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2024.05.14 17:30 AuthenticDreamer13 Difference between self study and work (motivation help pls!)
Hi there! Wondering if anyone else has any good tried and tested techniques for combatting issues with not feeling academic/ self imposed work is important but paid work is fine?
For context, when I can bring myself to write essays on time my work is generally a 2.1 for university but I have been getting a lot of late deductions on marks because I simply don't see it as 'important enough'. This is frustrating to me as I study a humanities subject so it should be relatively straightforward to just write a couple of good level academic essays per term if I just gave myself sufficient time to do so.
However, in contrast, in work environments I am a lot better at writing/ editing etc. I have found every part time job really easy to hold down, I almost over work because something about being paid and just the motivation of teamwork aspect sometimes as well makes almost every job pretty doable for me. This has ranged from secretarial admin work, proofreading, academic tutoring (the irony!) and hospitality work.
What I would really like to do when I graduate is get into to journalism as well but that is proving impossible because I have the same approach to written journalism as to academic essays. I have plenty of ideas, can spend ages thinking over the right plan, doing the reading etc. on every assignment or article I think about but completing and knuckling down to the writing process unless I'm genuinely in an office environment or studying with other people is so difficult. So this year I have 2.2 grades because of late assignment hand ins and about 5 finished articles written because I half write everything.
I will admit my major is perhaps not my first interest. I am 2 years into a degree that is my second attempt at uni and even then I was incredibly indecisive. I was originally a French student but got discouraged during Covid so dropped off that course. Some times I do think if I'd continued with that course I would be more enthusiastic because I still do practice French on my own today and I'm writing my dissertation on French politics because it's an area of interest for me.
How does everyone get motivation to do tasks that can't be completed in one fowl swoop, especially without just getting obsessed with the subject? Any advice really welcome. I really don't want to graduate with a 2.2. just off poor time management.
For extra context, I am not formally diagnosed yet. I am the process of it and when I do, I am considering trying medication to see if that would help... Was convinced for a while I just had bad anxiety that stopped me from working well and peak in high school until it was pointed out to me recently how much my interest and time management problems align with ADHD.
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For context, when I can bring myself to write essays on time my work is generally a 2.1 for university but I have been getting a lot of late deductions on marks because I simply don't see it as 'important enough'. This is frustrating to me as I study a humanities subject so it should be relatively straightforward to just write a couple of good level academic essays per term if I just gave myself sufficient time to do so.
However, in contrast, in work environments I am a lot better at writing/ editing etc. I have found every part time job really easy to hold down, I almost over work because something about being paid and just the motivation of teamwork aspect sometimes as well makes almost every job pretty doable for me. This has ranged from secretarial admin work, proofreading, academic tutoring (the irony!) and hospitality work.
What I would really like to do when I graduate is get into to journalism as well but that is proving impossible because I have the same approach to written journalism as to academic essays. I have plenty of ideas, can spend ages thinking over the right plan, doing the reading etc. on every assignment or article I think about but completing and knuckling down to the writing process unless I'm genuinely in an office environment or studying with other people is so difficult. So this year I have 2.2 grades because of late assignment hand ins and about 5 finished articles written because I half write everything.
I will admit my major is perhaps not my first interest. I am 2 years into a degree that is my second attempt at uni and even then I was incredibly indecisive. I was originally a French student but got discouraged during Covid so dropped off that course. Some times I do think if I'd continued with that course I would be more enthusiastic because I still do practice French on my own today and I'm writing my dissertation on French politics because it's an area of interest for me.
How does everyone get motivation to do tasks that can't be completed in one fowl swoop, especially without just getting obsessed with the subject? Any advice really welcome. I really don't want to graduate with a 2.2. just off poor time management.
For extra context, I am not formally diagnosed yet. I am the process of it and when I do, I am considering trying medication to see if that would help... Was convinced for a while I just had bad anxiety that stopped me from working well and peak in high school until it was pointed out to me recently how much my interest and time management problems align with ADHD.
2024.05.14 17:28 Purple_Paramedic420 i just cant get myself to focus.
hi im 15(nearly 16)f and i have my GCSES. i am going to be a bricklayer so all i need is maths and english above grade 4. I know im going to pass english but I struggle with maths. My first math gcse is in 2 days and i cant get myself to focus (i have adhd and i am under assessment for autism). I have missed so many years of school due to covid and my own behaviour (influenced by how my home life was at the time, i am now in a better situation). I have something on tomorrow so ill have no time to revise, so i have to today but i just CANT FOCUS. Its really stressing me out because i cant focus. If anyone has tips PLEASE share i need to revise so bad.
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2024.05.14 17:20 AdventurousSeeker192 Element79 Is Mapping the Path to High-Grade Operations (CSE:ELEM, OTC:ELMGF)
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Element79 (CSE: ELEM) (OTC: ELMGF) (FSE: 7YS0), a prominent player in the mining industry, is redefining the gold and silver market with its robust portfolio and innovative strategies. With its focus primarily on gold and silver, Element79 stands as a beacon in the mining industry, committed to delivering impressive results while adhering to the highest environmental and social standards. This article sheds light on Element79’s journey, its flagship projects, recent developments, and future prospects. https://preview.redd.it/2bw6ie9ure0d1.png?width=977&format=png&auto=webp&s=21cdd7bea13eb35e0d455b039992e7589af5a4f8 About Element79 Element79 (CSE: ELEM) (OTC: ELMGF) (FSE: 7YS0), a leading figure in the mining industry, has established itself as a pioneer in responsible mining practices. Its commitment to sustainable development and strategic acquisitions highlight Element79’s dedication to maximizing shareholder value. The company’s impressive portfolio features two flagship projects, the Lucero Property in Peru and the Maverick Springs Project in Nevada, both of which exhibit significant potential for high-grade operations. Lucero Property: The Goldmine in Peru Nestled in Arequipa, Peru, the Lucero Property is a high-grade gold and silver mine that stands as one of Element79’s flagship projects. With a rich history and immense potential for future development, Lucero is a testament to Element79’s commitment to mining excellence. Historically, the Lucero mine boasted impressive grades, with an average of 19.0g/t Au Equivalent (Au Eq) during its five years of production ending in 2005. Recent assays from underground workings in March 2023 have further validated the potential for a significant high-grade future operation. These assays yielded up to 11.7 ounces per ton of gold and 247 ounces per ton of silver, indicating a promising future for high-grade operations. https://preview.redd.it/gr3pmv5rse0d1.png?width=977&format=png&auto=webp&s=10b6b3e0838a808d26d52920ac768c7de7407ba2 Additional Assay Results Element79 Gold Corp. (CSE: ELEM) (OTC: ELMGF) (FSE: 7YS0) unveils additional findings from its recent underground and surface sampling efforts at the Lucero property, the cornerstone of its endeavors. James Tworek, CEO of Element79, underscores the significance of these results: “This data isn’t just promising; it’s pivotal. It forms the bedrock upon which we build our future at Lucero.” Out of 97 samples analyzed, 56 returned notable gold grades, with peaks at 8.55 g/t gold and 523 g/t silver, as shown in Table 1. Additionally, high concentrations of base metals were detected, affirming the project’s richness and reinforcing the Company’s confidence in its resource potential. These assay results serve dual purposes for Element79. Firstly, they lay the groundwork for resource development and future mine planning, marking essential milestones in the project’s evaluation process. Secondly, this data will steer the Company’s 2024 drill program, informed by comprehensive 3D modeling of geology and historic mine workings. This approach aims for precision and efficiency, utilizing a wealth of data including historical records dating back to 2005, current geochemistry data, underground mapping, and geophysical surveys. Tworek emphasizes the significance of this data in guiding future exploration efforts: “It delineates areas of economic strength and directs our focus for ore extraction, leveraging both past data and current findings.” Maverick Springs Project: A Silver Lining in Nevada Another gem in Element79’s portfolio is the Maverick Springs Project, located in the renowned gold mining district of northeastern Nevada, USA. With its proximity to the prolific Carlin Trend, Maverick Springs presents an exciting opportunity for Element79. The project is a silver-rich sediment/carbonate-hosted deposit, similar to the renowned silver-rich epithermal deposits found in Nevada. https://preview.redd.it/yfm8vpfzse0d1.png?width=977&format=png&auto=webp&s=ebd81bb32ac88335c0f8ea953e53c93f03eecd13 Elevating Community Relations In its ongoing commitment to community engagement, Element79 (CSE: ELEM) (OTC: ELMGF) (FSE: 7YS0) orchestrated a strategic meeting with artisanal miners from Lomas Doradas. The goal? To cultivate collaborative ties, ensuring mutual support as the Company embarks on exploration efforts on surface land. Seeking exclusive agreements, Element79 aims for a unified approach to mineral extraction and sales, benefitting both parties. In a bid to solidify this partnership, Element79 proposed draft contracts. These agreements outline a decade-long surface access arrangement for exploration at the Lucero mine site, reciprocated by granting local miners access to defined locations for their operations. Additionally, Element79 pledges to facilitate optimal market pricing for Lomas Doradas’ ore, ensuring a steady revenue stream for both sides. In March, Element79’s swift response to a landslide in Chachas exemplified its dedication to community assistance. The team provided vital support, aiding in the transfer of stranded community members until roads were cleared. Embracing local traditions, Element79’s (CSE: ELEM) (OTC: ELMGF) (FSE: 7YS0) community relations team joined in a traditional Water Ceremony alongside local authorities and leaders. This culturally rich event, steeped in Chachas tradition, underscores the Company’s commitment to meaningful engagement and integration. Throughout the year, Element79’s engagement in social awareness remains steadfast. Site visits and consultations with annex leaders bolster community support for ongoing exploration efforts. The Company advocates for a progressive approach, aligning with sustainable development goals and community interests. Conclusion Element79’s (CSE: ELEM) (OTC: ELMGF) (FSE: 7YS0) commitment to responsible mining practices, coupled with its robust portfolio, positions it as a leader in the mining industry. The company’s dedication to sustainable development, strategic acquisitions, and community relations exemplify its commitment to maximizing shareholder value. As Element79 continues its exploration and development efforts, it remains steadfast in its commitment to responsible and sustainable mining practices. By leveraging its expertise and strategic acquisitions, Element79 is well-positioned to deliver value to its shareholders while contributing to the responsible development of the mining industry. |
2024.05.14 17:20 AdventurousSeeker192 Element79 Is Mapping the Path to High-Grade Operations (CSE:ELEM, OTC:ELMGF)
