Clearing out my collection after falling down the fragrance rabbit hole in December 2023. Venmo accepted (you cover G&S), Zelle or Cash App preferred. Cont. US only.
Bottles:
Barely sprayed 100ml Parfums Vintage Pineapple Vintage Intense w/box: $110 shipped
level shown: https://imgur.com/a/iX2DBBy
~50% full 100ml Bleu de Chanel EDT w/box: $60 shipped sold

Decants – Free shipping on $20 or more, otherwise add $4
Lightly used 10ml Creed Aventus Cologne twist travel atomizer: $23
level shown: https://imgur.com/a/N03j8ZC
Lightly used 5ml Electimuss Imperium: $10 sold

<1ml Decants: https://imgur.com/a/cIDkesH
Amouage Reflection Man $3
Guerlain L’Homme Ideal Extreme $3
Guerlain L’Homme Ideal L’Intense $3
Guerlain L’Homme Ideal Platine Prive $3
Initio Musk Therapy $4
Initio Rehab $4
Le Labo Another 13 $4
Nishane Hacivat $3
Parfums de Marly Habdan $3
Parfums de Marly Pegasus Exclusif $2
Parfums de Marly Percival $2

<2ml/>1ml Decants: https://imgur.com/a/GZZmBSg
Amouage Jubilation XXV $6
Amouage Opus XIV Royal Tobacco $7
BDK Gris Charnel Extrait $7
Dior Ambre Nuit $6
Fragrance One Office $5
Frederic Malle Musc Ravageur $6
Guerlain L’Homme Ideal EDP $5
Guerlain L’Homme Ideal EDT $5
Hermes Terre d’Hermes $5
Initio Blessed Baraka $6
Louis Vuitton On the Beach $6
Mancera Cedrat Boise $5
Marc-Antoine Barrois Ganymede $7 sold
Xerjoff Alexandria II $7

Parfums Vintage Samples: https://imgur.com/a/Qx7zyoS
Originally 2.5ml in 5ml sprayers. All have ≥2ml left except Imbue which has ~1.5ml (the labels go all the way around). Nine still have the sample card.
Emperor (Aventus clone) $5
Emperor Extrait (Aventus ‘’) $5
Emperor Napoleon (Aventus) $5
Emperor Maximus Extrait (Aventus) $5
Emperor’s Sunset (Aventus + Baccarat Rouge 540) $4
Emperor Cologne Intense (Aventus Cologne) $4
Evolution De L’Homme Soir (Roja Elysium) $4
Haciventus (Hacivat + Aventus) $4
Imbue (~1.5ml) (Gucci Pour Homme II) $3
Intense VI (Aventus) $4
Obsidian (Hacivat) $4
Rush of Unicorns Intense (Creed Millesime Imperial) $4
Sunset Extreme (Baccarat Rouge 540) $4
Utopia (Armani Acqua Di Gio Essenza) $4
Vanilla Intense (Aventus & vanilla) $4

Montagne Pineapple Classics Discovery Kit: $13 shipped
levels shown: https://imgur.com/a/O1dn4d6
Originally 2.5ml each of Pineapple Royale (Aventus clone), Pineapple Intense (Aventus), Pineapple Musk (Aventus), Pineapple Bonbon (Aventus + BR 540)

I just got some backup bottles of my Alkemia favorites and asked for Apsara and Paradise as my samples in the special notes section. I got two other samples instead. In the past, I’ve successfully requested which freebies I get. I’m just curious if anyone has had this happen, I was excited to try Apsara especially.

The global hair restoration market is anticipated to exhibit a noteworthy compound annual growth rate (CAGR) of over 15% from 2021 to 2027, having been valued at USD 4.3 billion in 2020. One of the primary drivers of this growth is the rising prevalence of androgenetic alopecia worldwide. Additionally, the increasing consumption of tobacco and alcohol is projected to further propel market expansion. According to the most recent report from the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention, approximately 14% of adults aged 18 and above reported smoking cigarettes in 2019.
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Market Trends:
Technological Advancements: Over the years, there has been a remarkable evolution in the field of hair restoration technologies. Innovations such as robotic hair transplantation systems, which offer precision and efficiency in graft extraction and implantation, have revolutionized surgical procedures. Stem cell therapy and PRP treatments have also gained prominence for their potential to stimulate hair growth and improve overall hair health.
Increasing Demand for Non-Invasive Procedures: As people seek less invasive alternatives to traditional surgical methods, non-invasive procedures like PRP therapy and LLLT have become increasingly popular. These treatments offer advantages such as minimal downtime, reduced discomfort, and lower risk of complications, making them appealing options for individuals looking to address hair loss without undergoing surgery.
Rising Popularity of Hair Transplants: Hair transplant procedures have seen a surge in demand worldwide. This growth can be attributed to advancements in transplant techniques, such as follicular unit extraction (FUE) and follicular unit transplantation (FUT), which result in more natural-looking outcomes. Moreover, the increasing societal acceptance of aesthetic procedures has encouraged more people to consider hair transplants as a viable solution for hair loss.
Expanding Target Demographics: While hair restoration was traditionally associated with older individuals, there's a notable shift as younger demographics, including millennials, become increasingly interested in preventative treatments and cosmetic enhancements. Factors such as heightened social media presence and a desire for aesthetic improvement drive this trend, with younger individuals seeking to maintain or enhance their hair density at an earlier age.
Growing Awareness and Acceptance: With greater awareness about the available treatment options and a reduced stigma surrounding hair loss, more individuals are seeking professional help for their hair restoration concerns. This shift in attitude reflects a broader societal acceptance of cosmetic interventions to address aesthetic issues, contributing to the overall growth of the market.
Market Opportunities:
The hair restoration market presents several compelling opportunities for growth and innovation. With technological advancements driving the development of more effective and minimally invasive procedures, there is a significant opportunity to meet the growing demand for non-surgical solutions. Additionally, expanding target demographics, including younger individuals seeking preventative treatments and cosmetic enhancements, open avenues for market expansion. The rising acceptance of hair restoration treatments, fueled by increased awareness and reduced stigma surrounding hair loss, further contributes to market growth potential. Moreover, emerging markets offer untapped opportunities, driven by factors such as rising disposable incomes, improving healthcare infrastructure, and evolving beauty standards.
According to the recent report published by RC Market Analytics, the Global Hair Restoration Market is expected to provide sustainable growth opportunities during the forecast period from 2024 to 2030. This latest industry research study analyzes the hair restoration market by various product segments, applications, regions and countries while assessing regional performances of numerous leading market participants. The report offers a holistic view of the hair restoration industry encompassing numerous stakeholders including raw material suppliers, providers, distributors, consumers and government agencies, among others. Furthermore, the report includes detailed quantitative and qualitative analysis of the global market considering market history, product development, regional dynamics, competitive landscape, and key success factors (KSFs) in the industry.
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Geographically, the hair restoration market report comprises dedicated sections centering on the regional market revenue and trends. The hair restoration market has been segmented on the basis of geographic regions into North America, Europe, Asia Pacific, Latin America, and the Middle East & Africa. Hair restoration market estimates have also been provided for the historical years 2020 to 2023 along with forecast for the period from 2024 - 2030.The report includes a deep-dive analysis of key countries including the U.S., Canada, the U.K., Germany, France, Italy, China, Japan, India, Australia, Mexico, Brazil and South Africa, among others. Thereby, the report identifies unique growth opportunities across the world based on trends occurring in various developed and developing economies.
The Hair Restoration Market Segmentation:
By Procedure:

