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2019.09.08 09:49 EzraCelestine Shitty Restriction Food
Restrictive eating can be rough, but at least it forces the ingenuity out of us. This sub is for laughing/commiserating about the experience of eating things that're low calorie, and uhhhhh... "creative."
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2024.05.22 05:19 MichiganMan2424 [US-CA] [H] Finalmouse: Starlight-12 Achilles Small, Starlight Pro Last Legend Medium, Starlight Pro Tenz Medium [W] Paypal G&S, Local Cash, Mice/Mousepads
Timestamp
Local to 94551.
Prices reduced, again!
All prices are shipped, OBO, CONUS ONLY, same day if possible. Happy to trade as well, list below. All the mice come in the original box.
Will discount for bundles (larger discount for larger bundles). I have photo dumps of all the mice and can send to interested buyers.
Have >25 purchases, sales, and trades on mousemarket in the last 6 months.
I am thinning out my collection. Most of these mice are duplicates for me , and in most cases I bought a sealed BNIB or open-box version of the mouse and am now selling the one I had before.
Finalmouse Starlight Pro Tenz Medium $145 - Used for 15-20 hours, like new, has Tiger Ice skates installed. Recently received in a trade, used twice for 5-10 minutes each time to verify its functionality but otherwise have not used myself. Does NOT come with the grips.
Finalmouse Starlight Pro Last Legend Medium $145 - Almost no usage on the mouse, mouse is like-new. Stock skates have been replaced with dot skates. If you prefer stock skates, I have another LL in the same condition but with those instead of dot skates. Does NOT come with centerpiece code or grips.
Finalmouse Starlight-12 Achilles Small $300 - Traded for this one recently and it's absolute mint condition. Mouse was almost never used by the original owner. Comes with Tiger Ice skates installed. Particularly interested in trading for any of the SL12 god mice in medium, but happy to sell or trade for other items on my list.
Mice and mousepads I am looking for. Interested in trading for any of these and in purchasing most of them:
submitted by MichiganMan2424 to MouseMarket [link] [comments]
Local to 94551.
Prices reduced, again!
All prices are shipped, OBO, CONUS ONLY, same day if possible. Happy to trade as well, list below. All the mice come in the original box.
Will discount for bundles (larger discount for larger bundles). I have photo dumps of all the mice and can send to interested buyers.
Have >25 purchases, sales, and trades on mousemarket in the last 6 months.
I am thinning out my collection. Most of these mice are duplicates for me , and in most cases I bought a sealed BNIB or open-box version of the mouse and am now selling the one I had before.
Finalmouse Starlight Pro Tenz Medium $145 - Used for 15-20 hours, like new, has Tiger Ice skates installed. Recently received in a trade, used twice for 5-10 minutes each time to verify its functionality but otherwise have not used myself. Does NOT come with the grips.
Finalmouse Starlight Pro Last Legend Medium $145 - Almost no usage on the mouse, mouse is like-new. Stock skates have been replaced with dot skates. If you prefer stock skates, I have another LL in the same condition but with those instead of dot skates. Does NOT come with centerpiece code or grips.
Finalmouse Starlight-12 Achilles Small $300 - Traded for this one recently and it's absolute mint condition. Mouse was almost never used by the original owner. Comes with Tiger Ice skates installed. Particularly interested in trading for any of the SL12 god mice in medium, but happy to sell or trade for other items on my list.
Mice and mousepads I am looking for. Interested in trading for any of these and in purchasing most of them:
- Finalmouse Tournament Pro
- Finalmouse Classic Ergo
- Finalmouse Classic Ergo 2, any color
- Finalmouse SL12 Zeus (small or medium)
- Finalmouse SL12 Ares (small or medium)
- Finalmouse SL12 Hades (small or medium)
- Finalmouse SL12 Achilles (medium)
- Finalmouse SL12 Pegasus (medium)
- FM-1 Hyperglides
- FM-2 Hyperglides
- WLMouse Beast X Fabulous Beasts 8K, any color, BNIB or like-new
- WLMouuse Bast X Max, any color, BNIB or like-new
- Razer Viper V3 Pro, black preferred, BNIB or like-new
- Pwnage Stormbreaker Platinum, BNIB or like-new
- ROG Keris II ACE, BNIB or like-new
- Infinitymice Vagabond, BNIB or like-new
- Infinitymice Shogun, BNIB or like-new
- 4114 Mousepads, BNIB or like-new
- XL Artisan Mousepads, BNIB or like-new
- Yuki Aim cloth pads, BNIB or like-new (particularly 2022 and earlier)
- Wraith Blade X - Japan Edition, BNIB or like-new
- Kanami Nana or Naifu, BNIB or like-new
2024.05.22 05:17 ScheduleTraining5332 Just Diagnosed
Long post, please bear with me.
Pretty much what the title says. I thought this would be a good place to come to for realistic expectations of PCOS (and hopefully inspiring stories).
I (26F) just got diagnosed with PCOS today.
I’ve really taken it hard, I’ve cried all day long. I’m not sure if it’s just my hormones, but this has really hit me like a train. I hadn’t had a period in 4 months and had taken multiple pregnancy tests that all were negative. Ended up at the OBGYN to see what was happening with (no pregnancy symptoms.. I see why now). It would have been terrible timing, but we were planning on having kids in the next year or so and would have been happy if I was. My doctor was so sweet to me and I’m glad I found her. She’s starting me on bc for 3 months to try and jump start my periods.
All my symptoms make so much sense now, and I’m starting to realize things I’ve had over the last few years that I’ve labeled as “oh I’m just stressed “…. Especially the weight gain.
I used to be 130, over the last 5 years I now weigh 178 (gained 3 pounds in the last 2 weeks). I know it’s not terrible but she’s advised me to try and lose 15-20 pounds by October when I come back (if I can, as long as I’m trying)
How do I cope with my diagnosis. I’m truly heartbroken and uncertain about the future. I know there are worse things in the world but..
1) is it possible I can’t have children now?
2) Is it truly possible to lose my belly fat I’ve accumulated the last year?
3) How do I not be so sad?
If anyone has any advice or kind words you’re so appreciated. This has been really hard and I feel so lost.
submitted by ScheduleTraining5332 to PCOS [link] [comments]
Pretty much what the title says. I thought this would be a good place to come to for realistic expectations of PCOS (and hopefully inspiring stories).
I (26F) just got diagnosed with PCOS today.
I’ve really taken it hard, I’ve cried all day long. I’m not sure if it’s just my hormones, but this has really hit me like a train. I hadn’t had a period in 4 months and had taken multiple pregnancy tests that all were negative. Ended up at the OBGYN to see what was happening with (no pregnancy symptoms.. I see why now). It would have been terrible timing, but we were planning on having kids in the next year or so and would have been happy if I was. My doctor was so sweet to me and I’m glad I found her. She’s starting me on bc for 3 months to try and jump start my periods.
All my symptoms make so much sense now, and I’m starting to realize things I’ve had over the last few years that I’ve labeled as “oh I’m just stressed “…. Especially the weight gain.
I used to be 130, over the last 5 years I now weigh 178 (gained 3 pounds in the last 2 weeks). I know it’s not terrible but she’s advised me to try and lose 15-20 pounds by October when I come back (if I can, as long as I’m trying)
How do I cope with my diagnosis. I’m truly heartbroken and uncertain about the future. I know there are worse things in the world but..
1) is it possible I can’t have children now?
2) Is it truly possible to lose my belly fat I’ve accumulated the last year?
3) How do I not be so sad?
If anyone has any advice or kind words you’re so appreciated. This has been really hard and I feel so lost.
2024.05.22 05:17 X0036AU2XH Is it possible to get Wegovy boxes that are “duds” because they may not have been temp controlled correctly at the pharmacy? Is it likely? And what happens if you then take a working 2.4 after 8 weeks of “duds”
A month and a half ago my husband came straight from the pharmacy with my Wegovy and I noticed when I took it from him that it was room temp rather than cold. I immediately put them in the fridge and when I started using them I noticed that my appetite was coming back. I haven’t lost anything in 2 months, my appetite is back, my pants are feeling a little snugger and I’ve noticed recently that I’m also craving alcohol again.
I’m down to my 2nd to last pen and I’m trying to figure out what the hell to do when I pick up my next box - like, if I take the full dose, am I going to feel like death if it turned out the last 2 boxes had been compromised?
I’m still at a BMI of 31 and 195 pounds so I’d rather not go off of it - my goal was a BMI of 27 before quitting. I know I should talk to my doctor but I recently moved hundreds of miles from her office and won’t have a physical with my new doctor until November. I know if I tell my doctor my symptoms she’s going to want me to come in and it’s just logistically impossible with my work schedule/childcare.
Has this happened to you? Am I going to wish I were dead in two weeks if it turned the last 2 boxes were compromised?
submitted by X0036AU2XH to WegovyWeightLoss [link] [comments]
I’m down to my 2nd to last pen and I’m trying to figure out what the hell to do when I pick up my next box - like, if I take the full dose, am I going to feel like death if it turned out the last 2 boxes had been compromised?
I’m still at a BMI of 31 and 195 pounds so I’d rather not go off of it - my goal was a BMI of 27 before quitting. I know I should talk to my doctor but I recently moved hundreds of miles from her office and won’t have a physical with my new doctor until November. I know if I tell my doctor my symptoms she’s going to want me to come in and it’s just logistically impossible with my work schedule/childcare.
Has this happened to you? Am I going to wish I were dead in two weeks if it turned the last 2 boxes were compromised?
2024.05.22 05:16 Loose-Economics5000 F/29, M/38 Keep going back and forth and I need help
I tried to post here before but my account was too new. Scroll bellow for previous post, as I ended up going back with my husband.
UPDATE: I ended up coming back. I knew right away it was a terrible decision, but I did it anyways. I ended up losing my father and my grandparents because of it. I contacted my mom this time to try and help me.
I haven’t seen my mom since the day I left, and not seeing her has been such a traumatic experience for me. He tells me I need to move on from my family, that they don’t love me, that everyone’s moved on from me, that I’m living in the past and in a fantasy world, that I’m obsessed with my family (despite me never seeing them), and that I STILL need to choose between them or us.
I planned this for multiple months. I saved up money on the side, got a plan made for when he left, even went as far as finding an apartment. I did everything I needed to do. I paid for my mom to rent a car and she drove 700 miles in 10 hours to come and get me, but right at the last second I got too afraid. I will never forget the image of seeing my mom outside the window and waving to her crying because I couldn’t go outside. There are security cameras all over the house. I unplugged the Wi-Fi and said to myself I at least want to hug my mom, but even with no cameras on I was too afraid to go outside.
I’m not allowed to go out on my own, anywhere, not even to walk on the sidewalk. My husband has told me I can leave if that’s what I want, but no matter how much I try, I can’t. I feel like a bird trapped with the door open. I keep contemplating between stay and go. I even told my husband my brother passed away and I wanted to go to his funeral, he was so emotionless and barely responded to me, telling me it was unfortunate but he sees no good in me going to his funeral. I tried to ask him for help in convincing his parents I was going to travel for work or something, since they’d never be happy about me going and traveling on my own. He didn’t agree to it, said he can’t do anything for me and ultimately told me to do what I want and I’m already making decisions on my own anyways, which I clearly haven’t..
I feel like I’m crazy and losing my mind, he tells me there’s something wrong with me and that I’m a terrible wife, that after marriage my priority is my new family and I need to move on from my own family, even though I’ve been here for so many years taking care and supporting his. In the end my mom had to turn back, bawling and screaming she won’t leave without me, looking at her daughter through a window trying everything to get me to come out, but I begged her to leave and said I don’t need help.
