head-body length of roughly 1.6-2.0 m (5.3-6.6 ft), a shoulder height of 1.2 m (4 ft) and a body mass of around 180 kg (396 lb) in weight (Boardman & Secord, 2013; Joeckel, 1990). At such sizes, an adult Archaeotherium the size of a large male black bear. However, they had the potential to get even bigger. While most Archaeotherium specimens were around the size described above, a select few specimens, labeled under the synonymous genus “Megachoerus,” are found to be much larger, with skulls getting up to 66% longer than average A. mortoni specimens (Foss, 2001; Joeckel, 1990). At such sizes and using isometric scaling, such massive Archaeotherium specimens would attained body lengths over 2.5 m (8.2 ft) and would have reached weighs well over 500 kg (1100 lb), or as big as a mature male polar bear. Indeed, at such sizes, it is already abundantly evident that Archaeotherium is a force to be recorded with.
However, there was more to these formidable animals than sheer size alone. Behind all that bulk was an astoundingly swift and graceful predator, especially in terms of locomotion. Indeed, the hoofed feet of Archaeotherium, along with other entelodonts, sported several adaptations that gave it incredible locomotive efficiency, essentially turning it into a speed demon of the badlands. Such adaptations include longer distal leg elements (e.g. the radius and tibia) than their proximal counterparts (e.g. the humerus and femur), fusion of the radius and ulna for increased running efficiency, the loss of the clavicle (collar-bone) to allow for greater leg length, the loss of the acromion to enhance leg movement along the fore-and-aft plane, the loss of digits to reduce the mass of the forelimb, the fusion of the ectocuneiform and the mesocuneiform wrist-bones, among many other such traits (Theodore, 1996) . Perhaps most significant of these adaptations is the evolution of the “double-pulley astragalus (ankle-bone),” a specialized modification of the ankle that, while restricting rotation and side-to-side movement at the ankle-joint, allows for greater rotation in the fore-and-aft direction, thus allowing for more more powerful propulsion from the limbs, faster extension and retraction of the limbs and overall greater locomotive efficiency (Foss, 2001). Of course, such a trait was not only found in entelodonts but in artiodactyls as a whole, likely being a response to predatory pressures from incumbent predatory clades arising at the same time as the artiodactyls (Foss, 2001). However, in the case of the entelodonts, such adaptations were not used for merely escaping predators. Rather, they were used to for another, much more lethal effect…
Such notions are further reinforced by the entelodonts most formidable aspect, none either than their fearsome jaws, and in this respect, Archaeotherium excelled. Both for its size and in general, the head of Archaeotherium was massive, measuring 40-50 cm (1.3-1.6 ft) in length among average A. mortoni specimens, to up to 78 cm (~2.6 ft) in the larger “Megachoerus” specimens (Joeckel, 1990). Such massive skulls were supported and supplemented by equally massive neck muscles and ligaments, which attached to massive neural spines on the anterior thoracic vertebrae akin to a bisons hump as well as to the sternum, allowing Archaeotherium to keep its head aloft despite the skulls massive size (Effinger, 1998). Of course, with such a massive skull, it should come as no surprise that such skulls housed exceptionally formidable jaws as well, and indeed, the bite of Archaeotherium was an especially deadly one. Its zygomatic arches (cheek-bones) and its temporal fossa were enlarged and expanded, indicative of massive temporalis muscles that afforded Archaeotherium astoundingly powerful bites (Joeckel, 1990). This is further augmented by Archaeotherium’s massive jugal flanges (bony projections of the cheek), which supported powerful masseter muscles which enhanced chewing and mastication, as well as an enlarged postorbital bar that reinforced the skull against torsional stresses (Foss, 2001). Last but not least, powerful jaws are supplemented by an enlarged gape, facilitated by a low coronoid process and enlarged posterior mandibular tubercles (bony projections originating from the lower jaw), which provided an insertion site for sternum-to-mandible jaw abduction muscles, allowing for a more forceful opening of the jaw (Foss, 2001). All together, such traits suggest a massive and incredibly fearsome bite, perhaps the most formidable of any animal in its environment.
Of course, none of such traits are especially indicative of a predatory lifestyle. Indeed, many modern non-predatory ungulates, like hippos, pigs and peccaries, also possess large, formidable skulls and jaws. However, in peeling back the layers, it is found there was more to the skull of Archaeotherium that lies in store. Indeed, when inspecting the animal closely, a unique mosaic of features is revealed; traits that make it out to be much more lethal than the average artiodactyl. On one hand, Archaeotherium possessed many traits similar to those of herbivores animals, as is expected of ungulates. For instance, its jaw musculature that allowed the lower jaw of Archaeotherium a full side-to-side chewing motion as in herbivores (whereas most carnivores can only move their lower jaw up and down)(Effinger, 1998). On the other hand, Archaeotherium wielded many other traits far more lethal in their morphology, less akin to a herbivore and far more akin to a bonafide predator. For instance, the aforementioned enlarged gape of Archaeotherium is a bizarre trait on a supposed herbivore, as such animals do not need large gapes to eat vegetation and thus have smaller, more restricted gapes. Conversely, many predatory lineages have comparatively large gapes, as larger gapes allow for the the jaws to grab on to more effectively larger objects, namely large prey animals (Joeckel, 1990).
Such a juxtaposition, however, is most evident when discussing the real killing instruments of Archaeotherium — the teeth. More so than any facet of this animal, the teeth of Archaeotherium are the real stars of the show, showing both how alike it was compared to its herbivores counterparts and more importantly, how it couldn’t be more different. For instance, the molars of Archaeotherium were quite similar to modern herbivores ungulates, in that they were robust, bunodont, and were designed for crushing and grinding, similar in form and function to modern ungulates like peccaries (Joeckel, 1990). However, while the molars give the impression that Archaeotherium was a herbivore, the other teeth tell a very different story. The incisors, for example, were enlarged, sharpened, and fully interlocked (as opposed to the flat-topped incisors seen in herbivores ungulates), creating an incisor array that was seemingly ill-suited for cropping vegetation and much more adept at for gripping, puncturing and cutting (Joeckel, 1990). Even more formidable were the canines. Like the modern pigs from which entelodonts derived their nicknames, the canines of Archaeotherium were sharp and enlarged to form prominent tusk-like teeth, but unlike pigs, they were rounded in cross-section (similar to modern carnivores like big cats, indicating more durable canines that can absorb and resist torsional forces, such as those from struggling prey) and were serrated to form a distinct cutting edge (Effinger, 1998; Joeckel, 1990; Ruff & Van Valkenburgh, 1987). These canines, along with the incisors, interlock to stabilize the jaws while biting and dismantling in a carnivore-like fashion. More strikingly, the canines also seem to act as “occlusal guides,” wherein the canines help align the movement and position of the rear teeth as they come together, allowing for a more efficient shearing action by the rear teeth. This function is seen most prevalently modern carnivores mammals, and is evidenced by the canine tooth-wear, which is also analogous to modern predators like bears and canids (Joeckel, 1990). Indeed, going off such teeth alone, it is clear that Archaeotherium is far more predatory than expected of an ungulate. However, the real stars of the show, the teeth that truly betray the predatory nature of these ungulates, are the premolars. Perhaps the most carnivore-like teeth in the entelodont’s entire tooth row, the premolars of Archaeotherium, particularly the anterior premolars, are laterally compressed, somewhat conical in shape, and are weakly serrated to bear a cutting edge, giving them a somewhat carnivorous form and function of shearing and slicing (Effinger, 1998). Most strikingly of all, the premolars of Archaeotherium bear unique features similar not to modern herbivores, but to durophagous carnivores like hyenas, particularly apical wear patterns, highly thickened enamel, “zigzag-shaped” enamel prism layers (Hunter-Schraeger bands) on the premolars which is also seen in osteophagous animals like hyenas, and an interlocking premolar interface wherein linear objects (such as bones) inserted into jaws from the side would be pinned between the premolars and crushed (Foss, 2001). Taken together, these features do not suggest a diet of grass or vegetation like other ungulates. Rather, they suggest a far more violent diet, one including flesh as well as hard, durable foods, particularly bone. All in all, the evidence is clear. Archaeotherium and other entelodonts, unlike the rest of their artiodactyl kin, were not the passive herbivores as we envision ungulates today. Rather, they were willing, unrepentant meat-eaters that had a taste for flesh as well as foliage.
