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2012.04.20 05:13 jest09 Jill Stein for President
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2024.05.14 04:05 WhiteRaven_M Fuga vs. Hollow Purple is an Apples vs. Oranges match up
TLDR: hollow purple will kill anyone who uses hax as a crutch to stay alive and fuga will kill anyone whos just a CE reinforcement+RCT merchant
Fuga is a finisher move used at the end of malevolent shrine. The heat and shockwaves causes massive internal (and external damage). Attacks that deal internal damage in JJK like unblockable drumming beat generally goes through CE reinforcement at least partially. This + the massive firepower means there really isnt a single character in JJK that can tank it through raw CE reinforcement+RCT. However, somebody like with hax like Gojo can ignore it. Limitless can target shockwave attacks as seen with jogos sound attack getting ignored.
Hollow purple is a rush of virtual mass. TCB translator notes from 205 tells us the same virtual mass term is used for both Yuki's CT and Hollow Purple. Virtual mass in jjk has the property of being uncontainable "semantically or pragmatically" which makes it immune to CT hax defenses that need to target virtual mass to work. EX: that special grade curse Ganesha kenny brought out against Yuki was supposed to havethis hax defense that lets it remove anything it considers obstacles by manipulating concepts its CT target. But since virtual mass cant be targeted, it just gets one shotted. This is corroborated by HP being able to damage Gojo through his infinity, which suggests that it cant be targeted by his CT either. However, somebody with insane CE reinforcement, RCT, and DA like Sukuna can tank it since at the end of the day its still just "lots of heavy shit moving towards you at high speed."
To summarize: HP negates hax defenses but you can tank it with raw stats. Fuga will kill you if you try to tank it with raw stats but you can ignore it with hax defenses. Theyre two different tools for two different jobs.
Addendum: - DA works against HP since it targets the CT and not the virtual mass itself, an analogy would be how you cant grab water with your hand but you can move the cup its inside of. But even so you wont block 100% of it as seen with Sukuna - Another example of virtual mass fucking up hax is how after Kenjaku gets his shit rocked by Yuki, he flew through Tengen's barrier then actually broke through the barrier itself "...broke through the Sunyata barrier's circular definition." Kenjaku is making this remark because thats impossible without manipulating the barrier. Tegen's bsrrier is supposed to be infinitely big, like those fractal videos you can keep zooming in forever. Again, virtual mass just kinda breaks...logic. - An implication of this is that Yuki might actually be able to hit Gojo through hit limitless. This doesnt really scale her any higher though so it doesnt matter.
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Fuga is a finisher move used at the end of malevolent shrine. The heat and shockwaves causes massive internal (and external damage). Attacks that deal internal damage in JJK like unblockable drumming beat generally goes through CE reinforcement at least partially. This + the massive firepower means there really isnt a single character in JJK that can tank it through raw CE reinforcement+RCT. However, somebody like with hax like Gojo can ignore it. Limitless can target shockwave attacks as seen with jogos sound attack getting ignored.
Hollow purple is a rush of virtual mass. TCB translator notes from 205 tells us the same virtual mass term is used for both Yuki's CT and Hollow Purple. Virtual mass in jjk has the property of being uncontainable "semantically or pragmatically" which makes it immune to CT hax defenses that need to target virtual mass to work. EX: that special grade curse Ganesha kenny brought out against Yuki was supposed to havethis hax defense that lets it remove anything it considers obstacles by manipulating concepts its CT target. But since virtual mass cant be targeted, it just gets one shotted. This is corroborated by HP being able to damage Gojo through his infinity, which suggests that it cant be targeted by his CT either. However, somebody with insane CE reinforcement, RCT, and DA like Sukuna can tank it since at the end of the day its still just "lots of heavy shit moving towards you at high speed."
To summarize: HP negates hax defenses but you can tank it with raw stats. Fuga will kill you if you try to tank it with raw stats but you can ignore it with hax defenses. Theyre two different tools for two different jobs.
Addendum: - DA works against HP since it targets the CT and not the virtual mass itself, an analogy would be how you cant grab water with your hand but you can move the cup its inside of. But even so you wont block 100% of it as seen with Sukuna - Another example of virtual mass fucking up hax is how after Kenjaku gets his shit rocked by Yuki, he flew through Tengen's barrier then actually broke through the barrier itself "...broke through the Sunyata barrier's circular definition." Kenjaku is making this remark because thats impossible without manipulating the barrier. Tegen's bsrrier is supposed to be infinitely big, like those fractal videos you can keep zooming in forever. Again, virtual mass just kinda breaks...logic. - An implication of this is that Yuki might actually be able to hit Gojo through hit limitless. This doesnt really scale her any higher though so it doesnt matter.
2024.05.14 03:16 Evening-Room-9619 [NJ] Fair Housing Act and Lease Break Due To Mental Disability Trigger
I got a new job and I'm expected to be within commuting distance of a NYC. Like many people, I found a rental in NJ across the river. It's in one of those typical high rises that are managed by some corporation. I have a long history of Generalized Anxiety Disorder (GAD) and complex PTSD (C-PTSD). This has been documented numerous times in the past. Right after moving, I got attacked no too far from the building, and that terrorized me. My employer accepted letting me work remotely for a while and so I went back to stay with family in CT in the meantime until I can get this figured out. I got a police report for the attack, and I sought mental health services. Unfortunately, I'm still required to come back to the office on occasion, and particularly, if it is on short notice, my best option is that building. I've been trying to work on it, but once I'm back, I remember the incident, triggering my GAD and C-PTSD and I'm absolutely terrified.
I tried to call multiple lawyers in the entire state, but most of them just frankly told me they didn't really have awareness of the Fair Housing Act (FHA) and frankly most of them admitted representing landlords primarily.
The property management absolutely refuses to consider any early lease termination options or any amicable buy-out options. They said the best they can suggest is paying up the remainder of the lease to move out. That's a bit much. They won't look into any other options. In fact, they even said they will not take the keys back, which very much surprised me.
I've continued to pay rent so far and did not breach any lease term except for abandoning the unit, which the Landlord specified to purposely decided not to enforce. They clearly seem to only care for my money no matter what, and the matter of my well-being is of no importance. They're giving me non-sense about being advised about the safety in the area, but I mentioned it's not entirely different matter because I did not say I'm trying to break the lease for safety issues. I'm trying to break the lease because the attack triggered my mental disability, and due to work requirements, I will need to seek local housing elsewhere in order to reasonably fulfill my work obligations.
I would like to recall that the FHA has nothing to do with the circumstances being within the control of the Landlord whatsoever. Pointers:
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I tried to call multiple lawyers in the entire state, but most of them just frankly told me they didn't really have awareness of the Fair Housing Act (FHA) and frankly most of them admitted representing landlords primarily.
The property management absolutely refuses to consider any early lease termination options or any amicable buy-out options. They said the best they can suggest is paying up the remainder of the lease to move out. That's a bit much. They won't look into any other options. In fact, they even said they will not take the keys back, which very much surprised me.
I've continued to pay rent so far and did not breach any lease term except for abandoning the unit, which the Landlord specified to purposely decided not to enforce. They clearly seem to only care for my money no matter what, and the matter of my well-being is of no importance. They're giving me non-sense about being advised about the safety in the area, but I mentioned it's not entirely different matter because I did not say I'm trying to break the lease for safety issues. I'm trying to break the lease because the attack triggered my mental disability, and due to work requirements, I will need to seek local housing elsewhere in order to reasonably fulfill my work obligations.
I would like to recall that the FHA has nothing to do with the circumstances being within the control of the Landlord whatsoever. Pointers:
- https://www.justanswer.com/landlord-tenant/o64wu-wondering-case-requested-terminate.html
- https://www.reddit.com/todayilearned/comments/1219s8b/til_under_the_federal_housing_act_fha_in_the_us/
- https://www.bazelon.org/wp-content/uploads/2017/04/FairHousingInformationSheet1.pdf
- https://www.latimes.com/business/la-fi-rentwatch-lease-20161022-snap-story.html
- What reasonable accommodations can I seek under the Fair Housing Act? (Remember, the FHA has nothing to do with the Landlord's ability to control the circumstances.)
- Can the Landlord actually refuse to take the keys back from me?
- My husband signed the lease as well just to make it easier to visit due to the property's overly strict policies on guests. Can he break the lease to care for me in our family home out of state?
- The Landlord supposedly has a responsibility to re-rent the unit if I move out. Is there a chance that they might purposely not re-rent the unit in bad faith?
- If I post ads to help them find a suitable tenant replacement, can they still refuse to consider that offer as part of a potential lease breaking mitigation?
- Realistically, what are my options here?
2024.05.14 01:04 shaneka69 CREST AND COLGATE NUMEROLOGY ANALYSIS
CREST AND COLGATE NUMEROLOGY ANALYSIS
As we all know, these two companies are known for their toothpaste products, but one of these companies are more focused on just having a lot of clientele and promo while one of the companies give you the right effect after brushing. COLGATE AND CREST BOTH HAVE 6 PERSONALITY NUMBERS WHICH IN THIS CASE SPEAKS TO THE DAILY ROUTINE OF SALES. Let's start decoding, starting with COLGATE.Colgate comes down to a 9 destiny number, 3 soul urge number, and 6 personality number. Think of the destiny number like the overall energy. Colgate having a 9 number means that the product was likely created with the focus being more about high reach and engagement and the 3 soul urge emphasizes this because 3 energy is connectivity and social interactions. 9 as the destiny number expands and boosts this effect. This means that this is a product, but not truly intended to do what it should be doing. Maybe it will happen, or you will have to work extra long to possibly get the desired result which is either good smelling breath or white teeth.