So many attempts to leave but ultimately failing, it’s as if he can do anything to me and I’d stay, my mom was saying she won’t be living long and she hasn’t gotten to see her daughter in so long, and I couldn’t go out of the house. His parents were gone to pickup his sister from school and he’s out of the state until Thursday. Someone please help me because I feel like I’m going insane
PREVIOUS POST: My situation is too complex for anyone to get all of the details, but to summarize some main points:
It was such a traumatic experience, 10 years of your life given to a husband and family and all those years of sacrifice only to be told an ultimatum such as this. When I informed my family of my situation they were shocked and told me to leave immediately.
After a week of watching me cry and panic and him still not changing his mind, I pulled out a suitcase, changed my direct deposit and said “I guess I need to leave then.” My husband was shocked and started to guilt trip me saying he can’t believe I’d choose my family over them, and how it’s so messed up.
He even tried to convince me that my family doesn’t actually love or care about me. Saying that him and his family had always taken such good care of me (which they did), and that I’d be making a huuuge mistake.
Finally, he decided he would bend a bit and allow me to to visit my family. First, he wanted to come, until I told him my family will not even allow me to visit unless I was visiting alone. They didn’t want to see him or have anything to do with him.
So then he said I can go on my own, but, the only reason I’m even able to go is because he has a work trip scheduled for the same day and my flight and his flight would come back on the same day and time so his family would have no idea I went to see my family, they think I’m going with him.
All of this is a huge mess. In the last few weeks since he booked my flight, he has been saying all the right things, being sweet and kind and caring, but I feel like he’s just doing all this so that I don’t leave, as the entire situation in itself is so controlling.
We have bought a house and have been in the process as a family of fixing it up, decorating it, and literally planning an entire move and our whole future these last few months. Except in my head I’m wanting to just end things. When I visit my family this week, they do not want me to come back.
This will traumatize his family, especially his little sister who grew up with me around, and they also had two other sons leave home, and have been traumatized for years because of it. I feel so guilty that I will be adding to their trauma by leaving.
But no one cares about the trauma I have gone through over the years, and not being able to have any freedom to have friends or see my family, or even go out on my own, I’m completely isolated at home and have not known the real world in so long.
I have my families support to do this, but I am just so afraid that I’m going to feel guilt the rest of my life for ruining their entire plans and livelihood. Please, I need advice.
submitted by Loose-Economics5000 to abusiverelationships [link] [comments]
UPDATE: I ended up coming back. I knew right away it was a terrible decision, but I did it anyways. I ended up losing my father and my grandparents because of it. I contacted my mom this time to try and help me.
I haven’t seen my mom since the day I left, and not seeing her has been such a traumatic experience for me. He tells me I need to move on from my family, that they don’t love me, that everyone’s moved on from me, that I’m living in the past and in a fantasy world, that I’m obsessed with my family (despite me never seeing them), and that I STILL need to choose between them or us.
I planned this for multiple months. I saved up money on the side, got a plan made for when he left, even went as far as finding an apartment. I did everything I needed to do. I paid for my mom to rent a car and she drove 700 miles in 10 hours to come and get me, but right at the last second I got too afraid. I will never forget the image of seeing my mom outside the window and waving to her crying because I couldn’t go outside. There are security cameras all over the house. I unplugged the Wi-Fi and said to myself I at least want to hug my mom, but even with no cameras on I was too afraid to go outside.
I’m not allowed to go out on my own, anywhere, not even to walk on the sidewalk. My husband has told me I can leave if that’s what I want, but no matter how much I try, I can’t. I feel like a bird trapped with the door open. I keep contemplating between stay and go. I even told my husband my brother passed away and I wanted to go to his funeral, he was so emotionless and barely responded to me, telling me it was unfortunate but he sees no good in me going to his funeral. I tried to ask him for help in convincing his parents I was going to travel for work or something, since they’d never be happy about me going and traveling on my own. He didn’t agree to it, said he can’t do anything for me and ultimately told me to do what I want and I’m already making decisions on my own anyways, which I clearly haven’t..
I feel like I’m crazy and losing my mind, he tells me there’s something wrong with me and that I’m a terrible wife, that after marriage my priority is my new family and I need to move on from my own family, even though I’ve been here for so many years taking care and supporting his. In the end my mom had to turn back, bawling and screaming she won’t leave without me, looking at her daughter through a window trying everything to get me to come out, but I begged her to leave and said I don’t need help.
So many attempts to leave but ultimately failing, it’s as if he can do anything to me and I’d stay, my mom was saying she won’t be living long and she hasn’t gotten to see her daughter in so long, and I couldn’t go out of the house. His parents were gone to pickup his sister from school and he’s out of the state until Thursday. Someone please help me because I feel like I’m going insane
PREVIOUS POST: My situation is too complex for anyone to get all of the details, but to summarize some main points:
- My husband and I have been married for 10+ years, I’m 29.
- We have lived with his family this entire time. Two parents, and his little sister who was 1 when I married him.
- We have had very very rough times over the years with his arguing and verbal abuse.
- I have not been allowed to see my family this entire time. His parents don’t approve of women traveling alone and on top of that, don’t agree with it because they’re afraid of culture mixing (I am white American my husband is of another eastern culture).
It was such a traumatic experience, 10 years of your life given to a husband and family and all those years of sacrifice only to be told an ultimatum such as this. When I informed my family of my situation they were shocked and told me to leave immediately.
After a week of watching me cry and panic and him still not changing his mind, I pulled out a suitcase, changed my direct deposit and said “I guess I need to leave then.” My husband was shocked and started to guilt trip me saying he can’t believe I’d choose my family over them, and how it’s so messed up.
He even tried to convince me that my family doesn’t actually love or care about me. Saying that him and his family had always taken such good care of me (which they did), and that I’d be making a huuuge mistake.
Finally, he decided he would bend a bit and allow me to to visit my family. First, he wanted to come, until I told him my family will not even allow me to visit unless I was visiting alone. They didn’t want to see him or have anything to do with him.
So then he said I can go on my own, but, the only reason I’m even able to go is because he has a work trip scheduled for the same day and my flight and his flight would come back on the same day and time so his family would have no idea I went to see my family, they think I’m going with him.
All of this is a huge mess. In the last few weeks since he booked my flight, he has been saying all the right things, being sweet and kind and caring, but I feel like he’s just doing all this so that I don’t leave, as the entire situation in itself is so controlling.
We have bought a house and have been in the process as a family of fixing it up, decorating it, and literally planning an entire move and our whole future these last few months. Except in my head I’m wanting to just end things. When I visit my family this week, they do not want me to come back.
This will traumatize his family, especially his little sister who grew up with me around, and they also had two other sons leave home, and have been traumatized for years because of it. I feel so guilty that I will be adding to their trauma by leaving.
But no one cares about the trauma I have gone through over the years, and not being able to have any freedom to have friends or see my family, or even go out on my own, I’m completely isolated at home and have not known the real world in so long.
I have my families support to do this, but I am just so afraid that I’m going to feel guilt the rest of my life for ruining their entire plans and livelihood. Please, I need advice.
2024.05.22 05:15 santicat111 My reasons why raze nerf coming in 8.11 might be good, and if pulled correctly could help other duelists be picked more
I have seen a lot of people complain about the nerf raze stating that she will quote "become a trash character", or that she will not longer be played as much, however as Thinking Man's Valorant (well known pro analyzer) pointed out in this video at 2:12 minute mark: https://youtu.be/nVB9WlJIGLc?si=JnMhCPNlUO9XtSDL&t=132
There are a lot of ways that one could nerf raze making the game healthier and not making her a bad character, I am also expecting people to use the same argument that has been popular this months "Why not buff poor agents instead of nerfing good ones?" that can be easily dismissed with the latest valorant video that I doubt you haven't watched (3:19 mark): https://youtu.be/KHREYcS3RqU?si=UxpboprAxBurr3oq&t=189
The least thing the valorant team wants is a power creep problem, for example we all know reyna is a ranked demon, but a pretty lackluster agent in pro scene, an agent that can't be nerfed nor buffed (Despite the fact that we are geting a buff), however comparing it to raze, we see that she has a pretty consistent pick rate in almost all maps, only losing some pick rate because of ixebox, breeze and maps where she isn't as viable as jett: https://www.vlr.gg/event/agents/1921/champions-tour-2024-masters-madrid
As "Thinking Man's Valorant" suggested, there are 2 main changes that he suggests:
The conclusions you can get out of here are:
submitted by santicat111 to VALORANT [link] [comments]
There are a lot of ways that one could nerf raze making the game healthier and not making her a bad character, I am also expecting people to use the same argument that has been popular this months "Why not buff poor agents instead of nerfing good ones?" that can be easily dismissed with the latest valorant video that I doubt you haven't watched (3:19 mark): https://youtu.be/KHREYcS3RqU?si=UxpboprAxBurr3oq&t=189
The least thing the valorant team wants is a power creep problem, for example we all know reyna is a ranked demon, but a pretty lackluster agent in pro scene, an agent that can't be nerfed nor buffed (Despite the fact that we are geting a buff), however comparing it to raze, we see that she has a pretty consistent pick rate in almost all maps, only losing some pick rate because of ixebox, breeze and maps where she isn't as viable as jett: https://www.vlr.gg/event/agents/1921/champions-tour-2024-masters-madrid
As "Thinking Man's Valorant" suggested, there are 2 main changes that he suggests:
- Ult going to 9 orbs because of the orb farm that can snowball pretty easily
- Nerfing her satchels: This is suggesting that its a multi task ability that does everything, from helping you peek and prevent peeking, to entering a site, dealing chip damage, stopping people from defusing, etc. His main suggestion is to prevent enemies to move from stachels, and only moving her.
The conclusions you can get out of here are:
- A nerf to raze is indeed needed to promote role diversity
- The nerf will not necessarily make her bad (although it is possible)
- There are many ways she can be nerfed that would make her overall healthier for the game
Buff raze ult because it feels like it never hits
2024.05.22 05:14 Loose-Economics5000 F/29 M/38 Am I crazy? I need help out of relationship
I tried to post here before but my account was too new. Scroll bellow for previous post, as I ended up going back with my husband.
UPDATE: I ended up coming back. I knew right away it was a terrible decision, but I did it anyways. I ended up losing my father and my grandparents because of it. I contacted my mom this time to try and help me.
I haven’t seen my mom since the day I left, and not seeing her has been such a traumatic experience for me. He tells me I need to move on from my family, that they don’t love me, that everyone’s moved on from me, that I’m living in the past and in a fantasy world, that I’m obsessed with my family (despite me never seeing them), and that I STILL need to choose between them or us.
I planned this for multiple months. I saved up money on the side, got a plan made for when he left, even went as far as finding an apartment. I did everything I needed to do. I paid for my mom to rent a car and she drove 700 miles in 10 hours to come and get me, but right at the last second I got too afraid. I will never forget the image of seeing my mom outside the window and waving to her crying because I couldn’t go outside. There are security cameras all over the house. I unplugged the Wi-Fi and said to myself I at least want to hug my mom, but even with no cameras on I was too afraid to go outside.
I’m not allowed to go out on my own, anywhere, not even to walk on the sidewalk. My husband has told me I can leave if that’s what I want, but no matter how much I try, I can’t. I feel like a bird trapped with the door open. I keep contemplating between stay and go. I even told my husband my brother passed away and I wanted to go to his funeral, he was so emotionless and barely responded to me, telling me it was unfortunate but he sees no good in me going to his funeral. I tried to ask him for help in convincing his parents I was going to travel for work or something, since they’d never be happy about me going and traveling on my own. He didn’t agree to it, said he can’t do anything for me and ultimately told me to do what I want and I’m already making decisions on my own anyways, which I clearly haven’t..
