Bhai ne behan ko choda story

Agar koi Prayas 3.0 se tha too koi ye btado...ek baar manish sir ne mahabharat vali story sunai thi jisme arjun krishn ke pass jate hai...vo konse chpter ke time sunayi thi??
Or ek jab kaha tha mzk mzk koi concept smjate time ki apne death bed pe apne bacho ko ye btana..phir kisi ne comment kra tha ki bache be like : Papa mar jao....ye kis chpter me hua tha??

So imma final year CS student, aur bhai mere job nahi lagi hai, par bhai kuch karne kaa jonoon hai, maa baap ko kush karna hai aur apna future bhi banana hai, so pls guid me...
Background : from tier 2 private cllg, know programming well, (typically mern stack ka 14 aur 200+ leetcode wala ) mere ek baar toc mei acche aye the to subject thoda acha lagta hai mujhe 🙂 ab yaad nahi kuch, maths to ghatna yaad hai mujhe shuru se padha hai sab kuch ( 12th ke bhi thode concepts revise karne honge), aur baki sab subjecta ka bhi same haal hai DSA ko chhod kar bas programming aati hai muze
1) How and where to start 2) What are some good resources 3) What best in your opinion ( offline/online) 4) What are good online classes in you opinion or experience ?
TLDR : launde ne bass backhodi ki hai cllg mei GATE ke liye guidance maang raha hai

its gonna be a long trauma dump.
im 19f, appeared in 12th this year, this would be my first drop. vaise to iss sun pe lurker rehti thi, aaj laga maybe kuch bol hi du to atleast relief rahega kisko dhang se bataya to. vaise to life meri bekar nhi hai overall dekha jaye to. yaha pe logo ka padho bc achhi lagne lagti hai life, and phir agle din vahi rr.
i was five almost, jb mere nana ne pehli baar mujhe touch kiya tha. mummy papa ka office rehta tha and bhaiya ka school to akele chhodne ki jagah nana ko bula lete the vo log ki mera dhyaan rakhe. achha dhyan rakhe the (apna lolzzz). now that i think about the movements and the way he'd shake afterwards, pyare nanaji was most probably cumming in his dhoti holding his five year old granddaughter on his thigh. (i mean, ladke shayad better jaane, kabhi kisi se detail mein puchha nhi iss baare mein. after it had got some action and y'all are ejaculating, do you guys like, freeze for a bit a breathe hard? agar nhi to im sorry for the wrong allegations). anyways that happened for a while. uske baad ka mujhe kuch yaad nhi. tbh ye bhi nhi yaad tha, until 3-4 saal pehle jb i read a similar scene in a book and ye yaad aaya phir shock mein chali gayi. had two beautiful frnds jinko bataya iss baare mein and they tried to help me out as best as they could. andar se ye bhi lagta tha ki mummy ko kabhi pata bhi chala to nahi manengi, isiliye parents se thoda grudge rehta tha and ladti jhagadati rehti thi.
fast forward to present, mai apne best friend ke saath relationship mein aa gayi and slowly but surely, he made a great impact on my relationship with my family. like uski uske parents ke saath achhe relations hain and ladka bhi sahi hai (haa pyar krti hu usse, mar jaungi ek din) to convince kr liya mujhe ki mere parents bhi pasand krte hain mujhe. and tb se mere relations meri family ke saath significantly improve hue. i even started to trust them.
to kya hai na, mummy and nana ki jamti nhi hai (he's neither a good husband nor a good father), isiliye mummy unse baat nhi krti. ek din recently mummy unhi ke baare mein upset thi and maine mummy se bol diya ki "uss aadmi se to mujhe nafrat hai. royi hu bestfriend ko batate hue" and mummy was like mujhe batao but mana kar di ki abhi nhi.
agle din she came to me and said ki unhe raat mein neend nhi aa rahi thi ye sochte hue ki aisa unhone kya kar diya ki I don't trust her but trust my frnds? phir bohot bolne pe mai unhe puri baat bata di (utni detail mein nhi obviously) and she was very supportive. boli ki "maa baap important hote hain par bachcho se zyada nhi. mai to vaise bhi unhe ghar na bulati but ab to sawal hi nhi uthata. shakal nhi dekhungi unki". and mai apne room mein aake rone lagi ki maine apni maa ko galat samjha ki vo mujhpe yakeen nhi karengi.
then agle din, i think jb mai ghar pe nhi thi tb mummy bhaiya ko ye baat batayi and he told her abt how once i confessed to him i was a lesbian (bisexual boli thi but lauda hai), and pata nhi kaise, mummy ko convince kr doya ki im making this whole story up for sympathy and to seem cool.
mummy aayi and mujhse boli ki "tum jo batayi ho, vo sach mein hua hai ya jo tum ghatiya books padhti ho, uski vajah se dimag mein baitha li ho ki mere saath bhi kuch galat hua hai?" and phir asked me abt that lesbian wala and told me ki inhi sab vajah se my face has lost its innocence and mai kuch nahi kar paayi hu. kaise i didn't deserve the marks i got in boards and sabka entrance exam tha but sab ek event mein aa rahe the but tumne kuch padha nhi tha isiliye nhi aayi (true but jisko neet dena hota vo aise bhi na aata). and how she feels ashamed and unsafe to go out with me varna i would wander off with "bhaiya log". that other girls of my age look smart and innocent and good even of they're fat. and gori ladkiyo ka chehra nhi pink hai, but you have yellowish tone and you never look smart, tumhare andar vo cheez hi nhi. she ended her speech with, "tumhari vajah se maine apne baap ko galat samjha. agar tum jhoote ilzam laga rahi ho to uska anjam dikhega." and then very lightly said, as if she didn't believe it, "aur agar mere baap ne kuch kiya hoga to bhagwan batayenge."
since that day, i haven't been able to look at my family the same way. the love, trust and respect i had for them seems gone. uss din ke baad mummy achhe se baa ki but bhul nhi paa rahi unn words ko. isse pehle bhi aisa bohot kuch boli hain vo jo bura laga tha but ye Dil tod diya. i can't believe my first heartbreak is from my mother itself.
isse pehle bhi she'd questioned my character. mai maanti hu, mai chutiye bachchi thi. nhi samjhti thi kuch. school bus mein achhe bhaiya log mile the to sabko achha samajhti thi and apne age ke logo se ghul mil nhi paati thi. isiliye almost got tricked by a senior jo uss time 11th mein the (i was in 6th, koi dost nhi tha to attention ki bhukhi rehti thi). uske liye mummy branded me as "characterless". I WAS IN SIXTH, NHI PATA THA MUJHE KUCH. phir ek baar humlog kahi gaye the and mummy dusri seat pe chali gayi mujhko leke jbki meri dost pichhe ki seat pe thi. i tried going to her to uss time to mummy bas gusse se dekhi but ghar aake boli ki how im such a bad daughter, achhe ghaf ki ladkiya sirf apne mummy papa ke paas rehti hain but tumko to matakna rehta hai. tumhare jaisi ladkiyo ko characterless rehte hain, kisi ki nhi hoti hain. (this was in class 9th).
ho sakta hai mai apna side leke dekh rahi hu isiliye mai khud ko sahi samajh rahi. but galti kya ki maine ye to koi achhe se explain karo???
recent ye nana wala batane ke baad to bas yahi manati hu roz bhagwan se ki maar daale mujhe. sach nata rahi, jb dekhega na koi sirf meri mummy papa aur bhaiya ko saath mein, to itne perfect lagte hain. and mai manhoos ki yarah aa jaati hu beech mein. (mumma thinks ki mera chehra normal rehne pe mahoos lagta hai, i should be smiling har samay varna apni life barbaad ke dungi aisi shakal bana ke).
marne ka ya relapse krne ka (i used to self harm) roz mann krta hai, but apni best friend aur apne bf ke baare mein sochke ruk jaati hu. sach mein doni pagal pyaar krte hain mujhse. bestfriend ki life already laudi ho rakhi hai, aur nhi pareshan krna, bf ki life mein pehle hi bohot trauma the, ab badhane ka mann nhi. i promised him I'd helo him heal.
ab 15 aur 16 ko cuet hai but padha nhi hai kuch and pata nhi kaise niklega. nikalka bhi zaruri hai varna home life aur fucked up ho jaayegi plus ghar se niklungi to insabme dimag nhi lagega.
samajh nhi aa raha kaise padhu ab, aakhiri din bacha hai, sab kuch padha hai but revise krna hai. idk bhai, higheay sach mein sundar lagne laga hai (srsly)

