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Hello, This will be complicated but I wish for respect.
I am currently 24 years old and will be 25 in less than a month. Within the past 5 years I have gone from working a $12-13 an hour fast food job at Sonic to working for a top femtech/healthcare startup in revenue cycle management. (I am a team lead for a financial navigation/clearance department in RCM (revenue cycle management) and currently make $29 an hour in a small town in southern Missouri.
I am very greatful for the opportunities I have been provided/earned/given but am not sure where to go and feel stuck.
There is nowhere local that will pay what I currently make, and I'm in a somewhat newer market when it comes to my title/Duties. I don't even feel like I have a good backup plan, or know what to work out.
I feel like I'm an adult but I've got so much life ahead of me and it honestly scares the f*** out of me.
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To accompany this I am very behind getting my bachelors degree in Health Services Administration when I've told my family I'm almost done and expecting a graduation ceremony within the next year. I have at least 10-12 classes to take before I can graduate if I have met all my GPA requirements. I have an associates degree of arts in business from a local community College. I've been an okay lier but a bad student lol
This I feel I can take on at some point somehow even though it might end up bad. But I've even contemplated moving away since I can work anywhere with a decent internet connection and just ignoring them. I don't have any savings and just paid off all my credit card debt with money from a Roth my grandparents gave me so I could focus on my life at hand, and figure out my next steps.
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My life plan does not include children but does include a partner of some kind. I would say my family is okay off and expect a decent payout some day so not too worried but really want to live my best life and somehow with my problems be as sucessful/profitable as I can still within my means be.
I am doing my best now to stay within my means and not get more debt. I just really don't feel like where I'm currently at is where I want my life to be.
My plans have included moving to Minneapolis because I love cities and cooler weather generally but then it's more expensive than where I live so less drinking, social outings.
I know this probably sounds like boo hoo young people problems but need some guidance and feel that the guidance I'm receiving from people around me is limiting/old fashioned.
Please note I love my job and want to see how I can grow with them, but also the comfortable life is somehow driving me crazy.

Hello, This will be complicated but I wish for respect.
I am currently 24 years old and will be 25 in less than a month. Within the past 5 years I have gone from working a $12-13 an hour fast food job at Sonic to working for a top femtech/healthcare startup in revenue cycle management. (I am a team lead for a financial navigation/clearance department in RCM (revenue cycle management) and currently make $29 an hour in a small town in southern Missouri.
I am very greatful for the opportunities I have been provided/earned/given but am not sure where to go and feel stuck.
There is nowhere local that will pay what I currently make, and I'm in a somewhat newer market when it comes to my title/Duties. I don't even feel like I have a good backup plan, or know what to work out.
I feel like I'm an adult but I've got so much life ahead of me and it honestly scares the f*** out of me.
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To accompany this I am very behind getting my bachelors degree in Health Services Administration when I've told my family I'm almost done and expecting a graduation ceremony within the next year. I have at least 10-12 classes to take before I can graduate if I have met all my GPA requirements. I have an associates degree of arts in business from a local community College. I've been an okay lier but a bad student lol
This I feel I can take on at some point somehow even though it might end up bad. But I've even contemplated moving away since I can work anywhere with a decent internet connection and just ignoring them. I don't have any savings and just paid off all my credit card debt with money from a Roth my grandparents gave me so I could focus on my life at hand, and figure out my next steps.
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My life plan does not include children but does include a partner of some kind. I would say my family is okay off and expect a decent payout some day so not too worried but really want to live my best life and somehow with my problems be as sucessful/profitable as I can still within my means be.
I am doing my best now to stay within my means and not get more debt. I just really don't feel like where I'm currently at is where I want my life to be.
My plans have included moving to Minneapolis because I love cities and cooler weather generally but then it's more expensive than where I live so less drinking, social outings.
I know this probably sounds like boo hoo young people problems but need some guidance and feel that the guidance I'm receiving from people around me is limiting/old fashioned.
Please note I love my job and want to see how I can grow with them, but also the comfortable life is somehow driving me crazy.

Hello, This will be complicated but I wish for respect.
I am currently 24 years old and will be 25 in less than a month. Within the past 5 years I have gone from working a $12-13 an hour fast food job at Sonic to working for a top femtech/healthcare startup in revenue cycle management. (I am a team lead for a financial navigation/clearance department in RCM (revenue cycle management) and currently make $29 an hour in a small town in southern Missouri.
I am very greatful for the opportunities I have been provided/earned/given but am not sure where to go and feel stuck.
There is nowhere local that will pay what I currently make, and I'm in a somewhat newer market when it comes to my title/Duties. I don't even feel like I have a good backup plan, or know what to work out.
I feel like I'm an adult but I've got so much life ahead of me and it honestly scares the f*** out of me.
‐-------------------------------------------------------
To accompany this I am very behind getting my bachelors degree in Health Services Administration when I've told my family I'm almost done and expecting a graduation ceremony within the next year. I have at least 10-12 classes to take before I can graduate if I have met all my GPA requirements. I have an associates degree of arts in business from a local community College. I've been an okay lier but a bad student lol
This I feel I can take on at some point somehow even though it might end up bad. But I've even contemplated moving away since I can work anywhere with a decent internet connection and just ignoring them. I don't have any savings and just paid off all my credit card debt with money from a Roth my grandparents gave me so I could focus on my life at hand, and figure out my next steps.
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My life plan does not include children but does include a partner of some kind. I would say my family is okay off and expect a decent payout some day so not too worried but really want to live my best life and somehow with my problems be as sucessful/profitable as I can still within my means be.
I am doing my best now to stay within my means and not get more debt. I just really don't feel like where I'm currently at is where I want my life to be.
My plans have included moving to Minneapolis because I love cities and cooler weather generally but then it's more expensive than where I live so less drinking, social outings.
I know this probably sounds like boo hoo young people problems but need some guidance and feel that the guidance I'm receiving from people around me is limiting/old fashioned.
Please note I love my job and want to see how I can grow with them, but also the comfortable life is somehow driving me crazy.

Hello, This will be complicated but I wish for respect.
I am currently 24 years old and will be 25 in less than a month. Within the past 5 years I have gone from working a $12-13 an hour fast food job at Sonic to working for a top femtech/healthcare startup in revenue cycle management. (I am a team lead for a financial navigation/clearance department in RCM (revenue cycle management) and currently make $29 an hour in a small town in southern Missouri.
I am very greatful for the opportunities I have been provided/earned/given but am not sure where to go and feel stuck.
There is nowhere local that will pay what I currently make, and I'm in a somewhat newer market when it comes to my title/Duties. I don't even feel like I have a good backup plan, or know what to work out.
I feel like I'm an adult but I've got so much life ahead of me and it honestly scares the f*** out of me.
‐-------------------------------------------------------
To accompany this I am very behind getting my bachelors degree in Health Services Administration when I've told my family I'm almost done and expecting a graduation ceremony within the next year. I have at least 10-12 classes to take before I can graduate if I have met all my GPA requirements. I have an associates degree of arts in business from a local community College. I've been an okay lier but a bad student lol
This I feel I can take on at some point somehow even though it might end up bad. But I've even contemplated moving away since I can work anywhere with a decent internet connection and just ignoring them. I don't have any savings and just paid off all my credit card debt with money from a Roth my grandparents gave me so I could focus on my life at hand, and figure out my next steps.
‐-----------------------------------------------------
My life plan does not include children but does include a partner of some kind. I would say my family is okay off and expect a decent payout some day so not too worried but really want to live my best life and somehow with my problems be as sucessful/profitable as I can still within my means be.
I am doing my best now to stay within my means and not get more debt. I just really don't feel like where I'm currently at is where I want my life to be.
My plans have included moving to Minneapolis because I love cities and cooler weather generally but then it's more expensive than where I live so less drinking, social outings.
I know this probably sounds like boo hoo young people problems but need some guidance and feel that the guidance I'm receiving from people around me is limiting/old fashioned.
Please note I love my job and want to see how I can grow with them, but also the comfortable life is somehow driving me crazy.