I feel like I’m crazy and losing my mind, he tells me there’s something wrong with me and that I’m a terrible wife, that after marriage my priority is my new family and I need to move on from my own family, even though I’ve been here for so many years taking care and supporting his. In the end my mom had to turn back, bawling and screaming she won’t leave without me, looking at her daughter through a window trying everything to get me to come out, but I begged her to leave and said I don’t need help.
So many attempts to leave but ultimately failing, it’s as if he can do anything to me and I’d stay, my mom was saying she won’t be living long and she hasn’t gotten to see her daughter in so long, and I couldn’t go out of the house. His parents were gone to pickup his sister from school and he’s out of the state until Thursday. Someone please help me because I feel like I’m going insane
PREVIOUS POST: My situation is too complex for anyone to get all of the details, but to summarize some main points:
It was such a traumatic experience, 10 years of your life given to a husband and family and all those years of sacrifice only to be told an ultimatum such as this. When I informed my family of my situation they were shocked and told me to leave immediately.
After a week of watching me cry and panic and him still not changing his mind, I pulled out a suitcase, changed my direct deposit and said “I guess I need to leave then.” My husband was shocked and started to guilt trip me saying he can’t believe I’d choose my family over them, and how it’s so messed up.
He even tried to convince me that my family doesn’t actually love or care about me. Saying that him and his family had always taken such good care of me (which they did), and that I’d be making a huuuge mistake.
Finally, he decided he would bend a bit and allow me to to visit my family. First, he wanted to come, until I told him my family will not even allow me to visit unless I was visiting alone. They didn’t want to see him or have anything to do with him.
So then he said I can go on my own, but, the only reason I’m even able to go is because he has a work trip scheduled for the same day and my flight and his flight would come back on the same day and time so his family would have no idea I went to see my family, they think I’m going with him.
All of this is a huge mess. In the last few weeks since he booked my flight, he has been saying all the right things, being sweet and kind and caring, but I feel like he’s just doing all this so that I don’t leave, as the entire situation in itself is so controlling.
We have bought a house and have been in the process as a family of fixing it up, decorating it, and literally planning an entire move and our whole future these last few months. Except in my head I’m wanting to just end things. When I visit my family this week, they do not want me to come back.
This will traumatize his family, especially his little sister who grew up with me around, and they also had two other sons leave home, and have been traumatized for years because of it. I feel so guilty that I will be adding to their trauma by leaving.
But no one cares about the trauma I have gone through over the years, and not being able to have any freedom to have friends or see my family, or even go out on my own, I’m completely isolated at home and have not known the real world in so long.
I have my families support to do this, but I am just so afraid that I’m going to feel guilt the rest of my life for ruining their entire plans and livelihood. Please, I need advice.
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UPDATE: I ended up coming back. I knew right away it was a terrible decision, but I did it anyways. I ended up losing my father and my grandparents because of it. I contacted my mom this time to try and help me.
I haven’t seen my mom since the day I left, and not seeing her has been such a traumatic experience for me. He tells me I need to move on from my family, that they don’t love me, that everyone’s moved on from me, that I’m living in the past and in a fantasy world, that I’m obsessed with my family (despite me never seeing them), and that I STILL need to choose between them or us.
I planned this for multiple months. I saved up money on the side, got a plan made for when he left, even went as far as finding an apartment. I did everything I needed to do. I paid for my mom to rent a car and she drove 700 miles in 10 hours to come and get me, but right at the last second I got too afraid. I will never forget the image of seeing my mom outside the window and waving to her crying because I couldn’t go outside. There are security cameras all over the house. I unplugged the Wi-Fi and said to myself I at least want to hug my mom, but even with no cameras on I was too afraid to go outside.
I’m not allowed to go out on my own, anywhere, not even to walk on the sidewalk. My husband has told me I can leave if that’s what I want, but no matter how much I try, I can’t. I feel like a bird trapped with the door open. I keep contemplating between stay and go. I even told my husband my brother passed away and I wanted to go to his funeral, he was so emotionless and barely responded to me, telling me it was unfortunate but he sees no good in me going to his funeral. I tried to ask him for help in convincing his parents I was going to travel for work or something, since they’d never be happy about me going and traveling on my own. He didn’t agree to it, said he can’t do anything for me and ultimately told me to do what I want and I’m already making decisions on my own anyways, which I clearly haven’t..
I feel like I’m crazy and losing my mind, he tells me there’s something wrong with me and that I’m a terrible wife, that after marriage my priority is my new family and I need to move on from my own family, even though I’ve been here for so many years taking care and supporting his. In the end my mom had to turn back, bawling and screaming she won’t leave without me, looking at her daughter through a window trying everything to get me to come out, but I begged her to leave and said I don’t need help.
So many attempts to leave but ultimately failing, it’s as if he can do anything to me and I’d stay, my mom was saying she won’t be living long and she hasn’t gotten to see her daughter in so long, and I couldn’t go out of the house. His parents were gone to pickup his sister from school and he’s out of the state until Thursday. Someone please help me because I feel like I’m going insane
PREVIOUS POST: My situation is too complex for anyone to get all of the details, but to summarize some main points:
- My husband and I have been married for 10+ years, I’m 29.
- We have lived with his family this entire time. Two parents, and his little sister who was 1 when I married him.
- We have had very very rough times over the years with his arguing and verbal abuse.
- I have not been allowed to see my family this entire time. His parents don’t approve of women traveling alone and on top of that, don’t agree with it because they’re afraid of culture mixing (I am white American my husband is of another eastern culture).
It was such a traumatic experience, 10 years of your life given to a husband and family and all those years of sacrifice only to be told an ultimatum such as this. When I informed my family of my situation they were shocked and told me to leave immediately.
After a week of watching me cry and panic and him still not changing his mind, I pulled out a suitcase, changed my direct deposit and said “I guess I need to leave then.” My husband was shocked and started to guilt trip me saying he can’t believe I’d choose my family over them, and how it’s so messed up.
He even tried to convince me that my family doesn’t actually love or care about me. Saying that him and his family had always taken such good care of me (which they did), and that I’d be making a huuuge mistake.
Finally, he decided he would bend a bit and allow me to to visit my family. First, he wanted to come, until I told him my family will not even allow me to visit unless I was visiting alone. They didn’t want to see him or have anything to do with him.
So then he said I can go on my own, but, the only reason I’m even able to go is because he has a work trip scheduled for the same day and my flight and his flight would come back on the same day and time so his family would have no idea I went to see my family, they think I’m going with him.
All of this is a huge mess. In the last few weeks since he booked my flight, he has been saying all the right things, being sweet and kind and caring, but I feel like he’s just doing all this so that I don’t leave, as the entire situation in itself is so controlling.
We have bought a house and have been in the process as a family of fixing it up, decorating it, and literally planning an entire move and our whole future these last few months. Except in my head I’m wanting to just end things. When I visit my family this week, they do not want me to come back.
This will traumatize his family, especially his little sister who grew up with me around, and they also had two other sons leave home, and have been traumatized for years because of it. I feel so guilty that I will be adding to their trauma by leaving.
But no one cares about the trauma I have gone through over the years, and not being able to have any freedom to have friends or see my family, or even go out on my own, I’m completely isolated at home and have not known the real world in so long.
I have my families support to do this, but I am just so afraid that I’m going to feel guilt the rest of my life for ruining their entire plans and livelihood. Please, I need advice.
2024.05.22 05:11 angelsbaseball [Post Game Thread] Angels defeated by Astros
Angels (19-30) @ Astros (22-27)
First Pitch: 5:10 PM at Minute Maid Park| Team | Starter | TV | Radio |
|---|---|---|---|
| Angels | Griffin Canning (2-4, 5.05 ERA) | BSW | KLAA |
| Astros | Cristian Javier (3-1, 3.89 ERA) | SCHN | KBME, TUDN/KLAT (ES) |
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Line Score - Game Over
| 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | R | H | E | LOB | |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| LAA | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 11 | 0 | 9 |
| HOU | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 10 | 0 | 8 |
Box Score
| HOU | AB | R | H | RBI | BB | SO | BA | |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| 2B | Altuve | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | .296 |
| RF | Tucker | 4 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | .293 |
| DH | Alvarez, Y | 4 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | .265 |
| 3B | Bregman | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | .213 |
| SS | Peña | 5 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | .328 |
| 1B | Singleton | 2 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 1 | .229 |
| CF | Meyers | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | .301 |
| C | Diaz, Y | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | .264 |
| LF | Dubón | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | .301 |
| LF | McCormick | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | .227 |
| C | Caratini | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | .250 |
| HOU | IP | H | R | ER | BB | SO | P-S | ERA |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| Javier | 4.0 | 8 | 4 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 71-40 | 3.89 |
| Scott, Tay | 2.0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 31-20 | 1.80 |
| Abreu, B | 1.0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 20-14 | 3.42 |
| Pressly | 1.0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13-8 | 4.91 |
| Hader | 2.0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 31-20 | 4.09 |
| LAA | AB | R | H | RBI | BB | SO | BA | |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| 1B | Schanuel | 5 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | .244 |
| 3B | Rengifo | 5 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | .316 |
| LF | Ward | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | .277 |
| DH | Calhoun, W | 5 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | .329 |
| DH | Tucker | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | .235 |
| CF | Pillar | 4 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | .333 |
| C | O'Hoppe | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | .257 |
| RF | Adell | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | .242 |
| 2B | Guillorme | 4 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | .234 |
| SS | Neto | 4 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | .251 |
| LAA | IP | H | R | ER | BB | SO | P-S | ERA |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| Canning | 5.0 | 5 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 89-54 | 5.05 |
| Fulmer, C | 1.1 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 26-16 | 2.91 |
| García, L | 0.2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 12-10 | 5.31 |
| Moore | 1.0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 13-10 | 6.62 |
| Strickland | 1.0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11-7 | 2.14 |
| Estévez | 0.1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 9-7 | 5.06 |
Scoring Plays
Highlights
Decisions
| Winning Pitcher | Losing Pitcher | Save |
|---|---|---|
| Hader (3-3, 4.09 ERA) | Estévez (0-3, 5.06 ERA) |
2024.05.22 05:11 AstrosBot Post Game Thread (May 21, 2024): Angels (19-30) @ Astros (22-27)
Line Score - Game Over
| 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | R | H | E | LOB | |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| LAA | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 11 | 0 | 9 |
| HOU | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 10 | 0 | 8 |
Box Score
| HOU | AB | R | H | RBI | BB | SO | BA | |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| 2B | Altuve | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | .296 |
| RF | Tucker | 4 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | .293 |
| DH | Alvarez, Y | 4 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | .265 |
| 3B | Bregman | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | .213 |
| SS | Peña | 5 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | .328 |
| 1B | Singleton | 2 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 1 | .229 |
| CF | Meyers | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | .301 |
| C | Diaz, Y | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | .264 |
| LF | Dubón | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | .301 |
| LF | McCormick | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | .227 |
| C | Caratini | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | .250 |
| HOU | IP | H | R | ER | BB | SO | P-S | ERA |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| Javier | 4.0 | 8 | 4 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 71-40 | 3.89 |
| Scott, Tay | 2.0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 31-20 | 1.80 |
| Abreu, B | 1.0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 20-14 | 3.42 |
| Pressly | 1.0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13-8 | 4.91 |
| Hader | 2.0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 31-20 | 4.09 |