• Follicular Unit Extraction
• Follicular Unit Transplantation

By Therapy:

• Low-Level Laser Therapy (LLLT)
• Stem Cell hair restoration
• Platelet-Rich Plasma

By Region:

• North America
• Europe
• Asia Pacific
• Latin America
• Middle East & Africa

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The highly publicized hush money trial of former President Donald Trump continues to capture national attention. This legal drama, which centers around allegations of unlawful payments to silence claims of extramarital affairs, has significant implications not only for Trump but also for the broader political landscape. Here are the latest developments and their potential impact.

Background and Context

The trial stems from allegations that Trump, during his 2016 presidential campaign, directed payments to adult film actress Stormy Daniels and former Playboy model Karen McDougal. These payments were allegedly made to prevent their stories from becoming public, which could have influenced the election's outcome. The prosecution argues that these payments constitute violations of campaign finance laws, while Trump's defense team claims they were personal expenditures unrelated to the campaign.

Latest Developments

As of May 14, 2024, the trial has seen several key moments:

1. Testimonies and Evidence: Witnesses, including former Trump associates and campaign staff, have provided testimony regarding the nature and intent of the payments. Key documents, such as financial records and communications, have been presented as evidence.
2. Defense Strategy: Trump's legal team has focused on discrediting the prosecution's witnesses and challenging the relevance of the evidence. They argue that the payments were legal and intended to protect Trump's personal reputation and family, not to influence the election.
3. Prosecution's Case: The prosecution has built a narrative suggesting a coordinated effort to cover up damaging information. They have highlighted discrepancies in financial disclosures and pointed to previous statements made by Trump and his associates that allegedly contradict their current defense.

Political Implications

The trial's outcome could have far-reaching consequences for Trump and the Republican Party. If convicted, Trump could face significant legal penalties and damage to his political career. This scenario could impact his influence within the GOP and his potential candidacy in the 2024 presidential election.
Conversely, an acquittal could bolster Trump's claims of being unfairly targeted by political opponents, potentially energizing his base and solidifying his status as a prominent figure in American politics.

Public Reaction

Public opinion on the trial is deeply divided, reflecting the broader polarization in American society. Supporters of Trump view the trial as a politically motivated witch hunt, while critics see it as a necessary step in holding powerful individuals accountable for their actions.

Broader Legal and Ethical Issues

The trial also raises important questions about the intersection of personal conduct and political accountability. It highlights the challenges of distinguishing between personal and campaign-related expenditures and the broader issue of transparency in political financing.

Conclusion

As the trial progresses, its developments will continue to be closely watched by political analysts, legal experts, and the public. Regardless of the outcome, the case underscores the complex interplay between law, politics, and personal conduct in the American political system. For now, all eyes remain on the courtroom as the nation awaits the verdict.

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Demographics: Male, African (moved here in 7th grade) , Georgia, very competitive high school )
Intended Major(s): CS
SAT: 1320(600 R 720M)
I have tried so hard to get a good score. I started studying around august with a 1010. i mainly focused on math since that was the easiest to improve on. But i just CANNOT increase my reading score. i have tried act too but it’s still in the same score range. this is the score i will submit for test required schools
GPA: 3.9 W school doesn’t do unweighted
Coursework: 7 APs (by senior yr) 2 Honors, AP Macro, Gov, Precalc, CSP, CSA, Calc BC, Lang
Extracurriculars:

1. Interned at construction firm for 2 months over the summer. Acquired real-world construction insights & prof. exp in a local business setting.
   
2. Children’s book: Authored CS book for kids. The book is basically about 2 people going into the world of cs. They learn different types of computer stuff
   
3. Founded podcast celebrating African American STEM icons. Promoted diversity, success stories, inspired youth towards science careers.
   
4. Developed Quran Verse Daily Chrome Extension . Delivers daily scripture for spiritual growth & reflection. Bridging faith & tech.
   
5. TikTok account: educational TikTok. educated over 30k people
   
6. Coded several discord bots
   
7. Robotics building team: Robotics team member; engineered competitive robots
   
8. Tutoring job: tutored math and English to kids. 120 hrs)
   
9. Volunteered 250 hrs at a daycare
   
10. Math honors society, beta club, cs club, key club, deca
    

No awards …
Essay: I’m probably gonna write it on how i love teaching kids since i have a lot of hours tutoring and at a daycare
Schools:
Georgia tech instate (will commit if i get accepted)
Northeastern
NYU
Please let me know any reaches i have a slight chance in, i already have safeties and targets.