Dodgers (28-15) @ Giants (19-24)

First Pitch: 6:45 PM at Oracle Park

Team	Starter	TV	Radio
Dodgers	Gavin Stone (3-1, 3.55 ERA)	SNLA	570, KTNQ (ES)
Giants	Keaton Winn (3-5, 5.63 ERA)	NBCSBA	KNBR, KSFN (ES)

MLB	Fangraphs	Reddit Stream	Discord
Gameday	Game Graph	Live Comments	/baseball Discord

Line Score - Middle of the 2nd

	1	2	3	4	5	6	7	8	9	R	H	E	LOB
LAD	0	0								0	0	0	1
SF	0									0	1	1	1

Box Score

SF		AB	R	H	RBI	BB	SO	BA
RF	Yastrzemski	1	0	1	0	0	0	.208
2B	Estrada	1	0	0	0	0	0	.244
3B	Chapman, M	1	0	0	0	0	0	.207
1B	Wade Jr.	1	0	0	0	0	0	.327
DH	Flores	0	0	0	0	0	0	.213
LF	Ramos	0	0	0	0	0	0	.333
C	Sabol	0	0	0	0	0	0	.381
CF	Matos	0	0	0	0	0	0	.125
SS	Schmitt	0	0	0	0	0	0	.067

SF	IP	H	R	ER	BB	SO	P-S	ERA
Winn	2.0	0	0	0	0	2	24-16	5.36

LAD		AB	R	H	RBI	BB	SO	BA
SS	Betts	1	0	0	0	0	1	.339
DH	Ohtani	1	0	0	0	0	0	.352
1B	Freeman, F	1	0	0	0	0	0	.291
C	Smith, W.D.	1	0	0	0	0	0	.307
LF	Hernández, T	1	0	0	0	0	0	.242
3B	Muncy	1	0	0	0	0	1	.233
RF	Pages	1	0	0	0	0	0	.283
2B	Lux	0	0	0	0	0	0	.200
CF	Outman	0	0	0	0	0	0	.150

LAD	IP	H	R	ER	BB	SO	P-S	ERA
Stone	1.0	1	0	0	0	0	12-8	3.46

Highlights

Description	Length
Keaton Winn against the Dodgers	0:07
Gavin Stone against the Giants	0:07
Bullpen availability for San Francisco, May 14 vs Dodgers	0:07
Bullpen availability for Los Angeles, May 14 vs Giants	0:07
Bench availability for Los Angeles, May 14 vs Giants	0:07
Bench availability for San Francisco, May 14 vs Dodgers	0:07
Fielding alignment for Los Angeles, May 14 vs Giants	0:11
Fielding alignment for San Francisco, May 14 vs Dodgers	0:11
Starting lineups for Dodgers at Giants - May 14, 2024	0:09

Attendance	Weather	Wind
	56°F, Partly Cloudy	17 mph, Out To CF

HP	1B	2B	3B
Nick Mahrley	Hunter Wendelstedt	John Tumpane	Marvin Hudson

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Dodgers (28-15) @ Giants (19-24)

First Pitch: 9:45 PM at Oracle Park

Team	Starter	TV	Radio
Dodgers	Gavin Stone (3-1, 3.55 ERA)	SNLA	570, KTNQ (ES)
Giants	Keaton Winn (3-5, 5.63 ERA)	NBCSBA	KNBR, KSFN (ES)

MLB	Fangraphs	Reddit Stream	IRC Chat
Gameday	Game Graph	Live Comments	Libera: ##baseball

Line Score - Middle of the 2nd

	1	2	3	4	5	6	7	8	9	R	H	E	LOB
LAD	0	0								0	0	0	1
SF	0									0	1	1	1

Box Score

SF		AB	R	H	RBI	BB	SO	BA
RF	Yastrzemski	1	0	1	0	0	0	.208
2B	Estrada	1	0	0	0	0	0	.244
3B	Chapman, M	1	0	0	0	0	0	.207
1B	Wade Jr.	1	0	0	0	0	0	.327
DH	Flores	0	0	0	0	0	0	.213
LF	Ramos	0	0	0	0	0	0	.333
C	Sabol	0	0	0	0	0	0	.381
CF	Matos	0	0	0	0	0	0	.125
SS	Schmitt	0	0	0	0	0	0	.067

SF	IP	H	R	ER	BB	SO	P-S	ERA
Winn	2.0	0	0	0	0	2	24-16	5.36

LAD		AB	R	H	RBI	BB	SO	BA
SS	Betts	1	0	0	0	0	1	.339
DH	Ohtani	1	0	0	0	0	0	.352
1B	Freeman, F	1	0	0	0	0	0	.291
C	Smith, W.D.	1	0	0	0	0	0	.307
LF	Hernández, T	1	0	0	0	0	0	.242
3B	Muncy	1	0	0	0	0	1	.233
RF	Pages	1	0	0	0	0	0	.283
2B	Lux	0	0	0	0	0	0	.200
CF	Outman	0	0	0	0	0	0	.150

LAD	IP	H	R	ER	BB	SO	P-S	ERA
Stone	1.0	1	0	0	0	0	12-8	3.46

Highlights

Description	Length
Keaton Winn against the Dodgers	0:07
Gavin Stone against the Giants	0:07
Bullpen availability for San Francisco, May 14 vs Dodgers	0:07
Bullpen availability for Los Angeles, May 14 vs Giants	0:07
Bench availability for Los Angeles, May 14 vs Giants	0:07
Bench availability for San Francisco, May 14 vs Dodgers	0:07
Fielding alignment for Los Angeles, May 14 vs Giants	0:11
Fielding alignment for San Francisco, May 14 vs Dodgers	0:11
Starting lineups for Dodgers at Giants - May 14, 2024	0:09

Attendance	Weather	Wind
	56°F, Partly Cloudy	17 mph, Out To CF

HP	1B	2B	3B
Nick Mahrley	Hunter Wendelstedt	John Tumpane	Marvin Hudson

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Reds (17-24) @ D-backs (20-22)

First Pitch: 9:40 PM at Chase Field

Team	Starter	TV	Radio
Reds	Hunter Greene (1-2, 3.38 ERA)	BSOH	WLW
D-backs	Slade Cecconi (1-2, 4.15 ERA)	ARID	98.7 FM , KQMR (ES)

MLB	Fangraphs	Reddit Stream	IRC Chat
Gameday	Game Graph	Live Comments	Libera: ##baseball

Line Score - Runner on first, 0 Outs, Top of the 3rd

	1	2	3	4	5	6	7	8	9	R	H	E	LOB
CIN	0	0								0	0	0	-
AZ	0	0								0	0	0	-

Box Score

AZ		AB	R	H	RBI	BB	SO	BA
CF	Carroll	1	0	0	0	0	0	.196
2B	Alexander	1	0	0	0	0	0	.259
DH	Pederson	1	0	0	0	0	1	.295
1B	Walker, C	1	0	0	0	0	0	.263
LF	Gurriel Jr.	1	0	0	0	0	0	.233
3B	Suárez, E	1	0	0	0	0	0	.222
RF	McCarthy	0	0	0	0	0	0	.293
SS	Newman	0	0	0	0	0	0	.253
C	Barnhart	0	0	0	0	0	0	.205

AZ	IP	H	R	ER	BB	SO	P-S	ERA
Cecconi	2.0	0	0	0	1	0	21-13	3.80

CIN		AB	R	H	RBI	BB	SO	BA
CF	Benson	1	0	0	0	0	0	.189
SS	De La Cruz, E	1	0	0	0	0	0	.260
1B	Ford, M	1	0	0	0	0	0	.200
C	Stephenson, T	1	0	0	0	0	0	.213
RF	Fraley	1	0	0	0	0	0	.301
3B	Candelario	1	0	0	0	0	0	.219
2B	India	0	0	0	0	1	0	.233
DH	Capel	0	0	0	0	0	0	.000
LF	Hurtubise	0	0	0	0	0	0	.000

CIN	IP	H	R	ER	BB	SO	P-S	ERA
Greene, H	2.0	0	0	0	0	1	28-22	3.23

Highlights

Description	Length
Slade Cecconi against the Reds	0:07
Hunter Greene against the Diamondbacks	0:07
Jeimer Candelario singles after review	0:29
Bullpen availability for Arizona, May 14 vs Reds	0:07
Bullpen availability for Cincinnati, May 14 vs D-backs	0:07
Bench availability for Arizona, May 14 vs Reds	0:07
Fielding alignment for Arizona, May 14 vs Reds	0:11
Bench availability for Cincinnati, May 14 vs D-backs	0:07
Fielding alignment for Cincinnati, May 14 vs D-backs	0:11
Starting lineups for Reds at D-backs - May 14, 2024	0:09

Attendance	Weather	Wind
	78°F, Roof Closed	0 mph, None

HP	1B	2B	3B
Stu Scheurwater	Jordan Baker	Dan Merzel	Mark Carlson

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Rockies (13-28) @ Padres (22-22)