| LAA | AB | R | H | RBI | BB | SO | BA | |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| 1B | Schanuel | 5 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | .244 |
| 3B | Rengifo | 5 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | .316 |
| LF | Ward | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | .277 |
| DH | Calhoun, W | 5 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | .329 |
| DH | Tucker | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | .235 |
| CF | Pillar | 4 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | .333 |
| C | O'Hoppe | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | .257 |
| RF | Adell | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | .242 |
| 2B | Guillorme | 4 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | .234 |
| SS | Neto | 4 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | .251 |
| LAA | IP | H | R | ER | BB | SO | P-S | ERA |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| Canning | 5.0 | 5 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 89-54 | 5.05 |
| Fulmer, C | 1.1 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 26-16 | 2.91 |
| García, L | 0.2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 12-10 | 5.31 |
| Moore | 1.0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 13-10 | 6.62 |
| Strickland | 1.0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11-7 | 2.14 |
| Estévez | 0.1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 9-7 | 5.06 |
Scoring Plays
Highlights
Decisions
| Winning Pitcher | Losing Pitcher | Save |
|---|---|---|
| Hader (3-3, 4.09 ERA) | Estévez (0-3, 5.06 ERA) |
2024.05.22 05:08 Jealous_Literature_4 Custom tablet wall mount project
 | This project took months since I originally conceived it in my head, to actually complete it, since I've been constantly putting it off. Back in January 2024, I started with buying the tablet that I wanted to use for my wall mounted Home Assistant dashboard. I was originally going to go with Lenovo M10 3rd gen model for about 170 euro, but after some digging around i have found a recommendation for another model that is kinda older but slimmer, with a much better looking screen and higher resolution. I went with the Samsung Galaxy Tab S5e that i found factory refurbished online on a French website Electro Depot for a price of 200 euros - it was in perfect condition, looked brand new when it arrived, kind of a steal for that price. The Super AMOLED screen on it is just amazing, such a nice contrast, black depth and great color rendition. submitted by Jealous_Literature_4 to homeassistant [link] [comments] Since it originally launched in 2019, Android updates stopped, and the last version was kinda aged, so i slapped on a custom ROM on it - LineageOS 21 that runs Android 14. That end of business was fixed, all good to go. Next step was figuring out what wall mount I was going to go with. Having said that, the Galaxy S5e did not have a lot of options, there were some VidaBox mounts, TabCare, TabLines etc, that all looked kinda bulky and hella expensive, that wasn't gonna cut it for me, i wanted something slim and sleek looking. So, I started looking around for some 3D models of wall mounts for it - again, slim pickings. Not a lot of people using the Galaxy S5e wall mount I guess. The only one i found, and ended up using for testing purposes was one on Thingiverse from a dude named Cemera, the problem was, it was missing two upper pieces and not alot of style or a place to hide the USB cable behind. So I kept digging and eventually found a near perfect 3D model of a wall mount that checked all the boxes for me, the problem was - it was designed for a Samsung Galaxy Tab A8 10.5, which had all different physical dimensions compared to the S5e, ouch. So I grabbed the 3D files from this dude named MADSGADEBERG on Cults3D, and went to work. Having said that, i had almost zero experience doing modeling 3D stuff (if we don't count SketchUp floor plan design), so you can imagine the pain of going through the process of actually adapting the 3D model to fit my Galaxy Tab S5e, when the width, height, thickness, camera placement and even the speaker location that are all different. Anyway, hours and hours went into the Fusion 360 that I grabbed previously with a free personal licence, rummaging through tutorials on YouTube, and finally I got the result that I wanted. I can't say that this was a slight modification of the original wall mount design for the Galaxy Tab A8, since i ended up changing a lot of stuff to it, including volume button notch, area around the usb port was hella sketchy on the original model, had to beef it all up since original one was just begging it to break. I have also remodeled the front cover design, playing with the bezel width, chamfer and fillet of corners, magnets depth etc, all to fit the Galaxy S5E as tight as possible, with really small tolerances. Even added the four openings on the sides for amazing sounding quad AKG speakers. My biggest gripe with all of this, was having to cut that beautiful design into two pieces, as most 3D printers (including my Bambu Lab X1C) do not have the big enough work area to print this in one piece, e.g the mount being all that slimmed up was still ~270mm long, and i had 256x256x256mm on my build plate to work with. Such a shame, but oh well. Actually the biggest problem that was revolving about the wall mount design was getting a slim enough USB-C cable, actually slim enough connector part, and that was not easy as it sounds. So, you see, you USA guys had the cable I wanted on your Amazon, but living in Europe I resorted to finding something closer. AliExpress was also an option, but I did not have the patience to wait weeks getting it delivered from China. So, i actually found a dude on Etsy from the Netherlands that makes or rather modifies these cables, and it was perfectly sized for my wall mount project. Bingo, i had everything i needed for the wall mount part, except the magnets that i forgot to order - luckily the one day shipping from Amazon in France works like a charm - hurray. Ok, having finished the wall mount part, i still needed to figure out how the hell i was going to power this on the wall. So, you see, in the USA, you guys have at least some solutions of buying a recessed box for the wall outlet. Here, in Europe, we don't do alot of drywalls, and we don't recess the outlets that much in the brick walls. Luckily, my place here in France is all drywalled, but there are still zero solutions online for buying a deeper recessed wall box or media box that would fit my needs. So, as you might have guessed, I had to design and 3D print one up from scratch. As I was getting familiar with Fusion 360, that wasn't as much of a hassle compared to modifying the wall mount design. I had in mind of creating something sleek that would fit an outlet with USB-A and USB-C ports to actually power the tablet. The problem is, i did not have power wires available right in the area that i was wanting to mount the tablet, but luckily on that wall i had a junction box near the floor. I bought some 2 metre wires, a couple of electric connectors to borrow the neutral, live and ground wires from the junction box, cut up a square hole in the drywall and I was good to go. I had 10cm of clearance in the wall, so I used it up to the max, designing a box that is 6cm deep, leaving the 4cm for the round power outlet box. Good thing about this, I could use normal sized chargers in the actual outlet if I had the need to, since 6cm plus the length of the prongs that go into the holes in the outlet gives a nice depth to fit regular sized chargers. Alright, i know that a lot of people just do not care of esthetics behind when the tablet and the mount are going to cover all the holes and drilling/cutting mess anyway, but i wanted to keep things clean, designing a cover for the recessed box to hide the cuts in the drywall. I also chose a cheap but nice looking outlet - i like to keep things clean and tidy, sue me. Instead of drilling all the stuff in the drywall and adding screws, I went with a less destructive method, adding a heavy duty double sided tape to everything, holds like a champ and i can peel it off if i ever decide to change the wall mount location. So there you have it, a project that i wanted to do for years, all the way back when i started getting into Home Assistant, but i always kept delaying it thinking it was too much work - well it was, but having it done in the end, i learned a lot of useful stuff in the process. For instance, modeling in Fusion 360, it will help me alot with my 3D printing hobby, where I will actually design some future items instead of just printing the files that other people made. Also, I love being handy around the house, tinkering with home related projects, but i never have enough chances to do it, so routing that power wires and adding a power outlet to the wall felt nice to do. For the dashboard part, I ended up going for WallPanel instead of FullyKiosk as a solution for the fullscreen HA, the screensaver, etc. Also, since my Galaxy S5E is rooted, I have added a charging control behavior for it via ACC (Advanced Charging Controller) Magisk module. I keep it charged up to 80%, and having it drop to 20% before starting to charge again. That way I know the battery stays healthy and is not going to swell up being kept at 100% all the time. Thanks for reading all the way to the end of my tablet wall mount project, if you have any questions I will gladly answer them in the comments. Check out the full photos that i took during the making of all the stuff in my Flickr album, as there are plenty. Most people add just a couple and I just keep wondering what stuff they did in the actual process, and how they did it. I can also share all the STL files if people want to recreate what I did. Take care guys, peace. |
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2024.05.22 05:05 ThrowRAblahbluh Husband doesn’t intiate sex, doesn’t seem to desire it says he does, what do I do? 25f 27m help me
Hi throw away, I’m at a loss I 25f 27M have been married for 5 years coming up in September and together for 7. We grew up extremely religious /in a cult and we just 2 years ago officially (mentally) have left.
Our religion really put our sexuality to shame and I realize that it’s a big play in this problem. And therapy is very needed. I have been in therapy for a few years, but haven’t been a couple months (money).
However we’ve been together for 5 years and our sex life has not been fantastic, it was chaotic and crazy and good in the beginning, and technically before we were married it was considered “wrong” and so that added some thrill, guilt, shame and a range of emotions I’m still confused by. Right before we got married he did a cycle of testosterone and then stopped after a couple months which I know leads to a decrease in desire. He recently went back on last year as his levels never went back to what they were.
Anyways ok my problem, my husband is a very loving caring man, that doesn’t seem to want to fuck me. He started using pornography back in December 2022 and lied about it when I asked if he did, even when I suspected it I tried to ask him to use it together. He shot this idea down . In October 2023 our anniversary I see he’s been using looking at these pretty ladies and I get the idea, I’m devastated as we barely have sex maybe twice a month IF THAT. Anyways I lose it I try to breakup with him because I’ve had multiple discussions on wanting more sex/wanting to be desired. He goes to say the ladies spark his desire for porn blah blah whatever he whacking it I get it but he says he does it 3 times a week. What I have previously voiced how much I would like to have sex in a week. He used this as an outlet I get it, some people might think porns ok it’s just not something I’ve been super comfortable with and I’ve vocalized this. The lack of sex and porn and just the overall way he’s acted about this has just really devasted me and broken me and killed my confidence.
So in October I gave him a year to get his shit together and try to woo me a bit, I’ve tried so many things to try to entice him I’ve tried lengerie, toys, wigs anything to make him happy and he doesn’t seem to want any of it. He verbalizes he wants me and he wouldn’t be here if he didn’t but his actions say otherwise. I’m the only one to initiate sex, it’s breaking me down so much I’m so numb to it I feel like an ugly thumb. I’m so desperate to be fantasized by him I’m just so lost.
I’ve asked him to go to therapy and us to go to couples counseling and he’s been twice now since October when I’ve asked him to. He has denied couples therapy and when I gave him an ultimatum a couple weeks ago he agreed but still hasn’t booked any therapy .
Nothing has changed I’m so fucking upset he’s such an amazing guy otherwise, but I feel like we are roommates there’s not sexuality. I don’t want to knock the actual sex but it’s so boring he seems like an inanimate doll, that wants to eat pussy and wants to fuck but like is soulless if that makes sense. He never verbalizes anything and I’m losing it I think it might be over I don’t want it to be over please anyone please give me advice. I’ve never barely dated or had much experience with anyone else and a life without him sounds so awful and heart wrenching but I’m not getting what I need I have no idea what to do. Everything is falling apart
Edit1: I realize this is really garbled I might make another post when I’m not freaking out as much
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Our religion really put our sexuality to shame and I realize that it’s a big play in this problem. And therapy is very needed. I have been in therapy for a few years, but haven’t been a couple months (money).
However we’ve been together for 5 years and our sex life has not been fantastic, it was chaotic and crazy and good in the beginning, and technically before we were married it was considered “wrong” and so that added some thrill, guilt, shame and a range of emotions I’m still confused by. Right before we got married he did a cycle of testosterone and then stopped after a couple months which I know leads to a decrease in desire. He recently went back on last year as his levels never went back to what they were.
Anyways ok my problem, my husband is a very loving caring man, that doesn’t seem to want to fuck me. He started using pornography back in December 2022 and lied about it when I asked if he did, even when I suspected it I tried to ask him to use it together. He shot this idea down . In October 2023 our anniversary I see he’s been using looking at these pretty ladies and I get the idea, I’m devastated as we barely have sex maybe twice a month IF THAT. Anyways I lose it I try to breakup with him because I’ve had multiple discussions on wanting more sex/wanting to be desired. He goes to say the ladies spark his desire for porn blah blah whatever he whacking it I get it but he says he does it 3 times a week. What I have previously voiced how much I would like to have sex in a week. He used this as an outlet I get it, some people might think porns ok it’s just not something I’ve been super comfortable with and I’ve vocalized this. The lack of sex and porn and just the overall way he’s acted about this has just really devasted me and broken me and killed my confidence.