This is what I think happened based off of the TV Show and what I think most people chose for the ending. Aswell as what I chose for one of my endings. Please don't attack me, this is my opinion. Also I do like the theory that the Legion assimilated into the Brotherhood.
Other: President Kimball is Alive General Oliver is Alive Legate Lanius is Alive Mr House is disconnected but Alive
Intro And so the Courier, who had cheated death in the cemetery outside Goodsprings, cheated death once again, and the Mojave Wasteland was forever changed.
Hoover Dam Victory The Courier, with the aid of Yes Man, drove both the Legion and the NCR from Hoover Dam, securing New Vegas' independence from both factions. With Mr. House out of the picture, the remaining Securitrons on The Strip were hard-pressed to keep order. Anarchy ruled the streets. When the fires died, New Vegas remained, assuming its position as an independent power in the Mojave.
The Courier Preferring neither the best of the NCR nor the worst of the Legion, the Courier was the man responsible for a truly independent New Vegas. He had removed Mr. House from power over the Strip and broken the influence of the NCR and Caesar's Legion in the Mojave Wasteland.
Black Mountain Tabitha and Rhonda went east, through Caesar's land. Occasionally tales of their exploits found their way back west, though few believed them. Eventually the stories concerning the duo were collected and published, and proved to be quite popular with children.
Raul Alfonso Tejada Invigorated by his travels with the Courier, Raul once more took up his guns in memory of his lost Rafaela. Soon after, the Mojave was filled with tales of the ghost-vaquero who hunts down those who prey on the weak.
Boomers Though the Wasteland became anarchic after Hoover Dam, the Boomers' display of power dissuaded fortune seekers from attempting to penetrate Nellis.
The Brotherhood The Brotherhood used the battle of Hoover Dam as an opportunity to retake HELIOS One, and came to control the area between it and Hidden Valley. With no organized opposition, their patrols began monitoring trade along Interstate 15 and 95, seizing any items of technology they deemed inappropriate.
Veronica Santangelo Veronica put her moral sensibilities aside and supported the Brotherhood's new campaign of aggression as best she could. Yet deep down, she understood that it meant their end would surely be soon to follow
The Fiends Their leaders destroyed by the Courier, the Fiends scattered throughout the wasteland. Without the organization of Motor-Runner, Cook-Cook, Violet, and Driver Nephi, they were easy prey.
Followers of the Apocalypse After the Courier ensured New Vegas remain free, the Followers found that Independent New Vegas was even more unstable and violent than before. Old Mormon Fort became excessively burdened by the influx of patients, struggling to provide even the most basic of services
Arcade Gannon Arcade was tending to the locals of Freeside when he learned that Caesar's Legion had been defeated and NCR was being pushed out of New Vegas. Though he found that independence for New Vegas was not all he hoped it would be, Arcade did his best to help the locals govern themselves
Goodsprings With New Vegas' independence formally declared, Goodsprings thrived. More travelers stopped by Goodsprings on their way to and from the Strip, and the locals grew prosperous from the traffic.
Rose of Sharon Cassidy I The slaughter of the Van Graffs and the Crimson Caravan caused no end of trouble for NCR back West. Already struggling, NCR's supply lines suffered further as the two caravans withdrew support until the "massacre in the East" was resolved
Rose of Sharon Cassidy II Cass lived to see the Courier bring down three armies and by her count, that was three more than she'd expected. She'd kept quiet about that, though.
The Great Khans During the Battle of Hoover Dam, the Great Khans quickly evacuated Red Rock Canyon and headed north and east into the plains of Wyoming. There, they reconnected with the Followers of the Apocalypse and rebuilt their strength. Bolstered by ancient knowledge of governance, economics, and transportation, they carved a mighty empire out of the ruins of the Northwest
Jacobstown Thanks to the Courier and Lily, a cure for the nightkin's schizophrenia was found shortly after Doctor Henry's experiment concluded. Nightkin and other super mutants in the wasteland flocked to Jacobstown, and the town became known as a haven where a mutant could find peace
Lily Marie Bowen Encouraged by the Courier to take her medication regularly, Lily's mind eventually attained a semblance of clarity. Her memories dulled by the pills, she cast aside the recording of her grandchildren, no longer remembering its significance.
The Kings Following the Second Battle of Hoover Dam, Freeside came to be known as one of the more stable areas in the region. Ironically, NCR refugees found Freeside safer than most of the rest of New Vegas, where resentment still lingers.
Rex With the transplant of Lupa's brain, Rex gained all of the donor's experiences traveling with the Legion. These melded well with his own memories of the Legion, and his new mind quickly adjusted to the myriad memories
NCR - The Misfits Shaped up by the Courier's advice, The Misfits distinguished themselves during the Legion's attack on Camp Golf. Mags was finally promoted to Sergeant, and the rest of The Misfits received an official commendation. They continued to serve with distinction for many years.
Novac Though Novac was a low-priority target for the Legion, many of Novac's citizens died in its defense. In the weeks that followed, several Bright Followers returned to Novac to help restore its defenses, allowing it to remain independent of the NCR.
Craig Boone Though NCR was withdrawing from the region, Boone remained in New Vegas, finding work as a security guard and caravan scout along the highways. While he might've preferred rejoining his old unit, Boone couldn't bring himself to abandon the city where he'd met his wife.
Powder Gangers - NCRCF After Hoover Dam, the leaderless Powder Gangers at the Correctional Facility vanished into the wastes, leaving the prison empty. The Correctional Facility became another abandoned ruin in the wasteland, its carcass occasionally picked over by enterprising prospectors.
Powder Gangers - Vault 19 After the majority of the Vault 19 Powder Gangers joined the Great Khans, the weaker members scattered throughout the Mojave Wasteland. Though a few managed to erase their pasts, most never survived the journey.
Primm After Hoover Dam, Sheriff Meyers runs Primm with his own style of frontier justice. He deals with most folks fairly, but now and then someone winds up dead with little to no evidence against them
ED-E With its logs cleared and its systems upgraded ED-E remained a vigilant and constant companion to the Courier. The Brotherhood used the information recovered from ED-E to create a small army of Duraframe eyebots.
NCR Rangers Due to the Courier's intervention, Chief Hanlon abandoned his plan to sabotage the defense of Hoover Dam. The rangers assisted the troopers admirably during the Legion's ill-fated attack. Though the Courier snatched victory from NCR, only General Oliver was blamed for the loss of Hoover Dam. Hanlon, exhausted after a lifetime of service to the NCR, stepped down from his position in the rangers and retired to his ranch in Redding.
The Remenats After their bold arrival at Hoover Dam, the Remnants disappeared as quickly as they came. Legends of their power spread throughout the southwest, a reminder of why people once feared the sight of vertibirds in the sky
Conclusion And so the Courier's road came to an end... for now. In the new world of the Mojave Wasteland, fighting continued, blood was spilled, and many lived and died - just as they had in the Old World. Because war... war never changes.
As for what happened after, The Courier tried to help Vegas as much as he could, but with no Army Vegas was anarchy. Then the tunnelers arrived. Courier Six asked for NCR help but they failed. The Courier ashamed with themself left Vegas, never to return.