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Element79 (CSE: ELEM) (OTC: ELMGF) (FSE: 7YS0), a prominent player in the mining industry, is redefining the gold and silver market with its robust portfolio and innovative strategies. With its focus primarily on gold and silver, Element79 stands as a beacon in the mining industry, committed to delivering impressive results while adhering to the highest environmental and social standards. This article sheds light on Element79’s journey, its flagship projects, recent developments, and future prospects. https://preview.redd.it/3vdst9wsre0d1.png?width=977&format=png&auto=webp&s=da8aea7f887579d88a4b0892a197e7210d4acc2c About Element79 Element79 (CSE: ELEM) (OTC: ELMGF) (FSE: 7YS0), a leading figure in the mining industry, has established itself as a pioneer in responsible mining practices. Its commitment to sustainable development and strategic acquisitions highlight Element79’s dedication to maximizing shareholder value. The company’s impressive portfolio features two flagship projects, the Lucero Property in Peru and the Maverick Springs Project in Nevada, both of which exhibit significant potential for high-grade operations. Lucero Property: The Goldmine in Peru Nestled in Arequipa, Peru, the Lucero Property is a high-grade gold and silver mine that stands as one of Element79’s flagship projects. With a rich history and immense potential for future development, Lucero is a testament to Element79’s commitment to mining excellence. Historically, the Lucero mine boasted impressive grades, with an average of 19.0g/t Au Equivalent (Au Eq) during its five years of production ending in 2005. Recent assays from underground workings in March 2023 have further validated the potential for a significant high-grade future operation. These assays yielded up to 11.7 ounces per ton of gold and 247 ounces per ton of silver, indicating a promising future for high-grade operations. https://preview.redd.it/8cysaqdmse0d1.png?width=977&format=png&auto=webp&s=7756efaf47b4d87d5eca194ee0dfac43d645410b Additional Assay Results Element79 Gold Corp. (CSE: ELEM) (OTC: ELMGF) (FSE: 7YS0) unveils additional findings from its recent underground and surface sampling efforts at the Lucero property, the cornerstone of its endeavors. James Tworek, CEO of Element79, underscores the significance of these results: “This data isn’t just promising; it’s pivotal. It forms the bedrock upon which we build our future at Lucero.” Out of 97 samples analyzed, 56 returned notable gold grades, with peaks at 8.55 g/t gold and 523 g/t silver, as shown in Table 1. Additionally, high concentrations of base metals were detected, affirming the project’s richness and reinforcing the Company’s confidence in its resource potential. These assay results serve dual purposes for Element79. Firstly, they lay the groundwork for resource development and future mine planning, marking essential milestones in the project’s evaluation process. Secondly, this data will steer the Company’s 2024 drill program, informed by comprehensive 3D modeling of geology and historic mine workings. This approach aims for precision and efficiency, utilizing a wealth of data including historical records dating back to 2005, current geochemistry data, underground mapping, and geophysical surveys. Tworek emphasizes the significance of this data in guiding future exploration efforts: “It delineates areas of economic strength and directs our focus for ore extraction, leveraging both past data and current findings.” Maverick Springs Project: A Silver Lining in Nevada Another gem in Element79’s portfolio is the Maverick Springs Project, located in the renowned gold mining district of northeastern Nevada, USA. With its proximity to the prolific Carlin Trend, Maverick Springs presents an exciting opportunity for Element79. The project is a silver-rich sediment/carbonate-hosted deposit, similar to the renowned silver-rich epithermal deposits found in Nevada. https://preview.redd.it/2k51cmxxse0d1.png?width=977&format=png&auto=webp&s=3470ff4372b44db51dc87ac84fb456c33ab1c11a Elevating Community Relations In its ongoing commitment to community engagement, Element79 (CSE: ELEM) (OTC: ELMGF) (FSE: 7YS0) orchestrated a strategic meeting with artisanal miners from Lomas Doradas. The goal? To cultivate collaborative ties, ensuring mutual support as the Company embarks on exploration efforts on surface land. Seeking exclusive agreements, Element79 aims for a unified approach to mineral extraction and sales, benefitting both parties. In a bid to solidify this partnership, Element79 proposed draft contracts. These agreements outline a decade-long surface access arrangement for exploration at the Lucero mine site, reciprocated by granting local miners access to defined locations for their operations. Additionally, Element79 pledges to facilitate optimal market pricing for Lomas Doradas’ ore, ensuring a steady revenue stream for both sides. In March, Element79’s swift response to a landslide in Chachas exemplified its dedication to community assistance. The team provided vital support, aiding in the transfer of stranded community members until roads were cleared. Embracing local traditions, Element79’s (CSE: ELEM) (OTC: ELMGF) (FSE: 7YS0) community relations team joined in a traditional Water Ceremony alongside local authorities and leaders. This culturally rich event, steeped in Chachas tradition, underscores the Company’s commitment to meaningful engagement and integration. Throughout the year, Element79’s engagement in social awareness remains steadfast. Site visits and consultations with annex leaders bolster community support for ongoing exploration efforts. The Company advocates for a progressive approach, aligning with sustainable development goals and community interests. Conclusion Element79’s (CSE: ELEM) (OTC: ELMGF) (FSE: 7YS0) commitment to responsible mining practices, coupled with its robust portfolio, positions it as a leader in the mining industry. The company’s dedication to sustainable development, strategic acquisitions, and community relations exemplify its commitment to maximizing shareholder value. As Element79 continues its exploration and development efforts, it remains steadfast in its commitment to responsible and sustainable mining practices. By leveraging its expertise and strategic acquisitions, Element79 is well-positioned to deliver value to its shareholders while contributing to the responsible development of the mining industry. |
2024.05.14 17:20 Khan628 Efficacy of plastic water bottle adaptor to help flush pepper spray out of people's eyes
 | Current iteration in use submitted by Khan628 to 3Dprinting [link] [comments] Current iteration Sorry if the formatting is weird or anything, this is my first time posting to reddit. The gist of the question is in the title, I'm currently working on an easy to print adaptor for plastic water bottles to help flush pepper spray out of people's eyes in the field. I was wondering if anyone has experience with dealing with pepper spray and if they had any tips/recommendations based on how my design currently looks/functions. The adaptor takes about 15-20g of filament to print and has two holes to help direct water into both eyes at the same time while avoiding washing additional pepper spray into your eyes. I was inspired to make something like this seeing people pour water onto peoples faces which just brings irritants from their forehead down into their eyes. I already am printing a second iteration with a more narrow angle between the streams since with this one you need to butt the end of the adaptor to the bridge of your nose to get it to work semi well. There is also two nubs on the side if you want to use two hands, one to hold the adaptor in place and the other to crush the water bottle. Specifically I was wondering if it seems like the water pressure and flow are enough to actually help or if I should further modify the design. Right now there is a 4mm diameter hole which splits off in a Y shape to two 2mm diameter holes. I understand that 3D prints are not medical grade equipment and are almost impossible to properly disinfect due to the layer lines, this is more of an emergency solution for people who do not have any other options. Thanks for any answers in advanced. |
2024.05.14 17:13 staycgirls730721 How Do I Tell My PI I Want Out Of His Group
Hi Everyone, Right after I graduated with my Bachelors in Chemical Engineering, I directly entered into grad school, starting a Master's degree in the same university I did my undergraduate studies at. I (22F) am now completing the first year of my M.Sc program.
The summer after I graduated, I was visiting different professors to ask if I could intern in their labs for the summer time. One professor got back to me and told me to just start a Masters program and join his group in the fall. He didn't bother looking at my grades, or my recommendation letters, he didn't try assessing if I was ready for grad school (I wasn't). The program is free.
He was working on an artificial heart pump, and at the time I was vaguely interested in biomedical engineering. I said yes to his offer because I had no plan and I thought it was a good idea (not a good idea).
This professors main focus and area of expertise is mechanics, not necessarily biomedical device engineering/design. So that project he had focused on the pumping mechanism. To be clear he is the director of the mechanical engineering department at my university.
The first semester I chose to audit some classes because I lived very far from university and had personal things going on. The professor attributed my absence to me being a bad student. He would often make comments on my lack of presence (he expects grad students to be at the lab like a 9-5, which i learned eventually is normal). PI knew about my personal circumstances but was not accommodating. In the second semester (now), I improved slightly, would send in my weekly research reports, but focused more on my classes than the research because I didn't like the topic of my research.
Fast forward to now, I am taking three courses. I realized through them that I would rather pursue something with more science, more biology because I know more about those topics. I thought I could get into automation engineering, but the prof did not help me learn what knowledge is needed, what courses I should be doing, and I only wish he did because when I joined his group, I was 21 at the time and I did not have my passion/area of interest developed. I took on the insulin pump as my foundation to what could be my thesis, but I have no joy learning about pumping mechanisms. Also the lab group environment was the worst, no one made an effort to speak to me, I made efforts to interact with them but they like to keep to themselves, im pretty sure its because I am not a man. And I think they view me as less than because my background is not mech engineering (all of them are).
Right now (22), I am scared, because I do know in my heart that I do not want to stay in his group but that also means I need to find another one to join (which already sounds difficult). I know I want to leave because I generally hate being in that lab and when I would I feel so unhappy. And I havent even started the work on my thesis. I learned alot from my experience in the lab, I learned that I do not want to stay there. I learned that my prof is an expert, but not an expert enough to guide a beginner like me into a field I dont have any background in. My friend in the lab says to stick it out and make it work because other labs wont be better. But I disagree, and I feel like the experience should not be this bad.
Ive been feeling this way for months but I could not muster the courage to make a decision and I was trying to make it work, so my PI has no idea, he probably thinks Im just being a bad student, but it feels like Im making a huge life decision.
I havent been at the lab for two weeks, and I need to tell my PI whats going on, how should i go about this? Grad school is difficult and I could use some advice.
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The summer after I graduated, I was visiting different professors to ask if I could intern in their labs for the summer time. One professor got back to me and told me to just start a Masters program and join his group in the fall. He didn't bother looking at my grades, or my recommendation letters, he didn't try assessing if I was ready for grad school (I wasn't). The program is free.
He was working on an artificial heart pump, and at the time I was vaguely interested in biomedical engineering. I said yes to his offer because I had no plan and I thought it was a good idea (not a good idea).
This professors main focus and area of expertise is mechanics, not necessarily biomedical device engineering/design. So that project he had focused on the pumping mechanism. To be clear he is the director of the mechanical engineering department at my university.
The first semester I chose to audit some classes because I lived very far from university and had personal things going on. The professor attributed my absence to me being a bad student. He would often make comments on my lack of presence (he expects grad students to be at the lab like a 9-5, which i learned eventually is normal). PI knew about my personal circumstances but was not accommodating. In the second semester (now), I improved slightly, would send in my weekly research reports, but focused more on my classes than the research because I didn't like the topic of my research.
Fast forward to now, I am taking three courses. I realized through them that I would rather pursue something with more science, more biology because I know more about those topics. I thought I could get into automation engineering, but the prof did not help me learn what knowledge is needed, what courses I should be doing, and I only wish he did because when I joined his group, I was 21 at the time and I did not have my passion/area of interest developed. I took on the insulin pump as my foundation to what could be my thesis, but I have no joy learning about pumping mechanisms. Also the lab group environment was the worst, no one made an effort to speak to me, I made efforts to interact with them but they like to keep to themselves, im pretty sure its because I am not a man. And I think they view me as less than because my background is not mech engineering (all of them are).
Right now (22), I am scared, because I do know in my heart that I do not want to stay in his group but that also means I need to find another one to join (which already sounds difficult). I know I want to leave because I generally hate being in that lab and when I would I feel so unhappy. And I havent even started the work on my thesis. I learned alot from my experience in the lab, I learned that I do not want to stay there. I learned that my prof is an expert, but not an expert enough to guide a beginner like me into a field I dont have any background in. My friend in the lab says to stick it out and make it work because other labs wont be better. But I disagree, and I feel like the experience should not be this bad.
Ive been feeling this way for months but I could not muster the courage to make a decision and I was trying to make it work, so my PI has no idea, he probably thinks Im just being a bad student, but it feels like Im making a huge life decision.
I havent been at the lab for two weeks, and I need to tell my PI whats going on, how should i go about this? Grad school is difficult and I could use some advice.
2024.05.14 17:13 kyle-inator Switching to P/NP after the deadline??