So in October I gave him a year to get his shit together and try to woo me a bit, I’ve tried so many things to try to entice him I’ve tried lengerie, toys, wigs anything to make him happy and he doesn’t seem to want any of it. He verbalizes he wants me and he wouldn’t be here if he didn’t but his actions say otherwise. I’m the only one to initiate sex, it’s breaking me down so much I’m so numb to it I feel like an ugly thumb. I’m so desperate to be fantasized by him I’m just so lost.
I’ve asked him to go to therapy and us to go to couples counseling and he’s been twice now since October when I’ve asked him to. He has denied couples therapy and when I gave him an ultimatum a couple weeks ago he agreed but still hasn’t booked any therapy .
Nothing has changed I’m so fucking upset he’s such an amazing guy otherwise, but I feel like we are roommates there’s not sexuality. I don’t want to knock the actual sex but it’s so boring he seems like an inanimate doll, that wants to eat pussy and wants to fuck but like is soulless if that makes sense. He never verbalizes anything and I’m losing it I think it might be over I don’t want it to be over please anyone please give me advice. I’ve never barely dated or had much experience with anyone else and a life without him sounds so awful and heart wrenching but I’m not getting what I need I have no idea what to do. Everything is falling apart
Edit1: I realize this is really garbled I might make another post when I’m not freaking out as much
2024.05.22 05:02 prettyoddle How to support my bf’s weight loss
TW: mentions of ED
I am in need of a few pieces of advice, so please bear with me.
Hello all, my bf (M20) have been together for about 2 months, and he revealed to me today that he has a goal and plan to lose 20 pounds by the end of the summer. From what I know, this sounds like an attainable goal and I’m very proud of him! He plans to lift weights/do cardio 3 times a week and eat in a 740 calorie deficit. I’m not sure if that’s important context, but there you have it.
I’m generally concerned on how I can best support him. I have a history of restricted eating and disordered thoughts, and an overall bad relationship with my body and food. I have come a long way and am in a really good place right now, but I’m concerned about how I can support him without getting triggered. I have already asked that he keeps calorie counting discussions to a minimum to avoid potentially being triggered. However, I don’t want to make this about me, and I want him to feel supported.
Additionally, I told him not to hesitate if there was anything I could do to help him reach his goal. Is there anything I can already start thinking about? I plan to start going to the gym again along with him so I think that will help for accountability, but food wise I’m not sure how far I can comfortable change my diet without falling into old habits.
Last thing, and this one’s really small and silly, we’re long distance for the summer but he’s visiting me in a few weeks to celebrate his birthday and I wanted to surprise him with a homemade cake in his favorite flavor. Is this no longer appropriate or should I just ask him?
This was a bit of a ramble, so for that I apologize. Thank you for reading and I will take any and all advice!
TLDR: never had a partner do a weight loss journey before and I don’t know how to support my bf without triggering my own past disordered habits.
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I am in need of a few pieces of advice, so please bear with me.
Hello all, my bf (M20) have been together for about 2 months, and he revealed to me today that he has a goal and plan to lose 20 pounds by the end of the summer. From what I know, this sounds like an attainable goal and I’m very proud of him! He plans to lift weights/do cardio 3 times a week and eat in a 740 calorie deficit. I’m not sure if that’s important context, but there you have it.
I’m generally concerned on how I can best support him. I have a history of restricted eating and disordered thoughts, and an overall bad relationship with my body and food. I have come a long way and am in a really good place right now, but I’m concerned about how I can support him without getting triggered. I have already asked that he keeps calorie counting discussions to a minimum to avoid potentially being triggered. However, I don’t want to make this about me, and I want him to feel supported.
Additionally, I told him not to hesitate if there was anything I could do to help him reach his goal. Is there anything I can already start thinking about? I plan to start going to the gym again along with him so I think that will help for accountability, but food wise I’m not sure how far I can comfortable change my diet without falling into old habits.
Last thing, and this one’s really small and silly, we’re long distance for the summer but he’s visiting me in a few weeks to celebrate his birthday and I wanted to surprise him with a homemade cake in his favorite flavor. Is this no longer appropriate or should I just ask him?
This was a bit of a ramble, so for that I apologize. Thank you for reading and I will take any and all advice!
TLDR: never had a partner do a weight loss journey before and I don’t know how to support my bf without triggering my own past disordered habits.
2024.05.22 05:00 Ukrainer_UA 5:03 EEST; The Sun is Rising Over Kyiv on the 819th Day of the Full-Scale Invasion. The Glorious History of the 92nd Assault Brigade, part one.
 | The 92nd Assault Brigade, Part 1Field insignia of the 92nd.The Ukrainian army has undergone a significant transformation since the country regained independence: from the remnants of a Soviet structure, to powerful units that have been repelling Russian armed aggression for over 10 years. Soldiers have strengthened their might in battles, trained with Western colleagues, and continue to do so today. One of the leading units, especially during the full-scale invasion by Russia, is the 92nd Assault Brigade named after Kozak Otaman Ivan Sirko. In this special documentary project "Units of Victory," we talk about the brigade’s combat achievements and the fiercest battles. _______________________________ Profile of the 92nd Assault Brigade named after Kozak Otaman Ivan Sirko
History of the Brigade's Formation and Early Combat Encounters The 92nd Brigade was formed on the basis of the 6th Division of the National Guard of Ukraine, which had been part of the Armed Forces of Ukraine since 1999 and was called the 6th Mechanized Division. In 2000, the then-President of Ukraine, Leonid Kuchma, approved the creation of a new unit—the 92nd Mechanized Ropsha Brigade of the Orders of the October Revolution and the Red Banner. Thus, this year is considered the founding year of the 92nd Assault Brigade (92 OShBr). The unit's name was changed in 2015 when the Ukrainian army began the process of decommunization. The brigade became the 92nd Mechanized Brigade. The honorary name—named after Kozak’s Otaman Ivan Sirko—was granted by President Volodymyr Zelenskyi in 2019. The Brigade maintains close connection to the Kozaks and the Zaporozhian Sich as part of Ukrainian combat tradition. For example, the sleeve emblem features the muskets of the Zaporozhian Kozaks — yanycharky. These were commonly used among the Kozaks of Slobozhanshchyna—the region where the 92nd Brigade was formed and is based, and which Brigade’s defended in 2022 during the Kharkiv counteroffensive. During these events of the Russian-Ukrainian war, the Brigade's soldiers demonstrated their offensive capabilities, leading to the unit's designation changing from mechanized to assault in August 2023. https://preview.redd.it/p3duly6h6w1d1.png?width=1500&format=png&auto=webp&s=7ff2f25ae26fabe27b9ecf4de5085bbcc0b892e7 In 2011, the 92nd Brigade, which was then preparing to protect state facilities during "Euro 2012" in Donetsk, faced significant reductions by the government and was slated for disbandment by 2015. However, the events of the Revolution of Dignity and the onset of Russian aggression in the East re-drew these plans. The Brigade's soldiers were able to demonstrate their effectiveness: in 2014, they participated in the attempt to break the encirclement of troops at Ilovaisk, fought in the areas around Stanytsia Luhanska, Shchastia, and along the Bakhmutka river. In 2015, the 92nd Brigade engaged in battle and captured two soldiers from the Russian Main Intelligence Directorate (GRU) and recaptured the town of Shchastia. Since 2020, the Brigade has been led by Colonel Pavlo Fedosenko. From 2014 to 2015, he served in the volunteer battalion "Kryvbas," which was formed in response to Russian aggression by the residents of Kryvyi Rih. Pavlo participated in the battles of Ilovaisk and Debaltseve. He continued his military career in the 54th Mechanized Brigade, and later in the 92nd Assault Brigade (92 OShBr). The commander values the unit's soldiers for their cohesive work: "This is a powerful Brigade with principles and traditions. Therefore, it was very easy to command this Brigade; there was no need to change or break any foundations. It was just a matter of leading and managing."For Pavlo Fedosenko, it is important to be close to the personnel, understand the situation, and know what is happening on the front lines; otherwise, he says, he cannot make decisions. This has not changed since the Brigade was granted assault status. On the contrary, according to the commander, it adds to the responsibility as well as the prestige: "First of all, it is prestigious for every warrior to be considered an assault soldier [...] Secondly, we are always at the forefront. Thirdly, we are at the spearhead of attacks. We are more often on the offensive than on the defensive. [...] Every warrior is proud to be an assault soldier."https://preview.redd.it/8wco6fvi6w1d1.png?width=1500&format=png&auto=webp&s=ad5c5e7998dcff327074a1fd1985c5100a976112 The Start of the Full-Scale Invasion: The Defense of Kharkiv In 2022, the Brigade faced the Russian offensive along the entire border line in the Slobozhanshchyna and Donetsk regions. The invasion was not a surprise to them; the soldiers had been preparing for months, creating the illusion of troop deployments for the enemy. They also improved the level of training for their personnel: in November 2021, infantry and officers participated in the Combined Resolve XVI Exercises in Germany as part of an American battalion. February 24, 2022, was more tumultuous for the 92nd Assault Brigade (92 OShBr) than anticipated, despite their readiness for enemy actions. They had to constantly relocate and establish new positions. According to the commander of the tank battalion, Oleksandr (call sign Phoenix), the start of the full-scale invasion felt like a movie: "We were just near the military camp, standing in a grove. The funny thing was, we were near the RAA (Rocket and Artillery Armament) depots where ammunition is stored. We were essentially sitting on a powder keg. [...] We were lying in a tent, sleeping. One of our guys came in. At that time we already heard some 'bangs.' And we were like, 'Is it like fireworks.' It was something unclear, completely incomprehensible. He turned on the light, looked at all of us, and we were already lifting our heads, realizing something was happening. He said, 'Guys, this is no f’ fireworks.'"https://preview.redd.it/open24uj6w1d1.png?width=1500&format=png&auto=webp&s=c939f56dd2630e0cc8386f4e5792e7b05cd7b1c1 The military Brigades knew their objectives and had prepared defensive positions, but they couldn't occupy every one of them in time. The enemy advanced in a wide strip along the entire border, following military manuals to the letter. Artillery Brigade Commander Andrii recalls: "At first, the enemy's artillery operated strictly by the book. They would bombard areas exactly as the manuals said, covering hectares with hundreds of shells, without discerning specific targets. I think they started the war using Soviet Union methods, as written in their combat regulations, showing no initiative, sparing no ammunition. They didn’t care about their own units or people, standing in a line. In the first week, they didn’t even try to hide. But I realized that when the Russians understood they were taking losses, they also wanted to live. [...] Something awakened in them, and they started to hide."Brigade Commander Pavlo Fedosenko estimates that the initial force ratio in the Kharkiv direction was approximately 1:10 in favor of the occupiers. Ukrainian defenses had significant gaps that the Russians could have exploited if they had wanted to. Commander of the 4th Assault Battalion Petro was surprised that the enemy did not take advantage of this. The opponent moved as systematically matching the organized defense. https://preview.redd.it/bsddhbrk6w1d1.png?width=1500&format=png&auto=webp&s=c35a24a573b039d5b16f4f0e0abd28213fa3d8c5 One of the reasons for this could have been that the Russian soldiers genuinely believed they would be greeted in Kharkiv with flowers and happy cheers. As a result, they often did not plan their logistics carefully, losing equipment due to a lack of fuel and facing food shortages. Additionally, Ukrainian soldiers were not merely retreating; they were also managing to strike the enemy, engage in battles, and complicate the advancement of Russian columns as much as they could. The Brigade's artillery units constantly fired at the enemy, day and night. Commander of the Rocket Artillery Battery, Oleksii, with his division, struck Russian forces near the village of Pechenihy, close to Chuhuiv, on the first day. He and his mates were near the Pechenihy dam when they learned from intelligence that the enemy had once again set up pontoons and started crossing in columns. The artillerymen then opened fire. "At that time, we