CREST comes down to a 2 destiny number, 5 soul urge, and 6 personality number. The 2 destiny number is perfect because it shows quick effects of using the toothpaste or whatever product you are using named under Crest. Clearly, 2 is the 2nd number which shows that this translate to quick effects that you can actually notice whether it be good breath or white teeth. 2 is about the number of stability and esteem and this is the perfect number to get for a mouth product. The 5 soul urge shows how they have the natural capacity to utilize uniqueness for their products. 2 is a number that is compassionate and cooperative which is a much better energy when it comes to interpersonal products for hygiene and health.
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2024.05.13 23:18 Weathers_Writing I had really bad stomach cramps as a child. They recently started up again.
Content Warning:Mentions of Child Abuse & Gore
They called me a colic baby, meaning I was a seemingly healthy baby that was distressed for an unknown reason. The fits of crying mostly dissipated by six months, but they'd crop up every now and then into toddler-hood. When I became capable of babbling a few words, I would summarize my pain in a few words: belly hurt. Belly HURT!
My parents didn't have much money, but they took me to the doctor for a checkup anyway. After running a physical exam and blood test, they determined that I was merely an excessively gassy little girl and should probably eat a more gut-friendly diet. They also prescribed some medicine which would eliminate the gas and relieve my pain.
It was from that moment on that my parents gave me the nickname "Gas Girl" (which I despised). The name stuck for several years, and anytime I'd get a little stomach ache my mom or dad would say, "uh, oh. It's not Gas Girl returning, is it?" I'd glare at them with my arms folded and pout, saying, "I'm not Gas Girl. I'm Wonder Girl!" My parents would share a look, then burst out laughing. Just as I was about to shout a retort, my dad would open up his arms and bend down in that familiar pose which signaled liftoff, and all my childish rage detached like a racing sticker as I leaped into my dad's arms and he flew me around the living room shouting "Who is it? It's Wonder-girl! Here to save the day from Gas Girl!"
Anyway, just as the nickname wore off, the pain returned. I was about 7 or 8 when I had my first big episode. I was in second grade, and the class was cutting out shapes. The pain came on so suddenly I remember lurching back and falling out of my seat. The next few hours were a blur of adults: my teacher, the nurses, the principal, my parents. I remember how cold and alone I felt despite being surrounded by grown ups, and my stomach hurt so much I was crying pretty much nonstop.
My dad bought a bunch of OTC medicine to try and settle what he thought was a really bad gas episode. My mom laid at the side of my bed and did bicycles in the air with me. Hours passed in pain as my adolescent imagination conjured up images of an evil little elf blowing thousands of bubbles in my belly. I consciously pictured myself popping them, but every time I did, more were blown. My dad scheduled a doctor's appointment for the next morning, and my mom stayed at my side until I was able to fall asleep sometime late in the night.
I dreamed vividly a horrific nightmare. I was strapped to a black, metal box. A surgeon donning blue scrubs with white gloves and a mask entered the space in my peripheral vision. The air was cold but crisp, as if every bit of dust had been scrubbed out of existence. I could feel my breathing, my heartbeat, even my skin. The doctor stepped forward and I could see the distortion of a smirk in the folds of his mask. I expected him to say something, to tell me what he wanted, but instead he lifted my shirt so my belly was exposed. "It's cold", I said in a mumbly voice. He lifted his hand in the air, and I saw behind it off in the back of the room was what looked like the glass wall of an aquarium. I was confused for a second, but only a second. The surgeon plunged his hand into my stomach like a spear, splitting through the flesh as if it were the skin of a ripe fruit. The previously silent man began to cackle like a maniacal villain as I nearly passed out from the pain. I felt his fingers swimming through my guts like parasitic worms. My body shook as cold sweat and blood began to ooze from my pores. I wanted to scream but I couldn't make a sound. I could only lay there, paralyzed, as the evil doctor explored my insides.
Somehow I lost consciousness in the dream, but when I woke up, the memory came flooding back, and I screamed with all the force of a thunderstorm. My parents skipped the appointment and rushed me to immediate care, but by the time we arrived, the pain was gone. I explained my dream to the doctor, but he said it was normal to dream up reasons for the pain. They recommended a CT scan to screen out the possibility of an ulcer or internal bleeding. Despite my parents' scarce savings, they agreed to run the test. However, something deeply entrenched in my mind thought of the dream with the surgeon and I protested. "I don't want a test!" I screamed. "But, honey, how are we going to know what's wrong?" replied my mom. "Nothing's wrong now. I don't want a test."
Looking back now on my persistence, it should have been obvious that there was something wrong with me, but my parents, who were thinking of their finances, allowed themselves to acquiesce to my demands. The pain would continue into and throughout my teenage years, and the one benefit that I can credit to it was that it taught me how to endure pain and hide it well before puberty started. Compared to my childhood cramps, period cramps were around a B+. Very bad, but not end of the world bad. However, they'd stick around more reliably, and eventually the two began to combine until I could no longer discern between them. Occasionally I would have a nightmare and wake up with a pain that was a little higher in my stomach, almost approaching my chest, but it would always disappear by breakfast time, and the chaos of a teenage girl's life would once again reassert itself in the form of an outfit that didn't look quite right or the memory of every word of a conversation with a guy I liked or how my teacher was out to get me. Basically, I had become normal.
And then two weeks after I turned 16, my dad passed away from heart failure. Apparently the stress from a paycheck-to-paycheck life in sales added onto a bad diet and a penchant for alcohol was a recipe for disaster. He was only 49. I was crushed.
The weeks and months following his funeral were filled with teenage anger and resentment. I directed most of it at my mom, who I held accountable for not being strong enough to step up and help with the bills. One day, when I was searching the drug cabinet for some painkillers to deal with some bad cramping, I noticed a new prescription for a drug with a really long name. I looked it up. It was an antidepressant. From that moment on I stopped giving my mom shit, but I grew a bit distant from her. I started spending a lot more time with my friends. I became reckless, adopting a drinking habit and unsafe sex practices. I smoked a bit but I didn't really like it. I guess I was just trying to find a way to move on, as naive as it was.
Fast forward to my present situation, and I'm a college student. A junior to be exact. I ended up scrounging up enough money from working two restaurant jobs to see a therapist on my own dime, and managed to make peace with my mom before leaving. We both talked out all of our trauma and cried together, and from that moment on, I haven't had a drink. About six months ago I got on the pill. I was starting to see one guy consistently and I wanted to be safe, but also I wanted to know what it felt like to not have stomach cramps anymore. It was freeing. I remembered my dad lifting me up into the air as a child, and I figured it kinda felt like that. I still cry thinking about him, although I don't let anyone see.
Anyway, about a week ago I started having really bad pain again, but this time it was in my chest. I would wake up in my apartment (I share a 3-bedroom with some friends from the college) with heart palpitations. My heart felt like a snake had wrapped around it and was trying to choke it out. The pressure would give way to a burst of fast ba-dum's, then settle, then start again. I remembered my dad's prognosis and started to get really scared, so I scheduled an appointment with the on-campus doctor for the next day through the online health platform.
They told me that chest pain is no joke and scheduled to have me scanned at a nearby hospital. This was four days ago. My boyfriend, Kevin, drove me there even though I said I'd be fine going alone. I think I already knew our relationship wasn't going to work out long term, so I was kind of checked out. I felt bad about it though because Kev is actually a really good person, but our personalities just don't match. He's very introverted and doesn't like to go out, whereas I thrive in group settings. Anyway, he drove me and I ended up getting an X-ray. The doc came in to share the results and I was immediately put off by the dubious expression on his face.
"What do you mean the images are blurry?" I asked.
"Well, it's just… that. They're blurry. It's very unusual for this to happen unless you have a pacemaker or some other device implanted. Do you know if you have something like that?"
"No, never," I said with a quaver in my voice. For some reason I thought back on my childhood dream with the surgeon and felt the urge to vomit.
"Well, let's run a CT scan and see if we can make anything out." He soothed.
Normally the CT and MRI dock was booked for a week out but the doctor happened to have an open space for me that same morning, so I waited about an hour and then got in the big tube machine that took pictures of my chest and abdomen. He said he should have the results by Thursday. That was Yesterday.
I was driving onto campus for my 9AM class when I got the call.
"Hello, this is Dr. **** calling for Josie **** ." (names redacted for privacy reasons)
"Oh, yes, this is Josie," I said and fit the phone between my shoulder and ear as I tried to find a comfortable posture."
"Yes, hello," the male doctor said in grave way which made me feel like this wasn't going to be a short call. "I wanted to see if you were available to come in today for some more tests."
"More tests?" I asked. "What about the first ones?" Images of blocked heart valves and cancer presented themselves on my mental screen.
"Yes, well, I wanted to discuss the results with you in person. There was a bit of a … well, an inconsistency, and I didn't want to upset you—"
"Upset me!?" I blurted, my free hand flying out over the steering wheel, swerving my car toward the curb. I corrected, then lowered my voice, "sorry, I don't mean to be …" be, what? This is completely absurd. "Could you at least give me some indication of what's wrong with me? I'm just kind of panicking here."
The doctor was quiet for a moment, then returned. "Sorry, Josie, I didn't mean to spook you. Both the X-ray scan and CT scan are picking up interference which is unusual. It's possible it's just a flaw on our end, so that's why we wanted you to come back in—to do an MRI and really verify what the issue is. This one would be free of charge and we'd get you results same-day as we feel bad about the issues with the machinery. Do you think that would be possible?"
I took a deep breath. I still felt uneasy, but at least now there was some kind of explanation I could lean on. "Okay, yeah, I can come in. I have class until 9:50AM, but I can drive over after and be there around 10:15, 10:20-ish. Would that work?"
"That would work great. We'll see you then."
I spent the whole of my communications class thinking about what could be wrong with me, doodling my ideas down on a notebook. Heart disease. Cancer. Some kind of peptic ulcer. Maybe it was the pill? The drinking? Was this some kind of cosmic retribution? I didn't know.