Looking for a (weird?) wife, and I’m not sure if I’m supposed to have multiple wives or not I am saying this for your due consideration.
I have dark hair white skin, am underweight 5’6 with acne scars
NSFW questions in DMs bc Idk if its allowed to talk about on this sub. details in DMs for this reason unless i get confirmation that it's ok.
I have autism, OCD, ADHD, synesthesia and others (all self diganosed but i have obvious things idk if i should get into that)
I don’t mind piercings, I enjoy them, but someone is not more or less attractive for not having them. I don’t like gauges and some of those extreme circles and cuts. I don’t have any body modifications nor had planned to make any.
I don’t mind tattoos at any place either besides health concerns n I doint have any either.
I don’t like when ppl have big round lumps of flesh that stick out, I do mean big, small/medium maybe ok or even attractive
Need to find her attractive without make up – yes I do mean without make up and there are women who I find attractive without and I do mean without make up of any age. I don’t think I care if she wears make up or not, but I have concerns it’s toxic and the other one if I turn out to be hypersensitive or irritated by it because I am autistic.
I don’t care about race or ethnicity or nationality or anything or location.
I don’t mind how she decides to cut or dye her hair, besides that im concerned about toxins and damage, but I am not imposing on her.
I like appreciate and enjoy alternative fashion (and before it was cool), ive also liked fashion that some alt people have called “too basic" (which may partially be their own insecurity), i just like what looks good. There is fashion I find too basic and kind of anti fashion in that sense too maybe bc I feel like is what people who don’t want to be judged for being anything thats not basic would wear. I don’t like it when people are mean to others based on what they wear or other pointless hierarchical stuff like that.
I don’t recall ever saying “cover up” (regarding clothing), especially wouldnt say it in an imposing way I don’t like to talk in impositions that kill a person’s invidivuality or there’s smth like you know that feels like it kills you when someone commands you. I don’t like to impose on people in that way.
If she cheats, Im not gonna attack, physically emeotionally or otherwise abuse , im not looking to hurt someone I love (besides BDSM and that stuff you know). Men have been allowed to have many wives but wives only 1 husband. I didn’t become christian bc I wanted to opress or restrict women but I believe bad things happen when you sin.
Is reflective and tries to not mistreat others
body count? Isn’t it irrelevant if she’s the right one, I never cared if she’d be a virgin until I understood more about christianity and the spirit world.
I need to be properly emotionally supported, and I want and hope to be good in her life too. I can also have irrational emotions where ik now something is not so but I am procsesing those emotions a certain way you know.
I am interested in very dark and mature topics and things, even if there are times where I may not be able to handle them properly.
Ive been interested in esoterics, occult and c0n5p1r4c135 and I do believe the c0n5p1r4c135 are real and this is important to me.
I don’t care if she talks to others to men or has male friends, idk if I even carei if she’s flirting, there’s no intention to cheat so why would I care??
I can flirt with others too but I haven’t done it much out of concern of leading them on + it doesn’t by itself have any intentions to do anything further. i can be possessive but it will be in the cute way and it can be fun to tease or be teased like that maybe idk but i dont want ot be abusive posessive.
i have female friends she can have male friends that doesn't mean anything and i find the discussions regarding that ridiculous, maybe very low vibrational or of low conscience. i havent done anything with any of them ever except with 1 who is kinda like a relationship but there's painful and difficult topic and even then not physically tho we never met physically.
If its God’s will for her to be with me and she messes up then I will just forgive her. I don’t care to check her phone besides out of curiosity, I think all those games are very below me and maybe obviously should be below anyone who claims to be in a christian marriage, granted im careful regarding eating my words.
I have to eat mostly carnivore diet with vegetables, some fruits and carbs sometimes for my health, but I have nothing against vegans if they are actaully healthy, also I know a lot of ppl can not be healthy on a vegan diet based on long story also some even on the carnivore maybe, im open to sharing details at some point but maybe not worth it here.
ethically wild, I can handle dark humor, I have enjoyed it and used it a lot myself, im not legalistic christian (if you know what that is) but im still trying to be right than wrong so I want discernment on the issue and how to handle it, if smth is actually wrong then I will try to just not do it.
I don’t care if she shaves or not.
I don’t like it when ppl make the same kind of jokes or have the same locked in interests that don’t evolve or aren’t inherently somehow stimulating and genuine. For example ofc I understand enjoying the same food or listening to the same music (except ofc that can get old at some point). I understand what feels samey to a person can vary between people and across time, but I don’t think I mean that. If a bunch of ppl make the same kind of jokes and turn it into something hierarchical and baisc, like they think everything else is dumb cuz theyh aren’t open to perspectives, ideas, growth and improvement hence they fixate on doing the same thing thats too bland over and over.
A lot of ppl have very juvenile if thats even the right word mentality to look down on others for vapid reasons including interests, when you don’t even understand them. while ive had those intrusions I figured its wrong and foolish to just give into such a lowly hostile urge, whilst I understand being overwhelmed and misreacting/just getting mad at smth for no raeson but u can figure out u shouldn’t be mad or its not that deep.
Ive looked donw on ppl for thing I saw as them being lowly about it like getting high off of the same joke instead of improving ur brain cuz I think u can even feel like when u are stupidifying urself and ingoring improvements just to do the same thing over and over again, like u can prolly feel like smth inside telling u maybe u should look elsewhere now or this could be betteur losing cognition bc ur stupidifying urself. I understand again being overwhelmed and looking for some stability but I don’t think that susually it. Al ot of those ppl may be doing the same stupid things to be liked by others and t hus disingenuous to their real self, bc as soon as u start growing improving going in different directions ppl start getting weirded out and ostracizing u. I look down on that.
I don’t need her to shave. Idk if I wont find some body hair too extreme, but so far I haven’t
! respect boundaries. If one of us doesn’t want something or anyhthing at all be it months or years even that should be respected. This is for love first not exploitation. Not any exploitation from either side and look for each other’s well being.
I want to have her walk around the place flashing me, trying to tease me and show off her body in various and subtle ways. She can be naked too if she wants or wear anything she wants
I think how someone moves can be very attractive and also developed, this goes for me too
I want to learn to dance so we can have fun and I can arouse her
I think women have qualities and do things in a way I value, enjoy and admire
I think men and women have different patterns in positive and negative ways (with individual differences of course too) and analysing them and acknowledging them with honest attempt to understand is not wrong, while exploitation abuse and denial is wrong.
if im smarter than her I recognize she can have important and valuable things to say, similarly if she’s smarter than me she also doesn’t know everything and isn’t abusive about it
about money, I have wanted money to help myself and others, not out of greed I think.
I have thought of if I need or have to or if its better to to live in the right kind of community. Takes a village to raise a child but maybe even to function, maybe the people who function not in it are the abnormal ones. I don’t think of a cold community or one that forces warmth and makes you sick, there’s a kind of higher understanding or spirituality.
I don’t mind if she’s richer smarter or more competent than me. I however want to be richer smarter and more competent regarding improving myself and growing, not to feel less insecure than her, and of course I want those things so ican be able to support her and others too anyway.
I don’t mind if she’s a girlboss or not or whatever I think its irrelevant and If she has gifts and drive and doing God’s will why would that be bad? Of course I don’t want her to be stressed out
I don’t wear deodorant or fake odors, maybe if they were natural or non toxic. I also don’t like perfume and would prolly prefer if she doesn’t use it but idk.
I think children are a very serious matter, over time in my life I was thinking about how I’d do things differently and how I’d treat children and communicate and teach them, and I’d feel like I’d see how other ppl are failing children and also children are not attempting to learn how to treat their future children or other children or ppl better like it’s weird but I think someone is going to get what I mean. Bc of my physical and mental issues I am concerned how well I wil lbe able to take care of children of course I hope to improve and God to heal me.
I don’t want my weird movements adjustments or whatever to be judged.
I don’t mind pets or maybe even can enjoy them but again am a bit concerned about my health issues. I don’t have allergies to animals that I know of. I don’t like making their health worse I don’t like selective breeding for that reason unless you’re selecting for improving health maybe.
I am usually not afraid of bugs but I don’t like killing them. If its pests like bed bugs or some kind of infestation it can make sense, but I don’t like killing random harmless spiders or others. Maybe if harmful even I’d prefer to take them away. No im not afraid of bees or wasps esp if they are alone or very small numbers, tho I may prefer to not be around a hive.
emotionally sophisticated and doesn’t criticize my whining, while my whining isn’t attempting to get her attention, pull or control her. If I need some sort of emotional support I can ask and if she is able to provide it then she is, and if she has to prioritize something else I understand and I mean I genuinely understand. Emotional support should be mutual and not leeching. I understand it may not be completely equal or if its not possible to be, but we should both care as much as we can in our respective situations.
needs to care about her health, I don’t mean exercise and exercises can be damaging and forced too, thus again neesd to care to even know of that/unless she’s managing to be really fine anyway. I am not against smokers or alcoholics, but I’d prefer it if she stops. I want her to be happy and healthy.
If she’s over or underweight bc of health issues I understand
I don’t drive part related to health issues and concern it may be too dangerous for me to drive.
God first. I don’t believe anything works without him.
I won’t k1ll her if she cheats nor 4bus3 her. I am saying bc I thought some men hide things and reveal them after they are deep. I don’t want ot be like that.
