Female possessive nouns
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2024.05.14 06:13 azbinnie Women, have you ever had possessive female friends?
so/sx 8w7 for context.
Iâm so exhausted, I keep running into the same problem. I become friends with a girl, everything is going great, then she starts wanting to spend all of our time together, gets upset (usually passive aggressive) when I hang out with other people, doesnât like my romantic interests or cock blocks me. (enneagram 2s, 4s and 7s mainly!)
I donât really get on with men, no particular reason, I just prefer women as friends.
This isnât all of my friends by the way.
I wonder if my enneagram makes me feel like theyâre being possessive because Iâm so worried about being controlled. I feel smothered, but I donât know if I just keep my other friends at a distance, and these women want to be close (and Iâm not used to it?)
Any advice or experiences are welcome!
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Iâm so exhausted, I keep running into the same problem. I become friends with a girl, everything is going great, then she starts wanting to spend all of our time together, gets upset (usually passive aggressive) when I hang out with other people, doesnât like my romantic interests or cock blocks me. (enneagram 2s, 4s and 7s mainly!)
I donât really get on with men, no particular reason, I just prefer women as friends.
This isnât all of my friends by the way.
I wonder if my enneagram makes me feel like theyâre being possessive because Iâm so worried about being controlled. I feel smothered, but I donât know if I just keep my other friends at a distance, and these women want to be close (and Iâm not used to it?)
Any advice or experiences are welcome!
2024.05.14 03:14 hiiiiii_im_new_here Name that family
- Last name is a Noun
- Grandma: has a beautiful long Spanish first name and a common one syllable middle name
- Uncle: Strong American patriot name with Spanish root middle name
- Aunt: Inspired by elements and middle name is a color.
- Older cousin: first name popular boy name is the 90âs. Middle name is space themed
- Younger cousin: her parents were into Greek so her first name is Greek inspired and middle name is long Italian name.
- Father: first name is Shakespeare inspired and middle name is an uncommon name from the 70âs
- Mother: Biblical first name and royal middle name
- Son: Harry Potter first name and nature middle name
- Twin daughters: Both have tree/flower first names. Twin A middle name is after your favorite series character and Twin B is after character you donât like
- Younger son: After popular singer from the 80âs-2000âs and middle name is Norse
- Dog: Food associated name
- Parrot: Common female human first name
- Puppy: first object near you
2024.05.14 03:12 J-Red_dit Roblox DOORS: The Good, The Bad, and The Curious
 | When you reach door 60 you can go through a crack wall and find yourself in a secret room that leads to The Rooms, a reference to a game of the same name that inspired Doors. When dying to an entity in this place, we are not greeted by Guiding Light (GL) but instead by the yellow Curious Light (CL). The behavior of CL is odd, itâs quite vague and generally less helpful than GL, but it does encourage the player to come back implying that it needs the players help for something. It is suspected that CL requires the player to be able to escape The Rooms because in the recent Backdoor update, upon leaving The Rooms or The Backdoor, the player exits through a doorframe covered in yellow cracks and stars. submitted by J-Red_dit to GameTheorists [link] [comments] Speaking of which, backtracking to Door 60 there is a painting that has no title of a large yellow star. It is suspected this star is a symbol that represents CL. https://preview.redd.it/ofihp1mdaa0d1.png?width=703&format=png&auto=webp&s=1425154a12a27aceb5407e3fe95c9c444aece319 This painting hides more secrets however. Also in this room are 3 chairs placed together. As far as I remember, these chairs have always been in this room, and I thought of them as significant but with nothing to connect it to. This is no longer the case as of the modifiers update because now, if you enter this room with at least 1 modifier turned on, the painting changes to this: https://preview.redd.it/27omnf2taa0d1.png?width=699&format=png&auto=webp&s=447ac5c21d33375c81aafcfbac261e0a09341b49 Two more symbols appear on the painting, one of a blue crescent moon, and one of the red modifier icon. If CL is connected to the star icon, then who is connected to the other two? The crescent moon is obviously Guiding Light, sharing the same blue color and the crescent moon icon appearing when using the crucifix. The modifier icon however doesnât belong to a light weâve met yet, they have however made appearances. But first I need to talk about what the lights are, and what they want. When a player uses the crucifix, one of the symbols that appears is a closed string of wingdings, which when translated and put through a Caeser cipher translates to, âOne Of The Three Architects Marked By Celestials Assists Youâ. Three architects, three icons, three chairs, three lights. So the lights are referred to as architects, but what does this mean? Game Theory believes the reason they are called Architects is the lights have the ability to change the layout of The Hotel, and GL uses this ability to turn The Hotel into a labyrinth keeping the hostile entities trapped inside. In The Hotel the players goal is to make it to Door 100. The reason for this isnât clear, but I speculate that in the upcoming Mines update there is some kind of escape from The Hotel for the player. Guiding Light seems to support the player in this endeavor, remembering the past deaths of players, which suggests that death itself is not an escape from The Hotel. El Goblino mentions other humans he has seen attempting to reach Door 100, so I believe that humans who become trapped in The Hotel need to reach The Mines in order to escape, and every time they die they reappear at the beginning of The Hotel and GL assists them each time. GL assists the player by glowing in certain areas to highlight them, items like the candle and the crucifix to defend against the enemies, and of course providing tips for dealing with the entities upon death. Finally I believe the rift in the Electrical Room that stores items to be used in another run is another power of GL (which is important later). Curious Light as already mentioned is less helpful than GL but nonetheless needs the playerâs help in The Rooms. In the Backdoor update CL seems more acquainted with the player and more inclined to help, giving better tips, providing Starlight Vials with his star icon, and placing the levers in The Backdoor to keep Haste at bay further supporting the lights ability to change The Hotel as the Architects. But what about the third architect, represented by the red modifier icon? With the evidence I have gathered, I believe this architect is a malevolent entity allied with the hostile entities. In a post by they suggest looking at the painting like a coordinate plane, with GLâs icon falling in the Positive, Positive section suggesting to symbolize GL as a force of good, CL falling dead center to symbolize neutrality, both of which makes a lot of sense given their personalities, and finally the modifier icon falling into the Negative, Negative section symbolizing our final architect as a force of evil. How do we prove this? First letâs look at the modifiers themselves, since this light is clearly connected to them. The modifiers are able to control the entities behavior, affect The Hotel, and even disable Guiding Light! This isnât the only instance of modifiers affecting GL either, when modifiers are turned on GL is not present to give tips on the entities and the biggest piece of evidence suggesting rivalry between this architect and GL is that the more modifiers are turned on, the SMALLER GLâs icon gets in the painting. (150% knobs multiplier for non-players) Next we have the red barrier that blocks access to The Rooms when modifiers are turned on. We know this is an ability of the Architects because CL does the same thing for The Backdoor until players reach The Rooms for the first time. Why would the Red Light do this? I speculate it is because it (and GL) donât have much control over areas like The Rooms or The Backdoor since you canât use modifiers in those areas. Finally I want to look at the Tower Heroes collab event. While the event itself is not canon to the lore, I want to point out an interesting detail from this event. When playing a Doors-themed level you typically are assisted by GL giving tips in between each wave of enemies. CL also makes an appearance in this event in Adventure mode giving hints to the secret Void boss fight. However, one particular Weekly Challenge during that event called, âHotel Visitorsâ had the player assume the role of Figure defending the Library. This time, instead of GL giving tips we are assisted by something speaking in RED text, which the community referred to as Mischievous Light. They could have just as easily made GL talk during this challenge but they specifically chose to replace GL with something else. Not only that, they gave this Mischievous Light some personality, referring to the enemies as âtrespassersâ. It just fits so perfectly that I canât help but believe it to be intentional. https://preview.redd.it/tsy0yrfpka0d1.png?width=1334&format=png&auto=webp&s=865436166cce588de59c3136776754e4fe14ac08 Now that Iâve thoroughly explained the Red Light/Mischievous Light (ML), letâs circle back to Curious Light. Going back to the Door 60 painting, there is one more detail Iâd like to discuss, and that is the fact that CLâs icon is much larger than GLâs or MLâs. I believe this is a representation of how powerful each Architect actually is. This is supported by GLâs icon shrinking when the player adds more modifiers, suggesting that they weaken GL. Furthermore GL and ML seem to possess a different set of powers, while CL seems to possess itâs own unique powers as well being able to replicate the other Architectâs. Like GL, Curious Light does glow on the entrance to and exits from The Rooms, and if we use the Bottle of Starlight bought at the end of The Backdoor on GLâs rift, it creates a second yellow rift. We donât currently have any more similar powers between CL and ML besides the barriers they both create but I believe ML doesnât consider CL an enemy like it does with GL (more on that in a second). Finally, only CL seems to be able to affect The Rooms and The Backdoor. When dying to Blitz for the first time in The Backdoor we are greeted by Curious Light who drops a very strange detail: https://preview.redd.it/oea3ahgdja0d1.png?width=1334&format=png&auto=webp&s=208f6611b341eca375de1ea38c94f01c459bb26f We havenât met anyone in The Hotel thatâs been confirmed to be female so who could Curious Light be referring to here? The identity of this character is not yet clear, but the first candidate that people have suspected is Guiding Light, and sure on the surface that makes sense; theyâre both Architects and weâve seen them both talk but not necessarily to each other. But upon further inspection it doesnât make sense for GL to be this character for one specific reason: the fact that this character decided to give Blitz a name. According to dialogue from GL and a tweet from the devs, the names of the entities in The Hotel were given by the player, NOT GL. If other humans have been to The Hotel then GL has been there for some time and has never bothered to give the entities names, so why would it start now? You know whoâs more likely to give these entities names? Mischievous Light, the architect supposedly allied with these entities. This belief is shared by Game Theory, which I was super excited to see in their most recent theory. So what is ML up to talking with CL? I believe that ML wants CL and possibly the player to join them. If CL is the most powerful architect and has dominion over The Rooms and The Backdoor, they would be a great ally to have. But what about the player? As weâve discussed, despite CLâs power, they need the playerâs help to access other areas, and in The Mines possibly will exist an escape from The Hotel that ONLY the player has the ability to open. If we take the Tower Heroes collab into consideration, ML initially sees players as âtrespassersâ and wants the entities to kill them. However, what if the modifiers are a test by ML to evaluate the playerâs usefulness? Furthermore, not all modifiers are bad and actually make the game easier, so while ML definitely sees GL as an enemy, it may not be the same case for CL and the player. I speculate that Mischievous Lightâs ultimate goal is to use the player to help the entities escape The Hotel, bringing death and destruction to whatever unfortunate world awaits behind the exit door. But thatâs just a theory, a DOORS THEORY! Thanks for reading! |
2024.05.14 03:08 iDaveJr TOTS Plus Chawinga Review
 | Given the recent mistakes made by EA in the last week, I believe we might have to add this card to the list. There is quite simply no way that she is this good. submitted by iDaveJr to fut [link] [comments] Iâd like to preface this review by stating that I have used every single top-tier attacker in this game either through draft or by actually buying them with coins. I have used toty Ronaldo, mbappe as well as the top tier icon attackers like toty R9, golazo Cruyff, and birthday Pele. None of them however, possess the combination of pace, dribbling, playstyles and strength/jam that this Chawinga card has. All games played in Elite Rivals around 850 SR. Pace: actually insane acceleration. 97 pace combined with the quickstep plus playstyle causes her to literally glitch through back lines. Itâs absolutely on-par with mbappe levels of quickness. Shooting: believe it or not, some of the most broken shooting animations and angles Iâve used this year. Something about her body type and stats allows her to rocket nearly every shot she takes. On a maestro chem style, her shooting stats are nearly maxed out. Dribbling: once again, she genuinely feels broken in game. Imagine if Neymar and mbappe had a female child and this is what you get. She has a body type very reminiscent of a short mbappe without any of the hesitation dribbles that larger players like mbappe can have. Physical: without a doubt, the most surprising thing about this card was the sheer level of jam she gets. 97 strength on the card is not just for show. She literally has the ability to never fall when she is tackled. Most of the time, she just bounces off, or runs through CBs. I cannot stress enough how OP this is. Many smaller players simply get brushed aside but not her. She absolutely bullies defenders way bigger than her. Genuinely a 10/10 card and the fact that she is relatively cheap compared to endgame attackers is ludicrous. If people knew how good she really was I doubt she would be this price. For example, I genuinely think she performs better than golazo Cruyff, base r9, and others that cost upwards of three times her price. |
2024.05.14 01:27 Certain-Woodpecker63 Breaking Through the Simp Phase: The Good, the Bad, and the Lovely
29M - USA - 2.5 Months
One concern that I had with the idea of SR when I first began contemplating the topic was that once "charged up" I would begin to behave foolishly concerning my dating prospects, and that the buildup of sexual energy would cause me to simp after women more heavily than if I was depleted, where I perceived I would be able to "play it cool" with girls. This was certainly the case to a significant extent during my initial streaks, and these types of outcomes were an impediment for me to realizing the advantages of SR in my early twenties.
The reason this was initially an issue for me is that the beginning of the beginning, as in, before any streaks longer than a month were accomplished my brain was highly sexualized causing me to behave in a deranged way once the buildup began. This still occurs, and is why in my opinion SR can be detrimental to a successful dating life because it oftentimes pedestalizes the act of sex, which can create a loop of Oxytocin deficiency which I believe is what causes people to enter their 'loner' phase.
I believe the cure for this is to break through successfully in personal endeavors unrelated to sex, which creates positive dopamine associated with elements outside of scoring with the opposite gender. My current realization is that before you're able to see improvements in behavior, there's going to be a dip and your behavior is actually going to get worse in many cases. This is of course referred to as a flatline, the longer you're able to go without O, the less extended flatlines will become with each subsequent streak. I also believe in the elasticity of streaks, for several years ago when I first began this journey I accomplished a 5 month streak, and my overall demeanor became pretty negative. That first 5 month streak was probably the most depressive period of my life, but it was a culmination of reaping what I had sewed for upwards of 10 years prior to that. Therefore, I can't blame the streak itself for this depressive time.
However, it did create some antisocial behaviors that I'm still unlearning and that I didn't have an issue with as much prior to that great streak. For one thing, my internet behavior became far more anonymous, and to this day my social media habits have shifted from representing my real identity through instagram/facebook, to browsing anonymously through reddit, youtube. This shift I believe created a psychological dissociation from my real world social media profiles, and now I have a l higher evel of anxiety about going on Instagram as myself that I consider to be an impediment. Of course, Social Media is generally considered harmful overall, but if the reason I'm not going on it is because of an anxiety, I consider that just as harmful. So that's something I'm working on.
When one goes 'monk mode' for too long, one may begin to cultivate the desire to begin forming attachments to girls again in the future, but find it more challenging to ride that bicycle compared to if they had not allowed the muscle of PUA to atrophy. That being said, re-integrating socially is definitely possible after a long SR streak, and in doing so you'll still possess any SR benefits that you cultivated during a lonersome period. Overall, I'd say the effort to change behaviors and re-invent yourself is more valuable than the loss of social calibration that can occur. I'm speaking on this topic from the experience of being unemployed for 8 months and then being thrust back into a job that required a high volume of person-to-person interactions.
Benefits on this streak:
So far, this streak I've been mainly focused on interpersonal dynamics, but today for the first time in a while I was able to go deeper into my own world once again. I grabbed that bull by the horns & wrote this post, and focused on a side hustle.
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One concern that I had with the idea of SR when I first began contemplating the topic was that once "charged up" I would begin to behave foolishly concerning my dating prospects, and that the buildup of sexual energy would cause me to simp after women more heavily than if I was depleted, where I perceived I would be able to "play it cool" with girls. This was certainly the case to a significant extent during my initial streaks, and these types of outcomes were an impediment for me to realizing the advantages of SR in my early twenties.
The reason this was initially an issue for me is that the beginning of the beginning, as in, before any streaks longer than a month were accomplished my brain was highly sexualized causing me to behave in a deranged way once the buildup began. This still occurs, and is why in my opinion SR can be detrimental to a successful dating life because it oftentimes pedestalizes the act of sex, which can create a loop of Oxytocin deficiency which I believe is what causes people to enter their 'loner' phase.
I believe the cure for this is to break through successfully in personal endeavors unrelated to sex, which creates positive dopamine associated with elements outside of scoring with the opposite gender. My current realization is that before you're able to see improvements in behavior, there's going to be a dip and your behavior is actually going to get worse in many cases. This is of course referred to as a flatline, the longer you're able to go without O, the less extended flatlines will become with each subsequent streak. I also believe in the elasticity of streaks, for several years ago when I first began this journey I accomplished a 5 month streak, and my overall demeanor became pretty negative. That first 5 month streak was probably the most depressive period of my life, but it was a culmination of reaping what I had sewed for upwards of 10 years prior to that. Therefore, I can't blame the streak itself for this depressive time.
However, it did create some antisocial behaviors that I'm still unlearning and that I didn't have an issue with as much prior to that great streak. For one thing, my internet behavior became far more anonymous, and to this day my social media habits have shifted from representing my real identity through instagram/facebook, to browsing anonymously through reddit, youtube. This shift I believe created a psychological dissociation from my real world social media profiles, and now I have a l higher evel of anxiety about going on Instagram as myself that I consider to be an impediment. Of course, Social Media is generally considered harmful overall, but if the reason I'm not going on it is because of an anxiety, I consider that just as harmful. So that's something I'm working on.
When one goes 'monk mode' for too long, one may begin to cultivate the desire to begin forming attachments to girls again in the future, but find it more challenging to ride that bicycle compared to if they had not allowed the muscle of PUA to atrophy. That being said, re-integrating socially is definitely possible after a long SR streak, and in doing so you'll still possess any SR benefits that you cultivated during a lonersome period. Overall, I'd say the effort to change behaviors and re-invent yourself is more valuable than the loss of social calibration that can occur. I'm speaking on this topic from the experience of being unemployed for 8 months and then being thrust back into a job that required a high volume of person-to-person interactions.
Benefits on this streak:
- Found a new better higher paying job. I've been barbacking at a prominent restaurant for the last 4 months but I finally received a bartending offer at a different quality downtown establishment. I'm using all these adjectives because many restaurants are trash to bartend at, but the new spot is a place I am actually blessed to be working at.
- Reconnected with a childhood friend. They're doing quite well in their career and the wellness gained from my SR streak definitely leveled any psychological issues this would have otherwise caused between our friendship.
- Polarization with coworkers. Even though I'm sometimes overly aggressive / moody at work, SR positions me to be the person people are talking about rather than a sideline gossiper (this could be in my head, I'm not sure).
- Overall sense of optimism and deeper sense of purpose, even if that purpose is struggling to find an outlet.
- Physical: muscle growth, low body fat, Improvement in muscle tone, I'm lean af, my hairline is rock solid, teeth haven't been in pain once.
- Attraction from females at work, one extremely hot girl put her face right by mine the other day and told her friend who I knew from high school 'yep this guy is good vibes'. Still not cold approaching people outside of work as much as I would like, but people can tell I've got an energy to me
- This one girl at work hit me with a pullback and I've overall been handling it like a boss, even though these situations cause a greater sense of despair when on a decent streak, I've gained increased resilience to rejection and have maintained a strong demeanor, and I'm slowly become better at 'spinning plates' than I otherwise would be.
- This other girl at work has defended me in multiple instances and generally been supportive of my turbulent period of SR and in over-pursuing this other girl. This bartender was giving me a hard time and I eventually told her to 'chill tf out', she informed the manager. The other girl fist bumped me after she heard about it, and more recently when a manager snapped at me, she later defended me and said she "got my back".
- Haven't checked my T levels but I would estimate they have likely doubled based off how I feel.
- Resting chad face, the first physical changes that come with longer-term consistent streaks of at least a month over 2 years have certainly caused my jawline to improve and my face to widen. Natural 'mewing'
- Disassociation from past identity and sense of self. SR lets me feel that real change is possible. This sometimes manifests as a decrease in tasks/side hustles pursued in a day, but that is because I am consolidated and more conscious of avoiding spreading myself thin in too many directions, the way I would do in the past.
- Become capable of saying 'I love you' to my parents, something that we were never able to do for years. Overcame certain mental blocks.
- Decreased programming from YouTube & Social Media, I've found myself questioning some of the self-improvement content / general content I consume more than I probably would otherwise. Without SR, I would just be using this type of content to cope & clinging to every word. Greater critical thinking skills & self awareness.
So far, this streak I've been mainly focused on interpersonal dynamics, but today for the first time in a while I was able to go deeper into my own world once again. I grabbed that bull by the horns & wrote this post, and focused on a side hustle.
2024.05.14 01:19 Ur_Anemone Auschwitz: Women used different survival and sabotage strategies than men at Nazi death camp
 | Nearly all the 1.3 million people sent to Auschwitz, the Nazi death camp in occupied Poland, were murdered â either sent to the gas chambers or worked to death. Life expectancy in many of these camps was between six weeks and three months. Over a million of the Auschwitz dead were Jews, and scholars have concluded that more than half of them were women. While male and female slave laborers in Auschwitz faced the same ultimate fate, my research on gender and the Holocaust finds that some of their behaviors and responses to captivity differed⌠submitted by Ur_Anemone to afterAWDTSG [link] [comments] During the late 1980s, I conducted a study of Jewish men and women who had been part of Auschwitzâs âCanada Commando,â the forced labor detail responsible for sorting through the possessions inmates had brought with them to the camp and preparing those items for reshipment back to Germany for civilian use⌠Examining the behavior of the men and women of the Canada Commando, I noted an interesting difference. Among the items of clothing sorted there were fur coats. While both male and female prisoners in the Canada Commando tried to sabotage this work, acts punishable by death, their methods differed. Male prisoners would usually rip the lining and seams of the coat to shreds, keeping only the outer shell intact. At first use, the coat would come apart, leaving the German who wore it coatless in the winter. The few surviving women in the commando whom I interviewed did not use this tactic. Rather, they told me, they decided together to insert handwritten notes into the coatâs pockets that read something along the lines of: âGerman women, know that you are wearing a coat that belonged to a woman who has been gassed to death in Auschwitz.â The women, in other words, chose psychological sabotage. The men, physical⌠|
2024.05.14 00:59 Kittenphobic Autism and chronic pain, I'm running out of options
Hello everyone!