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17M. Today cbse boards result came out. And I got 68% and I feel devastated.
I tried to do jee coaching and school simultaneously but I couldn't. I used to feel sleepy in classes so much that my eyes felt like burning. I was just not interested in this rat race.
My father is the most toxic person I've ever met. He doesn't even talk to strangers with respect or politely. I couldn't clear jee and my father scolded me a lot and today he said even more stuff that I couldn't take in.
I got horrible percentile in JEE. I know this is not the end of life and these grades don't define someone's potential or life. I accept I couldn't perform well and learnt my lesson through bad decisions.
But aaj papa ne bola "tera ky hoga, pura future barbad krliya h", "2 saal kuch pdhai nhi kiya bas phone chalaya, game khela, timepass kiya", "har ek exam me fail hogya", "ab aage ki padhai chhod de, labour ka kaam kr ky krega pdh kr", "5 lakh barbaad krdiya school or coaching me".
I wasn't like this always. Maine 8th tak boht competitions, olympiads wagera kiya h. Mujhe nhi pata mai jee coaching kyu le liya. Ky hogya mere saath mujhe nhi pata.
He called me and said "apna laptop and phone tod de aur photo khich kr bhej". Kyu todu mai apna phone jab maine freelancing krke khud ke paise se kharida th.
I'm not joking but he called me "ch*tiya and mc" too for not scoring good marks. He even scolded my mother and sister for all this. Bas yahi bolte raha ki mat kr aage ki padhai, sab barbad krliya h ab mera kuch nhi hoga kahi.
Aaj pehli bar saalo baad meri aankho se aasu aagye. Aaj mere se control nhi hua aur mai chhat pr jakr silently andr se cry kr rh th.
He has his ego problem and anger issues. Idk what's his problem. Hamesha se aisa toxic behaviour raha h. Kabhi game khelne nhi diya to jab bhi time milta th bachpan me mai game khelte rhta th kyuki brain aisa sochta th ki ghr me nhi h yeh abhi jitna marji khel leta.
Bachpan me cash me paise diye th aur bola rkhne and maj spend krdiya kyuki bhai bachha th curiosity thi. To jis din pata chala jhapad mar diya and bache hue cash phad diye.
To ab dar lgta h kuch krne se. Mai kahi bahar nhi jata hoon ghumne ya kuch khane. Aaj tak restaurant nhi gya. Bs ek bar dosto ke sath movie dekhne gya hoon Oppenheimer. Ek do bar cafe me gya hoon dost ke sath. Sab apne hi paiso se pay kiya hoon. Pocket money ka concept hi gayb h mere ghr me. School wale goa trip pr legye but 15k mai mangne se ghabra rh th to nhi gya.
Ab weird sa introvert bn gya hoon. Dost birthday party pr ya ghumne bulate h to mai nhi jata kuch bahana krdeta hoon. Female interaction to hai hi nhi ab.
Ek din meri didi ka pata nhi sayd result acha nhi aaya th to bola ki books road pr lejakr jala de. Mai chhota th tab.
Aaj to bole meri mummy ko ki mujhe ghr se bhaga de.
He never accepts constructive critisism about him. For him other's opinions and views dont matter. He only boasts how much money he has spent on education and shit.
Heck he never gave his BA exam himself. Someone else wrote instead of him.
Ky aisa behaviour acceptable bhi hai aaj ki society me? I think he's psychotic and needs a psychiatrist. Like wtf man.
Kahi se koi support nhi mil rh mujhe. Bs lg rh andar se toot gya hoon aur ab kuch nhi h jeene ko. Bs mera friend mujhe support kr rh kyuki uske bhi kam percentage aaye h. Atleast uske ghr wale jyada understanding h and samjhte h ki yeh the end nhi hai.
Mera dream h Germany me pdhna. Mai kuch projects banaya hoon ek dost ke sath apne coding skills se jisse mujhe kafi acha revenue mil jata h. To friend EU ka hai and we've been in contact for long time now.
To ek saal yaha local college me pdh kr next year bachelors Germany ke liye apply krunga yeh mera plan th. Along with learning german language.
Bs isi hope se mai filhal jee rh hoon ki ek din yeh sapna pura hoga and mai finally yeh toxicity escape kr paunga. Mera wo dost financially help bhi krdega if funds ki kam pdegi to uss time. Papa ke to paise bhi use nhi hoga to bhad me jaye mai ja rh apne raste.
Bs aur kuch nhi kehne ko h