Ive had emotional and rage issues about perceived injustices (towards me and others, even when im not lcose to them or don’t know them. I have thought and speculated maybe I care more with strong emotions about ppl that I’ve never met or are very far away than most people directly that I have observed and felt out of place for it.) and I know sometimes I wasn’t actually right other times I wanted to know what is the right thing to do say and experss cuz I had thoughts like if I hurt them they wont get better, they may even get worse, I don’t even enjoy hurting ppl especially in the brain or if its smth permanent (even if I believe God can heal, ive even had angry thoughts ofc like if He can heal why don’t I beat these wrong doers up cuz they have no qualms about doing it to others unfairly He can just heal them, I also thought if I had the right words and perception I could lead them away from their wicked ways) , and sometimes I wasn’t able to, ive physically hurt people out of being pushed too much and rage and with that I think I have let people off and not confronted them a lot in part bc I wasnt sure if I was even right to confront them other parts bc ofc of fear they will mistreat me if I reveal I think what they did or said was wrong instead of discussing it and thinking about it/ they already expressed they didn’t care or justified it in twisted ways that im not sure I could argue with or if thats even human.
I have to live and I think everyone in a spacious place. Too narrow will cause muscle issues and variety of issues that will worsen over time you are not sick becaues you are old you are sick because you ignroe and distort your body. I didn’t last long at all, some ppl last longer than me just to make excuses that im lazy + their brain melts and they don’t use it much anyway so superficially they last.
Im anti v4xx I think a lot of health info is a scam and ive experienced it and saw others experience it, I think some things can be true or not have better ways at a moment to deal with some issues but it doesn’t mean its not inherently flawed or manipulated information to make u a lil bit less sick or make u sick in a different veiled way even if it makes it “better” in some kind of way, I don’t mean its ok to let someone die or suffer more bc of too much skepticism, my point is I believe in honesty and integirty cuz u cant heal soemone with lies,
and medicine like other sciences is corrupted . be careful and discerning unfortunately u cant leave ur health in the hands of conventional doctors u have to research and fight for urself.
I have experienced various synchonicities. I think God has helped me and guided me.
Throw things away and tidy when we’re ready to. Tired or health issues is not the same as lazy. No tartorship or tyranny about it. Im not growing black mold either ofc
if a woman gets SA’d, and she doesn’t want to tell exactly what happenned, but she wants help, is it right for her to be upset at you and hide information, provided you live in the 20^th century without internet and much media information, and if you don’t have personal experiences with SA or almost anyone has ever talked about it to you in your life, and you are just confused at why this person is refusing to communicate, and u have to take care of this and that issue, yet u don’t know if they are mad at u even for something that’s not even your fault or related to you if that happens a lot, then then u pressure her too much and now she’s hurt, you didn’t even think to make the situation accessible bc u’ve never even heard about that. If someone has an issue and they don’t tell your previous experiences and imagination so far suggest that they have stolen smth or messed up smth and don’t want to talk out of selfishness, not even bc they are scared of you.
I think I have went through humiliation, and doing things I didn’t want to, and failure to do what I wanted and weakness, to the point of not being able to process things and I think losing braincells and personality bc of it, trying to recover it and my functioning and health. I think most ppl are too fake and superficial, not learning anything maybe. Not reflecting, not trying, if they have gone throuhg something like that I think some people amy be just letting themselves go insane and hurt others while in denial instead of processing it, while I understad how difficult is to process it especially when people around you shame you and oppress you for it. I think I need someone who has at least the cognitive understanding for that. I don’t want to put others down for enjoying things.
Ive liked variety of media and art over time, vareity of criticising it and ideas of improving it too, and lately after understanding more about the world and Jesus Christ some of it was interestingly seen in different light. Also over the years I may have seen media nad the world in different light. I have synesthesia autism, adhd and maybe some form of OCD, besides maybe others. I’ve beebn able to induce things in my mind and some information that seemed so obvious to me others had said they realized from psychedelics, you have probably already heard some people’s minds can work like that too. Well some of the media is ofc immature since it doesn’t align with christian principels that seem true after trying to understand more and and a lot of the media is for brainwashing
ive wanted to do art music dancing and others but have struggled with health issues that I hope to resolve. If she wants to do any I am generally worried about toxicity from paint so I wouldn’t use it and wouldn’t recommend using it.
Semi ex astrologer. Bc im not sure if its all considered divination since I’ve had synchonicities related to it that I’ve felt like or wondered if God sent them to me. I do think He communicates with us somehow in various ways.
I think its importan tto be able to explain to a child why something is or isnt a certain way, bc I felt alienated from a lot of christians who just seemed to “know” things and judge things as evil or whatever with no explanation and cringe when I ask for one. I als orealize it can be hard to talk about, both bc of the content, how traumatising can be to think about again and again from an adult’s perspective + being too busy or struggle too much, not able to expalin anyinthg and everything one thinks.
I have health issues that can make it hard to think or process emotions bc of maladjustment in my cranial bones related to the whole body and pinched nerves and wiring issues, that I hope to resolve , and may need miracle healing for some of the damage, this is also why i write this way in the state i am its difficult and straining to write and use the exact corrects words and format everything in perfect order
I don’t want to hold her back from God in any way.
I sought for spiritual answers if spirituality was real until I started figuring out more and then about witchcraft, but I observed patterns in my life regarding a sin I was commiting and other reasons that made me think that it can’t be a coincidence any more + someone claiming he stopped m4g1c p0rt4l by saying “Christ is King” (but I will say Jesus Christ) and that the bible was telling the truth. The bible had upset me before in part due to things taken out of context and difficulty understanding, and of course Jesus does things a bit differently than the old testament, even if the law is still important, He teaches forgiveness.
I care a lot about the gifts of the spirit and the presence of God in my life but also in everyone else’s.
I think awareness or pcoessing of emotional nuance and self control are attractive as well as being free spirited but not exploitative
I don’t smoke or drink or do drugs I don’t even take medicine nor intend to for the most part, I don’t judge anyone who does but I’d discourage them. If my wife does I’d discourage her, I wont pester her about it unless I get discernment that I should and that it will be helpful, but I won’t judge her and I never judged anyone who did, except when they were hypocrites. I have never ingested more than a small cup iirc, if even that from alcohol and only on occassions, and then barely on any occassions. I have never smoked a cig or a joint or anything besides 2^nd hand air. I stopped taking medication for illnesses years ago and I only took sweet drugs as a child bc they were sweet after being told not to.
I have however engaged in various parts and ways of PMO for various reasons
I think everything we have is given to us by God, or if we eorked for it opportunities or what was needed to achieve it was also given, so no one can be proud.
I have done weird things for health, personal amusement and other reasons includingi finding people who may relate and enjoy them but have been accused of attention seeking and I find that deeply repulsive because im sorry for trying to find people to connect with? I didn’t push things that others arent intersted in on them, I was jst trying to exist, some ppl don’t make the difference bc they have a really small world and don’t even think about others much and why they do what they do thus make the wrong assumtpions and attempt to harass and antagonize you. I find that very repulsive simultaneously ive known what other people’s intentions and results of actions and thoughts would be, and they would be confused and hostile towards me for acting like I know them, but I DID. And what I thought would happen happenned so I was just used and hurt and bc they are soo deep in to their own mess they don’t realize what they are doing wrong and a lot of the time don’t even remember that I said what would happen. Ive spent too much time and effort on ppl hoping they would change. I am not looking to be used up by a partner nonetheless. I don’t pretend to know everyhting or be perfecct but I think some ppl are so lost, esp after ive been also judged for my mistakes and not explained like I deserve respect so many times.
Narcissist abuse mention below line warning. Hoenstly you shouldn’te ven read it because I am concerned it may just upset you. I am posting it because I think its important to show that I am aware. Specifiaclly mentions narcissistic “whatever” podcast men who project it on the women.
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Ive had a habit over the years of engaging with media that infuriates me bc I overthink how to react in those situations bc I don’t understand how that in front of me can be a human being with a brain who cares about others and if I showed distress or anger I’d be judged and harassed for it again, despite them being harassers and controllers I nthe first place, and I am afraid of forgetting about it and walking into such situation and being unable to control it. For example the “whatever” podcast the narcissist men were saying in an imposing way how a woman only thinks for herslf bc she wanted to be aborted bc her mother didn’t have neough money to raise her. Obviously u need money to raise someone properly for various reasons, and if he himself odenst understand that a lot of ppl like that are controlling demanding and imposing, while bitter about the sacrifices their toxic environmetns forced them to make (or they made out of their own inferiority hopelessness and lack of faith) or weere actually spoiled, but bc of that they imposed themselves on other people bc I know such ppl and how they grow up and how they treat other children, and are “thankful for being alive”, but obviously don’t have enough empathy for someone who is emotionally intelligent and has struggled to not be exactly like them, bnc those ppl also harass and abuse minorities and vulnerable groups and I have storie about that dotn wanna get into, and they pretend they don’t know what im saying when I do. No I shouldn’t have to remember everything u did and ddi wrong with ur life to expali nto you how you are mistreating me and beg for you to stop. This is a narcissist. I don’t like abortion after understanding that it’s actually alive very early own and has a soul already I think or smth, but before I didn’t know that when I was more justifying it, but I can explain to someone, instead of abusing them into making them lose any ounce of respect for themselves, bc growing up in harsh environment can also often invite other people to mistreat you, even if not always the case.
Bc of ppl like that cotnrolling my own life Ive also had a lot of bitterness and thoughts of revenge and this is part realted to my health issues, and there’s evil that I don’t know if ppl do it just bc they don’t understand genuinely, bc its demons or bc they have to be done something actually important for. I knew better as a child than 30 something year old men, and I have all these issues and I am still better, how can they justify it now? So I have wanted discernment regarding what should be done about various issues. No I will not talk to you or bother you with the dark stuff over and over again I even try to avoid it or build self control bc it can make you go insane im just putting it here to show that I am at least aware and thoughtful of that.

