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2024.05.18 12:03 Kaleidoscope3871 How am I supposed to get over the book "The Right Move by Liz Tomforde"?!
Spoilers ahead!!
I literally just re-read this book for the second time. What kinda attachment issues am I forming with this book 😭😭 It's probably because I'm just idle nowadays, got nothing else to do. But dear god. This book is just something else.
RYAN SHAY. RYAN FREAKING SHAY. Why is he literally the best MMC I have ever read?? Right from the point he bought her a bed with the sheets of her favorite color,I loved him. His actions just kept getting better and better as the story progressed. Every time I thought I couldn't love him any more, he proved me wrong. But the part where it was revealed that he was learning ASL to communicate with her father?? Also the fact that he paid for her fertility treatments right after knowing what she was saving the money for?? And he bought a house for them right after they got together!! 🥺 I felt soo giddy over him that, sometimes, I actually had to pause in between to take breathes and adjust to the things I felt lol
Besides the major acts, I lovedd the little details of his love and concern for Indy. Like during the team dinner, Indy was non-stop working in the kitchen for his teammates. And Ryan urged her to eat with him. ❤ Also when Dom was praising her for her looks and he made sure that she's praised for her brain as well. I come from a conservative place, where the whole "men eat whereas women serve" thing is still very prevalent. So this really touched my heart. Other than this, how he sent groceries over to Rio's for her and brought her a duffel. He was devastated himself but made sure to take care of Indy. And he stayed outside Rio's house the whole night.. How am I not supposed to completely melt🥺
Also the way he talked about her in his inner monologue - "my chaotic girl", "my Ivy League Student", "Blonde beauty", " My emotional girl".. It's so random and I still loved it idk why.
He was so mature. Not just a good MMC, but such a good person overall. I loved how he made sure Indy felt loved and cared for. Even when the first time they were being intimate and he panicked right after he had an orgasm, he made sure to at least say, "It's not you, Indy" and kissed her palm before he ran off to hide in his room. I loved him ughh. Maybe I have read a lot of arrogant MMCs till now lol, but he's definitely the best MMC I have read till now. I wonder if I will find another book with the same kinda MMC.
And I loved Indy too! Tbh I found her annoying in the first few pages but then she took over my heart just like she did Ryan's! She was so cute and funny and lovely. I'm glad that the author made it a point to not make her a NLOG. I'm sick of those, especially in sports romance. She was all girly and sunshine-y and I loved it!
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I literally just re-read this book for the second time. What kinda attachment issues am I forming with this book 😭😭 It's probably because I'm just idle nowadays, got nothing else to do. But dear god. This book is just something else.
RYAN SHAY. RYAN FREAKING SHAY. Why is he literally the best MMC I have ever read?? Right from the point he bought her a bed with the sheets of her favorite color,I loved him. His actions just kept getting better and better as the story progressed. Every time I thought I couldn't love him any more, he proved me wrong. But the part where it was revealed that he was learning ASL to communicate with her father?? Also the fact that he paid for her fertility treatments right after knowing what she was saving the money for?? And he bought a house for them right after they got together!! 🥺 I felt soo giddy over him that, sometimes, I actually had to pause in between to take breathes and adjust to the things I felt lol
Besides the major acts, I lovedd the little details of his love and concern for Indy. Like during the team dinner, Indy was non-stop working in the kitchen for his teammates. And Ryan urged her to eat with him. ❤ Also when Dom was praising her for her looks and he made sure that she's praised for her brain as well. I come from a conservative place, where the whole "men eat whereas women serve" thing is still very prevalent. So this really touched my heart. Other than this, how he sent groceries over to Rio's for her and brought her a duffel. He was devastated himself but made sure to take care of Indy. And he stayed outside Rio's house the whole night.. How am I not supposed to completely melt🥺
Also the way he talked about her in his inner monologue - "my chaotic girl", "my Ivy League Student", "Blonde beauty", " My emotional girl".. It's so random and I still loved it idk why.
He was so mature. Not just a good MMC, but such a good person overall. I loved how he made sure Indy felt loved and cared for. Even when the first time they were being intimate and he panicked right after he had an orgasm, he made sure to at least say, "It's not you, Indy" and kissed her palm before he ran off to hide in his room. I loved him ughh. Maybe I have read a lot of arrogant MMCs till now lol, but he's definitely the best MMC I have read till now. I wonder if I will find another book with the same kinda MMC.
And I loved Indy too! Tbh I found her annoying in the first few pages but then she took over my heart just like she did Ryan's! She was so cute and funny and lovely. I'm glad that the author made it a point to not make her a NLOG. I'm sick of those, especially in sports romance. She was all girly and sunshine-y and I loved it!
2024.05.18 12:00 milb_bot 05/17/2024 Daily Minor League Hitter Standouts
Yesterday's Standout Hitters
stats for games since 04/08/2024AAA Standouts
Jackson Holliday 0/4 BB -- [2B, 20, INT - BAL] - [F] [T] .236 BA .396 OBP .167 ISO 72 AB 2 HR 2 SB 20 BB% 19 K%Junior Caminero 1/5 2B K -- [3B, 20, INT - TB] - [F] [T] .306 BA .364 OBP .245 ISO 98 AB 6 HR 8 BB% 20 K%
Javier Sanoja 2/5 -- [SS, 21, INT - MIA] - [F] [T] .277 BA .344 OBP .108 ISO 83 AB 1 SB 9 BB% 3 K%
Owen Caissie 1/3 2B 2BB K -- [CF, 21, INT - CHC] - [F] [T] .283 BA .421 OBP .159 ISO 113 AB 3 HR 4 SB 18 BB% 25 K%
🔥 Jonatan Clase 3/3 2B BB SB -- [CF, 21, PCL - SEA] - [F] [T] .250 BA .385 OBP .274 ISO 84 AB 4 HR 10 SB 18 BB% 25 K%
Jordan Walker 2/4 3B BB -- [RF, 21, INT - STL] - [F] [T] .328 BA .394 OBP .103 ISO 58 AB 2 SB 10 BB% 12 K%
Thomas Saggese 2/5 2B 2K SB -- [2B, 22, INT - STL] - [F] [T] .263 BA .336 OBP .161 ISO 118 AB 4 HR 5 SB 5 BB% 20 K%
Juan Brito 1/3 2B BB -- [2B, 22, INT - CLE] - [F] [T] .213 BA .349 OBP .205 ISO 122 AB 6 HR 3 SB 16 BB% 15 K%
Drew Romo 2/3 BB -- [C, 22, PCL - COL] - [F] [T] .425 BA .438 OBP .226 ISO 106 AB 4 HR 2 SB 1 BB% 18 K%
Victor Scott II 1/5 HR BB K -- [CF, 23, INT - STL] - [F] [T] .205 BA .287 OBP .128 ISO 78 AB 2 HR 8 SB 9 BB% 18 K%
Lawrence Butler 2/5 2B K SB -- [CF, 23, PCL - OAK] - [F] [T] .429 BA .556 OBP .143 ISO 7 AB 1 SB 22 BB% 11 K%
Connor Norby 3/4 2 2B -- [RF, 23, INT - BAL] - [F] [T] .250 BA .346 OBP .170 ISO 112 AB 4 HR 4 SB 12 BB% 33 K%
Tristan Peters 3/4 2 2B BB K -- [RF, 24, INT - TB] - [F] [T] .234 BA .339 OBP .117 ISO 94 AB 2 HR 4 SB 11 BB% 25 K%
Parker Meadows 2/2 2B 2BB SB -- [CF, 24, INT - DET] - [F] [T] .267 BA .361 OBP .267 ISO 30 AB 2 HR 2 SB 8 BB% 27 K%
Ji Hwan Bae 2/4 2B BB K SB -- [2B, 24, INT - PIT] - [F] [T] .345 BA .467 OBP .161 ISO 87 AB 3 HR 7 SB 17 BB% 28 K%
Dustin Harris 1/3 HR 2BB -- [LF, 24, PCL - TEX] - [F] [T] .252 BA .353 OBP .108 ISO 111 AB 2 HR 10 SB 12 BB% 22 K%
Shay Whitcomb 4/6 3B HR K -- [DH, 25, PCL - HOU] - [F] [T] .312 BA .402 OBP .284 ISO 109 AB 7 HR 4 SB 13 BB% 19 K%
🔥 Jesús Bastidas 4/5 2B 2 HR -- [SS, 25, PCL - HOU] - [F] [T] .298 BA .371 OBP .282 ISO 131 AB 8 HR 4 SB 8 BB% 23 K%
Jacob Amaya 3/5 2 2B 3B -- [SS, 25, PCL - HOU] - [F] [T] .222 BA .329 OBP .167 ISO 72 AB 1 HR 12 BB% 16 K%
Sandro Fabian 3/4 3B HR BB -- [RF, 26, PCL - TEX] - [F] [T] .284 BA .336 OBP .165 ISO 109 AB 2 HR 1 SB 5 BB% 15 K%
Logan Davidson 3/5 2B 3B HR 2K -- [3B, 26, PCL - OAK] - [F] [T] .337 BA .390 OBP .228 ISO 92 AB 4 HR 3 SB 7 BB% 34 K%
Coco Montes 3/5 2B 3B HR -- [2B, 27, PCL - COL] - [F] [T] .383 BA .465 OBP .275 ISO 120 AB 6 HR 2 SB 14 BB% 19 K%
Forrest Wall 3/4 2B 2BB 2 SB -- [DH, 28, INT - ATL] - [F] [T] .329 BA .450 OBP .207 ISO 82 AB 4 HR 6 SB 17 BB% 28 K%
Trayce Thompson 3/3 3 HR 2BB SB -- [RF, 33, INT - NYM] - [F] [T] .282 BA .362 OBP .364 ISO 110 AB 11 HR 3 SB 11 BB% 21 K%
AA Standouts
Nelson Rada 1/4 -- [DH, 18, SOU - LAA] - [F] [T] .261 BA .328 OBP .027 ISO 111 AB 12 SB 8 BB% 22 K%Samuel Basallo 2/4 2K -- [1B, 19, EAS - BAL] - [F] [T] .250 BA .295 OBP .158 ISO 120 AB 5 HR 1 SB 5 BB% 22 K%
Cole Young 1/4 2B -- [2B, 20, TEX - SEA] - [F] [T] .233 BA .321 OBP .092 ISO 120 AB 1 HR 6 SB 10 BB% 16 K%
🔥 Carson Williams 2/4 2 2B 2BB K SB -- [SS, 20, SOU - TB] - [F] [T] .347 BA .430 OBP .246 ISO 118 AB 5 HR 10 SB 11 BB% 23 K%
🔥 Deyvison De Los Santos 3/3 HR BB -- [1B, 20, TEX - ARI] - [F] [T] .386 BA .443 OBP .315 ISO 127 AB 12 HR 7 BB% 19 K%
Brady House 1/3 HR BB K -- [3B, 20, EAS - WSH] - [F] [T] .226 BA .323 OBP .252 ISO 115 AB 8 HR 1 SB 11 BB% 24 K%
Adael Amador 0/1 3BB K 2 SB -- [2B, 21, EAS - COL] - [F] [T] .143 BA .317 OBP .010 ISO 98 AB 13 SB 17 BB% 17 K%
James Triantos 3/5 2B K -- [2B, 21, SOU - CHC] - [F] [T] .283 BA .313 OBP .167 ISO 120 AB 3 HR 7 SB 4 BB% 10 K%
Alex Ramírez 2/4 K SB -- [CF, 21, EAS - NYM] - [F] [T] .255 BA .344 OBP .066 ISO 106 AB 12 SB 12 BB% 22 K%
Frederick Bencosme 1/2 HR -- [SS, 21, EAS - BAL] - [F] [T] .241 BA .305 OBP .167 ISO 108 AB 4 HR 4 SB 7 BB% 15 K%
Marcelo Mayer 2/5 2B -- [SS, 21, EAS - BOS] - [F] [T] .306 BA .354 OBP .179 ISO 134 AB 3 HR 7 SB 7 BB% 20 K%
🔥 Dayan Frias 3/3 2B HR -- [3B, 21, EAS - CLE] - [F] [T] .218 BA .317 OBP .149 ISO 87 AB 3 HR 1 SB 11 BB% 28 K%
Warming Bernabel 2/5 2B -- [3B, 21, EAS - COL] - [F] [T] .231 BA .256 OBP .111 ISO 117 AB 3 HR 3 SB 3 BB% 19 K%
Pascanel Ferreras 2/4 2B 3B K -- [SS, 22, TEX - HOU] - [F] [T] .355 BA .474 OBP .258 ISO 31 AB 1 HR 15 BB% 21 K%
Yohandy Morales 1/3 HR BB -- [1B, 22, EAS - WSH] - [F] [T] .231 BA .305 OBP .111 ISO 117 AB 2 HR 2 SB 8 BB% 22 K%
Diego Cartaya 1/3 HR BB K -- [C, 22, TEX - LAD] - [F] [T] .155 BA .307 OBP .183 ISO 71 AB 4 HR 15 BB% 28 K%
Alex Freeland 2/4 BB SB -- [SS, 22, TEX - LAD] - [F] [T] .258 BA .452 OBP .129 ISO 31 AB 1 HR 4 SB 14 BB% 11 K%
Dylan Beavers 2/4 HR K -- [CF, 22, EAS - BAL] - [F] [T] .305 BA .404 OBP .200 ISO 95 AB 4 HR 7 SB 14 BB% 22 K%
Tsung-Che Cheng 2/4 HR -- [SS, 22, EAS - PIT] - [F] [T] .219 BA .348 OBP .135 ISO 96 AB 4 HR 6 SB 15 BB% 25 K%
Daniel Mateo 1/4 HR -- [CF, 22, TEX - TEX] - [F] [T] .138 BA .242 OBP .103 ISO 29 AB 1 HR 4 SB 12 BB% 24 K%
Tanner Schobel 2/4 2B BB K SB -- [2B, 22, TEX - MIN] - [F] [T] .236 BA .344 OBP .100 ISO 110 AB 1 HR 6 SB 14 BB% 23 K%
Mason Auer 4/5 3B SB -- [CF, 23, SOU - TB] - [F] [T] .222 BA .282 OBP .056 ISO 36 AB 4 SB 5 BB% 25 K%
Brenden Dixon 2/3 HR BB K -- [3B, 23, EAS - PIT] - [F] [T] .200 BA .294 OBP .156 ISO 45 AB 2 HR 2 SB 11 BB% 25 K%
Ezequiel Pagan 2/4 HR -- [RF, 23, SOU - CHC] - [F] [T] .208 BA .250 OBP .208 ISO 77 AB 5 HR 2 SB 2 BB% 17 K%
Dru Baker 4/6 K 2 SB -- [RF, 24, SOU - TB] - [F] [T] .271 BA .326 OBP .025 ISO 118 AB 13 SB 7 BB% 16 K%
Andrew Cossetti 3/5 2B HR 2K -- [DH, 24, TEX - MIN] - [F] [T] .235 BA .325 OBP .225 ISO 102 AB 5 HR 10 BB% 33 K%
Cooper Bowman 3/5 2B HR K -- [3B, 24, TEX - OAK] - [F] [T] .256 BA .369 OBP .184 ISO 125 AB 5 HR 16 SB 15 BB% 21 K%
Tim Tawa 3/4 2B HR -- [2B, 25, TEX - ARI] - [F] [T] .276 BA .343 OBP .236 ISO 123 AB 8 HR 6 SB 8 BB% 17 K%
A+ Standouts
Ethan Salas 1/2 2BB -- [DH, 17, MID - SD] - [F] [T] .163 BA .288 OBP .077 ISO 104 AB 2 SB 14 BB% 26 K%Cam Collier 1/4 HR K -- [DH, 19, MID - CIN] - [F] [T] .240 BA .289 OBP .216 ISO 125 AB 7 HR 1 SB 5 BB% 22 K%
Victor Acosta 1/4 2B K SB -- [2B, 19, MID - CIN] - [F] [T] .163 BA .265 OBP .071 ISO 98 AB 6 SB 7 BB% 26 K%
🔥 Dylan O'Rae 2/2 2BB 2 SB -- [2B, 20, MID - MIL] - [F] [T] .256 BA .393 OBP .091 ISO 121 AB 18 SB 15 BB% 20 K%
Christopher Suero 2/4 HR 2K -- [C, 20, SAL - NYM] - [F] [T] .143 BA .242 OBP .143 ISO 28 AB 1 HR 1 SB 12 BB% 27 K%
Xavier Isaac 2/4 BB K 2 SB -- [1B, 20, SAL - TB] - [F] [T] .291 BA .378 OBP .264 ISO 110 AB 7 HR 7 SB 12 BB% 26 K%
Jadher Areinamo 1/4 2B SB -- [SS, 20, MID - MIL] - [F] [T] .254 BA .291 OBP .110 ISO 118 AB 1 HR 13 SB 5 BB% 12 K%
Diego Velasquez 1/3 HR BB -- [SS, 20, NWL - SF] - [F] [T] .283 BA .380 OBP .141 ISO 92 AB 2 HR 6 SB 10 BB% 17 K%
Won-Bin Cho 2/4 HR K -- [CF, 20, MID - STL] - [F] [T] .179 BA .281 OBP .071 ISO 84 AB 1 HR 3 SB 8 BB% 38 K%
Henry Bolte 0/3 2BB SB -- [RF, 20, MID - OAK] - [F] [T] .256 BA .400 OBP .207 ISO 121 AB 5 HR 15 SB 16 BB% 32 K%
Creed Willems 1/3 HR BB K -- [1B, 20, SAL - BAL] - [F] [T] .250 BA .313 OBP .317 ISO 104 AB 8 HR 7 BB% 20 K%
Nick Morabito 1/4 BB 2K 2 SB -- [LF, 21, SAL - NYM] - [F] [T] .353 BA .436 OBP .088 ISO 34 AB 9 SB 12 BB% 17 K%
Ryan Spikes 1/2 HR 2BB K -- [3B, 21, SAL - TB] - [F] [T] .147 BA .289 OBP .103 ISO 68 AB 1 HR 5 SB 14 BB% 28 K%
Jaden Rudd 2/3 BB SB -- [LF, 21, NWL - TOR] - [F] [T] .220 BA .303 OBP .068 ISO 59 AB 3 SB 10 BB% 30 K%
Brayan Buelvas 3/4 2B 3B -- [CF, 21, MID - OAK] - [F] [T] .265 BA .369 OBP .212 ISO 132 AB 5 HR 11 SB 14 BB% 17 K%
Misael Urbina 0/2 2BB 2 SB -- [LF, 22, MID - MIN] - [F] [T] .193 BA .297 OBP .136 ISO 88 AB 2 HR 7 SB 12 BB% 30 K%
Albert Fabian 2/3 2 2B BB -- [LF, 22, MID - SD] - [F] [T] .233 BA .341 OBP .096 ISO 73 AB 2 SB 14 BB% 18 K%
Enrique Bradfield Jr. 3/4 2B 3B K SB -- [CF, 22, SAL - BAL] - [F] [T] .243 BA .317 OBP .149 ISO 74 AB 16 SB 8 BB% 19 K%
Jace Bohrofen 2/3 2B HR -- [RF, 22, NWL - TOR] - [F] [T] .329 BA .481 OBP .177 ISO 79 AB 2 HR 2 SB 20 BB% 23 K%
Kiko Romero 1/2 HR 2BB K SB -- [3B, 23, SAL - NYY] - [F] [T] .224 BA .408 OBP .241 ISO 58 AB 4 HR 3 SB 21 BB% 35 K%
🔥 Victor Labrada 3/3 2B HR BB 3 SB -- [LF, 24, NWL - SEA] - [F] [T] .391 BA .509 OBP .261 ISO 46 AB 1 HR 9 SB 19 BB% 14 K%
Jack Pineda 3/4 HR BB -- [SS, 24, MID - KC] - [F] [T] .270 BA .360 OBP .140 ISO 100 AB 3 HR 5 SB 11 BB% 24 K%
Braiden Ward 2/3 2 HR -- [2B, 25, NWL - COL] - [F] [T] .325 BA .411 OBP .241 ISO 83 AB 2 HR 14 SB 4 BB% 22 K%
A Standouts
Leodalis De Vries 1/4 2B BB 3K -- [SS, 17, CAL - SD] - [F] [T] .200 BA .319 OBP .100 ISO 40 AB 1 SB 12 BB% 34 K%🔥 Juan Flores 2/5 2B HR -- [C, 18, CAL - LAA] - [F] [T] .272 BA .350 OBP .196 ISO 92 AB 3 HR 6 BB% 19 K%
Yophery Rodriguez 0/3 BB K SB -- [DH, 18, CAR - MIL] - [F] [T] .224 BA .323 OBP .138 ISO 116 AB 3 HR 3 SB 12 BB% 31 K%
John Cruz 2/3 2B BB -- [RF, 18, FSL - MIA] - [F] [T] .155 BA .236 OBP .027 ISO 110 AB 2 SB 7 BB% 26 K%
Axiel Plaz 2/4 HR K -- [C, 18, FSL - PIT] - [F] [T] .500 BA .500 OBP .750 ISO 4 AB 1 HR 0 BB% 25 K%
Juan Baez 1/4 2B -- [3B, 18, CAR - MIL] - [F] [T] .278 BA .333 OBP .078 ISO 115 AB 4 SB 6 BB% 5 K%
Kevyn Castillo 1/5 HR 2K -- [CF, 18, CAL - LAA] - [F] [T] .272 BA .364 OBP .088 ISO 114 AB 2 HR 7 SB 11 BB% 31 K%
George Lombard Jr. 1/4 2B -- [3B, 18, FSL - NYY] - [F] [T] .231 BA .398 OBP .062 ISO 65 AB 8 SB 20 BB% 24 K%
Ralphy Velazquez 1/2 BB -- [1B, 18, CAR - CLE] - [F] [T] .272 BA .373 OBP .211 ISO 114 AB 6 HR 3 SB 13 BB% 21 K%
🔥🔥 Josue De Paula 3/4 2 HR BB K -- [DH, 18, CAL - LAD] - [F] [T] .269 BA .364 OBP .258 ISO 93 AB 4 HR 3 SB 11 BB% 28 K%
Marco Vargas 1/3 2BB -- [SS, 19, FSL - NYM] - [F] [T] .323 BA .500 OBP .065 ISO 31 AB 3 SB 25 BB% 6 K%
🔥 Jansel Luis 3/4 2 3B -- [SS, 19, CAL - ARI] - [F] [T] .289 BA .336 OBP .125 ISO 128 AB 1 HR 5 SB 3 BB% 26 K%
🔥 Devin Saltiban 2/4 2 2B BB SB -- [2B, 19, FSL - PHI] - [F] [T] .226 BA .333 OBP .119 ISO 84 AB 2 HR 7 SB 11 BB% 26 K%
Randy De Jesus 2/5 3B 2K -- [RF, 19, CAL - LAA] - [F] [T] .250 BA .348 OBP .225 ISO 80 AB 3 HR 2 SB 8 BB% 31 K%
Aron Estrada 1/2 BB SB -- [SS, 19, CAR - BAL] - [F] [T] .268 BA .328 OBP .045 ISO 112 AB 10 SB 5 BB% 19 K%
Waner Luciano 1/4 HR K -- [2B, 19, CAR - HOU] - [F] [T] .227 BA .323 OBP .100 ISO 110 AB 2 HR 1 SB 11 BB% 25 K%
Diego Benitez 1/3 HR BB 2K -- [SS, 19, CAR - ATL] - [F] [T] .143 BA .244 OBP .095 ISO 105 AB 2 HR 3 SB 10 BB% 39 K%
Jeral Perez 3/5 2B K -- [2B, 19, CAL - LAD] - [F] [T] .333 BA .455 OBP .231 ISO 108 AB 5 HR 4 SB 17 BB% 23 K%
Michael Arroyo 1/4 HR BB -- [SS, 19, CAL - SEA] - [F] [T] .256 BA .357 OBP .149 ISO 121 AB 2 HR 2 SB 9 BB% 23 K%
Ricardo Cabrera 2/3 2BB K -- [2B, 19, FSL - CIN] - [F] [T] .283 BA .367 OBP .170 ISO 106 AB 3 HR 3 SB 10 BB% 21 K%
Narciso Polanco 2/3 SB -- [2B, 19, CAR - TB] - [F] [T] .204 BA .324 OBP .097 ISO 93 AB 1 HR 7 SB 15 BB% 21 K%
Kendall George 3/4 BB K -- [CF, 19, CAL - LAD] - [F] [T] .309 BA .429 OBP .012 ISO 81 AB 10 SB 17 BB% 17 K%
Lazaro Montes 2/3 BB -- [RF, 19, CAL - SEA] - [F] [T] .311 BA .418 OBP .197 ISO 122 AB 5 HR 15 BB% 17 K%
Bryce Eldridge 2/4 HR 2K -- [1B, 19, CAL - SF] - [F] [T] .259 BA .319 OBP .173 ISO 81 AB 3 HR 8 BB% 26 K%
Natanael Yuten 2/4 3B 2K -- [LF, 19, CAR - BOS] - [F] [T] .283 BA .347 OBP .217 ISO 106 AB 4 HR 2 SB 8 BB% 29 K%
Jeffry Rosa 0/3 3BB K SB -- [RF, 19, FSL - NYM] - [F] [T] .179 BA .378 OBP .214 ISO 28 AB 2 HR 1 SB 16 BB% 32 K%
Aidan Miller 2/4 2 2B 2BB K -- [SS, 19, FSL - PHI] - [F] [T] .341 BA .424 OBP .259 ISO 85 AB 4 HR 8 SB 9 BB% 17 K%
Edward Duran 1/3 2BB SB -- [C, 19, FSL - TOR] - [F] [T] .289 BA .432 OBP .066 ISO 76 AB 6 SB 17 BB% 14 K%
Angel Genao 2/3 3B HR -- [SS, 20, CAR - CLE] - [F] [T] .339 BA .381 OBP .252 ISO 115 AB 5 HR 4 SB 7 BB% 15 K%
Logan Wagner 2/4 3B BB -- [3B, 20, CAL - LAD] - [F] [T] .200 BA .407 OBP .175 ISO 40 AB 1 HR 3 SB 16 BB% 25 K%
Adrian De Leon 2/4 HR BB -- [C, 20, CAL - ARI] - [F] [T] .288 BA .382 OBP .119 ISO 59 AB 2 HR 1 SB 8 BB% 25 K%
Angel Tejada 1/2 2B BB K 2 SB -- [3B, 20, CAR - BAL] - [F] [T] .293 BA .317 OBP .152 ISO 99 AB 2 HR 18 SB 2 BB% 19 K%
Anthony Scull 2/5 2B K SB -- [LF, 20, CAL - LAA] - [F] [T] .261 BA .305 OBP .092 ISO 119 AB 1 HR 2 SB 2 BB% 19 K%
Jesus Galiz 1/4 HR BB -- [C, 20, CAL - LAD] - [F] [T] .222 BA .391 OBP .148 ISO 54 AB 2 HR 11 BB% 27 K%
Elijah Green 2/4 2 SB -- [CF, 20, CAR - WSH] - [F] [T] .188 BA .300 OBP .152 ISO 112 AB 4 HR 15 SB 11 BB% 42 K%
Ariel Almonte 2/4 HR BB -- [DH, 20, FSL - CIN] - [F] [T] .202 BA .323 OBP .346 ISO 104 AB 11 HR 14 BB% 33 K%
Druw Jones 4/5 HR -- [CF, 20, CAL - ARI] - [F] [T] .286 BA .383 OBP .143 ISO 91 AB 2 HR 2 SB 13 BB% 34 K%
🔥 Austin Charles 2/4 2 HR K -- [SS, 20, CAR - KC] - [F] [T] .255 BA .363 OBP .167 ISO 102 AB 5 HR 13 SB 12 BB% 27 K%
Eddy Rodriguez 1/4 HR -- [LF, 20, FSL - PIT] - [F] [T] .283 BA .371 OBP .117 ISO 60 AB 1 HR 4 SB 12 BB% 22 K%
Ronald Hernandez 3/5 HR K -- [C, 20, FSL - NYM] - [F] [T] .223 BA .352 OBP .068 ISO 103 AB 1 HR 3 SB 16 BB% 26 K%
🔥 Adrian Placencia 3/4 HR BB K SB -- [SS, 20, CAL - LAA] - [F] [T] .208 BA .396 OBP .208 ISO 77 AB 4 HR 2 SB 20 BB% 30 K%
Jackson Castillo 3/3 2 2B BB -- [CF, 21, FSL - NYY] - [F] [T] .306 BA .449 OBP .258 ISO 62 AB 3 HR 6 SB 20 BB% 19 K%
Alexis Hernandez 1/3 BB 2 SB -- [LF, 21, FSL - TOR] - [F] [T] .175 BA .325 OBP .032 ISO 63 AB 11 SB 14 BB% 35 K%
Trent Farquhar 2/2 2B 4BB -- [3B, 23, FSL - PHI] - [F] [T] .315 BA .523 OBP .151 ISO 73 AB 1 HR 6 SB 28 BB% 14 K%
Rookie Standouts
Jeremy Rodriguez 4/4 SB -- [SS, 17, GCL - NYM] - [F] [T] .414 BA .514 OBP .103 ISO 29 AB 2 SB 17 BB% 20 K%🔥 Ariel Castro 3/3 2B HR SB -- [LF, 18, GCL - MIN] - [F] [T] .222 BA .312 OBP .185 ISO 27 AB 1 HR 1 SB 12 BB% 31 K%
Yassel Soler 3/4 2B BB K SB -- [DH, 18, AZL - ARI] - [F] [T] .417 BA .475 OBP .194 ISO 36 AB 1 SB 10 BB% 20 K%
Braylin Morel 1/3 HR -- [LF, 18, AZL - TEX] - [F] [T] .167 BA .316 OBP .200 ISO 30 AB 1 HR 2 SB 15 BB% 23 K%
Yaikel Mijares 2/5 2B K SB -- [3B, 18, AZL - CLE] - [F] [T] .258 BA .314 OBP .226 ISO 31 AB 2 HR 2 SB 8 BB% 37 K%
Adrian Gil 1/1 3BB -- [3B, 18, AZL - CWS] - [F] [T] .346 BA .553 OBP .154 ISO 26 AB 1 HR 4 SB 21 BB% 21 K%
Eduardo Quintero 2/4 HR K -- [CF, 18, AZL - LAD] - [F] [T] .250 BA .400 OBP .219 ISO 32 AB 2 HR 15 BB% 25 K%
Derek Bernard 2/5 2B K SB -- [RF, 18, AZL - COL] - [F] [T] .206 BA .308 OBP .147 ISO 34 AB 3 SB 12 BB% 35 K%
Junior Garcia 2/4 HR K -- [LF, 18, GCL - ATL] - [F] [T] .321 BA .424 OBP .143 ISO 28 AB 1 HR 1 SB 15 BB% 39 K%
Maykel Minoso 3/4 2B 3B K -- [DH, 18, GCL - TOR] - [F] [T] .429 BA .500 OBP .429 ISO 7 AB 12 BB% 25 K%
Aroon Escobar 2/3 2 HR -- [2B, 19, GCL - PHI] - [F] [T] .333 BA .429 OBP .233 ISO 30 AB 2 HR 14 BB% 8 K%
Yasser Mercedes 3/3 2B BB SB -- [CF, 19, GCL - MIN] - [F] [T] .441 BA .500 OBP .265 ISO 34 AB 2 HR 6 SB 10 BB% 15 K%
Abdias De La Cruz 4/5 2B K SB -- [LF, 19, AZL - ARI] - [F] [T] .233 BA .324 OBP .167 ISO 30 AB 2 SB 10 BB% 29 K%
Franyer Noria 0/1 BB 3 SB -- [3B, 19, GCL - BOS] - [F] [T] .316 BA .458 OBP .053 ISO 19 AB 5 SB 12 BB% 16 K%
Yordalin Pena 2/4 2B 3B 2 SB -- [CF, 19, GCL - STL] - [F] [T] .294 BA .368 OBP .176 ISO 34 AB 3 SB 10 BB% 15 K%
Arfeni Batista 2/4 2B HR K -- [3B, 19, GCL - STL] - [F] [T] .192 BA .276 OBP .154 ISO 26 AB 1 HR 1 SB 6 BB% 37 K%
