This happened years ago, my boyfriend told me that he had kissed someone and I broke up with him after that. This I told my friend and she was there for me in that time. She even said you are so strong etc etc.
After few months, we decided to work on the relationship and got back together. I deliberately didn’t ask what she thought of it, Cz I knew she wouldn’t understand.
Now, around 6 months after this, she started having issues with her boyfriend, and was thinking of breaking up. I tried to be there for her and give her as much perspective as possible. I was giving her pros and cons of staying with him & leaving him.(over text). And without context she was like, if it were me I would never have gotten together with my boyfriend after cheating. I was a bit taken aback because we were not discussing things in the same vein. But I didn’t want to argue with her so I replied something that ended the topic.
Now, after 2-3 years, she told me That her boyfriend had kissed someone in a party when they were first dating and that she was very hurt by this, but then continued to date him.
(No mention was made of her texting me that she would never get back together with someone who cheated on her)
I felt so gaslit by her in that moment. She could have easily told me this, when I told her about my situation, it would have offered me some perspective. AND then not lied to me about her own reaction to it.
We have been friends almost 20 years and lived together as well. These kinds of moments with her are far and few but they do arise, and in that moment I feel like …… what the fuck?

I currently just got cheated on by my ex. I came home and she was being extremely hostile. Yelling and saying she’s going to call the cops. Kicked me out and told me all my shit has to go.
She has two kids. Living together isn’t ideal for their sake at the bare minimum.
According to the property manager the only option out of this is a lease break agreement.
Property manager is supposed to see if the landlord will allow an alternative.
Are there any cases for not feeling safe in your own home to get out of a lease ?
I live in Virginia. Any advice is appreciated. I don’t want to spend a fee paring for a place I’m not allowed.

Hi there
This happened in 2013 but I still remember it like it was yesterday. Since my experience, I read a lot of stories from others about sleep paralysis/obes/ astral projection but none of them ever seemed like what happened to me.
I’m sharing because I don’t know what this was and I’m curious if anyone has had this experience as well.
I was living in a little studio apartment by myself. I remember I didn’t have bed yet I had just moved in. I was going to sleep for the night I remember it was a weeknight because I had work in the morning.
I had had sleep paralysis happen I would say maybe 4 times before this from age 14-22. Never SAW any shadows or demons but I did hear them in my ear.
You know that feeling you get right before you are about to go into sleep paralysis where you’re kind of vibrating and feel like you’re about to lose control? Well I had that happen, but usually it only happened when I was on my back and this time I was laying on my side. I felt like my spirit was about to detach and I was freaking out. I thought ok I all I have to do is focus on being in my body and I’ll stay but it didn’t work. I felt my ears kind of pop and heard a sound kind of like what an old refrigerator sounds like when it’s on at night.
This is hard to explain but, as I felt my spirit leaving it felt like somehow there was a way for me to choose to NOT see anything. I wanted to keep my eyes closed even though I knew it was my spirit traveling. And it worked. I didn’t see a THING. And I was very aware of the face that I was trying to keep my “spiritual” eyes closed. I had this feeling that if I let my eyes see them I would have seen my body . I knew there was a cord keeping me to my body somehow.
So, once I detached from my body it felt like I was traveling SO FAST. I didn’t get that pit in my stomach like how you get when you’re falling or on a roller coaster, but I knew I was going fast because and only because wind was going past me SO FAST. And get this it was kind of cold. Not unbearably but. Felt like 60 degrees wind. So fast. Then all the sudden no wind and I was aware that wherever I was (choosing not to see) and I heard a ding. Yes a ding like a loud ding you would hear if your order is ready from a diner in the movies. Then no wind. And somehow I “knew” that I had landed in some other little realm.
I couldn’t see. But I FELT like there were beings there that NEW I was there and not supposed to be there. Didn’t feel “evil” necessarily but it still felt terrifying. It felt like all these beings were talking to each other and living life then I show up and everyone stops and just stares at me and is thinking why and how are you here??
So I guess I “Willed” myself to keep traveling because I had to get out of there. So the wind continued and I kept going to different places (again I couldn’t see so what I could see was darkness just how it is when you’re closing your eyes on purpose)
This is where it gets weird
The only place I “landed” where I could hear people actually talking was the last places I landed
I heard the song TLC Don’t go chasin waterfalls. And it was the band and they were going that dance.
I was never even a fan of them I was sooo little when they came out and I wish I had some deeper more exciting experience but this is literally what it was and I don’t know why.
Now I still couldn’t see because I wouldn’t let myself but somehow I knew they were dancing. But again they seemed to stop and be freaked out that I was there
At this point I told myself just focus on ur body as hard as u can maybe that’ll work. At that point I felt myself falling. Same huge rush of wind and minor just minor stomach drop feeling. Finally I was in my body and I heard like a thump and then a final DING. After the ding I instantly opened my eyes and my heart was racing
I was so scared I would forget what happened so I opened up my iPhone and wrote in my notes “tlc don’t go chasing waterfalls” and literally nothing else LOL
I haven’t had any sleep paralysis happen since thankfully but I’ll never ever ever forget this

Is changing the team you support ever ok? If so, should I?
Curious what people think.
I live in Europe and have been supporting the Suns since the bubble as I got into basketball during COVID. I've followed them consistently, waking up at 2/3am for games during all the playoffs and watching nearly every single game on replay or live if there's an early tip off.
I've never been to a Suns game in person, but I travel a lot with my job to NYC and I've been to a few knicks games over the past season. It looks like I will never get a chance to watch phoenix unless I pay for it myself, but I will continue to get loads of chances to go to knicks games as I always stay in the New Yorker across the road from MSG.
It feels fundamentally wrong even thinking about it, but it would make a lot more sense if I was a Knicks fan, both for watching games in person and on league pass with earlier game times. I feel a lot more of a connection with the city of NYC in general and phoenix is completely unrecognisable to when I started supporting them.
It seems ridiculous that it is that big of a moral dilemma, but it feels like I've been cheating on a romantic partner and I'm thinking of leaving them. What do I do?

I am not the OOP. The OOP is u/themachucajr posting in Marriage
Ongoing as per OOP
1 updates - Long
Original - 7th May 2024
Update - 15th May 2024

My wife friend-zoned me and wants a platonic “companionship”

My wife (35f) and I (35m) have been married for 15 years and we've been together for 20 years. We have two kids (12,14) we absolutely adore and work tirelessly to provide the best possible life for them. For the past 3 years, things have been somewhat bumpy. I understand that our kids are at an age where they require a ton of our attention and resources with school, band, club sports, and other extracurriculars and I'm aware of the physical and emotional toll that can have on marriages.
However, for these past 3 years, my wife and I have had very little intimacy and very little sex and we've been trying very hard to work on that aspect of our relationship. This past year has been the most difficult and by far the darkest year in our marriage. We didn’t talk very much, we essentially became roommates coparenting our kids under the same roof. It was very depressing and very demoralizing. It was to the point where we began contemplating divorce and it became very dark and gloomy in the household because of that.
We began seeking help with both individualized therapy and couples therapy and it seems to have helped some. Little by little we started to get along and started to have deeper conversations about what our marriage looks like and what we would love for it to look like. This is where it gets tough. As time passed, my wife started to tell me she no longer was "in love with me" and that she only saw me as a "best friend." That she only loved me in a very platonic way, and this was one of the main reasons she didn’t have any desire for intimacy and let alone sex.
This was very shocking to me and quite frankly, I was devastated. I because angry and depressed and I couldn't fathom the thought that I was no longer wanted or desired by the person I felt completely in love with. Things began to deteriorate again and not long after, we were back to square one. I sat down with her one afternoon and had a heart to heart and began to ask questions about where the root of this problem lies, and her answer was "I don't know" and that "I have built up resentment towards you but I don't know where it stems from." As you can imagine, this provides very little to no insight into how to approach this.
I'm puzzled, I'm frustrated and I do not know what to do at this point. Currently, we've arrived at a place where she says that she has no sex drive and no desire for intimacy or connection. She says that all she wants is simply "companionship" which basically means our coparenting roommate dynamic. I asked her what I could possibly do or what is it about me that is so unattractive or undesirable and she her response is always "I don't know." She stated that she does "love" me but its not the same. That she has been feeling disconnected for years and that our marriage just takes up too much work. Her focus is only the children for now and that my coparenting contributions are "meaningful" to her in our home.
I'm at a loss and I'm mainly venting about my frustration. It's tough to realize that the person you love has no feelings for you. I feel like at this point I'm only here to contribute financially and as a parent. I feel like what she means with "companionship" is that she's comfortable with the convenience of having a good father for our kids and my financial contribution to the household.
In regard to intimacy and/or sex, she basically told me that its not something she’s interested in or wants at this time. She mentioned that the only way to get to a point for any of that is to be intoxicated which o believe is incredibly awful and very wrong. I told her I do not think forcing herself to have sex or be intimate by drinking or smoking is good and I declined to be a part of that which to my surprise, it upset her and made her more distant.
We're both extremely honest and transparent. We've never cheated on each other and we are always free to look through each others phones, emails, socials, etc. and we hardly ever do. I asked her if there was someone else and she declined. Honestly, I believe her. We then peacefully went through each other’s things and as expected, it was clean. We've always been very forward, even with the hard topics so I don't smell nor feel any foul play or infidelity.
Am I wrong for declining to only be intimate or have sex when she’s intoxicated? (I'm firm on my stance of not partaking in this "only when I'm high or drunk" sex because it doesn’t sit well with me.) I do not know how to help our situation and I'm starting to become a bit anxious and desperate. We're both fairly young and healthy individuals and good looking. We both have good standing careers and are good parents. I'm just not sure how our lives could have driven us to this point. I'd love some outside perspective on this matter and some insight on how to address something like this. It feels so awful to be unwanted and undesired by my own spouse. I hate it.
tl;dr: My wife of 15+ years is no longer in love with me and doesn’t know way and now says she can only have sex while intoxicated or I need to settle for a platonic sexless marriage and she doesn’t know why that is but it is what it is and I'm in need of insight or advice.