Dabba ne sabko shopping karwai ammi, dono khala and amma; but jaise ye log faltu ka content or thumbnail banate thy fuhaan ki ammi fuhaan ki ammi toh wahi fuhaan ki ammi ka phela mother's day tha kuch special effort nhi ???? Dabba itna sukha sukha sab kuch ??? Abhi tumhare he bhai bhabhi ne tumko woh challenge karwaya jisme tumne woh saman liya h jo sayad Zindagii me nhi dekha hoga ya khareeda hoga even tumko use he nhi karna ayega jiss level ka professional saman layi ho or suit bhi le aayi thi.... Toh vlog ke liye he sahi ek bag ya suit bhabhi ke liye bhi le leti. Downvotes hoga but I really don't care maydumb koi dudh ki dhulli nhi h lekin is this right ?? Not pampering her in pregnancy days , postpartum pregnancy days and even when you are saying everything on vlog and like taunting toh kya ek suit ya kuch bhi bhabhi ke liye bol deti toh kya choti ho jati challu ?? Challu your bhabhi did really good with you if it's on camera then also kam se kam show to karti thi na she groomed her, shadi , shopping, such gifts every thing thoda toh insaan ko ehsaan faramosh hona chahiye.

Previous posts
Part 1- https://www.reddit.com/JanabMadamIbrahim/s/59TIGwSl8u
Part-2
https://www.reddit.com/JanabMadamIbrahim/s/88lTQ7EJfp
Part-3 https://www.reddit.com/JanabMadamIbrahim/s/65HyWJNKdo
Maudaha to Mumbai Express Special 🚂
Trigger warning- caste /religion based prejudices, generational trauma, Misogyny, Relationship Abuse, Emotional Abuse
While this sub doesn’t endorse any caste or religion based discrimination or prejudices, it’s probably time now to post this as NF’s video has brought some information such as lower caste into public domain
As per our source, Gutka King’s family’ key reasons (devoid of my commenting whether these are right or wrong) why they’re not ok with this marriage is because

1. Apparently the IBs intermarry mostly in their “khala’s” families
2. Chaalu’s family belong to Naayi (hairdresser) caste and Sunny’s family is Pathan.
3. While Sunny comes from a landed zamindari family, the property was only given to his father 2-3 years ago by his grandfather. His father is known to be extremely stingy so Sunny hasn’t had a lot of “fun” money all this while and his parents have major concern of losing him.
4. Chaalu’s mom ran away with some boy not from their religion .
5. Chaalu’s dad did the same with another girl from outside their religion.
6. Eventually both were brought back by their respective families only when the village started talking
7. As per Sunny’s family, IB’s are full on scammers and do not know even I of Islam.
8. Sunny’s family were genuinely scared of Chaalu’s family for reasons already known to the sub (fraud , theft, elopement’s etc)
9. Lastly, they are aware that Saba bitches a lot about them in Mumbai. Reason being is that Chaalu goes around talking about her family in Maudaha. An instance of what she said is copied verbatim below:

“humare yahan itne log aate hain majaal hai bhabhi ek bar bhi bol de kaise so paoge apni mummy ko bhabhi ne poora ghar de rakha hai. Dubai bhai k dosto ko tak le jati hai lakin ek bar ko jhoothe muh bhi nahi poochti humse….“
Feel free to dissent , speculate, discuss or disagree (incl dissing the mods lol) bearing in mind sub rules esp religious and community based.