Who could I reach out to for help with this? I am taking BIMM 134 cancer bio for fun, but I bombed the first exam and our scores didn’t come out till last night, however the deadline to switch to P/NP was Friday. It’s really important I maintain my GPA for my med school app, so getting a bad grade in a class im taking for fun would stink!
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2024.05.14 17:12 ChemicalOdd6914 How me and my old toxic friend became unfriends
Just so you know English isent my first language, I will not say any names or so I will just call the toxic friend the leter "i", I just wanted to get this off my chest. I have always been a girl who has always been there for people and trysting them without knowing them, "i"and I backame friends in 4th grade, I was siting on the ground drawing on the school ground she came up to me and asked if I whanted to play i said yes ofc because I thought she be nice i was sadly wrong, She wasent toxic at the start but she was just hiding it, 2 weeks later i saw her real self, some girls wanted to play with me alone and I ofc said yes because I wanted more friends, I stood up and was about to go to them when "i" stoped me she then said that we were playing, the other girls then smiled and walked away, I looket at het and she then hit me hard, she said that was my lesing for not staring with her, just so you all know she didn't hit me on the face she hit me on my back, Everytime i did somfing that she didn't like I whoud get hit, and after a wile i got hit everyday, I told teachers bur no one believed me, "i" was also smart at hiding stuff and lying, everyday she also said stuff to me that made me deprest and got anxiety, She used to say im ugly and no one cared and that I shoud lose waigt, sometimes she also said I shoud just end it all, she lied to everyone about me too people belived her over me, everything i told her she spreed around school, years gose by and my parents see that she is hurtig me, how you maybe wondering, I told them and shower them my back, my back was red btw, my parents tried speaking to the school no one believed us, after a wile we went to secret schools in 8th grade hit, but I was still friends with het, sadly she knew were i lived she whoud come everyday to play and also hot me and make my depresion bad at that time every time someone raised there hand at me i whoud get all scered and take my hands infront off me, luckaly I got new friends that believed me, I also started geting panic attacks in public, and even stoppet eating for a wile and stuff, I also almost ended or all luckaly I didn't, She then started spredning lies about me to friends and even my hole school, meny people belive her, luackaly meny people have seen her true colors too, then one day she said I was mean and she didn't want to be friends with me, I pretended to be sad bit i was happy, 5 months later she asked to be friends again ahe said she had changed, I sadly believed her and we'll it all started again one year later i bl8cked her for good, sadly she still spreeds lies about me she has a tiktok acount were she spreeds lies about me people belive it still i will not say who we are incase she sees this but I just whanted to share this with people, I still struggle alot and still have lots off depresion and anxiety also still gets panic attacks but that's life for me igess... Now im in 11th grade and have it beter then I had with "i"...
(There wil be no more updaits) unless somfing hapends
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2024.05.14 17:12 Creepy_Bend2688 I'm sick to absolute death of being completely alone in the universe
I'm going to try my best to make a tldr version of this because I keep getting the "something went wrong" error and can not find any advice as to fixing it. Everybody just talks about the app which I dont even freaking use or desktop and I'm getting more and more distressed. I hope im allowed to post the original more detailed version in the comments, maybe
I'm an autistic 20 something adult that lives in a small town and has only ever lived in places that have nowhere to go that would justify leaving the house. Most of my life i lived in a tiny little village (yes VILLAGE) of six hundred residents or less. It has a bank, a post office and a bar and grill that only takes cash. I did not know any families that had kids my age that lived there (if they ever even existed lol) and even if i did its not like i could have just left the house of my own volition and walked there.
Thankfully, the small town i moved into in 2021 is a big upgrade, but it is still so void of anywhere that can be a social gathering for people (ESPECIALLY young people) that even the program made for disabled people here admitted there was fuck all they could do to help me get into the community.
But ever since i was pulled from mainstream in person school after the third grade due to mistreatment from both teachers and students, the only friends i have had are purely online. I love my online friends deeply but it is not the same as face to face sharing the same experiences together. I also want to have a girlfriend and eventually a wife someday (being a lesbian in a conservative place complicates matters greatly but at least my parents accept me fully) but like having real life friends, this is impossible because there is no way for me to find someone like that in the first place
Anyway this is the part thats really embarassing and why I'm hiding being a throwaway. For as long as i can remember i have been using imaginary friends to cope with the void in my heart. They change as i grow and change myself. I'm so deeply emotionally attached to them and am genuinely afraid to let them go. But i know i cant keep living like this forever. It is too painful. I even made myself a imaginary wife this way and im so in love w her that i am afraid to genuinely search for a mate.
Thats probably all i can post here, but mods if youre reading this, please let me know if i can add the full version in the comments because i think just this much is not enough information to fully explain what led me here. Thank you
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I'm an autistic 20 something adult that lives in a small town and has only ever lived in places that have nowhere to go that would justify leaving the house. Most of my life i lived in a tiny little village (yes VILLAGE) of six hundred residents or less. It has a bank, a post office and a bar and grill that only takes cash. I did not know any families that had kids my age that lived there (if they ever even existed lol) and even if i did its not like i could have just left the house of my own volition and walked there.
Thankfully, the small town i moved into in 2021 is a big upgrade, but it is still so void of anywhere that can be a social gathering for people (ESPECIALLY young people) that even the program made for disabled people here admitted there was fuck all they could do to help me get into the community.
But ever since i was pulled from mainstream in person school after the third grade due to mistreatment from both teachers and students, the only friends i have had are purely online. I love my online friends deeply but it is not the same as face to face sharing the same experiences together. I also want to have a girlfriend and eventually a wife someday (being a lesbian in a conservative place complicates matters greatly but at least my parents accept me fully) but like having real life friends, this is impossible because there is no way for me to find someone like that in the first place
Anyway this is the part thats really embarassing and why I'm hiding being a throwaway. For as long as i can remember i have been using imaginary friends to cope with the void in my heart. They change as i grow and change myself. I'm so deeply emotionally attached to them and am genuinely afraid to let them go. But i know i cant keep living like this forever. It is too painful. I even made myself a imaginary wife this way and im so in love w her that i am afraid to genuinely search for a mate.
Thats probably all i can post here, but mods if youre reading this, please let me know if i can add the full version in the comments because i think just this much is not enough information to fully explain what led me here. Thank you
2024.05.14 17:10 Accomplished-Case-84 Am I trans or gay? Please give your childhood experiences that helped you know.
I am a closeted gay boy (16) in highschool with homophobic friends who I am really close with and don't want then to drop me. As a kid my expierences werent like having a crush on a guy but were more like doing feminine things. I have had this thing where I would get turned on my trans women and crossdressers, not because they were attracted but because I wanted to crossdress.
The first accurance of this happening was when I was like in 1st grade where I had the family Ipad and I searched men with lipstick and got like euphoria from it.
Later in 4th grade I was more femme than Inhave ever been. I used to dress in my mothers dresses and my sister litteraly would help me wear her dresses (thank god she doesnt remember that). I would grow my hair out long and all these things gave me the euphoric affect.
In 6th grade I am surprised how no one thought I was gay. It was around the time of vsco girls and they used to wear scrunchies around their rists so I thought if I did that it would be super feminine. Some girl would give them to me because she had a crush on me but I would wear them and act superrrrr gay but would hide them outside of school. There was also a gay kid in our school and I would ask him a lot of questions.
During quartine I discovered drag and became obsessed but after a while I would surpress the thought of drag and me trying to crossdress because I was trying to be straight. Then when we went back to school from quarantine I changed to look a lot more masculine, started getting into football, and made all my homophobic friends. There was also a time where my mom saw me following a bunch of drag queens and told me that if my friends saw this they would treat me differently but I told her it was a hacker and she believed it.
During high school would go in and out of phases where I would be gay one week and straight the next. I would always deny myself that I could be gay until this school year (10th grade) on my birthday and I was in my room before school looking at men on instagram I told myself I can't control it and just fully realized that I was gay.
A little off topic but this spring I had been liking a lot of posts of naked men on instagram and my mon has my account and she for some reason checked the likes. She confronted me once seeing the likes and said that I should not like things like that and that if i was gay she would support me but I just said ok. My mom now knows but respects me by not talking about it. I am at a place where I don't care as much and if I were asked by a stranger I would say I was gay.
I would really like an answer or just an idea. thanks
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The first accurance of this happening was when I was like in 1st grade where I had the family Ipad and I searched men with lipstick and got like euphoria from it.
Later in 4th grade I was more femme than Inhave ever been. I used to dress in my mothers dresses and my sister litteraly would help me wear her dresses (thank god she doesnt remember that). I would grow my hair out long and all these things gave me the euphoric affect.
In 6th grade I am surprised how no one thought I was gay. It was around the time of vsco girls and they used to wear scrunchies around their rists so I thought if I did that it would be super feminine. Some girl would give them to me because she had a crush on me but I would wear them and act superrrrr gay but would hide them outside of school. There was also a gay kid in our school and I would ask him a lot of questions.
During quartine I discovered drag and became obsessed but after a while I would surpress the thought of drag and me trying to crossdress because I was trying to be straight. Then when we went back to school from quarantine I changed to look a lot more masculine, started getting into football, and made all my homophobic friends. There was also a time where my mom saw me following a bunch of drag queens and told me that if my friends saw this they would treat me differently but I told her it was a hacker and she believed it.
During high school would go in and out of phases where I would be gay one week and straight the next. I would always deny myself that I could be gay until this school year (10th grade) on my birthday and I was in my room before school looking at men on instagram I told myself I can't control it and just fully realized that I was gay.
A little off topic but this spring I had been liking a lot of posts of naked men on instagram and my mon has my account and she for some reason checked the likes. She confronted me once seeing the likes and said that I should not like things like that and that if i was gay she would support me but I just said ok. My mom now knows but respects me by not talking about it. I am at a place where I don't care as much and if I were asked by a stranger I would say I was gay.
I would really like an answer or just an idea. thanks
2024.05.14 17:10 Beautiful-Emu1269 Need a new job so bad. Kw
I live in Kitchener, close to fairview mall. I’m looking for a new job that will actually give me the hours I need 😭I’ve been working at a grocery store here in Kitchener (not gunna name it cause i’m paranoid) since August 2022. I used to work 15-30 hours a week when i first started, even during highschool (grade 12, currently gap year). Now on my gap year I get like ZERO hours. 1 shift a week, 6.5hrs a week. I just don’t get it at all and other coworkers get more and they’re all new and I’ve been working here longer then them and basically trained them too😔 anyways i need help finding a job. I’ve had a couple interviews from indeed but they all didn’t go well so 😆anyways i’m trying to save for a car and save for school coming up in september and i have no idea how imma get the money. I will work at any fast food restaurants (except mcdonald’s cause i worked there before), retail, yardwork (i have experience in landscaping!), warehouse jobs, etc. I will work as many jobs as i need to!
I also make art and want to sell some of my pieces so if anyone know where i can put out my art in Kitchener?!
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I also make art and want to sell some of my pieces so if anyone know where i can put out my art in Kitchener?!
2024.05.14 17:09 staycgirls730721 How Do I Tell My PI I Want To Leave His Group
Hi Everyone, Right after I graduated with my Bachelors in Chemical Engineering, I directly entered into grad school, starting a Master's degree in the same university I did my undergraduate studies at. I (22F) am now completing the first year of my M.Sc program.