Comments

Warthog__
From your comment history it looks like you are Swingers? If so, I would think that would be relevant information to consider.

OOP: We did some swinging in the past. That was fun for some time. We mutually decided to stop doing it and we have established it’s not the case. When we were swinging however, our marriage seemed to be in a good place. This IS something we did disclose with our couple therapist and made sure to include it to make sure we’re not neglecting an obvious potential issue.
I will say, I did ask my wife if what she experienced during swinging is something that is affecting her view on our relationship and she said it wasn’t. Our swinging experience was always together and it was very sex driven. Nothing really emotional or “poly”. Truth is, I have to believe her at her word. I have no reason to distrust her. To date, she’s always been very forward and never afraid of dealing things head on. No matter how painful.

failedopportunities
It’s an obvious potential issue bro… wether it be she’s enjoying herself a side piece and wants nothing to do with you in that manner anymore. Or, she just went along with you on the swinging and never wanted to do it in the first place. Hence brings resentment. Regardless, should have been included in the initial post.

OOP: Swinging was her idea. Not mine. But I suppose I should have included it but I honestly believe her on it not being an issue. I don’t have any reason to distrust her. Maybe it’s something she has to accept with her therapist or our couples therapist. Can’t really approach that with a solution if she doesn’t think it was a problem. IDK

BigIronBruce

She says that all she wants is simply "companionship" which basically means our coparenting roommate dynamic.

That's only a marriage if you both agree it is. You're hoping she's going to wake up one day and feel different but she's basically said that's not going to happen and doesn't want to figure out why she feels that way. It seems like you tried several different ways to get to the bottom of it and she's either deflected or is being honest that she's not in love with you.

Am I wrong for declining to only be intimate or have sex when she’s intoxicated?

I wouldn't do this, either, if that makes you feel better.
Will she be your best friend if you live elsewhere and have a relationship with somebody in love you. Probably not. Which makes the whole "best friend" speech feel like self-deception on her part.
I won't lie, if it were me, I'd get a divorce. She doesn't seem willing to do the work to fix the marriage and you can't fix it alone. She might promise to fix it or beg you not to but you need to follow your gut as to whether she actually can or will fix it. She's serious that she wants you to stick around but not necessarily as her husband.

OOP: A very hard truth to accept here. Thank you

Interesting-Tip-4850

"I’m ensure I do everything possible to mend our marriage to ensure my own peace of mind and excite knowing I did everything I could."

you may still concider 180 method, to protect yourself and perhaps in the same time the reality that the ship is leaving may start to change your wifes perspective. If that doesnt what else would.

OOP: Can you elaborate on the “180 Method”?

Interesting-Tip-4850
Basically withold from any unnecesary interactions and affection. This is from an infidelity forum, but principles are the same https://www.survivinginfidelity.com/documents/library/articles/discovery/the-simplified-180/

OOP: I bookmarked this. I’m heavily considering this.

Update - 8 days later

I wanted to give you guys an update of how the therapy session with my wife went this week. Not sure if this is helpful or not but I took many of the responses/comments/suggestions from my initial post and put together some things I wanted to discuss with our couples therapist to help us navigate some of the core issues that may be affecting this situation.
One of the main things that is the "buzz word" of this has been the term "resentment" and it has been really eating me up inside knowing my wife keeps telling me she doesn't know why she's resentful or doesn't know why this is affecting her emotionally/mentally. I brought this up with our therapist once again and resurfaced the conversation about being married for so long (15yrs) and being together since we ere 14yrs old. Our long history of growing up and how having children when she was 19yrs old (me 20) significantly changed the trajectory of our lives.
We experience severe poverty and many hardships in the process and we essentially had zero social life for the past 10 years because we were so busy raising babies (2 kids now ages 12 &14). She followed up with tons of questions directly mostly at my wife about her feelings towards this and 90% of the responses were very "our kids" focused. It definitely felt like she was afraid of saying "yes it sucked" because she would feel guilt or shame because it would imply she regrets the kids.
I mentioned this in the session and the therapist encouraged her to look at this outside of the lens of being a mother and to try to view it a bit more selfishly and individually and it was very eye opening. My wife mentioned that she was very frustrated with the fact that we did miss out on many things in life. She also was very clear in saying "I do not think I missed out on other partners or dating or partying but I certainly lost all my friends." This was huge because one of the big pieces that has caused a strain in our lives is how silo'd and isolated we've been (again busy raising kids). I followed up by reminding her that it's important to have good friends and to make time for herself and her friendships.
For the past 3+ years, we've had multiple conversations about friends and how it is important to have them in life. Specially when you have similar peers that can help in many areas of life that perhaps we have no experience navigating and even simply for enjoyment. It has always been something my wife avoids, even though she's always been someone who needs that external stimuli. The main reason for her not investing in friends or even herself has always been "the kids." Like I mentioned earlier in this post, 90% of the answers have to relate to "the kids" to some degree.
At this point in our session I started to feel like there was a common denominator (the kids) in most of the frustrations and problems she was experiencing. So I simply asked her "Do you think you may be upset at me because I'm responsible for these kids in the sense that I got you pregnant so young?" I wasn't ready but she said that she was upset at me for that. She also followed up with the fact that she knows that's unreasonable because it "takes 2 to tango." I did feel like it was progress because it kind of gave us something to work on and help alleviate some of these "burdens" so we agreed to invest more time in nurturing good friendships both together and individually.
Towards the end of the session, we began to discuss what actionable items we would take from this session. At this point, it was still all very ambiguous and blurry as to what the outcomes were. I was very direct and very forward in asking my wife what her plan is moving forward. (NOTE: I had decided prior to the session that should my wife say the same thing about being a coparenting roommate that I would take the 180 approach and essentially do me) She started basically saying the same thing, that she doesn't have any desire to be intimate or sexual with me as of now and that she loves me immensely and she feels bad for not being there for me (as mentioned in my first post).
I also brought up the brief swinging that happened, to which for the 50th time said it wasn't a problem. I agree with her on this. This was something that was a "mechanical" approach for a solution to a problem that was very much in existent when we tried this. We (both) really have no issue to this. We know it happened, we tried it and mutually stopped and turned the page.
I also brought up other life events that may cause resentment and really we ended up not getting anywhere else as far as the root for resentment which was discouraging.
I then basically expressed to my wife that I will not be ok with that arrangement. I told her that I've really done everything I can and that this issue really has reached a point where it has nothing to do with me or require me to do anything that I'm currently not doing. I was very direct and saying that I will not be accepting this dynamic and that I need to be with someone who is actively involved in our marriage, works towards resolutions and is very much interested in maintaining an active intimacy and sexual relationship.
I expressed how I am not going to be a "convenience" and that there was more to life than being roommates and coparents. I made sure she knows I love her dearly and that I do want this to work for the better. I also told her that I'm fully committed to this marriage so long as she is as well and that is she wasn't, its ok, however I will not be a part of something where these efforts are not reciprocated. I told her I have no plans of leaving, and I do not want a divorce, however, I made it clear that if this dynamic continues that divorce will be the only outcome.
Of course tears were involved and it was a very bleak and sad ending to the session. Still nothing was said and I walked out very discouraged and very determined to start working on the 180 as soon as we left the room. It's painful and very difficult because much of the 180 requires you to be very short and cold and transactional. The saddest part is realizing, this dynamic already is very cold and transactional.
Here is where it gets VERY interesting. I started working on implementing many of the 180 recommendations that same day. I mentioned to my wife that, "hey, things are going to be a bit different moving forward. I'm going to honor her roommate/coparent dynamic without reproach and that it should be no mistake that I am not happy here and I am never going to be ok with it but I am done working on it if she wasn't going to work on it."
She agreed and went to bed. I started to build distance and started to basically focus on myself. Very short and transactional. She asked for help on some of her personal things to which I declined and it really shocked her. She was upset saying I was being petulant. I explained to her that, she is now fully in charge of her own life and her own issues.
We didn't talk all day and we only spoke when necessary. Few days I keep this going and she's very visibly upset and stressed. I typically react to that with gestures of help or nurturing but I didn't this time. That night she was crying telling me she's stressed and she things something is wrong with me because I'm "indifferent." I simply listened, then I told her that this is the dynamic she proposed and that I'm simply (much like her) taking care of myself and focusing on myself.
I'm not going to lie, it has been VERY hard to be cold and distant because as I mentioned before, I love her and I wish I could hold her and love on her. However, I know this is somewhat manipulative in a way just to get her way and still keep me in the friendzone. So I've been staying the course.
We're now going on a week of this 180 and let just say, there has been MANY changes on her side. I think she is starting to realize there is more to me than just "friends and coparenting." I sent her a text a few days ago essentially itemizing bills and separating the financial responsibilities 50/50 and SHE LOST HER SHIT. She basically told me it was "out of left field" to which I responded "hey, friends go in 50/50 and as your friend I expect nothing less."
This was very eye opening because it gave me a glimpse of I'm really taken for granted and how her level of comfort and convenience at my expense is really overlooked. I pushed through anyways and basically told her that this is the new dynamic she asked for and that its still a "bargain" because she would have to be 100% if she was on her own.
I'll wrap up with this. While the 180 has been working in many different areas, I am still very much sad about the overall situation. There have been MANY eye opening statements being said and realization that have not been pleasant to encounter. It has also sparked new energy and new efforts on her side as well. She's definitely seeking to talk to me more often and while its hard to turn down, I hope if things improve, this continues to happen.
I've also noticed that she's making more time for herself aside from being a mom which is HUGE because she pretty much neglected herself for years. I'm very pleased seeing her be more herself. My hope is that as we work on ourselves, the marriage improves. There really is no telling at this point where this will go. We are very much cordial and amicable even to this day and that's a very good sign.
Boundaries are set and expectations are very clear and I feel that no matter the outcome, I will be at peace with everything that has been done. We're still going to continue the couples therapist until we either rekindle our marriage or end up in divorce. I feel like having this nonbiased third party really helps as a witness and as a guide through this. No matter what I will always love my wife, however, I will not participate in a sexless, intimacy less marriage because we both deserve better.
Thank you all for all the kind words and recommendations and feedback. This will be my last post on this topic and I wish you all the best.
TL;DR: My wife friend-zoned me wants to just coparent at my expense but I started the 180 method to try and find a solution because she doesn't want to work on us which seems to be working on getting her out of her rut and helping me discover more about how she feels. Also, therapy is paramount and highly recommend to all couples.