First Pitch: 9:40 PM at Petco Park

Team	Starter	TV	Radio
Rockies	Cal Quantrill (2-3, 3.94 ERA)	COLR	KOA
Padres	Dylan Cease (5-2, 2.19 ERA)	SDPA	KWFN, XEMO (ES)

MLB	Fangraphs	Reddit Stream	IRC Chat
Gameday	Game Graph	Live Comments	Libera: ##baseball

Line Score - Bases empty, 0 Outs, Bottom of the 2nd

	1	2	3	4	5	6	7	8	9	R	H	E	LOB
COL	0	0								0	1	0	1
SD	0									0	2	0	1

Box Score

SD		AB	R	H	RBI	BB	SO	BA
2B	Arraez	1	0	1	0	0	0	.305
RF	Tatis Jr.	1	0	1	0	0	0	.256
1B	Cronenworth	1	0	0	0	0	1	.277
3B	Machado, M	1	0	0	0	0	0	.226
LF	Profar, J	0	0	0	0	0	0	.320
DH	Bogaerts	0	0	0	0	0	0	.212
CF	Merrill	0	0	0	0	0	0	.291
C	Campusano	0	0	0	0	0	0	.268
SS	Kim, H	0	0	0	0	0	0	.207

SD	IP	H	R	ER	BB	SO	P-S	ERA
Cease	2.0	1	0	0	0	4	37-21	2.10

COL		AB	R	H	RBI	BB	SO	BA
DH	Blackmon	1	0	0	0	0	1	.246
SS	Tovar	1	0	0	0	0	0	.270
3B	McMahon	1	0	1	0	0	0	.305
C	Díaz, E	1	0	0	0	0	1	.299
2B	Rodgers	1	0	0	0	0	1	.265
CF	Doyle, B	1	0	0	0	0	1	.281
RF	Cave	1	0	0	0	0	0	.214
1B	Montero, E	0	0	0	0	0	0	.213
LF	Beck	0	0	0	0	0	0	.186

COL	IP	H	R	ER	BB	SO	P-S	ERA
Quantrill	1.0	2	0	0	0	1	16-9	3.86

Highlights

Description	Length
Dylan Cease against the Rockies	0:07
Bullpen availability for San Diego, May 14 vs Rockies	0:07
Bullpen availability for Colorado, May 14 vs Padres	0:07
Bench availability for Colorado, May 14 vs Padres	0:07
Fielding alignment for Colorado, May 14 vs Padres	0:11
Fernando Tatis Jr. singles in the 1st	0:13
Manny Machado grounds into a double play, third baseman Ryan McMahon to second baseman Brendan Rodgers to first baseman Elehuris Montero. Fernando Tatis Jr. out at 2nd. Manny Machado out at 1st.	0:12

Attendance	Weather	Wind
	62°F, Cloudy	9 mph, L To R

HP	1B	2B	3B
Lance Barrett	Mark Ripperger	Roberto Ortiz	Alfonso Márquez

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Royals (25-18) @ Mariners (23-19)

First Pitch: 9:40 PM at T-Mobile Park

Team	Starter	TV	Radio
Royals	Michael Wacha (2-4, 5.15 ERA)	BSKC	KCSP
Mariners	Logan Gilbert (3-1, 2.94 ERA)	RSNW	KIRO

MLB	Fangraphs	Reddit Stream	IRC Chat
Gameday	Game Graph	Live Comments	Libera: ##baseball

Line Score - Bases empty, 2 Outs, Bottom of the 2nd

	1	2	3	4	5	6	7	8	9	R	H	E	LOB
KC	0	0								0	1	0	0
SEA	0									0	0	0	-

Box Score

SEA		AB	R	H	RBI	BB	SO	BA
2B	Rojas, J	1	0	0	0	0	0	.340
CF	Rodríguez, J	1	0	0	0	0	0	.253
1B	France, T	1	0	0	0	0	0	.241
C	Raleigh	1	0	0	0	0	1	.222
RF	Raley, L	1	0	0	0	0	1	.263
DH	Haniger	0	0	0	0	0	0	.197
SS	Moore, D	0	0	0	0	0	0	.223
3B	Urías, L	0	0	0	0	0	0	.172
LF	Haggerty	0	0	0	0	0	0	.083

SEA	IP	H	R	ER	BB	SO	P-S	ERA
Gilbert, L	2.0	1	0	0	0	4	25-17	2.83

KC		AB	R	H	RBI	BB	SO	BA
3B	Garcia, M	1	0	0	0	0	1	.237
SS	Witt Jr.	1	0	0	0	0	1	.302
1B	Pasquantino	1	0	0	0	0	1	.248
C	Perez, S	1	0	1	0	0	0	.327
2B	Massey	1	0	0	0	0	0	.243
DH	Velázquez	1	0	0	0	0	1	.224
LF	Melendez	0	0	0	0	0	0	.187
RF	Renfroe	0	0	0	0	0	0	.153
CF	Hampson	0	0	0	0	0	0	.250

KC	IP	H	R	ER	BB	SO	P-S	ERA
Wacha	1.2	0	0	0	0	2	26-19	4.96

Highlights

Description	Length
Michael Wacha against the Mariners	0:07
Logan Gilbert against the Royals	0:09
Bullpen availability for Seattle, May 14 vs Royals	0:07
Bullpen availability for Kansas City, May 14 vs Mariners	0:07
Bench availability for Kansas City, May 14 vs Mariners	0:07
Fielding alignment for Kansas City, May 14 vs Mariners	0:11
Bench availability for Seattle, May 14 vs Royals	0:07
Fielding alignment for Seattle, May 14 vs Royals	0:11
Starting lineups for Royals at Mariners - May 14, 2024	0:09
Mariners fan throws out two ceremonial first pitches	0:57

Attendance	Weather	Wind
	67°F, Clear	1 mph, Calm

HP	1B	2B	3B
Edwin Jimenez	Jim Wolf	Ryan Blakney	Sean Barber

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Cardinals (17-24) @ Angels (15-27)

First Pitch: 9:38 PM at Angel Stadium

Team	Starter	TV	Radio
Cardinals	Sonny Gray (4-2, 2.29 ERA)	BSMW	KMOX
Angels	Reid Detmers (3-4, 4.96 ERA)	BSW	KLAA, KWKW (ES)

MLB	Fangraphs	Reddit Stream	IRC Chat
Gameday	Game Graph	Live Comments	Libera: ##baseball

Line Score - Middle of the 2nd

	1	2	3	4	5	6	7	8	9	R	H	E	LOB
STL	0	2								2	3	0	3
LAA	0									0	0	1	-

Box Score

LAA		AB	R	H	RBI	BB	SO	BA
1B	Schanuel	1	0	0	0	0	1	.227
SS	Guillorme	1	0	0	0	0	0	.194
LF	Ward	1	0	0	0	0	1	.264
DH	Calhoun, W	0	0	0	0	0	0	.297
CF	Pillar	0	0	0	0	0	0	.280
C	O'Hoppe	0	0	0	0	0	0	.268
RF	Adell	0	0	0	0	0	0	.255
3B	Tucker	0	0	0	0	0	0	.222
2B	Paris	0	0	0	0	0	0	.182

LAA	IP	H	R	ER	BB	SO	P-S	ERA
Detmers	2.0	3	2	1	1	3	39-29	4.94

STL		AB	R	H	RBI	BB	SO	BA
SS	Winn	2	0	0	0	0	2	.278
LF	Donovan	2	0	1	0	0	0	.217
1B	Goldschmidt	1	0	1	0	0	0	.204
3B	Arenado	1	0	0	0	0	0	.266
DH	Burleson	1	0	0	0	0	1	.253
RF	Carlson	1	1	1	0	0	0	.056
2B	Gorman	0	1	0	0	1	0	.197
C	Pagés	1	0	0	0	0	0	.000
CF	Siani	1	0	0	0	0	0	.238

STL	IP	H	R	ER	BB	SO	P-S	ERA
Gray, So	1.0	0	0	0	0	2	8-7	2.23

Scoring Plays

Inning	Event	Score
T2	Michael Siani reaches on a fielder's choice, fielded by third baseman Cole Tucker. Nolan Gorman scores. Michael Siani to 2nd. Throwing error by third baseman Cole Tucker.	0-2