Of course, even with such lines of evidence, its hard to conclude that Archaeotherium was a true predator. After all, its wide gape and durophagous teeth could have just as easily been used for scavenging or even to eat tough plant matter such as seeds or nuts, as in peccaries and pigs, which themselves share many of the same adaptations as Archaeotherium, include the more carnivorous ones (e.g. the wide gape, using the canines as an occlusal guide, etc.). How exactly do we know that these things were veritable predators and not pretenders to the title. To this end, there is yet one last piece of evidence, one that puts on full display the predatory prowess of Archaeotheriumevidence of a kill itself. Found within oligocene-aged sediment in what is now Wyoming, a collection of various fossil remains was found, each belonging to the ancient sheep-sized camel Poebrotherium, with many of the skeletal remains being disarticulated and even missing whole hindlimbs or even entire rear halves of their body. Tellingly, many of the remains bear extensive bite marks and puncture wounds across their surface. Upon close examination, the spacing and size of the punctures leave only one culprit: Archaeotherium. Of course, such an event could still have been scavenging; the entelodonts were consuming the remains of already dead, decomposed camels, explaining the bite marks. What was far more telling, however, was where the bite marks were found. In addition bite marks being found on the torso and lumbar regions of the camels, various puncture wounds were found on the skull and neck, which were otherwise uneaten. Scavengers rarely feast on the head to begin with; there is very little worthwhile meat on it besides the brain, cheek-muscles and eyes, and even if they did feed on the skull and neck, they would still eat it wholesale, not merely bite it and then leave it otherwise untouched. Indeed, it was clear that this was no mere scavenging event. Rather than merely consuming these camels, Archaeotherium was actively preying upon and killing them, dispatching them via a crushing bite to the skull or neck before dismembering and even bisecting the hapless camels with their powerful jaws to preferentially feast on their hindquarters (likely by swallowing the hindquarters whole, as the pelvis of Poebrotherium was coincidentally the perfect width for Archaeotherium to devour whole), eventually discarding the leftovers in meat caches for later consumption (Sundell, 1999). With this finding, such a feat of brutality leaves no doubt in ones mind as to what the true nature of Archaeotherium was. This was no herbivore, nor was it a simple scavenger. This was an active, rapacious predator, the most powerful in its entire ecosystem.
Indeed, with such brutal evidence of predation frozen in time, combined with various dental, cranial, and post cranial adaptations of this formidable animal, it’s possible to paint a picture of how this formidable creature lived. Though an omnivore by trade, willing and able to feast on plant matter such as grass, roots and tubers, Archaeotherium was also a wanton predator that took just about any prey it wanted. Upon detecting its prey, it approached its vicim from ambush before launching itself at blazing speed. From there, its cursorial, hoofed legs, used by other ungulates for escape predation, were here employed to capture prey, carrying it at great speeds as it caught up to its quarry. Having closed the distance with its target, it was then that the entelodont brought its jaws to bear, grabbing hold of the victim with powerful jaws and gripping teeth to bring it to a screeching halt. If the victim is lucky, Archaeotherium will then kill it quickly with a crushing bite to the skull or neck, puncturing the brain or spinal cord and killing its target instantly. If not, the victim is eaten alive, torn apart while it’s still kicking, as modern boars will do today. In any case, incapacitated prey are subsequently dismantled, with the entelodont using its entire head and heavily-muscled necks to bite into and pull apart its victim in devastating “puncture-and pull’ bites (Foss, 2001). Prey would then finally be consumed starting at the hindquarters, with not even the bones of its prey being spared. Such brutality, though far from clean, drove home a singular truth: that during this time, ungulates were not just prey, that they were not the mere “predator-fodder” we know them as today. rather, they themselves were the predators themselves, dominating as superb hunters within their domain and even suppressing clades we know as predators today, least of all the carnivorans. Indeed, during this point in time, the age of the carnivorous ungulates had hit their stride, and more specifically, the age of entelodonts had begun.
Of course, more so than any other ettelodont, Archaeotherium took to this new age with gusto. Archaeotherium lived from 35-28 million years ago during the late Eocene and early Oligocene in a locality known today as the White River Badlands, a fossil locality nestled along the Great Plains and Rocky Mountains. Though a chalky, barren landscape today, during the time of Archaeotherium, the White River Badlands was a swamp-like floodplain crisscrossed with rivers and interspersed with by a mosaic of forests concentrated around waterways, open woodlands and open plains. As with most ecosystems with such a lush disposition, this locale teemed with life, with ancient hornless rhinos, small horse-like hyracodonts and early camels roaming the open habitats while giant brontotheres, small early horses and strange, sheep-like ungulates called merycoidodonts (also known as “oreodonts”) dwelled within the dense forests. Within this locale, Archaeotherium stalked the open woodlands and riparian forests of its domain. Here, it acted as a dominant predator and scavenger across is territory, filling a niche similar to modern grizzly bears but far more predatory. Among its preferred food items would be plant matter such as roots, foliage and nuts, but also meat in the form of carrion or freshly caught prey. In this respect, smaller ungulates such as the fleet-footed camel Poebrotherium, a known prey item of Archaeotherium, would have made a for choice prey, as its small size would make it easy for Archaeotherium to dispatch with its powerful jaws, while the entelodonts swift legs gave it the speed necessary to keep pace with its agile prey.
However, the entelodont didn’t have such a feast all to itself. Just as the badlands teemed with herbivores, so too did it teem with rival predators. Among their ranks included fearsome predators such as Hyaenodon, a powerful, vaguely dog-like predator up to the size of wolves (as in H. horridus) or even lions (as in the Eocene-aged H. megaloides, which was replaced by H. horridus during the Oligocene). Armed with a massive head, fierce jaws and a set of knife-like teeth that could cut down even large prey in seconds, these were some of the most formidable predators on the landscape. There were also the nimravids, cat-like carnivorans that bore saber-teeth to kill large prey in seconds, and included the likes of the lynx-sized Dinictis, the leopard-sized Hoplophoneus and even the jaguar-sized Eusmilus. Furthermore, there were amphicyonids, better known as the bear-dogs. Though known from much larger forms later on in their existence, during the late Eocene and Oligocene, they were much smaller and acted as the “canid-analogues” of the ecosystem, filling a role similar to wolves or coyotes. Last but not least, there were the bathornithid birds, huge cariamiform birds related to modern seriemas but much larger, which filled a niche similar to modern seriemas or secretary birds, albeit on a much larger scale. Given such competition, it would seem that Archaeotherium would have its hands full. However, things are not as they appear. For starters, habitat differences would mitigate high amounts of competition, as both Hyaenodon and the various nimravids occupy more specialized ecological roles (being a plains-specialist and forest-specialist, respectively) than did Archaeotherium, providing a buffer to stave off competition: More importantly, however, none of the aforementioned predators were simply big enough to take Archaeotherium on. During the roughly 7 million years existence of Archaeotherium, the only carnivore that matched it in size was H. megaloides, and even that would have an only applied to average A. mortoni individuals, not to the much larger, bison-sized “Megachoerus” individuals. The next largest predator at that point would be the jaguars-sized Eusmilus (specifically E. adelos) which would have only been a bit more than half the size of even an average A. mortoni. Besides that, virtually every other predator on the landscape was simply outclassed by the much larger entelodont in terms of size and brute strength. As such, within its domain, Archaeotherium had total, unquestioned authority, dominating the other predators in the landscape and likely stealing their kills as well. In fact, just about the only threat Archaeotherium had was other Archaeotherium, as fossil bite marks suggest that this animal regularly and fraglantly engaged in intraspecific combat, usually through face-biting and possibly even jaw-wrestling (Effinger, 1998; Tanke & Currie, 1998). Nevertheless, it was clear that Archaeotherium was the undisputed king of the badlands; in a landscape of hyaenodonts and carnivorans galore, it was a hoofed ungulate that reigned supreme.