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Complete-Old-1960
Bottom line and not to be brutal, but there is one thing you don't have infinite amount of, is TIME. This has to be resolved in a timely manner. It takes 2 to be in love and to be loved, and u only have ½ of the equation. You need to put a time limit on you being the good guy and think of you and your future. Look hope it works out for you, but listening to what you are going through and what you could be in for you can still be a good father but also be a great husband to another wife if you find that special person again.

OOP: Definitely. I think this “soft ultimatum” (180 method) has been very eye opening. I’m definitely hoping for a rekindling of our marriage but I’m also bracing for divorce. I agree on a timeline and I’ve decided on a timeline for myself privately. I don’t want to give her a timeline because I want to reduce the pressure, however, after 1-2 yrs of things don’t improve, it won’t be shocking or a surprise if we split. I think 1-2yrs is more than reasonable.

shes_a_killer
I have to agree with this, simply because at some point, the person who has gone 180 and is waiting for the other person to decide will begin to wonder, "Wow, they're really taking their time coming around to me...did they love me at all? If they ever appreciated and cared for me, why would they keep me waiting and neglecting me for so long?" Except, in my case, it had more to do with the other person being stubborn and unable to admit their faults.

OOP: I understand what you mean. I don’t think I’ll ever doubt she loved me at all. I’m certain she did and I’m certain she still does. I know it sounds crazy and I’m not at all infatuated or blinded by love. Love is far more than the intimacy and sex we’re lacking.

RandyPan_theGoatBoy
I think it’s interesting that in the comments of your original post you said you didn’t think she was taking you for granted but you came to realize she absolutely was. Can you give some more details on what the 180 method is?

OOP: Yeah, I definitely felt this way. But with this 180 method it’s happening right in front of my eyes. Actual actions and reactions taking place that clearly demonstrate that she is taking me for granted. She actually see this as well. It’s evident she’s thinking about this heavily based on her demeanor and her behavior.
Here’s what I used as a guide:
https://beingabeautifulmess.wordpress.com/the-180/
https://www.survivinginfidelity.com/documents/library/articles/discovery/the-simplified-180/

I am not the OOP. Please do not harass the OOP.
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What I must say upfront is that this is an extremely disturbed (personality disorders and substance abuse) and sick person, and I don´t understand why I was staying in this toxic and abusive relationship even without finding out about the cheating but I´m so glad I did because it was what finally made me put an end to it. We have been together for one year. He started getting super jealous, suspicious and controlling of every little thing some months in. And this was never me in past relationships but I realized I was also getting always more and more suspicious but made excuses for him because I only thought he was insecure and that I just had to constantly give him more love and reassurance and that everything would be alright. Well stupid me because of course it was not like that. He was emotionally exhausting me for months and the last weeks have been more and more difficult with him and his constant tantrums, accusations etc. Well 2 nights ago he left his laptop at mines. I found out all his Instagram DMs and saved pictures and iMessages. He flirts with every woman he encounters (he travels a lot for work), entertains hookups with old and new flames, has a catalogue of nude pics and has constant obsessive and super toxic (he is way more abusive with her than he was with me) exchanges with an ex gf whom I think is as disturbed as he is; I found evidence of at least 3 encounters he had and multiple lies. I cannot even imagine the things he deleted and what is on his whatsapp (he was not logged in in the laptop). But that was way more than I needed as proof. So I found all of this last Sunday around 10pm. He came home at 2:30 am and in the mean time I had packed all his stuff (he was staying at mines, thank goodness we don´t live together) and made a list of things that had to be taken care of: -giving me back my keys, -paying me back for some flights I had just bought to travel with him - delete all of our interactions - delete all of my pictures. I also deleted all my pics from his laptop but couldn´t of course delete from the recently deleted because it takes a password. (I had him delete the recently deleted from his iPhone and hopefully that got rid of everything an all his devices, right?) As he came in the door I was calm and sat him down and told him we got things to do. Needless to say, he became like a desperate traumatised little whining boy saying he just did it because he was sure I was also cheating (so in his logic I am at fault for everything); saying stupid shit like he wants to marry me and from now on I can manage his instagram account (he is a public figure) and is going to block all of these "people"; saying "people" are constantly "after him" lol... 4 hrs of absurd convos that led to nothing of course; I am glad I removed this cancer out of my life. I just have to make sense of why I have so little self love to have allowed such a sick person in my life and have me annihilated for months.. long way to healing but already feeling way lighter. Fuck out my life now. He left at 6:30, I was just too kind to not leave his stuff on the street and he still has to pick up all his shit..

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Trials of The Illuminati: Animated Christmas Time Jigsaws
Trials of The Illuminati: Assorted Jigsaws
Trials of The Illuminati: Snack Time Jigsaw Puzzles
Trials of The Illuminati: Women of Beauty Jigsaws
Two Brothers
World War 1 Centennial Edition
ZombieRush

Challenges, Lootboy, second hand, might have some dupes in it (also might not be up to date) => i can exchange them for games but also for trading cards, based on grey market value Vs trading cards market value :

A Game of Dwarves
A New Beginning - Final Cut
A New Beginning
A Valley Without Wind
Abandon Ship
Alien Spidy
Aliens versus Predator Classic 2000
Angvik
Animals
Anna - Extended Edition
AquaNox
Ashes of the Singularity: Escalation
Astervoid 2000 Soundtrack
Aura: Fate of the Ages
Avencast
Bad Rats
Bang Bang Racing
Beat Hazard
Beat Hazard Complete
Bionic Heart 2 - Deluxe Edition
Bionic Heart
BlazeRush
CAPSULE
Car Mechanic Simulator 2014
Cargo! - The quest for gravity
Ceville
Commander: Conquest of the Americas
Commandos 3: Destination Berlin
Contagion
Crash Time 3
Dangerous platform
Dark Fall: Lost Souls
Dark Fear
Darwinia
Darwinia Soundtrack
Dead Hungry Diner
Deadly 30
Deep Dungeons of Doom
Demigod
Deponia
DESOLATE
Disciples II: Galleans Return
Disciples II: Rise of the Elves
Dragon Blast DLC
Driftmoon
Drop Hunt - Adventure Puzzle
Dungeons - The Dark Lord
El Matador
Escape From Russia: Mobilization
Europa Universalis III Chronicles
Fated Souls 3
Fester Mudd - Episode 1
Figment
Final Slam 2
Finding Teddy
Flatout
Flower Shop: Summer In Fairbrook
Galactic Civilizations I: Ultimate Edition
Ghost Master
Girlfriend Rescue
Going Under
Grand Ages Rome Gold
Grav Blazer
Greed: Black Border
Grotesque Tactics 2
Grotesque Tactics: Evil Heroes
Hacker Evolution Source Code
Hail To The King
Hard Reset Extended Edition
Heileen 2: The Hands Of Fate
Hell Let Loose - Hot Drop (DLC)
Hero by Chance
Holy Avatar vs. Maidens of the Dead
Home
Huntsman: The Orphanage
Imperial Glory
inMomentum
Ion Assault
Just Ignore Them
Kalaban
KAMI
Kingdom Wars 4 - The Plague: Kingdom Wars
Knights of Honor
Konung 2
Konung 3
Labyrinthine Dreams
LEAVES - The Return
Leisure Suit Larry in the Land of the Lounge Lizards: Reloaded
LYNE
M.U.D. TV
Majesty 2
Mata Hari
Maverta Island
Megabyte Punch
Memory Booster
Men of War: Assault Squad GOTY
Mind: Path to Thalamus
Miner Wars 2081
Mini Motor Racing
Molecular Warfare
Multiwinia
NASCAR Heat Evolution
Night Wanderings
Norega Barracks + Academy DLC
Oil Rush Bundle
One Finger Death Punch 2
Onikira - Demon Killer
Overcast - Walden and the Werewolf
Patrician IV
Patrician IV Gold
Perimeter
Pixel Heroes: Byte & Magic
PixelJunk Monsters Ultimate
Planets Under Attack
Plush
Poof
Praetorians
Primal Carnage
Purgatory: War of the Damned
Puzzle Art: Cats
Puzzle Kingdoms
Quell
Quell Memento
Quell Reflect
R.I.P.D.: The Game
Race! Beauty! Bugs!
Razor2: Hidden Skies
Red Faction Guerrilla Re-Mars-tered + Armageddon Bundle With DLC (Nordic D)
Red Johnson's Chronicles - 1+2
Reign: Conflict of Nations
Rig N Roll
Rise of Flight: Channel Battles Edition
Sacred Gold
Save the Dodos
Self Shot
Sex Chess
Shadowgrounds Survivor
Shannon Tweed's Attack Of The Groupies
Skara - Starter Pack
Skeleton Troubles
Sky Mercenaries
Smalles Class DLC
Soulcraft
Space Empires V
Space Pilgrim Academy: Year 3
Spirited Heart Deluxe
Square's Route
Star Ruler
Steel Storm
Stellar Interface
Stoirs VR
Stunt Hill
Swamp Jump
Sweet Lilly Dreams
Switch Galaxy Ultra
Switch Galaxy Ultra Charity Pack 1
Tennis Manager 2021
The Deed II
The End of Labyronia: Nerubis
The God's Chain
The King's Heroes
The Old City: Leviathan
Theatre of War 2: Africa 1943
Theatre of War
Theatre of War: 3 - Korea
Theatre of War: Centauro
Theatre of War: Kursk + Caen
Toby: The Secret Mine
Trainz Simulator 12 - Coronation Scot DLC
Tropico 3
Tropico 4
Trulon: The Shadow Engine
Turba
UFO Afterlight
Ultimate Soldier
Undefeated
Uplink
Us and them
Valnir Rok
Vault Cracker
Vegas: Make It Big
Velvet Assassin
Vessel
Victory: The Age of Racing - Steam Founder Pack
Warriors' Wrath
Wasteland Angel
Who's that Flying
Windforge
Zombie Pirates
Zombie Shooter