I'm a 24 year old female with autism and a chronic pain disorder. After trying again and again I find that holding a job down either results in me no longer being able to take care if myself or fired, sometimes both. I find I am only able to hold down a job where I can only work 1 or 2 days a week. Mostly in customer service. However due to life circumstances I am no longer able to live like this and have to find a full time job.
However with both my chronic pain condition and autism I don't know what to do. I'm turthfully lost and feeling unlucky.
I would need a job that is limited in social interactions, that isn't too loud or has to much going on (such as to many scents or textures along with noises), the environment can't be fast pace, I would also perfer to avoid crowded spaces. Finally I would also need a job that is minimal standing and mostly sitting. I also have colored hair and tattoos, well places are getting better at hiring such people, I still think it's to be mentioned.
I understand that this takes out most job for me especially when I live in small city where both autism and disability are looked down on. It's been overall very discouraging to my mental. I wouldn't mind going back to school but with a GPA 0.6 I don't think many places will let me back in.
I do however possess some abilities that might be able to help. I am a creative individual, some saying I can make something from nothing. I've been cosplayer for up to ten years and have the skills that go along with that. I also am very successful in creative writing (I would love to publish a book one Day, but dreams are dreams). I work very well independently and in group being able to adapt in any situation well enough. The only time I wouldn't mind working with people if I was working with them one on one, because I find I pay attention to an individual needs pretty well.
Overall, I know my chances of finding something are already low. However I just don't know where else I can go with this.
I would appreciate any kind of input! Thank you! đ
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I'm a 24 year old female with autism and a chronic pain disorder. After trying again and again I find that holding a job down either results in me no longer being able to take care if myself or fired, sometimes both. I find I am only able to hold down a job where I can only work 1 or 2 days a week. Mostly in customer service. However due to life circumstances I am no longer able to live like this and have to find a full time job.
However with both my chronic pain condition and autism I don't know what to do. I'm turthfully lost and feeling unlucky.
I would need a job that is limited in social interactions, that isn't too loud or has to much going on (such as to many scents or textures along with noises), the environment can't be fast pace, I would also perfer to avoid crowded spaces. Finally I would also need a job that is minimal standing and mostly sitting. I also have colored hair and tattoos, well places are getting better at hiring such people, I still think it's to be mentioned.
I understand that this takes out most job for me especially when I live in small city where both autism and disability are looked down on. It's been overall very discouraging to my mental. I wouldn't mind going back to school but with a GPA 0.6 I don't think many places will let me back in.
I do however possess some abilities that might be able to help. I am a creative individual, some saying I can make something from nothing. I've been cosplayer for up to ten years and have the skills that go along with that. I also am very successful in creative writing (I would love to publish a book one Day, but dreams are dreams). I work very well independently and in group being able to adapt in any situation well enough. The only time I wouldn't mind working with people if I was working with them one on one, because I find I pay attention to an individual needs pretty well.
Overall, I know my chances of finding something are already low. However I just don't know where else I can go with this.
I would appreciate any kind of input! Thank you! đ
2024.05.13 23:52 CabinetNecessary6178 My Primarch GF Chronicle: Fulgrimâs Muse (F! Fulgrimâs SO)
My Primarch GF Chronicle: Fulgrimâs Muse (F! Fulgrimâs SO)
Preamble: This is based on the Primarch GF's AU created by u/Sweet_older-sister and will mainly cover what they've been doing around and after the heresy and during 40k. Disclaimer: This current version is the "good" route so most will be somewhat happy/hopeful but will still be (mostly) canon compliant
What Happened
After Fulgrim returned from the cleansing of Laeran with a strange sword, she slowly began to change from the kindhearted person who once sought perfection for herself and encourage and support others to do the same to a more twisted , narcissistic and self absorbed version of herself that began to appear more and more often. While these changes went unnoticed by most among the legion, they were quickly noticed by The Muse who tried to stem the tide and return the Primarch to her old self. When the Laer bladeâs influence grew stronger over time, the Muse realised that them alone may not be enough and planned to stage an intervention alongside several senior officers in the legion such as Vespasian , Solomon Demeter and Rylanor in the hopes of getting Fulgrim to abandon the cursed blade for good. However, the plan ultimately never came to pass, as Vespasian was killed by Fulgrimâs own hand, much the Museâs horror and realisation that the Primarchâs presence felt different⌠almost inhuman and more akin to a foreign entity.
After Vespasianâs death, the Muse was always either kept by the Primarchâs side or kept in an isolated room as Fulgrim became more and more paranoid and possessive of her lover and sought to keep them all to herself while the influence of the daemon within the Laer blade grew stronger and stronger. Desperate to separate the Primarch from her muse and eliminate the greatest obstacle to the complete fall and corruption of Fulgrim, the Daemon within the Laer blade temporarily took control of her body (an act which was met with fierce resistance by Fulgrimâs soul, leaving both the daemon weakened and a small uncorrupted part of Fulgrimâs soul to be torn off while still being stuck within the Primarchâs body) and, in a strangled voice and with dull sad eyes, ordered the Muse to join the first drop onto Istvaan III.
During the virus bombing of Istvaan III, the Muse nearly died from the virus bombs but was saved by Solomon Demeter who suffered grievous injuries leading them to safety amidst the ensuing firestorm. The Muse then went on to fight at Istvaan III alongside other loyalists led by Saul Tarvitz. During the battle, the Muse informed the loyalists present of Fulgrimâs current state and the Laer bladeâs corruption. Later on, the Muse was tasked with guarding the underground hangar alongside Rylanor and several other Astartes.
After the final virus bombing and the end of the battle on Istvaan III, Rylanor , the Muse and the remaining Astartes within the underground hangar discussed their next course of action. While several plans were proposed, all ultimately settled on the plan proposed by the ancient Rylanor. The dreadnoughtâs plan was that they would bide their time while creating a potent weapon capable of destroying the entire planet before luring as many traitors to the planet as possible. Once all the preparations are completed, all except Rylanor, who would stand guard over them, would enter into a stasis pod to wait for time to enact the plan. Then when the moment comes, all the loyalists present would be given a choice: either board the spacecraft within the hangar and depart the planet or stay to oversee Istvaanâs destruction and go out in a blaze a glory.
Unbeknownst to all however, this plan was a trick by Rylanor who didnât want to see anymore of his comrades die if he could help it. Thus, once everyone entered into stasis the ancient of rites loaded all the stasis pods onto the spacecraft before activating the shipâs cloaking device and enter a command for the spacecraft to fly into an asteroid field in a nearby system but not before leaving a final farewell message for each and every loyalist to be opened once they wake from stasis. After the spacecraft flew away, Rylanor activated the beacon, luring Fulgrim to the planet and blew it up (this part went down pretty much like in canon). However, the physical injuries and spiritual damage from the now Daemonic Primarchâs wounded pride allowed the small uncorrupted part of Fulgrimâs soul to break free from her body and enter into a clone created by Fabius Bile.
Meanwhile, during their stasis, the Muse and other Astartes present all received a vision from the emperor himself, detailing all that had transpired on Istvaan III and guide them towards the uncorrupted clone of Fulgrim. Once the Muse and company were awaken from stasis and entered back into realspace however, they discovered that Fabius Bile had given the clone of Fulgrim to the necron lord Trazyn the Infinite. Hearing of the necron lordâs interest in old Necrontyr artifacts through stories and rumours, the Muse now seek to gather a collection of items to bargain to exchange with Trazyn in return for the uncorrupted Fulgrim.
Credits
u/Sweet_older-Sister for making the AU a reality u/NadiaFortuneFeet for the idea that Fulgrim could actually work as a female name This is the second one in this series which I will hopefully make for all of the Primarchâs SOâs in the future (in order of their legion number)
Up Next: Petraâs Anvil (F! Perturabo)
Thank you for reading comments , feedback and criticism are all very much appreciated
submitted by CabinetNecessary6178 to PrimarchGFs [link] [comments]
Preamble: This is based on the Primarch GF's AU created by u/Sweet_older-sister and will mainly cover what they've been doing around and after the heresy and during 40k. Disclaimer: This current version is the "good" route so most will be somewhat happy/hopeful but will still be (mostly) canon compliant
What Happened
After Fulgrim returned from the cleansing of Laeran with a strange sword, she slowly began to change from the kindhearted person who once sought perfection for herself and encourage and support others to do the same to a more twisted , narcissistic and self absorbed version of herself that began to appear more and more often. While these changes went unnoticed by most among the legion, they were quickly noticed by The Muse who tried to stem the tide and return the Primarch to her old self. When the Laer bladeâs influence grew stronger over time, the Muse realised that them alone may not be enough and planned to stage an intervention alongside several senior officers in the legion such as Vespasian , Solomon Demeter and Rylanor in the hopes of getting Fulgrim to abandon the cursed blade for good. However, the plan ultimately never came to pass, as Vespasian was killed by Fulgrimâs own hand, much the Museâs horror and realisation that the Primarchâs presence felt different⌠almost inhuman and more akin to a foreign entity.
After Vespasianâs death, the Muse was always either kept by the Primarchâs side or kept in an isolated room as Fulgrim became more and more paranoid and possessive of her lover and sought to keep them all to herself while the influence of the daemon within the Laer blade grew stronger and stronger. Desperate to separate the Primarch from her muse and eliminate the greatest obstacle to the complete fall and corruption of Fulgrim, the Daemon within the Laer blade temporarily took control of her body (an act which was met with fierce resistance by Fulgrimâs soul, leaving both the daemon weakened and a small uncorrupted part of Fulgrimâs soul to be torn off while still being stuck within the Primarchâs body) and, in a strangled voice and with dull sad eyes, ordered the Muse to join the first drop onto Istvaan III.
During the virus bombing of Istvaan III, the Muse nearly died from the virus bombs but was saved by Solomon Demeter who suffered grievous injuries leading them to safety amidst the ensuing firestorm. The Muse then went on to fight at Istvaan III alongside other loyalists led by Saul Tarvitz. During the battle, the Muse informed the loyalists present of Fulgrimâs current state and the Laer bladeâs corruption. Later on, the Muse was tasked with guarding the underground hangar alongside Rylanor and several other Astartes.
After the final virus bombing and the end of the battle on Istvaan III, Rylanor , the Muse and the remaining Astartes within the underground hangar discussed their next course of action. While several plans were proposed, all ultimately settled on the plan proposed by the ancient Rylanor. The dreadnoughtâs plan was that they would bide their time while creating a potent weapon capable of destroying the entire planet before luring as many traitors to the planet as possible. Once all the preparations are completed, all except Rylanor, who would stand guard over them, would enter into a stasis pod to wait for time to enact the plan. Then when the moment comes, all the loyalists present would be given a choice: either board the spacecraft within the hangar and depart the planet or stay to oversee Istvaanâs destruction and go out in a blaze a glory.
Unbeknownst to all however, this plan was a trick by Rylanor who didnât want to see anymore of his comrades die if he could help it. Thus, once everyone entered into stasis the ancient of rites loaded all the stasis pods onto the spacecraft before activating the shipâs cloaking device and enter a command for the spacecraft to fly into an asteroid field in a nearby system but not before leaving a final farewell message for each and every loyalist to be opened once they wake from stasis. After the spacecraft flew away, Rylanor activated the beacon, luring Fulgrim to the planet and blew it up (this part went down pretty much like in canon). However, the physical injuries and spiritual damage from the now Daemonic Primarchâs wounded pride allowed the small uncorrupted part of Fulgrimâs soul to break free from her body and enter into a clone created by Fabius Bile.
Meanwhile, during their stasis, the Muse and other Astartes present all received a vision from the emperor himself, detailing all that had transpired on Istvaan III and guide them towards the uncorrupted clone of Fulgrim. Once the Muse and company were awaken from stasis and entered back into realspace however, they discovered that Fabius Bile had given the clone of Fulgrim to the necron lord Trazyn the Infinite. Hearing of the necron lordâs interest in old Necrontyr artifacts through stories and rumours, the Muse now seek to gather a collection of items to bargain to exchange with Trazyn in return for the uncorrupted Fulgrim.
Credits
u/Sweet_older-Sister for making the AU a reality u/NadiaFortuneFeet for the idea that Fulgrim could actually work as a female name This is the second one in this series which I will hopefully make for all of the Primarchâs SOâs in the future (in order of their legion number)
Up Next: Petraâs Anvil (F! Perturabo)
Thank you for reading comments , feedback and criticism are all very much appreciated
2024.05.13 23:49 CabinetNecessary6178 My Primarch GF Chronicle: Fulgrimâs Muse (F! Fulgrimâs SO)
My Primarch GF Chronicle: Fulgrimâs Muse (F! Fulgrimâs SO)
Preamble: This is based on the Primarch GF's AU created by u/Sweet_older-sister and will mainly cover what they've been doing around and after the heresy and during 40k. Disclaimer: This current version is the "good" route so most will be somewhat happy/hopeful but will still be (mostly) canon compliant
What Happened
After Fulgrim returned from the cleansing of Laeran with a strange sword, she slowly began to change from the kindhearted person who once sought perfection for herself and encourage and support others to do the same to a more twisted , narcissistic and self absorbed version of herself that began to appear more and more often. While these changes went unnoticed by most among the legion, they were quickly noticed by The Muse who tried to stem the tide and return the Primarch to her old self. When the Laer bladeâs influence grew stronger over time, the Muse realised that them alone may not be enough and planned to stage an intervention alongside several senior officers in the legion such as Vespasian , Solomon Demeter and Rylanor in the hopes of getting Fulgrim to abandon the cursed blade for good. However, the plan ultimately never came to pass, as Vespasian was killed by Fulgrimâs own hand, much the Museâs horror and realisation that the Primarchâs presence felt different⌠almost inhuman and more akin to a foreign entity.
After Vespasianâs death, the Muse was always either kept by the Primarchâs side or kept in an isolated room as Fulgrim became more and more paranoid and possessive of her lover and sought to keep them all to herself while the influence of the daemon within the Laer blade grew stronger and stronger. Desperate to separate the Primarch from her muse and eliminate the greatest obstacle to the complete fall and corruption of Fulgrim, the Daemon within the Laer blade temporarily took control of her body (an act which was met with fierce resistance by Fulgrimâs soul, leaving both the daemon weakened and a small uncorrupted part of Fulgrimâs soul to be torn off while still being stuck within the Primarchâs body) and, in a strangled voice and with dull sad eyes, ordered the Muse to join the first drop onto Istvaan III.
During the virus bombing of Istvaan III, the Muse nearly died from the virus bombs but was saved by Solomon Demeter who suffered grievous injuries leading them to safety amidst the ensuing firestorm. The Muse then went on to fight at Istvaan III alongside other loyalists led by Saul Tarvitz. During the battle, the Muse informed the loyalists present of Fulgrimâs current state and the Laer bladeâs corruption. Later on, the Muse was tasked with guarding the underground hangar alongside Rylanor and several other Astartes.
After the final virus bombing and the end of the battle on Istvaan III, Rylanor , the Muse and the remaining Astartes within the underground hangar discussed their next course of action. While several plans were proposed, all ultimately settled on the plan proposed by the ancient Rylanor. The dreadnoughtâs plan was that they would bide their time while creating a potent weapon capable of destroying the entire planet before luring as many traitors to the planet as possible. Once all the preparations are completed, all except Rylanor, who would stand guard over them, would enter into a stasis pod to wait for time to enact the plan. Then when the moment comes, all the loyalists present would be given a choice: either board the spacecraft within the hangar and depart the planet or stay to oversee Istvaanâs destruction and go out in a blaze a glory.
Unbeknownst to all however, this plan was a trick by Rylanor who didnât want to see anymore of his comrades die if he could help it. Thus, once everyone entered into stasis the ancient of rites loaded all the stasis pods onto the spacecraft before activating the shipâs cloaking device and enter a command for the spacecraft to fly into an asteroid field in a nearby system but not before leaving a final farewell message for each and every loyalist to be opened once they wake from stasis. After the spacecraft flew away, Rylanor activated the beacon, luring Fulgrim to the planet and blew it up (this part went down pretty much like in canon). However, the physical injuries and spiritual damage from the now Daemonic Primarchâs wounded pride allowed the small uncorrupted part of Fulgrimâs soul to break free from her body and enter into a clone created by Fabius Bile.
Meanwhile, during their stasis, the Muse and other Astartes present all received a vision from the emperor himself, detailing all that had transpired on Istvaan III and guide them towards the uncorrupted clone of Fulgrim. Once the Muse and company were awaken from stasis and entered back into realspace however, they discovered that Fabius Bile had given the clone of Fulgrim to the necron lord Trazyn the Infinite. Hearing of the necron lordâs interest in old Necrontyr artifacts through stories and rumours, the Muse now seek to gather a collection of items to bargain to exchange with Trazyn in return for the uncorrupted Fulgrim.
Credits
u/Sweet_older-Sister for making the AU a reality u/NadiaFortuneFeet for the idea that Fulgrim could actually work as a female name This is the second one in this series which I will hopefully make for all of the Primarchâs SOâs in the future (in order of their legion number)
Up Next: Petraâs Anvil (F! Perturabo)
Thank you for reading comments , feedback and criticism are all very much appreciated
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Preamble: This is based on the Primarch GF's AU created by u/Sweet_older-sister and will mainly cover what they've been doing around and after the heresy and during 40k. Disclaimer: This current version is the "good" route so most will be somewhat happy/hopeful but will still be (mostly) canon compliant
What Happened
After Fulgrim returned from the cleansing of Laeran with a strange sword, she slowly began to change from the kindhearted person who once sought perfection for herself and encourage and support others to do the same to a more twisted , narcissistic and self absorbed version of herself that began to appear more and more often. While these changes went unnoticed by most among the legion, they were quickly noticed by The Muse who tried to stem the tide and return the Primarch to her old self. When the Laer bladeâs influence grew stronger over time, the Muse realised that them alone may not be enough and planned to stage an intervention alongside several senior officers in the legion such as Vespasian , Solomon Demeter and Rylanor in the hopes of getting Fulgrim to abandon the cursed blade for good. However, the plan ultimately never came to pass, as Vespasian was killed by Fulgrimâs own hand, much the Museâs horror and realisation that the Primarchâs presence felt different⌠almost inhuman and more akin to a foreign entity.
After Vespasianâs death, the Muse was always either kept by the Primarchâs side or kept in an isolated room as Fulgrim became more and more paranoid and possessive of her lover and sought to keep them all to herself while the influence of the daemon within the Laer blade grew stronger and stronger. Desperate to separate the Primarch from her muse and eliminate the greatest obstacle to the complete fall and corruption of Fulgrim, the Daemon within the Laer blade temporarily took control of her body (an act which was met with fierce resistance by Fulgrimâs soul, leaving both the daemon weakened and a small uncorrupted part of Fulgrimâs soul to be torn off while still being stuck within the Primarchâs body) and, in a strangled voice and with dull sad eyes, ordered the Muse to join the first drop onto Istvaan III.
During the virus bombing of Istvaan III, the Muse nearly died from the virus bombs but was saved by Solomon Demeter who suffered grievous injuries leading them to safety amidst the ensuing firestorm. The Muse then went on to fight at Istvaan III alongside other loyalists led by Saul Tarvitz. During the battle, the Muse informed the loyalists present of Fulgrimâs current state and the Laer bladeâs corruption. Later on, the Muse was tasked with guarding the underground hangar alongside Rylanor and several other Astartes.
After the final virus bombing and the end of the battle on Istvaan III, Rylanor , the Muse and the remaining Astartes within the underground hangar discussed their next course of action. While several plans were proposed, all ultimately settled on the plan proposed by the ancient Rylanor. The dreadnoughtâs plan was that they would bide their time while creating a potent weapon capable of destroying the entire planet before luring as many traitors to the planet as possible. Once all the preparations are completed, all except Rylanor, who would stand guard over them, would enter into a stasis pod to wait for time to enact the plan. Then when the moment comes, all the loyalists present would be given a choice: either board the spacecraft within the hangar and depart the planet or stay to oversee Istvaanâs destruction and go out in a blaze a glory.
Unbeknownst to all however, this plan was a trick by Rylanor who didnât want to see anymore of his comrades die if he could help it. Thus, once everyone entered into stasis the ancient of rites loaded all the stasis pods onto the spacecraft before activating the shipâs cloaking device and enter a command for the spacecraft to fly into an asteroid field in a nearby system but not before leaving a final farewell message for each and every loyalist to be opened once they wake from stasis. After the spacecraft flew away, Rylanor activated the beacon, luring Fulgrim to the planet and blew it up (this part went down pretty much like in canon). However, the physical injuries and spiritual damage from the now Daemonic Primarchâs wounded pride allowed the small uncorrupted part of Fulgrimâs soul to break free from her body and enter into a clone created by Fabius Bile.
