Bj tires
Axle seal leak
2024.05.13 04:43 fakestuser420 Axle seal leak
Found some fluid on my driver rear wheel and I'm 90% it's diff fluid not brakes. I confirmed by checking brake fluid resivour. There are no puddles yet, just the inside of my tire was greasy and there was minimal on the exterior. Can I drive shirt distances for a week or should I park it?
Thanks
BJ
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BJ
2024.05.12 06:27 Electrical-Echo8770 Crazy night
Ok well last night I had just got home (m54) and was pretty dirty from work it was a late night so I took my pants off and my doorbell rings . I'm thinking ok it's after 10pm I don't have anyone coming over tonight . So I walk out and look though my window and I seea familiar face but wasn't sure so I open the door and here stands an old friend wife . What I mean from old when I was in college I worked with a bunch of guys and he started the same day I did I think I was 21 yrs old we became good friends hang out all the time after about knowing him 10 yrs I was working for a general contractor he called and needed a job so I got him on .like 4 yrs later he is acting all goofy he was running a crew of guys I went over and was looking at there layout it was all wrong I showed him how it was supposed to be they rear it out and I go back over it's still wrong he gets all pissed and wants to fight I'm like dude your tripping WTF come to find out he is doing METH .gets fired I hadn't seen him in 20 yrs so last night his wife is knocking at my door I say come in take a seat I will be back out . Now I'm in my boxers go to my room I turn around and she's right behind me grabs my balls and says she wants to fuck .and wants to fight now she says I've been thinking about this for a very long time . I'm shocked didn't know what to say , I ask her how she found my house . I guess a different friend told her where I lived . I said well where is your husband? Oh he's at home being a dick I turned and said you got to go there's no way in hell this will happen I was friends with you 2 for a long time I'm not going to be in the middle of any BS I got divorced 10 years ago from my wife cheating I'm not going to be an AP in anyone's marriage fuck she walk up grabs my dick and pretty much starts stroking it I pull back you gotta go now I made her leave she is begging for me to let her stay at my house and fuck even wa.trd to stay the night nope that's not going to happen she leaves I'm in my living room doing some work on my laptop accounts shits like that I own a business now . She comes back drunk and now she is out in my front yard being all noisy . You can't do that in my neighborhood my neighbors will call the cops so I tell her to get inside and sit the fuck down I make a lot of coffee make her a cup walk back out and she is fucking naked not a dam piece of clothing on her . Let me tell you for being 52 yrs old she looks like she is maybe late 30s early 40s nice looking now I'm thinking why me but I kept it cool got her a tee shirt and sweat pants said here put these on you can crash in my spare bedroom and go home tomorrow . We finish up show her the room and I'm beat tired I said God night I will make some breakfast in the morning . Well about an hour later I hear my door open it's her trying to come into my room it's like 1 am now I said go back to sleep or I'm gonna make you leave she does. 3 hours later I wake strait up out of a dead sleep she is now giving me a BJ while I was sleeping by the time I woke up I was at that point of no return I mean fuck I'm letting it go and she is taking it all a swallows now I'm tripping I told her that's not cool at all I sit up I'm still like trying to recover from an orgasm that made my freaking toes curli get on my phone ready to call her husband but I didn't even have his # anymore so I sit up with her she still wanting to fuck I finally told her to leave she left like 10 am I get on FB find her husband and send him a message telling him everything she did he actually messaged me back within a couple minutes telling me she is a b- - - h all kinds of shit that he didn't care she can do what ever she wants .I guess he is still on dope I don't know now I'm freaking tripping thinking she will be back any time. Im gonna install some cameras on my house I guess that way if I'm home I can see her before she knocks . Fucking crazy woman man I surre could use some but not going to use a married woman .
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2024.05.11 13:48 Strange_Variation784 AITAH for suggesting a BJ if my girlfriend is not in the mood?
My girlfriend (52f) and I (60m) have been together for 14 years. I will try to give as much context as I can without writing a book.
We live together in her house, she is a CPA and makes substantially more than I do, she also works very long hours, so, while I contribute substantially less to the bills, I do essentially all of the cooking and cleaning. I mention this because she brought this up recently (me not contributing enough) so it may factor into the following issue.
She just got through with tax season and she is also going through menopause. I don’t begin to understand what she’s going through physically but I know that she has a lot of hot flashes and that prevents her from getting quality sleep so she is very tired.
She has been working 6 days a week with Sunday (usually) being her only day off, so that is our day to be intimate. The last couple Sundays leading up to April 15th she has had to work so we went a few weeks without any intimacy.
Here is the issue at hand: This past Saturday she was off from work. I thought this would be an opportunity for us to be together. She got up early, was in the bathroom for about 45 minutes, and when she finally came out she did not come back to bed. I was frustrated but decided to not make an issue about it and went outside to do some yard work. When I came back in she asked me what was wrong and I kind of snapped, and told her I was frustrated. She said she was in the bathroom because she had an upset stomach (which I did not know until later) and also that menopause symptoms were causing her to not be in the mood.
I said that if she wasn’t in the mood, how hard would it be for her to just give me a BJ. It’s been days now and she won’t even speak to me. She said I am being selfish and insensitive and I am saying that I just want some intimacy after her being largely unavailable all tax season.
I did apologize for yelling at her (after she called me a selfish AH) but I don’t think I should have to apologize for wanting to have sex with my girlfriend.
So AITAH?
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We live together in her house, she is a CPA and makes substantially more than I do, she also works very long hours, so, while I contribute substantially less to the bills, I do essentially all of the cooking and cleaning. I mention this because she brought this up recently (me not contributing enough) so it may factor into the following issue.
She just got through with tax season and she is also going through menopause. I don’t begin to understand what she’s going through physically but I know that she has a lot of hot flashes and that prevents her from getting quality sleep so she is very tired.
She has been working 6 days a week with Sunday (usually) being her only day off, so that is our day to be intimate. The last couple Sundays leading up to April 15th she has had to work so we went a few weeks without any intimacy.
Here is the issue at hand: This past Saturday she was off from work. I thought this would be an opportunity for us to be together. She got up early, was in the bathroom for about 45 minutes, and when she finally came out she did not come back to bed. I was frustrated but decided to not make an issue about it and went outside to do some yard work. When I came back in she asked me what was wrong and I kind of snapped, and told her I was frustrated. She said she was in the bathroom because she had an upset stomach (which I did not know until later) and also that menopause symptoms were causing her to not be in the mood.
I said that if she wasn’t in the mood, how hard would it be for her to just give me a BJ. It’s been days now and she won’t even speak to me. She said I am being selfish and insensitive and I am saying that I just want some intimacy after her being largely unavailable all tax season.
I did apologize for yelling at her (after she called me a selfish AH) but I don’t think I should have to apologize for wanting to have sex with my girlfriend.
So AITAH?
2024.05.11 02:07 pushthingsforward Does anyone know where to get concrete rain splash blocks in Leth?
I'm looking to get some concrete (or what Canadian Tire calls stone) rain gutter splash blocks but I've found no sources in Lethbridge. Does anyone know a place that sells them? It's strange to me that it's all plastic everywhere and I'm sick of the plastic tubes cracking and turning into absolute garbage within a year.
This is what I'm after: Splash block
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2024.05.09 21:12 Garg12457 My girlfriend refuses to do what she says she will, then shuts down when I get upset
So I have a girlfriend who is completely unwilling to do the things that she says she will. These things range from simply meeting at a restaurant at certain times, to graduation celebrations, to sexual things. As an example for the first, whenever we plan an event that I get really excited about, such as a home baking night or a wine and painting night that I buy all of the materials for, she agrees to, and then come over with everything, she says she simply doesn’t want to do it because she is tired. If this was a one time thing, it would be ok. I would think that she is tired or that something is up. However, every time that we have something planned, we end up having to cancel it and do simply whatever it is that she wants to do because “she is tired”. It has been about a month and every important thing that we have had has been consistently canceled led for a month straight that I’ve been looking forwards to. Furthermore, I just graduated from college, and we couldn’t even celebrate that fact, because she canceled on me “because she was tired” and we had to watch movies in her bed and that’s it. The next day she was tired again, even though she didn’t have work. It so so purely infuriating and frustrating because I get excited for these things and, from my perspective, she just doesn’t give enough fucks to try and power through. I wake up at 4 am and sometimes go to sleep at midnight. I am tired, but have never once used that as an excuse to do everything I can to make her happy. This cascades further into sexual things. We haven’t really had sex in at least 2 months, because she has always “been tired”. She is not a very sexual person to begin with and having sex hurts her. I can understand this, but bj’s are totally a great replacement and she always makes excuses not to! Regardless of the fact that I give her head that she cums to every time I’ve seen her this week. I feel extremely sexually frustrated, which hurts me deeply. Also, I feel like she just doesn’t want to do anything that she doesn’t want to do, and yet still demands that I work hard for our relationship and her all the same. I get upset, and sometimes yell at her, at first very calmly trying to explain to her what my issues are, how she can fix them, and then how much it would mean to me and how important it is to me. When she flat out ignores this, and then makes excuses not to do anything that makes me happy that I ask her to, it honestly infuriates me. I know I am being clear to her, and anything she happens to mention that she likes I write down, and try to make sure she gets to experience it! I even have a list of her favorite foods and drinks of my phone! Anyways, am I being reasonable in being really frustrated and upset or AITAH?
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2024.05.09 17:55 kaidomac Meal-prepping system
Purpose:
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- To create a treasure trove of meal-prepped options in your deep freezer
- Eliminate the "what's for dinner" argument FOREVER
- Save tons of money over eating out
- Create a variety of food that can be thawed overnight or heated from frozen
- Have emergency food for when you're busy, tired, sick, etc. (or to ride out a pandemic!)
- Food can last up to a year thanks to modern tools (vacuum-sealing, steam-reheating, etc.)
- On Sunday:
- Pick out 7 things to prep, divvy up, and freeze for the coming week (one recipe per day)
- Print out the recipes & stick in a folder on top of your fridge
- Make & print out a shopping list for what you're missing
- On Monday:
- Use the shopping list for what you need, which lets you zip in & out of the store
- Alternative, use a grocery delivery service (ex. Instacart or Uber Eats)
- Every night before bed:
- Clean up your kitchen
- Get the printed recipe out
- Get the tools out that will need
- Get all of the non-perishable supplies out
- Every day after work:
- Cook exactly one batch, divvy it up, label it, and freeze as individual portions
- Use modern appliances whenever possible
- Very small amount of effort every day (just one batch) using modern appliances whenever possible to automate the work (Instapot & Combi Oven). Zero decision fatigue when it comes time to prep because:
- You already picked out what to make today
- You already went shopping
- You already printed the recipe out
- You already cleaned up the kitchen & got everything out & ready to go the night before
- At this point, it's like shooting fish in a barrel!
- An average batch makes say 8 servings each. An average month has 30 days per month. 8 times 30 = 240 individual servings in your deep freezer every month (cookie dough balls, breakfast burritos, etc.)
- Can do cost-savings with bulk purchases (online orders, Costco, BJ's, Sam's Club, farmer's markets, etc.)
- If you'd like to enjoy bodyweight control & high energy, check out macros (I lost 90 pounds doing this!)
- If you'd like to check out some neat meal-prepping tools, check out the post below
2024.05.09 10:16 createdjustforthis23 09/05/2024
It’s dads birthday today so I said happy birthday and things. I really ought to paint the little clay thing I made him. I made him that, I also need to make a card which I have a vision for, and then I got him some super nice warm fluffy socks as ever since his heart thing he gets cold very easily. It’s a very lacklustre present but I know he doesn’t care anyway and I just haven’t had it in me to put my usual thought and effort in. Same with Andy’s, I’ve put more planning into his thought, but it doesn’t feel right. But I think I’m just extra nervous after the Valentine’s Day box failure. And I was excited about that one and put a lot of time and work into it, I mean it was more hand made stuff than bought stuff obviously, so I’m wondering if he doesn’t like the handmade stuff so much. I guess he doesn’t? So I’m holding back on that this time. Well no, I made him little clay bowls but idk if I’ll send any because I don’t think I have the ability to not be upset if he ignores it. So maybe I won’t. Anyway I’m just feeling really nervous this time. Anyway.
I’m cold and tired this morning. I feel okay though which is good.
I felt embarrassed last night. He called me later on afterwards and explained how he had to abruptly end the call as he felt unwell, and my baby sounded SO unwell, like on the bathroom floor and all. My honey :( So I feel okay now, or I felt okay after he explained that. I felt bad for feeling embarrassed too. But I still feel kind of embarrassed so I may as well vent about it here so I can let it go. So we were talking about his friend and the idea of me with him and I don’t often say much when we talk about whatever hot stuff we’re into, I tend to just follow his lead which tbh is entirely what I’m like when it comes to sex and stuff, I feel like I tend to be the epitome of submissive. Except for sometimes, sometimes I like to sort of take control like if I’m on top or giving a bj or whatever, like the idea of initiating it and climbing on top of him. I often daydream about him being awake at the opposite time to me, and me finding him at his computer working away at 2am or something and straddling him either in his chair or wherever else and things… escalating. That to me is me taking control, idk if it actually is or not. Let’s pretend it is. ANYWAY. So last night I was detailing my thoughts and what I thought about and what I wanted and… it fell flat. Which I realise now is him feeling sick, but I didn’t know that at the time and he didn’t say anything. He was asking questions and telling me to be more detailed, so I did, and it resulted in him saying okay well I’m sleepy so I should go. And I mean if he’s tired or not into it that’s fine, it’s not an issue, but I still felt embarrassed. I still find this sort of thing kind of daunting and I know I’m not any good at it, I know I’m not creative nor do I ever add anything much to our conversations, I tend to feel like the oral equivalent to a starfish which I do NOT like to be physically speaking, and it worries me he thinks I’m going to be like that. Like from memory the only times I’ve been starfishy have been with R when I didn’t want it and said so but he fucked me anyway. I don’t think I was much of a willing participant those times. But so idk, I guess I felt like I put myself out there a bit last night and it felt like I messed it up because he clearly didn’t want a bar of it - at least that’s what I felt like as I didn’t know he wasn’t feeling well. It just felt embarrassing and I felt like such a prudish failure, like I can’t even get him interested in anything? I actively put him off? I feel like it’s kind of my job to be able to make him feel a certain way and to fail at that makes me embarrassed, uneasy and nervous. Anyway I fell asleep feeling not so good about it all, but then he called an hour or two later and told me how he’d been really sick and then I just felt immense guilt for being so self absorbed and focused on how I feel and not him. So I’m not upset or anything of the sort, but I still feel embarrassed. Oh well. I’ll not dwell. I feel MUCH more concerned about how he’s feeling or felt than how I feel anyway. My poor baby.
I keep wanting to call him pet names but I know we aren’t doing that yet. Well no, I call him honeybunny but I do that slightly to tease him even though I mean it with my whole heart. But it’s sort of a not proper one, whereas if I said babe or baby or whatever that’s different. And we aren’t doing that. I don’t even want to tbh, it’s the same as trying to not tell him I love him - I want to save these things. I want there to be a line between now and when we’re properly together, and things like pet names and saying I love you go with the latter. I obviously fail with the ily things like when I write him cards but I tend to blur the line a little then. Anyway. He’ll be my baby babe soon enough! Well baby when it’s just us, babe anywhere else. I’m not calling him baby in front of anyone, I don’t really want to be that person. Same way he’ll never be honeybunny in front of anyone. They’re lil names for just us. Also I don’t think he’d appreciate me saying “honeybun could you please pass me that” or whatever in front of his friends… which kind of makes me want to say it but I won’t. I’m clearly rambling to avoid work so I’ll shush now.
He also mentioned the idea of showing his friend a picture of me and he was like “yeah and he might say she’s hot” or whatever but I don’t think he would, I think he would say “whatever makes you happy man” or something to that effect and that will proceed to set off alarm bells for Andy and he’s going to potentially realise he’s been as blind as a bat to me and my ugliness. It’s like that thing he told me about the other day, it’s some kind of comedian or something on ig and he does lil skits imitating his wife, they sounded super funny and based on the comments he read like they’re unnervingly familiar in every relationship, but anyway the one he told me about was the guy looking at his wife and her being like what are you looking at and him saying you and her replying well don’t. And then he said a comment was women are afraid if you look at us you’ll finally realise how ugly we are - anyway I feel that to my CORE and the idea of his friend judging me made me think of it. Because whatever his friend says is going to make Andy rethink things, like it sounds as though his friend dates super pretty girls, well presumably, I always kind of associate strippers as being hot but in a kind of rough way - yes I’m the rudest and meanest girl alive I know - but anyway, I presume ones in Sydney are hotter than most given it’s such a big city and so many stupidly stunning women live there. So ANYWAY my point is I don’t look like that, I’m not pretty or anything of the sort so I know for a fact his friend will say “I’m glad she makes you happy mate” and then BAM - Andy’s questioning everything. Finally coming to the realisation I’m not worth a minute of his time. I realise he isn’t as shallow as that, but let’s be real everyone’s a bit shallow. I really hope he doesn’t do it. I don’t want ti embarrass or let Andy down either :(
It’s almost 3pm and I’ve not yet eaten anything today, I just didn’t feel like it earlier but now I feel kind of sick but I don’t really have anything to eat that doesn’t require cooking and I don’t want to cook/I feel too sick to. Such a dilemma. I wonder if anyone has ever called a baby dilemma, I bet they have.
I have a persistent image of him with his arm around me while he’s chatting away to a friend or whatever idk, like standing in front of him a little and leaning back into him with this arm around my waist holding me tight against him almost subconsciously and the feeling of how warm he will be and how delicious I know he smells and just feeling completely and utterly his and everyone seeing that I’m his. I know it’s pathetic and whatever else to think about this sort of thing but whatever, no one needs to know and I shan’t share this thought. It’s sick and twisted how badddddd I love this man. Sick and twisted in the sense this is entirely not something I’ve felt before and am therefore suss. And it’s scary. He could break my heart into teeny tiny little pieces at any point. And let’s be honest here, I’ve never put myself in this situation before, I don’t know if that’s a good or bad thing. Hm. It still baffles me that he thinks I could be seeing someone else sometimes, like no I’m sorry sir but you’re it and my sad little heart has been entirely put into your custody for the rest of time. I think I forget that he can’t read my mind, I mean obviously he can’t but he just cuts through all my BS so easily and so sometimes I feel like because of that he can see how I’m thinking and feeling. Does that make sense? Likely not, as per. I just want to shake him sometimes and say I’M ALL YOURE AND NOONE ELSES AND I AM NOT GOING TO CHANGE THAT. But that’s a bit agro so I won’t.