Highlights

Description	Length
Sonny Gray against the Angels	0:07
Bullpen availability for Los Angeles, May 14 vs Cardinals	0:07
Bullpen availability for St. Louis, May 14 vs Angels	0:07
Bench availability for Los Angeles, May 14 vs Cardinals	0:07
Bench availability for St. Louis, May 14 vs Angels	0:07
Fielding alignment for St. Louis, May 14 vs Angels	0:11
Fielding alignment for Los Angeles, May 14 vs Cardinals	0:11
Starting lineups for Cardinals at Angels - May 14, 2024	0:09
Taylor Ward's sliding catch	0:13
Dylan Carlson scores on wild pitch	0:10
Nolan Gorman scores on fielders choice	0:20
Brendan Donovan flies out to left fielder Taylor Ward.	0:10

Attendance	Weather	Wind
	66°F, Clear	8 mph, Out To CF

HP	1B	2B	3B
Chris Segal	Larry Vanover	David Rackley	Nate Tomlinson

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Hi all, I wasn't sure if I should put this here or in the main FtM sub but I figured this might be a better place to post my woes.
Potential triggers: discussion of trauma, PTSD, health concerns, surgery, relationship issues
TL;DR: My partner has a lot of trauma and likely PTSD around caretaking, health issues of loved ones, and surgery, and is having an extremely hard time coping with the fact that I am moving forward with getting top surgery.
So the issue is in the title but there is more context and nuance to this situation, and I want to say outright that my partner (they/them) is extremely supportive of my transition in general and the issue is around the surgery itself.
My partner and I have been together for almost 7 years, and have been married for 3. We got married before I realized I was trans. Before I came out, they were always adamant about not wanting to be married to a man, which made it really challenging for me to want to come out to them and move forward with transitioning when I finally realized that I'm a trans man. That being said, they were supportive of me when I came out as trans about 2 years ago, and have been a great ally and advocate for me in social situations. They struggled a bit with the changes that came when I first started on T, but now they celebrate me and the changes that T has made to my body. Through/because of my transition, they realized they're pansexual, and find me as attractive as they did before T, but it took some time to get here, and they still sometimes struggle with the fact that they're married to a man.
The fact that I transitioned about a year after we got married has been an issue from the get-go, and I think if things had happened in the reverse order, we would both be more satisfied in our relationship. They feel as though they never got to say goodbye to the person they fell in love with. I know that sounds a bit fucked up but I can see where they're coming from, because the person they first met is not who I am anymore. That person was never real to begin with and was more or less a persona that I created to fit into the role that was expected of me, so when I came out, my true personality has come forward, so yes I understand why they feel such grief, and it doesn't mean that they're not also happy for me at the same time (feelings are complicated). This is something we've had a lot of conversations about, and unfortunately I feel that they have some resentment towards me for not realizing my identity before we made a legally binding decision. They don't outright say it, but I get the sense that they feel like I've betrayed them because I came out and started transitioning after we got married rather than before.
Additionally, throughout our relationship, I have struggled with a variety of different health problems. Most recently, I was diagnosed with Hashimoto's thyroiditis about 4 years ago, which was triggered by a non-transition related surgery. My partner was an excellent caretaker when I was at my sickest, but they have quite a lot of trauma from their childhood around caretaking, which was then perpetuated in our relationship. Before my diagnosis and while still figuring out the right medication dosage for me, I was extremely irritable and had a lot of negativity/depression/anxiety which I unfairly took out on my partner. These psychiatric symptoms are part of my Hashimoto's, and I also have quite severe ADHD which was untreated at the time, so you might be able to imagine the poor treatment my partner received when I was quite ill. I lashed out at them over very small things and was just generally unpleasant to be around. Due to brain fog, I can't even remember most of what I said or how I acted, but I know it really hurt them (emotionally/mentally). We have had many conversations about this too, and I have apologized more times than I can count. Since getting my health issues and ADHD under control, my behavior and irritability have been significantly better, but they still bring up that time in our relationship whenever we have a major conflict. They clearly have not forgiven me for this or moved on, even though they said they have. I feel like I will never be able to make up for the hurt and trauma no matter how good of a partner I am now.
Fast forward to the present. I have been on my local top surgery waitlist since March 2023 and just yesterday I FINALLY got scheduled for a consult which is next month. My partner has known that I want top surgery from the beginning, and I waited a whole year after starting T before I even got on the waitlist, to allow them some time to process it. I got a call that I was getting close to the top of the list back in February, which I told them immediately, and I have been keeping them updated throughout the process. Every time I bring it up, they get extremely upset. Crying, wanting to be alone, spending all their time in another room and not wanting to be around me, etc. It's obviously very triggering for them and I believe they have PTSD around this. A few months ago, I sat them down and we were able to have an open and honest conversation about it for the first and only time, and they confessed that they didn't think they could mentally handle being my caretaker again because of what happened before. I accepted this immediately and started thinking about and researching other options for post-surgery care. Their feelings and experiences are valid and I have no problem figuring this out on my own if it means that we can have a healthy relationship. I have friends and family who are more than happy to help, and my health insurance covers most of the cost for a caretaker. I am fortunate enough to be surrounded by many very supportive people who would absolutely help me out post-surgery. Most of my friends are trans (or are the partner of a trans person) and have had (or have experience taking care of someone who has had) top surgery so I am comfortable asking them for help. There are enough folks in my support system that no one person would be overburdened with taking care of me and in fact the two friends I already told about this issue immediately volunteered (without me even asking) to drive me to/from my appointments and take sick days to help me out post-surgery.
However, when I told my partner that they don't need to take care of me and that I could stay with family, ask friends to help out, or hire someone, they were still upset. They said they feel guilty for not being able to take care of me or be there for me as my partner. They've told me they don't think they can handle being in this relationship if I get top surgery because of the guilt around not being able to take care of me. I feel like I'm being forced to choose between living as my authentic self and keeping my relationship. I already know I'm going to move forward with surgery, but I'm really struggling with the idea that it might mean I'm going to lose my partner, who I thought I would spend my entire life with. I would be willing to delay surgery to allow them more time to process, but it has already been over 2 years since I started medically transitioning, a year on the waitlist, a few months since I was told I'd get a consult soon, and they still aren't mentally prepared for this. I'm concerned that there is not enough time in the world for them to be mentally ready for this and I can't just put my transition on hold when they've already had so much time and made no effort to start to process their trauma around this. I am suffering physically and mentally already - I overheat constantly because I'm binding and wearing multiple shirts to hide my chest and binder, my posture has worsened and I have shoulder and back pain I never had before I started binding, and I am limited in what I can do, especially as the weather is warming up, it makes me extremely sad and dysphoric that I can't just take my shirt off and enjoy the water, or join people in a pool/hot tub. I've tried to explain to my partner that this surgery is a good thing and will allow me to be more mentally present and live a happier and more fulfilling life, which they logically understand but don't seem to emotionally get it due to their trauma. They are in the process of getting a therapist, but haven't seen one yet about this particular issue (they have been to therapy for other reasons a few years ago), and they aren't willing to do couple's counseling, saying that they'd rather put that time/energy into themselves.
It makes me really sad that I can't celebrate this exciting transition milestone with the most important person in the world to me, and that they might not even be in my life anymore afterwards. They don't have an issue with me transitioning, just with the surgery. They said if I woke up tomorrow and my chest was totally flat/masculine, that would be completely ok. I understand being concerned about the health risks of surgery and that my recovery will probably be a little more rough than the average bear because of my thyroid condition, but this goes beyond an understandable/regular level of concern imo. I feel frustrated and disappointed with them for not taking steps towards processing this trauma so they can be there for me, especially since it's something we've had so much time to prepare for. I want to be understanding and patient, but I have been for so long already and haven't seen them put any effort into doing the work. I worry that my patience and understanding is what's been keeping this relationship from falling apart when this subject comes up, and that soon I am going to be out of that energy/space for them unless they start putting the effort into working through these issues.
I am also slightly frustrated because I put in a lot of work over the years to address my emotional issues that caused them a lot of pain, but I don't feel like it's recognized, and every time they're triggered, they treat me as if I haven't done any work whatsoever on myself, like we're right back where we were 4 years ago. I have been through many years of therapy and my hormones are stable (including my thyroid), and I'm on ADHD medication that works very well for me. I take care of myself and get my bloodwork done every 3-6 months as needed, take my medications very consistently, have a good sleep and self-care routine, etc., all changes that have helped me be a better partner and person which I feel have gone completely unnoticed. To be honest, I feel like I take care of them all the time. I go grocery shopping, I make sure dinner is on the table every day, I'm the only one that does the dishes, lately I have been doing most of the cleaning except the floors and litter box. I have even done extra projects around the apartment when they mention something they want to do but don't have time/energy for - like hanging up some art that has been sitting around for a while, and organizing shared spaces. I'm still treated like a villian every time they're triggered, no matter what I say or do. They ask me why I hate them and cry for hours if I get into bed an hour later than they do and it wakes them up (they are a very light sleeper), and tell me I'm being mean when I say I wish they had told me how they feel before things get to the point of crisis. I don't know what to expect from them sometimes because they are unclear in their communication. I ask how they are and they say "as fine as I always am" and don't elaborate even when I ask, which I assume to mean that they're okay, when they're actually not okay and they expected me to just know that, so they think I'm being inconsiderate if I move onto a different topic of conversation. We will go days or weeks without having any issues and then all of a sudden, they tell me "I don't think I can do this anymore" because I didn't do the dishes for a day, or there's a stack of mail that's been on the tv stand for a little too long. They say that it's not out of no where and that if I just paid attention, I would see that, but I do pay attention and I ask how they are and I make space for them to share how they're doing, but they don't share their feelings with me until they get so upset that they can't control it anymore. Lately, the only time they share their feelings is when they're upset.
I don't know what I'm supposed to accept because of their PTSD/trauma and I feel so guilty about how I've perpetuated and caused harm to them in the past, so it feels wrong to suggest that they're being unfair to me. At the same time, I don't think I should be expected to put up with being treated like this and thinking that things are totally okay one day, only to be told the next that they don't know if they want to keep doing this. This morning they told me they don't want to come back home, and that I can keep our cat. I don't want to lose them, but at a certain point I can't make someone work through their trauma, and it makes me extremely sad that this relationship isn't worth saving in their mind and they'd rather just leave me when I get surgery than deal with the hard stuff.
I appreciate you if you read all of that. I don't want anyone to tell me to end this relationship because I am not going to do that without giving them a little more time, especially since they are getting ready to start therapy soon. They really are such a wonderful and amazing person and I feel so so lucky to call them my partner. They have so many amazing qualities and we can relate to each other in ways that I haven't been able to with anyone else. They just have a lot of trauma and I am stuck not knowing how to navigate the situation as I continue my transition, knowing that my getting surgery is extremely triggering for them and might end our relationship. I love them a lot and don't want to lose them, but I'm also realistic and have been in toxic relationships before and will end things if I need to. There is nuance to this situation and I am willing to give them grace and be understanding, but at the same time, I also need to make the choices I need to make for myself. This just really sucks and I think at the moment I'd just like some support. If y'all have ever been in a situation like this and your relationship made it through, I'd love to know how. Thanks.