Brian Sanchez 2/2 2B BB SB -- [CF, 19, GCL - NYY] - [F] [T] .381 BA .458 OBP .190 ISO 21 AB 3 SB 12 BB% 25 K%
2024.05.18 10:39 mafiagirlsfashion Housewife highlights/Daily shit talk - May 18th, 2024
BEVERLY HILLS
Dorit Kemsley is seen filming the next season of RHOBH without her wedding ring on... following split from husband Paul Kemsley (Daily Mail)
Dorit Kemsley Is Likely Keeping Her RHOBH Diamond, Here’s Why (Reality Tea)
RHOBH Personality Thinks Timing of Dorit Kemsley’s Separation Announcement is ‘Odd’ (Heavy)
Andy Cohen Slams ‘Ridiculous’ Accusations Dorit and PK Kemsley Separation Is for Publicity (Reality Tea)
RHOBH Star Kyle Richards Reacts to Dorit and PK’s Separation, Suggests Dorit’s Lack of Support Will Be Addressed on Season 14, and Explains Why She Nearly Didn’t Return, Plus If Mauricio Will Film and Rat Drama (Reality Blurb)
NEW JERSEY
Melissa Gorga Looks Back at 12 Seasons of RHONJ and Reveals How She's Changed the Most (Exclusive) (People)
What Melissa Gorga Will ‘Push Back’ on With RHONJ Producers (Reality Tea)
A Peek at the Edgewater Home of Real Housewife of New Jersey’s Dolores Catania and Paulie Connell (Jersey Digs)
EXCLUSIVE Rachel Fuda slams Teresa Giudice for calling husband John ‘the biggest drug dealer’: It’s ‘manipulation’ (Page Six)
NEW YORK CITY
RHONY’s Leah McSweeney Reveals Lyme Disease Diagnosis, Admits She’s “Shook” as She Looks to Fans for Help Healing (Reality Blurb)
EXCLUSIVE Dorinda Medley: The best place to meet men is an Upper East Side funeral home (Page Six)
EXCLUSIVE Dorinda Medley reveals the ‘Housewives’ she wouldn’t invite back to Bluestone Manor (Page Six)
Sai De Silva Caught Calling New Co-Star Rebecca Minkoff ‘Boring’ (All About the Real Housewives)
RHONY’s Erin Lichy Teases Season 15: ‘Started off a Little Rocky’ (Reality Tea)
ORANGE COUNTY
‘RHOC’ Jennifer Pedranti Claims Tamra’s “Disgusting” Mob Joke Impacted Her Kid as She Accuses Tamra of “Crossing the Limit,” Plus Ryan’s Lawyer Releases Statement Amid MLB Gambling Scandal (Reality Blurb)
BRAVO
Lisa Vanderpump Delves Into the Future of Vanderpump Rules (Reality Tea)
The ‘Vanderpump Rules’ Cast Is Jealous of Ariana Madix (Collider)
Something About Her Menu Revealed: What You Can Get at Ariana Madix and Katie Maloney’s Sandwich Shop (Reality Tea)
Scheana Shay Sets the Record Straight on the *Real* Name of Summer Moon's Half-Sister (Bravo)
Scheana Shay Reveals James Kennedy Once Hit on Her as James Reacts, Plus Scheana Talks Tom Schwartz’s Kiss, and He Apologizes in Vanderpump Rules Preview (Reality Blurb)
Tom Schwartz Spills About Girlfriend Sophia Skoro and Admits "I Don't Know How She Does It" (Bravo)
Why Jo Wenberg Is Ignoring Tom Schwartz’s Texts (Reality Tea)
Michelle Lally Opens Up About Reasons for Split From Ex Jesse Lally as She Says There Were “Major Issues” That Fans Didn’t See on The Valley (Reality Blurb)
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Dorit Kemsley is seen filming the next season of RHOBH without her wedding ring on... following split from husband Paul Kemsley (Daily Mail)
Dorit Kemsley Is Likely Keeping Her RHOBH Diamond, Here’s Why (Reality Tea)
RHOBH Personality Thinks Timing of Dorit Kemsley’s Separation Announcement is ‘Odd’ (Heavy)
Andy Cohen Slams ‘Ridiculous’ Accusations Dorit and PK Kemsley Separation Is for Publicity (Reality Tea)
RHOBH Star Kyle Richards Reacts to Dorit and PK’s Separation, Suggests Dorit’s Lack of Support Will Be Addressed on Season 14, and Explains Why She Nearly Didn’t Return, Plus If Mauricio Will Film and Rat Drama (Reality Blurb)
NEW JERSEY
Melissa Gorga Looks Back at 12 Seasons of RHONJ and Reveals How She's Changed the Most (Exclusive) (People)
What Melissa Gorga Will ‘Push Back’ on With RHONJ Producers (Reality Tea)
A Peek at the Edgewater Home of Real Housewife of New Jersey’s Dolores Catania and Paulie Connell (Jersey Digs)
EXCLUSIVE Rachel Fuda slams Teresa Giudice for calling husband John ‘the biggest drug dealer’: It’s ‘manipulation’ (Page Six)
NEW YORK CITY
RHONY’s Leah McSweeney Reveals Lyme Disease Diagnosis, Admits She’s “Shook” as She Looks to Fans for Help Healing (Reality Blurb)
EXCLUSIVE Dorinda Medley: The best place to meet men is an Upper East Side funeral home (Page Six)
EXCLUSIVE Dorinda Medley reveals the ‘Housewives’ she wouldn’t invite back to Bluestone Manor (Page Six)
Sai De Silva Caught Calling New Co-Star Rebecca Minkoff ‘Boring’ (All About the Real Housewives)
RHONY’s Erin Lichy Teases Season 15: ‘Started off a Little Rocky’ (Reality Tea)
ORANGE COUNTY
‘RHOC’ Jennifer Pedranti Claims Tamra’s “Disgusting” Mob Joke Impacted Her Kid as She Accuses Tamra of “Crossing the Limit,” Plus Ryan’s Lawyer Releases Statement Amid MLB Gambling Scandal (Reality Blurb)
BRAVO
Lisa Vanderpump Delves Into the Future of Vanderpump Rules (Reality Tea)
The ‘Vanderpump Rules’ Cast Is Jealous of Ariana Madix (Collider)
Something About Her Menu Revealed: What You Can Get at Ariana Madix and Katie Maloney’s Sandwich Shop (Reality Tea)
Scheana Shay Sets the Record Straight on the *Real* Name of Summer Moon's Half-Sister (Bravo)
Scheana Shay Reveals James Kennedy Once Hit on Her as James Reacts, Plus Scheana Talks Tom Schwartz’s Kiss, and He Apologizes in Vanderpump Rules Preview (Reality Blurb)
Tom Schwartz Spills About Girlfriend Sophia Skoro and Admits "I Don't Know How She Does It" (Bravo)
Why Jo Wenberg Is Ignoring Tom Schwartz’s Texts (Reality Tea)
Michelle Lally Opens Up About Reasons for Split From Ex Jesse Lally as She Says There Were “Major Issues” That Fans Didn’t See on The Valley (Reality Blurb)
2024.05.17 02:24 MissNashPredators11 Wtf is that face 🤣😳
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2024.05.14 23:31 surprisedkinder Childish Gambino's "This is America" is Actually a Drake, Jay Z and Diddy Diss
Before going into it, I want to mention how this post was inspired by three things. One was user u/HastyvonFuego2 and their post on going down the rabbit hole on the Kendrick sub last week. It was also inspired by Childish Gambino’s first album release in nearly 6 years where I have been sitting on this idea for a while but he inspired me to finally post this week like he did (never posted on Reddit at all before so be gentle if I am not doing it right)! I was also inspired by an interview Bino gave to GQ about breaking down his most iconic characters. In this interview he says how This is America started out as a Drake diss but then he realized the song was too hard for just Drake so he kept working on it. He also talks in this interview about how all culture is about compression. Which means that yes, This is America is about the gun violence and police issues in America, but compressed in this video is also more about where that culture comes from which he shows is from a small handful of rap moguls, namely Drake, Diddy and Jay-Z (bear with me on this long post, I think/hope it will be worth it). At the end I talk briefly about how Little Foot Big Foot might be in this same vein of cultural compression.
[Intro: Choir]
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, go, go away
The beginning of this song has no background music yet, which really gives it an ‘in the beginning’ feel. Then Gambino starts doing his dances with weird facial expressions. I will explain as we go through his video how those expressions and dance moves represent different famous rap moguls. One easy look to pick out right away is Jay-Z’s famous lip curl/growl look that Gambino gives with a head nod repeatedly. The colonial pants have been a hot topic, but since it’s only the pants that are colonial, Gambino is saying the bottom or basis for this violent culture in America is ultimately colonialism. The lyrics ‘Go Away’, are likely foreshadowing the rap moguls wanting other popular rap rivals to ‘go away’ or they will make them (aka murder them) for profit.
[Bridge: Childish Gambino & Young Thug]
We just wanna party
Party just for you
We just want the money
Money just for you (Yeah)
Usually you want money for yourself and to party for yourself, so this is a bit odd. But what Gambino is referring to is similar to these Diddy ‘freakoff parties’ we are hearing about where people who want to be famous are really partying for these rap moguls so they can get close to them. Where they suck up to them saying that they want to earn the mogul money from their songs.
I know you wanna party
Party just for free
Girl, you got me dancin' (Girl, you got me dancin')
Dance and shake the frame (Yeah)
Then this almost feels like the Diddy rebuttal where he’s like ya I know you want to party and you want to do it for free. Like Katt Williams says, “you gotta tell Diddy no”, it is never free to go to those parties. There are always consequences. When you are partying you are dancing, but shaking the frame could refer to how those boundaries/edges are being crossed, lines are blurred, etc.
Then in the video, the fellow who was playing the guitar gets shot and things turn dark from happy music. I believe that this guitar tune is meant to represent 2Pac and Nas’s song Thugz Mansion. It’s one of the original greats from ‘in the beginning’. Nas famously has always had major issues with Jay-Z too (More on why 2Pac and Nas later). It also represents how it was these moguls who murdered 2Pac like Jaguar Wright and Katt Williams keep saying. Where these murders only lead to more money and fame for the killers when the dead artists’ and their music are exploited more easily.
Also note that the gun gets taken away by a school kid after the shooting, more on this later as well.
[Verse 1: Childish Gambino, Young Thug, Blocboy JB & 21 Savage]
This is America (Skrrt, skrrt, woo)
Don't catch you slippin' now (Ayy)
Look how I'm livin' now
Police be trippin' now (Woo)
Yeah, this is America (Woo, ayy)
Guns in my area (Word, my area)
There is a song called Guns in My Area by Lil Weiner and Baby Chapox that paints a vivid picture of the everyday struggles and conflicts faced by those living in communities affected by gun violence. More compression of other songs and the American gun culture.
I got the strap (Ayy, ayy)
I gotta carry 'em
I am almost certain this line is referring to 2Pac’s song Changes. Throughout This is America, Gambino takes lines from Pac’s song: “They get jealous when they see you with your mobile phone” (referred to later in this a Celly, that’s tool) “That's the sound of my tool, you say it ain't cool, My mama didn't raise no fool”
“And as long as I stay black, I gotta stay strapped, And I never get to lay back” It seems like Gambino broke up these lyrics and scattered them throughout his song. This plays into the theme that everyone is using 2Pac and enriching themselves off of his image and music. I show below how this particular section of the video represents Diddy meaning that Diddy himself is exploiting his music (and alleging that Diddy killed Pac?). We could see this exploitation play out at length with how much Diddy milked the death of Biggie like in Every Breath You Take.
Yeah, yeah, I'ma go into this (Ugh)
Yeah, yeah, this is guerilla (Woo)
Yeah, yeah, I'ma go get the bag
The song Gorilla War by $uicideboy$ and Ramirez talks about getting a bag repeatedly in the course. Also in Otis with Kanye and Jay-Z their lyrics talk about going gorilla (I talk about this song more further down), so it could be referring to this as well. It seems like Gambino is trying to pull out lyrics from all across the rap culture and embed them in his song to highlight the ‘cultural compression’.
Yeah, yeah, I'm so cold like, yeah (Yeah)
I'm so dope like, yeah (Woo)
We gon' blow like, yeah (Straight up, uh)
I think that all of the school kids in the video represent all of the rappers that are signed with these big labels. Which is interesting because they are the ones facilitating the guns for the moguls in the video. You can see that the mogul is really focused on the kids and gets agitated and directs them to follow him whenever they stray off a bit like they are his pupils, or like he owns them. Then all of a sudden the camera comes into a scene where you can see more kids shooting a rap video and all shooting money from a Supreme gun. The camera zooms out almost to show you that this is the mogul’s whole rap empire they are looking over, all of their kids in one place (this empire already includes some chaos in the background). It’s subtle but hilarious, Gambino puts fricken chickens on the ground where the kids are filming the rap video. He is directly calling all of these rappers complete chickens for playing up this lifestyle and being the cause of so much chaos rather than coming out and telling somebody what’s really going on. Trying to get their money over everything else.
[Refrain: Choir & Childish Gambino]
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, tell somebody
You go tell somebody
Grandma told me
Get your money, Black man (Get your— Black man)
This is where things start to get interesting. Gambino is literally saying, go tell somebody about this! We all know what’s happening, why don’t you go let people know how bad it is? But like Jaguar Wright said, who do you tell when these moguls have the cops and feds paid off? This video is literally Gambino putting it all out there in this extremely popular song for everyone to see but yet we still just see the dancing and the violent chaos of people and police in the streets and not the root cause that is hidden in plain sight.
The vast majority of those who reviewed this video until now think this scene represents the tragic church shooting in Charleston in 2015. I think it does, but we also have to look at this from an angle of compression.
The people in the choir are all of the people who are currently singing the rap mogul’s praises and who are focused on going and getting what’s owed to them, get their money (who are also profiting off of the dead fellows music since it goes back to the original tune). You can see that each choir member has a distinct look to them. Think about who you are hearing about now who is about to be implicated in these freak offs and evil deeds. Is that Will Smith in the back left corner!? The short bald fellow in the front left maybe Kevin Hart? Rick Ross or TD Jakes maybe the bigger guy towards the back right? When the camera zooms in on the choir right at first to show their faces, doesn’t the guy in the bottom middle look like an uncanny version of Jordan Peele? Or is that meant to be Cuba Gooding Jr? Then just like the guitar fellow at the beginning, bang. You may be singing Diddy’s praises now, but he will cut you down whenever he suddenly feels like it.
I think almost for sure this initial section of the music video is Gambino acting as Diddy, because right after he shoots the choir, he does the elbow pump/chicken dance. At 3:14 in Diddy’s video for P.E. 2000 he does the chicken dance (he is up first in the video and I think Gambino is trying to say here I first present to you the first public enemy of 3 in this song). That elbow dance signals that it was Diddy and this is the end of his section.
[Chorus: Childish Gambino, Young Thug, Slim Jxmmi & Quavo]
This is America (Woo, ayy)
Don't catch you slippin' now (Woo, woo, don't catch you slippin' now)
Don't catch you slippin' now (Ayy, woah)
Look what I'm whippin' now (Slime!)
There have been many accounts of celebrities being given fancy cars after suffering abuse at the hands of these moguls. So these lyrics are saying that you better not slip up and tell people what’s really going on. And if you don’t look at this sweet carecord deal/movie contract I am going to give you. Beiber told this story about Diddy wanting to give him a luxury car.
Now suddenly, the dance switches from the chicken dance to a sudden bicep flex to signal us that we have now moved on from Gambino representing Diddy to our next mogul.
[Verse 2: Childish Gambino, Quavo, Young Thug, 21 Savage & BlocBoy JB]
This next chunk of the video is all about Jay-Z. I think this is the case because he throws his arms up in a bicep flex just like Jay does in the Otis music video at 2:38. And it makes sense Gambino would pick a dance move from a video with a huge American flag in the background to fit the ‘This is America’ theme. Gambino is mocking him saying, who are you really, the pretty guy or this hard gangster like Gambino shows in his dancing. Also right before they pan to the kids on the balcony, Bino also does Jay-Z’s signature lip curl look a couple times so we know it’s him and to signal the end of his section.
Look how I'm geekin' out (Hey)
I'm so fitted (I'm so fitted, woo)
Jay-Z is famous for making the fitted Yankees cap famous, it’s his signature look. More signs this verse is about Jay.
I'm on Gucci (I'm on Gucci)
Jay-Z has been seen in full wallpaper Gucci sweat suits but could also be referring to Gucci Mane who he hung out with at Beyonce’s tour around the time this song was released.
I'm so pretty (Yeah, yeah, woo)
I'm gon' get it (Ayy, I'm gon' get it)
Watch me move (Blaow)
These lines are probably referring to Jay-Z having a hidden preference for men, especially with the way Gambino flicks his wrist in the video when he says I’m so pretty.
This a celly (Ha)
That's a tool (Yeah)
On my Kodak (Woo) Black
I think that “this a celly, that’s a tool” harkens back to 2Pac’s lyrics in Changes where he sings, “They get jealous when they see ya with your mobile phone” then shortly after that he sings about the sound of his tool, referring to shooting a gun. But Childish flips these lyrics on their head. He is saying that it’s really the phone that’s a tool to be using, not a gun. And pans up and shows (the school kids specifically) on the balcony filming everything going on below. He’s telling the kids/other rappers, use your phone as a tool, you can record these bad deeds when you get blackmailed into being at the freak off. That’s how you can kill them and their career, not with a gun. Go tell somebody! There is also the reference to Kodak which plays into the picture taking theme, but also because Kodak Black has been accused of assaulting a teenage girl in a hotel room. So we have a good idea of what Gambino suggests all the kids start filming and collecting evidence of.
Ooh, know that (Yeah, know that, hold on)
Get it (Woo, get it, get it)
Ooh, work it (21)
Now we are onto Drake’s part. In the video Gambino starts doing the BlocBoy JB dance called Shoot. Drake is known for doing these little viral dance moves like in Hotline Bling. But not only that, this dance is also used in the song that both BlocBoy JB and Drake collaborate on for their video Look Alive. It starts at 2:07 in the Look Alive video. So this is Drake’s dance to signal his part is now starting.
Note this is where the pale horse rides by also potentially saying that Drake is one of the horsemen of the apocalypse. Interestingly, Drake’s collab with BlocBoy JB was pretty much the apocalypse for BlocBoy’s career, who hasn’t had a hit since.
Hunnid bands, hunnid bands, hunnid bands (Hunnid bands)
Contraband, contraband, contraband (Contraband)
I got the plug in Oaxaca (Woah)
They gonna find you like "blocka" (Blaow)
Again, we know this is Drake’s section because his song 10 bands starts out by saying “10 bands, 50 bands, 100 bands” almost identical to Bino’s lyrics here. Also Blocka was famously used by Biggie in his song Gimme the Loot which could be referring to Biggie's demise like Pac’s and making money from his death. Everything in this industry originates from pushing drugs, which has been alleged through the trafficking that Diddy, Jay-Z and Drake do through their private jets likely connected to their bosses, the Clive Davises and Lucian Grainges of the world. This escalates rap beefs and the whole culture to the next level where murder is often a consequence for young rappers in their prime when international drug lord money is involved.
An interesting point is this is the only time where Childish was about to shoot someone in the video, but where he didn’t have a school kid either handing him the gun or taking it away carefully from him. (Maybe also a diss at Drake that even though he acts hard he doesn’t shoot, he gets his horseman of the apocalypse to do his dirty deeds for him instead perhaps?). This is the beginning of the end for the rap mogul as he no longer has his kids doing his bidding for him. A simple message to show how the violence can be stopped, that these shootings can end when the kids stop enabling them. So then as soon as he can’t react in that moment and shoot someone his anger is forced to chill out, as shown by smoking a J, and to go back to exploiting the dead man’s music instead. If you don’t put a gun in someone’s hand when they are heated, those feelings too shall pass - kinda feel.