Meanwhile, during their stasis, the Muse and other Astartes present all received a vision from the emperor himself, detailing all that had transpired on Istvaan III and guide them towards the uncorrupted clone of Fulgrim. Once the Muse and company were awaken from stasis and entered back into realspace however, they discovered that Fabius Bile had given the clone of Fulgrim to the necron lord Trazyn the Infinite. Hearing of the necron lordâs interest in old Necrontyr artifacts through stories and rumours, the Muse now seek to gather a collection of items to bargain to exchange with Trazyn in return for the uncorrupted Fulgrim.
Credits
u/Sweet_older-Sister for making the AU a reality u/NadiaFortuneFeet for the idea that Fulgrim could actually work as a female name This is the second one in this series which I will hopefully make for all of the Primarchâs SOâs in the future (in order of their legion number)
Up Next: Petraâs Anvil (F! Perturabo)
Thank you for reading comments , feedback and criticism are all very much appreciated
2024.05.13 23:36 CabinetNecessary6178 My Primarch GF Chronicle: Fulgrimâs Muse (F! Fulgrimâs SO)
Preamble: This is based on the Primarch GF's AU created by u/Sweet_older-sister and will mainly cover what they've been doing around and after the heresy and during 40k. Disclaimer: This current version is the "good" route so most will be somewhat happy/hopeful but will still be (mostly) canon compliant
What Happened
After Fulgrim returned from the cleansing of planet Laeran with a strange sword, she slowly began to change from the kindhearted person who once sought perfection for herself and encourage and support others to do the same to a more twisted , narcissistic and self absorbed version of herself that began to appear more and more often. While these changes went unnoticed by most among the legion, these changes were quickly picked up on by The Muse who tried to stem the tide and return the Primarch to her old self. When the Laer bladeâs influence grew stronger over time, the Muse realised that them alone may not be enough and planned to stage an intervention alongside several senior officers in the legion such as Vespasian , Solomon Demeter and Rylanor in the hopes of getting Fulgrim to abandon the cursed blade for good. However, the plan ultimately never came to pass, as Vespasian was killed by Fulgrimâs own hand, much the Museâs horror and realisation that the Primarchâs presence felt different⌠almost inhuman and more akin to a foreign entity.
After Vespasianâs death, the Muse was always either kept by the Primarchâs side or locked in an isolated room as Fulgrim became more and more possessive of her lover and sought to keep them all to herself while the influence of the daemon within the Laer blade grew stronger and stronger. Desperate to separate the Primarch from her muse and eliminate the greatest obstacle to the complete fall and corruption of Fulgrim, the Daemon within the Laer blade temporarily took control of her body (an act which was mightily resisted by Fulgrimâs soul, leaving both the daemon weakened and a small uncorrupted part of Fulgrimâs soul to be torn away while still being stuck within the Primarchâs body) and, in a strangled voice containing and with sad eyes, ordered the Muse to join the first drop onto Istvaan III.
During the virus bombing of Istvaan III, the Muse nearly died from the virus bombs but was saved by Solomon Demeter who suffered grievous injuries leading them to safety amidst the ensuing firestorm. The Muse then went on to fight at Istvaan III alongside other loyalists led by Saul Tarvitz. During the battle, the Muse informed the loyalists present of Fulgrimâs current state and the Laer bladeâs corruption. Later on, they were entrusted with guarding the underground hangar alongside Rylanor and several other Astartes.
After the final virus bombing and the end of the battle of Istvaan III, Rylanor , the remaining Astartes and the Muse discussed their next course of action. While several courses of action were discussed but all ultimately settled on a single plan proposed by the ancient Rylanor. The dreadnoughtâs plan was that they would bide their time while creating a potent weapon capable of destroying the entire planet before luring as many traitors to the planet as possible. Once all the preparations are completed, all except Rylanor, who would stand guard over them, would enter into a stasis pod to wait for time to enact the plan. Then when the moment comes, all the loyalists present would be given a choice: either board the spacecraft within the hangar and depart the planet or stay to oversee the Istvaanâs destruction and go out in a blaze a glory.
Unbeknownst to all however, this plan was a trick by Rylanor, as once everyone entered into stasis the ancient of rites loaded all the stasis pods onto the spacecraft before activating the shipâs cloaking device and enter a command for the spacecraft to fly into an asteroid field in a nearby system but not before leaving a final farewell message for each and every loyalist to be opened once they wake from stasis. After the spacecraft flew away, Rylanor activated the beacon, luring Fulgrim to the planet and blew it up (this part went down pretty much like in canon). However, the physical injuries and spiritual damage from the now Daemonic Primarchâs wounded pride allowed the small uncorrupted part of Fulgrimâs soul to break free from her body and enter into a clone created by Fabius Bile.
Meanwhile, during their stasis, the Muse and other Astartes present all received a vision from the emperor himself, detailing all that had transpired on Istvaan III and guide them towards the uncorrupted clone of Fulgrim. Once the Muse and company were awaken from stasis and entered back into realspace however, they discovered that Bile had traded the clone of Fulgrim to the necron lord Trazyn the Infinite. Hearing of the necron lordâs interest in old Necrontyr artifacts through stories and rumours, the Muse now seek to gather a collection of items to bargain with Trazyn to exchange in return for the uncorrupted Fulgrim.
Credits
u/Sweet_older-Sister for making the AU a reality u/NadiaFortuneFeet for the idea that Fulgrim could actually work as a female name This is the second one in this series which I will hopefully make for all of the Primarchâs SOâs in the future (in order of their legion number)
Up Next: Petraâs Anvil (F! Perturabo)
Thank you for reading comments , feedback and criticism are all very much appreciated
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What Happened
After Fulgrim returned from the cleansing of planet Laeran with a strange sword, she slowly began to change from the kindhearted person who once sought perfection for herself and encourage and support others to do the same to a more twisted , narcissistic and self absorbed version of herself that began to appear more and more often. While these changes went unnoticed by most among the legion, these changes were quickly picked up on by The Muse who tried to stem the tide and return the Primarch to her old self. When the Laer bladeâs influence grew stronger over time, the Muse realised that them alone may not be enough and planned to stage an intervention alongside several senior officers in the legion such as Vespasian , Solomon Demeter and Rylanor in the hopes of getting Fulgrim to abandon the cursed blade for good. However, the plan ultimately never came to pass, as Vespasian was killed by Fulgrimâs own hand, much the Museâs horror and realisation that the Primarchâs presence felt different⌠almost inhuman and more akin to a foreign entity.
After Vespasianâs death, the Muse was always either kept by the Primarchâs side or locked in an isolated room as Fulgrim became more and more possessive of her lover and sought to keep them all to herself while the influence of the daemon within the Laer blade grew stronger and stronger. Desperate to separate the Primarch from her muse and eliminate the greatest obstacle to the complete fall and corruption of Fulgrim, the Daemon within the Laer blade temporarily took control of her body (an act which was mightily resisted by Fulgrimâs soul, leaving both the daemon weakened and a small uncorrupted part of Fulgrimâs soul to be torn away while still being stuck within the Primarchâs body) and, in a strangled voice containing and with sad eyes, ordered the Muse to join the first drop onto Istvaan III.
During the virus bombing of Istvaan III, the Muse nearly died from the virus bombs but was saved by Solomon Demeter who suffered grievous injuries leading them to safety amidst the ensuing firestorm. The Muse then went on to fight at Istvaan III alongside other loyalists led by Saul Tarvitz. During the battle, the Muse informed the loyalists present of Fulgrimâs current state and the Laer bladeâs corruption. Later on, they were entrusted with guarding the underground hangar alongside Rylanor and several other Astartes.
After the final virus bombing and the end of the battle of Istvaan III, Rylanor , the remaining Astartes and the Muse discussed their next course of action. While several courses of action were discussed but all ultimately settled on a single plan proposed by the ancient Rylanor. The dreadnoughtâs plan was that they would bide their time while creating a potent weapon capable of destroying the entire planet before luring as many traitors to the planet as possible. Once all the preparations are completed, all except Rylanor, who would stand guard over them, would enter into a stasis pod to wait for time to enact the plan. Then when the moment comes, all the loyalists present would be given a choice: either board the spacecraft within the hangar and depart the planet or stay to oversee the Istvaanâs destruction and go out in a blaze a glory.
Unbeknownst to all however, this plan was a trick by Rylanor, as once everyone entered into stasis the ancient of rites loaded all the stasis pods onto the spacecraft before activating the shipâs cloaking device and enter a command for the spacecraft to fly into an asteroid field in a nearby system but not before leaving a final farewell message for each and every loyalist to be opened once they wake from stasis. After the spacecraft flew away, Rylanor activated the beacon, luring Fulgrim to the planet and blew it up (this part went down pretty much like in canon). However, the physical injuries and spiritual damage from the now Daemonic Primarchâs wounded pride allowed the small uncorrupted part of Fulgrimâs soul to break free from her body and enter into a clone created by Fabius Bile.
Meanwhile, during their stasis, the Muse and other Astartes present all received a vision from the emperor himself, detailing all that had transpired on Istvaan III and guide them towards the uncorrupted clone of Fulgrim. Once the Muse and company were awaken from stasis and entered back into realspace however, they discovered that Bile had traded the clone of Fulgrim to the necron lord Trazyn the Infinite. Hearing of the necron lordâs interest in old Necrontyr artifacts through stories and rumours, the Muse now seek to gather a collection of items to bargain with Trazyn to exchange in return for the uncorrupted Fulgrim.
Credits
u/Sweet_older-Sister for making the AU a reality u/NadiaFortuneFeet for the idea that Fulgrim could actually work as a female name This is the second one in this series which I will hopefully make for all of the Primarchâs SOâs in the future (in order of their legion number)
Up Next: Petraâs Anvil (F! Perturabo)
Thank you for reading comments , feedback and criticism are all very much appreciated
2024.05.13 22:56 Shiron143 Looking for Noncon, RH recs
Every few weeks I post on this sub or another sub looking for dark romance books. I'm looking for books on kindle or another app that uses a dyslexia font. I love the Zodica academy books, ruthless boys is my favorite series through that world, but it's not dark enough. I find myself skipping every romance scene but I love the wording building, the way magic works, the plot twists ect.
I would love to find a dark romance book with RH or at least MFM. I want the FMC to be a huge brat, I've never been into good girls since I am a brat myself. As for kinks I don't have many triggers, mostly feet, snuff, illegal stuff, and Female Domiance. I want the MMCs to be unforgiveable, possessive and dark. Kinks im wanting to see in the book, abuse, rape, cnc,noncon, knife play, gun play, humiliation, kidnapping, and degradation.
A few books I've read and like with some of these themes all have Cnc/non-con: Lola king-Delightful Sins and Beautiful Fiend.
Shantel Teisser- The sinner and The ritual.
Sorcha Black- Prey Island
Angel Lawson-Lords of Pain
TDLR: What I want
-ongoing cnc, ongoing rape, ongoing noncon happening to the FMC
-An app that uses the dyslexia font
-Sassy/bratty FMC
-Degradation/humilation
What I'd like
-BDSM
-RH
-Protective MMC(s)
-Knife/gun play
-Fantasy
What I don't want
-More then one FMC
-Death
-torture
-Female Domiance
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I would love to find a dark romance book with RH or at least MFM. I want the FMC to be a huge brat, I've never been into good girls since I am a brat myself. As for kinks I don't have many triggers, mostly feet, snuff, illegal stuff, and Female Domiance. I want the MMCs to be unforgiveable, possessive and dark. Kinks im wanting to see in the book, abuse, rape, cnc,noncon, knife play, gun play, humiliation, kidnapping, and degradation.
A few books I've read and like with some of these themes all have Cnc/non-con: Lola king-Delightful Sins and Beautiful Fiend.
Shantel Teisser- The sinner and The ritual.
Sorcha Black- Prey Island
Angel Lawson-Lords of Pain
TDLR: What I want
-ongoing cnc, ongoing rape, ongoing noncon happening to the FMC
-An app that uses the dyslexia font
-Sassy/bratty FMC
-Degradation/humilation
What I'd like
-BDSM
-RH
-Protective MMC(s)
-Knife/gun play
-Fantasy
What I don't want
-More then one FMC
-Death
-torture
-Female Domiance
2024.05.13 22:33 Tigra21 Hunter or Huntress Chapter 189: Reporting In
As the world faded away into nothing but a dark void, Tom felt the only mildly familiar sensation of magic flowing like a gentle stream. It wasnât much of a draw, but it was certainly noticeable.
âRight, best make this quick then,â he tried thinking to himself, feeling the flow peak as he did.
âWho is this? Make what quick?â an ethereal sounding female voice replied. It did sound a bit like how he remembered Joelina sounding. Though she did not exactly sound calm.
âUhm⌠Hello? Anyone there?â
âYes hello. Who is this? What must be done quick? Answer me at once!â
âItâs Tom⌠Is that you, Joelina?â
âYes of course it is! Stupid dragons taking ages, I have questions for you! So many questiiioooonssss...â
âYeah I figured that⌠Fire away I suppose.â Tom replied a little uncertainly as to just what he might be in for.
âFirstly! Did you read the letters?â
âI did yeahâŚâ
âDisregard them, I have learned much since they were written! So much more yes, cursed blessed knowledgeâŚâ
âSo you do know we have gone to space then?â
âWhat? No, I re-experienced the memory you had of the movie about the moon mission. It was evident on the second watching that it was trickery of the eye! Spaceflight is but a myth!â
âRiiight.â
âThen how have your kind visited space? And what of the gods above!? it was evident that the woman with the crystals was but a fraud!â Joelina explained with all the calm and restraint of a shoppingmall Karen
âWell the rockets to the moon, that did happen.â Tom attempted, doing his best to remain calm and diplomatic. âThe movie you saw was probably a recreation⌠Tell me, did things go wrong on that trip but they made it home anyway?â
âYes, do you know of what I speak? Ahr what am I proclaiming! of course you do it is your own memories, how could I forget.â
âYeaâŚ, you watched a movie about Apollo 13 I think. Good movie, and that all happened too. Like for real happenedâ
âI seeâŚâ Joelina replied, sounding rather unstable. âAnd what of the gods?â
âWe ainât got any. Well not in space at least.â
âImpossible!â
âNo, quite possible. Many still believe in gods though, but letâs not get into that too much. Itâs a right old mess.â
âNo, you must tell me what happened to the gods? Have they left you?â
âWell some think so, but no. I just think it all works a bit different for us. They might be a little more hands off.â
âBut the churches⌠and these religious warriors you did battle with,â the inquisitor all but muttered to herself, sounding like she was struggling to put pieces together. âDo Jesus and Islam fight for power then? no no, they would have long since lost the battles to the ancient gods of war the teachers spoke of⌠though why they were always naked eludes me yeeeesâŚâ
âNo, again we donât really have gods just floating around... Could we please talk about something else? Or is that all you wanted to know?â Tom tried, hoping he really didnât have to dive deeper into that particular subject.
âNo no donât you dare cut me off! I have seen what you talked of, nuclear fire and missiles, ships of the oceans and planes soaring in the skies. But is it not all fake? Surely it must be! It must be? It must beâŚâ
âI donât know what you saw⌠but we have ships sailing around. If youâve ever seen flying ships like you have here then thatâs fake I can assure you of that. We do have airships, but they look more like really big long balloons.â
âBut we could make such vessels, or someone could from times past. If you can visit the moon then surely you can make a ship for the skies!â
âNo no, we ainât got grav oil. Or dragon essence as I guess itâs called. That means no anti gravity, and that means weight is a very very big problem for anything you wanna make fly. Planes and helicopters are how we fly. Remember how I flew to Afghanistan on a big ass plane? Or when I learned to parachute later?â
âWhat is parachute? is it the ham from your times doing, vacationing? what has dried meat products got to do with flying machines of battle!â
âWooo easy now easy. I guess you didnât get that far yet. Uhm. Itâs a cloth kite you dangle from and then glide to the ground. Very good fun.â
âA cloth kite used to fly?... such strange inventions. Wait was there not a movie of with something of that nature? yeeee⌠there was a song. I liked that song⌠something something brains upon his chute. YeesssâŚâ
âYeah⌠Youâll know it when you see it. I have one actually.â Tom clarified trying not to get too weirded out.
âYou must demonstrate on a suitable occasion.â
âYeah⌠I do have a question too though,â Tom replied, letting silence reign for a short time. â...Your last letter was in Danish.â
âOh, uhm yes. I- I was having some difficulty separating what was real and what was not⌠I still am. Do not tell Glazz, she musten know the truth yet. She seeks to limit my excursions.â
âYouâve ended up like I did, have you?â
âNo no no, the effects do indeed recede as expected, everything is in good order⌠But I had to know more. So so much moooore.â
âMaybe you should cool it a bit. You never know when a brain snaps. Or how,â Tom tried, confident his advice would be ignored.
âThere is not time!â
âAnd why is that? How is it going in our beloved Inquisition?â
âMind your tongue, human! Things are progressing, but so are our enemies. Infiltrators have been caught, traitors within our ranks are making their moves. The reemergence of Rashan, attacks on mines, keeps and a daring heist attempt at a Royal Guard fortress! The game is afoot, we cannot delay.â
âYou canât overreach yourself either. Werenât you supposed to be winning over the rest of the inquisition right about now? Canât do that as a gibbering mess.â
There was silence for a while more after that. âGlazz sent you a letter? What did it say?! You may not keep secrets from me- wait not⌠I should confiscate her arm⌠she cannot write with her left. Yes far better plan, avoid upsetting him. And fill her pen with invisible ink. Yes very good.â
âNo, itâs just obvious to any idiot. But what about winter, wonât things slow down?â
âThey should, yet as autumn progresses it has only been picking up. I hope they too are running out of time⌠But time for what? I must know what they are planning. They might be behind schedule. But what SCHEDULE! sorryâŚâ
âWell youâre not gonna find the answer to that in my memories, now are you?â
âYou were sent by someone. You are here for a purpose. I must know this purpose. It will help me understand. The puzzle is large and much of the box kept from me.â
âAs far as Iâm concerned, Iâm here to help you guys get in gear. Thatâs a decades to centuries long sorta problem, not a couple of years. Sounds like this war will be in the couple of years category.â
âThen why now? Why did you arrive now?!â
âShitty luck? Sounds like 10 years ago would have been a lot better⌠Oh on that note, did you hear? We found something down below.â
âNo, Paulin would have told me.âJoelina dismissed, he could almost feel her turning her snout up and away from him.
âWell we opened the vault like 3 days ago,â Tom replied, quite surprised Paulin hadnât said anything. âWait yeah she can send you messages, no? She sent the message about what we wanted to buy too, didnât she?... How did she do that by the way? Why didnât you just have her ask me questions?â
âThat is not for you to know, and this is not for her.â
âReally? More secrets still? Come on, tell me or Iâll let you think flying whales exist.â
âI know those are not real. If they were, you would have harvested them long ago! likely for some deranged snack⌠or facial decoration.â
âTrue, but you get the idea,â Tom persisted, feeling like this was something worth pushing for. Why would Paulin not have let her precious Joelina know?
âVery well. This does not leave your mind⌠In the name of, what was it called⌠camaraderie. Paulin is in possession of joined paper. Messages may be written down and read by anyone with similarly joined paper. Unsecured. Originally believed to be fore love letters⌠dastardly studs and wenches using perfectly good magic for such trivialness⌠simply tie the message to a rock and throw it though the window. Most peasants cannot even afford glassâ Joelina trailed off, seemingly zoning out once more.
âYou have magical paper that can relay written information⌠and you donât fucking use it!?â Tom explaimed, not quite believing what he was hearing.
âNo, we do not know how to make freshly bonded paper⌠only more linked to all other paper in existenceâŚâ Joelina agreed. He could almost feel her looking at the floor in shame. âBut it is not as if you are infallible, why did you not bring one of these radios?â
âI uhmâŚâ
âWhy didnât you?!â
âI forgot,â Tom admitted, thinking back to his packing days. Of all the things that could have proven useful, that one might have been his biggest blunder.
âFor the love of all that is holy! You are our saviour?!â Joelina scolded, understandably so, but still.
âHey I never claimed to be smart!â
âI have lived your dreams. That is a lie! You very much claim to be smart!â
âFuck off, I know you are just a scared little insecure girl.â
âShe died 30 years ago!â
âWell I havenât gotten to that bit yet!â
âWhat in the devils do you mean?â Joelina questioned calming right down in a fraction of a second.
âIâve only had like three proper dreams about you⌠wait no, not like that,â Tom blurted out as it clicked just how wrong that sounded. Joelina didnât seem to care in the slightest though.
âThree? That is it!?â going right back to outrage.
âYeah⌠Wait, how many have you had?â Tom questioned. He rather wanted to know just how much she might know about him in addition to the memories she had already picked through when inside his head.
âSeveral a day!â the inquisitor exclaimed in reply.
âOkay, I can see how that would drive someone a bit mad.â
âI am not going mad!â
âDid Glazz say the same thing?â Tom questioned, quite certain he was striking a nerve.
There was no reply for quite some time, Tom feeling the headache growing as things grew tranquil once more. He could feel his breath. It was rapid, and his heart was pounding. He probably shouldnât do this for much longer. Thus he endeavored to break the silence.
âYou probably should listen to her you know.â
âNo! These matters are above her station!â
âHasnât she been in the Inquisition longer than you?â
âShe has yes. But she is no inquisitor. She is a body guard.â
âSeems like she is a wee bit more than that,â Tom pushed on. He didnât yet know how those two came to stick together, but it was clear they had been working together for decades by now. All the way since she was assigned to Harvik
âMind your own matters, human.â
âVery well, donât think I can keep this up anyway.â
âWe have barely been chatting! Where do the dogs come from?!â
âSelective breeding for thousands of years. But Iâm gonna go. Take a break, do what Glazz says⌠even if Jacky hates her.â
Yet more silence followed that, though it was brief and Joelina was the first to speak again.