Consoles (from IGN) :
Backfirewall_ (XBox) Home Sheep Home: Farmageddon Party Edition (XBox)
Enclave HD (Nintendo Switch America Region)

Wayfinder Early Access on PS5

Wishlist :
Various offers welcome, i'll browse lists, and most wanted are (not always up to date) :

9 Years of Shadows
A Plague Tale: Requiem
ABRISS
Achilles: Legends Untold
AFTERLIFE: KILLING DEATH
ALTF4
Axiom Verge
Axiom Verge 2
Battletoads
Bendy and the Ink Machine
BERSERK and the Band of the Hawk
Blade of Darkness
Blasphemous 2
Bleak Faith: Forsaken
Boneraiser Minions
Bud Spencer & Terence Hill - Slaps And Beans 2
CARRION
Choo-Choo Charles
Cookie Cutter
Cuphead
Deadlink
Double Dragon Gaiden: Rise of the Dragons
Dread Delusion
Dread X Collection: The Hunt
ELDEN RING
Enter / Exit the Gungeon
Gearshifters
GetsuFumaDen: Undying Moon Delux
Ghost Song
Good Knight
GRAVEN
GTFO
Hand of Fate 2
Hands of Necromancy
Hidden Deep
High On Life
HYPERVIOLENT
Impaler
Just King
LEGO® Star Wars: The Skywalker Saga
Loot River
Lost in Random
Lost Ruins
Madshot
Mago
Marvel's Guardians of the Galaxy
Mount & Blade II: Bannerlord
New Tales from the Borderlands
Noita
Piko Interactive LLC various oldies
Prince of Persia (various)
Project Warlock II
Prototype 1 and 2
Resident Evil 4 (New)
River City Girls 2
River City Girls Zero
River City Melee : Battle Royal Special
River City Melee Mach!!
River City: Rival Showdown
River City Saga: Three Kingdoms
Rogue: Genesia
Seasons after Fall
Sir Whoopass
STASIS: BONE TOTEM
Super Catboy
The Knight Witch
The Witcher 3: Wild Hunt
Trine 5: A Clockwork Conspiracy
Ultratron
ULTRAKILL
UNSIGHTED
Void Scrappers
Warhammer 40,000: Darktide
Warhammer 40,000: Shootas, Blood & Teef
Windbound

DLCs : * The Surge The Good, the Bad and the Augmented DLC * Vermintide 2 DLCs : Warrior Priest Career - Sister of the Thorn * Borderlands 3 Season Pass 2 * Rocksmith DLCs * Lego Season Passes (Jurassic World - Marvel Super Heroes - Movie - Hobbit - Incredibles - Worlds) * Dead by Daylight DLCs (A Nightmare on Elm Street - Ash vs Evil Dead - Chains of Hate - Charity Case - Curtain Call - Ghost Face - Headcase - LEATHERFACE - Resident Evil Chapter - Stranger Things Chapter - The Bloodstained Sack - The Halloween Chapter - The Saw Chapter - Sadako Rising Chapter - Forged in Fog - Resident Evil: PROJECT W) * Resident Evil Village Winters Expansion * Cyberpunk 2077: Phantom Liberty * Saints Row - Expansion Pass * Rain World: Downpour
See here for the rest of my wishlist.
Compare2Steam
+ offers, i'll browse lists, and eventually take Paypal, but i'm more interested in Paypal & TF2, but i'm more interested in games trades

Hello,
I'd like some fair exchange for those, i'm willing to put more than one game against a game i really want, depends on the offer. I could accept Paypal, but that's not my goal (just getting games i'd like to play). I might want to keep something in those lists, i also have some other Humble and Fanatical games i'm not sure i'll play, so they might appear one day (could be money for an exchange if you have something from my wishlist, don't hesitate to ask). I'm from Europe, that might matter for Keys or gift links. Also, i have many games now, and a lot to do yet, so i might be very picky, even for games on my wishlist (it's more a list for interesting games, that i might want in an undetermined future if i have time).
(HB Unrevealed Key = i have it still unrevealed, but will provide a key, considering the Humble view on trading games)
For people living in France, i also have some old games in boxes that i can send by post, ask me if interested.
My IGSRep page
My SGSFlair page
My GameTrade page
My Barter (come to Barter, it's so much better !)
My SteamTrade
*** I have Amazon Prime, so i already have the games that drop there ***
*** Please tell me what you're interested in in my list and don't just drop yours ***

Removed / Banned / Delisted / Purchase Disabled games :

Afterfall Insanity Extended Edition
Archery Practice VR
Be King
Beast Boxing Turbo
Betrayer
Blackwater Bayou VR
Cloud Chamber
Defenders of Ardania
Depths of Fear :: Knossos
Dollar Dash
Droplitz
eXceed - Gun Bullet Children
Grind Zones
Leviathan: Warships
Magicka: Wizards of the Square Tablet
On The Path
Peaky Blinders: Mastermind
Quadrant M4
Quixzel Rush: Pumpkin Bash
Quixzel Rush: Tooth Protector
Run Away
Shadows: Price For Our Sins Bonus Edition
Sine Mora + Ex
Space Rangers
Spaceguy 2
Star Shield Down
Trials of The Illuminati: Animated Christmas Time Jigsaws
Trials of The Illuminati: Assorted Jigsaws
Trials of The Illuminati: Snack Time Jigsaw Puzzles
Trials of The Illuminati: Women of Beauty Jigsaws
Two Brothers
World War 1 Centennial Edition
ZombieRush

Challenges, Lootboy, second hand, might have some dupes in it (also might not be up to date) => i can exchange them for games but also for trading cards, based on grey market value Vs trading cards market value :

A Game of Dwarves
A New Beginning - Final Cut
A New Beginning
A Valley Without Wind
Abandon Ship
Alien Spidy
Aliens versus Predator Classic 2000
Angvik
Animals
Anna - Extended Edition
AquaNox
Ashes of the Singularity: Escalation
Astervoid 2000 Soundtrack
Aura: Fate of the Ages
Avencast
Bad Rats
Bang Bang Racing
Beat Hazard
Beat Hazard Complete
Bionic Heart 2 - Deluxe Edition
Bionic Heart
BlazeRush
CAPSULE
Car Mechanic Simulator 2014
Cargo! - The quest for gravity
Ceville
Commander: Conquest of the Americas
Commandos 3: Destination Berlin
Contagion
Crash Time 3
Dangerous platform
Dark Fall: Lost Souls
Dark Fear
Darwinia
Darwinia Soundtrack
Dead Hungry Diner
Deadly 30
Deep Dungeons of Doom
Demigod
Deponia
DESOLATE
Disciples II: Galleans Return
Disciples II: Rise of the Elves
Dragon Blast DLC
Driftmoon
Drop Hunt - Adventure Puzzle
Dungeons - The Dark Lord
El Matador
Escape From Russia: Mobilization
Europa Universalis III Chronicles
Fated Souls 3
Fester Mudd - Episode 1
Figment
Final Slam 2
Finding Teddy
Flatout
Flower Shop: Summer In Fairbrook
Galactic Civilizations I: Ultimate Edition
Ghost Master
Girlfriend Rescue
Going Under
Grand Ages Rome Gold
Grav Blazer
Greed: Black Border
Grotesque Tactics 2
Grotesque Tactics: Evil Heroes
Hacker Evolution Source Code
Hail To The King
Hard Reset Extended Edition
Heileen 2: The Hands Of Fate
Hell Let Loose - Hot Drop (DLC)
Hero by Chance
Holy Avatar vs. Maidens of the Dead
Home
Huntsman: The Orphanage
Imperial Glory
inMomentum
Ion Assault
Just Ignore Them
Kalaban
KAMI
Kingdom Wars 4 - The Plague: Kingdom Wars
Knights of Honor
Konung 2
Konung 3
Labyrinthine Dreams
LEAVES - The Return
Leisure Suit Larry in the Land of the Lounge Lizards: Reloaded
LYNE
M.U.D. TV
Majesty 2
Mata Hari
Maverta Island
Megabyte Punch
Memory Booster
Men of War: Assault Squad GOTY
Mind: Path to Thalamus
Miner Wars 2081
Mini Motor Racing
Molecular Warfare
Multiwinia
NASCAR Heat Evolution
Night Wanderings
Norega Barracks + Academy DLC
Oil Rush Bundle
One Finger Death Punch 2
Onikira - Demon Killer
Overcast - Walden and the Werewolf
Patrician IV
Patrician IV Gold
Perimeter
Pixel Heroes: Byte & Magic
PixelJunk Monsters Ultimate
Planets Under Attack
Plush
Poof
Praetorians
Primal Carnage
Purgatory: War of the Damned
Puzzle Art: Cats
Puzzle Kingdoms
Quell
Quell Memento
Quell Reflect
R.I.P.D.: The Game
Race! Beauty! Bugs!
Razor2: Hidden Skies
Red Faction Guerrilla Re-Mars-tered + Armageddon Bundle With DLC (Nordic D)
Red Johnson's Chronicles - 1+2
Reign: Conflict of Nations
Rig N Roll
Rise of Flight: Channel Battles Edition
Sacred Gold
Save the Dodos
Self Shot
Sex Chess
Shadowgrounds Survivor
Shannon Tweed's Attack Of The Groupies
Skara - Starter Pack
Skeleton Troubles
Sky Mercenaries
Smalles Class DLC
Soulcraft
Space Empires V
Space Pilgrim Academy: Year 3
Spirited Heart Deluxe
Square's Route
Star Ruler
Steel Storm
Stellar Interface
Stoirs VR
Stunt Hill
Swamp Jump
Sweet Lilly Dreams
Switch Galaxy Ultra
Switch Galaxy Ultra Charity Pack 1
Tennis Manager 2021
The Deed II
The End of Labyronia: Nerubis
The God's Chain
The King's Heroes
The Old City: Leviathan
Theatre of War 2: Africa 1943
Theatre of War
Theatre of War: 3 - Korea
Theatre of War: Centauro
Theatre of War: Kursk + Caen
Toby: The Secret Mine
Trainz Simulator 12 - Coronation Scot DLC
Tropico 3
Tropico 4
Trulon: The Shadow Engine
Turba
UFO Afterlight
Ultimate Soldier
Undefeated
Uplink
Us and them
Valnir Rok
Vault Cracker
Vegas: Make It Big
Velvet Assassin
Vessel
Victory: The Age of Racing - Steam Founder Pack
Warriors' Wrath
Wasteland Angel
Who's that Flying
Windforge
Zombie Pirates
Zombie Shooter