It's 13 may my result was announced at 11.50 am .. i was little nurvous bcause i thought i might have passed anyway.. I have seen many people passed exams who don't know anything.
First let me start my story since childhood
Mai bachpan se thoda sa padhayi mai nalayak tha school skip krne ke bahane bnata tha ()... Dheeere dheeere . 8th class tak avg student se achha ho gya tha padhne me aacha score kia 9th k kuchh mahino baad COVID aagya tha 9th v online exam deke nikal gyii..kuchh nhi padha saal bhar bass kuchh games khelta tha youtube chalata .. uss time thoda sa ethical hacking me thoda sa pair rakh dia... class 10th me April me mere dad ko COVID hua ..and he passed away (2021) it was the most painful moment but mai itna dumb/ch##ya tha, tab kya sahi h kya galat iska koi smz nhi tha , Papa k gurajrne ke 3 din baad hi mai gaming mai guss gya ye soch k ki youtube krunga aur paise se ghar sambhal pauga(first & worst decision of my life) .. uss time pubg m tha , papa k guzarne ke un 13 dino v mai 9 10 ghante game khelta tha rec krta achha video nhi nikalta delete kr deta tha...(Device 3gb + screen cracked) Itna time waste hua 59% score kia thodi bahut padke kyuki exam time me game khelta tha.. bolta tha sabko mai v scout ki trh lakho kamauga ..... 10th barbaad Hui 59%. Score kia ghar pariwar me case wase ka chakkar (family issue) toh ham 3no (mai , Meri bhen, mummy) ne hometown chhor dia 100 km door rhne lage fir meri... Kuchh din baad meri ek sabse badi bhn(didn't mention above) , unhone suicide kr lia zeher kha k (kisi ladke se pyar th) (June 2022) kuchh mahino baad meri 11th class start Hui aur mai nalayak tha kuchh aata tha nhi , aur sab teachers se argue krta tha .... Ki mujhe chemistry smz nhi aati , (ofc base clear nhi tha toh)... Unse yahi bolta rha mai apna dekh lunga aap musse mat kaho , aur sake samne bezzti marte the sir log , 11th me 25% attendance gyi jata hi nhi tha mummy ko mna kr deta tha Ghar baithke game khelta sabke taane sunta... Kuchh videos upload Kiye fir chhor dia upload karna( kuchh nhi hoga sochke). 11th me compartment (physics) . inn dinoo andrew tate , iman gadzi , kuchh podcast sunn leta tha... Ghar pe mummy ne support Kia kisi ko na bata k .. same 12th gyi Kam attendence , padhayi v nhi kia .. last month mai Thora bahut padhh let tha .... Exam time me 'pass ho hi jaunga' soch k Thora bahut game khel leta tha.....
Recently mai local mai digital marketing ka job krne lga tha Aaj 3rd day tha 10k/m pe AAJJ JAB RESULT AAYA toh dekha ki ESSENTIAL REPEAT (failed) abb kya kruu bahut ghabrahat ho rhi h ...
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Hey there This is an anonymous story teller I belong to a normal middle class family Main bhi zyadatar ladkiyon ki tarah ek chote se shehar ki ladki hoon jiske bade-bade khwaab hain Hum aksar logo ko TV par dekhkar unse inspiration lete hain unhe apna idol bana lete unki tarah banna chahte hain Main bhi unhi mei se hi ek hoon Main bhi bachpan se hi TV par actresses ko dekhkar unki tarah acting karne ki koshish karti thi Lekin sabse zyada jo cheez mujhe attract karti thi vo thi Dancing. Bachpan se hi mujhe dance ka bahot shauk tha. Main humesha dance related shows dekh kar unke steps mirror mein copy karne ki koshish karti thi. Mera humesha se hi ek dream tha ki life mei ek baar bas ek baar mujhe ek bade se stage par hazaaron audience ke samne perform karna hai. I wanted to take dance classes to learn it in a better way but couldn't because I come from a background where dancing is considered a taboo and people who continue to do it are shamed upon. Kai baar koshish kiya lekin ghar vale nahi maane. Even though meri mummy kaafi supportive thi humesha se but mere baaki family members ko bilkul pasand nahi tha toh phir maine bhi zidd chord di. Lekin shauk to ab bhi tha. Isiliye shauk pura krne ke liye main apne kamre mein hi dance kiya karti thi. Even though maine on stage perform nhi kiya tha but koi bhi mujhse meri hobby puchta tha to main sabko Dance hi batati thi. Isme logo ki ek baat mujhe bahot khalti thi ki log pehle se hi assume kar lete the ki ladki hai to iski hobby toh dance hi hogi ye jataake ki unhe iske alawa aur kuch nhi aata hai. Ye baat mujhe bahot zyada chubhti thi phir maine socha ki ghar vale dance ke liye toh maan nahi rahe toh kuch aur hi kar lete hain jisse unhe bhi khushi mile aur baaki logo ko bhi dikha saku there's is no limit to a girl's potential So I started playing basketball and slowly I got better and began to represent my school at different places. I also started oration to build my confidence to speak in public.I played numerous basketball matches, did so many stage programs as a host. Main 12th mein thi uss time when I came to know ki mere ghar ke bilkul peeche hi dance class khula hai Toh maine phir mummy se bola mujhe vo join karna hai kyunki ab mere paas hardly 3-4 mahine hi bache the 12th boards se pehle.Mummy maan gayi but humne socha ki hum(mummy aur mai) kisi ko nhi batayenge iske baare mein. Phir daily subah mein jab sab so rhe hote the main dance class jaati thi phir vahan se jaldi jaldi practice karke ghar aake phir dubara school jaati thi Mere dance ko vahan ke logo ne kaafi appreciate kiya ki meri body kaafi fast move karti hai aur main bohot confident rehti hoon dance karte waqt.Tab mujhe realise hua ki wo speed mujhe basketball se mili hai aur confidence mere oration ki vajah se.Then I thought whatever I did till date added on to my dancing skills.I kept practicing for as long as I can.Still kuch hi time kar paayi ye sab Phir boards start hogye phir college.
College mei maine soch liya tha ki yahan to atleast dance perform karungi . Phir maine dheere dheere participate Kiya programs mein. Mujhe aur mauke milne lage dheere dheere mujhe one of the lead dancers bhi bana diya. Competitions mein participate karna start kiya vahan bhi kaafi recognition mila Isi ke saath hi maine apni kuch friends ke sath Dance videos social media par post karna shuru kiya aur bohot hi kam time mein use logo ne dekhna start Kiya aur kaafi taareef ki. Dance video ke views 100 thousands and millions mei jaane lage. And then I got my first collaboration video with an artist with the help of one of my school friends. So right now I'm just working on myself to build a community a space where I get the recognition,I longed for since my childhood.
I will definitely give my name out once I reach somewhere because at this moment I'm in the middle of nowhere. So till then let me be an anonymous story teller 😉
Thankyou 🤗