An hour later I was back at the hospital. I expected to be ushered into the MRI prep room, but instead I found myself in one of the normal patient rooms, sitting upright on a bed. The nurse did the preliminary height and weight measurements and medical history. I asked about the MRI, but all she said was that the doctor will discuss that with me. Before she left, she handed me an assessment to fill out. It seemed to be a list of questions about the medical history of my family, specifically about our mental health. Does your family have a history of Schizophrenia? Have there been any instances of domestic abuse? Did you have vivid nightmares as a child? Etc. I marked the boxes, then set the clipboard down.
At last I heard the fated knock on the door, and my doctor came in holding an Ipad. The door was only open for maybe a couple seconds, but I could see multiple nurses and technicians peeking their heads in my direction, as if they were trying to catch a glimpse of me. That can't be good.
"Hello, Josie," the doctor said and clicked on the little TV screen. He didn't even look at me. I could see dried sweat along his hairline.
"What's happening? I thought I was going to get an MRI…"
"Well, actually we aren't sure if that's the best course of action." the doctor said as he clicked the screen and pulled up a series of images.
"Can you look at me, please?" I snapped.
The doctor raised his head and tilted it in my direction. His mouth was agape, his eyes wide as if only realizing I was here at that moment. "I'm sorry, Josie." He took a deep breath, preparing some kind of canned presentation, then let it out and said, "It's just easier if I show you." He pulled up the first global image from what I presume was my CT scan. It was a front-shot. I could see my organs as little geometric shapes and—
"Wait, what is that?" I asked, pointing at the screen.
"That—is the problem."
I spent the next minute just staring at it. Somehow, in between all of the organs, there was some kind of cylindrical mass—I thought it was my spine at first but quickly realized it was too wide and there weren't any vertebrae—and at the head of the mass was, very clearly, a hand.
"What the fuck is that" I said in a tone that was at once forceful and pointed.
"It appears," the doctor started, looking away again. "It appears that there is a mechanical hand in your chest cavity. It's attached to a piece of a forearm that begins at your stomach, here," he pointed, "and continues up until, well, it appears to be holding your heart."
Ten seconds passed in silence. Then I was hit with the equivalent of the laughing gas they give you at the Dentist's office. All the blood in my body surged to my forehead and I felt light as the very thin hospital air. "Hahaha!!! You expect me to believe that? What kind of fucking clown-show hospital is this? Am I at the circus?' I stood up and started toward the door. The doctor body blocked me.
"Please, Josie, that isn't it."
"Oh?" I said sarcastically. "Please, do tell."
"Could you have—oh, okay, okay,, let me explain."
I stood there with my arms folded, unrelenting.
"When we first had you do the X-ray there was a big blur. It was clear that something was blocking us from seeing the image. The CT scan was able to take some actual pictures of it. I know it seems, well, unusual—"
"Wait, what the hell is that?" I asked, gesturing toward the clipboard.
"What?" The doctor looked disoriented.
"Those questions. Are you trying to insinuate that my mom and dad implanted some kind of mechanical hand in my body?"
"No," the doctor raised his hands. "We were just trying to gather some more information… Josie," the doctor said as I once again headed for the door handle. "Please, there's more. From the blood test we conducted it seems that you're pregnant."
I was so done. "I'm on the pill, asshole." I sneered and swung the door open, ignoring the sets of eyes trained on me as I scurried to the end of the hall, ran outside, and climbed into my car. I expected to see a bunch of people in white coats running after me, but there was no one. I started the car as tears began to stream from my eyes. Fuck them, I thought and sped out of the parking lot.
I couldn't return to my apartment. I ended up driving for hours, working my way back to my hometown. I spent a long time thinking about all the things I had experienced growing up. The stomach pain, slowly working its way up to my chest. The vivid dream of the surgeon feeling around my guts. Was it really that crazy to think my body was trying to tell me something? Why had I decided against having a CT scan all those years ago? Why now? I didn't—couldn't believe what was happening to me. But was that just because I didn't want to believe it?
And then there was the pregnancy. I was definitely on the pill. I knew it wasn't Kev's, or at least I was pretty sure it wasn't. We haven't been having sex for a little over a month now. But did that mean that something else didn't impregnate me? My paranoia was at its peak. I considered the possibility that maybe it was me that was Schizophrenic. None of this made any sense. I wanted my dad. I missed him. I considered going to see my mom, but despite making up with her, I still didn't feel close enough to her to own up to everything. I wanted to be alone—needed to be alone.
I ended up getting a Motel about 10 minutes away from my house. It was around 1AM when I finally opened the door to my room and laid down on the bed. After hours of thinking, a single thought occurred to me like a kind of defense mechanism: if I really am pregnant, I'm not keeping the baby. I want it out.
Just as I was drifting off to sleep, I heard the notification sound go off on my phone, which was odd since I was sure I had set it to vibrate. I turned and grabbed it, unplugging it from its charging dock. I had received a text message from an unknown, 5-digit number: 66669. This is what it said.
66669: If you terminate my baby, I will crush your heart.
***
I haven't been able to sleep since. It's now 6AM and I've drafted this as a cry for help. Please, let me know what you think I should do. I'm too "in it" to see the details clearly. I feel alone and scared and paranoid. Someone or something is watching me. Maybe it has been my whole life.
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They called me a colic baby, meaning I was a seemingly healthy baby that was distressed for an unknown reason. The fits of crying mostly dissipated by six months, but they'd crop up every now and then into toddler-hood. When I became capable of babbling a few words, I would summarize my pain in a few words: belly hurt. Belly HURT!
My parents didn't have much money, but they took me to the doctor for a checkup anyway. After running a physical exam and blood test, they determined that I was merely an excessively gassy little girl and should probably eat a more gut-friendly diet. They also prescribed some medicine which would eliminate the gas and relieve my pain.
It was from that moment on that my parents gave me the nickname "Gas Girl" (which I despised). The name stuck for several years, and anytime I'd get a little stomach ache my mom or dad would say, "uh, oh. It's not Gas Girl returning, is it?" I'd glare at them with my arms folded and pout, saying, "I'm not Gas Girl. I'm Wonder Girl!" My parents would share a look, then burst out laughing. Just as I was about to shout a retort, my dad would open up his arms and bend down in that familiar pose which signaled liftoff, and all my childish rage detached like a racing sticker as I leaped into my dad's arms and he flew me around the living room shouting "Who is it? It's Wonder-girl! Here to save the day from Gas Girl!"
Anyway, just as the nickname wore off, the pain returned. I was about 7 or 8 when I had my first big episode. I was in second grade, and the class was cutting out shapes. The pain came on so suddenly I remember lurching back and falling out of my seat. The next few hours were a blur of adults: my teacher, the nurses, the principal, my parents. I remember how cold and alone I felt despite being surrounded by grown ups, and my stomach hurt so much I was crying pretty much nonstop.
My dad bought a bunch of OTC medicine to try and settle what he thought was a really bad gas episode. My mom laid at the side of my bed and did bicycles in the air with me. Hours passed in pain as my adolescent imagination conjured up images of an evil little elf blowing thousands of bubbles in my belly. I consciously pictured myself popping them, but every time I did, more were blown. My dad scheduled a doctor's appointment for the next morning, and my mom stayed at my side until I was able to fall asleep sometime late in the night.
I dreamed vividly a horrific nightmare. I was strapped to a black, metal box. A surgeon donning blue scrubs with white gloves and a mask entered the space in my peripheral vision. The air was cold but crisp, as if every bit of dust had been scrubbed out of existence. I could feel my breathing, my heartbeat, even my skin. The doctor stepped forward and I could see the distortion of a smirk in the folds of his mask. I expected him to say something, to tell me what he wanted, but instead he lifted my shirt so my belly was exposed. "It's cold", I said in a mumbly voice. He lifted his hand in the air, and I saw behind it off in the back of the room was what looked like the glass wall of an aquarium. I was confused for a second, but only a second. The surgeon plunged his hand into my stomach like a spear, splitting through the flesh as if it were the skin of a ripe fruit. The previously silent man began to cackle like a maniacal villain as I nearly passed out from the pain. I felt his fingers swimming through my guts like parasitic worms. My body shook as cold sweat and blood began to ooze from my pores. I wanted to scream but I couldn't make a sound. I could only lay there, paralyzed, as the evil doctor explored my insides.
Somehow I lost consciousness in the dream, but when I woke up, the memory came flooding back, and I screamed with all the force of a thunderstorm. My parents skipped the appointment and rushed me to immediate care, but by the time we arrived, the pain was gone. I explained my dream to the doctor, but he said it was normal to dream up reasons for the pain. They recommended a CT scan to screen out the possibility of an ulcer or internal bleeding. Despite my parents' scarce savings, they agreed to run the test. However, something deeply entrenched in my mind thought of the dream with the surgeon and I protested. "I don't want a test!" I screamed. "But, honey, how are we going to know what's wrong?" replied my mom. "Nothing's wrong now. I don't want a test."
Looking back now on my persistence, it should have been obvious that there was something wrong with me, but my parents, who were thinking of their finances, allowed themselves to acquiesce to my demands. The pain would continue into and throughout my teenage years, and the one benefit that I can credit to it was that it taught me how to endure pain and hide it well before puberty started. Compared to my childhood cramps, period cramps were around a B+. Very bad, but not end of the world bad. However, they'd stick around more reliably, and eventually the two began to combine until I could no longer discern between them. Occasionally I would have a nightmare and wake up with a pain that was a little higher in my stomach, almost approaching my chest, but it would always disappear by breakfast time, and the chaos of a teenage girl's life would once again reassert itself in the form of an outfit that didn't look quite right or the memory of every word of a conversation with a guy I liked or how my teacher was out to get me. Basically, I had become normal.