Whenever I have no earrings in for like more than two days they start to close up again. Even one day sometimes?! I wore hoops last week for the ballet, and then I took them out that night and never put my lil diamond studs back in which are currently my every day ones I never take out. But so this morning I had to basically repierce it, I mean there was clearly still a lil hole as there was no blood but it hurt and I was scared to do it. I need to remember to always have something in there. I always heal quickly though, like if I hurt myself my skin heals super quick. I wonder if it’s linked to how I don’t really get sick? Like I do get sick, case in point the other night, but I mean cold/flu sick. Is it a good thing? I’m not sure. I assume it is but then I’ve learned I tend to assume the wrong thing so I don’t know. I’ll just google it.
I really don’t want to go to this family lunch on Saturday and I feel awful about that. I just always feel like such an outsider at family things that are more than just me, mum and dad. Even though it’s just my brother and his family, I still feel like an outsider. He said my niece has been asking to see me though so that makes me feel warm & fuzzy inside. This sounds weird to say, and I know rationally speaking this sort of feeling isn’t a thing, but I cannot shake the firm belief I’m too much of a bland loser no-life failure for this family and that every chance available they look at me and think that. And the older my niece and nephew get the more I feel like they think that. I just don’t feel like I’m good enough to be a part of this family and it’s perhaps the biggest reason I hate extended family occasions.
I ended up working til late…ish. Not that bad, just til 7. That is an additional two hours but I used to work much later so it’s hard to say what’s late. I had quite a productive work day all in all, so that feels nice.
I made tofu veggie noodles for dinner and it was quite nice, I went a little OTT with the chilli oil though and I feel a little sick.
Welllllll it’s 8pm so I guess I’ll just post whatever utter drivel this journal is. Night night
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I’m cold and tired this morning. I feel okay though which is good.
I felt embarrassed last night. He called me later on afterwards and explained how he had to abruptly end the call as he felt unwell, and my baby sounded SO unwell, like on the bathroom floor and all. My honey :( So I feel okay now, or I felt okay after he explained that. I felt bad for feeling embarrassed too. But I still feel kind of embarrassed so I may as well vent about it here so I can let it go. So we were talking about his friend and the idea of me with him and I don’t often say much when we talk about whatever hot stuff we’re into, I tend to just follow his lead which tbh is entirely what I’m like when it comes to sex and stuff, I feel like I tend to be the epitome of submissive. Except for sometimes, sometimes I like to sort of take control like if I’m on top or giving a bj or whatever, like the idea of initiating it and climbing on top of him. I often daydream about him being awake at the opposite time to me, and me finding him at his computer working away at 2am or something and straddling him either in his chair or wherever else and things… escalating. That to me is me taking control, idk if it actually is or not. Let’s pretend it is. ANYWAY. So last night I was detailing my thoughts and what I thought about and what I wanted and… it fell flat. Which I realise now is him feeling sick, but I didn’t know that at the time and he didn’t say anything. He was asking questions and telling me to be more detailed, so I did, and it resulted in him saying okay well I’m sleepy so I should go. And I mean if he’s tired or not into it that’s fine, it’s not an issue, but I still felt embarrassed. I still find this sort of thing kind of daunting and I know I’m not any good at it, I know I’m not creative nor do I ever add anything much to our conversations, I tend to feel like the oral equivalent to a starfish which I do NOT like to be physically speaking, and it worries me he thinks I’m going to be like that. Like from memory the only times I’ve been starfishy have been with R when I didn’t want it and said so but he fucked me anyway. I don’t think I was much of a willing participant those times. But so idk, I guess I felt like I put myself out there a bit last night and it felt like I messed it up because he clearly didn’t want a bar of it - at least that’s what I felt like as I didn’t know he wasn’t feeling well. It just felt embarrassing and I felt like such a prudish failure, like I can’t even get him interested in anything? I actively put him off? I feel like it’s kind of my job to be able to make him feel a certain way and to fail at that makes me embarrassed, uneasy and nervous. Anyway I fell asleep feeling not so good about it all, but then he called an hour or two later and told me how he’d been really sick and then I just felt immense guilt for being so self absorbed and focused on how I feel and not him. So I’m not upset or anything of the sort, but I still feel embarrassed. Oh well. I’ll not dwell. I feel MUCH more concerned about how he’s feeling or felt than how I feel anyway. My poor baby.
I keep wanting to call him pet names but I know we aren’t doing that yet. Well no, I call him honeybunny but I do that slightly to tease him even though I mean it with my whole heart. But it’s sort of a not proper one, whereas if I said babe or baby or whatever that’s different. And we aren’t doing that. I don’t even want to tbh, it’s the same as trying to not tell him I love him - I want to save these things. I want there to be a line between now and when we’re properly together, and things like pet names and saying I love you go with the latter. I obviously fail with the ily things like when I write him cards but I tend to blur the line a little then. Anyway. He’ll be my baby babe soon enough! Well baby when it’s just us, babe anywhere else. I’m not calling him baby in front of anyone, I don’t really want to be that person. Same way he’ll never be honeybunny in front of anyone. They’re lil names for just us. Also I don’t think he’d appreciate me saying “honeybun could you please pass me that” or whatever in front of his friends… which kind of makes me want to say it but I won’t. I’m clearly rambling to avoid work so I’ll shush now.
He also mentioned the idea of showing his friend a picture of me and he was like “yeah and he might say she’s hot” or whatever but I don’t think he would, I think he would say “whatever makes you happy man” or something to that effect and that will proceed to set off alarm bells for Andy and he’s going to potentially realise he’s been as blind as a bat to me and my ugliness. It’s like that thing he told me about the other day, it’s some kind of comedian or something on ig and he does lil skits imitating his wife, they sounded super funny and based on the comments he read like they’re unnervingly familiar in every relationship, but anyway the one he told me about was the guy looking at his wife and her being like what are you looking at and him saying you and her replying well don’t. And then he said a comment was women are afraid if you look at us you’ll finally realise how ugly we are - anyway I feel that to my CORE and the idea of his friend judging me made me think of it. Because whatever his friend says is going to make Andy rethink things, like it sounds as though his friend dates super pretty girls, well presumably, I always kind of associate strippers as being hot but in a kind of rough way - yes I’m the rudest and meanest girl alive I know - but anyway, I presume ones in Sydney are hotter than most given it’s such a big city and so many stupidly stunning women live there. So ANYWAY my point is I don’t look like that, I’m not pretty or anything of the sort so I know for a fact his friend will say “I’m glad she makes you happy mate” and then BAM - Andy’s questioning everything. Finally coming to the realisation I’m not worth a minute of his time. I realise he isn’t as shallow as that, but let’s be real everyone’s a bit shallow. I really hope he doesn’t do it. I don’t want ti embarrass or let Andy down either :(
It’s almost 3pm and I’ve not yet eaten anything today, I just didn’t feel like it earlier but now I feel kind of sick but I don’t really have anything to eat that doesn’t require cooking and I don’t want to cook/I feel too sick to. Such a dilemma. I wonder if anyone has ever called a baby dilemma, I bet they have.
I have a persistent image of him with his arm around me while he’s chatting away to a friend or whatever idk, like standing in front of him a little and leaning back into him with this arm around my waist holding me tight against him almost subconsciously and the feeling of how warm he will be and how delicious I know he smells and just feeling completely and utterly his and everyone seeing that I’m his. I know it’s pathetic and whatever else to think about this sort of thing but whatever, no one needs to know and I shan’t share this thought. It’s sick and twisted how badddddd I love this man. Sick and twisted in the sense this is entirely not something I’ve felt before and am therefore suss. And it’s scary. He could break my heart into teeny tiny little pieces at any point. And let’s be honest here, I’ve never put myself in this situation before, I don’t know if that’s a good or bad thing. Hm. It still baffles me that he thinks I could be seeing someone else sometimes, like no I’m sorry sir but you’re it and my sad little heart has been entirely put into your custody for the rest of time. I think I forget that he can’t read my mind, I mean obviously he can’t but he just cuts through all my BS so easily and so sometimes I feel like because of that he can see how I’m thinking and feeling. Does that make sense? Likely not, as per. I just want to shake him sometimes and say I’M ALL YOURE AND NOONE ELSES AND I AM NOT GOING TO CHANGE THAT. But that’s a bit agro so I won’t.
Whenever I have no earrings in for like more than two days they start to close up again. Even one day sometimes?! I wore hoops last week for the ballet, and then I took them out that night and never put my lil diamond studs back in which are currently my every day ones I never take out. But so this morning I had to basically repierce it, I mean there was clearly still a lil hole as there was no blood but it hurt and I was scared to do it. I need to remember to always have something in there. I always heal quickly though, like if I hurt myself my skin heals super quick. I wonder if it’s linked to how I don’t really get sick? Like I do get sick, case in point the other night, but I mean cold/flu sick. Is it a good thing? I’m not sure. I assume it is but then I’ve learned I tend to assume the wrong thing so I don’t know. I’ll just google it.
I really don’t want to go to this family lunch on Saturday and I feel awful about that. I just always feel like such an outsider at family things that are more than just me, mum and dad. Even though it’s just my brother and his family, I still feel like an outsider. He said my niece has been asking to see me though so that makes me feel warm & fuzzy inside. This sounds weird to say, and I know rationally speaking this sort of feeling isn’t a thing, but I cannot shake the firm belief I’m too much of a bland loser no-life failure for this family and that every chance available they look at me and think that. And the older my niece and nephew get the more I feel like they think that. I just don’t feel like I’m good enough to be a part of this family and it’s perhaps the biggest reason I hate extended family occasions.
I ended up working til late…ish. Not that bad, just til 7. That is an additional two hours but I used to work much later so it’s hard to say what’s late. I had quite a productive work day all in all, so that feels nice.
I made tofu veggie noodles for dinner and it was quite nice, I went a little OTT with the chilli oil though and I feel a little sick.
Welllllll it’s 8pm so I guess I’ll just post whatever utter drivel this journal is. Night night
2024.05.06 08:38 BeyondPuzzledShark starting to feel hopeless
I've been lurking on here for over a year now, and a lot of you have been helpful without even knowing. But now I feel like it's time to post. My flair may be wrong, but it all just feels so complicated. Apologies in advance for the length. Buckle up.
June '22 I (35F) snooped on my boyfriend's (37M) phone after having a weird feeling about a text I saw a few months prior. I kept telling myself that he wasn't that guy, he would never, but I broke and snooped. I found a text thread with this girl going back to January of that year. After more snooping I find out he has been frequenting bikini/stripper cafes around his mother's house and this person is one of the strippers. I also find that he has been following all these girls and more on IG. A few years into our relationship, I brought up all the bikini models he was following on IG and how it made me feel very uncomfortable. I stupidly decide to ignore this new discovery and say nothing, even though this disgusted me because I didn't want to admit that I was snooping.
Prior to 2022 I thought our 6 year relationship was going pretty good. We lived together. Survived covid lockdown together. I thought I would spend the rest of my life with this man. We built a life together. He got a new job in the beginning of '22 and he started traveling a lot, putting a good amount of a strain on our relationship. I was feeling alone, disconnected and not a priority. He was always working. Finding out about the bikini cafes made it worse. I would have depressive episodes for a week at a time and he couldn't handle it. In his defense, I would be aloof and did not communicate my feelings because I feared bringing up my concerns. Every time he would go visit his mom I would almost always spiral thinking about the possibility that he would be stopping by these bikini cafes.
Fast forward to '23, we are not doing great. For months I have been trying to salvage our relationship in any way I can think of. I do research. I read books. I'm on here. Anything I can get my hands on to learn how to communicate with this man. (In hindsight, I really should have started IC, but I feared it since I have never had great experiences) Even though we would facetime almost every night while he was away, I was still feeling so disconnected. Like he was just doing that to get me off his back. Our sex life was terrible. His libido was so high, and I was so depressed mine was so low, but i would do it because I knew it would make him happy. He constantly complained that I never gave him BJs. Telling me he wished he could get one every morning, he NEEDed them. Besides the fact I am not the biggest fan of them, I just felt like I was just holes for him at that point.
DDay2 was May '23. I just had this intense feeling like I needed to snoop again. He was hiding something. What I find is that he had seen a sex worker in Canada in March of that year for a 30min BJ session. I wanted to vomit. I look more and find he had also gone to a "spa" in Colombia in August '22. More vomit. I do not look past a year, I have seen all I needed to. I decide to go to my parents for the weekend to calm down and figure out a game plan. After I am home for a day, I get back from work, we have dinner and I start. The conversation lasted 30 minutes and I end up telling him that he needs to leave and he has until the end of the month. He packs a bag, and as he is leaving all he says is he fucked up.
After two weeks, we went NC. Those weeks were just texts about arranging times for him to pack and be out. We didn't talk for 7 months. In those 7 months, I did a ton of work on myself. I went to IC. I was reading even more books, listening to podcasts, and just adjusting to living on my own for the first time. I am really proud of the work I did. I have come a very long way and am not the same person. A package was delivered to the apartment and I decided that I was in a good place to not go through friends and go straight to him. He suggested for him to come pick it up himself, and I agreed.
I'll try to condense now... since the package pick up we have had many talks. I have cried a lot. He has apologized a lot. When he isn't traveling, we are spending almost all of our time together. I no longer hold onto my feelings as much, and will tell him. It feels good. It's been a slow process, and there is movement. He is making an effort to work on things together. It hasn't been easy and I am aware we have a long way to go if we want to be successful, but I still feel like we have barely touching the surface. He says he is still very hesitant to fully commit in fear we'll get back to where we were in our darkest days and I will never truly get past his mistakes. Which is extremely frustrating. He still brings up BJs and if I'll ever give them to him. Right now it's extremely triggering, and worse that it seems to be such a big deal to him. "He needs them" This is something we have not been able to get past. I've suggested IC, but he's not into it.
So are we R or still considering R?! I feel like I am slipping back into worrying when I do not hear from him all day when he is traveling for work even though I know he is busy working. I have asked for more communication while he is away, and he's good for the first few days, but then it slips into not hearing from him for so many hours, sometimes the whole day and then him just texting goodnight, he's tired and is going to bed. This is not enough for me anymore. Which brings us to tonight... Only communication today was a 5 minute call this morning and then an I'm pooped and going to bed text. I respond with I feel upset and frustrated and would like to talk things over tomorrow when he has time. I see he has read the text and do not get a response.
I've grown so much as a person, but it feels like he's barely grown at all. I am feeling hopeless now and about ready to give up. He tells me he loves me, and he wants me in his life. It's like we are trying for R, but he's still not sure. I love this man, but I am getting tired. I want an actually answer. How are we to move forward? If you have made it this far, I appreciate you.
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June '22 I (35F) snooped on my boyfriend's (37M) phone after having a weird feeling about a text I saw a few months prior. I kept telling myself that he wasn't that guy, he would never, but I broke and snooped. I found a text thread with this girl going back to January of that year. After more snooping I find out he has been frequenting bikini/stripper cafes around his mother's house and this person is one of the strippers. I also find that he has been following all these girls and more on IG. A few years into our relationship, I brought up all the bikini models he was following on IG and how it made me feel very uncomfortable. I stupidly decide to ignore this new discovery and say nothing, even though this disgusted me because I didn't want to admit that I was snooping.
Prior to 2022 I thought our 6 year relationship was going pretty good. We lived together. Survived covid lockdown together. I thought I would spend the rest of my life with this man. We built a life together. He got a new job in the beginning of '22 and he started traveling a lot, putting a good amount of a strain on our relationship. I was feeling alone, disconnected and not a priority. He was always working. Finding out about the bikini cafes made it worse. I would have depressive episodes for a week at a time and he couldn't handle it. In his defense, I would be aloof and did not communicate my feelings because I feared bringing up my concerns. Every time he would go visit his mom I would almost always spiral thinking about the possibility that he would be stopping by these bikini cafes.
Fast forward to '23, we are not doing great. For months I have been trying to salvage our relationship in any way I can think of. I do research. I read books. I'm on here. Anything I can get my hands on to learn how to communicate with this man. (In hindsight, I really should have started IC, but I feared it since I have never had great experiences) Even though we would facetime almost every night while he was away, I was still feeling so disconnected. Like he was just doing that to get me off his back. Our sex life was terrible. His libido was so high, and I was so depressed mine was so low, but i would do it because I knew it would make him happy. He constantly complained that I never gave him BJs. Telling me he wished he could get one every morning, he NEEDed them. Besides the fact I am not the biggest fan of them, I just felt like I was just holes for him at that point.
DDay2 was May '23. I just had this intense feeling like I needed to snoop again. He was hiding something. What I find is that he had seen a sex worker in Canada in March of that year for a 30min BJ session. I wanted to vomit. I look more and find he had also gone to a "spa" in Colombia in August '22. More vomit. I do not look past a year, I have seen all I needed to. I decide to go to my parents for the weekend to calm down and figure out a game plan. After I am home for a day, I get back from work, we have dinner and I start. The conversation lasted 30 minutes and I end up telling him that he needs to leave and he has until the end of the month. He packs a bag, and as he is leaving all he says is he fucked up.
After two weeks, we went NC. Those weeks were just texts about arranging times for him to pack and be out. We didn't talk for 7 months. In those 7 months, I did a ton of work on myself. I went to IC. I was reading even more books, listening to podcasts, and just adjusting to living on my own for the first time. I am really proud of the work I did. I have come a very long way and am not the same person. A package was delivered to the apartment and I decided that I was in a good place to not go through friends and go straight to him. He suggested for him to come pick it up himself, and I agreed.
I'll try to condense now... since the package pick up we have had many talks. I have cried a lot. He has apologized a lot. When he isn't traveling, we are spending almost all of our time together. I no longer hold onto my feelings as much, and will tell him. It feels good. It's been a slow process, and there is movement. He is making an effort to work on things together. It hasn't been easy and I am aware we have a long way to go if we want to be successful, but I still feel like we have barely touching the surface. He says he is still very hesitant to fully commit in fear we'll get back to where we were in our darkest days and I will never truly get past his mistakes. Which is extremely frustrating. He still brings up BJs and if I'll ever give them to him. Right now it's extremely triggering, and worse that it seems to be such a big deal to him. "He needs them" This is something we have not been able to get past. I've suggested IC, but he's not into it.
So are we R or still considering R?! I feel like I am slipping back into worrying when I do not hear from him all day when he is traveling for work even though I know he is busy working. I have asked for more communication while he is away, and he's good for the first few days, but then it slips into not hearing from him for so many hours, sometimes the whole day and then him just texting goodnight, he's tired and is going to bed. This is not enough for me anymore. Which brings us to tonight... Only communication today was a 5 minute call this morning and then an I'm pooped and going to bed text. I respond with I feel upset and frustrated and would like to talk things over tomorrow when he has time. I see he has read the text and do not get a response.
I've grown so much as a person, but it feels like he's barely grown at all. I am feeling hopeless now and about ready to give up. He tells me he loves me, and he wants me in his life. It's like we are trying for R, but he's still not sure. I love this man, but I am getting tired. I want an actually answer. How are we to move forward? If you have made it this far, I appreciate you.