However, such a reign would not last. As the Eocene transitioned into the Eocene, the planet underwent an abrupt cooling and drying phase known as Eocene-Oligocene Transition or more simply the Grande Coupure. This change in climate would eliminate the sprawling wetlands and river systems that Archaeotherium had been depending on, gradually replacing it with drier and more open habitats. To its credit, Archaeotherium did manage to hang on, persisting well after the Grand-Coupure had taken place, but in the end the damage had been done; Archaeotherium was a dead-man-walking. Eventually, by around 28 million years ago, Archaeotherium would go extinct, perishing due to this change in global climate (Gillham, 2019). Entelodonts as a whole would persist into the Miocene, producing some of their largest forms ever known in the form of the bison-sized Daeodon (which was itself even more carnivorous than Archaeotherium), however they too would meet the same fate as their earlier cousins. By around 15-20 million years ago, entelodonts as a whole would go extinct. However, while the entelodonts may have perished, this was not the end of carnivorous ungulates as a whole. Recall that the cetacodontamorphs, the lineage of artiodactyls that produced the entelodonts, left behind two living descendants. The first among them were the hippos, themselves fairly frequent herbivores. The second of such lineage, however, was a different story. Emerging out of South Asia, this lineage of piscivorous cetacodontamorphs, in a an attempt to further specialize for the fish-hunting lifestyle, began to delve further and further into the water, becoming more and more aquatic and the millennia passed by. At a certain point, these carnivorous artiodactlys had become something completely unrecognizable from their original hoofed forms. Their skin became hairless and their bodies became streamlined for life in water. Their hoofed limbs grew into giant flippers for steering in the water and their previously tiny tails became massive and sported giant tail flukes for aquatic propulsion. Their noses even moved to the tip of their head, becoming a blowhole that would be signature to this clade as a whole. Indeed, this clade was none other than the modern whales, themselves derived, carnivorous ungulates that had specialized for a life in the water, and in doing so, became the some of the most dominant aquatic predators across the globe for millions of years. Indeed, though long gone, the legacy of the entelodonts and of predatory ungulates as a whole, a legacy Archaeotherium itself had helped foster, lives on in these paragons of predatory prowess, showing that the ungulates are more than just the mere “prey” that they are often made out to be. Moreover, given the success that carnivorous ungulates had enjoyed in the past and given how modern omnivorous ungulates like boar dabble in predation themselves, perhaps, in the distant future, this planet may see the rise of carnivorous ungulates once again, following in the footsteps left behind by Archaeotherium and the other predatory ungulates all those millions of years ago.
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2024.05.14 16:18 Cykes0_0 Un último reel para tí...

Tal vez no vayas a leer esto porque ya no quieres saber nada más de mí. Lo entiendo muy bien, pero espero q puedas tomar un poco de tú tiempo para leer todo lo q estuvo pasando el tiempo q estuve contigo desde mi punto de vista.
3:23am... Muy tarde para estar escribiendo esto a altas horas de la noche, pero no puedo dejar de llorar por andar recordando todo lo q una vez viví contigo...
Lo recordé todo, de principio a fin y de verdad q me deja con un dolor muy fuerte en el pecho. 💔 Realmente estuve enamorado de tí y esperaba q fueras mi primer y único amor, el amor de mi vida... Pero por desgracia no pudo ser así 😞
14 de Junio, recordé la vez en q te conocí y cómo me dijiste q querías hacer un amigo, de ahí llegué por primera vez a tu vida esperando también q tú fueras una buena amiga mía. Pero desde ese momento ya me empezaron a "advertir" de cómo eras tú con la gente pero yo no les hice caso, preferí conocerte mejor y me supo muy mal q no fuiste tratada tan bien, q pasaste por muchas cosas q te dejaron muy mal... Pero desde ese entonces, mi misión cómo tú nuevo amigo era hacerte sentir mejor para q pudieses sonreír más... Desde esos días de antes de entrar a vacaciones de verano, me seguían molestando del porqué me juntaba contigo, diciéndome más y más cosas de tí pero yo lo q hacía era defender tú nombre a cada rato, porque no era justo q dijeran cosas malas de ti sin conocerte bien. Pasaron los días y ya se notaba por parte de los dos q eramos muy cercanos en tan poco tiempo, dándonos abrazos o aveces tomándonos de la mano, no sé si tú lo recuerdes, pero por todo eso fue q empecé a sentir algo por ti, pero quería esperar un poco más. Recuerdo cómo nos empezamos a sentar juntos más seguido, cómo a la hora de patio iba contigo a la sala de castigados a leer uno de tus libros, quería hacerte compañía porq realmente me agradaba mucho estar a tu lado 🥺 Me empezaste a dedicar canciones bonitas, me dijistes lo mucho q me querías en tú vida porq jamás le tuviste tanto cariño a alguien y eso fue lo q hizo q me enamorará del todo de tí. No veas cómo palpitaba mi corazón al saber eso... 🥺 Cada vez q salíamos del instituto, no podía esperar mas al siguiente día porque quería estar contigo a todas horas, realmente disfruté mucho estar contigo en ese entonces 🥺 Recuerdo cómo hacíamos llamadas durante unas cuantas horitas y no veas lo bien q se sentía hablar contigo, jugar contigo también... No nos olvidemos la vez q tú misma le dijiste a mi hermana q no se preocupará por mí, q tú nunca me harías daño... Ojalá hubiese sido así de verdad y me duele recordar q todos esos momentos jamás volverán 💔
Julio, todo fue de maravilla para nosotros dos, sobretodo para mí q desde ese entonces te convertiste en mi primer amor y q nunca quería perderte, porque te amaba muchísimo a tal punto de ser un pesado de cojones enviándote un montón de vídeos y alguna q otra canción. Recuerdo cuando empezaste a venir aquí a mí casa, quería q te quedarás mucho más tiempo porque solamente pensaba en estar contigo, porq en ese entonces yo te consideraba "el amor de mi vida"... Recuerdo todos nuestros apodos desde ese entonces 🥺 Y sobretodo, nuestro primer beso... Quería morirme de la vergüenza porque nunca besé a nadie, pero según tú lo hacía muy bien y nos terminó gustando a los dos jaja 🥹 Es bonito recordar todo lo q pasamos aquí en mi casa, disfrutando estar a tu lado porq solo eras "Mi niña". Recuerdo también cuando me dijiste" si te cansas de mí dímelo por favor, no quiero q te quedes si soy una molestia" algo así me dijiste, no lo recuerdo bien, pero espero q recuerdes bien cómo mis ojos se llenaron de lágrimas al decirte q nunca voy a dejarte ni a cambiarte y q tenía muchísimo miedo de perderte 💔 Idealice un futuro contigo en muy poco tiempo, pero es q realmente me tenías enamorado con todo lo q hacías por mí y q de verdad q solo quería q fueses tu la niña q tanto quería mi corazoncito 😞 Me besaste mientras lloraba por tí y de verdad q nunca olvidaré eso... Fue muy bonito para mí porq pensaba q realmente me amabas tanto cómo lo hacía yo 🥺
Llegó Agosto y pensaba q todo seguiría siendo color de rosas, hasta q un día decidiste hablar conmigo... Fue un día por la noche y creo q no hace falta decir todo lo q me dijiste aquella vez, tú y yo sabemos porqué fue q tomaste esa decisión. Pero desde ese momento mi mundo se derrumbó, pensaba q te iba a perder en ese entonces, me dejaste hecho pedazos pero aún así no me fuí, estaba enamorado y no quería irme de tu lado, traté de hacerte feliz con lo q hacía antes contigo pero sabía q no funcionaba, se notaba mucho... Se notaba q ya no disfrutabas jugar conmigo y q desde ese entonces nunca más volvimos a hacer una llamada los dos juntos cómo antes 😞 Ya se notaba q no querías hablarme aveces, pero nunca olvides todos los vídeos q te enviaba cuando estabas ocupada o haciendo otra cosa... Traté de sanarte dándote lo mejor de mí y espero q tú hayas notado eso 🥺
Llegó septiembre y nada fue igual, hubo una vez en q no te hablé por unos días porq se notaba q no tenías ánimos de hablar conmigo 🥺 Llegaste a clase estando con gente q en ese entonces no te agradaban para nada por cosas q pasaron en su momento. No te imaginas los días q me la pasé llorando por ti, a tal punto de q mi hermana te escribiera de vez en cuando y te pido unas disculpas por todo eso 😞 Pensé q nada sería igual hasta q pusiste algo en Twitter, diciendo q estabas enamorada o algo así, según tú, y desde ese entonces los ánimos en mí volvieron una vez más, al saber q pude estar feliz nuevamente por ti 🥺 A finales del mes, volviste a hablar con alguien y me empezaste a dejar de lado, no me lo puedes negar 💔
Octubre, pasaron los días y te veía muy feliz con esa persona, me empezaste a dejar muy mal a tal punto de hacer una puta locura q puso mi vida en riesgo... Autolesionarme el brazo, cerca de una vena... Por esa estupidez preocupé a todos, incluso mi madre viendo cómo su hijo pudo haberse quitado la vida si se hubiera cortado la vena... Les conté todo lo q pasó y los dos me dijeron lo mismo... "Aléjate de ella". Yo no iba a hacerlo, porque apesar de todo te seguía amando de todo corazón. El daño q me causabas seguía y seguía aumentando pero yo no me iba, quería verte sonreír porq seguías siendo para mí "el amor de mi vida". A finales del mes volví a hablarme con una vieja amiga... Noah, aquella chica q volvió a hablarme por una cosa de un juego y q en estos momentos somos cómo "hermanos". Volvimos a hablar y nos contamos todo lo q pasó el tiempo q nos dejamos de hablar. Le conté todo lo q pasaba contigo en ese entonces y decidió ayudarme a sentirme bien, lo hizo muy bien pero cuando te dije sobre ella y viste cómo me trataba, te molestó muchísimo... Pensé en alejarme de ella para no causarte ninguna inseguridad o algo, pero no lo hice, recordé también cómo le decías cosas bonitas a ese amigo tuyo y cómo le empezaste a dedicar también canciones. Seguía estando con Noah porq me hacía sentir bien pero llegó un día en q nos pasamos los dos por una estupidez nuestra... Te dejé muy mal a tí y no veas cómo estuve todo ese tiempo en el q no estuve contigo, te extrañaba a cada rato pensando en q nunca te iba a volver a ver, me arrepentí demasiado de toda esa puta mierda q hice y hasta me llegué a pelear con Noah por todo eso pero al final, nosotros lo arreglamos y ahora estamos bien. Regresaste semanas después y no te imaginas la felicidad q me dió volverte a tener a mi lado, te seguía amando muchísimo y solamente quería estar a cada rato contigo sin volver a cometer ningún estúpido error q te pudiera sentir mal.