And then two weeks after I turned 16, my dad passed away from heart failure. Apparently the stress from a paycheck-to-paycheck life in sales added onto a bad diet and a penchant for alcohol was a recipe for disaster. He was only 49. I was crushed.
The weeks and months following his funeral were filled with teenage anger and resentment. I directed most of it at my mom, who I held accountable for not being strong enough to step up and help with the bills. One day, when I was searching the drug cabinet for some painkillers to deal with some bad cramping, I noticed a new prescription for a drug with a really long name. I looked it up. It was an antidepressant. From that moment on I stopped giving my mom shit, but I grew a bit distant from her. I started spending a lot more time with my friends. I became reckless, adopting a drinking habit and unsafe sex practices. I smoked a bit but I didn't really like it. I guess I was just trying to find a way to move on, as naive as it was.
Fast forward to my present situation, and I'm a college student. A junior to be exact. I ended up scrounging up enough money from working two restaurant jobs to see a therapist on my own dime, and managed to make peace with my mom before leaving. We both talked out all of our trauma and cried together, and from that moment on, I haven't had a drink. About six months ago I got on the pill. I was starting to see one guy consistently and I wanted to be safe, but also I wanted to know what it felt like to not have stomach cramps anymore. It was freeing. I remembered my dad lifting me up into the air as a child, and I figured it kinda felt like that. I still cry thinking about him, although I don't let anyone see.
Anyway, about a week ago I started having really bad pain again, but this time it was in my chest. I would wake up in my apartment (I share a 3-bedroom with some friends from the college) with heart palpitations. My heart felt like a snake had wrapped around it and was trying to choke it out. The pressure would give way to a burst of fast ba-dum's, then settle, then start again. I remembered my dad's prognosis and started to get really scared, so I scheduled an appointment with the on-campus doctor for the next day through the online health platform.
They told me that chest pain is no joke and scheduled to have me scanned at a nearby hospital. This was four days ago. My boyfriend, Kevin, drove me there even though I said I'd be fine going alone. I think I already knew our relationship wasn't going to work out long term, so I was kind of checked out. I felt bad about it though because Kev is actually a really good person, but our personalities just don't match. He's very introverted and doesn't like to go out, whereas I thrive in group settings. Anyway, he drove me and I ended up getting an X-ray. The doc came in to share the results and I was immediately put off by the dubious expression on his face.
"What do you mean the images are blurry?" I asked.
"Well, it's just… that. They're blurry. It's very unusual for this to happen unless you have a pacemaker or some other device implanted. Do you know if you have something like that?"
"No, never," I said with a quaver in my voice. For some reason I thought back on my childhood dream with the surgeon and felt the urge to vomit.
"Well, let's run a CT scan and see if we can make anything out." He soothed.
Normally the CT and MRI dock was booked for a week out but the doctor happened to have an open space for me that same morning, so I waited about an hour and then got in the big tube machine that took pictures of my chest and abdomen. He said he should have the results by Thursday. That was Yesterday.
I was driving onto campus for my 9AM class when I got the call.
"Hello, this is Dr. **** calling for Josie **** ." (names redacted for privacy reasons)
"Oh, yes, this is Josie," I said and fit the phone between my shoulder and ear as I tried to find a comfortable posture."
"Yes, hello," the male doctor said in grave way which made me feel like this wasn't going to be a short call. "I wanted to see if you were available to come in today for some more tests."
"More tests?" I asked. "What about the first ones?" Images of blocked heart valves and cancer presented themselves on my mental screen.
"Yes, well, I wanted to discuss the results with you in person. There was a bit of a … well, an inconsistency, and I didn't want to upset you—"
"Upset me!?" I blurted, my free hand flying out over the steering wheel, swerving my car toward the curb. I corrected, then lowered my voice, "sorry, I don't mean to be …" be, what? This is completely absurd. "Could you at least give me some indication of what's wrong with me? I'm just kind of panicking here."
The doctor was quiet for a moment, then returned. "Sorry, Josie, I didn't mean to spook you. Both the X-ray scan and CT scan are picking up interference which is unusual. It's possible it's just a flaw on our end, so that's why we wanted you to come back in—to do an MRI and really verify what the issue is. This one would be free of charge and we'd get you results same-day as we feel bad about the issues with the machinery. Do you think that would be possible?"
I took a deep breath. I still felt uneasy, but at least now there was some kind of explanation I could lean on. "Okay, yeah, I can come in. I have class until 9:50AM, but I can drive over after and be there around 10:15, 10:20-ish. Would that work?"
"That would work great. We'll see you then."
I spent the whole of my communications class thinking about what could be wrong with me, doodling my ideas down on a notebook. Heart disease. Cancer. Some kind of peptic ulcer. Maybe it was the pill? The drinking? Was this some kind of cosmic retribution? I didn't know.
An hour later I was back at the hospital. I expected to be ushered into the MRI prep room, but instead I found myself in one of the normal patient rooms, sitting upright on a bed. The nurse did the preliminary height and weight measurements and medical history. I asked about the MRI, but all she said was that the doctor will discuss that with me. Before she left, she handed me an assessment to fill out. It seemed to be a list of questions about the medical history of my family, specifically about our mental health. Does your family have a history of Schizophrenia? Have there been any instances of domestic abuse? Did you have vivid nightmares as a child? Etc. I marked the boxes, then set the clipboard down.
At last I heard the fated knock on the door, and my doctor came in holding an Ipad. The door was only open for maybe a couple seconds, but I could see multiple nurses and technicians peeking their heads in my direction, as if they were trying to catch a glimpse of me. That can't be good.
"Hello, Josie," the doctor said and clicked on the little TV screen. He didn't even look at me. I could see dried sweat along his hairline.
"What's happening? I thought I was going to get an MRI…"
"Well, actually we aren't sure if that's the best course of action." the doctor said as he clicked the screen and pulled up a series of images.
"Can you look at me, please?" I snapped.
The doctor raised his head and tilted it in my direction. His mouth was agape, his eyes wide as if only realizing I was here at that moment. "I'm sorry, Josie." He took a deep breath, preparing some kind of canned presentation, then let it out and said, "It's just easier if I show you." He pulled up the first global image from what I presume was my CT scan. It was a front-shot. I could see my organs as little geometric shapes and—
"Wait, what is that?" I asked, pointing at the screen.
"That—is the problem."
I spent the next minute just staring at it. Somehow, in between all of the organs, there was some kind of cylindrical mass—I thought it was my spine at first but quickly realized it was too wide and there weren't any vertebrae—and at the head of the mass was, very clearly, a hand.
"What the fuck is that" I said in a tone that was at once forceful and pointed.
"It appears," the doctor started, looking away again. "It appears that there is a mechanical hand in your chest cavity. It's attached to a piece of a forearm that begins at your stomach, here," he pointed, "and continues up until, well, it appears to be holding your heart."
Ten seconds passed in silence. Then I was hit with the equivalent of the laughing gas they give you at the Dentist's office. All the blood in my body surged to my forehead and I felt light as the very thin hospital air. "Hahaha!!! You expect me to believe that? What kind of fucking clown-show hospital is this? Am I at the circus?' I stood up and started toward the door. The doctor body blocked me.
"Please, Josie, that isn't it."
"Oh?" I said sarcastically. "Please, do tell."
"Could you have—oh, okay, okay,, let me explain."
I stood there with my arms folded, unrelenting.
"When we first had you do the X-ray there was a big blur. It was clear that something was blocking us from seeing the image. The CT scan was able to take some actual pictures of it. I know it seems, well, unusual—"
"Wait, what the hell is that?" I asked, gesturing toward the clipboard.
"What?" The doctor looked disoriented.
"Those questions. Are you trying to insinuate that my mom and dad implanted some kind of mechanical hand in my body?"
"No," the doctor raised his hands. "We were just trying to gather some more information… Josie," the doctor said as I once again headed for the door handle. "Please, there's more. From the blood test we conducted it seems that you're pregnant."
I was so done. "I'm on the pill, asshole." I sneered and swung the door open, ignoring the sets of eyes trained on me as I scurried to the end of the hall, ran outside, and climbed into my car. I expected to see a bunch of people in white coats running after me, but there was no one. I started the car as tears began to stream from my eyes. Fuck them, I thought and sped out of the parking lot.
I couldn't return to my apartment. I ended up driving for hours, working my way back to my hometown. I spent a long time thinking about all the things I had experienced growing up. The stomach pain, slowly working its way up to my chest. The vivid dream of the surgeon feeling around my guts. Was it really that crazy to think my body was trying to tell me something? Why had I decided against having a CT scan all those years ago? Why now? I didn't—couldn't believe what was happening to me. But was that just because I didn't want to believe it?
And then there was the pregnancy. I was definitely on the pill. I knew it wasn't Kev's, or at least I was pretty sure it wasn't. We haven't been having sex for a little over a month now. But did that mean that something else didn't impregnate me? My paranoia was at its peak. I considered the possibility that maybe it was me that was Schizophrenic. None of this made any sense. I wanted my dad. I missed him. I considered going to see my mom, but despite making up with her, I still didn't feel close enough to her to own up to everything. I wanted to be alone—needed to be alone.
I ended up getting a Motel about 10 minutes away from my house. It was around 1AM when I finally opened the door to my room and laid down on the bed. After hours of thinking, a single thought occurred to me like a kind of defense mechanism: if I really am pregnant, I'm not keeping the baby. I want it out.
Just as I was drifting off to sleep, I heard the notification sound go off on my phone, which was odd since I was sure I had set it to vibrate. I turned and grabbed it, unplugging it from its charging dock. I had received a text message from an unknown, 5-digit number: 66669. This is what it said.
66669: If you terminate my baby, I will crush your heart.