The very first concept art of the graveyard level in old blood, where we have to stop the Germans before they release the devil, here the artwork team wanted to show something close to what we saw in Indiana Jones and the riders of the lost ark, you know with the Germans looking for some creepy secrets and the creepy weather atmosphere as they go close to the chamber.

I used to live in the West Country and I find myself reminiscing about it very often. The memories I have down there are quite intense. I’m not entirely sure I can devote myself to living there again because it’s absurdly expensive and isolated.
But there’s so much about it that I miss. It has some of the best weather in the UK, often sunny and mild. The grass is the greenest I’ve ever seen. Exploring important mythological sites like Glastonbury or Tintagel Castle and feeling the weight of history in these areas. Hiking along the cliffy and thickly wooded coast of South Devon and feeling like I’m in a tropical wonderland.
Laying on a soft sparkling white beach in Cornwall before having a proper cream tea or pasty. Strolling down the streets lined with golden buildings in Bath. Smelling the wild garlic and the variety of flowers. Taking the train through the rolling hills of Somerset. Surveying the quirky street art and variety of independent shops in Bristol.
And the cemeteries! I’ve discovered some of my favourites there… There’s just something eerie yet alluring about seeing large graves draped or buried in overgrown vegetation.
I dunno. There’s just something magical about the Southwest. Do any of you miss a particular place you’ve lived in the UK and why?

I have a Sony a6400 Sony 70-350mm Sigma 56mm Will be getting a ultra wide, when i can decide on 1.
On top of that I also have a Ulanzi F38 travel tripod .
(Also invested in MOMAS Wayfarer ltd + EL-bike. Mentioning it as it might be a bit bumpy, where i use it)
Don't know if this matters, but I'm Almost 6ft6..
Looking for a backpack I can bring on excursions, wether it be through streets, up forested mountains or a country roads less travelled.
I'd love it if the bag could fit: Extra batteries/powerbank Ear buds/Sunglasses Hoodie or jacket Drikking bottle. Maybe a sandwich/snacks. Has a pouch for gps dongle and place for keys And other such niceties. Have easier access to camera than take off my bag completely.
Would also be cool if it can handle camera bag clip on my shoulder straps.
The more of these, the better.
Bags I've looked at: Ulanzi BP10 Hardshell (does not ship to my nordic country) Shimoda explore v2 /shimoda urban/Shimoda action.. Wandrd PRV...
But I am as clueless about this as a blind man would be as an art painting inspector...
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Athletics (19-24) @ Astros (16-25)

First Pitch: 8:10 PM at Minute Maid Park

Team	Starter	TV	Radio
Athletics	JP Sears (3-2, 4.20 ERA)	NBCSCA	A's Cast
Astros	Ronel Blanco (4-0, 2.23 ERA)	SCHN	KBME, TUDN/KLAT (ES)

MLB	Fangraphs	Reddit Stream	IRC Chat
Gameday	Game Graph	Live Comments	Libera: ##baseball

Line Score - Middle of the 6th

	1	2	3	4	5	6	7	8	9	R	H	E	LOB
OAK	0	0	0	0	0	0				0	4	0	6
HOU	0	1	0	0	0					1	5	0	5

Box Score

HOU		AB	R	H	RBI	BB	SO	BA
2B	Altuve	3	0	1	0	0	0	.315
RF	Tucker	3	0	1	0	0	0	.278
DH	Alvarez, Y	3	0	0	0	0	2	.259
SS	Peña	2	0	0	0	0	0	.333
3B	Bregman	2	1	2	1	0	0	.228
C	Diaz, Y	2	0	1	0	0	0	.273
1B	Singleton	2	0	0	0	0	0	.218
CF	Meyers	1	0	0	0	1	0	.253
LF	Dubón	2	0	0	0	0	0	.297

HOU	IP	H	R	ER	BB	SO	P-S	ERA
Blanco	3.0	4	0	0	1	4	54-39	2.09
Scott, Tay	2.0	0	0	0	0	3	30-19	2.25
Montero	1.0	0	0	0	0	3	25-15	3.20

OAK		AB	R	H	RBI	BB	SO	BA
3B	Toro	3	0	1	0	0	0	.292
CF	Bleday	3	0	0	0	0	2	.250
LF	Rooker	3	0	0	0	0	1	.295
C	Langeliers	2	0	2	0	0	0	.219
1B	Soderstrom	2	0	0	0	1	1	.333
2B	Gelof	3	0	0	0	0	2	.189
DH	McCann	2	0	0	0	0	2	.333
RF	Nevin	2	0	0	0	0	1	.245
SS	Schuemann	2	0	1	0	0	1	.236

OAK	IP	H	R	ER	BB	SO	P-S	ERA
Sears	5.0	5	1	1	1	2	100-65	3.96

Scoring Plays

Inning	Event	Score
B2	Alex Bregman homers (4) on a fly ball to left field.	1-0

Highlights

Description	Length
JP Sears against the Astros	0:11
Bullpen availability for Houston, May 14 vs Athletics	0:07
Bullpen availability for Oakland, May 14 vs Astros	0:07
Fielding alignment for Houston, May 14 vs Athletics	0:11
Bench availability for Oakland, May 14 vs Astros	0:07
Fielding alignment for Oakland, May 14 vs Astros	0:11
Starting lineups for Athletics at Astros - May 14, 2024	0:09
The distance behind Alex Bregman's home run	0:11
Alex Bregman's home run through bat tracking data	0:11
Breaking down Ronel Blanco's pitches	0:04
Ronel Blanco escapes the 1st inning jam with a K	0:12
Alex Bregman hits a solo home run (4)	0:29
Field View: Alex Bregman's solo home run	0:30
Kyle Tucker's sliding catch in right	0:22
Ronel Blanco ejected in the top of the 4th inning	1:42
Ronel Blanco strikes out four	0:35

Attendance	Weather	Wind
	73°F, Roof Closed	0 mph, None

HP	1B	2B	3B
Mike Estabrook	Erich Bacchus	Tripp Gibson	Laz Diaz

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Guardians (26-16) @ Rangers (22-21)

First Pitch: 8:05 PM at Globe Life Field

Team	Starter	TV	Radio
Guardians	Ben Lively (1-2, 2.63 ERA)	BSGL	WTAM
Rangers	Jack Leiter (0-0, 12.91 ERA)	BSSW	105.3, KFLC (ES)