2024.05.06 00:44 Mean-Syrup7103 AITJ for choosing to hangout and go to a concert with a friend who everyone else also hates ??
So I have ran out of options to go with and I have resorted in hanging out with a friend who everyone else in the friend's circle hates. I'm extremely hated by my friends now and they don't want to do anything with me. I used to have a friend who I would go to concerts with and he doesn't want to do anything with me anymore. I had a meltdown in nyc with him last year when I went to see Billy Joel at MSG. It wasn't at the concert venue, it was 3 days before the concert when he and I had an argument at the Airbnb which resulted in me having a meltdown at 4am at the airbnb. I apologized and everything afterwards and I thought that things were fine and back to normal. Now a year later, I have been constantly trying to get him to do stuff with me and he is just not giving me an yes. It's always "We'll see whats going on or lets see if we have enough money or I'm booked out throughtout the whole year.". I got tired of it so I asked one of my other friends named Hank if he wanted to go to a concert with me and my other friend agreed. Hank is widely disliked by the friends circle cause of his schizophrenic episodes and meltdowns. I've hung out with him a few times and I didn't see anything wrong with him. Hank and I are planning on going to the Sting and BJ concert at allegiant stadium in the fall. I just don't feel good as everything in my life is going wrong. I can't travel to vietnam anytime soon until 2026 and it is bringing me down a lot. I want to go over there like next year so that I can meet some women but I can't cause I don't have enough and have to save up which will take a total of 2 to 3 years. It's one of the reasons why I want to go to this concert so that I can have some fun and forget about life for a little. I told my uncle about my plans of hanging out with hank and going to the concert with him and my uncle told me that this whole problem is my wrong doing. He says it is my fault that I have go to the concert with hank now cause he claims that I burned bridges with my other friends. My other friends weren't understanding and wouldn't let it go, mistakes happens, I made a mistake in nyc. My uncle thinks that I'm gonna be looked down even more if I were to go to the concert with Hank. Does it really make a jerk for hanging out a friend who everyone else also dislikes as much as me ?
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2024.05.05 14:57 ietlgchess My GF Says she will breakup with me if I lie to her again. I have a secret that almost no one knows about. I'm worried she'll find out. What do I do?
This is a unique one and a long one but I need advice on this situation. I have a GF (of 7 months) who has been cheated on in the past and is very sensitive to lies, no matter what they are. She will say I've broken her trust and get very emotional if i have lied to her even if its a white lie(small lie). I have nothing to hide, except one thing, which I have told very few about. Basically I do urban rooftopping and climbing maybe once a week. I slowly got into it from people on Instagram, and it is now one of the things I enjoy most in life. A lot of teenagers have started doing it. My GF cares about me and gets very worried when I do anything dangerous. (She has anxiety and the trust issues), which is why I haven't told her about most of the more extreme things I've done. (she knows about some of the less risky stuff not involving rooftops) I'll come back to this.
I have foolishly lied to her once in the past. (I had a VERY awkward hookup with a girl when i was single that i didn't want to tell her, or anyone at all, about. That girl was my first kiss and my first bj. Because I didnt want anyone to know and I regretted that hookup, I told my gf that she was my first kiss.) When she found out that it was actually the other girl we came close to breaking up. 2 months later, our relationship finally felt 100% again. she says that building trust back up takes a long time.
Recently she told me if i lie to her again, she will break up with me. Recently i had told her a small white lie. (I admitted to her that: one time I was too tired to hang out with her, and told her I was busy instead of being honest, as I didn't want to hurt her feelings. She gets very sad when I cancel last minute, which is fair enough.) she was hurt by this lie because I had told her I wouldn't lie to her again.
Anyway, this hobby I have is important to me and its one of the few things I enjoy. it helps me escape from life and stressful senior exams. but i'm very worried she will find out about it and break up with me. It's too late to tell her because i started it before dating her. There are a few I know in real life who know I do it, and it's very unlikely they'd tell her,(they're not friends with her, just know she's my gf) but there's that small chance. I've never been arrested, but in the small chance I was she'd find out then too. It's just constantly worrying me that she will find out and I don't know what to do. I feel like it's too late to tell her anyway but I don't know. As I said before if i told her, she would be extremely worried about me as she has anxiety and she would know I've been hiding it for months.
If you're wondering, our relationship is usually great and we get along amazing. We hangout whenever possible. it's just these accidents i mentioned that have popped up twice in our relationship. i really don't want to lose her and if we broke up, it would break her. Should I be honest with her about my secret hobby? What do i do?
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I have foolishly lied to her once in the past. (I had a VERY awkward hookup with a girl when i was single that i didn't want to tell her, or anyone at all, about. That girl was my first kiss and my first bj. Because I didnt want anyone to know and I regretted that hookup, I told my gf that she was my first kiss.) When she found out that it was actually the other girl we came close to breaking up. 2 months later, our relationship finally felt 100% again. she says that building trust back up takes a long time.
Recently she told me if i lie to her again, she will break up with me. Recently i had told her a small white lie. (I admitted to her that: one time I was too tired to hang out with her, and told her I was busy instead of being honest, as I didn't want to hurt her feelings. She gets very sad when I cancel last minute, which is fair enough.) she was hurt by this lie because I had told her I wouldn't lie to her again.
Anyway, this hobby I have is important to me and its one of the few things I enjoy. it helps me escape from life and stressful senior exams. but i'm very worried she will find out about it and break up with me. It's too late to tell her because i started it before dating her. There are a few I know in real life who know I do it, and it's very unlikely they'd tell her,(they're not friends with her, just know she's my gf) but there's that small chance. I've never been arrested, but in the small chance I was she'd find out then too. It's just constantly worrying me that she will find out and I don't know what to do. I feel like it's too late to tell her anyway but I don't know. As I said before if i told her, she would be extremely worried about me as she has anxiety and she would know I've been hiding it for months.
If you're wondering, our relationship is usually great and we get along amazing. We hangout whenever possible. it's just these accidents i mentioned that have popped up twice in our relationship. i really don't want to lose her and if we broke up, it would break her. Should I be honest with her about my secret hobby? What do i do?
2024.05.05 14:48 ietlgchess My GF said If i lie to her again she will break up with me. But I have a lie i've kept from almost everyone in my life. I'm worried she'll find out. What do i do? (M17 F16)
This is a unique one and a long one but I need advice on this situation. I have a GF (of 7 months) who has been cheated on in the past and is very sensitive to lies, no matter what they are. She will say I've broken her trust and get very emotional if i have lied to her even if its a white lie(small lie). I have nothing to hide, except one thing, which I have told very few about. Basically I do urban rooftopping and climbing maybe once a week. I slowly got into it from people on Instagram, and it is now one of the things I enjoy most in life. A lot of teenagers have started doing it. My GF cares about me and gets very worried when I do anything dangerous. (She has anxiety and the trust issues), which is why I haven't told her about most of the more extreme things I've done. (she knows about some of the less risky stuff not involving rooftops) I'll come back to this.
I have foolishly lied to her once in the past. (I had a VERY awkward hookup with a girl when i was single that i didn't want to tell her, or anyone at all, about. That girl was my first kiss and my first bj. Because I didnt want anyone to know and I regretted that hookup, I told my gf that she was my first kiss.) When she found out that it was actually the other girl we came close to breaking up. 2 months later, our relationship finally felt 100% again. she says that building trust back up takes a long time.
Recently she told me if i lie to her again, she will break up with me. Recently i had told her a small white lie. (I admitted to her that: one time I was too tired to hang out with her, and told her I was busy instead of being honest, as I didn't want to hurt her feelings. She gets very sad when I cancel last minute, which is fair enough.) she was hurt by this lie because I had told her I wouldn't lie to her again.
Anyway, this hobby I have is important to me and its one of the few things I enjoy. it helps me escape from life and stressful senior exams. but i'm very worried she will find out about it and break up with me. It's too late to tell her because i started it before dating her. There are a few I know in real life who know I do it, and it's very unlikely they'd tell her,(they're not friends with her, just know she's my gf) but there's that small chance. I've never been arrested, but in the small chance I was she'd find out then too. It's just constantly worrying me that she will find out and I don't know what to do. I feel like it's too late to tell her anyway but I don't know. As I said before if i told her, she would be extremely worried about me as she has anxiety and she would know I've been hiding it for months.
If you're wondering, our relationship is usually great and we get along amazing. We hangout whenever possible. it's just these accidents i mentioned that have popped up twice in our relationship. i really don't want to lose her and if we broke up, it would break her. Should I be honest with her about my secret hobby? What do i do?
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I have foolishly lied to her once in the past. (I had a VERY awkward hookup with a girl when i was single that i didn't want to tell her, or anyone at all, about. That girl was my first kiss and my first bj. Because I didnt want anyone to know and I regretted that hookup, I told my gf that she was my first kiss.) When she found out that it was actually the other girl we came close to breaking up. 2 months later, our relationship finally felt 100% again. she says that building trust back up takes a long time.
Recently she told me if i lie to her again, she will break up with me. Recently i had told her a small white lie. (I admitted to her that: one time I was too tired to hang out with her, and told her I was busy instead of being honest, as I didn't want to hurt her feelings. She gets very sad when I cancel last minute, which is fair enough.) she was hurt by this lie because I had told her I wouldn't lie to her again.
Anyway, this hobby I have is important to me and its one of the few things I enjoy. it helps me escape from life and stressful senior exams. but i'm very worried she will find out about it and break up with me. It's too late to tell her because i started it before dating her. There are a few I know in real life who know I do it, and it's very unlikely they'd tell her,(they're not friends with her, just know she's my gf) but there's that small chance. I've never been arrested, but in the small chance I was she'd find out then too. It's just constantly worrying me that she will find out and I don't know what to do. I feel like it's too late to tell her anyway but I don't know. As I said before if i told her, she would be extremely worried about me as she has anxiety and she would know I've been hiding it for months.
If you're wondering, our relationship is usually great and we get along amazing. We hangout whenever possible. it's just these accidents i mentioned that have popped up twice in our relationship. i really don't want to lose her and if we broke up, it would break her. Should I be honest with her about my secret hobby? What do i do?
2024.05.05 14:34 ietlgchess My GF said If i lie to her again she will break up with me. But I have a lie i've kept from almost everyone in my life. I'm worried she'll find out. What do i do? (M17 F16)
This is a unique one and a long one but I need advice on this situation. I have a GF (of 7 months) who has been cheated on in the past and is very sensitive to lies, no matter what they are. She will say I've broken her trust and get very emotional if i have lied to her even if its a white lie(small lie). I have nothing to hide, except one thing, which I have told very few about. Basically I do urban rooftopping and climbing maybe once a week. I slowly got into it from people on Instagram, and it is now one of the things I enjoy most in life. A lot of teenagers have started doing it. My GF cares about me and gets very worried when I do anything dangerous. (She has anxiety and the trust issues), which is why I haven't told her about most of the more extreme things I've done. (she knows about some of the less risky stuff not involving rooftops) I'll come back to this.
I have foolishly lied to her once in the past. (I had a VERY awkward hookup with a girl when i was single that i didn't want to tell her, or anyone at all, about. That girl was my first kiss and my first bj. Because I didnt want anyone to know and I regretted that hookup, I told my gf that she was my first kiss.) When she found out that it was actually the other girl we came close to breaking up. 2 months later, our relationship finally felt 100% again. she says that building trust back up takes a long time.
Recently she told me if i lie to her again, she will break up with me. Recently i had told her a small white lie. (I admitted to her that: one time I was too tired to hang out with her, and told her I was busy instead of being honest, as I didn't want to hurt her feelings. She gets very sad when I cancel last minute, which is fair enough.) she was hurt by this lie because I had told her I wouldn't lie to her again.
Anyway, this hobby I have is important to me and its one of the few things I enjoy. it helps me escape from life and stressful senior exams. but i'm very worried she will find out about it and break up with me. It's too late to tell her because i started it before dating her. There are a few I know in real life who know I do it, and it's very unlikely they'd tell her,(they're not friends with her, just know she's my gf) but there's that small chance. I've never been arrested, but in the small chance I was she'd find out then too. It's just constantly worrying me that she will find out and I don't know what to do. I feel like it's too late to tell her anyway but I don't know. As I said before if i told her, she would be extremely worried about me as she has anxiety and she would know I've been hiding it for months.
If you're wondering, our relationship is usually great and we get along amazing. We hangout whenever possible. it's just these accidents i mentioned that have popped up twice in our relationship. i really don't want to lose her and if we broke up, it would break her. Should I be honest with her about my secret hobby? What do i do?
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I have foolishly lied to her once in the past. (I had a VERY awkward hookup with a girl when i was single that i didn't want to tell her, or anyone at all, about. That girl was my first kiss and my first bj. Because I didnt want anyone to know and I regretted that hookup, I told my gf that she was my first kiss.) When she found out that it was actually the other girl we came close to breaking up. 2 months later, our relationship finally felt 100% again. she says that building trust back up takes a long time.
Recently she told me if i lie to her again, she will break up with me. Recently i had told her a small white lie. (I admitted to her that: one time I was too tired to hang out with her, and told her I was busy instead of being honest, as I didn't want to hurt her feelings. She gets very sad when I cancel last minute, which is fair enough.) she was hurt by this lie because I had told her I wouldn't lie to her again.
Anyway, this hobby I have is important to me and its one of the few things I enjoy. it helps me escape from life and stressful senior exams. but i'm very worried she will find out about it and break up with me. It's too late to tell her because i started it before dating her. There are a few I know in real life who know I do it, and it's very unlikely they'd tell her,(they're not friends with her, just know she's my gf) but there's that small chance. I've never been arrested, but in the small chance I was she'd find out then too. It's just constantly worrying me that she will find out and I don't know what to do. I feel like it's too late to tell her anyway but I don't know. As I said before if i told her, she would be extremely worried about me as she has anxiety and she would know I've been hiding it for months.
If you're wondering, our relationship is usually great and we get along amazing. We hangout whenever possible. it's just these accidents i mentioned that have popped up twice in our relationship. i really don't want to lose her and if we broke up, it would break her. Should I be honest with her about my secret hobby? What do i do?