***
I haven't been able to sleep since. It's now 6AM and I've drafted this as a cry for help. Please, let me know what you think I should do. I'm too "in it" to see the details clearly. I feel alone and scared and paranoid. Someone or something is watching me. Maybe it has been my whole life.
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2024.05.13 21:52 69newbie69 First Health Insurance (US)- Please help me decide
Hi everyone!
I graduated last week from university and will be starting my new job soon. Up until now, my university provided health insurance (I'm an intl. student here alone), but as this will be my first professional job, I need help deciding on the best insurance plan. I am unfamiliar with the insurance terms and they always get me confused (Deductible, OOP, etc).
A little about my health background: I have chronic neck and shoulder pain that may require two to three MRI/CT scans and nerve injections for anti-inflammatory treatment in the future. I have already seen a specialist last year but that was on my school insurance. I anticipate at least six to eight doctor visits this year, 2024.
Aetna Plans offered from Employer : https://imgur.com/a/wTQRNMo
Thank you so much for everyone’s help xx
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I graduated last week from university and will be starting my new job soon. Up until now, my university provided health insurance (I'm an intl. student here alone), but as this will be my first professional job, I need help deciding on the best insurance plan. I am unfamiliar with the insurance terms and they always get me confused (Deductible, OOP, etc).
A little about my health background: I have chronic neck and shoulder pain that may require two to three MRI/CT scans and nerve injections for anti-inflammatory treatment in the future. I have already seen a specialist last year but that was on my school insurance. I anticipate at least six to eight doctor visits this year, 2024.
Aetna Plans offered from Employer : https://imgur.com/a/wTQRNMo
Thank you so much for everyone’s help xx
2024.05.13 21:44 HeavenLeigh412 Acupuncture
I had L4-L5 discectomy and spinal fusion after an accident at work. Long story short, I have a pacemaker, and workers comp dragged their feet about my MRI because of it. I had CT scan 11 months after the accident and surgeon was willing to do surgery from that film... it was denied because they wanted an MRI... The MRI was finally done after 14 months.. and I worked that entire time. My job is strenuous and involves a lot of lifting. Anyway, my surgery was 18 months after the accident, and I worked 17 months of that doing more damage. My fusion has healed perfectly, but I never got the feeling back in my legs, and I still have muscle spasms in my back and legs... surgeon recommended acupuncture which workers comp denied because their dr said this is as good as I'm going to get. I'm still on all my meds almost a year later. What I'm trying to figure out is if anyone has tried acupuncture and it helped them? My husband and I are trying to figure out if it's worth paying out of pocket for...
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2024.05.13 21:40 SnooPuppers4978 Couple moving from CT. Help with ideas for area home locations/neighborhoods
Hi there! So, I just recently received a job offer in McKinney. My wife, working for Southwest Airlines will be relocating with me and will need to commute to Love Field. We are in our mid 40's coming from CT with no kids. We love the outdoors, food and music. We are looking to rent a place for a year or so, to take our time to find a home and adjust. Looking for recommendations for location ideas to commute from. We are coming from a rural area and prefer that over city life. We are trying to stay in a budget under 2.2k per month for an apartment/condo. We have a dog so access to parks and trails would be great. We are seeing a lot of “cookie cutter” neighborhoods, and while they seem nice, especially for growing families it really isn’t what we are looking for.
Thanks in advance!!
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2024.05.13 21:05 LanguageSlow2478 Survived a what should've been fatal car accident about a year ago an no one can ever understand how hard it was for me
So on 02/02/2023 I was involved in a car accident. I was the front passenger (21), my younger brother (19) was behind the driver (21) and the driver was a friend that I'd been to school with and good friends with for a few years. It was a swooping corner where the speed limit for the road was 50mph. I don't remember the accident because of the extent of my injuries, which I'll talk about further on, but my brother seems to remember it like it was yesterday. I'm not going to get into all the nits and grits because I'm not here to talk about that. From my brothers recollection she was going 60/65mph. Now this corner is a corner that most people take going about 35-40mph fastest so when it was hit with this speed, she lost control. The car flipped twice and caused driver and bro to pass out for a second. Now me, me on the other hand, I got fucked up. So, unconscious and the fire brigade had to cut me out. Ambulance got to me after that and I had a seizure in the ambulance. This is all on a corner 5 minutes away from my home, maybe not even that so my mum had quickly attended. The ambulance had to give me 4 pints of plasma and 4 pints of platelets on scene so, damn I've lost more than half of my blood on scene so yeah oof ok. I was unconscious the whole time, sent to the Trauma ER, thank god, and well that's where it begins in a way.
I'm sorry to bombard you guys with this as my first post, I've got accounts I just didn't want to put time into logging in. So, injuries I'll list em head to toe:- Major head trauma: Skull fracture, Right side perforated ear drum, Fractured spine (C6), Broken clavicle, Broken elbow, Broken ribs x2 (4L, 6R, I believe), Nerve damage of the entirety of my left side: Nerve damage to the eye caused double vision as the nerves in the eye couldn't move the eye as well, Due to the perforated ear drum I now require a hearing aid because it's damaged and doesn't work as well. I was in a coma for 5-7 days (can't remember how long),The major head trauma caused me to forget a good chunk of the year before and the memory loss got more sparse the further it went back so I remembered childhood shit but not much of 2022, Kind of most of 2021, then it drains off and None of 2023. I got a good amount of 2022 and 2023 given back to me through other people telling me memories. My family were all in the hospital within an hour, they were told by the doctors that they didn't know if I would survive but if I did that there was a high chance of me having a disability of some sort or not remember them. Even in ICU when I started to twitch and move the way my family's used to seeing me move, they'd always be like 'It might just be her reflexes' n shit like that.
This is where it gets deep. That's the first thing I had to learn to deal with, I had short term memory loss from the brain injury so I had to rely on the memory of others. Before the crash I was smoking weed, didn't have a reliable job that I wanted yet and I was free. I'd broken up with my first girlfriend of 4 years and I spent the whole of January finding girls to shag (I slept with 3 from after Christmas till the crash) and I had no commitments. Nada. I remember feeling fucked with not knowing what to do but feeling great about the fact I was free. It had it's ups and downs. After the crash I was in hospital till mid march, I got my neck brace off in Jul/Aug, I got a girlfriend in August (one of the ones from January that I'd been chatting to in hospital and shagged in my neck brace) and then come round to September I manage to have the energy for a few shifts at the pub. Then, since January, I've been working full time, 5 days a week at a Primary school. One thing that no one can understand is what it feels like to come from being that weak, so weak that anyone around you doesn't want you to carry anything to in the gym better than before. I look fine now. Believe it or not the only visible injuries that say I nearly died are my hearing aid, my neck scar from my hospital tube and a wonky broken finger (but that happened in hospital because the nurses weren't watching me when they were told 24/7 watching so it's fucked). I look fine but I'm not fine. I think part of what I'm sick of is people seeing that I've healed physically so they assume I'm fine and better than before but no, I'm worse. I feel worse than I did when I was fucked up, neck brace on 24/7, Oramorph at night as well as literally 12 other pills. 12 pills 3 times a day. No one will ever know what it was like to have to take all of that. They all had a purpose, every single one 3 times a day had a FUCKING PURPOSE. I'm only taking 4 a day now but that's because I've been diagnosed with ADHD and I'm taking meds for that. Only ones from hospital I'm still taking is Propanalol but I'm due for a review. All of these appointments. CT scan, MRI scan, finger check up, clean neck brace, get your hearing tested, do a teaching assistant course, learn to be a SEND teaching assistant on the job, check up for your health condition, confirm with the doctor you can drive. ALL THIS SHIT BECAUSE MY FRIEND OFFERED TO DRIVE AND I SAID YES, WHEN I WAS GOING TO DRIVE.
Moral of this is, if literally anyone has had anything similar or something they thing they should say about their experience that might help me with all of this. I'm not gonna read back through to check for grammar errors or make the story come across perfectly. At the moment it just feels like the only thing that's stopping me top myself is knowing I've got money coming my way. It's hard though because how far can someone be pushed until money isn't worth living for.
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I'm sorry to bombard you guys with this as my first post, I've got accounts I just didn't want to put time into logging in. So, injuries I'll list em head to toe:- Major head trauma: Skull fracture, Right side perforated ear drum, Fractured spine (C6), Broken clavicle, Broken elbow, Broken ribs x2 (4L, 6R, I believe), Nerve damage of the entirety of my left side: Nerve damage to the eye caused double vision as the nerves in the eye couldn't move the eye as well, Due to the perforated ear drum I now require a hearing aid because it's damaged and doesn't work as well. I was in a coma for 5-7 days (can't remember how long),The major head trauma caused me to forget a good chunk of the year before and the memory loss got more sparse the further it went back so I remembered childhood shit but not much of 2022, Kind of most of 2021, then it drains off and None of 2023. I got a good amount of 2022 and 2023 given back to me through other people telling me memories. My family were all in the hospital within an hour, they were told by the doctors that they didn't know if I would survive but if I did that there was a high chance of me having a disability of some sort or not remember them. Even in ICU when I started to twitch and move the way my family's used to seeing me move, they'd always be like 'It might just be her reflexes' n shit like that.