[Refrain: Choir, Childish Gambino, & Young Thug]
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, tell somebody
America, I just checked my following list, and
You mothafuckas owe me
Whose voice does that sound like!? It sounds a lot like Diddy to me, public enemy #1. This is basically saying that the moguls are the ones who we all owe it to for all of this glorified gun violence in America. That we owe them way more follows and likes for what a massive influence they have had on the violence and chaos we see in America today.
Grandma told me
Get your money, Black man (Black man)
(1, 2, 3—get down)
In Moneybagg Yo’s song 1, 2, 3, he also has a line that says “1, 2, 3, let’s go!” in a similar vein.
But something interesting I came across was Nas’s song Get Down where they use a sample from James Brown's “The Boss” that sounds extremely similar to the way Gambino screams “Get Down!” Which would fit well if the guitar singer from the beginning is meant to be Nas and Pac doing Thugz Mansion.
Also make sure you check out Nas’s song Get Down so that you can hear how much Jay-Z outright copied this song for The Story of OJ. From the musical structure with the piano and interwoven samples right down to the theme reiterated by the sample at the end of Nas’s song: “If that’s how our people are gonna get down, how are we ever gonna get up?”
SZA
Finally to wrap up the video, I have been stumped for a long time as to why SZA is randomly at the end of this video sitting on one of the cars. But I think I finally know why and it reconfirms that this last scene is all about Drake. If you watch Drake’s music video for Worst Behavior (not very Canadian of him to spell behaviour that way I might add) you will see Drake rapping and dancing with a few cars surrounding him and one of those cars has other rappers making cameos in it. In Gambino’s video SZA represents that car with a famous cameo. I think this is further confirmed when the black edges of the video start closing inwards at the end of This is America, the exact same way that Worst Behavior ends. So why SZA as the cameo then? Cause it reminds people that Drake is a p*do.
This is from an article in the Rolling Stone: In 2020, Drake revealed publicly that he and SZA had dated over a decade ago, well before she was an established artist (her earliest music goes back to around 2012; her critical breakthrough, Ctrl, came in 2017). On 21 Savage’s “Mr. Right Now,” Drake rapped about a newer fling who was a fan of SZA’s: “Yeah, said she wanna fuck to some SZA, wait / ‘Cause I used to date SZA back in ’08 / If you cool with it, baby, she can still play.” A few days later, SZA responded, corroborating Drake’s claim with a slight correction: they dated in 2009, when both would have been over 18. Since SZA would not have turned 18 until late 2008, she wanted to set the record straight. “in this case a year of poetic rap license mattered 🥴lol I think he jus innocently rhymed 08 w wait [sic],” she tweeted. “I just didn’t want anybody thinking anything underage or creepy was happening . Completely innocent . Lifetimes ago . [sic]”
If you have to specifically say something isn’t creepy and distance yourself from it being lifetimes ago, it usually is creepy. Drake would’ve been 22 when she was 17. Metro Boomin also happens to be on the Mr. Right Now track. He is currently in trouble for resurfaced old tweets showing how Metro used to tweet disgusting things about what he wanted to do to underage girls. Interestingly, Metro Boomin is also now beefing with Drake.
Drake doing his dance on the car of the original musician’s music seems to be accusing Drake directly of stealing 2Pac’s music. Orlando Brown recently said the cryptic statement that “Drake is Pac” which likely means he stole 2Pac’s approach/style/audience after his death. Gambino did some good foreshadowing here too with the recent AI release Drake put out of 2Pac.
This dance scene also signals that the Drake section is now over.
[Outro: Young Thug]
You just a black man in this world
You just a barcode, ayy
You just a black man in this world
Drivin' expensive foreigns, ayy
You just a big dawg, yeah
I kenneled him in the backyard
No, probably ain't life to a dog
For a big dog
The outro lyrics speak to how these gatekeepers keep black men down and control them with things like being forced to wear a dress to become famous or to submit to homosexual/p*do acts.. In the video, as I mentioned above, the black edges close in on Drake’s dancing scene in This is America. But they don’t completely close and end things like they do in the Worst Behavior video. Instead, in Gambino’s video, the camera pans to show the mogul running for his life with Young Thug’s lyrics almost like a quiet echo in the background. He isn’t running from the cops though, he’s running from the kids and from the public. When I mentioned earlier that the kids not handing over the last gun before Drake’s scene signalled the beginning of the end for the moguls, this is that conclusion. Where it is showing that if all the kids come together to stop enabling and rather expose the moguls, people will be chasing these bastards down once we realize what has been going on behind the curtain. Then the song that Young Thug is singing can just be a quiet echo of the way things were in the past.
If you don’t think Gambino would be this deep and that I went too far down the rabbit hole, do a Google search on the calculations that he came up with for why he sings about loving until 3005 in his song. He seems to go real deep with his lyrics. So a big question this leaves us with is, what did Childish Gambino witness in the rap industry? His whole rap career plays out like he is trying to avoid industry norms.
Even in Sweatpants, he has lyrics like:
No hands like soccer teams and y'all fuck boys like Socrates
You niggas ain't coppin' these, niggas ain't lookin' like me (Nah)
Nah, I ain't checkin' I.D. (Nah), but I bounce 'em with no problem
Seems like he is trying to make it really clear across his catalogue of music that he isn’t a p*do but that other rappers are. Where he is saying that he doesn’t need to ID his potential partners because he can tell they are obviously too young and that’s not hard to do.
Tell 'em, Problem (Problem!)
I'm winnin', yeah, yeah, I'm winnin' (What?)...
Rich kid, asshole, paint me as a villain
So who was trying to paint him as a villain, Drake? And that’s why the diss was originally meant for him?
Don't be mad 'cause I'm doing me better than you doing you…
Better than you doing you
Fuck it, what you gon' do? (What?!)
He’s taunting the other rappers cause he knows they can’t say shit if they are creeps. He has the same sentiment in Bonfire “It’s a bonfire, turn the lights out, I’m burning everything you mother fuckers talk about.”
Childish Gambino has always refrained from talking about the meaning of This is America whenever he is asked, and I can only assume that all of this is why.
Little Foot Big Foot
Now with his new release, Little Foot Big Foot and applying cultural compression to it, it has me wondering if he is referring to Megan Thee Stallion and the Nicki beef? People like Nicki (calling Megan Big Foot) have been claiming for some time she wasn’t even shot in the foot by Tory Lanez. There were many people laughing and making fun of Megan over getting shot. Which could be an interesting story for Childish to tell to represent how crazy this violent culture has gotten that people just laugh and blame the victim now when you get shot. Also a good metaphor for things like ‘shooting yourself in the foot’ for not having a lawyer look over potentially predatory industry contracts like in the beginning of his video. That you want to get in the cool kids club so bad you overlook it. Not as sure on this one though since the song just came out and I have only heard it a few times.
One last thing that is really interesting, there have been tons of artists on podcasts like Shay Shay talking about the strings these ultra rich moguls can pull. Like buying awards or gatekeeping people from being in the industry at all. There was even a story, I think maybe it was Gene Deal who told it, that when Killer Mike won at the grammys that Jay-Z was so angry he made sure to mess up his night by getting him locked up as soon as he left the awards stage. These moguls are extremely powerful and have an incredible amount of sway in the world/industry. If you check out Gambino’s profile on Youtube, his old music videos keep getting taken down, like Bonfire for example is just gone. Fans have been having to upload the videos themselves. There is a reply to a comment, on one of the fan uploaded vids, from Gambino’s account himself when someone asks why the videos are being taken down. His account just replies “Noone knows why :(“ Seems a bit odd all things considered and like maybe he has been at the mercy of these gatekeepers for going against the system.
I am so curious to know what the rest of you think about all of this!
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[Intro: Choir]
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, go, go away
The beginning of this song has no background music yet, which really gives it an ‘in the beginning’ feel. Then Gambino starts doing his dances with weird facial expressions. I will explain as we go through his video how those expressions and dance moves represent different famous rap moguls. One easy look to pick out right away is Jay-Z’s famous lip curl/growl look that Gambino gives with a head nod repeatedly. The colonial pants have been a hot topic, but since it’s only the pants that are colonial, Gambino is saying the bottom or basis for this violent culture in America is ultimately colonialism. The lyrics ‘Go Away’, are likely foreshadowing the rap moguls wanting other popular rap rivals to ‘go away’ or they will make them (aka murder them) for profit.
[Bridge: Childish Gambino & Young Thug]
We just wanna party
Party just for you
We just want the money
Money just for you (Yeah)
Usually you want money for yourself and to party for yourself, so this is a bit odd. But what Gambino is referring to is similar to these Diddy ‘freakoff parties’ we are hearing about where people who want to be famous are really partying for these rap moguls so they can get close to them. Where they suck up to them saying that they want to earn the mogul money from their songs.
I know you wanna party
Party just for free
Girl, you got me dancin' (Girl, you got me dancin')
Dance and shake the frame (Yeah)
Then this almost feels like the Diddy rebuttal where he’s like ya I know you want to party and you want to do it for free. Like Katt Williams says, “you gotta tell Diddy no”, it is never free to go to those parties. There are always consequences. When you are partying you are dancing, but shaking the frame could refer to how those boundaries/edges are being crossed, lines are blurred, etc.
Then in the video, the fellow who was playing the guitar gets shot and things turn dark from happy music. I believe that this guitar tune is meant to represent 2Pac and Nas’s song Thugz Mansion. It’s one of the original greats from ‘in the beginning’. Nas famously has always had major issues with Jay-Z too (More on why 2Pac and Nas later). It also represents how it was these moguls who murdered 2Pac like Jaguar Wright and Katt Williams keep saying. Where these murders only lead to more money and fame for the killers when the dead artists’ and their music are exploited more easily.
Also note that the gun gets taken away by a school kid after the shooting, more on this later as well.
[Verse 1: Childish Gambino, Young Thug, Blocboy JB & 21 Savage]
This is America (Skrrt, skrrt, woo)
Don't catch you slippin' now (Ayy)
Look how I'm livin' now
Police be trippin' now (Woo)
Yeah, this is America (Woo, ayy)
Guns in my area (Word, my area)
There is a song called Guns in My Area by Lil Weiner and Baby Chapox that paints a vivid picture of the everyday struggles and conflicts faced by those living in communities affected by gun violence. More compression of other songs and the American gun culture.
I got the strap (Ayy, ayy)
I gotta carry 'em
I am almost certain this line is referring to 2Pac’s song Changes. Throughout This is America, Gambino takes lines from Pac’s song: “They get jealous when they see you with your mobile phone” (referred to later in this a Celly, that’s tool) “That's the sound of my tool, you say it ain't cool, My mama didn't raise no fool”
“And as long as I stay black, I gotta stay strapped, And I never get to lay back” It seems like Gambino broke up these lyrics and scattered them throughout his song. This plays into the theme that everyone is using 2Pac and enriching themselves off of his image and music. I show below how this particular section of the video represents Diddy meaning that Diddy himself is exploiting his music (and alleging that Diddy killed Pac?). We could see this exploitation play out at length with how much Diddy milked the death of Biggie like in Every Breath You Take.
Yeah, yeah, I'ma go into this (Ugh)
Yeah, yeah, this is guerilla (Woo)
Yeah, yeah, I'ma go get the bag
The song Gorilla War by $uicideboy$ and Ramirez talks about getting a bag repeatedly in the course. Also in Otis with Kanye and Jay-Z their lyrics talk about going gorilla (I talk about this song more further down), so it could be referring to this as well. It seems like Gambino is trying to pull out lyrics from all across the rap culture and embed them in his song to highlight the ‘cultural compression’.
Yeah, yeah, I'm so cold like, yeah (Yeah)
I'm so dope like, yeah (Woo)
We gon' blow like, yeah (Straight up, uh)
I think that all of the school kids in the video represent all of the rappers that are signed with these big labels. Which is interesting because they are the ones facilitating the guns for the moguls in the video. You can see that the mogul is really focused on the kids and gets agitated and directs them to follow him whenever they stray off a bit like they are his pupils, or like he owns them. Then all of a sudden the camera comes into a scene where you can see more kids shooting a rap video and all shooting money from a Supreme gun. The camera zooms out almost to show you that this is the mogul’s whole rap empire they are looking over, all of their kids in one place (this empire already includes some chaos in the background). It’s subtle but hilarious, Gambino puts fricken chickens on the ground where the kids are filming the rap video. He is directly calling all of these rappers complete chickens for playing up this lifestyle and being the cause of so much chaos rather than coming out and telling somebody what’s really going on. Trying to get their money over everything else.
[Refrain: Choir & Childish Gambino]
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, tell somebody
You go tell somebody
Grandma told me
Get your money, Black man (Get your— Black man)
This is where things start to get interesting. Gambino is literally saying, go tell somebody about this! We all know what’s happening, why don’t you go let people know how bad it is? But like Jaguar Wright said, who do you tell when these moguls have the cops and feds paid off? This video is literally Gambino putting it all out there in this extremely popular song for everyone to see but yet we still just see the dancing and the violent chaos of people and police in the streets and not the root cause that is hidden in plain sight.
The vast majority of those who reviewed this video until now think this scene represents the tragic church shooting in Charleston in 2015. I think it does, but we also have to look at this from an angle of compression.
The people in the choir are all of the people who are currently singing the rap mogul’s praises and who are focused on going and getting what’s owed to them, get their money (who are also profiting off of the dead fellows music since it goes back to the original tune). You can see that each choir member has a distinct look to them. Think about who you are hearing about now who is about to be implicated in these freak offs and evil deeds. Is that Will Smith in the back left corner!? The short bald fellow in the front left maybe Kevin Hart? Rick Ross or TD Jakes maybe the bigger guy towards the back right? When the camera zooms in on the choir right at first to show their faces, doesn’t the guy in the bottom middle look like an uncanny version of Jordan Peele? Or is that meant to be Cuba Gooding Jr? Then just like the guitar fellow at the beginning, bang. You may be singing Diddy’s praises now, but he will cut you down whenever he suddenly feels like it.
I think almost for sure this initial section of the music video is Gambino acting as Diddy, because right after he shoots the choir, he does the elbow pump/chicken dance. At 3:14 in Diddy’s video for P.E. 2000 he does the chicken dance (he is up first in the video and I think Gambino is trying to say here I first present to you the first public enemy of 3 in this song). That elbow dance signals that it was Diddy and this is the end of his section.
[Chorus: Childish Gambino, Young Thug, Slim Jxmmi & Quavo]
This is America (Woo, ayy)
Don't catch you slippin' now (Woo, woo, don't catch you slippin' now)
Don't catch you slippin' now (Ayy, woah)
Look what I'm whippin' now (Slime!)
There have been many accounts of celebrities being given fancy cars after suffering abuse at the hands of these moguls. So these lyrics are saying that you better not slip up and tell people what’s really going on. And if you don’t look at this sweet carecord deal/movie contract I am going to give you. Beiber told this story about Diddy wanting to give him a luxury car.
Now suddenly, the dance switches from the chicken dance to a sudden bicep flex to signal us that we have now moved on from Gambino representing Diddy to our next mogul.
[Verse 2: Childish Gambino, Quavo, Young Thug, 21 Savage & BlocBoy JB]
This next chunk of the video is all about Jay-Z. I think this is the case because he throws his arms up in a bicep flex just like Jay does in the Otis music video at 2:38. And it makes sense Gambino would pick a dance move from a video with a huge American flag in the background to fit the ‘This is America’ theme. Gambino is mocking him saying, who are you really, the pretty guy or this hard gangster like Gambino shows in his dancing. Also right before they pan to the kids on the balcony, Bino also does Jay-Z’s signature lip curl look a couple times so we know it’s him and to signal the end of his section.
Look how I'm geekin' out (Hey)
I'm so fitted (I'm so fitted, woo)
Jay-Z is famous for making the fitted Yankees cap famous, it’s his signature look. More signs this verse is about Jay.
I'm on Gucci (I'm on Gucci)
Jay-Z has been seen in full wallpaper Gucci sweat suits but could also be referring to Gucci Mane who he hung out with at Beyonce’s tour around the time this song was released.
I'm so pretty (Yeah, yeah, woo)
I'm gon' get it (Ayy, I'm gon' get it)
Watch me move (Blaow)
These lines are probably referring to Jay-Z having a hidden preference for men, especially with the way Gambino flicks his wrist in the video when he says I’m so pretty.
This a celly (Ha)
That's a tool (Yeah)
On my Kodak (Woo) Black
I think that “this a celly, that’s a tool” harkens back to 2Pac’s lyrics in Changes where he sings, “They get jealous when they see ya with your mobile phone” then shortly after that he sings about the sound of his tool, referring to shooting a gun. But Childish flips these lyrics on their head. He is saying that it’s really the phone that’s a tool to be using, not a gun. And pans up and shows (the school kids specifically) on the balcony filming everything going on below. He’s telling the kids/other rappers, use your phone as a tool, you can record these bad deeds when you get blackmailed into being at the freak off. That’s how you can kill them and their career, not with a gun. Go tell somebody! There is also the reference to Kodak which plays into the picture taking theme, but also because Kodak Black has been accused of assaulting a teenage girl in a hotel room. So we have a good idea of what Gambino suggests all the kids start filming and collecting evidence of.
Ooh, know that (Yeah, know that, hold on)
Get it (Woo, get it, get it)
Ooh, work it (21)
Now we are onto Drake’s part. In the video Gambino starts doing the BlocBoy JB dance called Shoot. Drake is known for doing these little viral dance moves like in Hotline Bling. But not only that, this dance is also used in the song that both BlocBoy JB and Drake collaborate on for their video Look Alive. It starts at 2:07 in the Look Alive video. So this is Drake’s dance to signal his part is now starting.
Note this is where the pale horse rides by also potentially saying that Drake is one of the horsemen of the apocalypse. Interestingly, Drake’s collab with BlocBoy JB was pretty much the apocalypse for BlocBoy’s career, who hasn’t had a hit since.
Hunnid bands, hunnid bands, hunnid bands (Hunnid bands)
Contraband, contraband, contraband (Contraband)
I got the plug in Oaxaca (Woah)
They gonna find you like "blocka" (Blaow)
Again, we know this is Drake’s section because his song 10 bands starts out by saying “10 bands, 50 bands, 100 bands” almost identical to Bino’s lyrics here. Also Blocka was famously used by Biggie in his song Gimme the Loot which could be referring to Biggie's demise like Pac’s and making money from his death. Everything in this industry originates from pushing drugs, which has been alleged through the trafficking that Diddy, Jay-Z and Drake do through their private jets likely connected to their bosses, the Clive Davises and Lucian Grainges of the world. This escalates rap beefs and the whole culture to the next level where murder is often a consequence for young rappers in their prime when international drug lord money is involved.
An interesting point is this is the only time where Childish was about to shoot someone in the video, but where he didn’t have a school kid either handing him the gun or taking it away carefully from him. (Maybe also a diss at Drake that even though he acts hard he doesn’t shoot, he gets his horseman of the apocalypse to do his dirty deeds for him instead perhaps?). This is the beginning of the end for the rap mogul as he no longer has his kids doing his bidding for him. A simple message to show how the violence can be stopped, that these shootings can end when the kids stop enabling them. So then as soon as he can’t react in that moment and shoot someone his anger is forced to chill out, as shown by smoking a J, and to go back to exploiting the dead man’s music instead. If you don’t put a gun in someone’s hand when they are heated, those feelings too shall pass - kinda feel.
[Refrain: Choir, Childish Gambino, & Young Thug]
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, tell somebody
America, I just checked my following list, and
You mothafuckas owe me
Whose voice does that sound like!? It sounds a lot like Diddy to me, public enemy #1. This is basically saying that the moguls are the ones who we all owe it to for all of this glorified gun violence in America. That we owe them way more follows and likes for what a massive influence they have had on the violence and chaos we see in America today.
Grandma told me
Get your money, Black man (Black man)
(1, 2, 3—get down)
In Moneybagg Yo’s song 1, 2, 3, he also has a line that says “1, 2, 3, let’s go!” in a similar vein.
But something interesting I came across was Nas’s song Get Down where they use a sample from James Brown's “The Boss” that sounds extremely similar to the way Gambino screams “Get Down!” Which would fit well if the guitar singer from the beginning is meant to be Nas and Pac doing Thugz Mansion.
Also make sure you check out Nas’s song Get Down so that you can hear how much Jay-Z outright copied this song for The Story of OJ. From the musical structure with the piano and interwoven samples right down to the theme reiterated by the sample at the end of Nas’s song: “If that’s how our people are gonna get down, how are we ever gonna get up?”
SZA
Finally to wrap up the video, I have been stumped for a long time as to why SZA is randomly at the end of this video sitting on one of the cars. But I think I finally know why and it reconfirms that this last scene is all about Drake. If you watch Drake’s music video for Worst Behavior (not very Canadian of him to spell behaviour that way I might add) you will see Drake rapping and dancing with a few cars surrounding him and one of those cars has other rappers making cameos in it. In Gambino’s video SZA represents that car with a famous cameo. I think this is further confirmed when the black edges of the video start closing inwards at the end of This is America, the exact same way that Worst Behavior ends. So why SZA as the cameo then? Cause it reminds people that Drake is a p*do.
This is from an article in the Rolling Stone: In 2020, Drake revealed publicly that he and SZA had dated over a decade ago, well before she was an established artist (her earliest music goes back to around 2012; her critical breakthrough, Ctrl, came in 2017). On 21 Savage’s “Mr. Right Now,” Drake rapped about a newer fling who was a fan of SZA’s: “Yeah, said she wanna fuck to some SZA, wait / ‘Cause I used to date SZA back in ’08 / If you cool with it, baby, she can still play.” A few days later, SZA responded, corroborating Drake’s claim with a slight correction: they dated in 2009, when both would have been over 18. Since SZA would not have turned 18 until late 2008, she wanted to set the record straight. “in this case a year of poetic rap license mattered 🥴lol I think he jus innocently rhymed 08 w wait [sic],” she tweeted. “I just didn’t want anybody thinking anything underage or creepy was happening . Completely innocent . Lifetimes ago . [sic]”
If you have to specifically say something isn’t creepy and distance yourself from it being lifetimes ago, it usually is creepy. Drake would’ve been 22 when she was 17. Metro Boomin also happens to be on the Mr. Right Now track. He is currently in trouble for resurfaced old tweets showing how Metro used to tweet disgusting things about what he wanted to do to underage girls. Interestingly, Metro Boomin is also now beefing with Drake.
Drake doing his dance on the car of the original musician’s music seems to be accusing Drake directly of stealing 2Pac’s music. Orlando Brown recently said the cryptic statement that “Drake is Pac” which likely means he stole 2Pac’s approach/style/audience after his death. Gambino did some good foreshadowing here too with the recent AI release Drake put out of 2Pac.
This dance scene also signals that the Drake section is now over.
[Outro: Young Thug]
You just a black man in this world
You just a barcode, ayy
You just a black man in this world
Drivin' expensive foreigns, ayy
You just a big dawg, yeah
I kenneled him in the backyard
No, probably ain't life to a dog
For a big dog
The outro lyrics speak to how these gatekeepers keep black men down and control them with things like being forced to wear a dress to become famous or to submit to homosexual/p*do acts.. In the video, as I mentioned above, the black edges close in on Drake’s dancing scene in This is America. But they don’t completely close and end things like they do in the Worst Behavior video. Instead, in Gambino’s video, the camera pans to show the mogul running for his life with Young Thug’s lyrics almost like a quiet echo in the background. He isn’t running from the cops though, he’s running from the kids and from the public. When I mentioned earlier that the kids not handing over the last gun before Drake’s scene signalled the beginning of the end for the moguls, this is that conclusion. Where it is showing that if all the kids come together to stop enabling and rather expose the moguls, people will be chasing these bastards down once we realize what has been going on behind the curtain. Then the song that Young Thug is singing can just be a quiet echo of the way things were in the past.
If you don’t think Gambino would be this deep and that I went too far down the rabbit hole, do a Google search on the calculations that he came up with for why he sings about loving until 3005 in his song. He seems to go real deep with his lyrics. So a big question this leaves us with is, what did Childish Gambino witness in the rap industry? His whole rap career plays out like he is trying to avoid industry norms.
Even in Sweatpants, he has lyrics like:
No hands like soccer teams and y'all fuck boys like Socrates
You niggas ain't coppin' these, niggas ain't lookin' like me (Nah)
Nah, I ain't checkin' I.D. (Nah), but I bounce 'em with no problem
Seems like he is trying to make it really clear across his catalogue of music that he isn’t a p*do but that other rappers are. Where he is saying that he doesn’t need to ID his potential partners because he can tell they are obviously too young and that’s not hard to do.
Tell 'em, Problem (Problem!)
I'm winnin', yeah, yeah, I'm winnin' (What?)...
Rich kid, asshole, paint me as a villain
So who was trying to paint him as a villain, Drake? And that’s why the diss was originally meant for him?
Don't be mad 'cause I'm doing me better than you doing you…
Better than you doing you
Fuck it, what you gon' do? (What?!)
He’s taunting the other rappers cause he knows they can’t say shit if they are creeps. He has the same sentiment in Bonfire “It’s a bonfire, turn the lights out, I’m burning everything you mother fuckers talk about.”
Childish Gambino has always refrained from talking about the meaning of This is America whenever he is asked, and I can only assume that all of this is why.
Little Foot Big Foot
Now with his new release, Little Foot Big Foot and applying cultural compression to it, it has me wondering if he is referring to Megan Thee Stallion and the Nicki beef? People like Nicki (calling Megan Big Foot) have been claiming for some time she wasn’t even shot in the foot by Tory Lanez. There were many people laughing and making fun of Megan over getting shot. Which could be an interesting story for Childish to tell to represent how crazy this violent culture has gotten that people just laugh and blame the victim now when you get shot. Also a good metaphor for things like ‘shooting yourself in the foot’ for not having a lawyer look over potentially predatory industry contracts like in the beginning of his video. That you want to get in the cool kids club so bad you overlook it. Not as sure on this one though since the song just came out and I have only heard it a few times.