âFine! In the interest of cooperation I shall let you rest. Wear the earring at all times, I shall be contacting you again soon.â
âI think Iâm gonna be the judge of that. Iâll put it on when I feel like it.â
âYou will do as I say!â
âYou need a nap and a bit to calm down. Iâll give you three days. Around noon. See yah⌠How do I get this thing off?â
âIâm not telling you,â Joelina grumped like a little girl. She really didnât seem quite like herself at all today. She had been the spitting image of restraint and arrogance before. The arrogance was still there, but the restraint had certainly gone.
âCome on, do I just try to cut off the magic or is that a bad idea?â
âIf you answer a question I might answer.â
âRight then⌠Gimme gimme gimme aaaa-â
âJUST CUT IT! Farewell!â she called out loud enough Tomâs head pulsed and then there was blissful silence once more.
âHehe. That did the trick, right concentrate on that funny feeling aaan-â
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After dinner had been rounded up, Dakota had given a brief address as to some of the news received. There wasnât much that hadnât already made the rounds at the tables during the dinner itself. The war had been expanding, recruitment had started in full in the cities, and if not for the rather special situation at Bizmati they could have expected their banners to get called by spring.
Rumors had it that the kingdom was preparing itself for counterstrikes the following spring, which meant training through the winter for many volunteers.
âAnd a lot of not so volunteers,â Fengi muttered as Dakota carried on with the address.
âYou can say that twice. At least the street rats might get something to eat and a place to sleep,â Tirox the trader escort added.
âI suppose that is true. Not a bad deal in winter time⌠I might even have taken it.â
âBut we must instead keep our minds on our home,â Dakota carried on, talking to the whole hall. âThere can be no mistake, we will be a target. We will be ready. They are getting bolder by the day it seems. It is not impossible they may attempt to take our keep before the winter comes. Or perhaps they will be waiting for spring. It is equally clear their forces are spread thin. We will weather such assaults, I have no doubt. But we must keep training. We must keep vigil. We cannot afford to be surprised or outmatched. I know you will all do your best. And tonight, we have no less than 4 dragons here. So breathe easy, have your snacks and your drinks. If the weather holds soon we will be finished with the warehouse and then we may make final preparations for winter. It is sure to be an interesting one for once.â
The hall replied with a half-discordant cheer, not overly enthusiastic unlike what Dakota had likely envisioned. The talk of them possibly getting attacked even before the snow came wasnât really that encouraging. But Dakota tended to speak her mind, and she was probably right. Bizmati keep would be a damn tough nut to crack. And to Dakotaâs credit she did seem to recognize she hadnât really managed to rile them up.
âDidnât you hear me?â she tried again in a slightly more humorous tone. âEat, drink, and have fun! And put those tables together, donât want you brooding in your corners.â
That did get a bit more of a reaction, as well as some good humored chuckles. People started getting up and set about moving the tables closer together.
It was a little rude to split up their guests in the same way as they normally did. Saph carried one of the benches over to the new spot, glancing around for any sign of Maiko, but there was no sign of him anywhere.
Feeling a little miffed, she sat down with the others as Ray came back with one of the small kegs of cider looking very excited. âWe should have a taste, right?â
âOh yes please!â Pho called out, Essy giving her a slight slap on the wrist.
âThis one is only for those who paid for it. You will have to do with whatever you bought. Or the ale Iâm sure they intend to serve.â
âAww man. Not even a sip?â
âOkay, maybe a sip,â Essy relented. âOh, I should get Koko his gift.â
âYou got him a gift?â Saph questioned with mirth in her voice.
âOf course, that is what people do for each other⌠you did get Maiko something, right?â
Saph felt her expression slip a little as she prepared to disappoint their chief people person. âNo, not reallyâŚâ
âAll that money and you didnât get him shit? Thatâs cold girl,â Pho laughed, clearly finding it hilarious.
âOh shut up, not as if I got something for Unkai either,â Fengi added, springing to Sapphireâs defence, though it seemed like the delivery had Fengi second guessing herself as well.
Esmeralda did look a little saddened by the news, but she was far too nice to say anything. Tirox however had no such filter.
âOh donât worry about it, just gotta go with a different sort of gift.â The diminutive guard laughed heartily at his joke. Udanti found it quite funny as well, and Pho certainly loved it. Bo just shook her head a little and went back to a small puzzle of some sort she had been working on, on and off, for most of the dinner by now.
âSo uhm⌠One mug each?â Ray questioned, having been left hanging at the keg.
âOh yes sorry, just the one, this stuff is expensive,â Saph replied, holding out her mug, Ray pushing it back down.
âOne moment.â And she produced a wooden mallet and one of the metal taps. It looked like one of Raulfâs, so it was probably old as faded dragonscales.
Ray gingerly placed it against the cork and raised the mallet as the table fell silent in anticipation.
With a whack the tap went in clean with hardly a drop spilled, and Ray breathed a visible sigh of relief. âRight there we go.â
There was a quick round of cheers from the table, and Ray started pouring servings.
âOh got yours open, have you?â the voice of Balethon came as the guard came walking up to the table, mug in hand and lizard on shoulder. âYou all know we are gonna have to work out who got the better stuff, right?â
âOh does it always have to be a competition with you, Balethon?â Saph questioned. She had just wanted to enjoy the cider.
âLook who is talking⌠And yeah of course we do! Just think of the bragging rights.â
Ray didnât look too thrilled, nor did any of the girls who had actually paid for the keg. The rest of the table seemed to think it was a brilliant idea, even as Balethonâs voice carried and heads started to turn as people started to mingle between the now closely together tables.
âIâll be the independent adjudicator!â Tirox declared, not receiving much attention as the full mugs started to get passed around. âOh come on. Iâll be fair!â
âShut it pipsqueak, youâll end up taking 10 rounds of tastings before you make up your mind,â Udanti scolded, though in good humor.
âI mightâŚâ the guy relented, looking to Balethon. âEy, by the way. Did you teach the brainlet any tricks?â
âSure, Skitters can do a few things.â
âAside from chasing the food?â
âYou know what I think he might yeah,â Balethon replied sarcastically, gently tapping the static lizard twice on the head. The lizard didnât do much save skitter about on his shoulder to face Balethonâs head, one eye pointing in whichever direction.
âThat thing just looks so dumb,â Saph thought to herself as Ray handed her a mug. âOh thank you.â
âOkay, Skitters. Up,â Balethon went, raising a claw into the air as if he wanted the lizard to jump. Or perhaps stand up. âUp⌠come on.â
There was no reaction from the lizard aside from it jerking to the left a bit, possibly having spotted a fly or something.
âWeeeell obedience might need some work,â Udanti chuckled. âHave you tried with some food in your hand?â
âSure, then he just tries to eat the hand. Come on, Skitters. Up!â Balethon tried again, doing the gesture once more. And this time the little lizard jumped into the air. The little legs stretched out, taking its pitiful excuse for wings with it, and it half-fell half-glided to the floor where it hit with all the grace of a 6 year old on his first lesson. The slightly fat lizard bounced once, then rolled over twice before coming to a stop, looking around confused.
âAaayyy! Thatâs a good boi,â Balethon went, going to pick it up again before someone stepped on it or it ran off under the tables. âAnd now you get a treat.â True to his word Skitters was fed a small piece of something or other which it seemed quite happy to snap up.
Fengi leaned in to whisper to Saph. âWas that the trick or did it just get sick of staying there?â
âI have no idea,â Saph replied, holding up her mug. âCheers though.â
âCheers,â Fengi replied as they clinked mugs.
âOh hang on now, wait for me,â Essy protested as Ray finished pouring her mug and started on her own, looking to the girls as she questioned âOh, also what about Jacky? Should we wait for her?â
âWho knows how long that will take?â Fengi replied, holding her mug impatiently.
âIâm sure she wonât mind. She is with Tom. Weâll let him have a mug as well,â Essy added with a reassuring nod, looking up to the high table. âOh but we are missing Lin!â
âOh right yeah she paid too⌠I canât remember, did Edita chip in?â
âI donât think so,â Sapphire replied, shaking her head as Essy got up to go fetch Linkosta. Balethon decided to take her place, a big grin on his face.
âSo what else is going on over here?â
âOh not much, hellooo little guy,â Pho went, trying to give skitters a scritching. In exchange he tried to eat her finger. âOh⌠I mean I guess it doesnât hurt.â
âOh yeah, he canât hurt a fly⌠well he can, but nothing more.â
âShame he wonât get any bigger either,â Udanti added, nodding sagely. âWould have made a good rat hunter.â
âNah⌠toe hunter though. Also where is the ale at?â
âOh Raulf and Wiperna are getting ale and some of the bubble beer.â
âWhat is bubble beer?â Udanti questioned, tilting her head.
âOh youâll love it,â Saph interjected, waiting patiently as she saw Essy and Linkosta returning to the table out of the corner of her eye. âItâs an ale but itâs all fizzy.â
âRiiight⌠Iâve heard of fizzy beers before.â
âOh yes, but this one is so much more fizzy.â
âItâs light and almost springlike.â
âLight ale? You mean for kids?â
âNo no no. Just trust us itâs good.â
âRight right, I trust you,â the archer replied, looking to Essy and Linkosta, who seemed to be looking for a place to sit. âShould we not just put two end to end rather than this scrunching up business?â
âYeah we should⌠Right get the craftsman table over here then. We donât wanna have to smell the guards,â Saph called out, holding up her mug.
âHey! That was uncalled for,â Balethon protested as Ray passed a mug to Linkosta. The girls all raised their mugs and had a sip, not willing to wait any longer. They all smacked their chops a little, looking down at the golden liquid. It was slightly fizzy too⌠and it tasted like the brew of the gods themselves. Ray was looking at them all visibly tense with anticipation and perhaps a twinge of fear.
âRay⌠You have not disappointed,â Saph declared, nodding her approval, a smile creeping onto her face once more.
âOh this is the best drink I think Iâve ever had,â Fengi added, taking another gentle sip.
Ray looked visibly relieved, her expression changing to one of ecstasy as she too took a sip herself. âOh itâs even better than I remember. Iâm glad you liked it.â
âLike it?! I love it!â Fengi cheers, Essy giving an appreciative nod to Ray before looking to Lin.
âSooo?â
âItâs very good⌠Do you think we could try and cool it down a little? Imagine this cold.â
âIt is often served cold, yes,â Ray confirmed, nodding her assent.
âIâll go get the powder!â Saph called out, getting up. âI have got to try that.â
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The strange ethereal world that had seemed so all-consuming started to quickly fade. Holes grew as light and reality started seeping in, sounds and noise starting to build around him. âOom-Tom⌠Tom, are you okay?â came the familiar voice of Jacky as his eyes shot open and he blinked a few times as he returned to reality proper.
âYeah yeah, Iâm here⌠That is trippy, but hey, I think it worked.â
âHow many fingers?â Jacky questioned, holding up her hand.
â4. Clear as day.â
âPheeew. Okay look around, anything strange?â
Tom obeyed, sitting up a bit straighter and glancing about the room. âNnnnn, nope all good. Just like last time I used one of these.â
âRight, good. Now what did she say?â
âOh a bunch of stuff⌠mostly we chatted a bit about how sheâs going a touch mad. Even Glazz thinks sheâs falling apart at the seams apparently. She was also not happy I wanted a break.â
âOh donât tell me you have to do this every day from now on?â
âI said she had 3 days to get ready to try again. Hopefully sheâll have her case worked out by then.â
âHereâs to hoping⌠also how is your head? Does it hurt?â
âA bit, itâll go away Iâm sure.â
âRight,â Jacky replied, looking at him skeptically. âIf it gets worse, tell me. But dinner was served a while ago I think. And Iâm hungry.â
âMe too, letâs go.â
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Well then, Joelina got her chat. She seems fine... I am sure she will continue to be a steadfast ally, within the walls of the inquisition for many weeks to co- I mean years, definetly years.
As always I hope you enjoyed the chapter, if not you know who to blame. I promise I won't cry to much if you tell me what was wrong... I promise.
Not really any news, other than fuck me I'm a busy boi, luckily I found the time to keep up with the writing yet, hopefully things will quet down soon so I can get back to begin a bit further ahead.
Untill next time, take care
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âRight, best make this quick then,â he tried thinking to himself, feeling the flow peak as he did.
âWho is this? Make what quick?â an ethereal sounding female voice replied. It did sound a bit like how he remembered Joelina sounding. Though she did not exactly sound calm.
âUhm⌠Hello? Anyone there?â
âYes hello. Who is this? What must be done quick? Answer me at once!â
âItâs Tom⌠Is that you, Joelina?â
âYes of course it is! Stupid dragons taking ages, I have questions for you! So many questiiioooonssss...â
âYeah I figured that⌠Fire away I suppose.â Tom replied a little uncertainly as to just what he might be in for.
âFirstly! Did you read the letters?â
âI did yeahâŚâ
âDisregard them, I have learned much since they were written! So much more yes, cursed blessed knowledgeâŚâ
âSo you do know we have gone to space then?â
âWhat? No, I re-experienced the memory you had of the movie about the moon mission. It was evident on the second watching that it was trickery of the eye! Spaceflight is but a myth!â
âRiiight.â
âThen how have your kind visited space? And what of the gods above!? it was evident that the woman with the crystals was but a fraud!â Joelina explained with all the calm and restraint of a shoppingmall Karen
âWell the rockets to the moon, that did happen.â Tom attempted, doing his best to remain calm and diplomatic. âThe movie you saw was probably a recreation⌠Tell me, did things go wrong on that trip but they made it home anyway?â
âYes, do you know of what I speak? Ahr what am I proclaiming! of course you do it is your own memories, how could I forget.â
âYeaâŚ, you watched a movie about Apollo 13 I think. Good movie, and that all happened too. Like for real happenedâ
âI seeâŚâ Joelina replied, sounding rather unstable. âAnd what of the gods?â
âWe ainât got any. Well not in space at least.â
âImpossible!â
âNo, quite possible. Many still believe in gods though, but letâs not get into that too much. Itâs a right old mess.â
âNo, you must tell me what happened to the gods? Have they left you?â
âWell some think so, but no. I just think it all works a bit different for us. They might be a little more hands off.â
âBut the churches⌠and these religious warriors you did battle with,â the inquisitor all but muttered to herself, sounding like she was struggling to put pieces together. âDo Jesus and Islam fight for power then? no no, they would have long since lost the battles to the ancient gods of war the teachers spoke of⌠though why they were always naked eludes me yeeeesâŚâ
âNo, again we donât really have gods just floating around... Could we please talk about something else? Or is that all you wanted to know?â Tom tried, hoping he really didnât have to dive deeper into that particular subject.
âNo no donât you dare cut me off! I have seen what you talked of, nuclear fire and missiles, ships of the oceans and planes soaring in the skies. But is it not all fake? Surely it must be! It must be? It must beâŚâ
âI donât know what you saw⌠but we have ships sailing around. If youâve ever seen flying ships like you have here then thatâs fake I can assure you of that. We do have airships, but they look more like really big long balloons.â
âBut we could make such vessels, or someone could from times past. If you can visit the moon then surely you can make a ship for the skies!â
âNo no, we ainât got grav oil. Or dragon essence as I guess itâs called. That means no anti gravity, and that means weight is a very very big problem for anything you wanna make fly. Planes and helicopters are how we fly. Remember how I flew to Afghanistan on a big ass plane? Or when I learned to parachute later?â
âWhat is parachute? is it the ham from your times doing, vacationing? what has dried meat products got to do with flying machines of battle!â
âWooo easy now easy. I guess you didnât get that far yet. Uhm. Itâs a cloth kite you dangle from and then glide to the ground. Very good fun.â
âA cloth kite used to fly?... such strange inventions. Wait was there not a movie of with something of that nature? yeeee⌠there was a song. I liked that song⌠something something brains upon his chute. YeesssâŚâ
âYeah⌠Youâll know it when you see it. I have one actually.â Tom clarified trying not to get too weirded out.
âYou must demonstrate on a suitable occasion.â
âYeah⌠I do have a question too though,â Tom replied, letting silence reign for a short time. â...Your last letter was in Danish.â
âOh, uhm yes. I- I was having some difficulty separating what was real and what was not⌠I still am. Do not tell Glazz, she musten know the truth yet. She seeks to limit my excursions.â
âYouâve ended up like I did, have you?â
âNo no no, the effects do indeed recede as expected, everything is in good order⌠But I had to know more. So so much moooore.â
âMaybe you should cool it a bit. You never know when a brain snaps. Or how,â Tom tried, confident his advice would be ignored.
âThere is not time!â
âAnd why is that? How is it going in our beloved Inquisition?â
âMind your tongue, human! Things are progressing, but so are our enemies. Infiltrators have been caught, traitors within our ranks are making their moves. The reemergence of Rashan, attacks on mines, keeps and a daring heist attempt at a Royal Guard fortress! The game is afoot, we cannot delay.â
âYou canât overreach yourself either. Werenât you supposed to be winning over the rest of the inquisition right about now? Canât do that as a gibbering mess.â
There was silence for a while more after that. âGlazz sent you a letter? What did it say?! You may not keep secrets from me- wait not⌠I should confiscate her arm⌠she cannot write with her left. Yes far better plan, avoid upsetting him. And fill her pen with invisible ink. Yes very good.â
âNo, itâs just obvious to any idiot. But what about winter, wonât things slow down?â
âThey should, yet as autumn progresses it has only been picking up. I hope they too are running out of time⌠But time for what? I must know what they are planning. They might be behind schedule. But what SCHEDULE! sorryâŚâ
âWell youâre not gonna find the answer to that in my memories, now are you?â
âYou were sent by someone. You are here for a purpose. I must know this purpose. It will help me understand. The puzzle is large and much of the box kept from me.â
âAs far as Iâm concerned, Iâm here to help you guys get in gear. Thatâs a decades to centuries long sorta problem, not a couple of years. Sounds like this war will be in the couple of years category.â
âThen why now? Why did you arrive now?!â
âShitty luck? Sounds like 10 years ago would have been a lot better⌠Oh on that note, did you hear? We found something down below.â
âNo, Paulin would have told me.âJoelina dismissed, he could almost feel her turning her snout up and away from him.
âWell we opened the vault like 3 days ago,â Tom replied, quite surprised Paulin hadnât said anything. âWait yeah she can send you messages, no? She sent the message about what we wanted to buy too, didnât she?... How did she do that by the way? Why didnât you just have her ask me questions?â
âThat is not for you to know, and this is not for her.â
âReally? More secrets still? Come on, tell me or Iâll let you think flying whales exist.â
âI know those are not real. If they were, you would have harvested them long ago! likely for some deranged snack⌠or facial decoration.â
âTrue, but you get the idea,â Tom persisted, feeling like this was something worth pushing for. Why would Paulin not have let her precious Joelina know?
âVery well. This does not leave your mind⌠In the name of, what was it called⌠camaraderie. Paulin is in possession of joined paper. Messages may be written down and read by anyone with similarly joined paper. Unsecured. Originally believed to be fore love letters⌠dastardly studs and wenches using perfectly good magic for such trivialness⌠simply tie the message to a rock and throw it though the window. Most peasants cannot even afford glassâ Joelina trailed off, seemingly zoning out once more.
âYou have magical paper that can relay written information⌠and you donât fucking use it!?â Tom explaimed, not quite believing what he was hearing.
âNo, we do not know how to make freshly bonded paper⌠only more linked to all other paper in existenceâŚâ Joelina agreed. He could almost feel her looking at the floor in shame. âBut it is not as if you are infallible, why did you not bring one of these radios?â
âI uhmâŚâ
âWhy didnât you?!â
âI forgot,â Tom admitted, thinking back to his packing days. Of all the things that could have proven useful, that one might have been his biggest blunder.
âFor the love of all that is holy! You are our saviour?!â Joelina scolded, understandably so, but still.
âHey I never claimed to be smart!â
âI have lived your dreams. That is a lie! You very much claim to be smart!â
âFuck off, I know you are just a scared little insecure girl.â
âShe died 30 years ago!â
âWell I havenât gotten to that bit yet!â
âWhat in the devils do you mean?â Joelina questioned calming right down in a fraction of a second.
âIâve only had like three proper dreams about you⌠wait no, not like that,â Tom blurted out as it clicked just how wrong that sounded. Joelina didnât seem to care in the slightest though.
âThree? That is it!?â going right back to outrage.
âYeah⌠Wait, how many have you had?â Tom questioned. He rather wanted to know just how much she might know about him in addition to the memories she had already picked through when inside his head.
âSeveral a day!â the inquisitor exclaimed in reply.
âOkay, I can see how that would drive someone a bit mad.â
âI am not going mad!â
âDid Glazz say the same thing?â Tom questioned, quite certain he was striking a nerve.
There was no reply for quite some time, Tom feeling the headache growing as things grew tranquil once more. He could feel his breath. It was rapid, and his heart was pounding. He probably shouldnât do this for much longer. Thus he endeavored to break the silence.