This is where it gets deep. That's the first thing I had to learn to deal with, I had short term memory loss from the brain injury so I had to rely on the memory of others. Before the crash I was smoking weed, didn't have a reliable job that I wanted yet and I was free. I'd broken up with my first girlfriend of 4 years and I spent the whole of January finding girls to shag (I slept with 3 from after Christmas till the crash) and I had no commitments. Nada. I remember feeling fucked with not knowing what to do but feeling great about the fact I was free. It had it's ups and downs. After the crash I was in hospital till mid march, I got my neck brace off in Jul/Aug, I got a girlfriend in August (one of the ones from January that I'd been chatting to in hospital and shagged in my neck brace) and then come round to September I manage to have the energy for a few shifts at the pub. Then, since January, I've been working full time, 5 days a week at a Primary school. One thing that no one can understand is what it feels like to come from being that weak, so weak that anyone around you doesn't want you to carry anything to in the gym better than before. I look fine now. Believe it or not the only visible injuries that say I nearly died are my hearing aid, my neck scar from my hospital tube and a wonky broken finger (but that happened in hospital because the nurses weren't watching me when they were told 24/7 watching so it's fucked). I look fine but I'm not fine. I think part of what I'm sick of is people seeing that I've healed physically so they assume I'm fine and better than before but no, I'm worse. I feel worse than I did when I was fucked up, neck brace on 24/7, Oramorph at night as well as literally 12 other pills. 12 pills 3 times a day. No one will ever know what it was like to have to take all of that. They all had a purpose, every single one 3 times a day had a FUCKING PURPOSE. I'm only taking 4 a day now but that's because I've been diagnosed with ADHD and I'm taking meds for that. Only ones from hospital I'm still taking is Propanalol but I'm due for a review. All of these appointments. CT scan, MRI scan, finger check up, clean neck brace, get your hearing tested, do a teaching assistant course, learn to be a SEND teaching assistant on the job, check up for your health condition, confirm with the doctor you can drive. ALL THIS SHIT BECAUSE MY FRIEND OFFERED TO DRIVE AND I SAID YES, WHEN I WAS GOING TO DRIVE.
Moral of this is, if literally anyone has had anything similar or something they thing they should say about their experience that might help me with all of this. I'm not gonna read back through to check for grammar errors or make the story come across perfectly. At the moment it just feels like the only thing that's stopping me top myself is knowing I've got money coming my way. It's hard though because how far can someone be pushed until money isn't worth living for.
2024.05.13 21:01 69newbie69 First Insurance in US - Please help me decide
Hi everyone!
I graduated last week from university and will be starting my new job soon. Up until now, my university provided health insurance (I'm an intl. student), but as this will be my first professional job, I need help deciding on the best insurance plan. A little about my health background: I have chronic neck and shoulder pain that may require two to three MRI/CT scans and nerve injections for anti-inflammatory treatment in the future. I anticipate at least six to eight doctor visits this year, 2024.
Aetna Plans offered : https://imgur.com/a/wTQRNMo
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I graduated last week from university and will be starting my new job soon. Up until now, my university provided health insurance (I'm an intl. student), but as this will be my first professional job, I need help deciding on the best insurance plan. A little about my health background: I have chronic neck and shoulder pain that may require two to three MRI/CT scans and nerve injections for anti-inflammatory treatment in the future. I anticipate at least six to eight doctor visits this year, 2024.
Aetna Plans offered : https://imgur.com/a/wTQRNMo
2024.05.13 19:55 Goodfella1133 Managing IBS with an in-person 9-5
Well folks, after a CT scan and colonoscopy, as well as consults with two different GI doctors, I indeed have IBS. This all started about a year ago. I've always been fairly athletic and a healthy weight without major health issues for most of my life. I'm in my early 30's. My main symptoms seem to fall in the IBS-D category, although I'm not convinced I'm not "Mixed". The one I hate the most is a sudden urgency to defecate at around 5am everyday. This has fucked with my sleep/circadian rhythm. I am still sorting through all of this and the way different food groups impact my body. Following a low-FODMAP diet seems to help me. Not eating too late seems to help ( at least 2 hours before bed). Cutting out alcohol seems to help. The worse part about all of this for me is that I used to be a very adventurous eater. I am one of those "skinny people" that eat "whatever they want". I've done that my whole life. Well, clearly I cant do that anymore. I have a sweet tooth, I love spicy foods, I fucking adore coffee, and I love to try random microbrews like the basic bitch I am. I'm struggling to cut the coffee. But since I started having these symptoms, I have had to adjust to changing those aspects of my lifestyle too. But whatever, I will do what I have to do there.
But when it comes to managing IBS and a 9-5, in person office job, how do y'all manage? Especially if you lean on the IBS-D side? Peppermint tea seems to help. Meditating regularly seems to help. Discussing this with my employer has definitely helped. If I drink Pepto, it seems to mess up my bowel habit "flow" if you know what I mean. Did anyone notice improvements when they cut out coffee/most caffeine? Does cannabis (and not the "munchies" brought on my cannabis that can make one make poor decisions and eat trigger foods) make anyone else's symptoms worse here? This a half vent/half looking for advice post. Thanks if you read this far.
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But when it comes to managing IBS and a 9-5, in person office job, how do y'all manage? Especially if you lean on the IBS-D side? Peppermint tea seems to help. Meditating regularly seems to help. Discussing this with my employer has definitely helped. If I drink Pepto, it seems to mess up my bowel habit "flow" if you know what I mean. Did anyone notice improvements when they cut out coffee/most caffeine? Does cannabis (and not the "munchies" brought on my cannabis that can make one make poor decisions and eat trigger foods) make anyone else's symptoms worse here? This a half vent/half looking for advice post. Thanks if you read this far.
2024.05.13 18:42 BillyBoyBrilliance Inner Ear Pressure
Can someone help me diagnose possible explanations for what im experiencing?
Ive been dealing with pressure build up in my ears for some time now. Sometimes when I inhale or exhale it feels like my ears get clogged. Sometimes it just happens. And it may take anywhere from a few moments to hours before the pressure dispells.
A few times it took so long that I actively forgot that the pressure was there (usually when I'm engaged in my job or activity that I happen to be doing at that moment) and then hours later, sometimes when I yawn or take a deep breathe, or working out it suddenly releases. Then in worst case scenarios it fills with pressure again. Sometimes immediately, sometimes a few minutes, hours... or if I breathe in too deep.
I commute between NJ, NY, CT, and MA often so I assumed that changes in elevation were to blame, but this issue seems to only be affecting me and not my crew mates. I then assumed maybe it's the pressure created in the cab of the pick up or box truck we commute in, yet once again it's only me.
I was advised to look into Eustachian Tube Dysfunction. It took me a while to actually go to the doctors because of insurance and financials and alike. And before it wasn't as frequent so tended to forget about it.
There used to be itching and popping that went along with it, but that hasn't happened for a while. I'm assuming that had more to do with wax build up although there were times it tickled after I cleaned out my ears. I also purposely didn't clean my ears between my last two visits to the ENT to see if wax build up was the problem. Initial visit was in January and my test was this past week in May. And I was told I didn't have alot of wax. I believe he said very little build up.
I'm assuming it's not hearing loss because I can feel the pressure relief when it goes away and the "surge" in ambient noise in the room. I even seem to notice the change in how I sound to myself. How much louder and clearer I sound to myself with a slight difference in the tone of my voice.
Although not diagnosed, I'm pretty sure I have sleep apnea. I also have seasonal allergies. The allergies were absolutely worse when I was younger, but now it's still apparent I have them, I just don't get the same intense sneezing fits I used to get.
My last two visits to the ENT didn't help I aced the ear sound exam but at the previous visit he did mention that my nosal passages seemed small. I'm only mentioning this because apparently all that stuff seem to be interconnected.
Please any help or advice is greatly appreciated. I've been dealing with this for years which i realised probably didnt help, but its wasnt as frequent then, and it only seems to be getting worse. It's atleast once a day now.
Oh Side note, sometimes when I'm smoking weed that seems to help release the pressure. Someone suggested that maybe it's do to my blood pumping and circulating when I'm smoking. That maybe I have blood circulation problems since i gained weight.
I used to be alot skinnier and fit when I was younger. Avid runner 210 pounds at my prime. I'm now 330 pounds, I carry it well, or so I'm told. I may have more fat but I certainly have more muscle and very used to physical labor. Not to sound insensitive I'm not sloppy 330 more like dad bod.
I'm just trying to give as much info as possible to help figure this out.
PLEASEEEEEEE
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Ive been dealing with pressure build up in my ears for some time now. Sometimes when I inhale or exhale it feels like my ears get clogged. Sometimes it just happens. And it may take anywhere from a few moments to hours before the pressure dispells.
A few times it took so long that I actively forgot that the pressure was there (usually when I'm engaged in my job or activity that I happen to be doing at that moment) and then hours later, sometimes when I yawn or take a deep breathe, or working out it suddenly releases. Then in worst case scenarios it fills with pressure again. Sometimes immediately, sometimes a few minutes, hours... or if I breathe in too deep.
I commute between NJ, NY, CT, and MA often so I assumed that changes in elevation were to blame, but this issue seems to only be affecting me and not my crew mates. I then assumed maybe it's the pressure created in the cab of the pick up or box truck we commute in, yet once again it's only me.
I was advised to look into Eustachian Tube Dysfunction. It took me a while to actually go to the doctors because of insurance and financials and alike. And before it wasn't as frequent so tended to forget about it.
There used to be itching and popping that went along with it, but that hasn't happened for a while. I'm assuming that had more to do with wax build up although there were times it tickled after I cleaned out my ears. I also purposely didn't clean my ears between my last two visits to the ENT to see if wax build up was the problem. Initial visit was in January and my test was this past week in May. And I was told I didn't have alot of wax. I believe he said very little build up.
I'm assuming it's not hearing loss because I can feel the pressure relief when it goes away and the "surge" in ambient noise in the room. I even seem to notice the change in how I sound to myself. How much louder and clearer I sound to myself with a slight difference in the tone of my voice.
Although not diagnosed, I'm pretty sure I have sleep apnea. I also have seasonal allergies. The allergies were absolutely worse when I was younger, but now it's still apparent I have them, I just don't get the same intense sneezing fits I used to get.
My last two visits to the ENT didn't help I aced the ear sound exam but at the previous visit he did mention that my nosal passages seemed small. I'm only mentioning this because apparently all that stuff seem to be interconnected.