The summer after I graduated, I was visiting different professors to ask if I could intern in their labs for the summer time. One professor got back to me and told me to just start a Masters program and join his group in the fall. He didn't bother looking at my grades, or my recommendation letters, he didn't try assessing if I was ready for grad school (I wasn't). The program is free.
He was working on an artificial heart pump, and at the time I was vaguely interested in biomedical engineering. I said yes to his offer because I had no plan and I thought it was a good idea (not a good idea).
This professors main focus and area of expertise is mechanics, not necessarily biomedical device engineering/design. So that project he had focused on the pumping mechanism. To be clear he is the director of the mechanical engineering department at my university.
The first semester I chose to audit some classes because I lived very far from university and had personal things going on. The professor attributed my absence to me being a bad student. He would often make comments on my lack of presence (he expects grad students to be at the lab like a 9-5, which i learned eventually is normal). PI knew about my personal circumstances but was not accommodating. In the second semester (now), I improved slightly, would send in my weekly research reports, but focused more on my classes than the research because I didn't like the topic of my research.
Fast forward to now, I am taking three courses. I realized through them that I would rather pursue something with more science, more biology because I know more about those topics. I thought I could get into automation engineering, but the prof did not help me learn what knowledge is needed, what courses I should be doing, and I only wish he did because when I joined his group, I was 21 at the time and I did not have my passion/area of interest developed. I took on the insulin pump as my foundation to what could be my thesis, but I have no joy learning about pumping mechanisms. Also the lab group environment was the worst, no one made an effort to speak to me, I made efforts to interact with them but they like to keep to themselves, im pretty sure its because I am not a man. And I think they view me as less than because my background is not mech engineering (all of them are).
Right now (22), I am scared, because I do know in my heart that I do not want to stay in his group but that also means I need to find another one to join (which already sounds difficult). I know I want to leave because I generally hate being in that lab and when I would I feel so unhappy. And I havent even started the work on my thesis. I learned alot from my experience in the lab, I learned that I do not want to stay there. I learned that my prof is an expert, but not an expert enough to guide a beginner like me into a field I dont have any background in. My friend in the lab says to stick it out and make it work because other labs wont be better. But I disagree, and I feel like the experience should not be this bad.
Ive been feeling this way for months but I could not muster the courage to make a decision and I was trying to make it work, so my PI has no idea, he probably thinks Im just being a bad student, but it feels like Im making a huge life decision.
I havent been at the lab for two weeks, and I need to tell my PI whats going on, how should i go about this? Grad school is difficult and I could use some advice.
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The summer after I graduated, I was visiting different professors to ask if I could intern in their labs for the summer time. One professor got back to me and told me to just start a Masters program and join his group in the fall. He didn't bother looking at my grades, or my recommendation letters, he didn't try assessing if I was ready for grad school (I wasn't). The program is free.
He was working on an artificial heart pump, and at the time I was vaguely interested in biomedical engineering. I said yes to his offer because I had no plan and I thought it was a good idea (not a good idea).
This professors main focus and area of expertise is mechanics, not necessarily biomedical device engineering/design. So that project he had focused on the pumping mechanism. To be clear he is the director of the mechanical engineering department at my university.
The first semester I chose to audit some classes because I lived very far from university and had personal things going on. The professor attributed my absence to me being a bad student. He would often make comments on my lack of presence (he expects grad students to be at the lab like a 9-5, which i learned eventually is normal). PI knew about my personal circumstances but was not accommodating. In the second semester (now), I improved slightly, would send in my weekly research reports, but focused more on my classes than the research because I didn't like the topic of my research.
Fast forward to now, I am taking three courses. I realized through them that I would rather pursue something with more science, more biology because I know more about those topics. I thought I could get into automation engineering, but the prof did not help me learn what knowledge is needed, what courses I should be doing, and I only wish he did because when I joined his group, I was 21 at the time and I did not have my passion/area of interest developed. I took on the insulin pump as my foundation to what could be my thesis, but I have no joy learning about pumping mechanisms. Also the lab group environment was the worst, no one made an effort to speak to me, I made efforts to interact with them but they like to keep to themselves, im pretty sure its because I am not a man. And I think they view me as less than because my background is not mech engineering (all of them are).
Right now (22), I am scared, because I do know in my heart that I do not want to stay in his group but that also means I need to find another one to join (which already sounds difficult). I know I want to leave because I generally hate being in that lab and when I would I feel so unhappy. And I havent even started the work on my thesis. I learned alot from my experience in the lab, I learned that I do not want to stay there. I learned that my prof is an expert, but not an expert enough to guide a beginner like me into a field I dont have any background in. My friend in the lab says to stick it out and make it work because other labs wont be better. But I disagree, and I feel like the experience should not be this bad.
Ive been feeling this way for months but I could not muster the courage to make a decision and I was trying to make it work, so my PI has no idea, he probably thinks Im just being a bad student, but it feels like Im making a huge life decision.
I havent been at the lab for two weeks, and I need to tell my PI whats going on, how should i go about this? Grad school is difficult and I could use some advice.
2024.05.14 17:08 Awkward-Student-3408 very lost college student
i (19f) just finished my first year of college. i’m not at a college i wanted to get into, and i was hoping it would work out for the best and i would end up loving my school, but i don’t. i haven’t found anyone here that i’ve felt a genuine connection with, and i’ve tried out different extracurriculars but haven’t found anything i’m passionate about. i don’t go to frats or parties, partially bc i have no one to go with. i get along with my roommate but she doesn’t like to go out. i hate staying in every single weekend. i miss my friends who go to different schools. overall, i feel empty and aimless every day. the only thing i had going for me was my grades. i’m at this university with honors and a lot of scholarship money, and i finished the first semester with a 4.0. but in the last few weeks of this semester i had a really hard time psychologically. my mental state torpedoed and with it my academic performance. (i don’t have any diagnosis but this is not the first time i’ve had an “episode” like this where i just can’t function like i should.) i tanked a couple finals and ended with a B+ in one class (luckily a class that doesn’t matter, i just took it out of interest) and a C in another (a core class for my major). as a female STEM student i feel so much pressure to do well. i feel even worse b/c this is an “easy” school. i had terrible imposter syndrome even when my grades were perfect, and i can’t even begin to process this failure. i just want to stop everything in my life. i want to leave school and figure things out. i know i need serious mental help (i wont get into all the details here but its bad). i feel like i’m not smart enough to get this degree, and i dont even know what career i want. i want a career that feels meaningful, but i just dont know what that means in the tech field. i dont want to be a programmer for some soulless company. and the way i tanked my grades this semester, i dont even feel like i could. i desperately want to transfer schools but i dont even feel like i can do that. no other school would be anywhere near as affordable as this one, and with a C on my transcript i dont feel like i could even get in anywhere better. it feels ungrateful to say i want to leave, but i do. i feel like such a failure for being here in the first place. when i was younger i had such high hopes for what college i would go to. i feel like i’ve failed my younger self in every way. i just want to stop everything and recalibrate. i want to take a break from school and see a mental health professional. but telling my parents i need help is beyond daunting. i naturally direct these problems inward. it’s catching up to me. i want to clarify that i know im very lucky to be where i am. i have nothing to complain about and im way better off than so many people in the world right now. i know the problem is inside myself. i think i need advice on how to fix myself so that i can get in control of my life. i feel very lost and hopeless, and im scared that i will always be my own greatest obstacle in life. i don’t know how to get mental help, and i don’t know if its a bad idea to take a break from school after next year. im scared to fall behind. sorry for the long rant and thank you for reading.
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2024.05.14 17:08 strawberrypencil345 my parents have given up on me
i am a student and i have opted for ap maths, ap chem, ap phy and computer science (idk im stupid) and i haven't been scoring good since my junior year. i wanted to opt for these subjects since i was in middle school and now since two fucking years i haven't been able to achieve shit. I barely passed in junior year and im so thankful i did cause then i would have to opt for something else but this made me realise that am i not suited for these subjects or what?
i was my dream to become a qualified software engineer and get into a prestigious ivy league but i haven't been able to get even the passing percentage? since senior year started, my first exam went so horrible, i failed in 3 subjects out of 5??
my parents are the most supportive people i have ever known, they support my rights and wrongs and they supported me throughout my junior year when iw as not getting the bare minimum, but now, they are totally totally fed up of me and i am fed up of myself. I have everything i need, all the necessities, all the luxuries but somehow, i procrastinate and overthink about my non existent social life which makes my studies go extremely downhill tbh. I have lost my friend group over i dont know what and they just cutoff and didn't even talk to me after that. since like 4 months, i have been in this state of constant sadness, dull feeling which I can't get rid of and it's hurting me from the inside. i am not par tof the supposed 'popular' group and now i feel like a loner because i don't have anybody now.
My parents understood that and they tried to talk me out of it but I have severe attachment issues and i dont know what else to do.
I donot focus on my studies anymore, and tbh its not donot, its cannot. I cannot keep my focus and its so hard keeping focus when youre thinking about what all went down these past few months and its so hard.
I am not from a very wealthy background either and my parents having been struggling all their life, from their school to their jobs, and i really want to make them proud but with these grades, i don't even know if I am gonna pass senior year with a good cgpa.
about the title, today my parents came up to me and said that they have totally given up on me. whatever expectations they had are shattered and they donot think im even capable enough to get good marks even. I am so fucking disappointed of myself.
My family has high expectations from me as I am the eldest in the 2000's league and I have to set an example for my younger siblings. I really do want to do well for myself in the future, but now, i dont think its gonna happen.
I really donot know how to overcome procrastination and I have tried my best but I always get distracted somehow and its fucking irritating. I just want to have an excellent cgpa at the end of the year and right now, i have lost all hope from myself. I don't think im capable enough anymore.
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i was my dream to become a qualified software engineer and get into a prestigious ivy league but i haven't been able to get even the passing percentage? since senior year started, my first exam went so horrible, i failed in 3 subjects out of 5??
my parents are the most supportive people i have ever known, they support my rights and wrongs and they supported me throughout my junior year when iw as not getting the bare minimum, but now, they are totally totally fed up of me and i am fed up of myself. I have everything i need, all the necessities, all the luxuries but somehow, i procrastinate and overthink about my non existent social life which makes my studies go extremely downhill tbh. I have lost my friend group over i dont know what and they just cutoff and didn't even talk to me after that. since like 4 months, i have been in this state of constant sadness, dull feeling which I can't get rid of and it's hurting me from the inside. i am not par tof the supposed 'popular' group and now i feel like a loner because i don't have anybody now.
My parents understood that and they tried to talk me out of it but I have severe attachment issues and i dont know what else to do.
I donot focus on my studies anymore, and tbh its not donot, its cannot. I cannot keep my focus and its so hard keeping focus when youre thinking about what all went down these past few months and its so hard.
I am not from a very wealthy background either and my parents having been struggling all their life, from their school to their jobs, and i really want to make them proud but with these grades, i don't even know if I am gonna pass senior year with a good cgpa.
about the title, today my parents came up to me and said that they have totally given up on me. whatever expectations they had are shattered and they donot think im even capable enough to get good marks even. I am so fucking disappointed of myself.
My family has high expectations from me as I am the eldest in the 2000's league and I have to set an example for my younger siblings. I really do want to do well for myself in the future, but now, i dont think its gonna happen.
I really donot know how to overcome procrastination and I have tried my best but I always get distracted somehow and its fucking irritating. I just want to have an excellent cgpa at the end of the year and right now, i have lost all hope from myself. I don't think im capable enough anymore.