âYou probably should listen to her you know.â
âNo! These matters are above her station!â
âHasnât she been in the Inquisition longer than you?â
âShe has yes. But she is no inquisitor. She is a body guard.â
âSeems like she is a wee bit more than that,â Tom pushed on. He didnât yet know how those two came to stick together, but it was clear they had been working together for decades by now. All the way since she was assigned to Harvik
âMind your own matters, human.â
âVery well, donât think I can keep this up anyway.â
âWe have barely been chatting! Where do the dogs come from?!â
âSelective breeding for thousands of years. But Iâm gonna go. Take a break, do what Glazz says⌠even if Jacky hates her.â
Yet more silence followed that, though it was brief and Joelina was the first to speak again.
âFine! In the interest of cooperation I shall let you rest. Wear the earring at all times, I shall be contacting you again soon.â
âI think Iâm gonna be the judge of that. Iâll put it on when I feel like it.â
âYou will do as I say!â
âYou need a nap and a bit to calm down. Iâll give you three days. Around noon. See yah⌠How do I get this thing off?â
âIâm not telling you,â Joelina grumped like a little girl. She really didnât seem quite like herself at all today. She had been the spitting image of restraint and arrogance before. The arrogance was still there, but the restraint had certainly gone.
âCome on, do I just try to cut off the magic or is that a bad idea?â
âIf you answer a question I might answer.â
âRight then⌠Gimme gimme gimme aaaa-â
âJUST CUT IT! Farewell!â she called out loud enough Tomâs head pulsed and then there was blissful silence once more.
âHehe. That did the trick, right concentrate on that funny feeling aaan-â
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After dinner had been rounded up, Dakota had given a brief address as to some of the news received. There wasnât much that hadnât already made the rounds at the tables during the dinner itself. The war had been expanding, recruitment had started in full in the cities, and if not for the rather special situation at Bizmati they could have expected their banners to get called by spring.
Rumors had it that the kingdom was preparing itself for counterstrikes the following spring, which meant training through the winter for many volunteers.
âAnd a lot of not so volunteers,â Fengi muttered as Dakota carried on with the address.
âYou can say that twice. At least the street rats might get something to eat and a place to sleep,â Tirox the trader escort added.
âI suppose that is true. Not a bad deal in winter time⌠I might even have taken it.â
âBut we must instead keep our minds on our home,â Dakota carried on, talking to the whole hall. âThere can be no mistake, we will be a target. We will be ready. They are getting bolder by the day it seems. It is not impossible they may attempt to take our keep before the winter comes. Or perhaps they will be waiting for spring. It is equally clear their forces are spread thin. We will weather such assaults, I have no doubt. But we must keep training. We must keep vigil. We cannot afford to be surprised or outmatched. I know you will all do your best. And tonight, we have no less than 4 dragons here. So breathe easy, have your snacks and your drinks. If the weather holds soon we will be finished with the warehouse and then we may make final preparations for winter. It is sure to be an interesting one for once.â
The hall replied with a half-discordant cheer, not overly enthusiastic unlike what Dakota had likely envisioned. The talk of them possibly getting attacked even before the snow came wasnât really that encouraging. But Dakota tended to speak her mind, and she was probably right. Bizmati keep would be a damn tough nut to crack. And to Dakotaâs credit she did seem to recognize she hadnât really managed to rile them up.
âDidnât you hear me?â she tried again in a slightly more humorous tone. âEat, drink, and have fun! And put those tables together, donât want you brooding in your corners.â
That did get a bit more of a reaction, as well as some good humored chuckles. People started getting up and set about moving the tables closer together.
It was a little rude to split up their guests in the same way as they normally did. Saph carried one of the benches over to the new spot, glancing around for any sign of Maiko, but there was no sign of him anywhere.
Feeling a little miffed, she sat down with the others as Ray came back with one of the small kegs of cider looking very excited. âWe should have a taste, right?â
âOh yes please!â Pho called out, Essy giving her a slight slap on the wrist.
âThis one is only for those who paid for it. You will have to do with whatever you bought. Or the ale Iâm sure they intend to serve.â
âAww man. Not even a sip?â
âOkay, maybe a sip,â Essy relented. âOh, I should get Koko his gift.â
âYou got him a gift?â Saph questioned with mirth in her voice.
âOf course, that is what people do for each other⌠you did get Maiko something, right?â
Saph felt her expression slip a little as she prepared to disappoint their chief people person. âNo, not reallyâŚâ
âAll that money and you didnât get him shit? Thatâs cold girl,â Pho laughed, clearly finding it hilarious.
âOh shut up, not as if I got something for Unkai either,â Fengi added, springing to Sapphireâs defence, though it seemed like the delivery had Fengi second guessing herself as well.
Esmeralda did look a little saddened by the news, but she was far too nice to say anything. Tirox however had no such filter.
âOh donât worry about it, just gotta go with a different sort of gift.â The diminutive guard laughed heartily at his joke. Udanti found it quite funny as well, and Pho certainly loved it. Bo just shook her head a little and went back to a small puzzle of some sort she had been working on, on and off, for most of the dinner by now.
âSo uhm⌠One mug each?â Ray questioned, having been left hanging at the keg.
âOh yes sorry, just the one, this stuff is expensive,â Saph replied, holding out her mug, Ray pushing it back down.
âOne moment.â And she produced a wooden mallet and one of the metal taps. It looked like one of Raulfâs, so it was probably old as faded dragonscales.
Ray gingerly placed it against the cork and raised the mallet as the table fell silent in anticipation.
With a whack the tap went in clean with hardly a drop spilled, and Ray breathed a visible sigh of relief. âRight there we go.â
There was a quick round of cheers from the table, and Ray started pouring servings.
âOh got yours open, have you?â the voice of Balethon came as the guard came walking up to the table, mug in hand and lizard on shoulder. âYou all know we are gonna have to work out who got the better stuff, right?â
âOh does it always have to be a competition with you, Balethon?â Saph questioned. She had just wanted to enjoy the cider.
âLook who is talking⌠And yeah of course we do! Just think of the bragging rights.â
Ray didnât look too thrilled, nor did any of the girls who had actually paid for the keg. The rest of the table seemed to think it was a brilliant idea, even as Balethonâs voice carried and heads started to turn as people started to mingle between the now closely together tables.
âIâll be the independent adjudicator!â Tirox declared, not receiving much attention as the full mugs started to get passed around. âOh come on. Iâll be fair!â
âShut it pipsqueak, youâll end up taking 10 rounds of tastings before you make up your mind,â Udanti scolded, though in good humor.
âI mightâŚâ the guy relented, looking to Balethon. âEy, by the way. Did you teach the brainlet any tricks?â
âSure, Skitters can do a few things.â
âAside from chasing the food?â
âYou know what I think he might yeah,â Balethon replied sarcastically, gently tapping the static lizard twice on the head. The lizard didnât do much save skitter about on his shoulder to face Balethonâs head, one eye pointing in whichever direction.
âThat thing just looks so dumb,â Saph thought to herself as Ray handed her a mug. âOh thank you.â
âOkay, Skitters. Up,â Balethon went, raising a claw into the air as if he wanted the lizard to jump. Or perhaps stand up. âUp⌠come on.â
There was no reaction from the lizard aside from it jerking to the left a bit, possibly having spotted a fly or something.
âWeeeell obedience might need some work,â Udanti chuckled. âHave you tried with some food in your hand?â
âSure, then he just tries to eat the hand. Come on, Skitters. Up!â Balethon tried again, doing the gesture once more. And this time the little lizard jumped into the air. The little legs stretched out, taking its pitiful excuse for wings with it, and it half-fell half-glided to the floor where it hit with all the grace of a 6 year old on his first lesson. The slightly fat lizard bounced once, then rolled over twice before coming to a stop, looking around confused.
âAaayyy! Thatâs a good boi,â Balethon went, going to pick it up again before someone stepped on it or it ran off under the tables. âAnd now you get a treat.â True to his word Skitters was fed a small piece of something or other which it seemed quite happy to snap up.
Fengi leaned in to whisper to Saph. âWas that the trick or did it just get sick of staying there?â
âI have no idea,â Saph replied, holding up her mug. âCheers though.â
âCheers,â Fengi replied as they clinked mugs.
âOh hang on now, wait for me,â Essy protested as Ray finished pouring her mug and started on her own, looking to the girls as she questioned âOh, also what about Jacky? Should we wait for her?â
âWho knows how long that will take?â Fengi replied, holding her mug impatiently.
âIâm sure she wonât mind. She is with Tom. Weâll let him have a mug as well,â Essy added with a reassuring nod, looking up to the high table. âOh but we are missing Lin!â
âOh right yeah she paid too⌠I canât remember, did Edita chip in?â
âI donât think so,â Sapphire replied, shaking her head as Essy got up to go fetch Linkosta. Balethon decided to take her place, a big grin on his face.
âSo what else is going on over here?â
âOh not much, hellooo little guy,â Pho went, trying to give skitters a scritching. In exchange he tried to eat her finger. âOh⌠I mean I guess it doesnât hurt.â
âOh yeah, he canât hurt a fly⌠well he can, but nothing more.â
âShame he wonât get any bigger either,â Udanti added, nodding sagely. âWould have made a good rat hunter.â
âNah⌠toe hunter though. Also where is the ale at?â
âOh Raulf and Wiperna are getting ale and some of the bubble beer.â
âWhat is bubble beer?â Udanti questioned, tilting her head.
âOh youâll love it,â Saph interjected, waiting patiently as she saw Essy and Linkosta returning to the table out of the corner of her eye. âItâs an ale but itâs all fizzy.â
âRiiight⌠Iâve heard of fizzy beers before.â
âOh yes, but this one is so much more fizzy.â
âItâs light and almost springlike.â
âLight ale? You mean for kids?â
âNo no no. Just trust us itâs good.â
âRight right, I trust you,â the archer replied, looking to Essy and Linkosta, who seemed to be looking for a place to sit. âShould we not just put two end to end rather than this scrunching up business?â
âYeah we should⌠Right get the craftsman table over here then. We donât wanna have to smell the guards,â Saph called out, holding up her mug.
âHey! That was uncalled for,â Balethon protested as Ray passed a mug to Linkosta. The girls all raised their mugs and had a sip, not willing to wait any longer. They all smacked their chops a little, looking down at the golden liquid. It was slightly fizzy too⌠and it tasted like the brew of the gods themselves. Ray was looking at them all visibly tense with anticipation and perhaps a twinge of fear.
âRay⌠You have not disappointed,â Saph declared, nodding her approval, a smile creeping onto her face once more.
âOh this is the best drink I think Iâve ever had,â Fengi added, taking another gentle sip.
Ray looked visibly relieved, her expression changing to one of ecstasy as she too took a sip herself. âOh itâs even better than I remember. Iâm glad you liked it.â
âLike it?! I love it!â Fengi cheers, Essy giving an appreciative nod to Ray before looking to Lin.
âSooo?â
âItâs very good⌠Do you think we could try and cool it down a little? Imagine this cold.â
âIt is often served cold, yes,â Ray confirmed, nodding her assent.
âIâll go get the powder!â Saph called out, getting up. âI have got to try that.â
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The strange ethereal world that had seemed so all-consuming started to quickly fade. Holes grew as light and reality started seeping in, sounds and noise starting to build around him. âOom-Tom⌠Tom, are you okay?â came the familiar voice of Jacky as his eyes shot open and he blinked a few times as he returned to reality proper.
âYeah yeah, Iâm here⌠That is trippy, but hey, I think it worked.â
âHow many fingers?â Jacky questioned, holding up her hand.
â4. Clear as day.â
âPheeew. Okay look around, anything strange?â
Tom obeyed, sitting up a bit straighter and glancing about the room. âNnnnn, nope all good. Just like last time I used one of these.â
âRight, good. Now what did she say?â
âOh a bunch of stuff⌠mostly we chatted a bit about how sheâs going a touch mad. Even Glazz thinks sheâs falling apart at the seams apparently. She was also not happy I wanted a break.â
âOh donât tell me you have to do this every day from now on?â
âI said she had 3 days to get ready to try again. Hopefully sheâll have her case worked out by then.â
âHereâs to hoping⌠also how is your head? Does it hurt?â
âA bit, itâll go away Iâm sure.â
âRight,â Jacky replied, looking at him skeptically. âIf it gets worse, tell me. But dinner was served a while ago I think. And Iâm hungry.â
âMe too, letâs go.â
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Well then, Joelina got her chat. She seems fine... I am sure she will continue to be a steadfast ally, within the walls of the inquisition for many weeks to co- I mean years, definetly years.
As always I hope you enjoyed the chapter, if not you know who to blame. I promise I won't cry to much if you tell me what was wrong... I promise.
Not really any news, other than fuck me I'm a busy boi, luckily I found the time to keep up with the writing yet, hopefully things will quet down soon so I can get back to begin a bit further ahead.
Untill next time, take care
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2024.05.13 21:28 ChosenWritings [F4F] Where are the lovely blood suckers at? [Advanced]
Please read the post in its entirety. The possible plots listed are merely ideas. I'd love to brainstorm and expand on the plots below or come up with different ideas for our characters.
Dismantling The Vampiric Regime:
Magic is a plague on the earth. Humans despise the unknown and often turn on the few who possess such talents. Muse A has kept her abilities a secret, living in relative isolation before she steps out into the political arena after volunteering to be the annual sacrifice to Muse B, her vampiric overlord. Muse A has no intention of being a willing lamb to the slaughter, however. Sheâs determined to dismantle the system that sees humans as cattle and vampires as civilized aristocrats.
The Rise of a New Creature:
Muse A, a human scientist obsessed with the supernatural, and Muse B, a vampire queen ruling over her domain with an iron fist, find themselves drawn together when a new species of supernatural creatures begins to emerge, threatening the delicate balance of power in their world. As the creatures grow increasingly aggressive and unpredictable, Muse A and Muse B reluctantly work together to investigate the source of the creaturesâ origins and find a way to contain the threat before it spirals out of control.
Immortal Enemies:
Two ancient beingsâan elven sorcerer and a vampire noblewomanâhave been locked in a centuries-old feud. Neither remembers why they hate the other, but they simply do. Time and time again, they attempt to kill the other, and yet they never seem to succeed. As the centuries pass, they begin to look forward to the next scheme, often resorting to trickery rather than true attempts to end the otherâs life for their existence would be dull without their beloved rival.
~*~
A little about me. I've been writing for nine years (give or take). My passion for fantasy and dark themes is unendingâif you want me to like you, come with a fucked up plot. Magic is never required, but highly encouraged. While I have premade plots above, Iâm always interested in what your thoughts are! Donât like any of them? No worries. Weâll come up with something better. :)
If we decide we'd be good partners, I'd love to brainstorm a plot and characters with you. If youâre curious to see what my writing style is like feel free to look at my profile. Iâve recently begun a challenge where I (try) to write a short story every day, so there is quite a bit of material for you to peruse through if youâd like.
Please note, I only write on Discord.
But before we get to the fun bit, here are some things to note:
If you're interested, Iâd love to hear from you. I look forward to getting to know you and developing our story together <3 Have a wonderful day.
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Dismantling The Vampiric Regime:
Magic is a plague on the earth. Humans despise the unknown and often turn on the few who possess such talents. Muse A has kept her abilities a secret, living in relative isolation before she steps out into the political arena after volunteering to be the annual sacrifice to Muse B, her vampiric overlord. Muse A has no intention of being a willing lamb to the slaughter, however. Sheâs determined to dismantle the system that sees humans as cattle and vampires as civilized aristocrats.
The Rise of a New Creature:
Muse A, a human scientist obsessed with the supernatural, and Muse B, a vampire queen ruling over her domain with an iron fist, find themselves drawn together when a new species of supernatural creatures begins to emerge, threatening the delicate balance of power in their world. As the creatures grow increasingly aggressive and unpredictable, Muse A and Muse B reluctantly work together to investigate the source of the creaturesâ origins and find a way to contain the threat before it spirals out of control.
Immortal Enemies:
Two ancient beingsâan elven sorcerer and a vampire noblewomanâhave been locked in a centuries-old feud. Neither remembers why they hate the other, but they simply do. Time and time again, they attempt to kill the other, and yet they never seem to succeed. As the centuries pass, they begin to look forward to the next scheme, often resorting to trickery rather than true attempts to end the otherâs life for their existence would be dull without their beloved rival.
~*~
A little about me. I've been writing for nine years (give or take). My passion for fantasy and dark themes is unendingâif you want me to like you, come with a fucked up plot. Magic is never required, but highly encouraged. While I have premade plots above, Iâm always interested in what your thoughts are! Donât like any of them? No worries. Weâll come up with something better. :)
If we decide we'd be good partners, I'd love to brainstorm a plot and characters with you. If youâre curious to see what my writing style is like feel free to look at my profile. Iâve recently begun a challenge where I (try) to write a short story every day, so there is quite a bit of material for you to peruse through if youâd like.
Please note, I only write on Discord.
But before we get to the fun bit, here are some things to note:
- I only play female characters. If romance is involved, I will only accept Female x Female/Nonbinary/Trans
- I only play in the third person and ask that my partner do as well. I prefer past tense but don't mind present.
- Longer responses are always encouraged. I don't expect a novel, but to keep things interesting, I enjoy 3-14 paragraphs depending on the situation.
- I am in university. My schedule is rather inconsistent, but I will always let you know ahead of time if I'll be gone for more than a couple of days. But if you feel like I've forgotten about you or our plot, please don't hesitate to reach out.
- OOC discussions are my favorite. I love squealing over our characters' interactions and brainstorming. However, that being said, I don't share personal information and I would ask the same of my partner.
- I do NOT write smut. Any steamy scenes will fade to black, but I am happy to entertain romance between characters.
- Minorsâall main characters must be 20+
- Fandoms, I prefer to make our own world. The two exceptions I'm willing to make is for ATLA or LOK
- Wrestling
- Self-harm (this is acceptable if it is a part of your character's back story)
- Overly anxious characters
- Mutilation (this is something I'm willing to talk about in PM)
- Controlling my character.
- Ignoring what I write. Everyone has their moments where they miss a detail here and there, but if you're outright ignoring what I put in my response all the time (especially if I bring it to your attention), our plot will be put on the "respond last" list.
- Ghosting. If there's something you don't enjoy or if you've lost interest, please tell me. I'm happy to make adjustments or wish you well. Don't be immature. I will always let you know if I feel that the plot, our writing styles, or something else isn't working for me.
- Overpowered characters. Nothing makes me lose interest faster than a character who somehow always has a solution to a problem OR a character who can't handle not having the upper hand.
- Text talk within your writing. However, I don't care if you do it OOC.
If you're interested, Iâd love to hear from you. I look forward to getting to know you and developing our story together <3 Have a wonderful day.
2024.05.13 21:26 FantasticVictory837 Official Explanation to Bluebook Test 6: Reading/Writing Module 2 Easy, Question #19
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2024.05.13 21:14 Technical_Goat_8473 My jealousy is ruining my relationship. (TW)
I have an amazing boyfriend whom I truly love. He is my FP. I get so jealous when he speaks to any other girl to the point where I am ruining the relationship.
I wanted to avoid speaking to him about it because I knew that I most likely wouldn't handle it well and I was right. Usually when I feel jealous I distance myself so that there is less of a chance that I do something that I will regret. But the topic came up anyway.
I have a female friend who also has BPD and I have a very complicated relationship with her. I want to be her friend but at the same time I hate her guts. Our friendship has been on and off for about 2 years. More recently the friendship ended on bad terms and she said some hurtful things and I of course did not take it well. I hated her and I was very angry because I could not let it go. Recently we're suddenly friends again. I thought that maybe it could work out if we communicate more. I already regret contacting her. She knows all about how jealous I can get. We know A LOT about each other. Our friendship was toxic and competitive.
Last week we went to a school dance along with my boyfriend (the day we became friends) and I had told her that me and my boyfriend were together before we arrived at the dance. We met up with my boyfriend and we all quickly started talking. She patted him on the shoulder after joking around which is odd since she told me that she hated physical touch, she knew that we were together and from all the time we've been friends she should've gathered that I wouldn't have liked her touching my boyfriend. While we were at the dance I kept having to move to the other side of my boyfriend because she kept walking next to him. I know that it is a stupid thing to be upset about but they were walking really close to each other and there were quite a few times where I was walking behind them and they didn't even notice. I was the third wheel. They also talked a lot which is strange since my friend doesn't usually like talking to people nor finds it easy but she quickly talked about some minor personal things which I think was really odd.
My boyfriend said that he changed his opinion on her and that she's really cool. It hurt me a lot. I felt that I was being replaced. And I felt so betrayed. I asked him about the whole leaving me out thing and he apologized He said that he didn't notice (am I that unimportant?) and that he felt bad for disliking her and thought that since me and her are friends again that he should try to get along with her.
Later on he texted her to ask for the photos she took that night. He could've asked me. She definitely has his number saved now and it makes me so fucking angry.
Today he brought it up and asked about me being jealous over my friend. We talked a bit and then he said that I can't get mad at him for talking to my friend which is true but I lost my shit anyway. It didn't matter how many times he reassured me that he only loved me because I still went crazy. I sent him multiple voice messages about it where it is clear that I am on the verge of tears. I was so hurt. It hurt so much. He just wanted to know what was happening. But I felt that he was replacing me and I couldn't stop crying. I couldn't stop thinking about having to walk behind them. I couldn't stop thinking about how much it hurt.
I did some things that I shouldn't have. Not completely terrible but enough to hurt him too. I just want to be the only one he loves. I already apologized but I am ignoring him because I want him to worry about me (I mentioned suicide) which now that I type out sounds horrible.
How do I cope in the future? I just get so jealous and possessive that I feel it is taking over my life and I can't do anything about it. I trust my boyfriend I really do. I just always have this fear in the back of my mind that I can't get rid of. What do I do?