Please any help or advice is greatly appreciated. I've been dealing with this for years which i realised probably didnt help, but its wasnt as frequent then, and it only seems to be getting worse. It's atleast once a day now.
Oh Side note, sometimes when I'm smoking weed that seems to help release the pressure. Someone suggested that maybe it's do to my blood pumping and circulating when I'm smoking. That maybe I have blood circulation problems since i gained weight.
I used to be alot skinnier and fit when I was younger. Avid runner 210 pounds at my prime. I'm now 330 pounds, I carry it well, or so I'm told. I may have more fat but I certainly have more muscle and very used to physical labor. Not to sound insensitive I'm not sloppy 330 more like dad bod.
I'm just trying to give as much info as possible to help figure this out.
PLEASEEEEEEE
2024.05.13 18:35 HedgeHagg Small claims court?
I live in CT and a truck from a nation-wide company ran over a light.
Their insurance company is refusing to pay enough to cover the cost of labor and replacement light. They’re offering to cover about half of what the job would entail.
I have sent them quotes for labor and the replacement light. We presented them with clear photo and video evidence of the driver destroying the light.
They will not budge and I’m not sure if we need to pursue small claims court for the matter. We are asking for a minimum of what the repairs/lighting will cost and will still need to pay a lot out of pocket to fix the property damage.
I’m not really sure what to do to receive fair reimbursement from the damage and know they are just trying to wear me down by not budging.
Thank you!
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Their insurance company is refusing to pay enough to cover the cost of labor and replacement light. They’re offering to cover about half of what the job would entail.
I have sent them quotes for labor and the replacement light. We presented them with clear photo and video evidence of the driver destroying the light.
They will not budge and I’m not sure if we need to pursue small claims court for the matter. We are asking for a minimum of what the repairs/lighting will cost and will still need to pay a lot out of pocket to fix the property damage.
I’m not really sure what to do to receive fair reimbursement from the damage and know they are just trying to wear me down by not budging.
Thank you!
2024.05.13 17:58 lildoggieguy Finance/Monetization certs/part-time MAs?
For a while I've been toying with the idea of some kind of additional degree or certification. I'm a senior PM with ~7 years experience (the last 5 of which at a household name, highly successful software company) so the typical (and costly) MBA to "break into" product isn't really necessary, but my motivations are:
Looking for something I could do part time/while working within 1-3 years. I'm based in CT/work in NYC for anything in person, otherwise would prefer online (ok with some travel for orientation/intensive sessions).
Any recommendations?
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- I hold a BA in English and would like *something* on my resume that shows some level of quant or business related education
- As I progress in my career, I've found myself more and more working on new features that require a monetization strategy, and working with higher level leadership on finance and pricing related strategy. I have NO background in these concepts and feel I would benefit from some formal (corporate) financial literacy. I also would eventually like to get back into the startup world and even have some interest in the VC world, and wonder if dipping my toe into these finance topics could help solidify my direction.
- I love being in school and enjoy learning new things. If I didn't find this personally fulfilling, I'd probably stick with free resources and learning on the job. But I'm really interested in finding a program that both compliments my career interests and can be a sort of "hobby" for lack of a better word
Looking for something I could do part time/while working within 1-3 years. I'm based in CT/work in NYC for anything in person, otherwise would prefer online (ok with some travel for orientation/intensive sessions).
Any recommendations?
2024.05.13 17:26 avibrant_salmon_jpg Is my employer's insurance bad? Should I enroll in it?
I am clueless when it comes to health insurance, and I have no idea what's considered "good" or "bad". I was on medicaid when I was a kid because my family was poor, but I have a job now and no Ionger qualify.
My workplace's plan has a deductible of $5000 and an out of pocket cost of $8700. The premium is under 200 (I think around 150?). Nothing other than basic preventative care is covered before the deductible, apparently. I've heard some of my coworkers complain about it, and a lot of them are on their spouses plan instead. I don't have that option tho
The idea of spending $5000 before insurance kicks in is insane to me. I don't make that much money, and I'm the main provider for 3 other people so I don't have a lot of money left at the end of the month. On top of that I have some health issues going on and have had to get a lot of lab work and other stuff (CT, xray, and ultrasounds) done recently, so I know I'll be having to pay for stuff out of pocket since the insurance won't cover it.
A friend told me to look at Marketplace, and if my job didn't offer insurance I'd be able to get a considerable discount, but because it does I'd have to pay full price for coverage. And that just isn't doable.
The insurance my job offers seems not great to me, but do I just have unrealistic expectations? Is it bad?
I don't know what to do, and I really need insurance, and I feel so dumb trying to make sense of insurance costs.
Sorry of this isn't the right flair
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My workplace's plan has a deductible of $5000 and an out of pocket cost of $8700. The premium is under 200 (I think around 150?). Nothing other than basic preventative care is covered before the deductible, apparently. I've heard some of my coworkers complain about it, and a lot of them are on their spouses plan instead. I don't have that option tho
The idea of spending $5000 before insurance kicks in is insane to me. I don't make that much money, and I'm the main provider for 3 other people so I don't have a lot of money left at the end of the month. On top of that I have some health issues going on and have had to get a lot of lab work and other stuff (CT, xray, and ultrasounds) done recently, so I know I'll be having to pay for stuff out of pocket since the insurance won't cover it.
A friend told me to look at Marketplace, and if my job didn't offer insurance I'd be able to get a considerable discount, but because it does I'd have to pay full price for coverage. And that just isn't doable.
The insurance my job offers seems not great to me, but do I just have unrealistic expectations? Is it bad?
I don't know what to do, and I really need insurance, and I feel so dumb trying to make sense of insurance costs.
Sorry of this isn't the right flair
2024.05.13 16:12 TimeAd6722 Any Ideas on my husband's next best step with new anxiety issues ?
My husband (33M) has been having new anxiety issues that he has never experienced in the past. He has lived a pretty happy life. Good, close family and happy upbringing. Good, solid job that he has always done well at and seemed to like. Pretty extroverted and well-liked by people. We have a healthy two-year old who he loves and adores and just found out we are expecting a 2nd that we have been trying for.
He said he started to feel "cloudy" about a month ago and he said it first started in stressful situations at work but started to happen more frequently not just in stressful situations. He was worried something physically was wrong with him and he got checked out by his GP doctor and also went to the ER too to get more tests done CT Scans/EKG/etc. He worked himself up prior to getting these tests done and we believe he had a panic attack because of it. Physically everything ended up totally fine and he was told that he most likely has been suffering from anxiety.
Since then, the anxiety has actually gotten worse. I think its because at least if it was something physically wrong with him that was causing the cloudiness/stress he would have been able to pinpoint the cause of it and maybe done something to fix it. However, he feels like now he can't pinpoint why he is feeling like this/feeling anxious and I think that is making him more anxious. It is becoming a more chronic problem and it is impacting him on an everyday basis. Any suggestions on what his next best step is? He is open to seeing a therapist/psychiatrist which is great. Or has anyone experienced something like this before? Any response would be greatly appreciated! TIA!
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He said he started to feel "cloudy" about a month ago and he said it first started in stressful situations at work but started to happen more frequently not just in stressful situations. He was worried something physically was wrong with him and he got checked out by his GP doctor and also went to the ER too to get more tests done CT Scans/EKG/etc. He worked himself up prior to getting these tests done and we believe he had a panic attack because of it. Physically everything ended up totally fine and he was told that he most likely has been suffering from anxiety.
Since then, the anxiety has actually gotten worse. I think its because at least if it was something physically wrong with him that was causing the cloudiness/stress he would have been able to pinpoint the cause of it and maybe done something to fix it. However, he feels like now he can't pinpoint why he is feeling like this/feeling anxious and I think that is making him more anxious. It is becoming a more chronic problem and it is impacting him on an everyday basis. Any suggestions on what his next best step is? He is open to seeing a therapist/psychiatrist which is great. Or has anyone experienced something like this before? Any response would be greatly appreciated! TIA!
2024.05.13 15:37 rivernee901 Advice for networking at Yale University?
Hi all! I’ve been applying for jobs with Yale University’s Office of Public Affairs & Communications in CT. I have a degree in Communications and I’m well qualified for mid/entry level. Yet no responses. I’d appreciate advice on how I can make myself stand out or network with the working community there? Thanks in advance!
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2024.05.13 14:55 rowdyrecords Confused on my results and what is wrong. Thyroid, throat and now brain???
I am a 24 year old AFAB person, who identifies as male (FtM transgender).
I presented to my Dr in November with multiple symptoms. The main ones being pain everywhere after working (traffic control job). I had experienced pins and needles in both my hands and feet, pain down my back, neck, legs and arms. Muscle pain and joint pain.
I am obese. 113kg, 178cm and Drs had been telling me it's all because of my weight, but I had lost 20kg and was the most physically fit I had ever been. It started off with checking all my vitamins, in which my vitamin D and iron was low, started vitamins and they became normal.
She then checked my thyroid, my results for antibodies are: Anti-Thyroid Peroxidase : > 1300 IU/mL (< 60), and Anti-Thyroglobulin : 15.0 IU/mL (< 4.5). Thyroid Stimulating Hormone (TSH) : 5.38 mIU/L (0.50-4.00) and Free Thyroxine (Free T4) : 17.1 pmol/L (10.0-23.0). My cortisol is: 709 nmol/L (145-619).
So obviously there's issues with my thyroid. I had all the symptoms of hypothyroidism when I had those tests but my Dr said that it's not that bad and to not worry about it. I then started getting issues with swallowing, breathing, needing to clear my throat, and a dry cough, which has all gotten much worse. A month after those original blood test for my thyroid (and other autoimmune diseases, which were negative), I was put on 25mg of levothyroxine, she said for 5 days only. Day 3 of taking it, my throat got so much worse, waking up during the night coughing and choking. Stopped the medication and it stopped/got better (not 100% but not waking up 10 times throughout the night). Dr said to try again, I did, and after 1 day it happened again. I stopped for a week because I left them at a friend's house. I am day 2 back on them again today and it's getting worse already.