Llegó diciembre y sinceramente no fue bien. Porq una vez vinieron a mi casa unos amigos de clase para pasar el rato, pero antes de q se fueran todos, uno se quedó para hablar conmigo. Preguntó de cómo estaba contigo, si estaba todo bien y yo le dije q si, le dije todo lo q sentía por tí, lo enamorado q estaba por tí... Le estuve contando un poco hasta q me dijo "¿Sabes q le llegaron a tocar el culo y ella no dijo nada verdad?" Y el no fue el único q me lo dijo, uno más antes de irse también me dijo lo mismo... No veas cómo estaba mal por dentro al saber esa puta mierda. Me puse llorar porq no esperaba a q fueras a dejar q te hicieran eso y quería hablar contigo pero al final dije q no, porq en ese entonces si yo hacía algo mal tu me reclamabas, pero si yo lo hacía contigo la q terminaba enfadada eras tú... Y yo terminaba llorando por hacerte eso 😞 Intenté olvidarlo hasta q empezaste dedicarle notas y canciones a ese amigo tuyo otra vez, miraba también q le dedicabas historias en mejos pero yo me aguantaba, no quería hacerte enojar y dejé q pasara el tiempo. Hasta q llegó aquel día en q me dejaste muy mal otra vez... Esa historia diciéndole el cómo esa persona te tenía loca, q la tenías 24/7 en tu cabeza, las notas bonitas q le dedicabas solamente a él... No te imaginas cómo me sentí por dentro cuando vi todo eso... En ese momento tuve la iniciativa de irme 💔 Lloré sin parar y estuve muy desanimado semanas antes de entrar en vacaciones de navidad. Hasta una profesora notó q no estaba bien y me sacó de clase... Nunca le dije el porqué estaba así y me terminó llevando a orientación. Pero jamás olvidaré las ganas q tenía de llorar cuando me dijo mi profesora "Tú no estás bien, me preocupas mucho. Vienes todo desanimado a clases". La pasé fatal, pero en el fondo quería volver a estar a tu lado, pero recordar todo lo q me hiciste me impedía hacerlo 😞 Lloré en navidad y en fin de año porq no estaba la persona con la cual me imaginé toda una vida bonita, aquella persona q amé más q nadie 😞
Llegó Enero, empezaron las clases y ya no estaba tan pendiente de tí, te seguía extrañando por dentro pero di por terminada todo la historia q viví contigo. Hasta q me volviste a hablar... Pensaba q pasaría de tí por todo lo q hiciste, pero mi corazón se volvió a acelerar, porq te seguía amando a pesar de todo 🥺 Nos reconciliamos y todo fue bien, pude darte los abrazos q tanto quería darte porq en ese entonces tú calmabas mi mundo entero, era el niño más feliz del mundo por solo estar en tus brazos 😞 Pero a finales de mes, mi sonrisa empezó a irse una vez más al ver q te juntaste con gente q jamás pensaría yo q te juntarías. Gente q en su momento, me contaste todo lo q te hicieron y q según tú, jamás volverías a juntarte por toda la mierda q te hicieron, me llevé una gran sorpresa al ver que hiciste eso 🫤
Febrero, días antes de tu cumpleaños, tú y yo discutimos al decirte yo cómo me sentía por ciertas cosas q hiciste y q a mí me estaba jodiendo por dentro. Pero una vez más tuve q pedir yo perdón, y jamás olvidaré las palabras q a día de hoy, siguen marcadas en mi cabeza... "Por lo menos ellos si me dan lo q tú no das". Dios, me rompí por dentro nuevamente 💔 Porq pensaba q lo q te estaba dando no era suficiente y solamente estaba siendo una molestia para tí. Desde ese día me seguía comiendo la cabeza y empecé a estar nuevamente desanimado, a tal punto de volver a irme 😞 Pero desde ese momento empecé a entenderlo todo... Realmente lo q te daba yo no era suficiente y preferiste buscar a gente q si te hiciera feliz de verdad, q te hicieran sentir bien, cosa q ya me dejaste en claro q yo, ya no podía hacer eso 😞
Llegó Marzo, estaba con mucha rabia y tristeza por todo lo q pasó, porq a pesar de todo lo q hice por tí, nunca fue suficiente lo q yo te di 😢 Te llegué a mandar una indirecta, lo cual hizo q volviese a hablar contigo... Y sinceramente no arreglaste nada, es más lo empeoraste todo cuando me dejaste en claro q nunca valoraste lo q te di 💔 Pero a pesar de eso, muy en el fondo quería volver a estar contigo, aunque lo malo es q ya no confiaba mucho en tí, en tus palabras y todo lo q me decías... 😞
Abril, el último mes en q pude estar contigo... Me comía muchísimo la cabeza por todo lo q pasó, me generaste mucha desconfianza, a tal punto de tener miedo de darte lo mismo de antes y q me dejarás mal nuevamente 💔 Y en mi cabeza ya estaba pensando en terminar de una vez nuestra historia, pero mi corazón no quería, te seguía queriendo pero tenía miedo de q me hicieras otra vez lo mismo... Hasta q no pude más y tuve q decirte adiós por última vez 😞💔
¿Por qué me fuí de verdad? Me has demostrado q tienes a gente q si te hace feliz de verdad, sin yo estar ahí... Pero eso no me molesta, es más, me alegra mucho q puedas sonreír sin tener a una persona cómo yo 🥺 Te dejé ir porq quería q encontraras la verdadera felicidad en alguien más, no quería tenerte ahí si yo no te daba nada, pero era por el miedo a q me hicieses lo mismo 😞 De por si intenté volver a confiar en ti cómo antes, pero no pude... Tal vez me odias, tal vez ya no quieras saber nada más de mí, pero en el fondo no consigo dejar de quererte 💔 Pero he de aceptar q todo lo nuestro terminó 😞 Y lo siento por haberte hecho perder todo tú tiempo en mí, realmente quise hacerte feliz con lo q podía pero no fui capaz de hacerlo, no valoraste lo q te di y lo entiendo muy bien, no estuve a la altura de tus expectativas. Solamente espero de corazón, q cuando tengas a alguien más, seas muy feliz, q saque aquella niña q yo tuve durante un corto tiempo y q de verdad puedas volver a estar bien con ese alguien 🥺 Espero q cumplas todo lo q me contaste alguna vez, espero q nunca te pase nada malo y sigas adelante sin rendirte nunca...