2024.05.14 17:08 Ill-Policy-1536 My 15 year history with Sublime with Rome
2007, I was 10 and would turn 11 later in the year. My sister’s boyfriend was over the house a lot. He was a skater, Bam Margera type of guy who lived at the beach (albeit on the east coast) and would drive up on the weekends to see my sister. They used to listen to music on my sister’s stereo a lot. They would listen to a variety of music ranging from Grateful Dead to Staind to The Doors. However one CD would play a lot more than the others, the 1996 Sublime self titled album. She would listen to it with and without him and I would constantly hear “Wrong Way” and “Santeria” despite not knowing the title of the song or the artist. Fast forward to Summer of 2008, I was up way later than I should have been trying to remember the lyrics to “Santeria”. All I knew was “what I really wanna know, ah baby”. So I plugged that into Google and got a YouTube video for “Santeria”. From there I downloaded “Wrong Way”, “What I Got”, “Santeria”, and “Doin’ Time” onto my iPod and they were a good portion what I listened to for the rest of the summer. When my sister went to college I immediately ransacked her CD collection and downloaded 40oz, Robbin the Hood, and the Self titled.
Fast forward to early 2009, I’m still listening to Sublime almost daily. One day I’m online and I notice an article about Sublime reforming with an 18 year old named Rome Ramirez. I was very excited to see this band that I just discovered was coming back. Of course I was just excited when they changed the name to Sublime with Rome. Even as a kid I knew it was a good way of separating the two. A couple years pass and I’m not following the news on SWR until 2011 when I see they’re releasing new music on an album called “Yours Truly”. Here’s where SWR would have a knack for releasing music that coincided with major events in my life. I graduated grade school in 2011 and the soundtrack of that summer was “Yours Truly”, I would listen to every track on that album constantly. For Christmas that year I had my parents get me the physical CD. From 2011-2015 I made new friends in high school and was able to introduce a lot of them to both Sublime and Sublime with Rome.
“Sirens” came out the summer I graduated high school and almost everybody in my friend group was listening to it. I have very good memories of hearing “Wherever You Go” at the beach, driving at night with friends, and at parties. That same summer me and 3 others went to see SWR live (my first of 4 times) and it was a great experience to be able to hear the music I love played live.
“Blessings” came out the summer I graduated college and the lyrics to that album resonated with me more than the previous albums. Especially “Light On”. It was yet another summer that I was going through a life change while having new SWR music to accompany it.
Fast forward to 2023-2024, I’m now 27. The past year saw a bad breakup and a departure from a job that I really began to hate. I have not been in too many dark spots in my life, but this one required a little spiritual and emotional recovery. I can confidently say I am truly happy again. I’ve got another summer to look forward and yet again new SWR music to accompany me. This is the main reason I stick up for SWR and Rome as an individual. Their music is connected to major parts of my life. If you don’t like the music itself you’re free to bash it but I will never see the group as “hacks” as some people like to call them.
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Fast forward to early 2009, I’m still listening to Sublime almost daily. One day I’m online and I notice an article about Sublime reforming with an 18 year old named Rome Ramirez. I was very excited to see this band that I just discovered was coming back. Of course I was just excited when they changed the name to Sublime with Rome. Even as a kid I knew it was a good way of separating the two. A couple years pass and I’m not following the news on SWR until 2011 when I see they’re releasing new music on an album called “Yours Truly”. Here’s where SWR would have a knack for releasing music that coincided with major events in my life. I graduated grade school in 2011 and the soundtrack of that summer was “Yours Truly”, I would listen to every track on that album constantly. For Christmas that year I had my parents get me the physical CD. From 2011-2015 I made new friends in high school and was able to introduce a lot of them to both Sublime and Sublime with Rome.
“Sirens” came out the summer I graduated high school and almost everybody in my friend group was listening to it. I have very good memories of hearing “Wherever You Go” at the beach, driving at night with friends, and at parties. That same summer me and 3 others went to see SWR live (my first of 4 times) and it was a great experience to be able to hear the music I love played live.
“Blessings” came out the summer I graduated college and the lyrics to that album resonated with me more than the previous albums. Especially “Light On”. It was yet another summer that I was going through a life change while having new SWR music to accompany it.
Fast forward to 2023-2024, I’m now 27. The past year saw a bad breakup and a departure from a job that I really began to hate. I have not been in too many dark spots in my life, but this one required a little spiritual and emotional recovery. I can confidently say I am truly happy again. I’ve got another summer to look forward and yet again new SWR music to accompany me. This is the main reason I stick up for SWR and Rome as an individual. Their music is connected to major parts of my life. If you don’t like the music itself you’re free to bash it but I will never see the group as “hacks” as some people like to call them.
2024.05.14 17:07 Sherlock9211 I like a girl, need some tips!
Hey guys!
I like a girl since we were in class 6th!
Lambi story hai dosto, don't judge me!
She left school in 7th grade, just as I realized I liked her. Despite struggling academically, I unexpectedly came 2nd in 8th grade. I tried reaching out on Facebook and WhatsApp, but conversations were sparse. In 9th and 10th, I switched schools to an all-boys institution, where I found her on Facebook through mutual friends. Despite her limited activity, I maintained contact through Facebook and WhatsApp groups. Through Polytech and Btech, our communication sporadically continued. In my 4th year of Btech, we reconnected and began sharing topics, including collaborating on articles for my website. Despite our busy schedules, we stayed in touch, and she even used me as a professional reference during a job switch.
I kept talking to her, sometimes flirting, while also pursuing my passion for guitar and posting songs on Instagram. She would often ask for song recommendations and even requested songs dedicated to her. Additionally, she asked me to edit her videos, showing a growing level of trust and connection. She eventually moved to Pune for a job, and we remained in contact as she searched for accommodation, even engaging in video calls. When her company allowed remote work, she returned to town, sparking strong feelings in me.
Feeling like everything she said was a green light, I decided to confess my feelings. One day, while chatting on WhatsApp, she asked for a caption for her display picture, and in my nervousness, I opted for a light-hearted response instead of revealing my true feelings.
After that I asked her that I have a crust on someone! and want to tell her, will she like me!She asked me do you talk to her? I said yes. She said - daily baat hoti hai? I said - casually! jese tere se baat hoti hai! kabhi lagta hai hint hai kabhi nahi lagta! She said - 2-3 din cut off krke dekh and see her reaction I said - mai agar msg na kru to hafto tak uska msg na aae. She said - fir nahi hai kuch, agar wo like krti hai to she will message you chahe busy hi kyu na ho! and if you like her, tell her about your feelings.
And I saw that she deleted her photo for which she asked caption! I asked her why she said mind changed and not posting now!
Next day we are talking about games and she said to play truth and dare first ques she asked is who is your crust tell her name? I said - 'her name' she thought thatw as a joke and we move on!
Now after that I asked what are my chances if I ask my crush? She said - I don't know, and I don't who is your crush I said - you are She said - tu majak krra hai I said - mai majak kru karunga She said - no chances then😂.
That was the message and I broke down! It was midnight and it is light raining!
After that I tried to maintain the talk but it was not like before! Basically I have't said her clearly so that was a mistake of mine!
Now is been 2 years, we just casually talks in months! and last I messaged her is a year ago.
Now since I never go into any relation after that! The feeling are not that strong but I still kind of like her. sometime it feels I should tell her again and ask her out! and sometime I fear if she I really want her!
So what should I do? I am still confused and I might know what to do, but still have doubts!
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I like a girl since we were in class 6th!
Lambi story hai dosto, don't judge me!
She left school in 7th grade, just as I realized I liked her. Despite struggling academically, I unexpectedly came 2nd in 8th grade. I tried reaching out on Facebook and WhatsApp, but conversations were sparse. In 9th and 10th, I switched schools to an all-boys institution, where I found her on Facebook through mutual friends. Despite her limited activity, I maintained contact through Facebook and WhatsApp groups. Through Polytech and Btech, our communication sporadically continued. In my 4th year of Btech, we reconnected and began sharing topics, including collaborating on articles for my website. Despite our busy schedules, we stayed in touch, and she even used me as a professional reference during a job switch.
I kept talking to her, sometimes flirting, while also pursuing my passion for guitar and posting songs on Instagram. She would often ask for song recommendations and even requested songs dedicated to her. Additionally, she asked me to edit her videos, showing a growing level of trust and connection. She eventually moved to Pune for a job, and we remained in contact as she searched for accommodation, even engaging in video calls. When her company allowed remote work, she returned to town, sparking strong feelings in me.
Feeling like everything she said was a green light, I decided to confess my feelings. One day, while chatting on WhatsApp, she asked for a caption for her display picture, and in my nervousness, I opted for a light-hearted response instead of revealing my true feelings.
After that I asked her that I have a crust on someone! and want to tell her, will she like me!She asked me do you talk to her? I said yes. She said - daily baat hoti hai? I said - casually! jese tere se baat hoti hai! kabhi lagta hai hint hai kabhi nahi lagta! She said - 2-3 din cut off krke dekh and see her reaction I said - mai agar msg na kru to hafto tak uska msg na aae. She said - fir nahi hai kuch, agar wo like krti hai to she will message you chahe busy hi kyu na ho! and if you like her, tell her about your feelings.
And I saw that she deleted her photo for which she asked caption! I asked her why she said mind changed and not posting now!
Next day we are talking about games and she said to play truth and dare first ques she asked is who is your crust tell her name? I said - 'her name' she thought thatw as a joke and we move on!
Now after that I asked what are my chances if I ask my crush? She said - I don't know, and I don't who is your crush I said - you are She said - tu majak krra hai I said - mai majak kru karunga She said - no chances then😂.
That was the message and I broke down! It was midnight and it is light raining!
After that I tried to maintain the talk but it was not like before! Basically I have't said her clearly so that was a mistake of mine!
Now is been 2 years, we just casually talks in months! and last I messaged her is a year ago.
Now since I never go into any relation after that! The feeling are not that strong but I still kind of like her. sometime it feels I should tell her again and ask her out! and sometime I fear if she I really want her!
So what should I do? I am still confused and I might know what to do, but still have doubts!
2024.05.14 17:07 lemonsaint888 How long between first biopsy and MRI or next step?
(Posting on behalf of my mom)
My 70 year old mother just got her breast biopsy results back on Friday and it looks like she has IDC grade 2, DCIS grade 2 Today is Tuesday and she only just got a call back from her provider.
We have an appointment with the nearby highly regarded cancer hospital next Tuesday.
Does anyone know what the next step could be? Should we be advocating for an MRI?
How long did it take between your first set of results and the next step?
Thanks in advance, it has been a tough few days.
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My 70 year old mother just got her breast biopsy results back on Friday and it looks like she has IDC grade 2, DCIS grade 2 Today is Tuesday and she only just got a call back from her provider.
We have an appointment with the nearby highly regarded cancer hospital next Tuesday.
Does anyone know what the next step could be? Should we be advocating for an MRI?
How long did it take between your first set of results and the next step?
Thanks in advance, it has been a tough few days.
2024.05.14 17:06 cjutsuu Third year student. Don't know if I overreacted (vent ahead)
Just started my fourth week in an acute stroke/geriatric ward. I have to do 40 hours per week along with assignments worth 50% of my grade and an exam that's worth another 50%. I also have a part time admin job, because we don't get paid for nursing placements in my country. Financially I'm struggling but still able to get by with savings. Anyway, no complaints with any of that, it's hard and stressful, but I expected it to be. The one thing I didn't expect is my preceptor.