I had my results from my thyroid ultrasound results today, "CLINICAL NOTES Elevated TSH with autoimmune markers FINDINGS: An isolated finding of elevated TSH does not define the nature of thyroid dysfunction. The thyroid is normal in size. Right lobe 7 cc, left lobe 6 cc, isthmus 4 mm. The thyroid parenchyma is heterogenous and hypervascular in keeping with thyroiditis. There is no focal thyroid lesion. There is no indication for biopsy. There is no cervical lymphadenopathy. CONCLUSION: Heterogenous hypervascular thyroid." - my Dr said that my thyroid was swollen, despite what the results say? I also have a lump, see here.
I also had a lot of chest pain, and had to go to hospital after urgent care did and ECG, they didn't tell me why I needed to, and the hospital sent me home with "abnormal" ECG and "talk to your Dr". I then had an echocardiogram which showed nothing other than "your main artery to your heart is a little swollen but it's not concerning and we will check it again in 2 years".
I've had an xray of my spine and neck, an ultrasound of my thyroid, and a CT of my spine. I have 2 bulging discs in my lower back but apparently aren't pressing on any nerves or causing issues.
However, despite no answers, everything is getting worse. Much worse. It's getting to the point I'm gasping from air when I'm trying to sleep, when I'm awake, after coughing it takes me a while to really catch my breath.
My Dr has ordered I got get an MRI of my brain since I also have little black floaties, and flashing lights in my vision every now and again. Alongside the pins and needles, and numbing in my arms and legs. I also have a referral to get a lateral x-ray of my neck, alongside a script for Nizatidine.
So my current medications are: Testogel (testosterone) 12.5mg nightly, Levothyroxine 25mcg and Nizatidine (haven't started).
She didn't tell me why I need an MRI. She said there is nothing I can do for my thyroid and to just let it be. I'm stressed out because I'm not getting any answers, nothing is progressing and I'm just getting more and more tests that come back "fine" but my Dr said my thyroid was swollen when it's not. But I still have a weird lump that wraps around my neck, super uncomfortable throat symptoms that are affecting every waking second of my life, pain all over all the time.
I'm getting really sick of it, and I'm tired. I need to work, I'm broke and I just need answers. If there is anything I need to clarify, please let me know. I've got 16 pages of medical tests we did, lmfao.
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I presented to my Dr in November with multiple symptoms. The main ones being pain everywhere after working (traffic control job). I had experienced pins and needles in both my hands and feet, pain down my back, neck, legs and arms. Muscle pain and joint pain.
I am obese. 113kg, 178cm and Drs had been telling me it's all because of my weight, but I had lost 20kg and was the most physically fit I had ever been. It started off with checking all my vitamins, in which my vitamin D and iron was low, started vitamins and they became normal.
She then checked my thyroid, my results for antibodies are: Anti-Thyroid Peroxidase : > 1300 IU/mL (< 60), and Anti-Thyroglobulin : 15.0 IU/mL (< 4.5). Thyroid Stimulating Hormone (TSH) : 5.38 mIU/L (0.50-4.00) and Free Thyroxine (Free T4) : 17.1 pmol/L (10.0-23.0). My cortisol is: 709 nmol/L (145-619).
So obviously there's issues with my thyroid. I had all the symptoms of hypothyroidism when I had those tests but my Dr said that it's not that bad and to not worry about it. I then started getting issues with swallowing, breathing, needing to clear my throat, and a dry cough, which has all gotten much worse. A month after those original blood test for my thyroid (and other autoimmune diseases, which were negative), I was put on 25mg of levothyroxine, she said for 5 days only. Day 3 of taking it, my throat got so much worse, waking up during the night coughing and choking. Stopped the medication and it stopped/got better (not 100% but not waking up 10 times throughout the night). Dr said to try again, I did, and after 1 day it happened again. I stopped for a week because I left them at a friend's house. I am day 2 back on them again today and it's getting worse already.
I had my results from my thyroid ultrasound results today, "CLINICAL NOTES Elevated TSH with autoimmune markers FINDINGS: An isolated finding of elevated TSH does not define the nature of thyroid dysfunction. The thyroid is normal in size. Right lobe 7 cc, left lobe 6 cc, isthmus 4 mm. The thyroid parenchyma is heterogenous and hypervascular in keeping with thyroiditis. There is no focal thyroid lesion. There is no indication for biopsy. There is no cervical lymphadenopathy. CONCLUSION: Heterogenous hypervascular thyroid." - my Dr said that my thyroid was swollen, despite what the results say? I also have a lump, see here.
I also had a lot of chest pain, and had to go to hospital after urgent care did and ECG, they didn't tell me why I needed to, and the hospital sent me home with "abnormal" ECG and "talk to your Dr". I then had an echocardiogram which showed nothing other than "your main artery to your heart is a little swollen but it's not concerning and we will check it again in 2 years".
I've had an xray of my spine and neck, an ultrasound of my thyroid, and a CT of my spine. I have 2 bulging discs in my lower back but apparently aren't pressing on any nerves or causing issues.
However, despite no answers, everything is getting worse. Much worse. It's getting to the point I'm gasping from air when I'm trying to sleep, when I'm awake, after coughing it takes me a while to really catch my breath.
My Dr has ordered I got get an MRI of my brain since I also have little black floaties, and flashing lights in my vision every now and again. Alongside the pins and needles, and numbing in my arms and legs. I also have a referral to get a lateral x-ray of my neck, alongside a script for Nizatidine.
So my current medications are: Testogel (testosterone) 12.5mg nightly, Levothyroxine 25mcg and Nizatidine (haven't started).
She didn't tell me why I need an MRI. She said there is nothing I can do for my thyroid and to just let it be. I'm stressed out because I'm not getting any answers, nothing is progressing and I'm just getting more and more tests that come back "fine" but my Dr said my thyroid was swollen when it's not. But I still have a weird lump that wraps around my neck, super uncomfortable throat symptoms that are affecting every waking second of my life, pain all over all the time.
I'm getting really sick of it, and I'm tired. I need to work, I'm broke and I just need answers. If there is anything I need to clarify, please let me know. I've got 16 pages of medical tests we did, lmfao.
2024.05.13 12:40 historia_n00b_roblox This is shit. undeserved
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2024.05.13 08:36 Born_Bet2335 BS in Health Sciences/Public Health and Masters in Speech Pathology
Currently looking to transition out of Speech Pathology completely. I have a bachelors in health sciences and public health, minor in speech and masters in speech pathology. Recently finished my first year post masters and absolutely hate it. There is zero upward mobility in this field and the pay is horrendous for the schooling I acquired.
Does anyone have any suggestions on job positions in health science/public health field that would suit my current skills? Any certifications I can take online to boost my resume? At this time - I am not necessarily looking to go back to school because of cost and uncertainty in what role I can land. However if I do successfully transition out I am happy to get additional schooling as needed. I have experience in the school system, early intervention, AAC, and acute care/inpatient rehab settings. Lots of formal meetings, advocating for clients, and educating the community. I have done plenty on the administrative end, tech savvy, knowledge of billing, and extensive experience working with Microsoft/Google/Zoom software.
Ideally remote would be great. However I am open to anything at this point to just break out of this field, I just have no idea what I should be searching for! Anything helps!!!! I am located in CT
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Does anyone have any suggestions on job positions in health science/public health field that would suit my current skills? Any certifications I can take online to boost my resume? At this time - I am not necessarily looking to go back to school because of cost and uncertainty in what role I can land. However if I do successfully transition out I am happy to get additional schooling as needed. I have experience in the school system, early intervention, AAC, and acute care/inpatient rehab settings. Lots of formal meetings, advocating for clients, and educating the community. I have done plenty on the administrative end, tech savvy, knowledge of billing, and extensive experience working with Microsoft/Google/Zoom software.
Ideally remote would be great. However I am open to anything at this point to just break out of this field, I just have no idea what I should be searching for! Anything helps!!!! I am located in CT
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2024.05.13 04:29 electricbutterfly88 Slipped Rib?
 | Hey guys- submitted by electricbutterfly88 to costochondritis [link] [comments] I was lucky enough to find this thread a few weeks into my alleged costo journey that began early April six weeks ago, before I was formally “diagnosed”, and I say that loosely bc my general doctor literally asked me what I thought it was because she didn’t provide any suggestions and I said based on Reddit- costo and then she agreed lol. I bought the back pod and do every suggested exercise on YouTube that’s posted here and lurk on the comments for mental support, lacrosse, tennis ball ect. I was referred to PT finally which I assumed would be a turning point due to Steve being a PT; and she suggested it was a slipped rib or rib subluxation and I will be going back this week to get it assessed by her coworker w more rib experience bc she said she also really doesn’t know. I do hear “clicking” and can feel movement in the area. At PT she did a test that made me look up and down rapidly and by the end of the day Friday I had a major flair. Today I am feeling almost dibilitaed. Backstory Main pain areas in red, yellow shows tightness areas . Two times in ER since this started April 4. (right side only) I (was) a desk worker but I was in such severe pain 24/7 I lost my job. Thought I was having a heart attack. EKG and X-rays, CT scan all normal. Blood work normal. Having more blood work and echo and echo stress test this week. Pain seems to flair up every two weeks without any real triggers. Hard to breath, today I have been crying all day and find it hard to move. Probably have panic attacks from the pain but I don’t really know much about panic or anxiety attacks. I say all this to ask if anyone in the community has had this slipped rib diagnosis and seen a chiropractor or PT for treatment and if so; your experience. Thanks everyone 🙏 |