One last thing that is really interesting, there have been tons of artists on podcasts like Shay Shay talking about the strings these ultra rich moguls can pull. Like buying awards or gatekeeping people from being in the industry at all. There was even a story, I think maybe it was Gene Deal who told it, that when Killer Mike won at the grammys that Jay-Z was so angry he made sure to mess up his night by getting him locked up as soon as he left the awards stage. These moguls are extremely powerful and have an incredible amount of sway in the world/industry. If you check out Gambino’s profile on Youtube, his old music videos keep getting taken down, like Bonfire for example is just gone. Fans have been having to upload the videos themselves. There is a reply to a comment, on one of the fan uploaded vids, from Gambino’s account himself when someone asks why the videos are being taken down. His account just replies “Noone knows why :(“ Seems a bit odd all things considered and like maybe he has been at the mercy of these gatekeepers for going against the system.
I am so curious to know what the rest of you think about all of this!
2024.05.13 00:33 JustMeInBigD Things to Do May 13-19
As always, if you know of an event that's not listed here, feel free to share it (with a link) in the comments. Feedback on events you've attended or plan to attend is welcome.
*Free (or no admission/cover)
--Recurring Event
Noteworthy: May 13-19 is American Craft Beer Week. May 16 is National Barbecue Day.
Weekend & Multi-Day Events
May 13-19 Dallas is Lit (Literary Festival) at multiple Oak Cliff venues
May 16-19 DSO: Rachmaninoff Rhapsody on a Theme of Paganini at the Meyerson
May 17-18 Dallas Black Dance Theatre Spring Celebration at Wyly Theatre
May 17-19 Wildflower! Music and Arts Festival at Galatyn Park Urban Center, Richardson
May 17-19 Main Street Fest - A Craft Brew Experience at Historic Downtown Grapevine
May 17-25 Now THAT’s What I Call TV Improv 90s Sitcom at Stomping Ground Comedy
May 18-19 Black Heritage Celebration at the Dallas Arboretum
Through May 27 Scarborough Renaissance Festival, Waxahachie
Through May 18 Fannie: The Music and Life of Fannie Lou Hamer at Bishop Arts Theater Ctr
Through May 25 Echo Theatre: Beyond the Yellow Wallpaper at the Bath House Cultural Center
Through Jun 9 Hamilton at Winspear Opera House
May 17-June 1 Teatro Dallas: Cloud Tectonics at the Latino Cultural Center
*May 11- May 24 Women in Art – A Joyful Journey Exhibition at Art on Main
*Through May 19 The Art of Embroidery from India to the World at NorthPark Center
*Through June 28 Central Library Staff Art Exhibit at Dallas Public Library Central Branch
Monday, May 13
Dallas Mavericks vs. OKC Thunder: Playoffs Round 2 Game 4 at AAC
Dallas Stars vs. Colorado Avalanche Watch Party at Shark Club Sports Bar and Grill
Texas Rangers vs. vs. Cleveland Guardians at Globe Life Field, Arlington
British Film Institute Book Club Presents: Mean Streets at Texas Theatre
“Spider Mondays” The Amazing Spider-Man 2 on 35MM at Texas Theatre
Augustana: Something Beautiful Tour with Valley Boy at Club Dada
*Ryan Glenn at Truck Yard Dallas
*Music Bingo at Guitars and Growlers, Richardson
*Songwriter's Open Mic Hosted by Justin Collins at Dan's Silverleaf, Denton
*Poor David’s Pub Virtual Open Mic on Facebook Live
Tuesday, May 14
Texas Rangers vs. vs. Cleveland Guardians at Globe Life Field, Arlington
*10-Year Destination Master Plan Community Town Hall - West/South Dallas at West Dallas Multipurpose Center
Dallas Winds Concert: In This Circle at the Meyerson Symphony Center
*--Free Rooftop Movie: Easy A at Sundown at Granada
The Variety Show with The Lost Boy Presents at Arts Mission Oak Cliff
Jimmy Gnecco of Ours at Opening Bell Coffee
Qveen Herby at House of Blues
*Book Presentation: An Evening with Andrés Neuman at The Wild Detectives
*Book Signing and Discussion - Jannese Torres: Financially Lit at Interabang Books
*--W.O.W. (Words Over Wine) Poetry Open Mic at Chocolate Secrets
*Just Dance Series - Salsa Lessons at Harwood Park
*Indian Cultural Heritage Foundation Dance performance at Pleasant Grove Branch Library
Wednesday, May 15
Dallas Stars vs. Colorado Avalanche: Round 2 Game 5 At American Airlines Center
Texas Rangers vs. vs. Cleveland Guardians at Globe Life Field, Arlington
Dallas Wings vs. Chicago Sky at College Park Center, Arlington
10-Year Destination Master Plan Community Town Hall - North Dallas at Prism Center
Dallas Architecture Forum Presents: Brian MacKay-Lyons at Dallas Museum of Art
*--Salsa Night/Beginner’s Lessons at Vidorra Dallas
Transformers: 40th Anniversary Event at Texas Theatre
*Nerd Night: Old School Video Games at Celestial Beerworks
*Pat Peterson at The Kitchen Cafe
Swingin' at the Sons at Sons of Hermann Hall
Piano Men: An Elton John & Billy Joel Tribute at Sky Blu Rooftop
Daniel Sloss: Can't at The Majestic
*--Improv Jam at Dallas Comedy Club
Part One Tribe - A $7.77 Show at Deep Ellum Art Co.
3-course Beer Pairing Dinner at Windmills, The Colony
Thursday, May 16
10-Year Destination Master Plan Community Town Hall - East Dallas at Harry Stone Rec Center
Dallas Zoo After Dark Wild Canvas at the Dallas Zoo
*Bombshell Dance Project Performance at Dallas Museum of Art
*Kaleta Doolin in Conversation on Feminist Art History at Dallas Museum of Art
Maifest at the Brewery at Community Beer Co.
Analog Art Show at Flea the Scene
Sip & Paint at Aloft Dallas Downtown
Murder Mystery 3-Course Dinner at Bourbon and Banter
*PNC Patio Sessions - Pretty Boy Aaron at Sammons Park
*Books Signing and Discussion - Noah Gittel, Baseball: The Movie at Interabang Books
The Rhinestone Teardrops Tour at Three Links
Michelle Wolf: It's Great to Be Here at House of Blues
David Slater and Veronica Williams at Sammons Center for the Arts
*Adult Coloring at Mountain Creek Branch Library
HipHop & Healing at Highland Hills Branch Library
Master Gardeners: Taking the Mystery Out of Plant Propagation at Lakewood Branch Library
59th Academy of Country Music Awards at Ford Center at The Star, Frisco
Friday, May 17
Texas Rangers vs. Los Angeles Angels at Globe Life Field
*‘til Midnight at the Nasher Sculpture Center
*--DJ Binosaur at Vector Brewing
Backyard Concert: Meridian Brothers and Elkin Pautt at The Wild Detectives
*Booker T. Washington HSPVA Singer-Songwriters at Opening Bell Coffee
Cinéwilde Presents: The Matrix at Texas Theatre
Larry g(ee) EP Release with Dezi 5 and Cozy Campos at The Kessler
Girls' Night Out Stand-up Comedy Showcase at Dallas Comedy Club
Nimesh Patel: Fast and Loose Tour at the Majestic Theatre
The Reverent Few / Joe Blow / The Brandon Callies Band at The Double Wide
Chap Stick (Cheap Trick Tribute) at Sundown at Granada
*Trey Gonzalez at The Rustic
Dallas Poetry Slam 30th Anniversary Showcase at Oak Cliff Assembly
Aaron Aryanpur Live at the Oak Cliff Cultural Center
Saturday, May 18
Texas Rangers vs. Los Angeles Angels at Globe Life Field
Dallas Wings vs. Chicago Sky at College Park Center, Arlington
Ultimate Frisbee Dallas Legion vs. Houston HAVOC at Jesuit Dallas
*Cycling: Group Ride at Community Beer Co.
Morning Bird Walk at Trinity River Audubon Center
*AAPI Heritage & Dragon Boat Festival at the Bath House Cultural Center
Art Talk: Laure de Margerie at the Nasher Sculpture Center
Discover Downtown Dallas Movie Series: Sweet Home Alabama at Harwood Park
9th Anniversary Brewery Fest at Texas Ale Project
*Pawty on the Patio with Golden Retriever Rescue at On Rotation
*Asian Am., Native Hawaiian, & Pacific Islander Heritage Celebration at AT&T Discovery District
*AAPI Family Weekend at Sammons Park (Dallas Arts District)
Hope Starts Here 5K at Klyde Warren Park
Deep Ellum Wine Walk: Rosé Olé at Discover Deep Ellum
*Conversation and Party: Colombe Schneck and Merrit Tierce at The Wild Detectives
*Art Exhibitions Opening Event at Ro2 Art
*Analog Art Show at Flea the Scene
6th Annual Adult Science Fair at Celestial Beerworks
Andrea Gonzalez Caballero Spanish Guitar Concert at Kalita Humphreys Theater
Pepe Aguilar at American Airlines Center
Sunday, May 19
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Greetings, fellow readers! Welcome to my blog. I’m Isha Sharma. First of all, grab a cup of tea. Today I’m going to tell you all about myself while you all can enjoy the tea.
My name is Isha Sharma, and I’m a passionate reader just like you. I recently discovered my love for reading, right after dropping out of college. Yes, now you all know I’m a dropout. I was pursuing my BA Hons. in Economics from UPES, Dehradun. Dream City, right? I know, but what went wrong?
When I graduated from high school, I just wanted to get out of my city, Jaipur, or Pink City, as we say. The intent was to get my higher education at DU, but I didn't meet the expected criteria. Then a friend of mine suggested UPES. After researching the college, I found it to be a cool and nice place to study, and also far away from home, which was a win-win situation for me.
Studying in Dehradun turned out to be one of my worst decisions. Like Ryan Reynolds says, “When you have expectations, you are setting yourself up for disappointment." There, I was doing everything except studying. Partying till late, skipping classes, smoking marijuana and losing touch with my core personality. And not to forget my increased levels of intoxications. Those group sittings and puffing which many of you can relate. The peer group you find at college plays important role in your life ahead. Today, one in every 5 youth are influenced with weeds or something… I became one of them officially. Well,finally after wasting a year and a half, I came to my senses and decided to drop out.
I went back to my sweet birthplace, Jaipur. Another bomb came right up; my breakup happened that very same year, right after leaving university. That breakup left me feeling lost, shattered, and unsure of what lay ahead. So, what did I do after dropping out? What happened after the breakup? These things must be running through your mind, right?
Well, obviously, like every mindful person, I also made a road map. After dropping out of university, I wanted to start my own venture. I made the right plan in which field I wanted to go and what business I wanted to do, did the research, and everything was in its place except the most important thing, ‘FUNDING’. I had zero capital. I could not ask anyone to fund my venture.
Then I thought maybe I should wait and save some money first. I did my very first job as a sales executive for the U.S. process. They paid me fair money. The plan was to save some funds and then invest them in my venture. Disappointment hit, and money was never saved. I quit the job and did nothing after that; I was just postponing everything.
Life has a way of surprising us with unexpected twists and turns. I was going through a phase where nothing was working out; I dropped out of university, a breakup happened, and I was not focused enough to even start my dream venture. It was like standing in a dark tunnel with no light. I was hurting and gave up hope for everything.
Then 2023 ended, and I wished everyone a Happy New Year. While the thought was running through my head, What’s so Happy and New about this year? You could describe that feeling as a feeling of stagnation, where I perceived that this year would be a repetition of the experiences and outcomes of the previous year. But a long time ago, my sister made this quote for my phone wallpaper: “Right things happen when you least expect them."
2024 had a huge impact on me; it changed me completely. I did things I never thought I would do and stopped the ones which i thought i couldn’t. Like writing this blog or writing for the fact. Some people might be less expressive and less talkative. I was one of them; I would not let anyone know what was running through my head. For the first time, I wanted to talk and express whatever I was feeling. I wanted to say it all out loud. Sometimes, it's essential to let it all out and express ourselves. I think this way, we can experience the weight of our emotions and make room in our hearts for something new.
I am so glad to have such supportive people around me—my sisters and my buddies. During my dark phase, they were there, reminding me of my strength. Whether it was a late-night chat with my sisters filled with encouragement or an outing with my friends to eat my favorite comfort food, their gestures of compassion never failed to bring a smile to my face. They have been my constant supporters and good listeners.
Have you ever experienced a moment where you found hope again? Well, I was experiencing that moment where hope was finding its way back into my life. It's truly a beautiful feeling, isn't it? I started prioritizing myself. I enrolled in activities that bring peace and happiness, like cooking. I have always loved cooking, more specifically baking, I love to bake desserts; it calms my mind. Correspondingly, I enrolled myself in other activities as well, like yoga, meditation, and Hinge (a dating app). I know it was not my idea initially; we all know how friends are, but I am very glad to join Hinge. I met this very cute and like-minded guy. He has been the sweetest, most patient, and most compassionate man to me when I've needed him lately. His support has not only helped me through difficulties but has also inspired personal growth. It's a testament to the fact that even in the most unexpected places, we can find the support and love we need to navigate life's challenges. Ending of 2023 also ended a phase which was changing me for the worst. The decision to quit marijuana hit as instant as 1 January after 31 December. It’s been 5 months in 2024 and this Isha is clean as glass. This was one of the best feeling which made me pat my back, for myself !!
Through the healing process, I embarked on a journey of self-discovery. I reconnected with forgotten passions, explored new hobbies, and nurtured relationships that brought me joy. The breakup and failures became a catalyst for personal growth, pushing me to redefine myself and embrace the person I was becoming.
While I was healing and learning new things, an opportunity came knocking on my door: social media and digital marketing. Not coming from this background, I had no knowledge about it, but I was very curious to learn and couldn't wait to try my hands on it. I was feeling like a hungry wolf. There is this saying, “A wolf climbing on the hill is hungrier than the wolf on the hill." I just had this one thing running through my mind constantly. I want to make it. I want to chase this feeling of a hungry wolf.
I got my certification in social media marketing from HubSpot Academy. The HubSpot Social Media Marketing Certification is a complete course that includes video lectures and quizzes after each video lecture. They cover everything from how to do social media marketing to why a business needs social media marketing and understanding the dynamics of social media ads. It is a complete package course. It’s better to take baby steps and master that one specific area rather than try to do it all at once and fool yourself by doing nothing at all. Like Dan Millman says, “A little bit of something is better than nothing.” I’m trying my best to be my best potential version, rather than being pushed down and feeling like a loser.
My mantra for 2024 is ‘Striving high and performing on it.’ That’s my anecdote. Now you all know me well enough, I guess. Through my blog, I hope to create a society where we can relate to and learn from each other.
In wrapping up my self-introduction blog, let’s embark on this journey together, I invite you to share your own experiences and reflections in the comments below. Whether you've faced similar challenges or found inspiration in unexpected places, your voice adds richness to our community.
Let's connect, learn, and grow together. Together, we can transform this space into a vibrant hub of positivity and mutual support.
Cheers to new beginnings and shared adventures!
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My name is Isha Sharma, and I’m a passionate reader just like you. I recently discovered my love for reading, right after dropping out of college. Yes, now you all know I’m a dropout. I was pursuing my BA Hons. in Economics from UPES, Dehradun. Dream City, right? I know, but what went wrong?
When I graduated from high school, I just wanted to get out of my city, Jaipur, or Pink City, as we say. The intent was to get my higher education at DU, but I didn't meet the expected criteria. Then a friend of mine suggested UPES. After researching the college, I found it to be a cool and nice place to study, and also far away from home, which was a win-win situation for me.
Studying in Dehradun turned out to be one of my worst decisions. Like Ryan Reynolds says, “When you have expectations, you are setting yourself up for disappointment." There, I was doing everything except studying. Partying till late, skipping classes, smoking marijuana and losing touch with my core personality. And not to forget my increased levels of intoxications. Those group sittings and puffing which many of you can relate. The peer group you find at college plays important role in your life ahead. Today, one in every 5 youth are influenced with weeds or something… I became one of them officially. Well,finally after wasting a year and a half, I came to my senses and decided to drop out.
I went back to my sweet birthplace, Jaipur. Another bomb came right up; my breakup happened that very same year, right after leaving university. That breakup left me feeling lost, shattered, and unsure of what lay ahead. So, what did I do after dropping out? What happened after the breakup? These things must be running through your mind, right?
Well, obviously, like every mindful person, I also made a road map. After dropping out of university, I wanted to start my own venture. I made the right plan in which field I wanted to go and what business I wanted to do, did the research, and everything was in its place except the most important thing, ‘FUNDING’. I had zero capital. I could not ask anyone to fund my venture.
Then I thought maybe I should wait and save some money first. I did my very first job as a sales executive for the U.S. process. They paid me fair money. The plan was to save some funds and then invest them in my venture. Disappointment hit, and money was never saved. I quit the job and did nothing after that; I was just postponing everything.
Life has a way of surprising us with unexpected twists and turns. I was going through a phase where nothing was working out; I dropped out of university, a breakup happened, and I was not focused enough to even start my dream venture. It was like standing in a dark tunnel with no light. I was hurting and gave up hope for everything.
Then 2023 ended, and I wished everyone a Happy New Year. While the thought was running through my head, What’s so Happy and New about this year? You could describe that feeling as a feeling of stagnation, where I perceived that this year would be a repetition of the experiences and outcomes of the previous year. But a long time ago, my sister made this quote for my phone wallpaper: “Right things happen when you least expect them."
2024 had a huge impact on me; it changed me completely. I did things I never thought I would do and stopped the ones which i thought i couldn’t. Like writing this blog or writing for the fact. Some people might be less expressive and less talkative. I was one of them; I would not let anyone know what was running through my head. For the first time, I wanted to talk and express whatever I was feeling. I wanted to say it all out loud. Sometimes, it's essential to let it all out and express ourselves. I think this way, we can experience the weight of our emotions and make room in our hearts for something new.
I am so glad to have such supportive people around me—my sisters and my buddies. During my dark phase, they were there, reminding me of my strength. Whether it was a late-night chat with my sisters filled with encouragement or an outing with my friends to eat my favorite comfort food, their gestures of compassion never failed to bring a smile to my face. They have been my constant supporters and good listeners.
Have you ever experienced a moment where you found hope again? Well, I was experiencing that moment where hope was finding its way back into my life. It's truly a beautiful feeling, isn't it? I started prioritizing myself. I enrolled in activities that bring peace and happiness, like cooking. I have always loved cooking, more specifically baking, I love to bake desserts; it calms my mind. Correspondingly, I enrolled myself in other activities as well, like yoga, meditation, and Hinge (a dating app). I know it was not my idea initially; we all know how friends are, but I am very glad to join Hinge. I met this very cute and like-minded guy. He has been the sweetest, most patient, and most compassionate man to me when I've needed him lately. His support has not only helped me through difficulties but has also inspired personal growth. It's a testament to the fact that even in the most unexpected places, we can find the support and love we need to navigate life's challenges. Ending of 2023 also ended a phase which was changing me for the worst. The decision to quit marijuana hit as instant as 1 January after 31 December. It’s been 5 months in 2024 and this Isha is clean as glass. This was one of the best feeling which made me pat my back, for myself !!
Through the healing process, I embarked on a journey of self-discovery. I reconnected with forgotten passions, explored new hobbies, and nurtured relationships that brought me joy. The breakup and failures became a catalyst for personal growth, pushing me to redefine myself and embrace the person I was becoming.
While I was healing and learning new things, an opportunity came knocking on my door: social media and digital marketing. Not coming from this background, I had no knowledge about it, but I was very curious to learn and couldn't wait to try my hands on it. I was feeling like a hungry wolf. There is this saying, “A wolf climbing on the hill is hungrier than the wolf on the hill." I just had this one thing running through my mind constantly. I want to make it. I want to chase this feeling of a hungry wolf.
I got my certification in social media marketing from HubSpot Academy. The HubSpot Social Media Marketing Certification is a complete course that includes video lectures and quizzes after each video lecture. They cover everything from how to do social media marketing to why a business needs social media marketing and understanding the dynamics of social media ads. It is a complete package course. It’s better to take baby steps and master that one specific area rather than try to do it all at once and fool yourself by doing nothing at all. Like Dan Millman says, “A little bit of something is better than nothing.” I’m trying my best to be my best potential version, rather than being pushed down and feeling like a loser.
My mantra for 2024 is ‘Striving high and performing on it.’ That’s my anecdote. Now you all know me well enough, I guess. Through my blog, I hope to create a society where we can relate to and learn from each other.
In wrapping up my self-introduction blog, let’s embark on this journey together, I invite you to share your own experiences and reflections in the comments below. Whether you've faced similar challenges or found inspiration in unexpected places, your voice adds richness to our community.
Let's connect, learn, and grow together. Together, we can transform this space into a vibrant hub of positivity and mutual support.
Cheers to new beginnings and shared adventures!
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Kristen Doute Compares Jesse Lally to 'Vanderpump Rules' Jax Taylor (Collider)
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Dorit Kemsley seen wearing her wedding ring despite split from PK (Page Six)
Kyle Richards Uses This Tinted Moisturizer Every Single Day: Get 2 for Less Than the Price of 1 (E!)
ORANGE COUNTY
EXCLUSIVE Real Housewives of Orange County may feature Ryan Boyajian's gambling scandal in 'explosive' new season after he was implicated in scheme to steal $17MILLION from MLB superstar Shohei Ohtani - as girlfriend Jennifer Pedranti stands by his side (Daily Mail)
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Why Are We So Obsessed With Tom Sandoval? (Collider)
Kristen Doute Compares Jesse Lally to 'Vanderpump Rules' Jax Taylor (Collider)
2024.04.27 14:33 Kurtzbots1 Episode 720 “You Know More Words Than Me”
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Become a Patron of The Joe Budden Podcast for additional bonus episodes and visual content for all things JBP! Join our Patreon here: https://ift.tt/wWGXcCn
Sleeper Picks:
Joe A Boogie wit da Hoodie - “Tiffanys”
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2024.04.27 09:02 the_JBP Episode 720 “You Know More Words Than Me”
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The latest episode of the JBP begins with the news of a cease and desist from Tupac’s estate over the use of his vocals on Drake’s ‘Taylor Made’ Freestyle (39:07) before turning to Meg thee Stallion being accused of harassment in lawsuit by her ex-cameraman (49:04). In new music, PARTYNEXTDOOR drops ‘P4’ (1:08:15), Eminem is slated to drop later this summer (1:16:40), and Sinead Harnett, A Boogie, and Ye Ali also released new projects (1:18:40). The Bionic Six reacts to the Amanda Seales Club Shay Shay interview (1:26:21), Reggie Bush gets his Heisman back (2:13:08), another round of applause segment from Joe and the room (2:26:30), and much more!
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The latest episode of the JBP begins with the news of a cease and desist from Tupac’s estate over the use of his vocals on Drake’s ‘Taylor Made’ Freestyle (39:07) before turning to Meg thee Stallion being accused of harassment in lawsuit by her ex-cameraman (49:04). In new music, PARTYNEXTDOOR drops ‘P4’ (1:08:15), Eminem is slated to drop later this summer (1:16:40), and Sinead Harnett, A Boogie, and Ye Ali also released new projects (1:18:40). The Bionic Six reacts to the Amanda Seales Club Shay Shay interview (1:26:21), Reggie Bush gets his Heisman back (2:13:08), another round of applause segment from Joe and the room (2:26:30), and much more!