2024.05.05 08:59 Ok-Park9815 Can you really get hiv from oral
Really need answers I been having headaches for months I got a bj a year ago but my test negative but I have different symptoms like headaches all day weak legs always tired always pooping a lot idk wat to look for
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2024.05.03 10:12 micronesiarain Episode 4- "Black Table Talk" 🎙️🖤
 | the queens return to the workroom after the previous challenge and see the placements displayed on a large monitor submitted by micronesiarain to XtinasDragRace [link] [comments] Contessa: The prettiest ones safe, at least we did it together! 🏁 Contessa CF: Last week was the first time this season where you could say I had a bit of a slip. And shockingly, I'm at peace with it. I gave everything I had to the challenge, and that's what's important to me. And if my Season Four sisters had some nicer looks for me to work with, maybe I could've done better. Just kidding! But honestly...where were the silks and chiffons? Tiwa: I was hoping for a miracle, but I can't be mad about it when everyone brought it at the level they did. I'm really inspired to be around performers like you. 🏁 Tiwa CF: There's major imposter syndrome going on. Any good critique I get, it feels like it is going to a totally different person. But any criticism, it feels like a shot to the heart and it's all I can focus on. Unieke: This whole group is a dream to be part of. All of us...absolutely sickening. And Tiwa, I'm not about to let you forget that! Tiwa: Thank you, really. 🏁 Tiwa CF: These queens have pulled me back from the edge too many times to count at this point. I'm not someone who would ever be pressed about not winning a design challenge. But it's like my mind is reaching out to find anything bad to cling onto. gtGIRL: Congratulations to our winners, Anthyy and Zodya! Zodya: Thank you, thank you! Anthyy: Did it feel like All Stars all over again? Zodya: Maybe just a bit! gtGIRL: First one to two wins, I would tip my hat to you if I was wearing one. But for now, I shall just tip this cute little headband. 🏁 gtGIRL CF: I am dreading getting out of this look. I've never felt more at home, more authentic. The insect life is the life for me, I won't micropologize for that. Ever!! Unieke: Share the wealth! But hey, I think that makes you the frontrunner. Zodya: Does it? If I keep losing these lipsyncs, I'm not so sure about that. Unieke: I don't knowww, I think you're leading the pack! 🏁 Zodya CF: I'm trying to telepathically communicate to Unieke to stop talking about who the frontrunner is. I've never been in this position before, but I can feel more eyes on me than ever. The power is slightly delicious, but very scary at the same time. It's like a chamoy pickle in a sense. Zodya: Anthyy, how did it feel to get the win? Anthyy: Amazing!! Oop, lemme compose myself. Nope I can't, it was just amazing! Tiwa: You can finally take a deep breath now and relax. Anthyy: These fingers are all sore, but worth it for this look. 🏁 Anthyy CF: It's real cute to have fun during the challenges. But that feeling when you put your whole puss into the challenge and win, it's a diva moment! Tiwa: The level of detail just blew me away. Anthyy: They say take one thing off, but I put ten more things on and made sure it was all in the right place. The outcome felt correct! 🏁 Anthyy CF: All Stars for me was all about winning as much as possible. This time was supposed to be about letting loose, and it was going that way! And then I get a win under my belt and realize there's nothing stopping me from being the winner. It would be the perfect ending to my MDR journey, let's keep the momentum going. Contessa: Moof, you're awfully quiet. I'm not complaining, but... Moof: I'm good. Very happy for the winners, congrats girls! 🏁 Moof CF: I'm choosing to keep my mouth shut, because there are a lot of emotions going through me right now. I don't want to rain on their parade, but I do feel like it should've been me in the top over one of them. I feel like I'm being overlooked, even though I've been checking all the boxes every week. Contessa: ...okay! I almost believed it when you said that. Moof: Believe me, I'm thrilled. Some might even say overjoyed. Anthyy: Is this about the block? Moof: A very small portion of it. Anthyy: It was a gift from you to me, I had to let you share that magical feeling. Moof: Got you, I got it. 🏁 Anthyy CF: It's all over her face, Moof wanted to win this week. She'll have her moment eventually, but this was a week for the real fashion queens. Unieke: You sure you're good? Moof: Oh my god, you lot are tiring. You want an answer from me that isn't something I actually feel. What do you want me to say right now? gtGIRL: Recite the alphabet backwards. Unieke: I don't want you getting heated, I want to make sure you're all good. Moof: And like I said, I'm good. 🏁 Moof CF: I'm laser focused right now on this next challenge. I thought this would be my week to win, but all I got from it was a block. My hopes were high, and it was the worst outcome. I need to come forward as someone to be afraid of. If I could win this next challenge even though I can't get a banjo, how could you ignore that? It would show that I'm here to compete, win, and make some moves. Unieke: Emotions are high right now. Let's get out of drag and get some rest. I love you girls, let's end it there. the queens get up and get out of drag as the conversations continue Contessa: When you're ready to talk about whatever, know I'm here for you. Moof: Thank you. I wish it wasn't getting to me, but thanks for being there for me. Contessa: You pulled me from a very stressful place with this last challenge, I owe you. 🏁 Contessa CF: There are a lot of perks to having some of my close friends here. But one of the unexpected downsides has been that I'm invested in how they do here. I didn't consider myself an empath, I prefer being an ice cold bitch. But Moof and Tiwa...there's a soft spot there for sure. Zodya: I'm gonna need you to help get this target off of me. This is unfamiliar territory for me. gtGIRL: I'll do what I can to help you out. You know you have me on your side. Zodya: Is there any way I avoid a block soon? gtGIRL: Well, you could always win the challenge! Zodya: I'm so screwed. 🏁 gtGIRL CF: My competitive senses are starting to tingle. Above all else, I came here to have fun. But I see other queens clearing a path to the crown, and something needs to be done about that. I brought a sizable collection of boots with me, it's time to use them to stomp stomp stomp to the top. I'm ready to kill them. With love of course! And I'll get away with it. teehee! The Next Day the queens enter the workroom in unison and gather around the table 🏁 Unieke CF: It's a brand new day, and I may or may not have done three summoning circles earlier to try and manifest a win. Whatever it takes, we need it! Moof: I want to clear the air about last night. I was in the middle of a lot of emotions. I didn't want to discuss it, because that moment wasn't about that. Unieke: We're here for you when things like that happen. We're here together, we need to show up. Moof: Thank you, Unieke. Anthyy and Zodya, I really am happy for the two of you. Zodya: I know you are, we're all good. 🏁 Zodya CF: This group isn't necessarily one big happy family. But we seem to have reached a point where things are very cordial and peaceful. It won't last past lunch, but enjoy it while it's here! gtGIRL: Add workroom banter here. Oh, I don't think I was supposed to say that part. Ahem, let's try again! gtGIRL: What was everyones reason for coming back to compete again? Contessa: It's a bit of a pride thing, I can't lie. The first time, I had to show that I was a winner. Coming in this time, we already know. 🏁 Contessa CF: Now, half the cast on Season Four knew I was a winner from the first episode, but we move. Moof: I knew I had to come back. Not only to show off how much I've grown since Season Five, but to represent the season. People want to throw shade at Season Five, but that season was a really special moment, I need to give it some flowers. Unieke: Well, you do give flowers to something that died. Zodya: Unieke, you are a mess! Unieke: Stick with me honey, let mama teach you. 🏁 Unieke CF: Miss Zodya Killer, she got some evil in her. I will gladly take on the responsibility of letting her unleash that. Moof: Like I said, Season Five stays catching strays! the workroom door swings open and Micro walks in wearing a denim bodysuit with baggy denim boots and a slicked back ponytail Unieke: And I was just getting warmed up, the hell!? Micro: Hello, hello! If it isn't my favorite award winning designers. So far, you've shown that each of you can perform, market yourself, and put together a look worthy of a queen. For your challenge this week, we're giving the viewers a peak into the lives of their favorite queens. In two groups, you'll be working together as part of the new revealing talk show, "Black Table Talk". Unieke: Why it gotta be black? Micro: They were the cheapest at Home Depot, you know the budget we got! Unieke: I see you queen. Micro: You'll be choosing your own teams for this challenge. One group of four, and one group of three. And on the runway, category is "Work of Art"! Good luck ladies, it's time to get real! Micro leaves the workroom and the queens rush to get into groups 🏁 Moof CF: The best thing for a challenge like this is having the right dynamic on the panel. I need to find Contessa and Tiwa right away. Moof: Tiwa, Contessa...you down? Contessa: That was easy! Let's go. 🏁 Contessa CF: This team is the best option for all of us, but I'm worried about Tiwa. She's been keeping to herself lately, and this is not the challenge where you want to get quiet. Zodya rushes around the workroom to grab Anthyy and gtGIRL 🏁 Zodya CF: I've been on enough seasons to have all the right connections. Anthyy is someone who will do the work, and gtGIRL has an effortless sense of humor to keep everything moving and flowing. Zodya: What do you think about this group? gtGIRL: Yes please! Anthyy: Lemme think... 🏁 Anthyy CF: After Zodya comes over to me, I look over at Unieke and start to worry. Both groups of three came together instantly, but Unieke wasn't pulled into anything. That's my girl, and she's an asset on this team. We need her. Anthyy: Unieke needs to be with us. That bitch is sickening. Zodya: Do you think she'd be down? Anthyy: Yes ma'am! Unieke, come over here. Unieke: I'm feeling this energy. Dream team? gtGIRL: Absolutely yes please! 🏁 Unieke CF: Being on the larger team is a little intimidating, but I know I can talk for hours on end. This is what I need in order to push through. I'm getting my good shoes on and grabbing the loudest microphone, showtime! Anthyy, gtGIRL, Unieke, and Zodya sit on the couches and go over their segment 🏁 Anthyy CF: Our team for this challenge has all the right elements to bring us a win. We'll give Micro no choice but to make it a quadruple win! gtGIRL: Before we get into possible talking points, does anyone strongly want to be the moderator? Zodya: I wouldn't mind. Unieke: I don't want to be pushy about it, but I think I really need this. I have no wins, this is a spot where I could change that. 🏁 Anthyy CF: I think all of us could do great work with this role. But I have a chance here to help a friend, I know what I have to do. Anthyy: Unieke, I think this is the perfect role for you. Unieke: We good with this? Zodya: It's all yours. 🏁 Zodya CF: If I was in the moderator position, I know another win would be in reach. But Unieke wants the chance to prove herself, and I don't want to be the one pushing against that. She can have it, but this will be the only time I give up a chance like this. Unieke: Ah, I can't wait! Thanks you guys, this should be fun. Any ideas for what we should talk about? gtGIRL: I think it would be swell to discuss the power of wearing clothes that don't go past the knee. Zodya: Yeah, I don't know about that one. Anthyy: If I know Micro, I know that she'll be looking for people who are really giving emotion and honesty. And with how tense it's gotten with discussing sexuality and gender identity, maybe we tackle that? Share about our journeys and how we made it through something that can be scary. Unieke: Perfect, I'm on board! Zodya: It's something that connects all of us, even though we have our own perspectives. I think it'll be great. 🏁 gtGIRL CF: Anthyy is taking a very active role in getting all of this together. Unieke is the moderator, but I have to give props to Anthyy for making sure all the ducks are in a row. It's me, I'm one of the ducks. Unieke: And do we have any ideas for the looks we want? gtGIRL: I do- Zodya: We can't all wear a mini dress. gtGIRL: First of all, you most certainly can. And second of all, I was going to say business casual. Lady on the go...she works at an office...she drinks coffee and types on a keyboard. Unieke: That feels very specific. gtGIRL: Okay fine, she doesn't need to type on a keyboard. Zodya: But she could! gtGIRL: So true Zodya, you see the vision. Contessa, Moof, and Tiwa sit around the table to plan for the challenge 🏁 Contessa CF: With there only being three of us, I think it helps us out a ton in the challenge. The other team needs to worry about talking over people and saying everything they need to say, we have room to breathe and make sure it all works perfectly. Moof: I want to start off by saying, we got the best possible team here. We've worked together before, this is perfect for us. 🏁 Moof CF: Between the three of us, we have a solid amount of hosting experience. Contessa and I have hosted our own drag competitions, Tiwa hosts a talk show, this should be smooth sailing. Contessa: Tiwa, do you think you're up for moderating? We need to get you a banjo. Tiwa: I don't think right now is the best time for that. Moof: You good? Tiwa: I'm sorry, I need to take a moment. 🏁 Tiwa CF: Earlier today, I got some news from home that has taken all of my focus away from this competition. There are things I need to tend to, and all I can do is hope that I'm back in time to be part of this challenge. Tiwa leaves the workroom Moof: Do we think she'll come back? Contessa: Oh yeah, she wouldn't leave for good without saying goodbye. Moof: In case she doesn't come back, how do we want to plan this? Contessa: If she doesn't return, we can banter back and forth and be a proper duo. If she does come back, I can step up and moderate. Moof: Okay. If you're open to it, I also want to moderate if she returns. Contessa: Two moderators? Moof: I was thinking more about me being the only moderator. 🏁 Moof CF: I need to get back on top and win another banjo. I know Contessa feels the same way, but I really want this. And after helping her last week, she said it herself that she owes me. Contessa: I have a lot of ideas of what we could do, I think I'd keep everything in order. Moof: What are your ideas? Contessa: I sort of want to know if I'm the moderator before giving them up. Moof: Really? Contessa: ... 🏁 Contessa CF: Even in a group challenge, we're competing for one crown at the end of this. I don't want to be difficult, but I need to make sure I'm prioritizing myself. Moof: After everything last week, I would really like to moderate. But I'm not about to fight you for it. The decision is yours, just know that that's my desire. Contessa: I think I'll moderate. Moof: ...alright. 🏁 Moof CF: I didn't want to force Contessa to let me moderate. I was hoping that by making it very clear that I wanted to do it, she would do the right thing. And maybe she did for herself, but she really burned me here. gtGIRL and Zodya get ready by the mirrors as they talk about their fears for the challenge Zodya: How are you feeling about the challenge? gtGIRL: I try and be very cute and funny to avoid getting too personal, but I think this challenge could be a chance for me to open up. Zodya: I'm not about to cry with this makeup on, but your story is one that people need to hear. Accepting the idea of being queer is such a hard thing to do. But you're a success story. gtGIRL: Zodya... Zodya: No, listen to me. Your talent, the way you carry yourself, the way that people view you? It's something that inspires me. gtGIRL: Screw the makeup, this is gonna make me tear up. Thank you. 🏁 gtGIRL CF: I was starting to get in my head, and Zodya brought me back to earth. So many parts of our journeys on MDR have been connected, and I know it happened for a reason. That's my girl. gtGIRL: And I hope you know how amazing your story is too. Seeing how much you've grown since Season Six, I'm so proud of you. Zodya: That means so much coming from you. I need to fix this eye makeup and then it's time to get it done. gtGIRL: Nobody else I'd rather trauma dump with! 🏁 Zodya CF: gtGIRL and I were close on Season Six, but I was still so intimidated by her. And if you were there, you would've felt the same after that seventh win! She feels like a sister this time, I'm so glad to have her here. Tiwa returns to the workroom and rejoins her team 🏁 Tiwa CF: I'm back with the girls, and there's not much time before we have to go out and do the challenge. Real life issues tried to get in the way, all I can do now is hope that I can catch up and make sure I don't bring them down. Moof: You alright? Tiwa: Honestly...no. But I'm dedicated to this team, we're making it through today. Contessa: I know how hard this has been for you. Thank you for pulling through. 🏁 Contessa CF: Ideally, we would've had a lot more time with Tiwa to work on this. We can't change what happened, it's going to need to be a rush to get her ready for this. There are minutes until we hit the stage...minutes. Tiwa: Tell me everything, I'm gonna get a quick beat going. Moof: Moderator, go ahead. 🏁 Moof CF: You want the power, I'll let you handle this one! Contessa: 2023 is over, we're talking about it. The good, the bad, how we grew, all that. And dress like you're going to a funeral...in a very chic way. Tiwa: ...I think I got all that. 🏁 Tiwa CF: I need to go with the flow and roll with the punches. I'm winging it entirely. Black Table Talk Tiwa, Contessa, Moof (A Year in Review) Tiwa, Moof & Contessa Black Table Talk Looks Unieke, gtGIRL, Zodya, Anthyy (Releasing the Fear of Being Queer) Unieke, gtGIRL, Zodya & Anthyy Black Table Talk Looks Runway a golden glow falls upon the runway before a sharp silhouette steps into the light and reveals to be Micro strutting down the center of the stage Micro Episode 4 Look Micro: Hello my beauties, and welcome back to the runway of Micro's Drag Race: All Winners! Joining me on the judging panel tonight is a drag artist who is bewitchingly talented, Hex! Hex Guest Judging Look Micro: Hex, welcome back! Hex: Thanks for having me, it's always loads of fun. Micro: You know a few things about creating a work of art. What are you looking for in these looks? Hex: Take the inspiration and add your own twist to it. Make sure your own style shines through. Micro: And when you look that sickening, I think it's wise to take your advice! Now, you ready to get started? Hex: Let's do it! Micro: Earlier today, the queens were asked to work in two groups and put together their own panel style segment for the revealing new show, "Black Table Talk". And on the runway, category is..."Work of Art"! -------------- "Bad Juju" by Jujubee pulses throughout the studio as the queens begin to strut the runway Tiwa: Inspired by the iconic The Persistence of Memory painted by Salvador Dali I have taken the clocks and turned them into actual pieces or ART! The liquified art has moulded itself on my body creating a sculpture fit for the next fixture in the Modern Art Museum! Tiwa Runway Contessa: Miss Micro called for a work of art? I said let me bring the piece right onto the runwayyy! This look is a fashion representation of the work by Gustav Klimt. He worked mainly with the colour gold and focused a lot on having a female subject... guess it's good a biological woman is wearing this right now, huh? This runway look is so grand and glamorous but also artsy and camp. Those are the two elements I try to combine in my drag so this is one of my favourite runways to date. Contessa Runway Moof: This look inspired "Kanagawa oki nami ura", a very famous Japanese print, dated between 1830 and 1832, made by Katsushika Hokusai. I chose to incorporate this into an outfit by adapting a Japanese yukata, and combining it with the flows of the print's vicious waves, the way they flow all around. There is even a cute boat in the waves of the hair, creating a sparkly wake through this hair art. I chose to appreciate this artwork and fashion piece because I find them to be very beautiful and a respectful way to portray the beauty of Japanese culture. Moof Runway Unieke: For this work of art runway, I wanted to stay very to who I am inside and give some love to my inner child. So this piece is a beautifully Lopunny inspired piece paying tribute to the Pokémon art style. Lopunny is nothing but high femininity and BODY! Literally me! You thought it was over!? Yeah SIKE! Open your mouth babe, it’s opened from GAGGING! This beautiful train pays so much homage to the Japanese video game designer, illustrator, manga artist, and director of Pokémon, Ken Sugimori!! The drawings on this outfit shows off his Gen 1 Art style which holds a very special place in my heart. I am so happy about this piece. It’s different, campy, but yet still so me! Unieke Runway Zodya: For the Work of Art runway, I am inspired by two famous artists/art styles: the Jingdezhen white and blue porcelain pottery of early China and…myself! This look is actually a remake of the very first look I’ve ever drawn for a competitive org, that being FDR5’s premiere. And ever since that challenge, I’ve been terrorizing runways for just under 2 years, with that very first win proudly over my chest as a medallion! The armor pieces are made to be inspired by old porcelain, with intricate blue and white patterns and designs all across my body. Oh, and what’s better with porcelain than tea! Bitch I am OVERFLOWING, and exuberant that I was able to recreate this fantasy and make it even bigger and better than ever before! Wanna take a sip, bitch? Zodya Runway Anthyy: Tonight's runway catgeory in my eyes is a perfect opportunity to do something you know i always love to do - represent my culture. One of our best polish paintings is "Girl with chrysanthemums" by one and only Olga Boznańska. But i have a personal story with this painting. It's in my homecity,. actually in a museum very near from where i live. And when i was very little my grandma took me to see it with me. And then in the little souvenir shop she bought me a little notebook with girl with chrysanthemums on the cover, and that was my first sketchboook ever. All the first anthyy creations were created there. i still have this notebook its very near to my heart and now and then i sketch a bit in it to see my own growth. But when it comes to this look you can see this is a very diffrent than a lot of my fashions. All because of the style, the bucket, the template, the line art it all went to trash this week and i showed you pure anthy uysing the acricic paint brush - the same as Olga in her original painting from 1894. I am the little girl from the painting literally, hair mug DOWN. I just did not put her in an ufgly potato sac and instead ina very cute little dress. Baby is this a funeral of other girls carreeerS? cause im overflowing with chrysanthemums. True queen of CUNT C -chrysanthemums U- uniqueness N-nerve A- and T- talent Anthyy Runway gtGIRL: inspired by the legendary piece of artwork, inflation by summer t winters. i am serving you apple couture! im fully painted green with a giant inflated skirt. this right at the intersection of camp and glam for me!!! gtGIRL Runway Critiques Micro: Queens, excellent work this week! This week, you competed in teams. But tonight, you'll be judged individually. Read the critiques here! Micro: Thank you queens. While Hex and I deliberate, you may all head backstage to Untucked. Untucked the queens enter Untucked 🏁 Unieke CF: My team put their trust into me this week, it's the best feeling to know I helped elevate us to the peak of our abilities. I'm not putting the horse in front of the car or whatever the saying is, but I think this might be my week to win! Zodya: To those who can actually sit down in your looks, I envy you. gtGIRL bounces in her apple Zodya: How does everyone feel about their critiques? Contessa: There are certain challenges where you feel like it's just not your week. I thought that might be the case here. I try not to get too emotional, I think it causes premature aging. But I let go tonight and it really resonated. This week will always hold a special place in my heart. 