Consoles (from IGN) :
Backfirewall_ (XBox) Home Sheep Home: Farmageddon Party Edition (XBox)
Enclave HD (Nintendo Switch America Region)

Wayfinder Early Access on PS5

Wishlist :
Various offers welcome, i'll browse lists, and most wanted are (not always up to date) :

9 Years of Shadows
A Plague Tale: Requiem
ABRISS
Achilles: Legends Untold
AFTERLIFE: KILLING DEATH
ALTF4
Axiom Verge
Axiom Verge 2
Battletoads
Bendy and the Ink Machine
BERSERK and the Band of the Hawk
Blade of Darkness
Blasphemous 2
Bleak Faith: Forsaken
Boneraiser Minions
Bud Spencer & Terence Hill - Slaps And Beans 2
CARRION
Choo-Choo Charles
Cookie Cutter
Cuphead
Deadlink
Double Dragon Gaiden: Rise of the Dragons
Dread Delusion
Dread X Collection: The Hunt
ELDEN RING
Enter / Exit the Gungeon
Gearshifters
GetsuFumaDen: Undying Moon Delux
Ghost Song
Good Knight
GRAVEN
GTFO
Hand of Fate 2
Hands of Necromancy
Hidden Deep
High On Life
HYPERVIOLENT
Impaler
Just King
LEGO® Star Wars: The Skywalker Saga
Loot River
Lost in Random
Lost Ruins
Madshot
Mago
Marvel's Guardians of the Galaxy
Mount & Blade II: Bannerlord
New Tales from the Borderlands
Noita
Piko Interactive LLC various oldies
Prince of Persia (various)
Project Warlock II
Prototype 1 and 2
Resident Evil 4 (New)
River City Girls 2
River City Girls Zero
River City Melee : Battle Royal Special
River City Melee Mach!!
River City: Rival Showdown
River City Saga: Three Kingdoms
Rogue: Genesia
Seasons after Fall
Sir Whoopass
STASIS: BONE TOTEM
Super Catboy
The Knight Witch
The Witcher 3: Wild Hunt
Trine 5: A Clockwork Conspiracy
Ultratron
ULTRAKILL
UNSIGHTED
Void Scrappers
Warhammer 40,000: Darktide
Warhammer 40,000: Shootas, Blood & Teef
Windbound

DLCs : * The Surge The Good, the Bad and the Augmented DLC * Vermintide 2 DLCs : Warrior Priest Career - Sister of the Thorn * Borderlands 3 Season Pass 2 * Rocksmith DLCs * Lego Season Passes (Jurassic World - Marvel Super Heroes - Movie - Hobbit - Incredibles - Worlds) * Dead by Daylight DLCs (A Nightmare on Elm Street - Ash vs Evil Dead - Chains of Hate - Charity Case - Curtain Call - Ghost Face - Headcase - LEATHERFACE - Resident Evil Chapter - Stranger Things Chapter - The Bloodstained Sack - The Halloween Chapter - The Saw Chapter - Sadako Rising Chapter - Forged in Fog - Resident Evil: PROJECT W) * Resident Evil Village Winters Expansion * Cyberpunk 2077: Phantom Liberty * Saints Row - Expansion Pass * Rain World: Downpour
See here for the rest of my wishlist.
Compare2Steam
+ offers, i'll browse lists, and eventually take Paypal, but i'm more interested in Paypal & TF2, but i'm more interested in games trades

Hello,
I'd like some fair exchange for those, i'm willing to put more than one game against a game i really want, depends on the offer. I could accept Paypal, but that's not my goal (just getting games i'd like to play). I might want to keep something in those lists, i also have some other Humble and Fanatical games i'm not sure i'll play, so they might appear one day (could be money for an exchange if you have something from my wishlist, don't hesitate to ask). I'm from Europe, that might matter for Keys or gift links. Also, i have many games now, and a lot to do yet, so i might be very picky, even for games on my wishlist (it's more a list for interesting games, that i might want in an undetermined future if i have time).
(HB Unrevealed Key = i have it still unrevealed, but will provide a key, considering the Humble view on trading games)
For people living in France, i also have some old games in boxes that i can send by post, ask me if interested.
My IGSRep page
My SGSFlair page
My GameTrade page
My Barter (come to Barter, it's so much better !)
My SteamTrade
*** I have Amazon Prime, so i already have the games that drop there ***
*** Please tell me what you're interested in in my list and don't just drop yours ***

Removed / Banned / Delisted / Purchase Disabled games :

Afterfall Insanity Extended Edition
Archery Practice VR
Be King
Beast Boxing Turbo
Betrayer
Blackwater Bayou VR
Cloud Chamber
Defenders of Ardania
Depths of Fear :: Knossos
Dollar Dash
Droplitz
eXceed - Gun Bullet Children
Grind Zones
Leviathan: Warships
Magicka: Wizards of the Square Tablet
On The Path
Peaky Blinders: Mastermind
Quadrant M4
Quixzel Rush: Pumpkin Bash
Quixzel Rush: Tooth Protector
Run Away
Shadows: Price For Our Sins Bonus Edition
Sine Mora + Ex
Space Rangers
Spaceguy 2
Star Shield Down
Trials of The Illuminati: Animated Christmas Time Jigsaws
Trials of The Illuminati: Assorted Jigsaws
Trials of The Illuminati: Snack Time Jigsaw Puzzles
Trials of The Illuminati: Women of Beauty Jigsaws
Two Brothers
World War 1 Centennial Edition
ZombieRush

Challenges, Lootboy, second hand, might have some dupes in it (also might not be up to date) => i can exchange them for games but also for trading cards, based on grey market value Vs trading cards market value :