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Joe A Boogie wit da Hoodie - “Tiffanys”
Ice Ryan Blades - “Culture Vulture”
Parks Freeway & Jake One - “Freezer”
Ish MaKenzie - “Cashmere”
Melyssa Black Pumas - “More Than a Love Song”
QueenzFlip (Joe) Skylar Blatt (feat. Chris Brown) - “Wake Up”
2024.04.24 02:49 RodeoBoss66 San Angelo Stock Show and Rodeo: Recap, Highlights and Payouts
 | The final rodeo of the Texas Swing paid almost $800,000 in 2024 with the inclusion of breakaway ropingApril 22, 2024 04:50 PMBY BRETT NIERENGARTEN The 2024 San Angelo Stock Show and Rodeo marked the conclusion of the Texas Swing and delivered new No. 1s and big risers in the World Standings. Cooper Cooke Takes Over No. 1 in the World With Dominant Bareback Riding PerformanceCooke was the only roughstock cowboy to win both rounds in San Angelo doing so with matching 88.5-point rides, the first on Korkow Rodeo’s Buffalo Soldier and the second on Pickett Pro Rodeo’s Night GazerThe win marked Cooke’s first since the Brawley Cattle Call (California) on Nov. 12, but he did make the Finals of the last four Texas Swing Rodeos. He made $17,070 in San Angelo overtake RodeoHouston Champion Leighton Berry for the No. 1 spot in the PRCA World Standings. Cooke was 3.5 points clear of second place Jacob Lees. Dylan Hancock Rockets Almost 40 Spots in PRCA World StandingsThe 20-year-old entered the weekend No. 51 and completely off the radar of the rodeo world. Flash forward to Friday night and he was the champion of his hometown rodeo and on his way to ranking No. 13 in the PRCA World Standings after all the money was tallied.Hancock was 7.8 to win the Short Round and claim the Average by four tenths of a second over one of his traveling partners Cole Clemons. “It means everything (to win this rodeo), that was the coolest thing I’ve ever done right there, to make a great run in front of my home crowd, it was awesome,” he said. Brooke Eddy Becomes First Ever Breakaway Champion With 2.1-Second Run in FinalsThere were a total of 180 ladies vying to be the inaugural San Angelo Breakaway Roping Champion and it was Texas cowgirl Brooke Eddy who got it done with an aggregate time of 7.0 seconds on three.Eddy won a total of $9,909 in San Angelo. Entering the rodeo, she had banked just $582 on the year and sat No. 238 in the World. By the time the money is counted from the weekend, she will be in the Top 50 of the WPRA World Standings. “It’s been a trialing couple of years, but I think this is our year,” she said. “This horse means a lot to me...I’m just super thankful for her to come to something this big and do this, it means a lot.” BAREBACK RIDINGFirst Round: 1. Cooper Cooke, 88.5 points on Korkow Rodeos’ Buffalo Solider, $7,710; 2. R.C. Landingham, 87, $5,911; 3. (tie) Jacob Lees and Wyatt Maines, 86.5, $3,598 each; 5. (tie) Ethan Mazurenko and Will Norstrom, 86, $1,542 each; 7. Tilden Hooper, 85.5, $1,028; 8. Keenan Hayes, 85, $771.Finals: 1. Cooper Cooke, 88.5 points on Pickett Pro Rodeo Co’s Night Gazer, $1,650; 2. Jacob Lees, 87, $1,250; 3. Ethan Mazurenko, 86, $900; 4. (tie) Tilden Hooper and Will Norstrom, 85, $475 each; 6. R.C. Landingham, 84.5, $250. Average: 1. Cooper Cooke, 177 points on two head, $7,710; 2. Jacob Lees, 173.5, $5,911; 3. Ethan Mazurenko, 172, $4,369; 4. R.C. Landingham, 171.5, $2,827; 5. Will Norstrom, 171, $1,799; 6. Tilden Hooper, 170.5, $1,285; 7. Wyatt Maines, 169.5, $1,028; 8. Bodee Lammers, 161.5, $771. STEER WRESTLINGFirst Round: 1. Jacob Edler, 3.6 seconds, $6,554; 2. Cole Walker, 3.7, $5,700; 3. (tie) Stetson Jorgensen and Tyler Waguespack, 3.8, $4,417 each; 5. (tie) Trisyn Kalawaia, Don Payne and Talon Roseland, 3.9, $2,280 each; 8. Gavin Soileau, 4.0, $570.Second Round: 1. (tie) Trever Nelson and Rooster Yazzie, 3.6 seconds, $6,127 each; 3. Ty Erickson, 3.7, $4,845; 4. Grady Payne, 3.8, $3,990; 5. (tie) Adam Musil and Heath Thomas, 3.9, $2,707 each; 7. Chance Howard, 4.1, $1,425; 8. (tie) Tanner Brunner, Tyke Kipp, Wade Steffen and Dirk Tavenner, 4.2, $142 each. Finals: 1. (tie) Mike McGinn and Cole Walker, 4.1 seconds, $1,656 each; 3. Chance Howard, 4.2, $1,309; 4. (tie) Matt Reeves and Heath Thomas, 4.4, $963 each; 6. Don Payne, 4.7, $616; 7. Trever Nelson, 4.9, $385; 8. Stetson Jorgensen, 5.0, $154. Average: 1. (tie) Matt Reeves and Cole Walker, 12.8 seconds on three head, $9,191 each; 3. Don Payne, 13.2, $7,267; 4. Mike McGinn, 13.6, $5,985; 5. (tie) Heath Thomas and Trever Nelson, 13.8, $4,061 each; 7. Chance Howard, 14.0, $2,137; 8. Stetson Jorgensen, 14.3, $855. TEAM ROPINGFirst Round: 1. Dustin Egusquiza/Levi Lord, 3.8 seconds, $5,721 each; 2. (tie) Brenten Hall/Kaden Profili and Tanner Tomlinson/Patrick Smith, 4.0, $4,602 each; 4. (tie) Brady Tryan/Calgary Smith and Tyler Wade/Wesley Thorp, 4.1, $3,109 each; 6. (tie) Luke Brown/Travis Graves, Devon Johnson/Boogie Ray and Max KuttleCashton Weidenbener, 4.2, $1,244 each.Second Round: 1. (tie) Derrick Begay/Colter Todd and Dustin Egusquiza/Levi Lord, 3.6 seconds, $5,348 each; 3. Chace Thompson/Chad Williams, 3.7, $4,229; 4. (tie) Jake Clay/Trey Yates, Coleman ProctoLogan Medlin and J.C. Yeahquo/Buddy Hawkins II, 3.8, $2,736 each; 7. Mason Appleton/Cooper Freeman, 3.9, $1,244; 8. (tie) Billy Bob Brown/Josh Patton, Wade Smith/Zach Varian and Slade Wood/Nathan Walker, 4.0, $166 each. Finals: 1. Cash Duty/Ross Ashford, 4.2 seconds, $1,380 each; 2. (tie) Shay Dixon Carroll/Jace Helton and Curry KirchneJake Edwards, 4.5, $1,110 each; 4. Andrew Ward/Kollin VonAhn, 4.9, $840; 5. Tyler Wade/Wesley Thorp, 5.3, $660; 6. Cory Kidd V/Tanner Braden, 6.0, $480; no other qualified runs. Average: 1. Shay Dixon Carroll/Jace Helton, 13.9 seconds on three head, $8,582 each; 2. Tyler Wade/Wesley Thorp, 14.2, $7,462; 3. Cash Duty/Ross Ashford, 14.3, $6,343; 4. Cory Kidd V/Tanner Braden, 14.4, $5,224; 5. Andrew Ward/Kollin VonAhn, 14.6, $4,104; 6. Curry KirchneJake Edwards, 15.5, $2,985; 7. Dustin Egusquiza/Levi Lord, 7.4 on two head, $1,866; 8. James Arviso/JR Gonzalez, 8.7, $746. SADDLE BRONC RIDINGFirst Round: 1. (tie) Wyatt Casper, on J Bar J’s Hell On Hooves, Sage Newman, on Pete Carr Pro Rodeo’s Code Blue, and Ryder Sanford, on J Bar J’s Dirty Lizard, 87.5 points, $5,481 each; 4. Lefty Holman, 87, $2,584; 5. (tie) Tyrel Roberts and Cort Scheer, 86.5, $1,409 each; 7. Brody Cress, 86, $940; 8. (tie) Tanner Butner, Isaac Diaz and Cauy Masters, 85.5, $235 each.Finals: 1. Tanner Butner, 88.5 points on J Bar J’s In The Lu, $1,650; 2. Sage Newman, 86.5, $1,250; 3. (tie) Wyatt Casper and Isaac Diaz, 86, $750 each; 5. Tyrel Roberts, 84.5, $350; 6. Lefty Holman, 83, $250. Average: 1. (tie) Sage Newman and Tanner Butner, 174 points on two head, $6,225 each; 3. Wyatt Casper, 173.5, $3,993; 4. Isaac Diaz, 171.5, $2,584; 5. Tyrel Roberts, 171, $1,644; 6. (tie) Lefty Holman and Ryder Sanford, 170, $1,057 each; 8. Cort Scheer, 169, $705. TIE-DOWN ROPINGFirst Round: 1. Riley Mason Webb, 6.9 seconds, $6,996; 2. Tuf Case Cooper, 7.6, $6,083; 3. (tie) Connor Atkinson and Bryce Derrer, 7.8, $4,714 each; 5. Ryan Jarrett, 7.9, $3,346; 6. Cash Hooper, 8.1, $2,433; 7. (tie) Tom Crouse, Riley Pruitt and Marty Yates, 8.2, $710 each.Second Round: 1. (tie) Cash Enderli, Zaine Mikita and Marty Yates, 7.3 seconds, $6,083 each; 4. Jake Pratt, 7.4, $4,258; 5. (tie) Charlie Gibson and Shad Mayfield, 7.5, $2,890 each; 7. (tie) Macon Murphy and Jeremiah Peek, 7.6, $1,065 each. Finals: 1. Dylan Hancock, 7.8 seconds, $1,978; 2. Riley Mason Webb, 8.2, $1,720; 3. Tom Crouse, 8.5, $1,462; 4. Cole Clemons, 8.8, $1,204; 5. Carson Watford, 9.3, $946; 6. Cash Hooper, 11.0, $688; 7. (tie) Connor Atkinson and Ryan Jarrett, 16.7, $301 each. Average: 1. Dylan Hancock, 24.9 seconds on three head, $10,494; 2. Cole Clemons, 25.3, $9,125; 3. Tom Crouse, 25.4, $7,756; 4. Riley Mason Webb, 25.7, $6,387; 5. (tie) Cash Hooper and Carson Watford, 27.3, $4,334 each; 7. Ryan Jarrett, 33.1, $2,281; 8. Connor Atkinson, 33.2, $912. BREAKAWAY ROPINGFirst Round: 1. (tie) Timber Allenbrand, Megan Powell and Madalyn Richards, 2.1 seconds, $3,791 each; 4. J J Hampton, 2.2, $2,321; 5. (tie) Jordan Jo Hollabaugh, Alli Masters, Addie Weil and Joey Williams, 2.3, $1,363 each; 9. (tie) Jenna Lee Adams and Brooke Eddy, 2.4, $870 each; 11. (tie) Haley Mason and Britta Strain, 2.5, $638 each; 13. (tie) Josie Conner and Angie Green, 2.6, $406 each; 15. (tie) Addee Carder, Rickie Fanning, Kadin Jodie, Delaney Kunau, Abby Medlin, Aspen Miller and Riley Welch, 2.7, $33 each.Second Round: 1. Kelsie Domer, 1.7 seconds, $4,642; 2. (tie) Shelby Boisjoli-Meged, Emilee Charlesworth and Bradi Good, 2.0, $3,017 each; 5. (tie) Sarah Angelone, Hannah Bass, Alli Masters and Taylor Munsell, 2.1, $1,363 each; 9. (tie) Hadley Clearman, Jessi Everett and Shelby Whiting, 2.2, $812 each; 12. (tie) Martha Angelone, Bailey Jay, Kirsty Stewart and Hali Williams, 2.3, $406 each. Finals: 1. Brooke Eddy, 2.1 seconds, $2,076; 2. Kelsie Domer, 2.3, $1,805; 3. (tie) Rickie Fanning and Alli Masters, 2.8, $1,399 each; 5. Addie Weil, 3.7, $993; 6. Josie Conner, 12.0, $722; no other qualified runs. Average: 1. Brooke Eddy, 7.0 seconds on three head, $6,962; 2. (tie) Kelsie Domer and Alli Masters, 7.2, $5,048 each; 4. Rickie Fanning, 8.3, $3,481; 5. Addie Weil, 8.7, $2,785; 6. Josie Conner, 17.2, $2,089; 7. Timber Allenbrand, 4.7 on two head, $1,741; 8. (tie) Joey Williams and Haley Mason, 5.0, $1,480 each; 10. Angie Green, 5.1, $1,218; 11. Emilee Charlesworth, 5.3, $1,044; 12. Harley Meged, 5.5, $870; no other qualified runs. BARREL RACINGFirst Round: 1. Wenda Johnson, 15.66 seconds, $6,177; 2. Kalli McCall, 15.97, $5,295; 3. Kylee Scribner, 16.02, $4,412; 4. (tie) Ashley Castleberry and Shelley Morgan, 16.09, $3,383 each; 6. Sara Winkelman, 16.10, $2,353; 7. Shy-Anne Jarrett, 16.12, $1,765; 8. (tie) Mallee Jones and Oceane Veilleux, 16.16, $1,030 each; 10. (tie) Ryann Pedone and Dona Rule, 16.17, $294 each.Second Round: 1. Jymmy Cox, 14.03 seconds, $6,177; 2. (tie) Wenda Johnson and Tiany Schuster, 14.05, $4,854 each; 4. Dona Rule, 14.08, $3,824; 5. Sydney Graham, 14.11, $2,942; 6. Jordan Driver, 14.15, $2,353; 7. Ilyssa Riley, 14.18, $1,765; 8. Timber Allenbrand, 14.20, $1,177; 9. Dena Kirkpatrick, 14.22, $882; 10. Brittany Pozzi Tonozzi, 14.24, $588. Finals: 1. Tiany Schuster, 14.08 seconds, $2,402; 2. Dena Kirkpatrick, 14.17, $2,059; 3. Shelley Morgan, 14.20, $1,716; 4. Ilyssa Riley, 14.21, $1,487; 5. Dona Rule, 14.23, $1,144; 6. Kalli McCall, 14.25, $915; 7. Wenda Johnson, 14.29, $686; 8. Sydney Graham, 14.51, $458; 9. Emma Charleston, 14.66, $343; 10. Jymmy Cox, 19.14, $229. Average: 1. Wenda Johnson, 44.00 seconds on three head, $9,266; 2. Tiany Schuster, 44.35, $7,942; 3. Dona Kay Rule, 44.48, $6,619; 4. Shelley Morgan, 44.55, $5,736; 5. (tie) Ilyssa Riley and Kalli McCall, 44.57, $3,971 each; 7. Dena Kirkpatrick, 44.64, $2,647; 8. Sydney Graham, 45.05, $1,765; 9. Emma Charleston, 45.12, $1,324; 10. Jymmy Kay Cox, 49.53, $882. BULL RIDINGFirst Round: 1. JR Stratford, 90 points on Pete Carr Pro Rodeo’s Bruised Kitty, $7,217; 2. (tie) Jeff Askey and Dustin Boquet, 88, $4,811 each; 4. Cooper Jacobs, 87.5, $2,646; 5. (tie) Colton Byram, Beau Gardner, Vinell Mariano, Wacey Schalla and Jackson Ward, 86.5, $914 each.*Finals: 1. Scott Wells, 85.5 points on Pete Carr Pro Rodeo’s Twilight Zone, $5,000; no other qualified rides. Average: 1. Scott Wells, 171.5 points on two head, $7,217; 2. (tie) Jeff Askey and Dustin Boquet, 88 on one head, $4,811 each; 4. Cooper Jacobs, 87.5, $2,646; 5. (tie) Colton Byram, Jackson Ward, Vinell Mariano, Wacey Schalla and Beau Gardner, 86.5, $914 each. *(all totals include ground money). |
2024.04.23 16:03 azwhaley91 Best matt ryan wallpaper, let's see em
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2024.04.22 08:53 CheezyEdweezy New Episode Discussion 4/22/24: NFL Draft With Todd McShay, NBA/NHL First Round Is Underway, Ryan Garcia May Save Boxing And Mr Pear Win A Single Pick Challenge
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2024.04.20 21:56 Straight_Emotion_73 Every feature of each Tyler album. (not including features that are not credited on the song, for example, Frank Ocean has an uncredited feature on Lemonhead)
Bastard: Casey Veggies, Hodgy Beats, Domo Genesis, Earl Sweatshirt, brandUN DeShay, Mike G, Jasper Dolphin, and Taco
Goblin: Frank Ocean, Hodgy Beats, Jasper Dolphin, Taco, Domo Genesis, and Mike G
Wolf: Hodgy Beats, Frank Ocean, Laetitia Sadier, Pharrell, Casey Veggies, Mike G, Domo Genesis, Earl Sweatshirt, Na-Kel, Jasper, Taco, L-Boy, Lucas, Lee Spielman, Erykah Badu, and Coco Owino
Cherry Bomb: Cole Alexander, Shane Powers, Syd Bennett, Chaz Bundick, Schoolboy Q, Roy Ayers, Jameel Kirk Bruner, Samantha Nelson, Tiffany Palmer, Onitsha Shaw, Kali Uchis, Wanya Morris, Dam Funk, Aaron Shaw, Charlie Wilson, Lil Wayne, Kanye West, Pharrell Williams, Coco O, Alice Smith, Leon Ware, and Clem Creevy
Flower Boy: Rex Orange County, Frank Ocean, Kali Uchis, A$AP Rocky, Jaden Smith, Estelle, Anna of the North, Steve Lacy, and Lil Wayne
Grinch EP: Ryan Beatty, Santigold, and Jerry Paper
Igor: oops couldn't find any credited features
CMIYGL: DJ Drama, 42 Dugg, NBA Youngboy, Ty Dolla $ign, Lil Wayne, Teezo Touchdown, Domo Genesis, Brent Faiyaz, Fana Hues, Daisy World, Lil Uzi Vert, and Pharrell Williams
The Estate Sale: Vince Staples, A$AP Rocky, and YG
and uh, i think that's all of them
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Goblin: Frank Ocean, Hodgy Beats, Jasper Dolphin, Taco, Domo Genesis, and Mike G
Wolf: Hodgy Beats, Frank Ocean, Laetitia Sadier, Pharrell, Casey Veggies, Mike G, Domo Genesis, Earl Sweatshirt, Na-Kel, Jasper, Taco, L-Boy, Lucas, Lee Spielman, Erykah Badu, and Coco Owino
Cherry Bomb: Cole Alexander, Shane Powers, Syd Bennett, Chaz Bundick, Schoolboy Q, Roy Ayers, Jameel Kirk Bruner, Samantha Nelson, Tiffany Palmer, Onitsha Shaw, Kali Uchis, Wanya Morris, Dam Funk, Aaron Shaw, Charlie Wilson, Lil Wayne, Kanye West, Pharrell Williams, Coco O, Alice Smith, Leon Ware, and Clem Creevy
Flower Boy: Rex Orange County, Frank Ocean, Kali Uchis, A$AP Rocky, Jaden Smith, Estelle, Anna of the North, Steve Lacy, and Lil Wayne
Grinch EP: Ryan Beatty, Santigold, and Jerry Paper
Igor: oops couldn't find any credited features
CMIYGL: DJ Drama, 42 Dugg, NBA Youngboy, Ty Dolla $ign, Lil Wayne, Teezo Touchdown, Domo Genesis, Brent Faiyaz, Fana Hues, Daisy World, Lil Uzi Vert, and Pharrell Williams
The Estate Sale: Vince Staples, A$AP Rocky, and YG
and uh, i think that's all of them
2024.04.17 14:48 FoFoAndFo Russell Wilson "AP"
I heard Russillo claim that Russell Wilson was for a period if not the best quarterback then on the very short list on top for ten years. That didn't sound right to me. Russ was a good qb with a great defense not being asked to do too much, a top ten quarterback but not really on Brady/Manning/Rodgers/Brees level during that time. He's more on the second tier with Newton, Big Ben, Matt Ryan, Rivers, Luck and Romo. This nfl.com qb index from after the 2015 has Wilson at eighth. Madden had him in the same area, #9 in '16.
A piece of evidence to support that claim was that Wilson was all-pro three of his first four seasons. I think our boy just glanced at the football reference page, saw AP and mistook Associated Press for All-Pro as Wilson received votes for AP rookie of the year and player of the year in three seasons.
More than just a pedantic correction I think it would be a disappointment if Williams becomes Russell Wilson. Ryen said absolutely not and McShay cited the 40% hit rate and I get that Wilson was a good starter for awhile but he was not really in the convo for best qb in the league and didn't deserve to be. Furthermore Russell Wilson couldn't elevate last years Bears team and would probably be thought much less of if he spent his prime on a bunch of mediocre-at-best teams.
Hope for more Bears fans. The highlights show a remarkable athlete who can do more than Wilson ever did. I'd be bummed if he spends 8 years playing conservative (albeit effective) football and then when we finally let him cook he burns the roast.
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A piece of evidence to support that claim was that Wilson was all-pro three of his first four seasons. I think our boy just glanced at the football reference page, saw AP and mistook Associated Press for All-Pro as Wilson received votes for AP rookie of the year and player of the year in three seasons.
More than just a pedantic correction I think it would be a disappointment if Williams becomes Russell Wilson. Ryen said absolutely not and McShay cited the 40% hit rate and I get that Wilson was a good starter for awhile but he was not really in the convo for best qb in the league and didn't deserve to be. Furthermore Russell Wilson couldn't elevate last years Bears team and would probably be thought much less of if he spent his prime on a bunch of mediocre-at-best teams.
Hope for more Bears fans. The highlights show a remarkable athlete who can do more than Wilson ever did. I'd be bummed if he spends 8 years playing conservative (albeit effective) football and then when we finally let him cook he burns the roast.
2024.04.16 19:53 InfluencerIshMD I’m a mid-20s “influencer”/content creator/reporter making $87,125 in a MCOL city, and this week, my personal/love life is messy as hell!!!
Hey!
I’ve seen a lot of chatter about wanting to go behind the scenes of an influencer’s finances and while I’m not what most people would think of when you imagine an influencer, I think I’ve got a job unlike most people’s — and I love to overshare, so here I am.
Warning: I started writing this diary expecting to talk about work a lot and the week did not go how I expected, so if you love diaries where you hear about people’s messy and dramatic personal lives, including relationship DRAMA, this diary is for you. TBH I debated not posting it at all but I put too much work into it, dammit.
TLDR: I go to a bunch of influencemedia events, get ripped off by every media outlet in town, go viral on Instagram and Twitter, my best friend who I’m kinda in love with kisses me, and I realize wow, I really need to break up with my boyfriend. Yep.
BUT! Before I get into it, here’s a not-so-quick explainer of what I do/my job history/what my job actually is:
I was hired to be a reporter for a media outlet in my city and start a social media account for it on the side. It was an 80% reporting, 20% social media job, but even my 20% grew the account fast — after a few years, my company decided to replicate my model in other cities and I was offered a $20k raise to join the new, all-social team. Now, my boss describes me as a one-woman show — I do literally everything on the account and always have, from brainstorming to content creation to filming to editing to writing to on-camera work to voiceover to advertising to etc etc etc etc. People know it's me who runs it and I am occasionally recognized in public; it's not a totally faceless account. I also report about 4 stories a week for the media outlet because it is impossible for me to not write, so I’m technically on two teams — the reporting one and the social one.
The only thing I DON’T handle are sponsorships and ads due to general journalism ethics. I like it much better this way — someone else does all the shilling and dealing with brands, and I get to create the fun content.
Equity: My car is probably worth around $7,000. I also have a musical instrument insured for $5,000.
Savings account balance: $33,284. About $3k is in a short-term account (Qapital, I love it) that I divide into buckets, like for travel, home stuff, rainy day fund, etc. $20k is in a HYSA that I try to never touch and just under $10k is in a long-term investment account I pretend doesn’t exist.
Disclosure: I received $20,000 last year in an inheritance from a deceased relative. I split it evenly between the HYSA and investments.
Checking account balance: $2,356 because it’s payday, but I only use my credit card (currently at $1,378). I pay in full every month.
Student loan debt: None. I received a settlement from an accident I was in when I was young and the investments paid for 3 years at a state school.
Main job monthly take home: $4,772 after tax, retirement and health insurance.
Utilities: $30ish for electric because it's winter, $60 for wifi. Everything else is paid by the landlord.
Retirement contributions: An additional $100 a month on top of the 8% to a separate fund.
Savings contributions: This varies, but it has averaged about $450/month in the last 6 months. Half of that is to the short-term savings fund, half is to long-term.
Subscriptions: $4 for New York Times, $2 to Jenny Nicholson’s Patreon, $12 for Peacock, $1 for my phone call recording app, $6 to keep a domain name. Everything else shared among friends and fam.
Hello Fresh: $120. Worth every. fucking. penny. I get it twice a month since the 4 meals last me 12 meals.
Pet insurance: $48.
Cell phone/health insurance/payments: $29 for cell phone, $50/month health insurance.
Car insurance and renters insurance: $2,300 total for the year
Mental health: It used to be $400+ a month under my old health insurance, but I got good insurance!! I pay $10/session for therapy, $20/session for my psychiatrist, $20/month for my four medications and $60/month for my ADHD medication. I’m just lucky I can still find it. Total: $120/month
9am: Do some busywork (scrolling social media, checking web traffic, sorting through emails, etc) and during my morning standup, buy a one-way flight. I decided to take a last-minute trip to Dallas to see the eclipse (a lifelong dream) and impulse bought the flight there last week, but hadn’t picked a day to come back yet. I should be in my home state making eclipse content…but hey, my boss approved my vacation anyway. I’m flying in day-of because it was way cheaper, so everyone send good vibes that my flight won’t get delayed! I have a designated travel fund for things like this, so I schedule a transfer for $350 (the flight there, which I bought last week, was $160). $178.10
11am: I finally get to the preview after sitting in traffic for over 30 minutes, lol. This preview is to reveal all the new stadium foods. Food-related events can be iffy for content because they often only offer mini free samples, so any photos I take will be useless because they won’t be of the real thing — but thankfully, the PR team behind this preview required each vendor to have a full-sized display food for pics. My day just got a little easier.
12pm: These things are a “who’s who” of local media and influencers, so I say hello to a bunch of people I vaguely know and spend the rest of the hour chatting/gossiping with some actual friends of mine who also work in the industry. The speaker finally wraps up and tells us where the rest of the food is located, so my friend and I wander the stadium getting photos of everything. He’s there to try every food and rank them while I’m there just for content, but based on his reviews of each thing, I end up tasting probably 5 or 6 of the better ones. Lunch=covered.
1:30pm: Finally get home and start panic-writing a story about it since that deadline is at 2pm. Submit to my reporting editor just in time, then go through and edit all of my photos and videos while I wait for those story edits.
2pm: Hop into a meeting with my social media boss and run a few ideas for content by him. He approves, but also tells me he wants my next “big idea” by the end of the month. No clue what that will be, but my last one was an all expense paid trip with my boyfriend to a nearby vacation town for content — I threw that idea out as a joke and he actually approved it. So, I guess I need to come up with more insane ideas that I think he won’t approve?
3:30pm: Confirm the pick-up time for a Facebook marketplace meetup later today (I’m completely overhauling my new place’s shitty patio and need furniture), make my video and send a draft to my team for approval.
4pm: Make changes my coworkers suggested, write the caption, create the cover photo and cross my fingers Instagram doesn’t fuck up and glitch when I hit post. (IYKYK) Thankfully it looks alright!
5pm: I drive to a suburb about 30 minutes away and realize I should tell people where I’m going, so I text my boyfriend Ben the FB Marketplace woman’s address right before pulling up. Her partner loads the couch into my car (thank god because I am weak as hell) and I Venmo her. I have a designated fund for home projects because I do so many of them, so this will come out of there. $110
6pm: You will learn quickly that I have a thrifting addiction and I’m in a town I’ve only been to once, so I stop at two thrift stores on my way back. I strike out at the first, find a gorgeous vintage dress at the second. I pray it will fit. $7
7pm: I’m also redoing my bathroom and finally got the wallpaper in the mail yesterday, so I stop by Target and pick up a shower curtain and bath mat that should hopefully match well. I also grab discounted Easter candy, toilet paper, hand soap and coffee. $62.51
7:30pm: I had planned to wallpaper my bathroom tonight but frankly, I don’t feel like it. I grab my Hello Fresh delivery from the mailroom (it’s expensive, but I’ve found it’s the only way to make me cook instead of eating frozen lasagna every night), take an edible and cook sesame-soy pork bowls. It fuckin rocks and I feel very accomplished.