🏁 Contessa CF: People can get on my case about being "too confident". This was a week where I didn't feel all that confident. I learned a lot about myself and my capabilities. And for me, that means a lot. Unieke: Oh, 100%. I get in my head all the time about being more than comedy and performing. I love to chat, but leading something like this was brand new for me. Moof: And the critiques weren't too bad! Unieke: I mean...my fingers are crossed! 🏁 Anthyy CF: I'm so happy for my sister. She got the love she deserves from the judges. I think I was part of her shining moment, so it's like I'm right there with her! gtGIRL: Tiwa, you alright? 🏁 Tiwa CF: The critiques hit me like a train tonight. I knew I wasn't at the top of my game during the challenge, and I was ready to hear about that. But I was so excited to share this runway, and it got absolutely shredded. I felt like I finally got that gasp of air, only to be pushed back underwater. Tiwa: It's getting harder and harder to get these critiques. It's no secret that I've been struggling for the past few weeks, but today was on another level. I've thought about leaving so many times, and I came close today. Unieke: Leaving the competition? Tiwa: Each week is reminding me more that saying yes to coming back might not have been the right choice. I'm so honored to be part of this group, and you've all been amazing, but it's really hard when you feel like you can't find your footing. 🏁 Contessa CF: I'm starting to worry about Tiwa. I've known her outside of this forever, but I feel like I'm seeing a version of her that I haven't seen before. I know her to be charismatic and fun, not someone who's the last to speak and go into her shell. I need to keep all my focus on the competition, but this is a real friendship and it's all I can think about right now. Anthyy: I don't want you to quit. You've come too far, and you have so much more to show. Tiwa: Do I? Everything I've shown so far has been mediocre at best. Unieke: Don't say that. You've put the work in and we can all see that. Forget about the critiques, just focus on making sure you're proud of what you've created. Keep fighting, we know you can do this. the queens return to the runway Micro: Welcome back ladies! Based on your performances tonight, I've made some decisions. 🏁 Anthyy CF: Whenever I want honest feedback, I go to Hex. But tonight, I'm hoping Micro ignored her! Micro: Tiwa. You are safe. You may step to the side of the stage. Tiwa: Thank you. 🏁 Tiwa CF: I know I wasn't at the top of my game tonight. I could've done so much better, I don't know what's not clicking. Micro: The rest of you represent the best and brightest of the week. 🏁 gtGIRL CF: This season is all about collecting banjos. And since we don't know what the next challenge will be, the last thing you want is to be blocked from getting a banjo. I hope I did enough to sneak into the top this week, just for that layer of protection. 🏁 Unieke CF: At first, being in the top was like "whaa, me?! You shouldn't have". But we're four challenges in. I need a banjo, and I need it now! Micro: Count Contessa, Unieke. Congratulations, you are the top queens of the week! You have each won a highly coveted "Golden Banjo™️". 🏁 Contessa CF: She believed she could, so she did. Second banjo secured, it feels great! 🏁 Unieke CF: Ahhh, yes!! I still got it, let's give these girls something to be afraid of. Micro: Anthyy, gtGIRL, Moof, Zodya. You are all safe and may step to the side of the stage. 🏁 Moof CF: I wanted this to be a winning week for me, I really did. I can't help but kick myself for letting go of the moderator role. 🏁 Anthyy CF: I might not be earning a banjo right now, but I still feel like I won in my own way. I gave my all to my team, and I couldn't be happier to see my girl Unieke snatch her first win! Micro: Now, are the two of you ready for a lipsync battle? Contessa Lipsync Look Unieke Lipsync Look Micro: Prior to tonight, you were asked to prepare a lipsync performance of "Prayer For The Broken" by the gorgeous and incomparable Naya Rivera. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eHtjypkGzZg Micro: And if you know me, you know I love this woman, so do it justice! 🏁 Contessa CF: I can't be the next Zodya. I need to win this one. 🏁 Unieke CF: Being on stage is where I feel the most comfortable. Winning this would prove to everyone that I can give it to you across the board. Micro: The winner of the lipsync will earn the power to block one of their fellow queens from winning a banjo next week, so remember the power that's up for grabs! 🏁 Contessa CF: I've been blocked before. Thankfully, it didn't end up mattering. But when you have that block, you are very paranoid about your position in the competition. I want that power and to be the first person to make sure their block lands. 🏁 Unieke CF: The process of choosing groups for this challenge is exactly why I need to win this lipsync. There are distinct alliances in this group, I need to make my move to ensure my protection moving forward. Micro: Good luck, and don't fuck it up! Read the lipsync here! Micro wipes away a tear and claps for both queens Micro: Ladies, thank you for such a beautiful performance. I've made my decision. ... ... Micro: Contessa. You're a winner, baby! 🏁 Contessa CF: Mwahaha, I have the power! We're reaching the point where frontrunners are emerging, this is the chance to shift the direction of the competition. Micro: Unieke, thank you for the show. Unieke: Anytime. 🏁 Unieke CF: Losing lipsyncs is certainly not something I enjoy, but I guess other people need time to shine. But if she wants a rematch, the outcome will be very different, know that. Micro: Now, will all of the queens please step to the front of the stage. 🏁 gtGIRL CF: Every week, I'm expecting to be blocked. When I won a challenge, I blocked Contessa. This sorta feels like my fate has been sealed. 🏁 Tiwa CF: If Contessa doesn't want to play messy, she could block me. I wasn't as involved this week as I could've been, and I know that's in her mind somewhere. 🏁 Zodya CF: Remember who blocked you...remember who blocked you. Don't think about how I would've done the same, just think about who actually blocked you! Micro: Contessa. With great power comes great responsibility. Which queen have you chosen...to block? 🏁 Contessa CF: I can't make this decision based on emotion. When we get to the end of this season, someone being blocked from a banjo might be what makes the difference between me going to the finale or them going. Contessa: My first reason for blocking this person isn't actually their fault, it was Micro's. You stole my win so this is my revenge that is mistargeted. Secondly, you statistically have been doing the best and in a season about statistics I don't want you to get too ahead so early on. For those reasons, I am blocking... ... Contessa: Miss Zodya Killa. Zodya flutters her eyes and places her hands below her chin like she's about to win the ONLY toddler pageant 🏁 Zodya CF: The chance of moving the target off of me and onto gtGIRL was slim. I thought maybe it might happen, but here we are. We took a step forward earlier with our friendship, and now she's taken multiple steps back. Micro: Zodya. I'm sorry my dear, but you have been blocked. You will still compete in the challenge next week, and you can still win. However, you will not be eligible to earn a highly coveted "Golden Banjo™️". Zodya: Can I ask one teeny tiny question? Micro: You may. Zodya: If Contessa blocked me, does that mean I don't have to hear from her for the next week? Unieke: My god... 🏁 Unieke CF: Could bring a tear to my eye, they learn so quickly! Micro: Well, that would be a restraining order, but I can't wait to see how this brings the two of you closer. Zodya: Can't wait! Micro: As we approach the halfway point in this competition, keep your eye on the prize, and remember the one of a kind talents that brought you this far. 🏁 Tiwa CF: I'm going into this next week knowing just how high the stakes are. I've had a rocky journey here, but if there's a chance to make a comeback while everyone else is engulfed in the drama, that's the time to strike. I'm not letting go of this opportunity. Micro: Now, let the music play! "Banjo" by BeBe Zahara Benet begins to play Next Time on Micro's Drag Race: All Winners Micro: Be afraid, be very afraid! This week, you'll be investigating the dark unsolved mysteries of...The Lost Season. Moof: This is scary, this is terrifying, this is something we may not all survive. Contessa: If anyone doesn't make it out alive, know that I hate all of you equally. 🏁 Unieke CF: I was there...it wasn't all that bad, chile. Snap out of it! Track Record Cast Shot w/ Placements |
2024.05.02 20:23 picklesupreme Bad Tony’s nominees are here!
Thank you to everyone who submitted names! If you want to just get to it, here is the voting form: https://forms.gle/NVvnGRrrwyXBAND7A
And the nominees are…
Best Fake Accent
Sutton Foster - Sweeney Todd
Daniel Radcliffe - Merrily We Roll Along
Aaron Tveit - Sweeney Todd
Kara Young - Purlie Victorious
Jeremy Jordan - The Great Gatsby
Most Athletic Performance
All The Acrobats - Water For Elephants
Justin Guarini - Once Upon A One More Time
Daniel Radcliffe - Merrily We Roll Along
Sutton Foster - Once Upon A Mattress
Everyone - Illinoise
Best Ensemble
The Outsiders
Here Lies Love
Merrily We Roll Along
Once Upon A One More Time
Hell’s Kitchen
Back to the Future
Water For Elephants
Ensemble Member Who Really Lives by the Motto that there are “No Small Parts”
Amber Ardolino - Back to the Future
Carson Stewart - The Notebook
Max Rackenberg, Rocco Van Auken, Brady Wagner aka all the Frankie Jr.’s - Merrily We Roll Along
Jonathan Christopher - Sweeney Todd
Best Playbill Biography
Hillary Clinton - Suffs
James Monroe Inglehart - Spamalot
Paul Alexander Nolan - Water For Elephants
Nik Walker - Spamalot
Taran Killam - Spamalot
Best Playbill Design
Merrily We Roll Along
Cabaret
Water For Elephants
Here Lies Love
The Notebook
Best Use of Pop Culture References to Connect With the Youth: Combined with the Best/Worst/Corniest Jokes Category, because they both had very similar nominees.
All the Lesbian Jokes - Lempicka
“I’m Done With the Spanish Flu” - The Great Gatsby
The George Santos Reference - Spamalot
The Ozempic Jokes - Spamalot
Lots of Things - The Mean Girls Movie
Best Merch
The Notebook, Specifically the Tissue Boxes
Once Upon A One More Time
Gutenberg!
Suffs
Merrily We Roll Along
Best New or New-Ish Performer
Liam Pearce - How to Dance in Ohio
Ali Louis Bourzgui - The Who’s Tommy
Nichelle Lewis - The Wiz
Hannah Cruz - Suffs
Brody Grant - The Outsiders
Most Highly Critically Acclaimed Play that Only 17 People Actually Paid To See
Jaja’s African Hair Braiding
Uncle Vanya
Days of Wine and Roses
Prayer For the French Republic
Lempicka, starring Mariand Torres
Performer Who Did Not Get To Show Off Enough In Their Role: thank you to u/Comprehensive-Fun47 for suggesting this category and its nominees!
Sierra Boggess - Harmony
Julie Benko - Harmony
Beth Leavel - Lempicka
Steve Carrell - Uncle Vanya
Christina Sajous - The Who’s Tommy
Worst Show to go Into Blind
Days of Wine and Roses
Lempicka
Merrily We Roll Along
The Who’s Tommy
Here Lies Love
Best Official Social Media of a Production: There are so many posts to choose from to best represent each of these shows marketing moves; I just went ahead and chose my favorite post from each nominated show.
Gutenberg!
Lempicka
The Great Gatsby
The Outsiders
How To Dance In Ohio
Best Theatre-Related Social Media
Bryan The Business Analyst
MickeyJoTheatre
Kate Reinking
BroadwaySHO
The Theatr App
Most TikTok Worthy Song
Woman Is - Lempicka
Roaring On - The Great Gatsby
Kiss Me - The Notebook
Best Stage Door Experience
Merrily We Roll Along
Harmony
Sweeney Todd
The Great Gatsby
Lempicka
Worst Stage Door Experience
Gutenberg!
Sweeney Todd
Days of Wine and Roses
The Great Gatsby
Merrily We Roll Along
Role Most Likely To Be Stolen By James Chosen in a Movie: And yes, these all were suggested more than once.
Tamara de Lempicka - Lempicka
Anyone - Spamalot
Bud or Doug - Gutenberg
Jay Gatsby - The Great Gatsby
The Cowardly Lion - The Wiz
Single Best Costume
Aaron Tveit’s Bloody Shirt that Sold For $6k - Sweeney Todd
This Cinderella Dress - Once Upon A One More Time
This Glinda Dress - The Wiz
Emcee’s Dress During “Money” - Cabaret
Rafaela’s Jacket - Lempicka
Single Best Prop
The DeLorean - Back to the Future
The Notebook - The Notebook
Rosie the Elephant - Water For Elephants
The Typewriter - Merrily We Roll Along
The Hats - Gutenberg!
Craziest News Story
Lauren Boebert at Beetlejuice
My Son’s A Queer Postponement/Cancellation
Ethan Slater and Ariana Grande
New Sweeney Todd Casting
Two Great Gatsby Musicals
Best Post on Broadway
Eva Noblezada Last Show Updates! - u/elaerna
Tired of the "what show should I see" posts? Help me build a flow chart we can pin! - u/FlowersBloomUntil
Sweeny Todd is just a guy????????? - u/badwyrm
MEGATHREAD of Spamalot (2023-24) Knights Who Say "Ni!" bits (Alex Brightman, et al.) - u/Thatchos
Gutenberg Guest Roster - u/Apprehensive-Sir1988
Best Producer on Gutenberg!
Lin-Manuel Miranda
Weird Al
Audra McDonald
Idina Menzel
Steve Martin and Martin Short
Worst Snack Allowed in the Theater
Anything with Crinkly Wrapping
Chips
Spaghetti Sauce
Popcorn
Alcohol
Worst Things To Do As An Audience Member
Be On Phones
Talking
Singing Along
Filming
Shame Performers For Not Stage-Dooring
Worst Behaved Audience
Sweeney Todd
Moulin Rouge
An Enemy of the People
Aladdin
Student Matinees in General
Best Bathroom Attendant
Stephen Sondheim Theatre (& Juliet)
Al Hirschfeld Theatre (Moulin Rouge)
August Wilson Theatre (Funny Girl, Cabaret)
Bernard B. Jacobs Theatre (Parade, The Outsiders)
Broadhurst Theatre (A Beautiful Noise)
Single Best Song to Come Out of This Season
Great American Bitch - Suffs
Great Expectations - The Outsiders
Evanesce - Days of Wine and Roses
Woman Is - Lempicka
Here Lies Love - Here Lies Love
Best Play That Did Not Premiere On Broadway
Oh, Mary!
Primary Trust
Jonah
Death, Let Me Do My Show
All The Devils Are Here
Best Musical That Did Not Premiere On Broadway
Dead Outlaw
Operation Mincemeat
Here We Are
Teeth
The Connector
Most Anticipated Show of Next Season
Sunset Boulevard
Romeo + Juliet
Boop!
Gatsby
Our Town
Old Friends
…
That’s all of them! Please let me know if there are any better links I can put in, or if any of the links don’t work.
I know there are some statistics nerds on this subreddit, so if anyone can come up with some wacky statistics related to these nominees, that would be real cool! Or if anyone wants to design the program for this year’s Bad Tony’s, that would also be really cool! Alright, anyway, I hope you all enjoy!
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And the nominees are…
Best Fake Accent
Sutton Foster - Sweeney Todd
Daniel Radcliffe - Merrily We Roll Along
Aaron Tveit - Sweeney Todd
Kara Young - Purlie Victorious
Jeremy Jordan - The Great Gatsby
Most Athletic Performance
All The Acrobats - Water For Elephants
Justin Guarini - Once Upon A One More Time
Daniel Radcliffe - Merrily We Roll Along
Sutton Foster - Once Upon A Mattress
Everyone - Illinoise
Best Ensemble
The Outsiders
Here Lies Love
Merrily We Roll Along
Once Upon A One More Time
Hell’s Kitchen
Back to the Future
Water For Elephants
Ensemble Member Who Really Lives by the Motto that there are “No Small Parts”
Amber Ardolino - Back to the Future
Carson Stewart - The Notebook
Max Rackenberg, Rocco Van Auken, Brady Wagner aka all the Frankie Jr.’s - Merrily We Roll Along
Jonathan Christopher - Sweeney Todd
Best Playbill Biography
Hillary Clinton - Suffs
James Monroe Inglehart - Spamalot
Paul Alexander Nolan - Water For Elephants
Nik Walker - Spamalot
Taran Killam - Spamalot
Best Playbill Design
Merrily We Roll Along
Cabaret
Water For Elephants
Here Lies Love
The Notebook
Best Use of Pop Culture References to Connect With the Youth: Combined with the Best/Worst/Corniest Jokes Category, because they both had very similar nominees.
All the Lesbian Jokes - Lempicka
“I’m Done With the Spanish Flu” - The Great Gatsby
The George Santos Reference - Spamalot
The Ozempic Jokes - Spamalot
Lots of Things - The Mean Girls Movie
Best Merch
The Notebook, Specifically the Tissue Boxes
Once Upon A One More Time
Gutenberg!
Suffs
Merrily We Roll Along
Best New or New-Ish Performer
Liam Pearce - How to Dance in Ohio
Ali Louis Bourzgui - The Who’s Tommy
Nichelle Lewis - The Wiz
Hannah Cruz - Suffs
Brody Grant - The Outsiders
Most Highly Critically Acclaimed Play that Only 17 People Actually Paid To See
Jaja’s African Hair Braiding
Uncle Vanya
Days of Wine and Roses
Prayer For the French Republic
Lempicka, starring Mariand Torres
Performer Who Did Not Get To Show Off Enough In Their Role: thank you to u/Comprehensive-Fun47 for suggesting this category and its nominees!
Sierra Boggess - Harmony
Julie Benko - Harmony
Beth Leavel - Lempicka
Steve Carrell - Uncle Vanya
Christina Sajous - The Who’s Tommy
Worst Show to go Into Blind
Days of Wine and Roses
Lempicka
Merrily We Roll Along
The Who’s Tommy
Here Lies Love
Best Official Social Media of a Production: There are so many posts to choose from to best represent each of these shows marketing moves; I just went ahead and chose my favorite post from each nominated show.
Gutenberg!
Lempicka
The Great Gatsby
The Outsiders
How To Dance In Ohio
Best Theatre-Related Social Media
Bryan The Business Analyst
MickeyJoTheatre
Kate Reinking
BroadwaySHO
The Theatr App
Most TikTok Worthy Song
Woman Is - Lempicka
Roaring On - The Great Gatsby
Kiss Me - The Notebook
Best Stage Door Experience
Merrily We Roll Along
Harmony
Sweeney Todd
The Great Gatsby
Lempicka
Worst Stage Door Experience
Gutenberg!
Sweeney Todd
Days of Wine and Roses
The Great Gatsby
Merrily We Roll Along
Role Most Likely To Be Stolen By James Chosen in a Movie: And yes, these all were suggested more than once.
Tamara de Lempicka - Lempicka
Anyone - Spamalot
Bud or Doug - Gutenberg
Jay Gatsby - The Great Gatsby
The Cowardly Lion - The Wiz
Single Best Costume
Aaron Tveit’s Bloody Shirt that Sold For $6k - Sweeney Todd
This Cinderella Dress - Once Upon A One More Time
This Glinda Dress - The Wiz
Emcee’s Dress During “Money” - Cabaret
Rafaela’s Jacket - Lempicka
Single Best Prop
The DeLorean - Back to the Future
The Notebook - The Notebook
Rosie the Elephant - Water For Elephants
The Typewriter - Merrily We Roll Along
The Hats - Gutenberg!
Craziest News Story
Lauren Boebert at Beetlejuice
My Son’s A Queer Postponement/Cancellation
Ethan Slater and Ariana Grande
New Sweeney Todd Casting
Two Great Gatsby Musicals
Best Post on Broadway
Eva Noblezada Last Show Updates! - u/elaerna
Tired of the "what show should I see" posts? Help me build a flow chart we can pin! - u/FlowersBloomUntil
Sweeny Todd is just a guy????????? - u/badwyrm
MEGATHREAD of Spamalot (2023-24) Knights Who Say "Ni!" bits (Alex Brightman, et al.) - u/Thatchos
Gutenberg Guest Roster - u/Apprehensive-Sir1988
Best Producer on Gutenberg!