A Game of Dwarves
A New Beginning - Final Cut
A New Beginning
A Valley Without Wind
Abandon Ship
Alien Spidy
Aliens versus Predator Classic 2000
Angvik
Animals
Anna - Extended Edition
AquaNox
Ashes of the Singularity: Escalation
Astervoid 2000 Soundtrack
Aura: Fate of the Ages
Avencast
Bad Rats
Bang Bang Racing
Beat Hazard
Beat Hazard Complete
Bionic Heart 2 - Deluxe Edition
Bionic Heart
BlazeRush
CAPSULE
Car Mechanic Simulator 2014
Cargo! - The quest for gravity
Ceville
Commander: Conquest of the Americas
Commandos 3: Destination Berlin
Contagion
Crash Time 3
Dangerous platform
Dark Fall: Lost Souls
Dark Fear
Darwinia
Darwinia Soundtrack
Dead Hungry Diner
Deadly 30
Deep Dungeons of Doom
Demigod
Deponia
DESOLATE
Disciples II: Galleans Return
Disciples II: Rise of the Elves
Dragon Blast DLC
Driftmoon
Drop Hunt - Adventure Puzzle
Dungeons - The Dark Lord
El Matador
Escape From Russia: Mobilization
Europa Universalis III Chronicles
Fated Souls 3
Fester Mudd - Episode 1
Figment
Final Slam 2
Finding Teddy
Flatout
Flower Shop: Summer In Fairbrook
Galactic Civilizations I: Ultimate Edition
Ghost Master
Girlfriend Rescue
Going Under
Grand Ages Rome Gold
Grav Blazer
Greed: Black Border
Grotesque Tactics 2
Grotesque Tactics: Evil Heroes
Hacker Evolution Source Code
Hail To The King
Hard Reset Extended Edition
Heileen 2: The Hands Of Fate
Hell Let Loose - Hot Drop (DLC)
Hero by Chance
Holy Avatar vs. Maidens of the Dead
Home
Huntsman: The Orphanage
Imperial Glory
inMomentum
Ion Assault
Just Ignore Them
Kalaban
KAMI
Kingdom Wars 4 - The Plague: Kingdom Wars
Knights of Honor
Konung 2
Konung 3
Labyrinthine Dreams
LEAVES - The Return
Leisure Suit Larry in the Land of the Lounge Lizards: Reloaded
LYNE
M.U.D. TV
Majesty 2
Mata Hari
Maverta Island
Megabyte Punch
Memory Booster
Men of War: Assault Squad GOTY
Mind: Path to Thalamus
Miner Wars 2081
Mini Motor Racing
Molecular Warfare
Multiwinia
NASCAR Heat Evolution
Night Wanderings
Norega Barracks + Academy DLC
Oil Rush Bundle
One Finger Death Punch 2
Onikira - Demon Killer
Overcast - Walden and the Werewolf
Patrician IV
Patrician IV Gold
Perimeter
Pixel Heroes: Byte & Magic
PixelJunk Monsters Ultimate
Planets Under Attack
Plush
Poof
Praetorians
Primal Carnage
Purgatory: War of the Damned
Puzzle Art: Cats
Puzzle Kingdoms
Quell
Quell Memento
Quell Reflect
R.I.P.D.: The Game
Race! Beauty! Bugs!
Razor2: Hidden Skies
Red Faction Guerrilla Re-Mars-tered + Armageddon Bundle With DLC (Nordic D)
Red Johnson's Chronicles - 1+2
Reign: Conflict of Nations
Rig N Roll
Rise of Flight: Channel Battles Edition
Sacred Gold
Save the Dodos
Self Shot
Sex Chess
Shadowgrounds Survivor
Shannon Tweed's Attack Of The Groupies
Skara - Starter Pack
Skeleton Troubles
Sky Mercenaries
Smalles Class DLC
Soulcraft
Space Empires V
Space Pilgrim Academy: Year 3
Spirited Heart Deluxe
Square's Route
Star Ruler
Steel Storm
Stellar Interface
Stoirs VR
Stunt Hill
Swamp Jump
Sweet Lilly Dreams
Switch Galaxy Ultra
Switch Galaxy Ultra Charity Pack 1
Tennis Manager 2021
The Deed II
The End of Labyronia: Nerubis
The God's Chain
The King's Heroes
The Old City: Leviathan
Theatre of War 2: Africa 1943
Theatre of War
Theatre of War: 3 - Korea
Theatre of War: Centauro
Theatre of War: Kursk + Caen
Toby: The Secret Mine
Trainz Simulator 12 - Coronation Scot DLC
Tropico 3
Tropico 4
Trulon: The Shadow Engine
Turba
UFO Afterlight
Ultimate Soldier
Undefeated
Uplink
Us and them
Valnir Rok
Vault Cracker
Vegas: Make It Big
Velvet Assassin
Vessel
Victory: The Age of Racing - Steam Founder Pack
Warriors' Wrath
Wasteland Angel
Who's that Flying
Windforge
Zombie Pirates
Zombie Shooter

Consoles (from IGN) :
Backfirewall_ (XBox) Home Sheep Home: Farmageddon Party Edition (XBox)
Enclave HD (Nintendo Switch America Region)

Wayfinder Early Access on PS5

Wishlist :
Various offers welcome, i'll browse lists, and most wanted are (not always up to date) :

9 Years of Shadows
A Plague Tale: Requiem
ABRISS
Achilles: Legends Untold
AFTERLIFE: KILLING DEATH
ALTF4
Axiom Verge
Axiom Verge 2
Battletoads
Bendy and the Ink Machine
BERSERK and the Band of the Hawk
Blade of Darkness
Blasphemous 2
Bleak Faith: Forsaken
Boneraiser Minions
Bud Spencer & Terence Hill - Slaps And Beans 2
CARRION
Choo-Choo Charles
Cookie Cutter
Cuphead
Deadlink
Double Dragon Gaiden: Rise of the Dragons
Dread Delusion
Dread X Collection: The Hunt
ELDEN RING
Enter / Exit the Gungeon
Gearshifters
GetsuFumaDen: Undying Moon Delux
Ghost Song
Good Knight
GRAVEN
GTFO
Hand of Fate 2
Hands of Necromancy
Hidden Deep
High On Life
HYPERVIOLENT
Impaler
Just King
LEGO® Star Wars: The Skywalker Saga
Loot River
Lost in Random
Lost Ruins
Madshot
Mago
Marvel's Guardians of the Galaxy
Mount & Blade II: Bannerlord
New Tales from the Borderlands
Noita
Piko Interactive LLC various oldies
Prince of Persia (various)
Project Warlock II
Prototype 1 and 2
Resident Evil 4 (New)
River City Girls 2
River City Girls Zero
River City Melee : Battle Royal Special
River City Melee Mach!!
River City: Rival Showdown
River City Saga: Three Kingdoms
Rogue: Genesia
Seasons after Fall
Sir Whoopass
STASIS: BONE TOTEM
Super Catboy
The Knight Witch
The Witcher 3: Wild Hunt
Trine 5: A Clockwork Conspiracy
Ultratron
ULTRAKILL
UNSIGHTED
Void Scrappers
Warhammer 40,000: Darktide
Warhammer 40,000: Shootas, Blood & Teef
Windbound

DLCs : * The Surge The Good, the Bad and the Augmented DLC * Vermintide 2 DLCs : Warrior Priest Career - Sister of the Thorn * Borderlands 3 Season Pass 2 * Rocksmith DLCs * Lego Season Passes (Jurassic World - Marvel Super Heroes - Movie - Hobbit - Incredibles - Worlds) * Dead by Daylight DLCs (A Nightmare on Elm Street - Ash vs Evil Dead - Chains of Hate - Charity Case - Curtain Call - Ghost Face - Headcase - LEATHERFACE - Resident Evil Chapter - Stranger Things Chapter - The Bloodstained Sack - The Halloween Chapter - The Saw Chapter - Sadako Rising Chapter - Forged in Fog - Resident Evil: PROJECT W) * Resident Evil Village Winters Expansion * Cyberpunk 2077: Phantom Liberty * Saints Row - Expansion Pass * Rain World: Downpour
See here for the rest of my wishlist.
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I (21F) have been fairly close with my aunt, uncle, and cousins most of my life. my siblings and I grew up with them and we’ve spent many hours with them.
My cousin (17 almost 18M) just graduated from high school. my aunt and uncle are very controlling to all their children and want to control him for the rest of his life. He was dating this girl and his parents loooove her and she got along well with them as well as some of his siblings. He really liked her and put a lot of work into their relationship. My aunt and uncle wanted him to go to fight school in her town and stay with her and her family after he graduated. This isnt a great idea as it would be good for him to go to college and experience the world. Also living with your girlfriend is not a good thing i think for him bc of what I’ll say next and j don’t want him to get her pregnant….so they dated for almost a year when he found out she was cheating on him and was sending nudes to different guys. It devastated him and at one point called her and was crying and she laughed at him. She was just a horrible person to him and he was in love. Even worse bc his girlfriend before him also cheated on him for no reason. They broke up and he began to think more about what he was going to do after high school. He visited a college near me with a good flight program and a good football team that he could get into. It seemed like he really liked it and was thinking about going there. I talked to his older sister, my other cousin, and she thinks being on a team would be really good for him since he thrives with teams. He was in football in high school and was really good. the school is also in a good location and not too expensive. Today, about a month after he visited the college, I saw him and he was with his ex girlfriend and theyre back together. He’s now planning on doing what my aunt and uncle wanted him to do and living with her and going to flight school. Before this though he’ll work and save up to go and I also assume, live at home while he’s working. I really love him and I dont want him to throw his life away for a girl who isnt good just because his parents like her. I want to talk to him but dont know how to… My sister (19F) is really close to him and has talked to him but she’s also very blunt and can be rude. Today she went up to his girlfriend and said ”i thought you were a cheater.” To which his girlfriend replied ”that was a mistake” and walked away. My cousin got sad at that so my sister decided to be nice the rest of the day.
Is there anything I can do? He has so much potential and I dont want him to waste his life.

Hello im (F30) and my bf is M(22) we met at work Very consistent siya kahit i was dating another person. Months came nadevelop naman na din ako. Si bf ehh halos hndi na umuuwi sknla til nagdecide to look for a place close to work then nag live in. A lot has happened nawalan siya ng work i was paying for everything then my mom died nahirapan ako bumalik sa dating ako nagresign ako asked for healing time but it took me so long, of was the one working and the one spending naman medjo nabaon sa utang like he got an iphone may mga grocery and yung apt namin eh sa kanila so may delays sometimes na nag add sa utang decided to work again kasi baka yun na yung kailangan ko ehh so work bayad utang bayad bills and all pero may utang pa din come january natangal sa work si bf two weeks after nawalan din ako ng work we decided na to open a start up food to go lang it clicked naman at first malakas pero dumating yung time na ayaw na niya magdeliver so unti unti nag close kami. When we closed i was looking na for jobs kaso i found out i was pregnant when i told him he got mad to the point na kahit hating gabi papalayasin niya ko sa apt namin kahit alam na niya na buntis ako. Hindi maganda yung pakikitungo niya skn nun, i asked his father to help me settle in so nakakuha ako ng apt sa tanza tpos ayun nagbago nanaman ang mood at umayos nanaman he was staying with me tpos uuwi sknla paminsan away bati malala. I had bleeding ehh holyweek yun walang clinic yung dr ko come april 1 nagpacheck na ko ultrasound we found out na 6 weeks lang si baby kahit dapat 10 weeks na siya binigyan ako pangpakapit ng dr. Yun din yung araw na nalaman niya na may utang ako sa maya, while i was buying meds i wasnt feeling well na pero masama pa din treatment niya skn. Nakauwi na kme nabasa ko msg niya sa friend niya like "nakita ko na si baby, pero tangina tong nanay binabaon ako sa utang" kahit inexplain ko sknya na i only took that money kasi walang wala na tayo. Dumiskarte lang ako ng para sa atin kasalanan ko naman for not saying it pero sana naisip din niya situation ko. That day nakunan ako sibrang sakit sobrang bigat. Nagkaayos nanaman kami lalaban sa problema but when he started working again he was different he became super close with his co workers ang saya niya. Like usap lang thru vc ginagawa namin pero hndi siya nagsasalita pagod Ing daw but kapag nagchachat siya sa gc nila ngiting ngiti. Palagi niya ko gusto na hiwalayan again pagod na daw siya buhayin ako kahit laha savings ko eh nsknya ne hndi ko na nga alam kung meron Nahihirapan ako kasi eversince mawala baby ko super suicidal thoughts ako. Ayoko magisa kaya sinisiksik ko sarili ko sknya. Currently job hunting pero ang tatagal panngbstart date ng work.