I just feel that he is all I have. I can't lose him. I genuinely feel that there isn't anything I can do to fix the jealousy problem. My only hope is that I find a way to deal with it better because I truly do not wish any harm upon him.
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I wanted to avoid speaking to him about it because I knew that I most likely wouldn't handle it well and I was right. Usually when I feel jealous I distance myself so that there is less of a chance that I do something that I will regret. But the topic came up anyway.
I have a female friend who also has BPD and I have a very complicated relationship with her. I want to be her friend but at the same time I hate her guts. Our friendship has been on and off for about 2 years. More recently the friendship ended on bad terms and she said some hurtful things and I of course did not take it well. I hated her and I was very angry because I could not let it go. Recently we're suddenly friends again. I thought that maybe it could work out if we communicate more. I already regret contacting her. She knows all about how jealous I can get. We know A LOT about each other. Our friendship was toxic and competitive.
Last week we went to a school dance along with my boyfriend (the day we became friends) and I had told her that me and my boyfriend were together before we arrived at the dance. We met up with my boyfriend and we all quickly started talking. She patted him on the shoulder after joking around which is odd since she told me that she hated physical touch, she knew that we were together and from all the time we've been friends she should've gathered that I wouldn't have liked her touching my boyfriend. While we were at the dance I kept having to move to the other side of my boyfriend because she kept walking next to him. I know that it is a stupid thing to be upset about but they were walking really close to each other and there were quite a few times where I was walking behind them and they didn't even notice. I was the third wheel. They also talked a lot which is strange since my friend doesn't usually like talking to people nor finds it easy but she quickly talked about some minor personal things which I think was really odd.
My boyfriend said that he changed his opinion on her and that she's really cool. It hurt me a lot. I felt that I was being replaced. And I felt so betrayed. I asked him about the whole leaving me out thing and he apologized He said that he didn't notice (am I that unimportant?) and that he felt bad for disliking her and thought that since me and her are friends again that he should try to get along with her.
Later on he texted her to ask for the photos she took that night. He could've asked me. She definitely has his number saved now and it makes me so fucking angry.
Today he brought it up and asked about me being jealous over my friend. We talked a bit and then he said that I can't get mad at him for talking to my friend which is true but I lost my shit anyway. It didn't matter how many times he reassured me that he only loved me because I still went crazy. I sent him multiple voice messages about it where it is clear that I am on the verge of tears. I was so hurt. It hurt so much. He just wanted to know what was happening. But I felt that he was replacing me and I couldn't stop crying. I couldn't stop thinking about having to walk behind them. I couldn't stop thinking about how much it hurt.
I did some things that I shouldn't have. Not completely terrible but enough to hurt him too. I just want to be the only one he loves. I already apologized but I am ignoring him because I want him to worry about me (I mentioned suicide) which now that I type out sounds horrible.
How do I cope in the future? I just get so jealous and possessive that I feel it is taking over my life and I can't do anything about it. I trust my boyfriend I really do. I just always have this fear in the back of my mind that I can't get rid of. What do I do?
I just feel that he is all I have. I can't lose him. I genuinely feel that there isn't anything I can do to fix the jealousy problem. My only hope is that I find a way to deal with it better because I truly do not wish any harm upon him.
2024.05.13 20:49 bugmannadam Vivarium Mites: A Guide to the 4 Most Common Types
 | I wrote an article about 4 common types of mites for Vivarium Collective, and I thought I'd share it here since I've seen quite a few posts asking about them. Hopefully people find this helpful! Also please comment if you have anything to add or disagree with! submitted by bugmannadam to Vivarium [link] [comments] â Mites are an integral part of many ecosystems, including vivariums. While some mites play beneficial roles, others can become unwelcome guests, causing harm to the inhabitants. Understanding the different types of mites and implementing effective management strategies is crucial for maintaining the health of vivarium ecosystems In this article, we will explore the most common mites found in vivariums, discuss their characteristics, behaviors, and the impact they can have on the plants, animals, and overall vivarium environment. Brief overview of mitesMites are a diverse group of arthropods that belong to the class Arachnida, which includes spiders, scorpions, and ticks. Despite their small size, mites have adapted to various habitats, ranging from terrestrial environments to aquatic ecosystems. With tens of thousands of known species, they display a remarkable range of adaptations and behaviors.Mites undergo a life cycle consisting of several stages: egg, larva, nymph, and adult. Their reproductive habits can vary among species, but most mites reproduce sexually. Mating occurs during the adult stage, with females laying eggs that develop into the subsequent stages of the life cycle. Mites have a segmented body divided into two main regions: the cephalothorax and abdomen. Their bodies are covered in a protective exoskeleton, which may be transparent, semitransparent, or pigmented, depending on the species. They have specialized mouthparts adapted for their specific diets. Some mites are herbivores, feeding on plant tissues or algae, while others are predatory, preying on other small invertebrates. Additionally, certain mites are parasitic, relying on hosts such as reptiles, birds, or insects for nourishment. Despite their small size, mites can be visible to the naked eye, ranging from as tiny as 0.1 millimeters to a few millimeters in length. Their body shapes vary, from elongated and worm-like to rounded or flattened. Mites may exhibit various colors, including white, red, brown, or black, depending on their species and environmental adaptations. Understanding the general characteristics and behavior of mites is essential in identifying and differentiating the various types that may be present in a vivarium environment. Common mites in vivariums1. Soil miteshttps://preview.redd.it/hipfm5y4m80d1.png?width=1826&format=png&auto=webp&s=ea6fd49b4f389b3ed4f4a315dac94a036f92e2fbImage: Natural Enemies Soil mites are the most common type of mite found in vivariums. These mites are primarily found on and around soil, leaf litter, and decaying organic matter, playing a crucial role in decomposition and nutrient cycling within vivarium ecosystems. Soil mites are typically small, ranging from 0.2 to 2 millimeters in length. They have a rounded body shape, and their exoskeletons may appear dark or reddish-brown. Some species have fine hairs or spines covering their bodies. Soil mites move slowly and are often crawling through the soil or leaf litter, using their specialized mouthparts to feed on organic detritus, fungi, algae, and bacteria. You will often first notice them while they walk on the glass of your enclosure, where they are more visible to the naked eye. In vivariums, soil mites serve beneficial roles by aiding in the breakdown of organic matter, which contributes to nutrient recycling and the maintenance of soil health. They assist in the decomposition of leaf litter, dead plant material, and other organic debris, facilitating the release of essential nutrients for plants. Most soil mites are generally harmless or even beneficial. However, in specific circumstances, their populations can experience rapid growth. Although it is unlikely that they will disrupt the balance of the vivarium ecosystem, the presence of large mite populations can become unsightly and potentially stress the inhabitants as they constantly crawl over them. Prevention and control measures Managing soil mite populations in vivariums requires a balanced approach to ensure their beneficial functions while preventing overpopulation. Here are some prevention and control measures: Maintain proper vivarium hygiene: Regularly remove excessive decaying organic matter like rotting plants to minimize the buildup of food sources for mites. Establish a cleanup crew: Making sure to you have a healthy population of springtails and isopods to complete for resources will help keep a mite population from overpopulating. A note on predatory mites: I have read that in worst case scenarios, you may want to consider introducing predatory mites to help control populations. However, I personally do not recommend this. While predatory mites will feed on the soil mites and can be effective biological control agents, they can also decimate your springtail population. 2. Spider miteshttps://preview.redd.it/h2rwwat9p80d1.png?width=1764&format=png&auto=webp&s=d93b3d6a91fbfce9473df6c1974c13b381005badImage: Planet Natural Spider mites are another type of mite that can be found in vivariums, though they are not as common. These tiny arachnids are known for their ability to inflict damage on a wide range of plants. Spider mites earned their name due to their ability to produce fine silk webbing, which they use for protection and movement. Spider mites are incredibly small, typically measuring less than 1 millimeter in length. They have oval-shaped bodies and are usually pale yellow or red in color, depending on the species and life stage. Under a magnifying lens, you can observe their eight legs and two body regionsâthe cephalothorax and abdomen. Spider mites are notorious plant pests and can cause damage to the foliage of many plants in a vivarium. They feed by piercing plant cells and extracting the sap, which weakens the plant and can lead to discoloration, wilting, and even death in severe infestations. Spider mites tend to thrive in warm conditions, hence why you are less likely to encounter them. Prevention and control measures Preventing and managing spider mite infestations in vivariums requires a proactive approach. Here are some preventive measures and control strategies: Maintain a healthy plant environment: Provide plants in the vivarium with optimal growing conditions, including proper lighting, humidity levels, and air circulation. Healthy plants are less susceptible to spider mite infestations. Monitor plants closely: Regularly inspect plants for early signs of spider mite presence, such as stippling on the leaves, webbing, or discoloration. Early detection can facilitate prompt intervention. Quarantine new plants: By quarantining new plants, you create a buffer zone that helps safeguard the health and integrity of your existing vivarium. It provides an opportunity to observe the plantsâ overall condition, and address any potential concerns before introducing them to the main vivarium. 3. Grain miteshttps://preview.redd.it/k74in85bp80d1.png?width=1762&format=png&auto=webp&s=217be5cd4c619ca41b94f72ed5891a0aab612a61Image: Reddit Grain mites are tiny arachnids commonly found near vivariums, particularly those housing poison dart frogs that rely on fruit flies as a food source. These mites are drawn to the moist conditions of fruit fly cultures and thrive on their starchy and carbohydrate-rich food sources. Measuring between 0.2 to 0.5 millimeters in length, grain mites possess oval-shaped bodies covered in delicate hairs, giving them a soft and fuzzy appearance. Depending on the species, they can appear white, cream, or light brown. You can often spot them crawling on fruit fly cultures and nearby surfaces. Grain mites can reproduce rapidly and quickly infest your fruit fly cultures. While they primarily feed on fruit fly media, they readily consume various organic materials such as grains, flours, cereals, and other food commonly found in households. Although generally considered harmless, large populations of grain mites can become unsightly and troublesome. They may emerge from fruit fly cultures, spreading throughout the surrounding environment. Prevention and control measures Preventing and managing grain mite infestations requires careful attention to food storage and sanitation practices. Here are some preventive measures and control strategies: Start fresh with a clean culture: If you encounter an infestation, the best approach is to start over with a clean culture. Place the culture on a tray lined with diatomaceous earth or similar, which will eliminate the mites before they have a chance to infest the new culture. Keep the new culture in a separate area, far away from the infested ones. Regularly clean the area around cultures: Dispose of any spilled media promptly to minimize available food sources for mites. Clean food bowls or dishes regularly, ensuring there are no remnants of food left behind. Properly store fruit fly media: Store your culture media in airtight containers to prevent mites from accessing and infesting the food source. Keep the containers clean and free of any residual food particles. 4. Reptile miteshttps://preview.redd.it/q1vytllcp80d1.png?width=1760&format=png&auto=webp&s=372ef31a5fd492a4aece7690a78aa40b468c72b7Image: Everything Reptiles Reptile mites are a type of mite that can be harmful to your pet if left unchecked. These external parasites are particularly problematic for snakes and lizards. Reptile mites are typically introduced to vivariums by bringing in infested reptiles, or through infested bedding or substrate. Reptile mites are very small, measuring around 1 to 2 millimeters in length. They have elongated bodies with four pairs of legs and are usually reddish-brown or black in color. These mites are visible to the naked eye and can be observed crawling on the reptile's body. You may also see groups of them lodged between their scales. Reptile mites pose health risks to the reptiles they infest. They can cause irritation, discomfort, and potential anemia in severe cases. Reptiles infested with mites may exhibit symptoms such as excessive scratching, rubbing against surfaces, restlessness, and skin irritation. Mite infestations can weaken the reptile's immune system, making them more susceptible to secondary infections. Moreover, reptile mites can quickly multiply, infesting other reptiles and enclosures. Their presence can potentially lead to stress and health issues in other nearby inhabitants. Additionally, mites may act as vectors for diseases, further jeopardizing the well-being of the reptiles. Prevention and control measures Preventing and managing reptile mite infestations in vivariums requires a proactive approach to ensure the health and well-being of the reptiles. Here are some preventive measures and control strategies: Quarantine new reptiles: Before introducing a new reptile into a vivarium, it is essential to quarantine them in a separate enclosure for a period of time. This allows for observation and thorough examination to ensure they are free from mites or other parasites. Regularly inspect reptiles: Perform routine checks on your reptiles to detect early signs of infestation. Look for mites crawling on the reptile's body, especially around the eyes, mouth, or vent area. Avoid wild caught reptiles: Animals collected from the wild often already contain parasites and will fail to thrive in captivity. Only purchase reptiles that are captive born and raised unless you are an experienced breeder trying to establish a captive population. Consult a veterinarian: If a reptile is infested with mites, immediately consult a veterinarian for appropriate treatment options. They can recommend safe and effective treatments, such as topical medications, tailored to the reptile's species and health condition. General tips for mite prevention in vivariumshttps://preview.redd.it/e30dov6ep80d1.png?width=1910&format=png&auto=webp&s=5c04e2f3a953be9697ad1fa9eff26edb50546a41Image: Smug Bug Quarantine new additions: Whenever introducing new plants, animals, or materials, quarantine them separately before incorporating them into the vivarium. This helps prevent the introduction of mites and other potential pests or diseases. Maintain cleanliness: Regularly clean the vivarium and its components to reduce the presence of mites. Remove rotting plants, uneaten food, and waste promptly. Sanitize the exterior and equipment areas. Visual inspection: Regularly inspect plants, animals, and vivarium components for any signs of mites. Look for crawling mites, webbing, stippling on leaves, or any other indicators of an impending infestation. Encourage biodiversity: Promote a balanced ecosystem within the vivarium by incorporating a variety of plant species and creating diverse microhabitats. A well-balanced ecosystem with diverse flora and fauna can help regulate mite populations naturally. ConclusionMites can be a common occurrence in vivariums, but with proactive measures, early detection, and appropriate management strategies, their impact can be minimized. With regular cleaning, spot checks, and appropriate storage of foods, we can create a balanced ecosystem that discourages mite proliferation.It is our responsibility to prioritize the well-being of the animals in our care. By adopting a proactive approach to mite management, we can create a harmonious and thriving vivarium environment, free from the nuisances and risks associated with mite infestations. â Please comment if you have anything to add or disagree with! |
2024.05.13 20:47 bugmannadam Vivarium Mites: A Guide to the 4 Most Common Types
 | I wrote an article about 4 common types of mites for Vivarium Collective, and I thought I'd share it here since I've seen quite a few posts asking about them. Hopefully people find this helpful! Also please comment if you have anything to add or disagree with! submitted by bugmannadam to bioactive [link] [comments] â Mites are an integral part of many ecosystems, including vivariums. While some mites play beneficial roles, others can become unwelcome guests, causing harm to the inhabitants. Understanding the different types of mites and implementing effective management strategies is crucial for maintaining the health of vivarium ecosystems In this article, we will explore the most common mites found in vivariums, discuss their characteristics, behaviors, and the impact they can have on the plants, animals, and overall vivarium environment. Brief overview of mitesMites are a diverse group of arthropods that belong to the class Arachnida, which includes spiders, scorpions, and ticks. Despite their small size, mites have adapted to various habitats, ranging from terrestrial environments to aquatic ecosystems. With tens of thousands of known species, they display a remarkable range of adaptations and behaviors.Mites undergo a life cycle consisting of several stages: egg, larva, nymph, and adult. Their reproductive habits can vary among species, but most mites reproduce sexually. Mating occurs during the adult stage, with females laying eggs that develop into the subsequent stages of the life cycle. Mites have a segmented body divided into two main regions: the cephalothorax and abdomen. Their bodies are covered in a protective exoskeleton, which may be transparent, semitransparent, or pigmented, depending on the species. They have specialized mouthparts adapted for their specific diets. Some mites are herbivores, feeding on plant tissues or algae, while others are predatory, preying on other small invertebrates. Additionally, certain mites are parasitic, relying on hosts such as reptiles, birds, or insects for nourishment. Despite their small size, mites can be visible to the naked eye, ranging from as tiny as 0.1 millimeters to a few millimeters in length. Their body shapes vary, from elongated and worm-like to rounded or flattened. Mites may exhibit various colors, including white, red, brown, or black, depending on their species and environmental adaptations. Understanding the general characteristics and behavior of mites is essential in identifying and differentiating the various types that may be present in a vivarium environment. Common mites in vivariums1. Soil miteshttps://preview.redd.it/hipfm5y4m80d1.png?width=1826&format=png&auto=webp&s=ea6fd49b4f389b3ed4f4a315dac94a036f92e2fbImage: Natural Enemies Soil mites are the most common type of mite found in vivariums. These mites are primarily found on and around soil, leaf litter, and decaying organic matter, playing a crucial role in decomposition and nutrient cycling within vivarium ecosystems. Soil mites are typically small, ranging from 0.2 to 2 millimeters in length. They have a rounded body shape, and their exoskeletons may appear dark or reddish-brown. Some species have fine hairs or spines covering their bodies. Soil mites move slowly and are often crawling through the soil or leaf litter, using their specialized mouthparts to feed on organic detritus, fungi, algae, and bacteria. You will often first notice them while they walk on the glass of your enclosure, where they are more visible to the naked eye. In vivariums, soil mites serve beneficial roles by aiding in the breakdown of organic matter, which contributes to nutrient recycling and the maintenance of soil health. They assist in the decomposition of leaf litter, dead plant material, and other organic debris, facilitating the release of essential nutrients for plants. Most soil mites are generally harmless or even beneficial. However, in specific circumstances, their populations can experience rapid growth. Although it is unlikely that they will disrupt the balance of the vivarium ecosystem, the presence of large mite populations can become unsightly and potentially stress the inhabitants as they constantly crawl over them. Prevention and control measures Managing soil mite populations in vivariums requires a balanced approach to ensure their beneficial functions while preventing overpopulation. Here are some prevention and control measures: Maintain proper vivarium hygiene: Regularly remove excessive decaying organic matter like rotting plants to minimize the buildup of food sources for mites. Establish a cleanup crew: Making sure to you have a healthy population of springtails and isopods to complete for resources will help keep a mite population from overpopulating. A note on predatory mites: I have read that in worst case scenarios, you may want to consider introducing predatory mites to help control populations. However, I personally do not recommend this. While predatory mites will feed on the soil mites and can be effective biological control agents, they can also decimate your springtail population. 2. Spider miteshttps://preview.redd.it/aojwbyidm80d1.png?width=1764&format=png&auto=webp&s=a0f354847bc6058a0a246c5c54ce8c5dbeaf39f8Image: Planet Natural Spider mites are another type of mite that can be found in vivariums, though they are not as common. These tiny arachnids are known for their ability to inflict damage on a wide range of plants. Spider mites earned their name due to their ability to produce fine silk webbing, which they use for protection and movement. Spider mites are incredibly small, typically measuring less than 1 millimeter in length. They have oval-shaped bodies and are usually pale yellow or red in color, depending on the species and life stage. Under a magnifying lens, you can observe their eight legs and two body regionsâthe cephalothorax and abdomen. Spider mites are notorious plant pests and can cause damage to the foliage of many plants in a vivarium. They feed by piercing plant cells and extracting the sap, which weakens the plant and can lead to discoloration, wilting, and even death in severe infestations. Spider mites tend to thrive in warm conditions, hence why you are less likely to encounter them. Prevention and control measures Preventing and managing spider mite infestations in vivariums requires a proactive approach. Here are some preventive measures and control strategies: Maintain a healthy plant environment: Provide plants in the vivarium with optimal growing conditions, including proper lighting, humidity levels, and air circulation. Healthy plants are less susceptible to spider mite infestations. Monitor plants closely: Regularly inspect plants for early signs of spider mite presence, such as stippling on the leaves, webbing, or discoloration. Early detection can facilitate prompt intervention. Quarantine new plants: By quarantining new plants, you create a buffer zone that helps safeguard the health and integrity of your existing vivarium. It provides an opportunity to observe the plantsâ overall condition, and address any potential concerns before introducing them to the main vivarium. 3. Grain miteshttps://preview.redd.it/xbuh5ublm80d1.png?width=1762&format=png&auto=webp&s=d3f21917826ed5b37990782902a3748492ec5f07Image: Reddit Grain mites are tiny arachnids commonly found near vivariums, particularly those housing poison dart frogs that rely on fruit flies as a food source. These mites are drawn to the moist conditions of fruit fly cultures and thrive on their starchy and carbohydrate-rich food sources. Measuring between 0.2 to 0.5 millimeters in length, grain mites possess oval-shaped bodies covered in delicate hairs, giving them a soft and fuzzy appearance. Depending on the species, they can appear white, cream, or light brown. You can often spot them crawling on fruit fly cultures and nearby surfaces. Grain mites can reproduce rapidly and quickly infest your fruit fly cultures. While they primarily feed on fruit fly media, they readily consume various organic materials such as grains, flours, cereals, and other food commonly found in households. Although generally considered harmless, large populations of grain mites can become unsightly and troublesome. They may emerge from fruit fly cultures, spreading throughout the surrounding environment. Prevention and control measures Preventing and managing grain mite infestations requires careful attention to food storage and sanitation practices. Here are some preventive measures and control strategies: Start fresh with a clean culture: If you encounter an infestation, the best approach is to start over with a clean culture. Place the culture on a tray lined with diatomaceous earth or similar, which will eliminate the mites before they have a chance to infest the new culture. Keep the new culture in a separate area, far away from the infested ones. Regularly clean the area around cultures: Dispose of any spilled media promptly to minimize available food sources for mites. Clean food bowls or dishes regularly, ensuring there are no remnants of food left behind. Properly store fruit fly media: Store your culture media in airtight containers to prevent mites from accessing and infesting the food source. Keep the containers clean and free of any residual food particles. 4. Reptile miteshttps://preview.redd.it/uv36ng7jm80d1.png?width=1760&format=png&auto=webp&s=ee758e6e7684728d87990394670b258b8c7c3ce5Image: Everything Reptiles Reptile mites are a type of mite that can be harmful to your pet if left unchecked. These external parasites are particularly problematic for snakes and lizards. Reptile mites are typically introduced to vivariums by bringing in infested reptiles, or through infested bedding or substrate. Reptile mites are very small, measuring around 1 to 2 millimeters in length. They have elongated bodies with four pairs of legs and are usually reddish-brown or black in color. These mites are visible to the naked eye and can be observed crawling on the reptile's body. You may also see groups of them lodged between their scales. Reptile mites pose health risks to the reptiles they infest. They can cause irritation, discomfort, and potential anemia in severe cases. Reptiles infested with mites may exhibit symptoms such as excessive scratching, rubbing against surfaces, restlessness, and skin irritation. Mite infestations can weaken the reptile's immune system, making them more susceptible to secondary infections. Moreover, reptile mites can quickly multiply, infesting other reptiles and enclosures. Their presence can potentially lead to stress and health issues in other nearby inhabitants. Additionally, mites may act as vectors for diseases, further jeopardizing the well-being of the reptiles. Prevention and control measures Preventing and managing reptile mite infestations in vivariums requires a proactive approach to ensure the health and well-being of the reptiles. Here are some preventive measures and control strategies: Quarantine new reptiles: Before introducing a new reptile into a vivarium, it is essential to quarantine them in a separate enclosure for a period of time. This allows for observation and thorough examination to ensure they are free from mites or other parasites. Regularly inspect reptiles: Perform routine checks on your reptiles to detect early signs of infestation. Look for mites crawling on the reptile's body, especially around the eyes, mouth, or vent area. Avoid wild caught reptiles: Animals collected from the wild often already contain parasites and will fail to thrive in captivity. Only purchase reptiles that are captive born and raised unless you are an experienced breeder trying to establish a captive population. Consult a veterinarian: If a reptile is infested with mites, immediately consult a veterinarian for appropriate treatment options. They can recommend safe and effective treatments, such as topical medications, tailored to the reptile's species and health condition. General tips for mite prevention in vivariumshttps://preview.redd.it/yf72i6epm80d1.png?width=1910&format=png&auto=webp&s=199d0feafa07bf0852c4e717ff6f5cb4b3c1effbImage: Smug Bug Quarantine new additions: Whenever introducing new plants, animals, or materials, quarantine them separately before incorporating them into the vivarium. This helps prevent the introduction of mites and other potential pests or diseases. Maintain cleanliness: Regularly clean the vivarium and its components to reduce the presence of mites. Remove rotting plants, uneaten food, and waste promptly. Sanitize the exterior and equipment areas. Visual inspection: Regularly inspect plants, animals, and vivarium components for any signs of mites. Look for crawling mites, webbing, stippling on leaves, or any other indicators of an impending infestation. Encourage biodiversity: Promote a balanced ecosystem within the vivarium by incorporating a variety of plant species and creating diverse microhabitats. A well-balanced ecosystem with diverse flora and fauna can help regulate mite populations naturally. ConclusionMites can be a common occurrence in vivariums, but with proactive measures, early detection, and appropriate management strategies, their impact can be minimized. With regular cleaning, spot checks, and appropriate storage of foods, we can create a balanced ecosystem that discourages mite proliferation.It is our responsibility to prioritize the well-being of the animals in our care. By adopting a proactive approach to mite management, we can create a harmonious and thriving vivarium environment, free from the nuisances and risks associated with mite infestations. â Please comment if you have anything to add or disagree with! |
2024.05.13 20:31 UmbandistaGay How do you form the possessive of nouns that end in 's'?