weren't sure about the results of our fire. [...] We fired, and I heard the shells falling, a few seconds later I heard explosions, and I heard the detonation of ammunition. I understood then that it was 100% hitting enemy ammunition, not residential houses or fields. I realized we were doing something significant. Within the first 24 hours, I understood we had hit very well. A few days later, it became clear that our Division alone had destroyed three enemy columns. These were not just 10 vehicles each; they were kilometer-long columns."https://preview.redd.it/v045byql6w1d1.png?width=1500&format=png&auto=webp&s=ab14f052450553a37a29de34916ba9106e9e7816 The 92nd Assault Brigade regrouped near Kharkiv and, together with other units, maintained the defense. Sometimes, clashes with the Russian army occurred within the city itself — the enemy managed to break through from the outskirts only once (they took positions on the ring road around the city). For example, soldiers from the Brigade were among those who fought against special forces in Kharkiv Specialized School No. 134 on February 27. One of the key operations, according to the soldiers of the 92 Brigade, was the assault on the village of Mala Rohan, approximately 22 kilometers from Kharkiv. Lieutenant Colonel Oleh (callsign Barracuda) recalls that they faced well-prepared and equipped Russian troops. The enemy had heavy flamethrower systems (known in Russian as TOS) with thermobaric rockets that disperse an explosive substance which mixes with the air and detonates, as well as Nona towed artillery installations. According to Oleh, the Russian soldiers managed to establish a foothold in a wooded area between the road and Mala Rohan, where they held out for quite some time before retreating after a battle. https://preview.redd.it/c3zgd4nm6w1d1.png?width=1500&format=png&auto=webp&s=a2301777478971311d2212d676e259ffec4dd0c3 However, this assault was pivotal, demonstrating to both the soldiers of the 92nd Brigade and the Russians that Ukrainians could and would not only defend but also go on the offensive. Brigade Commander Pavlo Fedosenko emphasized: "The entire war is difficult. It was harder in the early days to break the enemy. Transitioning to a counteroffensive, moving on to Mala Rohan—these were the most challenging moments. When we had to overcome, when we had to rise, stand up, and move forward. After we went forward, we realized that we were capable, that the enemy was not as terrifying and strong as portrayed. After this, we continue to move forward and will keep advancing until victory."During the defense of Kharkiv, the 92nd Brigade captured its first prisoners. Commander of the 4th Assault Battalion Petro said: "Our first prisoners turned out not to be Russians, but our Ukrainians from the occupied territories. These were 18-20-year-old guys from Makiivka, Donetsk, and Yasynuvata. Students. We talked to them about how just yesterday they could travel anywhere across Europe. Their parents came to visit them from Europe. [...] And all of this ceased to exist in an instant."https://preview.redd.it/dtwpv0jn6w1d1.png?width=1500&format=png&auto=webp&s=e503de0a70736fd125db2db413ac3d96ac2a1a6e He was most surprised by the number of Ukrainians recruited into the ranks of the Russian Federation. Among the Russian prisoners, there were both experienced soldiers and newly mobilized ones. They all had a common explanation for their presence in another country's territory. According to the Brigade Commander Pavlo Fedosenko, all the captured Russians claimed they were on exercises and didn't know where they were going. In those early days, the main thing was for Kharkiv to be defended. Major Oleksandr (callsign Skat), Commander of the 22nd Motorized Infantry Battalion, believes that it helped significantly that most of the Brigade's soldiers were from Slobozhanshchyna. They understood they were defending their own land: "Nobody wanted, nobody, nobody even had the thought to abandon Kharkiv, to retreat somewhere, to leave."According to Pavlo Fedosenko, the successful defense of Kharkiv was also possible thanks to unity. Soldiers from different Brigades and units worked together, supported by police, territorial defense, and volunteers who promptly responded to requests, while civilians provided situational updates: "Everyone fought. Everyone who could hold a weapon. Those who couldn't hold a weapon—the phones were 'red hot.' People helped, called: 'The enemy is there, we see them there, we see them there.' And not just from Kharkiv, from the entire region. 'There’s a column, there’s something'—[they told us]. Accordingly, everything was promptly responded to, processed, and fire damage was inflicted."_______________________________Join us later in the week for Part 2! _______________________________ The 819th day of a nine year invasion that has been going on for centuries. One day closer to victory. 🇺🇦 HEROYAM SLAVA! 🇺🇦 |
2024.05.22 05:00 sabrina_schroeder25 Happy to be sober tonight.
Hello, I just wanted to introduce myself. I am a 30, almost 31 (dob 5/25) and I am attempting to take a journey into sobriety, one day at a time. I currently am on day 10.
A little bit of a back story. I didn’t drink in high school and dabbled with alcohol in college. Throughout my early to mid 20’s I would drink here and there. Often drinking 2-3 times a month. In 2018, I went through a bad breakup and did turn to alcohol more often than I had previously. I then stopped drinking for 3 months but quickly returned to the every other weekend drinking.
When Covid hit and everything closed down, I didn’t drink for 3 to 4 months because I actually never drink at home, I only drink when I go out, I just happen to go out a lot. I actually never thought of the alcohol during Covid and the lockdowns because I don’t like to drink at home alone. Once the lockdown ended, and things started to open up, I kind of started to go a little while and drink a lot more, often drinking every day. I didn’t have a job at the time. I gained about 35 pounds and was exhausted. After months of searching for a job , I finally got one and went back to every other weekend drinking.
Anyway, to make a long story short I am still in that same cycle of drinking excessively on the weekends when I go out, not drinking during the week. However, when I do drink, my behavior has gotten increasingly bad and my blackouts have gotten worse. In March of this year, one of my neighbors died and it turned out because of death chronic ethanol use, something I just found out this week, she was 28.
This has completely freaked me out and I want to attempt to stop drinking, but will take it one day at a time. Thank you for reading , he is another day, sober, and I will not drink with you tonight.
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A little bit of a back story. I didn’t drink in high school and dabbled with alcohol in college. Throughout my early to mid 20’s I would drink here and there. Often drinking 2-3 times a month. In 2018, I went through a bad breakup and did turn to alcohol more often than I had previously. I then stopped drinking for 3 months but quickly returned to the every other weekend drinking.
When Covid hit and everything closed down, I didn’t drink for 3 to 4 months because I actually never drink at home, I only drink when I go out, I just happen to go out a lot. I actually never thought of the alcohol during Covid and the lockdowns because I don’t like to drink at home alone. Once the lockdown ended, and things started to open up, I kind of started to go a little while and drink a lot more, often drinking every day. I didn’t have a job at the time. I gained about 35 pounds and was exhausted. After months of searching for a job , I finally got one and went back to every other weekend drinking.
Anyway, to make a long story short I am still in that same cycle of drinking excessively on the weekends when I go out, not drinking during the week. However, when I do drink, my behavior has gotten increasingly bad and my blackouts have gotten worse. In March of this year, one of my neighbors died and it turned out because of death chronic ethanol use, something I just found out this week, she was 28.
This has completely freaked me out and I want to attempt to stop drinking, but will take it one day at a time. Thank you for reading , he is another day, sober, and I will not drink with you tonight.
2024.05.22 04:58 Available-Ad3881 Real Madrid 2025/26 or rather, how my save crashed and burned
Real Madrid, 2025/2026
August - December
Real Madrid could’ve repeated a treble the season before, but Rodrygo’s penalty miss and PSG’s subsequent win (with Valverde and Mbappé) in the final ended that dream. Still, a double was nothing to be ashamed for, and they had to lose a Champions League final sometime, right?
They were out for revenge in @@@’s third season. They started the league with 7 straight wins, and 12 games unbeaten with just 2 goals conceded, until their 0-1 loss in el Derby. They couldn’t bounce back and tied against Real Betis at home. It became the first time in two years the club had to chase a lead in the league against Barcelona. On the 30th of November, they win the Clasico 3-0, bringing the 1st place within 2 pts - and showing to the world that they were still stronger than Barça, who were managed by Marcelo Gallardo.
All of that chasing in the league, led the club to sacrifice their chances at a seeded qualification in the CL league phase, and it is a win in the last game against Copenhagen in January that barely makes them qualify for the play-offs, in which they comfortably beat Salzburg. In the round of 16 they would face Barcelona.
January - March
A lot happened in January. Real Madrid win the super cup against Barcelona, but it is their business off the pitch that draws all attention this time. Vinicius, after handing in his transfer request in the prior season, which he later dropped together with Rodrygo, is approached by PSG and the club decided it has had enough. Vinicius is shown the door, midseason. City wanted Bellingham, whom the club couldn’t convince to stay, and they decided to let Güler take the front foot and let the Englishman go as well.
Real Madrid won every league game until the 28th of february, where they tied 2-2 against Las Palmas away. Perhaps with that tie, everything came crashing down. In the last 7 weeks, the team had played 17 games, while losing Vinicius and Bellingham in two transfers (and others on injury, such as Brahim (for a couple of months), Miguel Gutierrez, and their star, who played through his discomfort, Endrick).
Real Madrid showed signs of fatigue when they lost 0-1 against Barça in the first leg of the Spanish Cup semi-final, but it was in the round of 16 in the Champions League at home vs Barça that Real Madrid died. A 1-1 at half time became a 1-5 with the final whistle. They lost the next game against Rayo in the league, which they sacrificed to try a ‘remontada’, in which they were brutally put down 4-0 in el Camp Nou. Hopes at a comeback in the Spanish Cup were also quickly put down: 2-0 for Barça.
22nd of March - 24th of May
All that remained was the league. But before the last international break, Real Madrid tied vs Valencia, and those dropped points against Las Palmas and Rayo before weighed heavy against a Barcelona that was on a mission. Real Madrid had to chase a lead again, but still had one last Clasico in el Camp Nou to go, one last chance at redemption. And of course, when Barça were eliminated in the CL vs PSG and when they lost the cup final vs Real Mallorca, Real Madrid smelled blood. Still, they couldn’t win against Barça. It was a 1-1 that did give Real Madrid the H2H, but kept them at the mercy of Barcelona, who had a game in hand, of dropping points.
Barça lost their game in hand against Valencia, and tied the following match against La Real, which put Real Madrid 2 pts in front. With two games to go, Real Madrid brutally put down Almeria 9-0 while Barça barely won against Alaves with 0-1. And so, Real Madrid would have the last laugh. All it takes in football, however, is one bad day, and Real Madrid decided to have one against a Celta that had won 5 games in a row. It became 2-0 in Balaídos, while Barça, essentially mocking Real Madrid’s 9-0 in the prior round, won 7-0 when it actually mattered.
Post-season
@@@, who had been given a 4-year contract by Florentino in the prior season after his outstanding work, was called in the new president’s office, Jaume Grau, under whom he won only the new club world cup and the Spanish super cup. Asked for explanations, he explained that the departures of Vinicius and Bellingham, the subsequent injuries and the amount of matches just destroyed his season - but the board didn’t accept that. @@@, in a case of hubris, declared that they wouldn’t find anyone better than him, not knowing that they had already agreed a deal with Klopp, who had been on a hiatus after his time at Liverpool, and so @@@ was sacked. In truth, @@@ had been living on borrowed time, and it was the 4-year contract that Florentino handed him just before stepping down that protected him, perhaps knowing that the new board was all too keen on hiring Klopp.
@@@ left through the back door, even though he was the first manager to complete a treble for Real Madrid. He wanted to ‘build something’. His signings, young as they were, and his involvement with the B team(s) proved that he was determined to stay for the long-term. But what was supposed to be a Ferguson became a Mourinho. Conflicts with players (Ceballos, Vinicius, Rodrygo, Bellingham) overshadowed his third season and losing against a Barcelona with Ansu Fati, Ivan Toney and Ferran Torres up front, while having Endrick, Rodrygo and Güler just proved that there wasn’t any more gas left in the tank.