Hi, I'd like to try my anxious hand at a first-time build and would really appreciate your review and consideration. The prospect of doing a build is as daunting as it is exciting for me. I'm probably just barely as capable as a hamster but I'll give it my best shot! In all seriousness, thanks for your help. This sub seems great for eager tech-illiterates like myself so I'm in your capable hands. So, seriously, to anyone who takes the time to read through all this, thank you. Without further ado:

Mainly, I'd like to be able to run AAA games at 1080P - 1440P at higher end frame rates while streaming on occasion. Would also like to be able to stream music in the background.
My most played game is SF6 at this time but recent favorites range from Vampire Survivors, Hollow Knight and Hades to Elden Ring, Baldur's Gate 3, and Final Fantasy 7R. For me it's framerate first-graphics second, but I wouldn't mind both if possible!
I enjoy some casual video editing on my M1 Macbook Air from time to time and FCP gets the job done but I am open to this machine being specced to potentially do this as well if possible/does not encroach on the above.

I'd really like to keep it under $2K USD but I could be persuaded to spend another $10% or so if it allows for a more cohesive build. Really would like to keep to reputable and trusted brands ofc, I'm not too familiar with the household names with this so I'll refer to you guys and appreciate the consideration.

ASAP

The tower and OS.

US, New York, no access to a Microcenter.

Not reusing any parts.

Not interested in overclocking.

I'm probably asking for a lot at this budget but if possible I'd prefer to have more than 1TB of SSD and would like to have a comfortable allocation of RAM.

Again, I'm asking for a lot I feel given my budget. That said, I would LOVE a build on the smaller end with excellent thermals if possible but the most important thing to me is that it runs cool and quiet. It gets a lil warm where I live and cooling isn't always viable at this time. If it's got to be mid-sized, then so be it. Would prefer mid-sized or smaller but not if it comes at too much expense to performance and system health.

Do you need a copy of Windows included in the budget? If you do need one included, do you have a preference?

Yes, Windows 11 preferred.
Thank you!

Before you attack me i like Juice Wrld i love Juice Wrld but his music is not timeless most of you who listen to him now are around 13-18 you relate to him but in 6 years most of you won’t be listening to him because most of you would have grown up ,A year after highschool you won’t relate to him
His music is repetitive about the same stupid subject about Heartbreak a girl cheating on you, a girl leaving, a past girlfriend who is evil
All those subjects are for people who have no real problems in their real lives IF YOUR PROBLEM IS ABOUT A GIRL LEAVING OR CHEATING ON YOU OR ABOUT A GIRL PERIOD YOU HAVE NO PROBLEMS IN YOUR LIFE
You can relate to that topic for so long ,after a year or so after highschool most of you will chase careers,wealthy and those subjects don’t relate it will feel corny at some point too.
Brings me to my last point,THE LABEL IS RUINNG HIS LEGACY, BY GIVING US THIS SAD REPETITIVE LOVE SONGS THEY SHOULD SHOWCASE HIS MUSIC ABILITIES THATS IT SHOWCASE HIS MUSIC TALENTS IF MAKING GOOD RAP,TRAP,DRILL,FREESTYLE,DIFFERENT GENRES OF MUSIC

Hello I am a 35 years woman who have had quite a lot of experiences so far. I was someone( around my 20s) who used to be quite straightforward blunt and did things without giving much thoughts/impulsive. At that time i didnot want to live my life without regrets in later stage of my life ( ironically i am now)
1st relationship -20years I broke up with a guy because i started to have feelings for another guy who ended up being quite toxic for me. So instead at that time of pausing and reflecting on this whether i am right or wrong, i decided to be honest with people around me and i broke up with the person and went with the toxic person.
2nd relationship 25 years Later we broke up with that toxic person ( he cheated and hurt me a lot) and was with another person at the age of 25. We dated three years until i moved to another country again from my impulsive nature. We really tried long distance but later realised that he didnot want to come join me and vice versa. I believe we loved each other but neither of us wanted to do the country shift ( him immigrating and me going back to my country). Other than that he was a perfect guy who was willing to give me everything if i moved back and we get married. Those 3 years were hard and i decided to end things as we were kind of dragging each other into you come back - no you come join me etc. Soon after I met my now husband.
3rd relationship- wedding 31 years He is a rather good guy and I do love him. I am also someone who tries to be more paused now especially with people’s feelings. I often find myself overthinking and having regrets like what if i had went back home ( this happens whenever my husband does something wrong- as everyone- he has his flaws ). I also overthinks at how i did mistakes when i was young and made wrong choices and i kind of feel unclean/bad person. We are both together because we have our fair share of baggage but it seems i can no longer carry mine and thus his baggage sometimes also burdens me.
On top of my relationships i also had a lot of friends in my 20s. I currently have only 3-4 good friends. I feel that I have hurt some of my friends along the way thats why the friendship faded away ( e.g not telling them i moved to another country) but also due to toxic friendship ( e.g unfriending/blocking a friend who i heard spoke behind my back , was rude to me, flirting with me- there was a boy who was flirting with me despite having his girlfriend. At the end of the day they got married and i was the one who was put in a bad light. ( i was single at that time and he was simply double timing us so i told his girlfriend the truth when i came to know that this guy is not a good person but ended up being the bad person so i blocked everyone who was connected to this situation not to think of it anymore - i was more in a state of okay i will close the doors to people who are unkind to me mainly as a defense mechanism i would say)
I am completely lost in my mind right now and want to know if i am having a mid life crisis or i am simply overthinking? I am having lots of flashbacks of my past love/friends relationships ( regrets anxiety bad good less friends did i do right/wrong) which i know is not healthy for myself. How should i move on? Also the fact that i am away from my parents/ family ( another country) is not helping me.
Sorry for the long message but i needed to take all of it out of my head. :(

So last night, I was going through my email addresses and stumbled across something strange.
On one of my email addresses it has saved sent emails from one of my stbxw’s email addresses that I used to have access to.
There wasn’t a whole lot there, but I did find evidence that for about an entire year before she officially left this time she was trying to find places to live.
She only did this by the way because our family home is across the street from my parents.
I’m certain if it wasn’t, she would’ve tried to take the house.
Anyway, it was also enlightening to see that, not only was she working in the background to blow the family up, but also she was emailing a counselor who she met through a marriage class we were taking (another attempt to fix me apparently).
It was a couple months before she left, and she said something to the effect “(OP me) wants to go to marriage counseling, but before I do that, I’d like to talk to you or somebody else”.
So you can see from that email that even the times that I tried to work on the marriage she had absolutely no intention of ever doing that in good faith.
My mom told me at one point “ she just doesn’t want to be married”.
I can see now that it’s true. She never had any intention on staying in this marriage unless she had complete control of 100% of everything…..
You would think that this would help me move along and maybe it will to some degree. But last night as I read some of those emails it depressed me.
I’m stuck in a really weird place because I know I’m not supposed to want things to fail for her….. but in a lot of ways I do.
She made so many stupid decisions during our marriage that we all had to absorb as a family.
Now that I don’t have to absorb all of her decisions (outside of whatever she’s trying to do to me in court) it’ll be interesting to see her blow up her life.
I know I’m not supposed to want revenge. I don’t think I do.
But is it really revenge when you know she’s going to self-destruct anyway?
I understand that I’m in the predicament. I’m in partially because of bad decisions I made.
I never cheated on her or anything like that, but I could’ve conducted myself differently.
She, on the other hand, has absolutely no ability to reflect on her own actions or take responsibility.
So now that she is doing this alone, I can only imagine how things will turn out for her.