Lin-Manuel Miranda
Weird Al
Audra McDonald
Idina Menzel
Steve Martin and Martin Short
Worst Snack Allowed in the Theater
Anything with Crinkly Wrapping
Chips
Spaghetti Sauce
Popcorn
Alcohol
Worst Things To Do As An Audience Member
Be On Phones
Talking
Singing Along
Filming
Shame Performers For Not Stage-Dooring
Worst Behaved Audience
Sweeney Todd
Moulin Rouge
An Enemy of the People
Aladdin
Student Matinees in General
Best Bathroom Attendant
Stephen Sondheim Theatre (& Juliet)
Al Hirschfeld Theatre (Moulin Rouge)
August Wilson Theatre (Funny Girl, Cabaret)
Bernard B. Jacobs Theatre (Parade, The Outsiders)
Broadhurst Theatre (A Beautiful Noise)
Single Best Song to Come Out of This Season
Great American Bitch - Suffs
Great Expectations - The Outsiders
Evanesce - Days of Wine and Roses
Woman Is - Lempicka
Here Lies Love - Here Lies Love
Best Play That Did Not Premiere On Broadway
Oh, Mary!
Primary Trust
Jonah
Death, Let Me Do My Show
All The Devils Are Here
Best Musical That Did Not Premiere On Broadway
Dead Outlaw
Operation Mincemeat
Here We Are
Teeth
The Connector
Most Anticipated Show of Next Season
Sunset Boulevard
Romeo + Juliet
Boop!
Gatsby
Our Town
Old Friends
…
That’s all of them! Please let me know if there are any better links I can put in, or if any of the links don’t work.
I know there are some statistics nerds on this subreddit, so if anyone can come up with some wacky statistics related to these nominees, that would be real cool! Or if anyone wants to design the program for this year’s Bad Tony’s, that would also be really cool! Alright, anyway, I hope you all enjoy!
2024.05.02 18:46 RiverBrave7076 Am i a red flag or being realistic?
First of all, sorry for my grammar i am just lazy to correct it. Second of all, i created an account reddit just for you fyi…
So the story is i have a relationship for 2 years and half. Along the ways, we always fight, quarrel like other couples. I met him from one of dating apps (litmatch). We kind of have a spark and he lives around my neighbourhood. After 2 weeks of meeting him in the apps, he confessed and we being a cutey stupid teen couples. Thats how we start. After 2 years and half, i felt bored with him because we always fight for same thing like not calling him every freaking night or he loves to lepak until 4 in the morning or even not keeping every promises. Then, i started to find someone else to fill up my leisure time. Then i met this one guy from the same dating apps. I met him for 3 days and i decide to end my relationship because i couldnt see the future of my relationship with my ex anymore. One evening, i call my ex and tell him everything tht i met this guy bla bla bla and i want a break up with him. He just said “just go la to him, i doesn’t even care”. Tht brokes my heart to pieces, because i thought he will stop me or beg for me.
Fyi, my ex is only have certificate (sijil) but at that time i am studying for my degree so i doubt my future with him. However, my new bf is only stpm but he already have his own company (his father) and has quite stable income.
Then i call my new boyfriend and tell him everything is done. I totally being honest with him tht i am in Relationship at that time and already end it and etc, and how my status. We have happy new relationships for 3 days. Then My ex start to spam calling me every single days even i already blocked him but notification still bothers me and the signal lost (u know when someone calls you ur internet will shut off,if use wifi then ok la) Almost 100+ missed call per day
Thats how my misery months started. Because of feeling pity and sad and a bit of loves. I started to meet my ex secretly from my new bf. At first i just want to help him to move on from ME, but it turns really bad. After met him secretly, we have make out session dot dot etc like happy couples and at the same time i also have make out session with my new bf(diff days). Make out is also inc;kiss,hugs,and lot of touch here and there. I promised to both of them to not touch any other man. But i am being honest to my ex that i loves my new bf and still meeting him and he is ok with it. Every night someone else i mean my ex or my bf will come to my home and we have a hang out. So it means every night is either these two guy. Hmm
But at night both of them want to call me. I always need to give a reasons alasan to either of them every night. So tiring.. stupid i am.
It is really a hectic months because i kept back and forth with both of them and with my class. At that time final just around the corner.
But one day, my bf ask me to company him to deliver a package at rawang quite far from me and his home. Then i okay laa, why not. After deliver everything, he ask me to BJ him in the car while him drive at the freaking highway. And i said No! (Yeah is not my first time but who freaking will give to someone tht only met for 3weeks only). He felt really angry and drove his car very fast. And thts is the last time i met him. In the car, he always want to touch my body without my consent and always ask for kiss like french kiss but for the kiss part, i love it. For the touch, i felt really reluctant and my body refused it but i do it because i scare tht he will left me at the roadside or even hurts me.
True facts my ex P is more bigger than my bf (he actually admit it for the first time he show me the P to me) my bf always wants me to compare him everything with my ex like car, motorcycle and eventually his P.
And i am being honest with him and i said his P is quite small. Smaller than my hands. If i hold it with only one hand everythings is cover and nothing left behind like a baby carrot.
I have a week of depression because of this two guys. I skip a week of class and paraphrase all the individual assignments.
And now, here i am celebrating my 4th years (present days) with my bf which is my ex (use to). Already done my degrees otw for my master.
You know what, after 4 months my bf which is my ex right now. (He already blocked me in all his socmed) he came back (keep calling me) and beg for me. Should i ignore him? Because i already promise to my bf (once my ex)tht i will be an honest,loyal and truthful gf. Or Should i repeat the cycle?
I still doubt my future with my bf (use to my ex).
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So the story is i have a relationship for 2 years and half. Along the ways, we always fight, quarrel like other couples. I met him from one of dating apps (litmatch). We kind of have a spark and he lives around my neighbourhood. After 2 weeks of meeting him in the apps, he confessed and we being a cutey stupid teen couples. Thats how we start. After 2 years and half, i felt bored with him because we always fight for same thing like not calling him every freaking night or he loves to lepak until 4 in the morning or even not keeping every promises. Then, i started to find someone else to fill up my leisure time. Then i met this one guy from the same dating apps. I met him for 3 days and i decide to end my relationship because i couldnt see the future of my relationship with my ex anymore. One evening, i call my ex and tell him everything tht i met this guy bla bla bla and i want a break up with him. He just said “just go la to him, i doesn’t even care”. Tht brokes my heart to pieces, because i thought he will stop me or beg for me.
Fyi, my ex is only have certificate (sijil) but at that time i am studying for my degree so i doubt my future with him. However, my new bf is only stpm but he already have his own company (his father) and has quite stable income.
Then i call my new boyfriend and tell him everything is done. I totally being honest with him tht i am in Relationship at that time and already end it and etc, and how my status. We have happy new relationships for 3 days. Then My ex start to spam calling me every single days even i already blocked him but notification still bothers me and the signal lost (u know when someone calls you ur internet will shut off,if use wifi then ok la) Almost 100+ missed call per day
Thats how my misery months started. Because of feeling pity and sad and a bit of loves. I started to meet my ex secretly from my new bf. At first i just want to help him to move on from ME, but it turns really bad. After met him secretly, we have make out session dot dot etc like happy couples and at the same time i also have make out session with my new bf(diff days). Make out is also inc;kiss,hugs,and lot of touch here and there. I promised to both of them to not touch any other man. But i am being honest to my ex that i loves my new bf and still meeting him and he is ok with it. Every night someone else i mean my ex or my bf will come to my home and we have a hang out. So it means every night is either these two guy. Hmm
But at night both of them want to call me. I always need to give a reasons alasan to either of them every night. So tiring.. stupid i am.
It is really a hectic months because i kept back and forth with both of them and with my class. At that time final just around the corner.
But one day, my bf ask me to company him to deliver a package at rawang quite far from me and his home. Then i okay laa, why not. After deliver everything, he ask me to BJ him in the car while him drive at the freaking highway. And i said No! (Yeah is not my first time but who freaking will give to someone tht only met for 3weeks only). He felt really angry and drove his car very fast. And thts is the last time i met him. In the car, he always want to touch my body without my consent and always ask for kiss like french kiss but for the kiss part, i love it. For the touch, i felt really reluctant and my body refused it but i do it because i scare tht he will left me at the roadside or even hurts me.
True facts my ex P is more bigger than my bf (he actually admit it for the first time he show me the P to me) my bf always wants me to compare him everything with my ex like car, motorcycle and eventually his P.
And i am being honest with him and i said his P is quite small. Smaller than my hands. If i hold it with only one hand everythings is cover and nothing left behind like a baby carrot.
I have a week of depression because of this two guys. I skip a week of class and paraphrase all the individual assignments.
And now, here i am celebrating my 4th years (present days) with my bf which is my ex (use to). Already done my degrees otw for my master.
You know what, after 4 months my bf which is my ex right now. (He already blocked me in all his socmed) he came back (keep calling me) and beg for me. Should i ignore him? Because i already promise to my bf (once my ex)tht i will be an honest,loyal and truthful gf. Or Should i repeat the cycle?
I still doubt my future with my bf (use to my ex).
2024.05.02 16:26 this0great 美國上市企業毛利額(1/2)
| 中文名字 | 英文名字 | 毛利 |
|---|---|---|
| 亞馬遜公司 | Amazon.com, Inc. | 270,046,000,000 |
| 字母公司 | Alphabet Inc. | 174,304,000,000 |
| 蘋果公司。 | Apple Inc. | 169,148,000,000 |
| 沃爾瑪公司 | Walmart Inc. | 157,983,000,000 |
| 微軟公司 | Microsoft Corporation | 146,052,000,000 |
| 房利美 | Fannie Mae | 137,511,000,000 |
| 元平台公司 | Meta Platforms, Inc. | 108,896,000,000 |
| 房地美 | Freddie Mac | 107,664,000,000 |
| 埃克森美孚公司 | Exxon Mobil Corporation | 82,326,000,000 |
| 波克夏海瑟威公司 | Berkshire Hathaway Inc. | 70,946,000,000 |
| 康卡斯特公司 | Comcast Corporation | 70,474,000,000 |
| 威瑞森通訊公司 | Verizon Communications Inc. | 61,463,000,000 |
| 強生公司 | Johnson & Johnson | 58,722,000,000 |
| CVS 健康公司 | CVS Health Corporation | 54,928,000,000 |
| 美國電話電報公司 | AT&T Inc. | 53,528,000,000 |
| 百事公司 | PepsiCo, Inc. | 49,828,000,000 |
| 家得寶公司（這） | Home Depot, Inc. (The) | 48,287,000,000 |
| 阿里巴巴集團控股有限公司 | Alibaba Group Holding Limited | 44,722,393,102 |
| 英偉達公司 | NVIDIA Corporation | 44,301,000,000 |
| 默克公司 | Merck & Company, Inc. | 43,894,000,000 |
| 美國運通公司 | American Express Company | 41,522,000,000 |
| 寶潔公司 (The) | Procter & Gamble Company (The) | 39,406,000,000 |
| 布魯克菲爾德公司 | Brookfield Corporation | 38,142,898,658 |
| 艾伯維公司 | AbbVie Inc. | 37,668,000,000 |
| 雪佛龍公司 | Chevron Corporation | 36,920,000,000 |
| T-Mobile 美國公司 | T-Mobile US, Inc. | 36,192,000,000 |
| 思科系統公司 | Cisco Systems, Inc. | 35,857,000,000 |
| 國際商業機器公司 | International Business Machines Corporation | 33,498,000,000 |
| 甲骨文公司 | Oracle Corporation | 32,808,000,000 |
| 阿波羅全球管理公司（新的） | Apollo Global Management, Inc. (New) | 32,297,000,000 |
| 克羅格公司（The） | Kroger Company (The) | 30,239,000,000 |
| 好市多批發公司 | Costco Wholesale Corporation | 29,704,000,000 |
| 輝瑞公司 | Pfizer, Inc. | 29,283,000,000 |
| 通用汽車公司 | General Motors Company | 29,038,000,000 |
| 可口可樂公司 (The) | Coca-Cola Company (The) | 27,382,000,000 |
| 目標公司 | Target Corporation | 27,261,000,000 |
| 勞氏公司 | Lowe's Companies, Inc. | 27,127,000,000 |
| 禮來公司 | Eli Lilly and Company | 27,041,900,000 |
| 百時美施貴寶公司 | Bristol-Myers Squibb Company | 25,357,000,000 |
| 維薩公司 | Visa Inc. | 25,143,000,000 |
| 沃爾格林博姿聯盟公司 | Walgreens Boots Alliance, Inc. | 24,815,000,000 |
| 福特汽車公司 | Ford Motor Company | 24,310,000,000 |
| 萬事達卡公司 | Mastercard Incorporated | 24,187,000,000 |
| 華特迪士尼公司 (The) | Walt Disney Company (The) | 24,080,000,000 |
| Salesforce 公司 | Salesforce, Inc. | 23,500,000,000 |
| 迪爾公司 | Deere & Company | 23,498,000,000 |
| 卡特彼勒公司 | Caterpillar, Inc. | 23,453,000,000 |
| 博通公司 | Broadcom Inc. | 23,300,000,000 |
| PDD控股公司 | PDD Holdings Inc. | 22,006,351,254 |
| 菲利普莫里斯國際公司 | Philip Morris International Inc | 21,761,000,000 |
| 耐吉公司 | Nike, Inc. | 21,685,000,000 |
| 英特爾公司 | Intel Corporation | 21,539,000,000 |
| 查特通信公司 | Charter Communications, Inc. | 21,271,000,000 |
| 吉利德科學公司 | Gilead Sciences, Inc. | 21,039,000,000 |
| 埃森哲公司 | Accenture plc | 20,703,742,000 |
| 預訂控股公司普通股 | Booking Holdings Inc. Common Stock | 20,700,000,000 |
| 戴爾科技公司 | Dell Technologies Inc. | 20,574,000,000 |
| 仲量聯行 | Jones Lang LaSalle Incorporated | 20,522,400,000 |
| 艾伯森公司 | Albertsons Companies, Inc. | 20,433,500,000 |
| 雅培實驗室 | Abbott Laboratories | 20,037,000,000 |
| 高通公司 | QUALCOMM Incorporated | 19,951,000,000 |
| 安進公司 | Amgen Inc. | 19,595,000,000 |
| 嘉信理財公司 (The) | Charles Schwab Corporation (The) | 19,341,000,000 |
| 聯邦快遞公司 | FedEx Corporation | 19,166,000,000 |
| 美敦力公司 | Medtronic plc. | 18,904,000,000 |
| 康菲石油公司 | ConocoPhillips | 17,809,000,000 |