Te doy las muchas gracias por haber aparecido en mi vida, hice muchas cosas por primera vez contigo y me enseñaste lo q es el amor, ya no puedo tenerte en mis brazos otra vez, me tocará ver cómo aquella niña es muy feliz sin estar yo ahí y sobretodo verla desaparecer de mi vida...
Te quedarás guardado en mi mente cómo un recuerdo bonito, y tal vez, en otra vida si pudimos estar juntos para siempre, cómo lo prometimos una vez nosotros dos...💔
Espero q tú me recuerdes cómo aquel niño q estuvo contigo a pesar de todos los errores q cometiste y q de verdad estuvo dispuesto a darlo todo para q pudieses estar feliz junto a el 🥺
Se q será una tontería, pero solamente me queda decirte q te cuides muchísimo y q sigas adelante.
Te quiero, siempre te recordaré cómo aquella niña q me hizo muy feliz en su momento... Gracias por todo 🩵🥀
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2024.05.14 16:17 bgoyoo ¿?A dónde puedo ir o qué hacer con una chica

Voy a salir con una chica que acabo de conocer, ya nos habíamos visto de lejos y así, solo miradas, pero apenas nos empezamos a hablar por insta, no en persona, que me recomiendan a donde ir o que hacer?
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2024.05.14 16:12 IndecisiveC3 Help me pick my car color - I’m so indecisive!!

I’m painting my ‘81 Corvette and can’t decide on a color. I’m stuck between Ferrari Rosso Magma and BMW Gunmetal II.
I’m going for a modern look - blacked out trim, black or bronze wheels, black interior with suede racing seats, lowering it 2”, and the car is getting LS swapped. So it’s not original at all.
I like the grey but I feel it’s just boring. I like the red as well, but I feel like the grey will look better for a modern look. I’m entirely conflicted here and can’t make up my mind.
Help!! 😂😭
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2024.05.14 15:22 AdFlaky9112 Que opinan?

Contexto: Venía de una relación de más de un Año, a lo largo de la relación me descuide y dejé de hacer mis cosas por siempre estar con ella, cosa que obviamente no es sano, tenía muchos problemas (Todos los tenemos, pero me dejaba ganar de ellos), siento que ella vio esa debilidad, el caso, ella me terminó, me dio duro la primera semana, pero desde que empezó a comportarse horrible conmigo tome la decisión de ir al gimnasio y trabajar en mí, ella tiempo después se dio cuenta que estoy excelente sin ella, en ese tiempo de contacto 0 conocí a una chica, no busque ni impresionarla, ni conquistarla, solo hablar, salimos una vez, ella me invitó y la pasamos super bien, la deje ser y ella se desenvolvió muy bien conmigo, la llegué a considerar atractiva (A pesar de que mí Ex es más delgada y tiene un cuerpazo), Ahora, por un evento en común volví a tener contacto con mi Ex, hace unas semanas desearía que todo se diera otra vez, pero no es el momento, ahora mi Ex está totalmente arrepentida, dice que fue una tonta a no darme tiempo y que se arrepentía totalmente de darme la espalda, he salido con ella también pero no soy el mismo Niño enamorado de antes con ella, este fin de semana que pasó, la chica que conocí, hablé con ella y ella vino hasta mi casa a verme... (Vivimos literalmente lejos y ella vino), Tuvimos una cita muy linda, me sentí cómodo, pero no pasó nada en ese lugar, llegamos a su casa y me iba a disponer a dormir, pero nos quedamos la noche hablando y llego el punto en que nos besamos, el día siguiente la pasamos juntos en su casa y tuvimos una conexión especial, ya ahora es muy evidente que le gustó, y ella también me gusta algo (Sí estoy seguro que no es el mismo sentimiento que ella tiene hacia mí), en el transcurso del día le dije que no siempre iba a estar, ya que tengo tanto por hacer que no dejaré mis cosas de lado por ninguna Mujer, ella fue muy asertiva con eso
En conclusión:
Me encuentro en una encrucijada con dos Chicas, Una que me Ama y está totalmente arrepentida y una que esta despertando sentimientos hacia mí
Que tengo pensado?
No estar con ninguna de las dos por ahora, seguiré trabajando en mí y sanando, pero se que esa decisión la tendré que tomar en algún momento.
¿Que opinan?, ¿Que me aconsejan?
Los leo.
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2024.05.14 13:54 Smiley85241 Necesito ayuda para desarme de alguien (a.e)

Contexto: hace poco conocí a una chica con la cual yo no estaba seguro de lo que sentia, pero bueno cuando ya quisimos hacer las cosas, ella se fue con otro chico, al principio no entiendi porque lo hizo pero luego, me empezó a dar igual, hace 1 mes termino si relación con el otro chico y volvió escribiendome que quería arreglar las cosas luego, pero yo le dije que ya no había nada que arreglar y pues le dije que yo estaba saliendo con alguien aunque no era sierto, ella sigue insistiendo en que quiere arreglar las cosas y siempre que la bloqueo me escribe de otro número así que quiero devolverle el favor y pues quiero que ustedes le escriban y la molesten un rato, no quiero más problemas con ella, así que no quiero nada grave, gracias usuarios de reddit, adjunto el número de ella +1 (908) 708-7113.
Por favor nada de malas cosas por favor no quiero problemas
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2024.05.14 13:41 pandahunterz Mintos 50 euro cadeau bij inleg van 1000 euro

Mintos is een beleggingsplatform, waar je in obligaties, ETFs en leningen kan investeren.
De actie (loopt tot 31 mei): bij inleg van 1000 euro 50 euro gratis, + 1% bonus rendement. De 50 euro wordt binnen 2-3 dagen bijgeschreven. Als je in een "mintos core" portofolio belegt kan je ook gelijk je inleg weer opnemen (duurt uren tot een dag of 2). het advies is dan wel om iets meer in te leggen, bijvoorbeeld 1050 euro, om te zorgen dat ook daadwerkelijk aan de 1000 inleg wordt voldaan (het is een automated investor die bedragen van 50 euro of kleiner per lening inlegt, bij het verkopen worden deze leningen doorverkocht aan anderen die "mintos core" gebruiken)
De stappen: 1 maak een account aan via https://www.mintos.com/en/l/ref/H4H4KB 2 doorloop de "KYC" (identiteit verificatie met paspoort) 3 doorloop de quiz 4 leg het geld in en kies je investering 5 binnen 2-3 dagen krijg je je 50 euro bonus en kan je je geld weer opnemen als je het geld laat liggen, krijg je de eerste 3 maanden ook nog 1% extra bovenop het gemiddelde 9% rendement
De voorwaarden: https://www.mintos.com/en/mintos-referral-program/
bij vragen of onduidelijkheden stuur me gerust een berichtje
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2024.05.14 11:48 pasadopensado le buscó o mejor no remover el pasado?

Hola, publique este post anoche en esConversacion pero siento que aquí también encaja y me podéis aconsejar.
Hace unos años, en 2020 estaba con mi ex pareja, le llamaré Marcos (m 21 en aquella época y yo f 21), como estaba bastante aburrida por el tema del COVID, era ya después de la cuarentena, porque Marcos trabajaba y de por si yo no soy muy sociable...
Entonces, un conocido me metió en un servidor de discord con el que encaje bastante bien, sobretodo con otro hombre, le llamaré Raúl (m 26/27 si no recuerdo mal) que vivía en Alemania pero era de aquí, de España. Empezamos a hablar casi cada día desde la mañana hasta que me iba a clase (durante el verano hablábamos casi todo el día), estuvimos hablando cada día más de medio año... Nos reíamos mucho y teníamos bastante conexión y decidí poner un poco de distancia porque estaba con Marcos y sentía que estaba desarrollando sentimientos que no debía, y sentía que Raúl también por comparación a como hablaba a otras personas y a mí. Pero seguíamos hablando varias veces a la semana por llamada, y por mensaje un poco más. También me decía que en cuanto viniera a España, aunque fuer a su casa o Madrid vendría a verme a Cataluña... También nos felicitemos nuestros cumpleaños (yo a él con un texto un poco largo y él a mi con un audio de más de un minuto)
Resulta que al medio año de poner un poco de distancia, Marcos me dejó porque sentía cosas por otra chica.