In the past, I've always had a good rapport with preceptors and felt very supported in my learning journey, and they would give me honest feedback that I always appreciated. But with my current one, I feel as though I am expected to know everything overnight and be perfect in every possible way because "you're in third year now". It's pushing me to do better, but today it just got overwhelming. While she was yet again condescendingly pointing out what I've done wrong with no commend on what I did do right, I basically told her how I felt a lot of pressure coming from all her micromanaging and how she never gives me the opportunity to correct my mistakes, and how instead I am immediately criticized for the things I do both wrong and right. I told her that I've lost confidence in my skills and that I was so tired of having to live up to whatever she expected me to be. She interrupts my handovers because I get neevous and stutter, she answers call bells while I am with another patient saying I should be answering all of them myself because she's only shadowing me, and that I should report to the TL directly without even needing to escalate care to her first because I am "technically already a nurse". Idk if any of that is valid but she seemed confident that she was saying the right things so I am now at a loss on what to do.
Before this placement, I haven't even stepped foot in a hospital for 6 months. I have also never been placed in an acute ward, always been in rehabilitation and only used to be 2-3 shifts a week. I had no control of any of these, just the way my university scheduled things, and my preceptor knows all of this. Not using my circumstances as an excuse, but it would honestly make my life 10 times easier if my preceptor could have just a little bit of understanding and patience. I know I get prompted a lot, but if she gave me just a little more time to think between her little ramblings then my train of thought wouldn't constantly get interrupted. I feel so stupid and incompetent as a nurse when I'm with her. I understand I have to face these kinds of situations and I have so much more to learn, but she makes me feel bad for not knowing things I've never encountered before, and it is so discouraging. I want to take this on as a challenge for me to overcome and grow, then apologise to her for "snapping" at her, but I also don't think we mesh well in general so a different preceptor would help me learn the same amount. I don't think it would be good for my record to do the latter though, so I'm honestly at a loss.
After my outburst, she backed off on the micromanaging and the shift went well, although very awkwardly. I'm kind of concerned she'd tell other nurses in the ward about my little outburst because I know she likes to gossip, but whatever. I'll take it as it comes, and tomorrow is another day.
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In the past, I've always had a good rapport with preceptors and felt very supported in my learning journey, and they would give me honest feedback that I always appreciated. But with my current one, I feel as though I am expected to know everything overnight and be perfect in every possible way because "you're in third year now". It's pushing me to do better, but today it just got overwhelming. While she was yet again condescendingly pointing out what I've done wrong with no commend on what I did do right, I basically told her how I felt a lot of pressure coming from all her micromanaging and how she never gives me the opportunity to correct my mistakes, and how instead I am immediately criticized for the things I do both wrong and right. I told her that I've lost confidence in my skills and that I was so tired of having to live up to whatever she expected me to be. She interrupts my handovers because I get neevous and stutter, she answers call bells while I am with another patient saying I should be answering all of them myself because she's only shadowing me, and that I should report to the TL directly without even needing to escalate care to her first because I am "technically already a nurse". Idk if any of that is valid but she seemed confident that she was saying the right things so I am now at a loss on what to do.
Before this placement, I haven't even stepped foot in a hospital for 6 months. I have also never been placed in an acute ward, always been in rehabilitation and only used to be 2-3 shifts a week. I had no control of any of these, just the way my university scheduled things, and my preceptor knows all of this. Not using my circumstances as an excuse, but it would honestly make my life 10 times easier if my preceptor could have just a little bit of understanding and patience. I know I get prompted a lot, but if she gave me just a little more time to think between her little ramblings then my train of thought wouldn't constantly get interrupted. I feel so stupid and incompetent as a nurse when I'm with her. I understand I have to face these kinds of situations and I have so much more to learn, but she makes me feel bad for not knowing things I've never encountered before, and it is so discouraging. I want to take this on as a challenge for me to overcome and grow, then apologise to her for "snapping" at her, but I also don't think we mesh well in general so a different preceptor would help me learn the same amount. I don't think it would be good for my record to do the latter though, so I'm honestly at a loss.
After my outburst, she backed off on the micromanaging and the shift went well, although very awkwardly. I'm kind of concerned she'd tell other nurses in the ward about my little outburst because I know she likes to gossip, but whatever. I'll take it as it comes, and tomorrow is another day.
2024.05.14 17:03 Accomplished-Case-84 Am I gay or trans? What childhood experiences let you know?
I am a closeted gay boy (16) in highschool with homophobic friends who I am really close with and don't want then to drop me. As a kid my expierences werent like having a crush on a guy but were more like doing feminine things. I have had this thing where I would get turned on my trans women and crossdressers, not because they were attracted but because I wanted to crossdress.
The first accurance of this happening was when I was like in 1st grade where I had the family Ipad and I searched men with lipstick and got like euphoria from it.
Later in 4th grade I was more femme than Inhave ever been. I used to dress in my mothers dresses and my sister litteraly would help me wear her dresses (thank god she doesnt remember that). I would grow my hair out long and all these things gave me the euphoric affect.
In 6th grade I am surprised how no one thought I was gay. It was around the time of vsco girls and they used to wear scrunchies around their rists so I thought if I did that it would be super feminine. Some girl would give them to me because she had a crush on me but I would wear them and act superrrrr gay but would hide them outside of school. There was also a gay kid in our school and I would ask him a lot of questions.
During quartine I discovered drag and became obsessed but after a while I would surpress the thought of drag and me trying to crossdress because I was trying to be straight. Then when we went back to school from quarantine I changed to look a lot more masculine, started getting into football, and made all my homophobic friends. There was also a time where my mom saw me following a bunch of drag queens and told me that if my friends saw this they would treat me differently but I told her it was a hacker and she believed it.
During high school would go in and out of phases where I would be gay one week and straight the next. I would always deny myself that I could be gay until this school year (10th grade) on my birthday and I was in my room before school looking at men on instagram I told myself I can't control it and just fully realized that I was gay.
A little off topic but this spring I had been liking a lot of posts of naked men on instagram and my mon has my account and she for some reason checked the likes. She confronted me once seeing the likes and said that I should not like things like that and that if i was gay she would support me but I just said ok. My mom now knows but respects me by not talking about it. I am at a place where I don't care as much and if I were asked by a stranger I would say I was gay.
I would really like an answer or just an idea. thanks
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The first accurance of this happening was when I was like in 1st grade where I had the family Ipad and I searched men with lipstick and got like euphoria from it.
Later in 4th grade I was more femme than Inhave ever been. I used to dress in my mothers dresses and my sister litteraly would help me wear her dresses (thank god she doesnt remember that). I would grow my hair out long and all these things gave me the euphoric affect.
In 6th grade I am surprised how no one thought I was gay. It was around the time of vsco girls and they used to wear scrunchies around their rists so I thought if I did that it would be super feminine. Some girl would give them to me because she had a crush on me but I would wear them and act superrrrr gay but would hide them outside of school. There was also a gay kid in our school and I would ask him a lot of questions.
During quartine I discovered drag and became obsessed but after a while I would surpress the thought of drag and me trying to crossdress because I was trying to be straight. Then when we went back to school from quarantine I changed to look a lot more masculine, started getting into football, and made all my homophobic friends. There was also a time where my mom saw me following a bunch of drag queens and told me that if my friends saw this they would treat me differently but I told her it was a hacker and she believed it.
During high school would go in and out of phases where I would be gay one week and straight the next. I would always deny myself that I could be gay until this school year (10th grade) on my birthday and I was in my room before school looking at men on instagram I told myself I can't control it and just fully realized that I was gay.
A little off topic but this spring I had been liking a lot of posts of naked men on instagram and my mon has my account and she for some reason checked the likes. She confronted me once seeing the likes and said that I should not like things like that and that if i was gay she would support me but I just said ok. My mom now knows but respects me by not talking about it. I am at a place where I don't care as much and if I were asked by a stranger I would say I was gay.
I would really like an answer or just an idea. thanks
2024.05.14 17:00 epiczail [US][H] NES, SNES, Gameboy(C/A/DS), N64, Gamecube, Genesis, Saturn, Sega CD, 32x, Dreamcast, PS1, Sealed games, etc[W] PayPal FF
Hi everyone, I'm getting rid of some items from my collection that I haven't used in a while/don't see myself ever playing. Everything is CIB unless noted. Shipping is free for anything over $25, otherwise it'll be $5. I am only taking FF. For consoles & larger items, I'll split shipping halfway.
I will be shipping via the cheapest method, if you would like a specific carrier or method of shipping, I can send a quote for the difference in cost.
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I will be shipping via the cheapest method, if you would like a specific carrier or method of shipping, I can send a quote for the difference in cost.