| 通用電氣航空航太公司 | GE Aerospace | 17,720,000,000 |
| 聯合包裹服務公司 | United Parcel Service, Inc. | 17,706,000,000 |
| 特斯拉公司 | Tesla, Inc. | 17,660,000,000 |
| 賽默飛世爾科技公司 | Thermo Fisher Scientific Inc | 17,194,000,000 |
| 奧多比公司 | Adobe Inc. | 16,846,000,000 |
| 馬拉松石油公司 | Marathon Petroleum Corporation | 16,600,000,000 |
| TJX 公司（這） | TJX Companies, Inc. (The) | 16,287,000,000 |
| 貝萊德公司 | BlackRock, Inc. | 14,496,000,000 |
| 麥當勞公司 | McDonald's Corporation | 14,413,300,000 |
| 霍尼韋爾國際公司 | Honeywell International Inc. | 14,294,000,000 |
| 奧馳亞集團公司 | Altria Group, Inc. | 14,284,000,000 |
| 3M公司 | 3M Company | 14,162,000,000 |
| 同步金融 | Synchrony Financial | 14,092,000,000 |
| 丹納赫公司 | Danaher Corporation | 14,034,000,000 |
| Netflix公司 | Netflix, Inc. | 14,007,929,000 |
| 西斯科公司 | Sysco Corporation | 13,849,997,000 |
| 貝寶控股公司 | PayPal Holdings, Inc. | 13,426,000,000 |
| 億滋國際公司 | Mondelez International, Inc. | 13,334,000,000 |
| 瓦萊羅能源公司 | Valero Energy Corporation | 13,167,000,000 |
| 史賽克公司 | Stryker Corporation | 12,494,000,000 |
| 應用材料公司 | Applied Materials, Inc. | 12,321,000,000 |
| 怡安公司 | Aon plc | 12,317,000,000 |
| RTX公司 | RTX Corporation | 12,089,000,000 |
| CRH公司 | CRH PLC | 11,963,000,000 |
| 麥克森公司 | McKesson Corporation | 11,869,000,000 |
| 美國航空集團公司 | American Airlines Group, Inc. | 11,810,000,000 |
| 達樂通用公司 | Dollar General Corporation | 11,719,024,000 |
| 優步科技公司 | Uber Technologies, Inc. | 11,557,000,000 |
| 林德公司 | Linde plc | 11,546,000,000 |
| 雷蒙德詹姆斯金融公司 | Raymond James Financial, Inc. | 11,453,000,000 |
| 費瑟夫公司 | Fiserv, Inc. | 11,427,000,000 |
| 雅詩蘭黛公司（這） | Estee Lauder Companies, Inc. (The) | 11,315,000,000 |
| 菲利普斯 66 | Phillips 66 | 11,285,000,000 |
| 高露潔棕欖公司 | Colgate-Palmolive Company | 11,251,000,000 |
| 惠普公司 | HP Inc. | 11,082,000,000 |
| 德州儀器公司 | Texas Instruments Incorporated | 11,019,000,000 |
| 再生元製藥公司 | Regeneron Pharmaceuticals, Inc. | 10,872,700,000 |
| 達美航空 | Delta Air Lines, Inc. | 10,829,000,000 |
| 財捷公司 | Intuit Inc. | 10,742,000,000 |
| EOG 資源公司 | EOG Resources, Inc. | 10,691,000,000 |
| 宣偉公司 (The) | Sherwin-Williams Company (The) | 10,688,600,000 |
| 聯合太平洋公司 | Union Pacific Corporation | 10,492,000,000 |
| Expedia 集團公司 | Expedia Group, Inc. | 10,459,000,000 |
| 黑石公司 | Blackstone Inc. | 10,021,745,000 |
| 惠普企業公司 | Hewlett Packard Enterprise Company | 9,923,000,000 |
| 洛克希德馬丁公司 | Lockheed Martin Corporation | 9,831,000,000 |
| 百度公司 | Baidu, Inc. | 9,818,873,562 |
| 西方石油公司 | Occidental Petroleum Corporation | 9,742,000,000 |
| 梅西百貨公司 | Macy's Inc | 9,723,000,000 |
| HCA 醫療保健公司 | HCA Healthcare, Inc. | 9,627,000,000 |
| 百思買公司 | Best Buy Co., Inc. | 9,542,000,000 |
| 博士霍頓公司 | D.R. Horton, Inc. | 9,350,400,000 |
| 美元樹公司 | Dollar Tree, Inc. | 9,309,900,000 |
| 能量轉移LP | Energy Transfer LP | 9,245,000,000 |
| 亞瑟·J·加拉格爾公司 | Arthur J. Gallagher & Co. | 9,230,000,000 |
| 汽車區公司 | AutoZone, Inc. | 9,070,422,000 |
| 卡夫亨氏公司 | The Kraft Heinz Company | 9,065,000,000 |
| 江森自控國際股份有限公司 | Johnson Controls International plc | 8,999,000,000 |
| 聯合愛迪生公司 | Consolidated Edison, Inc. | 8,959,000,000 |
| 波士頓科學公司 | Boston Scientific Corporation | 8,831,000,000 |
| 華納兄弟。探索公司-A系列 | Warner Bros. Discovery, Inc. - Series A | 8,815,000,000 |
| 自動資料處理公司 | Automatic Data Processing, Inc. | 8,805,500,000 |
| 網易公司 | NetEase, Inc. | 8,792,299,583 |
| 弗格森公司 | Ferguson plc | 8,704,000,000 |
| KKR 公司公司 | KKR & Co. Inc. | 8,620,324,000 |
| 肯維公司 | Kenvue Inc. | 8,612,000,000 |
| 超微半導體公司 | Advanced Micro Devices, Inc. | 8,591,000,000 |
| 福泰製藥公司 | Vertex Pharmaceuticals Incorporated | 8,576,800,000 |
| 阿默普萊斯金融公司 | Ameriprise Financial, Inc. | 8,545,000,000 |
| 杜克能源公司（控股公司） | Duke Energy Corporation (Holding Company) | 8,503,000,000 |
| 伊頓公司 | Eaton Corporation, PLC | 8,433,000,000 |
| 萊納公司 | Lennar Corporation | 8,226,090,000 |
| 貝克頓迪金森公司 | Becton, Dickinson and Company | 8,170,000,000 |
| 切尼爾能源公司 | Cheniere Energy, Inc. | 8,117,000,000 |
| 康明斯公司 | Cummins Inc. | 8,099,000,000 |
| GE醫療保健技術公司 | GE HealthCare Technologies Inc. | 7,956,000,000 |
| 原廠配件公司 | Genuine Parts Company | 7,940,143,000 |
| 凱斯紐荷蘭工業公司 | CNH Industrial N.V. | 7,889,000,000 |
| 泛林研究公司 | Lam Research Corporation | 7,850,279,000 |
| 紐柯公司 | Nucor Corporation | 7,824,027,000 |
| 星巴克公司 | Starbucks Corporation | 7,815,700,000 |
| 森科拉公司 | Cencora, Inc. | 7,756,497,000 |
| 波音公司 | Boeing Company (The) | 7,708,000,000 |
| 奧萊利汽車公司 | O'Reilly Automotive, Inc. | 7,699,903,000 |
| Keurig 胡椒博士公司 | Keurig Dr Pepper Inc. | 7,611,000,000 |
| 盈透證券集團有限公司 | Interactive Brokers Group, Inc. | 7,376,000,000 |
| 南方公司 (The) | Southern Company (The) | 7,309,000,000 |
| 恩智浦半導體公司 | NXP Semiconductors N.V. | 7,264,000,000 |
| 佩卡公司 | PACCAR Inc. | 7,251,700,000 |
| 標準普爾全球公司 | S&P Global Inc. | 7,213,000,000 |
| 易趣公司 | eBay Inc. | 7,213,000,000 |
| 多米尼恩能源公司 | Dominion Energy, Inc. | 7,211,000,000 |
| 韋萊韜悅公眾有限公司 | Willis Towers Watson Public Limited Company | 7,161,000,000 |
| 聯合航空控股公司 | United Airlines Holdings, Inc. | 7,137,000,000 |
| 布洛克公司 | Block, Inc. | 7,125,896,000 |
| 可口可樂歐洲太平洋合作夥伴股份有限公司 | Coca-Cola Europacific Partners plc | 7,106,172,858 |
| 現在服務公司 | ServiceNow, Inc. | 7,050,000,000 |
| 金佰利克拉克公司 | Kimberly-Clark Corporation | 7,032,000,000 |
| 愛彼迎公司 | Airbnb, Inc. | 7,028,000,000 |
| 先鋒自然資源公司 | Pioneer Natural Resources Company | 7,004,000,000 |
| 自由市場有限公司 | MercadoLibre, Inc. | 6,951,000,000 |
| 類比器件公司 | Analog Devices, Inc. | 6,917,813,000 |
| 艾默生電氣公司 | Emerson Electric Company | 6,902,000,000 |
| PPG 工業公司 | PPG Industries, Inc. | 6,897,000,000 |
| 自由港麥克莫蘭公司 | Freeport-McMoRan, Inc. | 6,881,000,000 |
| 派拉蒙全球 | Paramount Global | 6,846,000,000 |
| 通用磨坊公司 | General Mills, Inc. | 6,821,400,000 |
| 米高梅國際酒店集團 | MGM Resorts International | 6,796,559,000 |
| 下一代能源公司 | NextEra Energy, Inc. | 6,792,000,000 |
| 洲際交易所公司 | Intercontinental Exchange Inc. | 6,770,000,000 |
| 伊利諾州工具廠公司 | Illinois Tool Works Inc. | 6,678,000,000 |
| 通用動力公司 | General Dynamics Corporation | 6,672,000,000 |
| 傑富瑞金融集團公司 | Jefferies Financial Group Inc. | 6,659,041,000 |
| 科迪瓦公司 | Corteva, Inc. | 6,633,000,000 |
| 康德樂健康公司 | Cardinal Health, Inc. | 6,601,000,000 |
| 維亞特里斯公司 | Viatris Inc. | 6,567,800,000 |
| 東芝公司 | Toshiba Corp. | 6,567,234,892 |
| 諾斯羅普格魯曼公司 | Northrop Grumman Corporation | 6,551,000,000 |
| 斯倫貝謝公司 | Schlumberger N.V. | 6,482,000,000 |
| 派克漢尼汾公司 | Parker-Hannifin Corporation | 6,459,765,000 |
| W.W.固安捷公司 | W.W. Grainger, Inc. | 6,432,000,000 |
| Enterprise Products Partners L.P. | Enterprise Products Partners L.P. | 6,423,999,993 |
| 開利環球公司 | Carrier Global Corporation | 6,401,000,000 |
| 百健公司 | Biogen Inc. | 6,388,800,000 |
| 阿徹-丹尼爾斯-米德蘭公司 | Archer-Daniels-Midland Company | 6,283,000,000 |
| 科爾公司 | Kohl's Corporation | 6,229,000,000 |
| 高知特技術解決方案公司 | Cognizant Technology Solutions Corporation | 6,193,000,000 |
| 庫龐公司 | Coupang, Inc. | 6,190,000,000 |
| 藝康公司 | Ecolab Inc. | 6,177,200,000 |
| 科蘭公司 | KLA Corporation | 6,173,224,000 |
| 美國食品控股公司 | US Foods Holding Corp. | 6,148,000,000 |
| V.F.公司 | V.F. Corporation | 5,987,884,000 |
| 全球支付公司 | Global Payments Inc. | 5,926,898,000 |
| 貝克休斯公司 | Baker Hughes Company | 5,909,000,000 |
| 特靈科技公司 | Trane Technologies plc | 5,857,200,000 |
| 建商 FirstSource, Inc. | Builders FirstSource, Inc. | 5,853,259,000 |
| 海運有限公司 | Sea Limited | 5,841,267,749 |
| 碩騰公司 | Zoetis Inc. | 5,834,000,000 |
| 富蘭克林資源公司 | Franklin Resources, Inc. | 5,826,500,000 |
| 蓋普公司（這） | Gap, Inc. (The) | 5,761,000,000 |
| 功能食品集團公司 | Performance Food Group Company | 5,758,200,000 |
| 廢棄物管理公司 | Waste Management, Inc. | 5,749,000,000 |
| 世邦魏理仕集團公司 | CBRE Group Inc | 5,677,200,000 |
| CSX公司 | CSX Corporation | 5,665,000,000 |
| 美國電力公司 | American Electric Power Company, Inc. | 5,624,500,000 |
| 露露檸檬運動公司 | lululemon athletica inc. | 5,604,395,000 |
| 百特國際公司 | Baxter International Inc. | 5,585,000,000 |
| 羅斯商店有限公司 | Ross Stores, Inc. | 5,575,340,000 |
| 艾克賽隆公司 | Exelon Corporation | 5,450,000,000 |
| 工作日公司 | Workday, Inc. | 5,426,000,000 |
| 諾德斯特龍公司 | Nordstrom, Inc. | 5,390,000,000 |
| 聯合租賃公司 | United Rentals, Inc. | 5,382,000,000 |
| PVH公司 | PVH Corp. | 5,352,100,000 |
| 藝電公司 | Electronic Arts Inc. | 5,331,000,000 |
| 力勁泉公司 | LKQ Corporation | 5,296,000,000 |
| 德文能源公司 | Devon Energy Corporation | 5,200,000,000 |
| 瑞致達公司 | Vistra Corp. | 5,171,000,000 |
| 利安德巴塞爾工業公司 | LyondellBasell Industries NV | 5,167,000,000 |
| 金德摩根公司 | Kinder Morgan, Inc. | 5,134,000,000 |
| T. Rowe Price 集團公司 | T. Rowe Price Group, Inc. | 5,069,300,000 |
| 萬豪國際飯店 | Marriott International | 5,057,000,000 |
| 好時公司 | The Hershey Company | 5,051,428,000 |
| 利西亞汽車公司 | Lithia Motors, Inc. | 5,033,100,000 |
| 帕洛阿爾托網路公司 | Palo Alto Networks, Inc. | 4,983,000,000 |
| TE 連接有限公司新瑞士記名股票 | TE Connectivity Ltd. New Switzerland Registered Shares | 4,979,000,000 |
| 陶氏公司 | Dow Inc. | 4,972,000,000 |
| 通用電氣韋爾諾瓦公司 | GE Vernova Inc. | 4,965,000,000 |
| 微芯科技公司 | Microchip Technology Incorporated | 4,960,000,000 |
| 歐特克公司 | Autodesk, Inc. | 4,944,000,000 |
| Live Nation 娛樂公司 | Live Nation Entertainment, Inc. | 4,940,260,000 |
| AutoNation公司 | AutoNation, Inc. | 4,911,000,000 |
| 星座品牌公司 | Constellation Brands, Inc. | 4,909,500,000 |
| 嘉年華公司 | Carnival Corporation | 4,908,000,000 |
| 凱撒娛樂公司 | Caesars Entertainment, Inc. | 4,872,000,000 |
| 響尾蛇能源公司 | Diamondback Energy, Inc. | 4,871,000,000 |
| 拖拉機供應公司 | Tractor Supply Company | 4,835,170,000 |
| 多普勒克斯LP | MPLX LP | 4,832,000,000 |
| 福斯公司 | Fox Corporation | 4,813,000,000 |
| 瑞特援助公司 | Rite Aid Corp. | 4,803,940,000 |
| 摩托羅拉解決方案公司 | Motorola Solutions, Inc. | 4,800,000,000 |
| 潘世奇汽車集團公司 | Penske Automotive Group, Inc. | 4,792,800,000 |
| 直覺外科公司 | Intuitive Surgical, Inc. | 4,729,500,000 |
| 掛毯公司 | Tapestry, Inc. | 4,721,200,000 |
| 普爾特集團公司 | PulteGroup, Inc. | 4,708,947,000 |
| 努控股有限公司 | Nu Holdings Ltd. | 4,695,500,000 |
| 溶劑公司 | Solventum Corporation | 4,693,000,000 |
| 皇家加勒比遊輪有限公司 | Royal Caribbean Cruises Ltd. | 4,684,000,000 |
| Zimmer Biomet 控股公司 | Zimmer Biomet Holdings, Inc. | 4,663,000,000 |
| 韋斯科國際有限公司 | WESCO International, Inc. | 4,662,400,000 |
| CDW公司 | CDW Corporation | 4,652,400,000 |
| 愛德華茲生命科學公司 | Edwards Lifesciences Corporation | 4,566,100,000 |
| 阿爾蒂斯美國公司 | Altice USA, Inc. | 4,562,925,000 |
| 迪克體育用品公司 | Dick's Sporting Goods Inc | 4,545,735,000 |
| 芝商所集團公司 | CME Group Inc. | 4,540,400,000 |
| 先進汽車零件公司 | Advance Auto Parts Inc. | 4,523,502,000 |
| 布魯克菲爾德基礎設施合作夥伴有限合夥企業 | Brookfield Infrastructure Partners LP Limited Partnership | 4,461,000,000 |
| 新思科技公司 | Synopsys, Inc. | 4,458,112,000 |
| OneMain 控股公司 | OneMain Holdings, Inc. | 4,435,000,000 |
| 流明科技公司 | Lumen Technologies, Inc. | 4,428,000,000 |
| L3哈里斯技術公司 | L3Harris Technologies, Inc. | 4,426,000,000 |
| 共和服務公司 | Republic Services, Inc. | 4,423,000,000 |
| 納維特公司 | Navient Corporation | 4,402,000,000 |
| 凱拉諾娃 | Kellanova | 4,399,000,000 |
| 安波福公司 | Aptiv PLC | 4,382,000,000 |
| 烏爾塔美容公司 | Ulta Beauty, Inc. | 4,381,100,000 |
| 切尼爾能源合作夥伴有限合夥人 | Cheniere Energy Partners, LP | 4,378,000,000 |
| 哈里伯頓公司 | Halliburton Company | 4,360,000,000 |
| 南方銅業公司 | Southern Copper Corporation | 4,319,500,000 |
| 羅珀技術公司 | Roper Technologies, Inc. | 4,307,200,000 |
| 信實公司 | Reliance, Inc. | 4,301,900,000 |
| 斯蒂菲爾金融公司 | Stifel Financial Corporation | 4,294,748,000 |
| 奧的斯全球公司 | Otis Worldwide Corporation | 4,230,000,000 |
| 莫爾森庫爾斯飲料公司 | Molson Coors Beverage Company | 4,218,300,000 |
| 羅克韋爾自動化公司 | Rockwell Automation, Inc. | 4,207,100,000 |
| 網應用公司 | NetApp, Inc. | 4,178,000,000 |
| 辛塔斯公司 | Cintas Corporation | 4,173,368,000 |
| 餐廳品牌國際公司 | Restaurant Brands International Inc. | 4,142,602,300 |
| 史丹利百得公司 | Stanley Black & Decker, Inc. | 4,098,900,000 |
| 西南航空公司 | Southwest Airlines Company | 4,095,000,000 |
| IQVIA 控股公司 | IQVIA Holdings, Inc. | 4,093,000,000 |
| 安費諾公司 | Amphenol Corporation | 4,084,100,000 |
| 愛迪生國際 | Edison International | 4,079,000,000 |
| 布朗與布朗公司 | Brown & Brown, Inc. | 4,051,100,000 |
| 飛塔公司 | Fortinet, Inc. | 4,048,700,000 |
| 康寧公司 | Corning Incorporated | 4,043,000,000 |
| 新聞集團 | News Corporation | 4,041,000,000 |
| 布魯克菲爾德資產管理公司 | Brookfield Asset Management Inc | 4,034,658,385 |
| 太平洋天然氣電力公司 | Pacific Gas & Electric Co. | 4,002,000,000 |
| 斯凱奇美國公司 | Skechers U.S.A., Inc. | 3,970,479,000 |
| 艾睿電子公司 | Arrow Electronics, Inc. | 3,967,902,000 |
| NRG 能源公司 | NRG Energy, Inc. | 3,946,000,000 |
| 拉爾夫·勞倫公司 | Ralph Lauren Corporation | 3,936,900,000 |
| 固特異輪胎橡膠公司 | The Goodyear Tire & Rubber Company | 3,928,000,000 |
| 安維斯預算集團公司 | Avis Budget Group, Inc. | 3,927,000,000 |
| APA公司 | APA Corporation | 3,916,000,000 |
| 陸金所控股有限公司 | Lufax Holding Ltd | 3,914,042,493 |
| 邦吉有限公司 | Bunge Limited | 3,914,000,000 |
| 特尼姆有限公司 | Ternium S.A. | 3,905,518,346 |
| 拉斯維加斯金沙集團 | Las Vegas Sands Corp. | 3,901,000,000 |
| 國際紙業公司 | International Paper Company | 3,855,000,000 |
| 穆迪公司 | Moody's Corporation | 3,854,000,000 |
| 威廉斯公司（這） | Williams Companies, Inc. (The) | 3,849,000,000 |
| 安森美半導體公司 | ON Semiconductor Corporation | 3,832,500,000 |
| 伯靈頓商店公司 | Burlington Stores, Inc. | 3,827,026,000 |
| 聯合天然食品公司 | United Natural Foods, Inc. | 3,824,000,000 |
| 高德納公司 | Gartner, Inc. | 3,812,613,000 |
| 怪物飲料公司 | Monster Beverage Corporation | 3,794,206,000 |
| Sirius XM 控股公司 | Sirius XM Holdings Inc. | 3,785,000,000 |
| 康寶萊有限公司 | Herbalife Ltd. | 3,780,600,000 |
| 空氣化工產品公司 | Air Products and Chemicals, Inc. | 3,771,300,000 |
| 傳迪格姆集團公司 | Transdigm Group Inc. | 3,751,000,000 |
| 歐加農公司 | Organon & Co. | 3,748,000,000 |
| DBA 森普拉 | DBA Sempra | 3,747,000,000 |
| 愛科公司 | AGCO Corporation | 3,737,600,000 |
| 鋼鐵動力公司 | Steel Dynamics, Inc. | 3,733,896,000 |
| 安捷倫科技公司 | Agilent Technologies, Inc. | 3,719,000,000 |
| 赫斯公司 | Hess Corporation | 3,693,000,000 |
| 泰克資源股份有限公司 | Teck Resources Ltd | 3,679,696,500 |
| LPL金融控股公司 | LPL Financial Holdings Inc. | 3,676,852,000 |
| 富達國家資訊服務公司 | Fidelity National Information Services, Inc. | 3,676,000,000 |
| 韋費爾公司 | Wayfair Inc. | 3,667,000,000 |
| AerCap 控股公司 | AerCap Holdings N.V. | 3,657,119,000 |
| 亨利·沙因公司 | Henry Schein, Inc. | 3,651,000,000 |
| Spotify 技術有限公司 | Spotify Technology S.A. | 3,642,278,466 |
| Cadence 設計系統公司 | Cadence Design Systems, Inc. | 3,636,783,000 |
| BJ 批發俱樂部控股公司 | BJ's Wholesale Club Holdings, Inc. | 3,634,660,000 |
| 杜邦德內穆爾公司 | DuPont de Nemours, Inc. | 3,633,000,000 |
| 唯品會控股有限公司 | Vipshop Holdings Limited | 3,630,315,903 |
| Arista 網路公司 | Arista Networks, Inc. | 3,630,281,000 |