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Line Score - Bases empty, 0 Outs, Bottom of the 6th

	1	2	3	4	5	6	7	8	9	R	H	E	LOB
CLE	0	6	0	0	0	0				6	6	0	5
TEX	0	1	1	0	1					3	5	0	5

Box Score

TEX		AB	R	H	RBI	BB	SO	BA
2B	Semien	3	0	0	0	0	1	.280
SS	Seager	3	1	1	1	0	1	.237
1B	Lowe, N	3	1	1	1	0	2	.317
RF	García, Ad	3	1	1	1	0	0	.248
3B	Smith	3	0	0	0	0	0	.266
C	Heim	1	0	0	0	1	1	.285
DH	Jankowski	2	0	1	0	0	0	.255
LF	Duran, E	1	0	1	0	1	0	.307
CF	Taveras	1	0	0	0	1	0	.257

TEX	IP	H	R	ER	BB	SO	P-S	ERA
Leiter	1.2	3	6	6	3	1	64-38	16.39
Hernández, J	2.1	3	0	0	1	2	39-28	3.24
Rodríguez, Y	2.0	0	0	0	0	0	25-19	8.49

CLE		AB	R	H	RBI	BB	SO	BA
CF	Freeman, T	1	1	0	0	1	0	.186
2B	Gimenez	4	1	2	1	0	0	.255
3B	Ramírez, Jo	3	0	1	0	0	0	.244
1B	Naylor, J	2	1	1	3	1	1	.270
LF	Fry	3	0	1	0	0	0	.310
DH	Manzardo	2	1	0	0	0	0	.143
RF	Florial	2	1	0	0	1	0	.198
C	Naylor, B	3	1	1	2	0	1	.179
SS	Rocchio	2	0	0	0	1	1	.208

CLE	IP	H	R	ER	BB	SO	P-S	ERA
Lively	5.0	5	3	3	3	5	88-60	3.06
Smith, C	0.0	0	0	0	0	0	2-2	2.45

Scoring Plays

Inning	Event	Score
T2	Bo Naylor doubles (2) on a sharp fly ball to center fielder Leody Taveras. Kyle Manzardo scores. Estevan Florial scores.	0-2
T2	Andrés Giménez singles on a line drive to center fielder Leody Taveras. Bo Naylor scores. Tyler Freeman to 2nd.	0-3
T2	Josh Naylor homers (12) on a fly ball to right field. Tyler Freeman scores. Andrés Giménez scores.	0-6
B2	Adolis García homers (9) on a fly ball to left field.	1-6
B3	Corey Seager homers (5) on a line drive to right field.	2-6
B5	Nathaniel Lowe homers (2) on a fly ball to right field.	3-6

Highlights

Description	Length
Bullpen availability for Texas, May 14 vs Guardians	0:07
Bullpen availability for Cleveland, May 14 vs Rangers	0:07
Bench availability for Texas, May 14 vs Guardians	0:07
Fielding alignment for Texas, May 14 vs Guardians	0:11
Bench availability for Cleveland, May 14 vs Rangers	0:07
Fielding alignment for Cleveland, May 14 vs Rangers	0:11
Starting lineups for Guardians at Rangers - May 14, 2024	0:09
Breaking down Jack Leiter's pitches	0:04
Measuring the stats on Josh Naylor's home run	0:13
An animated look at Josh Naylor's home run	0:11
Adolis García: Home Run Statcast Analysis	0:13
Adolis García's home run through bat tracking data	0:11
Measuring the stats on Corey Seager's home run	0:12
Corey Seager's home run through bat tracking data	0:11
Measuring the stats on Nathaniel Lowe's home run	0:11
Bo Naylor's two-run double	0:29
Andrés Giménez's RBI single	0:16
Josh Naylor's three-run homer (12)	0:26
Adolis García's solo homer (9)	0:28
Jack Leiter K's Brayan Rocchio	0:06
Corey Seager's solo homer (5)	0:28
Nathaniel Lowe's solo homer (2)	0:25

Attendance	Weather	Wind
	84°F, Clear	4 mph, Out To RF

HP	1B	2B	3B
Bruce Dreckman	Jeremie Rehak	Clint Vondrak	Mark Wegner

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Pirates (19-23) @ Brewers (24-17)

First Pitch: 7:40 PM at American Family Field

Team	Starter	TV	Radio
Pirates	Quinn Priester (0-3, 3.86 ERA)	SNP	KDKA
Brewers	Joe Ross (1-4, 4.75 ERA)	BSWI	WTMJ

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Gameday	Game Graph	Live Comments	Libera: ##baseball

Line Score - Bases empty, 2 Outs, Top of the 9th

	1	2	3	4	5	6	7	8	9	R	H	E	LOB
PIT	0	0	0	2	0	0	0	0		2	2	0	2
MIL	0	4	0	0	0	0	0	0		4	10	1	7

Box Score

MIL		AB	R	H	RBI	BB	SO	BA
2B	Turang	4	0	2	1	0	0	.300
C	Contreras, Wm	4	0	1	0	0	0	.352
LF	Yelich	4	0	2	1	0	1	.359
SS	Adames	4	0	1	0	0	1	.256
1B	Bauers	3	0	0	0	1	2	.235
3B	Ortiz	4	1	1	0	0	1	.261
CF	Frelick	3	1	1	2	1	0	.243
DH	Dunn	4	1	1	0	0	2	.226
RF	Chourio	3	1	1	0	0	2	.210

MIL	IP	H	R	ER	BB	SO	P-S	ERA
Ross	5.0	2	2	2	1	6	91-60	4.61
Hudson, B	2.0	0	0	0	0	3	26-17	0.74
Peguero, E	1.0	0	0	0	0	2	19-13	3.50
Megill	0.2	0	0	0	0	1	18-12	0.87

PIT		AB	R	H	RBI	BB	SO	BA
DH	McCutchen	4	0	0	0	0	1	.193
RF	Reynolds, B	4	0	0	0	0	1	.250
SS	Cruz, O	4	0	1	0	0	3	.271
1B	Joe	2	1	0	0	1	0	.287
LF	Suwinski	3	0	0	0	0	1	.174
2B	Gonzales, N	3	1	1	2	0	2	.214
C	Grandal	3	0	0	0	0	1	.200
3B	Triolo	3	0	0	0	0	1	.197
CF	Taylor, M	3	0	0	0	0	2	.225

PIT	IP	H	R	ER	BB	SO	P-S	ERA
Priester	6.0	9	4	4	2	5	93-67	4.33
Nicolas	2.0	1	0	0	0	4	38-23	5.14

Scoring Plays

Inning	Event	Score
B2	Sal Frelick homers (1) on a fly ball to right field. Joey Ortiz scores.	2-0
B2	Brice Turang singles on a line drive to left fielder Jack Suwinski. Oliver Dunn scores. Jackson Chourio to 3rd.	3-0
B2	Christian Yelich singles on a line drive to center fielder Michael A. Taylor. Jackson Chourio scores. Brice Turang to 3rd.	4-0
T4	Nick Gonzales homers (1) on a fly ball to left center field. Connor Joe scores.	4-2

Highlights

Description	Length
Quinn Priester against the Brewers	0:07
Bullpen availability for Milwaukee, May 14 vs Pirates	0:07
Bullpen availability for Pittsburgh, May 14 vs Brewers	0:07
Bench availability for Milwaukee, May 14 vs Pirates	0:07
Fielding alignment for Milwaukee, May 14 vs Pirates	0:11
Bench availability for Pittsburgh, May 14 vs Brewers	0:07
Fielding alignment for Pittsburgh, May 14 vs Brewers	0:11
Starting lineups for Pirates at Brewers - May 14, 2024	0:09
A deep dive into Nick Gonzales' home run	0:11
Joe Ross' outing against the Pirates	0:23
Analyzing Sal Frelick's home run through bat tracking	0:11
The distance behind Sal Frelick's home run	0:13
Breaking down Joe Ross' pitches	0:04
Breaking down Nick Gonzales' home run	0:13
Breaking down Quinn Priester's pitches	0:04
Quinn Priester's outing against the Brewers	0:25
Sal Frelick's first homer of 2024	0:29
Brice Turang's RBI single	0:25
Christian Yelich's RBI single	0:16
Sal Frelick's diving catch	0:15
Nick Gonzales' first home run of the season	0:28
Joe Ross fans six vs. Pirates	0:48
Quinn Priester K's five Brewers	0:53
Sal Frelick makes incredible diving catch	0:14