Hey there ! This is an anonymous story teller I belong to a normal middle class family Main bhi zyadatar ladkiyon ki tarah ek chote se shehar ki ladki hoon jiske bade-bade khwaab hain Hum aksar logo ko TV par dekhkar unse inspiration lete hain unhe apna idol bana lete unki tarah banna chahte hain Main bhi unhi mei se hi ek hoon Main bhi bachpan se hi TV par actresses ko dekhkar unki tarah acting karne ki koshish karti thi Lekin sabse zyada jo cheez mujhe attract karti thi vo thi Dancing. Bachpan se hi mujhe dance ka bahot shauk tha. Main humesha dance related shows dekh kar unke steps mirror mein copy karne ki koshish karti thi. Mera humesha se hi ek dream tha ki life mei ek baar bas ek baar mujhe ek bade se stage par hazaaron audience ke samne perform karna hai. I wanted to take dance classes to learn it in a better way but couldn't because I come from a background where dancing is considered a taboo and people who continue to do it are shamed upon. Kai baar koshish kiya lekin ghar vale nahi maane. Even though meri mummy kaafi supportive thi humesha se but mere baaki family members ko bilkul pasand nahi tha toh phir maine bhi zidd chord di. Lekin shauk to ab bhi tha. Isiliye shauk pura krne ke liye main apne kamre mein hi dance kiya karti thi. Even though maine on stage perform nhi kiya tha but koi bhi mujhse meri hobby puchta tha to main sabko Dance hi batati thi. Isme logo ki ek baat mujhe bahot khalti thi ki log pehle se hi assume kar lete the ki ladki hai to iski hobby toh dance hi hogi ye jataake ki unhe iske alawa aur kuch nhi aata hai. Ye baat mujhe bahot zyada chubhti thi phir maine socha ki ghar vale dance ke liye toh maan nahi rahe toh kuch aur hi kar lete hain jisse unhe bhi khushi mile aur baaki logo ko bhi dikha saku there's is no limit to a girl's potential So I started playing basketball and slowly I got better and began to represent my school at different places. I also started oration to build my confidence to speak in public.I played numerous basketball matches, did so many stage programs as a host. Main 12th mein thi uss time when I came to know ki mere ghar ke bilkul peeche hi dance class khula hai Toh maine phir mummy se bola mujhe vo join karna hai kyunki ab mere paas hardly 3-4 mahine hi bache the 12th boards se pehle.Mummy maan gayi but humne socha ki hum(mummy aur mai) kisi ko nhi batayenge iske baare mein. Phir daily subah mein jab sab so rhe hote the main dance class jaati thi phir vahan se jaldi jaldi practice karke ghar aake phir dubara school jaati thi Mere dance ko vahan ke logo ne kaafi appreciate kiya ki meri body kaafi fast move karti hai aur main bohot confident rehti hoon dance karte waqt.Tab mujhe realise hua ki wo speed mujhe basketball se mili hai aur confidence mere oration ki vajah se.Then I thought whatever I did till date added on to my dancing skills.I kept practicing for as long as I can.Still kuch hi time kar paayi ye sab Phir boards start hogye phir college.
College mei maine soch liya tha ki yahan to atleast dance perform karungi . Phir maine dheere dheere participate Kiya programs mein. Mujhe aur mauke milne lage dheere dheere mujhe one of the lead dancers bhi bana diya. Competitions mein participate karna start kiya vahan bhi kaafi recognition mila Isi ke saath hi maine apni kuch friends ke sath Dance videos social media par post karna shuru kiya aur bohot hi kam time mein use logo ne dekhna start Kiya aur kaafi taareef ki. Dance video ke views 100 thousands and millions mei jaane lage. And then I got my first collaboration video with an artist with the help of one of my school friends. So right now I'm just working on myself to build a community a space where I get the recognition,I longed for since my childhood.
I will definitely give my name out once I reach somewhere because at this moment I'm in the middle of nowhere. So till then let me be an anonymous story teller 😉
Thankyou 🤗

Pata har dost ko hai but still koi wish nahi kar raha, kisi ki bhi birthday mei usski Instagram stories bhar jaati hai but mujhe bas 2-3 wishes aate the or issbar ek bhi nahi aaye. Ghar mei bhi sab bhul ke sogaye🥰 Edit: Socha nahi tha bhai itna pyar dikhaoge🥹 4 din pehle Mera pet chala gaya. Usske baad aaj pehlibaar itna accha lag raha hai🫂

Hey there! This is an anonymous story teller I belong to a normal middle class family Main bhi zyadatar ladkiyon ki tarah ek chote se shehar ki ladki hoon jiske bade-bade khwaab hain Hum aksar logo ko TV par dekhkar unse inspiration lete hain unhe apna idol bana lete unki tarah banna chahte hain Main bhi unhi mei se hi ek hoon Main bhi bachpan se hi TV par actresses ko dekhkar unki tarah acting karne ki koshish karti thi Lekin sabse zyada jo cheez mujhe attract karti thi vo thi Dancing. Bachpan se hi mujhe dance ka bahot shauk tha. Main humesha dance related shows dekh kar unke steps mirror mein copy karne ki koshish karti thi. Mera humesha se hi ek dream tha ki life mei ek baar bas ek baar mujhe ek bade se stage par hazaaron audience ke samne perform karna hai. I wanted to take dance classes to learn it in a better way but couldn't because I come from a background where dancing is considered a taboo and people who continue to do it are shamed upon. Kai baar koshish kiya lekin ghar vale nahi maane. Even though meri mummy kaafi supportive thi humesha se but mere baaki family members ko bilkul pasand nahi tha toh phir maine bhi zidd chord di. Lekin shauk to ab bhi tha. Isiliye shauk pura krne ke liye main apne kamre mein hi dance kiya karti thi. Even though maine on stage perform nhi kiya tha but koi bhi mujhse meri hobby puchta tha to main sabko Dance hi batati thi. Isme logo ki ek baat mujhe bahot khalti thi ki log pehle se hi assume kar lete the ki ladki hai to iski hobby toh dance hi hogi ye jataake ki unhe iske alawa aur kuch nhi aata hai. Ye baat mujhe bahot zyada chubhti thi phir maine socha ki ghar vale dance ke liye toh maan nahi rahe toh kuch aur hi kar lete hain jisse unhe bhi khushi mile aur baaki logo ko bhi dikha saku there's is no limit to a girl's potential So I started playing basketball and slowly I got better and began to represent my school at different places. I also starting oration to build confidence to speak in public.I played numerous basketball matches, did so many stage programs as a host. Main 12th mein thi uss time when I came to know ki mere ghar ke bilkul peeche hi dance class khula hai Toh maine phir mummy se bola mujhe vo join karna hai kyunki ab mere paas hardly 3-4 mahine hi bache the 12th boards se pehle.Mummy maan gayi but humne socha ki hum(mummy aur mai) kisi ko nhi batayenge iske baare mein. Phir daily subah mein jab sab so rhe hote the main dance class jaati thi phir vahan se jaldi jaldi practice karke ghar aake phir dubara school jaati thi Mere dance ko vahan ke logo ne kaafi appreciate kiya ki meri body kaafi fast move karti hai aur main bohot confident rehti hoon dance karte waqt.Tab mujhe realise hua ki wo speed mujhe basketball se mili hai aur confidence mere oration ki vajah se.Then I thought whatever I did till date added on to my dancing skills.I kept practicing for as long as I can.Still kuch hi time kar paayi ye sab Phir boards start hogye phir college.
College mei maine soch liya tha ki yahan to atleast dance perform karungi . Phir maine dheere dheere participate Kiya programs mein. Mujhe aur mauke milne lage dheere dheere mujhe one of the lead dancers bhi bana diya. Competitions mein participate karna start kiya vahan bhi kaafi recognition mila Isi ke saath hi maine apni kuch friends ke sath Dance videos social media par post karna shuru kiya aur bohot hi kam time mein use logo ne dekhna start Kiya aur kaafi taareef ki. Dance video ke views 100 thousands and millions mei jaane lage. And then I got my first collaboration video with an artist with the help of one of my school friends. So right now I'm just working on everything in my hand to make myself a person and build a space that appreciates and gives me and my skill recognition, that I so longed for my entire childhood.
I will definitely give my name out once I reach somewhere because at this moment I'm in the middle of nowhere. So till then let me be an anonymous story teller 😉
Thankyou 🤗