| 福蒂公司 | Fortive Corporation | 3,594,100,000 |
| 迴聲星公司 | EchoStar Corporation | 3,582,344,000 |
| 道明聯強公司 | TD SYNNEX Corporation | 3,581,852,000 |
| 納斯達克公司 | Nasdaq, Inc. | 3,572,000,000 |
| 佩切克斯公司 | Paychex, Inc. | 3,554,100,000 |
| 歐歐克有限公司 | ONEOK, Inc. | 3,552,000,000 |
| Shopify 公司 | Shopify Inc. | 3,550,947,448 |
| 門達什公司 | DoorDash, Inc. | 3,537,000,000 |
| 景順有限公司 | Invesco Ltd | 3,532,100,000 |
| 卡普里控股有限公司 | Capri Holdings Limited | 3,521,000,000 |
| 是德科技公司 | Keysight Technologies Inc. | 3,519,000,000 |
| BioNTech S.E. | BioNTech SE | 3,509,841,805 |
| 火箭公司 | Rocket Companies, Inc. | 3,504,236,000 |
| 嗯！品牌公司 | Yum! Brands, Inc. | 3,496,000,000 |
| 李維·施特勞斯公司 | Levi Strauss & Co | 3,494,600,000 |
| 歐文蒂夫公司（德國） | Ovintiv Inc. (DE) | 3,448,000,000 |
| 雅各解決方案公司 | Jacobs Solutions Inc. | 3,439,715,000 |
| 第一能源公司 | FirstEnergy Corp. | 3,430,000,000 |
| 因塞特公司 | Incyte Corporation | 3,380,499,000 |
| 萬寶盛華集團 | ManpowerGroup | 3,358,000,000 |
| 科蒂公司 | Coty Inc. | 3,357,100,000 |
| 永源能源 (D/B/A) | Eversource Energy (D/B/A) | 3,339,694,000 |
| 韋斯特洛克公司 | Westrock Company | 3,315,600,000 |
| 威廉斯-索諾瑪公司 | Williams-Sonoma, Inc. | 3,302,378,000 |
| 康尼格拉品牌公司 | ConAgra Brands, Inc. | 3,283,600,000 |
| 艾克賽爾能源公司 | Xcel Energy Inc. | 3,279,000,000 |
| 日本酸素控股株式會社 | Nippon Sanso Holdings Corp. | 3,236,704,672 |
| 巴斯與身體工程公司 | Bath & Body Works, Inc. | 3,234,000,000 |
| 瞻博網路公司 | Juniper Networks, Inc. | 3,233,800,000 |
| UGI公司 | UGI Corporation | 3,219,000,000 |
| 安特吉公司 | Entergy Corporation | 3,201,359,000 |
| 惠而浦公司 | Whirlpool Corporation | 3,193,000,000 |
| 緊固件公司 | Fastenal Company | 3,187,900,000 |
| 變焦視訊通訊公司 | Zoom Video Communications, Inc. | 3,185,841,000 |
| 阿維內公司 | Avnet, Inc. | 3,182,143,000 |
| 奮進集團控股有限公司 | Endeavor Group Holdings, Inc. | 3,157,027,000 |
| 美國實驗室控股公司 | Laboratory Corporation of America Holdings | 3,145,100,000 |
| 滴滴全球公司 | DiDi Global Inc. | 3,108,959,927 |
| 多佛公司 | Dover Corporation | 3,103,985,000 |
| 阿瑞斯管理公司 | Ares Management Corporation | 3,087,958,000 |
| 達維塔公司 | DaVita Inc. | 3,074,987,000 |
| 尼源公司 | NiSource Inc | 3,063,900,000 |
| 耐嚼公司 | Chewy, Inc. | 3,055,718,000 |
| 佳明有限公司 | Garmin Ltd. | 3,004,955,000 |
| 國際香精香料公司 | International Flavors & Fragrances, Inc. | 2,999,000,000 |
| 奎斯特診斷公司 | Quest Diagnostics Incorporated | 2,961,000,000 |
| 第一集團汽車公司 | Group 1 Automotive, Inc. | 2,928,300,000 |
| 金寶湯公司 | Campbell Soup Company | 2,893,000,000 |
| 阿特拉斯公司 | Atlassian Corporation | 2,892,439,000 |
| 皇家帝斯曼公司 | Royal DSM NV | 2,878,972,500 |
| 高樂氏公司 (The) | Clorox Company (The) | 2,871,000,000 |
| 維拉爾托公司 | Veralto Corp | 2,853,000,000 |
| 德事隆公司 | Textron Inc. | 2,848,000,000 |
| 捷普公司 | Jabil Inc. | 2,843,000,000 |
| 歐文斯科寧公司 | Owens Corning Inc | 2,837,000,000 |
| 西格尼特珠寶有限公司 | Signet Jewelers Limited | 2,824,900,000 |
| 莫霍克工業公司 | Mohawk Industries, Inc. | 2,814,048,000 |
| 諾福克南方公司 | Norfolk Southern Corporation | 2,808,000,000 |
| 馬斯科公司 | Masco Corporation | 2,805,000,000 |
| 爵士製藥公司 | Jazz Pharmaceuticals plc | 2,790,343,000 |
| 希爾頓全球控股公司 | Hilton Worldwide Holdings Inc. | 2,783,000,000 |
| 凱西百貨公司 | Caseys General Stores, Inc. | 2,759,275,000 |
| 照明公司 | Illumina, Inc. | 2,750,000,000 |
| RPM國際公司 | RPM International Inc. | 2,748,044,000 |
| 泰森食品公司 | Tyson Foods, Inc. | 2,739,000,000 |
| 科佩公司 | Corpay, Inc. | 2,727,580,000 |
| 對齊技術有限公司 | Align Technology, Inc. | 2,725,111,000 |
| 安姆科公司 | Amcor plc | 2,725,000,000 |
| 賽萊默公司 | Xylem Inc. | 2,724,000,000 |
| CF工業控股公司 | CF Industries Holdings, Inc. | 2,723,000,000 |
| HF辛克萊公司 | HF Sinclair Corporation | 2,714,663,000 |
| 托爾兄弟公司 | Toll Brothers, Inc. | 2,690,723,000 |
| 阿斯伯里汽車集團公司 | Asbury Automotive Group Inc | 2,689,200,000 |
| 晶科能源控股有限公司 | JinkoSolar Holding Company Limited | 2,688,434,455 |
| Coinbase 全球公司 | Coinbase Global, Inc. | 2,687,678,000 |
| 迪拉德公司 | Dillard's, Inc. | 2,663,739,000 |
| 西屋空氣煞車技術公司 | Westinghouse Air Brake Technologies Corporation | 2,663,000,000 |
| 馬拉松石油公司 | Marathon Oil Corporation | 2,659,000,000 |
| 廣達服務公司 | Quanta Services, Inc. | 2,648,072,000 |
| 頂級高爾夫卡拉威品牌公司 | Topgolf Callaway Brands Corp. | 2,645,900,000 |
| 實耐寶公司 | Snap-On Incorporated | 2,619,600,000 |
| 阿美特克公司 | AMETEK, Inc. | 2,605,265,000 |
| J.M.斯馬克公司 | The J.M. Smucker Company | 2,603,000,000 |
| 安德瑪公司 | Under Armour, Inc. | 2,600,932,000 |
| 可口可樂聯合公司 | Coca-Cola Consolidated, Inc. | 2,597,491,000 |
| SS&C 技術控股公司 | SS&C Technologies Holdings, Inc. | 2,578,200,000 |
| 世代數位公司 | Gen Digital Inc. | 2,577,000,000 |
| WEC能源集團公司 | WEC Energy Group, Inc. | 2,570,300,000 |
| 博格華納公司 | BorgWarner Inc. | 2,568,000,000 |
| Abercrombie & Fitch 公司 | Abercrombie & Fitch Company | 2,554,154,000 |
| IAC公司 | IAC Inc. | 2,551,659,000 |
| 塔加資源公司 | Targa Resources, Inc. | 2,535,300,000 |
| 美泰公司 | Mattel, Inc. | 2,534,667,000 |
| 肯德爾控股公司 | Kyndryl Holdings, Inc. | 2,528,000,000 |
| 華納音樂集團公司 | Warner Music Group Corp. | 2,528,000,000 |
| 羅致恆富公司 | Robert Half Inc. | 2,520,757,000 |
| AES 公司 | The AES Corporation | 2,515,000,000 |
| 英格索蘭公司 | Ingersoll Rand Inc. | 2,514,700,000 |
| 麥考密克公司 | McCormick & Company, Incorporated | 2,502,300,000 |
| 宏盟集團有限公司 | Omnicom Group Inc. | 2,498,400,000 |
| 戈達迪公司 | GoDaddy Inc. | 2,492,900,000 |
| Arm 控股公司 | Arm Holdings plc | 2,484,000,000 |
| Liberty Interactive Corporation - A 系列 QVC 集團普通股 | Liberty Interactive Corporation - Series A QVC Group Common Stock | 2,483,000,000 |
| 丘奇與德懷特公司 | Church & Dwight Company, Inc. | 2,464,200,000 |
| PennyMac 金融服務公司 | PennyMac Financial Services, Inc. | 2,461,405,000 |
| 布朗福曼公司 | Brown Forman Inc | 2,458,000,000 |
| 車麥克斯公司 | CarMax Inc | 2,457,681,000 |
| 拉札德公司 | Lazard, Inc. | 2,451,950,000 |
| 塞拉尼斯公司 | Celanese Corporation | 2,446,000,000 |
| 紐厄爾品牌公司 | Newell Brands Inc. | 2,439,000,000 |
| ADT公司 | ADT Inc. | 2,434,991,000 |
| 特尼特醫療保健公司 | Tenet Healthcare Corporation | 2,427,000,000 |
| StoneX集團公司 | StoneX Group Inc. | 2,415,700,000 |
| Take-Two 互動軟體公司 | Take-Two Interactive Software, Inc. | 2,405,700,000 |
| 豆芽農夫市集有限公司 | Sprouts Farmers Market, Inc. | 2,395,848,000 |
| Pinterest 公司 | Pinterest, Inc. | 2,366,311,000 |
| 埃弗科公司 | Evercore Inc. | 2,363,890,000 |
| Petco 健康與保健公司 | Petco Health and Wellness Company, Inc. | 2,353,835,000 |
| PBF能源公司 | PBF Energy Inc. | 2,349,000,000 |
| DTE能源公司 | DTE Energy Company | 2,338,000,000 |
| 孩之寶公司 | Hasbro, Inc. | 2,338,000,000 |
| TPG公司 | TPG Inc. | 2,337,191,000 |
| 快照公司 | Snap Inc. | 2,336,308,000 |
| 挪威郵輪控股有限公司 | Norwegian Cruise Line Holdings Ltd. | 2,324,726,000 |
| Equifax 公司 | Equifax, Inc. | 2,319,300,000 |
| 瑞思邁公司 | ResMed Inc. | 2,313,642,000 |
| 鮮花食品公司 | Flowers Foods, Inc. | 2,304,797,000 |
| 火柴集團有限公司 | Match Group, Inc. | 2,300,952,000 |
| 希爾頓分時度假俱樂部 | Hilton Grand Vacations Inc. | 2,297,000,000 |
| CrowdStrike 控股公司 | CrowdStrike Holdings, Inc. | 2,296,976,000 |
| Marvell 科技公司 | Marvell Technology, Inc. | 2,293,600,000 |
| 偉創力有限公司 | Flex Ltd. | 2,286,000,000 |
| CenterPoint Energy, Inc（控股公司） | CenterPoint Energy, Inc (Holding Co) | 2,285,000,000 |
| 德克斯康沃爾 | DexCom, Inc. | 2,280,800,000 |
| 艾利丹尼森公司 | Avery Dennison Corporation | 2,274,100,000 |
| Chipotle 墨西哥燒烤公司 | Chipotle Mexican Grill, Inc. | 2,266,698,000 |
| 博士倫公司 | Bausch + Lomb Corporation | 2,264,000,000 |
| 萊德系統公司 | Ryder System, Inc. | 2,264,000,000 |
| 楓熊公司 | Maplebear Inc. | 2,260,000,000 |
| Teledyne 科技公司 | Teledyne Technologies Incorporated | 2,259,500,000 |
| 維多利亞的秘密公司 | Victorias Secret & Co. | 2,249,000,000 |
| 西部數據公司 | Western Digital Corporation | 2,248,000,000 |
| NVR 公司 | NVR, Inc. | 2,247,877,000 |
| 萊多斯控股公司 | Leidos Holdings, Inc. | 2,244,000,000 |
| 馬賽克公司（The） | Mosaic Company (The) | 2,236,900,000 |
| 天寶公司 | Trimble Inc. | 2,229,200,000 |
| 自由拉丁美洲有限公司 | Liberty Latin America Ltd. | 2,223,400,000 |
| 豪洛捷公司 | Hologic, Inc. | 2,222,900,000 |
| 維諦技術控股有限公司 | Vertiv Holdings, LLC | 2,219,200,000 |
| Frontier Communications 母公司 | Frontier Communications Parent, Inc. | 2,211,000,000 |
| 康森特里克斯公司 | Concentrix Corporation | 2,203,282,000 |
| 科特拉能源公司 | Coterra Energy Inc. | 2,203,000,000 |
| Millicom 國際蜂窩有限公司 | Millicom International Cellular S.A. | 2,202,000,000 |
| 施樂控股公司 | Xerox Holdings Corporation | 2,194,000,000 |
| 圖形包裝控股公司 | Graphic Packaging Holding Company | 2,194,000,000 |
| IDEXX 實驗室有限公司 | IDEXX Laboratories, Inc. | 2,186,458,000 |
| F5 公司 | F5, Inc. | 2,182,149,000 |
| 文件簽名公司 | DocuSign, Inc. | 2,179,464,000 |
| 卡駱馳公司 | Crocs, Inc. | 2,177,595,000 |
| 庫柏公司 | The Cooper Companies, Inc. | 2,171,700,000 |
| 阿卡邁技術公司 | Akamai Technologies, Inc. | 2,171,479,000 |
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2024.05.02 09:15 That-Cry-4452 Going crazy
Every day I feel like I’m slowly going insane. My hair is falling out and pubes stopped growing. I spend each day in agony, my body shaking, dehydrated and exhausted, my feet cold as alaska. Billie and Jean is now just a far memory of what could’ve become, and at some point was, my entire existence’s meaning.
Each morning I get up, too tired to do anything. I put on old BJ episodes in hope of getting my mental state better. It’s like addiction. My head is filled with voices and the only way to calm them is the tender release that BJ brings me. Every action in my day is accompanied by sweet Jean’s voice, and Billie’s love. I repeat the dialogue as if I had learned it by heart. I know exactly what’s coming next, every word. I continue my day shaking in my boots, yearning for new wisdoms, but my thirst remains unstilled, and my heart continues to yearn.
Please come back your children miss you.
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Each morning I get up, too tired to do anything. I put on old BJ episodes in hope of getting my mental state better. It’s like addiction. My head is filled with voices and the only way to calm them is the tender release that BJ brings me. Every action in my day is accompanied by sweet Jean’s voice, and Billie’s love. I repeat the dialogue as if I had learned it by heart. I know exactly what’s coming next, every word. I continue my day shaking in my boots, yearning for new wisdoms, but my thirst remains unstilled, and my heart continues to yearn.
Please come back your children miss you.
2024.04.28 20:44 Monkeymo10 Soldiers keep getting a fake promotion. Max rank should be Brigadier. Anyone know what could be causing this or how to fix it?
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2024.04.27 09:04 withclubsauce47 Think he’d take my 4th gen straight up?😅
 | But really, how sweet. But how much is it really worth. Lexus 4.0 swap is pretty cool. submitted by withclubsauce47 to 4thGen4Runner [link] [comments] |
2024.04.27 05:11 redgrave187 ASUS Rog strix B650-A gaming WiFi motherboard USB Issue (Audio Popping, Camera Stuttering, microphone settings being weird, etc.)
I built a PC with this motherboard a few weeks ago with a friend of mine and I've been having a bunch of issues with it since, mainly when using OBS or 4K Capture Utility from Elgato: audio popping / crackling in OBS or Elgato Capture Software, face cam stuttering / freezing, capture card audio and visual stutters, wireless headset popping / crackling and microphone volume being lowered even though no settings were adjusted. Everything works perfectly fine on my older PC (https://pcpartpicker.com/list/NTHYn7)
I've been having this issues for about a week straight and I've exhausted my resources when it comes to support from OBS and Elgato, and I'm leaning into the idea that it has something to do with the motherboard and, more specifically, the USB ports. I've seen a couple of other posts saying they were having issues with their ports not working or dropping out, but I haven't seen anyone with my exact problem.
My theory is that for some reason, the information from my devices either isn't being passed through fast enough, or isn't properly speaking to the computer (if that makes sense). I got it to "work" with a laundry list of workarounds but I feel like I haven't fully fixed the issue, especially when camera stutters or audio pops are still happening. Here is what it looks and sounds like for reference
https://www.twitch.tv/bfgc_redgrave/clip/RelievedTiredChickenSpicyBoy-50MZVoH8M5KNI13r?filter=clips&range=7d&sort=time
https://clips.twitch.tv/ProductiveSassyPassionfruitBatChest-scdq6SD7xBjDPEhM?tt_content=url&tt_medium=clips_api Happens in face cam a few times towards the end of the clip
I can provide more details if needed but I updated the audio firmware and the bios to their latest versions, as well as update my drivers for the graphics card. Here is the part list (the only difference is a 4080 instead of a 4090) https://pcpartpicker.com/list/vzzfcH#compatibility_notes
Is there anyone who has had similar issues? What would be the explanation as to why this is happening and is there a fix for it?
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I've been having this issues for about a week straight and I've exhausted my resources when it comes to support from OBS and Elgato, and I'm leaning into the idea that it has something to do with the motherboard and, more specifically, the USB ports. I've seen a couple of other posts saying they were having issues with their ports not working or dropping out, but I haven't seen anyone with my exact problem.
My theory is that for some reason, the information from my devices either isn't being passed through fast enough, or isn't properly speaking to the computer (if that makes sense). I got it to "work" with a laundry list of workarounds but I feel like I haven't fully fixed the issue, especially when camera stutters or audio pops are still happening. Here is what it looks and sounds like for reference
https://www.twitch.tv/bfgc_redgrave/clip/RelievedTiredChickenSpicyBoy-50MZVoH8M5KNI13r?filter=clips&range=7d&sort=time
https://clips.twitch.tv/ProductiveSassyPassionfruitBatChest-scdq6SD7xBjDPEhM?tt_content=url&tt_medium=clips_api Happens in face cam a few times towards the end of the clip
I can provide more details if needed but I updated the audio firmware and the bios to their latest versions, as well as update my drivers for the graphics card. Here is the part list (the only difference is a 4080 instead of a 4090) https://pcpartpicker.com/list/vzzfcH#compatibility_notes
Is there anyone who has had similar issues? What would be the explanation as to why this is happening and is there a fix for it?