| Game | Info | Price |
|---|---|---|
| Consoles & Accessories | ||
| Genesis controllers | Various 3rd party, multitap, arcade stick | $5 |
| Genesis power cable | MK-2103 | $15 |
| Genesis RF Cable | $2 | |
| Dreamcast RF cable | $2 | |
| Sega CD Model 2 | loose with power cable | $150 |
| Sega CD Model 2 | CIB | $300 |
| Generic N64 USB Controller | $5 | |
| SNES | ||
| Actraiser | loose https://imgur.com/a/1qOugTW | $35 |
| Arkanoid | SEALED | $73 |
| Demon's Crest | loose | $155 |
| Demon's Crest | still has seal from blockbuster on https://imgur.com/a/SkWWcZ3 | $500 |
| Final Fantasy Mystic Quest | Mint | $105 |
| Incantaion | $510 | |
| Mega Man X | first print | $125 |
| Robocop vs Terminator | $115 | |
| Super Metroid | First print, Includes poster https://imgur.com/a/HFmsDM1 | $330 |
| Xardion | loose | $35 |
| Zombies Ate My Neighbors | $108 | |
| N64 | ||
| Crusin USA | loose | $15 |
| Diddy Kong Racing | loose | $30 |
| Diddy Kong Racing | $95 | |
| Ogre Battle 64 | loose | $98 |
| Resident Evil 2 | $130 | |
| Star Fox 64 | tear on front of box, no rumble or insert | $62 |
| Tony Hawk Pro Skater | loose | $12 |
| Gameboy & GBC | ||
| Adventure Island II | loose | $25 |
| The Flash | $70 | |
| Interstellar Assault | loose | $35 |
| James Bond 007 | $70 | |
| Woody Woodpecker | Graded 9.0 A+ | $295 |
| Gameboy Advance | ||
| Castlevania Double Pack | Graded 8.5 A+ | $400 |
| Final Fantasy I & II Dawn of Souls | Missing cart holder https://imgur.com/a/beVqX9X | $48 |
| Mario Tennis Power Tour | SEALED | $120 |
| Mega Man Battle Network 4 Blue Moon | no cart holder https://imgur.com/a/wT3aBYu | $95 |
| Mega Man Battle Network 4 Red Sun | $98 | |
| Mega Man Zero 2 | $95 | |
| Ninja Five-O | loose, label damage https://imgur.com/a/81gCA0b | $325 |
| Rebelstar Tactical Command | SEALED | $89 |
| Sonic Advance 3 | $77 | |
| DS | ||
| Ace Attorney Apollo Justice | SEALED | $105 |
| Bleach the 3rd Phantom | SEALED https://imgur.com/a/ZZi8Wb6 | $150 |
| Chibi Robo: Park Patrol | SEALED | $95 |
| Children of Mana | SEALED | $75 |
| Chrono Trigger | loose https://imgur.com/a/hxKCrOR | $73 |
| Chrono Trigger | CIB | $120 |
| Dragon Quest IX | loose | $36 |
| Magicians Quest | Loose | $140 |
| Mario & Luigi: Bowsers Inside Story | SEALED https://imgur.com/a/1GoouU3 | $60 |
| Mario & Luigi Partners in Time | SEALED | $140 |
| Mega Man Battle Network 5 Double Team | Graded 85+ | $200 |
| Monster Tale | SEALED https://imgur.com/a/yMlHxGf | $100 |
| Pokemon Conquest | loose | $62 |
| Pokemon Conquest | $105 | |
| Pokemon Soulsilver | loose | $122so |
| Sonic Colors | SEALED https://imgur.com/a/Hcukcvz | $40 |
| Zelda: Spirit Tracks | Loose | $55 |
| 3DS | ||
| 3DS & DS lot Battle of Giants Dragons, Brain Age, Brain Age 2, Club Penguin Herberts Revenge, Flash Focus, LEGO Batman 2, Ninja Turtles, Puzzle Quest, Sonic Colors, Touchmaster 2 | All loose | $43 |
| Gamecube | ||
| Phantasy Star Online Episode I&II Plus | $190 | |
| Pokemon Colosseum | loose | $127 |
| Ribbit King | no manual | $160 |
| Spawn: Armageddon | SEALED | $87 |
| Super Mario Sunshine | loose https://imgur.com/a/LnzMttT | $30 |
| Viewtiful Joe | SEALED | $100 |
| Viewtiful Joe 2 | SEALED | $80 |
| Zelda Collector's Edition | https://imgur.com/a/n2cr9Fx | $66 |
| Wii | ||
| Kirby’s Epic Yarn | SEALED https://imgur.com/a/v0L7KL5 | $35 |
| No More Heroes 2 | SEALED | $32 |
| Resident Evil 4 | SEALED | $35 |
| Resident Evil Darkside Chronicles | https://imgur.com/a/L9fp8v2 | $35 |
| Resident Evil Umbrella Chronicles | no manual, https://imgur.com/a/L9fp8v2 | $9 |
| Rune Factory Frontier | $35 | |
| Master System | ||
| Miracle Warriors | $48 | |
| Genesis | ||
| LOT 1, Earthworm Jim, Garfield caught in the act, Krustys fun house, monopoly | all loose, some have label wear https://imgur.com/a/xDt7jtC | $30 |
| LOT 2, College Football USA 97, NBA Live 96, World Series Baseball 95 | All CIB | $25 |
| Arcus Odyssey | No Manual | $155 |
| Batman | no manual | $90 |
| Battletoads Double Dragon | Loose | $22 |
| Bimini Run | No manual | $35 |
| Captain America | no manual | $45 |
| Contra Hard Corps | No manual | $98 |
| Crusader of Centy | loose, former rental, super glue on back screws | $445 |
| Double Dragon 3 | loose | $12 |
| Eternal Champions | loose | $6 |
| Fire Shark | No manual | $58 |
| Ghouls N Ghosts | No manual | $60 |
| Gunstar Heroes | no manual https://imgur.com/a/Tg7fYyP | $120 |
| Jeopardy | SEALED | $30 |
| Landstalker | Loose, sharpie on label | $24 |
| The Lost Vikings | SEALED, cart is loose | $180 |
| Mega Turrican | no manual | $140 |
| Pac-Mania | $26 | |
| Predator 2 | $60 | |
| The Punisher | $350 | |
| Red Zone | No manual | $63 |
| Robocop vs Terminator | no manual | $55 |
| Shadow Dancer Secret of Shinobi | no manual | $48 |
| Shining force II | $150 | |
| Spider-Man X-Men Arcade's Revenge | $24 | |
| Sonic the Hedgehog | $30 | |
| Sunset Riders | no manual | $90 |
| Time Killers | no manual | $125 |
| Toki Going Ape Spit | no manual | $56 |
| Ultimate Qix | No Manual | $55 |
| Zombies Ate My Neighbors | no manual | $42 |
| Zombies Ate My Neighbors | loose | $21 |
| Sega CD | ||
| Adventures of Willy Beamish | loose | $10 |
| Bram Stoker's Dracula | Manual only has cover https://imgur.com/a/Fo4IyXY | $10 |
| Dungeon Master II Skullkeep | $40 | |
| Ecco The Dolphin | $35 | |
| Ground Zero Texas | $16 | |
| Joe Montana's NFL Football | $6 | |
| Lunar the Silver Star | https://imgur.com/a/lh9n8Lt | $200 |
| Midnight Raiders | loose | $9 |
| Mighty Morphin Power Rangers | $24 | |
| Mighty Morphin Power Rangers | Graded 8.5 A+ | $220 |
| NHL 94 | loose | $5 |
| Novastorm | $140 | |
| Robo Aleste | No manual | $106 |
| Sewer Shark | loose | $5 |
| Stellar Fire | loose | $7 |
| Supreme Warrior | SEALED | $100 |
| Vay | Some wear on manual & case https://imgur.com/a/f3Bgb3v | $120 |
| 32x | ||
| Kolibri | No Manual | $220 |
| Night Trap | $100 | |
| Saturn | ||
| Enemy Zero | Generic disc sleeves https://imgur.com/a/yyV6NNg | $155 |
| Panzer Dragoon | $73 | |
| Panzer Dragoon II Zwei | loose https://imgur.com/a/MJ2jhw5 | $47 |
| Dreamcast | ||
| Gameshark CDX | loose | $4 |
| D+vine[Luv] | disc & manual | $2 |
| Illbleed | SEALED | $420 |
| Industrial Spy: Operation Espionage | SEALED | $125 |
| Maken X | SEALED | $70 |
| Marvel vs Capcom | loose | $54 |
| Marvel vs Capcom 2 | loose | $110 |
| Q*Bert | SEALED | $40 |
| Sports Jam | SEALED | $70 |
| Star Wars Demolition | SEALED | $50 |
| PS1 | ||
| The Adventures of Lomax | $210 | |
| Alundra | loose | $64 |
| Alundra 2 | $40 | |
| Beyond the Beyond | $50 | |
| Bloody Roar 2 | loose | $30 |
| Breath of Fire IV | loose | $56 |
| Castlevania Symphony of the Night | loose | $70 |
| Contra Legacy of War | $20 | |
| Dino Crisis 2 | loose | $59 |
| Doom | longbox | $72 |
| Einhander | Loose | $85 |
| Elemenetal Gearbolt | https://imgur.com/a/EuSfZYc | $225 |
| Evil Zone | loose | $20 |
| Fear Effect | No manual https://imgur.com/a/rUqjVfW | $25 |
| Fighter Maker | SEALED | $55 |
| Final Fantasy Tactics | loose | $15 |
| Final Fantasy VII | GH https://imgur.com/a/Wj98fSs | $38 |
| Final Fantasy VIII | SEALED (GH) | $60 |
| Hellboy Asylum Seeker | SEALED | $125 |
| Kartia | loose | $35 |
| Koudelka | SEALED, https://imgur.com/a/1NNkrll | $430 |
| Lunar Silver Star Story | loose, game discs | $60 |
| Lunar 2 Eternal Blue | Case, 4 discs, & map | $120 |
| Master of Monsters | SEALED | $70 |
| MDK | $19 | |
| Mega Man X6 | SEALED, black label | $115 |
| Mortal Kombat Trilogy | loose | $25 |
| Parasite Eve 2 | https://imgur.com/a/B189quy | $112 |
| Persona 2 Eternal Punishment | No bonus disc | $350 |
| Point Blank 3 | SEALED | $80 |
| Raiden Project | loose | $23 |
| Rascal | SEALED, some wear | $38 |
| Resident Evil 2 | loose | $30 |
| Resident Evil 2 | $49 | |
| Star Ocean The Second Story | No manual | $40 |
| Strider 2 | both discs, loose | $62 |
| Super Puzzle Fighter II Turbo | loose | $17 |
| Tactics Ogre | Loose, has rental stickers on top | $60 |
| Thousand Arms | loose | $85 |
| TigerShark | SEALED https://imgur.com/a/9ANOk4Y | $20 |
| Tomba | $135 | |
| Tomba | SEALED, promo copy w/ drill hole | $435 |
| Treasures of the Deep | loose | $6 |
| Vagrant Story | $95 | |
| Vandal Hearts 2 | $90 | |
| Xenogears | https://imgur.com/a/OXTu3gy | $140 |
| PS2 | ||
| Big Mutha Truckers | $8 | |
| Blood Will Tell | $380 | |
| Bloody Roar 4 | loose | $62 |
| The Fast & the Furious | SEALED | $35 |
| Fatal Frame II | $92 | |
| Family Guy Video Game | $25 | |
| Grand Theft Auto III | SEALED, https://imgur.com/a/neMZAcO | $15 |
| Gungrave | loose | $35 |
| Incredible Hulk Ultimate Destruction | $25 | |
| Jak 3 | $8 | |
| Mana Khemia: Alchemists of Al Revis Premium Box Set | Graded, 9.4 A+ | $240 |
| Medal of Honor Vanguard | no manual | $5 |
| Need for Speed most wanted | no manual | $11 |
| Parappa The Rapper 2 | no manual | $68 |
| Rule of Rose | No manual | $550 |
| Silent Hill 3 | no manual | $150 |
| Silent Hill 4 The Room | $140 | |
| The Warriors | loose | $47 |
| PS3 | ||
| Eye of Judgement, Def Jam Rapstar, DJ Hero 1 & 2, PES 2011 lot | $13 | |
| Digimon All Star Rumble | no manual | $20 |
| Xbox | ||
| Conker: Live & Reloaded | loose | $30 |
| Def Jam Fight for NY | no manual | $97 |
| Godzilla Destroy all Monsters Melee | no manual | $75 |
| Marvel vs Capcom 2 | no manual | $106 |
| Mortal Kombat Armageddon | no manual | $30 |
| (360) Digimon All Star Rumble | no manual | $13 |
| (360) Halo Reach | SEALED, white label https://imgur.com/a/nQ4aaBY | $37 |
| (360) Metal Gear Solid V Phantom Pain | SEALED, Day one edition | $15 |
| Other | ||
| (PC) Half Life Game of the year edition | $12 | |
| (PSP) Final Fantasy IV | SEALED | $55 |
| (PSP) Gungnir | SEALED | $85 |
| (PSP) Star Wars Force Unleashed | loose | $3 |
| Boxes & Manuals Only | ||
| (NES) Widget | Box | $73 |
| (NES) Mighty Final Fight | Cut box & case | $88 |
| (SNES) Ignition Factor | Box | $25 |
| (SNES) Lufia II | Box | $150 |
| (SNES) Shadowrun | Box (has wear) | $60 |
| (SNES) Star Trek the Next Generation | Box & manual (has wear) | $20 |
| (N64) Mario Party | box, one flap is torn | $40 |
| (GC) Pokemon XD | Case https://imgur.com/a/xaoZwWN | $40 |
| (SCD) Dark Wizard | case | $35 |
| (Dreamcast) - Street Fighter III: 3rd Strike | Case | $40 |
| (PS1) Tomba | Case | $40 |
| Guides | ||
| (SNES) Earthbound | no scratch n sniff | $210 |
| (PC) World of Warcraft Dungeon Companion | $2 | |
| (DC) Power Stone | $22 | |
| (PS1) Driver 2 | $10 | |
| (PS1) Wild Arms 2 | w/ poster | $45 |
| (PS2) 007 Everything or Nothing | $7 | |
| (PS2) Nano Breaker | BradyGames, new in plastic | $15 |
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2024.05.14 16:57 weeping_samael About Dark Magic and its misconceptions
What is Dark Magic?