Hey there ! This is an anonymous story teller I belong to a normal middle class family Main bhi zyadatar ladkiyon ki tarah ek chote se shehar ki ladki hoon jiske bade-bade khwaab hain Hum aksar logo ko TV par dekhkar unse inspiration lete hain unhe apna idol bana lete unki tarah banna chahte hain Main bhi unhi mei se hi ek hoon Main bhi bachpan se hi TV par actresses ko dekhkar unki tarah acting karne ki koshish karti thi Lekin sabse zyada jo cheez mujhe attract karti thi vo thi Dancing. Bachpan se hi mujhe dance ka bahot shauk tha. Main humesha dance related shows dekh kar unke steps mirror mein copy karne ki koshish karti thi. Mera humesha se hi ek dream tha ki life mei ek baar bas ek baar mujhe ek bade se stage par hazaaron audience ke samne perform karna hai. I wanted to take dance classes to learn it in a better way but couldn't because I come from a background where dancing is considered a taboo and people who continue to do it are shamed upon. Kai baar koshish kiya lekin ghar vale nahi maane. Even though meri mummy kaafi supportive thi humesha se but mere baaki family members ko bilkul pasand nahi tha toh phir maine bhi zidd chord di. Lekin shauk to ab bhi tha. Isiliye shauk pura krne ke liye main apne kamre mein hi dance kiya karti thi. Even though maine on stage perform nhi kiya tha but koi bhi mujhse meri hobby puchta tha to main sabko Dance hi batati thi. Isme logo ki ek baat mujhe bahot khalti thi ki log pehle se hi assume kar lete the ki ladki hai to iski hobby toh dance hi hogi ye jataake ki unhe iske alawa aur kuch nhi aata hai. Ye baat mujhe bahot zyada chubhti thi phir maine socha ki ghar vale dance ke liye toh maan nahi rahe toh kuch aur hi kar lete hain jisse unhe bhi khushi mile aur baaki logo ko bhi dikha saku there's is no limit to a girl's potential So I started playing basketball and slowly I got better and began to represent my school at different places. I also started oration to build my confidence to speak in public.I played numerous basketball matches, did so many stage programs as a host. Main 12th mein thi uss time when I came to know ki mere ghar ke bilkul peeche hi dance class khula hai Toh maine phir mummy se bola mujhe vo join karna hai kyunki ab mere paas hardly 3-4 mahine hi bache the 12th boards se pehle.Mummy maan gayi but humne socha ki hum(mummy aur mai) kisi ko nhi batayenge iske baare mein. Phir daily subah mein jab sab so rhe hote the main dance class jaati thi phir vahan se jaldi jaldi practice karke ghar aake phir dubara school jaati thi Mere dance ko vahan ke logo ne kaafi appreciate kiya ki meri body kaafi fast move karti hai aur main bohot confident rehti hoon dance karte waqt.Tab mujhe realise hua ki wo speed mujhe basketball se mili hai aur confidence mere oration ki vajah se.Then I thought whatever I did till date added on to my dancing skills.I kept practicing for as long as I can.Still kuch hi time kar paayi ye sab Phir boards start hogye phir college.
College mei maine soch liya tha ki yahan to atleast dance perform karungi . Phir maine dheere dheere participate Kiya programs mein. Mujhe aur mauke milne lage dheere dheere mujhe one of the lead dancers bhi bana diya. Competitions mein participate karna start kiya vahan bhi kaafi recognition mila Isi ke saath hi maine apni kuch friends ke sath Dance videos social media par post karna shuru kiya aur bohot hi kam time mein use logo ne dekhna start Kiya aur kaafi taareef ki. Dance video ke views 100 thousands and millions mei jaane lage. And then I got my first collaboration video with an artist with the help of one of my school friends. So right now I'm just working on myself to build a community a space where I get the recognition,I longed for since my childhood.
I will definitely give my name out once I reach somewhere because at this moment I'm in the middle of nowhere. So till then let me be an anonymous story teller 😉
Thankyou 🤗