8:30pm: My friend Jason spontaneously comes over with a video game he’s been wanting me to play; he chugs a THC seltzer to catch up with me but instead of playing the game, we end up talking, playing our instruments (he’s a musician, I’m a hobbyist) and watching Arrested Development for six hours. He only leaves because I literally fall asleep on him, otherwise we probably would have stayed up until 4am...again.
So here’s where it gets messy/juicy for those who love other people’s relationship drama: I’m lowkey in love with Jason. We met six months ago and I’m not exaggerating when I say we have probably spent over 1,000 hours together. I’ve never connected with anyone like I have him, and vice versa. He’s absolutely fantastic, one of my favorite people in the whole world and I’m so lucky to know him. We’ll spend 8 hours straight talking and it’ll feel like 20 minutes.
But, yes, you did read the above right — I have a boyfriend. Ben and I have dated on and off for four years. I love him very very very much, but I'm finally accepting that we don't want the same things out of a relationship — I want a partner to do life with and he wants someone he can see 1-2x a week. I didn’t really start to seriously consider breaking up with him until my friends held a literal intervention to tell me how I deserve someone better for me. Considering I almost never talk about my relationship with anybody, the fact that it was so obvious to outsiders despite me never saying our issues to even my best friends made me have a real come to Jesus moment. A week after that, my family — who also have not once weighed in on my relationships — sat me down and told me they do not like him and think he treats me terribly.
That was two months ago. I’ve been convincing myself he’s going to change, but after having a talk with him about a month ago, I’ve finally realized and started to accept that he never will.
So yeah, I’ve starting to fall for Jason, who treats me like the most important person in the whole world. We haven’t talked about it, but it sure seems like he likes me too. I am desperately trying to repress my feelings and be just friends, at least until we both figure our shit out. He went through a breakup a few months back he’s recovering from (with the help of therapy! we love a man in therapy!), and I have a boyfriend that I do love in some ways, and overall it’s a bad idea to ever talk about how we feel about each other.
But unfortunately, I am definitely a little in love with him, and have been since the day I met him.
1am: Bed.
Daily expenses: $357.61
9am: Shower, hair, makeup, pajamas for now. I take my only meeting and realize I don’t have a ton to do today, so I call Jason and ask if he wants to hang out at a coffee shop and work together later. He’s down, so I dress in a short black dress, intentionally-ripped black tights, platform Doc Martens and a leather jacket. Unnecessarily overdressed for any situation is my tagline.
10:30am: Heat up the rest of my breakfast and write a quick story about a new restaurant that was just announced. My editor publishes it ASAP so I can share on social. I text my boyfriend Ben asking if he’d like to hang out tonight, as we haven’t seen each other in about five days. He tells me he’s feeling a little tired, but he’ll get back to me.
12pm: Head to the coffee shop to meet Jason and buy a ridiculously expensive latte. $8.46 with tip
3pm: I write two more stories, create some Instagram grid posts in our design platform to prep for later this week, outline my schedule for the week and send to my boss, write this MD and assist Jason with a project he’s working on. He asks if I want to help him third wheel his friend and her new girlfriend at a movie tomorrow; I’m always looking to meet new people, so I say yes. I had asked Ben if I could make him dinner that night but he said he wanted to stay home, so fuck it, I’ll go out instead.
3:30pm: I’ve been here for wayyyyy too long without getting another drink, so I grab a lemonade. $5.22 with tip
4:30pm: Finally head out. I didn’t post anything today, but I did get a ton of writing and reporting done!
5:30pm: Feed the cats, eat leftovers and buckle down to actually wallpaper this fucking bathroom. I put on some random YouTube videos and get started. I’ve done this before, how bad could it be?
11:30pm: I am humbled. Holy god. What a pain in the fucking ass. But I did it!! It looks much better than I expected, though I realize I definitely need to get rid of my over the toilet storage — it does not match at all. I send pictures to Ben and my best friend Ryan. Ben doesn’t respond, but Ryan cheers on my efforts. I’m pretty happy with it, but absolutely wiped.
12am: Check Twitter and realize one of my tweets about my city went semi-viral. The comments are mostly positive, but there are a few shitty hate ones. This will be tomorrow’s problem. I check Instagram and see that my reel about new foods is at over 200,000 plays, though!
1am: Make a late-night snack and go to bed.
Total: $14.30
8:30am: I go to buy tickets for that movie Jason was talking about and discover it sold out on Monday. Dammit. I’m really fucking bummed, I was looking forward to seeing it. It’s a monthly event, so we can’t exactly go to another showtime. I let him know and he seems sad as well. Sigh.
9am: I get to work. Draft two carousels based on some breaking news that happened this AM, send over to my boss, and I pick up my house while I wait for him to approve. Two of my social coworkers send suggestions on how I can fix it up a bit, I make the changes and post.
10:30am: I buy a new over the toilet organizer that better matches my BRAND NEW BATHROOM, which looks even better in the daylight. I despise Amazon but it’s genuinely the only place I’ve found that has the kind I’m looking for. It will be delivered later today, which seems insane, but who I am to question the billionaires. I transfer money out of that savings account I use for home projects before I forget. $71.52
12pm: I don’t typically eat lunch but I have Hello Fresh meals to burn, so I make turkey shawarma bowls. They fucking rock and I feel so productive.
12:30pm: Another news meeting, this time with all of editorial. They’re discussing online safety, which I realize is ironic as I spill my tea on the Internet, but whatever. After I was horribly doxxed last year by some Twitter trolls (scary as fuck! They posted my fucking address and pictures from outside my window! People are fucking insane!!!!!) I deleted all of my personal accounts and only use the Internet for work. I still listen very closely and sign up for the new service the company is provided that can wipe the rest of your info.
2pm: Meeting wraps and I head to my favorite coffee shop. I’ve been a 2-3x a week regular since it opened and have made a ton of friends there, so it’s a fantastic opportunity to get out of my house and have real social interaction with people, strangers or friends. I buy gift cards to this place every month and expense them (we receive a monthly work from home stipend we can use on anything, including coffee shop gift cards), so every coffee here is free to me! I chat with the baristas, who start work on my usual as soon as I walk through the door. $9.11 expensed
3pm: A few friends of mine I met through this shop, including my good friend Reese, show up to hang out. This place is my Cheers, seriously. We all sit and chat together for probably longer than I should. I post one of the carousels I had wrapped this morning and it instantly takes off. Hurray!
4pm: I’m out of work to do for today, so I do a few general projects I’ve been meaning to catch up — AKA, organizing the over 55,000 photos and videos on my camera roll. It’s a pain in the ass and I give up. I text my best friend Ryan asking if they want to do something; they don’t have much time today but we want to see each other, so I pick them up and we head to Target to go grocery shopping together.
5:30pm: I return the shower curtain I bought for my bathroom and get a new, cheaper one. I also buy cat food, Easter candy, a loofa, pizza rolls (i knowwww but they’re good okay) and tell Ryan to pick out a bouquet of flowers for themself. They found out some great news yesterday and I wanted to do a little something to celebrate. With the return applied, it comes out to $39.85
6:30pm: Get home, eat leftover turkey shawarma and build the bathroom cabinet that arrived while I was shopping. It’s slightly crooked, but whatever. I move all my stuff over, add a couple plants, hang the new curtains and make some final touches — it looks fucking great. Seriously, this bathroom has been ugly as hell since the day I moved in and I’m so glad I buckled down and fixed it up. It looks nothing like the old one. I’m very pleased.
8:30pm: I’m bored as hell now so I go watch some tv, but I miss a text from Jason asking if I wanted to hang out after the movie, dammit. I call him and say yes, but he’s already almost home — I’m bummed once again and tell him that I’m sorry I missed his text. Except because he’s him, while we talk on the phone for 20+ minutes, he drives over to my house without telling me and knocks on my door. Scares the shit out of me. He gives me a big hug. I’m thrilled. :)
9:30pm: He’s feeling like getting a drink and while I don’t typically go out on weekdays, I’m in the mood. I change into the same black dress I wore yesterday and we walk to a bar we hadn’t been to before. We each have two gin and tonics that are way, way stronger than they seem. Thank god we walked here. I sneakily handed the bartender my card when we first walked in, but when the check gets delivered to me, he looks over my shoulder and venmos me for the whole tab + tip, so I pay nothing for this.
11:30pm: We walk home and the second we’re through the door, I give him a long drunk hug and ramble into his shoulder about how much he means to me. As soon as I step back, he pulls me in and kisses me.
I’m blissfully happy until he snaps out of it and starts apologizing profusely. I remember my boyfriend and absolutely panic.
We go to my couch and talk for a long, long time. He confesses he’s had feelings for me since he met me, and I tell him that I’d be lying if I said I didn’t feel something, but I still have a boyfriend. He tells me he’s been trying to put everything aside because of that, but he can’t ignore his feelings anymore. He clearly regrets kissing me and I start staring into space, wishing i was more sober for this.
2:30am: I guess I fell asleep during our talk, because I wake up to him carrying me to my bed. He literally tucks me in and when I wake up again, he’s gone.
Daily total: $111.37
I get ready and since the weather will be so nice, dress in a short floral red and white dress with gold jewelry and red lipstick for now. I am going to the soft opening for a new restaurant later tonight, so I’ll probably change before then.
9am: I throw myself into work to forget about everything going on.
11am: Ben texts me for the first time in over a day. He apologizes for not responding to my messages. We haven’t seen each other in a week, despite me asking him out on a date night and for coffee twice. He either doesn’t respond or tells me he’s feeling too drained from work. Sometimes I wonder if he even likes me. He tells me he has an hour or two of social energy later today if I want to do something, so we decide to go for a walk after my restaurant preview.
1pm: My boss cancels my afternoon meeting, so I decide to head to my favorite coffee shop again. I need to not be in my house right now. Everything is reminding me of Jason. I chat with the owner (who has also become a friend of mine) while I’m there about my eclipse plans; he tells me he booked seven campsites across the country and if I decide to skip out on Dallas, he’ll send me the details for the ones he doesn’t end up using. He then comps my latte. He’s an angel and I tell him I’ll text him if I decide to cancel my flight.
2pm: I get a text from someone at my old job that the new owners just shut down the entire fucking company ten minutes ago. It won’t be announced until tonight. Holy shit, this is news, and a scoop to boot. I step outside (I hate taking meetings in coffee shops) and call my editor immediately; he tells me to get on it right away before they go public with the news. I lock in and start calling every old coworker I have to get secondary confirmation, and they tell me it’s true. I put in a call to the company’s owners, who do not pick up, run back inside, put in my headphones and start drafting.
It’s a hard story to write. I had mixed feelings on my old job, but the company was an important resource for the community. It was bought out six months ago by a very wealthy family and from what my sources have told me, they didn’t think the company was making enough money anymore. I find myself accidentally inserting some biased wording and catch myself.
I wrap the story and send it to my editor, who adds a disclaimer that I’m a former employee of the company for transparency. He swaps around a few more words that could come across as negative, but overall doesn’t change much. We publish and I realize the restaurant preview is in twenty minutes. Fuck. I wave goodbye to everyone and dash.
4pm: I drive over and run in; thankfully there’s already a crowd. This time I’m here for content, not to review the food, so I get some atmosphere shots, outdoor videos, food pics, etc etc. It’s not the most aesthetically pleasing and there’s not nearly enough food for me to actually make a full TikTok about this, so I start brainstorming how I’ll use the content while I wait for more food to come out.
5pm: My editor calls me saying that the company emailed him to complain about my story, but that they couldn’t name a fact error. They were just pissed I found out about it. Ha. Sucks to suck.
5:30pm: I’ve got all the content I need, so I head out and pick up Ben. Everything about last night floods back into my head and I feel like I’m going to throw up. I know I need to compose my thoughts and feelings before I have a conversation with either Jason or Ben — and I know this may not be how many people would handle this situation, but it’s what I need right now.
We drive to a park and take a walk around. He tells me about work, I tell him about work, and then we walk in silence for about 20 minutes.
6:30pm: We wrap up our walk and surprisingly, he asks me if I want to go grab a drink. It’s very unlike him but I’m just happy to spend time with him again. We go to my favorite restaurant/bar and get one drink each, plus an order of fries we split. My share is $22.83.
7:30pm: I drop him off and as I’m heading home, my friend Reese from the coffee shop asks if I want to go out tonight. I debate for a bit but frankly, I want to avoid thinking about Jason and Reese is one of those people who will always have some crazy story to tell that distracts you from your real life. We plan to meet at 8:30pm.
8:30pm: I walk over and chat with the regular bartender for a bit before Reese shows up. As expected, he jumps right into a story.
9:30pm: Reese goes to smoke a cigarette and I’m desperately trying not to get addicted to them, so I stay inside and scroll Twitter to find that every outlet in town has done the same story about the company closing that I did — and not a single one credited me for my scoop. It’s not exactly a law that they have to say “as first reported by MYNAME,” but it is courteous to those in the industry and it’s something I do every time I write a story based on someone else’s reporting. But nope, they basically ripped my reporting, including lifting my statement that I got from the company. I’m fucking PISSED. Reese comes back in and I get up in arms about how much I hate every other media company ever. This is bullshit.
11:30pm: I’ve gotta work in the morning and am tired of drinking, so I head out. The bartender I was chatting with comped one of my drinks because he’s an angel, but I tip $10 on the $5 tab anyway. $15.11
12:30am: The Jason thing starts to hit me again. I go to bed to ignore it.
Total: $37.94
9am: Jump in the shower and take my 9:30am meeting while doing my makeup. My coworker invites me to a work happy hour with the rest of the team in my city, which I eagerly say yes to — I don’t feel like drinking but ICYMI, I love any kind of social interaction, especially with people I don’t get to see very often.
10:30am: Okay, I’m finally actually working. I have more things to do than expected today and Jason asks me if I can meet him at 1:30pm to talk, so I rush through writing/editing a story and making the video I had planned to post today. My boss says I should hold off until tomorrow because the algorithm says so or something, which I’m happy to do. I change into my one pair of jeans and an oversized button up since I won’t have time to go home before happy hour — I’m typically happy to overdress in every situation, but I have found out the hard way that one of my coworkers will rib me about me nonstop.
1:00pm: As I’m driving to meet Jason, my boss asks if I can huddle to discuss eclipse plans. We have a quick call (I pull over on the side of the road) and I have to remind him that where I live is supposed to be very cloudy and boring…Alas. I pay for parking near the shop. $2
1:30pm: Make it to the coffee shop just in time and get an iced latte. Jason shows up and looks miserable. I’m worried. $8.09 with tip
3pm: The two of us take a walk and talk for a long time. In short, he’s not doing well with all of this, which is understandable, and he might need to stop seeing or talking to me to work through his feelings and clear his head. My wise mind knows that this all makes sense and is reasonable, but my heart is so sad. We don’t come to a resolution because we both have to go to our respective work events, which makes it all even worse. I give him a big hug and cry as I walk back to my car, wondering if I’m ever going to see him again.
3:30pm: Make it to the work happy hour just in time and run to the bathroom to fix my smeared makeup. This is why I carry emergency eyeliner and concealer in my wallet at all times. My coworkers show up and they’re a welcome distraction; we gossip and talk about our respective personal lives for a few hours. We may talk daily, but we’re always on deadline, so it’s good to be able to just shoot the shit for a while. I order two drinks, which I can expense because this is a team gathering. $26.11 with tip, expensed
5:45pm: I stopped drinking at 4:30 so I’d be good to drive home, but everything with Jason comes back to me as soon as I get into my car. I cry the whole way home, then redo my makeup for the third time and change into a short red revenge dress. Ryan and I are going to our favorite event in our city tonight, and unfortunately for me today, Jason is a part of it (it’s how we met). I’m going to have to watch him on stage all night. Yay.
6:45pm: Ryan picks me up for the event we’re going to (it’s so specific that if I talked about it at all, I’d give my location away, lol) and I spill all the details. They give me a big hug as soon as we park, then turns to me and tells me that I need to break up with Ben, like, tomorrow. But we have to go meet my brother Aaron, so we head inside. I order a drink because fuck it, I’m sad, and frankly you kind of need a drink to get through this event. $15 with tip
7:30pm: It’s a running gag that when I go to Jason’s shows, I write him little secret messages on dollar bills and put them in his tip jar. I know I shouldn’t talk to him, but I brought five $1 bills this round and on four of them, I write dumb inside jokes. On the final one, I tell him that no matter what he decides, I want him to know that he is a wonderful human being that I’m incredibly lucky to have called my friend. $5
8pm: The show begins and Jason gets on stage. To any outsider he’d look fine, but just based on the music he’s playing, I can tell he’s absolutely miserable. Everything he’s playing is so melancholic, and in between songs, he’s slumped over staring at the ground. We make eye contact several times throughout the show and I get even sadder.
11pm: The event went really, really long, but at least Ryan and Aaron enjoyed it. I walk up to Jason’s tip jar and drop the bills in. Ryan drives me home and I cry in the car again.
12am: I get a text from Reese asking if I want to meet some of his friends at a local bar; I do not want to drink, but I do want company. I walk over and he buys me a drink I don’t touch.
1am: I buy Reese a drink to make up for the one he bought me and smoke approximately 3 cigarettes. The friend group seems to like me and fills me in on some major drama with one of the members. I love other people’s gossip. $7
1:30am: One piece of good news: I end up connecting with a girl in the group and we exchange phone numbers! I’ve been trying very hard to make more friends, especially female friends, so I’m pumped. I drive home and since I still have energy, clean my house to avoid thinking about having to break up with Ben.
2am: Jason texts me saying he still doesn’t know what he’s going to do, but he appreciated my silly little messages. I tell him I understand and I go back to crying.
3am: Bed.
Total: $37.09
10am: He calls me and we talk for three hours. We talk for so long that he realizes he’s late to work, and he tells me he’d like to meet me in person to finish our conversation. We typically get coffee every Saturday between his shifts but want more privacy this time, so he tells me to meet him at 2pm at a place that doesn’t even have a Google Maps location. He sends me the pin, hangs up, and I hysterically sob.
1pm: Get ready. It’s such a nice fucking day, it’s so unfair. I will do anything to make myself feel better, so I put on my favorite dress even though it’s definitely too fancy for the situation. Whatever.
2pm: Jason texts me that he had a work emergency and will be late; I go get a coffee at the place he and I normally go to because what the fuck else am I going to do. The barista asks where he is since we always come in together. I apparently look so fucking sad that she discounts my latte. Yay. $4.67 with tip
2:30pm: I arrive at the spot the same time as Jason; it’s a hidden beach that’s really private and in any other situation, absolutely lovely. We climb up on the rocks near the beach and end up not talking about the situation and just shooting the shit. An hour flies by in what feels like ten minutes until his phone alarm goes off. We have to set reminders and alarms when we hang out otherwise we won’t check our phones for hours and miss important events.
3:30pm: We finally talk and after hashing out what we both want and need, we come to an agreement: For the foreseeable future, we will meet every Saturday for coffee in between his gigs like we used to. But other than that, we won’t talk, text or hang out. I’ll see him only two hours a week instead of 40.
I give him a long hug and tell him I’ll see him next Saturday.
4:30pm: I drive to the coffee shop again and write this because I’m ridiculously behind on this money diary. $5.11 expensed
5:30pm: I tried on all my shorts last week and realized none of them fit, so I walk to a nearby vintage store and find a pair that fit me perfectly. Fuck yes. They’re expensive, but I almost never find bottoms that fit me. $38
6:30pm: I go home and start cleaning my house only for Ben to text me and ask if he can sleep over tonight. I wonder if tonight will be the night I break up with him.
7:30pm: He arrives, he hugs me and I burst into tears as I remember how much I still love him. We order Chinese food because I’m too lazy to cook. My share is $13.50. We take an edible together and while I know that’s probably a terrible idea, I kind of need to relax. $13.50
8pm: We watch a movie and as we get high, end up talking through it and having a great time, and I’m reminded of why I love him and that I don’t want to break up with him. But at this point, I have to. It’s not fair to him.
12:30am: We go to bed.
Total: $56.17
10:15am: We typically get McDonald’s breakfast on Sunday mornings but his phone is dead, so I order for both of us. He goes to pick it up as I get ready; I’m volunteering at my favorite thrift store (did you know I like to thrift?) at 11am so I rush through my hair and makeup. I kiss him goodbye. $12.45
11am: I show up for my shift and say hi to everyone before getting out on the sales floor. I organize clothes for three hours and the mindless work with my hands really, really helps. It’s very therapeutic.
2:30pm: I end up finding a dress and skirt I like while going through everything and buy them at the end of my shift with my volunteer discount. $11
2:45pm: I’m once again behind on this money diary, so I go to a coffee shop and write for a long time. Sadly, this one isn’t expensable. $7.46
5pm: I go to Target with Ryan and buy a 30-pack of cat food, cat litter that costs too much, pads, ice cream because hey it’s on sale, butter and a few snacks. $69.84.
6pm: Get home, throw laundry in and pack everything for my eclipse trip. My flight boards at 4am and I want to be at the airport by 2:30am because I’m paranoid about security (I almost missed a flight due to long security lines at THREE AM), so I need to be in bed super early.
8pm: Get in bed, set my alarm for 1:30am and proceed to not sleep at all. Not even a little bit. I just think about everything going on and how weird this week is.
Daily total: $100.71
TOTAL: $715.23
Food/Drink: $222.61 Fun/Entertainment: $178.10 (counting flight here) Home/Health: $251.52
Clothes/Beauty: $56
Transport: $2
Other: $5
Reflection: Moneywise, this was a big above-average spend week for me, especially with the furniture and flight. Work-wise, this was pretty normal.
It's been a week since this money diary. I broke up with Ben last night. I am not doing well. Please send all your advice for breaking up with someone you know isn't right for you but that you still love.
Thanks for reading my drama, y'all. Have a good week.
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I’ve seen a lot of chatter about wanting to go behind the scenes of an influencer’s finances and while I’m not what most people would think of when you imagine an influencer, I think I’ve got a job unlike most people’s — and I love to overshare, so here I am.
Warning: I started writing this diary expecting to talk about work a lot and the week did not go how I expected, so if you love diaries where you hear about people’s messy and dramatic personal lives, including relationship DRAMA, this diary is for you. TBH I debated not posting it at all but I put too much work into it, dammit.
TLDR: I go to a bunch of influencemedia events, get ripped off by every media outlet in town, go viral on Instagram and Twitter, my best friend who I’m kinda in love with kisses me, and I realize wow, I really need to break up with my boyfriend. Yep.
BUT! Before I get into it, here’s a not-so-quick explainer of what I do/my job history/what my job actually is:
I was hired to be a reporter for a media outlet in my city and start a social media account for it on the side. It was an 80% reporting, 20% social media job, but even my 20% grew the account fast — after a few years, my company decided to replicate my model in other cities and I was offered a $20k raise to join the new, all-social team. Now, my boss describes me as a one-woman show — I do literally everything on the account and always have, from brainstorming to content creation to filming to editing to writing to on-camera work to voiceover to advertising to etc etc etc etc. People know it's me who runs it and I am occasionally recognized in public; it's not a totally faceless account. I also report about 4 stories a week for the media outlet because it is impossible for me to not write, so I’m technically on two teams — the reporting one and the social one.
The only thing I DON’T handle are sponsorships and ads due to general journalism ethics. I like it much better this way — someone else does all the shilling and dealing with brands, and I get to create the fun content.
- One request: If you figure out my city (which I’d love to not happen but likely will), please don’t comment it! I’ll happily talk with you in the DMs and give you alllllll the recs (restaurants, thrifting, coffee, etc) but I don’t want it to be traced back to this diary.
ASSETS AND DEBT
Retirement balance: Around $31,000. I contribute 8% every paycheck; my work matches 4%.Equity: My car is probably worth around $7,000. I also have a musical instrument insured for $5,000.
Savings account balance: $33,284. About $3k is in a short-term account (Qapital, I love it) that I divide into buckets, like for travel, home stuff, rainy day fund, etc. $20k is in a HYSA that I try to never touch and just under $10k is in a long-term investment account I pretend doesn’t exist.
Disclosure: I received $20,000 last year in an inheritance from a deceased relative. I split it evenly between the HYSA and investments.
Checking account balance: $2,356 because it’s payday, but I only use my credit card (currently at $1,378). I pay in full every month.
Student loan debt: None. I received a settlement from an accident I was in when I was young and the investments paid for 3 years at a state school.
INCOME:
Income progression: I’ve been working in my field for almost 4 years. I started at a very small outlet making $33,000, moved to my current outlet where I made $55,000, received a 20% raise last year to get me to $66,000, then was offered a $20k raise to take my current role. I couldn’t pass it up. I received a small merit raise a few weeks before this diary to bring me to $87,125.Main job monthly take home: $4,772 after tax, retirement and health insurance.
EXPENSES:
Rent: $1,800 for a 2-bedroom in an amazing, very trendy neighborhood. I live alone and it’s worth every fucking penny.Utilities: $30ish for electric because it's winter, $60 for wifi. Everything else is paid by the landlord.
Retirement contributions: An additional $100 a month on top of the 8% to a separate fund.
Savings contributions: This varies, but it has averaged about $450/month in the last 6 months. Half of that is to the short-term savings fund, half is to long-term.
Subscriptions: $4 for New York Times, $2 to Jenny Nicholson’s Patreon, $12 for Peacock, $1 for my phone call recording app, $6 to keep a domain name. Everything else shared among friends and fam.
Hello Fresh: $120. Worth every. fucking. penny. I get it twice a month since the 4 meals last me 12 meals.
Pet insurance: $48.
Cell phone/health insurance/payments: $29 for cell phone, $50/month health insurance.