I've seen varying practices when it comes to forming the possessive of nouns that end in 's'.
For instance, some people write "Chris's book" while others write "Chris' book."
I'm curious about the rules or preferences that dictate these different forms. Is there a universally accepted method, or does it depend on style guides and personal choice? What are the guidelines or rules you follow for this grammatical situation?
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For instance, some people write "Chris's book" while others write "Chris' book."
I'm curious about the rules or preferences that dictate these different forms. Is there a universally accepted method, or does it depend on style guides and personal choice? What are the guidelines or rules you follow for this grammatical situation?
2024.05.13 20:30 Wild_Cellist9861 Gamers Break Away [GBA]
My fellow gamers, for too long has our community suffered the indignation of an intolerable culture that has denigrated, besmirched, exploited, and has outright demonized our culture of unique individuals with a genuine love of a hobby that they see as profitable and progressive. They have taken beloved IPâs (Intellectual Properties) and twisted them into their own personal ideological crusade of undermining and humiliating the core aspects of characters they deemed as âToxicâ or âWhite Supremacyâ. Through the guise and protection of DEI (Diversity, Equity, and Inclusivity) & ESG (Environmental, Social, and Governance) they have used our influence in the entertainment industry to push their narratives and agendas that have stigmatized our culture with numerous anti-consumer practices that they call âbeing progressiveâ. But the truth of the matter is they were never really looking to be a part of our community, they simply wanted to use our community as a tool of activism and propaganda in the entertainment industry as it was extremely profitable, and they wanted inclusion in that division. Ever since GamerGate & Female Frequency, we have had to endure the incursion of forced ideologies, xenophobic behaviors and inferior overpriced products that have never been in our best interest and have been flat out disgraceful towards foreign media.
Before Gaming had become a major source of entertainment, we were often categorized as anti-social or societies rejects where because we found more enjoyment in playing fictional characters and not spending as much time out and about, we never fully assimilated in society (which is a good thing if you ask me). From 1998 to 2007, at the height of innovation, creativity and production, Gaming had reached a golden age in which it had revolutionized society. Hollywood Execs who had ruined the movie industry turned their attention to video games as a source of income since video games had outperformed movies in terms of profit. No one was concerned about gaming, much less diversity or inclusivity until it became profitable. This makes people like SBI look extremely disingenuous as they were not interested in gamers as a community with its own culture. They simply wanted to use it as another weapon in identity politics.
Microtransactions; the hidden enemy to gamer progress and inducer to mental laziness of our community. Microtransactions have been around for a long time; however, it has never been more potent and apparent than in recent years. It has aided in the dismantling and segregation of players on the ideology of FOMO (Fear of Missing Out) and has created another sub-culture of gamers who have no real drive to be better outside of how much money they put into the game. This has degraded our culture as well as we have become âfatâ off transactional gaming but at the same time we have been âstarvedâ of purposeful gaming where our achievements were our sustenance. I am not saying that microtransactions are bad, but when they are exploitative and predatorial like they have been and donât give gamers room to grow, we become lethargic and unwilling to improve ourselves as gamers. Oversaturated microtransactional games are one of the many reasons why we have become complacent and unwilling to fight against the exploitative tactics used by big brand game companies such EA, Ubisoft, ActivisionBlizzard, NaughtyDog and so many other western business model companies. Western style games were not like this in the past, they had much more depth and actual effort put into them with the gamer in mind. This has not been the case for over a decade and our connection to western developers has been whittled down to just being transactional. That is one of the reasons why you see so many remasters and remakes in todayâs gamer community. They have lost their willingness to improve as developers of games and simply accept corporate/share holder rules.
Game journalists also do not have any real integrity or purpose outside of being funded for their involvement in promoting IPG (Identity Political Games) in a positive light to the public whether itâs positively received or not. They are not interested in what we have to say, they all support the same agenda and that is why they are a dying breed. Within the next couple of years, they will be out of the job and more than likely they will not be able to stay in the industry giving how they have responded to past articles that have clearly been scripted on the premise of diversity and racism. Not only that, but most of them are also extremely hostile to the community as they stereotype and defame the individuals that are a part of the community they are supposed to serve. We have been mentally liberated from their lies and coercive tactics as we tend to laugh at their obvious attempt at virtue signaling while hiding their misdoings so that they can play the victim.
My gamer brothers & sisters, I would not suggest the following action that we must take now without good cause. I have weighed our options and the best option for us now is thisâŚ...CULTURAL SECESSION. Naturally this is a form of segregation where they would more than likely claim they are being segregated by the dominant culture of the gaming community but that is incorrect. For years now we have been the ones who are often marginalized and ostracized for the smaller portion of our community. And when we arenât, weâre exploited for more funds so that these companies can stay in business only to subject us to low quality products that coincide with the âWOKE Agendaâ that are often huge expenses to these big brands i.e. AAA/AAAA games that will eventually flop for its obvious forced diversity and bug infested product which will undoubtedly piss off the consumer to the point of wanting a refund. Losing copious amounts of capital and stock in the process, not to mention their reputation is permanently marred.
We must separate on every cultural level in terms of entertainment and ideology. We must reject everything from the west that promotes toxic western beliefs, practices, and exclusion from other cultures (i.e. Southeastern Countries such as Japan and Korea). Japan & Korea have been the targets of unjust discrimination from Western Developers, Western Journalists, Western Localizers (The Wokelizers) and Western Society Prejudice regarding their sense of aesthetics as Westerners hate the aesthetic sense of these countries. The reason why they resort to such base tactics isnât just because it weaponizes the ideal female form but itâs also because they have deep-seated insecurities about their own looks so when they see attractive female characters, they use terms such as âunrealisticâ or âhypersexualizedâ to establish the moral high ground. But the truth is, they want to feel superior to that which is ideal, so they insult and dehumanize this figure that portrays natural female beauty because they see it as an insult to their own social superiority in what they believe is a hierarchy of them being at the top of all other women. Because of this and so many contributing factors, their movies flop harder than the Fat Chocobo landing on a group of enemies and their games seismically fail just as much if not more. We must sever our connection to Western Developers, Publishers, and ALL Western-Centric Entertainment for they seek to mentally enslave us to their Xenophobic ideology.
Letâs define Western Culture and its traits. Western Culture/Society is composed of more than several different ideologies that work in unison with one another to facilitate dominance over multiple aspects of society. Business, Social, Political, Technological, and sometimes even Global Affairs are affected by these ideologies that portray a specific mindset of Western beliefs. What are those ideologies you ask?
https://youtu.be/Iq86DnmX2xY
https://youtu.be/1HbrTkqQFuM
https://youtu.be/to5Uciy_yeg
@EndymionTv
https://youtu.be/7TPTR8-qmbk
https://youtu.be/bPIPSKruYRo
These traits are so nefarious and unconscionable that I have a hard time believing that anyone could harbor them. However, given the social, political, and economic climate that we are in, those in power who use their influence on controlling society most definitely possess these insidious traits. Everything that they do is all about control and since video games are the biggest market in the world, they want control over it and the communities built around it to accrue more wealth and to use that wealth to subjugate other cultures. Mainstream media is a tool as well as mainstream organizations and sites to help accomplish this goal.
The government recently announced its intentions towards what they believe is âGamerGate 2.0â and now even the ADL has made an official appearance, referring to gamers as âextremistâsâ. We know EXACTLY what they are doing, and they arenât even trying to hide it anymore because they donât think we are aware of their motives. This is just a pretext for them to exert even more control and we know why, itâs because they want the influence we as a community have to must serve them. So here is what we do my fellow gamers-
âIn light of recent events and years of mainstream stigma, we the members of the Global Gaming Community [GGC] must officially renounce ALL TIES to the corporate western video game market. We have been financially exploited through predatorial monetization schemes, pelted with numerous articles of disdain and intentional misrepresentation from game journalists, news outlets regarding us as dangerous individuals and, even subjected to inferior products not only riddled with bugs but also products meant to push political agendas. For the preservation of our community and its unique culture, apart from a few select game development studios we officially sever all connections to western owned video game companies & their mainstream affiliates. From this point onward, we will no longer support western corporate developers, journalists and publishers that do not coincide with the goals of our community.â
Naturally this is completely optional. If you are okay with the state of the gaming community as it is, feel free to ignore this. But if you wish for real change and a break away from oversaturated monetization in the games you play and the push for radical ideological reform, then you are in the right place. Lets sever these rotted miasmic ties once and for all so that our community can be preserved and made better for future gamers. If you agree with this, share it with whoever you think might be interested. The more gamers who get involved, the easier it will be for us to finally break free from mainstream game companies and their associates.
submitted by Wild_Cellist9861 to United_Gamer_Front [link] [comments]
Before Gaming had become a major source of entertainment, we were often categorized as anti-social or societies rejects where because we found more enjoyment in playing fictional characters and not spending as much time out and about, we never fully assimilated in society (which is a good thing if you ask me). From 1998 to 2007, at the height of innovation, creativity and production, Gaming had reached a golden age in which it had revolutionized society. Hollywood Execs who had ruined the movie industry turned their attention to video games as a source of income since video games had outperformed movies in terms of profit. No one was concerned about gaming, much less diversity or inclusivity until it became profitable. This makes people like SBI look extremely disingenuous as they were not interested in gamers as a community with its own culture. They simply wanted to use it as another weapon in identity politics.
Microtransactions; the hidden enemy to gamer progress and inducer to mental laziness of our community. Microtransactions have been around for a long time; however, it has never been more potent and apparent than in recent years. It has aided in the dismantling and segregation of players on the ideology of FOMO (Fear of Missing Out) and has created another sub-culture of gamers who have no real drive to be better outside of how much money they put into the game. This has degraded our culture as well as we have become âfatâ off transactional gaming but at the same time we have been âstarvedâ of purposeful gaming where our achievements were our sustenance. I am not saying that microtransactions are bad, but when they are exploitative and predatorial like they have been and donât give gamers room to grow, we become lethargic and unwilling to improve ourselves as gamers. Oversaturated microtransactional games are one of the many reasons why we have become complacent and unwilling to fight against the exploitative tactics used by big brand game companies such EA, Ubisoft, ActivisionBlizzard, NaughtyDog and so many other western business model companies. Western style games were not like this in the past, they had much more depth and actual effort put into them with the gamer in mind. This has not been the case for over a decade and our connection to western developers has been whittled down to just being transactional. That is one of the reasons why you see so many remasters and remakes in todayâs gamer community. They have lost their willingness to improve as developers of games and simply accept corporate/share holder rules.
Game journalists also do not have any real integrity or purpose outside of being funded for their involvement in promoting IPG (Identity Political Games) in a positive light to the public whether itâs positively received or not. They are not interested in what we have to say, they all support the same agenda and that is why they are a dying breed. Within the next couple of years, they will be out of the job and more than likely they will not be able to stay in the industry giving how they have responded to past articles that have clearly been scripted on the premise of diversity and racism. Not only that, but most of them are also extremely hostile to the community as they stereotype and defame the individuals that are a part of the community they are supposed to serve. We have been mentally liberated from their lies and coercive tactics as we tend to laugh at their obvious attempt at virtue signaling while hiding their misdoings so that they can play the victim.
My gamer brothers & sisters, I would not suggest the following action that we must take now without good cause. I have weighed our options and the best option for us now is thisâŚ...CULTURAL SECESSION. Naturally this is a form of segregation where they would more than likely claim they are being segregated by the dominant culture of the gaming community but that is incorrect. For years now we have been the ones who are often marginalized and ostracized for the smaller portion of our community. And when we arenât, weâre exploited for more funds so that these companies can stay in business only to subject us to low quality products that coincide with the âWOKE Agendaâ that are often huge expenses to these big brands i.e. AAA/AAAA games that will eventually flop for its obvious forced diversity and bug infested product which will undoubtedly piss off the consumer to the point of wanting a refund. Losing copious amounts of capital and stock in the process, not to mention their reputation is permanently marred.
We must separate on every cultural level in terms of entertainment and ideology. We must reject everything from the west that promotes toxic western beliefs, practices, and exclusion from other cultures (i.e. Southeastern Countries such as Japan and Korea). Japan & Korea have been the targets of unjust discrimination from Western Developers, Western Journalists, Western Localizers (The Wokelizers) and Western Society Prejudice regarding their sense of aesthetics as Westerners hate the aesthetic sense of these countries. The reason why they resort to such base tactics isnât just because it weaponizes the ideal female form but itâs also because they have deep-seated insecurities about their own looks so when they see attractive female characters, they use terms such as âunrealisticâ or âhypersexualizedâ to establish the moral high ground. But the truth is, they want to feel superior to that which is ideal, so they insult and dehumanize this figure that portrays natural female beauty because they see it as an insult to their own social superiority in what they believe is a hierarchy of them being at the top of all other women. Because of this and so many contributing factors, their movies flop harder than the Fat Chocobo landing on a group of enemies and their games seismically fail just as much if not more. We must sever our connection to Western Developers, Publishers, and ALL Western-Centric Entertainment for they seek to mentally enslave us to their Xenophobic ideology.
Letâs define Western Culture and its traits. Western Culture/Society is composed of more than several different ideologies that work in unison with one another to facilitate dominance over multiple aspects of society. Business, Social, Political, Technological, and sometimes even Global Affairs are affected by these ideologies that portray a specific mindset of Western beliefs. What are those ideologies you ask?
- Perpetual Victimhood: By weaponizing the fact that they are marginalized and of a small portion of western society, they can push their agenda to absurd standards that ultimately ostracize the main demographic. And when companies donât capitulate, they are labeled as anti-progressive/misogynistâs or cohorts of White Supremacy. They use this to cancel their targets and silence them through societal defamation to keep the public on their side. They also use this mindset to justify their own lack of self-agency as they tend to throw companies who do adhere to their demands but miserably fail to turn a profit under the bus so that they can maintain face in front of the public while denying their actual involvement. They will never accept âSense of Agencyâ when itâs negative but will gladly accept it when a positive outcome shines on them as if they are entitled to it.
- Societal Terrorism: This is another form of ideology weaponization that they use in order to make companies âtoe-the-lineâ with their agenda. By weaponizing cancel culture, they exert dominance over these companies but in exchange they also reimburse those companies with DEI & ESG funds that raise their credit score as well as having social status with the marginalized demographic. However; cancel culture has not succeeded in years and developers and publishers probably only want the money and the DEI ESG rating. But they have to maintain the image of having social economic power so that they can continue to strong-arm other developers into compliance and promoting financial benefits of DEI & ESG. In other words, if you are not for sale, they discredit and stigmatize you in the industry.
https://youtu.be/Iq86DnmX2xY
- âIts not us, its you whoâs wrongâ Mentality: This mentality is especially annoying as they tend to use it to hide their incompetence. They often look down upon gamers who are not in the industry to hide their obvious lack of knowledge on game development thinking that their job title grants them special status that they believe gives them the right to be condescending. But the truth they never wanted revealed has already strangled their careers of all credibility. They were never GAMERS, they were INVADERS. Community Colonists that seek to indoctrinate next generational gamers into their hive-mind and brand previous generations of gamers as villains.
https://youtu.be/1HbrTkqQFuM
- Double-standard Enforcement: By labeling something as âunrealisticâ or âhypersexualizedâ, they can claim this is morally wrong if it promotes traditional dynamics between men and women. Heterosexual relationships are condemned while at the same time Same-sex relationships are praised. Additionally, heterosexual relationships with main white male characters turn antagonistic and spotlight stealing. This is deliberate as to promote the âGirl Bossâ ideology to indoctrinate women into the Feminazi state of mind. While at the same time, should a male character also adopt the âI donât need male/femaleâ ideology its seen as Toxic Masculinity which isnât even a real thing. The idea of a strong male character is taboo while enforcing strong female characters is the ideal.
https://youtu.be/to5Uciy_yeg
@EndymionTv
https://youtu.be/7TPTR8-qmbk
- Dehumanization/Demonization: This is something that most military branches use in order to remove conscious inhibitions such as mass slaughter is wrong or categorization. By enforcing ideologies to denounce humanity in certain targets, it deactivates your conscience by saying this is not human therefore its ethically okay to treat this target without compassion and deny the fact it has sentience. We gamers fall under this category for journalists, developers, companies and society at large. This is a tactic we are familiar with to an extent as it implies that we are not normal when we do not do what everybody else is doing. âGeeks are the worseâ or âNerds need to fall into a pit of lavaâ are verbal dehumanization forms that most people in society say and we as Gamers tend to be relegated to those categories. This is their way of imposing the social hierarchy on us by establishing superiority. We know this as Gamers as we see it very often in the games that we play and some times experience it in real life.
- Deflection/Projection: This is basic psychology 101. By redirecting the conversation away from their mistakes and back on to the opposing view to avert blame and justify their innocence they can avoid criticism. However; deflection is a CONSCIOUS decision, meaning they have no real argument to justify their incompetence. If you can consciously process the situation, you have self-agency which means you donât have a legitimate excuse. Projection is something else entirely. Most times, Projection doesnât work on conscious decisions rather it is automatically deployed when feeling threatened, anxious or both. Instead of accepting accountability for feelings or actions that are deemed socially unacceptable they accuse others of committing that unacceptable behavior thereby exonerating themselves and proving that those feelings and/or actions are not their own.
https://youtu.be/bPIPSKruYRo
These traits are so nefarious and unconscionable that I have a hard time believing that anyone could harbor them. However, given the social, political, and economic climate that we are in, those in power who use their influence on controlling society most definitely possess these insidious traits. Everything that they do is all about control and since video games are the biggest market in the world, they want control over it and the communities built around it to accrue more wealth and to use that wealth to subjugate other cultures. Mainstream media is a tool as well as mainstream organizations and sites to help accomplish this goal.