Klopp came in, and won a double - winning the league on the last match day. Like @@@, he lost the CL final against PSG, who had now done a threepeat - Real Madrid’s greatest achievement of the prior decade. Real Madrid got their rematch of the 24/25 final, and they lost it. A lot can be said about @@@, but while Vinicius and Bellingham dropped their team midseason, he always stood in front, whether they had just lifted the Champions League or lost 1-9 on aggregate vs Barça - he was there, defending his colours.
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August - December
Real Madrid could’ve repeated a treble the season before, but Rodrygo’s penalty miss and PSG’s subsequent win (with Valverde and Mbappé) in the final ended that dream. Still, a double was nothing to be ashamed for, and they had to lose a Champions League final sometime, right?
They were out for revenge in @@@’s third season. They started the league with 7 straight wins, and 12 games unbeaten with just 2 goals conceded, until their 0-1 loss in el Derby. They couldn’t bounce back and tied against Real Betis at home. It became the first time in two years the club had to chase a lead in the league against Barcelona. On the 30th of November, they win the Clasico 3-0, bringing the 1st place within 2 pts - and showing to the world that they were still stronger than Barça, who were managed by Marcelo Gallardo.
All of that chasing in the league, led the club to sacrifice their chances at a seeded qualification in the CL league phase, and it is a win in the last game against Copenhagen in January that barely makes them qualify for the play-offs, in which they comfortably beat Salzburg. In the round of 16 they would face Barcelona.
January - March
A lot happened in January. Real Madrid win the super cup against Barcelona, but it is their business off the pitch that draws all attention this time. Vinicius, after handing in his transfer request in the prior season, which he later dropped together with Rodrygo, is approached by PSG and the club decided it has had enough. Vinicius is shown the door, midseason. City wanted Bellingham, whom the club couldn’t convince to stay, and they decided to let Güler take the front foot and let the Englishman go as well.
Real Madrid won every league game until the 28th of february, where they tied 2-2 against Las Palmas away. Perhaps with that tie, everything came crashing down. In the last 7 weeks, the team had played 17 games, while losing Vinicius and Bellingham in two transfers (and others on injury, such as Brahim (for a couple of months), Miguel Gutierrez, and their star, who played through his discomfort, Endrick).
Real Madrid showed signs of fatigue when they lost 0-1 against Barça in the first leg of the Spanish Cup semi-final, but it was in the round of 16 in the Champions League at home vs Barça that Real Madrid died. A 1-1 at half time became a 1-5 with the final whistle. They lost the next game against Rayo in the league, which they sacrificed to try a ‘remontada’, in which they were brutally put down 4-0 in el Camp Nou. Hopes at a comeback in the Spanish Cup were also quickly put down: 2-0 for Barça.
22nd of March - 24th of May
All that remained was the league. But before the last international break, Real Madrid tied vs Valencia, and those dropped points against Las Palmas and Rayo before weighed heavy against a Barcelona that was on a mission. Real Madrid had to chase a lead again, but still had one last Clasico in el Camp Nou to go, one last chance at redemption. And of course, when Barça were eliminated in the CL vs PSG and when they lost the cup final vs Real Mallorca, Real Madrid smelled blood. Still, they couldn’t win against Barça. It was a 1-1 that did give Real Madrid the H2H, but kept them at the mercy of Barcelona, who had a game in hand, of dropping points.
Barça lost their game in hand against Valencia, and tied the following match against La Real, which put Real Madrid 2 pts in front. With two games to go, Real Madrid brutally put down Almeria 9-0 while Barça barely won against Alaves with 0-1. And so, Real Madrid would have the last laugh. All it takes in football, however, is one bad day, and Real Madrid decided to have one against a Celta that had won 5 games in a row. It became 2-0 in Balaídos, while Barça, essentially mocking Real Madrid’s 9-0 in the prior round, won 7-0 when it actually mattered.
Post-season
@@@, who had been given a 4-year contract by Florentino in the prior season after his outstanding work, was called in the new president’s office, Jaume Grau, under whom he won only the new club world cup and the Spanish super cup. Asked for explanations, he explained that the departures of Vinicius and Bellingham, the subsequent injuries and the amount of matches just destroyed his season - but the board didn’t accept that. @@@, in a case of hubris, declared that they wouldn’t find anyone better than him, not knowing that they had already agreed a deal with Klopp, who had been on a hiatus after his time at Liverpool, and so @@@ was sacked. In truth, @@@ had been living on borrowed time, and it was the 4-year contract that Florentino handed him just before stepping down that protected him, perhaps knowing that the new board was all too keen on hiring Klopp.
@@@ left through the back door, even though he was the first manager to complete a treble for Real Madrid. He wanted to ‘build something’. His signings, young as they were, and his involvement with the B team(s) proved that he was determined to stay for the long-term. But what was supposed to be a Ferguson became a Mourinho. Conflicts with players (Ceballos, Vinicius, Rodrygo, Bellingham) overshadowed his third season and losing against a Barcelona with Ansu Fati, Ivan Toney and Ferran Torres up front, while having Endrick, Rodrygo and Güler just proved that there wasn’t any more gas left in the tank.
Klopp came in, and won a double - winning the league on the last match day. Like @@@, he lost the CL final against PSG, who had now done a threepeat - Real Madrid’s greatest achievement of the prior decade. Real Madrid got their rematch of the 24/25 final, and they lost it. A lot can be said about @@@, but while Vinicius and Bellingham dropped their team midseason, he always stood in front, whether they had just lifted the Champions League or lost 1-9 on aggregate vs Barça - he was there, defending his colours.
2024.05.22 04:58 Glass_Ad7082 what do I do?
So, a little backstory, my bestfriend (F20) and I (F19) have been friends since we were 15, but it has been a very on and off friendship. We stopped being friends for almost two years when we were 16 for a couple of reasons.
Well, after a year and a half of no contact, I figured I would reach out to see how things were going for her. We became friends again and I thought it was going to be different since we were out of high school. Everything was going good for a while, it seemed, up until I moved in with her around 2 months ago (her house was the only place I could go to since my relationship with my mom is unhealthy). I started to really become aware of her drinking problems, which is exactly why I had also moved out of my mom's house. It's not too much of a problem as long as I don't engage because I have a very addictive personality, and alcoholism runs in my family. Well, I started to drink here and there (once every two weeks but very heavily) and told her I DO NOT want to drink anymore. When she would drink, I made it very clear I did not want to, but she would beg for me to at least take a shot. Most days, I am able to stand up for myself and not drink, or I will take the drink just so she won't continuously ask, but I won't drink out of it. Unfortunately, I am not good when it comes to being firm with my decisions and can fall easily when pressured. Well, our mutual friend comes over often and she likes to drink, so when I don't drink, I am singled out by my friend. Now, this isn't her problem, but I've grown up emotionally neglected and singled out, and she knows that. I was trying to think anything of it until I noticed that she started becoming more passive-aggressive with me, calling me names (nasty bitch) and telling me to "shut the fuck up" and "just stop talking" after stuttering on my words. At that point, I was a little bothered since I've been having a hard time living with her family and I had told her I'm still having a hard time adjusting. A week goes by, and she won't even LOOK at me. Her mom had called me into the living room since I was crying, and my friend came downstairs and wouldn't even talk to me. Her mom was telling her to come talk to me since it seemed like I was having a hard day, and well, obviously, she didn't, but her mom and I were confused since I didn't know what I had done. Her mom was telling her to come talk to me since it seemed like I was having a hard day, and well, obviously, she didn't, but her mom and I were confused since I didn't know what I had done.
So fast forward to the day before mothers day, she ends up telling me that she needs to talk to me. She ended up telling me that I can't wear what I want to wear and that it's inappropriate. I wear skirts, fishnets, corsets, etc, but ONLY when I go out. I don't wear that around her house. She told me that it's fine if i wear it going out but just not around her house, so i told her that i was confused since I only wear those clothes when i go out. She started saying how that's fine, but even the clothes I wear around the house is inappropriate because I have everything hanging out since I wear crop tops and booty shorts and that I look like a hoochie mama. Kinda confused me because the "crop top" I wear goes past my belly button and the "booty shorts" I wear cover my butt. I told her I respect what shes saying and that I won't continue to dress that way. She kept asking how I felt and that she didn't want to start problems, and I told her that it didn't matter how I felt since I was living in her house. I asked her who had felt that way and she told me that no one said anything and that shes coming to me about it because she feels uncomfortable with it, but later on, she went on to say how everyone in her family, including her boyfriend, have been saying how they can't look me in the eye or even talk to me. It continuously confused me as I had multiple LONG conversations with her family before I went out while wearing those clothes, and it seemed like there was no issue. Not sure why her boyfriend was telling her anything since we do not speak or look at each other. Her and her family have known how I dressed since we started being friends again and especially before I had moved in, and never mentioned anything. My friend knows that how I dress makes me feel confident, as I have consistently talked about it. She kept mentioning how shes not being insecure, but no one had said she was.
The next day, on Mother Day, I came home, and I felt like anything I wore would be seen as inappropriate, and I just felt uncomfortable all the way around. Well, our mutual friend had came over and she pulled me aside to talk to me. She told me that she doesn't think her family said anything and that she thinks it's just my friend and her boyfriend, since my friend had came to her multiple times about how her boyfriend was saying something about how I dress. My friend also told her that day that she doesn't think she friendship is working out, but was telling me the night before that she loves me and doesn't want to lose me. Our mutual friend was telling her that she shouldn't be so degrading towards me since my mom treats me the same way and that's exactly why I had left. Conveniently, my friend didn't want to continue the conversation after that. I went outside and her family came a few minutes later to ask what was wrong and I was very open with them. They ended up telling me not to listen to her and that it is my home as well and I should feel comfortable too. It's been a week after this situation and we haven't talked to her since. I tried texting her but she never responded so I deleted my message after a day. I just don't really know what to do and I need advice from an outsiders perspective.
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- because she would only talk about herself and what she was going through but would never check in on me or even ask how I was doing.
- I was trying to recover from self harm issues and she would always facetime me and show me her cuts and ask me how to clean them.
- would say that she wished her boyfriend cheated on her. That way, she could get skinny. (my ex cheated on me, and I developed a serious eating disorder).
Well, after a year and a half of no contact, I figured I would reach out to see how things were going for her. We became friends again and I thought it was going to be different since we were out of high school. Everything was going good for a while, it seemed, up until I moved in with her around 2 months ago (her house was the only place I could go to since my relationship with my mom is unhealthy). I started to really become aware of her drinking problems, which is exactly why I had also moved out of my mom's house. It's not too much of a problem as long as I don't engage because I have a very addictive personality, and alcoholism runs in my family. Well, I started to drink here and there (once every two weeks but very heavily) and told her I DO NOT want to drink anymore. When she would drink, I made it very clear I did not want to, but she would beg for me to at least take a shot. Most days, I am able to stand up for myself and not drink, or I will take the drink just so she won't continuously ask, but I won't drink out of it. Unfortunately, I am not good when it comes to being firm with my decisions and can fall easily when pressured. Well, our mutual friend comes over often and she likes to drink, so when I don't drink, I am singled out by my friend. Now, this isn't her problem, but I've grown up emotionally neglected and singled out, and she knows that. I was trying to think anything of it until I noticed that she started becoming more passive-aggressive with me, calling me names (nasty bitch) and telling me to "shut the fuck up" and "just stop talking" after stuttering on my words. At that point, I was a little bothered since I've been having a hard time living with her family and I had told her I'm still having a hard time adjusting. A week goes by, and she won't even LOOK at me. Her mom had called me into the living room since I was crying, and my friend came downstairs and wouldn't even talk to me. Her mom was telling her to come talk to me since it seemed like I was having a hard day, and well, obviously, she didn't, but her mom and I were confused since I didn't know what I had done. Her mom was telling her to come talk to me since it seemed like I was having a hard day, and well, obviously, she didn't, but her mom and I were confused since I didn't know what I had done.