Car insurance and renters insurance: $2,300 total for the year
Mental health: It used to be $400+ a month under my old health insurance, but I got good insurance!! I pay $10/session for therapy, $20/session for my psychiatrist, $20/month for my four medications and $60/month for my ADHD medication. I’m just lucky I can still find it. Total: $120/month
Monday:
7am: Up and at ‘em to do my hair and makeup. I’ve got a media/influencer preview at our local stadium and will definitely end up in somebody’s photos, so gotta look good. My new job present to myself last year was a Dyson Air Wrap, which is stupidly expensive but dammit it’s worth it. I dress in pinstriped wide-legged slacks, a black sleeveless mockneck and a leather jacket that will definitely make me look out of place but considering I’m typically the youngest at these events by at least 15 years, that was already going to happen.9am: Do some busywork (scrolling social media, checking web traffic, sorting through emails, etc) and during my morning standup, buy a one-way flight. I decided to take a last-minute trip to Dallas to see the eclipse (a lifelong dream) and impulse bought the flight there last week, but hadn’t picked a day to come back yet. I should be in my home state making eclipse content…but hey, my boss approved my vacation anyway. I’m flying in day-of because it was way cheaper, so everyone send good vibes that my flight won’t get delayed! I have a designated travel fund for things like this, so I schedule a transfer for $350 (the flight there, which I bought last week, was $160). $178.10
11am: I finally get to the preview after sitting in traffic for over 30 minutes, lol. This preview is to reveal all the new stadium foods. Food-related events can be iffy for content because they often only offer mini free samples, so any photos I take will be useless because they won’t be of the real thing — but thankfully, the PR team behind this preview required each vendor to have a full-sized display food for pics. My day just got a little easier.
12pm: These things are a “who’s who” of local media and influencers, so I say hello to a bunch of people I vaguely know and spend the rest of the hour chatting/gossiping with some actual friends of mine who also work in the industry. The speaker finally wraps up and tells us where the rest of the food is located, so my friend and I wander the stadium getting photos of everything. He’s there to try every food and rank them while I’m there just for content, but based on his reviews of each thing, I end up tasting probably 5 or 6 of the better ones. Lunch=covered.
1:30pm: Finally get home and start panic-writing a story about it since that deadline is at 2pm. Submit to my reporting editor just in time, then go through and edit all of my photos and videos while I wait for those story edits.
2pm: Hop into a meeting with my social media boss and run a few ideas for content by him. He approves, but also tells me he wants my next “big idea” by the end of the month. No clue what that will be, but my last one was an all expense paid trip with my boyfriend to a nearby vacation town for content — I threw that idea out as a joke and he actually approved it. So, I guess I need to come up with more insane ideas that I think he won’t approve?
3:30pm: Confirm the pick-up time for a Facebook marketplace meetup later today (I’m completely overhauling my new place’s shitty patio and need furniture), make my video and send a draft to my team for approval.
4pm: Make changes my coworkers suggested, write the caption, create the cover photo and cross my fingers Instagram doesn’t fuck up and glitch when I hit post. (IYKYK) Thankfully it looks alright!
5pm: I drive to a suburb about 30 minutes away and realize I should tell people where I’m going, so I text my boyfriend Ben the FB Marketplace woman’s address right before pulling up. Her partner loads the couch into my car (thank god because I am weak as hell) and I Venmo her. I have a designated fund for home projects because I do so many of them, so this will come out of there. $110
6pm: You will learn quickly that I have a thrifting addiction and I’m in a town I’ve only been to once, so I stop at two thrift stores on my way back. I strike out at the first, find a gorgeous vintage dress at the second. I pray it will fit. $7
7pm: I’m also redoing my bathroom and finally got the wallpaper in the mail yesterday, so I stop by Target and pick up a shower curtain and bath mat that should hopefully match well. I also grab discounted Easter candy, toilet paper, hand soap and coffee. $62.51
7:30pm: I had planned to wallpaper my bathroom tonight but frankly, I don’t feel like it. I grab my Hello Fresh delivery from the mailroom (it’s expensive, but I’ve found it’s the only way to make me cook instead of eating frozen lasagna every night), take an edible and cook sesame-soy pork bowls. It fuckin rocks and I feel very accomplished.
8:30pm: My friend Jason spontaneously comes over with a video game he’s been wanting me to play; he chugs a THC seltzer to catch up with me but instead of playing the game, we end up talking, playing our instruments (he’s a musician, I’m a hobbyist) and watching Arrested Development for six hours. He only leaves because I literally fall asleep on him, otherwise we probably would have stayed up until 4am...again.
So here’s where it gets messy/juicy for those who love other people’s relationship drama: I’m lowkey in love with Jason. We met six months ago and I’m not exaggerating when I say we have probably spent over 1,000 hours together. I’ve never connected with anyone like I have him, and vice versa. He’s absolutely fantastic, one of my favorite people in the whole world and I’m so lucky to know him. We’ll spend 8 hours straight talking and it’ll feel like 20 minutes.
But, yes, you did read the above right — I have a boyfriend. Ben and I have dated on and off for four years. I love him very very very much, but I'm finally accepting that we don't want the same things out of a relationship — I want a partner to do life with and he wants someone he can see 1-2x a week. I didn’t really start to seriously consider breaking up with him until my friends held a literal intervention to tell me how I deserve someone better for me. Considering I almost never talk about my relationship with anybody, the fact that it was so obvious to outsiders despite me never saying our issues to even my best friends made me have a real come to Jesus moment. A week after that, my family — who also have not once weighed in on my relationships — sat me down and told me they do not like him and think he treats me terribly.
That was two months ago. I’ve been convincing myself he’s going to change, but after having a talk with him about a month ago, I’ve finally realized and started to accept that he never will.
So yeah, I’ve starting to fall for Jason, who treats me like the most important person in the whole world. We haven’t talked about it, but it sure seems like he likes me too. I am desperately trying to repress my feelings and be just friends, at least until we both figure our shit out. He went through a breakup a few months back he’s recovering from (with the help of therapy! we love a man in therapy!), and I have a boyfriend that I do love in some ways, and overall it’s a bad idea to ever talk about how we feel about each other.
But unfortunately, I am definitely a little in love with him, and have been since the day I met him.
1am: Bed.
Daily expenses: $357.61
Tuesday:
7am: For the first time in months, I don’t have any meetings past 10am! To celebrate, I drag my ass out of bed early to get breakfast at a fast food place I’m embarrassed to name. I have a gift card but it doesn’t cover the whole amount. $.629am: Shower, hair, makeup, pajamas for now. I take my only meeting and realize I don’t have a ton to do today, so I call Jason and ask if he wants to hang out at a coffee shop and work together later. He’s down, so I dress in a short black dress, intentionally-ripped black tights, platform Doc Martens and a leather jacket. Unnecessarily overdressed for any situation is my tagline.
10:30am: Heat up the rest of my breakfast and write a quick story about a new restaurant that was just announced. My editor publishes it ASAP so I can share on social. I text my boyfriend Ben asking if he’d like to hang out tonight, as we haven’t seen each other in about five days. He tells me he’s feeling a little tired, but he’ll get back to me.
12pm: Head to the coffee shop to meet Jason and buy a ridiculously expensive latte. $8.46 with tip
3pm: I write two more stories, create some Instagram grid posts in our design platform to prep for later this week, outline my schedule for the week and send to my boss, write this MD and assist Jason with a project he’s working on. He asks if I want to help him third wheel his friend and her new girlfriend at a movie tomorrow; I’m always looking to meet new people, so I say yes. I had asked Ben if I could make him dinner that night but he said he wanted to stay home, so fuck it, I’ll go out instead.
3:30pm: I’ve been here for wayyyyy too long without getting another drink, so I grab a lemonade. $5.22 with tip
4:30pm: Finally head out. I didn’t post anything today, but I did get a ton of writing and reporting done!
5:30pm: Feed the cats, eat leftovers and buckle down to actually wallpaper this fucking bathroom. I put on some random YouTube videos and get started. I’ve done this before, how bad could it be?
11:30pm: I am humbled. Holy god. What a pain in the fucking ass. But I did it!! It looks much better than I expected, though I realize I definitely need to get rid of my over the toilet storage — it does not match at all. I send pictures to Ben and my best friend Ryan. Ben doesn’t respond, but Ryan cheers on my efforts. I’m pretty happy with it, but absolutely wiped.
12am: Check Twitter and realize one of my tweets about my city went semi-viral. The comments are mostly positive, but there are a few shitty hate ones. This will be tomorrow’s problem. I check Instagram and see that my reel about new foods is at over 200,000 plays, though!
1am: Make a late-night snack and go to bed.
Total: $14.30
WEDNESDAY:
7am: I’m going to see a bunch of people today, so I do my hair even though I don’t need to. It’s sunny outside, so I dress in a green and white midi dress with flutter sleeves that I just adore. It’s so spring-y.8:30am: I go to buy tickets for that movie Jason was talking about and discover it sold out on Monday. Dammit. I’m really fucking bummed, I was looking forward to seeing it. It’s a monthly event, so we can’t exactly go to another showtime. I let him know and he seems sad as well. Sigh.
9am: I get to work. Draft two carousels based on some breaking news that happened this AM, send over to my boss, and I pick up my house while I wait for him to approve. Two of my social coworkers send suggestions on how I can fix it up a bit, I make the changes and post.
10:30am: I buy a new over the toilet organizer that better matches my BRAND NEW BATHROOM, which looks even better in the daylight. I despise Amazon but it’s genuinely the only place I’ve found that has the kind I’m looking for. It will be delivered later today, which seems insane, but who I am to question the billionaires. I transfer money out of that savings account I use for home projects before I forget. $71.52
12pm: I don’t typically eat lunch but I have Hello Fresh meals to burn, so I make turkey shawarma bowls. They fucking rock and I feel so productive.
12:30pm: Another news meeting, this time with all of editorial. They’re discussing online safety, which I realize is ironic as I spill my tea on the Internet, but whatever. After I was horribly doxxed last year by some Twitter trolls (scary as fuck! They posted my fucking address and pictures from outside my window! People are fucking insane!!!!!) I deleted all of my personal accounts and only use the Internet for work. I still listen very closely and sign up for the new service the company is provided that can wipe the rest of your info.
2pm: Meeting wraps and I head to my favorite coffee shop. I’ve been a 2-3x a week regular since it opened and have made a ton of friends there, so it’s a fantastic opportunity to get out of my house and have real social interaction with people, strangers or friends. I buy gift cards to this place every month and expense them (we receive a monthly work from home stipend we can use on anything, including coffee shop gift cards), so every coffee here is free to me! I chat with the baristas, who start work on my usual as soon as I walk through the door. $9.11 expensed
3pm: A few friends of mine I met through this shop, including my good friend Reese, show up to hang out. This place is my Cheers, seriously. We all sit and chat together for probably longer than I should. I post one of the carousels I had wrapped this morning and it instantly takes off. Hurray!
4pm: I’m out of work to do for today, so I do a few general projects I’ve been meaning to catch up — AKA, organizing the over 55,000 photos and videos on my camera roll. It’s a pain in the ass and I give up. I text my best friend Ryan asking if they want to do something; they don’t have much time today but we want to see each other, so I pick them up and we head to Target to go grocery shopping together.
5:30pm: I return the shower curtain I bought for my bathroom and get a new, cheaper one. I also buy cat food, Easter candy, a loofa, pizza rolls (i knowwww but they’re good okay) and tell Ryan to pick out a bouquet of flowers for themself. They found out some great news yesterday and I wanted to do a little something to celebrate. With the return applied, it comes out to $39.85
6:30pm: Get home, eat leftover turkey shawarma and build the bathroom cabinet that arrived while I was shopping. It’s slightly crooked, but whatever. I move all my stuff over, add a couple plants, hang the new curtains and make some final touches — it looks fucking great. Seriously, this bathroom has been ugly as hell since the day I moved in and I’m so glad I buckled down and fixed it up. It looks nothing like the old one. I’m very pleased.
8:30pm: I’m bored as hell now so I go watch some tv, but I miss a text from Jason asking if I wanted to hang out after the movie, dammit. I call him and say yes, but he’s already almost home — I’m bummed once again and tell him that I’m sorry I missed his text. Except because he’s him, while we talk on the phone for 20+ minutes, he drives over to my house without telling me and knocks on my door. Scares the shit out of me. He gives me a big hug. I’m thrilled. :)
9:30pm: He’s feeling like getting a drink and while I don’t typically go out on weekdays, I’m in the mood. I change into the same black dress I wore yesterday and we walk to a bar we hadn’t been to before. We each have two gin and tonics that are way, way stronger than they seem. Thank god we walked here. I sneakily handed the bartender my card when we first walked in, but when the check gets delivered to me, he looks over my shoulder and venmos me for the whole tab + tip, so I pay nothing for this.
11:30pm: We walk home and the second we’re through the door, I give him a long drunk hug and ramble into his shoulder about how much he means to me. As soon as I step back, he pulls me in and kisses me.
I’m blissfully happy until he snaps out of it and starts apologizing profusely. I remember my boyfriend and absolutely panic.
We go to my couch and talk for a long, long time. He confesses he’s had feelings for me since he met me, and I tell him that I’d be lying if I said I didn’t feel something, but I still have a boyfriend. He tells me he’s been trying to put everything aside because of that, but he can’t ignore his feelings anymore. He clearly regrets kissing me and I start staring into space, wishing i was more sober for this.
2:30am: I guess I fell asleep during our talk, because I wake up to him carrying me to my bed. He literally tucks me in and when I wake up again, he’s gone.
Daily total: $111.37
Thursday:
8am: I wake up and for a lovely, brief moment, forget everything that happened last night. But I check my phone and I have a long text from Jason apologizing for everything. He so regrets all of his actions, and I’m worried we’ve entirely ruined our friendship. I try not to think about what I’m going to do about my boyfriend.I get ready and since the weather will be so nice, dress in a short floral red and white dress with gold jewelry and red lipstick for now. I am going to the soft opening for a new restaurant later tonight, so I’ll probably change before then.
9am: I throw myself into work to forget about everything going on.
11am: Ben texts me for the first time in over a day. He apologizes for not responding to my messages. We haven’t seen each other in a week, despite me asking him out on a date night and for coffee twice. He either doesn’t respond or tells me he’s feeling too drained from work. Sometimes I wonder if he even likes me. He tells me he has an hour or two of social energy later today if I want to do something, so we decide to go for a walk after my restaurant preview.
1pm: My boss cancels my afternoon meeting, so I decide to head to my favorite coffee shop again. I need to not be in my house right now. Everything is reminding me of Jason. I chat with the owner (who has also become a friend of mine) while I’m there about my eclipse plans; he tells me he booked seven campsites across the country and if I decide to skip out on Dallas, he’ll send me the details for the ones he doesn’t end up using. He then comps my latte. He’s an angel and I tell him I’ll text him if I decide to cancel my flight.
2pm: I get a text from someone at my old job that the new owners just shut down the entire fucking company ten minutes ago. It won’t be announced until tonight. Holy shit, this is news, and a scoop to boot. I step outside (I hate taking meetings in coffee shops) and call my editor immediately; he tells me to get on it right away before they go public with the news. I lock in and start calling every old coworker I have to get secondary confirmation, and they tell me it’s true. I put in a call to the company’s owners, who do not pick up, run back inside, put in my headphones and start drafting.
It’s a hard story to write. I had mixed feelings on my old job, but the company was an important resource for the community. It was bought out six months ago by a very wealthy family and from what my sources have told me, they didn’t think the company was making enough money anymore. I find myself accidentally inserting some biased wording and catch myself.
I wrap the story and send it to my editor, who adds a disclaimer that I’m a former employee of the company for transparency. He swaps around a few more words that could come across as negative, but overall doesn’t change much. We publish and I realize the restaurant preview is in twenty minutes. Fuck. I wave goodbye to everyone and dash.
4pm: I drive over and run in; thankfully there’s already a crowd. This time I’m here for content, not to review the food, so I get some atmosphere shots, outdoor videos, food pics, etc etc. It’s not the most aesthetically pleasing and there’s not nearly enough food for me to actually make a full TikTok about this, so I start brainstorming how I’ll use the content while I wait for more food to come out.
5pm: My editor calls me saying that the company emailed him to complain about my story, but that they couldn’t name a fact error. They were just pissed I found out about it. Ha. Sucks to suck.
5:30pm: I’ve got all the content I need, so I head out and pick up Ben. Everything about last night floods back into my head and I feel like I’m going to throw up. I know I need to compose my thoughts and feelings before I have a conversation with either Jason or Ben — and I know this may not be how many people would handle this situation, but it’s what I need right now.
We drive to a park and take a walk around. He tells me about work, I tell him about work, and then we walk in silence for about 20 minutes.
6:30pm: We wrap up our walk and surprisingly, he asks me if I want to go grab a drink. It’s very unlike him but I’m just happy to spend time with him again. We go to my favorite restaurant/bar and get one drink each, plus an order of fries we split. My share is $22.83.
7:30pm: I drop him off and as I’m heading home, my friend Reese from the coffee shop asks if I want to go out tonight. I debate for a bit but frankly, I want to avoid thinking about Jason and Reese is one of those people who will always have some crazy story to tell that distracts you from your real life. We plan to meet at 8:30pm.
8:30pm: I walk over and chat with the regular bartender for a bit before Reese shows up. As expected, he jumps right into a story.
9:30pm: Reese goes to smoke a cigarette and I’m desperately trying not to get addicted to them, so I stay inside and scroll Twitter to find that every outlet in town has done the same story about the company closing that I did — and not a single one credited me for my scoop. It’s not exactly a law that they have to say “as first reported by MYNAME,” but it is courteous to those in the industry and it’s something I do every time I write a story based on someone else’s reporting. But nope, they basically ripped my reporting, including lifting my statement that I got from the company. I’m fucking PISSED. Reese comes back in and I get up in arms about how much I hate every other media company ever. This is bullshit.
11:30pm: I’ve gotta work in the morning and am tired of drinking, so I head out. The bartender I was chatting with comped one of my drinks because he’s an angel, but I tip $10 on the $5 tab anyway. $15.11
12:30am: The Jason thing starts to hit me again. I go to bed to ignore it.
Total: $37.94
FRIDAY:
8am: Ughhhhhhhh. This is why I don’t drink on weekdays (contrary to the rest of this diary, I really don’t drink that much! Maybe 3 times a month!). I roll over and hit snooze; thankfully we do half-day Fridays at work so I can just work a bit later in the day to make up for it.9am: Jump in the shower and take my 9:30am meeting while doing my makeup. My coworker invites me to a work happy hour with the rest of the team in my city, which I eagerly say yes to — I don’t feel like drinking but ICYMI, I love any kind of social interaction, especially with people I don’t get to see very often.
10:30am: Okay, I’m finally actually working. I have more things to do than expected today and Jason asks me if I can meet him at 1:30pm to talk, so I rush through writing/editing a story and making the video I had planned to post today. My boss says I should hold off until tomorrow because the algorithm says so or something, which I’m happy to do. I change into my one pair of jeans and an oversized button up since I won’t have time to go home before happy hour — I’m typically happy to overdress in every situation, but I have found out the hard way that one of my coworkers will rib me about me nonstop.
1:00pm: As I’m driving to meet Jason, my boss asks if I can huddle to discuss eclipse plans. We have a quick call (I pull over on the side of the road) and I have to remind him that where I live is supposed to be very cloudy and boring…Alas. I pay for parking near the shop. $2
1:30pm: Make it to the coffee shop just in time and get an iced latte. Jason shows up and looks miserable. I’m worried. $8.09 with tip
3pm: The two of us take a walk and talk for a long time. In short, he’s not doing well with all of this, which is understandable, and he might need to stop seeing or talking to me to work through his feelings and clear his head. My wise mind knows that this all makes sense and is reasonable, but my heart is so sad. We don’t come to a resolution because we both have to go to our respective work events, which makes it all even worse. I give him a big hug and cry as I walk back to my car, wondering if I’m ever going to see him again.
3:30pm: Make it to the work happy hour just in time and run to the bathroom to fix my smeared makeup. This is why I carry emergency eyeliner and concealer in my wallet at all times. My coworkers show up and they’re a welcome distraction; we gossip and talk about our respective personal lives for a few hours. We may talk daily, but we’re always on deadline, so it’s good to be able to just shoot the shit for a while. I order two drinks, which I can expense because this is a team gathering. $26.11 with tip, expensed
5:45pm: I stopped drinking at 4:30 so I’d be good to drive home, but everything with Jason comes back to me as soon as I get into my car. I cry the whole way home, then redo my makeup for the third time and change into a short red revenge dress. Ryan and I are going to our favorite event in our city tonight, and unfortunately for me today, Jason is a part of it (it’s how we met). I’m going to have to watch him on stage all night. Yay.
6:45pm: Ryan picks me up for the event we’re going to (it’s so specific that if I talked about it at all, I’d give my location away, lol) and I spill all the details. They give me a big hug as soon as we park, then turns to me and tells me that I need to break up with Ben, like, tomorrow. But we have to go meet my brother Aaron, so we head inside. I order a drink because fuck it, I’m sad, and frankly you kind of need a drink to get through this event. $15 with tip
7:30pm: It’s a running gag that when I go to Jason’s shows, I write him little secret messages on dollar bills and put them in his tip jar. I know I shouldn’t talk to him, but I brought five $1 bills this round and on four of them, I write dumb inside jokes. On the final one, I tell him that no matter what he decides, I want him to know that he is a wonderful human being that I’m incredibly lucky to have called my friend. $5
8pm: The show begins and Jason gets on stage. To any outsider he’d look fine, but just based on the music he’s playing, I can tell he’s absolutely miserable. Everything he’s playing is so melancholic, and in between songs, he’s slumped over staring at the ground. We make eye contact several times throughout the show and I get even sadder.
11pm: The event went really, really long, but at least Ryan and Aaron enjoyed it. I walk up to Jason’s tip jar and drop the bills in. Ryan drives me home and I cry in the car again.
12am: I get a text from Reese asking if I want to meet some of his friends at a local bar; I do not want to drink, but I do want company. I walk over and he buys me a drink I don’t touch.
1am: I buy Reese a drink to make up for the one he bought me and smoke approximately 3 cigarettes. The friend group seems to like me and fills me in on some major drama with one of the members. I love other people’s gossip. $7
1:30am: One piece of good news: I end up connecting with a girl in the group and we exchange phone numbers! I’ve been trying very hard to make more friends, especially female friends, so I’m pumped. I drive home and since I still have energy, clean my house to avoid thinking about having to break up with Ben.
2am: Jason texts me saying he still doesn’t know what he’s going to do, but he appreciated my silly little messages. I tell him I understand and I go back to crying.
3am: Bed.
Total: $37.09
Saturday:
8am: I barely slept and feel like dogshit. My anxiety has never been higher; I’m so worried I’m never going to see Jason again. In a haze, I text Jason that I wish he would talk to me.10am: He calls me and we talk for three hours. We talk for so long that he realizes he’s late to work, and he tells me he’d like to meet me in person to finish our conversation. We typically get coffee every Saturday between his shifts but want more privacy this time, so he tells me to meet him at 2pm at a place that doesn’t even have a Google Maps location. He sends me the pin, hangs up, and I hysterically sob.
1pm: Get ready. It’s such a nice fucking day, it’s so unfair. I will do anything to make myself feel better, so I put on my favorite dress even though it’s definitely too fancy for the situation. Whatever.
2pm: Jason texts me that he had a work emergency and will be late; I go get a coffee at the place he and I normally go to because what the fuck else am I going to do. The barista asks where he is since we always come in together. I apparently look so fucking sad that she discounts my latte. Yay. $4.67 with tip
2:30pm: I arrive at the spot the same time as Jason; it’s a hidden beach that’s really private and in any other situation, absolutely lovely. We climb up on the rocks near the beach and end up not talking about the situation and just shooting the shit. An hour flies by in what feels like ten minutes until his phone alarm goes off. We have to set reminders and alarms when we hang out otherwise we won’t check our phones for hours and miss important events.
3:30pm: We finally talk and after hashing out what we both want and need, we come to an agreement: For the foreseeable future, we will meet every Saturday for coffee in between his gigs like we used to. But other than that, we won’t talk, text or hang out. I’ll see him only two hours a week instead of 40.
I give him a long hug and tell him I’ll see him next Saturday.
4:30pm: I drive to the coffee shop again and write this because I’m ridiculously behind on this money diary. $5.11 expensed
5:30pm: I tried on all my shorts last week and realized none of them fit, so I walk to a nearby vintage store and find a pair that fit me perfectly. Fuck yes. They’re expensive, but I almost never find bottoms that fit me. $38
6:30pm: I go home and start cleaning my house only for Ben to text me and ask if he can sleep over tonight. I wonder if tonight will be the night I break up with him.
7:30pm: He arrives, he hugs me and I burst into tears as I remember how much I still love him. We order Chinese food because I’m too lazy to cook. My share is $13.50. We take an edible together and while I know that’s probably a terrible idea, I kind of need to relax. $13.50
8pm: We watch a movie and as we get high, end up talking through it and having a great time, and I’m reminded of why I love him and that I don’t want to break up with him. But at this point, I have to. It’s not fair to him.
12:30am: We go to bed.
Total: $56.17
Sunday:
9:45am: Alarm goes off and we cuddle in bed for a while. I wonder if it will be the last time he ever stays over.10:15am: We typically get McDonald’s breakfast on Sunday mornings but his phone is dead, so I order for both of us. He goes to pick it up as I get ready; I’m volunteering at my favorite thrift store (did you know I like to thrift?) at 11am so I rush through my hair and makeup. I kiss him goodbye. $12.45
11am: I show up for my shift and say hi to everyone before getting out on the sales floor. I organize clothes for three hours and the mindless work with my hands really, really helps. It’s very therapeutic.
2:30pm: I end up finding a dress and skirt I like while going through everything and buy them at the end of my shift with my volunteer discount. $11
2:45pm: I’m once again behind on this money diary, so I go to a coffee shop and write for a long time. Sadly, this one isn’t expensable. $7.46
5pm: I go to Target with Ryan and buy a 30-pack of cat food, cat litter that costs too much, pads, ice cream because hey it’s on sale, butter and a few snacks. $69.84.