Day one Pixel 8 Pro owner here. Thought I’d share my experience, after over 8 months of ownership.
P8P Bay 256GB has been my daily driver since its release. I use it with 5G on, screen at full resolution, dynamic "smooth display" refresh rate is on, no bluetooth or tethering. Brightness left on auto.
TLDR :
Positives = camera quality, great design, OS (with some caveats), great screen (some caveats too)
Negatives = everything else
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Camera : beautiful imagery has always been the signature of the Pixel line, and this release is no exception. Every shot has this mesmerizing "Pixel touch", and the new ultrawide sensor is finally on par with the main unit. Videos are world class too, not quite on the level of the iPhone but we'll get there eventually.
Beautiful and unique design : It's sitting in a clear case, and in a sea of generic, boring slabs, it really stands out and doesn't go unnoticed. People often ask me what kind of phone it is, most are still not aware that Google is making smartphones and has been doing so for almost a decade now.
Very long software support : Seven years of updates is unrivaled in the Android scene, albeit with the following you’ll understand no one would willingly keep this phone seven years, so it’s not really a positive.
Sleek OS : Android in its purest, cleanest form. Customization galore. However as I'll mention later this pure android is NOT running smoothly, so I don't know if this count as a positive.
Gorgeous OLED panel : A truly beautiful display, high-resolution, good brightness..unfortunately plagued by mutiple lags and frame drops in the UI, I'll get back to that. Now onto the negatives.
First off, we must address the elephant in the room. Battery life. This phone charges PAINFULLY slow and discharges EXTREMELY fast. The opposite of what you want, right ?
The 10 minutes top ups to 50% is a concept Google seemingly never heard of. You want half a charge ? Better sit & wait half an hour. Full charge ? Go watch a movie. Now the discharge, and this is where the real drama clocks in. This phone EATS battery, ON IDLE.
On your average 9 to 5 workday (no camera, no games, just basic apps) you’ll head home with 15% tops. Phone dead by 7pm, then full charge will eat 90 minutes off your schedule, better not be in a hurry.
Now try to make a bit of power usage out of your power user phone : A bit of pictures for work at 10am, a short 4K video at 1pm, a bit of Fallout Shelter on the toilet at 2pm. You’re now looking at a 4pm shutdown.
But let’s go real on the camera, after all this is a camera flagship and it should be your reliable companion on a field day. Starting at 10 am : pictures, videos, a bit of editing, about 40 pictures taken and 3 videos of 10 minutes each. Shutdown at 1PM.
The CPU just eats battery on IDLE doing NOTHING. Throw anything heavy at it and you’ll head home with a dead phone, one that died long before your day was over. Simple as that.
Keep in mind that this is my experience with a 8-months-old device, and it will get worse and worse as the battery cell degrades over time. One can only wonder how many cell replacements this phone will need to get to the end of its famed software support.
Now we need to talk UI and animations because this isn’t good either. Stellar 120hz OLED panel and stock android should be a recipe for smoothness, but not here. Actually, some animations including the cool lock screen clock are barely 60hz. Switching apps isn’t 120hz either, nor is scrolling. A TON of lags and various frame drops, resulting in a framerate like 40-90hz, never stable, with the occasional but very rare peak at 120. This isn't TW3 gameplay on a potato but simply browing menus and scrolling instagram on a 2023, 1159€ flagship phone from Google.
This phone FEELS slow, and yet consume an enormous amount of power to do so. Infuriating.
One day I had to handle a coworker’s A54 to tweak a few things. I was SHOCKED by the smoothness, this was indeed true 120hz, which only happens a few times a day on Pixel 8 Pro. I realized what I was missing on by handling an Exynos mid-ranger. I understand the need for a dynamic framerate, not locked at 120hz all the time to save battery. But only reaching 120hz 5 times a day and still having a mediocre battery life wasn’t what I had in mind.
Finally, the optical, under-display fingerprint scanner. This, my friends, is an antique piece of hardware that belongs to a museum. Remember the Huawei Mate RS from 2018 ? One of the first phones with UDFS. The optical technology was so experimental and unreliable (still is, most OEMs moved on to ultrasonic) that Huawei also included another optical fingerprint sensor on the back of the device, just in case. Well, this ancient tech is what you have on the Pixel 8 Pro, and no optical sensor backup in sight.
Sometimes, it can take up to 2 full seconds of contact to….successfully fail to unlock. After it fails 3 times or so, it will ask you to enter your password, making one-hand unlocks a luck job. Sometimes it will successfully unlock after a couple tries, but a couple tries of 2 seconds each makes unlocking your phone a 4 seconds job which is just painfully slow. The occasional one tap magic is as rare as the occasional 120hz peak in the UI. As for face-unlock, I know it's there but I disabled it because it doesn't work in the dark (no IR sensor) and I simply want to unlock my phone at waist height, without having to raise it to my face.
Pixel 8 Pro remembers me of an exotic sports car that might look incredibly cool from a distance but is actually a pain to live with on a daily basis. And indeed it does look incredibly cool. I remember seeing this phone as a much better pick than the generic Galaxy and the boring iPhone, but I’d rather go boring or generic than having to handle this mess of an hardware Google sold me for 1159€.
TLDR : Positives = Camera quality, great design Negatives = everything else

I F24 messed up everything. I’ve been with my partner M35 for almost 3 years. I know the age difference is big, but in his defence I lied about my age on the dating app so that I could meet older men. He knew from the first date and decided to still give it a try. Anyways, we’ve always been perfect. Never a single argument, we always resolve everything. He’s bought a new flat and is waiting for the keys, which should’ve happened weeks ago but solicitors are awful. For the last 2-3 months we’ve been living at my mums house as he had to move out quickly of his old flat due to a crazy roommate and my mum was more than happy to have him here. This is where the issues started. My mum is very dependant on me emotionally, more than what is healthy, so is my younger sister. I’ve been struggling to be a daughter and a girlfriend. I’ve been feeling suffocated etc, whatever.
Anyways, thoughts started running through my mind about the relationship and doubts, I’ve never moved in with a man before, what if it all becomes a shit show? We usually have sex everyday but that’s been difficult at my mums. We always reconnect with each other through sex and without it, we’ve been tense. So to the cheating- he went on a business trip for 2 weeks. I meet up with friends on a weekly basis for an activity. I’d like to say my partner and I are very flirty with everyone, it’s just how we are together and separately. My friends know this and we always have a little flirt. It’s 2 girls and 1 guy. When we travel for dinner after our activity, the two girls go together as they’re closer and I go with the guy, someone I’ve known since I was 5. We were always flirty as kids and teens but were never close or anything. Anyways, in the car he kisses me and after a while I kiss back. I really enjoyed it, we were flirty all night. I knew it was wrong but it felt so good to have something new and exciting. I didn’t want him, I knew he wouldn’t be as good as my partner or anywhere near as fun, but for some reason I loved it. For the rest of the week I was excited about it. I don’t know why, I’m young and dumb and then it hit me how bad it all was. It wasn’t just a kiss, it was quite passionate, there was grabbing and touching and afterwards flirty messages that I’ve had to delete out of disgust and guilt.
The guilt is eating me alive. I know I need to tell him but I don’t know how. It’s his birthday in 2 days, we have a huge party on the weekend. Regardless of that, how do I tell him while he’s still living at my mums? What if he wants to go somewhere else, where will he go? I don’t know how he’ll react. He loves me so much. I love him so much, but clearly I lack respect. I can’t even use the drunk excuse as I was sober when I was texting the days after. Do I wait until he gets the new flat so he can make the decision to leave and have his own space? He’s my best friend, my confidant, my comedian, my sexy man, my home, and i fucked it all for what? A passionate kiss to make me forget my living situation?
This is no excuse, but it has been hard at home. My mum goes through a lot, I am basically a second parent to my sister who is now experimenting with drugs, things aren’t easy and I always went to my boyfriends as an escape at times. I think I went crazy without that escape and made a stupid mistake. The worst part is that I enjoyed the thrill when it happened. I’m so angry at myself. I still get butterflies for my boyfriend, I’ve been thrilled enough. Now I can’t believe I’ve done something to hurt him. I feel it’s best to not tell him and move on but at the same time it’s eating me alive and he needs to know so he can decide what to do. He’s said in the past he’d forgive me for cheating (it was a weird topic we were on) but I can’t hold him to that. I have to tell him, but when? How? If he does forgive me, how do I forgive myself? I can’t imagine him looking at me differently. I’ve been acting weird for weeks because I feel I don’t deserve him, and I don’t. He makes these grand gestures of his love, he genuinely loves me so so much and I’m about to ruin it all.. I can’t sleep, I can’t eat, I’m descending into madness, all deserved, but I want it to stop. Please help me
TLDR- I doubted my relationship with my partner of almost 3 years and kissed an old friend, it’s eating me alive. Don’t know how to tell my bf as we are both currently living in my mother’s house until he gets his flat keys.

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Here is the simple truth why most religions are obviously based on the corrupted writings by old men thousands of years ago;
Most religions claim that their God invented the universe from scratch, and thereafter controls everything that happens including the lives and fortunes of each and every person.
There is your proof- What Poppycock!- Any "God" who designed and is directing this shit-show would have to be an insane monster.
Why did "he" create a world of beautiful creatures that have to be ripped apart and eaten alive by starving predators? You're telling me "God" couldn't have designed animals to thrive on a plant food that has no feelings?
And what about the human race and their World War Forever constantly killing bombing shooting starving cheating each other to death? "God" designed and directs this mess? BS.
That's it, there is no way to defend the lies and BS of most religions.
The Good God Church
God is supernaturally good and kind and smart.
God does not control everything that happens,
Most other religions believe that God is directing everything that happens and has designed our world.
That would be insane.
No God would design a beautiful world full of precious animals, and then invent all kinds of starving vicious predators to tear them to pieces and eat them alive.
No God would invent humans that are so flawed and inherently corrupted that they spend all their energy killing each other or at least oppressing a few million hapless war refugees into near starvation when not actually bombing them.
The bibles, and Korans, and other instructions from all the different Gods, are actually human propaganda written by old men who believe certain privileged men should enslave everybody else by fear of a vicious God.
We offer a church with the same general principles of the one described by the Dalie Lama- “The world is our church, and love is our religion”.

I’m currently only finishing up day 5 so early days (hopefully it gets better?) Currently I walk 6 miles a day for work also moving heavy objects. Fitting in a workout before and after work it’s feeling like my body is never recovering to the point it impacts the effectiveness of the workouts.
Is this something that will get better in time? Maybe lower intensity of the workouts? I would feel like I’m cheating if I do this. Any way I can optimise them?
I’m very lucky as I live next to an oval and playground so my outside workouts are easy done and I have a home gym so do weights most nights or a follow along YouTube ab routine. Any advice is greatly appreciated.

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