So fast forward to the day before mothers day, she ends up telling me that she needs to talk to me. She ended up telling me that I can't wear what I want to wear and that it's inappropriate. I wear skirts, fishnets, corsets, etc, but ONLY when I go out. I don't wear that around her house. She told me that it's fine if i wear it going out but just not around her house, so i told her that i was confused since I only wear those clothes when i go out. She started saying how that's fine, but even the clothes I wear around the house is inappropriate because I have everything hanging out since I wear crop tops and booty shorts and that I look like a hoochie mama. Kinda confused me because the "crop top" I wear goes past my belly button and the "booty shorts" I wear cover my butt. I told her I respect what shes saying and that I won't continue to dress that way. She kept asking how I felt and that she didn't want to start problems, and I told her that it didn't matter how I felt since I was living in her house. I asked her who had felt that way and she told me that no one said anything and that shes coming to me about it because she feels uncomfortable with it, but later on, she went on to say how everyone in her family, including her boyfriend, have been saying how they can't look me in the eye or even talk to me. It continuously confused me as I had multiple LONG conversations with her family before I went out while wearing those clothes, and it seemed like there was no issue. Not sure why her boyfriend was telling her anything since we do not speak or look at each other. Her and her family have known how I dressed since we started being friends again and especially before I had moved in, and never mentioned anything. My friend knows that how I dress makes me feel confident, as I have consistently talked about it. She kept mentioning how shes not being insecure, but no one had said she was.
The next day, on Mother Day, I came home, and I felt like anything I wore would be seen as inappropriate, and I just felt uncomfortable all the way around. Well, our mutual friend had came over and she pulled me aside to talk to me. She told me that she doesn't think her family said anything and that she thinks it's just my friend and her boyfriend, since my friend had came to her multiple times about how her boyfriend was saying something about how I dress. My friend also told her that day that she doesn't think she friendship is working out, but was telling me the night before that she loves me and doesn't want to lose me. Our mutual friend was telling her that she shouldn't be so degrading towards me since my mom treats me the same way and that's exactly why I had left. Conveniently, my friend didn't want to continue the conversation after that. I went outside and her family came a few minutes later to ask what was wrong and I was very open with them. They ended up telling me not to listen to her and that it is my home as well and I should feel comfortable too. It's been a week after this situation and we haven't talked to her since. I tried texting her but she never responded so I deleted my message after a day. I just don't really know what to do and I need advice from an outsiders perspective.
2024.05.22 04:58 Namaste1693 Validation needed
 | I have a 2 year old, weighs about 25 pound Boston terrier. I’ve been feeding her homemade food for the past 5 months and I haven’t had any issues but wanted to get your thoughts on the recipe. 1) 3 lb ground beef 2) 1 cup of spinach 3) 1 cup of blueberries 4) 4 large carrots 5) 2 large sweet potatoes 6) half cup of white rice 7) turmeric (I eyeball it) submitted by Namaste1693 to HomemadeDogFood [link] [comments] I feed her 5oz in the morning for breatfast and another 5oz for dinner. Thoughts / Feedback? 🤗 |
2024.05.22 04:55 Relative_Ear_7792 Oil Prices Decline Amid Unexpected U.S. Inventory Build and Rate Concerns
Oil prices continued their decline in Asian trading on Wednesday, driven by an unexpected increase in U.S. inventories and ongoing concerns about high U.S. interest rates. The market reacted to industry data showing a surprising build in U.S. oil stockpiles, exacerbating fears of weak demand.
Key Highlights:
This analysis aims to provide a comprehensive view of the current oil market conditions and the factors influencing price movements. Let's discuss further in the #commodities channel.
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Key Highlights:
- Unexpected Inventory Build: The American Petroleum Institute (API) reported a 2.5 million barrel increase in U.S. oil inventories for the week ending May 17, contrary to expectations of a 3.1 million barrel draw. Gasoline stockpiles also rose by 2.1 million barrels, while distillate inventories fell by 320,000 barrels. This unexpected build has raised concerns about sluggish U.S. oil demand, particularly in fuel consumption.
- Market Reactions: Brent oil futures for July dropped 0.6% to $82.40 per barrel, and West Texas Intermediate (WTI) crude futures fell 0.7% to $78.13 per barrel. This marks the fourth consecutive session of price declines, influenced by fears of weak demand and diminishing geopolitical concerns in the Middle East. Additionally, cooling optimism about an economic recovery in China, the world's top oil importer, has further dampened market sentiment.
- Rate Jitters: Market participants are wary of high U.S. interest rates. Recent cautious statements from Federal Reserve officials have indicated that the central bank requires more assurance that inflation is declining before considering rate cuts. This uncertainty is expected to be addressed in the Fed's meeting minutes, which are due later today. The firming of the U.S. dollar ahead of these minutes has also put downward pressure on oil prices.
- Future Outlook: Despite the negative sentiment, there is anticipation of increased U.S. fuel demand with the upcoming Memorial Day holiday, marking the start of the travel-heavy summer season. However, traders remain cautious, fearing that persistent inflation and high interest rates could limit demand strength in the coming months. Additionally, attention is focused on the upcoming OPEC+ meeting in early June for potential decisions on extending production cuts.
This analysis aims to provide a comprehensive view of the current oil market conditions and the factors influencing price movements. Let's discuss further in the #commodities channel.
2024.05.22 04:54 leavemealonelolll Clarification on uni appeal
So I have an offer from NTU but it's not my first choice and I want to appeal for it. I plan on accepting my NUS offer in this first window because it's better than my current NTU offer. However, I'm quite confused as to what will happen if my appeal is succesful.
Will I: 1. Immediately lose my place in NUS and by default , be forced to accept my appealed NTU offer? OR 2. Will I be given a choice to pick between my original NUS offer and the new NTU offer on JAP again? OR 3. Some other scenario unbeknownst to me?
I'm asking because while I'm thinking of appealing, I'm worried I'll change my mind within the next month and decide to just stick to my NUS offer. It would be easier if it were scenario 2., but I don't want to just assume and put myself in a complicated situation.
Any help would be appreciated.
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Will I: 1. Immediately lose my place in NUS and by default , be forced to accept my appealed NTU offer? OR 2. Will I be given a choice to pick between my original NUS offer and the new NTU offer on JAP again? OR 3. Some other scenario unbeknownst to me?
I'm asking because while I'm thinking of appealing, I'm worried I'll change my mind within the next month and decide to just stick to my NUS offer. It would be easier if it were scenario 2., but I don't want to just assume and put myself in a complicated situation.
Any help would be appreciated.
2024.05.22 04:51 AtmosphereSeparate73 [Tx] Not sure how to proceed [tx]
I'll start by giving a little background. I work for this company for about 6 months. And at the beginning it was great. Now it is a nightmare i've lost sixty pounds just from the stress. So here's the situation. I have a coworker that completely dislikes me solely based on my personality. Are jobs requires us to stay in hotel sometimes and there is a ton of driving so we spent a lot of time together.. If I make this smallest mistake my coworker throws a huge If I make this smallest mistake. My coworker throws a huge fit. He cusses and kicks things and throw stuff around. It's to the point where it's almost violent and I feel completely unsafe. I've told my boss about this and my boss told me that he personally witnessed these tantrums and he would do something about it. Sadly my boss has not. My boss takes what my co-worker says and believes it with no proof and it's caused me to get in trouble at work. The last incident. I got a 2 page right up and on this right up. It said where they got their information from and it was only from this coworker. One time he got so mad when he was reversing. The truck he ended up hitting a 70 foot. Long six foot tall neon blue dumpster. We work in schools and had there been students behind them. He would have definitely hit someone. He is a danger to himself and others. He has locked my tools in the truck and refused to let me get them. When I got this 2 page, write up. It was my boss and his boss that presented it to me. It's gotten to the point where he will be little knee and yell at me in front of other people.. Last time this happened, I told him in a calm and collected manner. To please not talk to me like that. And that he needs to lower his voice and talk to me with mutual respect. Every time I address this co-worker. I make it a point to be respectful and not hold any grudges. This is been a complete nightmare I love what I do and the work I have these incidents documented and dated in my spiral that I keep with me. My boss tells me multiple times a week that I'm replaceable for no reason and it causes so much stress. I go to work every day not knowing if it's my last.
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2024.05.22 04:50 JoySpecialist Finally took my own advice....
Reddit took me on a journey and I have been hot and cold with seeking perspective here.
2 months ago I replied to a post.https://www.reddit.com/BPDlovedones/s/dy7UhlegSJ
Then realized I should have been talking to myself.
For so long, I felt like I was dealing with so much to get through the day that I just couldn't take on the extra of changing a job or the extra of investing time in myself.
But then I did. I changed jobs (miraculously landed a great fit) and started focusing on myself and what I want.
From a time perspective, I'm definitely still "losing." Focusing on myself means laundry isn't done, etc. And now I know why I let myself slide in the first place.
I spent 8+ hours on chores each day this weekend while PwBPD napped. When he woke up, he was cranky about my preparedness for dinner.... seriously!?
That exchange would have crushed me not too long ago.
I am not one to preach... I've been in this struggle for years.... but I can tell you that taking just one little step forward, doing just one thing for YOU is a start.
Just start stringing together enough steps. You'll find you've come along on your journey....
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2 months ago I replied to a post.https://www.reddit.com/BPDlovedones/s/dy7UhlegSJ
Then realized I should have been talking to myself.
For so long, I felt like I was dealing with so much to get through the day that I just couldn't take on the extra of changing a job or the extra of investing time in myself.
But then I did. I changed jobs (miraculously landed a great fit) and started focusing on myself and what I want.
From a time perspective, I'm definitely still "losing." Focusing on myself means laundry isn't done, etc. And now I know why I let myself slide in the first place.
I spent 8+ hours on chores each day this weekend while PwBPD napped. When he woke up, he was cranky about my preparedness for dinner.... seriously!?
That exchange would have crushed me not too long ago.
I am not one to preach... I've been in this struggle for years.... but I can tell you that taking just one little step forward, doing just one thing for YOU is a start.
Just start stringing together enough steps. You'll find you've come along on your journey....
2024.05.22 04:48 Medical-Till792 (TW) 14F it’s complicated
So i am a 14 yr old girl and about 7 months ago i got expelled from school for selling and doing drugs on campus. I have severe depression and anxiety as well as a severe bulimic disorder. once i had gotten kicked out my mom 48 sent me to a mental hospital for about a week. now i’m at home and i have no freedom and no control over my life. recently i have started to pierce myself with safety pins and i still smoke. she caught me giving myself piercings and tooth gems. she said that no means no. which i understand but i don’t know what else to do. because of my ed she monitors my food and when i eat. but i throw it up every time i’ve lose 60+ pounds since the start of the school year. i’m so lost and i don’t know what to do with myself. so i would give myself piercings and tattoos and tooth gems so i can feel some kind of confidence with myself. i go to therapy and am on a double dosage of zoloft. but i still feel this way. i feel isolated in my own home with my moms ex boyfriend. i am terrified of him. but we are moving out soon. my bio dad hasn’t spoken to me in months because of an argument we had in march. he lives in a different state. my mom is going to be a single mom soon we are moving out in a coupe of weeks and she is doing so much to help me and support me. she is the best thing i could’ve asked for as a mom. she makes me so happy and makes me feel like she’s the one person who cares. but i still want to feel good about myself when alone all this time. i have talked to many people a bout this but all they tell me is to just love myself. but i feel that something is actually wrong with me. is there any advice you could give me on getting to motivation to be a better person?
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