That's the question, I'm sure, if not every single one, but the majority of readers asked themselves at least once. Dark Magic in general is described as magic malicious in nature, one that's used to cause harm. It doesn't really make sense: a good applied Incendio is just as well to kill you as a swift Killing Curse, even more painfully, in fact. Or why Imperius is Unforgivable, but love potions are totally fine and legal and not considered Dark? And I'm sure people here are painfully familiar with many such arguments.
Did you know that "Petrificus Totalus" spell Hermione used on Neville at the end of the first book is a dark charm? Apparently, according to "The Standard Book of Spells, Grade 1" from Pottermore, jinxes, hexes and curses (though the last one is obvious) are all dark spells. And that includes such things as Ron's Slug-Vomiting Curse, Ginny's signature Bat-Bogey Hex, even Leg-Locking Curse that Draco used to bully Neville in first year. All because their purpose is to cause a negative effect.
So, some Dark Magic is bad, but other is used regularly in schoolyard fights, and no one bats an eye. Where's the line and who sets it?
Alright, Dark Magic in canon doesn't make sense. That means, that a lot of fic writers take it upon themselves to fill the gaps in logic and give their own definitions of what magic constitutes as dark. From the top of my head, I can remember a few, let me know if you recognize them:
What peeves me, however, is when authors use this fact, that there's no clear definition of Dark Magic or Dark Arts, as an excuse to basically do whatever they want. A character (more likely, main one) does or practices something that people don't like, so they just accuse them with an empty argument "it's bad, it's Dark Magic!". And no one can argue, because no one understands what Dark Magic even is! They don't have a box list of criteria to disprove. "I don't know what you're doing, I don't understand it - it's Dark Magic, it's bad."
It's one of the favorite arguments in Hermione or Order bashing stories when MC does something they do not approve of. Dumbledore bashing uses a bit different arguments, but this one can also be included.
It's just such a... I don't want to call it a bashing tool, because I can't say if every such story involves a heavy bashing, but it has potential to be, at least. I'd call it a bludgeoning tool. Just a blunt method to make characters do whatever they want without the need for any finer details: it's so much easier to just use the brand "Dark Magic" and get over it, why give any explanations.
Although, to be completely fair, canon does it as well to some extent.
The Chamber of Secrets can't be kept a secret without resorting to Dark Magic? If no one found it, so it must be something truly obscure and terrible, so it's Dark. But, I mean, she's a second year girl...
But Hermione surely disappoints here. Apparently, non-Dark countermeasures are all accounted for, so if they failed he must have used some Dark stuff.
It's very sad picture, which says about either ignorance on the matter, which is excusable for children but pity that it's not taught, or arrogance in the assumption that you know every bit of non-Dark magic there is and can be.
Anyway, we came back to the canon and it's understanding of Dark Magic. I spent some time thinking about it, what J.K.Rowling meant by it, without resorting to any headcanons.
No one can argue that Harry Potter series is filled with symbolism as any good fiction tends to be. It's a story for children, at least started as, and young adults, so besides a good adventure it also contains a moral message and more than one. The story of Boy-Who-Lived is about love and redemption, first and foremost. "Love is the most powerful thing in the world" is not just a preaching of a senile old man, but the most central point of the whole book series.
So, based on this, I believe that in canon Dark Magic at its basics is the magic that corrupts the soul. What it means is open to interpretation, as it often is when the topic of a human soul is involved. It's all based on the same moral messages between the lines: when you do bad things to others, it slowly but surely corrupts your soul, and if you fall into temptation, only love and compassion can heal the harm done to yourself. Harry vs Voldemort is basically the fight between Love and Hate, Soul and Soulless. That's why Patronus is basically an epitome of defense. And that's why Horcruxes are considered to be The Darkest of Magic, when it literally tears the soul apart. And that's why the cold blooded murder is even involved in the process of making one - metaphorical tear becomes literal.
To be completely honest, I find myself a bit resentful of the message, no matter how nice and beautiful it sounds. It somehow implies that soul is only about love, compassion, friendship and so on, that any negative feelings do not and must not have a part in it. But, I guess, it's a bit too much of a philosophical, ethical and psychological question to dive into in here.
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That's the question, I'm sure, if not every single one, but the majority of readers asked themselves at least once. Dark Magic in general is described as magic malicious in nature, one that's used to cause harm. It doesn't really make sense: a good applied Incendio is just as well to kill you as a swift Killing Curse, even more painfully, in fact. Or why Imperius is Unforgivable, but love potions are totally fine and legal and not considered Dark? And I'm sure people here are painfully familiar with many such arguments.
Did you know that "Petrificus Totalus" spell Hermione used on Neville at the end of the first book is a dark charm? Apparently, according to "The Standard Book of Spells, Grade 1" from Pottermore, jinxes, hexes and curses (though the last one is obvious) are all dark spells. And that includes such things as Ron's Slug-Vomiting Curse, Ginny's signature Bat-Bogey Hex, even Leg-Locking Curse that Draco used to bully Neville in first year. All because their purpose is to cause a negative effect.
So, some Dark Magic is bad, but other is used regularly in schoolyard fights, and no one bats an eye. Where's the line and who sets it?
Alright, Dark Magic in canon doesn't make sense. That means, that a lot of fic writers take it upon themselves to fill the gaps in logic and give their own definitions of what magic constitutes as dark. From the top of my head, I can remember a few, let me know if you recognize them:
- Dark magic is magic that's powered by emotions. Everyone knows that to properly use Killing or Cruciatus Curse, you have to fully desire to cause death and pain, so that fits. Also, by this definition, Patronus Charm is dark because it's powered by happiness. Why not, quite a good irony.
- Dark magic is powered by external source, while "light" magic is internal. I don't remember the details, but it was something to the effect that external makes it more powerful, and power corrupts, so it's feared. A bit strange but has a nice message behind it. Also, why I'm on the topic, a friendly reminder to those who are too deep in fanon and mix things up with canon. There's no such thing as "light" magic, just like there was no "Light" side in the war. There's Dark and there's everything else.
- Dark magic is one that is secret familial magic. People develop or discover new spells and for whatever reason decide not to share them, but to hoard them in their family grimoire, so other people don't know such a powerful spell or countermeasures against it. Usually this is followed by some heavy pureblood Houses politics, Lordships and such. Also, I've seen fics where bloodline gifts such as Tonks' metamorphmagus ability were considered Dark Magic for whatever reason (Bashed Dumbledore's propaganda to suppress pureblood Houses, more likely).
- Dark magic is the one that's forbidden by government. This is my personal favorite, as I prefer harder magical systems. In this case, it means that there's nothing inherently wrong in this magic, it's not different in nature from any other magic, just one that's seen as too dangerous. Of course, it also invites a heavy abuse by government to declare anything they don't want to as dangerous Dark Magic that's to be prosecuted for, but that's another story.
What peeves me, however, is when authors use this fact, that there's no clear definition of Dark Magic or Dark Arts, as an excuse to basically do whatever they want. A character (more likely, main one) does or practices something that people don't like, so they just accuse them with an empty argument "it's bad, it's Dark Magic!". And no one can argue, because no one understands what Dark Magic even is! They don't have a box list of criteria to disprove. "I don't know what you're doing, I don't understand it - it's Dark Magic, it's bad."
It's one of the favorite arguments in Hermione or Order bashing stories when MC does something they do not approve of. Dumbledore bashing uses a bit different arguments, but this one can also be included.
It's just such a... I don't want to call it a bashing tool, because I can't say if every such story involves a heavy bashing, but it has potential to be, at least. I'd call it a bludgeoning tool. Just a blunt method to make characters do whatever they want without the need for any finer details: it's so much easier to just use the brand "Dark Magic" and get over it, why give any explanations.
Although, to be completely fair, canon does it as well to some extent.
“Did something happen to it when Flint blocked him?” Seamus whispered.Non-Dark magic can't do something like that? What is Dark about taking control of a broom anyway? Though, admittedly it's Hagrid, no matter his virtues, not the most reliable or knowledgeable of sources on this topic.
“Can’t have,” Hagrid said, his voice shaking. “Can’t nothing interfere with a broomstick except powerful Dark magic — no kid could do that to a Nimbus Two Thousand.”
“Ask him,” shrieked Filch, turning his blotched and tearstained face to Harry.Again, I don't understand what the heck it is, so it must be Dark Magic. But, it is Dumbledore and highly knowledgeable wizard, plus it's clearly a harmful effect, so it's more assumption based on those, plus experience.
“No second year could have done this,” said Dumbledore firmly. “It would take Dark Magic of the most advanced — ”
“Nonsense, O’Flaherty,” said Professor Binns in an aggravated tone. “If a long succession of Hogwarts headmasters and headmistresses haven’t found the thing — ”“But, Professor,” piped up Parvati Patil, “you’d probably have to use Dark Magic to open it — ”
The Chamber of Secrets can't be kept a secret without resorting to Dark Magic? If no one found it, so it must be something truly obscure and terrible, so it's Dark. But, I mean, she's a second year girl...
Black jumped at being addressed like this and stared at Hermione as though he had never seen anything quite like her.“If you don’t mind me asking, how — how did you get out of Azkaban, if you didn’t use Dark Magic?”
But Hermione surely disappoints here. Apparently, non-Dark countermeasures are all accounted for, so if they failed he must have used some Dark stuff.
It's very sad picture, which says about either ignorance on the matter, which is excusable for children but pity that it's not taught, or arrogance in the assumption that you know every bit of non-Dark magic there is and can be.
Anyway, we came back to the canon and it's understanding of Dark Magic. I spent some time thinking about it, what J.K.Rowling meant by it, without resorting to any headcanons.
No one can argue that Harry Potter series is filled with symbolism as any good fiction tends to be. It's a story for children, at least started as, and young adults, so besides a good adventure it also contains a moral message and more than one. The story of Boy-Who-Lived is about love and redemption, first and foremost. "Love is the most powerful thing in the world" is not just a preaching of a senile old man, but the most central point of the whole book series.
So, based on this, I believe that in canon Dark Magic at its basics is the magic that corrupts the soul. What it means is open to interpretation, as it often is when the topic of a human soul is involved. It's all based on the same moral messages between the lines: when you do bad things to others, it slowly but surely corrupts your soul, and if you fall into temptation, only love and compassion can heal the harm done to yourself. Harry vs Voldemort is basically the fight between Love and Hate, Soul and Soulless. That's why Patronus is basically an epitome of defense. And that's why Horcruxes are considered to be The Darkest of Magic, when it literally tears the soul apart. And that's why the cold blooded murder is even involved in the process of making one - metaphorical tear becomes literal.
To be completely honest, I find myself a bit resentful of the message, no matter how nice and beautiful it sounds. It somehow implies that soul is only about love, compassion, friendship and so on, that any negative feelings do not and must not have a part in it. But, I guess, it's a bit too much of a philosophical, ethical and psychological question to dive into in here.