mere april attempt me ek bnda mere side me aaya , wo sbse last me enter kiya jab sirf 5 min ka counter aata h
my shift was 9s1 , he asked me ki kitna aata h and jan percentile wgera , and i know ki sab kuch wrong ans krna hai , and when i started the paper he was constantly cheating and saying bhai thoda batade thoda karade baar baar ,becz laude centre ne sirf 1 sheet (single sheet of a4) di thi rough ke liye bc har 20 min ke baad rough sheet mang rha tha me , to usko lga mereko aata h paper,
after that and i know invigil. wgera ko batunga to bs time waste hoga and i just ignored him and mene apna computer shift kr liya right side since he was on my left side , but screen was still visible to him
when 85 mins remaining i started maths , ek maths ka trigno ka sawal maine 5 min lgakar solve kiya , something cos3 alpha type ka and he fking cheating infront , i was very angry that time, ki bc pehle hi maths weak h itni muskkil se hua qs aur isne 2 sec me copy krke meere jitne marks le liye , bina kuch mehnat kiye ,mera man kr rha tha uska ek zor se punch mardu , maine kuch nhi kiya kyuki time na waste ho
THEN mujhe smjh aaya TAB mene dimag lgaya like jab bhi mere swal ho jata tha wo meri screen pe dekhta tha and jo mai apnu screen pe mark karu wo mark krne apni screen pe chale jata tha ,
then mene bs qs solve krke ans pta lgkr glt option mark krdiya , aur wo bsdkwala wo glat ans mark krna chale jata tabhi me apna ans shi mark krleta , usi qs ko firse select krke .ase uske 0 number se -1 de diye sara paper uska
when paper khtm huya , i said bhai kitne copy kiye , he laughed and said only 37(i did 52) and he was hella
, then i revealed the truth . AND HE WAS SHOCKED , and then he said bhai kya kardiya and tbhi me centre se bahr aagya and bhot sukoon mila
GUYS YE MERI INVENTION H CHEATERS KO MAZA CHAKHANE KI, TUM BHI TRY KRNA

Yaar Maine 10th maths(basic) ka board exam diya and boy I kid u not Maine poori ncert saal mein 5 baar ki hogi yet mere lag gaye end mein.
So the thing is mein barely pass hone ki kagar pe hu like bpt and mcq finna clutch me or shit to I just neend ki does cbse give grace upto 5 marks or shit coz bhai meri fati hai baaki sab accha gaya(thodha fuck hua hindi but ok) but pass hona hai iss subject mein (maths mera weak hi raha hai since childhood) bus maths mein pass rahu and fir isko computer se replace karunga.
And I am not lying hamare invigilator ne indirectly cheating allow ki thi but bkc kisi ko aa hi nahi raha tha to cheating karane mein bhi dar lag raha tha ki galat ho.
I just wish ki maths mein pass hojau🤞🏻

Toh jee advanced ko sirf 2 hafte pending h ,aur maine aaj 2021 ka advanced ka paper Diya , I scored 98 marks . Bhai chemistry ki ma ka ******* . D and F block bhi revise Kiya . Only to realise that I know 😂😂😂 absolutely 😂😂😂😂 nothing about that chapter 😂.98 marks pe 2021 me 13k rank tha , also mere teachers ne waise thought process inculcate krne ke keliye kucch Naa kuch toh karvaya hi hoga ,that's why this isn't my real score..Dropper hu failure nhi . Dropper hu failure nhi . Ladta rahunga rukunga nhi .ladta rahunga rukunga nhi. Aankon mein jwala hai , haatho mein bhaala hai , deko dropper jee advanced ke cchathi pe chadh gya ( thoda cringe h but ok ) . Jai shree Hanuman Jay sitaram