Como seguía hablando con Raúl, le expliqué lo que había pasado y entonces cambió conmigo, prácticamente dejó de hablarme y me evitaba siempre, me dijo que no quería hablar conmigo por el momento en el que yo estaba... Fue algo que me dolió que quisiera cortar contacto, al poco me dejó de seguir en redes sociales y nunca supe lo que había pasado, del por qué de ese cambio tan repentino, porque aunque hubiera sentido cosas le consideraba una persona de confianza y un amigo porque llevábamos hablando 1 año, nos habíamos explicado intimidades y cosas que él o yo no le contábamos a cualquiera...
En fin, estoy contando esto porque hace poco vi un tweet diciendo que hay personas que nos marcan, y que siempre estarán en nuestra mente y Raúl es esa persona, hacía tiempo que no pensaba en él. Sé que han pasado años, pero debería buscarle y preguntarle que pasó? O es algo que ya no tiene importancia y mejor no remover nada? Otra opción es preguntarle a mi conocido que creo que todavía tiene contacto con Raúl.
Tampoco supe nunca si el sentimiento era mutuo o era solo cosa de mi cabeza y necesitaba eso para aislarme de mi vida ya que estaba en un mal momento, y Raúl me alegraba bastante el día.
No busco tener otra vez esa conexión con Raúl, estoy en otro momento de mi vida pero no sé si volver a olvidar el tema o hacer algo al respecto.
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2024.05.14 11:45 Professional-Put6302 FIRE advies gevraagd van de kenners!

Beste FIRE-genoten,
Ik heb (wellicht) jullie hulp nodig. Ik ben sinds korte tijd gestart met FIRE. Ik ben mij nu breed aan het oriënteren ben en zoekende naar de beste manietools.
Mijn doel is om met mijn 55e met ‘pensioen’ (dus over 25 jaar) te willen gaan en niet meer ‘verplicht’ te hoeven werken. Heel wellicht 1-2 dagen in de week voor de ‘fun’.
Ik ben van plan om over een jaar een huis te gaan kopen.
Aangezien ik van beroep ga switchen dien ik ook een bijbehorende studie te volgen (wordt volledig betaald en mijn salaris blijft voorlopig hetzelfde). Dus zodoende wacht ik nog even 1 jaar met het kopen van een huis.
Dit is mijn huidige situatie:
Mijn huidige uitgave patroon:
Ik heb al overwogen om mijn geld van de NIBC te stallen bij TradeRepublic en ik ben dus ook al gestart met indexbeleggen.
Hoe staan jullie tegenover mijn huidige situatie en waar zouden jullie verandering in brengen?
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2024.05.14 11:40 Dante_Nacogdoches Puedo verte

Siempre fui una persona bastante curiosa, me llamaban mucho la atención temas relacionados con el ocultismo y lo paranormal, así que cuando un amigo me contó esta historia rápidamente sentí el deseo de verificar si era cierta o no. Me explicó lo siguiente: “existe una página web llamada www.puedoverte.org, pero no resulta fácil encontrarla, se necesitan ciertos requisitos para ello. Debes estar completamente solo y únicamente podrás acceder durante la noche del jueves, a partir de las diez. Si lo consigues, encontrarás algo parecido a la entrada de un blog en la que se detalla todo lo que estás haciendo, como si te estuviesen observando”. Los requisitos no supusieron ningún problema, los cumplía todos. Vivía solo desde hacía varios años y que caiga la noche es algo inevitable, así que me limité a esperar.
La semana pasó rápido y en un abrir y cerrar de ojos llegó el jueves. Estuve todo el día mentalizándome de lo que iba a hacer, incluso busqué información en internet pero no encontré nada interesante más allá de lo que ya me habían contado. Hice algo de tiempo hasta la noche y a eso de las diez y media fui a mi habitación y me preparé. Seguí todas las indicaciones que me fueron dadas: apagué las luces, encendí el ordenador y abrí el navegador. Me llevó cinco intentos poder acceder al sitio web, pero finalmente, cuando ya lo daba todo por perdido empezó a cargar una página. El diseño era bastante simple, un fondo completamente negro y ninguna imagen. Efectivamente, pude ver una entrada cuyo título era “puedo verte”. En dicha entrada alguien se presentaba de una manera que, aunque resultaba un tanto inquietante, era bastante cordial. “Buenas noches querido visitante. Quiero que sepas, que puedo verte”. No acababa de convencerme lo que estaba viendo, claro que esa sensación de incredulidad y escepticismo no tardó en desvanecerse. Otro pequeño párrafo apareció en la entrada. “No me crees, ¿verdad? Tienes una ventana bastante grande al lado de tu escritorio.” Algo sorprendido, miré por la ventana pero no logré ver nada fuera de lo ordinario. Podía ver mi coche aparcado, una pareja sentada en un banco y una chica paseando a su perro. No exagero cuando digo que estuve unos 20 minutos mirando por la ventana, pero por más que buscara no encontraba nada. No había nadie que resultara sospechoso.
Mi atención volvió a centrarse en el blog, el cual añadió otro texto. “Si estuviera en tu situación no perdería el tiempo mirando por la ventana. ¿Has cerrado bien todas las puertas? ¿Y qué me dices de las ventanas? Sé que es verano y hace calor, pero, ¿crees que es seguro tener la ventana del comedor abierta en tu situación?” Ese aviso hizo que me quedase paralizado por un instante. Rápidamente salí de mi habitación y me dirigí al comedor. Efectivamente, la ventana estaba abierta, la cerré. Corrí el pestillo de la puerta de la entrada. Era tal el terror que sentía que cogí un cuchillo. Volví a la habitación, esta vez cerré la puerta y para sentirme más seguro bajé la persiana. Habían vuelto a escribir en el blog. “No creo que ese cuchillo te sea de utilidad.” Empezaba a cansarme, lo que sentía era una mezcla de miedo y rabia. ¡Me acerqué al monitor y grité “que te follen!”, me dispuse a cerrar la página pero me fue imposible. Por más que apretara el botón, no reaccionaba. Intenté salir de la página pero ni el ratón ni el teclado respondían. “Vamos, no te vayas tan rápido, todavía no ha empezado la diversión” me decía aquella persona que estaba tras el blog.
Desesperado, opté por la medida más simple, desconecté el ordenador de la corriente. En ese momento, el poco escepticismo que quedaba en mí desapareció por completo. El ordenador seguía encendido y habían vuelto a escribir en el blog. “Eso último me ha disgustado mucho. Tenía pensado acabar con esto por las buenas, pero veo que no será posible. Antes te he dicho que la mejor opción era cerrar puertas y ventanas, pero debo confesarte algo, el peligro no se encuentra fuera de esta casa, sino dentro”. El corazón me iba a mil por hora y casi me da un infarto cuando escuché que la puerta del armario, situado justo detrás de mí, se abría de golpe.
No quería girarme, no quería mirar lo que allí se ocultaba. La curiosidad me jugó una mala pasada. A través del rabillo del ojo vi como un cuerpo contorsionado cayó de dentro del armario. Poco a poco se empezó a incorporar. Aparté la mirada rápidamente, no quería verle la cara. No lo escuché moverse hacia mí, por alguna razón se quedó quieto. No podía dejar de llorar, la puerta se encontraba cerca del armario, si quería salir tenía que pasar por su lado. ¿Una áspera voz me dijo “no lo vas a intentar?” Se me erizaron todos los pelos del cuerpo, aquello me había leído la mente. Decidí arriesgarme, opté por darme la vuelta y salir corriendo hacia la puerta. Este fue mi mayor error. Al darme la vuelta estaba a escasos centímetros de mí, mirándome fijamente ¿Cómo pudo moverse tan rápido?… su cara, maldita sea, su cara… a día de hoy sigue provocándome pesadillas.
No recuerdo bien que pasó después, simplemente desperté en este extraño lugar. Creo que llevo aquí varios meses, quizá un año, no estoy seguro. Siempre está oscuro, no hay ninguna puerta, tampoco hay paredes, solo esta maldita oscuridad infinita. Nunca recibo visitas, pero eso no significa que no pueda comunicarme con el exterior. Verás, en este extraño lugar no hay nada salvo un ordenador, a veces, con un poco de suerte puedo hablar con algún que otro usuario que logra contactar conmigo. Quiero que sepas que puedo verte.