Attendance	Weather	Wind
	67°F, Roof Closed	0 mph, None

HP	1B	2B	3B
Doug Eddings	Chad Whitson	Bill Miller	Malachi Moore

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Yankees (27-15) @ Twins (24-16)

First Pitch: 7:40 PM at Target Field

Team	Starter	TV	Radio
Yankees	Carlos Rodón (3-2, 3.56 ERA)	YES	WFAN, WADO (ES)
Twins	Chris Paddack (4-1, 4.34 ERA)	BSNO	TIBN, Twins(Sp) (ES)

MLB	Fangraphs	Reddit Stream	IRC Chat
Gameday	Game Graph	Live Comments	Libera: ##baseball

Line Score - Bases empty, 0 Outs, Bottom of the 8th

	1	2	3	4	5	6	7	8	9	R	H	E	LOB
NYY	0	2	1	2	0	0	0	0		5	13	0	11
MIN	1	0	0	0	0	0	0			1	7	1	6

Box Score

MIN		AB	R	H	RBI	BB	SO	BA
DH	Jeffers	4	1	1	1	0	3	.290
SS	Correa	3	0	1	0	0	1	.277
CF	Castro, W	3	0	1	0	0	1	.273
3B	Miranda	3	0	0	0	0	1	.271
LF	Margot	3	0	1	0	0	0	.177
1B	Santana	3	0	1	0	0	1	.215
2B	Farmer, K	2	0	0	0	0	0	.143
2B	Julien	1	0	1	0	0	0	.230
C	Vázquez	3	0	0	0	0	0	.175
LF	Martin	2	0	1	0	0	0	.224
RF	Kepler	1	0	0	0	0	1	.321

MIN	IP	H	R	ER	BB	SO	P-S	ERA
Paddack	5.0	12	5	5	2	4	95-66	4.89
Jackson, J	2.0	0	0	0	0	1	28-17	6.20
Okert	1.0	1	0	0	1	0	10-7	3.55

NYY		AB	R	H	RBI	BB	SO	BA
SS	Volpe	5	0	2	1	0	1	.269
RF	Soto, J	4	1	1	0	1	1	.313
CF	Judge	4	1	1	0	1	1	.236
LF	Verdugo	4	0	1	2	1	0	.243
DH	Stanton	4	1	2	1	0	0	.237
1B	Rizzo	4	1	1	0	0	1	.264
2B	Torres	4	1	2	0	0	1	.215
C	Wells, A	4	0	1	0	0	0	.203
3B	Cabrera, O	3	0	2	1	0	0	.262

NYY	IP	H	R	ER	BB	SO	P-S	ERA
Rodón	6.0	6	1	1	0	6	102-69	3.31
Hamilton, I	1.0	1	0	0	0	2	15-13	2.95

Scoring Plays

Inning	Event	Score
B1	Ryan Jeffers homers (10) on a fly ball to left center field.	1-0
T2	Oswaldo Cabrera out on a sacrifice fly to center fielder Willi Castro. Anthony Rizzo scores. Gleyber Torres to 3rd.	1-1
T2	Anthony Volpe doubles (6) on a line drive to left fielder Austin Martin. Gleyber Torres scores. Austin Wells to 3rd.	1-2
T3	Giancarlo Stanton homers (9) on a line drive to left center field.	1-3
T4	Alex Verdugo doubles (7) on a sharp line drive to center fielder Willi Castro. Juan Soto scores. Aaron Judge scores.	1-5

Highlights

Description	Length
Bullpen availability for Minnesota, May 14 vs Yankees	0:07
Bullpen availability for New York, May 14 vs Twins	0:07
Bench availability for Minnesota, May 14 vs Yankees	0:07
Fielding alignment for Minnesota, May 14 vs Yankees	0:11
Bench availability for New York, May 14 vs Twins	0:07
Fielding alignment for New York, May 14 vs Twins	0:11
Starting lineups for Yankees at Twins - May 14, 2024	0:09
Analyzing Giancarlo Stanton's home run through bat tracking	0:11
The distance behind Giancarlo Stanton's home run	0:13
Measuring the stats on Ryan Jeffers' home run	0:12
Ryan Jeffers' home run through bat tracking data	0:11
Breaking down Chris Paddack's pitches	0:04
Breaking down Carlos Rodón's pitches	0:04
Carlos Rodón's outing against the Twins	0:23
Juan Soto singles and hustles into second on an error	0:17
Ryan Jeffers' leadoff homer (10)	0:23
Oswaldo Cabrera lifts a sacrifice fly to center	0:22
Anthony Volpe's RBI double	0:29
Giancarlo Stanton's solo home run (9)	0:24
Carlos Rodón fields a comebacker to strand a runner	0:09
Field view of Giancarlo Stanton's home run	0:33
Alex Verdugo's two-run double	0:27
Data Viz: Giancarlo Stanton's solo home run	0:30
Giancarlo Stanton's 427-foot, 114 mph homer	0:18
Chris Paddack strikes out Gleyber Torres	0:07
A young fan gifts Austin Martin a necklace	1:50
Carlos Rodón strikes out six in six strong innings	1:15

Attendance	Weather	Wind
	71°F, Clear	7 mph, In From CF

HP	1B	2B	3B
Mike Muchlinski	Jansen Visconti	Paul Clemons	Andy Fletcher

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Cubs (24-18) @ Braves (25-13)

First Pitch: 7:20 PM at Truist Park

Team	Starter	TV	Radio
Cubs	Jameson Taillon (3-0, 1.13 ERA)	MARQ	WSCR
Braves	Chris Sale (5-1, 2.95 ERA)	BSSO	680 AM, 1600 AM (ES)

MLB	Fangraphs	Reddit Stream	IRC Chat
Gameday	Game Graph	Live Comments	Libera: ##baseball

Line Score - Game Over

	1	2	3	4	5	6	7	8	9	R	H	E	LOB
CHC	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	3	1	5
ATL	1	0	0	6	0	0	0	0		7	9	0	7

Box Score

ATL		AB	R	H	RBI	BB	SO	BA
RF	Acuña Jr.	5	1	0	0	0	0	.245
2B	Albies	4	2	2	0	1	1	.281
DH	Ozuna	3	0	1	1	0	1	.329
1B	Olson	3	1	2	4	1	0	.218
C	d'Arnaud	4	0	0	0	0	0	.258
CF	Harris II, M	3	1	1	1	1	0	.260
SS	Arcia, Or	4	1	1	0	0	0	.248
LF	Kelenic	4	0	1	0	0	2	.273
3B	Short	3	1	1	0	1	0	.136

ATL	IP	H	R	ER	BB	SO	P-S	ERA
Sale	7.0	2	0	0	0	9	92-66	2.54
Bummer	1.0	1	0	0	0	1	10-8	3.86
Stephens, J	1.0	0	0	0	0	1	13-10	3.86

CHC		AB	R	H	RBI	BB	SO	BA
3B	Wisdom	4	0	1	0	0	3	.303
RF	Suzuki, S	4	0	0	0	0	1	.273
1B	Bellinger	4	0	1	0	0	2	.254
DH	Morel, C	3	0	0	0	0	0	.219
LF	Tauchman	4	0	0	0	0	2	.260
2B	Madrigal	3	0	1	0	0	0	.200
C	Amaya	3	0	0	0	0	1	.188
SS	Mastrobuoni	3	0	0	0	0	1	.130
CF	Crow-Armstrong	2	0	0	0	0	1	.234

CHC	IP	H	R	ER	BB	SO	P-S	ERA
Taillon	4.0	7	7	2	3	2	85-50	1.61
Cuas	2.0	1	0	0	1	1	34-19	7.20
Miller, T	2.0	1	0	0	0	1	21-17	2.63

Scoring Plays

Inning	Event	Score
B1	Matt Olson doubles (9) on a sharp line drive to center fielder Pete Crow-Armstrong. Ozzie Albies scores. Marcell Ozuna to 3rd.	1-0
B4	Michael Harris II homers (4) on a fly ball to center field.	2-0
B4	Ronald Acuña Jr. reaches on a fielder's choice out, shortstop Miles Mastrobuoni to catcher Miguel Amaya. Jarred Kelenic out at home.	3-0
B4	Marcell Ozuna out on a sacrifice fly to left fielder Mike Tauchman. Zack Short scores. Ronald Acuña Jr. to 3rd.	4-0
B4	Matt Olson homers (5) on a fly ball to center field. Ronald Acuña Jr. scores. Ozzie Albies scores.	7-0