Hello fellow people.
So I seem to have problems in learning especially complex big subjects like math, coding etc. Being stuck in a room class full of 30+ NT students, loud noises and unseemly boring lectures. I dissociated entire 12 year of school, finished with 8th grade level math and lacked some general knowledge. Luckily my autism lets me learn small facts all the time, but I don't get good chemicals from anything, I think because of my Anhedonia I don't have one deep interest. Just jumping between topics and getting bored quite easily.
Last time I learned something big was at age 10 when I learned English watching After Effects tutorials on YT. I learned video editing too (which is a crucial skill I'm decent at). But I quit doing VFX for two reasons: 1. These unknown learning obstacles got me to a point where I couldn't progress at VFX. 2. I am creative and love art, but I have analytical and critical mind, even doing VFX I changed every attributes like opacity and position in 0.5 increments even in 3D, and wanted my VFX to look in a certain look to be considered passing in my head. More good at copying and following some set of rules rather creating something different or new that was looked in my style and consistent.
I taken 2 private math tutors before and it wasn't ideal because they taught me concepts once or twice in a week and I didn't progressed alone. I feel like If there was something structured that suited autistic people with learning problems like me to just give us lectures and to teach us and push me to progress I could sweat it. But first I have to fix all of my learning problems. That's why I'm asking here, and I hope whoever sees this and been in my place could give me solid piece of advice so hopefully help me get over this :)
I don't want to give in to the idea that I'll never succeed just because I became un oblivious to idea of IQ after being tested slightly below Average. I know I accomplished something that don't reflect this stupid number and that if could solve these learning problems and being able to learn something big like that time at age 10 I could do anything! Just the thought of it makes me happy.
I'll to describe what's happening in my head (this is the part in my awareness) Now days when I'm sitting to learn something:

1. I become curious or interested about it.
2. I invest my entire time because I want to learn more about it.
3. Not knowing where to start and what to learn in order to progress in an organized and consistent manner.
4. I get stuck but not knowing why I'll start jumping for one subject to the other.
5. Between step 3 and 4 I'll lose motivation, focus and interest, I multi task, till I leave to entertainment or something else completely.
6. It's the fountain of excessive information and lack of guidance. Because I can't get myself unstuck or progress, the combination of low drive/dopamine, everything starts feeling more like a chore rather than I picked it

from free will, then I quit or move to something else never achieving it.
Thanks for reading.

Posting as I am reflecting that I've been too hard on myself, and posit that others are too. Not looking for advice really, I guess commiseration?
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Today I've relied almost entirely on pre-pumped milk, extended with formula (in roughly a 2/3rds milk, 1/3 formula mix). And my anxiety is SO down, I'm sipping a glass of wine, baby napping easily in his carrier...I feel like I can breathe! Why is it so HARD to let myself have a break like this??
I began my BF journey thinking 'I'll do it at least 3 mo, and aspire to 6', but the more I read the more I learned the health benefits, and once I actually had the baby, I saw for myself how challenging it can be (or at least feel) to build and maintain supply. Soon I was caught up in a world of stressful cluster feeding, pumping in off moments, sudden appearance of a slacker boob, etc. By chance, a friend without children was wrongly delivered a sample of formula, so I had 2 sample formula cans kicking around that I mostly ignored...I felt like the formula was taunting me, and scorned it as inferior. A failure of my supply!
Anyways, my baby boy is only 9 wks now and the past week he's been cluster feeding during the day (probably a result of his sleep becoming more consolidated). This cluster feeding was causing LO to get really upset from around 3pm - 7pm, where he'd be crying too much to latch, and it's not always clear if the issue is intestinal, him being over-tired (he doesn't always nap well), or him being hungry. I'd get just as frustrated as him, and have many moments of having to put the baby down and leave the room. Which...I never thought would be me, but there I was. And today we had to go to the US embassy (I live abroad) to register his birth, with an appt too early to do a full feed for assuming his usual sleep pattern, so I knew I needed at least 6oz bottle ready for us, to feed on the bus (he's a greedy bottle eater!) if I wanted him in a good mood for the embassy. I hadn't pumped enough overnight, so had no choice but to supplement with formula.
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After that spritely start to the morning, I had less inhibition supplementing the rest of the day. And thus it's now with my break, and a glass of wine XD, I finally see what about his afternoon feeding situation was getting me so frustrated/angry. When he's too upset to latch, I had always been self aware enough to realize that my irritation stemmed from (a) I don't know what too do, and (b) I feel on some subliminal level like he's rejecting my breast/milk, and because that milk takes so much effort, it really triggers something. But you can 'known' a thing, and not 'feel' a thing. Today in the same situation I just giving him 'fortified' breast milk... and... a fraction of the stress. It was SO clear just how much (b) was really getting to me. I'd already figured out (a) after the first few days--I could usually calm him down eventually by humming on a yoga ball holding him, taking him outside, start the 'latch' on the yoga ball...but it was stressful and I was already frustrated by then. And concerned about 'my supply'. He's in a velcro stage (only naps in a carrier during day) so it's hard to get time to pump, and I would tell myself that I needed to persist. That if I just caved and gave him bottle he'd start to have 'bottle preference', and get even worse at latching, and my supply would fail and... and... the world would end.
But... so what? Yes, I might need to switch to pumping--have prepumped milk ready for him and pump more while I feed him bottle. Yes I might have to use formula. Yes that's demoralizing on some animal level. But mental health is important. Feeling mad at my baby is bad. So I'm revising my goals:
- aspire to not giving the baby formula ALONE as opposed to mixed with breast milk (bc my parents lectured me that as an infant I started to prefer formula once I tasted it alone) - put effort into maintaining supply through 3 mo (ie, pump when I can) - continue BF in some capacity through 6mo, and beyond. It's super handy when out and about, in restaurants, etc, and still conveys antibodies! But it's 'ok' if I supplement more as i go along, if I'm stressed out!

I need help starting this essay. I'm a little stuck. I have to reconstruct this passage in an argument (premises-conclusion) form. Some ideas and resources will help alot. Thanks !
Descartes' Meditations:
Some malicious demon of the utmost power and cunning has employed all his energies in order to deceive me. I shall think that the sky, the air, the earth, colours, shapes, sounds and all external things are merely the delusions of dreams which he has devised to ensnare my judgement … I have convinced myself that there is absolutely nothing in the world. Does it now follow that I too do not exist? No: If I convinced myself of something then I certainly existed … let him deceive me as much as he can, he will never bring it about that I am nothing so long as I think that I am something.
((premises-conclusion)

What are your hopes or predictions for cards we could potentially get after the conclusion of the round 2 of playoffs? Last night I was hoping the Mavericks would win so we could get a PJ Washington card, he was going off and my team is relatively weak at SF. Or a Dan Gafford even? What players are you hoping will play well so that we could potentially get their card made? A free Naz Reid would be sick too.

TL;DR Mawage. Mawage is what bwings us togethah today. Mawwiage, that bwessed awwangement, that dweam wifin a dream!
Our Chairman and these Regarded APES have come here to make this tweasured agweement in front of their family and fwiends, pwomising their commitment in this holy and magnificent pwace, today and each day fowawd.
We would not be here today without wuv. Wuv, twoo wuv between these two. Twoo wuv will follow you forevah, so tweasure your wuv, Mr. Chairman with your Highly Regarded Apes, always.
My wife of 21yrs, who is pursuing her doctorate in Psychology to enhance her Marriage and Family counseling practice, has always been a supportive listener, especially throughout this saga. We watched together the events in 2021 unfold in real-time and in a recent discussion concerning market manipulations and the media's role in it all she interjected with unexpected psychological insights. What felt like a gentle change in the subject matter led to an unexpected and insightful conversation about narcissists, divorcing a narcissist, and the tactics of navigating them in your personal and professional lives.
Miracle Max: “'To blave.' And as we all know, 'to blave' means 'to bluff.' So, you're probably playing cards and he cheated…”
Did you know that there are divorce attorneys who specialize in dealing with cases involving narcissistic spouses? These attorneys are typically well-versed in high-conflict divorce scenarios and understand the psychological dynamics that can arise when one party exhibits narcissistic behaviors. They focus on strategies to manage manipulation, gaslighting, and other tactics that a narcissistic spouse might use to control or prolong legal proceedings.
Specialized attorneys in this area offer guidance on how to maintain clear and documented communication, set firm boundaries, and protect oneself legally and emotionally. Their expertise is particularly valuable in helping clients navigate the complexities of custody battles, financial disputes, and other contentious issues where a narcissistic spouse may attempt to use legal strategies to their advantage.
During our conversation my highly regarded ape-ette, outlined a total of 7 “Acts” in the Narcissist’s playbook.”

1. Denial
2. Minimization
3. Deflection
4. Rationalization
5. Displacement
6. Generalization
7. Victim Blaming

If you have ever had dealings with a Narcissist you know all to well these acts are rarely played in any kind of orderly fashion. Infact, their “playbill” is so well known that a short poem was created by Dyana Craig called “The Narcissist's Prayer”:

1. That didn't happen.
2. And if it did, it wasn't that bad.
3. And if it was, that's not a big deal.
4. And if it is, that's not my fault.
5. And if it was, I didn't mean it.
6. And if I did, you deserved it.