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2024.05.14 10:11 Chuck_Stuck Mal momento, apatía o vacío?

Hola :)
Creo que estoy viviendo un momento extraño de mi vida.
Básicamente, termine con una chica hace 2 años y de verdad siento que no la supero; Siempre que salgo con alguien suelen haber 3 escenarios (género una apatía y la termino, one night stand o se dan cuenta de que aún no la supero y terminamos) afortunadamente siempre ha sido en buenos términos ya que he sido directo en todo momento pero termino con un vacío después de eso que me hace sentir igual que al inicio.
Suelo trabajar desde casa y honestamente tengo mucho menos tiempo del que la gente cree y eso hace que priorice mi trabajo a una chica sin embargo creo que uso eso como excusa para ser distante además de verdad siento que no he conocido a nadie que me llene ni una cuarta parte de lo que ella lo hizo por ese mismo motivo con el tiempo generó una apatía y cuando acabó o acabamos con las cosas simplemente paso.
Siento que ella se llevó esa parte de mi que quería amar y todo eso… o solo estoy centrado en mi proceso.
Lo único que se es que ya no quiero lastimar a mas personas y también pasar la hoja.
(Decidí tomarme un tiempo de las apps de citas pero suelo regresar ya que no tengo un sitio físico donde conocer gente cotidianamente, al menos en esa connotación de ligar)
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2024.05.14 09:50 ORiley5150 Empecé a tratarla como amiga, ahora me cela por que me envió a la friendzone

Hola qué tal gente, me interesa mucho saber si alguien de aquí ha estado con una chica que después de haber intentado tener una relación, dijo que solo quería que fueran amigos, tengo una situación similar, pero aquí el caso es que yo empecé a tener algo romántico con ella y hace unos cuatro meses aproximadamente me dijo que quería una relación de amigos porque no quería algo serio, pero ahora la noto arrepentida de lo que me dijo en ese entonces, se enoja porque le digo wey y maneras de llamar a un buen amigo, no es solo eso si no que simplemente se empieza a incomodar y sentir mal cada que la menciono como amiga a la gente que llega preguntar a veces que si somos algo, yo soy el primero en decir que somos amigos, pero aunque soy consciente de que no está siendo algo serio que yo creo que ella quiera cambiar, ahora la veo bastante mal porque hace poco empecé a salir con una chica que en serio me gusta más de lo que ella me gustaba hace meses que nos conocimos, pero ahora ella a veces siento que me cela por esta otra chica, ayuda estoy en duda y quiero saber si alguien le ha pasado algo parecido
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2024.05.14 09:26 sam62mj no se que pasa conmigo

estoy en bachiller, el año pasado estuve en un colegio cristiano, la verdad la pase muy mal alla, nos ponían a bailar, cantar, más que tenia que estar allá las 6 de la mañana, soy católico, y esque pues no soy una persona así de hacer esas cosas, yo creo en dios le oro, hay veces que leo la biblia, ya casi no por lo que mantengo ocupado.
Ese colegio tenia muy malas instalaciones, el piso ers de semento, el baño quedaba en el salón, y los compañeros eran muy, ignorantes, no me llevaba bien con ninguno, y esque estábamos unidos, en mi país los grados son de primero hasta once, habían más grados pero eran grados de más pequeños, pues en mi grado habían 5 personas nada más y nos tuvieron que juntar con otro qué tenían 4 más, ahí estaba bien, pues solo una chica me caía bien, diría que todo iba bien cuando comenzó, de la nada las personas empezaron a cambiar, mis compañeros empezaron a agarrar confianza así como así, yo no se las di, como a mitad de periodo los viernes nos unían con grados inferiores, y esque tal vez por la edad, no se si sea, yo no me llevaba con ninguno de ellos, con una niña apenas pero ella tenía sus amigas y yo me quedaba solo, llego el día en el qué fuimos a reclamar nuestro boletín final donde aparecen nuestras últimas notas si ya pasamos el año o no.
Rogue demasiado para que me sacaran de ese colegio y esque a mi siempre me pusieron en colegios muy pequeños, entre a un nuevo colegio con la esperanza de que ya no se igual al de antes, pero todo fallo no se si es igual o peor.
El colegio en que estoy soy el único de mi grado, había más niños pero ellos eran ya de otro grado y eran de un grado superior como el último, once, me pusieron con ellos me puse muy feliz porque pensé que por fin conseguiría amigos, ellos eran muy amables, algunos, pero me caían bien todo iba bien hasta que luego, se fueron habían 5 chicos ellos se fueron todos, luego un día me dieron una clase solo, estas yo solo en el salón, después me juntaron con ellos me pareció muy triste que me esté pasando esto a mi, no me agradan mis compañeros, no se meten conmigo pero simplemente no me agradan, me quiero cambiar de colegio, pero tendría que comprar otro uniforme qué duro me parece esto,
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2024.05.14 08:53 CaroCasaresssss Ya no puedo pensar en sexo¿?

El jueves pasado tuve relaciones con una chica linda de la escuela, somos amigos pero ella me atrae bastante, no la amo ni nada sentimental, pero por algún motivo después de tener relaciones ya no pienso ni en sexo ni en porno ni en nada que se le asemeje y no sé porque. Les ha pasado?
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2024.05.14 08:50 Toronjil_o1 Soyyoelmalo/a por decir que fue traicion lo que me hizo mi mejor amigo?

Yo, mujer de 19 años cerca de los 20, conoci a mi mejor amigo, Javier, hombre de 19 años, cuando ambos teniamos 13 años, éramos compañeros de mesa pero nunca nos habíamos hablado hasta los últimos dias de clases, que fue donde yo me cambie de colegio. Siempre tuvimos una muy buena amistad, era mi mejor amigo sobre todas las cosas, me acompañó y apoyo en todas las cosas que hacia como yo con el, recuerdo que incluso salimos con la misma chica pero no nos afecto como amigos, lo presente a mi familia y muchos pensaron que era mi novio o nos gustabamos, nunca sucedió eso solo eramos amigos, mejores amigos.
En pandemia fue donde más fuerte se hizo nuestra amistad, jugábamos videojuegos todo el tiempo, estabamos hasta tarde haciendo llamadas por discord y riendo, muchos diran que esa epoca fue horrible por no poder salir pero de solo recordar los juegos y risas hasta tarde con mi mejor amigo fue lo mejor.
Todo empezo a “desmoronarse” cuando estuvimos en el ultimo año de colegio, era 2022 y ambos ibamos a escuelas distintas, habia una chica, pongamosle Laila, ella habia ido a la escuela con el y luego durante pandemia se cambio a mi escuela, era rara a decir verdad, Laila se integro a mi grupo de colegio y comenzo a absorberlos, no hablaba con nadie mas que no fueran ellos, una amiga la excuso diciendo “es muy timida”, “Laila es asi” y cosas por el estilo, yo sentia que ellos me estaban excluyendo pero nunca le di tanta importancia, pense que era algo mio.
Hasta que ella comenzo a mostrarme como era realmente, se enojaba conmigo sin razón alguna, me miraba feo o a veces ni me hablaba, en una fiesta estabamos todos bailando e ibamos a sacarnos una foto, Laila se alejo de donde estaba yo y se quedo cerca de otra amiga, le dijo que no queria estar cerca mio ya que estaba enojada conmigo, cuando estaba con mi grupo de amigos ella sacaba el tema de conversación en el que no estaba involucrada, excluyendome. Yo me quejaba de eso, obviamente, a veces le hablaba a mi mejor amigo, Javier de esas cosas y le contaba lo que sucedia y el me decia como “oh si, Laila es asi” “ella siempre hacia esas cosas, no le pongas tanta atencion” “no te desgastes con ella” y me sentia bien ya que sentia que alguien si me entendia, que el sabia lo pesadilla que era ella. Un dia en la escuela, en la tarde, iba llegando a clases cuando vi a todo mi grupo en las galerias (gradas) de la escuela, todos mirando el porton en donde estaba Laila con un chico, llegue a verlos y les pregunte que habia pasado a lo que ellos me responden que habian llamado a Laila diciendole que saliera, que ella salio tan rapido que les llego a asustar, mirando bien al chico este era el ex novio de Laila, ex novio que era compañero de clases y amigo de Javier, yo para sacar de las dudas le mande un mensaje preguntando que hacia el ex novio aqui. A lo que el me responde que Laila lo había llamado para sacarle celos al novio actual, a mi lado estaban dos amigas que habian leido el chat, quedo como algo para nosotras, no le dijimos a nadie del grupo (eramos 10), obviamente Laila llego diciendo que su ex la habia llamado para quedar, que la extrañaba y ella lo rechazo en todo momento, ya sabia la verdad asi que no le puse mucha atencion a lo que dijo.