Highlights

Description	Length
Jameson Taillon against the Braves	0:07
Craig Counsell talks Imanaga's start and the loss	1:07
Bullpen availability for Atlanta, May 14 vs Cubs	0:07
Bullpen availability for Chicago, May 14 vs Braves	0:07
Bench availability for Atlanta, May 14 vs Cubs	0:07
Fielding alignment for Atlanta, May 14 vs Cubs	0:11
Bench availability for Chicago, May 14 vs Braves	0:07
Fielding alignment for Chicago, May 14 vs Braves	0:11
Starting lineups for Cubs at Braves - May 14, 2024	0:09
Matt Olson: Home Run Statcast Analysis	0:13
Breaking down Jameson Taillon's pitches	0:04
Analyzing Michael Harris II's home run through bat tracking	0:11
Michael Harris II: Home Run Statcast Analysis	0:12
Breaking down Chris Sale's pitches	0:04
Chris Sale's outing against the Cubs	0:23
Chris Sale escapes a jam in the 1st inning	0:07
Matt Olson's RBI double	0:27
Michael Harris II's solo home run (4)	0:25
Orlando Arcia scores on wild pitch	0:26
Miles Mastrobuoni nabs Jarred Kelenic at home plate	0:22
Marcell Ozuna's sacrifice fly	0:24
Matt Olson's three-run home run (5)	0:29
Field view: Matt Olson's three-run home run	0:45
Braves erupt for six runs in the 4th inning	1:12
Jameson Taillon strikes out Jarred Kelenic	0:08
Jose Cuas strikes out Jarred Kelenic	0:09
Chris Sale strikes out nine against the Cubs	1:39
Pete Crow-Armstrong makes a great catch at the wall	0:29

Decisions

Winning Pitcher	Losing Pitcher	Save
Sale (6-1, 2.54 ERA)	Taillon (3-1, 1.61 ERA)

Attendance	Weather	Wind
	75°F, Partly Cloudy	7 mph, Varies

HP	1B	2B	3B
Junior Valentine	Ramon De Jesus	Adrian Johnson	Quinn Wolcott

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Rays (21-21) @ Red Sox (21-20)

First Pitch: 7:10 PM at Fenway Park

Team	Starter	TV	Radio
Rays	Aaron Civale (2-3, 5.88 ERA)	BSSUN	WDAE, WQBN/1300 (ES)
Red Sox	Nick Pivetta (1-2, 3.60 ERA)	NESN	WEEI, WCCM (ES)

MLB	Fangraphs	Reddit Stream	IRC Chat
Gameday	Game Graph	Live Comments	Libera: ##baseball

Line Score - First and third, 1 Out, Bottom of the 11th

	1	2	3	4	5	6	7	8	9	10	11	R	H	E	LOB
TB	1	0	0	0	0	2	0	0	0	0	1	4	8	0	6
BOS	0	0	0	2	1	0	0	0	0	0		3	6	1	3

Box Score

BOS		AB	R	H	RBI	BB	SO	BA
CF	Duran, Ja	4	0	0	0	1	3	.256
RF	Abreu, W	3	0	0	0	0	1	.284
LF	Refsnyder	1	0	1	0	0	0	.340
DH	Wong	4	0	1	0	0	2	.340
3B	Devers	4	1	1	0	0	1	.284
RF	O'Neill	4	1	1	0	0	3	.265
1B	Smith, Do	3	0	1	2	0	1	.156
1B	Gonzalez, R	0	0	0	0	0	0	.278
2B	Grissom	4	0	0	0	0	1	.135
C	McGuire	4	0	0	0	0	2	.257
PR	Hamilton, D	0	0	0	0	0	0	.200
SS	Rafaela	3	1	1	1	0	0	.211

BOS	IP	H	R	ER	BB	SO	P-S	ERA
Pivetta	5.2	4	2	2	0	8	81-61	3.48
Slaten	1.1	3	1	1	0	2	23-15	2.05
Martin	1.0	0	0	0	0	2	11-9	3.86
Jansen	1.0	1	0	0	0	0	12-7	2.45
Kelly, Z	2.0	0	1	0	1	2	21-16	1.74

TB		AB	R	H	RBI	BB	SO	BA
1B	Díaz, Y	5	0	0	0	0	2	.253
LF	Arozarena	5	2	1	1	0	2	.160
RF	Lowe, J	4	2	2	1	1	1	.320
DH	Paredes	5	0	2	1	0	0	.303
SS	Rosario, A	5	0	2	0	0	1	.300
CF	DeLuca	4	0	1	0	0	1	.281
2B	Palacios, R	4	0	0	0	0	3	.270
SS	Caballero	3	0	0	0	0	1	.252
3B	Aranda	1	0	0	0	0	0	.000
C	Jackson, A	3	0	0	0	0	2	.050
PH	Ramírez, H	1	0	0	0	0	1	.270
C	Rortvedt	0	0	0	0	0	0	.318

TB	IP	H	R	ER	BB	SO	P-S	ERA
Civale	5.0	5	3	3	0	6	76-53	5.83
Armstrong	1.0	0	0	0	0	3	18-14	4.43
Maton, P	1.0	0	0	0	0	1	13-8	5.17
Cleavinger	1.0	1	0	0	0	2	18-15	1.62
Fairbanks	1.0	0	0	0	0	2	9-7	7.00
Adam	1.0	0	0	0	0	0	9-6	1.40
Rodríguez, M	0.1	0	0	0	1	0	6-2	4.76

Scoring Plays

Inning	Event	Score
T1	Josh Lowe homers (1) on a fly ball to right center field.	0-1
B4	Dominic Smith doubles (2) on a sharp line drive to center fielder Jonny DeLuca. Rafael Devers scores. Tyler O'Neill scores.	2-1
B5	Ceddanne Rafaela homers (4) on a fly ball to left field.	3-1
T6	Randy Arozarena homers (8) on a fly ball to left center field.	3-2
T6	Isaac Paredes singles on a fly ball to right fielder Wilyer Abreu. Josh Lowe scores.	3-3
T11	Isaac Paredes reaches on a throwing error by shortstop Ceddanne Rafaela. Randy Arozarena scores. Josh Lowe to 3rd. Isaac Paredes to 2nd.	3-4

Highlights

Description	Length
Aaron Civale against the Red Sox	0:09
Nick Pivetta against the Rays	0:11
Bullpen availability for Boston, May 14 vs Rays	0:07
Bullpen availability for Tampa Bay, May 14 vs Red Sox	0:07
Bench availability for Boston, May 14 vs Rays	0:07
Fielding alignment for Boston, May 14 vs Rays	0:11
Bench availability for Tampa Bay, May 14 vs Red Sox	0:07
Starting lineups for Rays at Red Sox - May 14, 2024	0:09
Fielding alignment for Tampa Bay, May 14 vs Red Sox	0:11
Josh Lowe: Home Run Statcast Analysis	0:13
Visualizing Josh Lowe's swing using bat tracking technology	0:11
The distance behind Ceddanne Rafaela's home run	0:11
Ceddanne Rafaela's home run through bat tracking data	0:11
Breaking down Nick Pivetta's pitches	0:04
Nick Pivetta's outing against the Rays	0:22
Randy Arozarena: Home Run Statcast Analysis	0:13
Analyzing Randy Arozarena's home run through bat tracking	0:11
Breaking down Aaron Civale's pitches	0:04
Aaron Civale's outing against the Red Sox	0:23
Josh Lowe's solo home run (1)	0:29
Dominic Smith's two-run double	0:28
Ceddanne Rafaela's solo home run (4)	0:29
Randy Arozarena's solo home run (8)	0:29
Isaac Paredes' run-scoring knock	0:22
Nick Pivetta strikes out eight	1:44
Chris Martin's sensational catch	0:30
Aaron Civale whiffs six	1:13
Red Sox nab Amed Rosario	0:24
Pete Fairbanks takes game to extras	0:08
Zack Kelly K's Harold Ramírez, ends threat	0:07
Rays turn a clutch double play in 10th	0:09
Randy Arozarena reaches on a fielder's choice out, third baseman Rafael Devers to catcher Reese McGuire to shortstop Ceddanne Rafaela to pitcher Zack Kelly to third baseman Rafael Devers. Ben Rortvedt out at home. Randy Arozarena to 2nd.	0:30
Zack Kelly In play, run(s) to Isaac Paredes	0:44

Attendance	Weather	Wind
	69°F, Clear	7 mph, Out To CF

HP	1B	2B	3B
Tom Hanahan	Phil Cuzzi	Alex Tosi	Tony Randazzo

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