Yaaar this is just a vent u dont need to read it mei sabse jhut bol bol ke thak gyi huu ab bus ab sab sach likhna hai akhri baar So meri journey chalu hoti hai 9th se mummy ek din aise hi puchti hai konsi stream legi and i had no idea about it matlab ye sab cheezo ke baare mei pata hi nahi tha never ever cared to know about aage ka, meine kahan pata nahi dekhenge bhai ne bola arts le lena and mummy ne gusse se bola arts nahi legi ki wo option hi nahi hai and i am a very rebellious kid thus fir mei bhi bolne lagi ki haa arts mei kya problem hai blah blah but then 10th end ho gya and mera confusion bohot jyada badh gya i could not choose between sci,comm,arts i just couldnt say ki ye ek cheez karni hai my thinking was ki abhi tk inme se kuch try nahi kiya toh choose kaise karu it was also related to guilt nahi chahiye future mei so bohot bohot socha aur fir mummy ne bola sci safe option agar accha nahi laga to "stream switch" wala bahana diya and i was okay with it kyunki i couldnt choose then waise mujhe maths bohot pasand tha school se hi so 2nd reason mummy ka ye tha, then started 11th mei bohot serious thi ki jo bhi karungi best banungi ussme so isiliye i had decided i will give my 100% if not enough 200%, starting mei achhe se religiously padha marks bhi theek thak the the problem that happened in start was mei chutiya coaching mei chali gyi the problem was with the crowd it was so dumb and not serious, mere marks theek thak the fir bhi meri class mei rank 5-6 thi imagine and ye sirf start mei nahi hua pure do saal yahi hota raha mei gande marks laati thi but fir bhi wo mere peers se better the toh mei delusion mei rahi ki i am also topper jab ki mei nahi thi, 11th saare lecs attend kiya did not even miss a single lec and carefully listened all of them then aaya 12th it kind of gave me reality check ki mei kahi stand nahi karti and i aggressively started solving diff types of books like literally dc pandey hc verma and sbt ke ques karti thi of the same chap but again the problem was saare nahi kar paati thi only some sums i used to do and never did it in time bound manner, still uk what i got selected in the toppers batch i wasnt even a topper T_T it was just relatively i was better than my classmates for eg; mujhe mains wale mock mei 139 aaye the toh baaki ko 120-100 range mei so ofc i was not good but i was just better than others, ab iss toppers batch mei aane ke baad aukat pata chali i was constantly scoring less marks generally i was the 2nd last or last in the list eventually i got removed from it baadme aaya october syllabus was over and i was all set ki revision karungi oct mei and then mocks from nov onwards meine toh test series bhi le liye the allen and fitjee ke, but my procrastination kicked it i stopped studying uske baad classes bhi band ho gye the so puri tareeke se padhai band hogyi thi i mean ek sec bhi padhna chhod diya tha meine mujhe fomo hone laga tha kyunki literally i had given up on living life for 2 years meine padhai ke alawa kuch nahi kiya na movie dekhi na logo se baat ki na khelne gyi na kuch celebrate kiya no functions nothing pura isolate kar diya tha and one day mere friend ne status pe rakha tha ki uska bday hai and i was baffled kyunki mujhe toh yaad tha ki abhi kuch dino/mahino pehele hua tha naa 1 saal kaise hogya and that moment changed me, mujhe kuch jyaaddaaaa hi fomo hone lag gya tha i thought ki mei kya baat karungi logo se ki jab badi ho jaaungi mujhe toh pata hi nahi hoga kya hua inn do saalo mei(tabhi mujhe ye realise ho raha tha ki ye baate itni imp nahi hai but my inner self could not accept it it was enough for her) so meine movies dekhna chalu kar diya literally koi bhi bakwas si movie jo bhi youtube pe available ho kyunki mere pass koi prime ya netflix nahi tha then it was dec mei pura dec fifr movies and yt shorts scroll karte rehe gyi then jan same routine drr hi nhi lag raha tha mujhe idk whyy, kuch ig 3 din bacche the mere 1st attempt ko i started to get scarred i started to revise everything day and night mains ke pehele puri raat soyi nahi revise kar rahi thi and then gave mains got 75%tile and the main thing is nobody knows all this stuff thats happening they think i gave my 100% but the truth is i gave up in the end i didnt try at all in the last, then came the bad news uk what i started to watch porn yaa i am fully wasted person, so backstory i was introduced to porn by my friend in school and i told her i will never watch it and dusre dost ne bola tha ki wo mujhe porn dikha ke rahega and i used to tell him it wil never happen but unfortunately it did happen and the problem with it was it entered in my life at wrong time i was already lonely and miserable and thats why i started watching porn starting mei it wasnt addiction but lately it has started to affect me badly meine mains ke baad naa hi boards ke liye padha naa hi second attempt ke liye and i have not revised since so many months just counted 6 months i have not studied a single thing, i have no college and i have no backup, parents ameer bhi nahi hai naa hi business hai humara i am fucked in life i blame myself for it fully i deserve all the loneliness and isolation i am a toxic person who should not live i cant do one thing properly i cant control myself i cant do anything i dont have any talents but i do have many things that interests me but i have no hope from life currently, was suicidal rn so thought i could vent out all and feel lighter and yes i am feeling lighter idk kya hoga mera but lets see what happens i have alot of dreams which are unrealistic thats why i need to live to complete those, now slowly i am getting back on track although i waste alot of time still of reddit and youtube but still i am now consiously trying to reduce it and study again i need to get a college this year i cant take a drop my mental health wont support that decision of mine sooo peace out byee idk maybe i wont come on reddit after this or probably i will(99.999% i will itna self control built nahi hua hai) There's a lot more to this but i cant type each and every thing but atleast while writing i recalled those things thankss ps: there might be errors but who cares i aint going to read it again neither should u read it

Seniors although this is a rant but is balak ki kuch madad kar paye toh aapka abhari rahunga. So 12th Commerce with Applied Maths student 11th me hopefully barbad nhi kari ache se padhi and scored somewhat 87% disappointed but okay. Now 12th maine 14 March se shuri kari because coaching shuru hogayi and this is a new coaching which I joined I was in other back in 11th. But 14 tareek se mere officially ghand hi mare ja rhi hain teachers badhiya hain no doubt friends circle bhi devlop hua do mahino but accounts me pta nhi kya ho rha hain main padhke jta hun practice karta lekin test ke din hug deta bilkul diarrhea hi ho jta hain. Humara abhi accounts me retirment shuru hone wala hain lekin pta nhi kyn eak motivation nhi aa rhi hain ki maine shi se padh liya sab kuch. Kabhi khayal ata hain ki sunil panda ke lectures dekh lun but itna time hi nhi milta upar se school. Kisi din accounts jyada din padh lu toh math bura man jati hain. Math wale sir toh bhai light ki speed sebhag rhe rat 1-2 baje jag kar gaur classes ke lecture dekhta hun taki agle din maths ka test de saku lekin wah bhi chud gaye guru momint ho jata hain. Rat ko ganda wala self doubt frustration aur anxiety me hi so rha hun pehle mai 11th me main subah uthke mediation karta tha workout karta tha lekin ab body stiff ho chuki hain gandi wali. Upar se is coaching me hoghly competitve logo ke sath ameeri bhi kuch jyada hi dekhne ko milti hain bsdk Maths ki classs sale starbucks ki coffee lake questions solve karte hain yah khali time me snap pe snap banate rehte hain but fir bhi pta nhi kaun se nashe karte hain number aa jate hain. On the other side school me mera acedamic comeback chal rha hain teachers kush hain recently paper hue usme bhi no ache aye thodi ego bhi feed hui crush se congrats bola kukki maine eco me top kara. Lekin MKC mere coaching self respect ki amma behn nani ka threesome ho rakha hain sala aisa lag rha hain logo ne aur teachers ne joh expectation rakhi thi woh hi puri nhi kar paya. Social Anxiety, Academic Downfall aur career ki tension ne dimag ka bhosda kar rakha hain kuch ho sake to hacks yah suggestions do taki mere mental helath me sudhar aye...
PS: Maine IPMAT ki coaching bhi join kar Sturaday Sunday toh time ki toh ab Foursome ho rha hain. Bs vacation ka intezar hain

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I was in village, mast beach vagerah ghom liya tha subah favorite cousin ke sath, dopahar ko news aayi ki result aya hai, admit card nhi tha, admit card ID pata nahi thi, finally school walo ne mera result bata diya acha tha.
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