Pasaron quizas dos dias cuando yo me acercaba a mi grupo a saludar y hablar cuando ella me ignoraba por completo, ya lo tomaba como algo normal, pero empezo a ser enserio cuando al grupo de amigos le comenzo a incomodar, me dijeron que Laila habia dicho que yo era una chismosa, que yo buscaba información para hacerla quedar mal e inventaba cosas, resulta que se entero que yo sabia la verdad sobre su ex, que Javier le habia dicho que el me dijo a mi.. Javier me vendio apenas ella le dijo.
Me cayo como agua fria, no solo porque el le dijo eso, si no que el sabia un monton de cosas por las cuales yo me quejaba de ella, cuantas cosas yo me desahogaba con el y el se las pudo haber dicho, no me interesaba lo que ella pensara de mi, que me dijera lo que quisiera no me importaba, me importaba mas pensar que mi mejor amigo me “traiciono” Yo le pregunté, claro que le pregunté ¿saben cual fue su respuesta? “Es que ella es muy linda y me gustaria tirar con ella” “no seria nada serio, solo un polvo” “es que es muy atractiva” Dios yo queria vomitar, queria llorar quería gritar, mi unico espacio seguro de ella se la queria tirar, mi unico lugar en donde me podia desestresar de su presencia se sentía atraído por Laila.
No nos hablamos por una semana y media, pense que estaba siendo exagerada y le volvi a hablar, no hubo perdon de ninguno, solo volvimos a la “normalidad”, normalidad entrecomillas ya que el seguía tirando comentarios como “tiene tremendas tetas” “solo me la tiraria y listo” ya no me sentia muy comoda pero no me quejaba, no me importaba.
Salimos de la escuela y el fue a la universidad, yo decidi darme un año sabático, pensar sobre una carrera, me meti en un preuniversitario para prepararme ¿y saben a quien me encuentro? A Laila, me quería matar, nuevamente yo como estúpida llendo a quejarme de ella con Javier, pense que el al estar lejos no seria problema. Pero para esta segunda traicion Laila no es la causante, lo era otra amiga que tiene conexion con Laila, digámosle Pati. (Tengo más historias con Laila por si alguno quiere saber lo pesadilla que era)
Pati fue novia de un chico durante todo el período escolar, desde los 13 años hasta los 18 años, 5 años de noviazgo, Pati era de nuestro grupo, como su novio, muchos pensamos que su relacion seguiria hasta mucho mas, una vez con otra amiga le preguntamos que pasaria si ella terminaba con su novio, le dijimos que estariamos para ella si eso pasara pero no nos contesto. A inicios de 2023 me entere por parte de Javier que ellos serian roomies, simplemente pense “oh que divertido” que algun dia los visitaria y haria un 2x1. Javier nunca me dio malas noticias ni nada por el estilo, solo me hablaba cosas graciosas que pasaban entre ellos.
Hasta que un dia mi mamá llega y me dice “vi a Pati con otro chico”, pense que no era cierto, que era imposible ya que nadie habia dicho nada, la verdad me daba vergüenza preguntarle a Pati directamente, no le habia hablado en meses y lo primero que le preguntaria es si habia terminado con su novio de la escuela, asi que recurri a mi fuente confiable que era Javier, me dijo que ellos habin terminado hace rato pero Pati no queria que nadie supiese. En este punto yo creo que estuve mal o lo redacte mal pero le dije “¿ni a mi?” Y en cuanto le dije eso me dijo “no, ni a ti, no vaya a ser que le digas a todos como con Laila”.
Me dolio, nunca habiamos sacado ese tema y que me lo dijera asi como asi fue doloroso, mi mente comenzo a pensar la misma inseguridad que antes, si el les conto algo mas, que si me traicionó nuevamente, todos piensan que soy un chismosa. No hablé mas de ese tema ni con el por un tiempo, hablabamos de otras cosas, nunca hubo una conversación seria solo éramos dos tontos riendo.
Cerca del cumpleaños de Javier se iba a estrenar una pelicula con la cual lo estuve molestando todo el año, mandándole tiktoks, videos, publicaciones, etc, sabiendo que estaba su cumpleaños cerca me organice para ir a celebrarlo, y de pasada ver la pelicula, en el pasado vi peliculas que solo el entendia asi que no pense que le molestaría. Le pregunté y me respondio con un “no me interesa, no me llama la atención la pelicula” todo mi panorama cayo, le dijo que no importaba que podriamos hacer otra cosa y me saco en cara, les digo la conversación.
El:No me llama la atención la pelicula Yo: ah, bueno ntp El: ademas tu no quisiste ir a ver rapidos y furiosos X conmigo. Yo: ¿que? Tu no me invitaste El: ¿acaso tu ibas a invitar? Yo: si El: porque en ese caso si voy
Me senti mal, como si solo fuera porque yo le pagaria, ningún otro interés, luego senti que estaba exagerando pero no volvi a hablar con el de la misma forma
Hasta que a finales de 2023 hicimos una junta de las chicas del grupo, hablandonos a todas incluyendo a Pati y Laila para juntarnos y tomarnos un cafe. Yo no le hable a Laila, ni loca, antes muerta, pero si le hable a Pati le pregunté si iria y me dijo que no, que estaba ocupada o no podia, no me acuerdo. Al final solo fuimos 4 chicas, sin Pati ni Laila. A la noche ocurrio algo raro, que fue donde Pati comenzo a soltar toda la sopa, diciendo que se sentía insegura, que sentia miedo, un monton de cosas que eran bastante personales que no dire aqui por respetarla pero entre esas cosas dijo algo que me llamo mucho la atención, que es que yo no le habia hablado a ella para preguntarle sobre su ruptura y le pregunté directamente a Javier, que ella sentia que estaba tratando su vida como un chisme.
Volvi a tener 17 años y estar frente a mi grupo diciendome que yo era una chismosa, que Javier era mi complice. Quize afrontarlo como una persona adulta y decirle la verdad, que me habia dado vergüenza hablarle después de tanto tiempo y lo primero que digo es sobre su ruptura, que su vida no era un chisme y le pedí perdon por no hablarle directamente, ya con todo resuelto le dije a Javier. Me sentis a dolida y traicionada, no le di tiempo siquiera a pensar, le dije que me dolia lo que me hizo, que no era la primera vez, ya era la segunda que me dejaba mal, que con tal de estar con una chica era capaz de venderme.
El no se quedo atrás obviamente, tambien me dijo cosas, cosas que ya habia escuchado de Laila, que a mi no se me podia confiar nada, que siempre lo decia, que era una chismosa. Le dije que hasta ahi, que no queria hablarle mas ni verlo mas. No quedo nada despues de eso, no le hable ni lo vi mas.
O eso crei porque quede en la universidad que esta en la misma ciudad donde estudia el, y no solo eso, vivimos por el mismo sector, tambien mi mala suerte magistral que Laila esta en mi misma carrera y universidad que yo. Volviendo con el tema de Javier, a veces lo veo, caminando solo o el esta con amigos, aun lo tengo en Instagram, no fue un contacto cero, lo veo en el terminal de buses ya que ambos somos foráneos y en mi mente pasan las mil y un cosas que vivi con el, que desperdicie 6 años de amistad por inseguridades, le conte todo esto a mi facuamiga y ella dice que quizas debamos hablarlo, que estoy siendo exagerada, mi mamá tambien piensa lo mismo pero luego le pregunto a mi prima que estuvo conmigo en todas y me dice que no lo estoy siendo, pero aun asi mi mente me hace pensar que soy la mala, que soy solo exagerada… por eso recurro a desconocidos por internet ¿Soy yo la mala?¿Soy una exagerada o realmente fue una traicion?
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