For the purposes of this post and to fully wrap our heads around the manipulative actions by those in the media, the financial system, in government, or our personal lives, we expanded upon the above as follows:

1. "That did not occur."
2. "And if it did, it was not that severe."
3. "And if it was, it is not a significant matter."
4. "And if it is, it is not my fault."
5. "And if it was, I did not intend it."
6. "And if I did, there were extenuating circumstances."
7. "And if there weren't, you provoked me into it."
8. "And if you didn't, others would have reacted the same way."
9. "And if they wouldn’t, the real issue is being blown out of proportion."
10. "And if it isn't, everyone makes mistakes."
11. "And if they don’t, I am under a lot of stress."
12. "And if I did, you deserved it."

These 12 narcissistic acts can be grouped into these stages that reflect a progression in the way responsibility, blame, and reality are manipulated by the media.
Stage 1: Denial

• "That did not occur." - Absolute refusal to acknowledge the reality of the event.

Stage 2: Minimization

• "And if it did, it was not that severe."
• "And if it was, it is not a significant matter." - These steps serve to downplay the severity and importance of the event, suggesting it is unworthy of concern or reaction.

Stage 3: Deflection

• "And if it is, it is not my fault."
• "And if it was, I did not intend it." - Shifts focus from the act itself to the intention behind it or external factors, deflecting responsibility away from the self.

Stage 4: Rationalization

• "And if I did, there were extenuating circumstances."
• "And if there weren't, you provoked me into it."
• "And if you didn't, others would have reacted the same way." - Attempts to provide reasons or excuses for the behavior that justify it or align it with normal responses.

Stage 5: Displacement

• "And if they wouldn’t, the real issue is being blown out of proportion." - This step attempts to shift the discussion from the actions to the reactions of others, suggesting an overreaction.

Stage 6: Generalization

• "And if it isn't, everyone makes mistakes."
• "And if they don’t, I am under a lot of stress." - These steps attempt to dilute personal responsibility by invoking common human faults or personal stress, suggesting that any errors are part of broader, understandable human conditions.

Stage 7: Victim Blaming

• "And if I did, you deserved it." - The final step, which shifts all remaining blame to the victim, positioning them as deserving of the actions or consequences.

These stages reflect a progression from outright denial to subtle and overt forms of manipulation, ending with a complete inversion of blame. Each stage is designed to protect the narcissist’s self-image and deflect any responsibility for their actions onto others or external circumstances.
For those of use that have been around since the beginning and has endured all of the above reminds me of one of my favorite parts in the Princess Bride:
Westley: Aha! Your pig fiance is too late! A few more steps and we'll be safe in the fire swamp. Buttercup: We'll never survive. Westley: Nonsense! You're only saying that because no one ever has. Westley: It's not that bad...Well I'm not saying I'd like to build a summer home here but the trees are actually quite lovely.
We begin unwinding all financial and manipulative aspects of the now very dead relationship that once existed. We document everything and those weary and nervous and we pick back up with…
Buttercup: We'll never succeed. We may as well die here. Westley: No, no. We have already succeeded. I mean, what are the three terrors of the Fire Swamp? One, the flame spurt - no problem. There's a popping sound preceding each; we can avoid that. Two, the lightning sand, which you were clever enough to discover what that looks like, so in the future we can avoid that too…
We navigate the shills, the media pundits, and hedge fund market making Mayo loving thunts, aka the R.O.U.S’s. Through it all, we arrive at the events of the day! Our mascot triumphantly returns and now the Media is pulling a Prince Humperdink as if we are going to fall for it.
Buttercup: We did it! Westley: Now, was that so terrible? Humperdink: Surrender! Westley: You mean you wish to surrender to me? Very well then, I accept. Humperdink: I give you full marks for bravery. Don't make yourself a fool. Westley: Ah, but how will you capture us? We know the secrets of the fire swamp. We can live there happily for some time, so whenever you feel like dying, feel free to visit.
Navigating and enduring the demise of your first narcissist relationship is, in my opinion, the fire swamp. Reading all the DD ( • )( • ) and easily recognizing all of manipulations and cheating tactics being used and not reacting to them is what makes apes say “We can live there happily for some time, so whenever you feel like dying, feel free to visit.”
Last but not least… our current marriage to our chairman, is bliss compared to our prior sham marriage where belief in a free and fair once existed. Remember, narcissists are married to the devil for time and all eternity!
I share this so that further discussion can continue and help everyone understand the kinds of people we are up against. They will never change, they will never care, and if they are fined or even found guilty of a crime, they will always and forever be the victim.

I live in Norway and here they don’t perform GBS test on healthy symptoms-free women, and even when it’s ‘accidentally tested’ and the result is positive, unless the woman is having premature birth or has a high risk pregnancy, there’s is no antibiotics given before and during birth. This is giving me a lot of anxiety even though I know the chances of baby getting seriously ill from GBS is small. I don’t want to risk it and I just want to get tested. I tried to do it privately but they said I should just go talk to my family doctor. My family doctor finally agreed to do it but the lab didn’t analyze the test sample because it’s not recommended by the government guidelines. I’m almost 38 weeks now and this has been really bothering me. I also feel like I might be overreacting and crazy if other women here are so ok with not being tested.

Alright, so I've been pondering this a lot, and I've arrived at my conclusion on what "xxx" means. "xxx" is split into three parts.
First, it delves into Kendrick's cousin "Johnny," portrayed as strong and aspiring to be a rapper like Kendrick himself. Kendrick speaks of Johnny in the third person, suggesting he's unaware of Johnny's actions, like when he raps, "Johnny caught a body yesterday out hustlin'."
In the second part, Kendrick receives a phone call from a friend informing him that his son was killed in a dispute. Kendrick advises his friend to seek revenge, even implying he would do the same if faced with such a situation. However, the timelines and narratives align, revealing that Johnny is responsible for the death of Kendrick's friend's son. Subsequently, Kendrick's friend seeks vengeance by killing Johnny, leading to his imprisonment. This sequence prompts Kendrick to confront the consequences of his influence.
Finally, in the third part, Kendrick reflects on the societal implications of his actions, realizing the role he has played in perpetuating violence. He acknowledges the three deaths resulting from his choices: Johnny's, his friend's son, and indirectly, his friend's incarceration. Kendrick laments how his pursuit of a rap career led to such tragedy, understanding that his absence could have positively influenced Johnny's path, potentially averting the chain of events that led to the deaths.
In summary, three deaths symbolizes the title "XXX." 1 x for each person he lost, feel free to ask any questions

Can some help me start this essay. It's been awhile since I've had to do anything like this. I just need a few ideas how to reconstruct this passage as in an argument ((premises-conclusion) form. And if you have any helpful resources that'll be great too. Thank you !
Descartes' Meditations:
Some malicious demon of the utmost power and cunning has employed all his energies in order to deceive me. I shall think that the sky, the air, the earth, colours, shapes, sounds and all external things are merely the delusions of dreams which he has devised to ensnare my judgement … I have convinced myself that there is absolutely nothing in the world. Does it now follow that I too do not exist? No: If I convinced myself of something then I certainly existed … let him deceive me as much as he can, he will never bring it about that I am nothing so long as I think that I am something.