6pm: Get home, throw laundry in and pack everything for my eclipse trip. My flight boards at 4am and I want to be at the airport by 2:30am because I’m paranoid about security (I almost missed a flight due to long security lines at THREE AM), so I need to be in bed super early.
8pm: Get in bed, set my alarm for 1:30am and proceed to not sleep at all. Not even a little bit. I just think about everything going on and how weird this week is.
Daily total: $100.71
TOTAL: $715.23
Food/Drink: $222.61 Fun/Entertainment: $178.10 (counting flight here) Home/Health: $251.52
Clothes/Beauty: $56
Transport: $2
Other: $5
Reflection: Moneywise, this was a big above-average spend week for me, especially with the furniture and flight. Work-wise, this was pretty normal.
It's been a week since this money diary. I broke up with Ben last night. I am not doing well. Please send all your advice for breaking up with someone you know isn't right for you but that you still love.
Thanks for reading my drama, y'all. Have a good week.
2024.04.14 23:02 GroundbreakingMix767 Help! Name for second girl
Older sister named Whitney (though goes by Winnie). Really struggling on naming her little sister, only a few months to go! Some names we are currently leaning towards..
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- Rosemary / Romy / Rosie
- Ryan
- Andie
- Brooke
- Casey
- Shay / Shae / Shea
2024.04.10 20:30 Fabulous_State9921 April 10 Birthday Slorz
 | submitted by Fabulous_State9921 to DListedCommunity [link] [comments] Mandy Moore Getty Images By Mike Rose, cleveland.com Babyface, Super Bowl 2023. Photo: Rob CarGetty Singer-producer Kenneth “Babyface” Edmonds turns 66 |
2024.04.08 20:28 CP4-Throwaway A rough estimate of celebs that may seem more X, M, or Y from Famous Birthdays, based on the widest definition of my personal transitional Gen Y/Anadigital/Xennial/MilleXer microgeneration, b. circa 1977-1985 (UPDATED)
Just for context, in this specific post:
X = Gen X
Y = Cusp
M = Millennial
This is a repost from the original (which was an extension of the very original post here) that I did a few years back, just to be updated for 2024 because I thought it'd be to fun to explore this again.
But I will exclude the 1984-1985 list because that'd be way too long. I'll add them in the comment sections. So in this post, I'll focus on the celebrities born from 1977-1983.
I know the vast majority of this sub will disagree but I'll post it anyway.
This is based on the vibes and/or appearance of the celebrity so please don't take this too seriously as this may or may not be accurate, depending on one's view of Gen X and Millennials.
This is based on my current perception of these celebrities.
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X = Gen X
Y = Cusp
M = Millennial
This is a repost from the original (which was an extension of the very original post here) that I did a few years back, just to be updated for 2024 because I thought it'd be to fun to explore this again.
But I will exclude the 1984-1985 list because that'd be way too long. I'll add them in the comment sections. So in this post, I'll focus on the celebrities born from 1977-1983.
I know the vast majority of this sub will disagree but I'll post it anyway.
This is based on the vibes and/or appearance of the celebrity so please don't take this too seriously as this may or may not be accurate, depending on one's view of Gen X and Millennials.
This is based on my current perception of these celebrities.
WARNING: THIS POST WILL BE SUPER LONG!!! DISCRETION ADVISED!!!!!!
1977
https://www.famousbirthdays.com/yea1977.html- Kanye West, 46, Rapper - Y
- John Cena, 46, Wrestler - X
- Shakira, 47, Pop Singer - X
- Tom Brady, 46, Football Player - X
- Gerard Way, 46, Rock Singer - Y
- Jerry Trainor, 47, TV Actor - X
- Thinknoodles, 46, YouTube Star - X
- Christi Lukasiak, 47, Reality Star - X
- Daddy Yankee, 47, Reggaeton Singer - Y
- Orlando Bloom, 47, Movie Actor - Y
- Brittany Murphy (1977-2009), Movie Actress - Y
- Ludacris, 46, Rapper - X
- Rhett McLaughlin, 46, YouTube Star - M
- Tula Rodríguez, 46, TV Actress - Y
- Chris Martin, 47, Pop Singer - Y
- Tom Hardy, 46, Movie Actor - Y
- John Mayer, 46, Rock Singer - Y
- Floyd Mayweather Jr., 47, Boxer - X
- Psy, 46, Pop Singer - Y
- Brock Lesnar, 46, Wrestler - X
- Jason Aldean, 47, Country Singer - X
- Milo Ventimiglia, 46, TV Actor - Y
- King Ali, 47, Snapchat Star - M
- 2 Chainz, 46, Rapper - X
- Tamar Braxton, 47, R&B Singer - X
- AJ Styles, 46, Wrestler - X
- Raina Telgemeier, 46, Cartoonist - Y
- Dave Portnoy, 47, Entrepreneur - Y
- Liv Tyler, 46, Movie Actress - X
- Robin Thicke, 47, R&B Singer - Y
- Fiona Apple, 46, Rock Singer - X
- Jason Earles, 46, TV Actor - Y
- Sarah Michelle Gellar, 46, TV Actress - X
- Jeff Hardy, 46, Wrestler - X
- Tom Welling, 46, TV Actor - Y
- Rob Jensen, 46, YouTube Star - X
- Jessica Chastain, 47, Movie Actress - X
- Donald Trump Jr., 46, Business Executive - X
- Bhushan Kumar, 46, Film Producer - X
- Lana Parrilla, 46, TV Actress - X
- Kerry Washington, 47, Movie Actress - X
- Matt Bomer, 46, TV Actor - Y
- Varli Singh, 46, TikTok Star - X
- Papa Bee, 46, YouTube Star - Y
- Vince Carter, 47, Basketball Player - X
- Jeezy, 46, Rapper - X
- Mrs Netta, 46, TikTok Star - X
- Buddy Valastro, 47, Chef - X
1978
https://www.famousbirthdays.com/yea1978.html- Kobe Bryant (1978-2020), Basketball Player - X
- Ian Somerhalder, 45, TV Actor - M
- Usher, 45, R&B Singer - Y
- Tia Mowry, 45, TV Actress - X
- Rachel McAdams, 45, Movie Actress - Y
- Jensen Ackles, 46, TV Actor - Y
- James Corden, 45, Comedian - Y
- Andy Samberg, 45, TV Actor - M
- John Legend, 45, R&B Singer - X
- James Franco, 45, Movie Actor - X
- Scott Cawthon, 45, Game Designer - X
- Jillzfoodz, 45, TikTok Star - X
- Zoe Saldaña, 45, Movie Actress - X
- Ashton Kutcher, 46, TV Actor - X
- Link Neal, 45, YouTube Star - M
- Nicole Scherzinger, 45, Pop Singer - Y
- CM Punk, 45, Wrestler - X
- Alesha Dixon, 45, Rapper - X
- Nelly Furtado, 45, Pop Singer - X
- Roly May, 45, TikTok Star - X
- Luis Fonsi, 45, Pop Singer - Y
- Evan Britton, 45, Entrepreneur - X
- Tamera Mowry, 45, TV Actress - X
- Anthony Mackie, 45, Movie Actor - Y
- Mike Vitar, 45, Movie Actor - X
- Katherine Heigl, 45, Movie Actress - X
- Katie Price, 45, Model - X
- Tom Ellis, 45, TV Actor - Y
- Kel Mitchell, 45, TV Actor - Y
- AJ Cook, 45, TV Actress - X
- Mandana Mani, 46, Fashion Designer - M
- Kenan Thompson, 45, TV Actor - Y
- London Charles, 46, Reality Star - X
- Christian Coulson, 45, Movie Actor - M
- Bill Hader, 45, TV Actor - X
- Tyrese Gibson, 45, R&B Singer - X
- Judith Barsi (1978-1988), Voice Actress - X
- Michelle Rodriguez, 45, Movie Actress - X
- Perez Hilton, 46, Blogger - Y
- Chris Stapleton, 45, Country Singer - X
- Manny Pacquiao, 45, Boxer - X
- Dianna Williams, 45, Reality Star - Y
- Katie Holmes, 45, TV Actress - X
- Roger Clark, 45, TV Actor - X
- Diplo, 45, DJ - M
- Justin Long, 45, Movie Actor - Y
- Joanna Gaines, 45, Reality Star - X
- Ginnifer Goodwin, 45, TV Actress - M
1979
https://www.famousbirthdays.com/yea1979.html- Kourtney Kardashian, 44, Reality Star - Y
- Kevin Hart, 44, Comedian - Y
- Pink, 44, Pop Singer - Y
- Aaliyah (1979-2001), R&B Singer - X
- Heath Ledger (1979-2008), Movie Actor - X
- Chris Pratt, 44, Movie Actor - Y
- Adam Levine, 45, Pop Singer - Y
- Jason Momoa, 44, Movie Actor - X
- Cooper Barnes, 44, TV Actor - Y
- FGTeeV Mom, 44, YouTube Star - M
- Sheri Nicole, 44, TikTok Star - X
- Ne-Yo, 44, R&B Singer - Y
- John Krasinski, 44, TV Actor - X
- Flo Rida, 44, Rapper - Y
- Oscar Isaac, 45, Movie Actor - X
- Brandy, 45, R&B Singer - X
- Notch, 44, Game Designer - Y
- Kate Hudson, 44, Movie Actress - Y
- Mindy McKnight, 44, YouTube Star - M
- Tiffany Haddish, 44, Comedian - X
- Pete Wentz, 44, Bassist - M
- June Shannon, 44, Reality Star - X
- James McAvoy, 44, Movie Actor - X
- Caroline Flack (1979-2020), TV Show Host - Y
- Aaron Paul, 44, TV Actor - M
- Jawed Karim, 44, Entrepreneur - Y
- Monique Carrillo, 44, Business Executive - Y
- Mama Bee, 44, YouTube Star - Y
- The Game, 44, Rapper - X
- Rider Strong, 44, TV Actor - X
- Jennifer Love Hewitt, 45, Movie Actress - X
- Jennifer Morrison, 44, TV Actress - X
- Sophie Ellis-Bextor, 44, Pop Singer - M
- Lecrae Moore, 44, Rapper - M
- Lamar Odom, 44, Basketball Player - Y
- Mark Goldbridge, 45, YouTube Star - M
- Rose Byrne, 44, Movie Actress - X
- Colleen Hoover, 44, Novelist - X
- Kimi Raikkonen, 44, Race Car Driver - X
- Drew Brees, 45, Football Player - X
- Bianca Lawson, 45, TV Actress - Y
- Joe Gorga, 44, Reality Star - X
- Walker Hayes, 44, Country Singer - Y
- Luke Evans, 44, Movie Actor - Y
- Juan Pablo Di Pace, 44, TV Actor - X
- Adam Brody, 44, TV Actor - M
- Kelis, 44, R&B Singer - X
- Natasha Lyonne, 45, Movie Actress - X
1980
https://www.famousbirthdays.com/yea1980.html- Kim Kardashian, 43, Reality Star - M
- Brooke Norris, 44, YouTube Star - Y
- Ryan Gosling, 43, Movie Actor - Y
- Matt Slays, 43, YouTube Star - M
- Nick Cannon, 43, TV Actor - Y
- Matthew Gray Gubler, 44, TV Actor - Y
- Channing Tatum, 43, Movie Actor - Y
- Jake Gyllenhaal, 43, Movie Actor - X
- Mark Rober, 44, YouTube Star - M
- Christina Aguilera, 43, Pop Singer - Y
- Lin-Manuel Miranda, 44, Stage Actor - Y
- Rebel Wilson, 44, Movie Actress - Y
- Jonathan Saccone-Joly, 44, YouTube Star - Y
- Katie LeBlanc, 43, Family Member - Y
- Randy Orton, 44, Wrestler - X
- Gucci Mane, 44, Rapper - Y
- Ronaldinho, 44, Soccer Player - Y
- Macaulay Culkin, 43, Movie Actor - Y
- T.I., 43, Rapper - Y
- Billy LeBlanc, 44, YouTube Star - Y
- Kristen Bell, 43, TV Actress - Y
- Gisele Bündchen, 43, Model - X
- Theo Von, 44, Comedian - Y
- Shay Carl Butler, 44, YouTube Star - M
- Chris Pine, 43, Movie Actor - X
- Ashanti, 43, R&B Singer - X
- Richie McCaw, 43, Rugby Player - Y
- Jason Coffee, 43, TikTok Star - M
- Rishi Sunak, 43, Politician - X
- Zooey Deschanel, 44, TV Actress - M
- Monica Arnold, 43, R&B Singer - X
- Jenna Dewan, 43, Movie Actress - Y
- The Miz, 43, Wrestler - Y
- Olivia Munn, 43, TV Actress - Y
- Gotye, 43, Rock Singer - M
- Pauly D, 43, DJ - M
- Ben Savage, 43, TV Actor - Y
- Mikey Way, 43, Bassist - Y
- Bernice Burgos, 43, Instagram Star - M
- Jessica Simpson, 43, Pop Singer - X
- Remy Ma, 43, Rapper - X
- Venus Williams, 43, Tennis Player - X
- Grant Thompson (1980-2019), YouTube Star - Y
- Corey Gamble, 43, Reality Star - X
- Mikey Day, 44, TV Actor - X
- Swoozie, 43, YouTube Star - M
- Christina Ricci, 44, Movie Actress - X
- dodgerfilms, 43, YouTube Star - Y
1981
https://www.famousbirthdays.com/yea1981.html- Beyoncé, 42, Pop Singer - Y
- Britney Spears, 42, Pop Singer - Y
- Adriana Lima, 42, Model - M
- Chris Evans, 42, Movie Actor - Y
- Justin Timberlake, 43, Pop Singer - Y
- Paris Hilton, 43, Reality Star - M
- Alicia Keys, 43, R&B Singer - Y
- Ray William Johnson, 42, YouTube Star - M
- Tom Hiddleston, 43, Movie Actor - X
- Hayden Christensen, 42, Movie Actor - Y
- Meghan Markle, 42, Duchess - Y
- Keyshia Cole, 42, R&B Singer - X
- Natalie Portman, 42, Movie Actress - Y
- Jessica Alba, 42, Movie Actress - Y
- Pitbull, 43, Rapper - Y
- Joseph Morgan, 42, TV Actor - Y
- Alexis Bledel, 42, TV Actress - Y
- Chad Michael Murray, 42, TV Actor - M
- Serena Williams, 42, Tennis Player - Y
- Romeo Santos, 42, World Music Singer - Y
- Zlatan Ibrahimovic, 42, Soccer Player - M
- Casey Neistat, 43, YouTube Star - M
- Kira Girard, 42, Reality Star - M
- Kelly Rowland, 43, Pop Singer - Y
- Rami Malek, 42, TV Actor - M
- Jennifer Hudson, 42, Pop Singer - Y
- Tiffany Rockelle, 43, Family Member - Y
- Ray J, 43, R&B Singer - Y
- Stephen Amell, 42, TV Actor - Y
- Jesse Williams, 42, TV Actor - Y
- Rachel Platten, 42, Pop Singer - X
- Ben Barnes, 42, Movie Actor - Y
- Danielle Fishel, 42, TV Actress - Y
- Coyote Peterson, 42, TV Show Host - X
- Finn Bálor, 42, Wrestler - M
- Stephanie Beatriz, 43, TV Actress - Y
- Elijah Wood, 43, Movie Actor - M
- Ivanka Trump, 42, Business Executive - Y
- Fernando Alonso, 42, Race Car Driver - X
- Frank Iero, 42, Guitarist - Y
- Tiania Haneline, 42, TikTok Star - Y
- Nicky Jam, 43, Reggaeton Singer - Y
- Natasha Bedingfield, 42, Pop Singer - X
- Joseph Gordon-Levitt, 43, Movie Actor - Y
- Amy Schumer, 42, Comedian - Y
- Mehran Rowshan, 42, Soccer Coach - X
- Guy Sebastian, 42, R&B Singer - M
- Julia Stiles, 43, Movie Actress - Y
1982
https://www.famousbirthdays.com/yea1982.html- Nicki Minaj, 41, Rapper - M
- Rebecca Zamolo, 41, YouTube Star - M
- Kate Middleton, 42, Princess - Y
- Paul Wesley, 41, TV Actor - M
- Lil Wayne, 41, Rapper - Y
- Anne Hathaway, 41, Movie Actress - M
- Sebastian Stan, 41, Movie Actor - Y
- Keemstar, 42, YouTube Star - M
- Kelly Clarkson, 41, Pop Singer - Y
- William, Prince of Wales, 41, Prince - Y
- Priyanka Chopra, 41, Movie Actress - M
- David Dallas, 41, Rapper - M
- Jared Padalecki, 41, TV Actor - Y
- Tati Westbrook, 42, YouTube Star - M
- Jodie Sweetin, 42, TV Actress - X
- Ong Squad, 42, TikTok Star - M
- Lil Boosie, 41, Rapper - X
- Cory Monteith (1982-2013), TV Actor - M
- Ty Dolla Sign, 41, R&B Singer - M
- Vanessa Bryant, 41, Model - Y
- Ms. Rachel, 41, YouTube Star - M
- Natalie Dormer, 42, TV Actress - M
- Dwyane Wade, 42, Basketball Player - Y
- Sophia Bush, 41, TV Actress - Y
- Spice, 41, Reggae Singer - M
- Kirsten Dunst, 41, Movie Actress - Y
- Jamie Dornan, 41, Movie Actor - Y
- Jesse Wellens, 41, YouTube Star - M
- Matt Smith, 41, TV Actor - Y
- Misty Copeland, 41, Dancer - M
- Kaká, 41, Soccer Player - M
- DaddyOFive, 41, YouTube Star - X
- Seth Rogen, 41, Movie Actor - Y
- Daveed Diggs, 42, Rapper - Y
- Chyler Leigh, 41, TV Actress - Y
- Adam Lambert, 42, Pop Singer - M
- K Michelle, 42, R&B Singer - X
- Jeddah Navalua, 42, YouTube Star - Y
- Billy Wingrove, 41, Soccer Player - M
- Eddie Redmayne, 42, Movie Actor - Y
- Pornsak, 42, TV Show Host - M
- John Mulaney, 41, Comedian - Y
- DeStorm Power, 42, Pop Singer - M
- Rachel Bennett, 41, YouTube Star - M
- LeAnn Rimes, 41, Country Singer - X
- Sexy Star, 41, Wrestler - M
- Stephen Boss (1982-2022), Dancer - Y
- Yandy Smith, 42, Reality Star - Y
1983
https://www.famousbirthdays.com/yea1983.html- Chris Hemsworth, 40, Movie Actor - Y
- Amy Winehouse (1983-2011), Soul Singer - X
- Andrew Garfield, 40, Movie Actor - M
- Roman Atwood, 40, YouTube Star - M
- Future, 40, Rapper - M
- Mila Kunis, 40, Movie Actress - Y
- Henry Cavill, 40, Movie Actor - Y
- Carrie Underwood, 41, Country Singer - Y
- Donald Glover, 40, TV Actor - M
- Nikki Garcia, 40, Wrestler - M
- jeenie.weenie, 40, TikTok Star - M
- Emily Blunt, 41, Movie Actress - Y
- Scott Disick, 40, Reality Star - M
- Frankie Grande, 41, YouTube Star - M
- Amber Rose, 40, Model - M
- Lupita Nyong'o, 41, Movie Actress - M
- Brie Bella, 40, Wrestler - M
- Aaron Rodgers, 40, Football Player - M
- Macklemore, 40, Rapper - M
- Vic Fuentes, 41, Rock Singer - M
- Kendra Johnston, 40, YouTube Star - Y
- Stacy Hinojosa, 40, YouTube Star - M
- Cheryl Ann Tweedy, 40, Pop Singer - Y
- Zoe Perry, 40, TV Actress - X
- Adam Driver, 40, Movie Actor - M
- Miranda Lambert, 40, Country Singer - Y
- Dani Alves, 40, Soccer Player - Y
- Summer Rae, 40, Wrestler - M
- Ronnie Radke, 40, Rock Singer - M
- Jonah Hill, 40, Movie Actor - M
- Camilla Luddington, 40, TV Actress - Y
- Huda Kattan, 40, Instagram Star - M
- Steven Yeun, 40, TV Actor - M
- Adam DeVine, 40, TV Actor - M
- José Bae, 41, TikTok Star - M
- Danielle Busby, 40, Reality Star - Y
- Adam22, 40, Podcast Host - M
- Katrina Kaif, 40, Movie Actress - Y
- Rebecca Ferguson, 40, Movie Actress - Y
- Nancy Ajram, 40, Pop Singer - Y
- Jessica Ballinger, 41, Instagram Star - M
- Nathaniel Buzolic, 40, TV Actor - M
- Greta Gerwig, 40, Movie Actress - Y
- Darren Fizz, 40, YouTube Star - Y
- Loreen, 40, Pop Singer - M
- Jeana Smith, 41, YouTube Star - M
- Peachy Queen, 41, TikTok Star - M
- Ashley Johnson, 40, TV Actress - Y
2024.04.07 16:32 LanguagePuzzled7355 Why are there no symbols?
I'm still discovering stoicism and I was looking for something to give me a daily reminder of the philosophy. I am reading the Daily Stoic by Ryan Holiday for an everyday quote but I want to be reminded on other ways.
I was looking for something like a symbol or logo to put it as a wallpaper on my phone. Just to remind me daily at some stoics principles when I unlock my phone.
I was looking for a symbol or logo but there isn't one determined. Why is that? Stoicism is widely spread over centuries so I am kind of surprised there is no such thing.
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I was looking for something like a symbol or logo to put it as a wallpaper on my phone. Just to remind me daily at some stoics principles when I unlock my phone.
I was looking for a symbol or logo but there isn't one determined. Why is that? Stoicism is widely spread over centuries so I am kind of surprised there is no such thing.
2024.04.06 06:01 MasterpieceHot1569 List of Female Names
- Olivia
- Emma
- Charlotte
- Amelia
- Sophia
- Isabella
- Ava
- Mia
- Evelyn
- Luna
- Harper
- Camila
- Sofia
- Scarlett
- Elizabeth
- Eleanor
- Emily
- Chloe
- Mila
- Violet
- Penelope
- Gianna
- Aria
- Abigail
- Ella
- Avery
- Hazel
- Nora
- Layla
- Lily
- Aurora
- Nova
- Ellie
- Madison
- Grace
- Isla
- Willow
- Zoe
- Riley
- Stella
- Eliana
- Ivy
- Victoria
- Emilia
- Zoey
- Naomi
- Hannah
- Lucy
- Elena
- Lillian
- Maya
- Leah
- Paisley
- Addison
- Natalie
- Valentina
- Everly
- Delilah
- Leilani
- Madelyn
- Kinsley
- Ruby
- Sophie
- Alice
- Genesis
- Claire
- Audrey
- Sadie
- Aaliyah
- Josephine
- Autumn
- Brooklyn
- Quinn
- Kennedy
- Cora
- Savannah
- Caroline
- Athena
- Natalia
- Hailey
- Aubrey
- Emery
- Anna
- Iris
- Bella
- Eloise
- Skylar
- Jade
- Gabriella
- Ariana
- Maria
- Adeline
- Lydia
- Sarah
- Nevaeh
- Serenity
- Liliana
- Ayla
- Everleigh
- Raelynn
- Allison
- Madeline
- Vivian
- Maeve
- Lyla
- Samantha
- Rylee
- Eva
- Melody
- Clara
- Hadley
- Julia
- Piper
- Juniper
- Parker
- Brielle
- Eden
- Remi
- Josie
- Rose
- Arya
- Eliza
- Charlie
- Peyton
- Daisy
- Lucia
- Millie
- Margaret
- Freya
- Melanie
- Elliana
- Adalynn
- Alina
- Emersyn
- Sienna
- Mary
- Isabelle
- Alaia
- Esther
- Sloane
- Mackenzie
- Amara
- Ximena
- Sage
- Cecilia
- Valeria
- Reagan
- Valerie
- Catalina
- River
- Magnolia
- Kehlani
- Summer
- Ashley
- Andrea
- Isabel
- Oakley
- Olive
- Oaklynn
- Ember
- Kaylee
- Georgia
- Juliette
- Anastasia
- Genevieve
- Katherine
- Blakely
- Reese
- Amaya
- Emerson
- Brianna
- June
- Alani
- Lainey
- Arianna
- Rosalie
- Sara
- Jasmine
- Ruth
- Adalyn
- Ada
- Bailey
- Ariella
- Wren
- Myla
- Khloe
- Callie
- Elsie
- Alexandra
- Ryleigh
- Faith
- Norah
- Margot
- Zuri
- Journee
- Aspen
- Gemma
- Kylie
- Molly
- Blake
- Zara
- Alaina
- Alana
- Brynlee
- Amy
- Annie
- Saylor
- Ana
- Amira
- Kimberly
- Noelle
- Kamila
- Morgan
- Phoebe
- Harmony
- Sutton
- Taylor
- Finley
- Lilah
- Juliana
- Lila
- Londyn
- Kailani
- Vera
- Kaia
- Angela
- Hallie
- Diana
- Lennon
- Presley
- Arabella
- Aliyah
- Lilly
- Milani
- Jordyn
- Camille
- Ariel
- Aubree
- Selena
- Sawyer
- Nyla
- Delaney
- Mariana
- Rachel
- Adaline
- Leila
- Collins
- Lia
- Octavia
- Kali
- Lena
- Kiara
- Kaylani
- Elaina
- Daniela
- Leia
- Gracie
- Dakota
- Elise
- Hope
- Harlow
- Lola
- Stevie
- Malia
- Miriam
- Alora
- Gia
- Evangeline
- Brooke
- Lilith
- Sydney
- Ophelia
- Alayna
- Tatum
- Evie
- Rowan
- Marley
- Daphne
- Kayla
- Dahlia
- Lucille
- Blair
- Adelaide
- Wrenley
- Haven
- Teagan
- Adelyn
- Alyssa
- Payton
- Jane
- Mckenna
- Celeste
- Juliet
- Palmer
- Maggie
- Rebecca
- London
- Noa
- Samara
- Thea
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