The government recently announced its intentions towards what they believe is âGamerGate 2.0â and now even the ADL has made an official appearance, referring to gamers as âextremistâsâ. We know EXACTLY what they are doing, and they arenât even trying to hide it anymore because they donât think we are aware of their motives. This is just a pretext for them to exert even more control and we know why, itâs because they want the influence we as a community have to must serve them. So here is what we do my fellow gamers-
âIn light of recent events and years of mainstream stigma, we the members of the Global Gaming Community [GGC] must officially renounce ALL TIES to the corporate western video game market. We have been financially exploited through predatorial monetization schemes, pelted with numerous articles of disdain and intentional misrepresentation from game journalists, news outlets regarding us as dangerous individuals and, even subjected to inferior products not only riddled with bugs but also products meant to push political agendas. For the preservation of our community and its unique culture, apart from a few select game development studios we officially sever all connections to western owned video game companies & their mainstream affiliates. From this point onward, we will no longer support western corporate developers, journalists and publishers that do not coincide with the goals of our community.â
Naturally this is completely optional. If you are okay with the state of the gaming community as it is, feel free to ignore this. But if you wish for real change and a break away from oversaturated monetization in the games you play and the push for radical ideological reform, then you are in the right place. Lets sever these rotted miasmic ties once and for all so that our community can be preserved and made better for future gamers. If you agree with this, share it with whoever you think might be interested. The more gamers who get involved, the easier it will be for us to finally break free from mainstream game companies and their associates.
2024.05.13 19:42 Stop-it-please2008 Guys, I can't decide.
 | It is no secret that I wrote an OC named Rosie Gates(or RoseRed Gates), otherwise she wouldn't be on this screen. But I've got to break it to you. I can't really decide on a story for her. I'll show you my ideas and et you decide your favorite. P.S, I know you refer to Kris as they/them, but here, we don't do the pronoun game. You're either male or female. No in-betweens. submitted by Stop-it-please2008 to Deltarune [link] [comments] The Former Red Soul Idea- In this one, RoseRed R. Gates is originally a Deltarune player and got absorbed into the game. There she takes on the body that was promised to her before it was stripped form he forcing her to be stuck with Kris. While she is stuck in Deltarune, she begins to see the characters as people rather than characters. She later got to know Kris and his friends better and even developed feelings for Kris. Kris on the ,other hand, was rather suspicious of her. She reminded him of his former red soul. One, whenever the red soul took full control, his eyes would turn light blue, her eye color. Two, Rosie could play flute and do art, something Kris was doing when he still had the red soul. Plus her multiple sided personality reminded him of that soul in a way. But soon he later he would lose suspicion of her. Because she tried to nuture and make his friends happy. Something he could not recall the red soul doing. He lost the rest of his suspicion when this happened. One day while the gang was off on a raft, Rosie seemed to be gagging as if she was going to be sick. After the team turned to see was the trouble was about, Rosie threw up a light blue soul with some of her blood around it. Kris knew what it was like to be possessed, so he took the light blue soul was going to throw it away, but Rosie took it back and held it close to her. She was a lot more patient with the player because she knew what it what like to be in that player's shoes. That is the Rosie for this story, able to understand both sides. Paper Trail Idea- If you have heard of the Paper Trail series, you'd understand most of it, if not, than it'd be confusing. In this one, Rosie, plus two boys; Setenta and Ferdinand, were the three students/helpers of the knight who is working desperately to free their people from underground. Their job was to make sure Kris got to where he was supposed to be. Along the way, they grew attached to him and even sympathized a bit. But they still stick with Kris as ordered. P.S, she made a sheep companion for all the Ralsie counterparts. (Ex. Bethel.) New Girl in Town- In this one, Kris does not get possessed at all by a red soul. Instead he has to put up with the human kid that recently moved into town. Eventually she proved herself to be quite amusing and nice to have around. Although, she was a nerd at times. The type that would read G.K Chesterton while listening to David Archenstone and enjoy it type of nerd. But eventually Kris and Susie introduced her to the darkner world where she got along quite well as their bard. But she grew concerned for Ralsie thinking he'll be lonely while the rest of the gang was away. So she invented Bethel, a ewe lamb mage who is stubborn but sweet and there to keep Ralsie company while the team was away. The World of Humans- In this one, the entire gang wownds up in a world where monsters did not exist. Just myths and faerie tales. So Kris, Susie, Noelle, Ralsie and Lancer(yes, them too) fall through a portal into a gym. In that gym, some human teens were playing volleyball, a couple were standing by a wall, one was sitting down with what seemed to be homework. Soon that one teen put the homework down indicating she was done and headed on over to the teens who were playing volleyball. The teens notice Kris and his friends and invite them over. They were confused by the "monsters" and darkners and thought they were humans in costumes. Until Kris and Susie confirmed they weren't and were real indeed. These teens help Kris and his friends have a place to stay by setting up forts in the locker rooms. The next day, there's lunch period and some of the teens are annoyed at their leftovers and even more annoyed when one of their friends dumped their leftovers on their tray. Susie then threatens a girl named Rosie into handing over her food to which she replies, "You could have just asked me." Soon all the teens in that room were feeding their leftovers to Susie who was always hungry. Some time later it became an inside joke that Susie was the students pet. Rosie even made Susie a necklace that was made of yarn and resembled a collar. Kris had to remind everyone that Susie was not a pet. Sometime later, Kris and his friends went back to the darkner world and Rosie followed after them. Legion of Souls- In this one, Kris is possessed by a classroom of souls. Sometimes they would fight over what to do next, which made Kris feel like he was being torn in many directions. It was reported that his eyes would turn different colors and his voice would change a little every once in a while. Plus he would be seen playing many instruments, arguing with himself and be doing other things he usually wasn't doing and things he was not good at, like drawing and painting. Kris reported that the only bright side was that these souls could play band. Two Souls- In this one, Kris has two players inside of him. One of them was a dreamer who looked for a fantasy world to explore. The other was someone looking for a world to vent his frustrations with no consequence. These saw Kris as their own body and vessel until Kris ripped them both out. Then they began to realize what they were doing. Soon these souls tried to be more careful. Soon it was less one person being controlled by a higher being and more three conciences living in one. Imagine Kris playing a game and two guys are arguing on both sides and he's telling them, "I don't need backseat players!" He tried asking their names, but whenever they tried telling him their names, they would glitch. So he called them soul one and two. Soul one would be kind and concerned toward people. Soul two would be more battle prone, almost like Susie. But when he found out it was Kris he was controlling, he was more aware of things that were real and was less anger prone and more strategic. Soul one liked art, but Kris did not know that. However, after the name incident, the next morning, Kris woke up to find a sheet of paper and a pencil and a drawing on the paper next to him. It was a gate with roses and vines on it. One of these souls could draw. One day he was at the church, and while the preacher was preaching, Kris felt a rage burn inside of him. Soon, without his understanding, he saw himself flipping tables, whipping the ground with a rope and being threatening with a heavy book. He confronted Soul Two after this because he was usually the rage one. Soul Two insisted it was not him. "I did it." said Soul One. "No, no. I know it wasn't you." "No it was me." "Really?" "I am usually caring, but if you insult my God with blasphemy, I will rage." Turns out Soul One took religion seriously. God was not an angel. He was God. What kind of church was that? Bard's Apprintice- In this one, Rosie was a normal girl from a normal world. Soon, she was whisked to another world. There she ended up becoming the student of a teifling bard. There she learned bardic spells like: bardic inspiration, vicious mockery, thunderclap, ect... Soon she went back to her own world, grown a little. Some time later, she ended up stuck in Kris's world. Where she grew once more and went on many an adventure. That was also where she learned the bardic spell Siren's Scream. She used it once, but it was confirmed once was enough. Lots of things happened. The only thing that hasn't changed in these fanfics is Rosie's character. https://preview.redd.it/3x7f1cpid80d1.jpg?width=1670&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=4016ac36d9a1628a772d9396a8e267b2292e3b9f |
2024.05.13 18:45 UberEpicZach Dragon Development Diary #3: A Dragon's Character.
 | Hey Everyone! Uber here again with the third of our Dragon Development Diary! submitted by UberEpicZach to CK3AGOT [link] [comments] Today, we are going to go over everything that makes a dragon a dragon! This should introduce our core concepts that will be used in further dev diaries as we explain the features to come. As always, everything here is still WIP, but we hope this sates your appetites for another week while we continue to put the finishing touches on these fantastic beasts! A Dragon and its types.https://preview.redd.it/fbc0uh0vz70d1.png?width=1397&format=png&auto=webp&s=803bc899027d0b71da8e303eb145a37d0657ba9cIn the early stages of our dragon feature development, we acknowledged the importance of striking visuals, as seen in Buckzorâs extraordinary diary last week. Still, we knew we needed to go beyond aesthetics to bring each dragon to life mechanically. We've focused on hopefully making them distinct while implementing intuitive cues to help you quickly tell the dragons apart. Starting from the top, the three most significant differences in a dragon - Is it a Wild Dragon, freely roaming the wilderness? Is it Tamed, able to be ridden through the skies and into battle? Is it simply owned - laying around a dragonpit, waiting for a rider to claim it? https://preview.redd.it/a3f6npa8080d1.png?width=830&format=png&auto=webp&s=5b2991b9cf90b8bc460bbf4f263d7bb01f1a09eb Wild dragons are those that remain untamed and unclaimed by any ruler, living in their natural state. These dragons roam freely across the land, typically staying close to their lairs. Wild dragons cannot be used for combat or travel, and they pose significant risks to any ruler, realm, or location within their hunting range. A ruler who possesses a dragonpit (more on that later) can try to capture a wild dragon to make it an owned dragon. Meanwhile, you might see a local hero or brave knight attempt to tame the dragon directly or courageously endeavor to end its reign by hunting the beast where it lies. https://preview.redd.it/b11b821g080d1.png?width=621&format=png&auto=webp&s=6fbf1efa447de964eb2dfdfa81ca83ddd43fe79d Owned Dragons are those claimed by a ruler but not yet tamed by a dragonrider. They reside in their ownerâs capital. Like Wild Dragons, Owned Dragons cannot be used in combat or for travel, but they are easier to tame than their wild counterparts. Characters who have not yet tamed a dragon can interact with an owned dragon at their court, either attempting to form a bond with the creature or trying to tame it directly. https://preview.redd.it/s2ez1fyw080d1.png?width=1581&format=png&auto=webp&s=f97bf9d873704d2846c4311e2ec89ede356d12dd Finally, we have the tamed dragons, https://preview.redd.it/r8j33492180d1.png?width=835&format=png&auto=webp&s=b8802062811d5f7e8364306313b706e3b36f9509 Tamed Dragons are dragons that a dragonrider has successfully tamed. If their rider is a ruler, they will reside in their ruler's capital; if not, they will stay in the capital of their employer. However, this is unless they are actively serving in an army or being used for travel by their Riders. Besides Travel and Warfare, riders have numerous ways to interact with their tamed dragons, including taking them for joyrides, increasing their bond with their dragon, or trying to level their riderâs experience at dragon riding. The Personality of a Dragon.Each dragon possesses a unique personality, as shown through the Main Series, with Drogon, Viserion, and Rhaegal. Drogon is fierce and wild, Viserion displays cleverness, tameness, and affection towards Daenerys, and Rhaegal seems to strike a balance between the two. This is further explored in "Fire & Blood" during the Dance of Dragons. Here, dragons like Silverwing are portrayed as relatively docile and friendly towards strangers, while Vermithor grows more tolerant of people and increasingly receptive to new riders. To connect with this, We have introduced a variety of dragon-specific personality traits. These traits intend to complement each other naturally, influencing these dragon characters and who they interact with in many ways.Originally, we had set out to create every dragon trait as the âdragonâ equivalent of vanilla personality traits 1-1. While it worked and took us through most of the development, we occasionally ran into issues where we didnât like how some personality traits had been grouped when different dragons had been spawned. These issues led to many conversations between Foxwillow and I, where we agreed that to make these better in gameplay and ârealismâ, we needed to create different Personality Scales and then base traits among them. Our different scales revolve around a Dragonâs general demeanour, conflict tendency, Interactions with Humans, dominance over peers, combat strategy, whether they do better as part of a pack or as a lone wolf, and finally, their feeding habits. https://preview.redd.it/39z6p6o9180d1.png?width=1000&format=png&auto=webp&s=536de12f5375d6f59b9ee4f9ecefdc3ceb2cbc2c The purpose of these traits should hopefully play a nice dynamic within games, mixed with Flavour Events; https://preview.redd.it/9a81jobg180d1.png?width=2036&format=png&auto=webp&s=e8cbcf32fc3e8c670a0b4e11d690ab42cdf77580 And Effects on different dragon stats (weâll dive in later), bonding (another diary), and even AI personality, which we can use when needed across mechanics. Image of AI Values, where Dragon personality traits have changed the stats. The Dragon Stats / Attributes.Developing is a funny activity. Sometimes things that sound simple can be very deceptive, and dragon statistics fell into this bucket. Of course, we knew the standard diplo, martial, stewardship, intrigue, learning array was not going to be useful for a dragon, but deciding what to replace it with has been an evolving process. We needed to think what traits would the player care about for a dragon? What should be presented vs just used in the back end? In the end, we decided on a few key statistics that we think cover the broad base of whatâs important when looking at a dragon.https://preview.redd.it/h9jw2ah4280d1.png?width=290&format=png&auto=webp&s=5f6156d0fca2fd7998657c09a6f64d0c85d89a9e The first and simplest to explain is dragon size. https://preview.redd.it/ilks9128280d1.png?width=60&format=png&auto=webp&s=96fd2146943f08dc429467fb0acaba6c9ef3050b As expected, this is how big the dragon is. Dragons will grow as they age and, just as in the lore, will never stop growing, though the rate does slow down as they get older. Baby dragons will grow by ~30% yearly, while a 100-year-old dragon might grow only 1% larger yearly. We currently target a size of about 20 as an adolescent dragon, ~40 as an adult, and over 100 as a large dragon (think Cannibal, Vhagar, Vermithor, etc), though, of course, all of that is subject to balancing changes. https://preview.redd.it/yccwo8cb280d1.png?width=60&format=png&auto=webp&s=534be963e87aa46b9f2a99cdc2e9a6e1a16de4f5 The next simplest is Temperament. We wanted a way to reflect the nature of the dragon itself. How approachable is it? Is it more like Silverwing, or like the Cannibal? Will it tear your arm off, watch warily, or approach curiously? Temperament will be largely driven by the traits of the dragon, though some events, both as it grows and afterwards, can permanently change the temperament of a dragon as its experiences change its approach to the world https://preview.redd.it/mni7c2pe280d1.png?width=60&format=png&auto=webp&s=77496f5d611cd640d11a47f202974a8321531424 The Draconic Dread Icon, taking color inspiration from the Base Game Dread Icon. This nicely leads us to Draconic Dread. You can think of this as the presence of the dragon. The fear it strikes into the hearts of men. This was created because some things, like a dragon being Skittish, would likely harm its temperament but actually make it less scary. Still, it is largely a factor of its size and temperament, and a more dreadful dragon will be more stressful to interact with. You will need to get over your fear of should you wish to claim its power for your own⌠https://preview.redd.it/am1n2u9h280d1.png?width=60&format=png&auto=webp&s=f5c4619165db432f14f81ac55fa0d47c92248ecc Which takes us to Taming Chance. This is exactly what it sounds like - how innately susceptible to taming a dragon is. Of course, though there is a correlation with temperament and dread, we realized that some traits would not map 1:1 to those prior concepts either. For example, though a Voracious dragon is likely of worse temperament than a Restrained one, it would actually be easier to tame as itâs very food motivated. While only important when a dragon is not yet tamed, we thought that this was such an important factor for the 99% of non-dragon rider characters that might be scouting out a dragon that it deserved its own spot. Finally, we have Combat Effectiveness (excuse the lack of photo - icon still to be made). This is the most recent addition to the list. Though we always had a more complex structure in the back end, feedback from our QA team has shown that combat effectiveness should be its own displayed statistic rather than using size as a proxy. Of course, this will still be very dependent on a dragonâs size, but will mean that we can have additional congenital traits like Swift to reflect dragons like Meleys or Caraxes that, whilst not being the largest dragons alive, could go talon-to-talon with dragons larger than themselves. Mysterious OriginsThe true nature of dragons is debated, both in the halls of the Citadel in-universe and in the very real forums on Reddit. Itâs unclear if dragons truly have a âgenderâ as all characters in CK3 do, and to what extent a partner is required for them to lay a clutch. There are in-lore examples of âfemaleâ dragons who never lay an egg, of male dragons who may have, and of mysterious eggs without clear origins. There are tales of mates, such as Vermithor and Silverwing, while others, like Dreamfyre, have none recorded but laid many. Further, its likely this will never be fully answered in the books. What seems most likely to our team is that dragons can either be fertile or not, and likely have no true gender themselves.However, both because implementing genderless characters in CK3 would be a nightmare, and because Westeros is hardly the most progressive place, weâve decided to take a perspective-based approach. Whatever the âtrueâ nature of dragons is, characters certainly regard them as male and female, and so we shall too - dragons' genders will be revealed over time, either at birth due to Maesterâs analysis of their movements, due to riders intrinsically knowing the gender of the dragon they ride, or due to the dragon laying a clutch and proving their femininity beyond doubt. https://preview.redd.it/t1oieucs280d1.png?width=1446&format=png&auto=webp&s=051f449e855fdafddba4a3281bc612e9bff4acd0 It should be stressed that this kind of surprise will be relatively rare. Most genders will be clear by the time the dragon reaches adulthood, and such surprise egg-laying situations shouldnât happen all that often. While this isnât the most impactful feature gameplay-wise, we thought that it was an important reflection on the mysteriousness of dragons in ASOIAF lore, and bringing the same feeling to our mod is always something we try to do where possible. Hopefully, the more roleplay-heavy players amongst you will appreciate this extra effort! We asked you to hype, and oh boy, hype you have been doing. We do feel we should step in to temper expectations just that little bit. Yes, you're right, there will be a bookmark coming with dragons, but it will be one bookmark. (We will dive in deep soon, we promise!) But itâs not 2 or even 3 like we have seen some people suggest. Despite how simple they may seem to play, bookmarks are actually incredibly difficult to design, particularly complex ones. Dragons has already taken a lot of focus from the team - getting one bookmark done was already a stretch goal for us. While we are proud of the work we've done, and grateful for your faith, even we are not so productive as to make 2+ bookmarks at the same time as a feature of this scope. Never fear though! All good things come in time, and now that dragons are made, many more bookmarks are open to us. In fact, there's already been some discussions on some of the more requested ones on the dev forums đ, but for another day đ. If you missed it, check out Dragon Development Diary #1: Or Dragon Development Diary #2: Or check out the Dragon Reveal Trailer, or relatedly, listen to our Fire and Blood theme to keep you in the dragon mood!! |
2024.05.13 17:28 Queasy-Background-43 I'm a 20 year old male, very underweight at around 175cm(5'9) and 45 kg(99lbs).
I'm a 20-year-old male, standing at about 5'9/175 cm and weighing around 45 kg/99 lbs, which puts me significantly underweight. This has been the case for my entire life, and I've grown weary of people constantly bringing it up, some even going as far as to borderline insult me over it. It's been increasingly distressing. I've developed a deep sense of ugliness and my confidence has plummeted to near zero. It feels like nobody takes me seriously, with some even mistaking me for a teenager, which is incredibly frustrating. People keep commenting on my weight, saying it's because of stress, my mom doesn't feed me enough, or even something ridiculous like too much masterbation. None of it's true; I've just always been naturally thin. All these comments have made me more and more introverted. I avoid meeting new people or sometimes even people I know, worried they'll bring up my weight. Imagine being underweight, unattractive, and possessing an extremely introverted and dull personality - not the best combination. At 20, I've never been in any kind of relationship with a girl, not even as a close friend. I have a few female friends, they're more like casual acquaintances than genuine friends. I've lost interest in going out and prefer to stay home. Ohk, Sorry for the rambling; I just needed to get this off my chest.
Now, I want to change. I want to gain weight, at least to a point where I feel comfortable in my own skin. I know the simple solution is to eat more, but in my case, it's easier said than done. My appetite seems to be fading; I hardly feel hungry, and when I do eat, I quickly feel full and don't want to continue. A few years ago, I had a decent eating habit, but lately, I've noticed myself eating much less. Also, I'm a vegetarian because the thought of consuming meat makes me somewhat disgusted. I'm not saying non-vegetarian food is bad; it's just a personal preference. Now, I'm at a loss on where to start, what diet to follow, or what kind of exercise regimen to undertake. A friend mentioned a supplement called Creatine, but I'm unsure if I should take it or if it would be enough on its own. I hope someone would help me.
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Now, I want to change. I want to gain weight, at least to a point where I feel comfortable in my own skin. I know the simple solution is to eat more, but in my case, it's easier said than done. My appetite seems to be fading; I hardly feel hungry, and when I do eat, I quickly feel full and don't want to continue. A few years ago, I had a decent eating habit, but lately, I've noticed myself eating much less. Also, I'm a vegetarian because the thought of consuming meat makes me somewhat disgusted. I'm not saying non-vegetarian food is bad; it's just a personal preference. Now, I'm at a loss on where to start, what diet to follow, or what kind of exercise regimen to undertake. A friend mentioned a supplement called Creatine, but I'm unsure if I should take it or if it would be enough on its own. I hope someone would help me.